Atlas
Terisa Siagatonu
If you open up any atlas
and take a look at a map of the world,
almost every single one of them
slices the Pacific Ocean in half.
To the human eye,
every map centres all the land masses on Earth
creating the illusion
that water can handle the butchering
and be pushed to the edges
of the world.
As if the Pacific Ocean isn’t the largest body
living today, beating the loudest heart,
the reason why land has a pulse in the first place.
The audacity one must have to create a visual so
violent as to assume that no one comes
from water so no one will care
what you do with it
and yet,
people came from land,
are still coming from land,
and look what was done to them.
When people ask me where I’m from,
they don’t believe me when I say water.
So instead, I tell them that home is a machete
and that I belong to places
that don’t belong to themselves anymore,
broken and butchered places that have made me
a hyphen of a woman:
a Samoan-American that carries the weight of both
colonizer and colonized,
both blade and blood.
California stolen.
Samoa sliced in half stolen.
California, nestled on the western coast of the most powerful
country on this planet.
Samoa, an island so microscopic on a map, it’s no wonder
people doubt its existence.
California, a state of emergency away from having the drought
rid it of all its water.
Samoa, a state of emergency away from becoming a saltwater cemetery
if the sea level doesn’t stop rising.
When people ask me where I’m from,
what they want is to hear me speak of land,
what they want is to know where I go once I leave here,
the privilege that comes with assuming that home
is just a destination, and not the panic.
Not the constant migration that the panic gives birth to.
What is it like? To know that home is something
that’s waiting for you to return to it?
What does it mean to belong to something that isn’t sinking?
What does it mean to belong to what is causing the flood?
So many of us come from water
but when you come from water
no one believes you.
Colonization keeps laughing.
Global warming is grinning
at all your grief.
How you mourn the loss of a home
that isn’t even gone yet.
That no one believes you’re from.
How everyone is beginning
to hear more about your island
but only in the context of
vacations and honeymoons,
football and military life,
exotic women exotic fruit exotic beaches
but never asks about the rest of its body.
The water.
The islands breathing in it.
The reason why they’re sinking.
No one visualizes islands in the Pacific
as actually being there.
You explain and explain and clarify
and correct their incorrect pronunciation
and explain
until they remember just how vast your ocean is,
how microscopic your islands look in it,
how easy it is to miss when looking
on a map of the world.
Excuses people make
for why they didn’t see it
before.
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Around tumblr lately I’ve seen people with the opinion that not only are free roaming cats bad (correct) but also supervised cats in catios or on leashes (????). I assume it must stem from that “ecology of fear” post from a few months ago, but to me the sudden appearance of these kinds of posts just strikes me as odd. I’ve seen multiple posts like the below one in just this week.
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If your cat is contained to your yard/catio/the sidewalk, then it still allows for predator-free safe places in your neighbourhood for wildlife, and creates predictability for them too. That’s one of the reasons why hiking trails ask people to stay on the trail— so you (and your dog, horse, cat, etc) can safely enjoy nature while still giving it space. It is possible to exist outdoors in natural spaces like that while maintaining wildlife comfort. If it wasn’t possible to do that, dog-friendly or (even just hiking trails in general, since humans are predators too) simply wouldn’t exist.
The problem with free roaming cats is that they break boundaries between human area (ie. trail, back porch) and wildlife area (foliage, etc) and there is nowhere the wildlife can go to exist that is safe from predators.
Idk, this is just my opinion but I just think there can be more nuance to the outdoor/free roaming cat issue than “never let your cat step outside under any circumstance”.
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Quick thought before work;
John Price hearing your alarm blaring that you’ve hit snooze on for the upteenth time before rolling over and cuddling into his side groaning. John smirking to himself that he know you’ll oversleep again no matter how many alarms you set for yourself, slowly pushes you onto your back before kissing you softly, his hands squeezing your hips, as he trails his light kisses down your body. Bunching up one of his old shirts, that you’ve shamelessly taken from him as soon as the two of you moved in together, pushing it up to your neck before teasing your nipples. Spreading your thighs to position himself between them and shooshing any whimpers, trailing his tongue and kisses down your stomach nipping at your hip dips groaning when you push into him. Smiling when he sees your not wearing any panties and start slowly licking long stripes up your slit before sucking your clit into his move feeling your thighs close his head in and your cries and pleas for him. John who will pin your wrists to your sides as he eats you out like a man starved feeling your walls clenching around his tongue, hips twitching with each nip to your clit before sucking gently on it, chuckling as you beg him to just fuck you already. John will persistently suck your clit right up to your orgasm which will make your back arch off the bed, your hips shifting away trying to escape the overstimulation his mouth was doing to you clit, using one arm to pin your waist down while his other hand will thrust two of his fingers quickly in you. Stabbing that sweet gummy spot that makes your toes curl and eyes roll to the back of your head as your second orgasm washes over you easily, moaning into your shared room. The alarm going off yet again making you jolt as he pushed himself up over you smiling licking his lips, “Time to get up sweetheart.” Before kissing you quickly and going downstairs to make your coffee.
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