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estradeherald23 · 2 years
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Moneybagg Yo – Rocky Road Official HD Video Song 2022 by Kodak Black
Most popular American Rapper Moneybagg Yo New Music Video Rocky Road feat by Kodak Black Song Out now. The Rocky Road video was directed by Young Chang. The storyline follows a man as he attempts to respond to a fight. Read more Information in the Blog!
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disdoorted-crows · 5 months
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i made a list of folk songs the mechs used in their music and now you can have it too
have you ever been listening to a folk playlist and thought, 'hey, i think i've heard this one on a mechs album!'? well, you probably have! the mechs' songs, especially their early stuff like once upon a time in space, often contained tunes from popular folk songs!
disclaimer: i got a lot of this information from either the genius lyrics page for the song or the lyric video from TheVoidSings, who of course has lyric videos for (i believe) all the mechs songs out there. so, shoutout to them for doing the research! i just compiled it. also, this is an incomplete list; it's just all the ones i could find.
the queens court - the deserter
tim goes crazy - battle hymn of the republic
the recruiters song - pack up your troubles in your old kit-bag
gassed last night - bombed last night
the toy soldiers song - over the hills and far away
blood and whiskey - o were I on Parnassus hill
pump shanty - pump shanty
cinders song - haul away joe
rose red - rose red
old king cole - old king cole
laid in blood - fifteen men on a dead man's chest
our boy jack - bella ciao
sleeping beauty - let all mortal flesh keep silence (picardy)
broken horses - skibbereen
sirens - gently johnny
riddle of the sphinx - greensleeves
favoured son - the rocky road to dublin
underworld blues - last kind words blues
ties that bind - blue in green
elysian fields - i am a poor wayfaring stranger
one eyed jacks - the house of the rising sun/when jonny comes marching home
iphis - house carpenter
pellinore and the beast - barbara allen
gunfight at the dolorous guard - my funny valentine
empty trail - when the levee breaks
the hanged man rusts - lannigan's ball
hellfire - dem bones (💀💀💀)
skin and bone - the raggle taggle gypsies
holder of the grail - the rising of the moon
peacemaker - sinnerman
once and future king - the snow it melts the soonest
thor - drowsy maggie
ragnarok I runaway - crazy train
drop dead - matty groves
lost in the cosmos - bonny grovewoodside
chop of their heads - mouse round (mending song)
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cryptomiracle · 11 months
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Blue aura (eyeless jack x reader) pt 3
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Read pt 1
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Read pt 2
Warnings: mention of dead animals, decomposition, and blood.
readers POV:
The drive home felt like it would never end, you continuously thought about that blue thing you saw in the woods.
You couldn't help but feel bad for leaving Mark alone.
Even though you practically hated the guy, you didn't want anything bad to happen to him.
You took a left turn, leading to a rocky road surrounded by woods.
It was the shortest way, and by now you were ready to get home, and go to bed.
Some old country song coming from the radio, you reached to turn it off, when suddenly, a deer ran right in front of your car.
You slammed on the brakes, making anything you had in the back, fall, or fly up to the front.
Instead of running away, the deer just stood there.
Your eyes were locked on the deer, when it turned it's head, staring right at you.
it's eyes were gray, and milky.
It was bleeding from it's nose, and it's ribs were exposed, it wasn't near death, it was already dead, and decomposing.
The only thing drawing your attention away from the undead deer was the radio.
It started distorting, the singers voice going from high, to low and back again.
Then it started switching stations, going from country, to metal, to pop, while still distorted.
You pulled out your phone, but it was dead.
At this point your heart was racing, and your nerves were shot.
You know how you'll get a feeling that something is wrong, before it even happens?
Thats how you felt right now.
Staring into the deers lifeless eyes, something deep down told you that there was something wrong with this place, something vile, something that makes your stomach turn.
You always knew that this town was weird, and slightly off-putting.
But this is different, something is happening, something beyond comprehension.
Your fight or flight kicked in, you blew the horn trying to scare it away.
It definitely did something, because the deer stood up on its back legs before running off.
You wasted no time to speed off.
You quickly made it home, you locked all the doors, and windows, closed all the blinds, and put your phone on the charger.
You didn't even wait for your phone to charge before turning it on, and going straight to contacts.
You scrolled until you saw Mark's number.
You called once, no answer.
You called twice, no answer.
You called for the fourth time, and still no answer.
Your phone finally gave up and died.
Leaving you in a state of panic.
You ran to your room and pulled out your computer.
You hopped on your couch and immediately went to tabs.
"can animals come back from the dead?" Is the first thing you searched for.
You were displeased when the only thing that came up was about extinct animals.
"disease that brings animals back to life"
Once again, the only thing that came up was unrelated.
You huffed, still in a state of panic.
You tried one last time.
"woodland creatures that can bring things back to life"
You knew it was stupid, I mean, c'mon a woodland creature? Seriously??
You felt stupid for even looking this up.
Yet something came up.
Some website, titled "entities of the forest"
You hesitantly clicked on it.
Thank God for Ad Blockers and VPNs.
The website looked old, like it had been abandoned a while ago.
You scrolled a bit, when you found something.
A link leading to another forum titled "Slenderman"
You clicked on it
It took you to a video, you pressed play.
The video started, and it showed an old window looking out into the forest.
The camera turned around to show a young man, about 25-29.
He had a nervous look on his face
He looked pale, he looked sickly.
(this next part is one of my personal headcanons for Slenderman)
"I've been having these hallucinations of him."
His voice was scratchy, and lacked volume.
"I'll see him in the corner of my eye, just watching me.
But lately it seems he's no longer satisfied with just watching.
He's started to get psychical, first it was random things in my house going missing, like documents, and note books, in which I kept information about him in.
But now he's starting to send "messengers"
If that's what you could even call them .
I've found that he can "revive" forest creatures, like rabbits, deer, mice, etc.
Last night, I woke up to a decomposing buck on my porch, using it's horns to slam into my door.
It was never able to get in, but I assume that was just a warning.
I've also started to notice that whenever I go into town at night, dead rats will follow me around.
Cornering me in alleyways, or simply watching me from a distance."
He had a tired look in his eyes, there was no spark in them, he had huge eye bags, and his hair was a mess
"Nobody believes me when I tell them about it, not even my therapist.
I don't know what to do anymore, I can't back out now, I'm in too deep."
He ran his hand through his hair, and leaned back into his chair.
"Recently, my father passed away under "unknown circumstances"
I know it was him.
I don't know how, but he killed my father.
he'll probably kill my mother, and then-"
The video glitched, and switched to a shot of the forest floor.
You could hear his silent sobs in the background.
That's when the video cut off.
By this time it was already 2 am, your fear faded, but switched places with frustration.
You decided to just go to bed for the night, considering that the video gave you no answers, other than what's causing this.
You closed your computer, set it on the table, and walked to your room .
You didn't do your usual routine, heat up some leftovers, take a shower, and go to bed, this time you decided to just take a shower and hit the hay.
You flipped onto your bed, the soft pillows, and comforters deflating under you.
The lavender scented detergent you use creating, a soothing environment.
You got under the covers, and reached to turn your side lamp out.
You closed your eyes and got comfortable.
Too bad you couldn't go to sleep.
The thought of everything that happened kept you up.
The need for answers, plaguing your mind.
You did everything you could to try and go to sleep, from counting sheep, to making tea, but none of it would work.
So you decided to do some more research
What's the worst that could happen?
One more restless night wouldn't hurt.
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What are some music videos you associate with yourself and Miggy? If you'd rather not share, then that's perfectly fine! <3
It’s more like songs and I make music videos in my head lmao. Like scenarios
But literally any Lana del Ray song, I could write a 10 page essay on just those. Sunflower, hummingbird from the ITSV and ATSV soundtracks and the song sundress from ASAP rocky I imagine us doing like summer couple stuff, us on a road trip, going to the beach, etc etc. dancing in the kitchen at 2am to oldies like It was only a dream, forever, darling baby lol.
Very delulu of me ik lol
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phantom-scrybe · 8 months
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update on the Not Entirely Alone music video!
update on the Not Entirely Alone music video!
the first draft is complete, i'm doing a few final runthroughs and I should have it posted tomorrow.
editing's been a bit of a rocky road, but I think I've found some solutions. A word of warning, I have had to remove part of the song for time constraint reasons, but I think the story still works. can't wait for y'all to see it! can't wait to hear what you think
tagging the genius themself here to keep them up to speed :)) @narcissistcookbook
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jrob64 · 1 year
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Blow Me Away (A CS Modern AU One-shot)
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Happy birthday @apiratewhopines​! It’s a week late, but I hope it was worth the wait! Thank you to all of you who have already shown interest in this story.
After having a discussion with Beth about what it would be like to see Killian Jones as a glassblower in a hot shop, I was determined to write a story about it for her. It includes a short guest appearance by one of her favorite characters, Marco, and something else at the end that she always loves for me to write. Oh, and see if you can recognize the quotes from my favorite CS scene ever!
Please forgive any errors in describing the glassblowing tools and process. Like Emma, all I know about it comes from YouTube videos and the Netflix competition show Blown Away. If you have an interest in glassblowing, I highly recommend watching that show!
Special thanks to @cs-rylie​​ for her encouragement and help with plotting, and to the lovely @hookedmom​​, who cleaned up my messes as usual.
Story Summary: For her birthday, Emma Swan's friends give her lessons for glassblowing, something she has always wanted to do. Once she meets her instructor, Killian Jones, both of them feel the heat from more than just the furnaces in the hot shop.  
Rating: M (for smut)
Words: 12,929
Also accessible on ffn and Ao3
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“Happy birthday, Emma!” Elsa, Ruby and Ashley shouted, then broke into the birthday song as Mary Margaret brought the cake in from the kitchen.
Emma Swan smiled broadly at her small group of friends, trying to convey her appreciation to each one of them. Growing up, she rarely had friends. Being in the foster care system meant she lived a transient life, not giving her many opportunities to develop close relationships. Now, at twenty-eight, she was finally putting down roots in the scenic little town of Storybrooke, Maine.
Her best friend Mary Margaret Blanchard brought Emma to her hometown after they both graduated from a culinary academy in Boston. Soon after settling there, Emma and Mary Margaret made their dream of owning a bakery together a reality, naming it Fairytale Confections. Emma handled the duties of working the counter, custom designing the cakes and decorating them, while Mary Margaret took the orders and did the baking. Since neither of them were interested in taking care of the accounting, they hired Mary Margaret’s friend, Elsa Arendelle, who also did the finances for her aunt’s ice cream shop, Any Given Sundae, located beside the bakery.
Mary Margaret introduced Emma to her other childhood friends, Ashley Boyd and Ruby Lucas, too. The group of friends welcomed Emma into their circle with open arms. Ashley was the housekeeper for the only hotel in Storybrooke, owned by Ruby’s grandmother. Granny also owned the town diner where Ruby worked as a waitress. When the bakery opened, she convinced Granny to buy baked goods for the diner from her friends.
It took Emma a while to get used to being part of a close-knit group, but after more than five years, she was very comfortable in their midst. The surprise birthday party was at Elsa’s house and it warmed Emma’s heart to see how much planning they put into it. A large, hand painted banner that stretched across the archway between the kitchen and living room announced ‘Happy 28th Birthday, Emma!’, streamers and balloons hung from the ceiling, and Emma’s favorite Rocky Road ice cream, bought from the ice cream shop, waited in the freezer. The birthday cake had been secretly baked by Mary Margaret and resembled Emma’s beloved yellow Volkswagen.
“You guys didn’t have to do all of this,” Emma declared, as she had done every year they gave her a party, though secretly she loved each one. The only other birthday party she’d ever had before coming to Storybrooke was at one of her foster homes when the mother’s birthday was two days after Emma’s, so they had a party for both of them at the same time.
“Of course we did!” Mary Margaret chirped as Ruby lit the candles on the cake. “You deserve special treatment on your birthday. Now, make a wish and blow out the candles.”
Emma swept her eyes around her group of friends, lingering on each of them for a few moments. She could feel herself getting a little emotional and was relieved when they all started inciting her to hurry.
“We’re not getting any younger here,” Ashley teased.
“Blow them out already!” Ruby chimed in, while Mary Margaret encouraged, “Close your eyes and make a wish.”
Emma smiled so hard, her face began to ache. “I don’t think I need to wish for anything,” she said.
“Sure you do,” Ruby grinned. “You need a big, hunky, stud of a man in your life!”
Emma folded her arms and fixed her with a glare. “I do NOT need a man. I’m perfectly happy without one.”
“Happy, but unsatisfied,” Ruby remarked, her grin growing even wider.
“You two can argue later,” Elsa interjected. “The candles are going to melt all over the cake if you don’t blow them out soon.”
Emma nodded, closed her eyes briefly, then opened them and extinguished all but three of the twenty-eight candles with one blow. Her friends clapped and cheered as she blew out the remaining candles and straightened up, beaming at them.
Ashley retrieved the ice cream from the freezer and began scooping it out onto the Autumn themed cake plates, while Mary Margaret cut the cake into generous pieces and added them to the plates. The tight circle of friends talked and laughed, enjoying the cake and ice cream at the small dining room table. They expounded on Ruby’s suggestion to wish for a hunky man by naming off the list of single men in Storybrooke.
Emma accepted it all good-naturedly until Mary Margaret mentioned Leroy, the grumpy town handyman. “Really? How desperate do you think I am?” she groaned.
“He seems gruff, but he’s just a big, old softy,” Mary Margaret said.
“Not gonna happen,” Emma assured her emphatically, while her friends laughed.
When they finished eating, Emma sat back in her chair, rubbing her belly and licking the last of the yellow icing off of her lips. “That was delicious, Marg,” she praised, using her favorite nickname for her friend. “And Sarah’s Rocky Road is always the best, Els.”
“I know,” Elsa sighed. “Having easy access to ice cream is nice, but it’s also very fattening.” She patted her jean clad thighs for emphasis.
“Oh, like you need to worry about that,” Ashley scoffed. “I’m still trying to get the last ten pounds of baby weight off and Alexandra is almost four months old.”
“You look great. We can’t even tell you had a baby,” Elsa said, while Emma, Mary Margaret and Ruby nodded their agreement.
“Tell my stretch marks that,” Ashley groaned.
“Time for presents!” Mary Margaret redirected, rising from her seat.
“Actually, it’s just a present,” Ruby corrected. “We all went together and got you one big gift.”
Mary Margaret set a small box wrapped in orange paper with a yellow bow in front of Emma, then sat back down and clasped her hands in anticipation. “Oh, I really hope you like it!”
Emma picked it up, surprised at how light it felt, and pulled the bow off the top. “I’m sure I will.” Carefully removing the shiny, foil paper, she found a white box that looked like it could contain a necktie. Upon lifting the lid, she discovered a plain white envelope. “Did you guys give me a million dollars?” she joked, taking the envelope out of the box and beginning to lift the flap.
“In your dreams,” Ruby smirked.
Emma laughed as she finished opening the envelope and drew out the gift certificate tucked inside. Reading it, her eyes widened and her jaw dropped.
“Do you like it?” Elsa asked anxiously.
“You…you bought me glassblowing lessons?” Emma managed to ask through her shock and surprise.
“Yeah, Marg went online and found a guy in Portland who offers them at his glass shop,” Ashley explained.
“I know you’ve always been interested in it,” Mary Margaret added.
“And you’re like, obsessed with that Blown Away show on Netflix,” Ruby threw in.
“So, do you like it?” Elsa asked again.
“Are you kidding? I LOVE it!” Emma exclaimed.
Ruby pointed to the corner of the certificate. “We paid for ten lessons. By that time, you should be an expert and will be making glass sculptures like Dale Chihuly!”
Emma gaped at her. “I didn’t even realize you knew who he is or the name of the show!”
“Yeah, well, maybe you’ll start giving me credit for paying attention to my friend’s interests now,” Ruby snarked.
Giving her the side-eye, Emma said, “I thought you only paid attention to my interest in men.”
“Now you know I’m not one-dimensional,” Ruby shot back good-naturedly.
“All you have to do,” Elsa broke in, “is call the number on the certificate to set up the lessons. The instructor’s name is Killian Jones.”
“Killian? That’s an unusual name,” Emma commented.
“I know, right?” Ashley said. “I don’t think I’ve ever met anyone with that name.”
“He sounds hot,” Ruby smirked.
“Of course he’s hot. He blows glass in a hot shop around furnaces all day,” Emma snickered.
Ruby clicked her tongue. “You know what I mean, Emma Swan. He’ll probably be shirtless and glistening with sweat…”
“Please don’t turn this gift into one of your perverted fantasies,” Mary Margaret chastised.
“The man named his shop ‘Blow Me Away’. It literally has blow me in the name. Besides, it’s not my fantasy, it’s Emma’s,” Ruby pointed out.
Emma rolled her eyes. “It’s definitely not mine. I don’t care what the instructor looks like, I’m just really excited to get started with these lessons!”
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Bright and early Monday morning, Emma put a call through to Killian Jones. She was prepared to set up her first lesson, but was not prepared for the deep, accented voice on the other end of the phone.
“Blow Me Away, Killian Jones at your service.”
Emma gulped. “E-excuse me?” she stuttered, then facepalmed as she remembered ‘Blow Me Away’ was the name of the glass shop. “Uh…I mean…hi. My name is Emma Swan and um, my…my friends gave me glassblowing lessons for my birthday and I just called to, um…I wanted to…”
“To schedule those lessons, lass?” Killian asked, his voice tinged with humor.
She blew out a frustrated breath. “Yeah. Sorry about that, I just…I wasn’t expecting you to be British.”
He chuckled. “I do hope that isn’t a problem.”
“Oh, no. Not at all,” she assured him.
“That’s good to know, Ms. Swan.”
“Miss,” she spat out quickly, then amended herself, “I mean, Emma. You can call me Emma.”
“Very well, Emma. Now, when were you thinking about beginning your lessons?”
The way her name sounded rolling off his tongue rendered her momentarily tongue-tied again. “Uh…wh-when is a good time for you?”
“I’m here every day, so it’s really your schedule we should work around. Do you live in Portland?”
“No, I live in a little town called Storybrooke. You’ve probably never heard of it.”
“On the contrary, I’ve sailed into the harbor there a few times. It’s a lovely place.”
“It really is. I love it. My friend Mary Margaret and I own a bakery here. She’s the one who found your shop online and ordered the gift certificate for lessons.”
“The next time I go to Storybrooke, I shall have to find your bakery to appease my sweet tooth,” Killian said.
Emma smiled at his vocabulary. The man sounded like he just stepped out of the 1800’s. “You should. It’s called Fairytale Confections and it’s right beside the ice cream shop.”
He groaned, the sound of which caused her stomach to do a little flip. “Ice cream and cake. That’s truly not fair.”
“Sorry,” she laughed. “Anyway, I sort of sidetracked the conversation, Mr. Jones”
“If I’m to call you Emma, please call me Killian.”
“Okay, Killian. As far as the time, I’m free most evenings and all day Sunday when the bakery is closed, but you’re probably not open then.”
“Lesson times are flexible, so I would be more than happy to give them on Sundays, if that works for you.”
“Okay, great!”
“How many lessons were you given?”
“Ten.”
“In that case, would you be amenable to having two lessons a week? Otherwise, they’ll run into the holidays when I’ll be in England for a few weeks to visit my brother and his family.”
“Sure. The bakery closes at two on Wednesdays, so maybe later in the afternoon?”
“Would four o’clock work for you?”
“Yeah,” she confirmed. “What time on Sunday?”
“You call it, Swan,” he said.
“How about one o’clock, Jones?” she replied cheekily.
There was a pause on the other end before he spoke again. “My apologies, Emma. I’m used to calling my assistants by their last name since three of the four are named Joe, including one who is a woman.”
She laughed lightly. “I was just teasing. I really don’t mind at all.”
“To answer your question, one o’clock on Sunday would be fine. Is this Wednesday too soon to start?”
“No, that’s perfect. I’m very excited to learn the art of glassblowing. It has always intrigued me.”
“Very good. Do you have the address of my shop?”
Emma looked at the paper in front of her again. “Yeah, it’s on the gift certificate. So I guess I’ll see you Wednesday at four.”
“Aye, see you then, lass.”
Emma ended the call and sat looking at her phone with a dreamy smile on her face. She would never admit it, but if his voice was anything to go by, she might have to agree with Ruby’s assessment that he was hot, in more ways than one.
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As she drove to Portland Wednesday afternoon, Emma worried her bottom lip between her teeth. She was excited but also nervous, not only about learning something new, but also about meeting the man behind the sexy voice. She had actually dreamed about him the night after their conversation on the phone, as if her subconscious was trying to put a face with the voice that was still echoing in her ears.
Parking her bug in front of the warehouse her GPS declared was her destination, she drew in a deep breath, trying to steady her nerves. Then she grabbed the gift certificate off the seat, flung her car door open and stepped out.
She approached the building and pulled open the creaky metal door, looking around as she entered, but not seeing Killian Jones. Smiling at the glassblowing equipment spread around the large space, she mentally named things she recognized from watching the Netflix show and numerous YouTube videos.
Turning her attention to several blown glass pieces sitting on a table beside the door, she carefully picked them up one-by-one to study them.
“You must be Emma Swan.”
The words spoken close behind her startled her so much, she almost dropped the beautiful aqua colored bowl she was holding. Letting out a gasp, she quickly set it back on the table and turned around, saying, “Oh, I didn’t know you were…”
Her words trailed off as she got a look at her instructor. Her first thought was that her dream of him didn’t do him justice, and her second was that his looks certainly equaled the sexiness of his voice. He appeared to be about her age, was a few inches taller than her, with dark, disheveled hair, a strong, scruff-covered jaw, piercing blue eyes and a gleaming white smile. His hands grasped both ends of a towel slung around his neck, making his biceps bulge under the sleeves of his tight, white T-shirt, the V-neck allowing her to see dark hair peeking out.
While he waited for her to speak again, he used the end of the towel to wipe away the sweat on his forehead. A few strands of hair flopped down over it once he finished and her hand inadvertently reached forward, intending to brush them away. Suddenly realizing what she was doing, she jerked her hand back and ran it through her own long, blonde hair instead.
He looked at her with his head cocked and a raised eyebrow, his roguish grin convincing her he knew the effect he was having on her. She cleared her throat and said, “Uh, yeah. I’m Emma.” Holding out her hand, she added, “It’s nice to meet you, Killian.”
He took her hand, squeezing it lightly as he shook it. “Likewise. Have you been waiting long?”
“Not at all. I just got here and was admiring your work,” she said, sweeping her arm toward the glass works on the table. “They’re very good.”
“Thank you,” he replied with a smile. “Hopefully, by the end of your lessons, you’ll be able to make some nice pieces, too.”
“That would be great!” she said, her voice bubbling with excitement.
“Shall we get started?” he asked.
“Oh, do you need this?” She held out the crumpled gift certificate.
“Aye,” he said, taking the paper, folding it and sticking it in his back pocket. Then he gestured for her to go ahead of him.
“You didn’t check it. Are you just gonna take my word for it that it’s worth ten lessons?” she asked teasingly.
“Well, you haven’t lied to me thus far.”
She turned to look at him over her shoulder and saw the smirk on his face. She was enjoying the banter with him and already felt at ease.
Touching her on the shoulder, he stopped her in front of a large furnace. “How much do you already know about the art of glassblowing, Emma?”
“Well…I’ve watched every season of Blown Away on Netflix and quite a few YouTube videos. Does that count?” she asked, with a hint of embarrassment.
“Of course it does. I’ve watched them myself. Let’s see if you can identify some of the tools of the trade.”
As he led her around the shop, she was able to name many things he pointed out, such as the furnace containing the molten glass, the glory hole, where glass in the process of being blown was reheated, and the annealer, in which glass projects were placed to cool slowly.
He also asked her questions about the process of glassblowing to get an idea of what she knew and didn’t know. She impressed him again when she talked about gathering the glass with a blowpipe, rolling it on the steel marver table and rolling it in ground glass called frit to give it color. In addition, she correctly identified the majority of the tools he had laid out on the bench.
“You obviously know most of the important terms and equipment already, Swan,” he praised when they finished the tour. “Now you just have to actually do some glassblowing yourself. Are you ready?”
“Absolutely!” she answered.
Killian handed her a pair of safety goggles, then he demonstrated the procedure, calling on her to help him from time to time.
“That’s the basic process,” he said when he finished. “How would you like to try it for yourself?”
“Really? You think I could do that already?” She was nearly bouncing on the balls of her feet with anticipation.
“Of course, and I’ll be here to guide you. First, choose a color of frit and then I’ll help you do your first gather.”
She went over to the table to look over the color selection and chose green.
“Excellent choice. Go ahead and pick up your blowpipe.”
She did as directed and went to stand beside him in front of the furnace.
“Now, I’m going to open the door and then I’ll help you, okay?” he asked.
Emma nodded and held the pipe the same way he held it during his demonstration. He slid the door to the left a few inches then stood behind her to guide her hands. “Place it on the bottom edge of the door and start turning it clockwise,” he directed. When she did, he put his right hand behind hers on the pipe, helping her slide it into the molten glass. “Keep turning. That’s good. Start pulling it back, but don’t stop turning.”
With him standing so close, she felt heat that she knew was from more than the furnace. Between his looks, his voice, the way he listened to her, and how he made her feel important, he had an unmistakable effect on her.
When she had the blowpipe clear of the furnace, she was excited to see the blob of orange at the end of it. “I did it!” she exclaimed.
“Yes, you did,” he agreed, closing the furnace door. “Now, roll it on the marver and then in the frit.” Reaching around her, he adjusted her hands on the pipe, surrounding her with his presence, though she could tell he was being careful to leave space between their bodies.
He patiently walked her through the entire procedure until she created a perfectly round orb and placed it in the annealer.
“Unfortunately, it takes about four hours for it to cool down completely, so you won’t be able to take it with you today,” he informed her.
“That’s okay. I’ll get it on Sunday when I come back for my next lesson.”
“I’m very happy to hear you’ll be back. I was hoping you would enjoy it enough to want to continue all of your lessons.”
She beamed at him. “It was incredible! I can hardly wait until next time. What will we make on Sunday?”
He grinned at her enthusiasm. “Perhaps you’d like to try making a paperweight or a Christmas tree ornament?”
“Either one sounds good to me!”
Glancing up at the clock on the wall, she remarked, “I didn’t realize what time it was. I probably stayed past my allotted lesson time, didn’t I?”
“I don’t set a length of time for my lessons,” he assured her. “I’d rather just go with the flow of it, than to cut it off when we reach a certain point in time. I’ve really enjoyed working with you today, Emma. You catch on very quickly and appear to be a natural.”
“Maybe that’s because you’re a great teacher.”
He rewarded her with one of his smiles that made her feel a bit weak in the knees. “Perhaps it’s both.”
“Well, thank you again, Killian. I’ll see you Sunday.”
“I’m looking forward to it.”
She started to walk toward the door, but suddenly thought of something. Turning to face him again she said, “Hey, if you wouldn’t mind, could you take a picture of my project and send it to me once it’s out of the annealer? I want to show my friends that I actually made something today and I’d like to have proof.”
“Of course,” he replied. “Could you put your number into my phone? The one you called to set up the lessons was for the phone in the office.”
He pulled his device out of his back pocket, unlocked it, pulled up his contacts and handed it to her. Once she finished, and handed it back to him, he took a look at it. “Swan, huh?” he smirked.
“I told you I didn’t mind you calling me by my last name. Besides, I wouldn’t want you to confuse me with another Emma.”
He nodded as he tucked the phone back into his pocket. “Drive safely, Swan.”
Throwing him one more smile, she turned and walked out of the building.
*********
Killian stared at the exit long after Emma left, not really seeing the metal door with the chipped paint, but remembering the lovely woman who just walked through it. After hearing her voice on the phone, he had spent more time than he would like to admit trying to imagine what she looked like, but no image that flitted through his mind the past few days could compare to her actual beauty.
He was glad it took her a while to gather her thoughts when she first laid eyes on him, because his first glimpse of her left him a bit speechless, too. Spending nearly two hours with her only made her more attractive to him. She was witty, easy to talk to, and a fast learner. When he stood close to help guide her, it was very tempting to move even closer, but he restrained himself. He didn’t want to offend her or make her uncomfortable in any way. For all he knew, she could have a boyfriend.
That possibility didn’t keep him from admiring her, though. After she chose the color of frit for her project, he couldn’t help thinking how it would perfectly match her beautiful eyes. He almost told her so, but decided to keep the comment to himself, unsure of how she would accept it. The memory of those eyes sparkling with excitement was going to remain with him in the coming days.
Taking out his phone again, he looked down at her contact info with a smile, thinking about her last statement. He didn’t think there was a chance he would confuse her with any other Emma. She was definitely one-of-a-kind.
He traced his finger over her name on the screen, then locked the phone and stuck it in his pocket, before turning to go back into the shop. He could hardly wait until Sunday.
*********
“How was your first lesson?” Mary Margaret eagerly asked as soon as Emma answered her phone. She had just walked through the door of her small loft apartment and marveled at the innate sense of timing her friend seemed to possess.
“It was great! I loved it, and already learned a lot. I made something, but I had to leave it in the cooling oven, so Killian said he would send a picture of it to me when it comes out. I’ll send it to you once I get it.”
“Okay. Tell me about Killian! He must be a good teacher if you already learned a lot. How old is he? Is he nice? What does he look like? ”
There was a brief silence after she finished asking her questions. “Are you done?” Emma laughed.
“I’m sure I’ll think of more later, but that’s all I have for now,” Mary Margaret replied, humor coloring her voice.
“Okay, let me see. Yes, he’s a very good teacher. He explained everything while he demonstrated the process and then guided me through it when I did it myself. I’m not sure how old he is, but I would estimate him to be around my age. And he is very nice. He put me at ease right away.”
“And…” Mary Margaret prodded.
“And what?” Emma asked innocently.
“Answer the last question.”
“What question was that?”
Mary Margaret heaved a sigh. “Seriously, Emma?”
“I’m sorry, I couldn’t help myself,” Emma snickered. “He…he’s the most gorgeous man I’ve ever seen, Marg. Dark hair, scruff, dimples and the bluest eyes you can imagine.”
“So Ruby was right! He is hot!”
“Hot and sexy,” Emma confirmed. “But I really don’t look forward to Ruby finding that out.”
Mary Margaret laughed. “I don’t blame you! She more than likely won’t let you alone until the two of you are married!”
“Oh, god,” Emma groaned. “Maybe she’ll forget I had my first lesson today.”
“Fat chance,” Mary Margaret giggled.
As if to prove her point, Emma’s phone buzzed with a text. Glancing at the screen, she groaned even louder. “Just got a text from her that says ‘How was your lesson with Mr. Hottie?’ How long do you suppose I can ignore it before I answer?”
“If you don’t answer, she’ll be pounding on your door very soon.”
“Ugh, fine. I’ve gotta go. I’ll send you the picture as soon as I get it.”
“Good luck. I’ll be listening for her scream when she finds out Killian is good looking.”
“I think I’ll just tell her he’s old and ugly.”
“You really think that will work?”
“Of course not. She should have been a police detective with her knack for interrogating people and making them confess,” Emma sighed. “Talk to you later, Marg.”
As soon as she ended the call, she responded to Ruby’s text.
E: The lesson was great.
R: Details.
E: I made a green glass ball.
R: More details.
E: It was fun!
R: You’re testing my patience.
E: I learned how to use the glory hole.
R: Glory hole? Now we’re talking. Were you horizontal or vertical at the time?
E: It’s a glassblowing term - an oven where you reheat the glass.
R: Whatever you say. Tell me about Killian.
E: He’s a good teacher.
R: What did he teach you? The Horizontal Mambo?
E: Ruby!
R: Ugh, fine! Is he hot?
E: Well, the furnaces are close to 2000 degrees, so it’s hard not to be hot.
R: If you don’t give me a direct answer Emma Swan, I’m coming over there to drag it out of you!
E: He’s very handsome.
R: I knew it! Did you ask him out?
E: Of course not!
R: But you are seeing him again, right?
E: Did you forget you gave me 10 lessons? I’ll see him at least 9 more times.
R: When is the next one?
E: Sunday afternoon.
R: Then you have a few days to plan how to ask him out.
E: You’re impossible.
R: And you love me for it. (smiley emoji)
E: I don’t know about that, but I do love you, Rubes.
R: I know. I’m adorable.
E: (rolling eyes emoji) I’ll send you a pic of what I made today when Killian sends it to me. It had to cool down so I wasn’t able to bring it home with me.
R: Ooh! He has your phone number and you have his! Finally, a step in the right direction! You now have the ability to send him sexy photos!
E: Ugh! I’ve gotta go, Ruby. Talk to you later.
R: Alright. Go daydream about your man.
*********
When Emma entered the glass shop on Sunday afternoon, she saw Killian sitting on one of the benches, speaking to an older man with a fringe of white hair around his otherwise bald head. Curious, she quickly strode across the concrete floor to where the two men were sitting.
Killian looked up as she approached and stood to greet her. “Hello, Emma. How are you today?”
“I’m good, thanks,” she replied, her eyes flicking over to the other gentleman, who was looking at her with a broad smile and twinkling eyes.
“I’d like to introduce you to someone,” Killian said, leading her over to where the man was now standing. “This is Marco Pinetti. He taught me everything I know about glassblowing. Marco, this is my newest student, Emma Swan.”
“Ah, yes, Miss Swan. Killian has told me about you and your potential to be an excellent glassblower,” Marco said, taking Emma’s hand warmly between both of his.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Pinetti,” Emma said sincerely.
“Mr. Pinetti makes me sound like an old man! Please call me Marco.”
She chuckled. “Okay, but only if you call me Emma.”
“Marco stopped in to visit and I asked him to stay to watch your lesson, if you don’t mind,” Killian said.
“That’s fine,” she replied, then turned toward Marco again. “Please just remember this is only my second one.”
Marco patted her on the shoulder. “We all have to begin somewhere, my dear, but from what Killian has told me, you catch on very quickly.”
She glanced at Killian and saw the proud smile on his face. Her face heating from the blush creeping into it, she said, “I’m ready whenever you are.”
As the lesson went along, Killian was just as attentive and helpful as he was the first time. Marco ended up staying for the entire two hours, and by the end, she had a multicolor paperweight and a Christmas ornament cooling in the annealer.
“Do you have any advice for her, Marco?” Killian asked.
The older man scratched at his beard in thought. “Follow your instincts and don’t be afraid of making a mistake. Glass is fragile, yes, but pieces can always be remade. Experiment with it and have fun.”
Killian was nodding his agreement, while Emma soaked in the master glassblower’s words.
“Killian was right - you are a quick study,” Marco went on. “You have a knack for the art and I’m very happy you’re pursuing it.”
“Thank you, Marco,” Emma beamed, while Killian looked at her with pride.
*********
The next month passed in a blur and far too soon, Emma was having her final lesson with Killian. She not only learned a great deal about the techniques of glassblowing, but had gotten to know her instructor much better, too. She really liked him, and was pretty sure the feeling was mutual.
It was all she could do to keep her hands off of him during their lessons. There was just something so enticing about watching him manipulate the glass, the muscles of his arms flexing with a light sheen of perspiration covering them. His knowledge, expertise and the easy way he explained things were also attractive qualities to her.
They texted one another daily. At first, it was just about the lessons, but eventually, they began sharing personal information with each other, discovering that they had many common interests.
When her final project, a plate with swirls of color, was put into the annealer, Killian turned to face Emma. “You have been a pleasure to teach, Swan. I’ve never taught anyone with more natural ability.”
Emma dragged the back of her wrist across her forehead to wipe away the sweat, but also to hide her blush at his praise. “Thank you, Killian, but I think it was because of your teaching that I learned so quickly.”
Killian scratched at a spot behind his ear, dropping his eyes to the floor. “It’s also been very nice getting to know you. I’m going to miss our time together.”
“Yeah,” she agreed, “but just because my lessons are over, doesn’t mean we can’t still text each other.”
“You’re right, it doesn’t,” he grinned. “I, uh, I was wondering if you might like to go get something to eat while you’re waiting for the plate to cool. That way, you won’t have to make another trip into Portland to pick it up.”
She answered with a smile. “I’d really like that.”
They spent the next three hours enjoying each other’s company at Killian’s favorite diner on the outskirts of Portland. When Emma finally checked her phone, she couldn’t believe how much time had passed. She usually had trouble carrying on long conversations with most people, but it was easy with Killian.
“I guess we should go back to the shop so I can pick up my project and get on the road,” she said reluctantly.
He drained the last of the water in his glass. “I suppose it is about that time.”
He paid the bill, after insisting it was his treat, and they both got into his SUV. Emma found a radio station playing Christmas music and sang one song after another all the way back to the shop, Killian joining her after the first song. Once they arrived, she collected her project and carefully set it on the floor of the passenger side in her car, tucking a blanket around it, before turning back to him.
“Well, this is it,” she said with a sigh.
“It, uh, it doesn’t have to be,” he said, stepping closer to her. “You’re welcome to come blow glass with me anytime, Swan.”
Emma grinned, thinking about how Ruby would twist his words to become something dirty if she was here. “You’re right. I can always buy more lessons.”
He reached out to take her hands. “You wouldn’t have to buy them. I thoroughly enjoy working with you and I’m telling you the truth when I say you show a lot of talent. Please consider this an open invitation to come here any chance you get.”
“Thanks, I would really like that,” she assured him.
They stood with their hands still linked for several moments, until Killian broke the brief silence. “Emma, I…I would like to see you again…I mean, besides you coming to the shop. Would you be interested in going out with me?”
She answered without hesitation, “Yes, Killian. I would be very interested!”
His grin stretched across his face. “Fantastic! Will Wednesday still work for you?”
“Absolutely! I’ve been sure not to schedule anything on Wednesday evenings, so that will work just fine.”
“Wednesday it is, then,” he said, giving her hands a squeeze. “I know of a place just outside of town that has a drive-through Christmas light display. Perhaps we can take it in after we have dinner together?”
“That sounds perfect. Do you want me to drive over here?”
“No, lass. It would be bad form to make you drive here and back by yourself. Please allow me to pick you up at your place.”
“That’s very gentlemanly of you.”
“I’m always a gentleman.”
“I’ve noticed,” she said softly. “I’ll text you my address.” Pulling her hands out of his, she ran them up his arms to rest on his shoulders. Gazing into his eyes, she saw the same desire she was feeling herself and pushed herself up to her toes to meet his lips with her own.
She felt his quick intake of breath and nearly pulled away, thinking she was being too forward, but in the next second, he responded by sliding his lips against hers. As her arms wrapped around his neck, his encircled her waist and pulled her closer.
Emma didn’t make a habit of kissing men. In her experience, she found most of them to be forceful and controlling with their kisses, not caring if it was enjoyable for her. Killian’s kiss shattered all of her qualms as he let her set the pace, gently caressing her lips instead of crushing them.
He lightly teased the seam of her lips with his tongue and she allowed him entrance. His hands spread across her back, holding her firmly but tenderly, and she sighed with contentment.
Resting her forehead against his when they separated, she licked her lips and smiled. “I hope you didn’t mind me doing that.”
His chuckle rumbled in his throat. “In case you didn’t notice, Love, I most assuredly did not mind. I've wanted to kiss you since the first day we met.”
She pulled away and looked at him with wide eyes. “Really?”
  He nodded slowly without breaking eye contact. “Aye.”
“In that case…” she said, before initiating another leisurely kiss, enjoying the feel of his hands moving up her back and into her hair. Using them to tilt her head, he deepened the kiss, but kept it soft and undemanding.
This time when the kiss ended, she forced herself to step back. “I, um, I guess I should go.”
“I…” he started, his voice a bit shaky. Clearing his throat, he tried again. “I suppose so. I’ll see you on Wednesday.”
“I’m looking forward to it,” Emma said smiling, before turning to move to the other side of her car.
Killian hurried around to open her door, responding to her appreciative smile with a flirtatious smirk. After she settled into her seat and fastened her seatbelt, he leaned in to brush his lips across hers one more time, then closed the door and tapped his knuckles against the window. She started the engine, shifted into gear and gave him a little wave.
Before she pulled out onto the street, she looked in her rearview mirror to see him rubbing his fingers over his lips with a slightly dazed look on his face.
*********
After Emma’s yellow bug disappeared, Killian stood in the parking lot for several minutes, lost in thought. He had been truthful when he told her he wanted to kiss her since that first day she walked into his shop, but to have her initiate it was a very welcome surprise.
He rubbed his fingers against his lips, wanting to hold onto the feeling of kissing Emma Swan for as long as possible. He’d had many first kisses, but he was hoping this would be his last first kiss. He was completely under her spell, and found he didn’t mind at all.
*********
Their date on Wednesday lacked all of the usual first date awkwardness as they shared easy conversation and genuine laughter throughout the evening. At the end of the date, after another languid kiss at Emma’s door, neither of them wanted to say goodnight. He finally tore himself away once they decided to go out again on Saturday.
They enjoyed four more dates before Killian went to England to visit his brother, promising to stay in touch with her during the weeks he was gone. Emma was disappointed they couldn’t spend the holidays together, but saw how much he was looking forward to being with his family after months of being separated, and was happy for him. The night before he left, she kissed him sweetly and told him to have a wonderful time, determined not to be one of those girlfriends who got weepy over saying goodbye. Just thinking of herself as Killian’s girlfriend made her smile and she knew no matter how long he was gone, she would be there waiting for him when he returned.
*********
“I found her,” Killian told his brother Liam when he picked him up at the airport.
“Found who?” Liam questioned, looking over his shoulder before changing lanes.
“Her. The one. The woman I want to be with for the rest of my life.”
Liam glanced over at his brother. “Are you being serious?”
“Aye, very much so,” Killian said. “Her name is Emma Swan and I met her when she was given glassblowing lessons with me for her birthday. She’s…a bloody goddess, Liam. I think I’m in love with her.”
“When did you meet?”
“Six weeks ago.”
“And you’re already saying you’re in love and want to spend the rest of your life with her?” Liam asked skeptically.
“You of all people should understand, brother. I remember you coming home after seeing Belle at Uni, telling me you met the woman of your dreams.”
“That’s true, and I wasn’t wrong, was I?”
“No, she’s the love of your life, and I think Emma may be mine.”
A smile spread over Liam’s face. “I’m very happy to hear it, Killian, and I’m sure Belle will be, too.”
Killian grinned and settled back into his seat for the rest of the ride to Liam’s house.
*********
“It’s your turn to open a present,” Emma declared, handing one to Ashley. “I had your name this year.”
The friends were gathered at the house Mary Margaret shared with her boyfriend, David, on the Sunday before Christmas. They had a tradition of drawing names for gifts, then exchanging them after making dozens of Christmas cookies. Now, the pizza they ordered was eaten and they were all a little tipsy on the margaritas Mary Margaret kept mixing up.
Ashley tore the paper off the box, lifted the lid and let out a squeal of excitement over the scented bath beads, bottles of her favorite lotion and a gift certificate for three massages. “I love it! Thank you, Em!”
“I figured you could use some pampering - being a wife and mother, and working full time.”
“Definitely. The closest I get to pampering these days is putting a new Pampers diaper on Alexandra!”
Her friends burst into laughter over her statement, then Ruby stood up to collect her gift from under the tree. Emma looked up when she stopped in front of her and held it out. “I got your name, you lucky dog.”
Emma bit her lip. “Am I going to like it?” She knew her friend had a penchant for giving slightly outrageous gifts. The year before, she had given Mary Margaret some racy lingerie that made her blush madly when she opened it, along with a very nice electric tea kettle.
“Of course you are! I mean, I couldn’t wrap Mr. Hottie and give him to you, which was my original plan, but I’m sure you’ll still like it,” she said, with a toothy grin.
Taking a deep breath, Emma removed the wrapping paper from the large box. When she opened the flaps, she found a body pillow with a photo of Killian on it. Her jaw dropped and she could feel her cheeks growing warm.
“Now you can sleep with him every night, at least until he gets back home. Then you can sleep with the real thing!” Ruby crowed.
“Where…how…how did you even get a picture of him?” Emma asked, still a bit stunned. “This looks like the one I took at the airport before he left.”
“It is! You should know better than to leave your phone unattended around me,” Ruby cackled. “So…do you like it?”
Emma stood and held the pillow up in front of her to get a better look at it. She had to admit it was a thoughtful gift, and having a tangible reminder of her boyfriend in her bed every night was quite appealing. Looking over at her friend, she said sincerely, “Yeah, I do, Rubes. It’s really great! Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. Oh, there’s something else in the box.”
Emma sat back down and looked in the box, then covered her face with her hands in embarrassment.
“What is it?” Elsa questioned. All of her friends stood up to get a better look.
Ruby reached into the box and held the box of thirty-six condoms aloft. “I thought I would get you a week’s supply!” she laughed.
*********
Killian was really enjoying the time with Liam, Belle and their children, Adrian and Elizabeth, but he was also missing Emma more every day. They called, texted or FaceTimed regularly and it got harder and harder to say goodbye at the end of their conversations.
Three days after Christmas, once everyone else was in bed, the brothers were sitting in the lounge, sipping rum in front of a crackling fire. Liam observed his brother staring into the flames and could tell his mind was far away. “You’re thinking about her again, aren’t you?” he asked.
Killian startled a bit, then sheepishly grinned before raising his glass to his lips. “Aye, is it that obvious?”
“I can always tell when you get that dreamy look on your face. You look like a love sick puppy.”
“Just how many love sick puppies have you ever seen in your life, Liam?” Killian deflected.
“Enough to know you look like one,” Liam snarked. “You’ve got it bad, brother.”
Killian threw back the rest of his rum and set the tumbler on the coffee table. Rubbing his hands on his jeans, he took a moment before answering, “Being away from her this long has proven I love her. I can hardly wait to see her again.”
Liam nodded and stared into the amber liquid he was swirling around in his glass. After several moments, he said softly, “Then don’t.”
Looking up at him, Killian asked, “What do you mean?”
“You have an open-ended ticket to fly back, so you can return any time. I heard you tell her the other night that you wished you could be with her for New Year’s Eve. Why don’t you fly home and surprise her?”
“Are you trying to get rid of me?” Killian chuckled.
“Of course not, you git. We love having you here, but Belle and I both go back to work January 2nd and you weren’t planning to stay once we do that anyway. Why not go back a couple of days early and spend the first day of the new year with the woman you so very clearly love?”
Killian sat forward in his chair, rubbing his scruffy chin in thought. “You truly wouldn’t mind?”
Liam stood and strode over to him, placing his hand on his brother’s shoulder. “We love you, Killian, and we will happily have you with us for as long as you choose to stay. But if you decide to go back and can catch a flight, we will understand. After all, you’ve already done an excellent job of thoroughly spoiling your niece and nephew.”
Grinning, Killian pulled his phone out of his pocket and brought up his internet browser to check for available flights back to the States.
*********
“Are you sure you don’t want to join us tonight, Emma?” Mary Margaret asked for at least the fourth time that day.
“I am not going to be a fifth wheel at a New Year’s Eve party where everyone will have a date,” Emma replied. “I’m looking forward to being in my pajamas all evening, eating popcorn, drinking hot chocolate and watching Netflix. I’m sure Killian will call to wish me a happy New Year, probably around seven, when it’s midnight in England, and I don’t want to miss it.”
Mary Margaret gave her a smile and pulled her into a hug. “Okay, but if you change your mind…”
“I won’t. Go have a good time and don’t worry about me. Even if Killian’s not here, it’s my first New Year’s with a boyfriend and I’m happy.”
*********
Emma checked her phone for what felt like the thousandth time that evening. When Killian hadn’t called at seven o’clock, she thought maybe he was just celebrating the New Year with his family, but now it was ten and she was beginning to think he had forgotten all about calling her. She tried to tell herself he might be waiting until midnight in her time zone, but that was unlikely since it would be five AM in England.
She pulled up his contact info on her phone numerous times, but kept herself from clicking on it since she was sure he had to be in bed and didn’t want to wake him.
As she was trying to concentrate on the third episode of The Devil in Ohio, cuddling up to her body pillow, there was a knock on her door. Sighing, she grabbed the remote to pause the show, and crossed the room, mumbling, “I told you not to worry about me, Marg.”
Pulling the door open, her legs nearly gave out when she saw her boyfriend standing in front of her. “K-Killian?” she squeaked.
“Happy New Year, Love.”
“Killian!” she cried, throwing herself into his arms. “How…oh, how are you here?”
“Liam convinced me to come back home to you,” he explained, letting out a joyous laugh when Emma started peppering kisses all over his face.
She stopped her onslaught to ask, “I mean, what?”
“You know, Liam, my older brother, he sent me…”
His words were cut off when she tugged him to her and kissed him soundly, only pulling away to say, “I don’t care. I don’t care how you’re here, I’m just glad you are.”
“So am I,” he grinned, hugging her tightly and swaying their bodies back and forth.
Once they finally ended their embrace and moved inside her apartment, she looked down at herself, her cheeks flooding with color. “Here I am in my pajamas, no makeup, my hair a mess. I look terrible.”
“You look stunning, Swan,” Killian assured her. “I’ve never seen a more beautiful sight.”
“Charmer,” she giggled, running her hands up his chest to loop her arms around his neck.
“Just telling the truth, Love.”
Emma brushed her lips over his. “I missed you.”
He wound a loose tendril of her hair around his finger, gazing into her eyes. “I missed you, too. So much so that my brother called me a ‘love sick puppy’ and suggested flying back to be with you for New Year’s.”
“Love sick puppy?” Emma questioned. Her heart began to hammer in her chest, wondering if she was reading too much into the phrase.
Killian dropped his gaze and scratched behind his ear, before looking back up at her with a warm gleam in his eyes. “Aye, love sick…because I’ve fallen in love with you, Emma.”
Her responding kiss was an acceptance of his declaration, and when it ended, she breathed, “I love you, too.”
More kisses followed, both of them trying to convey their newfound feelings to the other. After a while, Emma became aware of Killian putting some space between their bodies. She tried to pull him against her again, but he resisted and the reason suddenly dawned on her.
“If what we’re doing is…affecting you, you don’t have to try to hide it, you know. It doesn’t make you any less of a gentleman,” she whispered. “And besides, you’re not the only one affected.”
His desire-filled eyes met hers. “I…I don’t want you to…think I’m pressuring you into anything…”
“It’s not pressuring if I want the same thing.”
“Are you sure?”
“See, this is how I know you’re different from most other guys. The second they hear a girl is interested in going to bed with them, they jump at the chance, instead of asking if she’s sure,” Emma smirked.
He rubbed the back of his neck as the tips of his ears turned red. “I just want to make sure we’re on the same page.”
“Trust me, we are.” He wrapped his arms around her again, and she pressed close to him, feeling his arousal against her belly. “I think making love for the first time would be a great way to ring in the New Year, don’t you?”
“Aye, Love. This New Year promises to be the best one ever, and showing you how much I love you would be an excellent way to start it.”
She beamed at him, gave him a quick kiss, then picked up the remote to turn off the television.
“What is this?” Killian asked from behind her.
Turning to see what he was talking about, her cheeks heated immediately. He was standing there holding her body pillow wearing a puzzled look on his face.
“That,” she said, “is my Christmas gift from Ruby.”
“Is it indeed? Well, I like this Ruby already! Have you been sleeping with it?”
“Yes. Are you jealous?” she teased.
“Of myself? Perhaps just a bit,” he admitted.
“Well, you don’t have to be anymore, because tonight I’ll be sleeping with you.” She took his hand and began leading him toward her bedroom. “Come on, I’ll show you the other present Ruby gave me.”
They entered her room and Emma dropped his hand to remove a small pile of clothes from her bed. Dropping them onto a cedar chest in the corner, she said, “I hope my messiness isn’t a deal breaker.”
“Not a chance,” he answered, glancing quickly around the room to take in her personal touches. He saw a few of her glass projects sitting on her dresser, and it made him smile remembering when she made each one.
“The bedding is clean. I just washed it yesterday, but I guess you don’t really care about that,” she said, turning down the top sheet and blanket. She knew she was rambling, but she was beginning to feel a little nervous about being with him for the first time.
“Hey,” he said, taking hold of her hands to still them, “breathe, Swan. Let’s take our time and let this happen naturally. There’s no reason to rush or force things to happen, okay?”
She brought her hands up to fiddle with the buttons on his shirt. “I love you,” she breathed.
His answering smile lit up the room. “And I, you. What do you say we get rid of some of these clothes?”
“Sounds good to me,” she agreed, pushing his coat over his shoulders and hearing it land in a heap on the floor. Next, she began unbuttoning his shirt, while his fingers found their way under the hem of her pajama shirt, caressing the soft skin he encountered.
His shirt soon joined his jacket and Killian sucked in a breath as Emma slid her hands over his chest, her thumbs skimming over his nipples. She felt his hands glide up her sides, taking her top with them. She lifted her arms, allowing him to remove it completely and saw his eyes darken with desire as he drank in the sight of her bared breasts.
“Absolute perfection,” he murmured, his hands moving to palm them. She bit her lip as his fingers stroked over her sensitive skin. After several moments of admiration, his eyes shifted back up to hers, then his hands were framing her face, his head dipping to kiss her. It was gentle and unhurried, and she could feel herself relaxing with every sensual sweep of his tongue.
When he pulled her closer, she gasped as her taut nipples came in contact with the coarse hair on his chest, causing her nerve ends to tingle. His hands made their way down her back and inside her sleep pants to massage her ass, making a moan escape her mouth.
She knew his hands could work magic; she had seen them as he manipulated glass. Now she was eager to feel them on every inch of her body and she told him so.
“With pleasure, Love,” he grinned. He began by ridding her of her remaining clothes, then urging her to lay back on the bed. She watched him sweep his eyes over her body, noticing the hunger in them as he took her in. “Emma, you are exquisite,” he breathed, his voice awestruck.
“Please touch me, Killian,” she pleaded, her hands reaching for him.
He obliged immediately, gliding his hands up her calves and over her thighs. His thumbs brushed over her mound, but continued over the curves of her body, stopping to caress her breasts. His body followed the movement of his hands, straddling her until he was hovering over her.
When his lips closed around one of her nipples, her back arched into him. Then his voice buzzed against the skin of her throat. “I want to find out what feels good to you, so don’t hesitate to tell me what you like, okay?”
“Mmhmm,” she replied, her eyes closing, already on her way to a state of bliss.
Killian was eager to touch his beautiful girlfriend in all her intimate places and discover the things that brought her the most pleasure. He shifted to her side and dragged his hand down her body again, nudging her legs apart when he reached them. “Are you alright with me using my fingers?” he asked in a low voice.
“Y-yeah,” she said, widening her legs.
He stroked his fingers through her folds. “You’re already so wet, Love,” he murmured into her ear, watching her bite her lip as she nodded jerkily in response. Continuing his ministrations, he began rubbing his thumb over her bundle of nerves, taking note of how her hands gripped the pillow behind her head.
Slowly, he eased a finger inside her, the heat of her channel welcoming him immediately. Adding a second one, he began to stroke her steadily. The quivering of her legs and the moans she was emitting assured him she was thoroughly enjoying what he was doing. He knew she was right on the edge when her hips lifted off the bed and she rasped out his name in a wrecked voice. Leaning down, he sucked her clit between his lips and that was all it took to bring her to climax.
When he began teasing the nub with the tip of his tongue, he felt her hands gripping his hair and lifted his head to look up at her. “Do you want me to stop?”
“Hell, no,” she groaned. “That feels amazing!”
He grinned and ducked down to continue paying attention to her clit as he removed his fingers from inside her, bringing a gush of her arousal with them.
Feeling her hands loosening in his hair, he sat back on his haunches and waited until her eyes opened, glazed with pleasure. “Alright there, Love?” he asked.
She licked her lips before answering, “Yeah, and just so you know, I enjoyed that.”
“Did you really?” he said teasingly. “I’m glad you clarified that.”
“You’re awfully smug, Jones,” she said, trying and failing to sound miffed. Pushing up to her elbows to look at him, she added, “And you’re also far too clothed. It would bring me great pleasure to see you completely undressed.”
“As you wish, Milady.”
He removed his shoes, then getting off the bed, he unbuckled his belt and quickly removed his jeans, socks and boxer briefs. He knew Emma was watching him intently and heard her intake of breath when he stood naked before her. “See something you like, Swan?”
Emma was sure he would be impressive, and she definitely wasn’t disappointed. As he climbed back onto the bed and laid down beside her, she reached for him, stopping just short of touching him.
“You want me to tell you what feels good and I want you to do the same, okay?”
“Okay” he promised.
She took him in hand, stroking and squeezing his cock and feeling it grow harder as she did. He started pressing kisses to her throat and shoulder, murmuring words of encouragement and pleasure into her skin.
After a few minutes, he reached down to still her hand. “Don’t take me too far,” he requested in a strained voice. “I want to be inside you when I come.”
Taking his face between her hands, she kissed him sweetly. “I think it’s time to show you the other gift Ruby gave me.”
“Now?” he questioned.
She giggled. “Yeah, just wait.” She pushed off the bed and crossed the room to her dresser, pulling open a drawer to retrieve the box of condoms.
Turning around, she held it up to show him and he barked out a laugh. “Well, I do have to admit I didn’t come prepared, so I’m very happy you have good friends.”
Opening the box and removing one of the foil packs, Emma said, “She told me this was a week’s worth.”
“I like the way she thinks,” he smirked, as Emma joined him on the bed again. Tearing open the package, she met his eyes in an unspoken question and, at his slight nod, carefully rolled the condom into place.
Killian gently pushed her onto her back and moved over her, palming her breast with one hand, while his other cupped the back of her head to tilt it to just the right angle for him to plunder her mouth. Her hands scratching down his back, along with her needy, throaty sounds, had him as hard as he had ever been in his life. He felt her shifting underneath him and soon he was cradled between her thighs, his cock rubbing deliciously against her wet heat.
Their hands continued to roam, caressing and squeezing, while their mouths stayed connected in a searing kiss, punctuated by nips and panted words of desire. He began lightly rutting against her, trying to gauge her readiness by her reaction. Soon, she wrapped her legs around his hips, pulling him to her tightly, and he got his answer.
He wordlessly encouraged her to loosen her legs enough for him to reach between them and line himself up. Pushing into her slowly, he watched her face for any sign of discomfort, but all he saw was pure bliss and love.
When he was fully seated, he dropped his forehead to her chest, trying to keep himself from listening to his body, which was telling him to take her hard and fast. Her legs once again gripped his hips and he could feel her nails digging into his back.
“Killian,” he heard her murmur into his hair, “feels so good, but…please move.”
Raising his head, he kissed her briefly, then pushed up to his elbows and started thrusting shallowly. He wanted to savor the feeling of being inside the woman of his dreams; the woman he loved, and who loved him. It was almost overwhelming.
Emma had never experienced more pleasure in her life. She felt like every nerve ending was sparking, shooting heat throughout her body. Killian fit inside her perfectly, like he was meant just for her. Her pelvis raised off the bed as she met him thrust for thrust, her hands scrabbling for purchase on his back.
She didn’t know how long she could last as the pace picked up and his strokes went deeper. Then his rhythm stuttered as he pulled back to look at her and she nearly came completely undone from the look of utter adoration in his eyes.
“I love you,” he panted.
“I love you, too,” she responded. “Now, make me come.”
Grinning, he set about doing just that, and in no time at all, she was falling over the edge, ripples of intense pleasure moving through her body.
Killian felt her climax pulsing against his cock and couldn’t hold back any longer, joining her in a blissful state of euphoria. Not wanting to put his full weight on her, he rolled them over until she laid on top of him, their chests rising and falling together as they tried to catch their breath.
Her smooth, soft skin was a magnet for his fingers, as he drew abstract designs into it. He could easily spend hours holding her against him, feeling her breath on his neck, her hair tickling his arms and her legs tangled between his own. He couldn’t remember ever feeling so sated and content.
Emma didn’t want to move. She wasn’t sure she was even capable of moving since she finally understood what it meant to feel completely boneless. Words failed her, but she didn’t care. Resting her head on Killian’s chest, she could hear his erratic heartbeat and knew this was exactly where she wanted to be.
The comfortable silence stretched on for several minutes, until she felt him brushing her hair away from her face. She lifted her head to meet his gaze. “Hey,” she whispered.
“Hey, yourself,” he mumbled lazily. “Happy New Year.”
She looked at the digital clock on her bedside stand. “We still have forty-five minutes to go.”
“I’m claiming it early because everything feels like a new start with you. I know it’s very soon to be thinking about this, and I don’t mean to upset you, but I can see a future with you, Emma. A happy one.”
“That doesn’t upset me, Killian. For the first time in my life, I can picture being with someone in a committed relationship. I’ve always said I don’t need a man to be happy, and I don’t, but I think I can be even happier with you.”
He barely had time to answer her statement with a smile before she was kissing him, sweet and slow, sealing their declarations about their future.
After cleaning up and putting on the bare minimum of clothes - Killian in his boxer briefs and Emma in his discarded button-down shirt - she reheated some leftover spaghetti for him. He had barely eaten since having lunch with Liam and his family. He merely picked at the meal on the flight, his stomach churning with thoughts of how she would react to his surprise.
“Oh, hey,” Emma said, “can I take a picture of the two of us? I want to send it to my friends. They were worried about me spending New Year’s Eve by myself.”
“Of course, but if they asked you to do something with them, why didn’t you, Love?”
“Because I was convinced you would call me when it was midnight in England and I didn’t want to miss talking to you.”
“So I disappointed you.”
She got up from her seat and circled around the table. Standing behind him, she wrapped her arms around him and kissed him on the cheek. “You definitely made up for it, my love.”
After collecting her phone from the living room, she resumed her spot behind him, wiped a bit of sauce from the corner of his mouth with her finger, and took a selfie of the two of them. Adding the caption ‘Look who came all the way from England to surprise me for New Year’s’, she sent it to her friends in their group chat.
She didn’t expect to get immediate responses since it was only a few minutes before midnight, but Ashley’s reply appeared within a few seconds.
A: OMG Emma! That’s fantastic! I’m so happy for you!
E: Thanks! Why did you answer so fast?
A: We had to come home early because Alexandra got sick.
E: Oh no! Hope she feels better soon.
A: She seems fine and is already asleep. I think she just missed mommy and daddy.
E: That’s good. Well, Happy New Year to all of you!
A: Happy New Year to you and your man too!
Emma couldn’t help the ridiculously wide smile that crossed her face at her friend’s last statement. Her man. She had a man, and not just any man. The sexiest, sweetest, most handsome man she’d ever met…and he loved her.
Checking the time on her device, she noticed it was 11:58. “Do you want to watch the ball drop?” she asked Killian.
“Sure, then we can officially welcome in the New Year.”
They sat down on the sofa and she quickly found a TV station where they could watch the countdown, which had already started. When it got to the final ten seconds, Killian took her hand and squeezed it as they chanted the numbers together. As the huge, glittering ball reached the bottom and lit up with the New Year, they embraced one another and shared a passionate kiss, only pausing to exchange I love you’s before diving back in for more.
Emma had pushed him back on the couch and was trailing kisses down his throat, when her phone started buzzing on the end table. She ignored it, until he asked, “Are…aren’t you going to get that, Love?”
She sat up and looked at him. “Do you want me to?”
“Whoever it is will probably continue to call until you answer it,” he reasoned.
Emma sighed and grabbed the buzzing phone. Seeing the name on the screen, she rolled her eyes. “It’s Ruby.”
He grinned at her consternation while she swiped across the screen. “Hey, Rubes.”
“GIRRRRRRLLLL!” Ruby screeched and Emma pulled the phone away from her ear with a pained look on her face. “Mr. Hottie showed up at your door? And he CAME all the way from England! He must be the most prolific lover of all time!”
“Oh, good grief, Ruby! Why do you always make everything sexual? And why are you calling me? Shouldn’t you be sucking face with Graham?”
“I already did and he knows he’ll get hot Ruby love later, but I saw your text and had to call! Did you make good use of my gift to you? Please tell me you’re already well into your week’s supply!”
Emma’s face felt hot and she knew it was beet red. “He’s only been here a couple of hours.”
“And your point is…?”
“Look, Ruby. I’m glad you’re happy for us, but I’d rather not share our, um…personal details.”
Ruby’s loud laugh came through the phone. “You just answered my question, Emma Swan. If you didn’t want us to know you did the deed, you should have made sure he wasn’t naked when you took the picture.”
“He wasn’t…” Emma started, then looked at her shirtless boyfriend. He grinned back at her, rubbing his fingers against his bare chest. “Okay, he was semi-naked, but that doesn’t mean that we…”
“Of course it does. You’re not gonna convince me he flew in from a whole other country to spend New Year’s Eve with you and all you did was shake his hand.”
“You know what, Ruby? Why don’t you go give Graham some of your hot Ruby loving now. I’m hanging up. Happy New Year!”
“And a very, very Happy New Year to both of you, too. Now, go do some more celebrating!”
They received congratulatory messages from Mary Margaret and Elsa soon after and by that time, jet lag and a day of international travel had taken its toll on Killian. Emma ignored his protests of wanting to follow Ruby’s instructions and dragged him off to bed, where he promised to make it up to her in the morning, then fell asleep in her arms within minutes.
He was true to his word, waking her up in the most pleasurable way eight hours later, the two of them celebrating until their growling stomachs finally drove them out of bed at noon.
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The new year brought lots of changes to the couple, along with more happiness than either of them had ever known. Killian met Emma’s friends and their significant others, and was soon comfortable being part of the group. He spent many nights at her apartment and within a few months, most of his clothes were in her closet and his toiletries littered her bathroom.
Emma became a regular at Killian’s glass shop, while still staying busy at the bakery. Even though he was thrilled to spend so much time with her, he worried about the amount of back and forth driving she was doing in her old VW. One day in May, he surprised her with the announcement that he rented a warehouse in Storybrooke and was moving his shop there. She protested at first, not wanting the more isolated location to hurt his business, but he assured her his online sales were booming and that people would be willing to drive a little further for lessons, which proved to be true.
When he started looking for an apartment in Storybrooke, Emma suggested he move in with her instead, and he happily agreed. Once he had his shop up and running at the end of July, they moved the remainder of his belongings into her place.
In September, Liam and his family flew in to visit Killian and meet Emma in person. She had seen them through his phone screen on several FaceTime calls and already felt accepted by them. By the end of their week-long visit, her place in the family was cemented when Liam referred to her as the sister he always wanted.
Mary Margaret, who was newly engaged, was convinced Killian was going to propose at Christmas, so when he didn’t, Emma tried not to be disappointed. She really wasn’t in any hurry to get married, but after her friend planted the thought in her head, it began to take root.
Their plans for New Year’s Eve were to have dinner at their favorite restaurant overlooking the harbor and then attend the annual party at the town hall with their friends. That evening, Killian called her thirty minutes before their reservations to tell her he was delayed waiting for several orders to be picked up by the parcel service, and would meet her at the restaurant.
She blew out an exasperated sigh and sat down on the couch to wait until it was time to leave. Twenty minutes later, she buttoned her winter coat over the red, form-fitting dress she was anxious to reveal to her boyfriend, grabbed her handbag, and threw the door open.
It was like deja vu. Killian was standing in the hallway, dressed smartly in a navy suit, crisp white shirt, and silver tie, holding a bouquet of red and white roses in a glass vase she was sure he made especially for her.
“Happy New Year, Love.”
“K-Killian, I thought you said…”
“I wanted to surprise you.”
“Just like last year, huh?”
“Well, not exactly like last year,” he answered, bending to sit the vase on the floor beside him. Then he pulled a jeweler's box out of his jacket pocket and lowered himself to one knee in front of her, opening the box as he did.
Her eyes immediately misted over and she covered her mouth with both hands.
“Emma,” he began, “you blew me away the moment you stepped into my shop. You’re the love of my life and I want to spend every minute of that life with you. It would make me beyond happy and proud to be your husband, if you will agree to be my wife. Will you marry me?”
She started nodding before he even finished asking, and then she choked out, “Yes, Killian! Oh god, yes! I will marry you!”
He removed the diamond ring from the box and took her trembling hand to slip it onto her finger, then stood and pulled her into his embrace, showering her hair and face with kisses. When their lips finally met, the kiss was like none they had ever shared before - a promise of their future which was more than just a dream now.
As they stood with their foreheads pressed together after the kiss ended, he murmured, “I guess we better get going or we’ll miss our dinner reservations.”
She looked at him with a smug smile, bent down to pick up the vase of flowers and turned to go inside. Once she set the bouquet on the kitchen table, she unbuttoned her coat slowly and deliberately, letting it slide to the floor when she was done.
Killian’s mouth dropped open at the sight of her in the red dress and his Adam’s apple bobbed several times before he could force words past it. “Swan, you look absolutely breathtaking.” Moving across the room, he pulled her to him for another passionate kiss. Slightly out of breath afterwards, he picked up the coat and held it up for her to slip into it.
“I don’t need it,” she said.
“It’s freezing outside, Love. Of course you need it.”
She took the coat and folded it over a chair. “No, I don’t,” she purred, draping her arms around his neck. “I want to spend New Year’s Eve with my fiancé, celebrating the exact same way we did last year.”
“But dinner, and our friends…”
“I don’t care about dinner, and our friends will understand once we tell them we were celebrating our engagement. Unless you would rather keep our original plans?”
His face morphed into his signature smolder, with a sly smirk and one eyebrow raised high on his forehead. “Your plans are much more appealing, my love.”
Taking his hand and leading him to the bedroom, she said, “Come on, then. Let’s see if your new fiancée can still blow you away!”
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Happiest of birthdays, Beth! I hope this brightens your day, and I wish the same for anyone else who reads it. Comments, likes and reblogs are always appreciated!
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weird-al-song-tourney · 9 months
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'Weird Al' Yankovic Song Tournament
The Bad Bitches Era Round 5
I LOVE ROCKY ROAD
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Team 'Rocky Road', your mascot is:
Webby Vanderquack from DuckTales (2017)
PARTY IN THE C.I.A.
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Team 'C.I.A.', your mascot is:
Polly Plantar from 'Amphibia'
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15. “Hey.  You know I love you, right?”
Gwynriel?? Please???
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I know this is supposed to be a serious prompt but the first thing that came to mind made me laugh…
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"Azriel..."
At his girlfriend's sing-song voice, Az glanced up from video game he and his friends were playing. Gwyn waltzed into the room with a sweet smile that made him smile in return. Particularly when she came to stand beside him, perching a hip on the side of the couch. Her fingers brushed through his hair and he tilted his head back, eyes closing as he basked in the feeling. He hadn't been prone to PDA before he met Gwyn, but she brought something out in him. Beside him, he knew his friends were pretending not to notice.
"Yes, love?"
"You know I love you right?" she crooned. It should have been a giant flashing red light, that tone. His friends certainly seemed to think so, both of them sucking in sharp breaths and looking distinctly uncomfortable.
Azriel, however, was lulled into a sense of safety by the soothing strokes of her fingers. He grinned dreamily up at her. "I love you, too."
He thought he heard Cassian mumble something like "He's in for it."
Gwyn hummed and smiled back at him, stroking his cheek. His senses finally began to tingle with a hint of danger at the glint in her teal eyes. "Then perhaps you can explain to me why you ate all of my Rocky Road ice cream?” She punctuated the question with a tap on his nose that made him blink.
Rhys snorted as he and Cassian ducked their heads, suddenly very absorbed in the still paused game. Azriel’s eyes widened as he spluttered- “I-did not!”
Gwyn crossed her arms and looked down at him. “You’re a terrible liar.”
Without thinking, Az responded, “I’m an amazing liar.”
Gwyn’s eyes narrowed, her nostrils flaring slightly. Behind him, he heard Rhys let out a low whistle. Panicking, Az all but tossed his controller aside and shot up to his kneel beside her, almost strangling himself in the chord for the headset he forgot he was still wearing.
“That is not what I meant.” He grabbed her hands, pulling them to his chest before she could pull away from him. “I would never lie to you, dove. I swear.”
She gave a delicate sniff of disbelief, turning away from him. He squeezed her hands tighter. “And I’m not lying about this.” He was positive- almost positive… he had been very hungry when he stumbled in after work last night with a sweet tooth…
But no, he knew better than to touch Gwyn’s sacred stash- as she called it. He didn’t even like Rocky Road. He was a butter pecan man, all the way. But on the rare occasion he got a craving for sweets, it didn’t always matter what the flavor was, so long as the main ingredient was sugar.
“Fuck,” he muttered, squeezing his eyes shut. Maybe he had eaten it. “I’ll get you some more. I’ll go right now, ok. Just- don’t be mad at me, please.” He stood, moving around the couch towards the door even as he still held her hands, bending down to shower the backs of them with kisses.
Her eyes narrowed a moment longer before she acquiesced with a purse of her lips and roll of her eyes. He held back a smile. It wasn’t safe to smile until she had a fresh container of rocky road in her hands. “I love you,” he said, stealing a kiss before releasing her and practically sprinting for the door. Scooping up his keys and wallet, he stuffed his feet in his shoes and just heard her says she loved him back as the door closed behind him.
The room was silent for a moment as they all watched the door after Azriel left. Once they heard his engine rumble away, Cassian leaned back on the couch and said “you know it was me who ate your ice cream right? Sorry, Gwynnie.”
A smirk played over her lips as she turned to him. “Oh I know. I also knew if Az thought it was him, he’d not only immediately go get more, but would likely spend all night making up for it.” She grinned, winking.
Cass and Rhys laughed appreciatively. “Devious,” Rhys muttered as she fell into the seat Az had just vacated, taking up his mic and controller.
“Now, where are we.”
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xplrvibes · 6 months
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On the final episode of the Conjuring house do you think the priest? was right when she was reading the Tarots cards for Colby and Sam life? cos I don’t really understand these cards or reading about the future lol.. what do you think?
I do, in a sense.
The thing with tarot cards is that they predict your life if you continue on the path you are currently on, and as the old Led Zeppelin song goes: "there's still time to change the road you're on."
So things can change, but overall, they are an interesting look into someone's psyche and potential future.
Now, the thing that really lends credence to the cards with snc is that when the priestess, Ashley, read their tarot back in January, everything she said came alarmingly true.
In that January reading, the question that was asked was: "What do our next 6 months look like?"
Here was her response:
"So, here's a couple of things. You both need to learn to start owning your own energies, like your psychic energies.
Here we have the Hermit. He has this little lamp that he's carrying around. You need to find your own lamp, whatever that is. I don't care what energy, what deity that you take in there, but you need some light around you. You're going into these places but you're going in, in a foolish way.
If you do not learn how to cleanse yourselves, you're going to be in a lot of pain.
Something is going to happen in the next 6 months where you will both be up at 3am crying.
What you're doing is good - the spirit really likes what you're doing...you're really educationg people. You're bringing knowledge and light to information. But you need to make sure you're doing it in a way that isn't harming you.
Learn how to take better care of yourselves.
When you have both the 9 and 10 of swords, this shows me that something could attach to you that could be really really hard to get off and cause you insanity. So, we really wanna step up and realize that we're.not playing games anymore and this is a serious thing I'm doing.
[To Colby:] You're the one who has the more psychic energy so it's going to be you being able to really grow, essentially."
Now, that is the part of the Tarot that they made public in the first video she appeared in. What they did not make public until much later (according to the Occult Unveiled Podcast) was that she did also see some kind of sadness/illness related pain in Colby's future, and that she saw the end of a relationship in Sam's (which apparently Sam did not include in the January video because he didn't want to make things "rocky" lol).
Anyway, looking at the above: the timeline of the first reading was mid-January, less than a week before Colby was diagnosed with cancer. The cards told Colby that he would have a hard, painful, and sad six months, and...well. He did. 6 months almost to the day, considering he was given the all-clear from his doctors at the beginning of July.
Sam was also told he'd have an emotional 6 months and would see the end of a relationship...and well, we all know that man's been on a roller coaster.
They were also told that they were in a bad and dangerous place, spiritually and with regards to the paranormal and honestly, I don't even think we need tarot cards to see that was true lol.
So yea...based on her reading in January and how true it all turned out to be, I really think there is something to the cards they got this time around.
I think Sam has clearly finally started to let go of some of that skepticism he's been holding on to for his entire life, and it's opening up a brand new world for him (new chapter, new book, etc). He is learning more about himself now that he doesn't have that other person to fill him (Katrina) - and from the way he's been talking, I think breaking up with her has been a jolt to his sense of self and confidence (sorry Kat, lol). Basically everything in his reading is about starting fresh, both in his personal life and in his journey into being a believer of the paranormal, and I think that tracks
He's also gotta stop being a massive fuck boy, apparently. 🤣 (and no, I will not stop bringing that up)
And for Colby...the interesting thing about Colby is that, all of his readings that he's ever had, always come with a twinge of sadness for him. Look back at the video he did with the psychic on his personal channel that time, or these readings with Pythian Priestess, or the readings they had done in a few videos in 2019. There's always this undercurrent of "the things from your past haunt you, and you struggle with them greatly." So even though his cards did have a lot of positivity to them (more so than in January), they also carried that ever-present sadness with them.
And sadly, for Colby, that tracks.
He was given a card of healing, and.obvooisly this was filmed only a month after he was declared cancer free and he was still very much healing physically, but I think the emotional aspect of healing from a life threatening illness is something that ebbs and flows, and will with him for a long time. But then there's that trauma or sadness that he carries with him that he just can't move past. That keeps him stuck in place - whether it's in relationships, or his professional career, or whatever else (and it's probably all over the board, I think he's got a lot going on there). Overall, I think his reading tracks.
And of the two of them, I think Sam will continue on the path the cards had him on, whereas Colby, sadly, will probably not do as much mental healing and letting go/moving on as the cards suggested he should.
Anyway, this got unbelievably long and I apologize. To summarize: yes, I believe in the readings they got and I am super interested to see where they are in their lives in another 3 months to see if it matches up to this last reading!
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Please listen to both songs before you vote!
"Mickey"
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"Ricky"
Fun facts: "Ricky" was Weird Al's first music video! (Yesterday, we shared his second music video, "I Love Rocky Road." If you look closely, you'll see his character is wearing an "I Love Lucy" pin on his jacket.)
In "Ricky", Lucy is played by Tress MacNeille, whose work as a voice actress is so extensive that we won't list all her past roles here. Look her up! You're sure to have heard her before.
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argumentl · 2 years
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Rough notes on Kaoru's Phalaris talk event
(addition/corrections welcome)
※Masuda first picks up on Kaoru's tshirt. Kaoru mentions a few movies of his day Rocky, Rambo etc, and says he was/is a fan of the Goonies. Masuda asks him about Top Gun, and tells him.what Shinya said about it. (Kaoru has seen it and liked it). 
※Masuda tries to start taking about Phalaris, Kaoru says he feels like he already talked about it enough already. But he says with Phalaris it was the first time he had a set aim in mind from the start, and he's pretty happy with the result. There were twists and turns along the way, but it stayed on the right track to completion. 
※He feels like the songs from Phalaris which they played on this tour were easy to get used to/easy to remember.
※They had originally planned to play 13 on this tour, not Hibiki. But if they did that it would just look like they were playing the first 4 songs in order. Kaoru would have prefered 13 though. 
※Kaoru hints that the 25th anniversary tour may be a tour in which you can feel history, and it may also be connected to the song battle, and it may also include songs from Phalaris...but they havnt actually decided any details about the specific content yet. 
※They talk a bit about the setlist for vol:1. They tried picking past songs that would merge well with the atmosphere of phalaris. 
※He feels like the rule of no noise from audience is tougher on the audience than it is on the band. 
※Masuda reminds Kaoru that it is exactly 16 years ago that they went on the Family Values tour, (Aug 4th San Antonio)and he remembers the car trouble they had. Kaoru does not remember this. He remembers the venues, but not how they got there. 
※Masuda then remembers that at the same time the following year, the were in Europe with the band Fair to Midland. Kaoru recalls how they wrote Dozing Green while they were on the road then. He remembers sitting on the stage with the members after rehearsal and discussing the new song. 
※Masuda reminds Kaoru that exactly 24 years ago was the first time the band played in Nakano Sun Plaza. Kaoru thinks it odd that as an indies band 24 years ago they were able to book two days at this venue. But as a 25yr old band, they were only able to book one day. They talk about this venue for a bit, Kaoru says they used to use a studio that was nearby. 
※They talk.about the trend of venues closing. Kaoru mentions the magazine Gigs ending too. Masuda says his first article about Dir en grey was in Gigs. 
※Kaoru wants.a bigger venue to be built in Tokyo, about 3000 capacity. He'd like it if people could just walk by and simply buy a ticket if they feel interested. 
※Masuda suggests having a Dir en grey arena where the band plays every day, like a broadway musical. Kaoru laughs at this idea, and says Seraph could do that. 
※Masuda asks if Kaoru has started any new projects or interests recently. Kaoru says he started listening to vinyl records a lot. He brought a few back from his home in Hyogo to use as decorations, but ended up wanting to listening to them, and was reminded of how good they are. He has since been going to 2nd hand stores etc and buying lots. 
※He would like to release a vinyl version of Phalaris. He was not happy with the amazon mega jacket for the deluxe version, with those two while columns on each side. 
※They talk about Shinya doing videos of him playing parts of songs for his youtube channel, and the possibility of the other members doing similar, but Kaoru says he doesnt want to appear on Shinya's channel. 
※Kaoru talks a bit about his preferences when it comes to band tshirts/ movie tshirts.  
※Kaoru says its been tough trying to book the tour venue in Nagoya too. 
※A veiwer asks about TTT in the comments. Kaoru says nothing is decided about that yet. 
※Masuda asks if Kaoru has any plans for new projects other than TTT. Kaoru says there are things he'd like to try, but as soon as he thinks about it, he has more demands from Dir en grey, like Kyo saying (imitating Kyo) 'Isnt is about time we made something new' etc. He knows Kyo has a lot going on so has to make the most of his time, but Kaoru sometimes wishes he had a bit more time to breathe. 
※Masuda asks how important creativity is for Kaoru when starting a piece of work. I didnt really catch the answer to this, but it was apparently hilarious. 
※They talk about the Studio coast live for a bit. Director Kondo is currently in the  middle of editing it. 
※Masuda says some comments have been made asking for  Dir en grey-fes. Kaoru says he likes the idea of inviting bands they are close to, but it would be impossible in reality. 
※Kaoru gives Masuda a cup of wine, and says they would go out to a bar after doing this kind of event in the past but as they cant do that this time, they might as well have more drinks now. 
※A viewer asks for Kaoru to spill some gossip. He tells a story about Fujieda going to buy the wine they are drinking now, and how Fujieda is always talking about whisky. This leads onto Kaoru talking about his recent visit to the Suntory Yamazaki Whisky distillery, before the live in Kyoto. 
※Masuda says he has visited a Scotch whisky museum in the UK. Kaoru would like to do similar, but it takes too much time getting there. 
※This leads on to Kaoru saying that the band are always thinking about when they can next tour overseas. There have been times during the past two years where they thought they might be able to, but it turned out they couldnt due to circumstances. 
※They talk about the concept of traveling with Japanese fans overseas to do a live for them there. Kaoru doesnt really like this idea. Masuda asks about doing a Japan tour for overseas fans, to travel Japan with the band. Kaoru says something similar to this was done when the band played Arche at Budokan. (I have no clue what this was). He is more open to this concept. 
※They talk about Shinya's ban on members going to his home. Masuda mentions the behavior of a particular member, and Kaoru says he didnt have anything to do with it. 
※Kaoru says Shinya wont even let anyone in his hotel room on tour. If you knock on his door, he will only open it a tiny sliver to answer. 
※Kaoru says there are not many people like Shinya. There is something very different about him. 
※That talk about how Phalaris was originally not intended to be put on the streaming sites, but after a bit of pressure from Apple music, they decided to put it on after all. 
※They talk about the band Black midi which Masuda likes, and then KISS, which Masuda likes too. Masuda mentions that next year will be KISS's 50th anniversary. Kaoru wonders what Dir en grey would be like on their 50th anniversary. The drums in Zan would be impossible. It would have to be an extremely slowed down Zan. Kaoru doesnt know how long the band will continue, but he still has a lot of ideas in his head. 
※Masuda says how talking about the acoustic Dozing Green in Sogai reminds him of when the band were on stage discussing the song overseas. Kaoru agrees.  This reminds Kaoru of an incident on that overseas tour where one of the members threw an apple at Shinya while he was asleep in his bed on the tour bus (??) They then talk about how Shinya had a fridge and a computer set up in his bed compartment. 
※About the anniversary tour, Kaoru admits that they often struggle to sell enough tickets for lives in the north and south of Japan, but they are giving Sapporo a shot this time, so he wants people to come.
※Kaoru says he is already in discussion with the band about plans for next year. 
※A comment comes in about Amagasaki Archaic Hall. Kaoru remembers seeing the Smashing Pumpkins there, but was disappointed that they played the acoustic version of Today, and cycled home upset about it. 
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Halfway There: Run Ridge Run Race Report
Race: Run Ridge Run by Coast Mountain Trail Running
Distance: 25k, 3200ft vert
Location: Port Moody, BC
Time: 4:18:48
Goal: Don't cry, have fun - ACHIEVED
Sometimes, there's no amount of repetition that makes a challenge easier, and I'm starting to think that the Diez Vista ascent portion of RRR 25k and the DV 50k is one of those things. Having run the course twice already this winter, my trusty run buddies and I were excited to tackle it for time.... and also dreading that grinding ascent.
As any good running pod does, the three of us set out the night before for packet pick up, and a stop by Rocky Point Ice Cream for some cones before dinner in the hopes that a little treat would fortify us for the next day. After a series of road races over the past couple of months, I was itching to get back to the trails for a formal event. While the grind of an uphill slog is soul crushing, I don't think I would trade it for the nausea and occasional asthma attacks of trying to run as fast as I can down some flat pavement again any time soon. Race bibs and ice cream cones in hand, we were ready to take on whatever Saturday morning was going to bring us.
The morning was mild, and we lucked out on the rain holding off until well into the race. I had a feeling my husband was going to drop me and our other run buddy in pretty short order despite his Charlie-the-Unicorn caliber complaints that "three cheesy eggs was probably an excessive breakfast for race day", but he was still near me by the time we had dragged ourselves all the way up to the Diez Vista sign. However, the blue babbling unicorn to my pink rambling unicorn was nowhere in sight. Upon questioning, my husband reported that she'd "dropped" a while ago on the climb and then sprang off into the distance, unperturbed by the treacherous descent ahead of us and seemingly unfazed by the grueling ascent we'd just made. As I meandered along, carefully avoiding slippery spots and gingerly placing my feet to avoid sliding down deceitfully slimy rocks, I realized that 'dropped' could mean multiple things. I did not want to believe that she could have quit the race (but honestly I wouldn't have blamed her - that climb is no thoughts just vert), and vowed to wait up for her a little farther along the trail when it opened up. My relief was palpable when a familiar headband appeared in my peripheral vision, confirming the presence of my long-suffering, peer pressured companion.
Speaking of, the reason I was not at this event alone was because I had peer pressured my husband and running bestie into doing this with me, as preparation for the other race I pressured them into, the Diez Vista 50k in April. This course is essentially the front half of that race, so of course we should do it! They were probably questioning this reasoning on the way back off the ridge, but didn't voice any complaints. These are the kind of people you want to pressure into trail running with you. Absolute yes-people.
A hobby that running bestie and I have gotten into is describing our very lengthy training runs in terms of an open world video game. Being out in BC, you quickly realize that you've been dropped into an IRL Breath of the Wild type map to run around in. It starts raining sometimes. The weather shifts. You're out long enough that the daylight changes noticeably over the course of the run. There are NPCs that join you for short periods and at the aid stations that you can interact with. You're running a side quest to pick up enough trash to merit a free pair of socks at the finish line. You're snacking on health-restoring elixirs imbued with arcane energy. On this logic, you quickly devolve into letting your brain go completely feral. Thoughts enter and exit without rhyme or reason. Your internal monologue is feeding you random early 2000s YouTube video quotes and songs you haven't listened to on purpose ever in your life (I have not even once listened to Beauty and a Beat by Justin Bieber and Nicki Minaj intentionally).
It's been years and years since I ran a race with a friend, and never a trail race. This is the cheat code. I think that with a good run buddy you could probably cover untold kilometers as long as you both were prepared to feed each other the most absurd thoughts from the depths of your meme stuffed Millenial minds. We decided that the Brightline train line in Florida was a worthy topic of conversation and speculation for a nontrivial quantity of the course. I have a feeling that my husband raced off from us is because he knows that he is the Charlie the Unicorn to our pink and blue unicorns, and that if he sticks around we will eventually tell him to put a banana in his ear. However, it was his words at the finish line that sealed the experience for me: "You two just looked like you were having so much fun when you got to the finish line. You looked so happy." After hours of running through mist shrouded forests, up and down hill after hill, dodging rocks and roots and small rivers, telling ourselves we were graceful fae princesses frolicking through our kingdom, I arrived at the finish line incredibly tired, incredibly ready to be done running, and happier than I though you could be at the end of a race. I collected my hard-earned Gary Robbins finish line hug, and the three of us grinned, dirty and tired, ready to tackle the second half of this training cycle and face the final boss - the Diez Vista 50k.
Bonus Chapter: The Juice Vendor NPC
Running Bestie and I finally peeled ourselves away from the refreshment tent to go get changed after finishing, leaving our partners to discuss whatever it is that brogrammers discuss by a fire on a gloomy beach, but were quickly arrested in our path by an older fellow beseeching us to wait as he had blueberry juice for us. I do not know how we managed to spend five minutes discussing how many samples each of us were to collect, but we left that baffling conversation with about 6 locally made juice pouches each. All this to say, you should always hit the dialog button to engage because sometimes, the merchant characters have elixirs imbued with arcane energy to give you.
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Alright. Just woke up after harry's final show. That was a lot. It started a bit rocky because there were so many people that we managed to get in at the 7th song (she) and there were still so many people coming in after it was insane.
Aside from the queue from hell, it was so fucking epic. Didn't manage to get merch unfortunately but it's fine i'm more than happy with just having been there!
Got home at 6 am today and had to sleep in the parking lot last night (thankfully we went with the car) because the line to get out lasted 4 hours like there were so many people the roads were packed packed and we all (me, sister and cousin) had been up since 6am the day before because we had to work before the show like it was crazy we were so tired but so happy!!
Now. For the important things.
WHAT THE FUUUUCCCKKKKK LITERALLY GOT IN AND STARTED CRYING IMMEDIATELY i mean i was crying in line already when se telefonando (mina's song) started playing because shut up that was so special AND THEN LIKE BEST SONG EVER AND TWO GHOSTS INTRO INTO FALLING LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE THE SPEECH THE FIT THE NEW INSTRUMENTAL SONG that was such a moment everyone was so quiet idk now there's just a bit of a constant scream in my brain it was beautiful
Also the way he kept saying tante belle cose (which means like many beautiful things amd in italian is used as a goodbye kinda when you see someone you wish them tante belle cose lol or maybe he just wanted to sane many nice things) LMAO like he is basically fluent in italian it was so funny
Alright that's it i'll just keep watching videos from last night and cry a bit more
hello hello hello !!!! hello !!!
the queue sounds so wild omg im glad you made it in!! also yeah who needs merch when you have THE FINAL SHOW MEMORIES !!! YOU LITERALLY GOT BEST SONG EVER AND THEN YOU GOT THE SONG THE INSTRUMENTAL SONG MY SOUL WOULD'VE TRANSCENDED !!
i am also just watching final show videos,,, look at us <33 thank you for stopping by to share your story of the evening it sounds like so much and such a special experience !!! <33 and you were such a trooper haha <333
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weird-al-song-tourney · 8 months
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We're there any songs in this tournament that you knew before the tournament, but you didn't know they were Weird Al songs until then? Because that's what happened to me with The Saga Begins.
I knew all of them were Al, but not all of them were songs I had heard before. Like Midnight Star or Germs. I hadn't heard of these until this tournament bc those weren't songs I was aware of as a child.
I didn't have all of Al's albums as a kid so some of these songs simply were not something I knew about as a kid because well, my family just didn't own them nor did I get told about the albums they came from.
I didn't even know about My Bologna until I watched the Weird Al biopic movie this year. Because that first Album of his was not one that my family owned. The only song from that one I had heard of before was Rocky Road & Rides The Bus. The rest of the ones from that very same album? I had not heard any of them until this year. Spotify was how I even found out those existed. I suppose when you're a dumbass kid, you don't tend to think about looking up what all of his albums were, you just assume that all the songs you were introduced to via what your family owned must be literally every song of his & that means that he must have never had any more because well, I was a VERY stupid child.
That being said, some of these songs are quite bangers indeed.
I'm upset that no one told me about Germs prior to now because I think I was robbed of experiencing that song & video earlier in my life.
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novelmonger · 8 months
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This song from David Hodges' latest album took my breath away with how well it works for Steve and Peggy in Endgame, and I want to gush about it.
(Please note that this only works with my Two Steves reading of Endgame, which is not how most people see the movie - please feel free to ask me about it if you don't know what I'm talking about!)
If I had a time machine That went right back to you and me for a minute I wouldn't get in it Okay, maybe I would climb inside Press some buttons, turn the dial to that summer When my heart felt younger And I'd say Things were better then I wish I could see you smile at me again
As soon as I heard that first line, I was already listening for Steve in this song, because of my music video of David Hodges' song "Time Machine" ^^'
But yes, this definitely made me think of all the time travel shenanigans they all get up to in Endgame, and the possibility that opens up for Steve to use it to go back to Peggy. It brings to mind that scene when Steve sees her through the window in the S.H.I.E.L.D. base.
'Cause I was in love, I could not explain it We spoke in tongues written in our own language I was yours, and you were mine I made you mad, you drove me crazy So simple then, but so complicated I think of you, and I don't know why 'Cause I can't go back in time
The thing is, Steve and Peggy definitely were in love with each other. Anyone who tries to deny that simply isn't paying attention to TFA. It was a relationship both simple and complicated - they both loved each other, there was no one between them, but they were at war. No time for romance. But there was so much potential for happiness once everything was over. They thought they would have time to do more about it than just promising a dance and sharing a kiss.
And if I had the chance again To stop the ending when it came I wouldn't do it We were done, and we knew it See, I remember how it felt All the heaven and all the hell That we went through It doesn't mean I was meant for you
But what this song captures is the realization I believe Steve comes to when he faces this chance to go back in time and get back everything he once had. He knows he isn't going to do it, because he and Peggy are over. It's not that it was never real - it was. He really did love her. They went through "all the heaven and all the hell" together during the war. But like the song says, "It doesn't mean I was meant for you." Their choices, and the situations they ended up in, closed off the possibility of them being together.
But I was in love, I could not explain it We spoke in tongues written in our own language I was yours, and you were mine I made you mad, you drove me crazy So simple then, but so complicated I think of you, and I don't know why 'Cause I can't go back in time
That line "I made you mad, you drove me crazy" puts me in mind of that scene where Peggy shoots Steve XD
You're happy now I've settled down Guess that life is full of things that you can live without But that doesn't change the truth Part of me was made by you
This part actually brought tears to my eyes, because it fits so perfectly. After losing Steve, it's not like Peggy's life was over for the next 70 years. She found love, her life had meaning and purpose, overall she was happy. And Steve, though it was certainly a rocky road for him, has settled into his life in the 21st century. He's made friends. He found Bucky again. He's met Sharon, and started a relationship with her. You could say that he's able to live without Peggy. But he still looks back and acknowledges that an important part of who he is was made by Peggy.
'Cause I was in love, I could not explain it We spoke in tongues written in our own language I was yours, and you were mine I made you mad, you drove me crazy So simple then, but so complicated I think of you, and I don't know why 'Cause I can't go back in time
The line "We spoke in tongues written in our own language" makes me think of the little inside jokes and references they make with each other in TFA. A relationship of any kind is like a long, drawn-out conversation that (hopefully) stretches over years and years of your lives together. The real tragedy of Steve and Peggy is that their conversation was cut short.
If I had a time machine That went right back to you and me for a minute I wouldn't get in it
This is why I say that the Steve we see at the end of Endgame isn't the Steve we've come to know over the course of the series. He wouldn't go back in time, not even just to have a dance with her. Their story has come to an end. Their lives will continue on without each other. It's not meaningless. I don't think either of them would say they regret meeting and loving each other. But there's no going back in time for them. Not even when Steve has access to a literal time machine. Because he can't turn the clock back on himself. He's a different man than the one who went into the ice.
This Steve Rogers is meant to go back to the 21st century, to pick up the life he's made with Bucky, with Sam, with Sharon, with all of the friends he's made there. That's the true ending of Endgame to me.
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