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I MISSED THEM,
#persona 5#akeshu#shuake#pickle art#doodles#yes I have been drawing them in my sketchbook#but I've been kinda away from my tablet lately#like mentally and physically
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Everyone is talking about how they are locking in at the end of the semester meanwhile even my overwhelming fear of disappointing others can’t bring me to open my laptop
#uni talks about the universe#college#i’m so tired#like mentally and physically#I should have never went to college#I have a group project and I’m slacking off so bad I know it#and I hate it#but I just got no motivation#someone please just lock me in a dark room I can’t do this
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they were straight up torturing scully in every episode of s2 for like no reason
#like mentally and physically#she was on her deathbed and then literally thrown through a table like six episodes later#a man crawled out of her hand…#LEAVE HER ALONE DAMN#txf#need to come up with a silly lb name i guess
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The obsession is obsessioning so hard it's hurting my head omg love hyperfixations but can it not be painful?
#Like mentally and physically#I LOVE it but god i hate it#Anyways atleast I can do cool things like this
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NOSFERATU (2024) dir. Robert Eggers
#*#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#nosferatuedit#thomas x ellen#filmedit#movieedit#filmgifs#moviegifs#horroredit#fyeahmovies#romancegifs#weloveperioddrama#perioddramaedit#onlyperioddramas#perioddramasource#userzil#userpayel#userallisyn#tuserbailey#userlosthaven#useraurore#userchristineb#usertyler#usergiles#larlies#userashe#teared up making this#i just love how he accepts it. bc so much of this film (to me) is symbolic mental (and physical) illness#i never felt like thomas hated her darkness (orlock) he just doesn't want it to kill her
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The 1st time I watched all of tos Turnabout Intruder was my favorite episode. Despite the pretty intense sexism and crazy shatner acting, I just find the idea really compelling.
#also i lov that its an episode that calls out spock and jims special relationship and bc jim is a woman at the time leonard nemoy is#touching the actress in ways he would not touch shatner so it makes their relationship come off as more intimate than usual#and again the sexism is really bad but bc the writing is kinda deeply flawed its only more compelling to me. like the ending is kinda dark#and weird bc they kinda put Janice's hysteria on her being a woman rather than being a damaged person. so in the end she confims#that she is unfit for command. is physical overpowered by a man. treated like and child. ans sent off to some mental hospital for care#while the men in power on the enterprise shake their heads and say. if only she could have been satisfied in her womans body. without#addressing how its pretty fucked that woman cant b starfleet captains. like. thats a pretty unsettling and weird ending. it makes me feel#bad and thats why i like it so much. but im a freak like that so idk#star trek#tos#spirk#spock#james t kirk#also. i shoulf have spent more time making this look nice but i fucked upbthe colors#but i dont wanna redraw again. i cant get the proses right#poses look weird
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Big fan of when a character's grief/trauma/guilt manifests as physical symptoms. Big fan of characters keeping things so tight inside them that it makes them sick. Big fan of when the line blurs between a character's mental trauma and physical illness until it's hard to tell which is which anymore.
#whump#k once i did a fic where a character had pneumonia#and also was in Big Mental Distress and mentally going over all the people he'd lost in his life etc#and i gotta say i'm proud of myself for bringing up the recurrent motif of his chest being pianful...like is it from being sick & coughing#or bc he's grieving so badly it's putting him in physical pain#ANYWAY
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*runs away at the speed of light*
#tf mecha universe#swerve#blurr#cockroachdoodles#the yappers#the fullmetal bartenders#the gay racers#I feel dead tired mentally BUT laughing#Because these two#They are literally just full force of physical contact in ANY form#Everyone is not just jealous. They are DEAD jealous#Also like to think that Swerve as a bot constantly keeps himself heated#Sh- okay my brain is too cooked to try writing something
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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The dynamic I never knew I wanted but definitely needed
#finn the human#simon petrikov#fionna and cake#finn mertens#adventure time#I love you#Finn but for the love of God STOP PUTTING THIS POOR OLD MAN IN DANGER HE HAS THE MENTAL AND PHYSICAL STRENGTH OF A BABY DUCK#I love how Simon just goes along with it even if it sounds like the worst idea ever#Finn is so warm and supportive and caring with Simon#I'm soft#he deals with the situation horribly but HE'S TRYING HIS BEST
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ghost who works with abused dogs because he can relate to their fear and anger and soap who's terrified of dogs but needs a service animal after he gets shot
ghost who's covered in just as many bite scars and scratches as he is scars from his childhood and the military, but he never holds it against a single dog
he knows what it's like to feel trapped and think you only have one way out
he sits through the barking and the lunges, steadily gets closer as he gently talks with each dog, apologises when he moves too quick and gets bitten because it's always his fault, never the dog's. no one bites for no reason
the pride he feels when he gets to share their blanket for the first time is only matched by the day of their adoption
it’s soap's friend’s idea to bring him to check out a dog to foster while his service dog goes through training. he knows he's uncomfortable around dogs - he never made a production out of it but you can only duck around someone so they’re in between you and a dog so many times before they pick something up - but he just thinks he's not used to them and being around one will be enough to calm him down
soap knows he needs a service animal; both for medical reasons and help with every day tasks but also for emotional regulation. he pings from depression to apathy to white hot rage so quick it exhausts him; he's so tired of blowing up at people just because he can't keep his head on straight
he needs a service dog
but just hearing the barking from outside has him so on edge, he's almost sick from it
a volunteer shows them all the dogs available to foster. his friend gushes over every single one; cooing about how cute and sweet they look, just darling things, encouraging them to jump up on their barrier and play tug with their toys, and “come on soap, say hello”
soap keeps his distance, smiling thinly as the volunteer introduces each dog
but ghost happens to be in one of the kennels working with his latest trouble case
and he can plainly see how terrified soap is, no matter how well he thinks he’s hiding it
he flinches at every bark, his hands fisted at his sides, but his friend just doesn't notice; too occupied with the lab mix he’s playing with. ghost can see just how tight he's winding up, the tension creeping up his spine, his “smile” twitching uncontrollably, and it doesn't surprise him in the slightest when he finally snaps at his friend to “just fuck off, alright!” after he keeps pushing him to get closer to the dogs
the abrupt silence is tight and judgmental; the friend giving him a wild look. soap gives a short apology, still angry even though if anyone just took the time to look, it’d be clear he doesn't want to be, and storms out while his friend apologises to the volunteer; dripping with shame and embarrassment that sets ghost's teeth on edge
he could've stopped a dozen times before soap blew up, should've seen the warning signs that he was getting overwhelmed and afraid long before he got to that point
he spreads out a few treats for his dog, both a reward for his patience and an apology for prematurely ending their time together, slowly getting to his feet. he heads outside to find soap in the alley beside the shelter, swearing at himself under his breath and looking seconds away from punching the brick
and when soap snaps, “enjoying the show?”, squaring up with his teeth bared, ghost just leans back against the wall; open and non-threatening and waits for soap to come to him
just ghost who knows what it's like to be angry and afraid and has the patience to help soap feel more in control of himself, never flinching from his bark or his involuntary bite, as well as help him through his fear in time for his service dog
#soap losing himself to his injury and thinking he can never be normal again bc of his emotional regulation and his friends reinforcing that#by expecting him to still be normal even though he physically /cant/#just for ghost to only know this knew version of him and accept him without hesitation#soap being the one to have issues while ghosts already done his healing is just mwah 😘 🤌🏻 chefs kiss#i described ghost as a bait dog once and i stand by that#but soap going from a fighting dog to a bait dog and still acting like a fighting dog? and being punished for it? good shit#so its not ghost treating soap like a wounded dog; its ghost treating soap the way he deserved to be treated when he was in the same place#i almost made the friend gaz just for simplicitys sake but lets be real he would never ignore soaps wellbeing like that or expect him to be#normal and ‘just fix himself already why are you acting like this’#the friend is giving someone who ‘had mental issues before’ - ie felt sad once - and ‘got over it themselves’ by thinking positive thoughts#and doesnt understand or care that mental illness can destroy people and ‘manifesting health’ wont help anything#but bc they did go through /something/ soap internalises the shame that he cant and keeps ‘taking it out on them’#if you have a friend like that btw fuck them off they arent your friend#we’re a team. ghost team#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#ghoap#soapghost#ghostsoap#soap cod#soap call of duty#john soap mactavish#ghost cod#ghost call of duty#simon ghost riley#cod mwii#cod mw2
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Consequences of your actions
#mgs#metal gear solid#revolver ocelot#kazuhira miller#ocelhira#tfw you have the stupidest safeword ever#‘2+2=5 dude someone pulls you a erm actually 🤓☝️ at you and its over’ the comic#hes def at his weakest both physically and mentally when hes taken out of his hypnosis#so why not make him face one of the 2 people he trusts the most that he betrayed horribly#right when he gets his skull cracked open and remembers that all the suffering kaz endured is thanks to him#anyways#yeah i like to make them suffer#my art
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Healing Injuries
I refuse to believe that everyone in Mond left that fight totally unscarred(no matter if it was a planed thing) ESPECIALLY when these two reckless brothers are involved, which brought this little comic I made of the aftermath, and them being in a sort of debut-of-reconciliation.
Basically, after their fight with the bad guys they got a bit injured, and before kaeya go and leave with untended wounds Diluc stop him and asked(more like demanded) Kae to go Home with him to take care of his wounds, since he doesn't trust his dumbass of a brother to do it properly(which fair, Kae would have just sleep it off)
So they go home to patch up their injuries. cue to them getting to talk(banter) with each other and realize that maybe, just maybe they could rebuilt this broken bridge with some time. :D
I kid u not this was just supposed to be an illustration, with the first page but then gradually shift and became this,
oops, no regrets!
#not a ship#kaeya ragnvindr#kaeya alberich#diluc ragnvindr#genshin impact kaeya#genshin impact diluc#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#genshin fanart#ragbros#my babies#i love them so much#There absolutely no way they aren't injured during that fight#like Mister reckless number 1 and and Sir reckless number 2?? Nah#So when the fight was over they decided to go home to patch up their injuries#as well as physically as mentally speaking#Lulu realizing his little brother was actually still the one he once knew(a stupid reckless kid)#and Kae realizing the same thing(as in his brother is also the same stupid kid as before) and wanting to have his older bro back#tsuki_glitch art
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Somehow the whole “baby ghost” thing gets out about Phantom, and suddenly tons of people are trying to treat him like a little kid.
And Danny fucking hates it.
He’s a teenager! As far as he’s concerned, that means he’s basically almost an adult!
If people don’t stop looking down on him and denying his autonomy, he might just end up killing someone. Maybe then they’d finally fucking listen.
#could fit well with physical de aging but doesn’t have to go that way#what’s important is that he *isn’t* a young kid mentally and is angry that people are treating him that way#angry danny fenton#dp#danny phantom#dp prompt#danny phantom prompt#or could be dpxdc#could go well with something like “the Bats want to adopt Danny but he doesn’t want to be adopted”#or just heroes preventing him from helping as much as he wants to#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#dcxdp#could be intentionally written to parallel to how disabled people are sometimes infantilized (as long as you’re careful about how it’s done
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Does anyone else feel like physically disabled people aren't allowed to identify with the very common and understandable thing of "nobody wants to work"
Like. "Nobody wants to work but if you're disabled you have to want to work or you must be faking. This thing everyone else feels isn't supposed to apply to you"
#if you're disabled and want to work that's so valid and understandable#but I often feel like there's no space for disabled people who don't want to work#why should we be any different to able bodied people in regards to attitudes towards working just because we're disabled#why do we have to signal how much we wish we could work just to be validated for not working#also depending on your area and situation you might be better off on benefits than if you were forced to work#physical disabilities are seen as a more valid reason to not be able to work than being neurodivergent/mentally ill so what if you're both#being scared of getting better if its even possible to because it's either be disabled but surviving and able to rest#or get treatment and be forced to fight for your life in this capitalist hellscape#being worked to death while making not enough money to survive or enjoy yourself and unable to rest as much as you need to#if you're able bodied which pill would you choose#tired of feeling like I have to be so tragic and wishing to be a part of the rat race just to be taken seriously as a disabled person#vent ig#disability#disabled
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Feuċ, súile Dé go fuireaċ air
#bloodborne#father gascoigne#* taps sign * FATHER. remember that guys.#decadentart#caption is from notmal McLeod’s translation of psalms#specifically this is a part of psalms 33 18#interprt my message . muahahahhahahs#I think his relationship with his faith is .. complicated#in my headcanon hes actually really gentle. he is a priest after all. not reallt a violent man#but to kill beasts is sacred and holy. but its still killing#i think to an extent he can realize hes changing . mentally And physically. but he cant stop now#siiighhhh. they made a priest kill people and now he has to justify it to himself#and also he has to contend witb turning into what he can only consider a demon#do you think he wonders why hes being ‘punished’? what he did wrong in the eyes of God to deserve this?#fears for how much hes changed..?#Idk im insane and very hungry. i have like an entire essays worth of thinfs to say abt him. and i made it all up#i am very hungry rn. ggrueuaggghhhhhhhh#i could put my ramblings into a lot more sense like. not in tumblr tags#trust me. truusstt mmeee#also i know the cross isnt really used in bloodborne#however#shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up#hes not from yharnam and im not going over the slug jesus injoke rn. Okay#Also shorthand so YOU understand what this is abt :) yay
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