okay, now I'm getting interesting about the ever burning flame,,,,, TELL ME WHERE TO START READING !!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA
!!! Start reading the fic labelled The Ever-Burning Flame! then read As I Remember Who I Was I Learn Who I Am. the timelines between the two are. incredibly funky but hey if it works it works
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"Just sit tight and I'll have you good as new in no time."
AU in which Shiun is an android and Thancred is mechanic that found him in the dump and dragged him to his shop to fix him.
Solution Nine, along with the Arcadion, has an active robot fighting ring and Shiun quickly becomes a rising star with Thancred's help.
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how long do you think it takes Kate and Valeria to day ‘I love you’ to their s/o’s? love ur stuff fyi!!! 💚
Hello! Thank you for liking my stuff, I hope this is enjoyable to you as well! I think it would take the both of them quite a while to say it!
When do Valeria and Laswell Finally Say “I Love You”?
Valeria: It would take her a while to say it. I mean, once she’s with you, she’s already smitten, but she says “I love you” in different ways that aren’t just saying those three words. Valeria courts you with lots of gifts, that much is true, but the closest thing you’ll ever hear from her that resembles a “You have my heart, I love you more than the sun loves the moon, than the ocean loves the land” would be her spending a day with you where she isn’t spending copious amounts of money on you. But that’s not what you asked. Valeria will tell you that she loves you when you’re feeling insecure since she never says it, but on her own accord? It would likely be a year or longer into your relationship, on one of those nights where the two of you are lying in bed together, just talking about your lives, what you’ve been through and how it’s shaped you as people. Just venting your worries, voicing your appreciation for each other and how you’ve helped one another. It’s during such a night, when you’ve gone quiet for a moment, that Valeria would hold you close and tell you, in a voice softer than what you’re used to normally from her, that she loves you.
Laswell: Like Valeria, she shows her love for you through different means. While she may be a gift giver as well, she also shows you how much she loves you by doing anything you may or may not ask of her. From chores, to walking your pet, to cooking you some stew when you’re sick. Laswell doesn’t say that she loves you from the get go either, it would take her several months to a year for her to say it. But when she does, it doesn’t seem like a special moment to anyone else. You’re probably hanging up your freshly washed clothes while she’s sitting at the table, a cup of coffee in hand. Laswell would get up, give you a kiss on your cheek, and tell you that she loves you so very dearly. She was overcome with adoration for you during that moment and needed to show you that she loves you. It’s afterwards that you get a lot more I love yous from her. Not on the daily still, but they would be more common. She will always, and I mean always, accompany her I love yous with some form of affectionate gesture, regardless of whether it be a kiss to your temple, a hug from behind, or a small lovely rose she found in a flower shop. You will always be taken care of and loved.
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that final scene in this ep of utsukushii kare. it feels like someone just ripped out my gut, slashed it open and trampled over the bloody remains. i want to sob. I want to out loud, fat tears, shaking my body sob. but all im stuck on is hira’s brokenly confused face, kiyoi on top of him grabbing onto his clothes and crying, an absolute tornado of emotion the likes of which he’s never shown, all to hira, all because of hira, and yet hira sits there and it’s like the storm covers him but he’s inside this impenetrable building and not a single drop of rain hits him. he knows it’s raining, he can hear it battering down on the roof, but it’s just rain. he doesn’t understand the full extent, doesn’t know the wind is ripping down trees and lightening is cracking the sky in two. and because he’s inside, he doesn’t need to know, doesn’t care to know, doesn’t want to know. hira will happily stay inside, in his bubble, in his constructed world, and he will be alone, and he will suffer, but that’s alright bc he’s not out there.
it’s like he’s gotten used to the internalized problems he faces, and they stick with him, almost a comfort to him now, in that he’ll see them when they’re not there. the external things that make him worried and anxious now, they’re less so, but hira still is that high school kid, getting picked on for his stutter, that faded into the background. he’s stuck there, and he’s never grown past it, and there’s almost a security in not growing, not changing, even if the thing you’re stuck as is worry and anxiety and invisibility and self doubt and constant internal doubt and criticism and lack of confidence. at least he’s used to it. at least there isn’t anything new to challenge him. and it shows, bc whenever he is challenged, in the sense that something that doesn’t fit he’s established world and role happens, he puts himself down and apologizes, like it’s a practiced, default reaction. that’s how he got through before, it’s how he learned to get through. but now, in the place he finds himself, in the situation and relationship he’s in, this is not a place for that reaction. the people he’s around, kiyoi, he doesn’t need hira to put himself down. he doesn’t need apologies. he wants understanding. and hira just resolutely refused that, said that he not only doesn’t understand hira, but that he doesn’t want to, and he’s not going to attempt to. and I don’t think he could have said anything more heartbreaking to kiyoi. all he has ever wanted was for someone to see him and understand him and love him for it. hira gives him love, unendingly and uncritically. he’s love is irrespective of anything kiyoi does or says or feels. it’s love of an idea, of a theory, of a concept in a pretty shell. it’s not love of the human inside, it can’t be, bc he just said he doesn’t want to understand that person, and without that there can’t be love. you can’t love something you can’t see or comprehend, that there’s a person kiyoi that isn’t the god kiyoi there is in his universe.
and the thing is, I think hira could’ve understood kiyoi, back when he saw a side of kiyoi that no one else did and still showed him love. I think down the line he could’ve gotten to know that person more and liked him, but the thing is, it’s different bc of kiyoi’s feelings. bc kiyoi’s feelings contradict so much what hira believes about himself that he can’t understand him. it’s easier to not know kiyoi that way and stick to his established universe, rather than understand kiyoi fully, bc in that he has to reevaluate everything, about himself and his place in the world and kiyoi’s place too. that is not an easy task. and it’s not that hira wouldn’t, I don’t think. I think there is a feasible future where hira recognizes that choice he can make and chooses kiyoi, chooses to challenge himself out of love for kiyoi and a want to understand him, and maybe even a want to understand and love himself. but bc he doesn’t recognize that as a choice he can make, he can’t do it. and I think that’s what hira needs to face, which I think is more than kiyoi and his feelings and care for hira can manage to accomplish. hira’s mental dissonance is gonna be a work in progress, it’s just a matter or him realizing it and getting to a point of actually working on it. the only thing is, in the meantime, can kiyoi be patient with hira, and the hurt he makes him feel? should he? bc when hira outright refuses to understand, when it feels that rigid and definite, when there’s no feasible future where he will understand, what’s the point? that’s the heartbreak. that hira is constantly worrying about forever, but he just denied a forever with kiyoi. and the problem is him, just not for the reasons he thinks he is. he needs to realize there is no forever with kiyoi the god, bc gods don’t last forever, they’re ephemeral, they’re fleeting. there can be a forever with kiyoi though, the man, the person, the human being, he just needs to step outside, into the storm, and let it soak him. bc when he gets to stand with kiyoi in the rain, he’ll see it’s worth it.
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First of all: INTRODUCTION POST!
Hi! I'm Moth, i use he/they pronouns. I like to write, draw, and make music! I also do dance and read a lot. here is a link to my ao3 and youtube channel!!
https://youtube.com/@DearlyDetestedMoth?si=ywrR3Ax6_sEVc-f5
TEBF and AIRWIWILWIA Masterpost
Hello funky people on the Tumblr! I have a few stories and some posts on this blog so I decided I should make a masterpost.
TEBF
fic link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/50154964/chapters/126663991
Summary: The Great Star Competition between Antoine and Moth had been going for many years. And yet, they meet once again, the Star Path having been long since memorized, just as the pattern of the others steps.
or
the silly little monologues between me (Moth) and my beloathed (Antoine [@ckswitch]) in fic form
tumblr posts (MAJOR SPOILS):
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/743886228404977664/now-that-ive-posted-the-last-chapter-i-feel-i
playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Jta8nYHBSs06ypNebJQ7z?si=98yTIB2XQaSeYQ4MiTfdOw
AIRWIWILWIA
fic link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/50420905/chapters/127393759
Summary: Moth has strange nightmares about who he was. His past has come back to haunt him. But is it really haunting? Or a simple reminder of who he is?
Silly little lore posts (all on Moth, most of them contain spoilers of sorts for AIRWIWILWIA):
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/730203846510608384/oh-weow-im-updating-on-the-tumblr-of-all?source=share
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/730248448231833600/i-have-been-asked-by-breezehurricane-and?source=share
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/731007527004897280/calysto-hasnt-seen-his-reflection-since-before-he
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/733636662739009536/most-gods-are-just-born-gods-right-so-with
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/733637052022784000/when-moth-first-met-antoine-he-kinda-hated-them
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/735540329888038912/calysto-does-have-a-last-name-one-ive-recently
- https://www.tumblr.com/fan-fucking-tasty/742879437823131648/calysto-used-to-dance-with-cataleya
playlist(s):
- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3g8QGcxZAJcbisk7hq9iLy?si=VorPbHh1RpiYs1IjrJ7BSA
- https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4hJDSV7kSFGlZwwpVdUZxP?si=4B2mTcXpSZaohlBaKAL-cQ
Seperate Oneshots
fanfic:
- https://archiveofourown.org/works/51777517/chapters/130902280#workskin
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Once again,
I find myself unable
To stop my thoughts from reeling,
To relax enough to fall asleep
Because she wonders if I have stopped burning,
Her gut says I have stopped caring
And I am disappointed in myself
To have ever let her come to this conclusion,
To have left any room for doubt
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Best characters surnamed: Xin
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