#Spilled bullshit

[big-low-t]

Nothing

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Panoramic sunrise

Again, I'm in disguise

Don't look directly into the me

So much I don't want anyone to see

Scratch at the familiar itch

Talk and see my face twitch

The shy bug bites

A tick, mosquito or mite

(I just might)

(Yeah, right)

Grumpy and fast agitated

My self love is never dilated

I'll never win

Toss myself off into the bin

Back to front sound silence

Repeat the nightly inner violence

There's scant left to defend

Let's just embrace the end

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[lonelyzuul]

On her lunch break she raises the dead

But it can’t compete with the precedent

Of how she can’t afford her current residence

Goal post moved on value, to call her magic opulence

Denial is freighter on a river to hegemony

At the stage where we can’t identify enemies

And still you say we’re not in an unreasonable reality ?

Why can’t you see, what I see?

[asoftepiloguemylove]

I AM NOT BEAUTIFUL BUT I COULD BE

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[the-muppet-joker]

I wish I was a fashion dog from Dogz Fashion on the Gameboy Advance. NOT IN A FURRY OR THERIAN WAY. In an intellectual and supremely deep and poetic way that the Tumblrinas would never understand........

[shittyartestries]

you left the door cracked as if you might come back

i don’t know how to stop waiting for you

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[tennessoui]

ok this is so self-indulgent that yall are gonna run me off my blog but

au where obi-wan hosts fancy wine&dinner parties, as he’s a renowned chef and retired sommelier (wine expert). the theme of this party is for everyone to bring a bottle of wine and a food that they think will pair well with the tasting notes in their chosen wine, and be prepared to explain their choices to the rest of the dinner-goers.

when anakin (invited by padmé, currently in grad school, easily the youngest and dirtiest person to have ever sat on obi-wan’s nice leather settee) shows up with a bottle of wine that still has the price tag on it ($13 for a “maker’s red mix”) and a bag of flaming hot cheetos, obi-wan knows they’re absolutely going to have hate sex about it

then anakin gets up for his turn to explain his choice and he bullshits so fantastically well, using all the words he just heard these upper class bougie snobs say and using them correctly, that obi-wan is genuinely actually impressed.

oh they’re still going to have hate sex, 100%, but now obi-wan respects the man enough to make him breakfast in the morning

(it’s eggs benedict florentine with house-made hollandaise sauce and freshly baked english muffins obi-wan got up early to bake, and halfway through poaching the final egg he looks over and anakin is leaning against his counter, eating granola by the handful out of the bag as he watches)

[see-arcane]

I saw a post and the notes saying "mature" women want Dracula, only girls would want Jonathan, some arguing it's because wanting Dracula is being confident in your sexuality while wanting Jonathan is wanting to be a submissive wife. Like, I'm sorry to tell y'all this but the movie lied to you.

Dracula. Dracula is the liberating love interest.

Dracula who keeps his conscripted girlfriends locked in a cellar and tosses them a baby to eat now and then.

Dracula who sought out a girl barely out of her teens, abused her medical condition to puppeteer her, drank her to undeath, then promptly abandoned her for the next pretty young thing in Piccadilly once he got what he wanted.

Dracula who assaulted the main heroine in her bed, next to her husband who he also went out of his way to psychologically torture for two months, forced himself on her in as close to a metaphorical rape as gothic horror can get, knowing she'd be doomed to either die or become his next undead side piece.

Dracula who wouldn't even risk fighting the husband who was willing to kill, die, and undie for his wife's sake, but ran away to avoid anything resembling a scuffle that would involve effort on his part, off to hide in his castle.

That Dracula.

...

Simply redolent with empowerment in here, amirite ladies??

[papasmistakeria]

Two religious horror media that centers around a small isolated place that was implied to be religiously devoted and that some people stay away from due to bad events that transpired. These media have several characters and themes in common; A cult, a troubled youth who was forcefully turned into a member of a cult, a gruff foreign protector who opposes the main character, a demonic being that "saved" the main character, an overtly religious and avid follower of a cult, and most importantly, the priest main character who tasks themselves with saving the life of a specific person by any means necessary. At some point, they lost sight of reality, perceiving grotesque figures as biblical creatures, and they've also lost the trust of their Parish. They also have an old companion that they try to desperately save from completely losing their sense of selves. The priests are also named John and are over 6'1

Oh and they've killed someone with their bare hands when they got lost in the sauce

[lonelyzuul]

Mortality Salience

Prolific shades between beige, I don’t compete. Hard corners layered in a hard cornered room. Dire like shadows on a chessboard. I want to paint it with mouth blood. Make it striking to escape the foreboding. Something sits in my stomach churning like a transcendental cat, shifting from liquid to solid to back; As though it’s circling a bed in a sort of preparation. No rush in a vulture. No need to escape when death amounts to positive reinforcement. On a whirling planet flying through space, moving at an incomprehensible speed, catastrophic events inevitable… and I can’t help but remain still. Everyone I know will die hating me for it. Still I remain still. I can’t get out of The Stillness. Can someone come meet me? Can someone follow the blood and meat me. Please?

[mla0]

i hate when people portray michael and/or patrick as some kind of master manipulator who was terrible to shaun and stormy. like, in the past, michael sometimes got portrayed with little autonomy, or as childish and overly innocent in a weird way. that in itself is an issue with the treatment of mentally ill characters (infantilization), but the solution isn't to argue that he's actually a monster who only wanted to hurt and mislead people. the same goes for patrick. i don't enjoy the "goofy flirty mass murderer" interpretation for very similar reasons, because in the canon patrick did indeed do some wild shit but i think it's a stretch to say it was out of malice, except maybe towards eric lol

obviously there will be different views of these characters and this isn't meant to be gatekeep-y or anything, i'm just concerned with how certain portrayals can quickly slide into negative biases towards mental illness. i think if you're going on this route you might want to ask yourself why, and consider how it could make the mentally ill people within the fandom feel when they see their own symptoms portrayed by their peers as synonymous with being dishonest or manipulative

[the-muppet-joker]

Picture a Joker's foot flying at you at 200 Miles Per Hour, ready to deliver a kick that will blast you through space-time. Now picture my toothy muppet grin as I deliver said kick. Not a pretty sight, correct? The kind of sight that has you all aquiver with fear? Yeah. Don't fuck with me basically is what I'm saying pretty much.

[shittyartestries]

i talk to you in my head all the time

i still see you in everything

[ragesin]

a summary @mielmoto

[starryalpacasstuff]

Let's talk about how lonely it feels once you realize that everyone you grew up with hates an integral part of what you are. Let's talk about wondering what goes through your friends' minds when they make crude, insulting jokes while knowing that you're queer. About learning the hard way that acceptance cannot be your default expectation in the world you live in. Let's talk about the horrible game you have to play with every person who isn't openly declaring their hate for gay people to figure out where a person stands on queerness without ever mentioning them. About how you already know what the result will be, but you allow yourself to have a tiny bit of wretched hope every time that you will be proven wrong, only to be proven right every time. About learning to expect the worst instead of the best from people. Let's talk about how people don't even use slurs because 'gay' is insult enough to them. About how tired and alone and pissed you feel. About being exhausted of compromise, compromise, compromise when all you want is to be loved for who you are. About wondering why can't people just let people be. Let's talk about smiling awkwardly and faking laughter at jokes that make you die a little inside. About wanting to scream and fight but knowing that ultimately, it's useless. And let's talk about feeling completely, utterly, helpless to do anything about any of it.

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

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[violetblacksparkles]

I said I'd never forget you, but yesterday I didn't think about you at all