#Shawn Mendes series

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Still a traitor (Royal!Shawn Mendes x Journalist!Y/N)

a/n: okay, i haven't been writing in a while..well, a few years, actually, lol. but I'm still playing choices games, and recently I have been replaying the Very Scandalous Proposal and have been inspired to adapt the story to Shawn

summary: You're a journalist from a common family, Shawn is a royalty used to media attention. Having no interest in his public image, you become his only breath of fresh air. Balancing the scandals surrounding your union, it's the two of you against the world. But what happens when a dark royal secret gets leaked to the press? Can Shawn trust his journalist girlfriend?

chapter teaser:

"You're a mess! Look at you!" he yelled, looking at you with a hint of disgust.

Your heart sank into your stomach. You have never seen him look at you that way. At others, sure. It happened during various events when he would get asked horrendous questions; when you would leave your hotel and were faced with a dozen paparazzi yelling out whatever they could to capture his attention; when he would suddenly go quiet, scrolling through his socials and read the comments from strangers.

But you have never thought that his disgust would ever be directed towards you, and it fucking hurt.

"Shawn, please! Let me explain," tears started rolling down your cheeks but it was too late.

He turned his back on you and walked out of the room. You ran after him, in a blur, and tried reaching for his arm, and his legs, attempting to stop him from walking. Begging him to give you a minute to breathe and explain, but he stormed off with such ease...as if cutting you off was just as quick and fast as closing a door.

Finally, given up, you returned back to your bedroom. The laptop was still lying on the bed with the article plastered on the screen. It seemed like the headline was screaming at you from all the other side of the room: "Shawn Mendes's New Girlfriend Leaks Private Family Drama!"

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3. Action!

Hello Pretty people!! Long time no see! I hope you had an incredible New Year and can forgive me for my absence! Enjoy some more of Sophia :) -----------------

“Hi!” Sophia smiled, answering Shawn’s call.

“Where are you?”. He promptly asked.

“I am home, why?”. She asked, confused. They still hadn’t have the time to talk about the kiss or the kisses that followed that night. Two days had passed, and Sophia knew Shawn was busy finishing up some last-minute changes in his album, so she understood the situation. 

“I was wondering if I could pick you up? I mean, I know it’s last minute, but I really wanted you to watch me recording my new single, if you want of course?” He said, already nervous at the thought of her saying no.

“I would love to go! I will just have change, when will you get here”. She asked, trying to picture an outfit for going to a studio. 

“Soooo… I am kinda here already”. He said, making her heart race for a second.

“What?” She asked instinctually and proceeded to walk to the door to greet him. “Hello”. She said, hanging up the phone and looking at a very flushed Shawn. He had his left arm resting on the entrance, and when she opened the door, he had a puppy-apologetic face.

“Hi”. He said, finally greeting her with a hug.

“What if I said no?”. She playfully smacked him on his arm, trying to sound mad, but little did she know in his mind she was being extra cute, and all he wanted was to feel her lips on his again.

“I don’t know, I just was driving to the studio”. He stopped to remove a string of her hair falling in her face. “And I got distracted, so I ended up here.” He said, getting closer to her, and touching their noses. “I guess my brain was unconsciously telling me that I had to see you…”. He completed his thought and briefly looked into her eyes, silently asking for permission to kiss her, which she granted with a shy smile. 

These two days without seeing her had been a tiny bit of torture to him, and all he could think about was to feel her touch him one more time. And he took his time caressing every inch of her mouth in a slow, loving, and much-anticipated kiss.

“Do you mind waiting a few minutes?”. She asked, nose still attached to him; he took some seconds just taking in her scent before calmly addressing her question.

“Of course not, take your time, although I don’t really think you really need to change, is up to you of course”. He said, feeling a bit nervous all of a sudden, butterflies back in his stomach. He wondered if she would always cause that effect on him. She pecked his lips before detaching from him, which caused him to involuntarily let out a soft grunt in response.

“I will be fast, I promise”.  

She proceeded to go to her room and decided to go for a comfy outfit, as she would probably be there with him for some time. “A skirt and a sweater it is”. She said to herself before she could start to overthink. She was out again in 10 minutes and ready to go.

“Wow, yeah… you”. Shawn said after looking at her, she looked very cuddly, and he wasn’t sure how he would be able to focus on anything but her. “You are very gorgeous”. He said, leaning in and kissing her again; she smiled into the kiss at how distracted he was around her.

“Thank you, but should’t we go? I don’t wanna make you late”. She stated, making him look at the clock.

“You haven’t, don’t worry, we have time to get there, but maybe we should stay just a bit longer…”

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As Sophia predicted, they did end up being late, but if she was being honest, it didn’t seem like Shawn cared, and she wasn’t caring much about it herself; she also had missed him. Of course, to make things even harder, he was getting distracted by Sophia being there, he couldn’t really focus on the camera, and he messed up the guitar's notes twice. Connor then made a proposition.

“Sophia, come here, I want you to do something”. Shawn could not hear what Connor asked her, but he could see her cheeks getting red while she was nodding to her best friend. They left the room together and didn’t return for another two minutes.

“Wait… where did you send her?”. Shawn asked as soon as Connor got back without Sophia.

“Calm down Romeo, she will be back in a bit”. Connor said, having fun of the situation. “In the mean time, I will start the song again, okay?”. Shawn reluctantly nodded and tried focusing for the 50th time. 

Sophia had a straightforward task which was to make him seem nervous, but she was finding herself in a very comic position as the thought of making him nervous made her nervous. The song was about them, and she really was not expecting that when he invited her. The thought of him returning home from their first date and writing a song about it made her smile to herself. She had to take a few deep breaths to steady her heart and head before entering from the back door and positioning herself behind Shawn’s chair. 

She instantly smiled to herself when she felt him shiver at the first touch of her hands. She moved to his heart and felt when his hand pressed against hers. She moved her hands thru his face and ear lobe, and she felt a small involuntary giggle escape his throat. Sophia could feel he was smiling, even without looking at his face, his heart was racing very fast, and he had never been so nervous in his life, he thought. She really knew what to do with her hands, and it all just felt so right and happy.

“Perfect! Perfect guys!”. Connor said after Shawn had let a louder giggle escape this time. “I think that’s a wrap”. He smiled at the footage in his hand.

Sophia immediately started to move her hands away from him and stand up, but he turned around and wrapped her hands into his. They looked at each other for seconds, wishing they were alone. And as if reading both of their minds, Shawn pulled her backstage and locked the door to prevent anyone from interrupting them.

“The song…”. Sophia whispered, hands still attached to him.

“Yeah… I just…”. He tried to form a coherent sentence but was suddenly lost in her blue eyes. “I…” He tried again, but then he just gave up and went for a kiss; he only stopped when he felt her smile and felt the need to smile too. “I would like to ask if you want to be my girlfriend?”

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HELP! I read this Shawn Mendes imagine, blurb or whatever and basically Shawn was giving the reader neck kisses and she was reading. He was asking what she was reading and what it's about or one of the two but I can't remember and she was struggling to answer back. It was only short but I loved it so much and I can't find it!! Can you guys help???

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gp!myoui mina x fem!reader

warnings: cursing

word count: 1,732

a/n: GUYS IM SORRY, I MEANT TO POST THIS EARLIER BUT I LOST TRACK OF TIME PLS FORGIVE ME😞😞

the constant buzzing of your phone roused you from your slumber, you tried to ignore it but the buzzing hadn’t gone away like it usually would. with a huff you sat up and received the call without checking the caller. 

“what?!” you said annoyance clear in your tone.

“check twitter, right now!” camila’s stressed out voice exclaimed from the other end of the phone. 

“okay, okay, gosh what terrible thing happen-” you fell silent when the twitter app loaded on and displayed a linked article stating a question along with a picture. 

SIXTH HARMONY’S Y/N L/N HAS A DAUGHTER? 

the article went on to explain how an anonymous source had sent a picture of the ‘happy birthday isla’ banner that hung behind you, you were squatted on the floor with isla’s cheek squished into yours. seeing the picture you immediately recognized it as one that was definitely taken the day before. you could only curse yourself for letting that man help bring that package into your home and forgetting to close the door. apparently there had been paparazzi waiting outside of your house and took pictures of the decorations while your door was open. 

“y/n? you good?” camila's worried voice pulled you out of your regretful thoughts. 

“y-yeah, just shocked. the thought of this happening never even crossed my mind.” you said, still in disbelief that this could’ve happened. 

“look at the comments though, we can go along with them and lie.” hearing this, with curiosity you scrolled down to see the replies to the tweet. 

REPLIES: 

sixtharmony4ever: why can't you people just mind your own business omg, leave my girls alone!!!

camilasolostan: wtf??? was y/n a teen mom?! iloveyn: so what if she was, its her life not yours.

laurenmll: why are you idiots acting like she can't have nieces😭😭 user872349: are you stupid, she doesn't have any siblings💀💀 laurenmll: are you? you're acting like she cant have any cousins☠️ laursss: girl lets be real, thats 100% y/ns kid camziezz: literally, cuzns arent twins💀💀

sixthharmonizerrr: these paparazzis seriously need to get a life and let celebs live theirs.

twice4lifee: guys why does that baby look exactly like mina😰😰minaluvzme: IM SAYINN once4ever: NEW SHIP???

minariii: *image attached* cannot tell me they are not the same person, literally give that kid a haircut and its mina.

lovey/nnn: why does the baby look like that one girl from that kpop group?!

harmonizeronce: does mina have a secret brother? twcmina: she literally said in multiple interviews she was an only child. harmonizeronce: thats why i said secret smartass.

seeing people defending you brought a smile to your face, you loved your fans. though you couldn't help the anxiety creep up your spine, what if they found out about mina. rather than worrying for yourself, you worried for mina, it might break her career if it's found out that she has a kid. you knew that the kpop industry was much less forgiving when it came to things like this. feeling another buzz in your hand caused you to look at the incoming call from your manager larry. 

“mila, larry’s calling so i’ll hang up now okay?” hearing a ‘kay’ from camila you hung up and accepted the call from your manager. 

“deny having a kid, say it was your cousins or something and that you hang out with her kid alot. I honestly don't care what you say, just make sure no one knows that it's your kid.” he said as soon as you had accepted the call

“and if i don't want to?” 

“that’s not an option.” he stated. 

“I'm not going to deny my kid, can I just stay quiet? i won't ever deny that isla’s my daughter, i'm not and never will be ashamed of her. sure i had her young but i don't regret it at all.” you responded with finality in your voice. maybe this was a stupid decision, but one parent had already left isla and you refused to disown her by saying she wasn't yours.  

letting out a sigh, knowing nothing he said would change your decision, your manager let out a fine and hung up the call. you let yourself fall back into your bed and just laid there hands and legs sprawled out. hearing the creak of your door opening made you lift your head a bit to see isla standing there. she ran over to your bed, when she reached it she proceeded to lift one of her legs up trying to get onto the bed. you smiled down at how cute she looked, stopping her struggles, you sat up and pulled her onto the bed next to you. with her small hands she pushed you down onto your back and jumped onto you, cuddling her face into your neck. 

“when will i get to see mommy, i only see hew in pictuws.” isla said into your neck, she was very clearly distressed, and you could only think of the day before when she had questioned mina’s want to even see her. 

you honestly didn't even think mina wanted to see her, sure she sent gifts but you doubt she’d want to see isla. she always thought of the child as a burden, as something that you were supposed to care for. the thought brought a frown to your face, you wished for mina to see isla and acknowledge her as a daughter. 

chaos had ensued in the twice dorms, although mina only shared a dorm with nayeon, all the girls were currently at the dorms. as soon as they had seen the tweet they rushed over, hoping that it wasn't as they thought. 

“so what, you just left her alone with a kid?!” jeongyeon exclaimed, clearly upset at the mere idea. 

“uh- well it wasn't like that, i wanted to pursue my dream and she was holding me back. also i send them money and gifts and pay for the apartment, i’m fulfilling my role as a parent.” hearing this, all of the girls continued their attack, throwing objects at mina. she tried to dodge but there were too many coming and too fast. 

“god i knew you were a douche judging by the amount of girls you bring home, but this is just unbelievable.” momo said, followed by a shoe being thrown at mina’s head. 

“you guys are unbelievable, i'm your member, not her. plus, are you forgetting the part where i literally send gifts, money, and pay the bills?! also she didn't want me to follow my dream!” mina exclaimed, why couldn't they understand her side?

“yeah, and are you forgetting the part where you got her pregnant. whatever she says doesn't matter, as the person who got her pregnant you should have taken responsibility.” jihyo voiced out, clearly annoyed by her excuses.

“I do take responsibility! how many times do i need to say that i give them money, i spoil them incredibly!” mina cried out in exasperation, how many times did she have to say it for them to understand?

the yelling and throwing of things was stopped the moment the door to the dorm opened, their manager walking in. “mina, there better be a good explanation for this.” their manager said, glaring at mina. 

“uhm- there really isn't one, it’s exactly how it seems.” 

“how do you even know y/n?!” their manager exclaimed, not being able to wrap her mind around this situation.

“we uh- we were high school sweethearts, we dated throughout almost the entirety of highschool.”

“what?!” everyone exclaimed, not knowing that they were in that serious of a relationship. 

“wait, so do you know any other celebrities?” chaeyoung asked in disbelief, she had been a fan of the group's music for a while and couldn't believe mina knew them.

“uh- yeah, shawn mendes, he was my best friend since middle school and camila, but she was y/n’s best friend. and i mean camila never really liked me.” 

“you knew shawn mendes?!” chaeyoung exclaimed, being best friends with shawn mendes was insane to her. 

“yeah, i still talk to him from time to time too.” mina said, scratching the back of her head as she explained. 

“mina, i hope you know that we will be going to the US for the billboard women in music awards. and sixth harmony will for sure be there.” their manager said to mina.

“what!?” mina exclaimed, the thought that she might run into you again was now starting to eat away at her. she didn't want to see you, but at the same time she wanted so desperately to. 

“oh yeah, i was gonna tell you.” jihyo said, everyone surprised that mina didn't know. 

everyone had left by now, and it was only mina, nayeon, and the two beer bottles on the coffee table in front of them. mina usually didn't drink, her intolerance for alcoholic drinks being the reason, but after today she just needed a drink. 

“what do you think? do you agree with everyone else, you think i'm an asshole?” mina asked, not offended but wanting a genuine answer.

“I mean what you did was very assholey, but i mean it’s never too late to change you know? i mean i’ve lived with you for like how long? three, four years? and i mean i think i know you best, and i can say with confidence you’ve had at least a little character development.” nayeon said, taking a swig of her beer. 

“but what do i do? I feel like what me and y/n had is broken by now. I don't think she’d even want me to meet isla.” mina said, she would never dare say her true thoughts. and i mean, could you blame her? 

all she knew about this kid was that she was 3 years old and that it was hers. she didn't even know what isla looked like until she saw the picture on twitter. she felt terrible for even thinking it, but she didn't really care all that much for this kid. you on the other hand, she had known you for a long time, she loved you, she had a kid with you. she didn't regret pursuing her dream but she wished it didn’t include losing you. 

“just talk to her, when we meet her. try to just talk it all out.” 

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summer loving (four) ⎸ t.h

⌙ summary: your mom and tom’s mom grew up together, swearing that their kids would be life long friends. and it was true, the holland boys were a special part of your life. but on the annual trip to their beach house this summer, everything feels different. and that’s because it is.

⌙ au:  based on the book and tv show ‘the summer i turned pretty’ by jenny han. childhood friends to lovers

⌙ wc: 3k

⌙ warnings: swearing, some angst, fluffy as hell towards the end, some light drinking (nothing crazy), SHAWN BEING THE BEST BF EVER!!!!!!! but also tom being jealous AF, oh and shirtless tom, poor baby sam swooning but having no balls to say anything :(

⌙ pairing: tom holland x fem!reader with a lil bit of shawn mendes x fem!reader 

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tom was losing his absolute mind. 

sure, it was no secret that tom was in love with you. anyone with eyes and brain cells would be able to tell just by spending 2 minutes in a room with the two of you.

however, he felt as though he wasn’t good enough. like there was someone who would be way better for you. someone who could be your knight in shining armor, show you their vulnerable side, be everything you desperately wanted tom to be.

so, when he found out that you had went to shawn’s gig, part of him was relieved that you had moved on from his chaos, the way he pulled you in one minute and the next he was pushing you away in fear of letting someone get close to him again. but, he couldn’t deny that part of him ached, part of him broke at the sight of shawn walking you to the front door. 

and what really sealed the deal was when you leaned in with a smile on your face as you kissed shawn on the lips. 

that’s when he knew for sure that he was just a thought all the way in the back of your head. 

the next morning, everyone sat in the kitchen while eating breakfast, making small talk. everyone mostly asking about how your date went, which caused a the heat to creep onto your cheeks. however, it made his blood boil at the fact that shawn was everything you wanted. everything you tom wanted to be for you, but couldn’t. 

“it was good,” you smiled, poking at the eggs on your plate that sam had made for you, “he’s really sweet. i think you guys would like him.”

“we should have him for dinner tonight,” nikki smiled, “i know the mendes family pretty well, all of them are lovely.”

“yeah, sounds like a great idea.” your mom agreed.

“meeting the guy that my sister made out with on the front porch, no thanks.” austin joked, causing everyone to roll their eyes.

“gonna have to agree with austin on that one,” harry joked, “they’re gonna make kissy-faces at each other the whole time.”

you flung a piece of pancake at the boy, hitting him right in the center of his forehead. paddy giggled next to you, giving you a high five, “nice aim!”

“listen, let’s just give him a shot, yeah?” sam said, “if he makes y/n happy, then it’s worth meeting him.”

tom hadn’t said a word, eyes suddenly interested in his plate. your eyes fell onto his figure, your lips meeting the edge of the mug, speaking before taking a sip of coffee. 

“what do you think, tom?”

you watched as he looked up at you, his normally warm, brown eyes suddenly cold. you raised an eyebrow as you watched him put down his fork.

“doesn’t matter to me.” he shrugged, getting up from the table as he cleared his plate. you turned to look at him.

“maybe alicia can come too, might as well make it a whole thing.” you said, smirking into your mug as he gave you ‘shut the fuck up’ look. 

“who’s alicia?” nikki asked, turning to the oldest boy.

“no one.”

“mhm, she’s no one alright.” harry chuckled.

“wait, alicia garnett?” your brother asked.

“since when?” it was paddy’s turn to look confused.

“you know she’s kind of a whore, right?” 

tom rolled his eyes at your brothers words, you turning around and smacking him in the forehead, “ow!”

“you’re an ass.”

“it’s true!”

“well, you don’t have to call her a whore.”

“i mean, she’s slept with half the town.”

you rolled your eyes, letting nikki take the floor, “if you’d like to invite her, you can. i’d like to meet her, you know.”

“me too,” your mom smiled, “and who’s to say she isn’t what everyone thinks she is.”

she eyed your brother and he raised his hands in fake surrender, “i’m just telling you what i’ve heard.”

“yeah, well, we don’t need to hear about it.” you mumbled.

tom nodded, sighing, “alright, alright, i’ll see if she wants to come.”

you cleared your plate, putting the dishes in the sink before making your way upstairs. you squeaked as someone grabbed your arm, pulling you into a bedroom before the door shut behind you. 

“are you proud of yourself or something?” it was tom’s voice.

you crossed your arms, “why would it matter if she’s more than just a fuck buddy to you?”

he groaned, “because… i don’t know how i feel about her yet.”

“guess you better figure it out.” you shrugged, going to reach for the door handle but tom stepped in front of you,

“can i go? i have to make sure kat can come in this weekend.”

“not until you talk to me about what’s going on.”

you scoffed, rolling your eyes in complete annoyance, “nothing’s going on, tom.”

“you sure?”

you huffed, “look, you’re the one who tried to kiss me on the beach just to move on the next day. i’m sorry, but whatever kind of emotional rollercoaster this is,” you motioned back and forth between the two of you, “i don’t want it. i’ve got a guy who’s sweet, treats me like a fucking princess, and is actually clear with what he wants, which is me. if you can’t accept the fact that i moved on from you and your bullshit, that sounds like a personal issue.”

he stared at you blankly as you pushed past him, reaching for the door, “until then, worry about your own relationship and i’ll worry about mine.”

he flinched as his door slammed shut behind him, making him groan as he plopped down onto the bed. he knew you were right, you had every reason in the book to hate him right now. he knew he played with your emotions, he knew that he fucked up big time, but he didn’t know how to make it right. he didn’t know how to get you back. 

your phone buzzed as you got a text from kat.

kat any updates? 

y/n nothing much other than tom’s an asshole and i think i really like shawn

kat good. if tom can’t get his priorities straight and realize that it’s been you this entire time, then you shouldn’t have to wait around for him.  also shawn’s a cutie, who wouldn’t like him 😉

you looked up as there was a soft knock on your door, meeting sam’s eyes as he softly smiled, “up for the beach?”

you nodded, “yeah, just give me a second.”

he nodded back at you, walking out of the door and leaving it cracked open the tiniest bit. 

y/n you’re right.  i’ll check in with you later after shawn comes for dinner, gonna go catch some waves with sam. 

kat sam 😏 ya know, i’ve always been team sam

y/n 🙄 goodbye, katarina <3

kat goodbye y/n 🥰

you locked your phone and threw it down on the bed before picking out a bathing suit. you grabbed a bathing suit from your bag, throwing on a big t-shirt overtop. you met sam downstairs, the two of you heading out to the beach. 

you two talked amongst yourselves, giggling and having a good time. sam always knew how to get your mind off of things.

“you excited for everyone to meet shawn?” he asked and you shrugged. 

“i don’t know,” you bit down on your bottom lip, “i just don’t know how tom’s going to react.”

“yeah, didn’t seem too happy about it earlier.”

you nodded, “i know.”

“which, sounds like his problem.”

you shot him a confused look, an eyebrow raised, “not that i don’t disagree, but what do you mean?”

“please, it’s not like we all don’t know he’s had a thing for you for years,” he laughed, “plus, mom did say that you were destined for one of us, minus paddy.”

you smiled, remembering when nikki told you that, “yeah, well, i guess destiny isn’t mine and tom’s thing.”

he chuckled again, “doesn’t really seem like it, huh?”

“whatever, it’s his loss,” you shrugged, “if he can’t tell me what he wants then why should i wait around for him to tell me? i deserve better than that.”

he nodded, “you deserve the best.”

you smiled, “thanks, sam.”

he nodded, looking towards the house as the sun shone down on you. your hair was falling perfectly around your face, your eyes glistening in the sunlight. the way the water droplets fell from your skin was mesmerizing. 

he was in awe. 

“i guess i should head back soon, i gotta get ready for dinner and make sure shawn’s still coming.”

he nodded, “yeah, sure thing. i’ll probably be out here for a little while longer and then head in.”

you smiled before paddling to shore on your board, “see you back at the house!”

you made your way inside, running up the steps. you gathered your things to take a shower, walking into the hallway only to bump into someone who was shirtless and dripping wet. 

your cheeks burned as you realized it was tom. 

“sorry,” he apologized, moving around you, “didn’t mean to bump into you.”

you couldn’t help it, your eyes followed the way his abs dipped and curved, the way the towel sat lowly on his hips, his dripping wet curls hanging over his forehead. he smirked as your eyes traveled his body, watching you contently. 

“just watch where you’re going next time.” your voice was laced with sarcasm. 

“watch where your eyes wander next time.”

you rolled your eyes, refusing to let him believe that you were still somewhat into him. yeah, shawn was great and everything you wanted, but tom was always going to be in the back of your mind. like an annoying, nagging feeling that won’t leave you alone no matter how hard you try. 

after your shower, you made your way back to your room. you decided to facetime shawn, just to make sure he was still able to come tonight. 

he picked up after a few rings, smiling into the camera as he laid in bed, “hey,”

“hi,” you smiled back, “sorry if i interrupted anything.”

he shook his head, rustling coming from his side of the call as he situated himself to sit up, “‘s okay, everything alright?” 

you nodded, “just wanted to make sure you were still coming tonight.”

“of course, wouldn’t miss it for the world.”

you smiled, a blush forming on your cheeks, “nikki wants to know if you like seafood.”

he nodded, “not my favorite, but i’ll eat it,” he smiled, “i’m sure anything she cooks is good.”

you laughed, “it is, actually.”

“sounds great,” he ran his fingers through his hair, “should i bring anything?”

“just yourself.” you smiled.

“okay, i’ll bring a bottle of rosé.”

you smiled, “if you insist.”

“i do, i refuse to come empty handed, my mom taught me better than that,” he smiled back at you, “also, what’s nikki and your moms favorite flowers?”

you scrunched your nose, thinking about it, “for nikki it’s probably daisies and my mom is simple, she likes white roses.”

he nodded, “alright, i got a few stops to make in town and then i’ll be over.”

you watched as he slipped a shirt over his head, his keys jingling in the microphone shortly after, “take your time.”

“well, i don’t want to keep you waiting.”

you smiled, “i don’t mind.”

he smirked down into the camera, “i’ll remember this.”

you laughed, “drive safe, i’ll see you soon.”

“see you soon, beautiful.”

you smiled before ending the call, squealing quietly to yourself before quickly clicking onto kat’s contact. she picked up almost right away.

“long time no see,” she smiled, “what’s up?”

“it’s confirmed,” you smiled, “i really like shawn.”

                               ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

the doorbell rang as you ran down the steps, “i’ll get it!”

you opened the door and smiled as shawn held up three bouquets of flowers and a bottle of rosé. you smiled, taking the bottle from him to help him carry things inside, “what’s all this?”

“a good first impression,” he smiled, kissing your cheek softly, “these are for your mom and nikki.”

you smiled, your heart beating quickly as you closed the door behind him, “you’re so sweet. c’mon, i’ll introduce you.”

he followed you into the kitchen where nikki, your mom, austin, paddy and harry were sitting. everyone was quick to say hello, shawn shaking hands with the boys and offering the flowers to the moms. they both smiled and accepted them, also mentioning how it was a sweet gesture. you left the boys to talk as you followed your mom and nikki into the kitchen to open the bottle of wine. 

“he’s handsome,” your mom smirked, rubbing her shoulder against yours, giggling, “and respectful.”

“he’s great, y/n. a 10 in my book.”

you laughed at both of the women in front of you, shaking your head as you grabbed two wine glasses, “you two are insufferable.”

“c’mon! if i were you, i'd be all over that.” your mom laughed and you scrunched your nose, letting out a chuckle as you shook your head. 

“gross, don’t ever say that again,” you laughed with the other two, walking back into the dining room with the two wine glasses. you handed one to shawn, him smiling and thanking you as you sat down in the chair next to him. 

“so, you’ve played guitar your whole life?” harry asked. shawn nodded. 

“yeah, pretty much,” he smiled, “i learned from watching youtube videos on how to play ed sheeran songs.”

“i wish i was good at playing an instrument,” paddy sighed, “i tried piano, but i wasn’t good so i gave up.”

“that’s what practice is for,” shawn said, pulling the glass away from his lips, “if you want, i could teach you how to play, show you a few pointers.”

“really?” paddy’s face lit up, “that’s awesome! thanks, mate.”

shawn nodded and smiled back. you smiled at him as he made eye contact. 

“so, is the infamous katarina coming next weekend?” he asked. 

“yeah, she is,” you smiled, “and she’s really excited to meet you.”

he widened his eyes a little, “guess i gotta make a really good impression.”

“shouldn’t be too hard.” you smiled, biting down on your bottom lip to try to contain it. 

“i don’t know, seems like a big deal.”

“please, if you can make it through this dinner, you should be able to handle kat.”

you heard sam as he entered the room, “that’s a lie, kat is like a hurricane. she’s kinda crazy.”

you rolled your eyes playfully at sam, “she’s not crazy, she’s just… a concerned friend.”

sam scoffed, “yeah, we can say that,” he smiled as he shook shawn’s hand, “sam, by the way. nice to meet you.”

“nice to meet you, too.” shawn smiled. you watched as tom was the last one to sit down at the table, nodding his head towards shawn.

“hey, mate.”

“hey, man. what’s up,” he greeted back, reaching to shake tom’s hand, “shawn.”

tom shook his hand, “tom.”

you watched as tom’s eyes locked with yours for a split second, the warm brown eyes once again cold as he saw you with shawn. he clenched his jaw as he sat down, not wanting to sit across from you and the guy who was everything he couldn’t be for you. 

nikki and your mom, thankfully, came out with the food in their hands as they placed everything down on the table, “who’s hungry.”

you felt shawn’s nerves from his seat next to you, giving his hand a squeeze under the table. he squeezed back, smiling as you made eye contact. 

the dinner talk consisted of everyone getting to know shawn a little better and talking about everyone’s favorite summer activities. but, of course, austin had to ruin the moment with an embarrassing story from when you were younger. 

that’s when you grabbed shawn’s hand, leaving the table as you led him up the stairs, “okay, i’m done with this conversation. you all have fun.”

everyone laughed as harry called out to you, “oh, come on! at least leave shawn!” 

you two laughed, “over my dead body, holland.”

you made your way into your room, closing the door behind you, “sorry, they get to be a little much.”

he waved you off, “it’s alright, i get it.”

you sat down on the bed, gesturing to the room, “this is me. not much, but that’s what i like about it.”

“that and this view,” shawn said as he looked out the large window, “i’d never leave this room.” 

you smiled, getting up and wrapping your arms around him from behind, resting your cheek on his back, “that’s another favorite part.”

he smiled, turning around as his arms wrapped around your torso this time, “i can’t deny a great view when i see one.”

you blushed softly, “me either.”

he smiled as his hand reached up and cupped your cheek into his hand softly, leaning down slowly as his nose pressed up against yours, “can i ask you something?”

you nodded, biting down softly on your lower lip as he continued, “i know it hasn’t been very long, but i really really like you and i was just wondering if you’d wanna be official, like be my… girlfriend?”

you smiled, “i really like you, too. and yes, i’d love to be your girlfriend.”

he smiled, leaning down and softly pressing his lips to yours. you both smiled into the kiss, breaking apart after a little while. you led him to bed bed, the both of you laying down. he grabbed the stuffed bear from under his back, laughing softly as you grabbed your tv remote from the nightstand. 

“who’s this?”

you chuckled, “that’s beary.”

“beary? you couldn’t have come up with a better name?” he joked and you laughed, snatching the brown stuffed bear from his hands. 

“i was 4! leave me alone.”

he laughed, pulling you so you were laying on top of him, both legs on either side of his hips. you smiled as you braced yourself, hands resting against his chest as his landed on your hips. 

he giggled, “poor beary. he’s stuck dealing with the worst name in history.”

you rolled your eyes, laughing as you smacked him playfully with the pillow, “shut up!”

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[mendessimp]

istg he's my happy place

[kelsgay]

you’re slipping through my fingertips,  a little bit by a little bit. 

[mywrittingwonderland]

2. I get a little bit nervous around you

Here I am, as promised, enjoy and please make me happy with your comments, I really want to hear from you all!

Prologue Part 1

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It was already two weeks after the party, Shawn was extremely busy with rehearsals, but still he would spend a big portion of the day either talking or thinking about Sophia, they had only managed to meet the day before, and his heart was still racing. When he got home he wrote an entire song in a single shot, they had have an amazing time, despite everything that went wrong with his plans of a perfect first date. It was not the first song he had written about her, but for sure that one had something on it, lately every single song he could think about was about her, and they were becoming more and more real and vulnerable every day until yesterday he manage to write something in less than 1 hour without even doubting the melody once.

“Dude this is pretty amazing, I think I wouldn’t make any big changes to it, it was all you and its so real, the melody fits right in and it literally make us nervous with you, this is so crazy, wow, I think this is a single opportunity you shouldn’t lose. I know you already send the album list last week, and that you are in a tight schedule, but if you could include this one too, it would be just perfect!”. Scott said making Julia agree, she was a special guest today in the studio, they were supposed to work out the song together, but Shawn somehow managed to make it all by himself. They worked on a few extra details, and changed a few words in the lyrics to blend it better with the melody, and by the end of the day everything was just right. 

“Wow, I love this song. I would dare even asking you to sell me it, for me to record it”. She said laughing.

“Yep, its perfect, while you were developing it I already contacted everyone to hold up the discs because we will have to include some last minute changes”. Andrew added.

“Sorry, I don’t think this one is up for sale!”. He said smiling at his masterpiece.

“I think I can speak for me and for Scott when I say that we are curious, I mean, the song is amazing, but what was the inspiration behind it? Because when we talked yesterday  morning you said you didn’t have anything yet.” She stated and he instantly blushed and looked down, a smile on his face.

“I met someone, and we had this very unpredictable but perfect first date yesterday…” He stopped closing his eyes and dazing off for a second. “But that’s all I am saying for now!”. He completed, wanting to keep their feelings only for themselves for now, at most he would  trust his closest friends, but that was it. 

“Ohhhhh, Shawn Mendes is love everyone!” Scott teased, making his team laugh and the colouring of his cheeks into an even brighter red. “That’s okay, we won’t insist on the details, I guess the song is enough for us to see how important she is to you”. He thanked him silently before stepping into the recording booth to start his session. 

~ 

Sophia woke up with a smile on her face, what Shawn was doing to her was not fair at all.  She didn’t have any control over her feelings anymore. All she could think was that they were completely fit to be together, it never felt wrong, and yesterday was just the most non-perfect perfect date someone could expect to have.

They were supposed to meet at 14:00 and travel for 30 minutes to reach the Angeles National Forest, and everything was going according to Shawn’s plan, initially he didn’t tell her where they were going, he only said that it was a place where the paparazzi  would not follow them. He had rented a car, so they would not recognise him, and he even came in a wig which made her laugh so hard when she greeted him by the door. But soon she got into the mood and asked him to wait for a second, when she returned she also had a blue wig and a hat, and they were both matching to go on their journey. She did insist to know where they were going, but he made sure to not say a word. They were having fun and singing along the radio to some Taylor Swift songs playing. Shawn got distracted for a second on how her voice sounded, it was like she really knew what she was doing and caressing each note of the song without trouble. He was about to mention how she should consider recording a song someday, when they heard a pop.

“Oh, Shit!”. Shawn cursed, pulling over and getting out of the car.

“Can you change it?”. She asked, also getting out and getting aware of the current situation, the tire was struck by a truck nail, and it had to be replaced.

“I think so, let be just check for the spare one”. He quickly went to the back to get to the spare tire but there was nothing there, probably because the renting facility forgot to replace it after the last incident. “Fuck!”. He cursed again getting a little bit anxious, how the hell was he supposed to fix that? He was about to ruin the best thing that he had ever had.

“Oh!” Sophia said bitting her lips and frowning once she got where he was and analysed the issue herself. She took a deep breath, and before he could open his eyes and start to apologise she said, “Well, its okay, let's not panic, we have food and water, and we are not in a strange country we don’t know the language, so we will be just fine. Let’s try calling the company and see if they can maybe send us a spare car?”. She calmly said reaching out for his hand sensing that he had gotten anxious and needed some comfort. “Oh, I am sorry”. She apologised realising she might have stepped a boundary that was too soon to cross.

“Don’t…” He said grabbing her hands back and taking a deep breath himself. “Truth being told, I was terrified for a second back there, and I thought you would just start to hate me for giving you the worst first date of your life”. He said, and frowned when she started to laugh.

“Sorry, sorry. I know I shouldn’t laugh.” She said trying to stop and biting her lip before continuing. “Okay, so none of this is your fault, I am sure you didn’t planned it this way, but we cannot have control over everything, that’s totally okay. Plus, we are having so much fun so far, I don’t even know what you're worried about. Just imagine how funny this scene must be for everyone else passing by, two weirdos with blue wigs, back hats and rounded sunglasses stopped in the middle of nowhere because their car got struck by a trucks’ nail. I mean…”. She looked up again at him before they both stopped to burst into laughing. Shawn felt the anxiety dissipating from him and relief coming into his body.

“Okay, okay. So lady Blue, would you like to accompany me back to our non-functioning car while we try calling the car company?”. He asked playfully and extended her his arm.

“Of course sir Rock Star, it would be my great honour.” She accepted his arm with a smile waiting for him to open the door for her before moving over to enter back in the driver’s seat.

“Okay… don’t panic”. Sophia said as soon as he sit down.

“Well, now I am panicking”. He said looking at her while she was looking at her phone with a worried expression. 

“There is no signal here”. She said biting her lip, while he closed his eyes on another deep breath.

“Okay, well…”. He said, defeated. “I guess maybe we could try walking to the closest coffee shop or whatever store we can find some wi-fi?”. He proposed looking back at her.

“Sounds like a plan!”. She suggested that they took a sandwich and a bottle of water each, just in case it took longer than they were planning. Then, they moved on into walking for half an hour, if Shawn was alone he was sure he would have entered panic mode a long time ago, and would have lost some good minutes to calm down and continue, but with her, things were easier, she didn’t seem that worried, she was sure they would find a solution together, after giving him some comfort she changed topics and started to tell him a story of how she managed to catch the wrong bus in Poland last year, and ended up in a small village, where no one would speak English.

“Nooo, what? No!”. He said stopping for a second to look at her. “You are serious?” 

“Yep, believe me, it was one of the scariest moments of my life, because I didn’t know how to come back to my hotel, and the only think I cold pick up from the bus schedule was that the next bus was only the following morning. Plus, my phone ran away of battery.” She said, them both starting to walk again. “I was walking around trying to find a store or something, but there was nothing, it was a very rural area, and it was almost dark when this old nice lady approached me. Miraculously she also spoke English, and she was so kind to me I can’t even! She told me all about her life, and how she ended up in Poland. She was jewish, her mother and father died during the war, so it was just her and her sister. What struck me the most was that, she was not sad, she was hopeful, and grateful even”. Sophia said, her eyes getting glossy and her voice trembling remembering all the story. Shawn stayed silent waiting for her to finish.

“She told me how blessed she felt that she would still have her sister with her after all the horrors they experienced together, and how many families she used to know and grew up with, entirely died, or only one of them survived. She told me she didn’t thing she would still be here if it wasn’t for her little sister giving her the strength she needed to move forward and try to heal their wounds the best way she could. She was one of the most brave and resilient people I met, and I am everyday grateful to have gotten the wrong bus after meeting her. We still talk, she lives in a very far village, a small retreat from the world, but still she manages to email me every now and then”. She said with a smile. Shawn didn’t have any words he could think to describe how he was feeling. The way she told him the story with so much empathy, he knew that there was probably much more detail that she decided to leave out considering also the moment they were having together, but it all just struck his heart too.

“I would really like to meet her too”. He said, before embracing her on a tight hug he felt like both of them needed. They untied himself a little bit early than any of them would have liked, but enough to not leave any of them hanging in an awkward moment.

“Hmm… I think we are close”. She said, moving a step backwards and signing her head to a girl walking with a coffee cup in her hand. 

“Phew! Thanks God”. Shawn exhaled, his shoulders visibly relaxing.

“Were you annoyed by me already?”. She giggled playfully.

“No… not at all, but honestly I would much rather like to be with you having our picnic than looking out for a wifi signal”. He chuckled, grabbing her hand in an involuntary movement and running with her towards the coffee shop making her gasp but smile at his sudden movement. “Madame Blue, I hope you will find our simple café satisfying”. He said, smiling but when he tried to open the door his face changed to a frown. “You’ve got to be kidding me!”. He said, frustrated. But visibly relaxed once she started laughing. 

“Well mister Rock Star I believe we are too late.” She played, not letting the tension fill up her mind.

“Well, well, there is a gas station”. He pointed with satisfaction at the opposite side of the street, she made a motion of starting to walk in that direction but he stopped her. “Nop…”

“ No?”

“Just wait here okay? I promise it will be worth it…”. He said praying that these place would sell flowers, because it was the least he could do after that crazy unplanned day, and also because the café had very nice chairs available in the outside that they could sit and not be bothered.

“Fine, let’s do it your way Mendes”. She replied cheerfully, reassuring him with her eyes. He then moved forward to put his plan in practice, once he got on the other side of the road, he looked back just as if he was checking if she was still there and was satisfied with the image of her exploring the outside area of the café and choosing to sit on a double bench.

“Okay Shawn, let’s try to make this better”. Shawn got inside the store and asked for the wi-fi password, he moved on to calling the renting car company and explaining everything that happened. They apologised profusely, and told him unfortunately all they could do would be to send out a taxi to pick them up for free, as all the other vehicles were booked. Shawn was not happy at the answer, but he accepted it, thinking that they could always sneak to the park close to Sophia and Connor’s house and stay there for the rest of the day. It was not ideal, but it was a new and doable plan. He managed to buy two coffees in the convenience store, some vanilla cookies, and also a chocolate rose which was the closest he could get to roses. He then left and proceeded to get back to her. When he looked at where she was sitting, he noticed how she was looking at him, and suddenly felt nervous again. His heart was racing, hands shaking a bit while he tried to still them to make sure he wouldn’t spill out the coffee. Once he got in front of her it took him some seconds to get out of trance they both were in.

“Okay, ahem…”. He scratched his throat, and took a deep breath trying to slow down his racing heart. He had no idea why he was so nervous, but it was an effect she had on him, even if they were only talking thru the phone or texting, he would always get this mix of being exited and stressed out about saying the wrong thing. Once last week he had mentioned Sophia in one of his talks with Connor, and their friend let it slip that Sophia was worried he was working too hard, and the fact that she was asking about him and worrying about him made his heart beat so loud that he thought Connor would be able to hear it. It was almost like he had never done any of that before, and maybe he hadn’t, because he truly felt like he was falling in love with her and he couldn’t find any other moment in his life to compare to the feeling. He talked with Aaliyah, worried that he was just not doing things the right way, and asking her opinion on his idea for asking Sophia out. She was happy for him, and told him he had no reason to be not even a little self conscious about it, because from what she had heard Sophia was also very much into him. Even though that was supposed to soothe his feelings it made him even more nervous than before.

“Shawn?”. She asked when he seemed to have dozed out while looking at her eyes.

“Yeah…, so… here is the coffee”. He answered hoping she wouldn’t notice his shaky hands. “And, I tried to buy you flowers, but that was all they had, I am sorry.” Shawn apologised giving her the chocolate rose and making her smile.

“Don’t be sorry, this is perfect, I love chocolate”. She accepted the flower from him and sipped on her coffee. “Did you manage to call them?” She asked, worried that he wasn’t, able to, since he appeared even more nervous than before he left, or maybe she was more nervous? At that point she couldn’t tell anymore.

“Yeah, and about that, they said there is no other car available, but they will be sending us a taxi, it should be here in thirty minutes or so. I thought we could maybe go to the park near your apartment…, unless you would rather go home? I mean I would totally understand.” He stuttered, and looked down worried she might say no.

“I think it’s a great plan, we can see the sunset, do you ever tree climb? Because there is tree house there, I think it was meant for kids, but since most people living there are college students, it normally is empty. I go there when I need to be alone.” She proposed, and he felt his nervousness giving in to his excitement.

“Sounds great by me”. 

They kept talking until the taxi arrived, and for Shawn’s sake there were no other surprises until they got to the tree house, he was relieved something had finally worked out.

“This place is truly great, thanks for showing it to me”. He said looking down and seeing a bunch of trees and nothing else.

“It is great to see the stars too, but today is a bit cloudy.” Sophia was right, there was no way they would be able to see the sunset, nor the stars. “Still pretty though, I always imagine that this must be the view the birds have everyday when they are flying. I would like to be a bird I think. You would also be an amazing bird, good music every day”. He smiled suddenly feeling the need to be closer to her.

Before they could say or do anything a loud thunder woke them up from their wonderland. And they both decided maybe it would be better to go. Before they could reach the beginning of the park the rain caught them. Without much thought Shawn intertwined her fingers with his and started running the few blocks towards her apartment. 

“Oh, the summer rains”. She chucked once they got to the main door of the building and the rain was starting to fade away. “You are soaked!”. She stated looking down and realising she also was the same way. As her eyes were back up, she caught him staring at her and she bit her lower lip blushing and making him nervous again. “Come on… you should come in… I don’t want you to be sick”. They rushed inside without saying anything all the way, and meeting a very happy Connor once they got to the door.

“Sophiaaaaa, you are ba… Oh, hi Shawn!”. Connor gave them sorry look, feeling as if he had just interrupted something

“We were caught by the rain, do you think you can lend him some dry clothes?”. Sophia asked”.

“Yeah for sure, come on in Shawn.” Connor quickly guided him to his room, and Sophia made her way into hers to change.

Shawn was silent the entire time, the day playing in his head, and how everything just went wrong but still he managed to feel like everything was just as it should have happened.

“Ahem”. Connor stretched his hands out to him with some dry clothes.

“Oh, yeah. Thank you, Con!”. Shawn refocused, and took the clothes and the towel stepping into Connor’s shower.

He made sure to take a very fast shower, his thoughts going back to the moment of when it started to rain and thinking of how he should have just kissed her anyways, and not giving a fuck to the rain. She was just too perfect for him, he was still wondering if she was in fact real, because sometimes it all just seemed a dream.

“So… dude, I wanna know everything! I also need to tell you that you are not allowed to break her heart, okay?” Connor played with his nerved that were already on edge. Shawn took a few seconds to open his mouth, still thinking of how would it feel to kiss her, and if his heart could even handle it.

“I… I don’t know what to say. I won’t break her heart, I think I would just be breaking my own if I did it. We just fit to right together! Connor I can’t believe you didn’t introduce us before!” Connor laughed, happy for them both.

“I am happy for you Man! You really deserve her and she really deserves someone like you, I wouldn’t pick anyone better.” Shawn felt reassured, but still a part of him wondered if he would be enough. They didn’t think a lot though, because they could hear that Sophia was making something in the kitchen already.

“Just tea, I hope you like tea Shawn?”. She said giving him and Connor a Harry Potter mugs filled with her favorite tea.

“Let me guess, Strawberry with Vanilla seeds?” Connor asked already knowing the answer. “That’s her favorite tea”. Connor mentioned looking to Shawn, making sure he was memorising that piece of information. “I will leave you two lovebirds alone”. He said making both of them flush.

“This tea is very good”. Shawn broke the silence. Leaving the mug on the kitchen table.

“I…”

“I…” 

“You first”. Sophia waited for him to finish his thought.

“Although everything went to trash, I really enjoyed spending the day with you, and I hope… I hope we can do it more often”. He looked into her eyes instantly feeling the need to kiss her again. “Also I… I can’t stop thinking about you.” She stared back at him biting her lips.

“I can’t stop thinking about you either”. She said instantly feeling his lips embracing hers in a kiss.

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[jaronxlordashcombe]

ahh the two best guys but you have to add dis man

[leejihoonownsmyheart]

DO YOU THINK WOOZI WOULD LISTEN TO AYESHA EROTICA. THIS IS SO RANDOM BUT LIKE WOULD HE???

YOU LIKE EDGING PEOPLE?? man how do you even do it...like i can never tell when someone is close it's kinda frustrating

so if peer pressure is real...could we all collectively peer pressure you into marrying all of us?? i mean you did say you could do the craziest shit... (ok but thank you to peer pressure because we got an amazing dom!yn fic so huzzah)

I THINK HUZZAH SHOULD BE BROUGHT BACK TOO!! yipee, booyah, all white american venacular...

GALLAGHER GIRLS, DOCTOR WHO, AND SUPERNATURAL??? that's actually really..diverse? thats so cool wtf pls tell me more about those shows

I WILL GIVE YOU IDEAS!! as soon as i can think of them..what do you like to write? i'll kinda base off my asks/ideas off of those so you'll have a better writing experience </3

YOUR BRAIN IS NOT MID??? do you think a mid person would bias woozi?? didn't think so 😒😒

IKR??? HOW COULD HE DO THAT 😭😭😭 istg he literally messaged me first and asked to do everything with me and then out of nowhere he just invites someone else to tag along when we hungout??

im sorry that you're feeling stressed rn 😕😕why is everyone mad at you wtf?? i promise you don't sound narcisstic when you talk about it because if it's bothering you, you gotta let people know how you feel!! im glad the blog and a couple friends can help you feel better; ily and hope you feel better!!

-MISSED YOU TOO (🫨 anon)

I literally have never heard of her before (ASIDE FROM THAT ONE VIRAL TIKTOK AUDIO) but listening to one of her songs... I MEAN HE DOES LIKE SEX SONGS.. listening to some song by arianna one time that had me screaming into a pillow... AND HE WRITES GREAT LIKE SELF-CONFIDENT (?) BOPS (Hit... Super...) ITS VERY POSSIBLE I WOULD NOT BE SURPRISED

OKAY IVE ACTUALLY NEVER EDGED ANYONE BEFORE I TALK TO HEAR MYSELF TALK PRETTY OFTEN... I HAVE ALMOST NO ACTUAL SEXUAL EXPERIENCE I JUST ACTIVELY PARTICIPATE IN IN THAT TYPE OF INTERNET CULTURE... I AM A FAKE.. A FRAUD...

i feel like it would be really hard to tell when someone is close...

I would marry all of you??? I am literally ready to get married right now??? Let's go???

there's something to be said about white venicular like... It can be so good and funny to say, I used to love 20s slang. Like Hoover was president... people were drinking giggle juice... that shit was the bee's knees !

GALLAGHER GIRLS IS ACTUALLY A BOOK. A TEEN BOOK ABOUT THIS GIRL CAMMIE WHO GOES TO A SCHOOL gallagher academy! that is a private all-girl's school for spies. The first book is pretty good but in the SECOND book you find out that there is also a all-boy's school called Blackthorne Academy AND YOU MEET MR. ZACHARY GOODE HIMSELF.... bro... the books kinda evolve past silly little teenage drama among spy kids who don't know how to be normal and get more serious but my favorite part about my time in that fandom... is that... in the books there are four main girls: Cammie, Macey, Liz, and Bex and all of them have blackthorne boys that we all shipped them with EXCEPT Macey. She had a different love interest cause she is like the daughter of a politician or... something and so her love interest in the books was kinda a lamo nerd and NO ONE LIKED HIM SO ONE PERSON CREATED ONE OC WHO LITERALLY DOES NOT EXIST IN THE BOOKS AND WE ALL ADOPTED HIM. I think his name was maybe Nick? But completely made up. And we all wrote him the same and everything I miss the good old days....

BUT anyways I won't be crazy about doctor who and supernatural but just know I AM crazy about them... my beautiful amazing hyper-fixations.

Doctor Who, a man who stole a time and space travel machine and ran away to save people across the universe just being eccentric and getting up to all kind's of hijinks? Yes. IMMEDIATE YES. The doctor is so funny and relateable and his character is so heavy it just gets me going

AND SUPERNATURAL I am a dean apologist and destiel shipper till DEATH Destiel was the first gay couple in a show I shipped, but like those first few seasons the horror anthology-esque feel of the show is just so fun

WHEN IT COMES TO FANFICS I LIKE WRITING UHM.... uh wow I don't know actually. Anything that will get two characters into a long-relationship kinda fast. Like fwb to lovers kinda? I am kinda good at writing fwb these days LIKE that's like all I write BUT I CAN WRITE ANYTHING I LOVE REQUESTS THAT ARE A BIT DIFFERENT THAN WHAT I USUALLY DO

BRO WHAT THE FUCK. He's playing you... HES A PLAYER. FORGET HIM. BLOCK HIM (i'm just kidding) but also booo him. Get you someone who will treat you right....

I will not go much into it because my stress is making me a little crazy and I'm being a bit crazy these days but in defense of my friends who are all mad at me it's fair. They're mostly mad because I'm hanging out with three different groups of friends and Groups A and B I've been close to the longest and really judge me for hanging out with Group C but I work with Group C the most now and... idk it's a lot. I'm sick thinking about it...

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*taps microphone* before a certain book comes out next month, i would just like to confess i imagine babs to look like a short shawn mendes. thank you for your time

[wewillbehappyagain]

i finally decided to catch up on hsm:tm:ts and THAATTIHS this is what i get for it???? where did ricky and gina come from??? poor EJ literally i'm fuming wtf