#NDRV3 X Reader

[ts4ritsa]

┊˚➶ ｡˚ cold + unapproachable s/o who has a soft side for them

ft. aoi asahina, ibuki mioda, angie yonaga, & himiko yumeno from danganronpa * ˚ ✦

tags / cw ✎ gn!reader, established relationship, fluff, reader is easily angered and quick to defend s/o, headcanons, not proofread, requested

AOI ASAHINA ✰

well, there are definitely clear contrasts between you and aoi. you both are quite the pair, but it’s actually very cute. once again, a sun and moon!

of course , while aoi encourages you to be nicer and give other people a chance, she actually really loves that you give her, and only her, all your attention and affection

she can go on for hours and hours talking about anything, usually expecting people to be able to keep up. so aoi is very glad that you are always fully immersed in every word that she says

eating donuts together! it’s nothing new that aoi craves donuts on a daily basis, so she’ll drag you along with her. while you might get one or two, usually the same each time, she will always get half a dozen and somehow they’re all completely different flavors

when someone makes a snarky comment at aoi, she’s quick to defend herself and call them out on their rude behavior. however she is easily caught off guard when you butt in and defend her like your life depends on it, while spewing insults at the person. definitely left speechless, yeah she knows how… passionate you can be behind closed doors, but she didn’t know you had that in you!

IBUKI MIODA ✰

ibuki is just the silliest honestly! and you are not. you’re usually just stone-faced, keeping to yourself, while she on the other hand is always laughing, smiling, her existence alone being the life of the party. your friends and classmates comment on this often, and when it comes around to ibuki, she’ll just laugh and playfully tease you about it, giggling as you roll your eyes and smirk

very chaotic girlfriend. occasionally finds herself in trouble because of how explosive she can be, both literally and figuratively. she’ll wind down with you at her dorm and every time she tells you about her day she somehow always has the craziest stories

absolutely adores when you get affectionate with her, and she isn't afraid in the slightest to comment on it either. ibuki eats up any gift you get her, praising it while peppering your cheek with with kisses

doesn’t particularly care that you come off as distant to others. when people try to come up to her to say something, she’ll just cross her arms and shake her head, asking why they care so much. she thinks they should just let you be, if you don’t want to talk to people then you shouldn’t have to

when ibuki finds herself getting ganged up on in an argument, she is equally shocked, irritated, and confused. to put it simply, overwhelmed. soo… she’s very thankful to have you defend her and put the other people in their place

ANGIE YONAGA ✰

angie is very pleased that you consider her the only person worthy of seeing your true self. you’re just the sweetest thing to her! she truly believes that she has been blessed, having such an amazing partner

can be just as affectionate as you, maybe even more, when you’re both alone together — angie actually prefers to not show much pda since you aren’t the type to be so open in public anyway and she’d rather be able to cherish and worship you without having worry about being interrupted or bothered by other people

every single item you gift to her means a lot to her, each and every one of them are precious. to her, it’s a representation of the love that you share — she too gifts you with art pieces that symbolize her feelings and love for you

also appreciates that you take the time to listen to what she has to say, since a lot of people tend to not take her seriously. bonus points if you’re willing to join her when she participates in her spiritual practices

angie is fully able to maintain her composure during high-stress situations so it’s no surprise that she remains calm when someone tries to provoke her into arguing with them. though you are a different story. yet when you insert yourself suddenly in order to defend her, she can’t help but find it very satisfying. she thanks you later for having her back and finds a healthy way for the two of you to get your minds off it and relax

HIMIKO YUMENO ✰

initially, himiko was nervous around you. she had seen firsthand how you acted distant and unapologetically harshly towards others so often she tried not to make herself known to you. but as the two of you gradually got to know one another, she actually became very attached to you. especially since you showed her a much softer side of you.

poor himiko, you stole her heart, you know. her friends try to check up on her occasionally since they are curious how dating you is affecting her. well, himiko has nothing to say besides praise of your name. she tells them all about the little gifts you gave her during dates you’ve taken her on, the way you encourage and support her passion for magic, and how you’re just the best partner a girl could ask for

her friends would not have expected her to respond in the way that she did, considering how antagonistic and cold you come off as. despite their surprise and disbelief they’re relieved that himiko truly seems happy to be yours

and she is, really. she couldn’t have asked for a more perfect relationship

though no matter how much her newfound happiness may brighten her character, some people will eventually wake her up from her sweet little dream and try to criticize her for being with someone like you

himiko is not very good at defending herself from backlash, that’s nothing new. she isn’t sure how she can find a way to escape the harsh comments that get thrown at her — but then that’s when you come in. she stands off to the side speechless as you assert yourself out of nowhere, helping her in her time of need to tell those people off. despite her surprise, she’s more than thankful for your sudden appearance

©2024 ts4ritsa | req by @the-ultimate-puppteer

a/n: thanks so much for requesting angie you’re the best I LOVE HER

[killing-game-imagines]

hihi!!! how are you?

could i request a kokichi and shuichi (separate) headcanons of what it would be like if they were in a relationship with an s/o who has autism?

if you need some more info on the autism part i can always send an extra ask with more information on it!!! just reply to this one and i'll be as quick as i can!!

have a good day :3

Hello dear!!! I'm doing good, I hope your day or night is going well! I hope this is what you wanted, I'm going off my experiences with being autistic, so let me know if you want me to re-do it!! -Editor<3

Kokichi

Rambles about my autistic Kokichi headcanons

Honestly, Kokichi would be such a sweetheart.

What, you expect him to laugh at you for being autistic? He's not THAT much of a bitch!

When/if you stim randomly, at first he'd be kinda confused, until he realized that you were autistic, then he'd find it adorable! He might even join in with you!!

If you ever got hurt from stimming, say you wacked yourself or hit your leg/body a little too hard, Kokichi would immediately make sure you were okay then laugh his ass off

If you're ever overstimulated, don't worry, he's got you!! He'll take you out of wherever you are, and try to comfort you as best he can

Loves hearing you ramble about your interests omg-

Shuichi

Sweetheart pt2 more rambling about autistic headcanons

He'll try helping best he can whenever, he's not the best, but he tries!!

Very calm, and will listen to you if you rant about a special interests <3

Tries to help you if you get overstimulated, honestly doesn't know how to help- poor baby-

Loves to hear you talk about your interests!! He finds it adorable, especially right when he comes home after a long day of detective work <3

Sorry if this wasn't what you wanted, I haven't slept in days-

[xaefanfictions]

List of songs I write for

Hey you people! Over there!

This is the list of songs I listen to when I write and which inspire me. Feel free to request any of these with any character from Haikyuu, Danganronpa, My Hero Academia, Saiki K, and Black Butler!

Fluff (can be made into something crack-ish):

♡ Renee - SALES

♡ Juliet - Cavetown

♡ GHOST -nelward

♡ The Only One - Phoenix

♡ Under the Stars - Richard Vox

♡ Swing Lynn - Harmless

♡ Honeypie - Jawny

♡ The Perfect Girl - Mareux

♡ Structure - Odd Sweetheart

♡ Lover is a Day - Cuco

♡ Bruno is Orange - Hop Along

♡ Mary on a Cross - Ghost

♡ La Mort Avec Toi - Gargäntua

♡ Young - Vacations

♡ Mimi's Delivery Service - Good Kid

♡ Rosemary - Deftones

♡ Tek it - Cafuné

♡ I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace

♡ Backwards - The Vanished People

♡ Messages From The Stars - The Rah Band

♡ Taking What's Not Yours - TV Girl

♡ Televised - HUNNY

♡ Here With Me - d4vd

♡ Jenny - Studio Killers

♡ Kalawakan - Juan Karlos

♡ Becca - The Sukis

♡ I Wanna Be Your Boyfriend - Hot Freaks

Angst (can do with a happy ending):

♡ Mary - Alex G

♡ Romantic Homicide - d4vd

♡ Cigarettes Out the Window - TV Girl

♡ The Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance

♡ King for a Day - Pierce the Veil

♡ Collar of Truth - VIOLENT VIRA

♡ Frailty - VIOLENT VIRA

♡ Waiting outside a Hospital - VIOLENT VIRA

♡ Wyrd - Glass Animals

♡ The Perfect Girl - Mareux

♡ After Dark - Mr Kitty

♡ Why Do I - Set It Off (probably will do a happy ending)

♡ Stones - Jack Stauber

♡ Lover is a day - Cuco

♡ Pork Soda - Glass Animals

♡ Could It Be - Elan Noon

♡ Bruno is Orange - Hop Along

♡ Atlantis - Seafret

♡ Young - Vacations

♡ Freak - Surf Curse

♡ Liquid Smooth - Mitski

♡ Not Allowed - TV Girl

♡ Rosemary - Deftones

♡ Tek It - Cafuné

♡ I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace

♡ Nothing's New - Rio Romeo

♡ You're Not Gone, You're Just Dead - VIOLENT VIRA

♡ I Don't Care - VIOLENT VIRA

[writingdespair]

I've fought through the deepest pits of hell to bring forth this message! Open your mortal ears for the knowledge of Satan himself!

"Send Requests!"

-Overlord of Ice, Mod Gundham

[vrisrezis]

Could I request your personal favorite of the drv3 cast with an s/o that acts like Fuyuhiko :D thank you!!

kaede is really nice to you, even when you’re being your grumpy self. She somehow can always bring out a more flustered side of you and knows deep down you’re really sweet, so she doesn’t get an attitude with you ever when you’re being bitchy.

Rantaro is a chill guy with a lot of patience, so he doesn’t mind the constant bitching and cursing and your attitude is something he doesn’t mind. He does have a way of making you embarrassed though due to how honest he is about his feelings for you.

Angie shrugs off your mean demeanor. However, don’t get too shy around her when it comes to her physical affections. It’s the only time she may get upset with you, or if you say anything about atua but that’s obvious.

Gonta with somebody like you is for sure an interesting dynamic, but I can’t imagine you not toning yourself down a bit for him. He’s a positive guy, and thinks of you in such a positive manner. He thinks you’re deep down really nice, and secretly likes cute things like sweets. You two are the cutest 10/10

Miu is always pissing you off by being a huge perv, and you two are always hate flirting with one another if I’m to be perfectly honest lol. The both of you show you love one another in your own roundabout way.

Kokichi loves to tease you, anytime you think about wooing him he’s one step ahead of you. The two of you are so different but the two of you work so well with one another. He often calls you out on your bs as well.

Kiibo can get tired of your attitude at times, but that’s really it. I think he tries to keep a good relationship with you especially after he starts dating you. However he does try his best to keep your attitude under control.

Himiko and you have a pretty nice dynamic believe it or not, she has a way of making you show a softer, kinder side. Maybe it’s just cause she’s so cute and tiny, she claims it’s because of her magic though.

[lovesicktemple]

I would love Yandere! Angie with stoner! Darling like the darling doesn't really care most of the time and is like high a lot😭

I can already see it 😭😭. Anon, you’re a genius.

Angie Yonaga with a stoner! Darling.

Pairing: Angie Yonaga x reader

Warning: dr*g use.

⟢﹒ Angie’s personality is a huge contrast to yours.

⟢﹒ She’s so full of energy, she’s smart, cheery— and you are extremely relaxed. Well, you’re relaxed due to the fact you’re the textbook definition of a stoner.

⟢﹒You’re usually high. But, there are occurrences where you’re not. Which, you don’t act too different. You’re relaxed and laidback.

⟢﹒It comes to a surprise that you and Angie are so close. The fact that you two were opposites of each other would make people think that you two just didn’t click— but somehow, it worked.

⟢﹒You and Angie began to hang out more. And because you were so calm, you made a perfect model for her paintings! You two mainly bonded because Angie painted you a lot.

⟢﹒You giving her a simple thumbs up was enough for her. It made her extremely happy.

"Thank you for being Angie’s model, Y/N! You truly are a blessing!"

⟢﹒Occasionally the smell was rather bothersome. But she learned to put up with it. Even if it was just the ordinary smell of marijuana, it was unique because it’s from you. It’s what makes you unique and she loves that.

This idea was pretty fun to write!

- Mod Shuichi

[joneleslament]

Tenko x Male reader headcanons!

She leaves you for a woman.

[writingdespair]

Killing Harmony Masterlist

Imagines:

Seeking comfort from Korekiyo during the killing game

Headcanons:

Kokichi, Gundham, and Celeste with an S/O who has cat-like tendencies.

Kirumi, Maki, Sonia and Mahiru with an S/O who has cat-like tendencies.

[vrisrezis]

Kokichi, Shuichi, Nagito, and Izuru (seperate) with a S/O that glitches like Vanellope from Wreck-It-Ralph?

Extra points if the reader is the Ultimate Race Car Driver

I don’t write for izuru or shuichi so just have these two <33

Nagito totally treats it like it’s normal which pisses off Hajime so much lol. He loves you as is, though even he seriously wonders why you do that.

Kokichi makes a joke about Monica from DDLC when you start glitching around. Probably as a way to deal with this because shit it freaks him out lol.

[uvuyai]

—#𝐈'𝐦 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞

-:+°Genre : it's technically a cracfic but I'll say lime depends on what I write

-:+°Pairings * Byakuya/reader, Nagito/reader, Kokichi/reader,

-:+°Synopsis .» he marks you with a paint brush and black paint.

-:+°Implies // gn! reader, antagonist marking one of your anatomy parts not organs, licking, biting, hickey, 🤷, this came to my mind when i was reading a fic, jealousy, mentions of other characters, spoilers in Nagito parts but okay, possessive nature, i might to the protagonist or random characters that fits,

𝐁𝐲𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐓𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐢 ♛

—✰┆ You always hangout with Makoto and/or Chihiro than you do with him. You were persistent and oblivious when it came to answering questions other gave you. It was about time he showed you where you belong, well, who you belong to.

"Oh, hey Byakuya." You said waving at him from light beyond afar. Without a warning he grabbed you by the shoulders and pushed you inside his dorm without saying anything in the process. "Hey Byakuya, what's going on?" You asked as he went into his closet to pull out a can of paint along with a brush.

You were confused as hell too why he pulled you in his room.. just to pull out paint..

"Get on the bed and lay on your back." He said with no emotion clear in his face.

"H-huh!?" You had mental shock all over.

"Do I need to repeat myself?" He said tapping his feet in a rythme like pattern.

"N-no, not at all." You said walking towards the bed, laying on your back as you were told too.

You looked at the opposite direction from where he was standing since you were filled to the absolute brim with second hand embarrassment.

You felt the bed sink on both side of your hips to see your boyfriend with his knees on both side of your waist. He was straddling you.

"Raise your shirt up," he said with the same face when he told you to lay on the bed.

You didn't want to disobey since he was a cruel person so you obligated his request and raised your shirt up not too high but above your stomach not showing your bosom.

'Looks like he's observing my stomach?' you mentally asked yourself.

He soon dipped the paint brush into the black paint that was on the floor, letting the access drip into the paint before drawing on your stomach.

It tickled so you started squirming around.

"Stop moving, i'm almost done." He said grabbing your waist with his unoccupied hand to stop you from moving.

"Mnn." You mumbled trying to keep in a laughter.

From what you can tell he was writing his name and a price?

Was he planning on selling you or setting a bounty on you? You seriously started to panicking.

"W-what are you doing 'Kuya?" You said but you knew what he was doing so you asked just to clarify your claim.

"I'm marking what's mine."

𝐍𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐨 𝐊𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐞𝐝𝐚☘︎

—✰┆Nagito is a quick jealous individual from what you learned from his body language. He was sick, and tired of you hanging out with Hajime than with him most of the time. He doesn't want too loose you to that talentless rat, he already lost three people, well one not fully human. You were an intimidating person but would get soft overtime with certain people.

"Hey, what's up Nagito," you said giving him a low wave as you stood in front of him. Without a single warning he lifted you and threw you ober his shoulder. To what you thought, he was bringing you to his dorm. You were right but you thought he just wanted to cuddle with you. But oh boy, you were wrong.

When you got a chance, you saw he had paint with a brush on top, well slanted within the paint.

He sat on his bed, with you still on his shoulder before pulling you down by your thighs which made you sit on his lap. He started to stare intently into your eyes mumbling something that wasn't intelligible to you.

"Lift your shirt." He said tugging at the hem of your shirt.

"Eh!?" You were in complete shock from what he was saying.

"I though we wer-" "I said, lift your shirt." He said holding the paint brush into his hand.

"I- okay, fine," you said rolling your eyes while lifting your shirt.

He was observing your stomach to have an angle. He started writing on your stomach which tickled which caused to you to move the slightest.

"Stop moving will you?" He said looking up and pausing his writing.

"S-sorry, Nagito." You stuttered.

He was finished writing from what you thought since you didn't feel the brush write on your stomach. That's not until he drew a upside down heart?

"There," he said proudly from his work. "Stand up so I can get a better view.

You groaned but stood thinking he would force you upon something if you didn't stand up.

"Okay, what the hell did you write on me!" You yelled, you asked that since you couldn't see what was written in your perspective.

"I wrote my name, and a heart to show my love for you." He said.

"But why!" You yelled at him still holding your shirt up.

"I'm marking what's mine.”

𝐊𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐢 𝐎𝐮𝐦𝐚♧

—✰┆ He may act all tough and hard, but when he see his well know significant other hanging out with others than him, his mask starts to slip and he goes into a rage of jealousy.

He hates ot when you hangout with Kaito, his quote 'best friend '. He thinks your hanging out with him is because your getting annoyed of his silly antics and tricks he plays, but he keeps second guessing himself when it comes to mind.

He always had those crocodile tears when you said you have to go somewhere or overseas.

"Y/N-SAN WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME!?" he said yelling into your ear as he jumped onto your back which caused you too stumble a bit.

"I'm not even avoiding yo-" "Nevermind that! Let's go!" He chimed grabbing your hand leading you to god knows where.

You enter his dorm room and saw a can of paint with a brush on the side of it. 'I never guess Kokichi would be into painting.' you thought as you sat on his bed.

"Okay Y/n, raise your shirt will you?" He said tilting his head and giving you a irritated like closed eye smile.

"Hm? Why?" You were completely confused.

"Sigh, just do it for me will you?" He said sighing, his cold breath hitting your chest.

As he said, you obeyed, lifting your shirt up. At one chance you flashed Kokichi.

You saw him dip the paint brush into the black paint, letting the access drip off as he walked back towards you. Without a single warning he pushes you onto your back and started painting on your stomach?

"Uhh, what are you doing?" You asked, you weren't given a clear view of what he was doing.

"I'm almost done Y/n-san," he said woth his tongue sticking out of the corner of his mouth.

"There!" He chimed looking at the work on your stomach he did.

"Something's missing.." he mumbled placing his index finger and thumb on his chin. "Aha! I know," he chimed again.

You soon felt pain in your neck area. He was hovering around that area so you figured he bit their. You hissed in pain as he bit down. After he was done he started licking your neck whoch caused shivers to run down your spin.

"Now it's perfect!"he said dropping the brush as he clases his hands together.

"Uhh, why is this on my stomach?" You asked tilting your head.

"Ugh, I'm just marking what's mine,"

I left you with three cliffhangers 🌝

#SXXHIJKOX 2023® ALL RIGHTS RESERVED

[chainoftalent]

Can i ask for koiki/pg kokichi yan headcannons?

Ah my boy Koiki, who's original iteration became so specific that he split off into an oc and pregame got given the much less cool name of Koiki.

Yandere PG Kokichi/Koiki Headcanons

Pregame Kokichi will be referred to as Koiki

Koiki's not an easy person to catch the eye of, incredibly particular and somewhat secretly misanthrope, Koiki views everyone as just pawns and other game pieces for his quest to world domination. He's taken a lot of influence from the best character in Danganronpa, which he will fight about, Monaca Towa. Truly, she's everything he wants to be.

So he makes himself seem pleasant, sweet, naive even, as he peers up to you in those big round glasses in that soft woolen sweater. One would not be amiss to mistake him for a sheep, but with tongue and eyes as sharp as claws, beware the wolf in the sheep. He'll lie, cheat, steal, push down the stairs, and then blame you for all of it, because poor little bullied Class Rep Koiki could NEVER.

Though while everyone thinks they're friends with Koiki, Koiki feels nothing for them. No empathy, or pity, or sympathy, simply dominoes to line up. However, don't mistake this for a total detachment. He has his more early interests, like sweets, and especially animals. Koiki adores animals, seeing them as much more honest and understandable then people. People have all this pomp and charade and knives in backs, a dog is just a dog. Simply, effective, understandable. Truly what could a person give him that a cat or dog or bird couldn't?

With quite an ego and viewing himself as just inherently better then humanity, it's very very hard to make true attachments. Which does leave him a bit lonelier then he likes to admit. So this won't be a standard meet cute, no, this will be calculated. He'll see you around, just another pawn in his game, as he learns all your secrets. Then you break the scripts he had thought with you. You take him off guard, you call him out for a moment, or you rescue a dog from traffic, or you reveal that you were smarter then you appeared. Either way, you proved his calculations wrong.

And if there's something Koiki can't stand, it's being wrong because if he's wrong that means he's not perfect which means he's slacking, and he CANNOT have that.

So he focuses in on you, spends more time with you, trying to figure out where his calculations, his precious gears and pawns and plans, failed him.

He just can't seem to get it right though, maybe you don't want to be around him despite his charms, maybe you keep changing the rules he thinks he understands, for whatever reason he keeps failing.

Suddenly this isn't a pawn, or an actor, or just another shadow on the wall, but a person, like him, complex, complicated, alive.

He's never met another person before, just shadows and facades of what it means to be a person.

Such a rare occurance, such a thing he didn't think was possible

well....

it's certainly not boring, and he certainly isn't going to let something like that slip through his fingers. Oh no, you won't escape your new best friend so easily, and if you try, he'll make everyone hate you as the cruel cold person who spurred the sweetest kindest person in school...do you think your reputation could take that? your future? no? good, so put your hand in his, and dance this dangerous dance of dominance and conflict with him, and he won't blame you for a black eye.

[oumagines]

First Time With A Shy AFAB S/O Wearing A Skirt With Themes Of Reclamation

Anonymous Asked: "can i have a lemon or a lime... kokichi x a very nervous AFAB reader (please use they/them pronouns on the reader tho- just female anatomy)...i would prefer if kokichi initiates, and the reader is wearing a skirt in this imagine- if thats ok...since hes a yandere themes of reclamation are fun!!! if you need more info let me know im so nervy requesting this haha"

Warnings: N/S/F/W, Slut-Shaming, Dub-Con (No Non-Con), Non-Explicit Consent, Female Anatomy, Jealousy, Slight Degradation, Slight Breeding Kink

Reader Pronouns: They/Them

Rating: 🍋

Notes: This was so much fun and so nerve wracking to write- Tumblr, please have mercy on my soul-

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Kokichi didn't like how close you had been getting with everyone. Rantaro, Kaede, Shuichi, Kaito, Kiibo... He was your boyfriend! Didn't you understand you belonged to him? It didn't help that the Killing Game was overloading his stress to the maximum, and he really needed to show you who you belonged to...

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ The climax of the event came after you had been ignoring him at dinner in favor of talking to Himiko and Gonta... and he couldn't have that, could he?

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ He had had enough, grabbing your wrist and dragging you bag to his room. You knew sort of what his intentions were, and although you were surprised, you still trusted him and didn't particularly mind, even if it was a bit frightening.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ The second you were in the door, he shoved you against the wall and began kissing and biting on your neck roughly, clearly with the intent to leave marks. As he listened to you moan for him, you could feel his "little friend" becoming more excited, thanks to his body being pressed against yours.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Before you could protest or push him away, as is human nature, he pinned your wrists to the wall and whispered huskily to you.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ "Shh. The little diva decided they were too good for their king, now they have to suffer the consequences~."

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ The making out continued for a long time before he let his hands drop to your thighs, lifting up your skirt ever so slightly as his hands went higher and higher, eventually finding their way to the hem of your panties.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ The more you squirmed and writhed under his touch, the more turned on he got. He slipped a hand into your panties, feeling just how wet you had gotten for him as he smirked.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ "My, my~... My favorite toy is quite the whore, aren't they~? Is this what you're like when you talk to alllllll those other people~?"

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ His voice was teasing, but there was a bitter edge to it. And you knew better than to defy it, so instead, you let out a quiet whimper as his delicate hands teased your wetness, almost as though he were gauging for something.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Then, without warning, two fingers slipped inside you, earning a gasp from you as he giggled at your adorable reaction. These faces, these sounds... They were all for him, all his to savor.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ He kept pumping his fingers in and out at an unfocused, brutal rhythm that made it difficult to feel true pleasure from it, but enough to keep you turned on and desperate to reach that pleasure he was depriving you of.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ "Tsk tsk~. My little angel should know better to think I'd do charity work~... You're gonna need to get the real thing in order to cum~. Does my pet understand?"

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ You nodded softly and he smiled at your obedience, pushing you to the bed and down onto it. He flipped up your skirt slightly and pulled your panties down with his left hand as his right went under your shirt to play with your breasts. After his left hand was done, he unbuckled his belt and let his pants drop to the floor, dropping his boxers shortly after. He saw you get nervous from the impending penetration and only smirked.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ "Aww, little one, you don't get to chicken out now, do you~? You caused this, it's your responsibility now~... Don't worry, My Love, I'll be gentle as I make you mine~."

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ He leaned forward quickly, snapping his hips against yours. He resisted the urge to let out a long moan as his cock wedged its way into your warmth, his eyes slightly rolling back. Desperate to reclaim his image from that, he giggled lowly and started thrusting at a slow and steady pace, finally allowing you to taste pleasure.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ "Ohhh, yeah, that's it~... Scream for me, my toy~... And know that this is better than anything those guys you're talking to could ever give you~... Let this be a lesson: you belong to ME~."

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ He continued thrusting and thrusting in a quickening pace, but he suddenly noticed a worried look in your eyes, in addition to the pleasure your face exuded.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ "Aww, scared I'm not using protection~? Nishishishi~... How else would I claim you from the inside with a piece of plastic blocking me~?"

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ And that's when he came and sent you over the edge...

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ He'll get you the pill, don't worry, he's not that mean-

[lowcosmic]

—— jealousy, jealousy . pt . 2 ; kokichi ouma

— 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 : you and kokichi make up from the fight.

— 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : small angst, fluff

— 𝐜𝐰 : look at pt. 1

— 𝐚/𝐧 : read pt. 1 for more context

kokichi, back at his dorm, silently cried. he fucked up.

he felt so many emotions at once - the most apparent being guilt.

he ruined a perfectly fine relationship. until he had to overreact and blew up at you.

all those memories now meant nothing, especially if you two were never going to be back together again.

all because of him.

you probably hated him. as much as kokichi just wanted to run back to your dorm and apologize and bring things back to normal, he couldn’t.

you said that you never wanted to see his face again.

and besides … he broke out for a reason. a valid reason.

… but was it really all that valid?

no, kokichi didn’t have a right to say what he said. in his eyes, he was a monster. you could never love him the same after what happened.

he cried more and clutched the fabric over his chest, curling up.

real tears. not those fake ones that he’d usually project.

kokichi decided that he wouldn’t blame you anymore if you ever got with shuichi after this. you deserved someone better, not someone who hid his emotions frequently any called his lover ugly.

this was it, wasn’t it? kokichi sighed. he wasn’t going to give up that easily yet. not until he conveyed a proper apology to you.

and that apology appeared around a week later in your locker. it was a sort of formal note.

Dear Y/n,

I know that you don’t want anything to do with me at the moment, but please at least finish this note. I don’t have an excuse for what I did, I have to admit it was wrong.

I didn’t know what I was thinking. Maybe I thought that everything would stop and that you’d forgive me by the next day after I said that, but clearly it was one of those times where I didn’t think anything through.

I never lied all those times I told you you were beautiful. That’ll never change no matter how many years go by. You’ll always be the only one, and I swear that’s not a lie. When saying those things, the thought of it being untrue never crossed my mind.

I love you, and even if you’re over me I still want to apologize for all the times I was insensitive or made you more insecure. You deserve someone better, and I hope whoever you find will treat you better than I did.

From, Kokichi.

you stared at the note for a couple more seconds before putting it in your pocket discreetly.

you figured that Kokichi wouldn’t want anyone to see this, since he’s always been so uptight about showing weakness to others.

everyone … except for you on most occasions.

you started your search for him.

after a couple of minutes, you went to his dorm room. knocking on the door, you heard the faint shuffle of someone … falling off of their couch? most likely kokichi.

he came out a few seconds afterwards, looking disheveled as ever. it’d made sense, after the fight he’d skipped school that week.

he had major eyebags, and he seemed sort of disconnected.

kokichi …

you pulled him in for a hug, closing the door behind you.

kokichi's reaction was immediate. he wrapped his arms around you like you were his last resource to help him live.

“ we all have those moments, kokichi. ” you murmured.

“ i went too far, ” he muttered back, “ you didn’t deserve that. ”

“ i said some stuff before that that you didn’t deserve either, you know that, right? ” you countered.

“ but mine crossed the line. ” kokichi buried his head below your collarbone.

you stroked his back. “ i still love you. ”

“ you’re crazy. ”

“ it’s a quality trait i appreciate. ”

he kissed your neck chastely. “ i love you too. ”

“ let’s make sure that never changes. ”

and then you both made out the end.

bonus:

“ wait who the heck put the note in my locker if you were isolating yourself for the whole week ”

“ you’ll never know ~ * cackles * ”

please don’t repost , translate , or claim my works as your own.

[luxexhomines]

Welcome back!!! It’s great to see you again, I hope you’ve been doing well 💕 Could I request a Kokichi/Reader (romantic) for the dialogue prompt “You're so persistent”? Either fluff or silly, whichever you prefer! Thanks and have fun!!

Thank you so much for the heart-warming welcome back and for the request!! I'm happy to see you again too, and I hope you've been doing well, too, ehe~ ♡ ♡

I took a little while to think about this prompt and to reacquaint myself with Kokichi as a character, ahaha. I realized then that I...don't even know how to write Kokichi, even though I love him so much?! But nevertheless, I tried to write something fun. Honestly, it feels kind of awkward/mechanical, but maybe it can't be helped because it's been so long since I last wrote for Kokichi?

Anyway, here we go! It's almost 3k words (oops) so there's a cut. Icon credit to dreamcrush!

“You’re so persistent.” Kokichi x Ultimate! Celebrity Reader

“You’re so persistent.” You slammed the metal locker door close and glared at Kokichi. “And annoying.” 

Kokichi simply shrugged with that same shit-eating grin on his face that he always had. 

“Well, maybe you wouldn’t have to deal with the annoying me if you’d just say yes,” he says in that sing-songy voice. 

You resist the urge to box his ears and instead turn away, speed-walking toward the classroom. To your dismay, he quickly follows behind you, matching your pace easily and practically skipping. You supposed someone like him burned a lot of energy annoying people and pulling tricks everyday, so this was probably nothing to him. 

“Don’t you ever get tired of being rejected?” you glanced at him, genuinely curious. 

“Nope!” He folds his arms behind his head leisurely and grins at you. “But I bet you’re getting tired of rejecting me, huh? You really want to say yes, don’t you? Huh?”

“I’m not even going to answer that,” you sighed. 

Kokichi made a face of shock, mouth and deep purple eyes wide in a way that could only be described as overexaggerated and purely for dramatic effect. 

“But you just did!” 

You suppressed an exasperated sigh and looked away from Kokichi, who was strolling next to you without a care in the world. He’d even started to whistle some annoying little tune that sounded suspiciously like the tune that had recently gone viral for being one of the worst earworms ever. 

Kokichi had been asking for your autograph for the past month since the fall semester of Hope’s Peak Academy had formally started and the two of you had met in-class for the first time. 

“Ultimate Celebrity, huh?!” he’d exclaimed, eyes comically wide and sparkly. “Does that mean you get to be an Ultimate for just existing? Do you even have to do anything? How is that even a talent, huh?” 

Kaede interjected with her hands on her hips. 

“Hey, don’t make fun! You know, they’re an Ultimate for a reason,” she huffed. “Look at that face! That style! The stuff that they use gets sold out within minutes, and the places they go get so popular they only take reservations for months after!” 

To be fair, you tried to stop Kaede. Tried and failed. 

“It’s okay, Kaede-” you put a hand on her shoulder gently, only for her to not even notice. 

“Do you even know how much one of their autographs goes for? It can go for a million yen!” she burst. 

It was then that a chill ran down your spine as you watched Kokichi’s face flash from that of a naive and playful prankster to a calculative one worthy of being called the Ultimate Supreme Leader–whatever that bogus-sounding talent was. Actually, how dare he question your talent when he had a suspicious talent like that? 

“Oho, is that so?” he smiled and tapped a finger to his lips, seemingly in thought. You didn’t know what he was thinking, but you did know that whatever it was, you didn’t like it at all. 

You gave the door to the classroom a furtive look. 

“Okay, well, if that’s all, I’m going to go to the bathroom now- Eek!” 

Kokichi had made his way to the door before you and was somehow effectively blocking your exit route with both palms pressed on either side of the door frame, even with his slight frame. Not only that, but he was currently making one of the most horrifying faces you’d ever seen on anyone, and you’d seen a lot of terrible things in the entertainment industry. 

“Where do you think you’re going?” he smirked. Whatever that black pit of a face was, his eyes were two black holes in that pit. And, his mouth was stretched unnaturally wide in what could only be called an evil smile. “Hand it over.” He held out a hand, and you stared at his empty hand, simply appalled. 

You’d faced plenty of terrors and challenges as the Ultimate Celebrity, from surprise paparazzis at night to stalker-fans trying to break into your apartment, but you had to say that this was your first time being extorted for an autograph–not even asked, but threatened. 

You crossed your arms and gave him a dirty look. 

“No. Now step aside.” 

You couldn’t imagine that he’d keep blocking the doorway forever, especially since from the corner of your eye, you could see Kaito walking toward the classroom from the hallway. 

He slinked to the side surprisingly easily, making a disappointed puppy-dog face. 

“Aww, you’re no fun. It’s just an autograph, you know?”

You slid past him and made a beeline to the bathroom, which he thankfully did not follow you to–but you did feel his eyes on you until you disappeared from his line of sight. You’d think you’d have gotten used to being watched, being the Ultimate Celebrity, but somehow, this felt different. 

Fast-forward to today, about a month into the semester, and he hadn’t failed to pester you for an autograph every single day, although he luckily spent some of his time playing with (irritating?) your other classmates, too. 

“Keeboi, robots don’t have nipples, do they?” Some clanking noises came from the other side of the classroom, which you desperately hoped wasn’t Kokichi touching Kiibo.

“This is harassment! I must ask that you cease and desist at once–no, seriously, stop, Kokichi!” 

You winced but opted to remain a bystander. Getting involved ultimately meant offering yourself as the sacrificial target for Kokichi’s tricks and attention. ‘Sorry, Kiibo,’ you thought sympathetically. 

But unfortunately for you, Kokichi must have quickly gotten bored with Kiibo, because not even ten minutes later, he was at your side again. To be exact, he was sitting across from you at the desk in front of yours, hands holding onto the backrest of the chair.

“Come on, just one little autograph,” he begged with those big, gleaming eyes. Man, since when did being an Ultimate Supreme Leader involve having incredible acting abilities? Because otherwise, how could he look so pitiful and sad? Like a cat left in the pouring rain, sitting in a rotting cardboard box, waiting for a kind owner–

You averted your eyes. It would be fine if you didn’t look at him, you desperately thought to yourself. 

“I’m not giving an autograph to any classmates,” you state. “We’re all Ultimates and more or less equal, so I’m not going to give a fellow Ultimate an autograph. Plus, you think I don’t know you’re just going to go and auction it off?”  You turned and stared him down with the last sentence. 

“Nishishi, you got me there!” he laughed, but he didn’t seem surprised or offended. “Why don’t you do your classmate a little favor, then? You gave one to Nagito!” 

You huffed and pursed your lips. 

“I said no, Kokichi! And it’s different if it’s a fan,” you argued. “Nagito was already a fan because he loves Ultimates. Plus, he’s our upperclassman!” 

Kokichi put a hand to his chin in thought. 

“So it’s different if it’s a fan, huh? Okay, got it! I’ll be your fan, so give me an autograph!” he cheers. 

“No, Kokichi! Were you even listening to me?” 

He didn’t reply immediately for once, just watched you in an unsettling way. He even started twirling a strand of hair around his finger as he looked at you, and you started to feel self-conscious. You thought you’d gotten used to being watched, but yet again, it felt different coming from him. 

“Hmm, I guess I wasn’t… Well, if you won’t give me your autograph, then I want something else!” 

“What is it, now?” 

You sighed and rested your cheek on your hand, propping your elbow up on the desk and preparing yourself for whatever other ridiculous demand he’d come out with next.

“Give me your heart!” 

You almost fall out of your chair and scramble to hold onto the desk for dear life before incredulously staring at him. You could feel your face heating up, but you were sure it was just because he’d said something so unbelievably absurd.

“What did you say?” 

“I said, give me your heart,” Kokichi enunciated with a smile. “Do you need hearing aids? How come you didn’t hear it the first time?” His eyes reflected obsequious concern, and you frowned. 

“I heard you the first time! I just thought I heard wrong because you said something so– so weird. You know, your habit of lying and playing around with other people is going to get you in serious trouble someday.” 

Kokichi held up a hand and started examining his nails, shrugging. 

“I was being serious, though? This time, at least.”

You stared at him, unable to discern his true intentions or motives. 

“Kokichi, I–you’re just pulling my leg, right? Because if so, it’s not funny…” you trailed off, not sure what to even make of the current situation. On the off chance that he was being serious, you didn’t want to be dismissive, but after the past month of being teased and watching him trick and lie to other people like it was nothing, you couldn’t just take his words at face value. Especially when he said it so offhandedly. 

Kokichi clenched his fists and pouted, puffing up his pale cheeks. 

“Hey, don’t make me repeat myself! I tell the truth once in a while, you know! Don’t tell me you don’t believe me after I told you I was telling the truth already!” 

You blinked slowly, feeling your cheeks reddening. 

“Uh, then… What do you even mean by, ‘give me your heart?’ You want to date?” 

“No, silly,” he stuck his tongue out at you and rolled his eyes. “I want you to fall in love with me, duh! Come on, are you really so boring that you can’t even understand a figure of speech?” 

“I just didn’t expect it from you,” you quietly muttered. 

How did you feel about him, anyway? The past month suddenly felt like a blur–what had you even done the past month? You couldn’t quite remember, but whatever it was, it definitely felt like it was all memories filled with Kokichi’s presence, as infuriating as he could be sometimes. 

Then again, you knew he never truly meant any harm, and overall, you considered him–a classmate? No, that felt wrong after all the time you’d spent together for such a short span of a month. 

A friend. That felt so much more right, suited your relationships so much better.

You paused. 

“Wait a minute! You never even said that you liked me or anything. You just told me to fall in love with you!” you said, affronted by the realization. 

“Oops, you got me!” Kokichi snickered. “Well, if you insist, though I’m sure you get plenty of proclamations of love everyday as the Ultimate Celebrity.” 

He pulled out a flower from behind his back and thrusted it toward you with a big, innocent smile on his face. “I like you!” 

You facepalmed but plucked the flower from his hand begrudgingly.

“Somehow, that felt so disingenuous,” you complained. “Like it was just an afterthought. And you wondered why I didn’t believe you.” 

Kokichi poked your cheek, which had puffed a little without you even realizing. 

“Hey, don’t be so pessimistic after I told you I liked you! How can you have so many complaints about the Ultimate Supreme Leader liking you, huh? It should be your honor! A snap of my fingers, and I can have my thousands of underlings kneeling before you in seconds,” he boasted.

You gave him a look–you could just about see his nose growing longer for every lie coming out of his mouth.

“I doubt you have thousands of underlings,” you sighed. “Plus, this was so anticlimactic. I’m still pretty sure you just want to get my autograph.” 

Kokichi put a finger to his chin, thinking hard–or hardly thinking, it was always hard to tell with someone like him. 

“Well, do you need me to prove it? I’ll say I like you a thousand times! Here, why don’t I start now?” He opened his mouth wide and started chanting, “I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you, I like-” 

You hastily slapped a hand over his mouth and fearfully glanced around the classroom. Luckily, everyone else was busy with their own conversations during lunchtime. 

“Stop that, you’re going to get everyone’s attention!” you grumbled. 

“Oh?” he chuckled as he pulled your hand from his mouth, and a look of delighted mischief sparkled in his eyes–a look, you now realize, of trouble. “You know what an even better way to get everyone’s attention is? Watch this!” 

And then, he leaned in and pressed his soft, pale lips to yours–but they were gone so soon, no sooner than you had realized they’d even touched you at all, too soon, in fact. You sat there in shock, face rapidly heating up; you were melting like butter in a hot pan, like ice under the summer sun, and you had no idea how to cope. 

Slowly, you brought your fingers to your lips, still staring at Kokichi, who had the smuggest little smile on his face. 

“You-!” 

“Did you like it? Should I kiss you again?” he licked his lips, smirking. “Here, hold still-” 

But before he could do anything else, he was interrupted by Kaito, who had grabbed onto his shoulders firmly with an uncontrollable blush on his face. Kaito could barely even look at you, instead fiercely glaring at Kokichi.

“What are you doing to them?! You didn’t even ask, and you’re in the damn classroom, Kokichi! Our entire class just saw that!” 

Kokichi stuck his tongue out at Kaito, struggling against Kaito’s hold on him.

“Yeah, and who cares? They didn’t say they didn’t like it. Right, [Name]?” He paused and waved his hand in front of your dazed face. “Hellooooo, Earth to [Name]?” 

You shook your head rapidly, trying to come back to your senses. Of all the things to happen today, you hadn’t expected to be kissed by Kokichi Ouma. Maybe just another plea for an autograph, and maybe a prank or two, but a kiss? And not only that, but you hadn’t expected yourself to like it so much. Or like him so much.

“No, I…” Still thoroughly startled, you glanced away, still blushing, only to notice that the entire class was practically staring at the two of you (and Kaito, now that he’d tried to intervene). Tenko had put her hands up over her eyes, except she’d parted her fingers, so she wasn’t actually blocking anything from sight as she blushed furiously. Meanwhile, Shuichi had dropped his egg roll onto his desk, and Gonta was trying to ask Miu what kissing was and what it meant. Angie was watching with fervent interest, and Maki seemed shocked you’d let him kiss you to begin with, judging by the murderous expression on her face. 

To hell with it, you decided. Let them watch. Most of your life as the Ultimate Celebrity was already watched, anyway. What was one more thing? 

“It’s my turn now,” you grinned. Kaito let go of him, seeming to notice the tension in the air. “Don’t move.” 

You leaned over the desk and with a finger, tilted his chin up toward you, watching the Adam’s apple of his slender neck bob nervously. 

You leaned in and pressed your lips to his, not just once, not just twice, but three times. When you finally let go of him, you had the pleasure of seeing a thoroughly and truly bewildered look on his face for once; his eyes were blank, as if trying to process what had just happened, and a generous amount of pink had painted itself over his usually pale cheeks.

Kaito gave a wolf whistle and clapped, while the others started murmuring to each other.

“Nyeh… Is this the power of the Ultimate Celebrity?” Himiko uttered in surprise. “Truly magic to be wary of…” 

“It’s not m-magic,” Tenko stuttered and flusteredly pointed at you. “It’s, it’s sorcery! They made Kokichi shut up for once in his life!” 

“No, no, this surely must be a divine act bestowed by Atua,” Angie crowed. 

“Did we want Kokichi to shut up that badly…?” Shuichi asks tentatively. 

“Yes.” Maki stabbed her pickled plum with scary precision. “Yes, we did.” 

Kaede tried to assuage everyone’s complaints.

 “Now, he’s not that bad…” 

“Well, I’m glad that pipsqueak shut up for once!” Miu exclaimed. 

“Yes, he’s an absolute menace,” Korekiyo agreed.

But the quiet Kokichi didn’t last for long–or at least, not as long as some of them hoped it would. He swiftly leapt up from his seat and pulled you up, too, before hug-attacking you. 

“Wow, I didn’t know you had it in you! From now on, you have to kiss me everyday,” he declared proudly. “And if you skimp, you have to give me an autograph!”

You pat him on the head, chuckling–his hair was so soft, you absent-mindedly thought to yourself. 

“Again with the autograph. You really are persistent,” you laughed. 

He pulled back for a moment and sweetly stared into your eyes. 

“But that’s what you like about me so much, right? Nishishi!” 

“Yeah, yeah,” you shrugged, but you could feel your cheeks warming up again. 

Kokichi leaned in close, the breath from his mouth tickling your ear.

“Just between you and me, though, I’d take your kisses over your autograph any day, so don’t forget~”

[sockonaleash]

i know u dont have rules out yet so i hope this is enough

can i request some jealous shuichi (and hajime if you write for him)? if you think he'd even be the type jealous at all, or how he'd handle it with his s/o, ect

maybe also how it is post and pre-relationship? gender neutral preferably!! thank you :]

jealous shuichi and hajime

type : headcanon ; gn!reader

note : thank you for the request! and don't worry, i can write for both. my rules will be fairly simple so don't worry about breaking any! if anyone does i'll be sure to tell them and refuse the request :} i loved writing for hajime, he's just so cute!

requested : yes!! hello, my sweet anon :D

Shuichi Saihara

i. pre-relationship

when he first started crushing on you, shuichi wasn't the type to get jealous. it was just a measly crush after all! yet, overtime, his crush grew into an actual infatuation and he fell in love. so i think he'd be more jealous now than before, only a little bit though. he'd be lying if seeing kaede put her hand on your shoulder for a little too long or kokichi pulling you to participate on a prank he's planning didn't make him a tinsy bit jealous, especially when kokichi looks his way and grins to provoke him.

ii. in a relationship

in a relationship i don't think he'd be jealous at all! if someone is touching you or holding you and making you uncomfortable than he'd be mad, not jealous. he trusts you and even when he gets insecure about you leaving him he's fast to shoot those thoughts down as quickly as possible (and if that doesn't work a long cuddle session when watching detective shows and sipping hot chocolate does the work).

Hajime Hinata

i. pre-relationship

pre-relationship, he'd be the type to huff and just stare at the person talking to you. if it's kazuichi he probably wouldn't care, that man wouldn't be able to flirt even if his life depended on it. i don't think hajime would intervene or do anything in particular, definitely a huffy lil man! chiaki and nagito tease him alllll the time for his obvious crush (tsun tsun)!!

ii. in a relationship

in a relationship with him is different though! the moment he starts feeling jealous, he gets this adorable pouty face and joins the conversation as fast as he can while rubbing his thumb on your hand as he holds it (a little awkward, sure, but he tries his best!). when he continues to feel jealous even after the end of that interaction he likes to just lay down with you and nap after a long day. if you're lucky he'll sit on your lap while you kiss his face!!

[plutolauvs]

Can you write shuichi with a fem s/o who has abandonment/ attachment issues? Like she gets really attached to someone easily and gets scared that they’re going to hate her and leave her sometime later in the future.

shuichi saihara x fem!reader > oneshot, hurt/comfort > > summary: there’s so many, too many thoughts in her head. next day, she decides to be more clingy to shuichi. she’s flinching and trembling when trying to put her hands on him, so insecure. shuichi steps back, and processes her behavior. > reader is addressed by she/her pronouns

｡˚ 𓂋 💤 photos by: hizoukii (on pinterest)

★ sorry this rlly took a while!! for like, a couple of reasons. anyways i hope u like this!! i forgot you didn't clarify if you wanted a oneshot or not (but thats okay!) so if you want preferences, then ill do it. i might make preferences of this idea even if i'm not requested, but more quicker if it's requested. > ao3 link

heavy blankets on her body, with her hand peeking out; and then her hand on the bed’s empty space; those were the things within her vision, and the things she felt, once her eyes fluttered open.

her fingers moved against the sheets, and held a loose grip onto them. the yearn she felt, and the thoughts that weighed her; were the things she remembered. those were the things present yesterday, and years before yesterday, and will be present today.

after a few minutes of laying on her side, she began positioning herself. she guided herself to sit on the bed, and to rest her hands onto her lap. her head dropped low, immediately taking in the view of fingers making little movement. her eyes were still, not expressing the loud thoughts banging in her head. 

for a few minutes, the silence was the company along with the scorching words and scenarios tying her down. yet a pause to her brain appeared, once her head perked up as the sound of footsteps peeked in. she focused on the door, with an underlying thought slowly creeping in.

will he come?

loose fists were formed, and her lungs held air, giving a heavy weight to her chest. 

the air once captured finally waved through her parted lips. 

he’s gone.

so there she went, dragging her body to chase after him again. one step, two step, many steps to the bathroom was the first step to her journey. her hands reached for this, this, and that. her eyes looked here, to there, and over there. the mirror held the dazed look in her eyes, and the stiff movements she made to doll herself up. 

the process was quick, to hurry herself to where she figured he’d be. silently, she observed him as she walked towards the kitchen.

with his body bent, he scanned the contents in the refrigerator. while the sounds of her footsteps became louder, his focus slowly traveled towards the woman searching for him. 

“you’re… here early,” she mentioned, finally stopping her movement in the kitchen. she watched as shuichi paused his search, in order to stand up and turn around, for his body to face hers.

“i was watching a show,” his head tilted up, and his eyes looked into her own for a brief moment. the slight smile faltered before he continued, “since i couldn’t go back to sleep.”

she tilted her head, as her lips were shaped straight. blinking while the vision of his familiar, yet observing face, was present once he looked at her. his breath hitched for a few seconds, as he inhaled.

“i guess i just had a lot of thoughts in my head...” shuichi breathed out, before his eyes steered away from her confused expression.

her arms moved behind her, then her fingers played with her other ones. deep within her stomach came something brewing in, while her heart felt low. “oh, i interrupted you,” she spoke out, attempting to remove any emotion from her words, as her lips lowered.

“it’s nothing, really.” 

“so…” he continued, slowly guiding his eyes to the floor, “i didn’t find anything i want. i’ll just go out a-,”

“w-wait!” after she blurted, her hands briskly clenched his shoulders. in a quick pace, his eyes went to the woman’s close face. his body lightly jumped as tension invaded through his limbs, resulting in fists that formed for a few moments. all while her eyes squinted from a smile that slowly turned wider, going along with her slightly widened eyes. “i’ll make you something!” her tone picked up, forcing an eager tone into his ears as he felt the trembles of her gripping hands.

shuichi gathered himself, and in result, the tension flowed away. with ease, his hands went on top of hers, for his fingers to caress hers, before gently guiding her hands to hang besides her own body. “a-ah! that’s not necessary,” a light smile appeared on his features, after his honest words were spoken his soft tone.

despite his sentence being voiced with care, it broke her smile, and proceeded to weigh down her features. “but i like…” she started low before her head hung low, as the air she forced into her chest creeped into her words, “helping you…” the continuation fainted into the atmosphere that gotten heavy once her thoughts hovered over her shivering body.

she stopped, trying to restrict herself from becoming too forceful. silently, her head lifted up, with a full smile painted on her face. 

yet it just kept breaking.

there were so many thoughts running through her head; the words just wouldn’t stop coming and she tried to bury it all down with a smile and a clinging hand onto his wrist.

“i just… don’t want you to go…” the smile was ditched, now placed with the frown she could no longer hide, and so she dared to slip out the overwhelming storm dragging her deeper, “please,” a crack to her voice was present through the higher pitch of her plea.

his wide eyes finally blinked, taking in the switch of her behavior. there were more to her pleas. the gloss covered her eyes; the stare barely hid the emotions that were now spilled out, over and over again for every tremble that he felt on his skin. then his focus went to the gripping hand on his wrist, chaining him to the kitchen’s floors.

the build up of desperation bursted out; seen to her lover’s eyes, yet again. 

“...i’m not going anywhere.” 

shuichi stated. without a stutter; without any falters, and by choice, without any price.

once she broke the chains she implemented, he moved his body closer to hers. 

warm air was shared between the two bodies that became close from shuichi’s embrace.

first were tears dripping through widened eyes, then harsh gasps that couldn’t be contained against his figure. 

then a hand to her back, moving gently to bring ease to her shaking body.

“i love you so much.”

she held in a gasp, as she didn’t dare hesitate to look at him. shuichi’s inner eyebrows lifted up, while a smile expressed the mixture of sad and sweet emotions accompanying him. his hand went to her face; his thumb was placed on her warm skin, moving softly, as an attempt to swipe hot tears from her cheeks. and though her tears kept overflowing with quick speed, he appreciated the stare she gave; taking notice of the care he gave, and in return, giving eyes that were heavy from the love she felt.

if only air wasn’t being forced in and out, for the repetitive pressure of her chest to be present; and if only she had the strength to keep her from drowning; she would’ve told him she loved him by words.

i might make an alternative version where y/n is addressed with they/them pronouns. not sure. anywayssss, requests r open :3