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I know, how I feel when I'm around you
Word count: 5.1k
Relationships: NikPrice, PriceNik
Tags: Established Relationship, slice of life, just them being domestic as fuck, fluff, they're so in love <3
Part of a project that has a tiny explanation here. Keep reading under the cut!!
AN: This is a gift for @nekrosmos Happy valentines day !!! You're really such a kind soul in this corner of the internet, insanely talented in all aspects seriously why can you draw and write that well excuse me?? The way you encourage people and leave comments/tags on peoples stuff is absolutely insane in the best way possible <33 along with this im virtually gifting you a bunch of freshly baked cookies and some flowers. Thank you for sharing your work with us and happy valentines day bud i hope its a good day for you <33
The flat was wrapped in the slow, golden hum of afternoon when Price stirred, the warmth of sleep still clinging to his skin. The scent of coffee curled through the air, mingling with the faintest trace of something sweet, and the distant sound of musicālow, familiar soft rockādrifted in from the kitchen.
The sheets beneath him still carried the remnants of body heat, the space beside him long since gone cold. He turned slightly, pressing his face into Nikās pillow, inhaling deeply. The scent thereāwarm, familiar, something clean with the slightest hint of spiceāwas grounding, safe. It settled something in his chest, the kind of quiet comfort that came from knowing exactly where he was and exactly who he was meant to be with.
He stretched, wincing slightly, feeling the pleasant ache deep in his muscles. A reminder of what happened earlier, when they had stumbled through the door, tearing at each other with hands and mouths, sinking into the desperate kind of closeness they had been starved of for weeks. That had been rough, urgent, and now his body bore the proof of it.
A slow smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth as he rolled onto his back, letting out a low, contented groan. The soreness was a good kind, the kind that settled deep in his bones and made him want to stretch into it, made him want to chase it all over again.
Then, from the kitchen, the unmistakable clink of a spoon against ceramic.
Price cracked an eye open. He could keep lying here, wrapped up in the last traces of sleep, but the source of warmth and scent had moved. And he had never been much for staying in bed alone. Better to follow.
The cool floor met his feet as he stood, stretching once more before reaching for the first thing within armās lengthāa soft, worn t-shirt he mustāve tossed aside last night. He pulled it over his head, running a hand over his beard before ruffling his hair absently. Nik had once told him he looked downright domesticated in moments like this. Price had scoffed at the time, but right now, walking towards the scent of coffee and the distant hum of music, he understood what Nik meant.
Nik was sitting at the kitchen counter, pen moving in smooth, sure strokes as he wrote, his attention split between the two cookbooks splayed open around him. A fresh cup of coffee sat within reach, the steam curling lazily above the rim. Their mail was laid out beside him, mostly ignored, and the soft music hummed in the background.
The whole scene was so effortlessly Nik. A careful balance between order and chaos, planning and instinct. He looked as he always didācomposed, intent, his focus shifting between his notes and the open pages in front of him, the kind of quiet determination that made Price certain heād already memorized half the bloody recipes and was just double-checking for the sake of it.
Price leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest, taking in the sight.
āStarted without me?ā
Nik looked up immediately, and the way his gaze lingeredājust for a secondābefore his lips curled into a slow smirk was answer enough. The amusement in his eyes was unmistakable, dark and knowing. āYou looked too peaceful to wake.ā He reached for the second mug on the counter, sliding it across smoothly. āBut I saved you a cup, Captain.ā
Price pushed off the frame, stepping into the warmth of the kitchen, taking the offered mug. The first sip was rich, slightly sweet. His brow furrowed, lips pursing slightly. āYou put cinnamon in this?ā
Nik took a slow sip of his own coffee, watching him over the rim. āYou like it. No need to lie.ā
Price grumbled, but didnāt stop drinking it.
Nik chuckled, setting his pen down, stretching back slightly, all slow, effortless ease. The kind of movement that came with knowing exactly how to take up space without ever needing to try. āHow are you feeling, my love?ā
Price made a vague sound into his coffee, but then stretched again, rolling his shoulders, shifting his weight just enough to make a point. āBit sore. Canāt imagine why.ā
Nikās smirk deepened. āPerhaps I was too enthusiastic in welcoming you home.ā
Price huffed a quiet laugh, taking another sip. āThat what weāre callinā it?ā
Nik only shrugged, gaze still keen, amused, appreciative. There was something about the way Nik looked at himālike he was something to be admired, like he was something worth lingering on. It was heady, that kind of attention, something Price wasnāt sure heād ever get used to, something he never wanted to lose.
āEnjoying the view?ā Price asked, the corner of his mouth twitching.
Nik didnāt miss a beat. āAlways.ā
Price rolled his eyes, but there was no real annoyance behind it. Instead, he let his gaze drift down to where Nikās hand still rested against the edge of his notebook, fingers ink-smudged at the tips from flipping through pages. His other hand rested against the counter, broad and steady.
For a moment, Price just looked.
Nikāmussed hair, soft t-shirt, relaxed posture, the slow, meticulous way he wrote out the grocery list, cross-referencing books, occasionally tapping his pen against his lip as he considered something.
He was stunning like this.
Price didnāt even think before he moved, stepping behind him, hands landing firmly on Nikās shoulders as he leaned down, lips ghosting along the curve of his neck. āYāknow,ā he murmured, voice low, lazy, āWe could just stay in bed. Forget dinner. Just us. Right here.ā
Nik exhaled a soft laugh, but Price felt the way his shoulders relaxed slightly under his touch. āTempting,ā he admitted, setting the pen down, tilting his head just slightly before turning around to face Price.
Price took the opening, settling in between Nikās muscular thighs, trailing his mouth along the warm skin of his neck and collarbones.
Nik hummed, his hands sturdy, warm, and large, smoothed over Priceās sides, settling firmly against his stomach.
Price barely had time to register it before Nik squeezed gently, thumbs pressing into the muscle and fat there, slow, almost absentminded. Price looked down and it was absolutely unfair how much of his broad frame Nikās hands could hold. Nikās hands traveled up then back down, mapping out his torso, deliberately slow before pausing just under his sternum. āBut you need to eat,ā he said, low and thoughtful. āI have to fuel my Captain properly.ā A pause. āFor missions, of course.ā
Price scoffed, shifting, just enough for Nikās hands to dip slightly lower. āSure itās just for missions?ā
āOf course.ā Nikās hands suddenly shifted, catching Price off guard as his grip tightened around his waist. āWhich is why we need to get going, lyubov moya.ā
Before Price could argue again, Nik moved.
One second, Price was standing there, digging his heels in, perfectly content to make a case for staying right where they wereāthe next, he was slung over Nikās shoulder, the world tilting with an undignified oof as Nik hoisted him up in one clean motion.
āNikāput me the fuck downāā
āTime to get dressed,ā Nik said easily, completely unfazed as he carried Price towards the bedroom. āBefore you try to seduce me out of feeding you.ā
Priceās bark of laughter nearly drowned out Nikās own amused huff. He let his head drop against Nikās back, the warmth of him grounding in a way that was entirely unfair. His body fit against Nikās like it belonged there, like being carried around by this man was the most natural thing in the world. āYouāre fucking ridiculous.ā
Nik chuckled, patting Priceās arse for good measure. āYou love it.ā
And Price couldnāt exactly argue against that now could he?
By the time Nik finally set him down in the bedroom, Price was already plotting revenge. He landed on his feet with a slight stumble, quickly regaining his balance as he shot Nik a sharp look.
"Youāve got some nerve, Nik."
Nik, utterly unbothered, simply stretched his arms over his head, smirking. "I have no idea what you mean, Captain."
Price narrowed his eyes, but he could feel the corners of his mouth twitching. He wouldnāt give Nik the satisfaction of a grinānot yet, anyway. Instead, he stepped past him, tugging open the wardrobe and rummaging through the clothes inside. His muscles still ached in that pleasant way, every movement a quiet reminder of the hours spent tangled up in each other earlier. A reminder that if he played his cards right, he could make this evening end the same way.
Nik, for his part, seemed to sense the shift in mood because he hummed low in his throat, stepping up behind Price.
"Here," Nik said, reaching past him, his fingers grazing Priceās waist in a way that felt entirely intentional. "Wear this."
Price glanced down at what Nik had pulled outāa dark jumper, one of the nicer ones, along with a jacket to match. It was a small thing, but the fact that Nik had picked out his clothes made something warm settle in his chest.
"You dressing me now?" Price mused, eyebrow raising.
Nik grinned. "If I let you do it yourself, you would wear something that makes you look like you just got out of bed."
Price scoffed but took the clothes anyway, stepping into them without further protest. The fabric was soft, still carrying the faintest trace of Nikās cologne from where it had been folded beside his things.
Nik, meanwhile, had already changed. Nothing particularly fancyājust a well-fitted sweater and a comfortable coatābut somehow, the bastard always looked effortlessly put together.
"Not bad," Nik said, surveying Price with an approving nod.
Price huffed, pulling on his boots before running a hand through his hair once more. "You act like I canāt clean up well."
Nik leaned in slightly, the corner of his mouth twitching. "No, I just prefer you without clothes,"
Price rolled his eyes, but he couldnāt stop the flush creeping up his neck as he stepped past Nik and towards the door. "Come on, letās get this over with, and maybe you can make good on that."
Nikās chuckle followed him down the hall, the sound rich and warm.
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The air outside was crisp, the kind that nipped at any exposed skin but wasnāt quite cold enough to be uncomfortable. The lingering warmth of the day still clung to the pavement, the last hints of sunlight casting a soft, golden hue over the city streets.
Price tugged his jacket tighter around himself, glancing sideways at Nik. The bastard looked entirely unbothered by the cold, walking with the kind of confidence that made it look like he belonged anywhere he went.
The streets were busy without feeling overcrowdedājust enough people milling about to fill the space with a low hum of conversation. A street vendor nearby called out cheerfully, the smell of roasted chestnuts wafting through the air, mingling with the faint trace of coffee from a cafĆ© a few doors down. The city was alive, but in a way that felt comfortable, familiar.
Nikās eyes flicked over to him, lingering just a second too long.
"What?" Price asked, raising an eyebrow.
Nik shrugged, expression infuriatingly neutral. "Nothing."
Price huffed but let it slide, shoving his hands into his pockets as they made their way towards the market.
As they stepped through the doors, the market was much warmer than the cool air outside, the scent of fresh produce, baked goods, and slow-cooked meats filling the air in a way that made Priceās stomach tighten in anticipation. Overhead, bright lights illuminated the aisles and different stalls, casting a soft glow over neatly arranged displays of fruits, vegetables, and cuts of meat lined up behind glass.
Nik, as always, moved with purpose.
Price watched, amused, as Nik examined the butcherās selection with the kind of scrutiny he usually reserved for high-value targets.
"Bloody hell," Price murmured, arms crossing over his chest. "Forget how much you like running this like an op."
Nik didnāt even glance up. "You would rather I pick at random?"
"Iād rather not starve while you analyse every cut of meat in the shop."
Nik ignored him, murmuring something in Russian to the butcher as he pointed out his selections.
Price took this as his opportunity.
With Nik distracted, he veered off toward a nearby aisle, his gaze landing on something far more important than whatever āperfect cutā Nik was debating over.
The snack aisle.
Nik would argue he didnāt need it. Nik would insist that the tactical addition of biscuits, crisps, and maybe a pack of chocolate-covered raisins was unnecessary.
Price disagreed.
He had just slipped the first pack of crisps into the basket when a voice came from behind him.
"John."
He turned slowly, already knowing exactly what he was about to be scolded for.
Nik, holding the basket, gestured with his chin. "What is this?"
Price raised a brow. "Tactical addition."
Nik sighed. The kind of exasperated sigh that said āI love you, but youāre impossible.ā "We are not here for this."
"You say that," Price said, casually adding another pack. "But I say we plan ahead."
Nik gave him a flat look before just shaking his head and walking off, mumbling something about impossible Englishmen.
Price, smug, grabbed another pack for good measure.
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The queue moved quickly, and Price busied himself by checking over the total as the cashier scanned their produce, while Nik loaded their groceries into some bags.
The cashierāan older woman with sharp eyes and an easy smileāhad been chatting amicably, making the usual small talk about their dinner plans.
Nik, ever the charmer, engaged just enough to be polite, while Price mostly let him handle it.
And then it happened.
"How long have you and your husband been together?" the cashier asked, smiling warmly as she handed Nik the receipt.
Price stalled out completely.
His fingers, mid-reach for the bags, twitched ever so slightly.
Nik, the absolute menace, didnāt even blink.
"Mm," Nik hummed nonchalantly, tucking the receipt into his pocket. "A while."
Price blue-screened.
His brain short-circuited so hard that, for a terrifying moment, he genuinely thought he might have forgotten a major life event.
Husbands?
Husbands?
What?
The cashier, utterly oblivious to the existential crisis she had just triggered, simply smiled at them both.
"Thatās sweet. Special occasion tonight?" she asked, still cheerfully beaming.
Nik smirked. "Ah, something like that."
Price felt himself buffering.
His heart had definitely skipped a beatāhe could hear the blood rushing in his ears. His face burned, warmth creeping up the back of his neck, and yet his entire body had forgotten how to function.
Nik, ever the bastard, just nudged him.
"What do you think, mishka?"
Price panicked. His mouth opened. Nothing came out. His jaw worked uselessly before he let out a strangled sound, something between a grunt and a choked cough.
The cashier, completely misinterpreting his silence, laughed lightly. "Oh, donāt tell me he forgot it's your anniversary or something!"
Nik made a quiet, amused sound. "No, no. He would not forget."
Price was going to keel over.
"Right, wellā" he finally managed to get out, clearing his throat as he straightened his shoulders. His voice came out gruff, far too casual for the absolute existential crisis happening in real-time behind his eyes. "Best get these home before it gets too dark, yeah?"
The cashier beamed. "Of course! You two have a lovely night."
Nik just smirked, tipping his head. "You as well."
Price all but shoved the trolley forward, practically marching them out of the store as Nik strolled lazily beside him, completely at ease.
They walked in silence for about half a block before Nik finally chuckled.
"You alright, captain?"
Price exhaled sharply, scrubbing a hand over his face as they slowed at a crossing.
"She called us husbands," he muttered, as if needing confirmation that it had actually happened.
"Mhm," Nik hummed, not the least bit bothered. "She did."
Price blinked at him, the weight of that settling in his chest in a way he hadn't quite expected.
Nik was watching him, eyes dark and warm, amusement still curling at the edges of his lips.
"You bastard," Price hissed, his ears burning.
Nik chuckled, slinging an arm around his shoulders, utterly relaxed. "You looked so shocked, I did not want to ruin her fun."
Price let out a strangled noise. "Her fun? Nik, sheāshe thought we were married."
"And?"
And?
Price stared at him. "ThatāsāNik, thatās notā"
Nik raised an eyebrow. "Not what?"
Priceās mouth opened. Then closed. His brain refused to supply a proper answer. Nik just smirked, squeezed Priceās shoulder, and leaned in slightly.
"Something to think about, no?"
Price made another strangled noise as they walked home, choosing resolutely to think about that later.
The cold air hit again the moment they stepped outside, a stark contrast to the warmth of the shop. Price adjusted his grip on the trolley, letting Nik guide them down the pavement at an easy pace. The streets had quieted just slightly as the sky darkened, golden hues giving way to the deep blues of early evening.
The city had settled into that familiar lullālights flickering on in shop windows, the occasional chatter of people heading home, the distant hum of a bus engine groaning as it pulled to a stop nearby. The smell of roasting meat and something fried drifted out from a takeaway shop down the road, mingling with the crispness of the evening air.
Nik had one hand tucked into his coat pocket, the other gripping one of the bags, walking with that same relaxed confidence. Price, still reeling slightly from the exchange in the shop, kept stealing glances at him out of the corner of his eye.
Nik looked entirely at ease, as if the cold didnāt touch him, as if he had all the time in the world to stroll back without a care. His gaze flicked lazily over their surroundings, sharp but unhurried, and Price had the distinct feeling that if anything out of place happened, Nik would clock it before he even had the chance to notice. Years of instinct, second nature now.
āYouāre quiet,ā Nik observed, voice low but easy.
Price exhaled, shoving his free hand deeper into his coat pocket. āLong day.ā
Nik hummed, unconvinced. āMm. And yet, you still had enough energy to sneak half the shopās snack aisle into our basket.ā
Price smirked. āTactical additions.ā
Nik huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head, but there was something fond in the way he did it.
āWhat about you?ā Price asked, tipping his chin toward him. āWhat have you been working on lately? Havenāt seen you buried in your schematics in a while.ā
Nik shot him a sidelong glance. āYou are suddenly interested in my engineering?ā
Price shrugged. āI like to know what youāre tinkering with. Especially if it means youāre gonna disappear under that helicopter for hours again.ā
Nik chuckled. āYou sound jealous.ā
āNot jealous,ā Price muttered, shifting his weight as they walked. āJust making sure I donāt have to drag you out of there when you forget to eat.ā
Nik clicked his tongue, his smirk deepening. āYou do that anyway, lyubov moya.ā
Price grumbled something under his breath, but Nik only looked more amused.
They walked in comfortable silence for a few moments, the sounds of the city filling the space between themācar tyres rolling over damp pavement, the distant murmur of voices as people stepped out of pubs, the rhythmic tap of their boots against the concrete.
āAnd you?ā Nik finally asked. āHave you been reading anything good lately?ā
Price scoffed. āYouāre the one with the library in the flat.ā
Nik smirked. āYes. And yet, you still steal my books. So, which one?ā
Price didnāt bother denying it. Instead, he rubbed his jaw thoughtfully, thinking. āBeen picking through that history book you left on the table.ā
Nik raised a brow. āThe one on Cold War espionage?ā
āMhm.ā Price took a slow breath, his shoulders rolling slightly. āA bit dry in parts, but itās interesting. Bastards were creative, Iāll give āem that.ā
Nik huffed. āThat is one way to put it.ā
They turned the final corner, the sight of their building coming into view ahead. The golden light from the windows made the place look warmer, more inviting, like it had been waiting for them to come home.
As soon as the door clicked shut behind them, the warmth of home wrapped around Price againāthe lingering smell of coffee from earlier, the faintest traces of Nikās cologne that always seemed to cling to the walls, the soft hum of the heating as it kicked on to ward off the night chill.
Nik wasted no time unloading the bags, moving through the kitchen with that same quiet efficiency. Price hung back for a moment, watching him, watching the way he moved like he belonged here in every sense of the word.
Nikās hands moved without hesitation, pulling out ingredients with the same kind of precision he used when handling weapons. The roll of his shoulders as he reached for the cutting board, the way he shifted his weight slightly as he inspected the vegetablesāit was all so calculated, so deliberate. Price had seen him work a battlefield with that same sharp focus, but here, in their kitchen, it softened just enough to make something in Priceās chest clench.
He shook himself from the thought, stepping in to help.
Nik glanced at him, lips twitching. āYou sure you would rather not sit? You have done so much work today.ā
Price snorted, nudging him with his shoulder. āPiss off. You still need me.ā
Nik made a thoughtful noise, watching as Price began stacking the vegetables onto the counter. āMm. Suppose I do.ā
The words landed heavier than they should have. Not in a bad wayājust in a way that made Priceās fingers still slightly before reaching for the knife. It was simple, the way Nik said it. Natural. Easy. A statement of fact.
The sound of a bottle uncapping had him glancing up just in time to see Nik pouring them both a drink, setting a glass beside him before taking a slow sip from his own. The rich, amber scent of whiskey filled the air, blending with the first hints of butter melting in the pan.
"I thought you wanted to help, Captain?" Nik teased, one eyebrow raised as he stirred the sizzling garlic.
Price hummed, swirling his glass. "Reckon I could be convinced to get my hands dirty."
Nik huffed a laugh, nudging a knife and a few tomatoes toward him. "Then you can cut these."
Price rolled his eyes but didnāt argue, taking a steady sip of his drink before setting to work. The kitchen filled with the familiar, rhythmic sounds of cookingāthe sizzle of oil, the scrape of a knife against the cutting board, the low, absentminded hum of Nikās voice as he worked.
They had done this countless times before, and yet, there was something about it tonight that settled differently in Priceās bones. Maybe it was the warmth of the whiskey, maybe it was the way Nik had looked at him earlier, or maybe it was just the quiet understanding that filled the air between them, the kind of thing that didnāt need words.
As they worked, Priceās hand brushed against Nikāsāonce, twiceāuntil finally, instead of pulling away, Nik let his fingers linger for a moment, warm and steady. It was such a small thing, but it made Priceās breath hitch slightly, made something shift under his ribs in a way he wasnāt prepared for.
Nik smirked like he had noticed, but didnāt comment.
That was the thing about Nikāhe always noticed. He saw the way Price had been watching him, saw the way his shoulders had eased the moment they stepped back into the flat. He saw everything, and he never needed to say a word.
The scent of seared steak filled the kitchen as Nik flipped the meat with practiced ease, the edges crisping into something golden and perfect.
"Here," Nik said suddenly, holding out a spoon with a careful dollop of the sauce heād been reducing. "Try."
Price leaned in, the deep, savoury richness hitting his tongue immediatelyājust the right balance of heat, something smoky, something that lingered.
Nik watched him expectantly.
Price swallowed, licking his lips. "Not bad."
Nik huffed a quiet laugh. "Youāre impossible to impress."
"Hard to be impressed when everything you make is good," Price murmured.
Nik took a spoonful for himself, closing his eyes as he tasted it. The satisfied noise he made was absolutely sinful and completely exaggerated yet it still sent a sharp jolt down Priceās spine all the same.
Price inhaled slowly, steadying himself. "Youāre doing that on purpose."
Nik cracked an eye open, all innocence. "Doing what?"
Price shook his head, biting down on a grin. "Nothing."
Nikās smirk lingered as he turned back to the stove, his hands moving with the same practiced ease that Price had seen on countless occasions. It was a kind of control that translated across everything Nik didāwhether he was cooking, fixing his helo, or handling a rifle, he always worked with the same quiet, unshakable confidence.
Price leaned against the counter, pretending to busy himself with his drink, but he couldnāt help watching Nik move. The way the muscles in his forearms flexed as he reached for the salt, the way his fingers tapped absently against the pan as he waited for the sauce to thicken.
By the time the steak was resting and the last of the side dishes were plated, the kitchen had turned comfortably warm. The steam from the food curled into the air, rich with the scent of butter and garlic and something deeper.
Nik grabbed the plates, nodding toward the table. "Go sit."
Price snorted. "What, you think I need an invitation?"
Nik smirked. "I think you will stand there all night staring at me otherwise."
Price opened his mouth to argue, butāwell. Nik wasnāt entirely wrong, was he? He rolled his eyes instead, shoving down the warmth creeping up the back of his neck before moving toward the table.
The dining table was cluttered, as it always wasāscattered books, half-folded newspapers, a notepad with Nikās half-finished schematics. Price swept a few things aside, making room as Nik placed their plates down with practiced ease.
They sat across from each other, mismatched chairs tucked around the wooden table, the meal between them still steaming.
Nik had gone all out, as usual. The steak had a perfect golden crust, sliced thick and resting beneath a drizzle of sauce, while the roasted garlic mash sat beside it in neat, whipped swirls. The salad was a simple contrastāfresh tomatoes, crisp greens, a light dressing that cut through the richness of everything else. It looked damn near perfect.
Price grabbed his fork, giving Nik an approving nod. "If this is your idea of āfuelingā me, I might let you keep doinā it."
Nik hummed, already cutting into his own steak. "Good. Would be a shame if you wasted all my effort."
They dug in, exchanging only a few murmured remarks between bites.
The first mouthful melted against Priceās tongue, the perfect blend of smokiness, richness, and just a hint of heat from whatever Nik had worked into the sauce. It was the kind of meal that slowed a conversation, made them pause between words just to enjoy it properly.
Price huffed quietly. "You really are too good."
Nik raised an eyebrow. "Oh?"
Price gestured with his fork. "Everything you make, it tastes too good. Makes it hard to pretend I can cook better."
Nik smirked, sipping his drink. "That is because you cannot cook better, mishka."
Price scoffed but didnāt argue.
After the last plate was scraped clean, Price made a move to clean up, rolling his shoulders as he reached for the dishes.
Nik, predictably, was already stepping in.
"Iāve got it," Nik said, nudging him towards the living room. "Go sit. Iāll bring you tea when Iām done."
Price scoffed. "What, you think I canāt wash a few plates?"
"I think," Nik said, placing a firm hand against his back and steering him towards the couch, "you need to let me take care of you every once in a while."
Something in Priceās chest twisted slightly at that, the quiet certainty in Nikās voice settling somewhere deeper than he expected. It wasnāt just the wordsāit was the way Nik said them. No hesitation. No question about it. Just the simple fact that he would take care of Price, whether Price let him or not.
Price exhaled sharply, but he let himself be moved, sinking into the couch with a quiet grunt, one arm draped over the back as he listened to the sounds of Nik cleaning up in the kitchen.
The warmth of the flat, the weight of a good meal, the slow buzz of whiskey still lingering in his veinsāit all made his eyelids feel heavier than he realised. He let his head tip back slightly, blinking slow, feeling the faintest pull of exhaustion settle into his limbs.
Nik moved around in the kitchen with practiced ease, the soft clink of plates and the gentle rush of water filling the space. After a few minutes, the sound of a kettle boiling replaced it, the low whistle blending into the soft hum of the heating system kicking on.
Price barely registered the exact moment Nik joined him, just the quiet shift of the couch as Nik settled beside him, his large hands wrapped around a mug.
He blinked down at it, fingers curling around the ceramic. The steam rose lazily from the surface, the faint and familiar scent of honey and black tea curling into the air between them.
Nik scooted closer towards Price and wrapped an arm around the back of his neck, slowly guiding his head to Nikās warm shoulder with his palm. Price could feel Nikās fingers softly scratching at his scalp around his temple, easing the tension there. Price murmured somethingāsomething he meant to be grateful, but it came out more like a tired grumble.
Nik chuckled softly, pressing a kiss to his temple. "Sleep, lyubov moya."
Price barely managed a small smile before the warmth of Nik underneath him, the steady sound of his breathing, and the gentle, absentminded stroke of his fingers through his hair pulled him under completely.
There was no need to fight it. No need to overthink anything. Not when Nik was here, solid and steady, warmth radiating from his side like a quiet promise.
Safe. That was what this was. That was what Nik had become.
Price let his body sink into it, let himself be drawn into the deep, dreamless pull of sleep, his last conscious thought a simple oneā
Nik. Always Nik.
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waking up in my own body again

#get me out of here#dissociative identity disorder#did memes#did system#system jokes#system journal#x nathan#system rouletteās killing me#why am i always the one waking up in the fleshsuit#sysblr#no dni#sysposting#dissociation meme
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"just because I kiss men occasionally doesn't mean I'm gay"
"that's exactly what it means!"
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#fucking roulette#ānot a member of the lgbtqā my ass you're literally in a gay polycule#mod š£ļø#plural quotes#system sillies#plural memes#system memes#plural stuff#endo safe#pro endo#pluralgang#plural gang#endo friendly#plural system#ššŗ quote
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Hello!! Can we please request a roulette wheel for a brainmade with either the role of battery (https://pluralpedia.org/w/Battery) or academic (https://pluralpedia.org/w/Academic)? Or a headmate with both roles if youāre up for that. Iād also prefer if they had a non-feminine gender and are not super talkative. Thank you!
DING DING DING! ROULETTE WHEEL 01
battery + academic -- ā¼ā¼ā¼

credit1 .. credit2
".. you sure we're fine here? "
skaia, jude, july, scatter, pacific, neptune, ceru, heart, honest, claude, indigo, indie, skye, shade
bxy genderfluid pangender anxietygender
( he / they / it / fear / ener / moon / star )
19 y/o ++ astral being "alien" (<- only for jokes)
omnisexual aromantic (non-binary pref.)
+ patient, energized, dutiful, honest
= sarcastic, introverted
- antisocial, avoidant, harsh, overbearing
skaia doesn't care what's happening a lot of the time, as he has priorities as the academic of the system. they hold a lot of repressed energy and often utilize it to help its system by doing work when others can't. fear is prone to being anxious especially in super crowded environments, but seems to be alright most of the time.
ener knows what moon is meant to do, and strives to do it as fast and good as possible, noting down what is happening and often being a bit rude to others who get in his way. in their eyes its just a small warning so it can work.
rles. {{ battery ++ academic }}
šµ LISTENING TO : š¶
bug by kairikibear
hullabaloo by rare americans
#6b4b9c
"it's one thing or another, just one day at a time."
LIKES
getting rest, doing work, not being interrupted, doing his job, stargazing, cloudwatching, organization, things going correctly
DISLIKES
being bothered, interruptions, loud noises, having to slow down, failing on work, super sugary stuff, uncomfortable clothes
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trinkets often has things like smooth rocks and stim toys to mess with, preferably ones that aren't loud, as well as anything shiny he finds on the floor. ener often has a lot of coins just for it to flip as a stim. has a preference for dimes.
accessories usually keeps hold of a black scarf in the colder months, as well as knotted purple and black leg warmers and arm warmers, as well as varying necklaces, some are teething necklaces with star charms and so.
trivia
- often enjoys coffee and soda not only for the caffeine, but also just the general variety and taste of the drinks. drinks water usually though.
- doesn't like making friends too much honestly, more prone to just considering others acquaintances instead.
- often types in all lowercase, but doesn't care. just here to use energy into doing work and not letting his system get drained of their energy.
- forces other headmates to rest when moons in front. gets agitated when someone refuses to rest and will force them to rest anyway. very insistent
- dislikes distractions, he just wants to focus on its work for a bit. prone to hyperfocusing on things.
#- DEALER PEBBLE šŖØ#bah#build a alter#build a headmate#build an alter#build a system#finished!#roulette wheel
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Drawing poll: danmei edition (part 2)
#drawing poll#poll#danmei#tgcf#svsss#hob#rof#tian guan ci fu#scum villian self saving system#heaven official's blessing#remnants of filth#roulette wheel#hua cheng#luo binghe#murong chuyi#shen qingqiu
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Im cooking š„š„
Dealer has EIGHT floating ARMS and a total of ten legs specifically to spite this one guy that was bitching about the fact that Dealer 'cAnOnIcAlLy HaS nO aRmS' and was telling someone to erase the arms on their Dealer design when they posted art and was fighting people about it in two of the servers were in š
Like stfu bro its called artistic license and creative freedom lmfao
#Banesberry art#altoclef.exe#This is one of the most complicated things ive done in a while lol#I stg that guy was soooo fucking annoying#No one fuckin likes him lmao#Like stop telling artists what to do- we will threaten to draw you doing weird shit and follow through on it#No even to mention he was being extremely fucking weird about systems in one of the servers even while I was explaining it to him?????#Like bro fuck off ur a singlet sysmed lmfaooo (no idea how I stayed patient with him when I was trying to explain systems to him š)#When he started bitchin about the arms thing again I was ready to throw DOWNNN#Buckshot roulette#the dealer#buckshot roulette art#buckshot roulette dealer#arachnophobia#< only mildly cause hes like a drider but just in case#Torren Arache
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the ruthless and the masochist
#idk i just need to get this bloody fuck out of my system#it sounds bad but the relationship is very amicable#also forgor to add but later on lamb gets branded with his sigil#(he begged for this)#basically the dynamic is big weirdo vs small but way more unhinged#the dealer#buckshot roulette#lamb mirth#imma call them shepard in this verse :3#oc#smoresie.png
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it sucks that i dont have the patience to tag all my original posts anymore because how tf am i meant to find them now š
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LEVEL 100 PALADIN
(that's 3/4 tanks done, and 14/21 combat) jobs)
(of course 2 of them are the same job to level, SMN/SCH is next)
#snow-system#s'ria šøāļø#BLU is also maxed at 80 but that doesnt count#SMN time im so excited!!!#we have it at 100 on an alt and having it be mid50s rn is agonizing#kinda want it at 100 for mentor roulette bc i feel bad when new healers keel over and I can't really Fix much
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fake ass bitch.
#correct me if im wrong but dont you say that dissociative disorders can only form in childhood?#but now you're saying that pretending to be a system will give you one?#i am very confused here i dont understand any of this#-roulette#lol.exe#blackout poetry#pro endo#endo safe#endo friendly#anti rq#radqueers fuck off
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"you can't even draw a straight line? well i can. skill issue."
#i dont know the context for this one. i just randomly heard it.#-roulette#mod š£ļø#plural quotes#system sillies#plural memes#system memes#plural stuff#endo safe#pro endo#pluralgang#plural gang#endo friendly#plural system#š£ļø quote
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ćā¤ć WELCOME TO THE FULL HOUSE
ran by a traumaendo system || antirq proendo
you're allowed to request whatever and if we don't want to do it, we'll let you know as fast as we can. we generally don't have much of a source list!
here's what we've got. each one has the above's stuff as well as what is listed in each tier.
[ 01 ] casino chips: names, genders, age, orientation, species, personality traits, picrew / icon
[ 02 ] card draw: personality, roles, 1-2 songs
[ 03 ] roulette wheel: likes, dislikes, trinkets, extra accessories, trivia, extra icon/picrew, hex code
[ 04 ] full house: kintypes, memories, signoff, typing style, banner
[ 05 ] slot machine: randomized package
we cannot stop radqueers from using our packs, but i hope it is known that this is an anti-radqueer blog that does not support their ideals that bring harm to others. we really don't give a fuck though
come meet the dealers, though.
dealers (mods)
š MOD PEACH (she/fae) (warriors fictive) (1)
ā MOD TIME (he/it) (brainmade) (1)
š MOD MAPLE (he/she/vin) (mixtive) (2)
šµ MOD AGAVE (they/them) (brainmade) (1)
š¦ MOD FISH (he/him) (linked to bird) (1)
š¦ MOD BIRD (he/him) (linked to fish) (1)
šŖØ MOD PEBBLE (he/him) (mixtive) (1)
REQUEST QUEUE / INBOX
#build a headmate#build an alter#build a alter#build a system#bah#- DEALER PEACH š#- DEALER FISH š¦#- DEALER MAPLE š#- DEALER TIME ā#- DEALER BIRD š¦#- DEALER AGAVE šµ#- DEALER PEBBLE šŖØ#finished!#casino chips#card draw#roulette wheel#full house#slot machine#inbox
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it's weird that while digimon world next order is like mechanically a better dw game and lets you have more control over how you raise your digimon, digimon world redigitize decode has a better gameplay loop to me anyway. like in next order after a few generations and lifespan upgrades the digimon just Don't Fucking Die which is a real ordeal when it comes to actually completing the beastiary, and it makes it really difficult to estimate when to do important story fights and when to fuck around bc your fellas are about to die anyway. redigitize seems to have a set lifespan for your digimon that doesn't increase with generations, it's just base stats that do, and it gives you this neat about 15 in-game day cycle of raising your dude up (which can be done entirely in the gym) and exploring in-between if you need to adjust your stats carefully for specific evolutions. if redigitize had the evolution control of next order i think i'd say it's the ultimately better experience just for that tbh
#soda offers you a can#i think redigitize also requires less stats from you for beating the game#next order kind of. requires you to learn a very particular grinding system to be successful#which is basically fighting wild digimon for stats#but you have to fight very specific digimon at specific evolutionary stages and stat ranges to get the results you want#which gets very tedious after you've done it a few times#it's cool that it exists and lets you max out your stats if you want but it is So grindy and not That fun#the gym is nice because it skips time which makes your fellas evolve faster which is nice for beastiary purposes#and just. making the whole training thing faster in general#and it's unfortunate that right at the end of the game you have to just. learn a new grinding style that's kind of worse in a few ways#i don't know if redigitize has something similar#that said the gym training in redigitize is fucking ass in real time especially for the advanced levels#i would've probably ignored the higher levels if i was on a real 3ds bc they suck Bad#and are only fine with save states (kinda like the original digimon world's roulette training huh)#many thoughts about v-pet simulators tonight
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I see your angels is bugs and I raise you "(what if) angels was drugs".
#to clarify i mean like. since theyre so different from anything on earth (and also related to god himself) they do wacky shit to mortals#and machines. ex angel tears being able to heal someone. angel flesh makes you strong. putting a feather under your pillow shows you#prophetic dreams. the blood is like symptom roulette (might make one person euphoric and another person angry and another person hallucinate#) and for machines its so potent that their systems cant handle large (undiluted) quantities of it for long because itll start breaking#components or causing brand new bugs/errors to appear. machines need to either use it fast or water it down#i mean ahaha what who said this
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