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Cashmere and Cradles
Jean Kierstein x Pregnant!Reader
summary: y/n gets sick, and Jean worries sick. then, they’re both in for the sickest surprise of their lives.
word count: 3226
a/n: I was inspired to write this by the always lovely @quiveringdeer! this is also something close to home for me due to me incorporating my personal experiences, so plz be nice in the notes ya’ll (everyone always is but I like putting the disclaimer there for certain fics)
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I haven’t stopped being nauseous since I woke up. Is this really all because I had an anxiety attack from that one asshole? I already googled it, maybe it’s the fact that I drank a ton of water right when I woke up. I don’t know. I could barely touch the alfredo noodles we had last night, but I thought that was just me being anxious. Jean looked a little concerned at dinner, but I told him I was fine when he kissed me goodbye this morning. Just tired.
Really, I’m exhausted. I feel my stomach lurch, and I realize, I’m going to throw up. I run to the bathroom as fast as possible, nearly missing the toilet, and the last bits of undigested dinner from last night come up, along with bile and all the water from earlier. When I stop retching, I flush the toilet, and stand up dizzily. I brush my teeth to get rid of the remaining vomit, gargle a million times, and wipe my face, which has tears streaming down from the pain. Without fail, my body always feels like it’s been shoved into a trash compactor when I throw up.
When I’m finished cleaning myself up, I decide to go back to bed. The thought of trying to keep food down right now is an awful one. I text Jean to tell him I think I got a stomach bug, and he immediately texts me back asking why. I smile to myself, rolling my eyes a bit. He’s such a worry wart. Just puked, but I feel a lot better. Must’ve been why I was tired, I reply.
Do you need anything? He asks me, and I can imagine his furrowed eyebrows right in front of me.
You’re so sweet, baby. No, I just need sleep.
Have you eaten today?
No. If I eat right now I probably won’t keep it down. I never can after throwing up. I’ll eat when I wake back up. Love you xo
Ok, love you too babygirl xo
I smile to myself, then set my phone down on the nightstand. It doesn’t take long for me to drift off into a peaceful slumber.
I’m woken by my phone vibrating on the nightstand. “Hello?” I answer groggily, and am spooked by Connie’s annoyingly loud voice.
“Y/n! Someone’s pregnant!” He yells into my ear. I hold my phone far away from me, pinching the bridge of my nose. Somehow, he’s already given me a headache. “Who?”
“I don’t know, but Sasha said her mom had a dream about fish! And you know what that means!” He says. I do not know what that means.
I yawn, asking, “Does it mean she misses her son-in-law’s cooking? Niccolo should visit her again soon.”
Connie pauses. “Hey, were you asleep before I called you?”
“Yes. Very peacefully, I might add. I have the flu.”
“W-why didn’t you tell me?!” He yells at me, and I wince.
“Connie, shut the fuck up! I have a migraine because of you! And because, I thought it would be obvious!” I say.
“Huh?” Connie asks in exasperation. “It’s three in the afternoon! How am I supposed to know you took a midday nap?”
“I never took a nap…” I trail off when I realize that means I’ve slept for basically 14 hours straight, excluding my short time being awake this morning. “Damn. I didn’t think I was this sick.”
“I’m sorry for waking you up, y/n.” Connie apologizes, panic gone from his voice.
I wave him off, not realizing he can’t see me for a few seconds. “No, no, it’s fine. I needed to get up anyways, I have commissions I need to work on, sick or not. Anyways, what’s your point? About the fish and somebody being pregnant.”
“Oh! Right!” He exclaims. “So, dreams have meaning. There’s symbolism in them that rings true.”
“Why are you using the word symbolism? That has no business being in your vocabulary, it’s out of your intelligence bracket.” I say, snickering to myself when he pauses to process what I’ve said.
“Hey! I know things, okay?!” Connie defends himself after realizing I called him stupid. “Anyways, when someone dreams about a fish, it means someone they know is pregnant. And there’s always someone who’s pregnant.
“Mhm.” I say. “Well, if you figure out who that pregnant person is, tell me so I can congratulate them on making a terrible financial decision for the next eighteen plus years. I’m tired, so I’m gonna go back to bed.”
Connie says, “But didn’t you just talk about how much work you were gonna do?”
“Times change, Connie,” I respond, “That, and I just got even more tired than I was when I first answered the phone. I think you’re just exhausting me with your idiocy.”
Connie gasps, and I swear I can hear him clutching his imaginary pearls. “Hurtful!”
I sigh. “Goodbye, Connie.”
He groans, like I’ve just ruined his plans to gossip about pregnancy candidates. “Bye, y/n.” The phone hangs up with a beep, and I lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling as I think to myself. There aren’t many options, in all honesty. Ymir and Historia could have decided they wanted to start a family, Eren and Mikasa, Annie and Bertholdt, even Sasha and Niccolo. I’m sick as a dog, so I’m already counted out — can’t have a baby when you’re busy having stomach flu. Before I know it, I’m lulled back to sleep by the comfort of the plush mattress and cushy blankets.
When I come to, it’s sunset, and the offending noise that wakes me is Jean’s keys jangling in the doorknob. I would get up to unlock the door for him, but I’m too groggy to move more than a finger. The door squeaks open, and I hear him put his keys down on the counter, stepping out of his shoes. “Y/n?” He calls, concern laced in his voice.
“Over here!” I respond in turn, yawning and stretching a bit. Jean’s footsteps make the apartment vibrate. He’s not heavy, but the infrastructure isn’t immune to jiggle physics. He turns the concern and I can see the wrinkles forming in real time, all because of me. Then, I can see flowers and a card. “Baby!” I exclaim in surprise, “Is that for me?”
He smiles, and he’s no longer aged by seven years. “I couldn’t come home to my girl empty-handed now, could I? How are you feeling?” He sets the flowers down on the bed, along with the card, and gathers me into a gentle hug, kissing me on the cheek.
“Babe,” I argue, “Don’t, you’ll get sick.”
“And get to take time off to spend with the most beautiful person in the world? Sounds great to me.” He grins when I roll my eyes, then asks, “Did you stay in bed all day?”
I nod. “Yea, I felt pretty shitty. No throwing up aside from the one time, though. Oh! And guess what? According to Sasha’s mom, somebody’s pregnant. The fish in her dreams told her so.”
He meets my eyes with a knowing look, his smile ever-present. “I am taking this so seriously right now, I swear. And who did we hear this fish dream news from?”
“Connie, who dared to wake me from my slumber.” I sigh, sitting up in the bed so I can be on eye-level with Jean.
Jean says, “I see, I see. Sounds like indisputable fact, if you ask me.”
“No, babe. We’re asking the dream fish.”
He laughs, and I laugh with him. “Okay, enough bullying people for being superstitious. You need some water, and soft foods. You probably haven’t eaten all day, have you?” I shake my head no. Jean says, “Well, I’m not Chef Niccolo, but I can make something pretty saucy. I’ll see what I can manage.”
“Do we have…” I start, but trail off, realizing it was a stupid question. Of course we wouldn’t have Kraft mac and cheese. “Nevermind.” I say with a smile at Jean as he looks at me inquisitively.
Fifteen minutes later, he brings me a bowl of noodles with shredded chicken in it. “Is this alright?” He asks me, and I can see he genuinely is worried I won’t like it.
I smile gratefully at him. “Of course, thank you baby. You don’t have to worry about me, the nausea seems to be the worst of it.” I feel a twinge in my stomach looking at the food, but I know it’s just me being finicky because I’m sick. I have to eat something if I want to get better.
He pats my back. “All right, I’m gonna hop in the shower. The door’s unlocked if you need anything, as per usual.” He kisses my forehead, then leaves me to handle business.
When he’s out of sight, I stare at my food like it’s insulting me. My stomach feels like it’s doing flips, and I would rather go back to sleep, but I know if I don’t eat anything, Jean will freak. His mom used to get sick all the time — bad immune system — so now, after everything I’ve been through, he watches over me like a mother hen.
And what is it that I’ve been through? Well… a miscarriage. And an eating disorder. It was for the better that the miscarriage happened, because neither of us were ready for a kid, but it was grueling. I only found out I was pregnant because of the miscarriage, and it left me even more physically and emotionally drained than I already had been for the month before. It explained the nausea, and the inability to eat most foods, but after the miscarriage, I continued being unable to eat. I lost a lot of weight, and when I finally went to the doctor’s office, they recommended I start eating protein bars to regain what I’d lost. I did, and I haven’t lost the weight again since then, but Jean fusses over me, because he knows my eating disorder is a daily battle, not one that just goes away. I tell him not to worry, that as long as I’m keeping my current weight then we have nothing to worry about, but it’s like talking to a brick wall. Or, for accuracy’s sake, it’s like talking to a magical brick wall that finds the most anxiety-inducing message in all of your words and echoes that back to you.
The miscarriage and the events after it happened years ago, but I remember it like yesterday, and so does Jean. Every now and then, we whisper to each other at night, talking about what might have happened if I hadn’t miscarried.
I don’t know why I’m thinking about all of this right now. Maybe it’s because the nausea I’m feeling now reminds me of back then. I shake my head, clearing my thoughts, then mentally prepare myself to take a bite of food. I stab the fork into my noodles and twist, twist, twist, until I have a reasonable lump of noodles around my fork, ready to be eaten. I lift it up into my mouth, and when I smell the noodles… it’s over.
I throw my fork down, quickly setting my bowl down on the nightstand and run to the bathroom faster than the speed of light. I nearly slam the door open, and start puking as soon as the toilet seat and lid are propped up. I hear Jean pull back the shower curtain as I heave, splatters of liquid and mush landing in the toilet. The room is already steamed up – he loves hot showers. We both do, to be fair. “Babe? Are you okay?” He asks me, and it takes literally everything in me to not snap at him and say that I’m obviously not okay.
I give him a thumbs up. “I don’t know why, but just smelling the food made me nauseous. What was the expiration date on the canned chicken?”
As water trickles down his bare chest, sculpted abs dividing my attention, Jean says, “I just bought that on Saturday. No way it’s expired. If you can’t eat, why don’t you try taking a shower? You’ve been in sick clothes all day.” I put the lid down and flush the toilet, slowly nodding as I stand up. I strip down, joining him in the spray as he holds his hand out for me to take. Always the gentleman. I’m sandwiched between him and the warm water, and I sigh, feeling some relief for once. He slides his hands around my waist, kissing my cheek and leaning his head against mine, sighing with me. “I’m sorry you’re so sick, baby.”
I turn around to face him, the water hitting my backside as I wrap my arms around his neck, looking up at him. “It’s okay. It’s not your fault.” I get up on my tip-toes to kiss him, and where nausea once was in my stomach, a fire suddenly rages – a fire of want, of desperate need. I close my eyes, deepening the kiss and pressing my body against his. “Baby.” I pant out, reaching down for his member as I feel the slick growing between my thighs.
He grunts, stopping the kiss and holding my arms, stepping away. “Not right now, y/n. You’re sick. It would just make you worse. Let’s wait until you’re feeling better, yea?” I hadn’t actually touched him yet, but I can already see that he’s clearly aroused.
I frown to myself. I’m disappointed, but he’s right. “Yea, right. Sorry.” I don’t know what came over me in that moment, but right now, I feel riled up for no apparent reason. What is happening to me?
We finish our shower, and he grabs out the silkiest pair of pajamas for me, helping me dry off and put them on before helping me into bed, and I note he removed the offending food from the area. I don’t know how I managed to meet someone as kind as him. “Hey,” He asks me, “Weren’t you supposed to start your period a few days ago?”
I think to myself, then nod in confirmation. “I think I was. No big deal, though. I’d probably be miserable if I had to deal with that and this at the same time.” He looks deep in thought. “What is it?” I ask him.
He shakes his head. “I’m just worried about you, is all. Why don’t you get some sleep and I’ll run to the store to get some hot cocoa for you to try?” Hot cocoa sounds delicious right now, I’ll give him that. It’s not usually something I crave, but maybe some sugar is just the thing I need after all of this bullshit.
I smile, then lay back in bed. “Okay, baby. See you then.”
When I wake up, it’s to Jean sitting at my feet, holding some kind of stick in his hand, eyes wide in shock, jaw completely slack. I look to my right and spot two mugs of cocoa sitting on my nightstand, one half-drunk. “Baby? What is it?” I ask him, unable to push myself up.
“I… I… I didn’t think… I only had an inkling of a hunch as to what it might be, but…” He stammers, more to himself than to me.
I sigh forcefully. “Jean. Baby. What is it?”
“Baby.” He says.
“Yes, I’m listening, Jean,” I reply, a bit annoyed that he isn’t listening. It’s not like him. “What is it?” I ask again, with more emphasis.
“A baby.” He says, and when he lifts up his hand to show me, I realize he’s holding not one, not two, but three pregnancy tests. And they all are positive. “You forgot to flush the toilet when you peed after getting out of the shower.”
Now, my face matches his. “What???” I say, suddenly jolting up into a sitting position, but not without a wave of nausea rolling over me. “I… what are we gonna do?” I say, panic setting in.
Jean answers, “We’re gonna do what you want to do, of course.” He leans over, setting the tests down on my nightstand and grabbing my hand, squeezing it. “If you don’t feel ready…”
“I–” I cut myself off when I feel my lip wobble. Tears suddenly well up in my eyes, and I fight the urge to let them loose. “Jean, I can’t.” I see the disappointment in his eyes, and I start to cry. “I can’t lose another one, Jean, I can’t. Please.”
He pauses, taken aback, but quickly hugs me to comfort me. “Oh, y/n, don’t cry, don’t cry. I’m an idiot, I thought you were saying ‘I can’t’ as in, you couldn’t keep it, I’m an idiot, ignore my initial reaction.”
I sniffle and wipe my eyes. “Wait…” I ask, “You mean you would rather me keep it?”
Jean laughs, and I almost puke from the vibrations alone, but I don’t care right now. “Yes, yes, I absolutely would rather you keep it, but I’ll support you either way.”
I start crying even more. “Oh, thank God, thank God, I thought…”
Jean pulls back slightly, but only to place kiss upon kiss all over my face. He pauses, looking me in the eye. “Put that thought away. It doesn’t have any place here.” He then places his arm behind my back, laying me back down on the bed. He starts unbuttoning my pajama top, just a few buttons from the waist up. He kisses my stomach, right below my belly button. “Hey, baby.” He whispers against my abdomen, and I lightly push him away with my arms.
“Baby. As cute as that is, please don’t. The vibrations make me nauseous.” I smile tiredly, but beckon him to lay next to me. He happily joins me, throwing an arm over my stomach and sliding under the covers.
Quietly, he says, “How does the cocoa smell?”
“Good.” I whisper.
He chuckles. “My mom said she liked that when she was pregnant with me.”
Sassily, I say, “Oh, so the baby has your taste, does he?”
And he says, “Possibly. Is it selfish of me to want them to be a girl? I’d love to have two of you around here. Plus, then Connie won’t try to make me name them after him in honor of him being the first one to share the news of your pregnancy.”
I roll my eyes. “Right, the fish gods.”
“I thought they were dream fish?”
“Same shit.” I scoff. “Can we just… never tell him?”
Jean hums. “Mmm… unfortunately, that might be a little suspect. We have to tell my mom first, anyways. Gramas always have seniority. Want me to wait a bit?”
I respond, “Maybe for a week, that way you can say I got you sick and you can’t go into work.”
Jean groans. “Babe, how are you so hot, so smart, and so pregnant with my kid, all at once? I feel so lucky right now.” He kisses my collar bone, laying back beside me like I’ve knocked him out with my grand idea.
I laugh, hand resting on my stomach. “You’re an idiot, Jean.”
“Just a fool in love,” He says, “Thinking about cashmere blankets and cedarwood cradles.”
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smashboxgirl26 · 1 year
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in another life — i stayed for you.
cowboy! jean x fem! reader / western au! for @mybbybakugou for the 900 followers event! i hope you like it!!
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Jean spotted you as you walked into town from atop his horse — your head held higher than the rest who passed by, the basket swinging in your arms heaping with pastries. Your hair was all done up, prettily twisted and braided with ribbon to form the neat spiral that was now pinned to the back of your head; face framed with the few little front bits you always liked to leave out to “let your face breathe” — as you had said once.
His eyes followed as you pressed open the door of the Jaeger family’s medical clinic to head inside, away from his prying gaze. 
And sure, it was a little stupid, considering that you both hadn’t spoken since the two of you were in school (and he used to pull on your pigtails before running away), but it wasn’t like he could help it: not when you were still the prettiest girl he’d ever seen.
“What’re you just standing there, staring for?” Eren announced his presence from beside him, having rode up while Jean sat and stared in thought. “Ya thinkin’ about how badly I beat you in poker last weekend?”
“Shut up,” Jean rolled his eyes to the cocky smirk that’d jumped up to Eren’s lips — instead opting to dismount himself from his horse so he could drop her off to the barn across the street. “I just saw Y/N walk in the clinic — I was just wondering’ what could have happened.”
“Don’t you know?” Eren had followed him, leading his own horse into a stall as well. “My brother finally grew the balls to propose to her sister.”
“Oh.”
“Don’t pretend like it was a surprise,” Eren guffawed at Jean’s quiet expression. “They’ve always been sweet on each other. It’s not like it was really a surprise. My Ma’s really happy about it though, she said she’s finally gonna have a girl in the family. Wouldn’t be surprised if she had Y/N over to our house every other day just because.”
“Are you planning for the wedding then?” Jean asked conversationally.
“Yeah. I think Y/N’s doing most of it for her sister’s side — her sister’s busy with the farm, ya know? Plus it’ll be good practice for her own coming up—”
Jean stopped in his tracks at those words, watching as Eren tacked up his horse, still chatting away.
“Wait for a second,” Jean stopped him, “She’s getting married too?”
“Yeah.” Eren gave him an incredulous look, like it was posted over the town and it was something he should’ve just known. “She told me a couple days ago when she was over helping my Ma with some stuff.”
Jean couldn’t even picture it. You, the same girl who he used to watch playing marbles in the dirt or running around and pointing sticks at your friends in imaginary swordplay, were getting married. 
He panicked.
Questions flew out of him all at once, jumbled in his wavering tone. “Did she say who the groom was? What he was like? Is he nice at least?”
Eren barely picked up on the exasperation in his voice, only raising a small eyebrow in his direction. “She said he was nice — apparently they only met once and he lives out of town so she doesn’t know him that well.” Eren gave him an up and down before turning to face him directly. “What are you so concerned about, huh? It’s not like you were ever friends with her or anything.”
“Just curious, I supposed,” he spoke half-hazardly, trying to wave off the stupid feelings boiling in his stomach.
Jean could feel the sweat run down his face in anguish. This meant it was over — you’d move away, and he’d never see you again. Sure, you were never close, but the small moments you had he cherished close to his soul: sharing your bread with him at lunch once, laughing at a joke he made in class though you both got reprimanded for it, the sweet little smile you’d given him only two weeks ago at the sight of him riding into town after a week’s worth at the town next over.
“Y/N!” Eren suddenly shouted, waving as he spotted you walking out of the clinic — no basket snug over your arm anymore. He rushed out to greet you — and the envy worsened in Jean. You’d always been close to Eren: though it was mostly due to your kinship with Mikasa, he’d never gotten to spend lazy summer afternoons with you or go swimming in the lake at night.
“Hey,” you waved back — seemingly also noticing Jean from his hiding place where he stood in the stable, and waving to him as well. Though he didn’t want to, he forced himself back out into the sun to greet you, a tight lipped smile weaved into his lips, as he listened to you and Eren chat for a bit. 
It was all general: your sister was busy, his brother was busy, they were planning for their engagement dinner to be the following week, etc. And after a couple of minutes, Eren was called to come help his father — leaving the two of you alone, and silent.
“I, uh, heard you were getting married,” Jean cleared his throat after a thoughtful moment, watching your eyes snap up to him in, almost, alarm.
“Yes,” you nodded shortly. “Eren must have told you.”
“He did. He spoke highly of the man.”
“We’re waiting for my sister to get married at the end of the summer so mine will be in the fall,” you finished.
God, he hated how formal you acted around him. He didn’t want that from you — he wanted the actual you, the you that liked to pretend to be a queen when you were little and fight vicious fire breathing dragons to protect your subjects. That you.
“Do… Do you like him?” he posed, watching you bite the inside of your lip — thinking, pondering your answer. 
But after a second, you gave up and your words came out rushed and jumbled.
“He’s fine,” your eyes glanced to the side, like you were embarrassed, but they were on him in a second. “Can I tell you something? I haven’t even told Eren this.”
“Fine,” Jean pursed his lips, eyebrow raising quizzically.
“I’m not sure that I… love him,” you paused. “But I don’t even know how to love him? It sounds like nonsense but being around him doesn’t feel like the poetry I thought it would be — and um, could you help me?”
“Help you?”
“Help me love him.”
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stxrrydreamss · 4 months
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Attack On Titan
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Eren Jeager
“That's my good girl.”
“Do you ever feel lonely?”
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Armin Arlert
“She fell asleep in my arms knowing she’s safe from men like you.”
“Do you ever feel lonely?”
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Jean Kierstein
“That's my good girl.”
“She fell asleep in my arms knowing she’s safe from men like you.”
“Do you ever feel lonely?”
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Levi Ackerman
“That's my good girl.”
“She fell asleep in my arms knowing she’s safe from men like you.”
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deathskid · 2 years
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KINKTOBER 2022.
welcome to my very first kinktober! i’m super excited to participate this year and post every piece of filth that has been plaguing my mind for the past few months. below the cut is the schedule/masterlist which is still subject to change, but i plan to stick to this and will try my best.
i will post drabbles tuesday-sunday & every monday i will post a full length fic. the days that are bolded are the days that there will be a full fic posted! all works are written for f!reader and will more than likely use she/her pronouns and female genitalia.
fandoms included: aot & jjk.
MINORS AND BLANK BLOGS DNI.
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OCT. 1 — somnophilia + choso kamo
OCT. 2 — sex toys + reiner braun
OCT. 3 — BEHIND BARS
power play + manipulation | jean kierstein
OCT. 4 — brat taming + levi ackermann
OCT. 5 — overstimulation + choso kamo
OCT. 6 — mutual masturbation + gojo satoru
OCT. 7 — cock worship + getou suguru
OCT. 8 — daddy kink + toji fushiguro
OCT. 9 — edging + shoko ieri
OCT. 10 — BROTHERLY COMPETITION
double penetration + stalking | zeke & eren yeager
OCT. 11 — mirror sex + nanami kento
OCT. 12 — bondage + reiner braun
OCT. 13 — thigh riding + levi ackermann
OCT. 14 — exhibitionism + toji fushiguro
OCT. 15 — hate fucking + eren yeager
OCT. 16 — anal + sukuna
OCT. 17 — PRIVATE PARTY
cuckolding | nanami kento + gojo satoru
OCT. 18 — dumbification + getou suguru
OCT. 19 — boot riding + zeke yeager
OCT. 20 — voyuerism + eren yeager & armin arlet
OCT. 21 — size difference + reiner braun
OCT. 22 — public sex + jean kiersten
OCT. 23 — breeding + zeke yeager
OCT. 24 — THE DEVIL HIMSELF
kidnapping + gunplay | serial killer!toji fushiguro
OCT. 25 — spanking + shoko ieri
OCT. 26 — cockwarming + nanami kento
OCT. 27 — lactation + gojo satoru
OCT. 28 — orgasm control + gojo satoru
OCT. 29 — dacryphilia + toji fushiguro
OCT. 30 — facefucking + choso kamo
OCT. 31 — AN ODD PARTY
free use + gangbang | toji, gojo, getou, sukuna
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fonkymonkeyfriday · 2 years
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My Favorite Characters as Waterparks Songs
Crave
Fushiguro Megumi (jjk), Shinsou Hitoshi (bnha), Hoover Bertholdt (snk)
Funeral Grey
Zen’in Maki (jjk), Sero Hanta (bnha), Finger Pieck (snk)
Lowkey As Hell
Takami Keigo (bnha), Kierstein Jean (snk)
Snow Globe
Gojo Satoru (jjk), Geto Suguru (jjk)
Fantastic
Arlert Armin (snk), Ieri Shoko (jjk)
Take Her to the Moon
Bodt Marco (snk)
Tantrum
Dabi (bnha)
Pink
Bakugo Katsuki (bnha)
Turbulent
Geto Suguru (jjk)
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chaotic-on-main · 7 months
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welp now that my hour of chaotic posting is over, time to write about Jean Kierstein
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diorsbrando · 2 years
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now all we need is a rp blog with jean “horsecock” kierstein 🙈😵‍💫😵‍💫
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brightbertalt · 2 years
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hey I’m bert!
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mintmetal · 2 years
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&. MINT MASTERLIST !
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— # haikyuu!!
headcannons. iwaizumi hajime . tsukishima kei . yamaguchi tadashi . oikawa tooru . miya osamu . yachi hitoka. suna rintarou
— # chainsaw man.
aki hawayaka .
— # attack on titan
headcannons. armin arlert . mikasa ackerman . jean kierstein . levi ackerman
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naussensei · 3 years
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From: Under a Different Sky
“Jean?” Armin’s faint voice in the distance brought Jean back from a long dream.
Jean opened his eyes to find himself in the middle of an open field; the warm breeze of the Marleyan nights tangling his long hair. The bonfire that was keeping them warm was now almost out, and the stars shone bright in the clear sky.
He had probably dozed off for at least half an hour, he guessed, suddenly aware of his surroundings. He took a deep breath and ran a hand through his face; only then realizing how much his beard had grown. He was in certain need for a trim, he thought, brushing his hair back. He adjusted the straps over his skin-tight armor, and cracked his neck, readying himself to face what he expected to be a long night.
“Are you ready?” Armin was sitting by his side. “Mikasa and the rest must be waiting.”
Jean nodded, even though he knew wasn’t ready. He never was. Even after everything that happened, he was never ready to take someone’s life. He would never be.
Jean sat up with his elbows over his knees ; his gaze wandered upwards, lost in the starry night.
Armin watched Jean in silence for a moment. After so many years, it was too easy for him to read Jean’s concerned face. Armin closed a hand around Jean’s first; feeling his tense knuckles relaxing under his touch. Then Armin too looked up at the sky to watch the stars.
“Do you remember that time when Shadis sent us on that mission?” Armin said with a faint smile. “I remember I argued with Eren that whole week. It was a nightmare.”
“Yeah,” Jean sighed, the corner of his lips curving slightly up in a nostalgic smile. “The sky looked exactly the same as tonight.”
Armin’s eyes were fixed on the bright red star shining right over them.
Jean followed the heap of stars crowding along the milky way with his eyes.
“And yet tonight nothing is like those days.” Said Armin.
Jean brought his other hand around Armin’s now.
“What do you think they are?” Jean’s voice was harsh on his throat now, hardened by the years. “The stars, I mean.”
“Hmm,” Armin tipped his head back in a thoughtful expression. “According to the Marleyan science, they’re some type of mass up in the sky that travels to us as light. Apparently most of what we see now has died years ago.”
Jean turned to look at him, watching Armin’s wide blue eyes gleam with fascination as he stared at the sky.
“I don’t really understand it yet, but it’s fascinating…” Armin said, “I mean, to think there may be other planets out there. Not too long ago we thought we were the only society living on this planet. Yet here we are now, discovering a whole different continent, different countries and civilizations that have existed for many years.”
Jean smiled, then looked up to the stars again. “You know, this may be silly… but I’d like to believe the stars are the spirits of our loved ones watching over us.”
It had been a while since he hadn't heard Armin laugh so sincerely. “I like that idea much better I have to admit.”
There was another moment of silence before Jean spoke again.
“Do you think Marco is up there watching over us?”
“I’m sure he is. And I bet Eren and Sasha are right beside him, watching over us too.”
At that moment, they heard the sudden crush of footsteps against the leaves and twigs on the ground behind them. Armin turned to find Connie and Mikasa walking their way.
“What are we looking at?” Said Connie, turning to search for something up in the sky. He took a seat by Jean’s side, and Mikasa joined them around the fire as well.
“We were just remembering that awful week when Shadis sent us on that ridiculous survival mission.” Said Armin.
“Oh, man,” Connie whined. “Don’t even remind me. It was a complete disaster. I had to drag Sasha around the whole time. She was complaining so much because she was so hungry.”
“Yes. I remember we argued,” Mikasa turned to Armin. “I was mad at you and Eren at first for teaming up together and leaving me alone with Annie. But we worked surprisingly well together. We had a lot of fun.”
“Yeah, that was fun.” Said Jean, watching a shooting star fade into the darkness of the night as fast as it had appeared before his eyes.
“Look,” Said Connie, pointing at a bright, reddish dot that stood out among the rest. “I remember seeing that same big star during that week of our training!”
“I think it’s a planet.” Said Armin. “It can only be seen at this time of the year.”
“A planet?” Connie’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion.
“I’ve seen it many times before,” Said Mikasa with a smile. “As a child, I used to lie on the grass with my parents, and we would find shapes among the stars as a game.”
“Let’s play!” Connie pointed at a set of stars, the biggest and brightest of them all. “Ha! That one over there looks like Eren!”
“No, no.” Jean debated, fully convinced of his own words. “That’s definitely Sasha. Always loud and the centre of attention. Eren barked a lot but he was small, and kinder than he thought he was.”
The rest let out a brief laugh in agreement.
All four friends stared at the sky for a while longer in complete silence; the firewood reduced to ashes and charcoal now.
“Well,” Armin was the first one to stand up. He offered his hand to help Jean up. “I think it’s time we head back. Miss Azumabito must be waiting.”
“Yeah,” Jean took his hand and a grin stretched over his face. “Time to end this war.”
Note: this is originally from a JeanMarco fic, but I’d like to think of this as a canon ending in which they all find comfort in each other while remembering their loved ones.
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I was tagged by @quiveringdeer AHHH ily bb ty
Currently Reading: Pretty much any story on the Manta app! There’s a new one called Fly Me to the Moon that I am VERY excited about! The guys are hot, the girl is hot, the people in general are just H O T. I already hate one of the guys bc he did something unforgiveable but he’s still HOT so it makes me hate him even MORE
Last song: Panini by Lil Nas X while driving to school listening to my little brother’s playlist (he had the aux cord but we stan Lil Nas X anyways lol), but Stick by Dreamville (with JID, feat. Kenny Mason, Sheck Wes and J. Cole) on my personal playlist
Last movie: 1917 and The Menu, I can’t remember which was the MOST recent but I loved them both, 1917 made me  C R Y and I figured out what would happen in The Menu right away but my boyfriend didn’t believe me, until it did happen and then I was really proud of myself uwu
Currently Should be working on: my Notes app and my Google Docs are FILLED with stuff, it is ridiculous
- Where the Flowers Bloom: multi-chapter fic, Ekko X OC
- Cashmere and Cradles: Jean Kierstein x Pregnant!Reader fic (should be posted by the end of today!), Modern AU
- Study Buddies: Gally x Reader fic, College AU
Tagging: @spacetalbot @rae-gar-targaryen @pr1ncessm00n @lucypcvensie and anybody else who wants to participate!!!
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levmada · 2 years
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first kiss hcs w/ the veterans
» feat. Erwin, Levi, & Hange +Jean
» warnings for suggestive content(!)
» can be read as gender-neutral
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ERWIN SMITH
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He would 100% ask permission first - not a doubt in my mind. The epitome of a proper gentleman, this one. I don’t see him as being very nervous at all beyond a few flutters bc after all, Erwin wouldn’t dare to make a move before he’s certain you’ll reciprocate (ever the strategist..)
A coy smile peeks at his cheeks. “Would you mind if I kissed you?”
What a man - very likely to take over leading you the first time, gently guiding your lips in a sensual, slow kiss that leaves your head fuzzy and your stomach spinning out of control. Perhaps Erwin is even so daring as to swipe his tongue across your puffy bottom lip right as he pulls away 😵‍💫
where they like to be kissed:
More than anything?? On his lips, sweet and simple. No matter if it’s the traditional way to kiss someone, a peck on the lips makes Erwin’s heart warm :(( It means that you’re dedicated to each other, that you two are more closely tied than anyone - Erwin more than anything needs a partner who understands him and a deep, sensual kiss is a big reassurance that you do.
Also, his chest - specifically right over his heart 😽 Not only is that where he carries his pride, but he has a thick, hulking chest and sensitive nipples. I said what I said.
Pepper kisses up and down his strong jawline too, his strong nose, and this magnificent smile will crease at his lips.
where they like to kiss you:
Your chest - for many of the same reasons. Erwin keeps his large palm graced over your heart and will press wet, open-mouthed kisses straight down the center, paying special attention to the pretty peaks of your nipples. He loves tracing the arc of your shoulderblades with his lips too, right where the bones resemble wings.
As a more traditional man, he feels a glowing feeling unfurl in his chest to mold your lips with his. Not to mention! gently taking your hand and kissing it like he’s cradling a butterfly wing :(( He’ll do such a smooth, gentlemanly move in the middle of a public street, in the privacy of his office, right after he dicks you down,,, no exceptions.
JEAN KIERSTEIN
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first kiss:
Jean talks a lot of big game and he puts on the facade of a total lady’s man - but, this is the same man whose train of thought will totally jam that first heart-stopping moment when you lean in to kiss him; barely has the mind to reciprocate with the slightest tilt of his head, his palm landing on the small of your back as he practically launches you back with just how eager he is.
He wanted to respect your space and was too chickenshit to just ask - even though he’s been craving a kiss forever now, to the point where he makes more eye contact with your lips more than, well, your eyes.
So passionate, a little hesitant until your noses are bumping in hasty desire to deepen the kiss. He’s got the faintest of a blush dusting his cheeks once one of you thinks to finally pull away.
where they like to be kissed:
The palm of his big hand :( especially when he's cradling the apple of your cheek. And his sharp jawline where his stubble tickles your lips.
The nape of his neck! Brush his sandy-colored hair out of the way and he’ll shiver under the press of your silky lips ok. He adores it… and his neck in general. He gets such a warm, fuzzy feeling when you approach from behind and (him being a whopping 6’2 / 190cm) reach up on the tips of your toes to buryyour face in his neck. perhaps your arms sling around his waist?? he gets a kick out of it.
where they like to kiss you:
Jean strikes me as such a man willing to please … but he has a teasing streak. He likes smack soft, wet kisses over both of your hipbones right before his heavy tongue lands between your legs yk..
If we’re talking more SFW?? He loves peppering your collar with kisses, tracing the ridges with his tongue. Anything for the thrill of your reaction, which means the spot just behind your ear when he’s coming up from behind …
and these soft, fragile forehead kisses so he has an excuse to watch your lashes flutter and get a look at the features he admires so much up close.
LEVI ACKERMAN
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first kiss:
Very little chance of him initiating - infinitesimal actually, almost 0%. He needs your palm to drift over his cheek and guide him towards you, close enough for your lashes to kiss each other’s skin even.
“What… are you doing?”
Levi would be quiet, frozen stiff - but only because his mind is going haywire and there’s at least a million butterflies fluttering around his stomach. The blush on this man’s face so warm and sweet that you may be close enough to feel the heat radiating off his skin :((
Levi has these full, baby-pink lips too.. so soft and plush bc there’s no way he’d neglect personal hygiene in any way. He goes all out :((
And then when he first feels that brush of your lips against his? His eyelids flutter and he may not even react. He needs a moment to collect himself because you, wanting to kiss him? God he’s so nervous.
It’s easy to interpret his clamming up as disgust or lack of desire - but Levi will gently catch the nape of your neck and tug you back in.
Your first kiss is so light, barely a peck; he needs to test the waters, and his mind is so jammed by all these fuzzy flutters that he can do nothing but take it slow. So sweet :(
“Hey—why'd you stop?"
where they like to be kissed:
Levi pretends to loathe sweet little pecks and loving passes between your lips but in reality?? Kiss him just about anywhere and he’ll be flustered and fuzzy and warm :((
Smooth his bangs off his forehead (bc Levi loves his hair being touched) and press a dainty kiss on his forehead, or that spot just below his ear while sparing sweet words to him… Take his hand and kiss his fingers too :(( he will melt.
His inner thighs!!! Over his navel! That little junction between his jaw and the slope of his neck - all these sensitive, fiery spots Levi has never ever experienced such tender love. A warm blush will stretch across his cheeks, and he’ll go totally bashful, mind empty.
where they like to kiss you:
Where he likes to give you kisses is almost… innocent in a way, tho he’s the furthest thing from that. But Levi needs time to warm up to physical affection yk? Let alone initiating it.
He’ll kiss your cheek when you’re just waking up with hopes you won’t notice :(( Truthfully he’s super shy... he likes a small, reassuring kiss to your shoulder where the hem’s slipped down + right over your heart in your more passionate moments (similar to Erwin).
He could spend a whole hour just idly playing with your fingers, kissing your knuckles, putting a peck on your fingertips. Very sweet :(
HANGE ZÖE
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first kiss:
Hange gets so excited okay - a little absent-minded too. Maybe you’re doing the smallest, kindest favor for them, like handing over a beaker when they’re in a jam and on the verge of a breakthrough. They don’t particularly think about it when they launch up from where they’re stooped over their things by the heels of their hands, giggling excitedly, “That’s it! You’re perfect, my dear,” and plants a hasty kiss on your lips.
Not that kissing you doesn’t send them into cardiac arrest, but it feels so natural around you ! Everything has always came so easily, and they feel so unabashedly like themself that it doesn’t really cross their mind that you’ve never kissed until it happens??
Both your eyes would go wide like saucers, but yours are wider. “Hange!?”
“Oh.” They can’t help but smile despite themself. “Oops..! Wasn’t thinking.”
where they like to be kissed:
The nape of their neck. It isn’t just because of their fixation on Titans, either - it's such an intimate place to kiss someone, especially if you’re spooning them from behind. At once, little shivers tickle up and down their spine; they feel so safe in your arms. Don’t even get me started on mouthing over that special spot when you have them ass-up in bed 😵‍💫
where they like to kiss you:
In the most unconventional of places?? For some reason? Hange just wants to catalogue every part of you to memory, and all your reactions to things—a little giggle, your muscles locking up in a shiver, a raised brow… They would literally kiss every inch of you if they knew they could get away with it <3
Between the wings of your shoulderblades ! The shell of your ear (where a smile prodded at Hange’s lips at the goosebumps that rose up on your skin) ! Launching onto the bed and smacking kisses on both of your Achilles’ heels. Hange loves to leave kisses in places most people normally wouldn’t think of.
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ecoamerica · 1 month
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screechingmelon · 2 years
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AOT CHARACTERS, making up for lost time drabbles + love language (modern au!)
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PLAYLIST — slow burn romance with your comfort character
NOTE — i offer everybody fluff content, comfort & a sprinkle of reassurance. i added a playlist up top for some romance-y vibe while you read this or maybe more fluff
SUMMARY — aot characters making it up to you after not being able to spend a lot of time together because they're busy + love languages!
CHARACTERS — marco bodt, jean kirschtein, eren jaegar, armin arlert, connie springer, reiner braun, bertholdt hoover, porco galliard, colt grice, mikasa ackerman, annie leonhart, ymir, historia reiss, pieck finger, miche zacharias, hange zoe, erwin smith, levi ackerman, yelena, & onyonkapon
#TAGS — helo @druighoney i provide u with ereh fluff 🤲
NOTES & REBLOGS ARE ALWAYS APPRECIATED!
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i want to slow dance with you
love language — touch, quality time & words of affirmation
characters — marco bodt, jean kierstein, armin arlert, moblit berner, colt grice, historia reiss, mikasa ackerman, pieck finger, onyonkapon & bertholdt hoover
They've been caught up with school, trying to juggle extracurricular activities, projects, homeworks, and exams has been a hassle. You understood that they need their space and time to do school works but you couldn't help it but feel a little lonely for the pass few days without them. Always on their desk working non-stop.
You were already on bed just scrolling mindlessly on social media. You wanted to wait out a little for them, to maybe cuddle or have small talk. The door creaks open and it was your lover peaking through the door.
"Angel, you're still awake."
You shifted your attention to them; "Oh, I was waiting for you." You respond, their expression softened. Their lips form a small tender smile. "Would you like to have some ice cream? I got some from the convient store nearby. It's your favorite" they raise their left arm shaking the little plastic bag that contained the cold treat
You put your phone down on the bedside, and got up from your spot walking your way to them. They open their arms and you dove right into them as you stuffing your face onto their chest. "I missed you" came out a little muffled
They embrace you a little tighter; "I missed you too, sunshine" kissing you on the top of you head, rubbing your back. You missed them.
You both pulled away from the embrace and went to the kitchen area. "Angel, please. Tell me about your day." And you both talked and talked and it was great. You felt a rush of relief now that you've finally spoken to them.
They suddenly take their phone out and scroll. They played a song; "This may be a little cringe and cliche but come dance with me for a bit before we go to bed, lovely?" They reach out their hand
The music starts to play, it was rather an upbeat romance song; "Sweetheart"
You hum in response looking up to him with your hands around his neck, and his arms around your waist. One of his hands move up to hold your cheek; "Angel, I'm sorry I couldn't spend much time with you for the past few days. I'll make it up to you, love wely. I promise" Softly caressing your face
Your expression softened as he looked at you so lovingly. "Don't apologize, it's alright. Like I said take your time; this is gonna be for your future."
He leaned to press his forehead against yours; "Thank you for being so patient with me, I promise I'll make sure all of your patient and effort with me will be worth it."
You hum, "But..." He says and pauses pulling away from you, now placing both their hands on your face; "It's not just for my future, it's going to be for ours if you'd still take me."
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by your side
love language — touch, words of affirmation, & quality time
characters — porco galliard, connie springer, sasha braus, eren jaegar, hange zoe, reiner braun, & ymir.
You and your lover haven't been spending much time as usual. You both respected each other's privacy, and space but you really needed them this time. You worked part time at a cafe and messed up causing your boss to humiliate you in front of the middle of work. Despite hesitating, you decided to text them everything that happened, you were just really needed to let that out somehow and you knew they'd understand. Maybe the distance between the both of you were really taking a toll.
You'd walk your way to your shared apartment; all you felt now was relief but you still carried the embarassment that you gone through. The customers, your co-workers just stared as it happened. People were whispering, maybe gossiping even.
As you open the door, you were greeted by your lover looking quite concerned, "Baby, hey. I went home when I read your message. Are you alright?" Walking to your direction with their arms slowly opening as they got closer to you
Jumping onto their chest and hugging them tightly helped make those thoughts fly away, instantly. "Oh, baby. I'm sorry" They whisper, their one hand moving you your head softly stroking it as you feel your throat closing up and your eyes swelling.
"It's okay, baby. Shh, just let it out, you're safe with me." They say softly hugginh you a litte tighter and kissing your head every now and then. Once you've calm down, they wipe your tear; "Good god, your boss is a dick. You should really quit your job." He chuckles wiping and kissing your tears away. "I'm sorry I haven't been by your side for a while. Come, I bought you some snacks and we can make some hot cocoas or just anything." They paused
Pushing the hair out of your face; "I don't like seeing you cry. Love, you can quit the job, I'll help you find one without a lame boss. And, I'll be with you more often. Seeing you fall asleep without me beside you was... my bad I suppose."
"I know you can take care of yourself but I wish I took care of you in any better way that I could. I noticed you were surprised to see me home this early, but you know I'd ditch some overtime for you. Besides, my co-worker owes me" Stroking you hair more keeping eye contact with you as they spoke.
"So, please, don't ever hesitate to call me or talk to me whenever. I know you respect my space and all but I do miss you too."
A small grin forms on their face; "I don't. I am absolutely not into being hard-to-get with you. Like, jesus christ, I need my hugs and cuddles as well—"
They sigh as you muffled your face on their chest; "As a tribute I wanna volunteer as your emotional and mental suppport lover maybe. For as long as you aren't sick of me" They chuckled; "No, I don't get sick of you." it came muffled but they understood.
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you're a blessing
love language — words of affirmation, acts of service & quality time
characters — annie leonhart, levi ackerman, erwin smith, zeke jaegar, yelena, & miche zacharias
Often it was a peaceful silence in your shared apartment but it was mainly because you both enjoyed the silence together. They weren't the most talkative and publicly sweet lover but they showed and already proved their love in private. Weren't big fans of PDA, either because they get nervous and they have trouble expressing it or they just prefer to be sweet behind doors
You usually were the one who talked a lot but the silence you shared this time wasn't comforting as it should be. They're busy with college and work and you couldn't blame them, they have responsibilities and you were alright with that because you had yours as well.
They pass you by and gave you an extra drink they made. "Thank you." You say as they nod and sit at the opposite end leaning on the couch frame holding a book
You weren't talking as usual, you started to hesitate talking to them because you feared you would bother them or disturb their rest.
"Is there something wrong, hun?" They ask from the other side of the couch as they hold their drink. You shook your head, dismissing them. Their lips formed a small frown, obviously not believing you.
As they placed the drink on the coffee table, standing up to sit beside you; "Tell me, I'll listen."
You dismissed them again; "No it's alright. you've had a long day. You should rest."
"Honey I'm not an old man/woman who needs bed rest. Listening to you won't be exhausting." They say keeping eye contact with you. You have their undevided attention now.
"It's alright."
"I don't know what goes through your head but I'd love to hear them." They say as they reach for your hand giving it a small kiss, "I know something's wrong when you don't talk to me. Did I do something to upset you, hun?"
You sighed, so much for not knowing what goes through my head reading the situation very well. "I just don't want to be a burden when you're already busy" You say adverting your eyes, rubbing your left arm and fully turning away from them.
"Look at me."
You dismiss them
"I want you looking at me when I tell you this."
You hesitated for a moment but you knew damn well they won't stop. "What...?"
"I know I don't express what I feel for you publicly or a lot but I enjoy your company and especially listenig to you. Take this as, you recharging my energy after a tiring day."
They reach their hand, and hold your chin gently; "I want you to know, that the last thing you could ever be is a burden. You're my beloved. I love you and that won't change no matter how tired the both of us could be." Taking your hand a placing a soft kiss
"You're a blessing to me."
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rukunas · 3 years
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Love Hate Me: A Levi x F!Reader Series (Completed)
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There is only one thing in life that you are sure about: you hate Levi Ackerman just as much as he hates you.
You and Levi have never gotten along. You hate how he is utterly full of himself, how he looks bored all the time, how he constantly picks on you. He hates how you glared at him the first time you met him, how you seem to spend too much time with Jean Kierstein, how you seem like your hiding something. The two of you despise each other, and perhaps that is the only thing that the two of you can agree on.
But, you have to wonder, is there something else hiding under all of that hate?
warnings
nsfw: fingering, cunnilingus, smut, degradation, name-calling, hint of somnophilia
violence: mentions of blood, wounds, killing
spoilers: fic takes place in season 3 and references the plot
chapters
part 1: the dream
part 2: his eyes
part 3: the handkerchief
part 4: the cut
part 5: the wound
ao3 link
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fanart
sketches by @mioni-sora
drawing by @mioni-sora
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peace-for-levi · 2 years
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CECE!! congrats on 300<333 i am so happy for you and wish you all this and more my dear❤️❤️❤️
could i ask for a tea and sweet treat? whatever u feel like though my love!
about me: i have brown medium length brown hair w bangs and hazel eyes ; im short and stocky ; my pronouns are she/her
im a super bubbly person! i love chatting and spending time with people ; my love languages are quality time, physical touch, and words of affirmation. i love finding new media to consume, books, shows, music, etc and then sharing my finds with people! sometimes i struggle with sharing my feelings because i dont want to be a burden but at the same time i value vulnerability.
my mbti is esfj ; my big three & venus are taurus sun, sag moon, scorpio rising, and aries venus
i prefer male relationships but i swing either way:)
ideal dates: while i like to stay in a lot of the time, whenever i find the person that i really vibe with, i want to go out 24/7 and explore. whether that’s out hiking, on a picnic, to a museum, or dancing, anything that involves finding new places is a must for me
marriage: i surprisingly like the idea of marriage (whenever im not alone and in a deep fear of intimacy)! i wanna write my own vows and everything and the receptions gonna be lit as hell. i like simplicity so deco and my dress and everything are pretty minimalistic (referring to my pinterest board LMAOO)
and for the sweet treat!
could i request a canonverse jean letter please? im thinking it’s a letter from him while he’s away on an ambassador’s trip to another country, talking about how much he misses me and the kids, reminiscing on old times (like how he used to sneak out of the scouts camps to meet me if he was close to the town; how he brought a mountain of presents back from the marley reconnaissance mission along with a promise ring, etc.) to keep him sane, just a whole lotta fluff
congrats again, cece! im so glad to be apart of your following:)
Requests for this event are CLOSED.
However, general requests for oneshots/thirsts/headcanons are OPEN.
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Hi dearest!!
I’m so sorry this took so long, gah I’m terrible. Life got super messy (when is it not messy) and my writing was put on hold for ages!
Based on the information you have given me for your match-up, I personally think you’d pair very well with… Jean Kierstein!
You had me at the love languages I think? I feel like Jean could match those perfectly and be the most loving and attentive partner to you! He can be very touchy-feely (not sure about in public) and will almost always have an arm wrapped around you. If you’re walking somewhere, his thumb is stroking circles into your hand, or his arm is loosely wrapped around your waist as you crack jokes and laugh loudly. He’s also a sweetheart with words. He does make mistakes here and there - who doesn’t? - but he learns what it is you like to hear when you are feeling down, what he can do to cheer you up or if he just needs to be quiet while you vent.
DATES WITH JEAN ARE SO CUTE. SORRY, BUT I DO PICTURE YOU TWO SHARING HEADPHONES ON THE SUBWAY OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT??? This is the quality time coming in, maybe. Any moment with you is cherished, and he cherishes you. So if you’re doing something as mundane as sitting next to each other - maybe you’re reading a new book - he’s reading with you and flicking the page. GAH ADORABLE I KNOW, JEAN IS ADORABLE.
Jean understands you very well, I think he’d love to bookshop for you (risky for anybody who is in a relationship with a bookworm.) But you always read them, even if you don’t complete the book because he will be furiously mulling over the books available. He’s analysing the colour scheme of the cover (as superficial as it is), if you want the ‘official’ version, the blurb, strong female characters, the feel of the book itself.
Maybe in turn you’re always updated your shared playlist that you listen to as you cook dinner? There’s a great playlist on Spotify called ‘cooking omlettes with jean kirstein’ - some classic 80s and 90s music in there! If you’re both dancing in the kitchen together as you cook, can be be SURE he’s twirling you around and doing that thing where he spins you around and catches you. A song that comes to mind is Blue Moon by Frank Sinatra
Waking up early to go on hikes to see the sunrise??? UGH YES AND THEN HE’S BRINGS YOU FOR COFFEE AFTERWARDS. BEANIE YOURE KILLING ME HERE, I LOVE JEAN.
museum dates are SO jean. you two could spend hours there. in a similar vein, maybe you two would dig aquarium dates?? omg and wanting go get a fish after? jean says it's practice for a bigger commitment (like kids if you want them, or a dog/cat/etc) but he also kinda just loves fish. don't speak to him as he stares at the fishies - he's in his element. but that can also be said about paintings (yes, i see him as an artist/art enthusiast in a modern AU!)
gah now i want a jean to myself
Below you’ll find your moodboard!
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and now, your letter!
(seems like your letter implied civilian!SO but i couldn’t tell so I left it open. i have a handwritten font in pictures and there is text below as well in case it is hard to read.)
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To my darling,
I hope you are doing well.
I do apologise for the delay in letters, travelling from country to country, I sometimes don’t get around to seeing a letterbox. Armin has planned a very strict itinerary for us; meetings, grand-unveilings or openings of new governmental bodies and such. I have had this letter folded in my briefcase for the longest time. It’s a miracle I hadn’t lost it (sorry.)
I miss you terribly. It’s been about two months since I last saw you and the kids, but by the time you read this I’ll probably be on my way home to Paradis. Living with you is something I’ll never regret, even if it means I’m away for some time…Maybe I’ll ask Armin to give me some more time off next time. He is sort of in charge of this whole thing.
At night is when I miss you the most, dear. What about you? Armin has Annie so I guess he’s alright (I won’t comment on Mikasa… as you can imagine it’s still rough), Reiner is obsessively wishing Historia was still single. Although, he and Pieck have gotten a bit close - I can’t see that working out, though? That is my personal opinion.
I like to imagine you in my arms at night (even if that means I get verbally accosted by Reiner in the morning for hugging my pillow), it helps me sleep. You know, the other night, I was thinking about the time back in the days of the Scout Regiment and we snuck out to the lake? The nostalgia really hit me. You know… you were the one to push me in first and I had to pretend I was a natural at swimming. I know we learned to swim back in the Cadet Corps but it was never needed. I had to impress you somehow, okay?! Captain Levi wasn’t impressed to see me walking back soaked to the bone… But even so, I think we just kept sneaking out?
Speaking of, we should visit the Captain again soon. He gave us a nice tea hamper of sorts as a wedding gift, and I don’t think we ever got to thank him properly? Maybe a trip to Marley is in order? Besides, Gabie and Falco haven’t met our kids yet!
If you’re in Marley, maybe I can upgrade the promise ring I got you all those years ago? If you want. I remember how happy you were when you opened the velvet box… gosh, I miss your beautiful smile. You looked so beautiful that day. You do everyday to me, in every conceivable way. In every angle, every outfit, every pose, everything. I’m so glad you’re the mom to our kids, you know that, right?
Tell the kiddos Papa misses them dearly. I can’t wait to hug you all when I get back (with souvenirs this time, before the eldest whines and goes off in a huff.) We can all go out again as a family then.
I love you darling,
Jean
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ratz-r-us · 3 years
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As promised with my previous post! Fandoms I’m active in and the characters I will write for! This may get lengthy.
Tokyo Ghoul
- Tooru Mutsuki *my absolute favorite*
- Nishio Nishiki
- Ginshi Shirazu
- Kuki Urie
- Renji Yomo
- possibly Naki?
Attack On Titan
- Jean Kierstein
- Armin Arlert
- Bertholdt Hoover
- Niccolo
- Porco Galliard
- I’d be willing to try writing for Colt Grice!
- Levi, although he is definitely not my go-to.
- Moblit Berner
- Marco Bodt
- Connie Springer
- Miche Zacharius
- younger Kenny Ackerman (with Uri)
- Reiner Braun
My Hero Academia
- Jin Bubaigawara / Twice. (I really love doing him with Mr Compress/Atsuhiro Sako)
- Atsuhiro Sako/Mr Compress
- occasionally Mei Hatsume
- Yo Shindo
- Neito Monoma
- Katsuki Bakugo
- Eijiro Kirishima
- Sero Hanta
- Ms. Joke/Emi Fukukado
- Shouta Aizawa
- Tomura Shigaraki. Tenko Shimura when using an AU where things were better.
- Tamaki Amajiki
As much as I hate to say this in 2021,, Hetalia.
- Feliciano Vargas
- Kiku Honda
- Lovino Vargas
- possibly Gilbert Beilshmidt
Black Butler
I haven’t gotten into this one fully again, as I’m rewatching the series. The two characters I know I can/will play are
- Bard / Baldroy
- Grell Sutcliffe
Banana Fish
- Shorter Wong
- Bones
- Yut-Lung
- Sing (AU/after time skip)
- Ash Lynx
- Eiji Okumura
- Max Glenreed
Yuri On Ice
- Guang-Hong Ji
- Viktor Nikiforov
- Christophe Giacometti
- Yuri Katsuki
- Otabek Altin
Death Note
- Touta Matsuda
- Misa Amane
(I love the two together!)
Haikyuu (though I haven’t watched very far yet)
- Tobio Kageyama
- Tadashi Yamaguchi
- Ryūnosuke Tanaka
Free!
- Rin Matsouka
- Nagisa Hazuki
- Momo / Momotaro Mikoshiba *absolute favorite*
- Aiichiro Nitori
- Haru Nanase
I may be missing a few fandoms or characters, feel free to ask!
I adore rarepairs, don’t be afraid to ask about them for any fandom!
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