#ahhh jfc I don't even know

[vole-mon-amour]

3x11, part 3. RJK edition.

Listen. LISTEN. The boy feels so lost & his home is PEOPLE. Roy & Jamie are RIGHT. THERE. I NEED it. I need not only Jamie having vulnerable moments with Roy, I need Roy to be able to talk about it and/or at least hold Jamie and mean it. I need to see Jamie hugging both of them and feeling safe, and loved, and HOME. I need Jamie to know that he belongs, and he's good, and he deserves all the good things only.

This is honestly such a huge topic & I've been thinking about it from time to time. Jamie/happiness please and thank you. And somebody quietly take out his dad so Jamie can process it and let out a sigh of relief. I know it's not that easy, I've been there, still going through it tbh, a lot of trauma and feelings, but still.

Babe, your hair is beautiful & I love it, don't listen to that.

Keeley: puts even more pressure on Jamie to the point where Jamie is even more overwhelmed.

She's no better at it than Roy lol. Made it worse somehow.

"If only I could have a friend who'd stick with me until the end. And walk along beside the sea, share a bit of moon with me."

Those friends:

I can't get over the fact that Roy acts like a human towards Jamie? Like, it's the most "I care about him A LOT" & humane thing we've ever seen at this point, I think? Especially after that weird string episode that I often just want to ignore?

"I wanted it to be you. I wanted it to be you so badly."

I find their reactions so interesting? Keeley is straight up bored and tired. Roy is crying which is even in character, after he watched Love Island with Jamie in it & all those yoga sessions and drinking wine after. Jamie is... one eye red. Jfc, someone hug Jamie and be there for him. Just unite all three already. While Keeley can have her beauty sleep, Roy and Jamie can have spend their time together.

Not sure if I should watch You've got mail, but yeah.

Are we gonna ignore this? The way Roy looks at Jamie. The theme of Roy being so worried about Jamie that he brings Keeley in and he tries his absolute best to help Jamie and make him feel better. Like, I always shipped them, but right now it feels more than ever justifiable? Not like I imagine it but the way it's RIGHT. THERE. It's not one sided. It's "I care about you, too, and I'm trying to make ti right." Maybe a kiss or two would set it into the right direction, but still. Baby steps (at the end of s3).

???? Ot3???? Poly canon when???

"...share a bit of moon with me."

is this the new "Let's get lost"? For ot3 this time? C'mon. How am I supposed to ignore this? It's so romantically coded.

Roy, you very much can if you don't kiss him and if you keep pretending you and Keeley are not dating again. Like, talk to him. Invite him in. You two are fools. Keeley sees it though.

There goes "I care about you" again.

Jamie is such a sweet and gentle boy. Making sure he didn't push either of them.

Seriously though. He. Him. And his hair (unironically). And his rings.

Jamie's smile getting wider, heh. The neighborhood he grew up in? Or the neighborhood his mom ran away to from James?

Jamie is the best sunshine of all the sunshines. Both Jamie and Roy being dressed in black :)) They really are so alike.

I feel honored to finally meet Jamie's mom. Wow, she and her husband seem so different from James, and you can see why Jamie is the way that he is. I still have questions on why Jamie was abused so much by his dad while his mom is right there & judging by Jamie's words she only wants Jamie to be happy. But then again, maybe he really is like that, "I wanted to tell her, but I knew it would hurt her. So I let it hurt me." Which is heartbreaking, but it is what it is, I guess.

This episode Trent met Ted's mom, and Roy and Keeley met Jamie's, and "it's lovely to FINALLY meet you BOTH." I am NOT letting this go. Like, Jamie just decided to take his best friends for a ride and introduce them to his mom. Ahhh.

[lightlycareless]

hihi!! this is my first time writing an ask to anyone on tumblr you dont need to make a reply to this because this is just things i want to say to you theres this song called mascara by deftones that i came across on tiktok, and theres this one part that goes "you're married... to me." right before the beat drops and the way i literally GASPED because it reminded me of your fic and naoya and y/ns marriage 😭pls give it a listen if you have the time! its good i swear also even though im sure youve received a lot of compliments before, i just want to... genuinely thank you for just existing. youre such a wonderful person, in every one of your posts and replies youre so nice and understanding, and youre the most dedicated writer ive ever seen online. youve really made me so so happy with your writing and fic, and i just want you to know how amazing you are. thank you thank you thank you! i dont even realize when but my life went from "just got to make it to friday" to "just got to make it to the next first it hurts update" LOL anyway i hope everything in life goes well for you. once again, thank you. know that there are always people out there that appreciate you and love you!

Hello!!!

First of all, thank you so much for your lovely words!! Like I still can't believe that after so many chapters after starting my story, I'd be getting the support I've had 😭❤️ and you,,,, ghjagjhagjhagka you saying those wonderful things about me just make it even harder to believe!

🥺 I'm a bit teary eyed, ngl... your words really moved me. 😭 thank you so much.

I'm really happy that my work is something you have been enjoying up until now, and while it might take me a while to get back to each reply/ask, I never forget about them and I appreciate them so so much—it's the least I could do after all this wonderful support! I will do my best to continue with my writing so you can keep enjoying it 😭❤️!!!!!! Hopefully the new chapter will be uploaded soon too 🤭 I also get excited when the update day is near hehe. ahhh!!!

Now, onto your song...

Omg… I listened to it and I immediately went to search for it’s meaning/interpretation because I was wow—if you think about it it’s really dark you know?

But going back to what it made me think about Naoya and Y/N—there's no denying it, the song covers the fact they're forced to be together. (or more like Naoya is forcing her, but he doesn't want to let go either, so...)

Highlighting the fact that no matter what the other does, or much they try to get away or act like it isn't happening, it's all for nothing because the papers are signed and they're officially bound to one another😭

That's not the only thing I got from the song though 👀

I also got the idea that it was kind of Naoya mockingly telling Y/N that she can continue fighting him, denying him, and so on... but it’s too bad because “you're [still] married to me.” jfc.

Or also, it could be referring to her longing for Naoaki and how Naoya is a hindrance to that. Damn. Bless you for sharing this song with me, it really gets the angst inspiration going on. And fortunately for us, there's still more to come in the main fic mwaahahahahahahha

Anyways 😏 thank you so much for sending in this lovely ask!! I went back to it here and there whenever I felt particularly down about my skills, or in general, so you don't know how much this meant for me 🥺❤️ I wish I could assertively express how much I appreciate you, your support, and your words 😭❤️ but I hope a thank you will be able to convey such sentiments.

Have a wonderful day, take care of yourself, and hope to see you soon ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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[myyoungroyalsblog]

Liveblog of Gåsmamman season 6 (so spoilers, obviously)

Episode 1

Everyone needs to hug a cow every once in a while😔

Wow is that prison??

Omfg the kid in the car afahsghsgshs

Uhhh how can you just "check" the dark web?? Is it easy or what? Lmao

Fuck, the kids and the kids kids FUCK

Omg not the kid (I don't think she would ever harm the kid but uhhh trauma?? Jfc)

FUCK NINAAAAAAA

Fuck and now Linus

Jfc shit

Holy fuck

Oh god he's gonna find out now😭

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

"Am I dead?" OMG😭😭😭😭😭

Awwww the hug!!!!!!!

Also is he wearing a wedding ring??

Episode 2

Poor baby😭 "I wanna see mama" ahhhhhhh

Are they gonna put her in prison so that she kills Sonja?

Lol I thought that was Fabian for a sec

HOLY FUCK WHAT THE FUCK

What the hell? A fire?

Woah wtf is that even legal??? Jesus christ

Oh fucking new that guard was iffy

Of course they take the wrong person🙄

Who is this bitch?

Oh god she ain't gonna get to the apartment is she?

What the fuck hahahaha she escaped??

Yeah no people don't remember what the fuck you wrote on your CV lmao

Oh shit Emil might lose his job

None of those kids better get hurt or die istg

FUCKING KNEW IT AFSHSGSHDGHSGSGS I HAD A GUT FEELING EMIL WAS IN ON IT

Episode 3

Sonja you can't complain about an ankle monitor are you kidding me???

Omg Linus leaning on his mum my heart😭

Omg the snow is so beautiful!!!!!

Holy shit he was married (did that happen in s5 and I forgot? Lol)

But what if HE is the leak??? Ahhhhh

Hockey? Lmao

Oh that fucker GET HIM GUSTAV

Shit shit shit are they gonna follow him??

Holy FUCK

God poor girl

Vera shut the fuck up

Ohh the piano music is very nice

Oh fuck yeah Gustav is smart😌

Sooooo many secret🙄

Linus heard..... Is he gonna run away again?

Ohh family drama

Fucking knew he was gonna leave

Ohh Lukas helped him (I think?)

But like where the fuck is he gonna go? Can he even drive??

Oop Richard dead

Episode 4

Jfc another chase🙄

Fucking hellllll they know where they are

Preeeetty sure that wasn't Linus who took the photos Zac

I am scared for Linus here ahhhhhh

Oh shit it was, for the passports?

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK RUNNNNN

Fuck

Fucking Dante

Ahhh fuck yeah that was awesome lmao

Okay that was like a tranquilizer or smt right?

Episode 5

Of course the vest lol I forgot about that

Dramaaaaaaaa

I mean I understand Zac, Fredrik is in danger and the bad guys won't hesitate to hurt a child, but I also understand Nina wanting to help her mum

I hate it when my gut is right, that kid seemed in on all this shit (maybe he framed Richard???)

They made themselves a snack wtf afsjsgsh

Did Zac take Linus??

Vera asked for Linus??

FUCK OH YOU ARE SHITTING ME ZAC

Zac you fucking idiot you think they aren't going to hurt him???? Seriously??? FUCK

What the fuck are they making?

Ohhhh Zac I hate you so much right now

Oh

Fuck

Well

Shit

HOLY FUCKING SHIT FUCK

Fuck

And Fredrik????? Without a dad??? And Nina won't know FUCK

Episode 6

Oh wow she old

So I guess she does go to jail in the end?

Oh fuck yeah Gustav you smart son of a bitch

Fuck you Vera for hurting a fucking kid FUCK

I mean if you're gonna raid a place and save a kid better be discreet and not blare your fucking sirens at top volume what the fuck

Why did Dante talk and not shoot Vera? Hello????

SONJA KILL HER

Vera told Linus about Zac right?

Yeah Linus knows Zac's dead

Fuck

Is Winston Barry's son? Idk

Oh shit they are listening

OH SHIT

Jesus fucking christ

But as well Linus needs to say that Zac fucking kidnapped him, like that's why Sonja did what she did

Oh shit Linus called Gustav

Holy shit a bomb????

But they got them ig after YEARS

Awww the graveyard😟

Holy shit hell of a tattoo wow

Ohh Nina found someone

Okay so this is in the future

Did Linus get married??

UM

UM

UM

UUUUUUUUMMMMMMMM

That is so fucking weird no adahsfshsgs

But awww cute bride!!!!

Now go shave that beard afshsgshdh

How many times has Nina changed her hair hahahahahha love the new look!!

Oh you are shitting me

The minute she is out...... WHAT THE FUCK

Oh

Wait

WHAT

OKAY I WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT AFSHSGDJDHDHDGSHSG WHAT

That was some twilight shit right there

I mean I think she's right

Hahahaha FINALLY THEY KISS LMAO

Oh wow

Okay then

Yeah that might have been the best thing for her kids

But like what the hell

👑

Well....... What a ride adahsgdhdgdh glad it didn't end with Linus's beard cause that thing is gonna haunt me in my nightmares afshshdjdh but maybe now the family can live "normally" idk

So many emotions right now I can't even think afajsgsjshd

[misguidedasgardian]

Holy shit theres so much that happened in this chapter jfc but before I get into all of that, I just want to say...

I CANNOT BELIEVE MAEKOR TOOK A PAGE OUT OF HARWIN STRONGS PLAYBOOK AND FATHERED A CHILD WITH A MARRIED WOMAN, YOU KNOW WHAT THEY SAY, LIKE FATHER LIKE SON 🤣🤣🤣

BUT OH MY GOD THIS CHAPTER WAS EPIC!!!

Now Maekor x Helaena wasn't a ship I was expecting but it's a pleasant surprise. Helaena deserves to be with someone who loves her and omg she named their child Maelor in honor of his father which is even cuter and AHHH I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MORE OF THAT HAPPY FAMILY!

The scenes where Harwin kept grabbing onto his son bc of who he's meant to face in battle alone (which wtf you mean to tell me Rhaenyra didn't send anyone else to come and help?? Harwin even sent them a raven and nothing?!?!? OOOOO RHAENYRA IS IN DEEP SHIT NOW)

Now lets talk about the epic of entrances that has been entered in fanfiction...

OUR BADASS QUEEN WHO SHOULD'VE BEEN COMING IN HOT AND READY FOR BATTLE ON HER FRESHLY HEALED DRAGON GOING AFTER VHAGAR WHO WAS GOING AFTER ONE OF HER DRAGONLINGS

OH MY GOD THE BATTLE SCENE WAS FREAKING AWESOME, I MEAN RIP TO QUEEN VHAGAR BUT YOU WAS GOING AFTER MAEKOR AND HIS DRAGON AND THAT WAS A BIG NO NO

And then my second favorite part of this chapter was Helaena coming down to where they had congregated on Dreamfyre all confident and shit... I might start tearing up again 🤧 telling Aemond no more fighting and Aemond looking relieved that she was alive and that Aemma was alive made me want to give him a hug (after I slap the shit out of him for almost taking Reader out to begin with)

My last but not the least in the slightest part of this chapter definitely had to be the collective fuck 'em to both Rhaenyra & the Hightowers. The way they all decided to stop fighting for Kings and Queens they don't believe in anymore collectively as a whole family 😭😭😭😭 ITS SO BEAUTIFUL! THIS IS WHAT VISERYS WANTED, HIS FAMILY UNITED AND NOW THEY ARE. (hes probably not happy about the fuck Rhaenyra part but Aemma (the older one) is probably telling him off in the afterlife for making dumbass decisions and ignoring their other daughter who was the more obvious choice of being ruler)

My god I can't freaking WAIT for Reader to go to Dragonstone and fuck shit up 👊🏻👊🏻 I want a full blowout between the sisters and I want Reader to knock her ass OUT. MY THIRST FOR VENGENCE IS REAL!

P.S. The softer side of me also can't wait for Harwin and Reader's reunion as well 🥺🥺🥺

I loved this so much! Hahaha

Maekar and Helaena are the cutest if I might say so myself… they had love each other for ages, and Maekar likes his women a little older jiji (like two years but anyways)

I don’t even know what Rhaenyra was thinking 😂 she was protecting her own skin, because a naval battle was happening right off shore of Dragonstone and she was scared, she couldn’t tell anything to Daemon, and she hoped the Strongs (Rhaegar included) could figure it out on themselves

OH IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT! I thought it was being too rushed… the battle and all… IM SO GLAD 🥰🥰

Yes poor Vhagar, but for reader and Aemond means to leave a part of their lives behind… like for Aemond means a new beginning and for reader means killing a part, like a rotten part of her allegiances … something like that I suck at metaphors

Yeahh Helaena is getting confident about her “dreams” so she will start following on them, that is what feeling safe with her own dragonslings will make 💕 Poor Aemond what Otto put him trough only to manipulate him! What a Bastard!! He needs a therapist dude… imagine thinking the persons he loves the most are dead… only to be a lie! Anyways

The alliance that should have been from the beginning! Hahaha even though they will not fight for Rhaenyra and Aegon they still face an uglier opponent…

I’m thinking about writing an entire chapter about love reunions! Jajaja pure smuts 💕💕

Thanks my love for this amazing ask! Hahaha I read it a bunch of times! 💕💕

[tahtahfornow]

hi!! i hope i’m not too late x 🦅 and 🤡!

hiiii brynn you could never be too late dear!! <3 ok ok so:

🦅 do you outline fics or fly by the seat of your pants?

lollll i have not outlined a goddamn thing since the eighth grade when it was required, i didn't even outline my MA thesis! i do sometimes scribble vaguely coherent notes to myself for future scenes so that i don't forget, if that perhaps counts.

🤡 what's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

ahhh omg lol i love this one yesssss let me unleash my stupid stupid humor on the poor unsuspecting world haha. ok so weirdly i think i am going to pick this lil exchange from "poppies in october" which, like, is not what i would call a humor fic but 😹. the last line of this did make me snicker dumbly as i was writing it:

“Well,” Remus said, dry.  “In that case.  And you thought you could use, what, my motorcycle expertise while making your purchase?  Might be more up Prongs’s alley, large dangerous machinery and all.” 

“Your Muggle expertise, Moony,” he replied.  “You live with one, hadn’t you heard?  You understand their ways.  I know I’m charming and beautiful”—(and so refreshingly humble, Remus murmured under his breath)—"but I still don’t reckon they’ll let me pay in galleons.  And stupid Prongs hasn’t even taken Muggle Studies, probably doesn’t know what a pound note is, let alone a motorbike.  I know for a fact he used to think ‘Petrol’ was a brand of Muggle soda, might still do.”

jfc many apologies for inflicting this on everyone else please feel free to eye-roll, i am just a gd idiot who cracks up at the idea that james potter thinks petrol (or, inexplicably, GAS to us americans) is a type of soda.

tysm for the ask my love!

[brittapcrrys]

this post just making me think abt something for, like, the 10th time today....

this got so fucking long ahhh i am just. justifying all this to myself as im unpacking where the feeings are coming from jsdfkhs glad i have a psych session next week, guess i know what we're gonna talk abt!!

i was rly generally frustrated this afternoon and got a message to pop around for last minute planning for the help/work im doing for mum's friend for the next few weeks. and like yeah i know that it is generally within my range of abilities, i know that most times i help 'em out like this it's Fine and occasionally even Fun, i know that if im Not Well or anything else i can text and say look can't do it today sorry and that'll be accepted!!!

but. whenever i am asked to Do these things (dog sit / dog walk / plant-sit&garden, etc) for "neighbours" and friends there's like......... they KNOW im unemployed and they KNOW i've done it before so there's this feeling of an unspoken expectation that i WILL say yes, i will agree to do it when and as asked.

and ig to some extent it's reasonable for any of them to think 'she's been happy to do it before so there's good odds she'll probably, hopefully, do it again!' and they're never DEMANDING abt it or anything so maybe it is, at least coming from the 'employer' in each case, mostly just ~in my head~ n something i'm seeing/feeling/projecting that's not Actually in there

but idk when i HAVE had jobs in the past (waitress, cleaner, babysitter, tutor, library assistant) if i got ~called in~ the day before i uhhhh could say no. and would say no. and i didn't feel bad abt it i didn't care like i had a (casual, but pre-planned) roster and i've been fortunate enough that saying 'no, i can't' didn't lose me those scheduled shifts or the job as a whole, i know that. but bc this isn't an ~official~ job there's no structure it's just a 'get a text 1wk-to-12hrs before, help a neighbour, get twenty bucks' kinda deal each time it feels like i HAVE TO say yes. if i don't have some other thing already planned, i have to say Yeah Sure or im evil and horrible and the worst and should be ashamed

excepttttttttt i think. a lot of that. comes from my mum lmao always a fun connection to make. bc i made some exasperated comment mostly to myself during that frustrated moment this afternoon and she was like "well what do you mean? why can't you do it? why would you say no? did you WANT to say no? it's not like you have much else going on... it's not even hard why wuold---" etc etc and dad isn't quite so expressive, ever, but less and less so as the PD continues to wear away at him & his speech in more obvious ways, but has similar sentiments. and like.... just bc THEY can't/won't say no to stuff doesn't mean i shouldn't????? mum will say she needs a week to herself and then 10minutes later has agreed to be a TRT (substitute teacher) for 3.5days that week. dad just thinks 'you do a job until it's done. you get asked to do a job, you do that til it's done' and like let's not even THINK abt the way that has worn each of them down physically and emotionally at different times, including now. like they just view Work and the related Expectations/Obligations differently, i guess? whether that's a generational thing, a ND (me) vs NT thing, a 'farmer and air force electrician' and 'lifelong teacher' and 'we both moved out at 16/17 and supported ourselves from that point on / u can't get something from nothing' thing. i have forgotten where this was going jfc

anyway. the dog will be a lil moody if i don't visit her for a couple hours & go for a walk, but she'll be fine. the plants can be watered by someone else, or - esp in the current weather - just miss a day, they'll bounce back later. me doing these things when asked is not, like, the key to holding the fabric of the universe together. nobody's life is gonna come apart at the seams bc i said 'oh, sorry, i won't be able to d that today/this week'.

and i shouldn't actually have to explain why! maybe i have a migraine and can't stand up straight. maybe i'm having a gastrointestinal Hell Episode. maybe i threw up overnight and am still very distressed abt it. maybe i haven't slept in 48hrs. maybe it's windy and im teetering on the verge of a panic attack and rly cannot be outside in it. maybe it's PMDD time and i know i don't have the patience to interact with another being especially not in a way where im solely responsible for it. maybe im bleeding heavily and cramping to the extreme on and off without warning. maybe i haven't been able to get out of bed all week because i just dont want to exist. MAYBE i just! don't! wanna!

and idt it's fair that anyone says or acts in a way that suggests im doing something Very Wrong or Shameful or Disappointing (there's a difference between, 'oh, that's disappointing, but thanks for letting me know' disappointment & 'why would you do that? what are you thinking?' disappointment, which is the kind i mean). is it gonna be fine most times if i agree to it even when i don't rly want to? yes. it's always mostly fine-ish. it's nto abt avoiding it out of anxiety or whatever like im not nervous abt walking this mini daschund that adores me. im not nervous abt watering plants that are essentially the same as my own at home. it's just, like, weighing up 'would doing this likely improve my mood/day? will it probably just be a non-impact kinda deal? what are the odds it makes me / my day worse?' each time (knowing when my psych appts are, when my period is and general mood shifts during my cycle, how my sleep and mood have been in the day/s before the 'shift', weather, etc etc etc) and determining which is likely to be the most effective and useful (or neutral, sometimes) option for me in that case!

and if that reason is just 'ehhh i really just Dont Want It today/tomorrow' that is also fine, actually

[silversoulstardust]

Hi YES i'd love to see ur ver of law! ((And if i werent shy af id also love to share mine (prob might just slide into ur dms w this one c.c))) If it happens it's gna be pretty underwhelming tho. my plan so far is zou-time law (sans kikoku) bc i think it's the only outfit i can try to pull off ahhh, if even that.

So im currently looking around the secondhands for a white baseball cap (it's so hard to find one without some text on it? Jfc. But ye gna put spots on it w a marker); a black dressshirt; jeans that i might also paint with spots but tbh im too scared ill ruin em (and i only have one pair of blue jeans xD i wear black usually); +plus i'll buy some facepaint n do the tattoos!!; The only one thing i actually have so far at the ready is a black wig, purely by chance. Idk if ill manage the rest in time ahhh.

Whats funny is that im gna be at that con for around 3-4hours tops, and my only motivation to do law is because i wanna let ppl know that i wanna talk ab him asffghjjkl (tho i might be too awkward to actually hold a convo lmao thatll be funny. In and out.). My whole idea w going to that con started actually PURELY bc im deeply hiperfixated w law rn (and by 'right now' i mean 'for the last two months', ever since i read the most recent spoiler regarding him n drowned in the fandom again ahah), and im having a very minimal outlet socially ahh. The next anime-related con i could attend would be in winter.. i dont wanna wait that long..

Sorry for the long message asdfgh it got away from me. ALSO just saw the pool noodle!! Love the idea!!!! We need thorough updates on the progress!!!! (ofc as long as u wanna keep doing em v.v)

bestie there's no such thing as underwhelming cosplay!! it's either you do or you don't and if you do? you already deserve a star bc at least you tried! ⭐ I know how some people are very particular and want it to follow their character design to a perfect t but you also need to consider time and resources for it. some people can afford to buy expensive props while others have to make it from scratch and I think that's the fun part of cosplaying that is lost these days. you have to get crafty ^-^

ashjkl also mildly related to this I love watching hijabi cosplayers getting creative with their costumes whilst covering themselves properly. I think I'm gonna take a leaf out of their book and wear my yellow blouse and make it a modest version of law so I don't have to draw all over my chest lol. I recently cut my hair to a short wolf cut and it's naturally black so that part is settled too :] don't paint on your jeans, though!! it's pretty risky. maybe buy a black cloth duct tape and cut it into small round shapes and paste it on? that's what I'm planning to do to my jeans too hehe

and I feel you on wanting to talk about your fav character with other people!! honestly I can't shut up about luffy even for a second. I went to a concert with another tumblr mutual recently and one piece was all I talked about lol. but since I'm a big lawlu believer I can't help but love torao too 💛

[threeletterslife]

Chapter 12 let's go bitches~

Holy SHIT that dream was... something. Just reading it is horrifying enough, if I actually dreamt something like that I would NOT make it through the night jfc

And the boxy smile??? Anything referencing to my guy taehyung catches my attention 👀 still very curious about what happened to him 😭😭

I've gotten so used to Heli I forgot what a miracle it was that he's here 😭 also considering the fact that we now basically know she's a Darlarean, it makes me even more happy that Heli's attached to her despite her not being Solarian

THE GENERAL YOONGI YOONGI YOONGI YOONGI YOONGI AJSHKABSSIXVWIS SIABAJ

My heart started beating so fast godammit this is the perfect scenario I fucking love you HAHZBABbV

She's riding a tiger that is so fuckinv cool man... I wanna ride heli :(

NOT THE TANK TOP AJZBXJJAZVIA YOONGI WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING GIVE ME SOME WARNING FIRST MY GUY😭😭

I love Woosang already 😭 what a cutie

Wait y/n has fans?? That's actually so adorable, I should have guessed by now but I didn't realise the people would adore her like with the other officers ahshshdb

Okay Jinhee 100% knew what she was doing with "the general always comes alone". She got y/n second guessing everything

Sohee trying to get gossip on the general from y/n is such a mood honestly. Poor y/n's been pushed on the spot but it's okay since it's funny 👌

Wait what did yoongi do? Omg y/n spill the tea

I SKIPPED AHEAD A LITTLE NOPEITY NOPE NOT THE AWKWARD SILENCE NOPEEEE I don't wanna read on... I can't take awkward moments man 😭😭 don't do this to me

SHE FIXED IT THANK GOD hallelujah 😭

Man please don't let something else awkward happen, this is such a cute moment. The Kim family ahhh I love them

Oh yoongi's nostalgic... it must be so weird being away from home for so long, and coming back to everything being exactly the same. And for him especially it must be so bittersweet

The memories... I wanna hug him 😭

Just to fangirl over your writing for a bit: The way their thoughts kind of merged together, and effortlessly transferred from his train of thought to hers... idk how to explain it. It reads so smoothly, you made it fit together so perfectly. In conclusion: I love you

HANA SWEETIEEEEEEE SHES SO CUTE I'm glad to hear she's doing well, lovelie <3

So many thoughts about this chapter, not enough time to write them all down. I have no idea how to write my thoughts into words-

But good. Good chapter 👌👌👌👌. Great chapter. You're doing amazing always <3

Also very exciting that you are now experiencing #adultlife. How's it going with that? To me it genuinely sounds terrifying

See you next time <3333

yes!! the legend is back 😩

your excitement is literally contagious! i wrote the story, but i'm still finding myself getting hyped up over what you're excited about!! this chapter really explored the intricacies of the general's past (his relationship with his family—plus his standing with our oc!!)

i guess word travels fast in solaria 😳 but it's also almost been a year since our oc woke up with all of her memories gone. i'm sure everyone and their mothers have heard of her by now. and to think she's also sort of a prodigy?? bro, who wouldn't stan?? 😩

LMAOOO WRITING AWKWARD MOMENTS IS ACTUALLY MY SPECIALTY (WEIRD FLEX, I KNOW). THIS MAY COME AS HORRIBLE NEWS BUT THERE MIGHT JUST BE MORE TO COME (I'M SORRY)

ahh it also looks like i have done my job 😎 my very intent with this chapter was to make a seamless transition between the thoughts of the general and the oc!! that way, if there were any parallels in their thinking, it would be ultra-obvious!

there were a hell of a lot of topics touched upon in this chapter! it's meant to be the kind where you really have to think about it!

#adultlife is kind of strange. i've already experienced being chased down by a man, a blackout, figuring out how to cook, scrubbing down my whole apartment after spotting two—yes, two—fucking spiders. it has been hectic, especially since i'm balancing summer classes, but i'd rather have a busy schedule than no schedule at all! it keeps me in check LOL. adult life is weird because you get so much freedom, but the caveat is definitely the arbitrary problems that pop up out of nowhere and it's your responsibility to fix them. essentially, no more hand-holding. but i'm honestly fine with that because i was always independent. yet... when it comes to things like spiders and men following me, i have to draw the line

anyways!! thank you for asking and leaving such a fun review to follow!! i always laugh and smile reading all of your thoughts for the latest chapter :) have a great week and see you next time ✨

[littlecafe]

bh used to always be so excited about releasing new songs and wanting to spoil them, so this is just so disheartening. the members not saying or posting anything speaks volumes about it too. we cant even enjoy the last few days with them and say goodbye..

yes exactly the only thing pd101 did for them was give the group the exposure to show themselves. and that producer who went to jail because of the rigging who revealed that bh had an anxiety attack on the street?? and then try and say he WANTED to be rigged out after they revealed he was supposed to be in w1? and gosh dont get me started on those solo fans, the hate all the members got was absolutely ridiculous. the boys can barely have any peace.

i have no clue why, even if pledis sucks id much rather their name be under them.

ahh yea idk why they were always left out of things, nuest was the only group who didnt get a seasons greetings after the merger and they were the only one who didnt get added to the company's rhythm game as well. like why are they always getting ignored??

sorry i was gone for a few days so i'm barely getting to this now!!

in retrospect, the shift after the merger is too real like all the album promos they had after their p101 run and they clearly have the songs to release too but all that...just. gone ;_; ahhh exactly!! it has been all quiet, the only time we've gotten to hear from them were those letters everything is just so sad

since i'm replying late, everything has been released now...i'm too scared to watch the mv and listen to the song, i saw a snippet of the lyrics through the reddit comments while browsing and i already tears up ;____; will try to work up the courage to do watch it later tonight or tomorrow i just really can't believe it's the last, it's coming to an end..

also mini rant/ i was planning on getting this album, just because i've never bought a nu'est album before and this is the final one i feel like i should get it but with how everything went down, with how clearly rushed it looks, how little effort was given to them not just for this "goodbye" album but for basically their entire existence together....the album would be such a bitter buy like just having it and looking at it's white cover ugh...i might still get it anyways but i don't know!!! i'm so on the fence!! it's like buy it to support the boys like, yes we're here LOVEs are still here going strong even if it's the end we love you always, but buying it doesn't change anything....getting good numbers for this album won't magically un-disband them....pledis and **** will still not care AND they get a cut of the sales anyways

p101 really saved them but it's like should i even be thankful to that cursed show, everything else about it was terrible, the rigging, the editing, the drama, i'm grateful they got the best thing they could out of it which was positive exposure and a loving fanbase but god the journey relating to that show is a mess, the solo stans were absolute hell like please just have a normal bias like everyone else smh always doing the most with all of the hate towards the other members

omg seriously??? he really tried and claim all of that happened?? what is wrong with him god he's sick i never caught that part of news because i really just hated the mess that surrounded it, just remembered seeing that he went to jail in the end and i moved on, he's such a terrible human being jfc

exactly and it would make more sense to have it under pledis since that's where they debut like what...8-9 years ago? like why does pledis not even have the rights to their name lmao

huh??? they didn't get a season's greeting either??? omg i'm so out of it i didn't even know that....seriously why are they treated like that...it's not like they don't have fans...it doesn't make sense to just leave them out of things especially when the company gets a cut of the revenue too like you don't want money either?? and ugh that rhythm game, i saw it in my app store the other day i have no idea when they added seventeen, was it not recent? if it wasn't then they could've added nu'est around the same time too but if it's more recent then well. seems like they've been wanting to kick nu'est out for a while now we just didn't realize but they've truly received nothing 🙄🙄 IM SO BITTER

that cursed rhythm game, i might be more annoyed at that game's existence than the average person because as an (ex) dalcom supporter i had a big problem with how b**h** handled the remainder of their contract with dalcom and the superstar bts game 2 years ago, i think i might have deleted my own personal post of it from my blog but if anyone is curious about what i'm talking about, i've dug up the reddit post (also filled with people discussing said company's greedy tendencies and upon other things...)

i think superstar bts, superstar pledis, and superstar gfriend are the only dalcom games that have shut down so far if memory serves me right lol i have a hard time keeping track of their games now because they've made way too many (for gfriend it was because of their disbandment...the other two were for...other reasons open to interpretation)

[meetmeatthecoda]

Do you think the show would turn out to be better if they chose not to write in Megan's pregnancy – i. e. if they didn't create Agnes – or worse?

I'm asking this not because I don't like Agnes – I adore this smart little girl as much as Pinky does – but because I'd like to know your opinion as a writer about how her nonexistence would've changed the show plot-wise.

Ahhh, anon 😅 What an excellent, thought-provoking question, though I'm afraid you're definitely opening a can of worms by asking me!! 😂 (I'm also very flattered that you're interested in my opinion as a "writer" bc I'm certainly not qualified or a professional by any means - my degrees are in music, not English or Literature LOL - but I very much appreciate the compliment & will of course share my opinion since you asked!! 🥰) So... my answer in short? YES, I THINK HER NONEXISTENCE WOULD HAVE CHANGED THE SHOW DRASTICALLY. To be clear, I like her too, she's a sweet little kid who did nothing wrong, ofc!! BUT I don't think she should have been written in at all. After all the drama in the pilot about Liz wanting to adopt a child like she was adopted (kind of) - even if it was with T*m - was a very defining aspect of her character!! I mean, I know things can change obviously, but let's be real, they only wrote it in bc Megan was pregnant WHICH OF COURSE SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO BE!! I just remember them making a big deal about being able to "hide" a pregnancy in a show, as tons of shows have done it before!!

Seriously, they don't always have to include it in the writing. It's a part of life & EVERY actress should have the freedom & choice to have a family without sacrificing or compromising the integrity of her work - after all, men don't have to worry about that!! Sorry, that's my feminist side coming out a little LOL that's besides the point.

BUT I also think the WAY they went about including & introducing the story line was awful (but what else could we expect from TPTB, who we know to be borderline misogynistic & unable to respectfully write female characters lol) what with Liz discovering she was pregnant by being beaten up in a dark parking lot & all. Super classy. BUT - in addition to all that & to actually answer your goddamn question, jfc, I'm sorry - yes, I think the show would have turned out much better, or at least very different!! While Agnes as a plot device can't be blamed for every single instance of bad writing by TPTB (& there's a hell of a lot lmfao) I think there's a lot her nonexistence would have prevented. Let's examine, shall we?? If they hadn't written in the pregnancy, they probably wouldn't have written Liz sleeping with T*m on his stupid fucking boat (when Agnes was supposedly conceived 🤨) & she probably wouldn't have re-married the cockroach at all. NOT TO MENTION there probably wouldn't have been any marketable & inexplicable change in Red & Liz's relationship after 3A when she was released from prison AND we wouldn't have gone down the Slippery Slope of Doom to Hell... 😭 Granted that's all speculation but idk, I think it stands to reason 😓 I mean, I hold Agnesgate near & dear to my heart, for sure, & she is the reason we've been gifted with so much lovely papa!Red content but... we do have to wonder how things would have gone had she never been written, especially given that she's usually pushed off with a nanny or babysitter 98% of the time anyway, only serving to make Liz appear a horrible mother & help to decimate her character even more 😞 Sooooo, anon, there's my two cents for you, I hope that wasn't too boring to slog through LOL 😁 Anyway, thank you again for sending this along, anon, I'm flattered you were interested in my opinion!! 🥰 Much love to you, my friend!! ❤️

P.S. None of this is to say to - had they not included Agnes - Liz should NEVER have had or adopted a baby. Not at all. I think a properly timed pregnancy (for the character) or adoption - when some conflicts in the mythology had been resolved & Liz was in a better place - would have been a lovely addition to the show & her character... especially if it was a Lizzington baby 🥲

[hyperbolicgrinch]

💖🖊👀? :3

💖 What do you like most about your own writing?

AHHH. I guess when it's going right and well, it tends to have a nice flow to it sometimes?

👀 Do you have any WIPs that you would never let see the light of day? If yes, what are they about?

I do, I do, but pfft, it ain't because they're anything I don't want to share. It's just that I suck at finishing and then posting them. 😩 Mostly it's just fandom fic and a few original works. Nothing that's worth details, I promise. 😂

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP.

( 😳 jfc okay but I haven't edited this yet so I'm begging you not to read it 😅🙏)

Chen Yuzhi looked pretty much how he had when the officers had found him at the crime scene. Impeccable, as always, but now with a smudge of desperation on him. Like a man possessed, a vendetta worn over his fine suit. He was a volcano no longer hiding its eruption beneath the ground. He merely sat there, strapped to the chair, staring at the floor, but he overflowed with his pain.

He looked up as Jiang Yuelou stepped into the cell. There was a pause as the universe slowed. As the night turned to a crawl. As they took each other in. Jiang Yuelou didn't know how long they stared. How long they allowed the could haves, those lingering regrets, to marinate between them.

He simply, as usual, got lost in the man. In the spell he somehow carried around, even now, that felt like the eye of a storm. He got lost in how Chen Yuzhi looked so different when broken apart and angry. How his normally perfectly combed hair was now all fringe and neglect. How he was looking back at him with every unsaid thing Jiang Yuelou felt in his own chest. How there were shards there, in Chen Yuzhi's eyes. Bits and pieces of the man who had cared so much about everything else more than himself. Who would do no harm. Who would do no wrong. Who would do nothing so desperate as what he had.

But something had splintered in him and buried that away, or maybe that care was the only thing on display now. So loud, so all consuming, so harassed, that there wasn't room for anything else to be seen. The pain had eaten away the rest of him and now he was so immense it felt more of drowning.

People did so many things out of love, so many beautiful things. So many hideous ones too. And people did many things out of grief. So many terrible things. So many wonderful ones too. To combine the two in the worst way was the fastest route through someone's facade. To their true face. To their heart. To their motive.

Jiang Yuelou could see written all over Chen Yuzhi's face that the loss of his sister had turned all his love into grief, and all his grief into rage. And all that rage into revenge. The fact that Jiang Yuelou had played his part in that was breaking him open. He was desperate for anything that could turn this all around. But there's nothing much left to say, nothing much to persuade or save, when vengeance has been made into a source of comfort.

[xueyangs-pinky-finger]

Omg you've seen a.c.e in concert??? I'm so jealous!!! I've only recently discovered them and I'm sort of in love with Jun. Who's your fave member? They're all such dorks!!! Have you see their new part change video where they're dressed in halloween costumes while they dance?

Hahaha I occasionally post about my cats on my Tumblr so revealing their names might give me away. 😉

I'm also very bad at picking favourites in The Untamed. There are just so many contenders!! But I think lwj and wwx might be at the very top for me. I think I relate a lot to lwj too! I'm usually silent and seem closed off and unemotional until people know me. When I was younger, people have called me expressionless or commented on how I never smiled. And I relate to having grown up with strict rules and struggling to figure out how to navigate the world when you realise that those rules don't work.

I do agree with you about how xue yang might have turned out if he'd had more sympathy and compassion shown to him as a child. I do pity xue yang's, jiggy's and su she's circumstances for the same reason although I could never forgive their actions.

What are your favourite tropes, situations and scenes to read fanfiction about? I really enjoy canon compliant getting together fics, and friends to lovers, and YEARNING (and a lot more but these are the ones I seem to end up reading most). Oh and anything where the female characters get to survive, kick ass and live happily ever after.

-🎵🦄

oh yeah we all went last year on my dad’s birthday, so it was almost a year ago exactly now, wow, time 🛫 they’re such good dancers and seem rly sweet too :(( i can totally see how you’d fall in love w/ jun; he kind of closed his fingers around everyone’s hands in the hi-touch for a moment instead of just doing a brisk high five 🤧

i decided to let myself double bias donghun and chan after the concert, bc there was this moment when we were standing in line for the hi-touch where i was rly sure DH looked right at me?? it’s possible he was looking at the ppl around me too, but like it felt like he was looking right at me. plus we share a bday so like omg fate?? but then chan’s such a qt pie and he literally covered “do you wanna build a snowman?” like how could i not love him?? but yeah all the members are great :’) i haven’t seen that vid yet but i’ll keep it in mind~!

ah, i see 👀

yes, exactly…! i think a lot of us can relate to him, including wyb, lol. i think even my family have trouble reading my emotions~ omg when it was picture day in preschool alskdf i said -_- when ppl actually comment about you not smiling tho, oh my god, that’s the worst !! as if you pointing that out is gonna make me smile, jfc 🙄(dude that scene in captain marvel where the guy tells her she’d look better if she smiled, and she not only doesn’t do so, but also steals his motorcycle... therapeutic)

yeah i’m not at all a forgiving or even trusting person when it comes to real life, but that’s part of the fun of immersing yourself in fiction, heh. mdzs rly is fascinating in how it explores morality~ for some reason jgy and ss don’t break my heart like xy does tho... like i see where they’re coming from, but i don’t feel for them as much? maybe bc they were like twice as old as him when the main bad shit happened to them, idk. xy just feels like a misguided kid who never grew up and learned right from wrong, whereas the others... they feel a bit less childlike and a bit more sinister i guess, lol. i would never condone xy’s behavior tho, as least not with any more seriousness than when whx does so, lmao. it’s low-key kinda fun to jokingly excuse it tho 🙃

so far i’ve only read soft xuexiao fics pls don’t judge me ahhh let me think, back when i used to read a lot of finnpoe fics… i think fluff, mutual pining, coffee shop aus, things like that? for mdzs, i’m just looking for fluff dude, pls, the canon has enough angst alskdf. give me fix-its and aus and reincarnation; i need it !!! while reading the novel, i’m also kind of wishing we got a twilight-style parallel book where it’s just mdzs from lwj’s perspective, so i might look into reading some things from his pov if the novel doesn’t satisfy my curiosity~ all the things you mentioned are rly good too!! i haven’t read any with the ladies yet; do you have any recs? 👉👈

[luvdsc]

i cook with my sister more now than i did back then🤠 and we usually make pasta, rice, or soup (we're not the greatest but we get by with pinterest🤣) we made vegan paninis a few days ago and it was just 😍 i only know my german teacher so well bc i've had him for 3 years [german 1-3] 😃, but i'm sure ur art professors are cool too :) ya shakira doesnt know what aging is 🤣 and her kids are so adorable!!! my school has a strict dress code, but no one follows it and teachers don't care 🤣 [1-?]

yeah in may, things will get better bc of the heat. and ugh i feel copying and pasting notes like it’s so hard to focus when u have the comforts of home 😑 online things haven’t started for me, but i imagine it’s gonna get annoying 😶 how are ur friends planning to go to mexico like everything is closed?? my friend lit went to the mall and another friend went on a roadtrip and i’m like??? hello this isnt a break wb social distancing??? and omg jade and cat had amazing voices like tori who?[2/3]

ik cat has a successful career but jade?? where r u?? beck and jade were… complicated lol omg i love he’s just not that into you and how to lose a guy in 10 days, but my absolute fav is 10 things I hate about you!!! it’s the right amount of cliche and cute and it always has me like 💗💕😃 kat and heath ledger’s character going paintballing always has me at 😍😥😍😥😍(ik im confusing lol) [3/3]

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omg nice!!! all three of those are delicious! do you make pasta from scratch? i think it’s always super fun to crank the dough out or make gnocchi :’) omg vegan paninis sounds amazing!!!! i love a good panini press 🤩🤩 oooo, are you fluent in german now? that’s honestly so cool, i wish my high school offered more languages. and they are!! her family is very cute! omg you’re so lucky, my teachers were so anal about the dress code. one lady even cut the pink slips to be the exact max length your skirt can be above your knee, and she measured us with that /:

i know!!! having online class sessions just makes it so much easier to slack off, and then i end up not learning anything ): they’re gonna start in two weeks for me ugh i’m not ready for my classes at all. ah well, knowing them, they’re incredibly wealthy, so they can easily find a way to get there, but thankfully, they decided not to do it like jfc i can’t believe they were actually gonna try that. i immediately said no when they asked if i wanted to go askjdfhalsasgf omg your friends, i hope they have the n95 masks! i don’t think people understand that quarantine does not equal vacation time 😷

yes!!!!! jade’s voice is absolutely amazing, like i died from that jade and cat duet: “give it up” 💕 but YES where is jade’s album hello??? ahhh same, i really love those two a lot, and heck yeah 10 things i hate about you is my ultimate fave as well!!! 💓💓 omg it really is the perfect combo of cute and cliche 🥺 kat and patrick were adorable together, and i love heath ledger in that movie so much ): also cameron is an absolute sweetheart??? like he learned french for bianca omg and the moment bianca punches joey is so satisfying!!!! honestly, 90s rom coms are where it’s at. i also really like she’s all that! do you have any other movie recs? 💗

[wynne-keyler]

A kind of review of Orphan Black Season one.

So I literally just finished season 1 of Orphan Black and JAYZUZ what a rollercoaster this series is.

The best part is how it doesn't take itself too seriously, but it makes sure to never jump the shark either.

So these are my thoughts so far:

⚫ Delphine, aka the femme fatale.

Delphine is an obvious curve ball from the moment she steps on screen. She drove me up the wall but I'm glad she kept Kira (the only child borne to a clone) a secret.

I've seen some spoilers so I know she's gonna stick around but I don't like her very much right now. I want someone to cut her if she ever uses Cosima again.

She's obviously a fucked up and it's going to take a lot for her goddamn way back if that's where it's heading.

I was so fucking angry with her...but damn when that music started to swell in episode 10 when she came to ask Cosima for forgiveness again in Felix' apartment and she said I'm on your side I was like...yes please?!! Please don't be a villain??!!

Idk I'm so conflicted about her.

⚫The dudes.

All of them are kind of secondary characters, but besides Mr. effeminate,the detective, and Allison's husband Donnie; they're all psychos. Complete and utter psychopaths with cold emotionless eyes (especially Paul's).

Speaking of Donnie, he pisses me off too but he's looks like a chubby suburban Clark Kent so I keep forgiving him.

And he did stand up for Allison eventually at the intervention, despite her torturing him for information earlier.

⚫The clones.

I'm someone that's admittedly a bit hypersensitive to lacklustre and bad acting, but what Tatiana Maslany has achieved with the clones she plays is incredible.

HER ABILITY TO EMOTE IS OUT OF THIS WORLD. And it feels like such a rare ability these days, most actresses seem more interested in vogue-ing (like Kiera knightly in pirates of the Caribbean).

The clones all have unique mannerisms and voices, and they're all feminine in so many different ways. They truly come across as real multifaceted people. All while most other female characters in media seem to be complete cardboard cutouts.

It's almost as if these women were written as people first and women second

Sometimes I did felt like she exaggerated their unique mannerisms just a biiit too much, but it was only really noticeable when you binged the episodes.

Absolutely incredible performance!

Allison Hendrix (the Curling/Soccer mom clone) is one of my favourite characters right now. Mostly because of her badass moment during the intervention when she told everyone off for snooping into her life!) but boy was she difficult to like in the beginning.

Also she's kind of terrifying. I don't want to be on her bad side. Ever.

What she did to Ainsley, I think they're setting it up that she actually wasn't the monitor but who fucking cares. Fuck Ainsley, she was so creepy and invasive.

Cosima is... definitively the hot one.

Although for supposedly being "the smart one" she sure doesn't act very smart. She walked into the Delphine debacle knowingly. Idk how I feel about that. If she's horny she should have dated someone else! Goddamn it why did she have to have her heart broken?

Anyway, she's clearly got more going on than just being smart, so I can't wait to learn more about her and her background.

Sarah Manning is of course my ultimate fave, frigging action clone, Tom boyish, a rebel, and the one actually getting shit done.

I kind of hate her drug addict past but I guess it's a necessary evil to make her stand out and explain her general devil may care attitude?

I just feel like it's unnecessary. Maybe it's because I'm a child of addicts but I just find them sympathetic or interesting AT ALL.

I feel like her being a punk rock rebel would've been enough. She clearly gets her strength and attitude from her foster mother Siobhan (who waz finally on Sarah's side again but then just...up and left what was that about I'm so worried now).

Siobhan seemed like such a genuine veteran badass, I hope she's trustworthy.

Helena.

GOD I HATE HER STUPID ASS MUSIC QUE.

EEEEH AAAH ... EEEEH AHHH

I hope to fuck they stop with that annoying ass sound.

Also yeah I'm really curious about her life at the convent and how she was brainwashed to become a killer.

Beth Childs is obviously dead as fuck but BOI do I judge her life choices. She just fucking GAVE UP and left her sisters AND THEIR CHILDREN to the fucking wolves.

Also Katja (the German clone) was just a dead body not sure if she's even important.

SERIOUS SPOILERS (but who cares lol)

Rachel whoeverthefuck.

Just fuck her. She seems like a pure narcissistic bitch. I hope she dies for what she's let those bastards do to her twins/clones and their CHILDREN. She seems to ENJOY the whole situation.

Jfc. Despicable.

The entire scene between her and Sarah she seemed to enjoy the power her position as a glorified lapdog gives her.

Secondly, the way Sarah and Helena's birth mother turned out to be a surrogate was FUCKING BRILLIANT.

Of course it would be surrogates that would be taken advantage of for this experiment. It avoids any one scientist getting too attached and I'm sure the sperm and eggs were from two random, healthy anonymous donors.

10/10 plot twist.

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And that's pretty much it so far.

Just wOW. I've been missing out.

Getting into TV series is so much easier when you can just pirate episodes instead of having to wait for Nordic Netflix to give them to you 3 years after premier.

[hobidreams]

Hi Rain! This ask can be the 'ask' you can post to avoid the spoilers I just mentioned (that's a lot haha). I'm sorry you had to copy-paste everything, thank you! Can't wait to hear about your thoughts! 💟

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omg you are SO thoughtful! thank you so much babe <3 the rest of your asks will be under this cut. anyone who's interested in hearing our Love is Blind JP chatter, please read on 🌹😍 ALSO I HAVENT WATCHED THE LAST 2 EPS YET. i’ll prob do it later today or tomorrow so please come back and chat with me once you have!!!!

Yaay!! We can talk freely now! 😂 also, no worries at all! I really do want to give you time to reply and there's no rush! I'm sorry if i kept asking, i just get really excited haha. I don't want to pressure you to reply at all (and I hope i did not?)as I also know you have things to do! I was actually suprised you reply immediately! So just take your time, no pressure! I'm just really excited to talk about this show😆😆, sorry I kept sending ask 😅

NOOO its ok !! pls dont apologize 💕 it actually means a lot to me that i have someone to talk about this show with bc i dont know anyone irl who’s watching it hahah 💖

And oh nooo, gosh 😥 take a long enough rest, pls! I hope the headaches ceases 😔 have you got your new glasses? I really hope you'll feel better soon! 😩😥💕

i ordered them but they havent arrived yet 😩 i hope they’ll come sometime this week.

Gah i wish I could do the 'cut' layout thing here if it's in anon but anyway--just in case:

----Spoiler alert for Love is Blind after this sentence!!-----

• Aww that's so sweet with LIB USA couple!! 🥺 that's so nice to hear! Now I have a question-- is the wedding/marriage really, official and legit?? I did look it up and found that is it true but I just couldn't believe it 😆😆

yep hahaha it’s for life!!!! which is why im glad the jp couples seem to be taking it more seriously bc divorce is unfortunately still such a stigma there.

• Ah yes, it's that actor! 😂 Ooh i gotta check that Cherry Magic out then haha. Thanks!

💖💖💖 ENJOY!! HE IS SO CUTE IN IT

• You and your bf are so cute, pls! 💕😂 YES IT WOULD BE AMAZING, that would be so cute. It's so cute everytime Ryotaro would fix Motomi's hair 🥺 I would love that too-- ONE PLS 😂

• Ahh so it is Takumi. Thanks! Yes 😢 I wish those guys and girls would've been at least introduced in the show?? I want to see them too cause there are several moments they interact (just like Takumi eating that lollipop lool) with the cast members and i am soo intrigued!

seriously!! like we saw Eri once and never again hahaha. but i guess its better to do that than to use them for unnecessary drama.

• Yea!! I know! I liked them together at first too! I was shocked-- what happened, Odacchi?? Yes, agreed 😔 Didn't also liked his attitude--it was rude! He didn't put an effort or at least having fun together on the getaway! He sort of just accepted they have their differences--so?? He would've at least been nice to her, for the sake of being a decent person?

Yes, so true!!! He should've said that in the pod and he should've communicated with her! Yes! I also felt so frustrated for Nanako, seeing her do the activities alone and she was so uncomfortable. I found it hard to watch at the get-together with the other couples, you can tell she's teary eyed and distancing herself to Odacchi and Odacchi just looked happy like nothing's wrong?? It put me off. Yes, jfc, haha! He should've talked to her about his problem/expectations-- things would've ended much better. I agree, they were just incompatible.

• Ahh, Minami and Mori 😔💔 Just when I looked forward with them being together. Sigh. Agreed.

Ahhh, i didn't even realized with Mori and his upbringing aw. I feel bad for him. And also with Minami's, too. I did wondered about how the way Minami would talk to Mori and if is it really that bad. Then I also thought, we don't know what's happening behind the camera. But aw man. I feel bad for the both of them 😔

Wait but isn't he already a doctor?? Ooh Pipe dream, really? Aw, man poor Mori. He wants someone gentler and much affectionate? totally understand.

he wanted to move to a developing country in the next 10 yrs and set up a clinic i think?? and she was saying that was unrealistic :(((( 

Yeaa, totally get that with Minami. She shouldn't have to give up her career and she did mentioned she wants for her & her partner to be "equals", totally get that. Also, i think you could see how Minami put effort into changing herself (which is just hard too, if that's really just the way she is.) by the end of them trying to work out their relationship. You can really see both of them tried really hard to work it all out but. Sigggh 💔

They were so nice together at the getway!! That's why they're one of the couples i root for to be together at the end! 😢💔💔

I also can see where both of them are coming from. I don't think anyone's intentionally trying to hurt the other at all, they're just two different people, that's it. It sucks that it didn't work out 💔 awww MORII 😔 yes yes, I hope they find people who 's for them!

• Ooh, MIDORII. YEES EXACTLY!! She's so confuuusing 😆 like, gurl what happened? I thought he's "the one"? I also cringe every time she mentions along the lines of closing her eyes to sort of imagine what it was like back in the pod. Like gurl, he's the same person! She kept saying like, "I don't feel that kind of affection for him, as a man", like whaaa? What does that mean? But she's still with him? I think she's just not attracted to him.

YES, her mom was right!! Maybe she haven't reconcile on her expectations with the looks and with who Wataru really is (the person she liked in the pod! Like gurl, you fought for him and had to do a paper PRESENTATION. its in that level. What happened? Lol)

Definitely agree with the looks being important too. But yes, I also felt sooo bad for him! Like the time they worked out together? He said he's not that type of person and he was shaking with that planking (was it? Haha not sure) and all that workout and for me, it felt like he was willing to change himself, make an effort for you, like "GURL??Wataru really likes you and wants to marry you!" And yes, you can tell that he knows she's sort of pulling away by subtle comments about not being basically perfect for her.

I was the most baffled by this: YES! They actually have good chemistry with each other and they look naturally good together! Yes, with cute little moments seems so real, even her reactions seems so genuine! It's sooo confusing as to why she's still second-guessing it. I'm exhausted watching her 😆

• We Love Priya IN THIS HOUSE, YES Haha! Oh, Priya deserves sooo much better!! Period! Ooh, I wonder what Priya & Wataru would've been like!

i feel like theyd understand each other more, but i also dont know if she wouldve been attracted to him either 🤔🤔🤔🤔 i have to say that Mizuki is better looking than Wataru. or maybe i just dont like that goatee thing LMAOO

• Oooh man. Mizuki. Tsk. At first I thought wow, he seems to perfect to be real (and great match for Priya). But I was shocked when Priya called him pretentious the resto. I was like "wooooah what's going oooooon??" That was the start of it all! 😥 i wonder if he's really that sketchy? I want to give him the benefit of the doubt but. Also, didn't the production did a background check on these people??

I couldn't believe (if he really was) he lied about all that or was it just a technicality thing? Like maybe he/they just genuinely don't know how to do business at all and that he's learning but..idk man, you also just gotta be honest. But its def red flaggg-- YES THANK GOD, PRIYA LISTENED TO HER INTUITION! And whaat, there are people bashing on Priya?? I AM ABSOLUTELY HERE for Priya being direct and persistent with questions because you gotta know your partner! Uh people, they're engaged for just lesst than 1 month and they're about to get married??? She def have the right to know what she's about to get into (and vise versa)!! I think what she did is realistic! I also think there's a mix of concern to her persistence, being an entrepreneur and knows about business herself--like she's just trying to clarify stuff, people! Totally agree with what you said!! I hope she gets to be with her person irl!

• Oh Yudai. Haha. I think he should date more people before marriage haha. Oh yeaa, he was so judgy with Ayano, that's what I don't about him too haha. Idk who told him (i think its Ryotaro? But not sure, i couldn't find the exact scene) that he was skeptic on one of the girls and the guy said something like, "hey, no dude, she is really being genuine. She really likes you" or smth. Oh yeeea- the kids thing. Totally right about that! What do you expect, dude?? Lol with the air time 😆 And YES, EXACTLY THANK YOU! It's...a marriage show!

• Ooh yea. So true. Oh okay so, it's not just me! I also think that of Ayano! Yea, she should've been straightforward! I genuinely think she needs to work on being direct and that's hard. I also think she was a bit rattled after not being chosen by Yudai. I felt like she felt defeated by that time so I think that affected her to talking to people. Did that make sense? Lol

• With what you said about Shuntaro/Ayano: Yep yep yep. Totally agree!! Haha! They don't seem romantic at all!! At least not with what Ayano's doing (and thus probs why Shuntaro is like that too? Haha). Sigh, sometimes age is a factor too, like it can affect, right? But ofc, its still depends on the couple.

I feel bad for Shuntaro cause he's a good guy! Tho I do think he also needs to just freaking directly ask her if she likes him or not. Just rip the bandaid, man! But also i think he's just not a confrontational person and probs didn't wanna pressure her esp since Ayano said she likes to do things at her own pace-- I mean, at that point? I immediately said, "Oh yea thay're not gonna get married" lol. Yes yes yes, you're so right. I'm suprised too! And He did seem tp really like her. Yes, def agree with you. I think they may break-up oorrr they're just gonna keep dating for a while?

• With what you said about Kaoru/Misaki:

YES TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU. They're over, Hahaha. Yea haha omg, I guess she doesn't do much on the show too haha. I got a little bored too haha.  Oohh my goodd, Misaki! YEP YEP. He doesn't give a shit! I was like. "Oh wow dude you are soo out of touch!"

OH. YES, THE PAST TRAUMA. YEP, EXACTLY!! THANK YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE RIGHT! The hell??? THE AUDACITY--MOVE ON??? "Okaygreatthanks, now she's healed!" 😬😒😒 So insensitive! Every step he made were just sooo wrong. Not telling his friend about her; not getting to know her more (which i think what Kaoru did to him as well, i guess she got turned off?); not knowing HER LAST NAME what; OFFENDING her with her past traumas. I mean come on. Haha. Sigh.

• With what you said about Nana/Yudai:

It's def Yudai's fault he didn't mentioned he doesn't want to have kids right away and all that. I agree with what you said, it's def an age thing too haha. Thank god that Nana asked that question early on the getaway??

I mean I feel bad for Nana (but also like, good for her that she dodged a bullet? Haha im i too harsh) but I think its for the best they broke up, honestly. Yudai needs time to explore for himself hahaha.

• With what you said about Midori/Wataru: GUUUUUURLL. From Midori's expression (is it grimace?? Is she still unsure?? Oh good lord but i could be wrong haha) on the preview????? Jeezus this girl/couple 😂

I totally would say, SAME. I have the same prediction! Either two ways-- she did that face just for the humor but will say yes OOOR she would say no. Oh gosh, think about being hesistant AT THE ALTAR AT THE LAST MINUTE?? GOOD LORD, thinking about it makes me cringe but honestly wouldn't stop watching 😆. Yes yes, I feel baaad for Wataru too 😬😥 sigh. That is so true-- better knowing now than later!

Alright these are just my re-reply(??) to your replies because I had to add more since i've change my opinions on some things and all the drama hahaha. I'm so sorry for adding much more rants 😅

I think I'll send another ask after this for my 'official' predictions lol. This is too long and i wanna separate it hehe.

And PLS! Just keep on telling me what you think! I'm all ears and I LIVE FOR IT!! 😆😆💕 thank you for listening and baring with me as well! 😅💟

-🧇

hahaha i love hearing your thoughts!!!!! i didnt reply to everything bc im gonna do it in the ask below to make things smoother to read for u and i didnt wanna repeat myself 😍 i love that we’re on the same wavelength tho!!!!

Hi Rain! These are my predictions (i feel ridiculous on being a bit serious about this show 😆😆):

• Ryotaro and Motomi will either: (1) get married, and (2) no, not yet but will keep on dating each other after the show (and eventually get married in the future)! Ahehehehe 💕

DEFINITELY hanging on with that cliffhanger with Motomi's dad!! It's so intense (btw love his hat and he looks pretty stylish & neat?) !! 😆 gosh, also can we talk about Ryotaro preparing for the meet-up? Dressing up and making sure of his clothes? Can we talk about Ryotaro dyeing (or temporary dyeing) his hair black? It was such a sweet effort?? He really didn't have to do that (knowing Motomi didn't pressure him to do it is good enough) but he still did 🥺 He is such a sweetheart, we don't deserve him ahuhu 😢😂

I hope everything goes well with these two We shall see! 🤞👀👀

YES omgggggg the dad looks so stern but also stylish hahah. pretty much exactly what i thought he would look like. the black hair was really sweet imo, esp because its probably temporary. its still a show of sincerity that i appreciated 😭🥺 

By the way, did you ever noticed that Ryotaro & Motomi had very few scenes during the 'live-in' stage of the show? Not hating on the other couple but i guess these two are doing so well they don't have much problems for the production to cover 😂. Motomi meeting Ryotaro's friends went well. So thr most tricky situation they got is Ryotaro meets The Family/Father-- that's about it right? 😂 seriously, good for them and I hope these two stays to together for long and good 🥺💕

Oh and every time Ryotaro would seat in that red/orange(?) chair of his, that one where he can watch Motomi cook over the kitchen is so cute?? I just had to mention that because!! 😆 i'm too smitten by Ryotaro/this couple ahahaha

i didnt!! LOL but that totally makes sense bc things were going too smoothly 🤣 OMG yes the way he looks at her???? LIKE THE LOVE IN HIS EYES??? theyre always smiling at each other. im so obsessed and hope they stay together forever 💕😭

• I will be SHOCKED if Kaoru & Misaki carries on til the altar/end! 😂 they won't get married for sure haha. Those two needs to be with other people! Haha

💯💯💯💯 i will actually feel so bad for her if she marries him

• I think Ayano and Shuntaro wouldn't make it to the altar, totally agree with what you said. I felt bad when Shuntaro said that Ayano is just there to "visit" and not to stay. To be fair, Ayano can still experience a lot more in life, being in 20s and all. I think they're gonna talk things out days before the wedding day.

(No one's asking lol but) I think Ayano needs to take time to figure out things for herself first (haha but she can do what she wants haha who am i) haha. But kind of for real haha.

ok i read this post and it totally confirmed why im not the biggest fan of Ayano. like just the way she carries herself... i think its just not a match for Shuntaro and theyre both so stilted with each other. it doesnt feel natural at all and the way she keeps trying to please ppl is just.. not it. theyd just end up in a cold marriage tbh because they dont communicate well at all.

• I think 2 things can happen with Midori and Wataru: (1) Midori will say yes; and (2) She will say no but the two will decide to date for a while after the show (if things goes well) until whether or not she decides to be with Wataru for sure (not sure, unlike our OTP, loool, Ryotaro and Motomi hahaha)

*btw i was wrong, Midori wasn't grimacing at the preview (i was exaggerating 😅), sorry hahaha. But it does look like a nervous smile so hahaha. Omgg cannot wait 👀👀

YEAH HER LOOK AT THE ALTAR IN THE PREVIEW!!!! it looked so awkward fasdlkjafs. idk its still completely uncertain for me and i cant wait to find out what happens hahaha

So overall-- 100% agree with you that most likely to actually get married are Ryotaro & Motomi 😆💕

I also wonder if the former contestants/couples would be guest in the wedding ceremony? Will the cast (all of them or most of them) ever have a 'reunion' moment-- I think there's a scene in the preview where Motomi* popped open a bottle? Haha. How about former couples would get to talk again?? And will they talk and hash things out or maybe some drama will happen?? Omgg 👀👀😆

there was a reunion after a year for the first season of LIBUSA so maybe they’ll do it again??? i hope so! it was filmed last summer so if they had a reunion, itd be done this year. i saw on Nanako’s instagram that Midori commented that she missed her so i think some of them really became genuine friends. itd be so cute to see them all together again!! 🥺🌹

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK & ADDITIONAL PREDICTIONS OMGG! Can't wait to watch the finales and CAN'T WAIT FOR WHAT YOU HAVE!! 💟 PLS LET'S TALK ABOUT IT AND MORE! 👀😆💕

Hope you'll feel much better! And you get to have plenty of rest, always take care! Let's enjoy watching the last 2 eps! 👀💟

-🧇

at this point i just want someone to be happy 🤣🤣🤣 i adored the wedding dress scene tho and im so happy it was there 💞 im gonna go into the 2 eps with an open mind and im so sure theres gonna be something unpredictable. WHAT IF AYANO AND SHUNTARO GET MARRIED ????? 😩😩 hahaha 

[melancholy-queen]

REIGN SPOILERS AHEAD

i’m putting all of my thoughts about the series reign on this, i probably forgot a lot of shit, but thats okay. also I’m sorry if this is very long, i have lots of opinions. scroll past!

so im on season 3 episode 7 and here are my thoughts as of this moment:

- francis is everything but also he was so controlling of mary jfc

- nostradamus is really hot

- im sad for mary that francis is dead

- frary is endgame

- but i was totally down for bash and mary to get married

- conde was so hot. i miss him already

- i was not down for the whole cheating plot line with mary

- antoine needs to chill and stop being so vengeful

- kenna is a piece of shit, i mean stop self sabotaging yourself please for the love of god

- so apparently, kenna was masterbating on the staircase in the pilot? i thought she ran out of breath from walking up all those goddamn stairs (chill, this is a joke, but i still think it's funny that she couldn't wait to get to her room)

- henry was fucking gross from the minute he walked on screen

- did everyone forget about aylee?

- poor lola, she couldve been so much more

- on the topic of lola, where tf did john philippe go? like he hasn't been in the past few episodes

- bash is so great

- bash does no wrong, i love him

- i liked diane and i miss her

- leith is honestly the most tragic character in this whole show, i love him

- megan follows does such an amazing job, like she is such a good actress

- why tf couldn't greer marry leith? i guess im just not understanding

- they totally brushed off the whole incest thing between claude and bash, gross

- but also good for greer, she's a great madam

- i don't give any shits about lord narcissi

- i loveeee claude and leith, get married pls

- i really wanted mary and francis to have a child and i almost cried at the miscarriage

- charles is a dick, but also fuck me

- catherine de medici is the best thing to have graced this show, i mean fuck me up bitch ahhh

- poor mary! its so sad that she was raped. to me, the show handled the repercussions fairly well

- i liked the whole catherine going crazy plot line, i thought the writers did a good job with her emotions towards her children

- the end did not pay off though, like how did she get better?

- also, the crazy henry plot line was ass, but i liked it almost?

- i thought the francis killing henry was done very well, subtle, but not out of the blue. plus, you could go back and look at the clues in previous episodes to aid to the murder

and now these are my thoughts past season 3, episode 7 all the way to the end:

- yes i want some bdsm in this bitch fuck it up queen

- catherine and mary are so kinky hahahaahahha

- mary's pussy literally killed don carlos (jk)

- this is the best plot line on this show so far lmao

- i like it better when mary and catherine get along

- god i love princess claude

- i hate narcisse

- fuck narcisse

- even though claude's fucking stupid for writing that her mother poisoned her in her diary and not hiding the diary well, i still love her

- narcisse's secretary is hot in a lowkey kind of way

- also, his death scene was very unrealistic

- thank god lola is leaving, fuck narcisse

- i don't like elizabeth, but i guess im not supposed to

- why does claude have to fuck up leith like that? he's already traumatized by greer

- greer is honestly the secret mvp, what a good woman

- i am more invested in claude and leith's story then anything else in this entire show

- i feel so bad for dudley's wife, she didn't ask for this

- catherine is a sex queen and i stan her

- stubble leith is so hot

- adelaide kane is so fucking pretty goddamn

- honestly, fuck the prince of spain

- charles looks like mary and francis' child grown up tbh

- i have no investment in any of the england storyline

- why do none of the ladies in waiting get a normal marriage and life jeez louise

- CLAUDE DESERVES BETTER

- LEITH DESERVES BETTER

- FUCK THE DUKE WHO MARRIED CLAUDE

- CLAUDE IS A QUEEN WTF I LOVE HER SO MUCH I WANT TO MARRY HER OML

- narcisse can suck my dick

- im all for in charge charles

- i don't like gideon

- i have no investment in the elizabeth/dudley shep, but i still find it really sad

- god i hope that gideon doesn't stab mary in the back

- christophe is really creepy

- my inStiNctS weRe cOrRecT jEsuS ChrISt, christophe is insane

- gideon is also insane

- bash is perfect

- bash needs better sleuthing skills

- i fully support the lola and elizabeth friendship

- mary and gideon have no chemistry haha

- DEAR GOD I LOVE LEITH AND CLAUDE

- greer is so strong, i love her

- I’m so for greer and leith’s friendship

- jc not the bash love storyline again

- i totally forgot mary killed narcisse’s son

- wait at what point did mary meet her ladies??

- literally the only part in this show so far to make cry is when mary went back to defend catherine tbh

- idk why i feel sympathy for catherine

- if bash dies i will stop watching

- thank god

- elizabeth is honestly a better friend to lola than mary was

- charles is so dumb

- god why can’t he learn anything, obviously his friend was a traitor

- charles’ traitor friend is bobo nick jonas

- dark mary is my everything

- claude is her mother’s carbon copy

- the valois children have other siblings? where are they and why haven’t we heard of them?????

- munro is so hot

- bash is actually fucking insane

- why is charles so trustworthy?

- when did james become hot?

- mary is so great when she’s not needy and crying for a romance

- how does everyone just kill people so easily??? i can’t even get my blood drawn without wanting to throw up

- lola is HEARTLESS

- IM SO DOWN FOR A CLAUDE/LEITH WEDDING

- also troye sivan? i love it

- charles totally sucks

- wait what happened with the pagans in the blood woods?

- i cannot stand gideon and mary together

- i’m so sad for lola, she was such a good character

- dear god, this was the only death that i’m actually sad for (and this includes francis)

- i want more for john philippe

- NO I TAKE THAT BACK POOR LEITH

- knox is such a creep

- marys brother needs to stop

- i’m so down with seer bash you guys don’t even understand

- mary is wild omg i love this turn around

- when did james get so hot

- lola and francis’ child is so fucking cute omg

- charles’ mental breakdown is crazy

- ewwww gideon and mary are gross af

- I’m all for darnley

- poor claude honestly, but she is a saint

- if he hurts her, ill beat him up

- damn charles is a vampire

- leith deserved so much better

- i love him

- dude i don’t even give a shit about the other relationships in this show, leith and claude are the greatest

- poor leith, I’m so sad

- agatha’s death is so fucking depressing

- i love mary when she actually has a backbone

- yes motherfucker, murder darnley

- i have no sympathy for darnley’s true love dying, he’s so rude and deceiving

- i love the friendship between catherine and mary ahh

- i don’t know how i feel about greer and james

- where did lady kenna go?

- i like the juxtaposition between mary and francis’ wedding and mary and darnley’s wedding with the flowers and attendees and just overall feeling and how adelaide kane acted in it. you could tell that she truly loved francis but doesn’t love darnley and feels scared with him

- also the fact that mary doesn’t match with darnley’s outfits is an interesting choice

- the timeline on this show is very strange

- claude’s character development is beautiful

- the horny witch is my fav

- umm what she’s pregnant?

- nicole can suck my fucking ass fuck her stupid ass

- i wish the end wasn’t so abrupt tbh

- the last five minutes was so good, i teared up

- ugh now i feel empty inside and want to watch it again!!

ugh this show is so good, like insanely good. i feel like most of the time the characterization was wonderful. claude was my favorite, so its no surprise i like claude and leith the best. i didn’t like francis most of the time while he was alive but i missed his presence on the show. bash was an absolute gem. adelaide kane is so hot oml i died multiple times. i really enjoyed watching it!!!

rate: 9/10 archduchesses falling out of a window during sex (still my favorite part of the show)

favorite character: claude! queen catherine!! runner ups: bash, greer, leith, sometimes mary, elizabeth at the endish

favorite season: season 1!! can’t beat the drama!