#Xin bsd posting

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Saw someone mention Beast!Atsushi's collar on my timeline and got devasted by how pain is such an intricate part of his character and it has such a violently beautiful spin to it in the BEAST universe.

55 minutes explains it better than I can, but pain is consistantly so very important to the little tiger guy; pain is what makes him connect to others and understand them in ways other people might not (looking at you, Lucy Montgomery), it does shape him because that's all he knew, it is also something that makes him know he's alive and Wants to Live (Hi Shibusawa that is your doing), but--

-- but oh my god is BEAST fucking devastating in this regard. He doesn't just hate pain, he actively fears it, yet is constantly tormented by the aforementioned collar. Pain is quite literally all he knows most of the time, it's his ability limitator that quite literally keeps him from losing himself, and he's scared of the very safe net he has (if you can call it that).

Elise also tells him at the end of the book that he doesn't want to die, he just doesn't want to live, and that is potentially the saddest line I've seen Asagiri write because man. What the fuck.

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im in the process of moving this blog to another location to the carrd has been moved to that location for now ! thank you for letting me know i'll post the muse list attached so people can see if they're interested in still writing with me in the future <3

HSR: caelus, gepard. danmei muses: lan wangji, feng xin, luo binghe. genshin Impact: wriothesley, diluc ragnvindr, kaedehara kazuha. BSD: akutagawa, tetchō, ranpo, nikolai. fate: enkidu. chainsaw Man: aki hayakawa JJK: yuji itadori, yuta okkotsu, maki zenin, kento nanami, utahime iori & junpei yoshino.  MHA: hawks, shoto todoroki. demon slayer: sanemi ( also considering others maybe obanai or tanjiro idk ) jjba muses : caesar ( might also add others if the interest is there i love jjba ) league: zed.

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About Me:

Heyy! I'm Leaf! I'm 18+ and I'm recently getting back into writing things. My pronouns are She/Her but I'm also not bothered at all. At University I study Psychology and Counselling! I love dinosaurs, and I have recently discovered I am not the best at writing full fics, and I seem to thrive in Oneshots! My favourite colour is also green.

Currently, my hyper fixations are on Call Of Duty and Heavens Official Blessing. My fav characters from COD are: Kyle Garrick (Gaz), Logan Walker, the rest of Task Force 141 and the rest of 'Ghosts' team (STALKER). Yes I absolutely analysed their character profiles and team profiles. Feng Xin and Mu Qing are my OTP ship and I will die on that ship.

I hate all of you who hated on COD Ghosts. :(

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*Fandoms I Will Write For:

DC/Batman series (Mostly BatFam though)

COD (Call of Duty) (Ghosts, MW)

TGCF (Heaven's Officials Blessing)

JJK (Jujutsu Kaisen)

Voltron

MDZS (Grandmaster Of Demonic Cultivation)

BSD (Bungo Stray Dogs)

SK8 The Infinity

VNC (Case Study of Vanitas)

Genshin Impact

Haikyuu

*What things I will write:

Ships between characters

Fluff

Angst

x readers (possibly if i get asks)

Platonic ships

*Things I Won't Write:

Smut (Not yet at least)

Ships with minors in (Minor x adult etc.)

Cheating fics

*Warnings:

Angst (a lot most likely)

Mental health

Violence

Weapons

Alcohol

Medical and Military Inaccuracies

*Subject to change

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Hi do you still have some headcanons for your bsd tgcf au you sparked some fireworks in my mind and now I need more if you have some :)

hi!! i'm flattered that you're interested in my au, but unfortunately, i never ended up making more beyond that original post lol. it gained really slow traction at first so i didn't think anyone cared

however, if you're interested, i DO have some notes on an old bsd/tgcf crossover. i won't be able to write it anymore though bc my writing process has changed a LOT since then

• 2 ½ centuries after the canon events of tgcf

• (random note: pei xiu and shi qingxuan have re-ascended)

• mount tong'lu opens up again

• a bunch of martial gods and junior officials are sent to cut off the paths, but a powerful savage-level ghost called "rashoumon" kills them off

• rashoumon has the ability to turn the fabric of his clothing into whatever he wants

• the heavenly officials have a meeting in the public communication array and decide to send martial gods to kill off any ghosts who have a shot at becoming supremes again

• hua cheng, xie lian, pei ming, lang qianqiu, mu qing, and feng xin are sent again

• guzi also goes

• shi qingxuan insists on going too because she believed there's a chance that he xuan will be there

• a god known as dazai osamu, who ascended a century ago and is able to nullify spiritual energy with a single touch, also goes because, based on the description of rashoumon's abilities, he believes he knows him

• he brings along nakajima atsushi, a god who can transform into a tiger and used to be his deputy god

• obviously, one of their big targets is rashoumon

• but there's also he xuan who might seek going through the kiln to become even more powerful

• he and shi qingxuan meet again and their relationship is beyond repair

• however, he xuan confesses to regretting exacting revenge on shi wudu and that he genuinely cared for shi qingxuan despite everything

• they seperate again, but not before he xuan properly apologizes

• there's also another savage-level ghost called "arahabaki" that can crush people into the ground and move things with his mind

• about a century ago, a man with the same powers infiltrated ghost city with a few subordinates and burned down the qiandeng temple

• (still refering to what happened a century ago) hua cheng and xie lian hunted him down to a cultivation sect and found the man insanely drunk on wine

• they fought, and despite the fact that the man was a mortal at the time, his martial arts abilities and spiritual abilities forced the both of them to fight to their limits

• there was a point where the both of them were being crushed into the ground and hua cheng took the opportunity to get e'ming to stab him in the back

• apparently, that wasn't even the full extent of the man's power

• he muttered, "dammit. you better come back for me, you bastard. o grantors of dark disgrace, you need not wake me again."

• the humanity in his eyes disappeared and he became a terrifying being, sending blasts of pressure at them

• hua cheng and xie lian barely escaped with their lives

• (present day again) they find arahabaki and it turns out, his name was nakahara chuuya

• he fights with hua cheng and xie lian again until dazai nullifies his ability and knocks him out gently when things become too intense

• hua cheng: "what was that for?"

• dazai: "as much as i respect you and your power, you can only dream of ever reaching the same level as chuuya."

• that night at the camp the gods have set up, hua cheng, xie lian, and dazai explain how they each know chuuya

• dazai explains how they were partners in a cultivation group called the "port sect" led by a man named mori ougai

• mori, along with a man named fukuzawa yukuchi, was an apprentice of a god named natsume souseki who discovered that every soul was unique, and if one went under certain training, they could unlock an ability unique only to them

• mori and fukuzawa discovered their own abilities and went on to teach other cultivators to help unlock their abilities

annnd that's all i got 😭😭 sorry, i wish i had more. if anyone wants to pick up after me, i'd be fine with that as long as i'm given credit and a link to the fic

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I desperately need Asagiri to write a novel about Hunting Dogs. Except there's no backstories there's no angst it's just the same vibe as the day before Atsushi's entrance exam novel. It's 150 pages worth of Jouno trying to get Fukuchi to sign a restrictive order to ban Tetchou from cooking, it's Teruko on Tachihara's shoulders inviting Suegiku to a 2v2 duel, it's just them trying to get their paperwork done and failing miserably.

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What if BSD season 4 is going to be monochrome till the moment Fukuzawa gifts Ranpo his glasses. And then it's suddenly full of color. What if

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Thinking thoughts about how much I disagree with "warm hands Chuuya - cold hands Dazai" headcanon since Arahabaki, aka corruption, has been described as "black flames" ssso many times, and black coloured things are known for absorbing heat. I am fully convinced producing flames like that or black holes in general should consume most of Chuuya's body warmth to a point of hypothermia.

As for Dazai? I was fucking around with bandages and found out that wearing those is, in fact, very warm. This man essentially has a secondary layer of clothes under his regular clothes no fucking way he has cold hands

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Tanizaki's and Kunikida's friendship has got to be the most underrated dynamic so far. Literally has never seen anyone mention them despite the two definitely being close? We see them seemingly seamlessly work together both in Dead Apple (if I remember correctly) and DOA arc as well as Atsushi's entrance exam, both in anime and the novel. Like Tanizaki is Doppo's go-to when he needs extra hands for a plan or a scheme against Dazai and not only and you're telling me no one discusses that or thinks about it at all? Absolutely foul if you ask me

Personally would love to think that since Tanizaki is one of the younger ADA members Kunikida was the one to teach him how to hold a gun (tho I would Not be surprised if he already knew) or maybe even tutored him and Naomi a bit in terms of math.

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I'm cursing Asagiri because Gaiden almost made me cry today but what's worse it made me draw Ayatsuji

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Dazai "I am not human for I am a demon and can never be even remotely as good or humane as they are" Osamu and Fyodor "I am incredibly human because things that make us human are the terrible things humans try to get rid of and not the idealistic concept that society created" Dostoyevsky. By the way.

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We won, Tanizaki nation. If there is one. I don't care honestly I won today that's what matters

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The regular "Naomi is an illusion created by Junichiro" BSD AU with a twist: Tanizaki is FtM and Naomi is what he looked like when he was younger, so when transitioning he created Naomi to pretend it's still him and he is just a distant brother of Naomi's no one heard of

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I really like the thought that Dazai's plans actually almost never work. Like yeah he does the outline and the direction of the strategy & stuff, but he himself openly admitts it's impossible to calculate everything at once, especially with alive people. The only reason his plans end up working out is because in ADA there's Ranpo to fix and readjust those on the go, and in Port Mafia times it was Chuuya who did that.

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Have we seriously considered the possibility that Mori will ask for Kunikida instead of Dazai/Yosano/anyone else?

He's the closest we have to the president if Fukuzawa's really gone and it would be an amazing move to make because frankly. No one else in the ADA is fit to be the president.

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Proclaiming Ayatsuji my second cat whilst Tanizaki being the first one and putting them on opposite sides of a spectrum, because Tanizaki is a "must protect the wet miserable guy" type of cat and Ayatsuji is a "I will throw this thing at a wall at a terminal velocity" type of cat

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"Dazai's a genius this, Dazai's a genius that" my man's most reliable trick is playing rock-paper-scissors with people that somehow always works