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#MAN THE VISUALS I AM SO OBSESSED
kingleedo · 1 year
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ONEUS 'PYGMALION' Visual Teasers ➠ ERASE ME
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cmdonovann · 12 days
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oops, i stayed up too late futzing with the shading on this. dnd character lineup! i wanted to compare their heights. (and somehow, nimbus is STILL getting taller with each level. this chart will be outdated by the time we play again.)
anyway. putting this in the queue so it gets posted at a reasonable time and not 3am. but i WILL be thinking about them all day tomorrow, i'm sure of it.
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hollowsart · 10 months
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-violently grips myself like a squeaky toy-
I need to.. calm down.. stop liking all the posts of that artist.. but oh my gosh.. ooohhh my gooosshhhh.. their art.. their character.. if I could I would be eating it like a delicacy.
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windypuddle · 1 year
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im out here alternating between listening to samples of music from the baroque period... and milgram mvs
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i was the biggest scaredycat as a child but between fixations with ddlc and dhmis i think i'm about normal now
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heylinfanclub · 2 months
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Just watched something horrific and felt like it unlocked some part of me. IDUNNO IF ITS GOOOOOD. hfjsjsh maybe. Maybe it is.
#me.#(I was just talking about how I fear my anger cause it’s dangerous#(but I know it’s linked to passion and protectivity and love sometimes#(but sometimes you play a game and ur like wow. what a nice lil outlet. I’m horrified. but I feel GREAT. what a mix.#(my PASSIONS get tied up into OBSESSIONS and needing CONTROL#(so playing a game bout people who are also. existential and obsessive and maybe they do get a lil violent.#(is very cathartic#(I think for a long time I’ve been scared of ANY PHYSICAL OUTLETS for anger#(this is kind of a mental one I guess#(and man I’m not even mad I’m teehee gritting my teeth kicking my feet clenching my fists#(such a happy anger??? weird. I think I’m a sadist sometimes but I could never hurt somebody willingly.#(I was a mean kid and I never wanna be that bad again.#(but that doesn’t mean I can’t find a healthy outlet! in!!! fucking yandere games???#(not the simulator made by That Guy but just. some random games. and stories. whew#(just the occasional mostly horror visual novel that u sometimes get to kiss the killer in sighhhhhhhssss#(I guess this isn’t NEW I liked JTHM as a kid. but i rly am not. a gore person.#(I like the psychological horror and the relation to being in a headspace where u feel. too intense. constantly. and feel. NUTS.#(cause that’s a personal horror I live in and playin in that space without the repercussions of real life 👏🏻#(also cause recently trying to describe my attraction to people nonsexually I was like#(‘I wanna pin that guy to my wall’ ‘wow’ ‘no I mean like a bug’#(PRETTY PEOPLE FEEL LIKE ART TO ME. the urge is to keep them and look at them.#(not rly. anything else.#(which is ofc unreasonable but it’s a feeling I HAVE and it’s cool when a character says similar#(even if they are the villain hfkdd#(I also wanna make visual novels so I’m kinda tempted to take my own shot as something dark#(just to see what I can doOooo#(and cause I wanna get out that idea of a person who wanna keep people like art. aroace yandere when.#ask to tag:/#(idk everything weirds IN the tags so)
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trashbatistrash · 7 months
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t4tbruharvey · 1 year
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thinks about riley. throws up.
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bippiti · 2 months
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catalyst clc16 x rockstar! reader
after the release of your new album, life has been hectic as you've been running around doing shows. only problem is you seem to have only one person on your mind. little do you know he's having the same issue
an part two! any feedback is appreciated and please like + rb!
if you want a visual guide for the band .
part one next part
tags @bloodyymaryyy @guiseppetsunoda @maxverstappendefender @charizznorizz
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yourig thanks for coming out london! nyc see you soon x
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user ughh i wish i couldve come :((
yourig next time lovee💜
user sounded so good
user anyone else gonna talk about the album afterparty???
user who cares bro😭 theyre adults and tbh they would be a power couple
user right?! ive been thinking the same thing, shes not a good influence on him
user im sorry do yk y/n??? how would u know that lmfao
king looking good!
liked by yourig
user where is the fit from???
user i think vivienne westwood!
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you sighed, scrolling through your comments. it had been almost a month after your albums release, and some people still were bringing up the hug with charles. i mean, seriously it was just a hug. it wasn't like you guys had made out or anything.
both your label and ferrari were sponsored by celsius, and your management had met with one of ferraris pr heads. they had agreed to work together to promote the new album, and had picked charles because he was a fan of your music.
you clicked instantly on the first day of set, but it also helped that you spoke fluent french (you had an obsession with indila when you were younger and forced yourself to learn it) the lack of a language barrier, coupled with the fact that you guys had similar interests made it inevitable that you both would become friends.
after the album launch party, you were exhausted. you had woken up at 4am for promo shoots, and had been running around all day before singing your whole album (which was around an hour long) to the attendees. it was fun, and you wouldnt trade your career for the whole world, but man you were tired.
as you were heading out, you spotted charles and you both stopped to talk
"tu as bien fait là-dedans" he said, smiling as he pushed his hands into his pockets (you did good in there)
"merci! les heures de pratique m’ont aidé. je pense que je pourrais oublier les paroles si j’essayais" you smile as he laughed (thanks! the hours of practice helped. i dont think i could forget the lyrics if i tried)
"en pratiquant son art on devient artisan" (practice makes perfect)
you nod, turning as you hear your bandmate siobahn call for you
you look back to him, saying your goodbyes and quickly hugging him before running after her.
that was it. just a friendly hug. it's not like he liked you, and if he knew you liked him, you doubt he would still be friends with you.
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charles_leclerc
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charles_leclerc i won. maybe next time @/pierregasly 😘
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user just realized pierre had a chance to fork the king and the rook in
user not y/n liking this...
user so cute😍
pierregasly i almost had it
charles_leclerc of course you did
user my fav french men
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after having checkmate charles sat back, smiling smugly as he looked at pierre try and fail to make a move. giving up, he raised his hands in defeat.
"quand vais-je jamais te battre?" he said sighing as he chuckled (when will i ever beat you)
"peut-être dans une autre vie" (maybe in another life)
scoffing, pierre changed the subject.
"so i heard you're with some rockstar these days"
"i most definitley am not"
"sure, sure. you might not be dating her but i can tell you like her"
charles paused, having a mini crisis. ok. so maybe he did like you. he couldn't help it, honestly. throughout filming ,and even after he had grown to really admire you. not only just as an artist, but as a person as well. he honestly hoped you'd be able to meet up afterwards, but he hasnt been able to see you since. between his preseason training and your concerts, you both are rarely free, let alone in the same country.
he told all of this to pierre, who listened quietly, nodding along before telling him his masterplan. he was gonna help him out, what kindve friend would he be if he didnt?
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hearing the notification sound go off on your phone, you picked it up. your eyebrows raised as you read it
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part 3??
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yuri-is-online · 1 year
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Well Maybe the Octopus was Being a Dick! (Or Tsunotarou tries to do Yu a solid but he misunderstood a joke)
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A/N- I am so sorry this is my first post I swear I have real writing ON GOD- EDIT- Made a part 2 with the other guys (x)
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"Human courtship rituals are truly as bizarre as they are fascinating."  Tsunotarou muses as you fight with your sleep deprived brain to remember how you even got on to this topic.  Today hadn't been a good day, Grim had been in a bad mood, Trein had popped a quiz on you, and Deuce had somehow managed to land you both in detention because he screwed up a potion.  By the time you managed to drag yourself back to Ramshackle, you were so tired you were practically falling over, only to find Tsunotarou pouting outside your gate.  You didn’t really have it in you to tell him no, so you’d stumbled around the woods outside your dorm for a few moments talking about… courtship?  Apparently?  You could have sworn you were just talking about some anime Idia suggested you watch.  “I never would have expected watching fish to be such a fundamental step in one’s relationship."
“Yeah there’s a thing in my world about it too.”  you say thinking about a visual novel you’d played once (or was it thirty?) times.  “Some sort of bit about a date where you go to an aquarium and when your person points out fishes they like you jump into the tank to fight them for their affection.” You blink and Tsunotarou suddenly fills your vision, staring intensely into your eyes.”
“Child of man, are you serious about this?”  he asks, and you just blink in response.  You’re pretty sure you are missing something here.
“Uh, yeah?  It was pretty funny I guess.”  you say, extremely confused.  Tsunotarou simply nods with a look of utmost seriousness on his face.
“I see, how very interesting you are child of man.  Fear not, I will make sure you receive the courtship you deserve.”  The only response you can think to give is a blank stare, but Tsunotarou is already gone and apparently on a mission.
“Fully intends to do combat for your hand but gets too distracted”- Malleus
He really wants to do this the right way, if fighting the fish in the aquarium tank will show the extent of his devotion then beloved, you need only point at the offending article and it will be turned to cosmic dust.  But you’re just too ethereal in the aquarium lighting and he ends up completely forgetting his objective in coming here and follows you around like a love struck puppy the entire time.  Whoops, objective failed successfully.
"Claims to know it's a joke, fights anyway"-Jade, Leona
Look, he knows there's no way what Malleus is claiming is even remotely true.  Your world might not have any magic, but it sounds pretty “normal” by human standards.  Fighting fish for someone’s affection?  Un-fucking-likely.  Jade enjoys being a mild inconvenience to everyone around him and Malleus really has just given him the best excuse to be an absolute menace.  He’s responding to everyone’s complaints with a put upon sigh, lamenting what drastic lengths he has to go to for your affection.  Leona’s more the type to directly tease you about it; he shredded Azul’s contracts and left him a crying mess, that’s got to count as beating up a fish right?  He’s just waiting on your response, herbivore.  
“Shrimp heaven really is now!”- FLOYD        
Doesn’t even think twice about it.  He’s already obsessed with picking fights with strong people anyway, now you’re telling him he gets to beat people up and win shrimpy’s affection at the same time?  Floyd’s kicking up his feet and giggling a little too much for anyone’s comfort, almost like he’s misinterpreted fish to mean friends.  Please prefect, Ace is begging you, just give your eel some kisses so he knows you're already his or direct him towards some actual fish before they are fuCkING UNDER ATTACK-
“Claims to know it’s a joke, overthinks anyway”- Jack, Azul, Riddle    
Ok ok look, just hear him out on this one.  Some cultures do place a significance on ritual combat to win a prospective partner’s affection.  Sure he doesn’t THINK you come from a culture like that, but maybe you do and just haven’t mentioned it this whole time and that’s why his obvious not so obvious attempts at flirtation have gone over your head.  Because he wasn’t offering to fight fish for you.  No now that he tries to say that out loud it sounds even more ridiculous BUT WHAT IF- repeat ad nauseum until he timidly (Jack, Riddle), slyly (Azul) just asks you about it and can’t decide who he’s more embarrassed for: Malleus or himself.
“Brings you actual fish”- Trey, Rook, Ruggie      
He has enough of a head on his shoulders to realize Malleus is probably misinterpreting something that was meant to be funny, but hey, it’s given him an idea.  For Rook, the idea of hunting wild game to provide you with nourishment is an idea he’s toyed with more than once.  If Roi du Dragon deems him worthy of advice, the least he can do as an appreciator of beauty is take it.  Trey’s already a fan of puns and dad jokes, and he knows A LOT of ones about fish.  Probably invites you over to help him bake it with the excuse of prepping for an unbirthday party and shamelessly teases you the whole time.  Ruggie’s the only normal man here I’m sorry to say, he just gets the idea to take you fishing as a date.  He gets to spend time with you AND supplement his diet, it’s a win-win situation.
“COMPLETELY ignores the fish thing and rags on your sleep schedule”- Vil
He’s not mad, he’s just disappointed spudling.  Really you need to be taking better care of yourself, how else are you supposed to blossom into the beautiful flower he knows you are if you aren’t getting those full 8 hours honey?  Tells you to be thankful he isn’t being unreasonable while he’s waltzing through your dorm cursing every energy drink he can get his hands on.  He will brute force your circadian rhythm back into shape so help him GOD.
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bambisnc · 1 month
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thinking about being on vacation with childhood bsf!wonbin and both your families because ah wouldn't it be so fun to do this together? you kids won't be all bored with us old people either right? hahaha you're not old dad. you d- you don't have to trouble his family like that really you don't. oh it was.. his idea?
thinking about being on vacation with childhood bsf!wonbin who volunteers to do literally everything that you even mention you'd like to do.. visit the library? sure! the swimming pool? oh he'll be there ^-^ the horror movie showing...? yeah he'll be there to protect you <3 (he won't be doing any protecting.) he'd even volunteer to drive you back and forth form the nearby grocery stores/markets/malls because he's a man with a mission : to spend as much time as he can with you (will pout if you tell him he can't come with you like. girl. park wonbin. i'm going to the washroom. sit down.)
thinking about being on vacation with childhood bsf!wonbin who shows up at your door at 1 am, greeting you with bright eyes and an expectant look - one that you couldn't refuse even if you'd wanted to - leading you all the way to a little, open but secluded grassy area. he'd have arranged a comfy blanket on the ground, inviting you as if into a scene right out of a fairytale what with the pretty fairy lights on the hedges around.
thinking about being on vacation with childhood bsf!wonbin with whom you'd spend a lovely time sitting under the canopy of stars. his face being lit up with the glow of the surrounding lights and as he throws his head back to laugh at something you said; you can't help but fall into a dazed stupor, duly admiring the visual - much more alluring than the setting the boy had strived to create for you. you can't help but lean forward slightly, surely there's some string pulling you towards him, till your lips are inches away from his.
thinking about being on vacation with childhood bsf!wonbin who freezes up completely when he registers the now reduced distance between you. and when you mumble out a can i..? he wastes no time in letting a hushed please slip out of those ever so kissable lips of his ..
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thinking about being on vacation with childhood bsf!wonbin who's so awkward afterwards. not with you of course, he's very much taking every opportunity he can to drag you away to a secluded place and ensuring that when you emerge you're both lowkey out of breath and with your lips slightly swollen. he feels extremely awkward around both sets of parents, however, ducking away whenever either attempt to start a conversation with him (racing off to find solace in your arms obviously .. <;3)
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notes : inspired by uh. the voices in my head and the vacation im on rn! + [m.list] song rec : obsessive by chase atlantic <3
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cindylcuwho · 2 months
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“ matt sturniolo NSFW abcs ★ “
— pairing ; matt sturniolo x afab! reader
★ ) summary ; nsfw abcs about matt and all the sex wise things that includes him
★ ) warnings ; uh smut? expect the most random and complex thing ever
★ ) madds note ; finished at 2:32 am. i am tired. i’m cold. i want dragon fruit.
taglist ; @cupidsword , @ho-0lly , @pepsiimaxx , @mattsneezing , click here for link to taglist💕
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
matt’s always been the caring but careful type, whether he’s the dominant or sub he’d insist on making sure you’re okay before anything else - aftercare would include him softly cleaning you while kissing any marks you’d let him leave. once he’s finished with that he’ll cuddle up to your chest and softly suck on your titties like a good boy
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
matt honestly loves his nose, mostly for the fact he has one of those good-for-clit-rubbing noses. he loves the noises you make whenever you grind down on it while face sitting
matt loves your titties. let’s be real, as a dom or a sub that man 100% has a fixation for tits and tits only. grabbing on them like knobs when he’s thrusting inside you, squishing them whenever they’re within an arms reach, sucking them to pass time or just simply looking at them and how well they sit in your shirt
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
loves and i mean lovessss cumming inside you. matt has the hugest breeding kink and the thought of you carrying his child sets him off. though if you’re not on birth control (or not into it), he will settle for cumming against your thigh or stomach since it’s close but not close enough to trigger something
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
he would 100% cum just to you choking him. wouldn’t tell you but would try and make it obvious through loud moans and whimpers whenever your hand grazes against his neck.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
matt’s definitely have had a handful of bodies, but only enough to barely count one hand. that doesn’t mean he doesn’t know how to please you though, but you definitely did teach him more tips and tricks throughout the relationship
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
missionary. it’s simple, and he has a view of everything he’s obsessed with and more.
second is definitely cowgirl. matt loves whenever you get on top- even more so when you grant him permission to roam his hands around, grabbing everything
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
matt has tried to remain serious, but he will always giggle like a kid walking in a candy store whenever you take of your bra
H = Hair (how well groomed are they?)
it truly depends on how you like it, but if he’s away then will keep it trimmed down enough to not cause a discomfort for him
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
if it’s a planned thing, like after a date or maybe you both have had rough days- matt is all about making sure the comfort aspect is pushing
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
you’re usually around long enough to help him with it, but if you’re not or it he’s looking to tease you then records each and every time he does
he keeps pictures and videos of the times you two have spent, but he could practically re-live it without needing a visual reminder
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
“matt’s a dom” “no he’s a sub” that man screams switch (sub leaning) and no will convince me otherwise.
breeding kink is definitely in play always- obsessed with the thought of cumming inside you.
marking, hickeys, scratches. he loves the “on edge” feeling of having them- especially knowing that if he’s accidentally seen with a visible hickey his fangirls will go crazy
he’s all about the three big T’s. thigh fucking. titty fucking. throat fucking. goes crazy and every time for either one, endlessly thrusting until his dick practically explodes. (i’m crying)
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
prefers to keep it in the bedroom for both yours and his comfort + safety. but will be down for something small and simple like road head
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
you. what else? he could be at his desk gaming and just by looking at how peaceful you look laying on his bed is probably a huge turn on
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
no threesomes. matt doesn’t want to share and he doesn’t wanna be shared. if you two wanna fuck other people too he doesn’t see the point of being together. (same. based off me)
no harsh degrading. he’ll accept making being called or calling you a whore, slut, etc, but it’s always followed by endless praise. he’d honestly cry himself to sleep if the degradation went any further
nothing that’ll cause actual harm or life threatening. sorry to all the matt girls that are into knife or gun play but in the middle of it he’d have a panick attack be so fr
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
he loves getting head- but he thrives off of pleasing you. could spend hours between your legs just licking away and would never get bored
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
he’s like a tease with his pace. if he’s on top, he’s going fast but will randomly slow down at times just to here you beg. but if he’s on bottom and thrusting up- he’s all over the place
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
doesn’t prefer them, loves to take his time with you but if you only have ten minutes alone and you’re urgent and in the moment then he’s okay
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
likes risking in front of the camera. you two mostly keep a private relationship, only people that know are close friends and family but sometimes you push it. like if you were on the podcast sitting next to him, his hand would be rubbing up and down your thigh (edits were made) .
or maybe wearing a purposely loose shirt to show off his collarbone- knowing that the night before you left hickey after hickey.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
matt could last maybe 2 rounds before he’s crying to stop (safe words for a reason. normalize and use em people.)
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
he’s never gone out of his way to buy them- why would he? he has a whole woman that’d do the job 1000x better. but for his 18th his friend bought him a pussy pocket as joke but now comes on tour with him when you can’t
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
matt loves teasing and seeing you worked up, but he’s so needy for you that it’d only last a couple of minutes
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
matt has always been more quiet and reserved… because he saves those vocal chords for you. he’s moaning, whining, begging, for you 24/7. he gets so loud that even the panties you stuffed in his mouth to keep quiet couldn’t suppress the noises
W = Wild card (a random headcanon)
he loves jerking off with the door unlocked- only because the idea of being caught by you runs through his mind each time
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
matt is anywhere around 6.5-8 inches, his girth isn’t too wide but is still a nice stretch
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
not too high, when it happens it happens and with both of your busy lives it’s hard to be horny 24/7
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
he likes to make sure you fall asleep first and play a random show on the tv and watch it for a couple minutes before drifting off into his own sleep
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twig-tea · 4 months
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screencap stolen from linked post by @burnsuncomet ; I was going to reply to your post but then I just kept writing and I didn't want to fully derail so I made this separate post instead!
I've skimmed the tag now and I'm going to need more people to be as obsessed with this mostly-unsmoked-cigarette-in-the-cake shot as I am. Mork quit smoking because the smell bothered Day, and we've since seen how much emphasis Day puts on scent so we know it really did matter to him. And when Mork was in an emotionally vulnerable moment after playing matchmaker for the man he's in love with to get together with someone else, he asks for a cigarette in a moment of weakness. But this shot shows us that he mostly resisted, and went for a walk instead, and it was the thought of Day's happiness (the birthday party and his relationship with August, as represented by this birthday cake slice) that helped him suppress his craving even as it drove him to emotional distress in the first place. Even while Day was worrying about him regressing, Mork was thinking about Day and doing what he thought was best for Day's happiness. Day didn't actually need to find Mork to help him stop smoking.
Plus just like, it's a cigarette put out in a cake slice. Rendering both unconsumable. Nobody will want to eat that cake now, and that cigarette cannot be relit. I can't stop thinking about it. It's fantastic. It's such a tiny and non-disruptive tantrum while simultaneously being an act of care. The ash tray is right there, but Mork said no, I'm ruining both of these things at once, because I can't have anything I want and I don't want anyone else to have them either and I'm mad that they will but I won't stand in their way so I'm taking it out on this symbol instead [because it's the merging of two symbols: what August did for Day (throwing the surprise party; performative) and what Mork did for day (quitting smoking; truly meeting Day's needs/wants)].
And as a visual bonus, it kind of looks like a candle, except it's a cigarette AND the wrong way round! Like the world's saddest and most disturbed birthday celebration.
And of course because Day is blind, he wouldn't be able to see it, and so he wouldn't know that Mork had signalled that he didn't actually smoke much of the cigarette.
OB.SESSED.
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littelestvic · 3 months
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About the Damon Baker x Kris Gustin photo session and what it means to me as a queer artist obsessed with Joker Out
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Note, this is not me trying to look smart and trying to talk about someone else's art pieces, although my dearest Daria made a small analysis on the Kris-Bojan set that I found very interesting, and it is interesting that these are a somewhat subjective views of Bojan and Kris's souls, or at least a visual representation of themselves as people. In any case, this is, if anything, an overview of what these art pieces make me feel and their significance to me.
First I must admit, as an artist, that these photos are beautiful and actually hold a lot of artistic value from my perspective. I think these should be seen as pieces of art and must be perceived in a different way than other Joker Out photos. However it is still very interesting how much these photos actually talk about the subject: these pieces are an exploration of Kris Gustin, the person portrayed, and I've honestly never have seen portraits that explore the nature of the subject in such a personal manner. Kris is displayed in a subjective, intimate way, whether how Damon sees him or how Kris himself sees himself deep down. I'm sure more elaborate and accurate explanations of Damon's art can be found online, as I actually didn't know of his work until now, but as I was able to read he focus a lot on the intimacy of the subject.
Anyways, there's a clear theme this session follows: femeninity and vulnerability. The usage of visible makeup (a first time for Kris on camera if I'm aware), the flowers, the exposed skin, the cloth (a typical femenine piece of clothing on Balkan/Slavic cultures), I think they were all choices to purposefully provide a more femenine vision of Kris. But he still allows himself to do poses similar to those I've seen him do before, there's still a hint of the Kris I know, his posing flows naturally and doesn't feel forced because this is just a natural extension of what he is, this is a natural exploration of his most femenine side, he is simply letting himself flow.
I think we all know Kris seems to be a man with a complex relationship with normative gender roles. Even as a cishet man he has this appearance and mannerisms that can be more related to a more "femenine" convention of gender and I have always wondered if he has ever struggled with this, and that if he has ever felt forced to keep the normative conventions of what a man should be. Things like asking to have his hair cut shorter after being called a girl when he was a child, or denying to be put makeup on by fans, he sometimes tried to run away from things that could be perceived as "feminine", maybe out of insecurity, maybe out of fear.
But there he is,
Glitter on his eyes,
Flower in his head,
Embracing himself.
I am a person with a complex relationship with gender roles. I was born a woman. I am short and tiny and have feminine features that simply cannot be ignored. I will forever be perceived as a woman by the people around me. I look like a girl, I have long hair because I am not allowed to have it short and I wear women's clothes. And while I don't want to be a girl, my relationship with femininity is actually very strong. I like pretty things, I like sparkles and pink, I like everything girly, I like girls. I've been told it's stupid to perceive myself as a guy since I look so girly, since I like so many girly things, and in times I don't feel I have deserved the masculine pronouns I use and my neutral name I've given myself (the ones I can only use online out of fear).
So I try to put some sense into it. I draw girly things because I like girly things. I draw men because I want to be like men. I draw men in pretty soft pinks and sparkles and sequins because that's what I am.
And I've found a safe place in Kris, with his non conforming masculinity that more often than not becomes femininity. As many other people like me, I like him because he helps me put sense to my feelings. I draw him in soft pastels and pretty clothes and delicate features because in my mind, if a man like him can be allowed to be femenine, then I can allow myself to feel the way I feel too. I can allow myself to simply not fit any binary gender convention, and I can allow myself to be myself. I like Kris because I find a part of me in himself, I relate to him and I see myself in his eyes. It is a complex relationship where I don't necessarily like him because I find him attractive, I am not actually sexually attracted to him; I see myself in him, in my own little weird way. I have distorted my own reality to make my own perception of him fit my needs. This is why I draw him the way I draw him. And perhaps that's why so many praise how I draw Kris. It is unique because it's personal. And I know he doesn't necessarily see himself this way, at least not in the degree I do. My Kris talks much more about how I see myself than how I see him. The way I draw Kris represents myself. My Kris is myself.
So when I saw him in this session, with the glimpse and the passion and the attitude I draw him like, it felt special.
"He looks like my art" I told myself. "He's seen himself the way I see him."
This is Kris,
This is my Kris,
This is me.
So I'm very thankful for Kris trying to open himself, and embracing this vulnerable side of him I purposefully push into the narrative of my art. He called these "therapy sessions", so I can't help but wonder if these have been helpful to him, if he has found something about him, if he has learnt to accept himself the way he is. He has helped me cope with complicated subjects of my life, and I cling to him to keep with life. He is my special little obsession that keeps me alive. So I can't help but sometimes wonder if he's happy, If he's loved, if he's content with himself.
And I think this exploration of himself will be very helpful to his soul. I am very proud of him, I am hopeful for his future, and I wish him the best.
I love you, my muse, and thank you for allowing yourself to see you with my own eyes.
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captainwans · 2 months
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AM ERA! (smau)
— ALEX TURNER
arabella series
pairing: alex turner x fem! actress! reader
summary: some iconic and memorable moments on social media during the am era.
timeline: 2014
note: to clear up any confusion, the song arabella in this universe/series is based on a movie y/n did. + and also this format / layout is heavily inspired by my love @ithinkimokeei 🩶
masterlist!
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yourinstagram she’s got a barbarella silver swimsuit … 🪽
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username THIS IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING ‼️
username doing cartwheels across the highway- 🤸‍♀️ why are they so attractive
username mom and dad looks so hot
breanahelders looking beautiful wifey 😙
yourinstagram got it from you <3
elizabetholsenofficial because i love waking up in the morning getting hit by visuals 😩
username lizzie is so real for that
username mother
username alex looks so fucking good i wanna jump off a cliff
username the fact that y/n didn’t know arabella was about her until a fan told her during a comic con panel will forever not be iconic
username lmao even the mcu cast was shocked that she didn’t know 😭
username had to replay that funny moment between y/n and scarlett where scar almost had a whiplash bc y/n had no idea
username our baby is so clueless it’s so cute
mileskane who’s that sexy cinnamon bun on the left? 😏
yourinstagram definitely not your man
username IM CACKLING SO LOUD
username pls y/n is so savage i love her
mileskane and you’re claiming him as your man?
username ohh dramaaaaa
yourinstagram and what if i did? 👀
username GASP- does this mean that alex and y/n are dating?!!!
mileskane it’s okay luv it’s just a phase it will go away ❤️
username hahaahahahahah miles
username i’m crying this is too funny
katiee_cook_ this comment section is so funny me and jamie are dying from laughter
yourinstagram mileskane unfortunately it is not just a phase 🥲
username wait y/n does this mean you and al are together?!! hello??
username girl you can’t just leave us hanging like that 😭😭 we NEED TO KNOW
username wait so arabella is actually about her?
yourbestfriend those of you who haven’t watched arabella clearly shows
username fr the song doesn’t even make sense if you haven’t watched the movie
username CAN SOMEONE PLS CONFIRM IF THEY’RE DATING??
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enews to answer the question on y/n’s famous instagram post… the answer is YES! (📷: unknown)
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username I KNEW IT
username IM CRYING HAPPY TEARS FINALLY
username idk if i wanna be him or be with her
yourbestfriend same
username y/bsf/n is so real for this
username they look so happy
username mileskane has been real quiet ever since enews posted
username i’m fine (i’m not)
username now who leaked these pictures of me and my man? 🤫
yourinstagram first miles and now i have to fight my way through fans 😭 this is a battle
mileskane yeah username get in line 🙄
username speaking of the devil… hi miles!!
username and he has arrived!!
username good luck dealing with seventeen year old girlies who want you dead 🥲
username bro what is marvel doing here liking this post i’m cackling
marvel don’t blame us we were just as curious as you folks 🙈
username alex could do better than this pretentious hollywood whore
username who are you calling a whore???!
yourbestfriend say that again i dare you bitch
breanahelders if you don’t have anything nice to say then keep it to yourself.
officialelizabetholsen jealousy doesn’t suit you honey. keep that energy elsewhere and let us celebrate this beautiful couple ✨
mileskane yourinstagram do i need to kill someone? just say the word love
username username the gang coming at your bitch
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yourinstagram okay… this is the last one i promise 🤭
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username queen we don’t mind post all you want
username THE HAND REPLACEMENT ALEX
username bi panic
katiee_cook_ obsessed 😍
yourinstagram with you 😙
username the way this music video has a chokehold on me-
youtube the visuals, artistry, lyrics, aesthetics, cinematography is just *chef kiss* ✨✨✨
username even youtube is speaking facts
officialelizabetholsen gorgeous gorgeous 💗 we miss you on set, babe!
yourinstagram miss you more, bug!! 🎀
username a match made in heaven
mileskane we get it you guys are couple goals 🙄
matthelders here we go again 🤦🏻
yourinstagram do i complain when you get to have him all by yourself on stage?
mileskane that doesn’t count!
yourinstagram you’re such a drama queen
username their dynamic i love them sm
username miles and y/n fighting over alex is so real bc same
username yourinstagram how does it feel to be a rockstar’s gf 😩 how does it feel to live our dream
yourinstagram it feels amazing 🙈💗
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tonkatsubowl · 7 months
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jealousy.
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blade x reader x kafka
hints of yandereism (obsession, manipulation, assault & sexual tendencies w/o consent. smut!).
read at your own risk.
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"oh, bladie," kafka's voice cooed towards her companion as she approached the silent killer, her tone filled with bittersweet intoxication, "you're just getting a bit too comfortable with y/n. i think it's getting a little obvious, now."
blade's eyes shift towards kafka, who greeted him with her usual, dangerous smile. her hand slithers towards his shoulder, grasping it firmly.
"are you perhaps interested in her? ara, ara. so much for unfeeling now, bladie."
blade's eyes had snapped. he was fuming. he was pissed — but he couldn't do anything towards kafka, especially when she had assisted him with his mara infestation...and that she was practically one of your closest allies, too.
a click of his tongue and blade didn't budge, instead exhaling and folded his arms over his chest. he closed his eyes, returning to meditating against the wall as he tried to mentally get kafka off his mind... until he heard another set of footsteps coming his and kafka's way.
"ah, kafka, i forgot to ask you if—... um..." you arrived in the scenery, looking at the both of them with confusion. did you run in on them getting into an argument? arguments between the both of them have been becoming quite more common nowadays, but you never dare to ask.
"am i... interrupting? i can leave, and..."
"not at all, dear." kafka coos to you as she approaches you, wrapping her arm around your waist, pulling her close. your cheeks have a faint tint of red, not used to being pulled to kafka's chest despite the fact this was happening several days a week.
kafka was obviously doing this to piss blade off.
"what is it? you had a question, didn't you?" kafka whispered, lifting your chin with her thumb as she leaned in. "i'm here to answer anything."
you were shellshocked for a moment. you didn't know how to respond, as you were growing more timid every second.
".. ah.. um... elios... wanted to know if you wanted your paperwork on your... d-desk..."
your words trail off, falling for the visual manipulation as kafka practically incited you. her hands traveling towards your rear, giving them a squeeze. your eyes became dazed, heavily hypnotized by the woman's voice. a soft, quiet moan released you as you breathe, trying to speak. trying to snap out of it.
"... o-or... if you... want... ah..."
you could see blade pulling himself off from the wall as he approached you, grabbing you by the arm and gently prying you away from kafka. although you couldn't see it, there was a dark look plastered on kafka's eyes despite her beautiful and gentle countenance. he read her so easily.
it was her turn to feel... a bit of annoyance.
you snap out of reality as you felt yourself pulled away by blade, your eyes looming up towards your ally. "a-ah, blade! um, yeah, elios also wanted me to ask you if uh..."
you were getting more awkward...uncomfortable by the tension that was exchanged by the two of them.
"elios can wait." kafka purred as she stepped close towards you and blade, allowing to be... well, sandwiched by the two of them.
kafka's chest was pressed against yours, her hands sliding down towards your crotch, fingers rubbing against your folds. "be a good girl...and tell me your tasks again? what did elios want you to do? what a bossy man he is."
your breath hitched as you felt kafka's fingers rub towards your lower region, feeling blade's aching tent rubbing against you from behind. you couldn't think, you were so hypnotized. everything felt so good, you couldn't think.
"elios... elios, he... i... aah..."
blade noticed that kafka was going in for a kiss with you, but instead, he gently tugged on your hair, pulling your head back as he leaned down to give you a kiss.
"you irritate me, kafka." blade grumbled as his hands traveled down to your waist, gently grinding his frustration into your rear. kafka then slipped a hand into your pants, fingers now brushing and teasing against your soaked rose bud, the squelching sounds and your moans mixed together as you tried to talk.
"elios... paperwork... y-your... desk...ahn...!"
your legs began to quake, finding yourself close to climaxing as blade picked up the pace, grinding against you.
"k-ka... i'm going to..!"
"shh... be a good girl and release it into my fingers."
that was when you felt a rush of relief wash over you, your legs nearly giving up on you. your juices cover the entirety of kafka's fingers as blade was quick to catch you.
"i made her cum quite fast." kafka said with amusement in her voice, licking your juices off of her fingers. "perhaps she just adores and is such a whore for my fingers like that, isn't that right... bladie?"
that was when he let out his girthy-length, immediately ramming himself inside of you, earning you a sharp gasp. you felt his familiar length entering inside of your walls, and immediately he began to pump his member inside of you. kafka watched with amusement, observing blade's expression.
"ooh, determined, are you? to make her cum faster than my fingers? you're such a jealous one, bladie. you know she's rightfully mine."
blade didn't say anything, his eyes telling a thousand words as he continued to fuck you in front of kafka.
"ah... ah... ahn...!" you breathed, moaning and mewling every time blade had dug onto your cervix with his massive member, before finally you began to show signs of cumming. "w-wait... slow down, i'm.. i can't think straight, i'm going to...—!"
that was when you came again from blade, finding yourself to be filled up by his seed, hot sticky liquid dripping from your abused folds. you breathed, shaking, but luckily you were being held by blade so you wouldn't fall so easily.
kafka chuckled, folding her arms over her chest as she watched blade click his tongue, "i won. even with my mouth, it would be faster than you."
kafka only giggled, shaking her head. "in your dreams, bladie. now, let's get her cleaned up and prepare some warm drinks for her... yes?"
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