#ThoughtProcessing

[greenoakseevee]

stupid comic i doodled out. was thinkinr about how alolan meowths r typically more arrogant litle creatures bcs of being connected to royalty and then we have nepo baby green over HereIDK@*1%(#(%

[thevalleyoftriumph]

Wait I just realised. Why is killers arms covered in burn scars???? What happened???????

ok so its mostly honestly just a design choice to have them be distinct in more than one design area. HOWEVER COMMA. i did eventually manage to tie it in properly.

since their internal appearance is mostly based off of self-perception, and killer was [along with beast] more prone to using their powers, then the early days of struggling with said powers [when the struggling wasnt being done by the other two i mean lol. i imagine chosen was more naturally in-tune with his powers, while beast just prefers not using them, so the only one who both Had No Idea How To Use Them and STILL used them was killer. and they HAAAATED it lol]

[and, the reason beast isnt burned is because it has a different perception of itself than killer does. chosen sees himself as the body - its whats most comfortable. beast sees itself as, well, the trapped beast - picked apart into segments, not quite whole. it influenced how it saw itself. killer has burn scars because of their perception of their use of their powers - they dont like using them, but they are good at it becaues they had to for so long. its mostly just uncomfortable for them - theyre not too fond of the heat - and they sorta mentally translated the "emotional scarring of needing the fire" into a "semi-physical perception of themself being actually scarred" thing.]

tldr Technically nothing happened, but everyones internal appearances are based off of their self-perception ^_^ does any of this make sense ...

[mutedeclipse]

I think artists should be cared for forever. Nothing bad should ever happen to them

[innytoes]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Julie and The Phantoms (TV 2020) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Julie Molina/Reggie Peters, Alex Mercer/Willie (Julie and The Phantoms) Characters: Julie Molina, Reggie Peters (Julie and The Phantoms), Alex Mercer (Julie and The Phantoms), Ray Molina, Carlos Molina, Luke Patterson (Julie and The Phantoms) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Fluff and Angst Summary:

The music boxes didn’t come all at once. Because while soulmate magic may be perfect, the United State Postal Service was drastically underfunded and understaffed. They always arrived around the full moon.

Happy birthday @invisibleraven! Of course you get a soulmate AU for your birthday, how could I not?

[monriatitans]

STUPIDITY QUOTE 16

Thursday, April 11, 2024

“People will often absorb and learn from your advice but then quickly dismiss it as ‘common sense’. The thing about sense though is it’s not that common.” – Torron-Lee Dewar

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[saracausey1]

Once you've done all that you can, what's the point in panicking or getting super pessimistic? Anything we accomplish starts with a thought. If we get into a negative thought loop and we expect disaster all the time, guess what? That's what we'll get.

[scarlett-quinn]

Thought Adjustment

Harness the power of positive thoughts and embrace a transformative thought adjustment for a brighter future.

[breannaleigh405]

Letting Go

I’m an anxious person, and rightfully so. I have always been the type of person to need an explanation on things that I don’t understand. While my history is very complex, and quite confusing, there have also been positive and influential people in my life that have taught me great lessons. The biggest lesson, though, I feel comes from someone that I used to have so much hatred for. Weird, right?

At a later date when I am feeling the strength to clearly explain the events that have happened in the past, I will be able to provide much more clarity. But for a brief rundown I will list a few things that caused my mental well-being to be challenged. 

- having a starter-fluid soaked rag held over my face

- being stalked

- being punched in the stomach while I was pregnant

- being strangled and kicked

- being hit and thrown around my own home, in front of my daughters

- being in an unfaithful relationship for years

On each of these occasions, it was clearly very difficult to comprehend. Just to get up right after and go to work, do laundry, care for my children, and suppressing the confusion in my own mind was draining. Why did I deserve these things to happen to me? Why does my abuser continue to not own up for their actions? Why is the truth not enough for him to have trouble sleeping at night?

These questions would enter my mind all day, and it wouldn’t be until very late at night that I would hone-in on them to the point I myself was unable to sleep at night. Countless nights of the “why?”. Years of “why can’t he own up and tell the truth so that we can all move past this?”. And when I say years, I mean yearsssss. I sought counselors, anxiety medications, and nothing would stop the questioning in my own mind. I feel as though I am a very open and transparent person, and an honest woman. I like facts. I like the cold hard truth.

There came a day when my own father said to me, “Breanna, you are never going to get the answers to someone else’s questions. There will be no point in time where you get clarity on why someone else is the way they are. Learn to be okay with the unknown and to grow as a better person by letting that all go.”

That statement reflected very heavily on me as I mentioned, I was constantly wanting to know someone else’s thought process and how they could hide from the truth and believe their own lies. It has been a year since this was said to me. In that year I still was anxious about wanting to know what I had done so wrong. Thinking about what I could do to make someone understand my thinking and to understand that the truth is better said out loud to provide clarity to all parties involved.

But when I woke up today, I felt different. I know my own truth, and deep down my abusers do to. I am okay with the fact I will never get an answer to the “why”, because it doesn’t involve me.

You see, when you make bad choices in life you ultimately move past them by having honest conversations and admitting your faults. You can only then learn from them and become a more emotionally developed human being. As long as I know that this is the step I take in my own decisions, it is not for me to understand why others don’t.

I am happy in my own mind, a place I never once thought I could get to. 

I am a mother, a daughter, a sister, a partner, a domestic abuse survivor. I am me. I control me. I control my thoughts, and most importantly I control my own peace and success. 

[realtalkwithmattycom]

Are you looking at all the facts or drawing your own conclusion

#seesituationsforwhattheyare #mythoughts #thoughtprocess #thoughtsinmyhead #OQTT #growthmindsetquotes #growthmindsetcoach Are you looking at all the facts?When it comes to solving situations are you looking at all the evidence that is presented and from every possible angle or are you merely using the evidence that supports your thoughts and case?When dealing with situations you must have an…

[auset66]

I wish sometimes ✨️

I want to be more 🌱

More than what I am today, a newness from what I am used to. More than what I always have been my whole life. 🪴

but then I realize what more can I actually be? REALISTICALLY 💭

What more can I even grow into? From this? No way. It is already more than enough. I should be happy with this. No one can do more than that. This is not logical 🤖

So I stop wanting to be more than what I already am.

-Avg moon dominant thoughtprocess

Moon 🌙 is magic. The key to manifestation. Giving you the results that not even the obsession (rahu), nor the hardwork (saturn), neither the luck (jupiter) can give you.

Where it is impossible to think. To believe. Almost absurd. This is where you need magic, (Thats why mostly moon is used in manifestation other than offcourse its feminine aspects) Which only moon can provide. The innocence and wonder of child of subconscious. The just "I want it, I don't know how or the situations" this is not Rahu's "I want it, I don't know how I will get it but I will get it." No, it is like that child asking for toy without knowing why it might be a scam or the financial situation of parents. The child wants it.

Which by irony moon dominant (Rohini, hasta and Sharvana) people themselves struggle with the most. Talk to any moon dominant person you will see them talking about logic the most. Offcourse after our honorable venus dominant people. But yes they do. Not crushing just their own dreams but maybe their kids or their closed one's dreams too just by "but this is almost illogical".

Moon is mind afterall. All aspects of it. So offcourse moon people's biggest weapon is their biggest problem as well. The problem they struggle with the most.

I want to grow. But what I have is already way more than enough. What else what more even I can grow into?

Yes you can. Just uncage yourself. Your moon is calling you. 📞 🌕

(In gif: Priyanka Chopra Jonas)

[starokell]

Headcanon about mage Viktor and his 'origins'

I didn't really understand how viktor could be the mage from Jayces past and I didn't really get any real or satisfying answers to that from anywhere, so I thought I would spin my own little theory (or at this point you could say fanfiction) as to how this all happened, how viktor became the mage in Jayces story, what he meant by "only you could ever show me this" etcetc. I assume/determine/establish many things for my thoughtprocess to be true, I do that for my story to work and for my mind to be at peace and that it can grip an answer and not go insane about pixels because apparently i cannot act normal around media i like.

First of all, I'm gonna assume that some things are just true/meant to happen/fated in ALL timelines. For example that viktor is going to ALWAYS come into touch with the arcane and even if his path can be different each timeline his end goal is always the same - glorious evolution. I also assume that if you time travel/jump timelines and act as a seperate individual in this timeline (not like f.e. ekko replacing himself in his timeline) you are not allowed/cannot intervene too much with it because then the time/space continuum collapses or the arcane throws a fit idk.

So let's imagine a timeline, I'm gonna call it "the first timeline" (even though it doesn't really make sense in thinking of first/next/last timeline because all of the timelines are parallels, but bear with me), a timeline where viktor comes into touch with the arcane a different way, because here he doesn't even know Jayce exists (the mage which gave him the rune doesn't exist yet/in this "first" timeline). He merges with the arcane, thinks he's doing everyone a favour by initiating the glorious evolution, finishes it, creates a perfect world and everyone is happy. Except it isn't a perfect world and nobody is happy, in fact everybody is practically dead, without joy, love and choice, and Piltover/maybe even the whole world crumbles into arcane waste because of Viktors actions. He doesn't understand what went wrong, he didn't want this, he wanted everyone to have equal opportunities and end all suffering and be without sickness, be perfect. There had to be some kind of mistake here. So, with the help of the arcane, he travels to another timeline, and tries to change a few things in his story. With hindsight, this time he could steer his young self in the right direction and this time, surely it will work.

But it doesn't. So he tries again. And again. And again and again and again.

But everytime, in every timeline, with every change he made, with every different decision he made, with every different way he found the arcane, it always ended the same - the glorious evolution was a mistake. More than that, an error in his thinking of his younger self, which is the catalyst of the apocalypse.

Having seen that outcome time and time again, this "first" mage Viktor realizes that this cost for perfection is flawed, and that imperfections do have beauty in itself. So, he goes into another timeline, this time adamant to stop himself. But he fails. He just isn't able to stop his younger self, he is not able to prevent that he is coming into contact with the arcane, he is not able to change his worldview, he is not able to change anything about his goal or conviction. So, maybe someone else could? Trying and trying to introduce character after character into his life, trying to let others influence him, to no avail. How could he, anyway? How could anyone change this worldview of him? He, "first" mage Viktor needed countless of timelines and experiences to learn, that he doesn't have to be ashamed of his flaws, that he doesn't have to erase them and that imperfections are what makes them all alive. How could anyone show him, in his limited lifespan, everything he learned in a multiple factor of this time?

And this is where Jayce comes in.

Maybe, in one of the infinite timelines, the "first" mage Viktor was just as lost as Jayce on that fateful day. Maybe he was about to give up his endeavor of stopping himself becoming the villain in each and every timeline. Maybe, he began to accept that, just as he is fated to meet the arcane, he is also fated to doom the world. Then, he sees a little boy, crying over his dying mother in a snow storm. Maybe he thinks, even if i will destroy the world later, maybe I could do a good deed now, and saves the little boys mother. He gifts the little boy a rune, and goes on with his day.

And BOOM, Jayce just got introduced to the game. This little act changed the course of history entirely, suddenly there was a brilliant mind in the middle of Piltover, suddenly Jayce and Viktor meet, and suddenly, Hextech is invented. Viktor gets a partner he can trust, that he loves and admires and he gets this love and admiration and trust back. They understand each other in ways nobody else could, they share moments of intimacy and ways of love no romantic love could ever reach(thats also a reason i don't really ship Viktor and Jayce, deep love doesn't always have to be romantic in nature and there are so many other types of love that are no lesser and can be more intense(even though my gay heart yearned for them to kiss at that last scene ngl)(well this and maybe im also trying to convince myself that it doesn't always has to be romantic love that saves the world and is the most impactful and beautiful and fated etcetc(can you tell I'm aro)))

And suddenly, new hope flashes in mage Viktors eyes. It's him. He is the one. The only one. The one he was meant to meet, meant to choose so Jayce could choose Viktor again. And even though this timeline also ended in the wasteland mage Viktor saw so often already, now he knows, oh he feels that he will be the one to change it all.

So this little clip where we see mage Viktor giving little Jayce all these different runes? This is actually the end of mage Viktors journey, the last couple steps to finally find true peace, not in the form all of the Viktors always thought they will(glorious evolution), but in the form of accepting himself. And nobody else, not himself or Singed or Silco or Sky or Mel or Heimerdinger, only Jayce, only him, only you, could show me this.

(Finally, one of the runes caused Jayce to travel to another timeline where the apocalypse already has happened, and Ekko in one where he invents his timetravel device. Finally, mage Viktor can talk to Jayce and Jayce promises Viktor to stop him, forgiving him and loving him regardless. And Ekko, being the last push Jayce and Viktor needed to, being the catalyst of this even being able to happen)

I'm only writing/thinking about/posting this to satisfy my urge to understand exactly what was going on and why characters acted that way or why situations happened, to try to fill plotholes that nag my brain in a series that i absolutely love and gives me so many emotions(mostly pain, oh the misery). Idk and idc if any of that makes actual sense or fits in the lore of LoL or even the show itself, if it retconns some things or if the show itself retconns some of this theory/story, it makes sense in my head and I kinda like it, and thats what brings me peace idk how my brain works ok. (Plus it would be so cool to see some of the alternate timelines where for example viktor works with Silco and Jinx instead or smth)

[dearweirdme]

Personal

So I got a rather nasty ask earlier about straight people talking about closeting. Which isn't new to me, I have always understood the delicacy and tried to communicate my thoughts as respectfully as I could. This time my reply (though I will not share the ask) will be a bit different though.. and I feel a bit vulnarable while doing so (knowing this will probably get me some backlash as well).. so I just ask for an understanding of the fact that everyone goes through life differently and that my story might be odd to you, but it is real to me.

So these last couple of years have been ones of self discovery for me. It's had rather drastic consequences varying from me separating from my ex to discovering I have ADHD and... I now identify as queer.

It's been something I have come to terms with rather easily (not the adhd part... that was pretty mindblowing for some reason 😂). It's still a relatively new discovery (though my thoughtprocess on this has been going on for quite some time now) and I have yet to figure out which label fits me best, though perhaps I'll also just leave it as queer. For now I'm describing it as me caring more about someone's personality and values and not so much about what package that person comes in. I've noticed I feel proud and excited, It feels as though I have found back a piece of me that was lost.

I am very much aware that I am privileged. I am a white, highly educated woman in a western country with family and friends that I know will have no trouble with my sexuality. This has definitely contributed to the ease with which I have gone through this journey. I've yet to come out to my family and friends... I will when it comes up in conversation, but I'm not the grand statement kinda girl (introversion in practice 😂). The only one I've talked about this is @thv-jk97 (thank you so much M), but I feel it's fair to come out on here.. since I am ready... but also because I understand that to some this space will feel safer knowing that I identify as queer.

Still... I've never been closeted and I don't know what that feels like. I've also not yet lived the reality of people knowing I am queer and the responses that might get me. The most messed up feelings I'm now experiencing myself is knowing that certain people in my life (some colleagues for instance, and telling my ex will probably also be .... an experience...) will have problems accepting this. And I feel oddly insecure about being accepted by the queer community.. since it took me so long to realize this part of me existed. But none of those feelings come close to being closeted and to feeling unsafe.

I have always felt that it's important for people of majority groups to speak up on behalf of people from minority groups. In a world where there's still so much racism and discrimination minorities can use all the support and help they can get. I've alwaus encouraged people to tell me when I get something wrong. Listening to other people's experiences and applying the lessons you learn is so important. We learn as we go 🌈.

[wahyahassan]

been rewatching xmen evo and my only main thoughtprocess is

logan x storm x hank poly teacher married couple ft hank dealing with his spouses being batshit for no reason.

kurt voice: mein gott...the zay people...they are...two TRUCKS!

[icharchivist]

so the "fun" fact is that the first kiss too happened when they were in a dream together (since he's a Dreamer, he can walk into people dreams and keep his full consciousness here, though the others dialogues imply she went to find him into his dream instead of the other way around, which is a rare thing likely possible due to her connection to the Fade (dreamworld) due to what happened to you at the beginning of the game. You only get this scene when you have high approval with him, so it's something you do because you seeked him out)

And he mentions that he usually gets carried away in his dreams and is not used to being thrown off in them.

and it's why she jokes "or does it not count if it's Fade Tongue", asking if their kiss doesn't matter because they were dreaming.

POINT IS people have been thinking maybe Solas dreamt of it before but like, when she wasn't actually in his dreams with him. And suddenly he had to realize SHIT WAIT.

I don't know about that bc i do love the idea of him just giving in completely at the first kiss while he didn't think about it before,

but i do like the idea that his eyes has lingered on her lips so many times at this point that all hell broke looses.

I thought too hard about it.

Anyway. dream first kiss!

Would his bald head sparkle when wet?

what if it does. He shines so brightly to me that i wouldn't even see the difference

[swiiivet-screamathon]

tbh i completely forgot this girlie existed so i just made up pretty much the exact design of somethin that was already canon lol

anyways i just wanted to tell my thoughtprocess for Elder Nightshade cause i dont feel like writin dialogue rn lol

i wanted it to be a new disguise, so no woman child or old man, because he would know that he had previously shown pv all of his disguises in the past in the spire and smilk aint a moron, but it turns out i the writer am a moron so uh, dont project that onto him that was my bad lol just pretend i made somethin majorly different instead of like, a couple details here and there different

because he is a frail boi and especially more frail than usual cause of his stripped powerset i wanted his disguise to excuse extreme weakness, so someone old relyin on a cane would do

i picked woman specifically both to balance out the gender-presenting gap that i did not remember had already been solved but also because 'they are lookin for a masc presentin guy lets be woman they'll never suspect it' is totally bulletproof logic when you aren't the most mentally stable person in the room rn lol

I didn't want to just name the disguise some variant of Blueberry cause I wanted somethin slightly more unique lol, though googlin "what flower represents lies" and picking the first one isnt exactly rocket science lmao-- also if anyone wants to be pissy about edibility I will remind the class of the cookie made of mercury, squish ink and cotton with an honorable mention of a cursory google search sayin you shouldnt eat snapdragons

I added the 'Elder' part specifically both for the readers awareness, since I don't do most of these with pictures or with very detailed descriptions it can be difficult to tell what I'm envisioning these scenarios as in specific detail, but also to add some prestige-- one would assume people would be less likely to be combative & aggressive w others they respect and/or see as superiors, and in the world of crk specifically bein an 'Elder' tends to have more weight to it than at least I would imagine a real life person havin the name for

the most obvious difference between canon and the design details i thought of was that i embedded a gem into the cane to make it less strange when this old woman would use any kind of magic, but also imagined them putting all of their bodyweight into it (needing it to also be taller than the canon version), cause of aforementioned frail-ness. Both eyes were also wide open, he is not keepin his lies secretive whatsoever, his act is bad he is not performing well these nights. No glasses/monacle to hide/distort the eyes either. No braid either, if one hasnt noticed I'm doin stuffs with braids lol, twas just a short lil bob, given his hair is very long normally givin himself short hair is totally foolproof disguise work once again. A full body but tighter dress than canon as the silhouette should be as small as possible, easier to hide away if you're not a giant blue balloon lol. I didn't think of any accessories of any kind tho, they kinda just slipped past the mind.

Though with writing up these lil tidbits I've now realized that every single disguise we've seen from smilk are all generally weaker archetypes, even the tinier portraits who don't get nearly as much details seems like spindly teens + pv's distorted memories, one of a baby sheep & a starving woman, bare minimum not a group of people you'd expect to be able to do extraordinary amounts of strength based tasks, which I think is neat

[lilacella]

Couldn't help but notice LDR finnish prongsfoot 👀 I'd love to hear more about!!

Heheh hello Satine 💕💕 (my phone is adamant to autocorrect your name to Sabine?? I am very sorry)

Yess so that - unsurprisingly - sprouted from a conversation with @plecotusauritus and also @polaroidcats! It is somewhat related to the moodboards I made for them (Sámi James, Hanko Sirius).

So the thoughtprocess was that teenage James and Sirius meet on some online platform like chat roulette and Sirius is from Hanko, James is from Nuorgam and they immediately click. Like so bad. Like, we immediately have to exchange contact info and start talking everyday bad. Like exchanging irl adresses so they can send eachother stuff kind if bad.

And it's all so nice, they are bonding (and crushing 😊) and talking so much - until one day Sirius just vanishes.

He doesn't come online anymore and his phone sends everything to voicemail.

James is immediately unsettled. Sirius has told him about his home life and so he is really worried that his parents have actually sent him away to some boarding school in Germany...

So he makes a very reasonable and well measured decision: he takes his dad's credit card and buys bus and train tickets to drive down all the way to Hanko to check.

Cue - cute train travel moment.

But when he arrives Sirius is gone! Where could he be?

[I will stop here lest I spoil the entire fucking plot hahah but they of coursw get a very cute happy ending 😊]

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