#and he even agreeed when i did!

[lilgynt]

you know what funny enough during all of the shit between the last few days my brother and i were doing our usual routine of awkwardly texting and then i noticed with his like letter saying how he loves and thanks me for dealing with this fucked situation he sent me like 50 bucks so i got my dad settled long enough for me to make a two bags of edibles deep call to him and we talked a lot

[cup1dt3a]

Heeeeeeeeey I saw you write about wally, I was wondering if you could do one of wally the stalker? the reader watched it since he was young then he stopped watching it but still wally chased him, i think he writes right english is not my native language

Tysm for the request! Hope your day is going well or gets better!And don’t worry your English is pretty good mines also bad sometimes T_T

“ Please be a bunny Wally please!” You said crossing your fingers.

“ I think I’ll paint a bunny! What a great idea!” He cheered.

You were watching your favorite show “ Welcome Home”. The best show in your opinion! You’ve loved the show ever since your parents left you alone to put in whatever you wanted while they went somewhere else sometimes watching the show with you or to the kitchen one or the other mostly. You were too busy watching Wally and his friends. Wally was your number one favorite! Along with Julie!

This show was all that you would talk about and sit through for hours on end. Unless you had school or wanted to go outside. You loved the show and vowed to never stop watching it it was sooo amazing! Who would ever not want to watch this it’s too amazing!?

“ Yay! You’re so amazing Wally!” You exclaimed jumping up and down.

Everything was so amazing right now you’ll never stop watching this show youd rather die than stop watching this!

Everything was so horrible! Right now you are regretting so much and so many choices that led you to these horrible migraines!

You stared up at the ceiling not wanting to get out of your bed. Groaned as your alarm clock squawked at you again to get up. It’s not like you had anything to do today so you don’t know why you set an alarm. Must’ve been out of habit. That’s the second time this week when an alarm went off when you just wanted to sleep in. It’s only 10am so you decided to go back to sleep shutting the alarm off. After a few hours you finally woke up without the annoying alarm to disrupt your slumber. It was now 12:30 so you did what anyone would do. Sit in your room all day and watch TV.

That was until you suddenly got a text from your parents. They have been so paranoid since you got your own house. You agreeed either way to come over just to ease their worries and see them. You had lived at least 3 hours away from them so it’s rare you ever really saw them. You stretched out popping your back before going to get dressed.

“ Oh! How’s my baby been?” She exclaimed with opened arms to a tight hug you think she might even be picking you off the ground.

“ Very well actually a little sleep deprived but well.” You said as she rolled her eyes with an “ of course.”

You chuckled at her “ enthusiasm” just happy to see her and your father you had no idea was at the moment. As you asked she just pointed out the window with him tending to his garden. Ever since you had gotten your own house he’s done nothing but treat his garden like his own child. Good for him to have a hobby but you were convinced he literally thought of it as his baby. You literally once saw him having a full on conversation with his damn petunias.

“ So how’s it been? “ you asked her while she replied “ It’s been well just missing my baby.”

You sighed as you both chatted for a while. A few jokes here and there and just catching up. You hadn’t been at the house in two months so it was refreshing to have some familiarity. Your mother then went onto talking about your fathers “favorite child” a.k.a what you called his garden and just remenicing over what you would do as a child.

“ Oh come on _____ you used to just love Welcome home you’d make so many drawings. You even spray painted your hair blue! And made us pain your room the color of what’s his name…Walter? No Wally! Yes Wally’s pants!” She laughed as you frowned in embarrassment.

“ Uh that blue spray paint was such a dumb idea though. Blue really isn’t your color honey. Plus you turned all the bathtubs blue. ” She said looked at a picture of you with blue hair spray paint.

Now starting to remember all the cringey things you did as a dumb kid. Jeez! You were literally obsessed with that show! You wondered how you even forgot it form how much you idolized it. The your mother took a picture you had drawn out it was of you and Wally. As stick figure’s wow you were such a Picasso. An art exhibit would want this in the garbage.

“ It’s my favorite along with the pictures of you trying to hug the Tv.” She giggled.

“ Why Yes! Mother dearest it fucking fell on top of while while you laughed your ass off. Such amazing memories.” You sarcastically announced.

“ Listen just because you moved out does not mean I won’t shove a bar of soap into your mouth.” She stated upset for you using such ill language.

You apologized with a chuckled before hugging her seeing it was getting late. You went outside to try and find your dad. You went over to his garden to see him chattering with them while watering his favorite marigolds. He had waved over to you upon seeing your arrival hugging you as you came over. You both just quickly chatted for a bit due to your long trip. It wasn’t anything your mother couldn’t fill him in on so eventually after saying your goodbyes as you hugged them.

You got into the car taking off just before a pair of dark eyes watched you in though the corner of your mirror.

While you told your parents everything you hadn’t told them one thing. You had a bit of a stalker situation as you’ve been calling it. Every morning you’d receive an envelope with a heart shaped sticker keeping it together sometimes red or pink. But every time you checked them out they had the weirdest thing written on them. Things such as

“ My sweet dreamer you looked so beautiful sleeping I couldn’t help but never take my eyes off you” red meant they would be very creepy.

“ I miss you my sweet dreamer. Do you miss me? I love you so much. Do you love me?” The pink ones were sweet but just…so odd because you hadn’t been seeing anyone at the moment and they always said I miss you.

But this time when you got home it had and apple sticker on the envelope and was here a lot earlier than expected.

“ I see you went back home. Did you miss me? Do you remember me now? I love you <3.”

“ Wow another letter from my stalker how lovely.” You sighed.

You brought the letter to the police station as always.

“ This is the 7th time this week and they know I went to my parents house. Shouldn’t this be enough to have some kind of investigation?” You asked as they shook their head saying what they always did “ I’m sorry but there isn’t enough evidence for us to make it an investigation of any sort.”

You nodded before stomping off once you got outside. This was ridiculous. Everytime you were trying to get help they turned you down. It’s like you with your ex Timmy. Like seriously Timmy Turner Who? But besides that you just wanted to know if someone was either in your house or somehow got access to it. You didn’t have the money for cameras or for the power bill to run your phone all night while it charged. Sure you were a bit of a cheapskate but what if you need the money. You’d rather die than be in debt to the power company! You refuse to be their bitch!

You angrily poured plopping yourself down onto the sofa to watch Tv. As you flipped through the channels you saw a familiar logo show. You hurriedly flipped back to it. The Welcome Home logo and theme song suddenly appeared. The bright and colorfully vibrant show blinded you for a second before you eyes adjusted to it. As you watched the episode you had started to unlock old memories. Such as those being your favorite episodes and two Wally Darling.

“ Omg! I remember this!….Wow Frank is such a mood and underrated. Ha! And they say he’s the straight man? He’s done nothing it give Eddie bedroom eyes.” You chuckled chatting throughout the show.

All was going well before Wally asked what to paint.

“ Well Neighbor what should I paint today?” He asked tilting his head looking at the audience.

“ Eddie and Frank kissing!” You shouted getting super pumped up from the show like you used to.

It was relaxing really to think back to your old childhood memories. Remembering all the fun you had and innocence you once had too. But your mindset was now back onto it.

“Hmmm? Eddie and Frank kissing that such a bold thing to request but I’d rather it be me and you my sweet~.” He smoothly said while you where left speechless.

“ Damn the writers were thirsty for this episode.” You said fanning yourself wondering how it was so smooth.

“ Oh no my sweet no one had written these lines all of them were made by me. I’ve been so sad without you won’t you stay around longer neighbor.

Oh shit

Two posts on one day Yay! I’m on a roll will it be three next? Not sure but this turned into a crack fic so quickly hope @blu3n you enjoyed it and it was up to your standards! And ty all sm for supporting me! I really appreciate you all for the sweet comments you leave! Hope you are all doing well or that things get better for you <333

Sincerely-Cup1dT3a 💌

[moonligyt1234]

Fandom: Twisted Wonderland

Pronouns: They/them

•••

The prefect of the Ramshackle was famous for surviving overblots. So many. Even though they are magicless.

But magicless are they?

Oh how wrong for them to ignore those signs. But as they said you'll noticed it when it's to late.

First thing out of the morning that the prefect was not the sound of Grim's snoring but their heart. As they could only helplessly clutch their heart.

It felt like thousands of chains were squeezing out so much that it was getting harder to breathe.

Grim was awoken by the sounds of his henchuman trying to stabilize their breathing patterns.

"H-henchuman..? "

Grim swore he saw red on the humans eyes when they turned into him. But the moment they did they let go. As their breathing pattern was once again stabilized.

They stared at what felt like hours to him but it was only seconds.

"Is there something wrong Grim? " The human asked with their usual voice. But something about their voice is strain.

"N-nothing." Grin decided to let go of what just happened.

Not noticing the little black spots in his jewel.

Day after day the perfect felt weaker and weaker but so does their mood much more dangerous to Floyd.

•••

"All right i can't do this anymore! " Ace suddenly said slamming his hand to the table. "The perfect have been acting weird even Grim."

"I have to agree with you all Grim has been setting things on fire with no hesitation. " Jack said having lost count of how many things have Grim set on fire.

"Even the human was ignoring Waka sama it's unforgivable! " Sebeka yelled remembering for the days that Malleus was also in no joy in his eyes.

"Let's visit the perfect right now i don't think i cant take this any longer. " Deuce said with determination in his voice.

With that they agreeed on visiting the perfect. Not knowing the danger that awaits them.

Ramshackle Dorm was than ever.

Worsed than the first time Crowley showed them the dorm.

Ink so many ink.

Ace with no hesitation run inside not caring of his own life followed by the others. There he saw the Prefect almost unrecognized covered in ink head to toe.

"Prefect.. " was the only thing that left on his mouth.

As a snap was then heard when te prefect turned their face to him with that the world went dark.

[lehhoh7822]

personal theory on how the wttt verse works in terms of states

hi gang

cw: i do mention some policy/politics as a referential thing because this is a satirical series about american politics so these issues appear within the series.

welcome to the table. gotta love it. so

i think states represent

their people

their policy

their environment

(there's more focus on the first two definitely however the last one is also relevant. i also like mentioning this because it allows for good fic content, frankly.)

and then the relevancy of this changes depending on whats going on. when a state reflects one of these very strongly and cannot represent another, then you get manifestations of that. alternatively, enough division within the state and you get things like new jersey (watch his intro episode) and texas (cmon gang we all know im talking about austin). you can also see regional differences if they're stark enough (nocal and socal).

because texas is, within canon, implied to have did and non healthy multiplicity ("i feel like i saw this on Moonknight"), my next point is that depending on how geniunely major a difference is and how poorly one of the things is being represented by the state, the more intrusive whatever is going on becomes. so while most of the gang is generally..... kind of... fine... texas, as a state that is a swing state but still making big discriminatory policy represents the policy well, and the rights and needs of the people less so, meaning that instead of the mostly functional/positive multiplicity seen throughout the series starts becoming less functional altogether.

the government also represents people, policy and a little bit of environment. it/he also represents the system and its needs/wants; such as explicitly benefitting from the industrial military complex over in america, or with the democratic party utilising big issues as part of a campaign (re, overturning roe v wade).

states also probably have some kind of magic to them; they're manifestations who are older than the states as they are part of the US, and we know that loui definitely got something going on there. mother nature tries to get florida and when she misses, both texas and louisiana are soaked from afar, again, representing environment, but also magic is an abstract property which is perfectly realistic in thsi universe. the government does the statehouse; which is a house which externally appears to be normal and holds over 50 rooms and somehow was not destroyed already. this is all to say, the idea of states being able to manifest shit is not beyond canon. go nuts. show nuts, even

yeah lol anyone got any agreeeing/disagreeing opinions

[fangirlies]

AGREEED i love jealous xavier too 👀 what about ajax tired of his bff being tormented around reader that he pretends he has a crush on her so xavier would make a move on her faster

-🍓

There you sat, cross-legged as you took a bite of your breakfast. Xavier eyed the way you body gently rises as you took in a fresh breath. He watched as you graciously greeted your friends. He noticed how your hair fell almost too flawlessly on your school blazer and you, as usual, played with the ends of it.

"You know, now that I'm really looking at her... she's kinda sexy," Ajax muses. Xavier shifts his gaze from your seated body across the quad to his best friends sitting beside him. It wasn’t like Ajax didn’t know how bad Xavier drooled at the mere thought of you. The gorgon was becoming irritated, hearing and seeing Xavier nearly fall at his feet for you but never doing anything about it. Hell, it wasn't even 8:00 a.m yet, and Xavier already seemed to be in a trance. Ajax noticed his best friend tense up, but Xavier brushed aside his comment. Ajax had him exactly where he wanted him. But to Xavier’s dismay, that wasn’t the last of it.

“She acts all innocent but I’d bet fifty bucks she’s into some kinky shit.” The beanie-wearing boy and the tortured artist sat there and watched you laugh innocently at something Enid said. They watched as you batted your eyelashes and leaned forward, your skirt riding up your thigh.

“Shut up dude,” Xavier said through gritted teeth. He was now tapping his fingers furiously and clenching his jaw to the point of nearly snapping. Ajax realized he was getting to him and still pushed further.

“Shit, if you don’t make a move, I might-”

Xavier jerked up before Ajax finished his sentence, nearly spilling his half-eaten breakfast. He didn’t want to hear it. He couldn’t hear it. The very thought of Ajax getting to you first drove him insane. You were his, even if you didn't even know it yet. Xavier glared at Ajax, who was now fighting back a mischievious grin.

“Y/N” Xavier zeroes in on you, his voice persistent, but hesitant with the impending question. “hey, can we talk?” Xavier interrupted your groups conversation while shoving his hands deep into his sweaters pockets. You were taken aback, but flashed your sweet smile like you always did. The one that made xavier melt each time. When he noticed your friends were paying close attention to the words that were about to depart his lips, he pulled you further away. Away from prying eyes.

“What’s going on?” You inquired. Your expression of worry caused his heart to swell.

“Do you uh. . .” When it finally dawned on him that he was speaking to you, he became a bundle of nerves. As he danced around his words, a small bead of sweat formed on his brow. You stood in front of him with your warm eyes and rosy cheeks, and a worried look plastered on your face. His knees practically buckled. "Would you want to uhm maybe. . . have a coffee some time? With-with me.”

Your sweet smile grew larger, which he didn’t know was even possible, and your rosy cheeks turned into a shade of crimson. “Is Thorpe asking me out on a date?”

“Ye-ah, I mean if, if that’s what you want to call it. If not, it’s cool. I don't want to make you uncomfor-"

"I'd love to go on a date with you, Thorpe."

Ajax’s jaw was left hanging and to say he was speechless would be an understatement. He knew it would drive Xavier crazy, but he never imagined it’d drive him to the point of asking you out. If he had known that, he would have tormented his best friend ages ago.

[canablist-clown]

“Just- based on everything I’ve seen it’s like, there are, you know, hundreds if not thousands of heros or people or aliens or dragons more capable than we are.. maybe we were just a shot in the dark” ‪“Well we all agreeed to it at some point.I’m happy we did cause that’s uh , cause I’m- you know, I got, I got two great friends. But if you’ve changed your mind that’s ok. Wether or not we can or can’t doesn’t really matter to me. ..I jsut know that I will. Cause I want to. .. and every time I think about when I failed, and who I failed.. makes me feel like I have to.”‬ “I think your gonna make it Dakota” “Well I don’t wanna be there alone” “You won’t be. I mean, even if by name we’re not the prime defenders there’s a lot of things here on prime that I want to defend. So.. you know I think I can roll with that title for as long as I’m able. So I’ll do my best to keep up is what I’m saying.” “You know what ?.. you guys don’t have to keep up it’s not about that I don’t think. We all have our strengths. I think without you two there’s no way I would be - there’s no way I would get there. There’s no way I would be who I am. And-and there’s no way that I’d think these thigns ive been thinkin’ -if I didn’t have you guys” “Your gonna have a long time to figure it out since your never gonna fucking die” “Well I guess we’ll find out tomorow when we meet that doctor!” “Oh yeahhh” “Do you- do you want us there for that?” “Yeah. You gotta be there… You gotta be there cause I can’t solve mysteries” “And I can’t fight pasta. Vincent you have a really cool sword ” “Thank you I really appreciate that” “No man, I mean your adaptability is legendary” “That’s like the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me” “We all have our strengths. If we do wanna.. take over for the prime force, we’re not gonna get as lucky as finding some super suits in a museum. We’re gonna have to find some way to become super strong- so we can uh , we can rip the trickster out of Ashe. And mabye you can uhh - maybe you can, maybe you can fix him William - the trickster I mean. Maybe that’s what he needs help with.” “Uhm- yeah.” “After all hes jsut a Chaos demon right?” “Albeit a really, really powerful one” “Yeah I’ll uhm- .. I’ll give it my best” “But we’ll get him back” “I’ll see you guys in the morning alright? night night “ “Night Night” “Night night. So wanna like- clean this place while he sleeps?”

[badsalmonella]

I love the “Camelot” film - mainly because it’s the only film that will probably exist of “TOAFK” (including “Sword in the Stone”) and I think Richard Harris gives the best performance of his career as King Arthur but that said I think it’s flawed (not bad) and that’s because it’s either too long or too badly paced - I can’t decide which.. “My Fair Lady” has similar running time but nobody ever complains about the length. So it’s probably badly paced than actually too long

I actually hard agree! Even though my feelings are mostly positive on the movie I find when the credits start rolling I'm a bit exhausted from the movie. Like I can FEEEELLL I've been sitting for a long time. I've always wondered if they did another round of edits of the film to trim some minor stuff it'd probably fix the pacing. (An example of what I mean is like before Arthur gives his monologue I think they include almost a minute of him walking through the castle and it doesn't have to be that long to visually get the idea across that's he's left the party to be alone and idk it may seem small but when the movie keeps making choices like that I think that's what makes the viewer feel the length of the movie by the end of it. It stacks up).

Actually while we're comparing and contrasting stuff I've always wanted to say I actually felt that's one of the positives of the modern rewrite was the fast pace of the writing alleviates some of the pacing issues that plagues the show, BUT THEY RUN INTO THE PROBLEM where they don't know how to slow down on those really important parts. When I watch the revival I find myself yearning for the patience of the movie's Lancelot resurrection scene siiigh~~ 😔 one can be too slow, one can be too fast but perhaps the perfect in between will come to us one day. A girl can dream!

Also gonna throw in your other ask just to cut down on my postings

ANOTHER HAAAARDDD AGREEE!!!

I saw the 80's stage production first so I was like "I don't think I like him :/ he's clearly a good actor just not a fan of his interpretation" but then I saw the MOVIEEEE AND it was like 😁RICHARD HARRIS! I HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING BAD ABOUT YOUR KING ARTHUR EVER!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 Seriously he's can be fun, he can be warm, he can turn on that !!KING!! presence when he needs to it's awesome. I think with the stage production it's probably just a case of him aging out of the role a bit, but Richard Harris clearly likes playing King Arthur so nobody was gonna tell him that.

[saturnaous]

I realize I'm not sure I saw, and I haven't asked: what got you into the FMA kick? Did you watch it for the first time recently, or was it a rewatch? What made you want to watch it? Gimme all the context of your obsession.

OKAY OKAY. so actually what made me BE like "holy shit fma? ohhhhh" was. uuhhhh one, one of my mooties (red-r0ver thank you) like not often posting about it but agreeeing when things about it happened or something. there's a media axis thing somewhere on this website that like was like :"well made art-udder dogshit" on Y and "ok.-I will never be the same again/made me eat glass" and ON THAT. in "wellmade art-neverbe the same/made me eat glass" side of it was Fullmetal alchemist. and like it got agreed with or something idk. anyways that's how it fell on my radar. as a like "hmm I don't know anything about it but I wouldn't be opposed to this. it seems like it'd be enjoyable." and yeah. also I should feel I should mention that in the vauge void of it not quite existing in this time period it conisitantly connected in my head with Doctor Stone for some reason. I've literally only seen doctor stone or whatever through crunchyroll adds when I was wtaching that time I got rencarnated as a slime but it somehow got mixed up with fma. wirse crossed or something. idk.

but what ACTUALLY made me watch it was a video that was talking about Disabilities and Queerness in the Owl House. and DURING that. The person who had made the video brought up FMA and Izumi and was going through scenes of stuff of it. I'm pretty sure they were talking about Izumi with her organ damage and not being able ot have kids(how having disability rep can become related in points of your life), but it was going through some scenes of the show.

BASICALLY. I've seen Alphonse around very vaugely. I knew that he existed to an extent. I knew he was a lot of armor or a robot or something. But I had no clue where he was from and who he was. but he existed in a vague void of "cool character design that I want to kiss SO BAD" but nothing else really. did not know jack about him. not even his name. So I saw HIM in the scenes they were playing and I basically went

so. knowing me. an absolute sucker for armor and robots and things of that sort.(stares at ultrakill longingly). I went into a gc with my friends(it's called monster fucker faggot central btw. mffc. it's great) and I. WAIT I can actually get my exact words hold on. FUCK my screenshots are broken on my computer hold on. I will remedy this.

LIVE SPENXER REACTION.anyways. that's how my friend told me before his account got hacked that fullmetal alchemist is supposed ot be like thr greatest anime of all time. and then he told me to watch brotherhood and I DID and then I became OBSESSED and then I read the manga and now I'm watching 03. from literally the first 5 minutes I became obsessed with Alphonse. Alphonse. . . save me alphonse elric. . . alphonse elric saveme. . . anyways. yeah. I also have uerhmmmmm liveblogs somewhere skewed abount my servers and stuff of when I first watched it and when I read the manga. there's actually an image of me bawling my eyes out when I finished bh that my friend saved bc it's his favorite photo of me ever. teehee.

[sk3tch404]

I 💯 agree with you Nana ! My mom is a darker skinned Japanese woman and my Dad is a very pale skinned as well I used to be darker skinned when I was younger and I get were kurumi is coming from cause English wasn’t my first language either but I do agreee with some genes you can be a pale Asian

Yepppp

Thanks for putting your word in too. Things got a bit chalky there since I'm not that good at explaining things.

Kurumi is obviously not a super innocent person, but they're not terrible either. It's difficult and scary to be confronted for something you did while only understanding some of whatever the other person is saying. I understand why that person questioned them, but if they looked into Kurumi's blog, they would know that they're not that type of person.

It would've just been better if they tried to do some insight on them and their history of skin tone use, instead of just straight up questioning and accusing like Kurumi explicitly made Naib the color white.

Though I have no sympathy for people who do such things with malicious intent, Kurumi was only trying to draw him to the best of their ability? Kurumi themselves said they were a bit confused on the various amounts of skintones other artists use.

Erughhhhhh Naib is a super problematic design dude. You can still use his OG looks if u want ig.

Bro this is a very grey area type of thing so Imma just say it here.

I do not care if you draw Naib pale or tanned. I prefer it when he is tanned though. Asians come in all different types of tones depending on circumstances, even the pale ones. Make him more culturally/ethically accurate or not, it's your choice. For Naib, I could literally care less for his clothing. He's a merc, he's not going to have the money for decent clothing.

Just don't be a fucking immature bigot 👌

And bro, it's Netease, Naib's design been like this forever AND THEY DON'T FUCKING LISTEN WHEN WE TELL THEM THE REPRESENTATION ISN'T RESPRESENTING. Ion even play anymore dawg. I got my babgirls and dipped.

[m00n-rae]

~ personal vent into the void ~

I'm 26 but feel like I'm 16 again with all the emotions I've been cycling through the past year. Maybe it's the anxiety or depression I've lived with for a long time or the fact I haven't seen a new therapist since "graduating" from therapy a year ago and never turning back. There's just this sense of emptiness I can't seem to fill or forget about.

I've been with the same man for almost 6 years and I'm feeling like our connection is the weakest it's ever been. His mom abruptly passed away this last July and his dad has dealt with terrible health for the last 2 years (due to his lack of self care). I so desperately want to be his rock as I'd want him to be if I was in his shoes. However, he takes every chance to fill up his schedule to keep busy and I feel like I'm left behind so often. We haven't had regularly occuring dates in honestly years. We haven't taken a couples vacation in years and I'm not sure we've even taken a cheap day trip away in the last 2 years. Again maybe it's my mental health and so many other factors, but I just feel like no matter how many times I plea for him to spend more time with me, it falls on deaf ears. I'm not sure he understands how important it is to me to spend quality time together that isn't just sitting on the couch together. And since buying my house, he hasn't contributed to any of the bills even though we agreeed to split things as we did when renting together. I feel so guilty for wanting to ask for financial help since I know he has greater student loans than me and helps his family out alot with money. But at the same time he makes much more money than I do at his job. Almost all my paycheck goes back into our house, meanwhile he has the money to play in a rec sports team and go golfing every week while it's in season. We have a few big tickets items that need fixing for the house but honestly idk how much he's actually saving for said items since we never talk about our finances since I've bought the house.

All these relationship issues stem from me being so passive. I need to learn to speak from the heart and be more open with him again. For some reason, I'm scared of these conversations. If we want a future together I can't let anxiety stop me from being in a healthy relationship. Honestly I'm not sure if he's even aware of the stress I've been under. If I'm honest, why should I expect him to pay any mind to this when he's lost his mother? But at the same time, all these things have been true before that life changing day.

There's a weight of anger and sadness that weighs on me tremendously, all the time. I have a can-do careless attitude on the outside to balance out those emotions. I don't let myself get angry at anything else because I'm holding in all my anger for these stupid money reasons and the fact I feel so isolated in my own home. If I was to meet my 16yr old self again, I'd be so ashamed of who I let myself become. In a way though, I've grown so much since then so how can I be so harsh?

I'm not expecting anyone to read this, I just don't have a diary and for some reason haven't felt ok enough to vent to my IRL friends. Part of me is scared to tarnish the image I've painted of my life with them. So, if anyone cares to chat I'm open to it.

[lokiandbuckysdoll]

Playing with their hair.

A/n: I wrote this on my phone so sorry if it sucked, also this is my first head cannon and it was fun to write it! :)

This for my Loki and Bucky lovers thank for the follows and for supporting my writing:) @areynobodytoo @justasecretwriter @peachyymallows @lokislittleprincess​

✪ Bucky 

Long hiar Bucky: 

At first Bucky was hesitant when you asked if you could play with his hair and style it.

No one has ever asked nor wanted to play with his hair. But when he looked at you and you gave him your puppy dog eyes he melted and agreed.

You would do small braids or just pin his hair up in different styles you showed him that he liked or wanted to try.

Soon Bucky loves when you played with his hair. He mostly loves it when take time out of your day to just message his scalp after long or rough day

The feeling of your fingers shampooing and conditioning his hair always made him felt calm and relaxed.

Short hair Bucky:

When Bucky cut his hair he was scared of your reaction he thought you’d hate it however it was the opposite.

He was surprised when he found out you bought different products for his new haircut.

The first style you did in his hair was a Mohawk which he pretended to hate but he secretly loved how excited you got.

At night he loves the new feelings of you running your hands through it while he lays on your chest at night.

Bucky loved when you ruffled his hair or just messed it up after he fixed it because he knew you’d restyle it anyways.

४ Loki  

Loki never liked anyone touching or styling his hair. So when you kept annyoing him if you could touch his hair and play with it he agreeed so you would leave him alone. 

It sent a shiver down his spine the first time you ran your fingers through his hair. 

He liked the feeling it gave him but told you he hated how your hands felt in his hair.  

When he saw you braiding Thors and Buckys hair he couldn’t help but envy them. 

Later that night loki asked you to braid  his hair. 

He would ask you to brush his hair after he had a shower and when you did he loved how careful you were when you brushed out the curls. 

When you notice he had a rough day you’d  take him to the libary so he can read to you while you messaged his scalp. 

Loki loved how you could spend just sitting with im ruining your fingers through his hair or styling it differently every 5 minutes.  

ϟ Thor 

Long hair Thor: 

You didn’t even have to ask Thor, he came to you before you even had the chance to ask.

Thor was more than excited when you agreed to do his hair. He’d tell what syle he wnated after he saw you do Bucky’s hair one day. 

He alsways adrmire how you’d do Nat’a and Wanda’s hair with braids and high ponnytalis. 

When you brushed and massage oils in his scalp he got happy and acted like a man child but you loved it.  

You always made sure to be extra careful with the strand of his  hair that was entwined with Loki’s hair. 

Thor was very proud and showed off his hair even if they made fun of him for it.   

Short Hair Thor: 

Thor loved his long hair so when he came back to earth with his new hair cut  he tried to avoid you as to not upset you. 

Soon he found out you loved his new hair cut. 

You buy clips and other hair accessories for his short hair

He’d admit he was sad cutting his har but you would reassure him every time time thta his hair looks good and hes still your big man child thta you loved. 

You would always message his scalp at night and he would fall asleep like a bany every time.  

[strawberry-milkshake-cow]

Yuu and friends go to disney world!

Yuu and their twisted friends get a week off school so you decide to take them to disney world for the first time what will happen? Lets find out.

Warnings- none just fluff, may have some typos.

Nonbinary reader

Charecters- all charecters plus staff :)

This will be multiple parts- part 1: before the trip

Whats happening before the trip? How do you get evreyone on board? Where are they sitting on the bus? Find out below

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You get off school for a week but the students dont get to go home yet since the mirrors are being repaired so you decide to take them to disney world after seeing an ad for it it looks just like the one in your world but more tailored to the villans it looked like so much fun! Now to get evreyone on board you set a plan in motion.

Grim

Your feline companion was resting in a patch of sunlight on the ramshackle floors you gently shook him awake "hey grim~ i have an idea" you said happily grim looked at you confused and slightly annoyed that he was woken from his nap. "What do you want henchman?" He yawns as you explain your plan "why should i go" he crossed his arms you smiled you only had one awnser for that "theres lots of yummy food there." With that grim was in and ready to go.

First years-

Ace

You knew ace wouldnt be so easily swayed as grim with a simple mention of food. No instead you would have to work his ego in your favor. And duece was easy enough. You quickly found him and duece arguing as usual "oh boys!" You called out with a grin. They turned to look at you "hey prefect." "Hello!" They said happily greeting you. You sat down and explained your plan. "I dont feel like going all the way over there." Said ace being stubborn as always. you sighed "well i guess it makes sense. You would be to scared for the roller coasters anyways." That got him. He quickly agreeed and challened duece im the provess causeing a two for one combo.

Jack-

Jack was another tough one. You can barely read him at all. So you would need to think very carefully about how to approach this. You found him working out and walked over "hey jack!" All he did was nod in greeting you quickly explained your little trip. He thought for a moment "im not sure im pretty busy i dont have time for a childish thing like that" you thought for a moment "well... what if some creep tries to bother me and grim? I dont have any magic and grim can only use fire i could use a big strong bodygaurd for the day or i may not make it back." You said with a dramatic sigh jack grumbled about it but agreed

Epel

Epel was easy if he put up a fight the same routine with jack would work just as well on him, Even better. He completly agrees with the idea because its away to get vil off his back and it would be his first time there

Sebek

Lets face it hes not going until malleus agrees.

When maus does agree wether you ask him or not hes coming along.

Other nrc students-

Cater

Cater is going the second you tell him. Do you realize how many magicam worthy things he will gain out of this? You fin him taking selfies and walk over and start your routine just as you predicted hes head over heels in love with this idea.

Ruggie

Ruggie doesnt see a problem with this idea so he dosnt mind tagging alog after all like grim just mention all the yummy food and you will be good

Floyd

Another one who is happy with this idea it sounds like so much fun to him and hes in the right mood so i wont take much convincing but he will want to go the moment you mention it so i would save him for last

Ortho

Also apart of the happy gang! He will definitely help you convince ida as well this sounds like a perfect opportunity for idia to make new friends!

Silver

As long as he can sleep he dosnt care where he is his father will definelty drag him along anyways when he hears about this so he agrees

Vice dorm leaders-

Trey

He definetly wants to try out the sweets this place has to offer and learn from them so he will be tagging along happily

Jade

Once he hears it from his brother its all over for any chance of argument floyd is dragging him alog wether he likes it of not besides it will certainly be interesting.

Jamil

Once you tell kalim like jade its all over for argument he has no choice but to tag along.

Rook

He is so excited for this its kinda creepy. He will gush about how amazing this will be that whole time until you get there.

Lilia

He is definetly going now that you told nothing will stop him from coming and bringing the whole disamnoa family hes in summer father mode and ready to go

Housewardens-

Riddle

It will take some convinceing after all his mother would never let him go to a normal park much less and amusement park but you explain all the yummy strawberry sweets and that you need someone to keep evreyone in line then hes in

Leona

Probably really lazy about it so it will be hard to convince him to come you will need to threaten his peace saying you will wake him up from evrey nap he ever takes if he doant agree. Trust me then he will.

Azul

This man will somehow tirn this in to a buissness opportunity i have no clue how but he will. So hes in and will make profit off of this trip.

Kalim

Oh hes so ready this sounds like the best thing in the world to him he eill be dragging jamil around aswell

Vil

Probably the hardest to convince after all he is so busy but he realuzed he had a role in a dusney productions movie coming up maybe he could learn some things about his charecter while he is there plus epel and rook are so excited he will make sure everyone looks their best

Idia

Very hard to convince him to go but ortho is definetly a big help so with enough peer pressure he finnally agrees so you leave him alone.

Mallus

Litterlly on cloud nine to be invited anywhere. Hes coming no taking it back now.

Staff-

Crowley

Once he overheards the idea from someone he comes up and graciously offers to chaporone this even in one of the schools old busses they rarely use anymore he also tells the other staff ti come

Crewl

Told by crowly he has to make sure his pups stay in line after all.

Trein + lucius

Hes bringing the cat. He will turn yhis into a history lesson aswell.

Vargas

Hes making sure you all exercise while your there

Sam

Hes more than happy to go he may even find new products for the store

Rsa students :) -

(You decide to call a few of your rsa friends and see if they want to come with!)

Neige

Hes very happy to join plus he gets to keep an eye on you hes a protective friend especially when your in a school full of villans you need someone to watch out for you!

Chenya

He heard riddle and trey were going so hes sure to follow! Besides it it sounds like a purr fect way to spent the after mew n

Najma viper

(Does she go to rsa i cant remember... oh well) shes happy to go shes your only female friend after all! Besides her brother will be there to for some sibling bonding

Cheka

Leona was forced on babysitting duty again so hes coming along super excited

Bonus! their roles on the trip

Crewel- the driver no one else can be tristed driving or there will be a crash.

Riddle- is enforcing the rules. Making sure evreyone stays in line

Cater is taking a million photos of the trip

Trey is making sure evreyone is making logical desisions hes the smart ine and can fix most problems

Yuu- you are the you need to make sure evreyone is getting along and no overblots

Ace and duece and making sure evreything stays lively ace keeps trying to pull pranks but duece is keeping him in line

Lilias in dad node making sure everyone is happy and having fun or else

Trein is trying to lecture history of disney world

Crowly is reading a book being useless

Sam is talking with azul about buissness

Grim is taking a nap with treins cat

Najma is helping you keep things calm

Silver is sleeping

Jade and floyd are being scary

Kalim is bothering idia withe ortho and jamil watch

Sebek is being sebek hanging around malleus

Rook is helping with epel while neige chats with vil

Chenya is just being a menace

Cheka is being a little kid and chating with jack and ruggie while leona sleeps

Pt 2 will be about your living situation fir the week bye bye

[still-a-morosexual-help]

Oh! How do you think happens others pacts? Now I agreee that will be more interesting if they've different >_>

I think with Beel it can be some kind of hug...

Did this get long and graphic enough to become little mini fics? Yes.

* Asmo & Lucifer's parts from the previous post are expanded on

* Mild S3 spoilers for Mammon's one. If you know you know.

The Brothers, Pact Formation & Contact

1. Lucifer

Lucifer's pact formation was threatening. He was smugly telling them that he was going to be in control of them. Sneering it into their face. Taking joy in how they didn't falter even when he saw their throat move as they swallowed. Pressing down on his own pleased smile and even harder on the inklings of arousal crawling through him.

He clasped their forearm and dragged them close, their own hand clasped on to his - a second too late but just as viciously. He loomed over them, smug with narrowed eyes as they glared up at him defiantly. So close their noses were brushing and their breath was intermingling.

2. Mammon

The manga shows the contact is a forehead touch

Mammon hates them. Okay maybe he doesn't hate them, but he's upset. They're holding his precious Goldie hostage and what? He has to swear away his agency to them to get her back? And why should he? He's stronger and faster than both them and Levi. He can get her back by force, without even needing to hurt either of them, and be on his way. But he doesn't. He doesn't need to sign his life away to some random human. But he does. And somehow it doesn't feel like he's signing his life away, it doesn't feel like the end. It feels like a beginning.

So instead he looks up at them from where he's kneeling, looks in their eyes and watches how they, almost unconsciously, drift to him. How they kneel down in front of him so they're on equal ground. And then he's reaching out, cupping their face and softly, gently, tenderly - the way he's never done anything before - presses his forehead to theirs. Whispering the words with half lidded eyes as something overwhelming threatens to drown him. He's there in the kitchen with them. But he's also somewhere bright and far away, in a dream with a fleeting yet warm presence who laughs at his dumb pranks and encourages his dumber dreams.

The bright light of the newly formed pact dims and he doesn't know when he closed his eyes. He can feel the tears prick the corners of them as he desperately tries to hold on to that presence, the one he knew for barely a day but longed for throughout every century of his life. That distant dream of someone who believed in him despite having just met him, who understood him, who couldn't stop staring at him with wonder.

He opens his eyes and sees the human. Kneeling in front of him, face still cupped in his hands, eyes wide and pupils blown, lips just slightly parted, cheeks darker than they were mere seconds ago. Staring at him with an ocean of unmistakable wonder.

His breath hitches. His face flushes.

3. Levi

Okay but wouldn't Levi's be a highfive?

I know it won't have much significance to us but to Levi...... it's how Henry and the Lord of Shadows confirmed their friendship. The way they became "true friends" the one thing Levi has always being pining for.

At the point of making their pact, Levi doesn't really like them much, he's still hurting from losing the quiz and that's drowning out the little voice pointing out how well they worked together and how he now has someone he can talk about TSL with. He has anxiety, he's surly with strangers and doesn't like new people.

So he wants the pact to be made with the least amount of contact.

Without thinking he raises a hand, muttering the words for the pact under his breath but looking away. On instinct, they slap that hand with their own.

It's the noise more than the stinging pain that has Levi whipping his head towards them. Eyes wide and horrified while the pact is formed and he realises the implications of the high five.

It's only later, as they grow closer, when he comes to adore that moment, seeing it as the point where he gained his "true friend"

4. Satan

Satan's like Lucifer's is a clasp of forearms. Satan's like Lucifer's maintains direct eye contact. Unlike Lucifer's his eyes are soft. Mouth pulled up in a small yet genuine and gentle smile. His words are confident and loud enough for just the two of them. There's trust in his gaze. Friendship and tenderness and understanding. It's a pact and a touch made out of trust and a promise to always be there for each other even if those specific words are never uttered out loud.

They're the odd ones out in the family - never an angel, never part of the war, the newcomers with a bone to pick with Lucifer and the pact is formed but they don't let go of each other, they don't look away, they finally find someone who understands them in each other and they vow, silently after the final residue of the pact formation has drifted away, to always support one another

5. Asmo

He holds his hand out to them. They're facing each other and it looks like it will be a handshake until Asmo's grip tightens and he uses the hold to pull himself to them in a second and into a surprisingly short and chaste but unexpected kiss.

It's a little because this is who Asmo is as a person and a little because he wants to piss Mammon off but mostly it's because he wanted something sweet and tender, as unusual as that can be for him. Something that meant both nothing and everything. A way to one up the only person he has never been able to charm. A way to look at their flushed cheeks and wide eyes and know that even without his charm he was still desirable, still beautiful, still loveable, still wanted, still worth something. A moment of weakness he'll say he would never dwell on again but one that comes to him on the rare nights where sleep cannot be found

The pact forms and Asmo pulls away with a mischievous glint in his eyes, one that like always perfectly covers any hidden turmoil brewing beneath, while MC's still wide eyed and frozen to the spot

6. Beel

He drops to one knee and looks up into their eyes. Earnest and gentle. He raises a hand, keeping it open and palm up, welcoming their hand into his. He makes eye contact the whole time while he says the words to form the pact

He's not showing that he's serving them or going to be subservient. He's dedicating his life to protecting them, the same way he's dedicated his life to protecting his family. A knight in shining armour.

Beel loves his family above all else and, specially after losing Lilith, he's very protective of them and as wary of strangers entering the fold as Lucifer is. Him making the pact shows that he'd accepted MC as part of the family even back in early S1. Him kneeling and making the pact is him making a promise to MC to always protect them

Kneeling when proposing (marriage) is also a sign of respect and given how Beel was the most likely out of the lot to see MC as just food, him showing them that he respects them feels symbolic

7. Belphie

It's them standing so close together they're almost touching. It's a hand on the back of their neck, creeping up so slowly that they don't feel it until cool fingers are touching warm skin. A touch that makes them stiffen. Makes memories of similar hands around their neck spring up. Makes their eyes widen and their breath stutter.

Makes, for anyone who is looking closely enough, Belphie's eyes soften from their playful glint into something sorrowful.

He leans forward, using the hand on  their neck to hold them still, and presses his lips to their forehead.

They're Lilith's legacy. Proof that his baby sister lived a long, happy life even though he didn't get to be part of it.

They're their own person.

The person who was ready to manipulate & betray Lucifer to set him - someone they didn't even know - free, not for his own good but because they didn't like seeing Beel sad.

The person who would sit with him, while they were still divided by a locked door, and listen with awe and overwhelming fondness to stories of his brothers from better times.

The person who, despite everything, despite a suffocating hatred for all their people, despite knowing what he had to do, he still grew to like while imprisoned.

The person who he murdered.

The person who helped him reconnect with his family. A family they were part of now. It's something he feels deeply. In his bones. Something that feels like fate. A final puzzle piece slotting into place.

He whispers the pact against the forehead, eyes closed. A soft thank you slips out after, his lips brushing the words against their skin. So soft they could almost believe they imagined it.

[noblest-roman-of-them-all]

Cognitive Recalibration

Logan woke with a dull groan. He tried to sit up despite the throbbing emanating from the right side of his head.

"Easy, pal." Virgil’s voice came from somewhere beyond the bleariness of his own poor eye sight and the struggling to keep his eyes open. Logan took his advice and dropped his head back on the soft pillow. "I gotcha, buddy."

He reached out for Virgil when he felt a weight settle beside him on the bed, latching loosely to his hip, and sighed with relief at the cool sensation of a soft ice pack to his temple.

Logan swallowed. "What happened?"

"Cognitive recalibration," Virgil answered wryly. "I socked you in the face." He let out a sigh. "Your eyes did the glowing thing and I panicked."

Logan inhaled sharply, his grip on Virgil’s hip tightened suddenly, but his face remained blank as ever.

"It's okay," Virgil whispered, lightly thumbing his left temple. "It's okay. Take a deep breath, L. There ya go, deep breaths. We're gonna figure this out."

"How?" He croaked.

"I don't know yet, but I know we will," Virgil answered with confidence. He let out a short sigh. "The- the thing is, Lo, Thomas is wanting to understand himself better. And. He can't do that if we're...hiding or watering down parts of ourselves. You can't keep pretending you don't have emotions, man, Thomas needs that part of you."

"No, he doesn't. Logic has no emotion and Logic is the role I've been given."

"You're the Logic of human, and humans have emotions. You have emotions because you're part of human person, Lo. That's not a bad thing."

"It can be," Logan answered quietly. "I have to be objective when helping Thomas make decisions so that he can make the best one possible. If I allow emotions to influence me then I may as well let Patton make the decision and not offer any input."

"Okay. I see where you're goin' with that," Virgil agreeed, "but that's not exactly how that works. He still needs your perspective on things. We all do. And by the way, your emotions are still Thomas's, even if it is at a subconscious level, so he's gonna have to be aware of them to figure this out."

"I don't wanna talk about this anymore," Logan murmured.

"Alright," Virgil nodded. "How's your head feeling?"

"Slightly bruised."

"I'm sorry I hit you."

"It was effective. That's all that matters."

"I dunno about that, but I won't start that argument." He bent forward and kissed Logan's brow. "I'm gonna go get you some water and a snack, okay? You just rest." He picked up Logan's hand and set it on the pack so he could hold it. "I'll be right back."

Logan cracked open an eye to make sure Virgil was gone before dropping the ice pack and pressing his hand to his face as tears started slowly from the corners of his eyes. He was so terribly afraid.

[matan4il]

I'm looking at that "Clothes (colors) of 5x13" post again, and having seen the trailer for tonight, yeah, someone in the production chain is playing games with us.

Oh hon, thank you so much for reading my 513 clothes meta! I’m so glad if you found it useful in any way. And TBH, I think production probably knows about us more than we’d like to be aware of, so there might def be some playing games going on there! But I’m always curious to hear more of your perspective and what exactly you had in mind. Hope you’re having a great day! xoxox

And if it’s okay, I’ll add in here another lovely ask -

Hi there, I'm the anon who asked you where you come from (so sorry to hear about that in Israel, I'm from Italy and I've been to your beautiful country few years ago. I hope they will stop with all those wars and I hope you stay safe.) and your fav episode (mine is Eddie begin and definitely 4*14, even if I agreee, yesterday's one is going to be on this list).

Anyway, I wait for your meta like a child waits for Christmas and I was wondering if you could help me  analyze a little bit more the look Eddie gives buck in the heart drawing scene. He looks up and his look is so... Weird. I can't quite gasp what were Ryan's directions tbh. I know you can help me.

No need to help me deciphering bucks look. He's so in love you can probably tell from the moon xD

Thank you and again, love your takes.

Italian anon

Awwwww, hi Italian anon! It’s so lovely to get to meet you! :D I’ve been to your country as well, and it’s one of my faves in the world. The food alone is just... *chef’s kiss* But then I also adore the language and culture. One of my fave movies ever is about falling in love in and with Italy. ;) I’m so happy to hear you’ve enjoyed Israel’s beauty as well, and thank you for the caring and kind words! We’ve had two more rounds of firing into Israel since that last post, and NGL, it’s all very stressful. And the saddest thing is that this is all so redundant, because I have no doubt that most people here want peace and coexistence. But knowing that there are kind people out there who care, that’s amazing and it helps more than you know! *hugs you SO big*

I’m overjoyed to learn that you enjoy my meta posts so much! I’m NGL, they take a lot out of me, so it’s incredible to know that they can bring so much joy to wonderful people like yourself! And ksdfjhskdjfh HOW DID I FORGET TO MENTION 315? It was, together with eps like 309, 413 and 414, one of moments where, when I was watching it live, I was wondering if this is real and not fanfiction, and how are we being blessed with so much goodness? So yes, another reason why I can’t choose just one ep! I love discussing this with you and thank you for sharing your own thoughts on this!

Oh, that’s such a good question! Okay, so at first Eddie is looking at what he thinks is Christopher’s drawing (but is actually Buck’s) and his expression seems to be both fond and a little puzzled:

But then Buck confesses that it’s his and offers, “I misunderstood the assignment” as an explanation for why his drawing is the one that looks more child-like. Upon hearing this, Eddie looks up from Christopher’s actual (anatomically correct) drawing at Buck like this:

So I think the first thing is to consider Eddie is teasing Buck with a bit of a judgmental look. I do believe this look contains that to a degree, but it’s not the only thing there, IMO. Otherwise, Eddie might have also added some verbal teasing, because that’s usually been his M.O, he’s never been shy or non-verbal about fondly teasing Buck. But I think there’s also an honest surprise there. Buck’s drawing is sweet and loving and soft, not to mention cute as heck. It’s in a sense such a good representation of the kind of person Buck is, and the kindheartedness and love he has brought into the lives of the Diaz boys. Eddie is shown a physical representation of why no one will ever match him better than Buck will. And maybe for a sec that takes him by surprise or is even a little too much to contain, because Eddie has just returned from therapy, and he’s not exactly in a great place by his own admission after (in his words) having cracked himself open for 50 minutes and having walked out feeling like he was hit by a bus. If in this moment he thinks too closely about what this drawing says about who Buck is and what he means in the Diaz home, Eddie might just have to admit some things to himself. So instead he gives in to his fatigue and expresses his sense of hopelessness:

Maybe he does it in part to avoid really thinking about what Buck means to him. And maybe he also does it in part because this drawing is a reminder that this is the optimistic man that is there to love and support Eddie, and it’s okay to let go in his presence and confess the biggest, scariest of doubts. Buck’s gonna handle them with that shining love he has, Eddie’s heart is safe in his hands.

I hope this helps, please don’t hesitate to let me know one way or another, Italian anon! xoxox

(I got an influx of asks, I WILL answer all of them, but it might take a sec. If anyone wants to check whether I've already answered theirs or to read my replies, here's my ask tag. Thank you! xoxox)