#also soemthing about him moving out causing this and i was like no a lot of these were issues when we were younger too

[lilgynt]

you know what funny enough during all of the shit between the last few days my brother and i were doing our usual routine of awkwardly texting and then i noticed with his like letter saying how he loves and thanks me for dealing with this fucked situation he sent me like 50 bucks so i got my dad settled long enough for me to make a two bags of edibles deep call to him and we talked a lot

[thesupernaturalhouse]

Damn yall are liking this Hazbins Fallen au- I'm glad!! Honestly I was hoping people would like it but like, still a shock you know-

Anywaysss, I am busy but figured I'd post some fact/headcanons of the au, aoke plot points, mostly surrounding Emily because she's the main change of the au

Emily has a pretty big sweet tooth, and when she does get sweets she always gets extra for Razzle and Dazzle

Again, I will say this, Vaggie, Charlie and Emily are wrangle and dazzles moms. Keekee is not counting as a child cause the seems more like. A ept while Razzle and Dazzle seem mroe sentient, at least to me

Charlie and Seviathans relationship, post break up ofc, is like Ron Swanson and Tammy 2s, no the uh- getting back together part but the '....she's here-' part, Charlie absolutely hates his guts and whenever he's near her more demon features come out as she looks around trying to spot him

Emily barely holds herself back from killing slaviathen, you'd think it'd be Vaggie, but no, it's Emily

Emily design resembles a succubus, it was by complete accident, she lieks the color of horns and didn't realize what it could resemble-

Emily absolutely hates Al but hides it ebhidn a cheerful smile, silent anger so to speak(she does end up snapping at Al and I am so excited to write that scene)

Husk is Emily's father figure I already have a whole chaoter planned surrounding how they bon, Emily calls him dad from that chaoter onwards

Angle constantly makes 'I fucked you dad' jokes, even if they aren't true, at Em cause he knows it pushes her buttons....she retaliated by buying water balloons and throwing them at him one day when he makes the same joke again

Husk just watches.

In the pilot, vaggie holds up her spear and Emily pushes it down like "...no, no..." the Katy says soemthing homophobic and she immediately moves her hand away and says "nevermind. Do what you want."

Emily hates waking up early, she's done it for YEARS in heaven she'll eb damned if she does it for more in hell (plus there's nobody on her about being on time to places)

You knwo that scene where Husk is calling everyone out? Well, he looks at Emily and goes "and SHES....well....I've got nothing on her, she's perfect" you can tell who his favorite is

Remember when angle brings them ti a bdsm club? Yeah, I've- I've got a FUN scene idea for that-

Screw shoes let charlie show her hooves- especially since I 70% sure that hoped animals have to walk on their hooves or else they risk a lot of different things so- yeah, I'm throwing away her shoes.

Also have her show sone more demon features, I love making designs so much- and of course their gonna be more animalistic, cause I love expanding on animal nosies and behaviors and stuff, it was always planned tho I didn't have a specfici bird in mind for vaggie until the hawk feather exorcists au, she also makes moth noises

I am going to have so much fun making their designs-

Also, Emily and Peter are best friends in this au, mlm and wlw solidarity when they go back up to heaven while Sera is tlaking Peter is jsut staring at her

'I know' she knows he knows....she silently promises to catch him up before the trial and he finally looks away satisfied

I feel liek while Emily would be very quick to accept husk is her father figure I think Husk would be a bit hesitant to accept that HE is a father figure

You know victor from lackadaisy? I dont knwo why but I kinda like to imagine husk as him- like I'm debating if I should make husk have had a daughter when he was alive who he didn't get to see cause of the divorce and turned to alcoholism slowly. And Em reminds him if her and that makes him SCARED

Fun little idea I had that I may or may not include, depends how I'm feeling honestly, I do wanna ta leats keep some things liek how 'gruff' he is and apply it to husk, idm I feel like their personalities are every similar, thoguh that might jsut be me-

Husk would teach Emily how to play Chess

Charlie knows Vaggie and Emily are angles and all that stuff, as I've said before. So I'm debating wether or not to keep Al's deal in, I think I will but tweak it a bit

I love Al, but he is an above avrage overlord at best, the only reason he was able to fight agaisnthe exrocists and Adam was due to them not being used to people attacking BACK and seeing it more as entertainment then actual hunting.

Anyways Em may or may not call him out casually on multiple occasions- 'he does realize if he fights Adam he'll die- oh, and there he goes called it!' She doesn't like him

Em was very much called 'lucifers replacement' by many angles, not Sera but even Sera soemtimes accidentally said lucis name instead of Ems at Keats a few times. Anyways she hates lucifer despite never meeting him and for soem reaosn never realized he was Charlie's father-

Al and Rosie are Charlie's uncle and aunt, foudn family my beloved

The reveal that Emily is Emily the seraphim....well, lets hsut say when revealing vaggie to be an exrocist doesn't work. lute notices how fimiliar Em looks..... it's gonna be a very interesting chaote rthats for certain

Speaking of the episode list- probably gonna alter them cut ep6 into 2 parts to, I'll make a diffeent post about it-

[that-starry-freak]

Ahhh yes, the "I Can Fix Them" au

Genuinely just a comfort au where I play with relationships and things. The actually story/plot of the au isn't too important. There is one tho!! Thats what this post is for, and for exploring some of the relationships in the au!

The au mostly follows Canon up until around Solar being brought back (though there is already kind of an established qpr between solar and Nexus that was disrupted by solar's death and Nexus becoming a villain, but yknow-)

After Solar is brought back, immediately is worried about Nexus. He ends up getting closer with Moon, but he is working on a way to help Nexus. 

He does end up finding him. But he can tell something is wrong as he talks to him, and nothing he says helps. So, he starts panicking, and does the one thing he can think of: kisses him.

AND IT WORKS?? (True loves kiss lmao)

no one knows how to this day, but for some reason the virus in Nexus just breaks when he kisses him and Nexus is free. Of course he feels so so bad for everything he did, and cries for awhile in Solar's arms till he passes out. Solar takes him home, and the family is very apprehensive of Nexus being back in the family, but they eventually warm back up to him (starting with Sun). Moon hates him still, though him and Solar are friends. Soemthing Nexus HATES, but it's mutual because Moon hate state Solar and Nexus are now dating (how yeah and they started dating)

On top of this, but Eclipse has to move out of the dimension because of Solar. So he goes to another dimension and moves into an apartment with Puppet and works as security for a small fazbear's pizza (yeah were saying fuck you to eaps i don't have the energy to watch it 😔)

Nexus and Solar are grateful for bringing Solar back. Nexus visits him quite a bit, ectopically cause he was the one who talked Earth into forgiving Nexus, so he's even more grateful. The two end up getting close, and Solar and Eclipse exchange letters a lot. But they can't actually see each other.

Solar and Nexus realizing they're both falling for Eclipse.

Yada yada it all ends up fine and Eclipse gets a new signature and they all can kiss now 👍

They are all healing and things, cause oh my god they're all SO FUCKED UPPPP

There's also probably stuff going on with Dark Sun, I havnt gotten that far yet. Idk what happens to him after Nexus is save.d he probably just disappears for awhile and Nexus jumps every time he sees Sun, because he was abused a lot by Dark Sun.

Nexus honestly isn't that close with Sun, less than before. Moon doesn't want him around Sun, and Nexus doesn't like looking at him because it makes him think of Dark Sun.

Monty dies idgaf. Bitch dies, Moon realizes how much of a bitch he is and hat he isn't good for Earth and confronts him and Monty tries to fight him and Moon kills him. No more Monty <3 (second au I've killed off Monty now)

Lunar isn't the biggest fan of Nexus but he gives him a second chance. He hates that he's dating Eclipse tho.

Moon eventually starts warming up to Eclipse. And Nexus, though that takes longer.

Uh- Sun and Bloodmoon are in a qpr- yeah-

Qpr blood/sun:

They met after [insert dead brothers name here] died. The remaining bloodmoon brother was incredibly vulnerable and terrified without counterpart. Sun, against his better judgment, reached out with help to them. They were suspicious at first, but eventually accepted.

They grew closer and the twin practically became like a cat to Sunny. They slept in his bed with him, and was by his side often. The family repeatedly asked if they were dating, but they denied it each time, sometimes even seeming kind of grossed out by it. Cause they weren't dating, it was a lot more complicated than that

Eventually Eclipse helps and they figure out how to bring back the dead twin. They Are… unsure, at first. So much as changed since they're death, and him and their twin were still separated… and the person who killed their original virus was so close with their brother? It was an uncomfortable situation, but they ended up becoming comfortable with it too, though wasn't as docile as their counterpart, much more talkative, talking for their twin usually

Eclipse/solar/nexus:

If you know you know. I won't say more here, but-

https://www.tumblr.com/that-starry-freak/760369555440861184/okay-wow-uhm-this-is-my-rant-about-eclipse-x?source=share

Solar and Moon:

God they're beasties. Bffs. It makes Nexus really insecure, but they're still friends. They talk about their Suns and their inventions and things. Sometimes they'll just quietly work together cause they're both bad at talking

They mostly avoid the topic of Nexus and Eclipse cause Moon can't stand them, but once Moon accidentally slipped an insult/a bit of shit talking and Solar just snapped. And yelled at Moon about how he should empathize with Nexus. He stormed off after. 

Later he tried to anxiously apologize to Moon but he just reassure him that he was right, and tried his best to give Nexus a bit more of a 2nd chance

Solar once, as a prank, painted an aroace flag on the entirety of one of the walls of Moon's room with washable paint. It took forever to get off and Moon made Solar do it. Eclipse was laughing the entire time both at the prank and his bf lmao.

Anyway yeah they're stupid antisocial nerd beasties

Silly and sad au

[3gremlins]

well it's been a DAY long post is long/personal

got up at 6 am to feed pets b/c plumbers were getting here at 8 am to deal with the leak from a burst pipe in the wall around my office. They get here, turns out there's SEVERAL more burst/leaking pipes which will require a lot more work. guybrush (our dog) is getting really stressed and it turns out the plumbers have to go into the downstairs bathroom to assess more of the damage so i have to put the harness/leashes on the cats JUST in case (they were previously just locked in the bedroom where they like to hide under the bed anyway but i have fears of a skittish cat running into an open wall or soemthing). So i put guybrush in josh's office and innocently close the door to go deal with the cats.

the door apparently has a deadlock that requires a key which is INSIDE the office. guybrush is now locked inside the office and has started to keen (he's mostly blind and partially deaf and is only really calm if i'm with him, so this was TOO much for him). josh tries to drill out the lock to no avail. The internet suggests we use a sawzall on the stalk of the knob, fortunately the plumbers have one, guybrush is free.

meanwhile the contractors have arrived to fix a different problem in the kitchen (there was a hole in the join from our roof to the wall which caused water damage and rot). The whole beam has to be replaced. While starting to prep for this, they discover that the kitchen wiring is not at all up to code and must be redone. They also discover more damage (possibly from termites) that must be repaired. we curse the previous owners who apparently took all kinds of shortcuts (tbh we already didn't like them due to a bunch of drama when we first moved into this house, like they were def hot mess expresses)

the plumbers have to reroute the pipes over the ceiling of my office into the garage. they have to work slowly b/c they have to drill through each beam (which are oriented width wise instead of lengthwise). the water damage between the wall of my office and the bathroom is extensive, the wall is basically damp paper. the contractors are getting so much work. they are a little annoyed about how the plumbers *just* fixed the pipes but we are not changing it. the wall can have a tiny bump in it, it's fine.

they also discovered that a vent that was part of the bathroom originally wasn't filled in properly and we're probably getting water damage from that too. they'll be here every day for the next 2 weeks at least.

tl;dr: so this means i don't have access to either of my usual art spaces and have rerouted both my computer and the necessary parts of my traditional art stuff to the living room. We also have limited access to the kitchen (you know for food and stuff) for the rest of the week. We are both so tired, adulting is terrible sometimes lol

[myshittyquarterlife]

My thoughts

My therapist told me to start journaling and to gather all my thoughts together into one place to avoid me having restless sleep and fighting demons at night. 

I like that I can trust you here, with nobody else, and no judgement. 

So let me categorize this bitch: 

Friends: First off, I have been dealing with a lot with friends and friend circles, and even Sara is involved which doubles it because I take what happens to her to heart. She feels betrayed and neglected by our friends and I don’t blame her, I feel the same way. She recently confronted “ Amir” and he reacted in the most horrible way, by gaslighting her, and not only that, but by falsely accusing her to deflect on his insolent actions. Not only do I feel rage, but more disappointment and disgust. For a second there, I was also gaslit and was ready to go apologize to him, but it took me only a few hours to be struck with “ oh shit he almost won at gaslighting me, he shouldnt be this much of a victim, how did this twist this way” but that’s the thing was gaslighters, they will try to make you believe another reality and twist your whole world around. Luckily, I was very proactive and attentive to his intentions that I warned Sara over it. As much as she says she doesn’t want to get into it and confront it, I do think she should have her free space to express what he said to our friends, not to prove a point, but to clear her name and also screw him over and bring his true colours out, in case the first time wasn’t enough. 

I am filled with injustice and disgust but all I can do it sit back and watch her be sad and feel alone, I wish they were more emotionally aware. 

Mother: So the thing with my mom is, I hate when she brings expectations onto me, specially ones about my love life, or my marriage status, she doesn’t always do it, but the few times she has, its been nothing but heavy and invasive. I feel unsafe, watched, and walked in on. I am in a happy relationship and I wish I could be in it safely without the involvement of anyone else or the fear of being caught. 

I do understand that she probably isn’t pushing anything or investigating but it does feel invasive even when she does sometimes ask, because it scares me into not wanting to act a certain way around her to avoid that confrontation, I just wish she was like my father, just non chalant and has boundaries. You can build a foundation without having to spill your sex life to your parent. 

I do feel watched, scared, restrained and not free, I feel like I have something to hide and that I have to watch my every move and word. I have a ticking bomb and a constant fear of being confronted. 

However, to try to rationalize it; She is probably just like any other mother, she will be curious, she will ask annoying questions, but they don’t necessarily have to mean that she is forcing anything upon me or that I will be shunned out if I don’t do them. They are nothing but a nasty suggestion, yes they will ruin my month, even year, but I need to learn how to  brush them off because they will keep showing up. I feel very frustrated and like I wanna fight her, she needs to stop being a snake, because as normal as this may be to any other person, it causes me the biggest anxiety in the world and makes me wanna throw up, just leave me the fuck alone and love me as I am for once, without your nasty comments. 

I dont know how to cope, and I dont think sara can even help because she has a healthy mother, and i envy their relationship, it just seems much easier, and even then, like the worst case she finds out so what? she is understanding and nice and open minded and wont kill her. my biggest fear should not be my mother.  I cannot confront her even though I feel a need to because everytime I hear something new I grow with resentment and anger, and I just cant confront it without looking weird because to her it was a passing day and something that probably didnt cross her mind at all, but it seems like soemthing that bothers her about me , like shes looking for any opportunity to bring up my love life and want me to be groomed or someshit, can she fuck offfffff i wanan breathe and be my own self i am fine i dont need her stupid wishes or whatever it is she considers happiness. 

I cant ever be excited for family reunions or gatherings because its me constantly being nervous or confronted or looked at with great disappintement, almost like any of my accomplishements dont mean shit, my degree, my gym workouts and healing from ED , my job, my license, nothing matters 

That’s pretty much all I have to say about this day. 

[beeindaclouds]

idk if you've done this but jealous dsmp?

(ignore if needed)

I haven't yet, surprisingly lol

Hope you enjoy <3

DSMP being jealous

Pairings: Dream, Georgenotfound, Sapnap, Badboyhalo, Quackity, Karl Jacobs, Wilbur Soot, C!Technoblade, Nihachu, Eret, Punz, FoolishGamers, Awesamdude × Reader

Click here before requesting, please <3

❝ Dream ❞

Is see him being a pretty jealous person

Not to the point of being too posessive

He's gonna act jealous only if he feels threatened

Like with ex's or random people that try to steal his partner from him

He also loves to show off that you're his whenever people like that approach you

The look on their faces is something he adores

❝ Georgenotfound ❞

It takes a lot to make George jealous

But only because he's not a very expressive person when it comes to this stuff

I feel like if you get him at the wrong time he'll start acting jealous

Like the time he wasn't in the best mood, that's why you were out

And you two happened to stumble upon your ex who shamelessly flirted with you infront of him

George, having surpassed the line of "stay calm", pulled you into a passionate kiss that lasted way longer then you thought it would

After pulling away he coldly said to your ex "Now that you know that they're taken could you fuck off?"

❝ Sapnap ❞

He easily gets jealous, from small to big things

Hugging a pet for too long can make him jealous, which is noticeable because he's always pouting

But if someone is flirting with their partner?

Oh boy...I feel almost sorry for the person

Sapnap will slide his hand on your waist, giving the person the most mocking face he's ever put

"Darl, who's this? Another one of your little obsessed idiots?"

But do they quickly get shut down cause Sapnap gets scary? Oh absolutely

He loves to drag people down with his words

Does it spark rons if fight? Yes

❝ Badboyhalo ❞

He very very very rarely gets jealous

Like it happens once a year lol

A lot of people underestimate him, cause he's the sweet looking and sounding Badboyhalo

But never judge a book by it's cover

You two happened to stumble with him during a date, and your ex was quick to attack your "nerd looking boyfriend"

Your ex learned this the hard way

Bad covered yoru ears before mumbling soemthing your ex

The face of cockiness changing into a scared one happened so quickly that you didn't have time to process it, cause your ex was already running away

"What did you tell them?"

"You don't need to worry about it my muffin, they won't bother you anymore"

❝ Quackity ❞

He for some reason does not seem like the kind of person that would get jealous, especially by ex's

Cause like, if you broke up, that means that your ex sucks and that he's better so

But he does get a bit jelly whenever his friends get too close to you, jokingly or not

One time you and Karl were togheter for hours, but it was only because you barely got to see eachtoher

And Quackity got a bit jelly, glaring at Karl whenever he wasn't looking

The poor boy had shivers running down his back the entire day, without knowing why

To the mexican's joy, Karl left early cause he thought that he was getting a cold

❝ Karl Jacobs ❞

He's another pounty jelly bean

But he gets jealous only when you're not paying attention to him

He wants everything from you

And when you don't give it to him, he'll cross his arms and pount

He'll stay like that for hours if he needs to

You always give in after a while, it's imposible to ignore the cute fluffed up cheeks complimented with the little angry whines

And like a swith, his mood will go back to normal

❝ Wilbur Soot ❞

He rarely gets jealous

Cause c'mon. Who would go against someone as handsome as him?

They have no chance anyway

But sometimes, people will get cocky enough to try and test him

Like that time one of your friends, that totally didn't have a crush on you, was getting a bit to touchy for yours and Wilburs liking

The friend got scared so quickly by Wilbur's cold stare that they ran off before they could make another move on you

The british man only glared your poor friend down to warn them about their doings

❝ C!Technoblade ❞

Literally who has the balls to go against this man?

Idiots. That's who.

Techno is good at keeping emotions hidden, he's done this his entire life so he was now an expert at it

But from time to time is good to let loose a little, no?

Like that one time an obviously drunk villager decided to pull you cause he "wanted to get to know you better"

Let's just say they not only did the villager get to see the Blood God himself, but also see him in action first hand

❝ Nihachu ❞

Don't let her cute appereances fool you

She gets jealous when she needs to be

Some of your friends like to get, too touchy, with you

You have by now grown accustomed to this type of affection

Niki, not even one bit

So from time to time she loves to remind who you belong to

And she also makes sure that your friends also know about it ;)

❝ Eret ❞

She's a pretty chill person

She never had the need to be jealous of anybody or anything

But oh did she feel her blood boil when one of your ex's got too close for comfort

Before you could push them away, there she was. You're beautiful partener, towering over you and your ex

She didn't need to glare or say anything, your ex was scared just from her aura

Which also scared you too, since you've never seen her like this

Make sure to thank her later tho

❝ Punz ❞

You cannot tell me that he wouldn't absolutely put whoever was even thinking of making him jealous in their place

Punz can get possessive, not in a toxic way, but whats his shouldn't be touched

That's why he was currently glaring at the random girl that decided to randomly touch you cause "you have a cute jacket"

He doesn't give a shiz about gender, no one should touch what was his

So to prove his point, he ppulled you into him

Soft trails of kisses were being left on your shoulder, his mumbles about leaving just added to the pleasure, and his eyes never left the girl in front of you two

She scoffed and walked off, making Punz chuckle in victory

❝ FoolishGamers ❞

Foolish has two kinds of jealousy

He'll either get jealous over little things

Like you paying more attention to a movie then giving him the kisses that he needs

To solve that problem he'll start getting in the way of what you're doing

Or he'll get... seriously jealous

I'm talking lingering touches, deep kisses for you followed by cold glares towards whoever was trying to get to you

But he is always quick to go back to his usual self after the probledm was taken care of

❝ Awesamdude ❞

For some reason the idea of a jealous Sam makes me weak-

Mans so handsome, it takes courage to try and go against him

But y'know, people love to use fake confidence to get through shiz

That basically what happend to you

Someone had the audacity to show off something he was doing to you, even if they were doing it quiet horribly

Your handsome boyfriend didn't waste time in shutting them down and showing the person that you were already taken

The guy continued bullshitting, trying so hard to impress you in every way

But you were too focused on the sweet words being whispered to you by you dear Sam

[zukump3]

bakugo w/ a black gf

bakugo w/ his brown skinned goddess

some smut at the end

before i even start us off, i just wanna say

bakugo loves black women. periodt

ANYWAYS

if we’re being honest bakugo paid no attention to you when class 1-A was formed

he kinda paid no attention to anyone LMAODD

you know how he was / is with the whole “extra” thing

yeah. you were an extra too he didn’t care

but over time, as the class bonded more and more he began to notice your presence

he liked how you had some attitude on you

you didn’t let anyone of class 1-A talk down on you

like any of them would even dare to anyway

your personality was much different from everyone else’s

different enough to catch his attention

being one of the top students in 1-A, bakugo first talks to you after practice and when you’re struggling with your quirk

“hey big head, your form is wrong.” he says as he approaches you, voice deep mmm

“big head?” you glare at him. “who the hell you talking to?”

he almost doesn’t respond because he definitely wasn’t expecting that response

after that, bakugo 100% always has his attention on you

y’all’s relationship is like his and deku’s but less... violent? HAHDJD

you two are basically frenemies

if either of you notice the other struggling with soemthing, you’re gonna help each other

but you’re constantly bickering

when you’re hanging out with the bakusquad and getting tired of hearing bakugo yell for like five fucking minutes straight you just straight up say

“can you SHUT UP?! all that yelling... your hot ass breath is making me nauseous.”

cue mina trying to hold in her laughter

cue denki, kaminari and kirishima bursting out in laughter though

“say it again bitch!”

“bakugo—please don’t try it.”

he starts to get this little ? obsession ? with the way you respond to him

you always have a slick ass comeback and he loves it

grows more and more comfortable with you the more you two hang out

the type to do a double take if you come into class 1-A with a new hairstyle

slyly compliments it

“...like the hair y/n.”

“is katsuki being... nice?!”

“shut the hELL UP KAMI!!”

he becomes more sociable the more you’re around

texts you a lot, surprisingly

sometimes about random shit

definitely softer in private

can be surprisingly calm

is secretly very curious about you and your culture

bakugo is farthest from dumb and knows how to phrase his questions so they don’t offend you, his parents taught him good

does a lot of research about it in his free time

constantly calls mineta a “weak link”

“he’s deadass the weakest link of this class.”

it’s soooo attractive how he does his best to understand you

your relationship just comes easily and naturally

he’s obviously a little shy and nervous, he’s never dated anyone like you before

but he feels accepted by you—loved, even

cooks with your mom lmao

always busting a move at the cookouts wtf 😭 this mf dances better than you

definitely the type to randomly do the woah when you two are hanging out

ALSO MATCHING BONNETS I DONT MAKE THE RULESSSS

somehow knows how to do acrylics and will do your nails for head for free

nsfw 🤤

whew boy

in shortest terms... he beats the pussy up

you swear he has the highest sex drive you’ve ever experienced

how is he ?? always ?? horny

morning sex

sex after classes

sex before he sleeps

SO MUCH SEX

it’s very well known that bakugo loves ass and trust me

he does

fucking loves when you sit in his lap

he always gets hard underneath you i s2g

even if you sit in his lap in public, he can stay flaccid for a few minutes but as soon as his arms wrap around your waist and his chin presses against your shoulder

you know he’s gone

pretty rough with you

usually after sex you’re covered in bites and bruises

and you’re sore as hell

loves to fuck you doggystyle, with his chest to your back

he likes to be very dominant in the bedroom, and that position gives him good leverage to wrap his hand around your throat and fuck you till you see stars

says “fuck” a LOT

he does dirty talk but it’s mainly stuff he says to himself?

like “fuck... this pussys squeezing me so fucking tight.”

“god, look at the way it creams... so fucking sexy.”

wants you to cum at least three times in the bedroom and doesn’t mind overstimulating you till you get there

when he gives head...

😩

lawd have murthay

can i just say that he definitely eats pussy from the back

and he buries his entire face in your cunt

loves to finger you while he does it cause he wants it to be messy. he wants your juices everywhere

“taste like fucking peaches,” he’ll comment after bringing his head up, his red eyes staring deep into yours as he fingers you with so, so much strength. “this pussy is all mine, yeah?”

you don’t respond, too lost in your pleasure to say anything

that’s when he leans down to suck harshly at your clit and you probably scream.

“answer me.”

“yes! yes—it’s your—your pussy, katsuki...!”

“that’s a good girl~”

he grabs onto your hair when you give him head

he tries not to tug too hard but he can’t help it

his abs clench every time you deep throat him and you swear he twitches in your mouth

overall a wild little boom box boy

creds to artist ^^

[linkspooky]

Annie vs Mikasa: Round 2

They don’t actually fight, I just couldn’t think of a good title for this post. Annie and Mikasa are a set of foils. At times their similarities only serve to irritate one another. At other times, their differences are complementary. Just like Eren / Reiner, and Bertolt / Armin, Annie and Mikasa can become each other’s worst enemies and yet at the same time offer a unique understanding to one another. Here’s an analysis of their foiling as of the latest chapter. 

1. Lost Girls

Mikasa and Annie have been opposing forces in the manga ever since Eren saw it fit to compare them. If you look at them from Eren’s point of view they’re incredibly, superficially (on the outside) similiar. Both of them are the only girls in a group of two boys. Both of them are the physically strongest member of their group, and also the most confident in themselves. Annie, just like Mikasa has the ability to quickly act, and she doesn’t hesitate like Bertolt and Reiner are prone to. 

Eren is someone constantly fighting against his own weakness, and that’s what causes him to trip up and hesitate. He’s always battling against the idea that he’s mediocre, that he’s all talk, that he’s unable to be strong enough to make the grand promises he makes. As a person he feels lacking, inferior. He lacks the self confidence simply to act. Which is why he gravitates towards people like Mikasa and Annie who just ACT without hesitation. He wants the single-mindedness that Mikasa and Annie have, just by being the people they are, because Eren is riddled with self doubts. Annie and Mikasa both have the strength and self confidence that Eren wants, but they don’t really care about being strong. 

Eren would love nothing more than to be able to shut his brain off and become a soldier the way Mikasa and Annie seem to be able to do so flawlessly, but neither of them really want to be this way. The reason that Annie and Mikasa are able to shut their brains off and just fight, is because they see themselves as having fought to survive their entire life, having lost everything else. 

They are both girls fighting to survive and find love in a world that they no has absolutely no love for them. They’ve both lost their places in the world, and any and all connecction to the world (except for one person) and because of that they’ve become so desperate that fighting is all they can do. 

I bring up the Eren comparison because Mikasa’s been shown to be jealous of Annie in the past whenever Eren gravitated toward Annie. I don’t think Eren had any kind of romantic interest in Annie, I think he just admired her. In a way since MIkasa and Annie are so similiar, Eren can see all of the parts of Mikasa he admires in Annie (her strength, her independence) but none of the parts of Mikasa he dislikes (her codependence, her habit of always following him around). 

In the female type titan arc Annie and Mikasa are characters who are incredibly similiar on the outside, especially in the way that Eren perceives them, but we learn the difference between them in their actions. 

Mikasa is loyal, Annie is not. And I don’t just mean that Mikasa is loyal to the scouting corps whereas Annie is a spy. I mean, even to their small group of friends Mikasa is someone who is fiercely protective of both Armin and Eren whereas Annie will always run away from Bertolt and Reiner to protect herself. Mikasa clings to Armin and Eren as her place in this world after having lost her original family, whereas Annie completely refuses to get close to Bertolt and Reiner in the same way. 

There’s also a certain irony in the way Eren perceives Annie. I mean like I said, he gravitates towards Annie because it’s all Eren thinks he admires in a person, Mikasa’s strength, but without the part of Mikasa that always clings to him. Mikasa’s loyalty towards him has always bugged him but it’s also something that Eren has also always taken for granted because look how hard he freaks out when Annie turns out to have an agenda of her own. He practically begs, and begs her not to betray the scouting corps because he can’t handle the person betrayal. 

Anyway this is how we are initially presented their characters, two people incredibly similiar on the outside, but Mikasa is loyal, and Annie disloyal. Of course this is deconstructed in later arcs but we gotta get out of Eren’s POV first. 

2. Lost Girls, Found

I set up their foiling in the female type titan arc to show how it’s subverted this arc. A lot of ideas set up in the female type titan arc are now being inverted in the final arc. First we learn a little more about Annie, and how even her circumstances are incredibly similiar to Mikasa. 

Mikasa lost her place in the world when her family was killed. Annie never had  a place. They are both girls who are incredibly unconnected to the world around them. Annie an orphan with Eldian blood, Mikasa an orphan with Ackerman blood, and the last remaining person of Asian descent inside the walls. They were also marked as different from the world around them because of their birth. 

They both have an adopted family member they fixate on, because that person is their sole connection to the world around them. For Mikasa it’s Eren, and for Annie it’s her father. Mikasa’s goal is ultimately to protect Eren because by his side is her place of belonging in the world everything else comes second. Annie’s goal is ultimately to return home to her father because he is her place of belonging in the world and everything else comes second. 

Both girls are incredibly, aware of the cruelty of life and how easily people can die and it can all be lost. A dead insect is used to symbolize the revelation in both cases, a dead beetle for Annie, a dead butterfly for Mikasa. For the both of them they also came to this revelation at an extremely young age. 

This makes them even more desperate to protect their small place of belonging in the world. Which is why they have the same selfish habit. They will forget about everything else, and run off to protect that safe place when they are pushed against a wall. Mikasa will always drop everything to run after Eren, even if it leads her to doing soemthing stupid or disobeying orders from a superior. Annie will always follow her father’s words and protect herself because she doesn’t care about the mission or the outside world ultimately. 

Annie says she’d trample over other people, Mikasa doesn’t listen to Levi and charges straight at the female type titan because it’s the shortest path to Annie. It’s the same behavior, the outside world stops existing to them. Mikasa and Annie both have a small and fragile world that consists of one person they’ve decided is their family. They’re scared of the world at large, because they think they have no place in it. 

The story has been gradually challenging Mikasa again and again, to care about the world outside of Eren. It starts in Trost where Mikasa realizes she can’t let herself die just because Eren died because she wants to keep his memory alive. Hange tells her that she might lose the person most important to her in the world, but she has to keep moving forward with that loss. 

Mikasa became the first to let go of Armin, when Eren didn’t give up on begging Levi to revive Armin, even though Mikasa had always been the most fiercely protective of their little group beforehand. Floch even points out, that Mikasa is the closest to maturing because she was out of the three of them the only one able to let go. I know Floch is wrong a lot, but Floch tends to talk in theme. I mean he’s not really a character in his own right, he just… talks about the themes of the story. He’s a mouth piece for the author to make obvious comments on the themes of the story, like when he goads Jean into just quietly accepting that the world might end outside of Paradis island. If Floch says something it’s probably a theme of the story. 

Mikasa has been pushed over and over again to let go of the person that is her place of belonging in the world. The way she does this is one, realizing how Eren’s actions affect others and two, learning to move to protect people outside of Eren. 

It’s Mikasa who calls out Eren for hurting children, and it’s Mikasa who moves to protect Gabi, even knowing that Gabi was the one who killed Sasha. Why? Because Mikasa herself is a lost girl. Because Mikasa knows what it’s like to lose everything as a child. 

Mikasa wants to gain the strength to protect someone, because she knows what it’s like to lose everything and doesn’t really want to inflict that on someone else. However, it turns out she’s been protecting the wrong person all along. What’s she been doing then?

For both Mikasa and Annie their wish to have a family, and have some connection to the world isn’t selfish at all. In fact they can be incredibly soft and kind people to those they consider family. However, they have a tendency to tunnel vision and act selfishly when the chips are down. Mikasa enables the worst parts of Eren because she’s so codependent, and Annie is so independent she’s entirely forgotten about the world around her. 

Mikasa is slowly learning what Annie already knows, her independence. 

Mikasa has slowly been learning there are other things besides Eren that connect her to the outside world, whether it be her sympathies with children like Gabi and Falco who are so much like her and Eren, or her double heritage to both the Ackerman clan and her connection to Hizuru. 

At the same time this latest chapter has been showing Annie the opposite. The personal connections to people that Mikasa has always clung so tightly to, and Annie has eschewed are what is slowly coming to matter more to Annie.

When Annie loses all hope, it’s her brief conversation to Armin that almost pulls her back from the edge. In fact the reason she didn’t lose her mind all that time in the crystal is because Armin kept talking to her. Mikasa needs to lose her connections to other people to learn to function on her own, but Annie needs to let other people connect to her.

It’s Armin who pulls her back and grabs her hand when she just wants to avoid others. It’s Armin who counteracts Annie’s long held belief, that the great big world is scary to her. Annie can’t begin to accept the idea that the world might be kind too, unless she learns to accept Armin’s optimism, and his point of view. Annie needs to learn from Armin, but to do that she has to get close to him. 

So in the latest chapter we see Annie and Mikasa challenging each other again. Annie and Mikasa have asked each other the most important questions they need to answer. 

Can Mikasa actually kill Eren? Can she do what she needs to do? And Mikasa asks Annie the opposite questions? Can Annie follow Armin and be there for him or is she just going to run away again? 

I’d say they are both at this point at the final hurdle of their arcs. Mikasa saying that she just wants the old Eren back is the problem. She needs to learn to accept the old Eren is gone. She can either try to save the current Eren, or kill the current Eren, but both of those means Mikasa has to drop her idealized image of Eren and confront the real one right in front of her. Whereas, Annie’s trying to run away one more final time before the end instead of fighting for someone besides herself and her own survival. 

Mikasa needs to learn to be independent and function without Eren, and Annie needs to learn to let other people be a part of her life. She can’t live in this world all alone. The same way that Eren once told Mikasa how to live in this world, Armin could help Annie find a way to live, but only if she lets him. 

Which is why the connection between these two lost girls is so important. In the Female Type Titan arc we saw them already try to kill each other. However, they’ve always had the potential to help each other find their way so they’ll be lost girls no more. 

[caffeineaddicted-noonie]

Hiii! Im looking to do a creepypasta matchup (id prefer if you did not match me with ben nor jeff tho)

My names Powder and I use it/its pronouns, im a pisces, i am the entrepreneur (ESTP) mbti type and i am 5’10!

Im kinda mean sometimes 🧍🏻‍♀️ um and i like bugs. I really like bugs actually. I have a weird habit of slapping stuff, like a wall or chair or soemthing but usually my leg or arms 💀 my friends describe me as very blunt. I come off rude a lot on accident. And I like the outdoors a lot, i snowboard too. I usually wear very plain clothes like jeans with a graphic design shirt, and a zip up jacket. I also wear hats and beanies a lot. I really like sharks, reading about flowers, watching constellations and watching documentaries! My favorite docus are murder mystery ones, but i also like historical ones sometimes. I have adhd & paranoia and my favorite bug is a stag beetle :}

Hope this is okay! Tysm ^^

Hello fellow Anon! I am sorry this took like...a week? I think. I've been...in a not so good condition to write recently. But not to worry! Your match up is all good!!

I MATCH YOU UP WITH

TICCI TOBY / TOBIAS ERIN 'TOBY' ROGERS

when it begins log 1 - as friends🌹

+ It was an "immediate" click so to say. + You two would get along well if you're not sensitive to his tics or his uncontrollable personality. + But overall, personality set aside, you two would get along well! + How did you two meet?

So, in the dark alley, a figure walks a hatchet in hand. He mentally curses as he acknowledges how bloodstained his clothes were. He steps on a small puddle which causes it to splash onto the bottom hem of his pants, he ignores it. His eyes squinted. "D-damnn, why is that l-l-lampost so bright.." he cursed, "Thought it w-was the sun," he chuckled. "I know right! I wonder why they just let it be that bright!" His eyes met yours as he turns to look in your direction. Not knowing who he is, you extend your hand out, "Hi! I'm Powder," he looks at your hand, hiding his hatchet, "Nice axe by the way!" you smile, complimenting what he was trying to hide. His mask hides the small smile he had on his face and he shakes your hand, "Toby.." You look at him, your eyes moving up and down. As if second nature, you let go of his hand and open your jacket. You offer it to him, "Your shirt has a lot of paint on it," you say, not knowing it was blood that stained him. "Uh- y-yeah, I was having a-a paintball f-f-fight.." he said between his tics. He replaced his jacket with the one you offered him.

+ And thenn, yo two schedules a day to give it back to you. And this is where friendship starts~ + Ya'll hang out a lot after + Outdoors?? That's his vibe!! + You two would hang out in the woods a lot! Not just the woods tho, probably the deepest parts where caves and bigger animals could be seen. Or where the earth ends as a river ends to be a waterfall. + The beach is also a good place! Tho, be warned, he always chases crabs. + He completely understands your "Accidently Rude" thing. Because he has borderline disorder, he has trouble with controlling his own emotions. So he relates and won't be bothered at all. + If he gets harshly sarcastic, he will apologise after. He'll tell you he doesn't mean it as he is very unpredictable.

You wish it to never end log 2 - as lover 💖

+ He confesses first...in the woods...you two were on a tree...he hangs upside down, while you tell him all your problems and he just goes, "Hey,,,at l-least you h-have an awesome g-guy crushing on y-you" he says, his thumb pointing towards him, a smile and blushy cheeks under his mask + After this, you have a cool guy watching over you <3 + He'll tell you about himself for A-Z + His past, disorders, etc + He'll tell you to NOT worry because he'll make sure it won't impact you in any way. + He cares about you a lot. You're the only family he has. His only safe place. His only one. + And he'll show you his racoons! + He'll try to tone down his sarcasticness just for you. But I bet you'' understand if he blows suddenly. Just stay quiet. Once it is all done, comfort him bc he's trying /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~ + Picnic dates are a WEEKLY thing beb + He'll let you wear his jackets and sweaters, whether you need it or not, you can wear it >u< + Your ADHD is not a problem to him, I swear. He'll comfort you about it. Tells you that it's not a problem at all. + Would cuddle you!! Physical touch is his love language!! + When you're watching television, talking about sharks, reading about flowers or you two are watching the stars together, trying to spot the various constellations that decorate the night sky, he's there to wrap his arms around you and warm you with his presence. + You two are the type of couple to just, vibe with each other. Meant to be puzzle pieces. He completed yours and you completed his!!

I hope you like it! Thank you for sending in!! Have a great day and take care!!

[viktormaru]

Amma be honest my dude, expressions on my characters are always godawful. I can put them in the most interesting pose and their face is just •_•. So please, how do you do that so well.

OKAY, Ive talked briefly about this already but I’ll try going further into detail now. Please bare with my limited english and my limited knowledge as well, but this is a tiny crash course on how I do expressions

OKAY! First of all, I won’t go into detail on how to make sad or happy expressions or anything like that cause I think most people know what a sad or happy face looks like and there are great tutorials out there about it. I’m going a little on the specifics of how I HANDLE expressions.

Whenever I’m about to draw a face I think of a few things: what are they feeling? How intensely are they feeling that? and how comical is that feeling supposed to be to the audience?

And those are important points to see what kind of approach I’m going, here’s an example using the feeling Anger

This is an example of a character feeling anger

This is anger, but even more intense!

This is also very intense anger, but it’s supposed to be comical

Well, what’s the diifference? I think the details that help your expressions have more complexity to them are

1. CREASES AND PLUSHYNESS (i’ll explain)

2. SYMMETRY

3. SIZE

4.EXTRA EFFECTS (again, I’ll explain)

5. CONTRAST

SO!

1.CREASES AND PLUSHYNESS

Your face is a whole sheet of skin slapped over many muscles right (what the fuck), which meaaans that all your features in your face are somewhat connected, meaning that moving one part of your face will pull along other parts if you do it too hard.

Like above, how gai is squinting. His eyebrows are trying to meet in the middle and his eyes are following along with creases underneath. I wanted him to squint so bad I even pulled the mouth up into a pount just so it could meet that tension point as well, which is what that crease near the nose and shadow on the lips is indicating.

Thats one thing I put on smiles a lot too!

Whenever I’m making a genuine happy smile I want to bring the whole face up!!!! So the cheecks get squishy around the lips, I’ll often bring the lips further up into the face, the eyes get all squished up as well and the eyebrows are just shot up, like there something pulling everything up because!! happiness is up! its energy! its high!

Making your faces squishy opens room to try a lot of new things like cheeks puffed up from holding a laughter

or lips getting pulled sideways for a grimmacing expression

or even further down for… god who knows what this one is called

also remember about intensity!! if you go super hard in the creases you can create quite a humurous effect

like.. this is true despair

or go really soft to create a gentle expression

the cheeks are still a little squished and so are the eyes!

BUT THATS NOT ALL, CAUSE NEXT IS

2. SYMMETRY

Symmetry is fun (its not), by assymetry can help you convey even more complexity. Hell, even expression like disgusting or the feeling of superiorty come from assymetrical expressions. So those 

smirks are a classic example. Lift one corner of the mouth more than the other, keep the eyebrows assymetrical, you get a smug face. 

Or a cocky smirk…

I think they can keep the face interesting and puts a lot of character into a simple face, like, even genuine smiles that are a bit crooked to the side can look cute!

I also sometimes use assymetry to indicate where the emtion is direct towards?? if that makes sense? like, here obito is pouting at minato, directly

his pout is even aimed at him.

Or how in here tsunade’s smirk is already going for the bottle even though she hasnt put it in her mouth yet.

I think assymetry also works for separating part of the face to create strange or scary expressions, if that makes sense. Like, a maniac grin comes from wide eyes, a smile and basically a frown, those things are going in totally different directions in my head, so when they come together

it looks wrong, and thats why it works.

Raising one eyebrow more than the other, squinting one eye more than the other, pulling your mouth to one side or the other,those details make your expression look a little more complex, funny or human depending on how intensely you go at it

3. SIZE

So Okay, we’re human, we can open our mouths and widen our eyes and that will definetely have a different effect on hour our expression is read. But the best part is, we’re drawing expressions here, we don’t have to be limited by actual size restricions when it comes to face features!

SUCH WIDE EYES!

I can also blow a characters pupils to indicate something like 

not being focused on whats going on at all 

or to fill it with tears

I can also make them look like just dots or a single line to express surprise

or righteous anger?

or fear

You’ll also notice I make the mouths really big in many cases dusahdu

and it kind of ties up with the next topic which is

4.EXTRA EFFECTS

An expression is not the face alone! specially when we’re drawing! Sweat, blushes, blue shadows, those are all features we have at our disposal to help making an expression even more complex, as silly as it can be

This is awe and admiration instead of surprise because of the sparkle in the eyes and the deep blush in the cheeks! 

These emotions convey anxiety from the sweat, the eyebags under the eyes, its soemthing a bit painful.

a simple blush can make an expresison contraditory to itself

am i intimidated or turned on?

am i angry or embarrassed?

Adding tears and even messing the hair also help in convey different things as well

and I like sometimes changing the texture of the eye to make expressions too! (like shown on some expressions above as well)

even snot can work

this looks dumb!

so , go ham my friends.

even text can help

LASTLY

5. CONTRAST

this one kinda only works if you either have more than one character or you’re making a comic. sometimes.. humor comes from contrast. Making an expression and then a completely different one can be really good, or changing how much detail goes into the expression, or even a sudden shift in style can have impact.

like going from drawing faces like this

to something like this

Or going from charming to … well

or go the other way around, from not detailed to too detailed

its a lot about trial and erro and having fun with what you have

make dumb faces as you draw them, break the rules a bit, find out what you’re comfortable with, go ham

OTHER NOTES THOUGH:

EDIT: forgot to talk abt this:

Heres some of the parts of the face i think of to make expressions

Eyebrows (how high are they? how close together are they? are they symmetrical?)

Eyelids (closed? open? half open? symmetrical?)

Pupils (dilated? small? shiny?)

Lower eyelids (squished? blown wide?)

Nose (creased on one side? nostrils flared?)

Cheeks (puffed out? pulled up? pulled down? squished? blushing?)

Mouth (This can go many places)

You said you know poses but I’m gonna say this anyway, body language does a LOT to sell your expression or emotion.

a hand unconciously reaching for something

or covering the mouth to convey (fake) innocence

she didnt even say anything but you know she wants to ask something

kunai in one hand, other reaching out, flowers indicating that yes he is happy about it and he will kill for it

hands especially can do a lot for a characters expression so try to always draw them when you can.

I think thats it for now though!!!! Hope it helps

[zorria]

I headcanon that Ban cleaned Meliodas’s wounds when they were in purgatory.

As soon as ban and Meliodas were reunited and were happily crying with joy after seeing each other after so long ban made sure to check over Meliodas as ban was fully aware of his injuries and knew Meliodas couldn’t help him however, this didn’t stop Meliodas from checking as he was very worried about Ban as Meliodas knows all to well of the environment in purgatory. After checking over ban and finding nothing Meliodas relaxes a bit. Ban on the other hand doesn’t as he was very worried about Meliodas as he didn’t know what Meliodas went through by himself in here. Meliodas noticed his worried expression and asked ban what was wrong? Ban replied: “Captain would be okay if I checked you over for injuries and stuff? I mean knowing how tough you are I’m sure there’s nothing to worry about but it would make me feel better if I did” of course after hearing how concerned Ban was with his well being he couldn’t say no. So Meliodas agreed.

Ban: okay captain lay down for me so I check you over

Mel: sure thing!

Meliodas goes to lay down on the ground but ban quickly moves his head onto his lap as he doesn’t want Meliodas to be uncomfortable that and he likes feeling Meliodas’s warm naked body on his own naked body. Having gotten Meliodas comfortable ban starts to check him over gently as ban doesn’t want to harm or further injure Meliodas’s precious skin

Ban: does it hurt when press down on your arm?

Mel: no it doesn’t it feels fine

Ban: alright how about on your left wrist does it hurt when I press down?

Mel *wincing a little bit*: a little bit yes but not like excruciating

Ban: hmm okay how would you rate it on a scale of 1-10 for pain?

Mel: like a 3 1/2

Ban: okay. Well it doesn’t feel broken or fractured so I’m guessing you just bruised it a little bit.

Mel: well that’s a relief especially sense it’s the hand I fight with!

Ban: well we wouldn’t you not to be Able to fight now would we?

Mel: heck no!

Ban: exactly! Now lay still again so I can finish so we can go find away out of this hell hole

Mel: okay!

Ban continues to exhaim Meliodas hovering his hands over every spot he can until he gets to Meliodas’s feet there he sees how bad they are hurt. His feet are badly burned all over (so much so it’s a miracle he was walking on them before without screaming in pain) along with being badly burned there was a few blisters on his ankles and frostbite on the tip of his toes. Ban knew how painful it was as he had encountered all of these problems with being in purgatory for so long so he knew his partner’s feet had to be in so much pain but of course Meliodas being Meliodas he would never admit to being in pain not if he could help it. He knew he had to help his partner but he Also knew In helping him he would cause Meliodas a lot amount of pain. Something he never wanted to do but he had to for Meliodas’s own good. So with a heavy sign ban explained to Meliodas what he discovered.

Ban: captain... your feet are badly injuried why didn’t you say anything to me?

Meliodas realizing ban noticed how badly his feet were hurt stays slient as he doesn’t want to talk about it as he knows he should’ve said something to ban when he first asked but he didn’t as he thought he could handle it himself... but clearly he couldn’t...

Ban: captain I know you don’t wanna talk right now as you know you’re in troubl-

meliodas suddenly slides done further trying to get away from ban as he doesn’t like it when ban is mad at him however ban stops Meliodas’s escape and to keep him from escaping he lays Meliodas in his arms with his legs laying down on his lap and his head being gradled in his arm. This new position gives ban better access to Meliodas’a feet which makes him happy as it will be easier to treat them faster Meliodas also notices this but chooses not to say anything as he still doesn’t wanna talk. Ban continues where he left off before Meliodas tried to escape.

Ban: look Meliodas (yeah he’s in deep trouble now) I know you don’t want me to treat those injuries but I have to little one. I know it’s going to hurt a lot but please understand I don’t wanna hurt you just as much as you don’t want it to hurt. But if I leave them it will only get worse for you I-I couldn’t handle having you be in horrible pain I can’t... it will break my heart too much so please, PLEASE let me treat them. It will feel so much better afterwards if you do and after it’s all done I’ll give you lots of kisses and snuggles what do you say?

Melidoas thinks about this for a minute as he doesn’t want ban to treat them as he still thinks he can handle it himself but after hearing what ban just said and the look of desperation and pleading in his beautiful red eyes he can’t say no it would hurt him to much and he doesn’t wanna hurt his lover. So he concedes and lets ban treat them.

Ban: thank you little one I promise I’ll try and be as quick as I can

Mel: thank you ban

Ban begins by first starting to heal the burns with the magic he aqured in purgatory. He gently lets it flow down to Mel’s burns. As soon as it touches them Meliodas flinches severely as it hurt but also scared him. Ban quickly calms him down and tells him what he’s doing. Meliodas calms down and lets ban continuing while digging his tiny nails into ban’s arm eveytime it hurts. Ban once again lets his magic flow down to the burns and once again Meliodas flinches but not because it scared him but because it hurt a lot. The pain is so much he starts to whimper in pain and tries to move his feet away from ban. But ban already expecting Meliodas to do this quickly grabs ahold of his feet again and holds them in his other hand while continuing the procedure. Meliodas continues to try and get away from ban’s hand but ban won’t let him go as he knows this needs to happen so it won’t hurt Meliodas in the long run. Everytime Meliodas whimpers, screams or cries out in pain ban gently shhs Meliodas and tells him that he’s doing good and that he’s almost done and then he will let Meliodas have a break after he’s done with the burns before moving on to the other injuries. Hearing this makes Meliodas calm down slightly but not a whole lot. Ban quickly finshes up with the burns and gently lets go of Meliodas’s feet naturally Meliodas tries to get up and move his feet but ban grabs a hold of him and scolds him saying he can’t move yet as he has to let his feet have a break just as much as he needs one after finishing the procedure. Meliodas understands and says he won’t move his feet again. Ban trusts him and gently lets go and moves his hands up to Meliodas’s hair and runs his fingers through his hair lovingly apologizing to his lover for hurting him so bad. Meliodas obviously forgives him instantly and tells ban he knows why he did what he did and isn’t mad at him for it. Hearing this makes Ban so Happy that he’s squeezes Meliodas’s hesd in his hands this makes Meliodas laugh and the two of them start goofying off and tickling each other and gently kissing one another. After about 5 minutes of messing around with each other ban gets back to work, working on Meliodas’s feet again he lets his magic flow to Meliodas’s toes and starts to get rid of the frostbite just like last time Meliodas starts to cry and scream in pain trying to get his feet away from ban but ban continues on but listening to his lover cry out in pain absolutely breaks his heart and almost makes him stop but he continues on knowing this will help his little lover in the long run. Finally after what felt like an eternity ban finshes with the frostbite and goes to comfort his poor lover with a onslot of kisses to Meliodas’s face and everywhere he can think of. This makes Meliodas really happy as he’s missed this and ban so much he didn’t think he was going to be able to make it any longer without seeing his blue haired lover again. Thinking about it brings tears to his eyes seeing Meliodas being to cry ban starts to freak out.

Ban: little one why are you crying did I do soemthing wrong? Are you in pain still? Please talk to me!!

Mel: no, no I’m fine really don’t worry I was just thinking about how I don’t think I could’ve lasted any longer in here without getting to see you again... ban I missed you so much... I missed your kisses and your laugh and EVERYTHING about you. I missed you so much not being able to have you here was maddening which probably is what caused me to turn into that dragon you saw. If I couldn’t see you again life wasn’t worth living... but then you CAME and saved me and made me feel loved again. Ban I can’t thank you enough for loving me like you do even with me being a demon I can’t thank you enough I love you!

After sayinf this they both hug each other again and just cry and just holding each other feeling the warmth of the other actvially confriming that yes the other was in deed still there and they weren’t going to leave each other anytime sooon. Meliodas from feeling the warmth of them both beings to dose off. Ban notices and starts to gently rock Meliodas back and forth Meliodas questions him about the blisters on his feet that still remain. Ban shhs him sayinf they can wait for a little bit as Meliodas takes a much needed nap. Meliodas laughs into ban’s shoulder but gets Lulled Again by ban’s rocking and eventually falls asleep in the arms of his lover for the first time in millions of year’s. Listening to Meliodas snoring slightly and having him breath down his neck makes ban also tried so he gently moves them down to the ground (as now to wake up his lover) and lays down with Meliodas on top of him. He gently kisses his lover on the forhead wishing him sweet dreams and eventually falls asleep as well with his arms wrapped around Meliodas pushing him closer to his chest. They stay like that for hours until they are interrupted by who? The beasts of purgatory They both don’t understand what is happening but they quickly get up and hide behind a rock trying to figure out what’s going and what they are going to do about clothes and Meliodas’s blisters. This excitement leaves them wondering where this adventure in purgatory will take them next. But hopefully wherever it is they are togther with each other and not separated again.

[moderate-brainrot]

legion lore is bullshit 😐

But first; some disclaimers

First of all, I literally love the entirety of legion so this is not even remotely hate, in fact it’s genuine care. They deserve so much better that it hurts my brain, and I’m going to complain about the lore until they fix it (which they never will so don’t bother waiting for me to stop).

Secondly, I’m a shitty interpreter. Although the story of DBD is left ambiguous and vague on purpose, there are still some set things that are supposed to be in place. I tend to take a humanistic approach, the same way I did with Lisa and Rin’s backstories, so this could sound like I’m sympathizing, or excusing. That’s not really my intention but also I’m probably biased, I make an effort not to be but! We all make mistakes. Small story details and choices of words tend to mean very little when I’m looking at the lore, so precedents that someone else may have identified might not even be considered important to me. I’m trying to piece together a coherent and interesting conclusion.

I also wanted to note that I will not consider “the legion is out of place!!!! they clash with the entire cast!!!!!” in this whole rant because? it’s stupid as FUCK, nobody complains about ghostface being in the game, and they (unfortunately) are very similar in terms of age group (Danny is implied to be pretty young, not as young Frank though). I think legion fits in alongside the other killers just fine. It really wouldn’t make sense if you only had traditional representations of “evils” anyway. These evils are supposed to come from every corner of the world, it would only make sense if one of the evils happened to be a band of delinquents.

Okay, here we go.

I think the legion is a good idea. A nice concept. I think their powers and perks were thought out and nicely intertwine with their personalities/characters.

HOWEVER,

the lore for them is so shoddily put together that all you really have to piece together an actual character is their appearance. That only really works to some degree. I feel like the players know who the legion are. You can feel what they stand for just by looking at them. They are cynical, unforgiving, and callous just like normal teenagers would be. Except these teenagers are deeply disturbed so they solve their problems with murder.

HOWEVER,

You get NONE of this from the lore. It’s an observation. That’s not exactly the best thing. Your killer shouldn’t have to be explained, but when the lore is left with so many loose ends, you’re asking a lot from the player. There is very little to go off of.

The lore, essentially, is this:

Frequently moved around foster kid, Frank, is looking for an escape from his newest family since the new town is so unbearably boring. He tries to get out by finding another adoptive family but he meets Julie, who is also looking for a way out of the bland town. Frank goes to the parties Julie hosts and meets Joey and Susie (who were SUCH afterthoughts that they don’t even have fucking last names). They start hanging out in this abandoned place, and for whatever reason, Frank suddenly wants to do crime and have his new crew trained into soemthing.... “”powerful””???? They become neighborhood bullies and do delinquent shit.💡 Joey gets fired from his job and Frank says that they should all go vandalize the shit out of it.💡 They go to vandalize it but some janitor guy happens to be there and he grabs Julie, she cries out for help and Frank stabs the janitor in the back because of his.:.. “”dark impulses””...ok.💡 Then Frank says “okay now you guys have to kill him” and Joey stabs the guy in the ribs, Susie however refuses and Julie does it for her until Susie actually has to stab him but Frank moves her hands for her.💡They go to mount ormond (hey) to dispose of the body💡 and They’re digging the janitor’s grave when Frank sees some weird shit in the woods and goes to it and then doesn’t come back.💡 The rest of the legion follow his footprints before they even bury the body which leads to thick fog™️ and now they are killers in the realm.

The lightbulbs are for notes I made while reading the tomes.

💡(1). The legion start off by doing the most juvenile shit. Graffiti, yelling at neighborhood children, and stealing. They don’t sound like deeply evil entities, they sound like pathetic teenage swine, bullies. They’re supposed to be oppressive and unforgiving, but they are too passive to be taken seriously. They should have made it so they were never really killing people but just stabbing people, lots of them. That’s a lot more violent/evil than petty crimes.

💡(2). Frank’s first thought when Joey gets fired is to dare Joey to GRAFFITI HIS FORMER PLACE OF WORK???? NOT KILL HIS BOSS? NOT BURN THE SHOP DOWN? JUST SPRAY PAINT??? You would think that his mind, apparently attractive enough to the entity, would go to darker places than vandalism.

💡(3). Only Frank had these “”dark impulses™️””, so Why are there even four legions instead of just fucking one. He literally had to guilt everyone else to stab the man. He is completely alone in experiencing this impulse.

💡(4). What happened to “It came to a point where they would do anything he asked. Nothing was off-limits when they put their masks on.” ?? Susie downright refused to stab the man the first time she was handed the knife. It was only when Frank guided her hands that she “did it” (which she didn’t because it was Frank controlling the blade). Sure, Frank is manipulative, but the lore can’t decide if he’s good at it or not. The legion seems less like a group and more like a cult with Frank at the forefront. It’s very contradictory.

💡(5). The legion are chaos fiends. That’s their whole thing. Burying the body creates zero chaos or worry anywhere. The dude was a janitor, if you bury him there’s a good chance that nobody will notice which defeats the entire point.

💡(6). Frank goes in first. I really think that’s where it should’ve ended. I think it would make him more evil. He would’ve abandoned his ragtag “troops” to selfishly escape the possible consequences of murder after he made them reliant on him. But since they follow after him, it seems more like they found him rather than he abandoned them.

I think the legion is seen as a group of muderous juveniles who were so bored of their town that they decided to cause as much chaos as possible to make it less unbearable. That’s pretty evil. Way more evil than killing one dude impulsively and bullying kids less than half their ages. It would make sense with their power, why it’s not so focused on killing, but on the bigger picture, spreading fear and pain across a wide scale. This also ties in with their mori. It’s very quick, boring, and underwhelming. This could be because the legion don’t care for killing people that much, they want action, drama, and chaos. Depending on the strategy, you leave the survivors with deep wounds that take time and effort to patch up, when they can do easily be slashed down again, it’s pretty despairing, empty of hope. It’s also a little charming I think it adds to their overall immaturity, moving on looking for more survivors to hit rather than viciously hound your prey and finish them off.

THAT BEING SAID,

The legion’s power makes no sense when it’s not on Frank. In the lore, Frank is the only one who showed any remote desire to kill, but even then it was presented as an impulse, a reflex even. So Why in the fresh HELL would Susie have this power? She didn’t want to kill anybody . Julie and Joey as well. Julie probably only felt guilty and indebted to Frank for saving her, and Joey was literally presented as the guy who likes to show off. Of course he’s not going to be openly reluctant, it would shatter his persona. I really think they got too carried away with the ritualistics surrounding the murder that they forgot character values are a thing. Sure the fact that they all stabbed him is symbolic but their reactions do not match up with the mechanics. They could’ve done so much more with the characters and mechanics if EVERY LEGION HAD THESE “”DARK IMPULSES™️””

They’re given to us in-game as delinquents. So I think they should ALL be punkish dammit!!!!

That’s the end of my rant;

for now.

will probably elaborate some more later but I haven’t slept yet and it’s time for school so ..

囧rz.. anyways

legion love club:

idc if frank is a manipulator he can come manipulate this dick

[alternateafterthought]

Awake

> Pairing: Kim Seokjin x Miya Lee (OC)

> Genre: Hunter!au, Romance, Fluff, Smut, Angst

> Warnings:

> Word Count: 3573 

> Summary: Miya Lee had such a normal life. Taking over the cafe her family owns and runs, going out with friends, gossiping with her coworkers about the cute guy that sits in the window of her cafe, and practising magic that her mother and grandmother and great grandmother passed on before them.

Kim Seokjin was an anomaly. He was born, December 4th 1392, making him, to date, 627 years old. His family was murdered, his fiance murdered, their blood running over the ruins of his past. For 600 years he looked, searched and hunted for the witch that got away. He was trained for this.

Jin hesitated. Her face was the same... she was back to haunt him. Back to love him.

Miya was in trouble... she was at risk of truly falling in love.

> A/N: Hey guys, this is another fic for BTS!! This is for Kim Seokjin!! I have had this idea for a few months now and this is my first time in creating an original character for a fic like this!! So I would really appreciate your feedback on the OC and this story!! ALSO those who wish to be added to an eventual tag list, please leave a comment or an ask or message me!! Thank you so much for your support!!

This is the story of how he died. The only man she had ever loved.

A man who's name bought fear to the shadows. A man cursed with life.

This is the story of how he died. Her love. Her heart. Her Jin.

They found him on the streets, scared, alone, half dead and  orphaned. They took him in and gave him a roof over his head, and they trained him. They trained him to be an assassin, to hunt and to kill. They honed his magic and skills until he was their ultimate weapon.

They did not ever think he would turn those skills on them... one by one... when he discovered the truth, when he found out who they really were.

"So full of fire, isn't he?" An aging man, closer to death then he would ever willingly admit, admired the young, strong man's skills. A glint in his eyes didn't go unnoticed, a wicked flared brightened his eyes, something untold in them. "It's going to be glorious to watch it burn him up."

600 years would soon blur altogether, making no sense, even with the seasons changed. As the green bleeds into red, orange and yellow, ultimately becoming old and withered, covered in the cold, Kim Seokjin would always return home. At least, if the council allows it.

What felt like the blink of an eye for him, was 12 years for a mere mortal, and he was finally home. As time changed, he was the only constant, forever remaining as he was, the man who never aged, the man who never died... the man who's heart was to beat once again.

Turning his jacket up against the harsh winds, Jin walked the familiar streets, his hands tucked safely from the cold in his pockets. The old streets almost gave him comfort, he had watch them being built, even helped with some of them if he wasn't called away on a job. They we're as much apart of him as anything he had built.

He would never be lost, not here. Not ever.

Jin easily picked up the trail, the trail that only magic could leave behind. The specks of impurity leading him as the sun still peaked over the buildings. He knew what to follow, he knew the signs, he was trained for this.

Seeing where it had lead him, Jin pulled his collar down, exposing his face. His eyes scanned, never missing anything as he moved towards the small cafe in front of him, where the trail ended... or maybe began. Bypassing the entrance of the small cafe, glancing into the windows, flashing a smile to the workers who watched him.

Before long, Jin was at the backdoor, well the entrance. 2 rather large bodyguards guarded the door almost bored. One stood, arms folded across his chest, tattoos covering his arm and what Jin could see of his neck. The smell radiating off of him told Jin he was young, if not for his eyes. A young wolf, no doubt his first day, Jin wouldn't have put it past it being his first job ever.

The other was a lot more relaxed, even opting to lean against the graffited wall. His eyes were sharp, half closed, but sharp. Anyone on the end of his glare would most likely burst spontaneously. His hair was the most eye catching to Jin, a vibrant green, not unlike anything he had seen in his many years. It didn't seem to go with the entire black he wore, or the dangerous glint to his eyes. A vampire... the only vampire who wasn't afraid to tell Jin to "Fuck off."

"Did you get lost or soemthing old man?" An unintered deep voice scoffed.

"Or something." Jin smirked, lazily shrugging his shoulders.

"You here to cause trouble then?" He asked, finally looking up from his feet, eyes meeting Jin's.

"Min Yoongi... when have I ever caused trouble?" Jin rocked slightly on his feet, hands in his jean pockets.

The unamused vampire, Yoongi, cracked a smile; "You really want me to answer that?"

"I guess not." Jin laughed, the sound echoing off the enclosed streets. "Who's the kid?"

"Jungkook." Yoongi's eyes pointed to the wolf, who stood silently and confused. "Jeon family."

"Ahh..." Jin nodded looking at Jungkook. "I knew your grandfather kid." Jin offered his hand, which Jungkook hesitantly took. "He still owes me a pig."

Jungkook's eyes widen in realisation. The dawning of who exactly this man was finally hitting him. He was Kim Seokjin, Famous Immortal Witch Hunter.

"Hyungnim." Jungkook bowed.

"Oh god please, none of that." Jin put his hands in front of him, stopping the young wolf.

"He's just one of us, kid." Yoongi pushed lightly on Jungkook's arm, causing him to stand again, his eyes lowered.

"I would like to get in though. If that's not too much trouble." Jin pointed to the rather large door, invible to those who didn't know it was there.

"Are you going to cause any trouble?" Yoongi finally stood to his full height, even if he was shorter then both Jin and Jungkook, he was still intimidating. "I just need to know if we should leave now?"

"Nah I'm here for business." Jin smiled easily. "Only to ask a few questions."

"I'm going to regret this." Yoongi moved Jungkook out of the way of the door, opening it and allowing Jin access.

"Have a little faith, Yoongi." Jin moved into the door.

"I do have faith..." Yoongi called after Jin as he moved into the dark room. "I have faith you'll cause trouble."

Yoongi could hear the dying ends of Jin's laugh as he moved further into the dark space. He hadn't seen his Jin-hyung in 12 years, there could only be one reason he was back. Min Yoongi hoped to every god that it wasn't the reason, but he never had that kind of luck before.

The almost pitch black corridor Jin walked soon lit up, small witch lights surrounded him, guiding him. The music soon followed, obvious protection spells placed around the building to keep the music in, and it was getting louder now.

The music followed the chatter, and as Jin finally made it to the open floor, pushing the beads covering the entrance, he could see tonight was a busy night. All manners and natures of people... creatures moved around the place. All looking for a good night. All looking to be someone else for the night.

Opening his jacket, Jin relaxed into the mix of people, moving towards the bar. Women, more specifically, the Fae threw smiles, soft caresses of their hands, legs, bodies onto Jin as he walked passed. Jin flashing his own smile as he made his way through the mass of bodies.

He was here on business... he could play when his job was over. It was the only thought that got him to the bar, slipping his body into a small open space. One look behind him and he could see a few people had recongised him, causing Jin to duck his head, trying to not draw attention to himself.

"Hyungnim..." Jin heard a familiar voice in front of him, looking up from under his lashes, an even more familiar smile caught his attention. "It's good to see you again Hyungnim."

"It's good to see you too, Taehyungie." Jin smiled, lifting his head slightly to make eye contact. "You're working the bar now?"

If anyone didn't know, they would have thought Jin looked almost concerned. In fact... Jin was concerned. Anyone willing to put Kim Taehyung behind a bar had a strong stomach... and maybe an unbreakable bank account.

"Yep." Taehyung nodded enthusiastically, pride shining in his eyes. "They put me behind the bar since Jungkookie got here. Said he looked more intimidating or something."

"The kid?" Jin pointed his thumb over his shoulder, back towards where he had just walked in.

"Yeah the kid." Taehyung smiled fondly. "And he does. Look more intimidating then me."

"But you're a lot more dangerous aren't you?" Jin smiled, almost proud at his friend.

"It's part of my charm." Taehyung's eyes wander over Jin's shoulder, sending a wink to, undoubably, a blushing woman.

"You get more tips here don't you? That's why you like it." Jin laughed, shaking his head at Taehyung as he focused back on him.

"Of course I do!" Taehyung smiled wider. "But I seem to be competing with the happiest pup alive," Taehyung pointed to another wolf behind the bar, who's smile radiated sunshine, hearing Taehyung mentioned him and throwing a smile towards them both. "And a man who's lucky to have magic on his side." Taehyung pointed to the other end of the bar where a tall witch stood, his dimpled smile looked a little embarrassed as a vampire woman slide her number across the bar towards him.

"You're pretty lucky then aren't you?" Jin chuckled as he looked back towards the simpled witch who almost tripped over his own foot, catching himself quickly. "Being a fae prince and all."

"Well... the royal part gets me bigger tips." Taehyung laughed. "I need to survive as much as anyone else."

Jin couldn't help but laugh, shaking his head as Taehyung handed him a drink. Already knowing what he needed, perks of Taehyung's bloodline.

"I'll see you around Hyungnim. I've got to get back to work." Taehyung gave an extravant bow before moving to the next one.

Jin shook his head sipping his cold drink, a vibrant purple drink that seemed to smoke. Something new... or old. Either way it wouldn't have an effect on him, nothing ever would again.

"He enhanced it." A deeper voice moved in front of him.

"What?" Jin looked back towards the bar, one of his oldest friends eyed his drink.

"You're drink. He enhanced it." Namjoon gestured his head towards Taehyung who flirted with a group of pixies.

"He's still trying to see if he can get me drunk?" Jin asked, noticing the strong smell radiating off the drink now.

"Aren't we all?" Namjoon smiled wide. "So you're back?"

"Mmh." Jin hummed, taking another sip.

"For?" He pressed.

"I tracked them back here. I have a few questions for some people." Jin shrugged, noticing Namjoon's eyes widening.

"You need any help?" He asked, leaning over the bar towards Jin as their voices became hushed, downed out by the noise around them. "I have a few sniffer dogs if you need them?"

Jin laughed as Namjoon gestured to Hoseok who made his way towards them both. No doubt he would be the best to sniff a scent out if he needed. But there was no point, Jin had already found them.

"Nah, I don't need your sniffer dog this time." Jin spoke a little loud for Hoseok to hear.

"And here I was, about to offer my services." Hoseok pouted, jutting his bottom lip out. "Why don't you need my help this time?"

"I already found her." Jin finished off his drink.

"Her?" Namjoon asked surprised. "It's a her this time?"

"Yeah... I found the bloodline, everyone is dead, except her." Jin looked at his friends, seeing their minds already working. "No one had found her because she changed her name. But I recognised the magic...."

Namjoon and Hoseok shared a look, noticing Jin hesitate. That was the thing that worried them, almost scared them. Kim Seokjin never hesitates.

"What else?"

Hoseok finally asked as the music around them stopped, the lights going out except one single spotlight on a loan spot on the stage behind them. Jin turned around on his chair, Namjoon and Hosoek still listened, even as the crowds of people moved to get a good seat, to be able to see the stage, to witness the show.

"Only I would recognise the name."

Both Namjoon and Hoseok knew that was the end of the conversation, even if they wanted to press the issue. But they both know, if he needed help, if he needed their help, he would always ask. And they would never turn him down.

An excited hush had fallen over the room, wide eyes stare at the only light in the room, like months to a flame. The only thing that could be heard is the heart beat. The heartbeat played through the room, boom boom, boom boom, boom boom.

Then it started, over the heartbeat, rain started to fall, a crack of lightening, a snap of thunder. The room lit up with the flashes of light, as the rain fell, never quiet masking the beartbeat.

Out of the darkness came a shadowy figure, the rain quickly soaking them. The once oversized shirt that covered their small frame now stuck to their skin, hair stuck to their face, a strip of material covered their eyes. They walked, more stumbled out of the darkness and landed in the middle of the light.

She was in control. The stage was hers. And yet you would have thought she was in a panic as she struggled, reaching out, looking for something, something to hold onto. Her hands shooks, her lips trembled, the rain didn't stop.

A particularly harsh snap of thunder caught the audience by surprise, casing even Jin to jump a little as the music finally began. As the first few seconds of the beat started, the girl hit the stage, causing droplets of water to fly around her.

Then a very confident presence walked out behind her, even without seeing his face, anyone in the room could feel the smirk as he stalked his prey. Everyone could see he was not about to lose. Not now. Not ever.

"Do you understand what's going on?" Hoseok whispered to Jin from behind him.

"Huh? Jin's eyes wavered for a fraction of a second from the girl who was now wrapped in the arms of the man.

The two bodies rolled once, twice around the stage before she was op top of him. Jin could see the power struggle, in this moment it seemed like she was in control. But from the mans arms supporting her, maybe he was wrong.

"He's caught her. Even without her realising. Hence the blindfold." Hosoek's never left the stage, a small smile gracing his lips.

"Caught her?" Jin asked, watching the pair seperate, the girl falling back onto the stage alone, wet and confused, still trying to reach out for something, anything, to hold onto.

"Watch as he stalks her." Hoseok offered to Jin, who's eyes moved to the man who walked behind her, watching her. "He's the spider. And he just caught his prey."

The man slid on his knee, causing water to hit the girl, who tried to move back, but the man caught her wrist. Pulling her easily flush against him, his hands slowly moving the blindfold off her a little to see her eyes. Helping the girl to stand, the man stood behind her, first lovingly and thenhis hands push the blindfold back over her eyes, pushing her to the ground and walking away from her.

This time the girl reached up and towards the roof, where something had been lowered. Her trembling hands as she gripped it, tangling her hands in it before it lifted her off the ground. The audience's took a collective breath as she now hung in the air by her right hand, the man below her.

"She's in his web now. He caught her." Hoseok continued as they watched the girl finally move into the silks. "His movements are the same as hers..." Both the man and woman moved, one suspended in the air, the other on the ground, on the water. "He's waiting for her to tire before he strikes. Making sure she doesn't fight back. Almost making her trust him."

Jin watched as the woman climbed the silks, rolling and weaving her body in and out, always blindfolded. Then she pushed her blindfold off, as she spun upside down, her piercing eyes could finally be seen. They roamed the area, Jin felt like his heart speed up, his breathing stopped, his palm instantly getting sweaty.

"She can see now. Where she is and what she's doing." Hoseok and Jin watched as she climbed to the top of the silks. "She's accepting her fate. The spider is waiting..." They looked back to the man who waited now, open arms for his prey. "All that's left to do is fall."

At that moment, Jin watched as the women unravelled herself from the silks, going faster and faster, nearer to her ultimate death. At the ends of the silks the woman's hand reached the man.

And that was it. The end. She chose her fate, she allowed the spider to have her. The man triumph, holding his trophy with pride.

"She's now his." Hoseok finished as the stage went dark, the rain came to a slow stop and one last rumble of thunder, lightening filling the room before the two disappeared from the stage. "So... what did you think Hyung?"

"I can't say I'm much of a dancer myself..." Jin smiled as he turned back to face Hoseok. "But it was captivating."

"Their my favourite dancers to ever set foot in 'Moon'. Some of the best chemistry I've seen around here since I started working here." Hoseok proudly looked to the stage.

"You did that?" Jin motioned his head over his shoulder.

"Mmh." Hoseok hummed, his smile never faltering. "Noona needed a new choerogher, I volunteered."

"Noona?" Jin raised his eyebrows surprised. "What happened to Mister Lee?"

"No one told you?" Hoseok looked confused, his eyes getting sad when he realized Jin didn't know. "Mister Lee died 3 years ago. His granddaughter took over."

Jin was used to death, being a creature who constantly misses death, he saw a lot of it. Although he may be hundrends of years older, Jin had such respect for a man like Mister Lee, who lived his life to help every, including Kim Seokjin.

"I'm sorry to hear that." Jin bowed his head a little. "Mister Lee was a great man. I remember watching him grow up."

"It was a huge blow to the witch community." Hoseok remembered what his friends were like, espeically Noona when her grandfather died. "If it wasn't for his granddaughter, this place would never have kept open."

"I don't think I ever meet this granddaughter of Mister Lee. Is she here tonight?" Jin asked.

"As a matter of fact-"

Hoseok cut himself off. The air around them too tense, too quiet after such a performance. Looking up, Hoseok saw why, everyone in the room had gone silent, staring at the entrance.

A group, of at least 6, all stood, in customary hunter gear and weaponary. No one moved, even less they tried not to breathe, to not drawn attention to themselves. To not cause trouble.

"Jin-Hyung..." Hoseok whispered. "I think it's time for you to leave."

Jin looked over his shoulder, easily recognising the 6. They were known to the hunters as his "Handlers", making sure he's in the right place at the right time. They were probably here to collect him, Jin having give them the slip eariler to make his way to 'Moon'.

"So you found me?" Jin asked loudly, to no one in particular. "Sir..." An aged voice spoke up.

"I was kinda enjoying this game of cat and mouse." Jin laughed loudly, looking up to where Hoseok, Namjoon and Taehyung had all gathered in front of him, scared.

"It's time to go, Sir." The aged man tried again, moving towards the bar.

"I'm just a man enjoying a drink." Jin gestured to the bar. "I'd ask you to join me, but..." Jin laughed again. "Well I don't like you."

Jin's laugh was the only thing heard in the room besides the almost deafening click of heels. Even Jin could hear them, espcially with his advanced hearing, but he hadn't turned around yet.

"Sir I think it's really time to go." The voice was almost panicked, causing Jin to spin around, the man too close now.

"I really don't think it's in your best interest to be threatening me right now, kid." Jin never raised his voice, nor moved from his seat, and yet he was the most threatening in this situation. "Sir..."

But it was too late. Like an angel in the the depths of hell, she moved out of the shadows and into the light. Jin's world stopped.

Quickly, he stood from his seat, knocking it over. He couldn't believe his eyes. There she was. Back from the dead.

"Jia?" Jin whispered, and yet it carried to the other end of the room.

"Sir..."

But Jin wasn't listening anymore. Here she was. His Jia. Back from the dead. Standing there, looking back at him with the same eyes.

Jin made to step away from the other hunters, towards her, but they wouldn't let him. Quickly reaching out, the closest hunter caught Jin's wrist. Without missing a beat, Jin shook him off, but they kept coming and coming.

Soon enough Jin was fighting for his way to her, but one minute she was there, and like so many years before, she was gone.

[mister-lady]

geez, i love your writing so much. water totally does have a taste tho. otherwise when you went to other places besides your house you wouldn't think that the water tasted weird there!!! which i'm now realizing might just be a me thing lol. anyway! if it's okay to send another prompt (i don't wanna overwork you!) then howa bout 9 with Remus cuz you said you didn't like him at first and the prompt says "forced to spend time together"!!!

*sobs* th-thANK yoUu!!!! And exactly!!!! Water has a taste!!!!! Janus doesn't agree tho smh. I definelty get that tho! One of my friends house that I go to I cant have their water cause it tastes funky to me dkkvkskg.

AAA ILLYYYY🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💘💘💘💘💘❤💘❤❤❤💘❤💘❤💘❤❤❤🌟❤❤❤❤❤❤💘💘💘💘🌟🌟🌟🌟you're not overworking me at all!!!!!!!! I'm absolutely loving all of these thank you sososoo muchhh🥺🥺🥺🥺👉👈👉👈👉👈👉👈👉😭👈👈😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺💘❤💕❤💕❤💕❤❤💕 this was super fun to do!!! Especially becuase I normally don't talk much about my enemies to lovers thing with Remus so it was kinda nice to almost project it onto here!!!🥰🥰🥰 Also sorry I got a little carried away while writing and it got a little off-topic from the prompt-

Prompt: A moves into a new apartment and wants to check out the closest dog park. Their dog loves it there, especially that one dog that seems to be there almost every time they go. With their dogs being madly in love with each other, A and the other owner, B, are forced to spend more time together as well

Warnings: strong curse words used a minor amount. Very small angst.

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Matt had moved into an apartment, hoping to build up some money for a home. He was living the life though, being able to do things when he wanted, without people complaining at him. However, Matt had gotten a little lonely so he did the best solution! He got a pet. Now, Matt normally wasn't a fan of dogs, mainly ones that barked a lot, but when he had been searching through the animal shelter and found a very peaceful dog. It was maybe around 1 year old and it was a small poneramium. Normally small dogs barked a lot but this one was fairly quiet and Matt liked it for that. He named his dog Siskel. Since an apparment was a small place Matt had searched up local dog parks he could take his dog to and let it play for a bit and get some exercise. Matt was unbelievably happy when his dog had found another dog friend! He thought they were adorable together and seemed to get along so well too! What he hated was the rat-bastard that owned the dog. You know how theres the couple in movies that want be together but the parents hate eachother? It was essentially that for Matt, but it was one-sided. The other person seemed to find Matt amusing, even though Matt had often showed that he didn't care much for him. Sometimes Matt would feel bad for the way he treated the person, he never gave him a true chance. But then the person would say something that made Matt stop feeling as guilty. The downfall for Matt was that he had scheduled days that he could go to the park where he had free time so it's not like he could ignore the other guy either. Plus, he would feel bad for depriving his puppy of it's friend just because Matt had been salty.

Matt had currently been sitting on a bench at the dog park and was keeping a close eye on Siskel. He made sure to keep his dog on a leash incase it did go to do soemthing bad, he could pull it back, plus, he didn't have to worry about Siskel running off either. Matt could tell just by the way his dog acted, that it was impatiently waiting for it's friend to arrive. Matt was trying to take it's mind off of waiting for it's friend and was throwing a pinecone for his dog. He would use a toy but if another dog came up who knew wheres its mouth had been? Siskel knew not to fully bite on the pinecone, but it would still bark at it and pretend to play with it. Matt couldn't help but smile as he watched. Though, poor Matthew's smile didn't last for long as he felt the same ol' guy sit next to him. Matt knew a little information about him, like his name and such, but only because he had told him like Matt had asked.

"Hey, Maaattttt!!" He chimed.

"Hi, Remus" Matt huffed.

Matt watched as the dogs quickly ran up to eachother and played with a pinecone together. It was very wholesome. However Matt casted a confused glance towards Remus, not understanding why he was so silent.

"You're quiet." Matt commented, while raising an eyebrow.

"I am?" Remus asked, as if he wasn't aware of what Matt was talking about.

"Yeah, normally you're rambling on about something that happened to you, or about how you poisoned your enemies cake or soemthing." Matt soon regretted speaking up, as he watched a very amused smile grow across Remus's face.

Remus gave Matt a very tight hug, causing Matt to squeak from alarm. Matt couldn't help but notice now warm Remus had felt and he could feel the rise and fall of his chest as he breathed.

"Wh-.. what?" Matt questioned.

"You do listen!!! I was always afraid you never listened to my stories!" Remus seemed to be bursting with excitement.

"Well, I mean I kinda have too, you tail me around against my will." Matt flatly pointed out.

"Pssshh, yeah cuase you don't like me. Totally"

"I hate you. And why are you still hugging me??"

Remus withdrew and let go of the hug. Matt could've sworn he thought Remus looked a little upset for a moment, but if he did it was quickly replaced by happiness.

"You knowwww... it took you a little while for you to tell me to stop hugging youuu" Remus teased.

"You're honestly the biggest idiot I know and it hurts to be around you."

"You can insult me all you want but it's not going to change the fact that you like my hugs!"

"You're a lunatic and burn down places. The last thing I want is your hugs."

"Is that why you let me hug you?"

"I didn't let you hug me! If I did I would've hugged back. But I didn't."

"You let me hug you and you listen to what I say? Mmmmm... I'm pretty sure you like me."

"I don't like you, I'm just that lonely."

"Most people that don't like me get a restraining order, so you must like me to some extent, right?" Remus gave Matt a puppy-eyed look.

Matt groaned in annoyance. "I just might if I have to sit here any longer."

"That's not a no~"

"And it's definitely not a yes."

"Well, it's not a no, so I'll take what I can get."

"You're a dunce."

"I still don't see why you hang out with me so much then."

"Hang?? Out?? I-? Me??- with yOu??-" Matt stumbled over his words in aghast. "Okay, I certainly don't, and would never, hang out with you, Remus. You come up to me. I deal with it because for some stupid reason my dog likes your dog, and I do what's good for my dog because I have a little bit of common sense."

Remus pouted at Matt's little tangent and crossed his arms. "Fine. I won't talk with you then. Maybe then you'll like me more."

Matt shook his head, "Why do you care so much for whether I like you or not?"

Remus only glared at him and didn't respond. Matt decided to take the opportunity of peace and quiet, however, as time started to pass, he felt like something was bugging him. Like he was itching to do soemthing and he didn't know what. Like something was...off. He gave Remus a curious glance, wondering if he had done something, but by the looks of it he was behaving like a decent human being. If that was the case, then what was bugging Matt?? He had gotten what he wished for, had he not? He subconsciously gave Remus an almost longing kind of look, and Remus met his gaze for a split second, only to look away. Matt couldn't help but fear a pang of hurt in his heart, only to be quickly filled with frustration at himself. Remus complete was the opposite of a normal, decent, and civilized person. All he did was annoy Matt, so why did Matt feel bad? He quickly answered his own question. Remus hadn't done anything bad directly towards Matt, and Matt had acted like a huge douche towards him for no reason. Matt felt his eyes water up a bit at the realization and quickly blinked it away. He felt terrible for the way he had acted.

"I'm sorry." Matt spoke, his voice cracking a little bit causing him to inwardly cringe.

Remus looked at him, but gave him a questioning look as if asking him to go on.

"I'm sorry for being a massive and terrible douche towards you. You hadn't done anything wrong, if anything, out of all the things you've told me about I should be lucky that you didn't do anything to me and I'm really, really, sorry and I know that doesn't really change anything but I completely understand if you don't forgive me, and honestly with the way I've treated you I probably don't deserve your forgiveness." Matt had gotten repeatedly choked up as he spoke and had to keep clearing his throat or blinking away the water in his eyes in a sad attempt to hide what he was feeling.

Remus eyes had widened in surprise. That was by far not what he had expected at all. He didn't expect too much of an appology especially from Matt, so the heart felt appology took him a few seconds to process.

"..Matt?" Remus spoke.

"Yea?"

"Can I hug you?"

Matt quickly nodded his head and felt his face twist as he felt a few tears go down his face agaisnt his will. He didn't realize all the weird feelings he had subconsciously bottled up, but as Remus tackled him into a hug, almost knocking him off the bench they had been sitting on, Matt couldn't help but sniffle a little bit. He felt the warmth from Remus engulf him again, and his mind drifted to how nice Remus's arms and hands had felt to be wrapped around him. Matt tried to calm down his sudden emotions and breathed a little more slowly, and slowly slithered his arms up and around Remus's back and rested his head on his shoulder.

"We never speak of this to anyone." Matt mumbled.

Remus giggled and nodded his head in agreement, causing Matt to laugh a little bit himself.

"I knew you always liked me a little bit." Remus teased.

[maaaaaatryoshka0325]

Shattered Sky - Hwang Hyunjin Zombie Apocalypse AU Part 4

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Cover board by @eashmo201

Your eyes looked proudly at all of the planted crops, the newly built shelters for Belle and Daisy, and goats. The new chicken coop held the hens and roosters well, a little divider to keep them separated until it was time for new chicks. You sat with Belle, stroking her neck as she kept her head on your thigh, Daisy laying beside the both of you.

The goats were wandering about, grazing. You closed your eyes as you felt the gentle breeze lightly brush your face, the weather making you in a good mood. You felt Belle lift her head and you opened your eyes and looked over, seeing Kin approach you.

“Hey Kin.” You greeted him with a smile.

“Hey Noona, Hyunjin wants to see you.” He said, smiling back at you.

“Oh? What for?” You asked, slowly getting up and brushing yourself off.

“Not sure, he just asked me to come and get you.” Kin said, petting Daisy’s neck.

You followed Kin to the tall building Hyunjin was always in, following him into Hyunjin’s make shift office. You both walked in and Hyunjin turned towards you, his dark eyes meeting yours.

“Thank you for bringing her Kin, you can continue what you were doing.” Hyunjin said, dismissing Kin.

“Okay Hyung.” Kin said, bowing to Hyunjin and walking out of the room.

Kin left and you gave Hyunjin a confused look. He leaned back against the desk and looked at you.

“I need you to come to town with me. I have to find mouse poisoning, and Woobin said you have been to that town and might be able to help me find it. I was going to ask Woobin or Hoseok to go, but they’re busy teaching how to make long bows and arrows.” He explained.

“Okay. Should I bring my weapons?” You asked.

He nodded and walked with you to your cottage as you grabbed your long bow and some knives. He looked at you curiously and tilted his head.

“Do you not keep guns?” He asked.

“I don’t like using them too much.” You told him, walking by him and to the truck.

The drive there was pretty quiet, neither of you talking. He brought the truck to a stop right before the town, just having to cut through some woods. You both got out when you noticed a small bundle in the middle of the road. You slowly walked over and noticed it was a cat, her eyes opened as it looked like a large animal had bitten her. You checked the wound and sighed in relief when you realized it wasn’t a walker bite, but that of maybe a wolf or bear. You ran your hand along her fur and realized her belly was sagging.

“She just had kittens.” You said, looking back at Hyunjin.

“And?” He asked.

“And you know what they eat?” You asked, arching a brow. “Mice. If we can find and take in the kittens until they’re bigger then they can take care of the mouse problem, and we won’t need to keep looking for poisoning.”

His eyes seemed thoughtful as he nodded. You lifted the cats body, hoping if the kittens smell it then they might become vocal. You both slowly walked through when you heard tiny squeals and walked over to a tree, where a small hole sat in it. Five tiny kittens were bundled together, mewing loudly as they smelt their mother.

You were about to take off your hoodie when you noticed the way Hyunjin was looking at them.

“Do you want to hold them?” You asked.

“I’m allergic to cat fur.” He said lowly.

“Oh... Sorry.” You apologized, picking the kittens up and putting them in your hoodie along with the mother cat.

“You’re getting blood all over your hoodie.” Hyunjin pointed out.

“It’s okay, blood comes off.” You said, lifting the bundle of kittens and walking back to the truck.

“I’m sure we can find kitten formula while in the town.” You said, putting them in the back seat then locking the doors.

You both walked through the woods until the small town came up, and you led Hyunjin through it. Cars were scattered everywhere, front doors wide open and broken. Bodies still lay on the ground, decaying and forgotten. You made your way into a store, looking around for the mouse poisoning. You picked up a couple boxes along with some mouse traps.

Hyunjin walked in and grabbed a few as well, throwing them into his bag.

“We should find some kitten formula. I think there’s a pet store close to her.” You said.

He nodded and followed you around the town until you came to the pet store, grabbing a few tins of the powdered kitten formula and bottles. You zipped up your bag as he kept watches, glancing at you.

“Have everything you need?” He asked.

You nodded and put your bag and bow back on your back before following after Hyunjin. You both walked through the town and out into the woods, when he stopped you. You looked up and saw a large buck, it’s head turned towards the both of you. You let out a small chuckle and reached into your bag, digging out some of the feed you kept with you. He looked at you questioningly as the buck began to approach you.

It slowly stuck it’s snout out and ate the feed from your opened hand. It’s lips tickled your palm and you smiled, making Hyunjin look at you.

“Shouldn’t you be shooting a bow at it?” He asked.

You let out a soft chuckle and took some more feed out, dumping some in Hyunjin’s hand. He glanced at you as you cupped your hand under his bigger one, moving it towards the buck. It slowly reached its head foreword, eating the feed off of his hand as well. He smiled at it as you led his hand out to the buck’s neck. His long, pretty fingers were gentle as he ran them along his neck, a small smile on his face as you withdrew your hands.

“You don’t have to kill something every time you see it.” You said to him with a small smile.

He smiled at the buck and you couldn’t help but admire it. His teeth were a pretty shade of white, and his smile made his handsome face light up. You haven’t seen him really smile since you had gotten there, and you couldn’t understand why he never smiled. He looked so pretty when he did as he ran his fingers along the bucks neck.

The buck lifted its head and pranced away from you both. Hyunjin raised himself and began to lead you back to the truck. You checked the kittens, you were mewling loudly from being hungry.

“I’ll have to free them right when we get back.” You said.

“Minho and Jisung will be happy. Especially Minho.” Hyunjin said.

“Really?” You asked.

“They’re cat people.” He said with a small smile.

When you both got back, you opened the door and slid down the seat and onto the ground, holding the kittens tightly. Minho walked over to greet Hyunjin and you smiled at him.

“I have something for you.” You said.

He gave you a confused looked and you showed him the kittens, making his eyes widen and huge smile stretch across his face.

“Oh my god.” He gasped, looking down at them.

His eyes saddened when he saw the mom, his hands gently rubbing her fur.

“It looks like she got into a fight with soemthing. I brought kitten formula.” You said.

He nodded and took the kittens so you could bury the mother. You found a spot near the garden and buried her near some of the flowers you grew (the non medicinal flowers) you put a small stone over her grave and stood up, turning around and bumping straight into Hoseok.

“Aish! Why were you standing so close?” You asked, rubbing your forehead.

“Sorry, I didn’t think you’d turn around that fast.” Hoseok laughed.

You rubbed your forehead and looked at him, tilting your head.

“What’s up?” You asked

“I was just checking on you, Kin told me you went out with Hyunjin today.” He said.

“Yeah, I found some kittens and we grabbed mouse poisoning and kitten formula.” You told him.

“He’s not weird with you, is he?” He asked.

“No? I don’t think he likes me at all.” You sighed.

“Well, he doesn’t have too.” Hoseok laughed, wrapping an arm over your shoulder. “Cause I’d say you’re the bees knees.”

You pushed him by his chest and laughed, shaking your head.

“You’re too funny Hoseok.” You giggled.

He smiled at you and ruffled your hair, making you laugh.

“Y/N, Hoseok!”

You both turned to see Woobin walking over.

“We’re gonna do another teaching on how to make weapons, you two should join.” He said.

You both nodded and followed Woobin back to one of the large buildings, coming to a room where Minho, Jeongin, and Jisung were in. They all greeted you and you smiled when you saw the bundle of kittens in a small make shift incubator that Minho and Jisung made, the five of them snuggled up closely to each other.

“How are they doing?” You asked Minho as you bent down and looked at them.

“Good! They eat a lot.” He laughed.

“You have to feed them every two hours.” You giggled.

“That’s often.” Jisung laughed. “Like me.”

You and Jeongin giggled at that, before turning to Woobin, who was getting ready to show them more ways to make weapons out of the materials.

“You can even use bones as a way to make weapons, as the bones are strong. We used these beetles,” he lifted up a small container of beetles for everyone to see. “To eat off the remaining skin and meat on the bones, then we clean the bones and can make them into what we need. The handle on Y/N’S bow is a bone from a buck, and it’s very sturdy.”

You took your bow from your back and showed it to them, and everyone looked shocked at it. Minho ran his fingers along it, his eyes glistening.

“It’s so smooth and strong.” Jisung said, also running his fingers along it.

“We can show you guys how to make everything, but Y/N might need to go hunting again so we have more materials.” Woobin said.

You nodded and Hoseok showed his knives, showing them the handles.

“These are all bones and buck antlers, deer are very useful to us. Hunting should be a main part of life here, and we’ll all gladly show you how to hunt.” He said.

“Do you hunt anything else?” Kin asked.

“Of course! Bears, wolves, foxes, rabbits, birds, they’re all good to hunt. Deer are just on the larger scale compared to rabbits and birds, and not as dangerous as bears, wolves, and foxes.” Woobin said.

“Is it difficult to kill a bear or wolf?” Jisung asked.

“It can be, we didn’t use guns too much because the sound draws too much attention. We usually used bows and arrows and knives. We have guns too, but we only used them in case of a walker incident or if we absolutely needed too.” Hoseok explained.

The others looked pretty impressed as Woobin pulled the last of the bucks antler out.

“Now, for the lesson.”

You watched the way Hoseok and Woobin worked together, as if they were one person. The two of them seemed to have gotten over whatever fued they both had in the beginning, and you giggled.

“What?” Hoseok asked.

“You two hated each other back when we first got here, and now you two seem close.” You giggled.

“He’s always stuck up my ass.” Woobin said.

“That’s not my decision!” Hoseok protest, making you and Woobin laugh.

“He’s a good kid.” Woobin said.

“Should I start calling you dad now?” Hoseok asked with a teasing smirk.

“Don’t even think about it.” Woobin said, narrowing his eyes.

You and Hoseok laughed and you shook your head, finishing the last part of the knife handle.

“That’s so pretty noona.” Kin said with a smile.

“Thank you, it’s pretty simple.” You said with a smile.

You heard a siren blast your ears and you all looked at each other.

“Something happened.” Minho said, grabbing the box of kittens and running outside.

You all followed Minho out of the building, and you gasped as you saw Felix limping through the entrance with a small group of the survivors. They were all bleeding and looked scared.

“What happened?” You turned and saw Hyunjin approaching them, his eyes narrowed. “Where’s everyone else?”

“We were attacked by another group.” Felix panted, holding a gushing wound on his shoulder.

“Y/N, Kin, go and get some medical supplies. Jeongin, find out whose in the worst condition and work on them first.” Hyunjin said, weaving through the crowd and checking everyone.

You and Kin dashed to the small medical building, grabbing everything you could.

“There’s sterile needles and antiseptic ointments upstairs, I’ll get them.” Kin said.

“I’ll grab them, just run all of the stuff you have to them.” You said.

Kin nodded as you ran up the stairs and into the storage room. You grabbed some needles and ointments when you heard a clank. Your turned your head and looked around but didn’t see anything, so you just shrugged it off and grabbed whatever you needed, when a smell hit your nose. You turned and saw flames in the doorway, raging high up. You gasped and backed away, quickly looking around. You found a few buckets that held water, used to stop leaks. You quickly threw as much water as you could on the flames, but it had spread too quickly. You instantly grabbed as much supplies as you could save, choking and coughing on the smoke.

You lifted yourself and closed your eyes before rushing through a small opening, wincing as you burnt your upper shoulder as it had been caught in a flame, grateful you wore a tank top, or you’d be on fire. You coughed and choked as you stumbled down the stairs, your legs giving out as you tumbled down the last few stairs. You wheezed and tried to crawl out, but your head felt much too heavy. You laid there, tears in your eyes as you watched the flames slowly start to come down the stairs.

“Y/N!” Kin yelled as he ran towards the burning building.

“You can’t go in there!” An older man grabbed him, holding him tightly. “It’s too dangerous!”

“Y/N?! Where is she?!” Hoseok asked, running up to the building.

Woobin grabbed him and pulled him back.

“You’ll get yourself killed if you go in there!” He yelled.

“I have to save her!” Hoseok yelled, fighting against Woobin.

“I’ll go in! I’ll get her!” Woobin yelled.

But before Woobin could do anything, a flash ran into the building. Hyunjin had run in.

Hyunjin quickly made his way around, holding an oxygen mask in his face. He looked around and saw you laying there, quickly dripping down and pulling the oxygen mask off himself and slipping it over your face. He lifted you into his arms and quickly ran out as the glass windows burst. He kneeled over you and cradled you, making sure nothing hit you.

“Y/N!” Hoseok called as he and Woobin ran over to you.

Kin dropped down next to you, tears pouring down his face.

“I should’ve been the one to go upstairs! I’m so sorry Noona.” He cried.

Hyunjin put his head on your chest and listened for a heart beat, before ripping the oxygen mask off your face.

“What the fuck are you doing?!” Hoseok yelled, about to push Hyunjin.

He stopped when he saw Hyunjin pump your chest, pushing his lips into yours as he gave you CPR. Hoseok threaded his fingers through his hair as tears filled his eyes. Everyone was silent as Hyunjin kept pumping your chest, until you started to cough and choke.

A sigh of relief came from everyone as Hoseok dropped next to you, Kin holding your hand. Hyunjin cradled you in his arms, his pretty fingers running along your face.

“Y/N? Can you hear me?” He asked.

Your eyes fluttered open and you nodded, squeezing Kin’s hand. Everyone sighed in relief as Hoseok held your face, tears spilling down his face.

“Oh god Y/N, don’t scare me like that!” He whispered, dropping his head into your shoulder.

You looked up and saw a large hose attached to a fire hydrant, the fire going out.

“Our medical supplies...” Kin gasped.

“What the fuck happened?” Minho asked, bending down next to you.

“Was it an electrical fire?” Jisung asked, his eyes on the building.

You lightly tugged on Hyunjin’s shirt and he looked down at you.

“I’m gonna bring you to your cottage to rest.” He said, going to put the oxygen mask back over your mouth.

You pushed it off trying to get words out, making his eyes narrow.

“Y/N you need that.” Woobin said.

“It was on purpose.” You croaked.

“What?” Kin asked, looking at you.

Hyunjin gave you a confused look and you took a deep breath, trying to get your voice back.

“There was someone else in the building.” You rasped. “I saw them. They did it on purpose.”

[nutmegthings]

A collection of mental health and behavioral things I struggle with

these are things that I do or experience that have caused inconvenience to me, or have significantly bothered others in my life to the point of causing issue.

Volume modulation

When I am excited or upset , or often just at random I increase my volume beyond what is ‘social acceptable’ often without realizing that I have.

In some situations, such as at work or around particular people I become hyper aware of my volume and actively modulate my volume for the duration. This is both stressful and exhausting to do.

Auditory Hallucinations

When I am tired or zoned out I will occasionally hear a voice or sound close by that has no origin.

Sometimes it is a voice, usually saying only one word. Often it’s just calling my name, when this happens I usually assume someone has actually called my name, and will go ask if someone called for me... but no one has.

Twice it was an entire sentence/ few seconds of speech. Both times were significantly aggressive and some what distressing.

Sometimes I hear music that had stopped playing minuets ago, but my brain has kept going without me knowing.

Sometimes I hear music that was never playing and has no origin... just close by.

Friendship Maintenance 

This is something that I am fine with, but that seems to worry others. 

When it comes to friendships I will actively engage with them while they are in an environment that we share (workplace/ school). But will ‘Pause’ the friendship when we are not together, and will for the most part not actively engage/ maintain the friendship until I see them next, at which point I will feel the same connection with them as if no time has passed, but often they feel we have ‘drifted’ or even that we are strangers now.

I now only retain friendships with those that also are comfortable or predisposed to pausing friendships, and I often do not seek social interaction for days or weeks at a time.

Object Permanence 

I feel like this one is pretty self explanatory. Food in the fridge or back of the pantry, items in drawers and cupboards, clothes in drawers and wardrobes. I can’t see them, and so they no longer exist. 

clutter and mess becomes part of the scenery and I stop registering it as something that needs cleaning or tidying away.

I put something down. I go to pick it back up. I do not know where I put it down, and it seems to have phased out of this reality. 

Information Processing

When reading information it can sometimes be difficult to actually process the information and I may find myself reading blankly without actually processing anything I have read.

I read the same thing five times over, it remains meaningless.

Auditory Processing

Someone is talking, maybe we are having a conversation. I know they are talking, I am listening, words are happening. 

Do I process any of these words? No! they may as well be speaking another language that I do not recognize.

I say pardon?

By the time they are a quarter of the way through repeating themselves my brain catches up and fills in the rest of what they had said. I interrupt and say ‘Oh! right, yes I got it’. I am embarrassed

or they repeat it once more, I still don’t know those words. once more? they give up, I am embarrassed.

Information Retention/ Forming Memories

I have just read or heard some information. I heard and or understood every word. The whole sentence or paragraph or information load made sense. I reach the end of the information, or the speaker moves on or finishes or asks for input.

The information is gone. I have no recollection of it. I have no idea what we were talking about, or what I read, only what we were talking/ reading, and now we are not. And I know that I have none of the information even though I knew and understood it as I was receiving it. I had it, and now It is gone.

Retaining Memories

I have heard information, I have retained that information. I wrote it down, I spoke about it after receiving it so I know I retained it.

I turn around, or break concentration, or someone new starts talking. or worst of all, someone asks me directly what the information was.

It is gone. I have no idea what was said or what I read. Did that even happen? I cannot relay this information. It is gone. I had it, I was using it, it is gone.

Recalling Memories 

what units did you study at uni last semester?

I don’t know

you spent the last four months obsessively filling every spare moment you had with them and their content. how can you not know?

I don’t remember. It isn’t happening right now, so it doesn’t exist anymore. 

I sit through lectures I take notes I read textbooks I do the lab work- and I do it again- and again I run a workshop based on this subject I record a video presentation explaining the concept

I sit an exam that asks about this particular subject.

I’ve never heard of it before in my life!!

Fidgeting

when I stand in one spot I shoft from foot to foot, and side to side I bounce I pace I wiggle my toes Tap my fingers I pace Tense muscles in my legs, my arms, my face I pace I roll my tonge clack my teeth I pace I take apart pens I click buttons

If I do not let myself do this I will experience a physical manifestation of anxiety. Usually a coughing fit.

My through will tighten and itch, my eyes will water, I flush red, and I must must must cough.

I must pace, or I will cough.

Time Awareness

I sat down to do a task. It is now five hours later, I have not eaten, and I forgot to do x other task(s).

Someone asks me to do something twenty minuets from now, or I put something on that must be taken off twenty minuets from now.

Some time later I realize I don’t know how long it has been since they asked. I don’t know how much time is left before I need to do the thing. I don't know what time it was when they asked so i can’t figure out how long ago that was or how long I still have to do the thing.

I look at the clock all the time

I looked at the clock a minuet ago. I have no idea what time it is right now/

I am in a meeting. There is no clock in view. I do not know how much time has passed. The meeting finishes and it has either been five minuets or two and a half hours. I am late.

Rejection Dysphoria

Someone gives me feedback that is not purely praise. 

Someone points out something I could improve.

I perform a task that I am not completely familiar or comfortable with

someone is hesitant, dismissive, or uses a tone I percieve as displeased.

I get less than 90% mark

I am late wearing something not quite right mispornounce something need to take a few extra seconds to do or process soemthing

Oh? I am a Failure? I have Failed? Everyone knows I am a Failure? They are Displeased?

Ok! That’s Fine! Everything is Fine!

I Am A Failure!

Face Blindness

What color are my childs eyes? I don’t know

Could I describe my husbands face? He has..... glasses? and a beard?

Do people really recall faces?

Are there faces in dreams??

Because that seems really fake

My cousin, who I grew up with, who I know very well, needed me to pick him up from the airport one time I could not recognize him, I could not see him walk out. Everyone his general size and build was registering as ‘oh! that’s him’ in my mind

He had to fine me, because I couldn’t recognize him in a crowd.

Attention/ Focus

I put on a TV show. I am very interested in this TV show, I am enjoying it very much. I am invested in the lot and characters...

I also have my phone on, it has a chat app open with a conversation going. 

and... on my second monitor I have an Idle game that I am playing to keep my brain and hands busy. Occasionally I switch to a visual stim video like coin cleaning.

If I want to watch a TV show that I am invested in and enjoying, I must also have a chat and game to engage with at the same time

So you can imagine what it’s like trying to get through a boring lecture three times a week.....