#also feel free to rb this ! i would love if u did :3

[chuuyanakaahara]

hey, you. you, there.

do you want a fic about junichirou accidentally joining the port mafia for a little while before getting to go back to the ADA with a hint of tachihara & tanizaki, the hunting dogs, junichirou backstory, the full nine yards?

do you also want it in a cozy little 17,896 one-shot?

boy, do i have the fic for you! here is taste of fear

featuring some fun dialogue such as:

“What, you think you’d be a better assassin than a detective?”  “Probably, yeah.”  “Then why do you stay with the Agency?” 

and

“Stop thinking so fucking loudly, it’s annoying,” Tachihara says with a huff, his voice just as whiny as it was earlier and, dare Junichirou to think it, even more annoying than beforehand. “They’re not that bad, and we’re not going to jump you.”  “That’s exactly what someone who was going to jump me would say.”  “You don’t get out much, do you?” 

[buzzingblues]

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆ SHOCK ME, SHOCK ME, SHOCK ME WITH THAT DEVIANT BEHAVIOR!

STATUS: BORED SO BOREDDD!!!

georgie, georgette if youre weird.

— seventeen

— they/she

— 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 🩷💜💙 ??? understandable ???

— hatchetfield hs, class of ‘21. GO NIGHTHAWKS!

as in the arts kids, fuck football.

— you will most likely find me in the auditorium, somewhere in the witchwood, a smoke club meeting, or on a shift at pasqualli’s (gag)

#georgieblr: my tumblr 💫

#losers club: talking to friends! 💐

#i love music: current listens and/or recs!

#rb: reblogs

[ ooc info under the cut ⤵️]

hii this is @exalt1ora (maxie) !! this is my hatchetfield oc roleplay blog im very excited about it yippee

WHO IS GEORGIE DAVIDSON?

Georgie Davidson is a 17 year old student at Hatchetfield High School. She lives with her parents, Mr. Ken Davidson and Mrs. Carol Davidson, in a suburb near the outskirts of Witchwood Forest. She’s a music + theater nerd, a stoner, and an avid researcher of urban legends and local history.

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Her relationships differ based on timelines and circumstance, but there are some through-lines.

- Best friends with Alice Woodward. They met at a CCRP take your kid to work day as elementary schoolers and have been inseparable since. Bill is also like a second father to her.

- Close friends with Ruth Fleming. Georgie started doing school theater very young, and pretty much knew everyone involved. Ruth joined the tech crew in middle school and, being a certified chatterbox, Georgie regularly spent her breaks trying to talk to the new girl. Eventually, she broke her down and they’ve been close since.

- Drifted apart childhood friends with Richie Lipschitz. In middle school, they rode the same bus and both ended up sitting next to each other one day. Georgie struck up a conversation out of boredom and something just stuck. They kept sitting with each other and talking more in school, becoming closer friends. But, Georgie started developing feelings for Richie and she didn’t understand them, so she began to distance herself. Now, they don’t speak at all.

- Family Friends (?) with Paul Matthews. Georgie was babysat by Paul as a child, often alongside Alice, as she’d frequently stay at the Woodward place. She still calls him Uncle Paul, a childhood habit.

- Charlotte Sweetly babysat Georgie once in a while, too. Mr. Davidson asked the employees of the office to look after his daughter as a last resort, and offered to pay as overtime. Charlotte accepted happily, and spent the night braiding Georgie’s hair, making cookies and singing with the girl. They did this regularly, until Mr. Davidson became uncomfortable with Georgie being around her husband, Sam. But, like Paul, she’s still Aunt Charlotte.

- Second-cousins with Zoey & Zach Chambers. They don’t see each other or talk like, ever. But, it makes Georgie feel very starstruck to be related to Hatchetfield’s finest actress.

- Friends with Deb, Trevor, Caitlyn, PJ, Reese, Rose, Ziggs, Sof, and Danny

- Dislikes Max Jägerman, Kyle Clauger, Brad Callahan, Grace Chasity, Brenda, Ted Spankoffski, The Metzgers

anyone not mentioned she has neutral feelings towards and would gladly be their friend <3 (ppl she dislikes feel free to interact still💪)

———

okay now some OOC maxie things !!

~ i’m new to tumblr rp so if i’m not great pls be understanding LOL thank u

~ multi-timeline blog, will try to appropriately tag specific timelines

~ open to multi-shipping on both ends like idc if you have other ships and i’m cool having more than one bc of the multi-timeline thing

~ as you can see i do have like. specific relationships planned out for her in MY story but anything can happen so i’m open to everything!! i honestly don’t care how u interact with them. befriend them, romance her, bully her, plot to kill them! do what you please

~ she is a minor character so no hardcore nsfw stuff

~ anyone can interact !! obviously not like, basic dni stuff. if ur a bigot and/or a sicko leave me alone. but like i said im new to this and as long as you’re a hatchetfield rp blog you are welcome PLS send me asks or dm or anything!!! love ya

i don’t really have separate timelines yet, so for rn, general in-world action will be tagged #hatchettrash

will tag ooc posts #ooc !!

[euphor1a]

besties wanted jk n mingyu so i gib jk n mingyu🤩

— or, a small bit of the very messy outline of my death the junggyu fic™. totally unedited and raw (intentional). kept that way so that one can feel the original vibes i was feeling when i was brainstorming this on a random 3 am 😙

fwb popular!jk & campus crush jock!mg 

jk is popular for very obvious (? or is it) reasons 🤭, almost made him a fuckboy but nah not really. man’s terrified of commitment so he used to sleep around often, kinda.

but then he finds our oc and *cough* *cough* legitimately falls. still not willing to commit tho 🙄 hence the “fwb” (at least that’s what he convinced himself)

our poor oc... sigh. let’s just say they’re on different pages :/ and our girl is tired of jk’s bs, desperately trying to gather herself and actually move on.

SHE DESERVES SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY WANTS TO BE W HER!!!!

incoming our campus crush kim mingyu 😍

man’s so fine that everyone can feel themselves physically swooning when he’s around 😫

he’s also a jock 😼, not entirely sure which sport i want him to play though... (?🏀)

NOW NOW!! this man is one of those guys who rejects all advances but his love-life is pretty much non-existent (sounds like the biggest lie but yes,,,)

rumor says he used to be nasty nasty at first apparently 👀 but then he found better people as friends and changed 🤨? did a total 180°?

on this random evening after a session, oc asks jk to help her make mg jealous (?) idk she just needs his ✨ATTENTIONNNNNN✨!!! am i self-projecting? am i?

oc always knew him (who wouldn’t), but she was introduced face to face with theeee kmg by jk 🤠

she actually got pretty close to jk’s friend group cause she tagged along w jk to group hang outs frequently (fyi, it was jeon jungkook who would drag her w him 💀)

and 👉🏼👈🏼 she developed this silly little crush on mg 🙈

later on, as oc realized jeon jk is hellbent on staying “friends”, she decided to give other people a chance.

she secretly hopes that if she dates someone else, maybe jk can see and come back to his MFING SENSES

but anyway, our girl is a bit too deep into the mingyu rabbit-hole by now also 😔✋🏼

sulky n pouty jk being mad about oc liking mg… cause guess what!? junggyu homies 😔✊🏼

hmm…. jk still fucking oc in the midst of that ish cuz why not 🫣 n he’s mad too so kinda hate fucking? anyway — oc convinces jk bc she is a simp for mg same girl i feel u and jk agrees half-heartedly cause he would actually give her the whole world 🙄 just stupid ass simps everywhere!!

jk thinks that mg will never say yes 🙃 so deep down he’s like making plans about how he’s gonna absolutely destroy oc and punish her once she gets her heart broken by the campus crush 🥴

like??? BITCH LOOK WHOS TALKING? men are so dense sometimes like WHAT EVEN CANT YOU SEE THAT YOU HURT OC TOO (maybe in a worse way tbh)

sigh... so anyway.

mg thinks oc is prettiest ever & attractive asf and he gets butterflies and stuff when she’s around 🥰🦋 but he never made a move bc he knows there’s sumn fishy going on between oc n his friend 😩

SURPRISE! that man has been pining over oc from who knows when 😦

no one except him knows about it though 😔 (well... you guys know now)

moving forward 👾

jk being grumpy n fighting oc every 10 secs for the dumbest things bc she fell for his bff out of all people 🤡 (but jk is an asshole too cuz bro should’ve stopped saying shit like “we are nothing but friends”?? like yk you can’t just expect a girl to be your fwb for the rest of your life?? 🙄 plus she caught feelings for you n you were a dumb bitch abt it... she deserves to be loved, verbally, physically, mentally and in all the ways 😔🥺)

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... i think i spoiled a bit too much 😵‍💫! but yea here you go!! if you have any thoughts about this, feel free to share them through asks or comments! i’d love to hear them! and, for this once, i request to not rb 🙈! i wouldn’t be the most comfortable seeing this reblogged 😭

[boba-beom]

smilesss c:

hiii! sorry i have been m.i.a for so long, but i finally made it, both flights were terrible, but it's okay because i have had such an amazing time so far. can't believe i'll be flying back in a week :/

OMGGGG how's it going with island guy, i hope you had an amazing time together ahh i'm so excited for the future updates of I Like U now, but take your time, no pressure!! is there something there between you though? did you feel anything?

that's true, thank you🥺❤️ i recently picked up my electric guitar now that i've come home and even though i haven't played in such a long time, i was surprised with how quick i picked up some songs or how easily i remembered others. it made me think about how sometimes there are some things in our lives that we stop doing because so many things get in the way and we lose touch with them, until we discover them again. the feelings i experienced when i was playing the same songs i used to play are honestly indescribable, it was as if nothing else mattered, but that beautiful melody. it made me realise how much i miss performing too❤️ i was wondering if that has ever happened to you too?

i just know beomjun would slay so hard, manifesting fr. when enhypen niki and jungwon did it, i was in awe and i couldn't stop thinking about yeonjun and beomgyu doing one. they could easily suit any genre, but i'm thinking something dark would look so good.

ooooh, i'm excited for the rest of your 80s oneshots - the taehyun one was just *chef's kiss*. and omg beomgyu's look for dream week lives in my head rent free - he looked like an 80s heartthrob. happy late beomgyu day btw🥺❤️

thank you so much smiles❤️, i'm just glad they're finally over. i hate exam season so much. it's always so stressful.

how are you doing though? how's writing going? i have this yeonjun oneshot that i've been working on for over a year now, it's so long and i'm almost finished, i just have three scenes left to write before i get into the editing process lol. i'm the type of writer that takes a long time to produce something and seeing how fast other writers produce pieces makes me feel a bit like i'm missing out? idk if that's the right word, but i wish i could write something good that fast sometimes, but i've also come to terms with the fact that everyone has their own pace when it comes to writing. some write faster, some write slower, but the end product is always amazing❤️

hi lovely, I'm sorry the flights were terrible, but how is it being home?

as for the island guy, he's coming next week I think, so we'll see if he'll come visit me or not ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I'm not too fussed about it really. he greeted me on my birthday, not really a greeting, more like a banter "you're getting older" message but yeah other than that I don't really think anything is going on atm :/

that's so beautiful, april 🥹 I haven't played my guitar for a long while, so I feel like when I do have the time and get back into doing it, I would most likely rediscover that feeling again :') I love that for you though, I find it so satisfying when the muscle memory kicks in, yano?

thank you!! I just saw your rb and your feedback just made me so happy, thank you and I'm really glad you liked it a lot! I feel like I'm going to hinder the 80s fics for a little while until I'm satisfied enough with the amount of uni work I have to do for my coursework. my deadline is in 6 weeks and I don't want to rush things so that's why I haven't been as active on here :') happy late beomgyu day too! <3

as for your writing, take as much time as you need. it is for you after all and we just have the privilege to read people's shared works/imaginations. I'm rooting for you and I hope you tag me whenever you do post it <3 but you're right! everyone's writing journey is different but the outcome is always just as beautiful! and I'm doing okay! I've been busying myself! I had a uni trip last week and then went home for my birthday in the same week, so I'm a little exhausted lmao, so the past week I've just been staying in uni longer than usual and doing work which I'm happy with! beomgyu's birthday post was the last thing I've written for a while, everything else has just been in bullet points for now until I have time to write everything in full :> I hope you've been well since you sent this ask!

[saetoru]

hi! im so incredibly sorry to bother you but i think you may have blocked one of my other blogs and i was wondering if i could ask why?

please don’t feel pressured to answer whatsoever and definitely feel free to ignore this, i really don’t want to trouble you in any way. i just wanted to know if i did anything wrong or something to offend you?

i really try my hardest to stay neutral and friendly as well as respecting and following everyone else’s blog rules so i’d really appreciate any feedback or insight if you’re happy to give it. whatever i did, once again, im so incredibly sorry to bother you, i don’t mean any harm at all, ever. if i did something to offend you, it was never intentional, all i really try to do on tumblr is rb pictures of cats most of the time anyways.

please don’t take this the wrong way, it just makes me super anxious that i might’ve done something to someone that may have hurt them or made them uncomfortable. i really loved your writing and your blog and i can’t apologise enough if i messed up or anything. of course, i totally understand that sometimes people just choose to block people for their own reasons and i respect that no matter what. i’m incredibly sorry if i encroached on your boundaries in any way, i just really held your writing close to my heart and it saddens me that i can’t view it anymore. but that isn’t your fault whatsoever. i respect you so much as a writer and a person and i just wanted to say that i’m really sorry if i did anything. i’m sorry tee.

okay bestie i can’t rly tell unless u share ur url tho 😭 but honestly sometimes ppl leave comments or tags that make me feel weird / annoy me — i’m human and sometimes i block over petty reasons (i’m working on it fjsjfj) but overall i like to think i block with decent cause so unless ur ageless, you’ve probably said something to slightly (or perhaps highly) irritate me or you may have spam liked ?? idrk unless i see ur url tbh. i mean if u send me ur url i won’t post it and if i can’t recall why ur blocked i might as well unblock (as long as ur age is present)

anyway if i block u i’m not saying everyone should come swarm me with “can i ask why” bc that would be annoying but sometimes writers are human and sometimes we block for dumb reasons and if you think perhaps you haven’t rly done anything worth blocking besides maybe me taking out a bad mood on a slightly accidentally annoying thing u did, i might just unblock if ur url doesn’t ring a bell in my mind for something memorably obnoxious. especially if u think it’s bc u didn’t have an age in ur bio before—some of u don’t know to do that till after and i get that !!—im happy to unblock if you’ve since then added an age. but again this isn’t an open invitation for all blocked blogs (id assume ur lurking if ur blocked and reading this LMAO) to come ask me why or for an unblock but sometimes if u rly believe you’ve been blocked by mistake or for a petty reason i’m willing to check is all i’ll say

anyway yeah if u see this send ur url—be mindful of any comments or tags u leave, sometimes u might be unintentionally a bit rude and that could be a big reason why !! also don’t spam like i rly rly hate that

edit: i appreciate the kind comments about my writing NFJSJF i thought i’d add that in bc ofc sharing writing is the main reason im here and hearing u enjoy it and such is nice to know. thank u for reading and thinking highly of it that’s rly sweet <3

[th9ma]

GENSHIN BOYS AS YOUR EX THAT STILL HAS FEELINGS

feat. zhongli, kaeya, diluc, childe, albedo, xiao

contains: gender neutral, modern au, fluff, (mildly) suggestive, small possessiveness, mentions of violence once, these are not to be taken seriously thank you <3 (rbs are appreciated)

note: resposting this bc tumblr fucked up my shit (if u saw this 40 mins ago no u didnt)

childe: the ‘gimme one more chance’ ex that fucking ruins your life — dating life, to be exact. he doesn’t even try to hide the fact that he wants you back, it’s just painfully obvious. it’s difficult trying to date after — mostly because people refer to you and know you as ‘childe’s s/o’ despite being broken up. but he loves to make it known that you two used to date, he’s so proud about it too come get this man. always one of the first people to comment when you post on instagram and swipes up on your stories to complement you. it’s a little embarrassing sometimes but you can’t stay mad at him, it’s his way of looking out for you — you just wish he’d do it in a more subtle fashion. when you start talking to him again as friends, you tell him about dates and people you’re going out with. and what a coincidence that he also happens to show up? not in a creepy way though, he comes to check up on you with some friends! if it seems to be going well, he’ll swallow his pride and get the hell out. but when you get stood up at this restaurant he’s already swooping in to save the day, swiftly pressing a soft kiss to your temple and muttering a quick apology before taking a seat. he swears he can die the happiest man alive seeing the smile on your face — mission accomplished!

diluc: the 'awkward/formal' ex — it's not that he has a grudge against you, he just doesn't know how to act! you're on pretty good terms, saying hellos to one another and asking about your day. your breakup is pretty painful — you're on the market and talking to other people and he can't help thinking 'that used to be me'. but even despite all of this, he keeps his distance because 'he's a gentleman, and you're no longer together'. truthfully, he uses that as an excuse to stop himself from knocking out the person asking if you're free for a date sometime soon. the temptation is there, but it's not like he would actually do it. you have your boundaries, and diluc respects them more than anyone! that being said, he's so used to your relationship that he feels a bit lost without you, so he subtly checks up on you whenever he can. of course, he's so awkward to do this, so instead he sends the next best thing — kaeya! kaeya's quick with cozying up to you, asking how you are and what you've been up to, who you're talking to and the main topic — about diluc. it definitely comes as a shock to him to hear kaeya say that you missed him. what did you mean by that? yes, diluc can be formal, but when he wants something? he goes full speed ahead. it's like he's a new person, meeting you and saying that he can take you out to the amusement park you told kaeya about before actually realizing his words — and when he does, he starts cutely stammering out apologies. but it must be his lucky day, because you're already wrapping yourself around his arm with a dopey smile, saying a quick "mkay!".

kaeya: the emotionally confusing ex. he’ll randomly come back into your life with a short and simple ‘i miss you’ text that has you overthinking for the rest of the day. sure, you’ve seen him around in public or through mutual friends like civil people, but it’s been forever since you’ve talked one on one. if you’re able to push aside the butterflies pooling in your stomach and reply, he’ll take that as his chance to slide back in. teases and flirts with you the same way he used to when you first got together but then completely acts as if nothing happened when you react; it’s so confusing! does he want you or not? you can barely function when he asks you to hook up with him one more time — and with the way that he’s been buttering you up and reminding you of your shared moments, how can you refuse? of course, one hook up turns into another, and another, until you’re full on fuck buddies/a little more than friends with benefits — thats when everyone knows that you’re off the dating market. accidentally lets an “i love you’ slip out mid hook up between the two of you. but leave it to kaeya to take your breath away by laughing right after, saying “wasn’t it obvious?”.

zhongli: the ex that you’re always running into. it’s not like he plans your ‘random’ meetups (although it would make sense if you thought so), he just doesn’t know what else to do. when you used to date, your days spent together were so predictable that they basically became a routine. and now, that routine is a habit! sometimes when you do muster up the courage to talk to him, he finds himself thinking about he shared memories you had at said locations. truth be told, it only makes him fall more in love. okay, at first, your run ins were purely coincidental. but after seeing your eyes light up after noticing a familiar face? his appearances are more frequent. he almost subconsciously finds himself wandering into your favourite hole in the wall bookshop — stopping at the aisle full of your favourite genre of books, skimming through spines to see which ones you’d like the most. and if you’re not a fan of bookstores? clothes, records & games are on the list too! he buys you all of it, because he thinks it’s what you’d like (it usually is). and when you storm into the local cafe for your favourite drink after having a shit day, there he is waiting with multiple bags in hand. you’re not sure if his broken sense of money management is a blessing or curse, because he’s brought you mountains of gifts, but the tab for the suggested date is for sure on you.

xiao: the ex that acts like you don’t exist. you see him in public and make eye contact? walks past you like nothing had ever happened. he’s so unbothered that it’s scary — even when you two broke up, he was up and out as if it wasn’t even his business. he doesn’t go out of his way to block you, so it’s natural to assume that he just doesn’t care; it’s not like you’re his concern anyway. always asks “who?” when your name is brought up, ouch! but little do you know that you’re literally running laps in his mind all day everyday; this is just his response because he’s never dealt with this. ever. to say the least, it’s a big shock when he pulls up to your door nearly drenched from the rain outside with one of your missing pieces of clothing in hand because he ‘randomly found it lying around his place’ — not true! he’s spent all this time debating what to do with it because he couldn’t bring himself to throw it away! he expects that you’d take it from his hands and leave him outside — silly xiao! you’re definitely not going to leave him to catch a horrid cold. instead you open the door further and invite him in, telling him to take a shower while you make some tofu for him. he definitely doesn’t miss how you ask if he still knows his way around — like he’d ever forget.

albedo: the half-ex. you see, you’re broken up — but his family adores you. especially little klee, she’s always looked up to you. and it came as a shock that she was more hurt about your breakup than albedo despite being told that you were still on civil/good terms. truthfully? he misses you; misses the smile on his face whenever you’d agree to be the subject for his paintings that now hung proudly in the halls that you once danced along — it was heaven. of course, he’d never admit this to you, but he would to his little sister. it’s not like she’d understand anyway. he falters when you show up at his doorstep wearing that sweet smile; too bad it’s for the little munchkin running past him and into your open arms. she asks you to play and hang out with her, but really she can’t stand seeing her brother in peril, so she takes it upon herself to fix it. albedo can’t take his eyes off you awhile you play dolls with klee. he swears she’s smarter than she seems when she takes her two dolls in wedding apparel and says it’s you and ‘bedo because “(name) and albedo should be married but they’re both acting like dummies!” and with that, she runs out of the room and leaves you two to talk. god bless klee.

[rinstars]

「 CRY FOR ME 」 ♡ ACT VI : LIE TO ME

PAIRING : Suna Rintarō x Reader.

GENRE : Angst.

TAGS/WARNINGS : NSFW. Fake Dating. Unrequited Love. Profanity. Enemies (not really) to Lovers. Friends with Benefits. Not very canon compliant.

SYNOPSIS : You have been in love with your best friend Sakusa Kiyoomi for as long as you can remember. The problem? He is in love with somebody else. And for you to snag even the tiniest bit of his affections, it seems like you would willingly go through drastic measures.. Even if it means teaming up with his lifelong rival, Suna Rintarō

PS PS PS PS PLEASE LOOK AT THIS NOTE : 6k words. The paragraphs that start with a bold word (like this sentence) is Suna's actual feelings/POV. They are very small glimpses but it's just to make things clearer. The reason for the title of this act is in the end note. Listen to this song for the experience hehe thank u for the wait and likes/rbs mean the world to me ily all ! <3

TAGLIST : CLOSED

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The ground below you felt like it was falling apart, walls closing in on you as your eyes keep zooming in on the silhouette of Suna with another woman. You desperately wanted to look away but your pupils stay glued to them as you savor the feeling of your chest tightening in pain—a great reminder that you weren't dreaming, neither are you insane. The vision is clear, it's real—so is the shattering of your heart that almost deafens you the longer you stay unmoving. The sting in your eyes another thrust to reality as you refuse to blink at the way she leans even closer to him, his hold on her waist tightening.

Osamu holds you by the wrist to forcibly turn you around, his eyes skimming your face in worry before slowly softening along with the tightness of his grip on you.

"Should I take you back to the cabin?" He asks you hesitantly, slow and cautious like he doesn’t want to say the wrong words and possibly make you even more upset than you visibly are—no matter how hard you try to hide it.

Shaking your head in decline, you tiredly smile at him—shaking your arms away from his fingers, "It's fine, 'Samu."

He looks at you in hesitation, worry in his eyes slowly melting as he receives your message clearly. It wasn’t that you were uncomfortable with Osamu, it’s more on the fact that you know he is a dear friend to both of you and you weren’t too big of a fan at the thought of revealing all your weakness to him—albeit you trusted him. The conflicted emotions bubbling inside you were real despite the fact that you haven’t come to terms with accepting it yet.

Not to mention, it was humiliating. To be in the middle of a club, alone, while your boyfriend sits on a couch with another woman. Recovering from the initial shock, you refuse to even sneak a glance any longer—the image burned into your mind strong enough for you to recall it with every blink of your eyes 

Looking around, your first worry would be if any prying eyes of your friends also saw the scene. You could take the humiliation, the embarrassment would probably dissipate as soon as it came. The idea of Suna being labeled as a cheater, something he's not, does make you flinch inwardly. You weren’t a saint. It's not that you’re trying to play the martyr who worries about other people instead of yourself. If anything, you're probably too selfish. You didn't want to hear the accusations fall on him as the price of what being with you requires.

He is supposed to be a free man. Suna Rintarō is a name everybody heard in these types of scenes and it wouldn't be a surprise to see a new woman on his arm every single week. Perhaps if you weren’t so insistent on locking him to you with your foolish requests—for your selfish benefits, maybe he'd have a better time. You couldn't imagine being tied down to the false responsibilities that come with fake-dating a person you didn’t even love.

Suna isn't like you. He's far from being someone like you. He wouldn't fall in love with you so easily as you did with him because he’s loyal to the woman he swore to steal back when he joined your hands together in agreement. He knows what your place in his life is and wasn’t fooled by the delusions that make everything seem so real. You, on the other hand, fail to recognize all the lines—all the boundaries.

Sighing in relief, it seems as if a load was taken off your chest at the relentless partying of your friends—oblivious as they keep themselves occupied with drinks and ladies. This night has done enough to wear you out, the last thing you want is finding excuses to feed the boys who would probably collapse at the reality of your situation. Osamu is one thing, but you don't fret over him too much—he's always been open-minded, understanding, never looking too shallow or too deeply into something before the truth is laid before him.

"'Samu," you begin, fidgeting slightly in your seat as he cranes his neck to you. "Just— Can you.. can you please not mention this to anyone? Let me handle it myself, please?"

He stays silent at that, cogs turning in his head before opening his mouth—possibly to ask you why you would want something like that until he closes it back in understanding, a smile on his lips as he nods along. "Of course, YN. If you need help handling him, tell me, yeah?"

"Of course." 

You wouldn't but the gesture was too kind for you to decline. If anything, you would hate it for any more people to be involved in the web of troubles you've weaved. Knowing Osamu, he would probably be extremely willing, a mediator of sorts that stands between you and Suna—yet it still leaves a bitter taste in your tongue, an uncomfortable itch you couldn’t seem to shake off at the thought of absolutely anybody else knowing.

Not even a minute later, Suna comes around in the corner of your eyes—feet lazily dragging himself to the direction of Kageyama and grabbing him by the shoulders to whisper something. Lifting his head up, your breath hitches in your throat at the way your eyes meet even for a few seconds—the intensity of his golden-green irises too strong for you to simply brush off and ignore. The look on his face is passive—nothing but a small fleck of emotion beneath, restlessness and annoyance if you could tell.0

Eyes widening, you couldn’t stop the way you sit straightly at the realization that he’s walking straight to you—making a beeline through the crowd until he's right in front of you, eyes cast down before slowly whispering in your ear. "I'm not feeling well. Come back to the cabin with me?"

The request sounds almost too powerful to make you bend, the soft slur of his voice on your ear—deep and hoarse along with the cold blow of his breath on the skin of your neck. Osamu stays silent beside you, fingers twirling the ice on his glass as he gives you side-eyes every few seconds. 

If this was a regular night, you would have your arms wrapped around Suna—face on his neck with his own arms around your waist. If you weren’t so confused and hung up on your feelings, you wouldn’t even think twice about it. However, the earlier incident still stings beneath your skin, the pits of your stomach churning in a fiery burn and it does anything but make saying yes an easy thing. 

Suna looks and acts casually with you. Confidence radiating over his whole being as nothing gives away the fact that there had been another woman in his arms a while ago. Well, it’s how it should be, isn't it? This was a game. You weren't dating, weren't in love. He warned you that this was dangerous, and like a moth to a flame, you ignore all of that.

It's unfortunate, however—the rejection coming immediately after you admit your feelings with yourself. He was right to look at you with so much pity that day. You are pitiful. The luck all spent in you as you continuously fall in love with men who want nothing to do with you. As you keep fighting for all the feelings brewing inside of you for them, they're caught up fighting for a woman you barely stand a chance with.

After everything he did to warn you, you find yourself right in his very trap. You couldn't even hate him for it, even if you tried, even if you so badly want to. Who blames another for their own faults? He toys with seduction too easily, treats you with gentle care. Maybe it was the fact that you've never really been on the receiving end of those things your whole life. Maybe that’s why you’re making a fool of yourself as you fall right at his feet. You're helpless in front of the strings that keep pulling you to him. 

Now, with your eyes on each other, connecting in such a way, you wonder how much of you he’s starting to unravel again. If he’s ripping your pages open like he always used to and figuring out that despite the way you act so tough around the idea of falling with him, your heart is harboring the feelings you’re not supposed to. He can look at you for a second and see through the deepest parts of your soul—no matter how cliché that sounded. Looking at you now, is he at least seeing the way your heart beats for him? 

You hope so. 

Courage didn’t come easy for you, opening your mouth with a shaky breath as you decide against the idea of staying with him tonight. Tomorrow is going to be a long day, you know. 

"I'll stay for a little longer," you finally breathe out, eyes looking anywhere but him in fear of getting found out—the truth about how badly you wanted to come with him, sink in him, get lost in him no matter how stupid it sounded. 

He doesn't immediately reply, eyes dragging over you and Osamu who gives him a reassuring nod—a silent message that says he'll take care of you at least while Suna isn't around. From your peripheral, you see Suna sharply inhale, a quiet goodbye falling from his lips as he walked towards the exit.

Bye, Suna. 

Last night was denial, the pain that comes along in the form of a knife that feels like it’s sucking all of you—yet you couldn’t bring yourself to find a reason for the hurt. Because you knew that if only you were a little stronger and refused the building feelings inside you, you wouldn't be hurting as much as you do now.

You're angry—both at yourself and him as the fresh remnants of last night sink into you the moment you open your eyes. Angry at yourself for getting dragged along, letting yourself get played like you always do. Angry at him for making a fool out of you, getting so easily strung by a beautiful woman when he was in this stupid scheme with you. Your emotions felt like it was spilling everywhere. You felt like a goddamn drama queen who couldn't handle watching her crush get with another woman even when he wasn't even hers, to begin with. 

The heavy feeling in your heart intensifies as you leave the bed you're supposed to share with him—his side cold and abandoned as he failed to stay beside you even for one more night. He's not stupid. He could probably tell of the dilemma plaguing you last night, and still, you wished you felt him wrap his arms around you—a reassurance that you at least meant a little more than what you make yourself to be, no matter how immature that sounded.

Today's plan was simple: eat your breakfast, talk to Suna and settle everything about the boundaries of being in this fake relationship. Maybe even end everything if it comes to that.

What wasn’t included in the plan, however, is you bumping into Omi on your way down the stairs.

Cursing in your head, you're once again put in a tight spot as a result of your stupidity—mind too incredibly preoccupied that you didn’t notice someone colliding with you. Wobbling at your feet, you immediately lose balance at the collision and impact of someone's hard chest—sending you back until familiar hands were suddenly gripping your elbows, steadying you against him.

You could tell immediately who it is—drawing a deep breath as you slowly glance up at the man before you, eyes and vision shaky as you try to avoid meeting the inevitable. With much uncertainty, your eyes connect almost painfully, veins spiking at the face of the man you were so used to loving and running after. And he still looked as beautiful as you remember him to be.

The strong cool scent of his cologne whiffing your senses as he stares down at you, onyx eyes narrowing at you as the waves of his hair frames the sides of his face as captivating as it's always been.

He doesn't speak immediately, eyes taking in your appearance and the obvious distraught in your head. Along with that are the hesitations that play in his mind—of whether he was ready to face what he’s been avoiding for months. Perhaps it was finally time to let go of the attitude that holds him back from having you back beside him. 

The grip on your elbows tighten and loosen as the seconds pass, Sakusa grimacing to himself as he lets out a breath—cough forcing its way out of him, snapping out of his reverie.

"Omi—"

"Excuse me," he shakes his head, as if breaking out of a trance before letting go of your wrist as he advances up the stairs. Empty, overbearing feelings flooding your body at his refusal to settle whatever it is that's dampening your friendship.

You couldn’t even blame him—even if you tried. You couldn't imagine how you'd feel if he were to suddenly start dating a person you've never been in good terms with your whole life. You felt as if you ruined whatever trust and expectation Sakusa had for you. People would say he's being too much about it, that your choice in men shouldn't be that big of a bother to him as long as you're happy. But if anything, you doubt it was the fact that you were "dating" Suna. Rather, it's probably the way you left him in the dark—no communication of something that you knew would be a big deal to him. Your friendship with him has never been so shallow but you grew up bare with each other—every corner and detail about your lives known to one another, so whatever it was about Sakusa was justified in your head.

It pained you the way things turn out. You want nothing more than to stop him as he moves past you, rest in his arms as you restore the treasure you shared with him. But if it was more time he needed, you'd give it to him.

Walking along the road, the cold breeze that hits you brings you back to the way Sakusa touched your wrist. It felt so strong, firm, real. He was beside you then, encasing your skin so closely with yours and yet the absence of the feelings you were expecting to feel puts you in a loop of both disbelief and confusion.

There wasn't the electricity in your veins the same way you feel when Suna brushes his skin with yours. Not the butterflies and heat that spreads throughout your body when his eyes follow your movements. The sparks that never seem to end when he speaks to you not making even the slightest appearance with Sakusa. It was confusing, to say the least. Maybe you shouldn't even look for those feelings in a situation as tense as your encounter with him, but you know those are mere excuses. 

More than anything, it was terrifying. It wasn’t a phase, not a simple moment of confusion in your distorted feelings—not because you've gotten used to getting the affections from Suna when you couldn’t with Sakusa. Even if you tried to escape it, you knew it was genuine—every smile, blush, tears you’ve ever shed for a man who sees you as nothing but a tool he'd use for another woman, much like what he was to you just a few months ago.

Deep down, it has always been nagging at the back of your head—how you wished to be the one in his arms, texting him good mornings and goodnights forever, but you didn’t allow them a second thought. The convenience store trips stopped being a normal thing to you a while ago, holding every destination close to your heart as you let yourself feel special every time he's sliding in your bed using the spare key you've given him of your home—slowly nudging you awake as he asks if you want to come with him.

You always said yes, the butterflies inside you erupting when he would teasingly tell you how it almost feels like we're really dating, yeah? with a sly grin on his face.

He's right. It all felt too real. Now, you’re stuck in a delusion that you were two people in a normal relationship—free to love, free to get jealous. That he was yours as much as you were his.

Reentering the house after an hour of wandering around the town, you return to find an empty living room. Voices of the people you’re sharing the cabin with coming from a distance. With the sliding doors of the backyard slightly ajar, you slowly make your way outside—ignoring the hard beat of your chest.

The moment you step into the backyard, your eyes automatically find the very first person you wish to see. He has changed into a much fresher set of clothes—white shirt beneath one of his jackets with the ends of his hair dripping with wetness, a small detail that tells you he had just gotten out of the shower. Despite the way your heart breaks, you couldn’t help but gape at the way he looks—breathtaking, beautiful, perfect as one can be. It was almost cheesy, straight out of a description in a romance novel but it all felt so right with Suna. He was every single bit of the term beautiful personified.

Maybe that’s why it hurts so bad. Because you knew you wouldn't be able to have someone so beautiful in your arms in your life. You were simply the type of person who didn't deserve it. Sakusa was enough of an example and this time, you didn't want to hope any longer, didn't want to take any more chances.

It takes a lot for your attention to be taken off of Suna, but a figure beside him does the job way too quickly. If anyone were to ever be the perfect piece to stand beside him, it would probably be her—you could tell as you look at them from a distance. She's close to him, way too close, for your liking. It wasn’t that she was doing anything that threatens your position in his life, she wasn't even looking at him, but her mere existence pushes you three steps back every single time. Every single time you think you have a chance, she breaks them too quickly.

Yura.

Her eyes gleam the way you always remember it to,  giggling at something Atsumu said as she throws her head back—hair falling on Suna's shoulders at the proximity shared between them. His eyes follow her every movement, lashes flickering with every smile she sends on someone's way and an upturn on the corner of his lips whenever her eyes would so much as fly over to him in a split second. He doesn’t turn at the creak of the sliding doors as you tug it close, attention solely made for the woman beside him.

Omi is a little farther from the pair, helping Osamu as they both barbecue the meat in the grill on the corner. The rest of the group sits huddled together around one of the fire pits in a circle.

Only when you start sitting across from him did he notice your presence, head jerking a little at the shadow that falls in front of him—eyebrows slightly rising when he sees you. Yura and Sakusa have arrived a day earlier than you were expecting them to be, dread settling in your stomach as you wonder what that might mean for you and Suna. Just how much time do you have before he ends this show?

You ate your food in silence, his eyes stuck to yours in an intense stare but you ignore him—letting the chatter of the others fill your mind. Bokuto's loud voice along with Atsumu and Hinata's serve as a very good distraction and a great way for you to avoid questions on why you and Suna aren't acknowledging each other—a direct contrast to Sakusa who sits on Yura's other side, hand around her waist as she leans back and nuzzles on his neck.

"Is it just me or is there some weird tension around here?" Bokuto suddenly interrupts without much thought, shrugging his shoulders before pushing up meat with his chopsticks on his mouth—making his next words a bit gurgled, "You know, like at the party?"

"Bokuto-san," Akaashi whispers next to him, voice low like a warning.

"No, yeah, YN's been actin' weird since this morning, 'eh?" Atsumu agrees quickly, laughing a little at his statement before Osamu pinches his arm—making him yelp out in pain.

"Ignore him," Osamu looks at you apologetically, eyes knowing as the only witness of what happened the night before while Kageyama looks anywhere but you, tensing at the realization that whatever is about to go down probably wouldn't be too nice.

Suna looks back at you blankly, leg bouncing beside Yura's who also looks at you with wide eyes. It wasn’t rational, to say the least. It was immature of you, foolish even. It wasn’t your character. But the longer the silence stretches over the seconds, the longer he stares at you beside the woman he loves with a face devoid of emotions even while you continuously break inside, the more the feelings swell inside you—threatening to burst.

You felt angry. You knew it was more to yourself than him but perhaps your denial was stronger than your reason, you keep finding in him the faults that wouldn't even exist had you not involved feelings. There was nothing to blame him for. He played the part when he had to, stuck by your side for months. But now, all you can do is blame him—even if it was wrong, even if you shouldn't.

Gritting your teeth, you sigh gently before looking up to meet Suna's eyes directly—the scenes of last night playing in your mind clearly. "Sorry, it’s just—" you stop yourself, drawing a deep breath before saying firmly, "I hate it when people don’t think about their actions and risk something for those that aren't even worth it."

Now you have definitely ruined everything. Taking last night as a catalyst, you pretend as if it was the only thing wrong about this whole thing. Pretending and fooling both yourself and him that it’s what driving this anger instead of the feelings brewing inside you. The place to tell him what’s worth it or not isn't even yours to claim.

With furrowed brows, Atsumu presses the topic. “Ya mean Sunarin? Are ya two in the middle of a fight or somethin'?”

 The blonde-haired twin might have found it humorous, but you didn’t. Not in the slightest as Suna's eyes on you further grow in intensity, narrowing like he’s trying to think of what is causing the rift between you. Osamu lowly hisses at his twin, muttering a you never know when to shut up, do you? with a nudge to his side. The rest of the circle looks at you either with confused stares or doing all they can to avoid being involved.

"Is everything alright?" Yura asks sweetly, grip on Sakusa's arm tightening as she leans her head down to look at the expression on Suna's face, then yours. 

For some reason, the sweet tone of her voice always makes you want to gag. The kindness laced in every word she says is just another slap to your face on why everybody would always like her more than they like you. Your attempts to open your mouth, a reassurance threatening to fall from your lips as you try to lie your way around by saying you were joking gets interrupted as a voice you haven’t heard of the whole day cuts through the thick tension in the air.

"Ah," Suna humorlessly chuckles in realization, clicking his tongue with his head hung low before turning over to you. It seems his hunch was right. You did see what happened last night and it's what's causing this attitude. "Is that what this is about? You're jealous?" The mockery in his face is strong, determination to hurt each other clear in both of your words. "Didn't expect you'd be so possessive. Not sure how I feel about that, baby."

It takes a lot to aggravate Suna. Usually, he'd be someone who would rather brush such matters off. But somehow, with you, he feels as though he could burst right now and it still wouldn't be enough to contain whatever it is that burns inside him. He flinches when he thinks of you. He feels choked up, heart in his throat every single time he looks at what situation he has put both of you through. 

Your eyes narrow as it snaps up to meet his face, lips curling in faux amusement as your vision blurs in frustration. He, on the other hand, seems incredibly relaxed—not a trace of uncertainty as he tries to keep pushing your buttons, taunting you. This is the problem with Suna. He was much too determined to win every game both of you would ever play.

"Well, I'm sorry I seem to value communication and trust, Suna," you bite back sarcastically with a glare, words slipping through your teeth as you notice the way Osamu tenses in the corner of your eyes. "Didn't expect it'd be too much to ask of you."

He tips his head sideways at that, hair falling on his cheeks as he lifts a brow. You could almost hear both the heartbreak and regret before he could even open his mouth, "Weren’t you aware of this thing called, I don’t know YN, limits? The tone in his voice makes you swallow, emphasis heavy on the last words as he holds fluent eye contact with you. "Sometimes, people need to learn how to back off," he spits, tongue slipping past his teeth before slowly nodding at you.  "I think now’s a good time for you to practice, yeah?"

The words die in your mouth, the message of his words clear and delivered. He's telling you to fuck off about his business—your eyes stinging with a glare as his face gleams with annoyance. 

Everyone else in the circle looks around in confusion. Nobody daring to speak in fear of making things worse. Sakusa's eyes don't leave yours, watching every expression that crosses your face so much that it makes you want to run over to his arms for whatever comfort he has left to give. Yura looks between both you and Suna in worry, eyes laced with an expression you couldn’t exactly tell apart as your vision starts blurring.

Unable to bear the tension paired with the eyes of the people around you, you stand up abruptly—exiting the balcony as you make a beeline for your shared bedroom with Suna, not expecting he’d stand right up to follow, feet creating a sound heavier than what it originally sounds in your head as you mentally prepare. The moment he closes the door behind him, it's as if the emotions poured out of you. 

It was embarrassing. How you're breaking apart so messily for him. The glare you send his way is not nearly as threatening as your eyes mirror the pain behind it. 

"I wish I was as big of a dick as you to find a hot guy in a club and flirt with him in front of my supposed boyfriend and all of our friends, Suna. I really wish I was," you tell him, throat tightening as you try to hold back the tears that are threatening to spill. He definitely thinks you're crazy. You've lost your goddamn mind being angry at him like this, but what are you supposed to do? Cry for him and his nonexistent feelings for you? "But I'm not. Fake relationship or not, I actually care about us."

You were almost choking out the words, Suna's eyes turning into slits as he scoffs at you, "You fucking saw me with a woman once and really thought I was about to fuck her? Not everyone is like you."

The last line makes you flinch, a reminder of your first encounter with him a few months ago being thrown at you so painfully this time when you used to always tease each other about it just a few weeks prior. 

"Maybe you weren’t going to but I know what I saw and you know what the consequences that would bring for both of us. I'm not stupid, Suna," you take a step forward, the blood in your veins spiking by the second as your nerves feel like reaching their limit.

He mirrors your action, taking another taunting step at you as well, "Unlike you, I respect the feelings I have for Yura, YN," he bites back, words much harsher than you would've thought he was capable of. His voice isn't even rising, not like yours is, but it was slicing right through you as if it was. "I don't go throwing myself to just anybody," he makes a point, the next words to fall from his lips, something you've already anticipated, seeing the direction this conversation is going to—but that didn't make it all hurt any less. "Have you ever thought about how much you claim to love Sakusa and yet your first thought was to sleep with me?"

He should just shut the fuck up. Suna knows the words slipping out of his mouth were words he didn't mean. He never minded how you approached him, didn't care that you were throwing a fit over seeing him with another woman, he could so easily put an end to this. But he’s stubborn. He refuses to put out the fire and is instead adding fuel to it, burning you as much as it burns him. He might as well be out of his mind, he thinks, with how much this whole thing is fucking with his head—messing him up much more than he would ever like to admit.

If you weren’t so used to hiding your emotions, holding back the tears with how many times you've done it in Sakusa's presence, you were pretty sure you would have broken down by now—having reached your limit as you endure the truths coming out of Suna's mouth. He must have thought you were so easy and it was funny how you were getting mad at him for something you were so used to doing.

"At least I have self-respect, Suna," you offer your last rebuttal, words flowing out of you without much thought as you let your emotions carry the words for you, eyes stinging as you dig your nails into your palms. "I don't go around doing whatever the hell I want and make a fool out of myself for being so careless, so easily swayed, to the point that I couldn’t even consider how it would affect others." You were barely hearing the words coming out of your mouth, ears ringing so loudly in your head. The only thing you were certain of is the fact that you'd regret all of this the moment you calm down. 

Except right now, you couldn’t really care less.

His eyes turn dark, clearly not liking your choice of words as he speaks at you with much venomous tone—laughing darkly as he finds the right spot to hurt, the right buttons to push. He has always been able to read you so well, he's hardly ever wrong about anything when it comes to you. Maybe that’s why breaking your heart was so easy for him. He probably knew you were dancing right at the palm of his hands and he would take advantage of that.

"Self-respect?" He throws his head back, eyes narrow and firm as he says the final blow to you—a damage that made you release the choke you've been holding back. "I am not the one letting myself get dragged along like.. this by a man who doesn't even give a fucking damn about her. Especially when it’s so clear he's only using her to get the woman he really wants," he almost spits the words out, pain crossing his eyes so quickly that you were pretty sure you must have just imagined it. 

He was thrusting the truth right in front of you. Saying the words clear enough to snap you out of this delusion you've made up in your head—seriously believing you had a chance. That things were going to work out. A part of you almost wants to be thankful, that he’s making it clear before you have a chance to distort it all in your head again.

"How much self-respect do you really have to keep," he searches for the words, pausing as he swallows thickly at the look on your face. "hurting yourself like this on a guy who doesn’t even like you enough to take you seriously?"

Suna knows it hurts. Suna knows you're breaking as he watches the crumbling look on your face. He should've stopped a while ago. He should've told you about how desperately he was pushing that woman away as she tries getting with him relentlessly. How he was telling her to back off because he has you and you were around. He's a taken man albeit fake, staged. 

However, Suna also knows. The fact that you’re toying around the line he wouldn't dare to cross with you and you're so dangerously close. A little more push and you would’ve been in that danger zone, risking yourself for what he wasn’t sure he could protect you from. He thinks it'd be better for you to trip right now and if it meant pushing you back from that line, he found he'd do whatever it takes. To him, you meant much more than he’d care to admit. If the price he had to pay was to feed you with words he never meant as he watches you cry in front of him, he thinks so be it.

The sight in front of him drains the energy in him, legs giving out as he sits on the bed he left you alone with last night. Turning your head down, you slowly move from your position—no arguments left to give as the dryness in your throat would probably betray you anyway.

Your mistake was falling in love with him. Acting like a girlfriend he was supposed to stay loyal to and getting mad at the nonexistent commitment both of you made with each other. It was a pity, how you had to bring up things you knew he could counter you for and now you're left to pick the broken pieces of your heart as it falls beneath his feet.

In Suna's head, he thinks of a billion ways he could come up with an apology, racking his brain for whatever he can do to stop you from leaving—even while knowing he wanted this, he caused this. Because you were right, he was a fool, who couldn't handle situations like this well enough. He would always be carried by his emotions and he would always say the wrong things. 

As your fingers reach for the doorknob, a voice calls out to you—a small whisper of your name yet stern and firm. A determined promise and a desperate request as you get yet another rejection from the man you want.

"Don't fall in love."

END NOTE : Title of the chapter is from this song and the lyrics that go "I know that you don't but if I ask you if you love me, I hope you lie to me."

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[daturanerium]

since tazmuir has decided to go all out and give us another title in the locked tomb no-longer-trilogy, here are my theories on what nona the ninth could be:

1. anastasia backstory novella. this was something i hadn't considered right away, but honestly makes the most sense. the "nona" family line that harrow is a part of was started by anastasia, if i remember correctly (i'm going to be honest and say my knowledge of anastasia and the other lyctors is pretty basic so someone else is welcome to jump in here with a solid theory rundown). "the ninth" being crossed out could be reference to her failed attempt at perfect lyctorhood, or her loss of respect (loyalty?) for john. rooting for this because it would mean more lore on the lyctors, which i'm dying for!

2. wake backstory novella. in roman mythology, nona was a member of the parcae (also known as the fates) that spins the thread of life. she is also the roman god of pregnancy. pregnancy is important to wake's story for obvious reasons: her child was meant to bring about the death of necromancy. wake, who was apparently never interested in being a mother, went through the harrowing (heh) journey of pregnancy and birth alone in order to ensure her plan to eliminate necromancy was successful. note that nona is not the goddess of fertility or motherhood, just pregnancy. wake, and by extension, boe, can be interpreted as a representation of the natural life cycle. their entire purpose is to retain the natural order between life and death (one could say the string of life?). necromancy is a disease, necromancy needs to be strategically cleansed (yikes), burning hatred for all necros, etc. wake doesn't just want john punished for what he did, she wants necromancy to die. what is the opposite of necromancy? natural life. in the mythology, nona and her two sisters literally control the thread of life. hello. now, name-wise: we know next to nothing about wake's history. i love her name and what it represents both in-narrative and metawise, but i would be surprised if she was given the name Awake Remembrance of These Valiant Dead Kia Hua Ko Te Pai Snap Back to Reality Oops There Goes Gravity at birth, especially since it doesn't fit the planets' traditional naming customs that tazmuir has been so keen on explaining. who was she before boe? was she born into a rebel family? was she raised against the Emperor, or did she barge her own path? all i'm saying is that i'm not going to completely write off wake having a birth/deadname, and that birth name being nona. "the ninth" being crossed out could be a reference to her defecting from the emperor's society. it's a stretch but i like it! rooting for this one because wake! also wake and pyrrha and g1deon. we need a lot more info on wake, quite frankly. her shadow sits over this whole series but we know next to nothing about her or her true motivations. is she actually that bigoted towards necros or did she just want john to kill her? how did she get here? how did she survive twenty years as a revenant? why did she want to kill harrow? a wake novella would be a great way to flesh her out before we inevitably deal with the repercussions of her actions (whatever they may be!) in alecto.

3. the noniad. i mean, come on. the noniad. she would. she already has like a third of it in htn. why not finish it off? ortus stans rise up rooting for this one because i would lose my mind!!! can you imagine just casually writing the NONIAD.

wish i could flesh out anastasia more but i just know nothing lol. feel free to rb and add on! i'm sooooo pumped to find out what this is u guys

[tae-bebe]

tag game spam

gonna put this under the cut bc i don't wanna fill up ur dashes but thank u to all my sweet angels @cowboyjinbop @kithtaehyung @yoongisshadow @taejinnies for the tags !

4 songs tag - list 4 songs you've had on repeat lately

1. si fueras mia - D.O.

2. moonlight - agust D

3. tokyo - RM

4. im gonna love you - D.O. (currently obsessed with this whole album)

which bts core aesthetic are you?

you have gotten taecore!! ur like graffiti in the city, art pieces in cafes, gold lining on a page, coffee stains and libraries, gold star stickers, golden hours, greek art, finding beauty in small things, such as wildflowers or a stranger's laugh, and comfort in the middle of the night. this means u are very sociable and know how to make friends quickly and easily, even in just a span of a few minutes. u attract people very easily, and take artistic expression very seriously, such as painting, drawing, dance, music, or writing. u know how to take time for urself, and also know how to make the people u feel matter the most know how much u appreciate them. u aren't afraid to establish what u feel to the people u love, and are very caring. have fun with this knowledge!!

okay but this is so pretty i wanna print it out and hang it on my wall (also the london pics...my beloveds)

30 questions tag game

1. name: isabella/bella/bels/bel/bel baby/beb/belly (just @taehyungsupremacy) /isa (only in italy tho)/bunny rabbit (my mum lol)

2. star sign: taurus sun/virgo moon/gemini rising/aries venus

3. height: i think ? about 5'6 maybe 5'7 on a good day

4. birthday: 6th of may 1998

5. favourite band: i mean...feel like u guys can guess this one (non kpop im gonna go with haim)

6. time: 19:48

7. favourite solo artist: lorde (rb if melodrama changed ur life)

8. song stuck in your head: it’s still animal by ballistik boyz that song is laced with crack i swear

9. last movie you watched: rocks on netflix which is a gorgeous coming of age type film about young girls in london 10/10 would recommend

10. free space: i am moving to sk in 2 days !!!!!! wtf !!!!!!

11. last show you watched: does run count ?

12. when i created this blog: tae-bebe's 6 month anniversary is actually later this month ! :')

13. what i post: mostly content about taehyung's nose freckle, any and every gif that anj and kara make, and occasionally some fic (watch this space)

14. last thing i googled: my travel insurance policy lol

15. other blogs: @bel-baby @conmisplumas (both just aesthetic and vibes rlly)

16. do i get asks: whenever i do my brain releases unmatched amounts of serotonin so pls feel free to jump in my asks whenever !

17. why did i choose my url: well bel-baby is my main, @cal-baby was my 5sos blog (linking in case anyone wants to have a laugh at 16 yr old bella) so i wanted to complete the trio but alas this was the next best option

18. following: queens

19. followers: angels

20. average hours of sleep: not enough

21. lucky number: 7 (duh)

22. instruments: the only thing that gets played around here is me

23. what am i wearing: an old pair of jeans and a tshirt that says "guapa" bc u know self love

24. dream job: sugar baby or sugar daddy idm either way

25. favourite food: currently jajangmyeon, long time fav: tacos al pastor

26. tea or coffe: iced oat milk mocha or an oat milk dirty chai latte pls

27. nationality: british (derogative) but im a weird little mix of iraqi, spanish, italian and russian too

28. favourite song: i think i have a different answer to this q roughly every 15 minutes

29. last book i read: the land where lemons grow - helena ramsay

30. top 3 virtual universes you'd want to live in: can i copy jessi's answer and just say the universe in which im dating yoontaekook

[kazs-new-hat]

some grishaverse characters as nostalgic songs

so i was listening to this playlist while doing homework and had an idea for a thing lolol let's try it? enjoy my stupid ramblings

note: remember, i did this while doing homework, so if my words don't make sense that's why :)

also for some, the lyrics and stuff won't really align with the characters themselves bc i just went off overall vibes-

feel free to rb / comment with ur takes on it i need interactions i'd love to hear what u think :>

nina : call me maybe - carly rae jepsen

10/10 would blast this at 3am to annoy the neighbors and/or kaz

jesper : move like jagger - maroon 5

DO I EVEN NEED TO EXPLAIN THIS ONE

nikolai : edge of glory - lady gaga

why do i feel like nikolai would be a huge lady gaga stan;; i don't know why

(help what do u call lady gaga's fanbase) ((i need to get out of stan twt)) (((OKAY so i looked it up and apparently it's Little Monster that's kinda cute lol nikolai the Little Monster :> ))) ((((HOLY SHiT NIKOLAI THE LITTLE MONSTER when he literally has a monster in him in the nikolai duology- i am an absolute mad genius))))

inej and nina : we are never getting back together - taylor swift

i can just see them vibing to this song u know? yk, just two besties being swifties

wylan : firework - katy perry

our fav criminal chemist and his explosions

consequently, this can also work for harshaw from the sab trilogy but we'll stick with wylan because i think he needs to hear the words ALSO WHY DID I SAY IT AS IF HE'S A REAL PERSON

also this SONG!! i froze for thirty seconds because WOW hello childhood memories

zoya : titanium - david guetta ft. sia

mhm she originally had edge of glory but i heard this song and went

ok NOPE we're changing a few things~

alina : just the way you are - bruno mars

i love her she's amazing and everybody's favorite cinnamon roll <3

kaz : price tag - jessie j

i gave him this because it's ironic and i'm funny that way

if he was real i would be bonked on the head with a cane rn but cmon can you imagine him bopping to this secretly in his moody broody office? because i can.

zoya and nikolai : shut up and dance with me - walk the moon

shut up okay this is their song

OKAY THATS ALL

so, what did we learn?

my thoughts are all over the place

i miss the past

i should never do homework and headcanons at the same time.

okay bye see you next time

[soleilsuhh]

hi hi !! idk if u saw my rb (on @/cotc-recs) but i absolutely loved ur skz domesticity fic !!!!! im still thinking about it after a couple days .. it’s soooo so good and i loved the format so much !!!!

i was also wondering if u wouldn’t mind me using one or two of the individual sentences as inspo for a fic? i write on @/cotccotc and i would credit u for the idea if i eventually decide to make it. but basically i just really loved all of the individual concepts and they all inspired me so much !!!!! the first sentence of the seungmin one in particular made my imagination go wild and i could totally see how i’d expand on it in a fic lolol. regardless, once again, i really really loved it. one of my all time favorites !! thank u for writing it <3

hello ! yes yes i did ! i even took a screenshot of your tags because they made me smile hehehe. really, thank you so much ! it means a lot <33

and of course ! please feel free to <3 i’m excited to see how you would go about with the sentences omg. thank YOU for making my day. your words and enthusiasm got me all asdhjkl hehe <3 hope you have a lovely day/night !

[bastardtetsu]

okay so I wasn't going to send anything to your event but you just rb it soo

can i pls have a duet w Kuroo in Heathers? tyy

also congrats on 100 followers!!

ANONNNN THIS REQUEST. IM SO HAPPY YOU SENT IT. when i tell u badboy!kuroo as JD lives rent-free in my mind..... this ended up so long bjhghk but i couldn’t help myself ;-; i hope you enjoy it !!!

kuroo + JD — FIGHT FOR ME; HEATHERS

“not the best group of friends you picked out there, huh?”

an unfamiliar deep voice catches you by surprise as you make your way back to your table, stopping you in your tracks in the middle of the cafeteria. you turn to find the owner of the voice slouching lazily in his chair, his all black outfit completed by the mess of black hair that sticks up from his head. half-lidded golden eyes stare up at you provocatively.

“excuse me?” you question the stranger.

“not trying to be rude or anything, i just noticed…” he trails off, casting a glance towards the table you were just on the way to.

your friends are still snickering as they chatter, likely still on the topic of who they think is the ugliest girl at school. they’d managed to narrow it down to a top 3 before you uncomfortably excused yourself, taking your empty lunch tray as an opportunity to escape the conversation. you avert your eyes from the boy, embarrassed.

“don’t worry, i can tell you’re not like that,” he says, rising to his feet with his own tray in hand. looking up, he’s much taller than his posture lets on. “just remember,” he adds with a smirk, “if you’re not part of the solution, you’re part of the precipitate.” he turns to leave.

“hang on—“ you protest, “don’t just make a chemistry joke and walk away, excuse me?”

he doesn’t stop, just turns his head to throw you a coy wink over his shoulder.

you can feel your face heating up slightly as he walks away, barely suppressing the smile forming on your own lips. you turn to make your way back to your table, wondering who this tall, slightly nerdy, and very handsome man could be — when a loud clatter draws your attention, along with the rest of the cafeteria.

you whip around to find the same man surrounded by two football players, both even taller and broader than he is. you immediately recognize them as the same guys who consistently harass people in the halls, making lewd comments about girls and shoving around whoever gets in their way. the mystery man’s plastic cafeteria tray and its contents are scattered on the floor, one player holding his arms as the other one winds up for a punch. however, somehow the black-haired boy doesn’t seem shaken in the slightest.

before you even have time to react, it happens.

time seems to slow down as you watch your man in black tug his arm out of the football player’s hold, landing a clean punch on the other’s jaw, before turning to the one behind him and swiftly kneeing him in the crotch. both men fall immediately, the mystery man having barely broken a sweat.

your jaw hangs open, the cafeteria erupting into chaos as your head spins in a mixture of horror and… arousal? you feel kinda guilty for finding a cafeteria brawl sexy, but the precision of that punch? the way his sharp jaw clenched as he took down two of the school’s star athletes in a matter of seconds? definitely did something for you.

you don’t notice how blatantly you’ve been gawking until his golden eyes lock with yours again. heat rushes back to your face instantly when his lips curl into another smirk, catlike eyes maintaining their gaze, as if the public display of dominance was aimed specifically at you.

you don’t mind, though. because if this is how he defends himself, you would love to see what he’d look like fighting for you.

stagedoor event

[hearttoshu]

check in tag ✅

tagged by @shuaway (thanks for the tag lee ! <3) and @hongminchy (ik you tagged me on my side bom :o but i did one over there so i thought i’d do it on this blog i hope you don’t mind ;-;/ <3 thenk you for the tag lovely ^~^) 

why did you choose your url?

“heart to you” but it’s a cheesy pun and it’s “heart to shu(a)” LOL 

do you have any sideblogs?

@haknew for the boyz ! i use it the most often so it’s kinda more like my main blog than here haha :p i make gifs and rb stuff ^^ 

@getawaymp3 for verivery / personal ! i make gifs and dump multi group rbs and personal posts there loool it’s super messy tho :’))) (i’m so sorry to anyone who follows me there hhh </3) 

@sunnhoon​ for enhypen ! more gifs and rbs :] 

how long have you been on Tumblr?

on the kp0p side ... about 4 ? or 5 years :o ! 

do you have a queue tag?

yep ! here’s it’s “i adore queue🌷” after adore u ! and on getawaymp3 it’s “invitation just for queue” after gyehyeon’s line in get away ^^ 

why did you start the blog in the first place?

i had no carat friends at the time so i really made it to get to know other carats ! and then later on i eventually learned how to make gifs and i turned this blog into only svt and made getawaymp3 for multi group stuff (that wasn’t the original url lol it’s gone through a few changes ^^)

why did you choose this pfp?

i think shua and dongheon are neat ... my 95z loves <3 so yea :o ! shua cute selca icon for here and heoni sprout icon for getawaymp3 

why did you choose your header?

i made this one a long time ago :o ! and i just really wanted a retro-y windows / vaporwave pastel pink header with shua ^^ for getawaymp3 it’s a group shot from the get away mv but with sparkles :’)) bc i have no personality outside of being a get away enthusiast  

what’s your post with most notes?

for this blog i have no idea it’s probably that random oty in la recoloring i did HAHA i think ?? it has 3k notes or smth for some reason and on getawaymp3 it’s this jaehyun poetic beauty set i posted randomly for fun and somehow got 1.6k notes bc ... jaehyun pretty 

how many mutuals do you have?

a lot on here but a good portion of them are probably inactive ..? and only a handful on getawaymp3 i have a lot of moots on haknew but i don’t really keep track :’)) if i rb from you regularly i consider us moots LMAO 

how many followers do you have ?

like two...

following?

285 ? yea ... 

do you make shit post?

if tag rants count then yes on all my blogs </3 i’m pretty annoying :D, but yea i will on getawaymp3 but only bc the least amount of people follow me there (excluding my enha blog bc it’s like a week old) and i brain dump my sadness there sometimes LOL 

how long do you use Tumblr each day?

an unheathy amount </3 

did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

hmm i don’t really indulge in drama usually so no >.< there was that one time deobiblr boolied me into admitting i bias kevin moon if that counts u.u (and i lost obviously) 

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts?

they’re my blogs, my safe spaces ;;;; so i ask people understand i rb what i want to... (even tho i feel guilt every time i rb anything that’s not content content... lmaooooo) 

do you like tag games?

i do bc i really love hearing from moots / friends ! but i always feel bad about them bc a.) i get tagged in a lot and sometimes i just forget and leave them in my drafts, b.) don’t want to spam too many personal posts (bc people follow me for content ?? i think so spamming personal posts makes me feel bad T-T) and c.) idk which mutuals to tag bc i don’t want to be annoying (and i’m too scaredkjfgdkj) so i sometimes don’t do tags bc of that 

do you like ask games?

yes ! but same logic as above point b.) LOL tho i really like rambling / talking and interacting with people i think a good portion of my followers just don’t care for that so i keep it to a minimum where i can ;;;; s*dly 

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

a lot of them actually fdkjgkdfg i always consider myself a small blog or outsider in the communities i claim to be a part of ;;; but i get really lucky and people like my gifs ! like on my enha blog even tho it’s like 9 days old there are some what i would consider “big enha blogs” that follow me ^^ (and then of course tumblr users @ shuaway and hongminchy are so famous i’m honored to be moots with them :p) 

do you have a crush on a mutual?

did you mean all of them :p ? no but i do have ... like ;;;; cc or friend crushes ... people i really like content / tags from and want to be friends with but i’m just too s0cially anxi0us to initiate conversations so i end up just admiring from afar <3

tags?

i’ll tag @minatual @bloomblooms and @baejoonyoung ! (only if you want to do this tho no obligations feel free to ignore !) (OH ALSO pls no one feel obligated to follow any of my other side blogs ;-; i am not joking when i say i am a bit of a nuisance u.u HAHA) 

[alligaytorswamp]

yellow , green , blue, turquoise , onyx , fuchsia , cream , mauve ( also genshin) & plum B)))

hey hi hello >:)

green: do you have a favourite flower?

nah i dont differentiate them.. every flower is just a flower to me jkhasjkdhkj...

if the flower is purple it gets extra points tho

blue: preferred type of weather?

rain!!! thunderstorms!!! <333

turquoise: favorite sea animal?

penguins or turtles :p

onyx: do you still play Minecraft?

nope, never did

fuchsia: favorite land animal?

cream: any piercings or tattoos? do you want any?

i have a helix one but it got fucked up.. so it looks weird :(

would love to fix it one day.. or maybe get rid of it completely hhh

no tattoos but i want some yes heheeheh

some longer answers will be under the cut jkahdsjkad

plum: a food you've never tried

oi.. dats like a lot of things... ;;

well I've never had anything "Chinese"/"Mexican"/idk what else people mention in a similar manner... i hear English-speaking folks refer to these.. "types" and yep never had any of that. also like.. any food chains that just don't exist in Russia? obv nope......... there is probably an insane amount of stuff I haven't tried, I'm picky and literally just eat at home 99% of the time so-

yellow: name of an artist you think is underappreciated

gonna give a dumb ass answer but... i can't...? i don't really know how much one should be "appreciated", like what is the "right amount" and whether or not this person receives it. the amount of notes/likes doesn't always represent that and also i don't look there at all.. also this one random artist can have multiple accs on different platforms with different engagements and all that... so how do i really know what's up with them? and once again i don't think i sit around thinking Damn this person needs more likes !! .. i just like/rb whatever i want and it's epic lashdjlksajdlk also i'm not sure if i have strong attachments to certain creators.. (at this point that is. i used to and some of it backfired lmao) ... the only attachments i have r ppl i'm friends with which is U Know... considered the right answer to this question and an adequate person would do just that but damn none of yall getting a free promo wtf 🙄 and i feel like mentioning one friend could lead to upsetting another or like .. i could just forget to tag someone... or I would waste time trying to figure out if it would be ok to mention them in an ask like this one and probably would decide against it anyways just not to bother anybody ....

and is getting tagged in a post saying u r underappreciated even a compliment? because i for one am not too sure about that........... much to think about uh huh

mauve: any unpopular opinions?

we entered danger zone.................... beware :з

uhhh well first of all I think childe x zhongli is like the most pathetic and boring "default" pairing this fandom came up with. they have 0 chemistry and I just hate everything about it. as much as I headcanon both as queers... together romantically it feels like 2 straight men put together by ya*i fans............ also before i blacklisted to ship and voluntarily looked through the ship tag... every post felt like a hard ooc. i could not understand what childe or zhongli are supposed to be as individuals, what they have in common, what kind of dynamic they have. deadass most crack ships with 0 interactions have more flavor than this tragedy

eng VAs are great people and appreciate their work but whoever decides the voices ain't doing it right. every male character sounds like a middle-aged white man.. and most of the youngest characters sound like very obvious adults trying to pretend to be babies. all of it irks me so bad god.. and there are so many characters that lose their little spark in eng........ (yet in korean and chinese they're completely fine??)

all of the playable adult male characters are shitty people in one way or another. none of them are good. they have reasons and different perspectives, yes, but they suck. every single one of them. stop ignoring it or trying to say only some are evil. none of them are inherently terrible.. but they're not these precious and righteous individuals. they're men.................... that says a lot, actually. :\

and as for women? god i hate the idea that they're all so uninteresting and weak. lichrally just a bunch of girlbosses, morals of most could be questioned as well... anyways some of the girls not having extremely dramatic stories doesn't make them any less cool. let them be

also all archons suck it's ok. you can still love them while acknowledging that they've done some shit. ALSO stop demonizing venti .. and now baal, while praising zhongli- he's an old loser stop lying to yourself. i hate when people present him as the only good archon, the voice of reason who is just so cool and collected but also ahh so cutely silly about mora !!!............. bitch the story quest of liyue is just one zhongli-is-a-fucking-moron campaign idk did yall skip it or something............ and even then it's ok to like him, he does have his logic/reasons/beliefs that justify his actions... he is not a good guy or archon tho.

shipping archons/adepti/whatever the fuck that isn't a basic human with a basic human is super weird. i mean the power dynamic will be completely fucked and ages? lord almighty... basically mortals should stay with mortals... the rest goes to baby jail except maybe ganyu she's a good girl

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk what else.................

maybe.. ahha... well.............. with how people hype up any vague new character that is leaked and declare how they will skip every banner ever for them - even tho all we know is... how the character looks like? it feels a bit too much. like truly what's the point of going crazy and then screaming at mihoyo every 3 seconds over some character that could be fake for all we know, or maybe they'll be a support you don't need, or they have a weapon you don't like to use.... can't you just wait till we get official info? jesus lawd- but regardless.......................... where is the same energy for baizhu :)

the man is literally in the game and people manage to forget him even in conversations about dendro specifically- how the fuck is that even real-

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[mrfutureboy]

@rovermcfly tysm for tagging me and sorry this took 5ever!!

why did you choose your url?

i wanted a bttf url last summer when i got back into the fandom, and i wanted it to be specific to marty bc i love him but i also want to be him. im like, obsessed with the nickname "future boy" that doc gives him in 1955, and the url futureboy is taken, so i am mrfutureboy bc i am marty (kinnie shit)

any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them

i literally only have a handful for url-saving purposes. @rhodeystark and @masloki are my most notable old urls so i wanted them for safe keeping. i also have @goodnightfutureboy bc that was one of the bttf urls i was considering and i never got around to deleting it (if by chance anyone wants that lmk)

how long have you been on tumblr?

I think i joined in 2010.

do you have a queue tag?

back when i blogged a lot on desktop, xkit worked for me, and i actually queued shit for my blog it was “since queue been gone” bc i thought i was clever. i still think its clever tbh i just dont really queue anymore

why did you start your blog in the first place?

Iirc, an irl friend of mine heard about tumblr thru an upperclassman she was friends with, so she was like “sonny we should sign up for tumblr!” and i was like sure why not. first url was miss-math bc thats my deviantart username

why did you choose your icon/pfp?

im obsessed w mjf but im also a kinnie /j. i specifically love his look in that interview and also i own a very similar sweater now so. it me. also im basically aromantic even tho i dont really use the label so yeah i put that behind his pretty face

why did you choose your header?

skfkdksk its because i kept fucking dying in the stuart little 2 gba game. I havent played in a while but im stuck on the level where stuart goes into the sink drain to retrieve the wedding ring that isnt even in there

what’s your post with the most notes?

Feel free to fact check me, but im 90% sure it’s a screenshot of gwen and trent from tdi that i took, where gwen is like leaning on the table all miserable and trents got his hand on her back, captioned “rb if you agree” bc i thought they were really cute. i still get fucking notifications for that post i think its at over 500 notes now

how many followers do you have?

i dont particularly like sharing this since this is the only site that doesnt make that public, and it’s nice to not feel intimidated or make other people feel intimidated or ashamed, like how it kinda makes you feel bad when you have fewer followers than your friends on insta. but i’ll play, and as of right now i have 1065 followers im very grateful for <3

how many people do you follow?

240. ik my ratio is bad i promise im not being an asshole abt it

have you made a shitpost?

Ive been on tumblr a long time. Of course i have

how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ post?

I get turned off by those posts a lot but i do be reblogging shit sometimes ill admit. but not blindly like i have to actually read it and care about it. But if its a 10 mile long post where everyones adding how necessary it is that its rb’d, forget about it

do you like tag games?

yeah!!! it just takes me a long time to finish them lol

do you like ask games?

I dont play them v often or receive them but i do!

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

@chloezhao, period. also @jedflah and @lonepinetimeline were some of the big names within the bttf community that i kept seeing last summer and i remember being like “omg they followed me”. (Well. Actually with theo i didnt recognize his main blog so for an embarrassingly long time i didnt realize we were mutuals slfksk. he would like my personal posts and i was like “wait who is this” and i felt like a huge idiot when i realized it was him! our 1 yr friendaversary is coming up love u cowboy <4)

do you have a crush on a mutual?

no but @biathelstan and i are cowboy soulmates

Tagging: @biathelstan @thereisnosafetythistime @anakins-rattail @mahourobotto

[oneustual-moving]

woohoo tag game !! ☆～（ゝ。∂）

thanks to @hwee-ing for tagging me! :]

(answers under the cut so i dont clog up ur dashes)

1. why did you choose your url?

bc the oneus obsession is too strong & oneustual just sounds fun to say in ur head! also i am everyones’ oneus mutual so <3

2. any sideblogs?

just @oneus1stwin !

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

since 2013 i think ? not w this blog obv but i was super young yikes

4. do you have a queue tag?

nope! so even though u see posts & activity from me most of the day, thats me in real time yikes!!

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

my very first blog ever i started bc i liked doctor who 😔 yes one of those kids. & then i started this specific one bc i wanted to move blogs from my last one. not for any real reason just felt like switichin it up!

6. why did you choose your pfp?

dongmyeong:] <3 also bc the colors matched my layout

7. why did you choose your header?

hc i want ppl to know that even though im oneus-tual i am also onewe-tual and if come here then its a package deal babey 2 for the price of 1 its weus! also yonghoon pretty

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

the one w my uquiz where i guess ur oneus bias actually !! surprisingly ! it has like 220 notes

9. how many mutuals do you have?

probably around 300 technically. but alot of them are inactive. i have around 20ish that i regularly interact with & would consider pocket friends!! <3

10. how many followers do you have?

321

11. how many people do you follow?

323

12. have you ever made a shitpost

every minute of every day of my life <3

13. how often do you use tumblr every day?

whenever i have free time. so when im not doing school or housework. even if im watching stuff i’ll usually be on it bc or focus or whatever </3 too much!

14. have you gotten into an argument/fight with another blog?

i dont think so ? closest i came was someone telling me i couldnt have criticisms of the mdzs novel but i didnt argue w them & they were wrong so! i dont wanna get into details of my issues w the novel since that doesnt matter here, but im still right!

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this?’ posts?

some of them tend to be guilt trippy and compare serious issues against each other, but other than that theyre fine if like the sources are legit & any donation links are as well. i tend to rb them bc im not in the place where i can donate rn, so spreading the info is the second best thing i can do!

16. do you like tag games?

yes! i’ll just only do them like 10% of the time bc i can be lazy and put it off and then i forget and it gets buried in my notifs

17. do you like ask games?

YES!!! give me attention pls <3

18. which of your mutuals is tumblr famous?

i think it’ll be offensive tk them if i call them “tumblr famous” but i do have a few mutuals that r like big accounts & relatively well-known if that counts lmao

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

no but i love nd appreciate all kf them dearly <3 or like friend crushes if u call them that, by that meaning i want to be their friends but im too shy & mentally ill to consistently talk to more than one person at a time !! im sorry

20. tags?

@kingleedo @followfindyou @lovepaintt if u want ! & anyone else who wants to :)