#Uhm no I am not. I am just sick and tired of being treated nicely and maybe i WANT to be treated rudely. HONESTLY.

[sunnwalker]

Oghhhh Angel and Timothy's miserable awkward and just horrible dynamic (Thinking about it (I want Angel to rip into him I need her to be mad at him idc she deserves to bully him))

[glitterhoof]

raging at junimo cart on shane’s bday today

[dark-and-kawaii]

Damaged

Rolan x F!Reader/Tav

⋆˙⟡♡ 18+ Dark Content

⋆˙⟡♡ Summary/Request: So could I request some Rolan noncon? Like maybe reader is a human Fem tav who is also under apprentice ship. Rolan is getting abused and he's getting where he needs to take his rustrations out on something and there is sweet little reader always so nice and helpful to him.

⋆˙⟡♡ Notes: I really enjoyed receiving this request and I’m so sorry it took forever to post!!! I hope you’re still here and end up loving it xoxo

⋆˙⟡♡ NSFW | Noncon/Dubcom | Hurt/Comfort | Angst | Ao3

It was supposed to be just another day for you, organize the books in the tower, test some potions, doing as Lorrokan says. But today, unbeknownst to you, barriers are to be shattered, and boundaries would cease to exist…

Rolan watched as you diligently put away books and tidied up the shelves. The weight of his frustrations bore down upon him, fueled by the abuse he endured from both his and your mentor, Lorroakan. His bruised eyes fixated on you, your innocent demeanor and kind nature serving as a stark contrast to the darkness that began to consume him…

You were much smaller than he, probably weaker too. No, he knew you were weak, the only reason you were even here was simply because Lorroakan liked the way your clothing hugged your hips… And you were so eager to please him, Rolan thought. But that is what made you weak. And Rolan was tired of feeling weak.

As the clock ticked closer to night's embrace, the tower grew eerily quiet, the only sounds being the soft rustling of pages and the occasional creak of the old wooden floorboards from you both staying late. Rolan's mind raced with conflicting thoughts, torn between the wanting of releasing the anger inside him and the guilt that gnawed at his conscience.

Unable to resist any longer, Rolan approached you, "Pardon, if you don’t mind. I need your assistance with something," he said, his voice soft yet commanding. His eyes bore into yours, and it did nothing but make you feel uneasy.

"O-oh? Rolan, I- uhm, what is it you need help with?” you stammered, taken back by his sudden close proximity.

"Lorroakan, he's been a bit rough with me lately, and I could really use a healing scroll..." his words filled with deceit unbeknownst to you.

You smiled and nodded, "Oh, of course! There’s plenty of those scrolls to spare! Lorroakan must be training you hard-," and so, you raised your hand to cast the spell, but before you could utter a word, Rolan's hands grabbed a hold of your wrists and pushed you against the bookcase, knocking over stacks of books and parchments.

"Rolan!? What are you-!"

He hovered over you, a crazed look in his eye as he held your arms firmly above your head, "You're so much weaker than I." His knee pushed against your inner thigh, “and yet-“ spreading them apart and giving him room to move closer to you, “he never raises his hands to you.”

"P-please, stop," you begged, but it fell on deaf ears as Rolan ignored your pleas.

"I’m so sick," his hands began to roam over your chest, “So sick of being the outcast-“ squeezing your breasts, tweaking your nipples through the embroidered fabric, “sick of being the only one he treats this way."

You whimpered and struggled beneath him, trying to get away, but your efforts proved futile, he was so much stronger than you.

"Wh-why only me?!" Rolan’s voice cracked, the dam holding his emotions at bay finally broke. He leaned in closer, his lips hovering just above yours, his body quivering with rage and sorrow, his eyes brimming with tears, "Why only me?!" He began to press himself into you further, his hardened member pressing against your groin…

"You're so much better than I am... You're not broken like me." Rolan whispered, his tears falling and hitting your cheeks. He was shaking now, his breaths came out short and fast. He couldn't control himself anymore, all the years of pent-up frustration came pouring out as his anger and pain fueled his actions.

"I can't take it anymore. I can't. I can't..." He repeated over and over, his grip on you tightening just before he tossed you to the ground with him

"Please, please don't do this," you cried, "I-I don't want this. P-please, Rolan! Y-you’re so much better than he or-“

Rolan pulled your sorceress robe up, exposing your lower half, "Hush!" he growled.

His eyes trailed over your golden laced panties. "Does he see these? Is that why he doesn’t abuse you with his vile hands?"

"Wh- what!?" Your body shook as his hand snaked underneath the delicate fabric, “n’ this- this isn’t like you!”

"Nothing is wrong with me. You just don't understand," his fingers pressed against your clit, slowly rubbing in circular motions. Your body responded involuntarily, betraying you. A small whimper escaping from your lips.

"There's nothing wrong with me!" Rolan insisted as he pushed you his fingers inside you, "There's nothing wrong with me." he repeated.

"P-please, Rolan... D-don't-" You gasped as you felt a rush of pleasure. You tried to push him away but the sudden feeling was so overwhelming as he began to curl his sharp talons inside you. Despite it all, the tiefling was careful enough not to damage your insides.

You felt a rush of hot pleasure coursing through you. "S-stop," you breathed. He slipped yet another finger inside, pumping them in and out, curling and uncurling them. Your breath hitched and you moaned, your back arching into his touch. "P-please! Please s-s-top! Ah!"

Your mind was swimming with pleasure, drowning out your common sense. This was wrong! This wasn't like him! Your eyes began to water, unable to comprehend the situation. He was mad, driven to the brink of insanity, and now he was taking it out on you.

Rolan removed his fingers from your slippery pussy, a trail of your fluids clinging to them and a thin string connecting the two.

You were panting your hand covering your flushed face. Tears streaming down your face as you shook. You hear him free himself from his confines and could feel him tear away your panties, the only barrier between his cock and your innocence. His stomach churned, he hated himself for this but he couldn’t stop. His breathing quickened as he pressed himself against your entrance, his hand gripping his cock tightly...

"St-stop… please… Y-you don’t want t-to do this, R-Rolan…” You pleaded again, your voice cracking as tears tainted your visage, but it was no use, his mind was made up.

"I can't. I can't, I can't, I’m so sorry-,” Rolan muttered, his voice barely audible as his cock forced its way into you, stretching you beyond your limits. You’d be lying if you said you hadn’t wondered how a tieflings cock would feel, you just didn’t expect it to be so long and girthy… It was even ribbed and had a slight curve to it.

Rolan pulled his cock back until your pussy gripped it tightly by the head, he waited for a second and then put all his weight behind the next thrust. He gripped your throat tightly, forcing your back to arch and pushing his cock as deep as it would go. He didn't wait for you to adjust to him, instead, he began to pound his cock deep into your womb, his balls slapping against your ass.

He grunted and moaned as his body took over, his primal urges controlling him. You screamed and sobbed, clawing at his hand around your throat.

"Ngh! Rolan!!! Plea- ahh! St-stop," you cried, tears streaming down your face.

But Rolan was unrelenting, he fucked you mercilessly, “Gh’ Tell me- Tell me I’m not worthless!” his thrusts gaining in speed as he slammed into you again and again.

He pulled out at an agonizing slow face, making sure you could feel every bump and ridge on his thick cock before pushing back in, hard enough that it knocked the wind out of your lungs

"I-I-, Rolan, ple-pleeaseee- Ahh~" You screams began to twist into reluctant moans as his cock rubbed against your inner walls. Your eyes fluttered open to look at the monster that had you pinned in the tower's library, but what you saw tore at your very being. Rolan's eyes were glazed over, his pupils shrunken as he stared blankly at you, tears fell from his cheeks onto yours as he continued his assault.

"R-Rolan?” You whispered, trying to get his attention, but to no avail. He was gone, his body moving on its own accord, his mind somewhere else entirely. You reached up and cupped his cheek, brushing away his tears, "I-im so sorr- ngh’!”

Rolan grabbed your wrists, pulling your arms up above your head, his grip tight enough to leave marks.

"Don't touch me!" he spat, "I'm not worth any pity."

Your mind raced with all the possible things you could say, but what came out was a choked sob. He had endured so much… You only wish you knew sooner… Wrapping your legs around him, you brought his body closer to yours…

Rolan's body shuddered, his breathing labored as his cock twitched inside you, "I-I'm so close- I'm so close, please," his thrusts becoming erratic as his cock plunged into you.

Your mind began to focus on the pleasure that crept upon you, your eyes tightly shutting as you came, squirting on his cock, the tiniest puddle pooling beneath you...

"N-not inside!” You tried to wiggle free from him, but his weight pinned you to the ground, his nails digging into your skin.

But it was too late, the moment your eyes locked with his, the floodgates opened and your womb was filled with his seed. His hips stilled and his cock pulsed with each new burst. Your body convulsed with pleasure as his cock emptied inside of you. You hated yourself for cumming, hated that he was the one to bring you to your climax like this, hated that he made you feel this way in this moment… But a twisted part of you was glad it was you who was the one…

Rolan was kind, gentle, even considerate at times… You felt guilty that you sowed Lorroakan to corrupt and break such a soul…

“Oh Gods," he groaned, his voice thick with shame.

Rolan's hands stayed firm on you, his body pressing into you as his head rested on your shoulder, his breathing ragged, his eyes closed as his tears soaked your shirt.

"I-I'm sorry, (y/n)," he whimpered, "I am so sorry."

His words stung, and yet despite what transpired, your arms reached up to wrap around him, pulling him even closer.

"Shh, Rolan, please- just, just stop."

Rolan's eyes went wide and his body tensed up, his arms and legs trembling. "Oh Gods, what have I done?”

"You’re not worthless, I promise…” You whispered.

The tower was silent once more, the only sounds that could be heard were Rolan’s sobs. His tears running down your neck, his cock still buried inside you…

[hyunsuks-beanie]

It'll Always Be You

Lee Felix × reader; angst, but with a fluffy ending; 2923 words; lovers to exes and back

A/N So Felix has me feeling all sorts of things today, bc of how good he looked during the performance. So here's a scenario for our Sunshine!

"Here's your order and have a nice day," you smile to the female customer in front of you, before handing a pack of cookies to her child. Once the leave, you let out a sigh and look at your best friend who's cleaning the counter next to you. "All done for today!," you exclaim, to which your friend looks up and smiles, before taking off and folding her apron. "So, what are your plans for tonight?," she asks, making you give her a knowing look. She to her eyes before saying, "How long are you gonna stay cooped up inside your house? The break up was two years ago for heaven's sake, you need to start living your life again." "Hey, I am living my life, it's just that, unlike you, I am not interested in going out and meeting new people every day. I meet enough strangers while working here, so there's no need to go clubbing daily," you shrug.

When all she does in reply is pout, you chuckle and say, "Okay, how about we go for a movie tomorrow? My treat." Her face lights up at that, and she gives you a tight hug before saying, "I really want to meet your ex once though, just so I can break his nose." You giggle "Oh he's dead and gone."

Oh, if only you knew.

Once you send your friend off, you start tidying up your little bakery up. This was the place that helped you get over your breakup, which had been messy to say the least. You had immersed yourself fully in your work, because you knew it was one thing that would never hurt you or break your trust.

You sigh lovingly at the memories of setting up and running your bakery, turning your back against the front door. And just as you are reminiscing you hear the door open, causing you to turn. The moment you do so, however, you regret it, because standing there, staring at you wide-eyed, is your ex, otherwise known as Stray Kids' Lee Felix. You both continue to stare at each other for a while, before he finally breaks the silence (and your trance) by whispering, "Y/N."

You clear your throat, and say, "I'm sorry, but we're closed for the day." He rushes to the and hurriedly replies, "Please, it's rather urgent. My friend Hyunjin is really craving some blueberry pie, and he refuses fo join practice before I bring him what he wants." "I told you, I'm sorry, but I can't help you today. You can come back tomorrow though," you say, not looking into his eyes. "Please Y/N, Chan hyung is getting really angry, he's gonna ground me along with Hyunjin," Felix reasons, and you find yourself giving in to his pleading eyes and pouty lips.

"Fine, wait a minute," you say, making him crack a smile. Boy have you missed that smile of his, you think, before mentally slapping yourself for still not being able to resist him, even though he broke your heart to pieces when he broke up with you over the phone two years ago, telling you that he could no longer do long distance with you being all the way in Australia. It wasn't the breakup that hurt you though, it was the fact that he had found someone better and closer to him, or so he said.

Little did you know, though, that the company had he had never really found anyone else, that he didn't want to find anyone else. The company had made him lie to you when they came to know he was secretly dating. He tried to put up a fight, but the company started threatening him about the group facing consequences. He knew you'd see right through him if he told you the truth, so he had to lie to you in order to make you hate him, just so you could move on in life. He meant well, but he never knew he hurt you so bad that you'd give up on dating and love altogether.

"Here you go," you say while handing him his parcel. He thanks you, while contemplating if he should make small talk. Mustering up the courage, he asks, "How have you been?", while looking down. "Fine," you reply, "Congrats on the comeback." His head snaps up at that, as he says, "I didn't know you knew I had a comeback," "It was all over the news, Felix. Stray Kids are really making it big," you swallow before adding, "Your partner must be really proud of you," complete with a fake smile plastered on your face.

Felix winces at your words, not knowing what to say. In the end, he settles with, "How long have you been running this bakery?" "Since about a month after we broke up." When he gives you a confused expression, you sigh and add, "I was kinda already about to move to Seoul when you told me that you had found someone else. I was gonna surprise you, but you ended up surprising me instead."

"Y/N, I-I never knew. I'm so sorry, I-," he says, but you cut him off. "I-I t-think you should leave," you say, with tears threatening to spill. "Let me explain, please. I swear I'll come clean, please, just give me a chance." "No Felix, I can't give you any chance, you blew it up when you hurt me so bad that it made scared of ever loving again. Please.....j-just go," you say, shutting your eyes close. Dejected, he turns around to leave, but not before saying, "I'm sorry," one more time. Once he leaves, you sink down to the floor, crying. "Why did you have to ruin me so bad?," You whisper.

You don't, however, notice that just outside the door, Felix too, is crying hysterically as he gets into his car.

Upon reaching the JYP building, Felix rushes to the washroom to try and dry his eyes and hide any signs that he's been crying. "I still love you. I never stopped, but gosh, why did I have to be such an idiot to let you go? And that too, in the worst way possible?," he says to his reflection in the mirror, thinking back to your broken expression. Slamming his fist against the sink, he curses at himself.

Once he's finally sobered up a little, Felix goes back to the practice room to give Hyunjin his pie. Though he has half a mind to just call in sick and go home and weep, he knows the group needs him. "Here you go, Hyun," he forces a smile onto his face when Hyunjin thanks him. Chan notices his slumped shoulders, but shrugs it off as tiredness. "Now that everyone is satisfied, can we get back to practice?," he asks. Once all the boys agree, rehearsals begin again, but Felix can't find it in himself to focus. He keeps making mistakes, which finally results in Chan stopping the music, grabbing his hand, and taking him out the practice room and to his studio.

"What is it, Lix? You've been distracted ever since you came back from the bakery. Come on, I know something is bothering you, it isn't like you to lose focus. Tell me what it is," Chan says, sternly but gently, his concern for the younger boy evident. "It's nothing, hyung. I'm just tired," Felix tries to evade the question, but Chan presses on. "I'm not buying that, and I'm not gonna have you distracted during performances or practices, either. I can't risk you injuring yourself or any of the boys, so I'm saying again. Spit. It. Out. Leader's orders."

Felix sighs, running a hand through his hair. After a pause, he finally says, "I saw Y/N today. The bakery, it is owned by them." Chan's eyes go wide at this, since he's the only one who knows the circumstances under which you both broke up, and is also the only one who knows about how much Felix regrets letting you go, in the worst possible way. "What happened? Were they....rude to you? Or did they do something?" "What? No hyung, they were nothing but nice to me. We made small talk, and they told me that they were planning to surprise me by moving to Seoul, when I broke up with them. I hurt them so bad that they are scared of ever loving again," Felix says, taking shaky breaths between sentences as tears welled up in his eyes again.

"I messed up so bad hyung, you know I still love them. They're the nicest, most perfect, most lovable person I've ever known, and I damaged them so badly, gosh I feel so guilty," he breaks down again, causing Chan to wrap his arms around him, giving him a shoulder to cry on. Once Felix calms down, Chan says, "You know what you have to do now, right?" "What do you mean?"

"You say you still love them. You say you're guilty. But instead of telling these things to me, you need to tell this to them. Apologize to them, tell them the whole story. Tell them there was never anyone else, and that it's always been them. You didn't fight for them back then, because you were worried for us. But you can fight for them now, because we got your back. Win them back, Lix. Make up for your mistake."

"B-but hyung, why would they ever want to take me back again? I've been nothing but a jerk to them." "Well, in that case, you can't blame them. But they deserve to at least know the truth. They deserve to know that your intentions were not wrong. If they choose to walk away after that, they will at least have had gotten closure. Who knows, it might help them muster the courage to go out and love again. You owe this to them, Lix."

Chan succeeded in knocking some sense into Felix, as the next day, the younger boy found himself in front of your bakery, preparing a long speech explaining why he did what he did to you. He's so engrossed in his thoughts that he doesn't notice your best friend walk out the bakery and stand next to him. "Uhm, are you okay?," she asks, surprising him. "O-oh, uh-uhm, yeah," says Felix, while noticing her uniform, that's identical to yours. "Do you work with Y/N?" "Yeah, we're friends and partners, and on most days, we work together. But they called in sick today, and told me they'd cover the evening shift. How do you know them though?"

To this, Felix finds himself at a loss for words, but he figures if he's gonna come clean to you, he needs an ally. And what better person than your best friend? So he takes down his mask slightly, making your friend gasp in response. "You Felix from Stray Kids! What are you doing here?" "I-I came here to meet Y/N. We broke up two years ago due to a mistake I made, but I need to explain things to them. They deserve to know the truth." He looks up to see your friend glaring at him, as she says, "That was you? You broke my best friend's heart? How could you? I'm not letting you anywhere near them, you jerk"

"Please, just give me 5 minutes, and I'll explain everything to you. Then you can decide if I deserve one more chance." When your friend doesn't say anything, Felix launches into his own version of things, explaining himself and his actions. Once he's done, your friend is still glaring at him, but he notices a smile tugging at her lips.

"You have been nothing but a complete and utter jerk to them. And honestly, you deserve to get your ass kicked by them. But I know that they still love you, and the way you are repenting what you did tells me that you love them too. So I give you my blessing. They'll be here in the evening at 6, be here before then." Felix hugs her super tight at that, with the biggest smile plastered on his face while thanking her. She adds, "But if you hurt them again, I swear I'm gonna murder you with my own two hands." "It won't come to that, I promise."

Felix arrives at the bakery at 10 minutes to six, and the moment he enters, your friend shoves him into the kitchen, asking him to stay there till you come. Once she leaves, he starts pacing up and down, raking his hand nervously through his hair. He tries to prepare what he is going to say, but gives up when he realizes that it would all go out the window when he sees you.

Meanwhile, the moment you step inside the bakery, your friend pretends to be busy setting stuff up on the counter, and asks you to bring in some things from the kitchen. Unassuming, you start walking towards the kitchen doors, when she notices your swollen eyes and exclaimed "Babe, have you been crying?" You muster up a fake smile and tell him that it's just you not feeling well, but unknown to you, Felix heard your friend, and guilt washes over him again. But he doesn't have time to wallow in it, as soon after, you step in.

The way your expression morphs into one of pure sadness breaks his heart into a million pieces, and when you say, "What more do you want from me?" while holding back tears, it takes everything in him to stop from falling to his knees and begging forgiveness. He tries to speak, but you hold up a finger, indicating you aren't finished. "Now that you've found me again, was it not enough for you to have me admit that what you did to me made me stop believing in love? Do you even want to rub it in my face by telling me how happy your are with your partner? If that is so, then please, just get lost, I'm begging you."

Tears are now streaming down your face, and Felix finds himself saying, "Just please. Let me explain. You deserve to know the truth and my feelings and intentions. If after that, you want me to leave, I swear, you will never have to see me again." You can't look at him, but when you don't reply, he says, "I promise that this is the real truth behind what I did. Please hear me out. I lied when I said I had found someone else. There is no 'someone else,' and there never will be one. The only person I've loved, the only person I still love, is you. It'll always be you."

"The company made me break up with you, and threatened me that the group will face consequences if I didn't do as they had asked. I that that if I outright told you the real reason, it would hurt you. And so, I decided to lie to you in order to make you hate me, even if it broke my heart. But never did I ever think that it would damage you so badly, and I know I've been stupid, but I can't help but ask for you to forgive me, and give me one last chance. I know I've been a total jerk to you, and even now, I'm being nothing but selfish, but I just want you to know that I still love you. I'll understand if you want nothing to do with me, and I'll walk away forever. But you deserved to get closure, and I hope that if you do choose to give up on me, you will now be able to love again, and trust again."

By the time he stops talking, the both of you are sobbing hard. You ask him, "Are you done?" When he nods, you say, "You say that you will walk away if I choose to give up on you. But do you really think I'll be able to give up on you? If I couldn't stop loving you even when you broke up with me in the cruelest way possible, what makes you think I'll stop loving you now that I know that you went through the same pain as me? You knew what the truth was, and you still had to hide it. I can only imagine how hurtful that must have been, Felix. I hate myself for believing your stupid lie, for ever doubting the love you had for me. I'm sorry, and I forgive you."

Felix looks up at you, surprised. It takes him some time to process your words, and when he does, he asks you, "What does that mean....for us?" To this, you shyly reply, "Well, I never stopped loving you, and if you didn't either, then should we give us another try?" Felix smiles the brightest he has in ages, as he slowly comes closer to you. Cupping your face, he wipes off your tears, as you proceed to do the same. "I promise I'll never let you go again," he says softly. You giggle and say, "You'd do well to keep that promise," before biting your lip.

"Is it okay if I kiss you?," he asks. You nod in response, causing him to gently place his lips on yours. And for the first time in a while, you feel like you're home.

[devintrinidad]

(So like… maybe everyone believes that Kansai is changing for the better, but in reality, there’s still corruption and blurring in between the lines of what is good and right… I’m getting Psycho Pass vibes, which is so awesome!) -

Lol, Surprise everyone! Akudama Drive is the stealth prequel to Psycho Pass (no so things got even worse)! Uhm, I imagine things got worse in a better way. Like there’s anarchy. The Executioners are weak and divided. The Akudama’s are running around causing havoc. The people are angry and lashing out at anyone in power. There are power struggles everywhere and no one trusts anyone. Basically it’s good that the corruption that lead up to this is falling apart and people are showing a backbone and wanting justice and truth. Problem is, no one knows what that is anymore. People want leaders and those who will take care of them. For better or worse that’s how people are a lot of the time. 

Pupil I could see being a good main character because she’ll try to understand how wrong the world is but wonder how to do good. Have you ever heard of the famous words, “You can’t be a moral person, until you understand the monster you’re capable of becoming?” I could see Pupil’s journey being that. Trying to understand how evil works so she knows how to combat it with morals. Because it’s clear to her she wasn’t as aware as she thought she was. It’d be the opposite of Swindler who, well swindled for the right reasons. Pupil could be sick of all the propaganda and lies and want to figure out how humans are suppose to live and how she can be a true protector of peace and the people.  

(That or just give up.)

Cue Hacker. He’s invested in what’s going on for his own reasons and so he’s following Pupil around and helping her out. Maybe he discovered something that’s interesting to him and he needs her help in getting it. Like getting a body or something else. Maybe he’s become known to some larger entity and is being targeted. In return for his information in helping her understand who her enemy is. Pupil  helps him. The two end up working together and maybe more lore gets expanded upon, maybe you get to see some shadow government that’s controlling more of the world. 

I could see the kids returning. Maybe Pupil ends up leaving because she’s forced to and runs into them. I imagine the kids are living as best as they can. I am jaded enough to believe there is no utopia or even totally safe place out there for them. But I’m hopeful enough they can run outside the eyes of those who want them and find some peace with what they have and what everyone sacrificed for them. Who knows, maybe there were more experiments and Pupil discovers a bigger plot and Kansia is just some big experiment on it’s own. 

Idk, either way Pupil would have to have a different story arc then Swinder while also embodying her desire to do the right thing in a twisted world. She would also have to live to carry the burden Swindler left behind and bear the weight of living and making things right and atone for her own mistakes. Hacker and her would have to rely on each other. 

 If Swinder is the Jesus parallel they were going for. Then I see Pupil (in a good route) being the Paul figure. They both became the very thing they used to persecute. 

Either way Pupil and Hacker would probably have a funny dynamic in all the chaos and revolution happening. Pupil would be wondering where all this was even going and Hacker is kind of the sassy mystery mentor she’s uneasy about.   

S2 could honestly be anything. After all they threw a quantum super computer at us out of no where.

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Akudama Drive being the prequel to Psycho Pass? Sign me up! (So much better than PP’s sequels… first season was always the best and nothing can say otherwise). 

Hmmm, yeah. I can only imagine that there would be a power vacuum what with the Executioners defeated and the police force practically in shambles and powerless. Either the civilians band together to actually make laws and instill actual government agencies to help out or everyone becomes an Akudama. 

A land of lawlessness if that happens. 

“You can’t be a moral person, until you understand the monster you’re capable of becoming?” —Yo, I never heard about that, but that’s something I’ll take to heart. 

A whole character arc with Pupil? Sign me up, seriously. The series set her up so nicely. She went from Master’s student to mentoring someone else, but she had to learn the hard way that Executioners weren’t what they appeared to be. To see that explored in great depth and detail would be a great plot by itself, but it also fleshes out her character as well. Figuring out morality and how to best apply it would make for a great season as well. 

For some odd reason, I think that Hacker wouldn’t be too opposed to helping out Pupil, but he might do so for a price. Maybe he gets sick and tired of the virtual world and wants out. And maybe Pupil finds out there’s like extra bodies or something that he could upload his consciousness onto… or there’s some sort of facility that houses experimental drones or something. (The series is weird by itself. You could literally throw anything into the story and it would still make sense). 

But, I would not be opposed to some sort of big bad looming in the horizon. Perhaps Brother and Sister found a civilization or something that was worse than Kansai or Kanto? 

OOOOOHHHH, Kansai being an experiment? Might as well, there were so many plot twists in canon, we might as well include this. 

It would be interesting to envision how the cooperation and relationship between Hacker and Pupil might play out. Hacker has been shown to be very playful with Swindler, so he might do the same for Pupil. The thing is, I don’t think Pupil would take too kindly to be treated like a toy. XD She would be too jaded by her cynicism and her past biases against Akudama, but I have a feeling the more empathy she feels, she might warm up to him. 

Jesus and Paul? Hahaha, that’s actually a good analogy considering the symbolism in that last episode. 

And Hacker as a mystery mentor? He would have so much fun schooling someone who is clearly much older than him. Pupil would be busy gritting her teeth and angsting while Hacker just chills in the background. 

Season 2 better have cameos or flashbacks of the original characters or I’m rioting. That’s all I’m asking. XD

[calypsoff]

Two.

A yawn left my lips, tiredness has overcome me. I love touring but I dislike the schedule, especially when they double book on a date, that means I am stuck in one place and then there is a concert date for two days straight, I like the rest bite. Today is one of them but the end is near, I can see it. I certainly can’t wait to go back to Barbados, I need some major rest before delving into my next album. I am so ready for movement on another album, I have so much content for it and some songs that didn’t make the cut need to go into the new album. My last date is in New York, this is next week, and I am happy. I am happy about a lot of things and one of them is Chris, I have been on cloud nine that even my mother is questioning why but reconnecting with the one I love has been the blessing I needed, I really said that to myself. When I was with him back when I was fifteen I freaked out about sex and it was not his fault, it was my fault and I feel bad that he felt after all those years it was his fault, never was. I always assumed that it was a teenage love, it wasn’t that but seeing him after all this time I can confirm that it isn’t. He brings me great joy, but I do feel the change in him, I think life has really got to him and I can’t blame him. He’s been through a lot and I feel like he’s trying to say if I was around he wouldn’t have done what he done, I know he wouldn’t have because I wouldn’t have allowed it. I get what he means with sticky situation, we really are at a different point, but I want that to merge into one and I just don’t know how. I want to see him; I want to spend more time with him. It’s like god is working against me, sex with Rakim is not as it was anyways but now it’s even worse because my mind is elsewhere “I hate this country” Mel said, dragging my eyes away from the floor “why?” Mel looked at me in annoyance, more like disgust that I’ve said such a thing “so I’ve been speaking, and you have been ignoring me?” Shaking my head smiling “I’m tired” I mumbled “too much sex” she pointed at me “least enjoyable” I sighed out “girl!” Mel shouted, I’m glad I have her here “but I said, as you weren’t listening I’m going to miss you” where the fuck is she going “uhhh, where the fuck are you going!?” I’ve missed this “oh my god, we had the conversation, I said I’m going back to Barbados, you literally said ok when I told you on the bus. Your mind is really elsewhere” Mel sat next to me in utter shock, I am literally thinking Chris.

Mel side eyed me “you wasn’t joking when you said that he means a lot to you?” Nodding my head “we have been texting and stuff but, I am not going to lie. I miss him, I think we missed out on so much. When I told you it could be just that teenage love and I never spoke on it again, it’s confirmed to me that it’s live, I get that excitement like a little girl when he texts me, we laugh and giggle. I just get to be me, I feel like I had to grow up in the public and act a certain way, I am not being ungrateful, but I have to grow up publicly and give myself to the public. Barbados I get to be me but I’ve always felt like men just don’t see me as Robyn and you know I have that issue” now I am getting emotional, I sniffled “just you know, I feel like shit. Like you don’t know me as Robyn” Mel poked her lips out at me “you have had that issue with men, you have always mentioned this to me, I’ve seen him but I don’t know him but I know you wouldn’t hype any guy up so I believe you. I feel like you’re crying because you miss Chris?” Nodding my head as I sobbed out “I feel so stupid about it though Mel, like I shouldn’t feel this, and he doesn’t even know that I really do love him. I fell hard with him because I never knew how a man should treat you, come on. My dad is the worst, I just don’t want him to think I am easy and weak, you know. He has a girl; I have a man. And I am starting my period, but I feel bitter about that. God, I am love sick” placing my hands over my face “Robyn, you have got it so bad for him” Mel wrapped her arms around me “he reminds me of everything Gran wanted me to have, I hate this. I am blaming time of the month too” Mel chuckled, she’s probably thinking I am crazy me.

I feel like shit, I feel stupid too. I cried in front of Mel about a man, I don’t know about her but I would be judging but Mel isn’t like that, she is the only one to know me like that, she does understand because I did tell her about him when I got back from America “you don’t eat anymore, what is wrong bobblehead?” I laughed sarcastically “uhm, I just don’t feel hungry, that is it” I shrugged “or sleep, or even dick cuh, you seem like you’re not with me” raising and eyebrow “how about you just be a little more nice, like in a way of just taking me out and a nice dinner. Maybe I don’t want to hang with the ASAP mob every time, or maybe I just want to feel good about myself and be happy, ever thought of that?” Rakim smirked, his glistening smile. I am actually being deadass but with the smirk on his face he is taking it as a joke “I got you, we will spend alone time. I’m sorry” he apologised but it’s just me being uptight “imagine if people knew their bad bitch queen doesn’t suck dick” he busted out laughing, I didn’t find it funny “I don’t know where your dick has been, I don’t want too” I laughed in disbelief, he is still on that “so because I didn’t suck your dick and refused again you are angry at that, I know how to do it I just don’t want to do it to you!” I half shouted “and I said ok, but I just made a joke that imagine if they found out you ain’t the bad bitch you are, jeez Rih. Just relax” putting a finger up at him “love you too” he’s such a pig sometimes “I’m gonna take you for a meal tonight, get some anger out of you. Romantic meal and then some, sex?” I swear, he’s annoying me so much “perhaps” I shrugged it off, I think it’s just me being uptight, I need to just relax with him.

I am so sad that Mel is going “girl, I am rooting for this period to go by because your emotions have been awful, you ain’t start either?” shaking my head “I am due, I am like three days late. I am not pregnant, I know I am not” waving Mel off before she mentioned it, I will not be pregnant. I do take precaution “that is only like ninety nine percent chance of working, sis you better not be” shaking my head “I am not, trust me. I am such a wreck” feeling a kiss to my cheek “I will meet you outside” nodding my head as Rakim left ahead of me “soooooo” she dragged out “I was being dumb, my emotions getting the better of me. I think seeing Chris made me miss that, it made me feel a lot of things. I jumped too, like I was practically telling I love him already and he was a little like wow? But I uhm, I just need to get my mind right” Mel nodded her head, she is concerned for me “does he actually correspond to your neediness? Like does he care like you do?” resting against the wall “he does text me when I text him, I think I could be” I just said it “could be what?” Mel said all confused “pregnant” I just ended up crying again “I just feel I am in denial, I don’t want to be then I am stuck” Mel hugged me “I don’t want it” she sighed out in my ear “I knew it, I fucking did” I am in denial “I don’t think I can be with that, with him. It was a mistake, without him in the equation I couldn’t have that. I need to think of me, help me Mel” she shushed me “I am staying, just calm down. We need to know first, relax though. It’s not a bad thing, it happens. Just calm down” she doesn’t understand that I can’t have that in my life.

I still came out with Rakim for the meal, I wore some big ass shades that I am not taking off. I think I was drunk; I know I use protection; I make him, and I don’t know. I am just so lost, then I see Chris after all these years, then I got this. I don’t see Rakim as my forever because he is a fuck boy, he is a fuckboy and he is for time pass, I never had Rakim on the list of men I would want to marry, I am young it’s just we hung out but it’s like now this is really hitting me. It’s not good, we are not good, and I can’t do this “you call me bougie but you sat there with your shades on, looking like someone slapped you” I faintly laughed “just not feeling all too well” I sighed out “when is the food coming anyways, I am hungry” I lied, I just want to move along with the conversation “don’t you ever feel like the record label got us together” Rakim’ mouth fell open “wow, Rihanna. What is this?” maybe that was rude “but answer me that, don’t you think?” Rakim grinned shaking his head, my phone started to ring in my bag “save by the bell moody” reaching into my bag, checking the phone. He’s calling me but the call disconnected. Picking the phone out of my bag, another message came through from Twin, unlocking my phone.

Twin:

Coconut head! I just woke up 😤😤

Oh I just called to get ur attention🙄

It’s near enough the evening and he is awake now, unless he did a late shift but then he didn’t text me all night and he would have, unless he was busy but he has text me now. Texting him back.

Robyn:

It worked, why so late?

Twin:

I worked all night and then I didn’t leave until like about 10 in the mornin so I was very tired 😪😪 I am this close to being a drug lord 🤏🤏 this close!

Robyn:

DON’T you dare!

Twin:

What’s popping anyways? You free to facetime!?

Bopping my head to Schoolboy Q as Robyn said for me to wait, she will call me “give me, give me, give me some” I sang along to collard greens as I fixed my durag on, it ain’t going as planned either. Praise the lord I have a day off, so I am going out with Barry, Seiko said for me to go out and have fun, whatever then. This is why I can deal with her, my phone started ringing. My durag is half done, let me answer it anyways, accepting the FaceTime. Chewing my bottom lip as I bought the phone up to my face “she gon' get some dick tonight” I pointed at my phone “Meet me at the W, and no it's not the Westside. What’s up?” I laughed walking out of the bathroom “what are you doing?” Robyn asked, looking down at my phone “you in the toilet? You out, out?” turning the music off, raising my phone up. Looking at myself, this durag needs to be done again “kind of, it’s ok. I wanted to facetime you” I grinned “I am blessed, you wanted to see me. Don’t mind me, I am like just in the middle of getting ready, I am not naked. Trust me” she is really in the toilet talking to me, I had to double check my phone again but it’s true she is “what are you doing anyways? Are you out having food? Don’t let me ruin your night?” Robyn shook her head, my face softened seeing Robyn get all emotional, her lower lip quivering “sorry” she moved the camera “what is wrong? Hey, tell me?” Robyn shook her head as she breathed in and out “I am ok, sorry. I feel emotional about things, just you know. Look, it was nice to see your face, but I need to just go now, I am sorry” I really want to push her on it but I won’t “that is ok, I am here for you ok? Chin up whatever is up” I don’t want to push her on it because it’s not my place.

Even though I am out with Barry, I just can’t shake off that Robyn was upset. That is not right, I mean was it my face. Actually, I am just going to text that.

Chris:

Was I that ugly!? ����

“Drink for you, and a drink for big Barry, it’s nice to actually go out without TJ talking shit” placing my phone down as Barry made himself comfortable across from me “yeah it’s good to just sit at a bar, to have some me time, I been grinding so much” picking up my Vodka and coke “to us” raising my glass “nah, to my brother being free. I am so happy you are here again. We going to get you away from Amazon and you going to be king again” we clinked glasses “we look like some bad bitches” taking a drink, placing my drink down “bad bitches alert, whatever they saying these days” Barry got up again “I am going to the toilet, be back nigga” my phone screen lit up at the right time, she has text me back and I hope she isn’t sad.

Twin:

Never you! I can promise you that and you looked extra sexy with that on.

Chris:

Why thank you twin, but my twin energy is giving me sad vibes? You on tour and you should be happy. I am a little sad that you was sad, why?”

Twin:

I am ok but when can I see you?

Chris:

😔😔😔 the dates you saying I am working……… sorry

Twin:

I need your vibe

Chris:

I need your 😺😈😈

Twin:

Chrissy…..

Chris:

Robbie…

Twin:

Please. Can you come New York? I can give you the money. I just need you as a friend

Chris:

I don’t want your money and don’t speak on that again, but something is off with you. I don’t like the vibe. This is why I said what I said, we are on different parts of our lives. We spoke on the phone and you asked, and I did say I would try but I can’t. I know we have a lot to catch up on and I get it but I have this life, and you have that.

Twin:

PLEASE I don’t want to hear that, fuck!!!..... Chris. I don’t want to have a disagreement on THAT! I said I needed you. YOU said you would try but you’re here texting that.

Licking my top lip staring at that message, she is acting way different and like this “read that” I held my phone out to Barry as he came back “nudes!?” he said laughing, shaking my head. I am just like thinking back, we been speaking on the phone and we have had good conversation but like now, she is acting so weird with me “you sure that is her? Like wow?” Barry gave me my phone back “it is, I can’t go to New York then, it’s Seiko birthday” Barry snorted laughing “fuck her” I knew he would say that “she booked Miami” Barry shrugged, and then took in a deep breath “it comes down too, who you care about more. Is it Robyn or Seiko? And you can’t keep throwing that line of you have that life, you sound bitter. I personally would drop Seiko, in that message bro. She is desperate for you to come” I just didn’t think Robyn would react the way she would, I do want to meet up with Robyn of course I do but Seiko did spend that money.

[liljungie]

More than this | One Shot

Pairing : [best friend!] Taehyung x reader [gender neutral]

Gener : Friends to lovers

Word count : 2k

Warnings: none.

Masterlist

A/N : *Cries in single*

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Your phone started ringing beside your ear you groan as you reach for it, the hot air hits your skin that was out of your cover as you press the phone to your ear sleepily "hello?" You groggily answer.

"Hey...umm..uh..i- yaknow what I'm sorry it's late I'll call you another time-" your best friend taehyung softly spoke into the phone. You felt goosebumps on your skin at the sound of his soft voice. It's been a while since you saw each other too. So you were glad he called. Your work hours are ridiculous you barely had time to take care  of your needs let alone meet up with him or give him a call.

"No it's okay...what's wrong?" You reply back. Even though you were half asleep the way his voice sounds concerned you.

"No really....it's a" you hear him sigh before he talked again "I umm...I had a question but umm" he scoffs "it's stupid"

Your eyebrows furrow as your mind race with empty thoughts. Feeling wide awake all of the sudden when he said he had a question. It's 1 am. It couldn't wait for tomorrow? You mentally groaned.

"Taehyung you know you can ask me anything..." you bite your bottom lip as you wait for him to continue.

"I was just wondering if you're available right now...now like I said it's stupid..it's late and I know you had work tonight and you should be resting now not dealing with my-"  he sighs in frustration "anyways...I'll uh...I'll let you go for now" he sighs "if you need me you know where to-"

You cut off his rambling "you can tell me..talk to me whatever it is I hear you" you tell him. Feeling worried about the way he's acting right now.

"Come on it was selfish enough to call you this late at night...really you don't have to do that"

You sigh "you know what? just come over right now!" you knew him long enough to know that if he doesn't tell you now he won't ever tell you. And your curiosity and your worries got the best of you that you had to have him to come over.

"Really?" He asks. you hum a yes.

"You're sure?" He asks again "deadass!" You replied louder with a giggle at the end.

He sighs "well...alright I'll be over in 10-15 minutes"

"Okay I'll be waiting" you respond

"Yeah...see you then" he hangs up and you head towards the bathroom to look less sleepy.

...17 minutes later...

You hear knocking on your door and you quickly make your way to it to open it.

"Hey!" He greets you cheerfully as soon as his eyes land on you "here give me a hug!" You embrace him without a second thought.

You pull away and he smiles "it's so nice to see you" he tells you as he shuts the door after him and walk beside you to the living room area. "I'm happy you're here-" you began to say then he quickly interrupts you

"Uhm look.. I'm really sorry for coming over so late I promise I won't stay long I just...I really needed to see you" you smile at him but then you frown when his face expression falls.

"Me and stacey..we uh-" he rubs the back of his neck nervously "we broke up."

You were taken aback by his words. It seemed like he loved her so much. You were always so jealous and prayed for many nights that you find someone who loves you the way taehyung loved his girlfriend.

Your best friend instincts kicked in and you couldn't help but feel defensive towards him, he was everything anyone would want! why the hell would their relationship end?! By the looks of it taehyung loved her way more than she did so you were sure she was the reason why it ended

"Oh I am so sorry taehyung- I'll end her ass what did she do?!" you say with an angry look on your face. Determined to give her a piece of your mind.

He laughs slightly but you can tell it was forced "no no you don't have to do all that...look as much as I appreciate the am sorry-ies and all that it's...it's fine..I'm fine" he sighs.

You sit crossed legs on the couch as you listen to him with no interruption, you knew how much break ups suck so you obviously was going to let him pour his heart out. Better than holding it in. Taehyung rarely opens up so you thought it was a good time to hear him tell you about his problems. You were always the one who ran to him and said way more than he needed to know sometimes. Now that it's his turn. this was bringing you even closer.

"The whole thing has been a long time coming..we've been distant from each other..neither one of us were really happy..we were just together because-" he scoffs "well...being alone is..it's scary"

A moment of silence passed. You weren't sure what to say. You knew it won't make it better so you just listened to him talk. Not that you were better at relationships yourself.

"But! Today was finally the end..I told her about how I felt...she told me how she felt and as sad as it might be to say...I think that's the first real conversation we've had in months...and it was the one that broke us up"

You couldn't help the pout that is forming on your face as you hear him tell you about it all...

"I just...I mean I knew it was going to happen I-I needed it to happen I was ready and prepared and uh...it still hurts.. I didn't love her I barely tolerated her but" he giggles "being alone fucking sucks and I just needed to get out of the apartment and I needed to see a friendly face for once so I'm here at your house keeping you awake when you should be asleep..." he laughs

You playfully hit him "hey don't say that I invited you over!"

"Really though I should get going-"

You panic, you didn't want him to leave. No you didn't want him to be on his own.. not after what he went through."how about you  sleep over? I mean you're already here so..." you drag on nervously.

"Huh? Are you sure?"  You nod yes furiously "I don't have anything planned tomorrow" you add on "I mean if you don't have anything to do tomorrow you're still tired right?" He asks

"Yes, but I don't want to leave you alone" you pout "Hey I'm fine..seriously get some rest-" you cut him off "I'm not leaving you alone!" You tell him a bit louder and a bit frustrated "you're not leaving me alone?" He raises his eyebrow.

"Nope!" You grab onto his arm pushing him towards your bedroom "alright...well I'm not letting you stay up and deal with my stupidness so how about you lay in bed get some rest and I'll uhh- I'll lay here on the floor- you still have that sleeping bag right?"

You both stood in your bedroom and you were taking out the sleeping bag from the wardrobe. "Yep it's right in here" you say as you try to pull it, struggling a bit. "Well I'll use that and I'll be right her next to you in the morning  since you refuse to leave me alone" he remarks sarcastically. He pushes you softly to the side and takes the bag of your hands. Pulling it from the wardrobe with ease then he lays it on the ground beside your bed. you jump into your covers.

He laughs "sound good?"

"Perfect!" You reply back already nuzzled into your pillow.

"Alright...good night!" He smiles before he turns off the lights and slides in the sleeping bag.

You hear his rapid breathing and as much as it felt calming that you had someone else sleep with you in your empty house you couldn't help but feel this heat rushing through your body, you weren't going to deny how taehyung made you feel. Sometimes your jokes were a little far from friendly, it got on Stacey's nerves and after you and her had one of those 'are you sure you're just best friends with my boyfriend?' Conversation you stopped hanging out with him. Fearing that you'll interfere with their relationship.

But how can you not fall for him? he treated you so nicely, he's kind and caring. He always was by your side. Anytime you needed him in a blink of an eye he was there. God he even was better than all of your exs! You don't remember any of your pervious significant others who treated you the way taehyung does. you were in love with teahyung. Deeply and whole heartedly, but the bond you two have is unlike anything else. And you'd never risk it. Because at the end of the day. He was all you have and you can't bare the thought of losing him.

You hear him toss and turn around causing his sleeping bag to make noises along with his movements you turn to him "Hey..." you call our to him.

"Hey...you're still awake?" Even in the dark you can still make out his features you can tell how restless he is.

"Yea...Are you okay?" You mumble as you rub your eyes. Trying to control your breathing. The room suddenly felt like it was on fire. your body was burning up under his gaze. The way he was looking at you made your heart tremble.

"Yeah I'm okay...are you okay?" He softly whispers. Birds and butterflies form in your stomach...why do you feel this way?

"Yeah I'm okay" you say as you let out a deep breath, 'damnit _____! control yourself!' You mentally scold yourself but the nervousness and a bit of excitement fill you up. You wanted to puke but you weren't feeling sick. You were overwhelmed.

"Then we'll be okay together" he smiles at you in the dark.

"Are you uncomfortable?" You ask as you prop your head on your hand and look down on him. The other hand traces the patterns on your covers.

"No I uhh..I couldn't get to sleep" he lets out a hearty giggle. "This sleeping bag is way too hot...I mean I guess it's entire job is to keep you bundled and warm but.." he sighs

"Is it too much?" You softly laugh "yeah it's too much for me" he replies scratching his upper arm.

"No I get it...I'm burning up as well" you sigh as you pull on the covers to move it away from the lower part of your body.

"You're hot too?" He scoffs you hum as you lay on your back. To get away from those hypnotizing eyes of his.

"Well- should we just..lay here and suffer or.." he drags on "what else do you want to do then?" You ask with a raised eyebrow.

"Okay...well-" he starts

"Can you get in bed with me?" The words slipped from your mouth without thinking you were panicking inside but he took you by surprise when you hear him say "yeah..I can- get in bed with you..I mean is that okay?"

"More than okay" you tell him your chest felt heavy and tight and your palms were sweating. You tried to talk to yourself. 'He is just your best friends. Best friends always sleep together in the same bed...it's okay right?'

"Alright.." he smirks

You scoot over to your left side to let him lay to your right, he places his arm around you as you lay on his chest. He pulls the covers over you and nuzzles into you. his cheek pressed against the top of your head.

"How is this?" He asks. You just know that he has a sly look on his face. You felt the gaping hole in your body fill up. the moment he got in beside you. "Comfy.." you answer him. feeling content and comfortable.

Only then you realized how much you missed spending time with your best friend.

"I've missed you so much" you exclaim as you look up in his eyes. He smiles "yeah I've missed you too...it's been a long time since we've hung out together I've missed you so...so much"

He lifts your chin up and leaves a peck on your lips. Finally he was all yours and you wouldn't share him with anyone else. You smirk and your heart flips in your ribcage

You straddle his lap and he captures your lips again and again, passionately kissing you into the night...

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❗This context was taken out from Parker Mae Aduio

This one shot was inspired by this video

(I only added the reader lines.)

She's so amazing and her content help with my anxiety so much [some find ASMR annoying or whatever but seriously her content is the best of the best and I highly recommend you check her YouTube channel out and give her some love!!]

[mishaandthebrits]

Your Guardian Angel

Rushing out of work you sighed. You hated it. Well not the job itself, but your boss and coworkers as they all were judgmental and fake friends. As it was Friday you decided to ditch your usual after work Tradition of going home and treating yourself by for once going shopping. Feeling rather self confident, which was quite unusual for you, you decided to try on one of the little black dresses your favorite store had in stock.              

"Well damn girl, the guy you come home to is fucking lucky.", you heard a voice beside you speak when you stepped out of the dressing room to look at yourself in the mirror. Surprised you turned around and stood opposite of a brunette woman in jeans and a T-shirt. "Uhm thank you?", you mumbled and she smirked. "Made friends already?", a blonde asked the one opposite of you. "Only complimented the outfit.", she answered stepping aside. "Daaaaaaaamn.", the blonde you now saw gasped. "Thank you...", you blushed biting your lip. 

"Hey, so you live in Paris right?", the first asked again and you nodded confused due to the sudden change of topic. "Do you have anything planned tonight? You seem cool and we're not from here.", she smiled and you thought for a second. You wanted to get more spontaneous and these two didn't seem like kidnappers, so you decided to give it a shot. "Sure, I could show you around a little?", you smiled at them. "I'm Y/N by the way." "Briana and that's Kim, not sure where the others are.", the blonde shrugged. "How many are you exactly?", you asked surprised and she seemed to count in her head. "Tonight we're 6, the other 4 stayed at the hotel because they're either sick or party poopers.", she finished and you nodded. "And you're all Americans?", you then asked before turning around to head back to the dressing room. "You better leave that one on, it's fabulous! And yes, well no, one is half French, but besides that all born and raised in the land of opportunities.", Kim laughed. "I'm not American though.", a red head grinned as she walked up to the three of you. "Oh damn right! That's Ruth. Ruth, Y/N.", Briana introduced and you waved at her smiling softly. Once all of the three and you had paid for your new possessions and you had changed back into the dress as they had requested the three girls lead you to a small restaurant across the street. "Guys! We found a new friend.", Ruth exclaimed excited pulling you towards the table. "These are Rob and Rich, secretly gay for each other and Sebastian, our half French guy. This is Y/N, Kim found her trying on the dress and she actually considered not buying it!", she introduced you to the others and the others to you and soon another chair has been added to the table and the seven of you sat around it with a cocktail in hand each. "So what did they catch you with?", Richard asked from beside you after taking a sip. "Kim surprised me kind of and then they just asked me and well, I really need to work on being spontaneous, so here we are.", you shrugged smiling at him softly. "Well spontaneous is my second name.", Sebastian spoke from your other side and for some reason the whole table laughed. "Thought that was charmer?", Rob shot back and you grinned. "Don't worry Y/N, Seb is all talk and no action.", Kim reassured you before they all got back to the topic they had been talking to before, which was the absence of a person younger than them. In a moment of confusion and laughing Sebastian all of a sudden leaned over towards you and smirked. "You know, I can show you what a man of action I am later...", he whispered right beside your ear and stroked your cheek with his finger before sitting back up and joining the conversation the others had leaving you with a flushed face. Not joining their conversation you were still thinking about his words when Richard rapped your shoulder. "All okay? Are we boring you?", he asked genuinely worried and you smiled at him. "Not at all, the stories you're telling sound like fun, well some are also pretty creative.", you told him noticing that the others were all caught up in the conversation. "I'll kidnap Y/N quickly so she can translate okay? I don't trust Seb anymore.", he then grinned at the group and pulled you up after they had nodded. While you quickly followed him Sebastian watched you smirking. "What do you need translated?", you asked once he stopped in a quiet corner and he laughed softly. "Nothing, just wanted to get you away from Mr. Charming. Look, we all know he can be quite overwhelming and he always is like that around us, but usually not towards strangers, unless he is on stage. I don't know what exactly he told you earlier, but he seems to enjoy your company, so I just wanted to make sure you're not thinking too bad about him after whatever he said to you, because judging by your expression it was either really embarrassing or clearly not for the public's ear.", the blonde in front of you spoke smiling and you nodded. "Clearly not for the public ear.", you agreed with a small nod. "But thank you Richard, he really seems like a nice guy under the surface.", you added and Richard smiled even wider now. "Oh he is, he is a puppy and as supportive and loyal as one can be, believe me.", he told you before looking to the table over your shoulder. "Guess we got to head back, just to make sure, you'd be fine if we disappear one after the other?", he asked and you though for a second before nodding. "Good... oh and you had to translate the newspaper article for me, in case they ask.", he spoke over his shoulder before heading back to the table with you in tow.

Richard did just as he had warned you. First the three girl disappeared claiming they were tired and were going to take a taxi to the hotel leaving the three guys and you. While Rob and you talked about the TV show they were all starring in Rich and Seb went to talk outside before coming back inside only to have Rich pronounce he was call it a night as well because apparently he was still jet lagged. Rob was quick to join making you smile. The introduction clearly had been right, they were best friends, almost like a gay couple. "So that leaves the two of us.", Sebastian announced looking at the now almost empty table. "Indeed... Rich asked me earlier if that's okay because he noticed your comment towards me.", you admitted and he frowned before a smile spread on his lips. "And you said yes, i mean you're still here so...", he concluded before you could nod again. "So you do want to take me up on the promise hm?", the male smirked and you lightly hit his shoulder while shaking your head. "What about you actually buy me a coffee first?", you suggested and he grinned happily. "If you intend, I would prefer a nice dinner though, if you haven't had one yet?", he asked you. "Nope, headed shopping and then here directly after work.", you agreed so he got up immediately before helping you up. He held your jacket open and then smiled with his outstretched arm so you could link yours in. Apparently the others had already paid when they left, so he guided you outside onto the busy streets of Paris. Walking close beside you he made sure you would get bumped into while tell you about his youth in Paris. Smiling you explained your history to him about how your parents were French and American and you had just recently moved from New York to Paris for your job. "Oh? So that's the reason such a beautiful lady is spending her Friday evening with strangers?", he asked frowning slightly and you nodded. "I'm having a hard time finding friends here, my coworkers aren't at all like yours.", you sighed and he surprised you with his next move. "Well my coworkers are your friends now as well, after the messages I got they clearly are.", he grinned and handed you his phone with text messages on the lock screen.

"You better not mess this up." - Bri "Go get her tiger. BUT. Keep her." - Kim fucking Rhodes "Bonne Chance Seb. Please don't hurt her." - Witchy "I agree with Rich!" - Rob "If you leave without the intention to see her again I'll end you. Gabriel will end you. And God will join." - Richy "Oh and give her our numbers! Forgot that :)" - Richy

You read the texts before handing him his phone back. "So they all think im gonna let you get it tonight hm?", you frowned and he shrugged. "Apparently they believe I'm really charming.", he shrugged smirking and you smiled. "We'll see hm?", you replied before looking around noticing where you were. "Isn't that like way too expensive?", you frowned when he stopped in front of one of the more expensive restaurants in Paris. "Not really, you deserve to be treated, plus I want to impress you.", he admitted and you giggled. "Oh that's working.", you smiled at him when he took your jacket off of your shoulders only to place it on the rack then pulled your chair out. "Merci.", you smiled with a little nod seconds before a waiter arrived. You ordered your drinks and soon after your food and Sebastian skillfully chose a wine to go with it. "That's your French routs hm?", you teased and he nodded laughing softly. "Either that or its still me wanting to impress you, now hand me your phone, I'll type in the numbers hm?", he offered and you nodded doing just that. A few moments later he handed it back to you and watched you smiling. "I took the opportunity and saved me as well.", he sheepishly admitted and you grinned. "Had hoped you'd do that.", you replied when the waiter delivered your food. The dinner was filled with stories from the both of you and you didn't miss the glances he gave you. The glances or admiration and interest as well as kindness. After dinner you excused yourself to head to the toilet where you got your phone out and looked through your contacts. Quickly you pressed on one of the newly saved contacts. "Hello?", you heard Richard answer and exhaled. "Hey... it's Uhm me, Y/N.", you spoke unsure whether calling was a good idea. "Oh hey, is everything okay? He didn't mess up did he? I'll hurt him if he did!", the male spoke and you chuckled quietly. "No no Richard... it's the opposite and I... I felt like I needed to talk to someone. Is that okay? That's weird right?", you rambled and paced the bathroom. "What? No! Wait I'll get out of the room and back to mine.... okay now, what's going on?", he asked after a moment and you heard he had closed the door to separate himself from the noises. "He... Sebastian is such an angel... I'm scared I'll mess up Richard. I always mess up, that's what he said...", you quietly spoke and heard Richards gasp. "Seb said that?", he grumbled and you realized you had confused him. "Oh no! My ex, my father, all of them. I don't want to hurt Sebastian, but that's all I do.", you sighed sadly and heard Richard breathe in deeply. "Okay, listen. You tell him you don't feel well and when he's back here I'll talk to him if you want, Okay?", the man suggested and you nodded with tear filled eyes. "That would be... You're the best Richard. Heck I don't deserve to know you.", you mumbled then ended the call to get ready to face the disappointed look of Sebastian.

Sebastian had been super understanding making you feel even worse. He had offered to take you home to make sure you arrived safely and when you declined he had ordered a taxi for you and pre payed for it. The whole time in the taxi you texted with Richard explaining why you had reacted the way you did, about your nightmares, the doubts and how sorry you felt that you put that all on him when all of his fan already told him all of those personal stories, but he just told you not worry and accept it because he was your as he said best gay friend now. With a sigh you stepped into your little flat. A few minutes before Richard had written you that Sebastian had arrived in the hotel and he was going to talk to him, so you now anxiously waited for a text message. Quickly you made yourself a cup of tea and sat on your favorite window. You saw the Eiffel Tower from it and simply adored it because of that.

"Are you in bed already? Can you come over?" - Richy

You sighed when your phone showed the notification and quickly got up and put your coat back on.

"Which hotel?"

"Hyatt. Room 759"- Richy

Immediately you were on your way. It had to be bad or too long and complicated if he didn't want to tell you what was going on on the phone or in a text. Stepping into the Hyatt you looked around surprised, you had never been here and probably would never be in such an expensive hotel again. Heading up with the elevator you looked for the room then quietly knocked afraid to disturb other guest who might already be sleeping. While waiting you nervously played with your fingers and looked at the ground. "Y/N... Please come in.", Sebastian's voice greeted you and you looked up surprised. "I... This is your room isn't it?", you sighed before moving to turn around. "It is, but I asked Richard to do that, please come in?", he spoke now incredibly gentle making it impossible for you to turn your back to him. With a quiet sigh you walked inside and once the door fell close he had his arms around you in a protective hug. "Oh Y/N... why didn't you tell me... okay no, I get why, I'm glad you told Richard and allowed him to tell me.", he mumbled into your hair and stroked your back. Right away the tears in your eyes were back and you soon became a crying mess. "Shhh, it's okay... you didn't mess up... and you won't, you can't... there's nothing you could do that would make me think you messed up.", he spoke calmly while he kept holding you. "Nothing okay? Because you are freaking amazing and beautiful and kind and I can't even find the words to describe you although I'm never out of words.", he finished and you closed your eyes trying to calm down. Your arms were on his torso while his were one wrapped around your waist and the other in your hair. After a few more moments you had calmed down enough to breath normal again. He slowly let go of you and looked at you smiling. "I'm a mess...", you whispered referring to both, your physical and emotional state and Sebastian quickly cupped your cheeks. "Okay, you're not a mess, I mean physically you kind of are at the moment, but I think you're adorable and in that cute head of yours everything makes perfect sense, so I am never going to judge you for anything you feel. You have your reasons for thinking this way and chuck help me if I ever meet the person who's done that to you...", he quietly cooed before kissing your forehead. "So now we're gonna go knock on Briana's door and ask if she can borrow you some sweatpants and a shirt and then head to bed, what do you think?", he suggested making you nod with a sniffle. He gently grabbed your hand before leading you back into the hallway after helping you out of your coat. Two doors down the corridor he knocked on a door and a smiling Briana opened the door. "Y/N...? What happened? What did you do?!", she asked you first then turned to Sebastian. "He did nothing! Don't worry, it's me... I messed up...", you quickly defended him only to feel him squeeze your hand. "Bri, could we borrow a pair of sweatpants and a shirt?", he asked her smiling gently and turned to you once she headed back into her room to grab the things. "You didn't mess up okay? I promise you, I understand it. Please don't think that you're messing up when you open up about how you feel and what's going on in that beautiful head of yours. Remember, nothing you could do to mess up, nothing okay?", he mumbled cupping your cheeks again. Closing your eyes with a nod you heard Briana cough quietly and both Sebastian and you turned to look at her. "I've also gotten you a spare hairbrush I had around.", she gently smiled and you went to grab the things only to have the man beside you grab them first. "Got it, thank you Briana, I owe you.", he nodded with a thankful smile then turned to you. "Let's head to bed hm?", he suggested and guided you back to his room. If you had paid attention you would've noticed how Briana's door didn't close until you were back in the room you had previously come from. "You can use the bathroom first, I'll go after you, is that okay?", he asked quietly and you nodded taking the clothes from him then headed for the bathroom. Quickly you changed then went back so he could get changed. Once the both of you were finished he looked at you smiling gently. "I'll take the couch of course.", he explained but you shook your head. "Don't be silly, we're gonna share, it's big enough.", you pointed to the bed and he thought for a second then nodded. Once the both of you laid under the shared blanket but not touching he switched off the light and you sighed. "I'm sorry... I'm sure that's not how you had planned your night to end.", you whispered and heard him turn around probably to face you. "You're right, it's better, after all I'm laying in bed with an amazing woman and am hopefully going to wake up beside her as well.", he spoke the smile audible in his voice leaving you with a smile as well. "Good Night Sebastian.", you mumbled. "Good Night Y/N. Sleep well.", he replied and with a smile you fell asleep beside him.

Slowly opening your eyes you blinked a few times until your eyes adjusted to the light that shone in through the windows. Moving slightly you intended to get up only to be stopped by an arm on your waist. Frowning slightly you turned to the body of the arm that kept you in bed and a slight smile spread across your lips. The way he was holding you, it seemed like he wanted to keep you from getting up, but not in a creepy way, more as if he was being protective. "Sebastian?", you mumbled and tapped his cheek gently in order to wake him. "Hm?", he hummed retrieving his arm from your waist to run his eyes. "We should get up... you have to be at the meeting thing soon, don't you?", you quietly spoke while sitting up and he did the same. "Oh right... yeah... what are you doing today?", he asked looking at you with a soft smile. "Nothing planned, why?", you replied and his smile got wider. "Do you want to join? It's gonna be the others and me and I promise it'll be fun.", he suggested and after a moment of thinking you agreed with a nod. Once the both of you had gotten up you went to shower first then dried your hair and got dressed in your work clothes from the previous day before checking your phone while Sebastian got ready.

"How did you sleep?" - Richard "Briana told me you're at Sebs :)" - Richard

"Surprisingly well, no nightmare tonight.", you quickly typed back before asking how he slept. "Good! Amazing actually. Glad him cuddling kept them away! I know he's a cuddler... we once shared a room at a convention...." - Richard You chuckled and locked your phone just when Sebastian walked back in freshly showered and dressed in a button up and jeans. "What's funny?", he smiled at you while walking over. "Richard said you're a cuddler and that you shared a room once.", you explained while he sat down beside you on the bed. "Did I cuddle you?", he asked turning to face you and you nodded. "I'm sorry... i mean if you did mind...", he started but you interrupted him quickly. "I didn't... it kept the nightmares away.", you whispered before smiling at him gently. "So thank you." "Glad I could help.", he grinned then grabbed your hand carefully to pull you up. "Breakfast and then we leave for the convention, what do you say?", he smiled walking towards the door you in tow and before you could reply you and him ran into Rich and Rob out in the hallway. "Good Morning!", Rob smiled making you wonder whether everyone of them knew you had spent the night there because they didn't really seem surprised. "Morning Robby!", Sebastian grinned and you smiled politely to the both men before heading to breakfast along with them. While the three males talked you mainly listened and chuckled here and there when they said funny things. "So did you two talk?", Richard asked suddenly as he stepped beside you at the buffet. "Not exactly, he still doesn't know more than you told him, but he told me that there's nothing I could do to mess it up with him.", you softly spoke with a tiny smile on your lips and saw Rich smile as well when you looked up. "I'm glad Y/N, because you two are such cuties together. So, do you wanna spend the day with us today then?", he asked while putting some more Madeleines on his dish so he luckily didn't see you blush. "He's asked that already... and if you others don't mind...?", you began only to be interrupted by him with a "We don't at all! So yay!". "What are you two talking about?", Kim asked stepping up beside you and immediately Rich told him about you joining them for the day. "Oh I'm glad! I had hoped so!", the brunette smiled just when she finished getting food, so the three of you went back to the table to finally eat breakfast. After all we're finished the shuttle to the convention hotel was already waiting and you all got inside to head there. You sat in between Richard and Rob because they immediately had stated that that was the plan. "Soooooo, you and Seb hm? I mean you two are so cute!", Rob squealed quietly with a huge grin on his face. "We're not a thing Rob...", you mumbled back and he shrugged. "Not yet, but soon.", he noted before going on to talk about the convention and what was planned for the day so you knew about it. When you arrived you knew the basics about the fans and what was going to happen. Going into the green room with the actors you looked around curiously. "Come here Y/N?", Sebastian asked from a comfortable looking chair from the window. "There's not enough chairs, so you might wanna share with me?", he suggested while patting his lap lightly. It wasn't one of those sexual and weird ones, it was more a friend offering a seat when all chairs were taken. Smiling you sat down and he wrapped his arms around your waist and placed his head on your shoulders. Talking to the other actors they discussed what they were going to talk about at the first panel while you just listened in and giggled when they told you the funny stories the fans would soon know as well. "Rob, Rich and Matt are the first that have to leave, so you want to watch their panel? We could either watch from behind the stage or the back of the room?", Sebastian quietly suggested and you nodded excited. "Behind the stage sounds like a plan.", you smiled at him wanting to avoid being seen and causing rumors. He nodded pulling you a little closer and hummed a French lullaby quietly which made you smile. "I like that song... my mum used to sing it for me when I was little.", you explained so only he heard it. "I'm sure she's a great singer.", he replied only to hear you sigh. "She was yes... a wonderful one, i hardly remember it though."

When the convention finished in the evening it was already way past 9 and you honestly were quite exhausted. Intending to head home and right into bed you grabbed your belongings and headed towards the exit of the empty green room. "Hey, where are you going?", Richard asked as he stepped in and nearly ran you over. "Home, why?", you frowned and he tilted his head. "You don't want to stay with him tonight as well? I mean, you slept good last night didn't you?", he reasoned and you nodded sadly. "I did, but I don't want to bother him any further. I mean I already did cause a lot of trouble didn't I?", you sighed and Richard shook his head wanting to start an answer just when the door opened. "Y/N? Where are you going?", Sebastian asked smiling and you sighed but before you could, Richard replied. "She thinks she's causing you trouble so she wanted to head home.", he told the other only to receive a death glare from you. "Hey hey, I told you. No trouble, no bother and no mess, okay?", Sebastian asked as he stepped in front of you and held your head up so you would have to look at him. "Okay...", you sighed before feeling him wrap his arms around you. "I had hoped your stay another night... is that too optimistic?", he whispered in your ear and you shook your head. "N-no... I just... i thought maybe you'd want to stay at my apartment tonight?", you suggested before feeling him pull away and look at you. "Are you sure?", he frowned and smiled when you nodded. "What? Sure about what?", Richard frowned not having heard your silent conversation. "That he is invited to stay at my place tonight.", you quietly admitted and Richard widely smiled like a boy in a toy store. After saying your goodbyes to the whole cast and promising that you'd come back the next day you and Sebastian grabbed an Uber to head to your apartment. Once inside you showed it to Sebastian and were surprised when he loved and pointed out the details in it. He also fell in love with your favorite window and immediately sat on the bench in front of it, surprisingly opposite of your usual seat. Smiling you joined him and your feet intertwined leaving you touching each other, but not so much it was uncomfortable. "I want to tell you something.", you spoke after a while of pure silence and enjoying the scenery. Curiously the man opposite of you looked over at you smiling. You took a deep breath before looking out of the window and starting. "When I was 4 my mother died... she died in a car crash and I was on the backseat, I hardly made it, but god knows how I survived. My dad didn't really like this though and that's what he made sure I knew. He didn't treat me well, insulted and physically abused me. A night in tears and covered in bruises wasn't unusual. That was until I met Simon, my ex. He first treat me like a queen, he showered me in love and attention but after a while he hung around with my father, he started to show his real side which was similar to my fathers if not even worse. I've been with him for 3 years afraid to leave him until he broke my rib about a year ago. It punctuated my lung and I had to be rushed into hospital where I finally found the courage to tell the nurse and leave him. I've changed my name, my habits, where I live and where I work in order to avoid being found...", you mumbled not daring to look at him after you just came clear about your whole life being a lie. "Those are the reasons for the nightmares, right?", Sebastian asked and you looked up surprised. You had expected something like rage or confusion, but what you saw was care and admiration. Carefully you nodded and he pulled you in between his now slightly spread legs so he could hold you close to his chest. "Oh Y/N, you're such a strong woman... I wish I could've kept you from that, but now that I'm here I will keep you from ever being treated like that again...", he mumbled against your hair and you chuckled in the end making him frown. "So you're gonna be my guardian angel?", you asked softly and he nodded before joining your chuckle. "And that while you actually are the angel.", he shook his head with the same smile still plastered on his face. That same smile was on his lips when he nervously asked you to be his girlfriend four weeks later in front of his friends and the Eiffel Tower. It was the same smile that appeared on his face when you told him you were going to move to the other side of the ocean for him and it was the same expression that graced his lips when he called Richard to tell him the news of your unexpected pregnancy first. When your little son was born he held him with that amazing smile you loved seeing on him and not even a year later he had it when he fell down on one knee in front of you.

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Miss right - Part 13

Description: After losing her mother in a horrible car accident, Hani had to make sure to get by on her own. Without a home or a job a long gone friend appears right before eyes when she needs it the most and a turn of events take place when she finds herself working for one of Koreas biggest fashion chains EcoFashion. But what happens when a big secret comes out and her hot and very intriguing boss Mr. Kim owes her a favor?

Pairing: Kim Namjoon X Ahn Hani

Words: 1917

"Oh my it's snowing" Yuri said as we put back our cleaning equipment in the kitchen. I looked out through the window. It really was snowing, a lot. The darkness started to take place outside. Winter had started so it wasn't weird. Lucky for me, my jacket had dried a long time ago. On my way to the bus station I tucked my jacket firmer around me.

"Going home?" someone asked and I looked down towards a car on the road beside me. A little shocked I answered.

"Mr. Yoon. Yes, I am"

"I can drive you. It's cold isn't it?" he asked still rolling beside the sidewalk as I walked.

"Oh, no I'm fine thank you. It's not that far anyway" I said with a smile.

"I insist" I was still hesitating. It wasn't right for me to accept but neither was it right for me to decline.

"Well, if you insist" I said walking to the car and sitting down. I told him the way but didn't let him drive me all the way of course. We drove in silence and stopped at a red light. Mr. Yoon looked at me.

"So miss Ahn do you live alone?" he asked and saw my confused face. "I'm just asking out of curiosity of course."

"Uhm, yes. I do live alone"

"Really? A pretty girl like you?" The light turned green and he started driving. I was still wondering why he said what he said.

"Say would you want to join me for dinner before going home miss Ahn?" he suddenly asked. "I know a very good restaurant nearby and I don't like to eat alone. What do you say? My treat." I wondered if Namjoon would mind. Nah, why would he? I nodded. What harm could a simple dinner do?

"Great!" he drove somewhere nearby. A small but beautiful place. We entered and got a table near a window. It looked expensive and so it was when I looked at the menu. After ordering he leant towards the table. "So Hani. Would you mind us calling each other by our first names?"

"Oh, no bu-"

"Excellent. Hani why did you start working at Eco Fashion? And why as a cleaning lady?"

"I was in the need of money at the time but I actually started to like it" Well. I kind of lied a little. I was tired of cleaning but I liked Eco Fashion. It was a really nice place to be at. Quiet, elegant and their clothes were amazing. Besides, the boss wasn't that bad either.

"Really? Not thinking about changing your position?"

"I think-" I was cut off by our food being served and we started eating. It was really good. I ate it all without interrupting to talk. As I ate the last of my food I looked up seeing him watching me.

"I've never seen anyone eat with such an appetite."

"Oh..." That was really embarrassing. He chuckled as I wiped my mouth with the napkin.

"I meant it as a compliment"

"Oh... thank you...?" I answered unsure of how I felt about it.

"How was it?"

"It was delicious, thank you"

"No need to thank me. I'm glad you wanted to come."

It stopped snowing as we drove up on the street I told him to stop by.

"Thank you so much for the ride" I said opening the door. "And for the delicious food" He gave me a smile and nodded.

"I'll see you around Hani" I nodded before closing the door and bowed as he drove away. I felt a cold wind blow up on me and tightened my jacket around my body as I walked up to the street where Namjoon's apartment was. I unlocked the entrance and took the elevator up. After opening the door I noticed that the lights were still on. I looked around and saw Namjoon on the couch half-asleep. I closed and locked the door before walking towards my room.

"Where were you?" I stopped in my track and turned to see a slightly sleepy Namjoon leaning his elbows against his knees, looking at me. I couldn't help finding him cute like that.

"I went out for dinner"

"Do you know what time it is?" he inquired.

"I'm sorry. It's just, Mr. Yoon invited me. He insisted."

"Yoon Seokwoo?" he questioned. I nodded.

"Yes." He had a serious look on his face all of a sudden. "D- did you wait up for me?"

"Of course not, I was just working till late."

"You shouldn't overwork yourself" I told him and his face seemed to relax a bit before he stood up and started to walk away.

"I'm going to bed now"

"Good night" I called after him. What a strange behavior all of a sudden. He had seemed upset and a little agitated but then calm at the same time.

Namjoon's POV:

I tried to focus on my work but I just couldn't. I had the image of Hani and Yoon in my mind all the time. What if she really was that easy to come by? Not that she had any classified information to share with him but I was still wondering why. Why was he so interested in her? A knock on the door was heard and I looked up telling them to enter. It was Miss Lee.

"I'm sorry to disturb you Mr. Kim. I just wanted to tell you that I'll be heading home if you don't need anything else."

"Oh, I didn't realize it was this late. Of course Miss Lee. Have a good evening"

"Sir, would you mind me asking something?"

"No, go ahead."

"I just wanted to ask you, again, about me quitting? My fiancée was offered a very good job position in France. He has to move there and I intend to go with him"

"Of course" I said and cleared my throat. "I guess I can't hold you back this time eh?" She smiled and shook her head.

"I'm sorry sir. I love him too much" I leaned back in my chair and sighed.

"I understand" I said nodding. "Please give me your resignation letter soon"

"Thank you for understanding Mr. Kim. Don't get me wrong, I really like working here but..."

"... You love him more" She smiled even wider this time. "Have a good night Miss Lee"

"Good night Mr. Kim" She had asked me to quit several times before and I couldn't let her. She was too good. I was so pleased with her work and she was really the only one I trusted fully. I couldn't keep her working for me forever though. As I wrapped up my work for the day I went to the elevator. Ding! I went inside and heard quick footsteps heading towards me. I looked up and saw Hani. She let out a sigh as she managed to get on in time.

"What are you doing here this late?" I asked.

"I was cleaning of course. Yuri was sick today. I was forced to do her part too" I heard her stomach growl all of a sudden. Soon the elevator door opened and we exited to walk to the entrance.

"Are you hungry?" I asked and she looked up at me.

"I didn't have time to eat so much today to be honest but it's okay, I'll eat a sandwich or something before going to bed." Mr. Hwang was waiting for us by the car.

"Well, I'm hungry too. Why don't we go eat somewhere. I'll treat you, for your hard work today. What do you say?" She looked surprised but smiled.

"Are you sure? I mean, I don't mind going home while you-"

"Mr. Hwang" I said interrupting her. He opened the door and I gestured her to get in before me. She complied and I ordered Mr. Hwang where to take us before sitting in the car myself. Mr. Hwang drove off to a place pretty near. It was really big. We entered and it was pretty empty of people.

"It's better this way, trust me. No nosy people talking behind your back" I said and we went to sit down as a waiter came to serve us. We ordered.

"Namjoon?" someone said and we looked up.

"Father" I stood up.

"No need to stand son. Who is this?" Hani stood up and bowed.

"Hello Mr. Kim. It's very nice to meet you. My name is Ahn Hani"

"Miss Ahn, I've heard of you a lot. You're my sons girlfriend right?"

"Oh... y... yes, I... am." she said looking at me then back at my father. "But please all me Hani" he nodded.

"Would you like to join us father?"

"Would love to" he said and sat down. I went around the table to sit down beside her. She looked nervous in a way. She kept fiddling with the napkin in her hands. I took a hold of her hand and she slightly winced. I gave her a reassuring look and she smiled. I could feel how swollen her hands were. Was that because of work?

Hani's POV:

"So, miss Hani what does you parents work with? Are they in the same business as we Kim's?"

"Uh... well, my mother passed away a few years ago due to a car accident and my father... he's working overseas" Well, it was a half lie. Namjoon cleared his throat beside me.

"He's in the restaurant business" he said. His father nodded.

"That's good. I'm sorry about your mother"

"Oh" I said smiling and shaking my head. Our food was served and it saved us some time from speaking. It was a relief. What would he want to ask next?

The food was delicious once again. I wondered how I could be so lucky. To eat such delicious food, to have somewhere to live, to have a job. It was like my luck had turned in some way.

"So, tell me, what plans do you have for the future?" his father suddenly asked. I choked on my drink. Namjoon patted me on my back and I quickly got myself together. I apologized.

"We're both just focusing on work for the time being" Namjoon said. I nodded.

"Well, you better start thinking about the future soon. It's important. You have to settle down soon." I turned my head towards Namjoon who had a serious look on his face while looking back at his father. The tension of the subject didn't ease until after dinner. We saw Mr. Kim to his car. He turned to look at the two of us.

"I hope to see big accomplishments for the new project" he said to Namjoon.

"You will" he answered reassuringly.

"Miss Hani, I will see you too, soon"

"Yes of course. Have a good night Mr. Kim" He looked a little suspicious but he quietly sat in the car and his driver drove away. We then got in Namjoon's car ourselves. Mr. Hwang started driving away as usual when Namjoon spoke up.

"We have to step this up I'm afraid" he said and looked at me.

"What do you mean?"

"We have to get to know each other more or else they're going to notice" I nodded my head. I thought the same thing after Mr. Kim's stare from earlier. Maybe this wouldn't be as easy as I had thought. It wouldn't be just words anymore but actions too. It made me nervous just thinking about it.

[randomwritingss]

*Prompt:* "Hello!

Can you write an imagine story, where Jim Kirk fell in love with Pyke’s daughter, plase?🙈"

*Warnings:* Possible out of character Kirk?? And it turned out way longer than I planned. Also, it's probably really bad. I'm exhausted.

Being the child of one of Starfleet's Captains, Christopher Pike, had its advantages, he told you all of his adventures. When you were a child, you loved hearing them. As you got older, you weren't as interested in them. Mostly due to hearing so much when you were younger. And, almost guaranteed admission to Starfleet.

When you got old enough, you decided that you'd join Starfleet as a nurse, you got along well with other people and the blood and gory things didnt bother you. Your father was more than happy when he heard of your decision; your mother, not so much, but she came around shortly after.

After you graduated, you were assigned to your father's old ship, Enterprise. You were excited, to say the least; but, you were also nervous. While you were in academy, people treated you differently. You knew it was because of your father. And you were hoping that on Enterprise, that it wouldn't be like it was then.

As soon as you stepped foot on the Enterprise, you were met with her new captain, James Tiberius Kirk; a deviously handsome man, with blue eyes to kill. You had heard so many stories on the captain, how he was a playboy and never really cared about anyone but himself. He smiled real big when he saw you, "Ah, nurse Y/N Pike. It's wonderful to meet you. I am Captain Kirk. And this is our chief medical officer, Leonard McCoy; but, I call him Bones." He says, as he places a hand on a man in a blue uniform.

"Don't expect any special attention, just 'cause of who your father is." This Leonard McCoy says, rather crossly.

You nod and respond, "Wouldn't dream of it, sir. I'm rather sick of it. Got it all the time when I was in the academy."

"I like 'er already." Doctor McCoy, laughs looking at the captain.

As he walks away, Captian Kirk looks at you, "That's a first." He laughs, rather loudly and places a hand on the small of your back making you jump. "I hop you enjoy your time on the Enterprise. I'll personally show you to your quarters." You nod, as the both of you walk to your quarters. On the way, he asks about you and why you joined Starfleet. You answer all of his questions and in no time you're at your quarters. "This is you," he says as he gestures the door. "Coincidentally, my quarters are at the end of the hall."

You nod, "Thank you, Captain. I think I'll go get settled in." He nods as you walk in. You wave to him and he waves back. As the door closes, you learn against a wall and groan. "He's the captain, a crush is totally out of the question." You sigh, as you get a video call. It's your father. "Daddy!" You say, happily.

"Hey, sweetheart! I just want to see how you like your quarters." He says, smiling.

"I just got here, actually. I haven't got a chance to look around." You say, now looking around. It was rather big; a nice bathroom, a normal size sitting area, and a rather big bed area. "It's nice."

"Good. Let me know if you need anything." You both then say your goodbyes and get off.

You sit on your new bed, it's really soft, like the one you had on Earth.

*Time Skip: a couple months*

A couple months have passed since you arrived, well were beamed on, the Enterprise. Life is pretty well normal; everyone treats you like a friend, not Christopher Pike's child. You are extremely grateful for that. You hang out a lot with Nyota, Pavel, Scotty, Keenser, Hikaru, Bones, Spock, and of course, Jim. Nyota has become your best friend.

"You know he has a crush on you, right?" Nyota says, randomly one day you both are having lunch.

"Jim? No, he totally doesn't." You respond, eating whatever was on your tray.

"I've known Jim for a while, he does have some type of feelings for you." She raises an eyebrow when Jim sits beside you, in toe is Bones and Spock. You smile when Spock kisses Nyota.

"Hello, boys." You say, looking down.

A chorus of "hellos" reach your ears. Most prominent, is Jim's. You look at him and he smiles at you. "And how are my favorite girls today?" He asks, cheekily.

Nyota kicks your leg softly. You frown, "We are perfect. And you? Boys?" Ny responds smiling.

"We're great. Another great day in Space!" Jim answers, still looking at you.

"Yeah, great." Bones scoffs, rolling his eyes.

Jim, while still looking at you, places a hand on your knee, making you jump. "Alright, I'm going to go...." you trail off before finishing your sentence, "uhm, somewhere." You stand up and practically run away. You wonder around for a while, walking nowhere in particular. Somehow you end up, on the observation deck. Sitting on the floor, you look at the stars as the Enterprise soars through space. Alone in your thoughts, you don't hear somone walks up and sits beside.

"I love the stars." Whoever it is says, making you jump again. You look over and see Jim. "According to my mom, my father loved being out here. It's not hard to see why. The stars are my favorite part of my job."

You turn to him and hang on his every word. "I've been wandering around for over two hours. Somehow I ended up here." You reply, "It's still hard to think I'm in space. I heard so many stories from my dad."

Jim turns his body to you, "My mom told me quite a few. I heard the one about when my dad died so many times, especially in the academy. I always feel like I'm trying to live up to a story; or a.." he trails off trying to find the right words.

You nod, understand, "I know exactly what you mean. I mean, dad had such high standards for me growing up. My mom, she was a little more relaxed when he was off up here."

You both continue talking for what seems like hours. Talking about everything, your childhood, his, and what you both want for your future. Surprisingly, you both want the same things. You continue talking, until you start yawning, "Tired?" He asks, brushing a stray piece of hair out of your eyes.

"A little. I have a long day ahead of me. I need to get to bed before Bones kills me." You laugh, as Jim stands up and helps you up as well. "Walk me to my quaters?"

"Of course." He says, holding his elbow out for you to take, as you're a little wobbly. You both continue to talk as he walks you back.

As you get to your door, "Well, this is me." You say, frowning. You notice Jim frowns as well. "Thank you, Jim. I really appreciate it, I would've gotten lost coming back."

He chuckles and replies, "You're welcome. Can I be honest?" You nod, "When you first came on this ship, I thought you were attractive." He sighs and looks you right in your eyes, "But, today, just now, when you were alone on the observation deck, I... I.. I realized that I'm in love with you."

You gasp, "Jim, I don't know what say. But, I think I'm in love with you, too." He smiles and kisses you. You'll need to remember to thank Nyota, later.

A/N: This probably isn"t my best work. I'm so tired, I'll look it over in the morning. -Shawnee

[smoothjax]

Content warning: transphobia, homophobia, home abuse mention

The recording starts. There's a click and the sound of computer fans because the sound file is unedited yet. There's some shuffling noises and a door opens and closes.

"Hello to whoever is listening, I'm going to be, I guess, interviewing myself? Or, uh, my younger self is going to be interviewing me." There's a small hesitation, then a quick breath "I don't know how this is going to go, and I'm a little worried but that's okay. I can't even imagine how," another pause, "he feels about this."

There's the clickety clack of a keyboard being typed on and then another door opening sound. The same voice as before but more quiet, cautious, younger, "Is uh, is this the right room?"

A squeak from a chair, "Oh, yeah! Definitely. Come on in." The typing continues.

"I guess we get pretty good at that, huh?" a small laugh between both voices.

"What, typing? I suppose," says the more confident voice, you can hear the smile in their voice. The sound of someone sitting down in a chair is audible and the typing stops.

Another creak and the smaller voice starts, "I guess I didn't expect this. You're just," a small pause, some mouth clicks, "bigger than me."

"Yeah I am. I didn't know it would happen either. It took us both by surprise. Do you still weigh 140?"

"Yeah, 140 about. Why?"

"I'm up over 220 now, not that you can tell."

"Oh, wow. We've gotten fat, huh?" a one sided laugh is heard and stifled quickly.

"No, not really. Just bigger."

A long pause is in the recording here. There is 24 seconds of the sound of a fan and taps on legs until the typing stops.

"So did you bring any questions?"

"Oh! Yeah, I did." The sound of a zipper and a bundle of paper hitting the floor, "aw, fucking goddammit."

Two chairs squeak and there's the sounds of papers being picked up for a moment.

"Thanks, do we ever learn to keep things organized?"

"Never," followed by another one sided laugh, this time in the opposite direction.

The sounds of a paper being picked up can be heard and in a rather stilted voice you hear, "So, do you have a job?"

"Oh, yes. We've had quite a few different ones."

"Like we can't keep one for long?"

"Oh, no, it's weird. We've worked for this one company for 3 years but keep getting moved to different teams." Followed by a pause.

"Okay, uhm" a small pause then stilted again, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"Oh uh," a pause, "no. No we don't, not right now."

"Why not?"

The sound of a breath taken in-between closed teeth, "Well it just didn't work out that way, you know? I don't really want to spoil anything for you but it's been a rough one this year."

"Did we have a girlfriend in the first place?"

"Well, yes of course. We've had a few of them at this point."

"Any boyfriends?"

"Some of those, too-"

"What??" The smaller voice now louder yet still less confident sounding, "really??"

"Oh yeah a few. They are all really good people. I miss them."

"That's fucking awesome!"

"Ha, yeah. But enough about-"

"Could you tell me about-"

"-them I don't really want to get into it."

"-them? I'm so curious!"

A pause.

"Were they bad?"

"Oh, no. Not at all." They clear their throat, "I just miss them is all."

"Oh, okay." the paper rustles again and his voice is stilted once more, "Do you graduate?"

"High school?"

"Uh, yeah?" Said as if it's the most obvious thing in the world.

"Yes."

"I knew it. I knew he was wrong!"

"Yeah, he is. And he will be for a long time. Still is."

"Does he know you're, uh,"

"Gay? No. And he never will."

"I mean, you're not gay, you're bi."

"Well, personally I'd say I'm pansexual but that's-" they get cut off by laughing and start laughing in response, "What?"

"Pansexual? Like attracted to pans?" He starts the laugh louder.

"Oh I'm making that joke to myself now???" they say, hamming up the response to make him laugh harder.

"Then what the fuck does it mean???" He asks through laughs.

"That I'm attracted to anyone I find attractive, not just men and women." The laughter picks up.

"Wait. Hold on." He's laughing hard now, "you can't do that to me wait a minute." It takes a moment but once he's collected himself enough to ask he says, "what do you mean not just men and women?"

"Ohhhh you don't know yet, shit."

The laughter kind of falters, "What do you mean, I don't know yet?"

"It's a complicated thing that took me years to warm up to. You wouldn't get it right now." The laughter has stopped.

"What do you mean? Let me try."

"Okay uh," a pause, "so gender, right? It's portrayed as a male and female thing. Really isn't."

"What do you mean? Seems pretty black and white to me."

"Well, that's because you live in the asscrack of Oregon and it's not shown to you anywhere. Calen has already bullied you into making a tumblr, right?"

"Uh, yeah but I don't really get it."

"Trust me, you will, and it'll open your eyes to a lot of culture you're missing."

"What do you mean?"

A long pause, "I don't really have the time to get into it, but trust me you learn a lot. There's so much to learn, constantly."

"So, what, I'm just supposed to take your word for it?"

"I'm you, aren't I?"

"I mean, I think you are. Maybe you're different."

Another one sided laugh. "Yeah I am. I've changed a lot in the last 8 years. That's a long time."

"Well no shit."

A pause.

"So what, you're meaning to tell me that you're out here letting people think they aren't a woman, or a man?"

"Hold on-"

"No! What!?" the sound of him rising out of a chair. He's clearly angry "That doesn't make any sense!"

"Whoa, whoa let me-"

"You like that??" He's yelling now.

"Yes!" A loud boom comes from the older voice "Yes I do! And I don't much appreciate you implying it's sick or disgusting!" Also angry now and louder than they need to be. "I do 'like that' and I wouldn't have it any other way! In fact I'm one of them! Deal with it!"

Silence from both participants and you can hear someone sitting down.

"What do you mean you're 'one of them'?" He says, quieter now but still audibly angry.

The older voice is really upset, but quieter, "I'm non-binary. An enby. I don't associate with gender because it's stupid."

The younger voice is quiet for a moment. "I mean, I guess it's kind of cruel to women, sure, but why are you afraid of gender?"

"I'm not afraid of gender. I'm tired of it. I want it to stop."

Silence from both for 12 seconds.

A sniffling sound can be heard.

"So, what? You're not a man? You're a thing?"

"No, I'm a human and I'd appreciate if you'd treat me like one Mr. 'I'm as nice as I can be to people'."

The sound of a bag being picked up and loaded full again can be heard.

"You're just like our father."

The door opens and slams. Faint crying can be heard for a few minutes.

"Fuck. That was horrible. I was horrible."

A chair squeaks, more typing.

"But I'm better now. I want to be."

More typing.

"Oh fuck the recordi-"

Recording ends.

[scarletolsens-blog]

Soft - Part 2

Summary: You’re one of Lance’s gymnasts. He always seemed to treat your worse than the others, with harder trainings and stuff. This year, it’s time to choose who’s going to the Olympics. And, even though everyone in the gym agrees you’re the one who could get the gold, he decides not to take you there. So, you go to his office and ask him why.

Pairing: Lance Tucker x female!reader.

Words: 1989

Warnings: some curse words, you know.

Parts: Part 1 | Part 2 

A/N: leave feedback if you liked it, and tell me if you want to be tagged!

I opened the gym door, entering it. I left my bag on one of the benches and started warming up. Nobody was there, since it was 6 AM on a Sunday. Most of the gymnasts, specially the kids, used to rest on Sundays. Including the coach. Gladly, I knew where he hid the extra key. And he wasn’t bothered about us being there, as long as we didn’t push ourselves too much, in order to not hurt ourselves.

– Good morning, Y/N. – I turned back, seeing coach getting close to me with a brown paper bag.

– What are you doing here, coach?

– Well, I could ask you the same question. I came because you told me you’d come at 7AM.

– Actually – I said, getting up from the floor, where I was siting, stretching my muscles. – I told you I’d be here at 7AM, which meant I’d come before.

He sighed. – Why are you so smart? You’re killing me one of these days. Do you know about any other gymnast who is coming today?

– Usually it’s just Bianca, Ella and me. Bianca said she didn’t feel like coming today, and Ella has been sick for two weeks now.

– Oh, right, have you been talking to her lately? I haven’t had the opportunity to ask her how she was doing by.

– Do you want my honest opinion, coach? – he nodded. – I think she might be pregnant. She had these… nauseas the last times she came and she was all dizzy and that stuff. You know, she has been dating a guy for some time now and they may have done something stupid.

– Do you think so? Ella looks so… responsible. And she’s just 20…

– I don’t know, coach. It’s just my opinion. Now, I’m sorry, but I have to stop gossiping and start training.

– Oh, right. Uh… I have to go to make some paperwork at my office, why don’t you start with your floor routine? And be careful with your falls and receptions, okay? Remember to bend a little bit more your knees. Or you’ll look like a stick. Maybe a dog would like to catch you on the fly.

I laughed and nodded, going to the tapestry and starting my routine. After around half an hour, he came to see it.

– Listen, come here. You’re stiff as fuck, Y/N. Are you nervous?

– Well, we’re talking about the Olympics, so… yeah.

– Then don’t be! Look, you need to relax. Loose yourself a bit. Judges need to see you’re enjoying this! They need to feel good vibes, and so do the people on the audience. They need to believe it, and so do you.

I nodded. – But it’s a lot of pressure.

– I know. Y/N, I’ve been there. But I found my way to relax myself, and you need to find yours.

– What was yours?

– Sex. You know, the Women Team was really fucking hot, so I-

– Okay coach I don’t need to hear anything else!

He laughed.

– Okay, okay. Five minutes of rest and you’ll start with your floor routine once more.

– I’m tired of doing that routine!

– Who’s in charge here?

I sighed.

– You, Coach Tucker.

– Exactly. Now, go pee, drink water, or do whatever you want to do and come back to that fucking routine.

– Yes, Coach Tucker.

I took my phone from the bag and went to the bathroom. I called Bianca and took my phone to my ear.

– Hello? – I heard from the other side of the line.

– You fucking bitch, I’m here alone with Coach!

– Are you? – she said, laughing.

– I am. He came today because I told him I’d come and now we’re here alone!

– Is he trying to flirt with you?

– Bianca, he’s our coach. He could lose his job.

– I know, but I also know him. I’ve been training with him since I was 15, believe me, many girls went to train with Coach Gregory because of him.

– Coach Gregory? Hope Gregory?

– Yeah. Now listen, what is he doing?

– He’s not flirting. He’s making me do the floor routine all over again and telling me to relax.

– Uhm… I bet that by the end of the day he will have asked you out.

– You have too much imagination, my friend. I have to leave you, or he’ll come look for me.

She laughed.

– Okay then. See you tomorrow, beauty.

– Bye – I said, and hung the phone.

I went out of the room and, as Coach wasn’t there, went to the bars. I started my routine, until I heard someone whistling, and I fell to the floor.

– What are you doing? I thought I had told you to keep practicing the floor routine.

I seethed, looking at him.

– And I told you I didn’t want to keep doing it.

– So you disobeyed me?

– Yeah. – I said, getting up.

He smiled.

– That is exactly the version of you you need for the Olympics, dear. By the way, are you okay?

– My ass hurts.

He laughed.

– Can you move?

– I think. – I said, walking towards him.

– You look like a dizzy duck. Do you want some ice on it?

I nodded, and we both went to his office, where he had a fridge. He opened it, looking for ice.

– I don’t… I don’t have ice. Can you use a cold beer?

I looked at him.

– Are you being serious?

He showed me the beer.

– One hundred percent.

I sighed.

– Okay… – I took the beer, placing it in my butt cheek.

– I don’t think you will get anything worse than an ugly bruise. Good that your butt can’t be seen with your leotard.

– Yeah, what a lucky girl I am.

– Hey.

– Hey.

– Do you want to go have lunch after we finish? – he said, siting on his table. I looked at him with my eyebrows raised. – It’s not a date. Well, unless you want it to be.

I smiled, looking at my bare foot.

– Yeah, it’d be nice. Where can we go?

– Hum, I feel like… burger.

– And what about my diet, Coach?

He shrugged.

– I guess you can skip it for a day.

I shook my head, laughing.

– Well, fine. We can go there then.

– Great – he said, smiling. – Is your butty better?

– Did you just call it…

– Well, it’s a a tiny cute butty.

– Okay, I think I’m gonna go do my routine again… – I said, handing him the beer. – Don’t do anything weird with it just because it had been on my “tiny cute butty”, okay? – I said, leaving the office while he laughed.

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[rfa-squad-blog]

Hi! Uhm hc on how would RFA+V+Saeran would do and feel of MC sometimes feels hurt whenever her ex talks to her. She says she had already moved on but she still feel pain sometimes. Thanks!

I’m not sure if we did these right but I hope you like them. Sorry for any spelling mistakes i’m sick AF right now. Also these ex boyfriends say some mean shit so be careful! Love you guys - Mod MC

Zen:

Your ex was such a huge flirt and because of this nature he was basically a playboy

Because of his fickle nature he ended up cheating on you and when you found out it broke your heart and you broke up with him.

It had taken months before you got over him but you were with Zen now for more than two years and you honestly thought he was the one.

You were shopping for the holidays when you ran into your ex and even though you had a messy breakup he was still flirting with you hardcore.

When you basically rejected all of his advances he started to get angry.

“So I heard you were with that popular musical actor Zae or whatever, how’s that going for you?”

“His name is Zen and I don’t have to tell you anything about my life anymore so mind your own business.” You snapped at him tired of being around him.

“Woah, easy there. I was just asking because I know you left me because I had an affair, you know since he’s so popular he’ll probably end up cheating on you too. After all you are very naive. Oh man it was so easy to lie to you.” He started to laugh in that fake laugh of his that you always hated

“Zen would never do anything like that to hurt me. He loves me and will always be a better man than you will ever be.” You spat out.

“I’m just saying that you aren’t anything special and he is a pretty famous guy, why would he even stick around with you? I’m telling you now so you won’t be shocked in the future but he will cheat on you.” You couldn’t stand being around this jerk for a second longer and quickly turned around and walked away.

Even though you were over this jerk it still hurt when you thought about how he cheated on you, and his words today hurt more. You walked back to Zen’s place in a daze.

You knew you weren’t anything great compared to Zen and he could do honestly better.

Your ex’s words started to replay in your head and before you knew it you were curled up on zen’s couch crying your heart out.

One of your biggest insecurities was that you weren’t good enough for Zen, and even though you knew Zen would never stoop as low as to cheat on you it still hurt to hear someone else point out your flaws.

Zen would be home soon and you tried your best to look like you weren’t just crying your heart out, you really did not want to talk about what happened today, especially since your ex’s were always a touchy topic to Zen.

“MC, were you crying your eyes are all puffy? Are you okay? What happened?” Zen said as soon as he saw your face. Well so much for acting as if nothing happened.

Upon hearing Zen’s voice you started to tear up again and in three short strides Zen was right in front of you hugging you tightly and petting your hair.

“Z-zen, you aren’t going to cheat on me are you?” You sobbed out, you knew you were being ridiculous but you couldn’t help it.

“What, MC what are you talking about I would never cheat on you. I thought you knew that.” Zen asked, shock clearly on his face but he continued to hug you tightly.

“I know! I know you wouldn’t cheat on me but ever since I ran into that jerk and he said that since I am basically nothing compared to you I can’t stop thinking about it. I know its stupid. But you are just so amazing, and I-I’m not.” You said in a small voice, saying outloud hurt worse than hearing your ex say it.

At your words Zen grew stiff and he gently pushed you away from you but still held onto your shoulders. He looked furious though.

“Who was this bastard that ever made you doubt yourself. Who is this asshole, tell me right now so I can go kick his ass.” Zen growled out.

You quickly told him about your encounter with your ex and the horrible things he said to you, by the end of your story Zen looked livid.

“Who the hell does he think he is talking to you like that. First of all he was the dumbass who cheated on you and now he tells you are not good enough for me? I am gonna kill this guy. Listen here MC you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You help me grow as a person and you are so kind and beautiful and if there is anyone in this relationship that isn’t worthy is me.”

You looked up at him in shock when he said those words.

“MC I love you so much, you mean the world to me and honestly I would be so lost without you here with me. Please, you mean so much to me don’t listen to that jerk you are so perfect and amazing.” Zen said pulling you closer to him again.

“Zen I love you so much too. I’m sorry.” You said and then he gave you the sweetest kiss ever. You were silly to ever think that Zen would be anything like that toxic jerk.

4 months later you were happily engaged and the next time you ran into your ex you showed him your engagement ring and then showed him the finger before he got another word in.

-Mod DK

Yoosung:

You were chilling with Yoosung and playing video games

It was just supposed to be a quick study break

While the two of you were playing you got a text

It was from your ex boyfriend

“Hey kiddo, I see you’re still playing games. You always did act like a child”

Attached was a picture of you playing video games.

Yoosung took it and you posted it on instagram

Your ex liked to keep tabs on you

And boy did he try to worm his way back into your life at any chance

But you were over it, he never took you seriously

He just treated you like a kid

And so you ended it

That’s part of why you identified with Yoosung

Because he wanted to be taken seriously too.

And so the two of you were a perfect match

You respected and understood each other

So instead of responding to your ex

You took a silly selfie of yoosung and yourself and posted it on instagram for your ex to see.

Seven:

You were waiting for seven to finish work and laying in bed

Your phone vibrated with a notification

Miss me?

Your heart clenched

You knew exactly who it was

Your ex boyfriend who was emotionally abusive

You had finally broken it off a few years ago and hadn’t looked back since

He still tried to contact you from time to time but he had no idea where you lived so he couldn’t get to you

All he could do was text

You always blocked the number

Seven knew about the ex boyfriend but he didn’t know that he still tried to contact you.

He found out that night when he came into the bedroom to see you crying.

You handed him your phone and he saw all of the nasty messages your ex sent you.

“None of what he said is true MC. You’re the most wonderful person I’ve ever met in my life and I plan to spend the rest of my life making sure you know how amazing you are.”

He held you close to him as you fell asleep, reassuring you that you wouldn’t hear from your ex again.

Let’s just say your ex woke up the next morning to a completely useless phone, computer, and toaster.

Oh and an empty bank account

Seven still isn’t sure how he hacked into the toaster tbh

Jumin:

You had only dated once before Jumin.

This guy was an asshole.

All he ever wanted to do was smoke weed and hang out with his friends.

He never made you feel special.

You hadn’t been in the relationship just for the dates but a few outtings would have been nice.

When you finally ended things you had decided to look for a more mature man the next time you decided to enter a relationship.

Enter Jumin. He may only just be sorting out his emotions but dude is hella mature other than when he picks on the RFA members.

He’s got a stable (well paying) job and his own apartment.

You were in love with him for far deeper reasons than that but the fact that he was a real adult only helped things.

You had completely moved on from your ex, or so you thought.

He texted you one night while Jumin was away on a business trip.

Guess you got what you wanted.

You aren’t sure why that text sent a shock to your stomach.

You texted back, slightly confused about his cryptic message.

What do you mean?

His response was instant. I saw a magazine with a picture of you and that rich CEO guy. You’re such a gold digger.

You clenched your hand around your phone in anger and hurt.

Leave me alone. I love that man and not for his money. You’re just jealous. I guess you never grew up.

He texted back something else that was nasty but you chose to ignore it and deleted all of the messages. Tears welled up in your eyes at the nasty names he called you and you fell asleep like that.

The next morning you awoke to the sounds of Jumin moving around in the kitchen.

You ran to him, excited that he was finally home and grasped him tightly.

He wrapped his arms around you and chuckled, placing a kiss on your messy hair.

When you looked up at him he frowned.

“MC, have you been crying?”

You used your phone as a makeshift mirror and sure enough there was mascara dried in tear streaks under your eyes.

“It’s nothing don’t worry about it.”

“MC I will always worry about it. Anything that hurts you hurts me as well.”

“My ex called me a gold digger.” you mumbled with your head down.

“MC, what was that?” He tilted your head up so that you had to look him in the eyes.

You repeated yourself. Jumin was furious.

“How dare he. Love you’re nothing of the sort, you’ve more than proven that.”

He gave you a tight hug and reassured you that the love the two of you shared was nothing superficial. And then after a smouldering kiss he excused himself to speak to seven.

When he came back the two of you cuddled to make up for the time he spent on a business trip.

You aren’t sure exactly what strings he pulled but you never heard from your ex again.

V:

You had told one of your friends from before you joined the RFA about your fiance.

She was curious about him so you explained that he had very poor vision and that is was because of his ex fiance.

You also told her about his career as a photographer.

A few days later you received a text from your ex. He was always rude to you and it didn’t seem as if that had changed in the three years the two of you had been broken up for.

Heard you’re marrying a blind photographer. Good luck with that one.

You didn’t bother to text back. He always said hurtful things.

Your phone pinged a second time, you really downgraded, not like you could’ve done better than me anyways.

That stung. V was your everything.

You let your feelings get the better of you and messaged back.

Why don’t you go mind your own business.

You assumed that would end the conversation but you know what they say about assuming.

Your inbox once again had a notification.

You always were a loser. Thank God we broke up.

You had never been more thankful that you broke up with him when you received that text but the loser comment was a blow to your self esteem.

You let out a high pitched noise drew V’s attention from his office.

He came out to see you curled up on the couch, moping.

He could see alright when he wore glasses and right now he saw you frowning.

He sat down and put your head in his lap, stroking your hair.

“Honey, whats wrong?”

You shoved your phone into his hand and he read the messages.

“You don’t think i’m a loser do you?”

“Of course not love. I think you’re wonderful, you’re the love of my life. If anyone is a loser it’s him. He lost out on the most amazing girl in the world.”

You sat up and moved into V’s lap kissing him on the mouth tenderly.

“Thanks babe, I don’t think you’re a downgrade either. You’re the most important person in my life.”

The two of you spent the rest of the afternoon cuddling.

Saeran:  

Saeran was at the grocery store getting ingredients for dinner.

The two of you were planning to try a new recipe.

You were messing around on your phone when a message from an unknown number popped up.

Thinking it was Saeran trying to mess with you, you texted back.

“Saeran, honey when will you be home I miss you!”

Your phone buzzed with a notification.

“Who the fuck is Saeran, you slut. You always did move on quickly.”

Your blood ran cold and you cautiously texted back.

“Who is this?”

You got an immediate response, “Your ex boyfriend, we broke up a year ago, have you whored around so much that your forgot.”

This man was the worst person you had ever met and the reason that you hadn’t dated for nearly a year before you met Saeran.

Tears ran down your face, they blurred your vision to the point that you couldn’t text back even if you had wanted to. Which you didn’t.

You heard the front door shut and tried to escape to your bedroom so Saeran wouldn’t see you crying.

He came into your bedroom immediately after setting down the groceries and he caught you wiping away your tears.

He pulled you into a loose embrace and pressed your face to his chest saying nothing until your tears slowed.

“What happened?”

His tone left no room for negotiation and you handed him your phone.

By the time he was done reading the short conversation he was fuming.

“I’m going to ruin him. How dare he speak to you that way. You are mine. He has no right to call you a slut. I love you MC. Don’t believe what he said to you it’s bullshit.”

You said nothing and decided to put all of you love into the kisses that you peppered Saeran’s face with.

He picked you up and carried you to the bed where the two of you cuddled and talked until you needed to get up and start cooking.

Later that evening you checked your phone and noticed a picture had been sent to your ex.

It was a picture of you and Saeran, he was kissing your cheek and flipping the camera off.

You giggled and kissed Saeran once again. 

-Mod MC

[geekoftherings]

Re: long “about you” (circa 2013 vs now)

I’m going through my posts (which is a terrible idea with 18,000+ posts), and I have found this “about you” survey thing. For my personal enjoyment, and any followers who cares enjoyment, I am answering it again, but also keeping my original answers (from November 1st, 2013--first semester of college, still living at home, had never gone on a real date, poor lil baby me). 

New answers in bold! Read if you wanna compare first semester of college me to last semester of college me. 

1. Are you satisfied with the way your life is right now? Mostly, yeah,

Yeah, I’d keep this answer about the same honestly. Satisfaction seems like such a hard thing to quantify. I want more. I always want more. I’m an ambitious person. But right now in this moment, I’m getting decent grades, in a decent apartment, with an amazing partner, I have enough food, enough money to buy coffee on the way to class, enough hope for the future to keep going. Pretty satisfied with the right now life, and I’m excited for the more to come. 

2. Do you drink enough water? No, water is gross.

God no, never. I drink mostly coffee and wine. I am never hydrated enough.

3. When was the last time you ate at Burger King? Like a year or more ago, I guess.

I . . . have no idea? Have I eaten at Burger King since 2012? Maybe? I had Wendy’s today, let’s pretend that counts.

4. Do you prefer the beach or the mountains? I’m more familiar with beaches, but ugh mountains sure look pretty.

This is the same answer. I have far more experience with beaches than mountains, but I still really love looking at mountains (also at beaches (also at anything else pretty)). 

5. How do you usually feel when you wake up on a morning? I try to avoid waking up in the morning.

A strange mixture of sad and mad. I super dislike waking up. It makes me angry. My partner has told me, when I’ve asked them to help me wake up, “but you get mad at me when I wake you up.” Yes, sorry I know, it’s not you, it’s waking up--it sucks. Angry at whatever has woken me up, and sad because I get very sad when sleepy. 

6. Would you rather take someone on a date, or be taken on a date? I would rather just not go on a date. Can’t we watch sci-fi and cuddle on the couch instead?

Yeah all three. I really love being spoiled, being taken somewhere and treated sweetly and kissed passionately, and I really love taking someone somewhere and treated them sweetly and kissing them passionately. I also love stay-in dates. Let’s watch ATLA in bed and eat ice cream? (actually a super common date with my partner and I--I love it<3 and them<3). 

7. When was the last time you wore high heeled shoes? About a month ago! I was sexy, man, sexy.

Ooooh. I have not very high heels I wear nearly daily, a little bit higher but still not high heels I wore at work this summer, and then I had actual high heels that I wore to a fundraiser wine-tasting thing with my mother this summer. So high heels a few months ago? I was still super sexy, man, so sexy.  (instagram plug if you’re interested in my sexy self: https://www.instagram.com/p/BVulYuWFfS5/?taken-by=geekoftherings )

8. How often do you cry? I get a little teary eyed when I see LotR posts, but I hardly ever actually cry. Real crying happens like once a month, maybe.

HA. HA. HA. Like two days ago. I’ve been crying nearly daily lately. I’m a mess. (this feels contradictory to the satisfaction as mentioned above, but it’s not really. I can be fully aware of how nice my life is, how satisfied I am with it, and still be depression and neurotic and a general anxious mess. It’s fun.)

9. Ever had a crush on a teacher? I was homeschooled until this year when I started college, so no, I’ve never had a crush on a teacher.

Still gonna say no. I’ve had teachers I’ve thought were really cute (one grad student teacher that everyone in the class agreed “wanna fuck that”), and I’ve had a teacher who crushed on me (that was weird). But never a person I’ve actually crushed on. 

10. Can you wire a plug? I’ve changed outlets before. Does that count?

Same answer. Still wondering if changing outlets counts. 

11. Do you wear socks to bed? No. Socks annoy my feet.

^^^ still annoying. Only do it if really cold. 

12. What is currently bugging you? I am currently bugged that I have homework that I don’t want to do. Homework bugs me.

Yeah yeah, still avoiding homework. 

13. Where were you when you got your first period? I woke up in a puddle of blood when I was about 13. That was fun.

Oh yeah this answer can’t change. Still true. I was 13 and slept hard enough to wake up in a puddle. I still wake up in puddles occasionally. It’s great fun.

14. Can you change a car tire? Yeah, I’ve helped my dad do it before, but truth is, I can’t do it by myself. I’m too weak.

Yeah still same. I don’t think I could actually do it by myself, but, in theory, I know how. 

15. Have you met more than ten celebrities? I’ve never met any. D:

I am going to argue that I have because I think I have met pre-celebrities. “Celebrities” being interrupted lightly. The thing about being a creative writing major is most of my classmates are aspiring novelists or poets, and I think some of them are really good and/or really determined. While writers are very rarely “celebrities”, I think for the writing community, at least 10 of them will be noted in some form or another. 

16. Do you sleep naked? Eh, I have a couple times, but I prefer clothes.

Sometimes after sex, yeah, but usually I’ll put on undies and a shirt. I find it more comfy. 

17. What was the best music gig you’ve ever attended? Oh man. I’ve seen some good concerts. I recently saw Skillet, and boy howdy, they were good. They knew how to put on a show. Other good ones were Sick Puppies, Staind, and Halestorm.

GREEN DAY. They were the best fucking concert ever. AND ALSO.  I groped my partner throughout the entire concert, which made it even better. 

18. Have you ever had sexual feelings for anyone you follow? Yo, I follow Joseph Gordon-Levitt. Of course I have had sexual feelings for someone I follow.

I follow my partner, and I have sex with them daily. So yes. 

19. Do you think bisexual candycorn is hot? Candycorn is gross, but I’m bisexual and hot.

Actually, I am not bi. This was little baby me trying to find a word to describe my sexuality, and, upon finding bisexual, clung to it firmly and with great passion. At this point in my life, I am choosing to not pick a firmer label and am just going with queer. Bi is too limiting, too binary. Pan is more accurate, but I feel weird about that, like it still doesn’t feel right. So. I am identifying as queer now. 

20. Favourite Disney princess? Mulan and Merida. Those are some strong-willed women who don’t need a man.

^^^ YES.

21. Favourite city? Minas Tirith.

Yeah, true, it’s a cool city. I really like Philadelphia though. I’ve loved living here, it’s such a cool city. I’m going to miss it a lot when I graduate and move away. I’m excited to try on Chicago though, and I look forward to trying some west coast cities--Portland maybe? San Fran maybe? 

22. Can you drive? Yeah, but I don’t like it.

NOT LEGALLY. I couldn’t then either, yo. I can drive, as in I know how and have done it before, I don’t drive and don’t have a licence. HOPEFULLY that is coming soon. 

23. Cigarettes or alcohol? Alcohol. Yes.

Draaaaaank. 

24. Exercise or healthy eating? I am currently consuming beer and animal crackers. Healthy eating isn’t a priority of mine. As for exercise, I have asthma and nearly die when I try to!

Lol I am currently consuming a poptart and rum, and I still have asthma. Yeah, some things never changed. 

25. Favourite and least favourite accents? I love accents. I have never met one I didn’t like. My favorite though is probably Scottish.

Yeeaaaah, gimme some sexy Scots speaking so thickly I can’t understand it. It’s so pretty though.

26. What are you looking forward to? Not doing homework.

GRADUATION. I’m so close. I’m so ready. So uhm. Basically the same as then, but in a more long-term way (until I go to grad school--but that’s a couple years off probably).

27. Did you play Red Rover when you were a child? Bitch, I was the Blue Ranger.

I don’t know what my answer means honestly. But yes to both. 

28. Are you more attracted to men or women? Erm, men. Preferences are okay. ^_^

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I will probably stick to my assertion of a masculine preference, but I feel as though it needs to be wigglier, looser.  More of a shrug and less of an assertion, honestly. 

29. Do you like 1980s fashion? Lolno

I appreciate it for it is.