#also yes parker killed a man dont worry about it

[bluejaybytes]

show us your oc lore!!

I'm so sorry but it's exclusively my Splatoon OCs

I'm not at ALL confident in how legible this is, but this is my Web Of Lesbianism(tm), AKA how (almost) all of my lesbian sploon OCs connect to each other, excluding a few who only connect in small places and/or I don't feel like making icons for. Sorry to Scarlet, who absolutely warrants a place here, but I simply Do Not Want to make an icon for </3

Lore under the readmore because I get extremely rambly. whoops and apologies and this is probably the only time i'll ever let myself get THIS infodump-y in a Tumblr post. I'm writing this after I wrote it all out and I'm so fucking sorry it's literally over 2k words because I have no ability to stop once I've started and I've been outright POSSESSED by these losers for the past month. Here's basically everything about my Splatoon OCs

FOR NAMES. Top right is Basil (Blue tentacles), middle right is Penny (Her name is just written because I haven't drawn her yet), bottom right is June (Pink tentacles), bottom middle is Jake (Blue tentacles), bottom left is Parker (Purple tentacles, also the sanitized icon), middle left is Ruby (Orange tentacles), and top left is May (Pink tentacles)

Everything starts when May, Jake, and Ruby are all around ~16-17, while June, May's little sister, is around ~9. May is VERY into Jake, and Jake's just generally a big flirt and a huge romantic, though it's unsure if he really realizes May's extremely obvious crush on him (He doesn't), or he reciprocates, which is unfortunate, because Ruby, who's May's childhood best friend, is also very into her, but May doesn't realize this. When [UNDECIDED EVENT] happens and May and Jake both come to the realization they need to head to the surface to escape the oppressive Octarian domes, Ruby being with them is very clearly an afterthought, and she knows it. So, her jealousy over Jake being someone May has known for less time yet clearly loves more than her, and the fact that trying to escape being very, very illegal, she turns them both in.

Jake manages to call May before he's caught to warn her that Ruby turned them in and the cops will already be heading to her parents house, which gives May enough time to run home, grab June, and make a run for it. Both May and Jake manage to outrun the cops, with May and June ending up far into the outskirts of the domes, while Jake only gets further and deeper within them.

Around a month or two after their initial escape, May's spotted by a patrol of soldiers stationed right around the way to the surface, with the soldier who spots her specifically being Scarlet, the oldest sister to Ruby (Who's not featured here because I don't want to make her icon), who remembers May from when she was a kid and, alongside that, has been feeling disillusioned with life as a soldier, despite her high ranking, and decides not only to let May go, but to even share rations with her. This only increases as Scarlet realizes May is the runaway who's known to have a young child with her, and it goes from Scarlet sparing her own rations to stealing rations from the squad she leads to make sure both May and June are able to eat properly.

Of course, this doesn't last long, as Crimson, the middle sister to Scarlet and Ruby, and fellow soldier stationed with Scarlet's squad, gets suspicious of the missing rations, Scarlet's dismissal of the issue, and her wandering off frequently, and ends up following her and finds her giving the stolen rations to May. A fight breaks out between the two, with Crimson managing to nearly take Scarlet's eye out in the process, as Scarlet's the only person ever to bring a gun to a knife fight and lose. May booked it the MOMENT Crimson jumped out, so she's long gone by the time the scuffle ends, but Scarlet, having just been caught stealing rations, aiding a runaway, and now attacking a fellow soldier (Even if in self defense), bolts to try and make it to the surface as well, albeit she doesn't know where May ran off to.

May ends up making it to the surface around a month after that incident, after wandering lost for the time between, and, while struggling to try and buy some clothes thanks to the language barrier between her and the commonly spoken languages of the surface, one of the employees working there, Penny, is able to help figure out what May's looking for, and helps her with the whole process, since it's a lot different from how it was in the domes. They don't end up seeing each other after that for around a year, but it's important when they do, as Penny's was the first person on the surface May really had a good experience with, so when they randomly run into each other, May's very happy to be able to tell her how meaningful that was to her, and that she's much more adjusted to the culture and language now.

Meanwhile, Jake! Jake ends up wandering deep within the domes, far away from where the actual settlements and cities are, for over a year, just barely surviving through scavenging and avoiding patrolling soldiers. Still, he's not great at it, and eventually he ends up being held at gunpoint by Parker, who insists he tell her his rank and what he's doing out here. He has no idea, as he was never in the military and lies through his teeth. Luckily for him, Parker is a military deserter, and would've had a much worse reaction had she believed him, instead realizing that he's not a soldier and has no idea what he's talking about. Parker's been hiding out in the area, an abandoned sewer system that's frequented as a supply route for soldiers, for several months at this point, and while she actually enjoys her life of living down there, it's a lot of work to survive on her own, and realizing Jake's a fugitive also means he's a potential survival partner.

The two end up meeting up once every day for around a week before Parker feels confident enough that Jake isn't going to screw her over or try and turn her in or anything, and invites him to live with her at her "apartment", an old maintenance closet that's very secluded and not marked on any military maps, under the agreement that the two of them actually work together. Jake instantly agrees because he's been miserable and awful for the past year, while Parker's doing surprisingly well for herself, she even has multiple sets of clothes that she's stolen from nearby outposts (As well as an entire mattress she stole, and her most prized possession, a full deck of playing cards, and an Octo Shot she definitely killed a man for), as opposed to Jake, who's been going off of only what he had on him when everything went down, which is... practically nothing.

The plot basically slows down and chills out here for a while, May and June end up moving in with Penny after a few months of May and Penny hanging out instead of having to live in the shitty motel they'd been living in before (Albeit, the motel was better than the wilds they'd been living in before that), and Parker and Jake get adjusted to their lives in hiding surprisingly well. May and Scarlet even find each other on the surface again, they run into each other while May's out grocery shopping, and it's a very important moment for the both of them, as they've spent this entire time carrying around the guilt of feeling responsible for what happened, so them seeing the other and seeing how much better they're doing on the surface helps ease those guilts.

And then the events of Octo Expansion happen in the background. Parker and Jake know the routines of the soldiers in the area after years of living together, but the supply lines end up being used by sanitized Octoling soldiers after Kamabo starts massively ramping up production, leading to patrols of sanitized soldiers at seemingly random intervals, and outside of the predictable patterns that Parker and Jake were used to. Parker's out doing the laundry when a patrol finds her, and, greatly outnumbering her, end up nearly killing her, and dragging her back to be sanitized. She's in too bad of condition to be saved and reused as a test subject, so she's just sanitized instead.

Jake, naturally, notices when Parker never comes back from doing the laundry, and proceeds to be missing for upwards of two weeks. Jake does his best to look for her, but he also doesn't want to stray too far from their "apartment", as he's scared she might return home when he's gone, and with the unpredictable patrols, he doesn't feel like it's safe to stay out for as long as he wants to to look for her, so he ends up sticking close to home and just hoping he'll be able to find some clue of her. Of course, when he finally does, finally spotting her hanging around the entrance to the hallways that lead to their apartment, it's Not a good thing. He runs up to her to ask where she's been, and the moment he calls for her she turns and attacks him. It's not even a fair fight, even if he went in expecting a fight, he wouldn't have won, but this was a complete surprise. She quickly attacks him and takes him back to be put into the metro as a test subject, and, since he was brought back in much better shape than she was, he actually can be salvaged as a test subject!

And then he isn't. He's in the process of being readied as a test subject, namely, having his memories messed with, that the entire plot of Octo Expansion actually happens, and he's freed when the entire facility shuts down, and the metro is just a normal transport system again. He ends up wandering around for another month or so, except doing so very poorly, as the effects that being prepped to be a test subject had on his memory is bad, and basically erased all of his knowledge on how to survive on his own. Eventually, and luckily for him, he's found by one of the rescue teams that have been sent out in the aftermath of Octo Expansion to rescue lost and sanitized Octolings, and FINALLY gets brought to the surface, as well as being hospitalized for a whole myriad of problems, mainly being severely dehydrated from not remembering safe ways to find and gather water reliably.

When he's ready to be discharged, he realizes he has really nowhere to go, but since he still remembers May's phone number from when they were kids (As it's been years at this point, May and Jake are both in their mid 20s now, and June's around ~17), and calls her to ask if she can come pick him up and also if he can crash at her place for a bit. May is more than a bit surprised that her childhood friend she was fairly convinced had died years ago, and that she feels guilty for abandoning, is not only still alive, but super casual and chill just. Calling her cell and asking if he can sleep on her couch. At this point, June's already moved out, having been encouraged by both May and Penny to get out on her own and try getting out of her comfort zone, and is living in Splatsville with her roommate Basil, and not really having any major plot moments of her own. She's having fun and coming out of her shell and having silly lesbian shenanigans with her roommate in the background while Jake and May are experiencing the horrors.

Ultimately, this is about where thing stop being decided and I still need to figure out what happens next. Jake is living on May and Penny's couch (The universe will never let them have their house to themselves. Not even 3 months after June moves out, Jake's crashing on their couch), and has no memory of his time with Parker, Parker's MIA and potentially dead, and May's struggling with the idea that Jake's either in denial of some major trauma he must've faced through the years, or that she's somehow uniquely fucked up from what happened to them. To make matters worse, Jake's memory issues become more and more apparent, as he continues to struggle to remember Penny's name, instead repeatedly calling her "Parker", yet getting confused when he's corrected. I'm ultimately unsure what I'm going to do to resolve this plot thread, but May and Penny do realize that whoever Parker was, she was someone Jake knew in the time he was missing, and are trying to figure out just exactly who she was, if not where she actually is

Whether or not Parker is dead... it's up in the air. I initially planned for her to die and stay dead, but I'm the worlds biggest sap and I feel bad about killing her off permanently, as well as the fact I have plenty of silly ideas for what I could do with Parker once she's on the surface, so I'm still debating if it's more narratively satisfying for her to die or not. There's, if you believe it, actually a ton I'm glossing over (The intricacies of Jake and Parker's dynamic, the reasons why Parker left, basically everything about Basil and June, literally Basil has an entire friend group that has their own mini-plot that's not at all connected to this and doesn't get mentioned, Crimson is going to be more relevant once I figure out what I want to do with her, ect), but uh. That's the very long gist of it.

If anyone actually, genuinely reads through all of this. Thank you, apologies, and I love you

[richardsphere]

Leverage Redemption Log: The Turkish Prisoner Job

So that name feels like a reference to the "Spanish Prisoner" (the original form of what is now known as the "Nigerian Prince" con). --- 2 crooked cops sitting in a car, complaining that there isnt enough crime for them to hit a quota. One of them is playing hexagordle or whatever its called. Guy name Delgado is leaving the house (that was the cartel from the OG series wasnt it?) Rodrigo is walking to his car like he's got shit in his pants. Cops plant a gun. And Rodrigo is about to be sent to prison cause crooked cops. --- Harry is at a courthouse trying to talk to a runaway prosecutor. Harry is already working Rodrigo's case. Its Golf Job Girl! (i dont remember your name, thats not an insult im just shit with names)

Its Harry's turn to run a con. (he still doesnt know how to steal a catchphrase) --- Parker is clicking a pen in a car. Parker is right, surveilance is boring. Operation Bigger Fish is a go!

Parker has stolen the free smoothie (come on man, not cool. This guy is only trying to prevent himself from getting framed by the cops.) Cops have taken the bait, Sophie is playing the "criminal" to be targeted. Harry is playing himself. (Sophie has brought on 2 understudies as bodyguards), also Breanna, why are you putting so many cuts into your camerafootage. Jumping from cam 1 to cam 3 every other sentence. --- Ok so the plan is to leave the cops alone around a bunch of cash and cocaine and let them "help themselves" while hidden cameras roll. Simple plan.

Oh Romero's family problems just chased him down in prison. Time for an improvised jailbreak! --- Plan has changed, tell the two stooges that the drug deal has been postponed, then kidnap Rodrigo in court. We can get the stooges vengeance for their victims can wait until after we ensure their victims dont die in prison.

Breanna has set up a botnet to astroturf up an anti-hotsauce factory protest. (probably based on the Irwindale Sriracha lawsuit. Yes i had to google the city.)

Quick read of the signs, prop department should be proud of the simple Jalapeno sign. Good work!

GolfGirl catches onto it pretty quickly that Harry is about to do a thing. (DAQ protocol engaged) Elliot is in a shared holding with Rodrigo.

The coffee is smoking. Cops are walking down the staircase, Beardy boy has a concious. Or at least is worried this might bite them in the behind. Woman is clearly the mastermind. "i did it by the book for years, it got me nowhere". Ah, so thats how we're playing this episode. The instruments of state-sponsored violence cant be evil only misguided cause what if the government wont give our production company their subsidies no more. (even the "evil cops" episode is copaganda nowadays)

And we frame the protesters for a chemical attack. Because the solution to innocent people getting their lives ruined by cops framing them for crimes they didnt commit is to frame a bunch more innocents for crimes they didnt commit. --- And the team enters in hazmat suits. Romero is having a panic attack/asthma thing.

Turns out the cops, while evil, are actually good at their job and now we have our victim charged with attempted jailbreak.

Harry has to make a tough call, cant get into a high-speed chase with the foodtruck (not only does it compromise elliots entire food-based Lucille army, the Lucille Legion is also not meant for stealth not speed) --- Sophie shows Harry her Eiffel Tower Salesman Trunk, mentions her mentor. (we're seeding more Sophie Lore) Harry has homework.

Covers arent blown, they're recyclable. (Narco in town on mysterious business, Federal officer in jail.) --- Did these bodies get buried in a tic-tac-toe formation normally, or did Breanna make this entire setpiece from scratch in an actual graveyard?

Sophie arrives to let Breanna and Parker "die" in character now that our cops are hooked. Elliot warns us that another hit is coming in the morning. (we're gonna have to kill this guy and set him up with the Leverage Witness Protection Division) --- Elliot reminds Rodrigo that the real bad-guy here is still theoretically the as-of-yet unidentified housing corpo that is bribing a congressman into presuring the cops. (if these people dont get rounded up at the end of episode, it'll all feel sort of hollow)

Elliot pretends to be a fellow gang-member/hitman angry that Rodrigo isnt actually a delgado.

Huh, using a key as a hilt on a shiv. Creative.

Cops are here to break out Elliot and Rodrigo. --- Old gator-zoo abandoned after Katrina. (turns out you dont need ghosts when you have Gators)

"im not a moron i just have a lot of concussions", His constant references to sportsball. Are we really weaving in a CTE storyline in the middle of this Evil Cops story? If so, its a verry nuanced characterdetail to give our crook of the week.

Billy Brainbash is starting to recognise Elliot from somewhere. --- The un-tied boat (untied as in "was never tied" not as in "has had the tie-ing undone") buys us enough time to fake a gator attack without needing to blank their guns.

Ok even if the guns werent blanks we just unloaded them on the "gators" so Sophie is safe.

Flashback shows Breanna making Gatordroids (i mean didnt even need a flashback. The gators were pretty clearly props by the way Elliot dropped them. Or maybe im just getting too familiar with the show) --- Meanwhile our crooked cops are at (presumeably the prosecutor's) stashhouse. Yup its the Prosecutor (McShane really was the smart one.) --- Harry presures the judge to pressure the prosecutor to investigate the Quota's.

Breanna found the Bagmans house. (turns out, cash money takes up a lot of space and only some houses built in the story-apropriate era have enough space between their walls. Add in his area of operation and it narrows down to 1) --- Harry Wilson, Law Criminal. Has a ring to it. (also the "con artist" line gets a 10/10)

[daddy-parker-1972]

I promise {I lied}

Warnings: character death, mentions of Joshua Parker, blood, car crash.

Summary:you and Kai were on you're way to kill Joshua, but he knew you were coming and things took a massive turn.

You and Kai had gone to kill Joshua that day, the day you lost it all, the day you lost him. It was planned that you would drive to Portland together the night before everything started. And that's what you did.

"Ready to go?" He asked

"I was born ready." You smirked

"Should I be concerned on why you're so happy to be killing somone?" He asked as his brow raised

"Not just anyone, Kai. Joshua! The man who made your life miserable! I should be concerned on why you're NOT happy." You said

"I will be happy, once we get it done, and not a moment before." He said

Kai hated talking about his father especially with you. He didn't want you anywhere near him. But you being you convinced him to let you come and kill that pig. You and Kai had been married for about a year and becoming a Parker meant that you also had they're burdens. Which was fine, you loved him so much that it didn't even matter. He made your life complete.

"Alright, let's go." He said as he walked to the drives side of the car

You got in the passengers seat, buckled up, and prepared for a long ride to Portland.

"Why are you in a bad mood?" You asked

"I'm not in a bad mood, Y/N." He said

"Yes, you are, you're aura is bad." You said seriously

"Wth is an aura?" He laughed

"I don't know I made it up. But you called me Y/N instead of baby so something is definitely up." You said

"Its just....I don't want you getting hurt in case anything goes wrong." He said worried

You grabbed his hand and intertwined your fingers with his.

"Everything will be ok. I promise." You said as you kissed the back of his hand.

He smiled at you and kissed your cheek. You loved his smile. Its one of the reasons you fell in love with him. H̸e̸ w̸a̸s̸ a̸l̸s̸o̸ v̸e̸r̸y̸ g̸o̸o̸d̸ i̸n̸ b̸e̸d̸

But, three hours into the drive to Portland a black SUV was behind us following us every step of the way.

"Who the hell is that?" Kai said

"He must've know we were coming. Try loosing them." You said

He sped up and lost them. About 20 minutes later they found us again. Only this time they were trying to run us off the road, and they succeeded. The car flipped into a ditch. Before you could process what was happening you passed out. When you woke up Kai was nowhere to be see. You're head throbbed and there was tons of blood. You checked yourself and you seemed to be ok other than the blood dripping from your head and the large gash on you're arm.

"Kai?!" You called out but no one answered.

You stepped out of the car and looked around. You couldn't see him anywhere. You limped further out into the woods and you saw him. Only, it wasn't something you wanted to see. Kai was laying of the ground was a chunk of glass embedded in his chest. His arms were cut up and his head was bleeding. He was loosing blood by the minute. You hurried to him.

"Kai!! Oh no, no no no no. Stay with me baby." You held him in your lap and applied pressure to his wound.

"Kai? Can you hear me baby?" You said tears streaming down your face.

"y/n.." he said struggling to speak.

"Shhh shh hold on for me ok?" You looked for you're phone but couldn't see it anywhere.

"I'll be right back ok? Don't you dare die on me. We've come this far. I can't loose you now." You placed a kiss on his forehead hurried to look for your cell phone.

You crawled into the flipped car and looked for you're phone that you put in the glove compartment. You reached for it and successfully got it out. You rushed back over to Kai and to you're relieve he was still breathing.

"Ok, I'm calling help ok baby?" You whispered

"G-ood b-b-ecuase I th-think im bleeding." He laughed

"Now's not the time Malachi." You said seriously

First, you called 911 then, you called the Salvatores and anyone who could get there in time.

"Helps coming ok?" You said

𝖶𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗅𝗏𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗌:

"What?! Y/N slow down. Ok, ok were on our way." Damon said

"Who was that?" Stefan asked

"It was Y/N her and Kai need our HELP NOW LETS GO!" He rushed.

With Y/N and Kai:

"Keep talking baby." You said

"R-r-emember our f-first da-te?" He smiled

"Yes, how could I forget? It was the day I realized you would be my future husband." You said still a sobbing mess.

"Y-ou had o-n a b-ueatiful dress. You w-were gorgeous." He smiled tears streaming out of his eyes.

"Don't cry baby." You said as you wiped his tears

"When we get you healed up were gonna go on a bunch of dates. And were gonna have kids, and build a family, and be happy until we grow old and die. Ok?" You sobbed

"S-sounds am-azing." He said

He closed his eyes and finally, he let go. He was gone. Right in front of you're eyes. You screamed and cried and weeped into his body begging him to come back to you.

When damon and stefan got there they were too late. They found you on the ground holding his hand with no expression on you're face. You looked shattered.

"Y/N?" He said

You didn't answer. You were completely stiff. You didn't even acknowledge them.

"I'll get Kai. You get Y/N." Stefan said.

Damon agreed and picked you up. He set you in the car and gave you a blanket and water.

"Do you want some blood? It'll heal you right up." He asked

You didn't answer. So he shut the door and got in the car.

Meanwhile stefan began putting Kai in the trunk. He felt horrible and broken because of what his friend was going through, but mostly, because he knew the reason she was going through it, was because they weren't fast enough.

"I'm so sorry." Stefan said to Kai.

He got in the car and they began driving away.

"I lied" You said

"What?" Damon questioned

"I lied to him". You sobbed

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DONT HATE ME!

[peanut-butter-parkerxx]

non-navigational maps

y/n's new to the giant busy crowds of new york so she wanted to ask someone for help

pairing: peter x fem!reader

status: strangerz

Warning: shy reader (idk if this is a warning but just in case)

y/n's POV

new york sure is loud, like really really loud. but thankfully i found a park or something so i can relax a bit and really look at my map. i couldnt understand a thing. seriously how do people use a thousand subways just to get to one place?

after a few minutes i gave up and tried to ask someone for help which isn't very fun for me considering i barely talk to strangers...too shy for all of that but my familly will murder me if i wasnt home by 6 and most importantly im STARVING. hmm lets see, a mom and her toddler? nah shes probably busy as it is trying to stop her little boys tantrum, the old man in the bench infront of me? yeah why not- nope his ice cream just spilled on his shirt poor thing. i wanted to help him out but someone already did, a boy i think wait no he looks older maybe my age?  i dont know, i can only see his back, his hair looked cute though soft, brown, light, did I mention soft?- ok y/n stop it.

"Damn it!" The old man cursed "should've gon for the vanilla" he shook his head, I laughed his comment, he 'should've' gotten vanilla coz his t-shirt was white and it wouldn't stain that much *laughing* ugh so wholesome

I heard another voice, a much younger voice. I looked up from my god damn map to meet the back of the boy who's helping the guy out, laughing at what he said. His laugh is cute too

"But chocolate tastes better sir, I think you made a great choice" he wiped the excess now I know chocolate ice cream off the old mans shirt

"I always make the right choices kid, the names Stan" the once grumbled old man, smiled just from an act of kindness by a boy my age, he held his hand for him to shake

"Peter, Peter Parker sir" he shook his hand and smiled he said something to Stan which made him laugh. I giggled from their interaction just happy from what I've witnessed. for some reason I find guys my age helping others attractive it really shows me how good of a person this guy is, it makes me feel like not all boys my age are bad, I don't know hopefully I'll see him soon

*A/N: YES IM PUTTING A STAN LEE CAMEO IN HERE, if you didn't ask...The old guy I'm talking abt is Stan lee ;)*

After looking at my map a billion more times to try and not talk to people I gave up again and kept looking around, since there wasn't anyone else in this side of the park I decided to walk, if I'm staying for a while might as well get some exercise am I right?

I walked for a few minutes until I found a group of benches again so I looked for someone unoccupied, not sketchy, and hopefully is in a good mood, till i found a beautiful woman probably in her 40s or something ( but she looked amazing though)

she seemed nice as well, she just had that vibe to her so i decided to ask her, yayy can you feel the sarcasm?? I'm TERRIFIED

she was sitting on the bench, lifting her glasses every once in a while to read the book she had in her hand. i slowly walked up to her, nervous. what should i tell her? that im new to the area and if i couldnt find a Mcdonalds soon ill turn into the next hulk? the nerves seemend to fade away once we we locked eyes, she had brown welcoming eyes, a smile ill probably never forget plastered on her face.

"hello sweetie, what can i do for you?" her voice was like honey sweet, and calming as well.

"oh uhm sorry to bother you but i- i am kinda lost and i-i cant find a burger place kind near the are-" i was a stuttering mess! But thankfully i got interrupted from humiliating myself...by the- who is this guy? Oh wait! That's the guy that helped the old man! Peter? Yeah Peter, Peter Parker

"sorry i took a while aunt may, theres this old guy named stan, he spilled his ice cream all over his shirt so i decided to help him and i bought him a new one! should we go..." the boy trailed off, he looked cute not gonna lie, he had the same features as the woman infront of me, brown eyes, soft brown hair, and a kind spirit definitely. "s-sorry was i interrupting something?" he rubbed the back of his neck embarrassed

"no its okay peter, this lovely lady right here is just lost would you be a doll and help her? im bad at maps as it is" she laughed pointing at me. the second he looked at me blood rushed to my cheeks, he really was cute. i gave him a small wave and a barely audible 'hi' but luckily he picked it up and replied with a 'hey'

"i-im"

"Peter, yeah I know. Kinda heard saw helping the guy out. That's really sweet of you...what you did" I blushed "a-a-anyways I'm y/n" I wiped my clammy hands on my jeans to take the sweat off quickly before he shook them.

"Uh nice to meet you too?" he fiddled with his hands his smile growing bigger with every second he looked at me "y-you needed help?" He asked blushing and also eyeing may like he's frustrated from her or something, I laughed at his face and opened the map in my hands

"Uhm, well i-I'm supposed to go to the 21st street 3rd Avenue or somethig by 6 coz my parents will kill me if I was late since were new here, but I think there's enough time to go find some burger place or something since I'm starving and there should be a Macdonalds around the corner right? Oh my god I'm so sorry I'm rambling...I do that a lot when I'm frustrated.....and hungry haha" I nervously laughed mentally kicking myself for being such an idiot to a boy I potentially liked

"Oh no no, I don't mind. So uh you live in queens?" He started off smiling a bit, I was scared for a second since i didn't tell him about that part how would he know that?

"Oh uhm, I'm from queens and the 21st street 3rd Avenue is in queens" he probably got nervous since he saw my slightly frightened face, but it softened once I knew that he wasn't a creepy stalker or some shit

"Y-yeah yeah queens, sorry" why the the fuck am I apologizing?

"No it's fine, you don't need to worry. You probably couldn't find the 21st because you held the map upside down?" he chuckled flipping the map and I just died in embarrassment like can the floor eat me or something?

"I'm such an idiot oh my god" I face palmed and laughed a little the world has something against me I am sure of it

"No you're not, you're new to the busy subways and noisy streets it's fine" he assured me and continued on chuckling, can this day get any worse? "well ironically there isn't a burger place near this area" well great "but t-theres this deli sandwich shop that I always g-go to, uhm I don't know if you'd like that but it's uh really good" he squeaked red swarming to his cheeks and the tip of his ears

"He can show you, if you want? Since you're new and everything he'll be happy to help" the woman buts in smirking, turns out she's been listening to our conversation than reading her book. She sent Peter a wink and packed her stuff

"But what about the library may, you said you wante-"

"It's ok Peter, just come home before 7 and be safe!" She patted his shoulder and gave me a smile. It all happened so fast but I smiled back. Guess I'm gonna go eat with a handsome stranger?

"Well uhm sorry about my aunt" he cleared his throat "wanna g-go grab a sandwich? It's like 10 minutes away and uh we have like" he checked his watch " 3 hours before it turns 6 so plenty of time..." he trailed off, I could either decline and not explore with a cute boy and get lost again? Or risk it and potentially get kidnapped....yeah the answer is pretty obvious

"..uhm yeah sure, let's go" I ushered him taking the map and stuffing it in my bag "well, after you"

I'm thinking of doing a part 2 idk 🤷🏻‍♀️

Have a wonderful morning/afternoon/evening/night!

-quacksonlover

[kaitosimp]

More music time.

Sidekick by WALK THE MOON. Why tf have I never put this here before??? Im Pretty sure Ive told you about this song before but in case I haven’t, it’s saimota. Uhm duh. This is like my all time favorite song.

Our way out by Nico Collins. It’s oumota. Come on it’s Nico Collins. But it’s Oumota because it gives me like- those vibes that they’re secretly dating through the killing game. But as everyone starts to hate Kokichi, Kaito realizes that none of his friends are gonna accept their relationship. So they make the hanger plan so they could both die and be together forever. Oops write a paragraph sorry.

I love you By Billie Eilish. Gives me Saimota vibes in the sense where Kaito is scared of his feeling of shuichi because he doesn’t wanna ruin their relationship.

My best friend by Weezer. Saimota 👏👏👏

Rat by Penelope Scott. Gives me pregame Kaito vibes.

Adventure by Matthew Parker, it gives me Saimota vibes. Also this song just makes my brain go brrrr

Island song from adventure time. Listen this gives me bIG childhood friends vibes

Ayeeee let's go! If my memory isn't failing me you def did tell me about the sidekick song, I'm pretty sure its in that playlist you sent me ages ago and I knoooow I listened to it 👁👄👁 But actually I think maybe you did put it in an ask cause I'm now vaguely remembering that I wrote about it on an ask post, have I mentioned I have a shitty as fuck memory yet? 💀😂

Sidekick is literally a saimota anthem, like c'mon!!! THAT FIRST "why dont you stay with me and be my sidekick?" IS ALL YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHY IT JUST IS ✋🏽 Likewise it reminds me of Kaito asking one of his sidekicks out 🌚

Every dang song by nico collins is oumota and i love it 😂 GOD WITH THE CONTEXT YOU PROVIDED IT REALLY HITS HARD- it immediately made me think of those two together in a non-killing game au and everyone's just warning Kaito and telling him Kokichi's not good for him and that they'll never work out and he'll just get hurt bUT KAITO DOESN'T CARE CAUSE HE IN LOVE 😔✋🏽 And ofc in the killing game context its absolutely them dating in secret and knowing they can't be together in public at all 😭 MAN THIS SONG MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL HELP

I LOVE YOU HAS ALSO MADE ME EMOTIONAL ASF, GOD ITS LITERALLY KAITO BEING AFRAID OF RUINING THEIR FRIENDSHIP CAUSE HE DOESN'T EVER WANNA LOOSE SHUICHI BUT HE'S NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE AND HE LOVES THE GUY AND HE'S JUST SO SCARED OF MESSING UP WHAT THEY HAVE 😭😭😭😭😭 IT ALSO GAVE ME OUMOTA VIBES FOR OBVIOUS REASONS

My best friend is so catchy, I loved it!! Its so damn wholesome and sweet honestly and its legit them @ each other 😭💜 I also imagined one of em (cough cough kaito cough) singing it to the other like the dorks they are 😂 Imagine saimota at karaoke and they start to sing this to each other, yes its canon

The space bit in the penelope song had me screeching- "i fell for circuit boards, rocket ships, pictures of the stars" "when i said take me to the moon i never meant alone, i thought if mankind toured the sky it meant that all of us could go, but i don't wanna see the stars if they're just one more piece of land" 👁👄👁 I didn't get half of the references on the song but its so edgy and i love it, it does sound like a salty pre-game Kaito fed up with life 💀😂 I was worried when I went to listen cause I thought it'd just insult someone by calling them the title of the song but the word wasn't ever mentioned so that's a relief

1000% agree, the adventure song is totally saimota ✋🏽 It's just so nice, it made me think of them overcoming everything together and just having a blast going places/doing stuff together and having fun and being dorks in love 🥺🥺🥺

Man I haven't watched adventure time in fucking yearsssss 💀 But yes, childhood best friends saimota feels!!! Tiny saimota having fun and being best friends and going on epic adventures in their backyards 🥺

[parkersvibes]

finding out peter is spiderman

read part one here

a/n: omg guys. i got so much feedback from you all on part one so i decided to make a part 2. and yeahh i really hope you guys enjoy. if you do lmk and i’ll do a part 3 (:

(i also apologize if the read more doesnt work )))): )

warnings: fluff, a smidge on angst

pt 2. peter parker x stark!reader

• figuring out he was spiderman

• alright you’re a stark

• but no one knows that

• but you’re really intuitive

• so there were little things you started to notice

• after uncle ben died there was some weird shit (if you want a part ab comforting peter ab uncle ben lemme know. he deserves his own part)

• like how he stopped wearing his adorable glasses

•and i guess started almost bulking up????

• he got WAY taller

• and usually you’re used to seeing him shirtless but this one time you walked in on him

• holy mother of god

• IT WAS LIKE HE GREW ABS OVER NIGHT

• BECAUSE FRESHMAN PETE DID NOT HAVE A 6 PACK

• freshman peter also got winded walking up the stairs

• AND NOW HE’S RUNNING LAPS IN GYM LIKE ITS NOTHING ??

• must be nice

• but then things got more sus

• all of a sudden he was skipping class more

• leaving early

• cancelling study sessions and skipping movie nights with ned

• and you and ned were clueless

• you and ned started hanging out more

• MR. LEEDS IS HILARIOUS LEMME TELL YOU

• he was like this little ball of happiness

• you found out his real name is Edward

• HOW CUTE

• and WOW HIS MOM BEING FILIPINA MEANT THAT YOU WERE BEING FED ALL THE TIME OH MY GOD

• ngl pete got a bit jealous

• one night,,, when pete cancelled YET AGAIN

• ned asked you, “hey y/n?”

• “hm”

• “why don’t we ever hang out at your place”

• “i told you ned, my family is just a lot yanno. plus your family and may are really cool”

• “okay but how come you don’t have any social media under your name?”

• “wdym?”

• “like you go by ‘y/n Smith’ but everything that pops up on the internet isn’t YOU”

• “pfff i told you,,, i dont believe in that stuff”

• “y/n, you know you can tell me anything”

• you wanted to be honest. this was one of your best friends. and you’ve been lying to them about your family for over a year now

• “ned i just. it’s complicated”

• “like peter’s family?”

• “nonono, i’m lucky to have both of my parents- well i have a step mom. my real mom wanted nothing to do with me. so she left me on the steps of my dads house. never came back”

• “oh shit bro, i’m sorry”

• “nah don’t worry. my dad is really cool and my step mom... she’s awesome.”

• “what’re their names”

• NATASHA WAS GONNA KILL YOU IF SHE COULD SEE HOW BAD YOU WERE STRUGGLING

• “well- uh- my step moms name is,,, um. well her real name is Virginia”

• THE WORLD KNEW PEPPER AS PEPPER NOT VIRGINIA

• “and my- my dads name is ehm... st, steve???”

• natasha was gonna have your ass

• “y/n,,,”

• “yeah”

• “you’re a horrible liar”

• “PFFF WHAAAT? NO IDEA WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT”

• “dude you left your spiderman fan tumblr open on my laptop that one night,,, and i MAY have done some snooping”

• okay you mightve had a slight obsession with the webslinger. HE WAS COOL. and what better way to keep track of him without alerting your family,,, good ol tumblr

• oh god ned, HOW MUCH SNOOPING”

• “enough to know that you have a weird obsession with that spider guy and that your last name isnt smith”

• so you told him the truth. you were a stark

• and well,,, he reacted with

• “okay cmon,,, don’t lie”

• so you showed him your late night dance parties with Nat when she was feeling goofy

• and your random snaps of steve when he was trying to figure out how to work technology

• videos of you reacting to vines with bucky

(if yall wanna see domestic life with the avengers just lmk)

• which usually results with THE WINTER SOLDIER ALMOST PEEING HIS PANTS. and trying to reenact it with sam or the other avengers

• “heyheyehy y/n guess what?”

• “what bucky?” *is in the middle of doing hw*

• “FRESHOVACADO” *bolts out of the room before you throw something at him*

• only the two of you getting vine and meme references

• (meaning getting in trouble during meetings bc you’ll make eye contact and start laughing)

• OH HIS FAVORITE IS THE “country boiiii, i love you,,, 😛”

• anywaayyy

• ned was SHOOK

• “nowayohmygodyoureanavenger”

• “no ned,,, only when they need me to be”

• *led to him asking 100000 questions*

• “does Mr. America smell like old man”

• “what language does Ms. Widow think in”

• “how many shirts does Mr. Hulk own”

• “so do they wear normal clothes or are they always PREPARED”

• “does your dad have to walk a weird way when hes in his suit”

• “do they ever chafe in their suits”

• “yes ned. we’re stocked up on baby powder”

• which you didnt mind bc it felt nice telling the truth

• ned WANTED TO TELL PETER SO BAD

• “ned no, i don’t want him to think of me differently”

• he understood. but still defended peter and said that hed still treat you the same

• anyway,,, peter started showing up with bruises and stuff which had you v concerned

• “pete what’s up? you’ve been avoiding ned and i and you have skipped out on every movie night since sophomore year started”

• “t’s nothing. dont worry ab it”

• “peter cmon, it’s just me”

• you figured maybe it had to do with ben??? but you gave him his space. you just wanted to be there for him yanno. you didnt want him to shut you out

• “Y/N I SAID ITS NOTHING. FOR FUCKS SAKE CAN YOU LEAVE ME ALONE???” he snapped (and not in the good way)

• and this was on your way to class so the whole hallway heard

• ouch

• so you left him alone. probably more than he meant. but it hurt

• i mean he was your first friend here, and now he yelled at you to leave you alone

• ned felt awful at first. trying to comfort you and tell you it wasnt your fault

• but then he started acting weird. whenever you brought up peter hed be super antsy about it

• you- “i think he got into another fight or something”

• ned- “pFFT PETER? FIGHTING? no way,,, i got-i gotta go”

• so you figured that whatever peter was hiding, ned knew about,, which also hurt your feelings

• so you closed off

• and wow could the super family tell something was wrong

• wanda- “little stark, i can feel your sadness all the way to my room”

• sam/bucky/rhodes- “okay what’s the deal, we’ve played 5 rounds of fortnite and you havent once rage quit even though you’re doing terrible”

• tony- “kid, what’s wrong? everyone here can tell you’re not feeling great”

• nat- “cmon. ive given you 3 opportunities to kick my ass and you havent once complained about me going easy?”

• thor- “lady y/n what is causing you distress? not once have you smiled, i even wore my hair in pigtails,,, and that seems to always do the trick”

• and you gave the same response every time “‘m just tired” “lots of homework”

• they noticed you werent going out on weekends anymore

• so tony figured that your friend group and you were having some Stuff

• pep gave him an idea of meeting his new prodigy

• now tony knew it’d be kinda sus because peter went to midtown but he figured that if the kid kept his mask on it’d be fine

• “dad i don’t wanna see another one of your weird maid robots”

• “wha- no i want you to meet someone”

• “dad college isn’t for another 2 years. if it’s your friend from MIT-“

• then right before your eyes was the insect boy that youve been admiring through the internet

• needless to say

• your jaw dripped

• “y/n meet spiderling, spiderling meet my daughter y/n stark”

• *seconds pass*

• “i uh- oH- um- sp-spidERman, h-hi. biG fan of you- your work”

• *silence*

• you- “oH dad diD you hear th-that? moM is calling mE”

• tony- “what?? pep wouldve called on the interco-“

• spiderman- “y/n”

• you- SHOOK TO THE CORE BECAUSE YOU KNEW THAT VOICE. THAT WAS THE VOICE THAT SOUNDED LIKE HONEY BUT COULD CUT YOU DEEPER THAN ANY WEAPON IN YOUR HOUSE

• you- “p-peter???”

• tony- *shocked pikachu face* “you know each other???”

• you- “so-something like that yeah”

• peter takes off his mask

• “ohmygodpeterisspiderman”

• “ohmygodyourlastnameisntsmith”

• tony- “im gonna let you guys figure this out” *walks backward slowly*

*insert silence*

• you- “so this is what you were hiding, huh?” with a cold tone

• “IM HIDING? YOU LIED ABOUT YOUR WHOLE HOME LIFE TO NED AND I”

• *yelling at each other for another minute. even though you couldnt hear what the other is saying*

• you- *yelling loudest “I DIDNT WANT YOU TO SEE ME DIFFERENTLY OKAY”

• peter- “you really thought id do that?” (heartbreaking voice)

• you- “i- once i got to know you, i knew you wouldnt but i was scared. i didn’t know how to tell you. for once in my life i had found someone my age who liked ME for ME. not for my name or money or my dad. and i didn’t want to change that. i’m sorry i didn’t tell you sooner”

• peter- “... i get what you mean. after ben died everyone gave me that look. except you and ned.”

• you- “why didn’t you tell me”

• peter- “everyone i love or ever cared about dies. my parents and then my uncle ben. so once i got my abilities i knew that the risk was even higher and i didn’t want to put you in that position. i wanted to keep you safe. but it seems like you know how to handle yourself” (referring to the fact that you grew up with THE EARTHS MIGHTIEST HEROS)

• y/n- “so how come ned found out?”

• peter *scratches back of neck* “well- he- i- May let him in my room and i happen to be crawling on the ceiling in my suit and he dropped the death star” *head hangs in shame*

• you had to giggle at that i mean CMON

• you stepped closer to him

• “pete you’re my best friend. you can tell me anything okay?”

• “no more secrets?”

• “no more secrets”

• and you both pinky promise and your thumbs “kiss” bc IF THEY ITS THE ULTIMATE UNBREAKABLE VOW DONT @ ME

• peter parker gives you the biggest hug that maKES YOUR HEART JUMP BC PHYSICAL CONTACT WITH A PERSON AS PRETTY AS HIM MAKES YOUR HEART FEEL A CERTAIN WAY

• but you wrapped your arms around his neck and enjoyed the moment

• wow he is really cozy

• * the avengers are watching from the cameras in awe*

• led to MANY questions at dinner

• and so everything went back to “normal”

• it wasn’t until you went to bed that night that you realized peter said the L word

• WHAT

• so much for no secrets

taglist: @silver-winter-wolf @emmmmszy @everythingaboutnothingsstuff @rexorangecouny @wishiwasanavenger @marjoherbo @nologinisoksothatsit @mindset-jupiter @hpnjrph @soup238

some favs/mutrals: @h-osterfield @starksparker @stuckonspidey @sunshinehollandd @keepingupwiththeparkers @hey-marlie @spyder-bites

[wexhappyxfew]

So I’ve been trying for ages to think of a question for TT and I can’t bc I am a dummy SO I thought maybe you if there was a question you wanted someone to ask and no one has then answer that! OR I’d love for you to talk about how writing has helped you/made you happy if you’re comfortable with that! I LOVE YOU SUNSHINE 🌻🌻🌻🌻

AWWW ANGE DONT WORRY ABOUT IT I SWEAR <3 <3 and oooooh that’s an interesting take!!! i haven’t ever thought about that actually, but now i might LOL! and ooooh yes! I LOVE THAT OTHER QUESTION TOO! imma just do both THANK U ANGE!!! <3

hmmmmm....a question i wanted someone to ask....

i’m thinking of doing some talking about character flaws and possibly some strong female ocs and just my take on that! 

For me, character flaws have just always MADE the character, a human being. But it’s not for everybody, but for me, as I am a flawed person in many aspects, writing flawed characters has helped more than anything. All the characters I write are deeply flawed just like every human being. They all have pros, but they are all also weighed out by the cons of life. But that’s simply what makes us human because no one’s perfect.

For example, Charlotte Tarvers, even though she’s this ‘sunshine’ girl, who always makes people smile and laugh, and feel good, and cared for, she’s also deeply hurt by her past, and has attachment issues. Part of being a medic, is strictly not getting attached to the people you might end up seeing dying or wounded - and that’s what Charlotte really struggles with simply because she is an extroverted people person who cares for everyone and she can’t help and it hurts her in the end. 

Hazel Parker, while being a soft and innocent person, that can shoot straight on a sniper and can get zeroed in and focused and honed in and obey orders, has trouble speaking her mind, she doesn’t trust easily, she also let’s things get to her constantly and then her emotions come into play. Only when she’s in war and numb to it all do emotions stay out, but many of her decisions are emotion based and it’s painful mentally for her. She constantly battles her mind simply because she doesn’t say much but her mind is too loud and that just is something that affects her greatly - especially after her wound that she getts.

Catherine McCown, while a fantastic leader, and a confident, intelligent young woman, she tries so hard to be perfect and then that’s when she breaks - after staying strong simply for too long and then her emotions comes and she starts heavily doubting herself in the process of it all. She tries her hardest she genuinely doesn’t feel like it is never enough because people always die in the end or get hurt and she takes it personally sometimes, too personally and it hurts her in the long run.

Elizabeth Elliot, as tender, gentle, and hilarious as she is, struggles with her mental health. In many circumstances she is very mentally strong, she can block the pain but in others, after learning of her hyperkinetic disorder (ADHD), which it was called in the 1940s, she hits that downward slope where she feels she can’t escape. And I have only seen a few OCs that struggle with mental health (various types of mental health), such as a disorder like ADHD, so I decided it was time to write a character like that. And her ADHD is what really makes her struggle throughout Bastogne to the end of the war. It causes her to lack in the ability to do her job right - there’s the distraction, the mind-eating thoughts, the inability to fully concentrate, the rereading and getting nowhere, the frustration - all of it - and that makes her really struggle more than anything. 

And....for a little sneak peak at the Flip Children (Natia, Klimeck, and Ryzshard) I will briefly discuss their flaws...

Natia Filipska, is genuinely a warrior, with a highly intelligent mind, who easily understands people from one to the other, but she grows easily numb and cold to others and flushes out her emotions in dangerous situations, ideally making her reckless, distant and tough to work with. Which doesn’t bode well for a character who HAS to work with others to survive. But that is just in short - I can’t spoil much more! 

Klimeck Filipska is, like her sister, intelligent, hard-working, and a powerful role-model and leader for all, but her anger sets her apart from others. She lets anger in many cases take over her decisions and it ends up getting friends injured and possibly even killed in the end. And it is something she takes very personally because she is very much 0-80 within seconds and her decisions are angry and emotionally driven simply because she has seen what the Nazis have taken and it angers her more than anything. It never amounts to something good in the end sometimes.

Ryzshard Filipski, who albeit, is smooth, charismatic, and deceptive, is, like Natia, VERY reckless, and it almost gets him killed sometimes. And sometimes he is purely too humanity driven. It almost makes him lose his cover. But he is in fact the youngest sibling, the youngest and only brother, and so he watches what his sisters are like in their way of being driven through the war and tries in a sense to be a bit of the light - but he is only a 20 year old man - he is still a child in the war, struggling with the idea that he lost his innocence with it as well. 

And don’t get me wrong, they are all deeply flawed but they are ALL strong oc’s, strong female ocs and a strong male oc. The 6 female ocs I have I believe, are all strong in their own individual way, whether it be quietly or loudly, they are all strong. Quiet people can be strong and confident people can be strong - and they don’t take bs either :) They are all strong, just like you all are, even if you have flaws - they make you stronger. 

And Ryzshard, as my ONLY male oc, I didn’t want to make him the stereotypical male oc - the always brave, always angry, emotionless sorta of persona - he has emotions, the most innocence out of the flip children, and he cares the most, and that’s what I really hope to get across even through his recklessness - he cares. 

“how writing has helped you/made you happy if you’re comfortable with that!”

So, this is a question I’ve gotten throughout the day, but I’ll put it in short!! Writing has just always been an outlet for me, and a way to express myself. When I’m stressed, upset, or angry, I come and I write and know that I’m in my own world. I’ve always found motivation in myself to write because I always just do it for me, really. I love everyone and appreciate everyone who reads my works and my stories, but I mainly do it because it is something I love doing and something that has helped me in more ways than one. 

It just always makes me so happy to make art on a screen with black and white words - it truly is an art form for so many people and for someone like me and as an artist myself, to create art with words is something I just adore. 

And, off topic sorta LOL, but I feel the reason I keep having motivation day in and day out to just keep writing, is because I do it for me? If that makes sense? I always tell myself ‘you’re doing it for you queen, you’re doing what you always want, and just for you - how ADORABLE is that - it’s like treating yourself” and I just tell myself that always, because I’m like wow, I’m doing something for me that’s fun!

And writing’s always there, it doesn’t leave, it doesn’t judge, it doesn’t make fun of you, it doesn’t turn cold, it doesn’t lie - it’s purely just WRITING - and I’ve always loved that about writing. Writing’s just always been there <3

thank you sm for the ask ange!! this was genuinely super fun! and i loved being able to talk about my oc’s and their flaws a bit, since i feel i needed to explain them just a bit and why they are flawed like a normal human! and plus talking about my writing experience and the true work of art writing is, is something i will always rave about!!! thank you <3

[fiftyshadesgrl]

He saved me/ part 9

Summary: reader is in a abusive relationdhip. When things take a turn for the worst she finds help in the winchesters.

Warning: this story will have smut, language, violence, abuse and torture. If youre triggered by any of this i suggest not reading.

6 months later....

Me and bobby were sitting at the table eating the homemade lasanga and garlic bread i had made when his phone started to ring. He leaned over and with one hand snatched the phone from its cradle never faltering with his other hand that had a fork full of lasanga.

"Yeah?" Bobby said evenly. "Alright what time will you be in?" Bobby glanced my direction, i smiled warmly at him and he just stared. "Alright see you in a few."

He sighed when he hung up, "that was sam." I perked up at the mention of his name. I hadnt seen him in so long and to be honest i missed him. "Theyre going to stop by, need some info on a hunt."

I smiled, "thats great! I miss that boy." Then it hit me. "Wait, you said they. That means.."

He nodded, "yeah deans gonna be here too. Sam wanted to give you a heads up before they get here. Ya know, just in case you wanna bolt."

I thought about it long and hard, would seeing dean bring up all those old feelings ive been burying since i left? Would he even be happy to see me? Would he be mad? Would he even acknowledge i was here?

I sighed and gave him a small smile that im sure didnt reach my eyes. "Ill be alright bobby, ive got dinner dishes to do and plenty to keep me occupied. If i know dean hes gonna want food so ill fix them a plate when they get here then you wont even know im here."

We finished our dinner and when i stood to take our plates i asked, "what time will they be here?"

"Id say about another hour."

I nodded and made my way to the kitchen to get started on the dishes and to clean up.

An hour and a half later there was a knock on the door. I could hear from the kitchen.

"Hiya bobby." Sam said.

"Good to see ya boys." Bobby said sounding cheerful.

"Doing some spring cleaning bobby?" That was the voice that has haunted me for the past 6 months. I could almost smell him from where i stood. That comforting feeling blanketed me just by hearing his voice. I sighed to myself knowing he didnt know i was here.

I took the lasanga and plated a huge piece for sam and dean, along with placing the garlic bread in the basket from earlier. I took a deep breath and took my first steps out towards the boys.

I walked up behind them where they sat at the table, i set down the plates in front of them. Both men jerked in response then our eyes met.

"(Y/N)!" Sam jumped up from his spot at the table and engulfed me in a huge hug.

"Hey sammy, its good to see you." I was geniunely happy to see him.

He pulled back and inspected me, "you look great. How are you doing?"

"Better than i was last time you saw me." I said matter of factly and im sure dean knew what incident i was talking about.

"What the hell?" Dean said still in shock i think.

"Hey dean." I said in a flat tone. His brow furrowed at that.

"How long have you been here?" He asked.

"6 months." I said over my shoulder making my way to get their drinks. When i turned around from the fridge dean was standing there behind me.

"You have been here this whole time and never contacted me? Ive been going crazy not knowing where you were." Dean sounded mad, the nerve.

I straightend my spine to stand as tall as i could, "you made it pretty clear that night what you wanted."

"Damn it (Y/N), thats not fair."

I chuckled, "lifes not fair dean, you of all people should know that. Now go back and eat. I cant stand for food to be wasted."

"We are not done here." He said through gritted teeth.

I pushed past him but turned around right before i walked out. "Yeah dean, we are." With that i placed the drinks on the table and walked upstairs.

I changed into my running clothes the same ones i wore the night me and dean had sex. He thinks he has a hold on me well im going to remind him just what he walked out on.

I hopped down the stairs and put my hair up in a high ponytail. I hooked my ipod to my armband and slipped my tennis shoes on. All eyes focused on me when i walked into the dining room.

"Im going for a run, dont stay up to late old man." I walked over to bobby and kissed his cheek.

He smiled up at me "be careful."

"Dont worry, ill be fine." I looked to sam and dean and didnt fail to notice the lust in his eyes. "If you boys are gone before i get back, its been nice seeing ya again."

Sam stood and gave me a hug and a peck on the cheek. Dean didnt move didnt even look at me. I slapped him on the shoulder, "see ya deano."

With that i made my way outside. I started stretching my muscles when i got out in the warm air. I was getting ready to start my run when i heard the front door open behind me.

"(Y/N), we need to talk." Deans voice sent a chill up my spine but i tried my best to ignore it. I closed my eyes and sighed as i turned towards him.

"Have you found parker yet?"

Dean shook his head.

"Then we have nothing to talk about." I said as i started walking up the driveway. Dean was close behind me.

"Yes we do. You cant run from me forever."

I picked up my pace to a light jog, "tell ya what. If you can keep up we can talk."

I started running faster, i knew dean didnt do running. I heard him huffing then stop all together. I smiled over my shoulder at him then put my ear buds in and cranked up my music.

When i got back to bobbys an hour later the impala was still parked in the driveway. I rolled my eyes and opened the front door. I heard the guys talking in the living room then i heard my name come up.

"I dont know what to do. (Y/N) just wont talk to me." That was dean.

"Maybe she will come around. I mean you walked out on her at the worst time in her life." I recognized that as sam. He was taking up for me.

"Did she never mention anything to you? I mean she has been here for half a year." Dean asked bobby.

"She never talked to me about anything. I wasnt going to force her." Bobby said sounding aggitated.

"You mean to tell me after all this time you two living under the same roof nothing has come up about that night?"

I heard a glass slam down on the table. "You calling me a liar?"

I figured id show my face before it got more heated. "Im back, gonna grab a shower then head to bed."

Bobby nodded and i dashed up the stairs before anyone could say anything else. After my shower i walked down stairs to get a bottle of water. The guys were talking about some kind of lore and really didnt pay me no mind.

I walked back upstairs but instead of going to bed i went into the other spare room and started sorting files and cleaning up.

I almost had all the files organized and in their own seperate piles, i just had to put them in the file cabinet. A certain file caught my eye, the name sounded so familiar. Patrick windsor, i opened the file and gasped. It was parkers father.

I started reading through the file and it had all kinds of locations where he had been at and owned. Apparently patrick was a demon as well, working for lucifer himself. I was so focused on the file that i didnt hear someone approaching.

"Couldnt sleep?" Deans rough voice sounded from the doorway. I looked up and he was sipping yet another beer.

"No, i came up here to sort through all of this." I said in a flat tone, hoping he would just go away. I didnt want to discuss anything with dean right now. Instead he walked in and took a seat in the chair right across from me.

He didnt say a word, just sat there watching me. After a few minutes it started to get under my skin. "Why are you in here?" I asked a little snippy.

He smiled, "for you." I rolled my eyes and continued placing the files in different stacks. "Come on (Y/N), you cant ignore me forever."

"Its worked for six months."

He sighed heavily and stood up. Walking over to where i was sitting on the floor. I thought he might leave but instead he sat down next to me.

"I know i hurt you, but i was only looking out for your well being." He ran a hand through his hair, "ive learned that in this life we dont get love. We dont get happily ever afters. A hunter can retire and ward off whats out there. Like bobby, he lost his wife a long time ago and has never got close to anyone since. A hunters family and loved ones are never safe."

I nodded letting him talk, this is a side that i doubt many people ever saw of dean. I felt a little honored that he would open up to me, so i let him continue.

"That night when you told me you loved me it scared the hell out of me. Not because i dont want you, because you have already been through so much. You cant and shouldnt fall for me. Youre just going to get hurt or worse."

I nodded and placed the file i was holding down beside me. "I understand where youre coming from, but you cant push everyone away dean."

He shook his head, "i dont think you do. I tried the whole leave this life behind and have a family thing. She had a son, i thought of him like my own. I loved her and for a minute i was happy. Then a demon possesed her and tried to kill her right in front of me and her son. We got her to the hospital and cas healed her but i also asked him to take away all of lisa and bens memories of me. That was hard to see a woman and kid i loved look at me a different way than they had that morning. Never knowing who i was, but it was better for them, if i had never came into their lives in the first place it wouldnt have happened. So i just made things right, the way they shouldve been."

A silent tear fell from my eyes hearing dean talk about what he has went through. I now truly understood his hesitance about getting close to people. Instead of making me hate him it made me love him that much more, but i could never act upon it again. He downed the rest of his beer and sat the bottle down next to his leg.

"Dean, im sorry for everything you have went through. I have never had someone who truly loved me so i wouldnt know how that feels." I figured since he opened up to me it was only fair that i do the same. "At first i thought parker loved me. I just got so blinded by his words. I never had a family i was in the system until i was 15, then i ran away and never looked back. I was prostituting to make rent and for a little food, then i met parker. He took me in, sweet talked me, made empty promises on marrying me having children and having anything i would ever wanted. I fell for it and that has led me to where i am now."

"You can still have that life. Get married, have a family."

I shook my head, "no parker done so much damage to me that he destroyed the chance of me ever having children."

He opened his mouth to say something but i cut him off. "I never knew what love was, until i met you. Youre just so easy to fall for, but i know now that you dont feel the same way."

"(Y/N)....."

"Let me finish." He nodded and i continued. "Just because you dont love me doesnt make you less of a person. Youre a great guy and i hope one day you can prove youself wrong."

He looked down at the floor, when he looked up his eyes had tears in them. I placed a hand on his that he had on his leg. "Its okay dean, dont beat yourself up." Just as he was about to say something sam appeared in the doorway.

"I think we may have something on parker."

@an-unhealthy-obsession

[intoafandom]

END GAME SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!! WARNING!!!!

So I just watched endgame and woah! I wanna make a list of my thoughts.

Thor slicing off thanos' head was EPIC

The reason Tony went to help is because he needed Peter back and im MELTING. He literally had the picture framed guys i CANT

One of the first things he said when he got back to earth was "I lost the kid"

Everyone's acting was amazing. RDJ was perfect, literally perfect. Tom's acting during Tonys death scene might be his best work. They way he made his voice all shakey shattered me.

Thor being FAT was hysterical

THE FORTNITE WHY

I loved that so many characters were in it. People i wouldnt even expect like the shield- hyrda guys, the old sorcerers supreme lady, thor's mom etc.

Thor talking to his mom was so sweet I loved it

Natashas death scene was so heary breaking. She sacrificed herself for Clint amd everyone else cuz they were her only family

Tony getting to talk to his dad and find out what his dad really thought of him was so touching. He basically forgave him so Tony literally had no burdens when he died.

Cap getting to see Peggy was so cute and as much as I would've loved from him to not be old at the end, im still happy for him

Dr. Strange bringing everyone through the portals was SO COOL

PEPPER POTT IN THE IRON WOMAN SUIT YES PLEASE

"Avengers.....assemble"

STEVE ROGERS IS WORTHY

PETER PARKER IS WORTHY

Wanda kicking the crap out of Thanos slayed my life

Thor going crazy with that lightning slayed my life

Steve kicking the crap out of Thanos with Thors hammer slayed my life

All of their reunion scenes were so cute but

TONY AND PETERS REUNION MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE PART OF THE WHOLE MOVIE!!!

Peters all "hey mr stark remember when i got dusted back there i might have been dreaming but u weren't there and dr strange opened the portals and-"

AND TONY JUST FREAKING HUGS HIM!!! HE'S LOOKING AT HIM ALL LOVINGLY WHEN HE'S RAMBLING THEN HE HUGS HIM. THEY FINALLY GOT TO HUG AND IT WAS REAL AND SWEET AND PERFECT I LOVE IT

And Peter just goes "this is nice" MY HEART.

The fact that Peter saved Tony right before too

Peter activating instant kill mode! He hammered those fools!

Dont worry guys peters got it

Nvm he doesn't

"Hey queens!"

^loved it

Peter crawling into a little ball on the ground while he's all beaten up was so cute and sad at the same time. Shows he's still a kid and it really gives my spiderman hoco vibes.

Peter's little convo with captain marvel was so cuuuute

THE SHOT OF ALL THE MARVEL GIRL BEING ALL BAD ASS WAS AODJOSLD

Peter's just there like (¤.¤) woah

The only thing i didn't like about that scene was that Natasha wasn't in it. But it's the next gen, the ladies following in her foot steps so I guessss that makes up for it

Carol not even flinching when Thanos hit her was COOL

Also thank u Carol for saving Tony at the beginning

Speaking of the beginning, TONY HAD ME ROLLING WHEN HE WAS YELLING AT CAP AHAHHA

This movie was so freaking funny yall

Thanos getting snapped will forever be the biggest "oh how the tables have turned" right next to the video of the jonas brothers

"I am Iron Man"

Is Tony Starks last living sentence in the mcu.

We got so many iconic quotes in this movie "i am iron man" avengers assemble" "dont do anything stupid till i get back" "how can i youre taking all the stupid with you" "i can do this all day" "On your left" etc etc

Caps reaction to seeing himself was SO FUNNY

"THATS AMERICAS ASS"

Tony idk what you're talking about, caps ass looked great lol

Tony and his daughter were literally so freaking cute

"I love you 3000"

Tony didn't have a cheap death and im so glad about that. When characters die, I always get so angry cuz I feel like their deaths are stupid. But Tonys is good, as much as I didnt want him to die. He had forgiven his father, he created his own family, brought back everyone else he loved, and saved everyone he loved. Seeing him there with half his body burnt was heart breaking but Tony Stark saved everyone. He died saving everyone and thats AMAZING.

Peter's reaction to seeing Tony dying was the saddest scene I've ever scene. The way he ran up to him and was like "no mr stark we won sir we won" and the fact that he finally called Tony by his first name. Peter was literally bawling and it was so....sad. no other way to describe it

Pepper holding a crying peter

Pepper telling Tony its ok and that he can rest now

The funeral scene was so sad. They really had to put his arc reactor in the center

"Proof that Tony Stark has a heart"

Cuz when that thing stopped glowing u can bet my tears were flowing

I love that everyone was at the funeral. U can tell Peter was trying so hard! Not to cry

HARLEY WAS THERE ARE WE KIDDING. I LOVED THAT SO MUCH

Tony started this journey with basically no family and he ended it with a wife, best friends, teammates, a daughter, 2 kids he basically fostered lets be honest, and a world forever greatful to him.

Morgan and Happy talking was adorable but!! I cant be the only one who noticed the cheeseburger thing. As soon as she said that my mind instantly went back to the first Iron Man movie when he comes back from his kidnapping and hes like "cheeseburger first"

She gets it from he dad.

Peter and Neds hand shake and hug was adorable.

The only thing that I didn't really like was that Steve made Sam the new Captain America. I feel like it should've been Bucky.

This movie was amazing and I will forever love the characters and the actors. This is Marvels best movie.

P.s. I would've done the 'see more' thing but I dont know how to do it and I needed to get this out of my system. Also feel free to add on. Also someone needs to write a fix it fanfic where everyone lives. My Peter Tony heart needs HELP.

[thoughtfulpaperback]

SPOILERS!!! Charmed 02x06 review

8/10. I am actually not sure how I feel about this episode. On one hand I did love it. I love Macy's look! I love Harry and Mel working together and I love Maggie and Jordan awkward bonding. I just am starting to get fustrated with the lack of information pertaining to the big war plot.

I actually am going a different route from my normal reviews and just want to gather the info we gained and info still missing from this episode.

1) Jimmy has a master (we got that from last episode). The master may or may not be a woman. I mean I would think he is making a big hint but that could be misdirection.

2) Jimmy and Harry's connection is mostly emotional/ psychic (feelings and memories shared) but seperate brains. They are indeed two seperate and different people. Although they came from the same source.

3) harry seems like he'd be pro merging (but he is also under the assumption he is half a person or not really a person at all) in the future

4) they both immortal (we been knew)

5) this ship is gonna be the slowest burn and I am both here for it and ready to scream. I loved macy telling jimmy not to talk about Harry.

6) Jordan's ring is magical or at least helps maggie tap into magic. It is a family heirloom so either Jordan's family is magical somewhere there or they were some how tied to magic.

Now onto what we still dont know

As a side note, I had been worried about Parker in that when he left, he did it because he felt he couldnt control his demonside. For the most part, this season Macy hasnt shown any difficulties with it like last season so I just assumed the spreading stopped and it was all good, so probably parker would be okay, but at the same time he had it way worse in some ways. So if he is back it might not be nice. I had hoped they would just leave him alone and we can at least head cannon he is happy and healthy somewhere, but who knows what they will do next episode.

1) who the heck the big bad is.

I honestly dont know what is taking so long. If it is Abby just let her be the villian and not this well maybe or not evil character. If she isnt then just tell me who is. I imagine they will reveal it next episode or before break to give us something to jump into. I am ready for this war and need to know who is on which side!

7) Jordan is gonna get hurt probably next episode (I assume because I dont think we will have much more episodes until the break) and from the promo probably Parker related.

2) what jordan is or is not. Like we know the ring seems magical (although amber is common so I think it is the thing as a whole not just the amber alone) and is a family heirloom, but is jordan completely oblivious or just not revealing anything? Is it just the ring or does his family have magic in it? Is he magical in some way . . . Insert thirst comment

3) Are jimmy and harry really not human or that is are they truly incomplete? And will they merge? Jimmy's thoughts are different than Harry's it would appear. We know jimmy was trapped and tortured and that (although he is also part of james) he isnt any more James than harry is. But he seems to see himself as more james, or at least as more of a person. At the very least he seems to like himself and is more upset with the fact he was ripped from his body and tossed aside and imprisoned than just the split into two people part. He seems angry about it but like okay as long as he has his own body. That is when he talks about being ripped from james body and Harry being left over. He says "my body" and then says he was given his body back he say my body not a body so he sees his current corporeal form as his and conplete. He talks about Harry as the lesser half. So he sees himself either as more of james and/or less lacking. When he is insulting Harry, He says he doesnt like to share and doesnt care about killing him. Harry was sad at the thought of losing half of himself (james), but jimmy doesnt seem to have the same concern. So jimmy probably doesnt see himself as half or at least does not see himself as having a part missing. When teasing Harry (when harry says he might be half a man but jimmy isnt one at all) he says half of nothing is nothing. Basically saying well if I am not a man (and Harry does not feel like a person) then you are half of me and there for not a person either. I mean multiple layers in that quick exchange, but it does seem to me that jimmy is just postulating Harry's fears, but doesnt hold the same feelings and views.

4) does macy have a thing for Jimmy? Well my personally belief is that when a women says she is disgusted by a man we should believe her....but.... i hate this, but when she is describing jimmy to Harry she holds sympathy (sympathy does not equal attraction) but I maybe tempted to believe that she appreciated certain qualities of Jimmy the bold and charming part and had sympathy for what he went through and what he is going through (under the thumb of a master). She defends him in that he cant be all bad because he is part of Harry. Which I disagree. Not that he is all bad. But that he is half of Harry. He is half of James like harry is but not part of Harry. They were one once and therefore they share a connection but Harry is seperate, but yes they form a whole other person:One complex and messy person. But yall know i feel that Harry is a complex character and I love him as is. But again no closer to solving whether they definitely are or arent thier own persons or just the halfs left over when split since it seems our two halfs have different ideas over it.

That's all I got for right now. It is late and I have to work at 7 am and it is currently 2:30 am. I probably missed stuff since my brain is tired. Let me know.

[harley-style]

so ive been in spiderio/mystery spider / quenpete hell

And theres this,,,really, really messed up a/b/o plot bunny that wont get the fuck outta my brain. If anyone wants to write it go ahead. Bc i sure wont

Peter is an omega, beck is an alpha

The start goes off like ffh

But the train scene ends up different

Instead of train scene, the moment beck traps peter in an illusion he has this wicked idea

"what if i made peter my mate" which yknow, is allowed bc there are still lotsa not perfectly cut for omegas law in the world. Like

Beck can just hold peter down and mark him. Then mate him for like a few hours then hes done. Peters his now. And the law cant do anythibg about it bc?? U cant break mated pairs

So peter hates beck. Thats a given. But he knows beck is never gonna leave him alone anymore

I should explain the abo dynamics in this. Omegas have this gland in their bodies that when alphas bite it, the alphas can secrete a toxin that is seriously very paralytic to omegas, even out of heat. Alphas can go apeshit if their mate is in danger so its perfectly acceptable for them to keep their omegas under lock and key. When paralysed,the omegas feel like a sense of safety and security from the bite bc of a chemical reaction of the bite gland and the paralytic toxin alphas excrete.

Thats why peter realizes he cant escape beck anymore since hes becks omega.

Our bby gets depressed and shit especially since beck keeps peter weak and paralysed every time beck has to go away because he doesnt want his omego going anhwhere he just wants peter to stay pliant and meek in bed for like, the rest of their lives

But peter is stubborn as fuck. If he cant tear beck a new one the normal way, hell do it another way

So he spends the rest of his life tracking and recording every piece of evidence beck gives him and compiles it into one massive case

He conspires with EDITH on this, who is all too happy to help.

He tips the police off and he gets arrested but so is beck so he's fine

Peter contracts some kind of disease

Also at this point peter's just really gone he isnt happy anymore hes sad angry and bitter and mostly apathetic

He commits suicde

But did you thibk it was over? Haha bitch

Peter wakes up like years in the past right before he gets the spider bite

Hes happy ben's back but like. He doesnt give quite as nuch of a fuck as he used to.

May and ben are really worried like wtf happened to their boy but peter wont talk and tells them honestly something happened that he never wants to tell them about but agrees to a therapist

The therapist they get is a super loveable dude and he takes the time travelling peter in stride

Also hes abjectly horrified to hear what the kid has gone through

Okay moving on peter meets ned again but now theres this kid named miles morales

Yes im going down that route shut up

Miles becomes the neighborhood spiderman and hes not great at hiding it. Peter helps out

It should be noted here that peter is still that angry bitter apathetic man from the last timeline. He got better and still cares for people hes just very done with emotions in general. Also he's numb inside so.

But anyways he helps miles and ned but hes like that cynical bastard who helps in the most unconventional way possible

He also runs into tony stark

There are feelings there

But peter tries to avoid tony and toss miles at him

But miles isnt tony's jam, though the kids great. Tony just tosses him at rhodes and calls it a day (rhodey loves miles and would adopt him in a heartbeat)

peter however, intrigues tony. He keeps pestering the kid until peter just tells him to get away before he can hurt tony which kinda confused tony bc he thought peter hated him for him but to find out that peter was just scared of hurting him...well now tony wants to kill a bitch

The only person who could make peter shpw emotion is tony, actually. May and ben practically adopt tony into their home

Oh yeah bens alive

Bc peter doesnt sneak out as much and tells ben and may when hes coming back and where he is

Also gives a lotta updates (which is honestly just a disguise for peter's fear of never hearong from ben or mag ever again he has to know theyre there and theyre safe)

But yeah basically the ending is peter finds out becks also back and is out to get him

Endgame harley/ peter dont ask me how i just want some keener parker action pls

[imagines-dreams]

Being Tony’s Girlfriend, from Avengers to Endgame Headcanons

ENDGAME SPOILERS

Ratings: PG-13

Warnings: uhhhhh ENDGAME SPOILERS DONT READ IF YOU DON’T WANT TO BE SPOILED, also this is super long as in like more than 3k words

You were saved by Iron Man during the Battle of New York

You’ve always looked up to him and thanked whatever higher power there was that he was there to save you and give you a chance at life again

So, you pursued your passions and lived life as much as you could

Even volunteered a couple of places

Including Sokovia

He saved you there too, but it wasn’t like last time

The first time he saved you, it was when there was a group of chitauri cornering you and a handful of other people, a weapon pointed right at your neck

Iron Man blasted them off and cleared a path for you

The second time, in Sokovia, you were guarding the people from the shelter. You were the one in the best health and the one trained in minimal self-defense

It was your group’s best option

You managed to get the people you helped to safety, but the earth rumbled, and you were cut off from them

You were alone.

Surrounded by robots with red eyes and growls

Something blasted the robot in front of you, and suddenly, you were Iron Man’s arms, flying towards the boats

After a short scream, you realized, “My friends!” You shouted, “There are people behind the wall where I was. Are they ok?”

Tony just said, “We’re getting everyone they can.”

“They’ll be looking for me!” You turned and the smaller that spot you came from became, the more terrified you got. “There are children there, elderly, they’ll be looking for me!”

Iron Man stared at you before scoffing, “Don’t worry. I’ll handle it.”

He dropped you off on the flying boat.

You took a step towards the exit but, “Nope.” Iron Man pulled your arm away from the exit. “I’ll bring them back, ok? No leaving.”

“But-”

“Nope!”

And just like that, he was off.

Within the next ten minutes, your party was returned to you.

“Thank you,” you smiled and reminded him, “Just….” You heard so many rumors about Tony Stark, including that of his PTSD, so you just said, “Be careful. Please.”

Tony nodded. “I’m always careful.”

It would be a few months before you saw him again. You were rushing to work, checking your emails in one hand and sipping coffee with another.

You almost got hit by a car.

“Hey! Watch it!” You yelled.

Wait. Scratch that. You almost got hit. By a limo.

The door opened, and you scoffed and placed a hand on your hip, ready to fight a man on this, but nope

The man who saved your twice comes out, and you're just like…. Shit.

Tony shakes his head, “I should be telling you to be careful.”

Immediately, the nervousness and anxiety vanish. You laugh. “Well, compare a car crash to saving the world, I honestly think I’m in the right here.”

It was over after that. There was no turning back. No matter what either of you two did, you were in love with each other, and nothing could change that.

A coffee turned into a date which turned into dating which turned into engaged

Then it went to shit

Tony sighed and lifted your hand and kissed the ring he placed there. “Soon.”

You nodded. “Soon.”

And he left, and he was gone.

You stayed at the Avengers compound, trying to make sense of what happened. Tony and Peter went up into space, you knew that. You haven’t heard back in three weeks, but there was still a chance that they were ok, and by god you were going to hold onto that chance until you saw proof it couldn’t be otherwise.

Then, a woman carried a ship onto the front field, and out walked the love of your life

You couldn’t focus on anything else. Just him. It was just him.

“Tell me, is she-”

You hugged him. “Tony,” you whispered into his skin. You gasped and smiled to the sky. You couldn’t say anything else but his name, and soon after, Tony’s pulling away to look at your face, to really look at it. He smiled so gently and brushed your hair back, and you couldn’t help but feel the stress and worry slip out of you, because he was back, Tony was back.

Then, his smile faded. “I lost the kid.”

And your heart breaks. Peter Parker, the sweet boy with the smarts and selflessness of Tony, the boy you learned to love and that Tony learned to love…

You hugged him again and just as the tears were about to slip. “You need some food.” You gulped. “And water.”

Then Thanos died.

The stones were destroyed.

Tony hated the Avengers compound

And you couldn’t blame him.

“Like Clint?” you suggested one night. “Not New York. Not L.A. Somewhere quiet maybe.”

Tony nodded and held your hands. “Quiet sounds good.”

So that’s where you went. Someplace quiet. To get married. To live. To raise a child.

Tony cried the night you found out. Because what if he couldn’t protect them. What if he couldn’t be the father he wanted to be. What if Thanos came back somehow. What if there was another threat.

And after he was determined to never go into the field again (You knew that was a lie but you didn’t tell him otherwise), a new fear came up, quietly, softly.

“(Y/n)?”

“Yes?”

Tony was silent, and he held you closer, his palm resting on your slight bump, and you could hear the tears. “What if he’s a he? And… He looks like…. Like me.” Tony gulped. “Brown hair. Brown eyes.”

Peter. You sniffed and rubbed your eyes. You turned to Tony and smiled at him. “Tony, you did your best.”

“It wasn’t enough.”

“That’s all the world can ask of you.” You stroked his cheeks and said sternly, “And frankly, the world doesn’t deserve your best.” You sniffed and kissed his nose. “But you do anyway.”

You put his hand on your belly and said, “Our child, our kid, no matter what they look like, I know you’ll give your best. Because that’s what you do. You give them your best even if it hurts you.” You smiled. “And when it hurts you too much, I’ll be there. Yeah?”

Tony nodded. “Yeah.”

It’s a boy. Wavy brown hair, dark brown eyes, and Tony’s smirk. “Malcolm?”

“Anthony.”

“We’re not naming him after you.”

“Why not?”

“You want to call him Junior?”

“... Fair point. He’s still not a Malcolm.”

“Ok, then what names do you have in mind?”

Tony thought for a second, then, “Adrien.”

“Adrien Stark.” You nodded. “I like that.”

So, little Adrien, you, and Tony lived in your cottage in peace and quiet.

Your husband was always working on the house. Always improving the tech and adding new things, building new toys for your son and making things more convenient for you.

Sometimes, Tony couldn’t bear it, and he’d just hug Adrien to his chest and cry, because oh god he reminds him too much of Peter and he misses him and everyone else that was lost

And you’re always there

And Tony promises again and again that he will be the best goddamn father for that kid

You made it a habit to visit anyone you can, especially Thor. Thor was so lost after he killed Thanos. You tried to get him off beer with some slightly more healthy easy to go meals, and sometimes he took them.

Nat and Steve sometimes visited. Tony tended to talk only for a while with them.

It was painful, and you knew that.

Bruce dropped by less often, updating you and Tony on his Hulk situation, until one day, he came as both.

Adrien was very happy to meet the hulk

The nights were always up to chance. It could be peaceful or filled with nightmares from either or both ends. If it was one, you or Tony would comfort the other. If it was both, the two of you would shuffle to Adrien’s room and just listen to him breathe.

It calmed both of you down most of the time.

Therapy helped, too.

Tony started going after you suggested it for the umpteenth time, stopped after the snap, then started going back again when you admitted you needed it too.

And for a few years, it was enough.

It was happy.

Then, Cap, Nat, and a newcomer, from Germany?, came back.

You stared outside from the kitchen, rearranging the frames again. When Tony’s wrinkles deepened, you crouched down, “Adrien, you wanna go rescue Daddy from that conversation?”

He nodded happily and rushed to his dad.

You gulped down your worry and prepared yourself

You knew what was going to happen.

Whatever they were asking of him, he’d do it. He’d take a while, but he’d do it. That’s who Tony was. And Tony wasn’t one to stand by and do nothing.

Sure enough, later that night, after putting Adrien to sleep, he started talking in that hurried tone of his.

“Not to brag, but Adrien just said he loved me 3000.”

You giggled.

“Just saying, you were somewhere on the 600 branch. Me? 3000.”

“That sounds nice, Tony.”

You waited, and then, “I did it.”

“Did what?”

“Figure it out.”

You sighed. “Tony, what did you figure out?”

He shook his head. “Time travel.”

“Wow.” You did not see that coming. But then again, you probably should have. First terrorists, aliens, terrorist within shield, superheroes. “That’s amazing,” You admitted. The pieces came together, and you could see Peter Parker standing next to you again. “And terrifying.” You could see Tony going back into battle. And maybe… never coming back.

He vented and told you how he should leave well enough alone and just stay here with you and your son, with your family

You just smiled. “Tony, I love you.” You kissed his hand and sighed, “And I know that you won’t be able to rest without trying.”

He shook his head. “Adrien.”

You nodded. “I know. But, I knew the moment they came back here with those determined faces, that… you would go back.” You stroked his cheek and asked, “Maybe you’ve changed and maybe I’m wrong, but tell me. Would you be able to rest if you didn’t go?”

Tony kissed you and reminded you how much he loved you, and in the morning, he hugged you and Adrien, and he was gone.

The final battle was upon you, and Tony had armor for you. In case of an emergency. A rescue suit.

And you’d be damned if you didn’t help your husband in this.

You gulped. “Happy?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

“Would you mind watching Adrien?”

“Not at all, ma’am.”

You fought side by side with Tony, watching his six and telling him to be careful every now and then.

Then, Thanos was winning. Captain Marvel was subdued by an infinity stone. Cap and Thor were down, but Tony wasn’t. Not yet.

You cried after the light left his eyes. You bawled. You told him that you and Adrien would be ok, because that’s what he deserved to hear. Because that’s what he cared about, but oh god you lied, and you hoped he didn’t know you were.

And when you got home, to Happy and your son, Adrien asked where Daddy was, and you bit your lip and looked to Happy.

Happy fell down onto the couch, and with tears in your eyes, you scooped your boy up and brought him upstairs. You smiled through tears and asked him if he could play by himself for a bit, because you just couldn’t tell him, not when you couldn’t say it to yourself yet.

Adrien was just like his dad. He was worried, and after asking you once, he stopped and played by himself.

You kissed his head and went downstairs to cry with Happy.

An hour later, you were getting up the nerve to tell Adrien, but someone was at your door. A lot of someones.

Bruce handed you a USB drive. “I found it at his desk.”

You gulped and nodded. “I’ll be out in a sec.”

You went to your office and plugged it in. And Tony’s voice filled the room. “Everybody wants a happy ending, right? But it doesn't always roll that way. Maybe this time. I'm hoping if you play this back, it's in celebration.”

You just shook your head, and you already missed his voice so much. You just couldn’t. You turned it off and cried again.

Later, you promised yourself. Later.

The funeral came, and you decided you would watch it then. You had told Adrien, but he seemed to not understand. Not really. And it broke your heart. He only had five years with Adrien, and Adrien… He might grow up and not remember much of his dad. Just recordings and holograms and pictures. Never actual memories.

“I hope families are being united. I hope you get it back in somewhat like a normal version of the planet that has been restored, if there ever was such a thing. What a world! The universe now. If you told me ten years ago that we weren't alone, let alone to this extent, I mean, I wouldn't have been surprised, but come on, the epic forces of dark and light that have come into play. And for better or worse, that’s the reality Adrien's going to have to find her way to grow up in. So I thought I better record a little greeting, in the case of an untimely event, on my part.”

You hugged Adrien closer. He didn’t understand why, but he snuggled into your side anyway.

“Not that death at any time isn't untimely. This time travel thing we're going to try to pull off tomorrow, it's got me scratching my head about the survivability of it. Then again that's the heroes gig. Part of the journey is the end. What am I even tripping for? Everything's going to work out exactly the way it's supposed to.”

The hologram stood up and his eyes conveniently found Adrien. “I love you 3000.”

You almost laughed, but there were still too many tears in your eyes.

Adrien perked up. “I love you 3000.”

You laughed and kissed your son’s head.

“Good morning! Afternoon?”

You gasped. “Tony?”

You stood up, picked up Adrien, and looked around your house. No one there. No Tony. Just your friends who made it to the funeral.  You gulped. “Did I hear that? Am I-”

“Woke up late, I assume?”

You tilted your head. The voice was coming from everywhere.

“Sweetheart, I told you about working late. Try to get some sleep earlier. Don’t be like me.”

You covered your mouth and cried, but your son, no, he could still talk. “Daddy?”

“Hey, Mini Me. How are you today?”

“Everyone’s sad today,” your son said so nonchalantly, as if telling his father about his day. “They say you’re gone.”

“Well, kid…”

Everyone was crowding around you, and oh god, you couldn’t take it. You were feeling too much, and it just… It was so much.

“I kinda am, but I’m kinda not. You see, I promised myself I was going to give you and Mommy my best, and this is it.”

You held Adrien close to you and hugged him so tightly.

“Sweetheart, there are a few protocols as to how to tell Adrien about what happened. Would you like me to say anything?”

You shook your head. “No.” You gulped down his name, because god it was his voice, but it wasn’t really him. “No, Ant, I’ll tell him when I can.” You gulped down your tears and the smile came through.

“Ok, sweetheart.”

You laughed and covered your mouth. He was gone, but he left part of him behind.

“What the hell was that?” Rhodey yelled.

You laughed. “I think that was Tony making an AI of himself.”  You shook your head. “He’s still kinda here.”

And so, Adrien grew up, being helped by his father in a way, and yes, you told him eventually what happened and why there was a disembodied voice in your house.

Sometimes, it was too much for either of you, and you turned it off, Tony’s voice always saying, “I love you 3000” before shutting off, but it was still there.

Sometimes, however, you’d turn him on in the middle of feeling so guilty just to hear his voice

“Ant?”

“Yes, (Y/n)?”

“Can you say… Can you just…”

His hologram would appear in front of you. “I love you, you know that? It’s always you.”

And you’d cry in the bed that was too big for you and turn him off again. Because god, you missed Tony.

Tony thought of everything. You plugged the USB into some of Adrien’s toys, and Tony’s voice would guide him through. Even the bike Tony tricked out, that had Tony’s guidance too. And his sarcasm.

“I know you’re not wearing a helmet, Adrien.”

“Dad-”

“Nope, this bike is locked until you get a helmet.”

“You can’t-”

“Brakes are on until I know there’s a helmet covering that head.”

“The helmet-”

“I will alert your mother if you try again, Mister.”

There were obscure protocols on there, too. You once invited a man who lost his way into your home, and Tony’s voice said, “Background scan completed, and he is not bad.”

You blinked.

“Does that happen often?”

“Yeah, kind of.” You laughed. “Ant, shut off please.”

“There’s a stranger in the house.”

“Anthony.”

“Going to sleep mode. Love you 3000.”

You locked all protocols about you dating. You, however, did not lock the protocols for if there were more children in the house.

Harley was sixteen when he first came over, and he cried after hearing Tony’s voice for the first time in years.

“Harley, you’re tall. Taller than me. Not allowed.”

Peter came over, too. He also cried.

“Hey, kid. How’s the neighborhood treating you?”

Shuri came over once with T’Challa on some sort of mission, and she worked with the AI downstairs.

When she left, she told you, “Your husband was brilliant.”

“Thank you.”

And soon, Harley, Peter, and Adrien were grown up. Three young boys with amazing potential. You couldn’t have been more proud.

And you were alone in the house again

You gulped. “Ant?”

“Yes, sweetheart?”

“Why did Tony think this was a good idea?”

“... I was created because he was aware of what would happen if he left.”

“And what was that?”

“That you would feel empty. He didn’t want that. He thought it would be better this way.”

“I’m not sure about that.” You sighed. “Turn off, Ant.”

And he did.

You cried several times, but you didn’t turn him back on. Just the hologram messages here and there.

Adrien understood. He said he’d been conflicted about it too. He knew his father was amazing, but he couldn’t remember much about before he was gone, before he was just a recorded voice.

Still, the two of you didn’t turn Anthony back on.

Not until you were in the hospital.

Adrien turned on the AI. “Dad?”

“Hey, Adrien.”

He gulped. “Mom’s dying, Dad.”

“Does she need anything from me?”

“I’m not sure.” He shrugged. “She’s scared, though.”

“I can sing to her if she wants. Or play some past messages. Unless she wants something else. She usually has some really good ideas.”

Adrien laughed. “I’m not sure about that, but um… Maybe you and I can do something.”

Adrien was a lot like his dad. He was an engineer, more interested in medicine than mechanical engineering, but still, he stayed up for several nights working on a new project.

His family was worried, but they were used to it, just like how you were used to it with Tony.

Adrien brought it to you at the hospital. A set of pictures and videos with music and Tony’s voice to play until you took your final breath. You were surrounded by Tony’s voice and memories as well as your family and teammates when it happened.

“Hey, sweetheart.”

“.... Tony?”

[karmade]

okay... i didnt like far from home.

well, spiderman far from home spoilers ahead.

i honestly never expected that I’ll type up something like that after spider man movie... after homecoming, that comforted my tortured by civil war soul in best way possible, i hoped that far from home will help me, and peter, to cope with endgame.

well, it made me feel worse. 

Starting with: NICK FURY. I always had up and down relationship with him, but after Captain Marvel I was really cool with him. Yet in FFH, he hit the bottom way too fast: Fury demands Spider Man to help take down creatures that supposedly destroyed the earth of other dimension: water and fire element creatures. Spider Man, who’s abilities include super strenght, agility, stickiness and webs... is simply just not fit to help with this kind of villians. What exactly Dr Strange is doing, when other dimentions are actually his shtick? Where’s Wanda? What about Hulk, Wakandian soldiers (and tech), hey, where’s Rhodey? There was fucking battalion of superheroes at the end of Endgame, but this supposed apocalyptic villian is only fit to fight by 16 years old teenager? Okay.... Well, I get it that it’s a plot point, that there will be no Spider man movie if this plot point didnt exist, but they could have at least designed a villian more fit to make Spider Man’s abilities essential. ANYWAY: Fury decides on this 16 years old and uses tranquliser on his 16 years old friend (which was not creepy and unnecessary at aaaaaall).  But then Peter says no (we’ll get to that later) and Fury? Fucking tries to guiltrip him by using Tony. I am so completely livid about it, Fury saying some shit about ‘oh I guess Stark was wrong about you’ TO A KID TONY LOVED, OBVIOUSLY HAD A HIGHEST REAGARD FOR AND NEVER DOUBTED AND WOULD HAVE NEVER FUCKING ASKED SOMETHING LIKE THAT FROM IN THE FIRST PLACE, FUCK YOU. Fury using Tony to make this KID feel bad about himself, reminding Peter about death of his friend and mentor and, yeah, possibly father figure, basically by implying that apparently Tony would have been dissapointed... that shit was low. The fuck. But Peter still says no, so Nick Fury goes and steers a WHOLE BUS OF TEENAGERS TO EPICENTRE OF DANGER. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING MEEEE. If I’ll hear one more WORD about tony kidnapping peter to berlin after this, I’m going to fucking explode.

EDITH: the first ever Tony Stark’s AI that had no emotions. I used to think that it was Friday operating Tony’s glasses, watch and everything, but it’s beside the point: unlike her brothers and sisters, Edith shows no hints of having her own mind, she’s a THING that can be simply transferred to the wrong guy and dont mind it. JARVIS was able to tell that Ultron was hostile, AND when he was hurt and disentegrated he STILL had a mind to protect nuclear codes without being ordered to. Yet Edith is fine with destroying cities, harming people and killing Spider Man. I guess it’s a small point to be peeved with, since she’s artifical, but it sure would have been nice if Edith (created by Tony who LOVED to be prepared for everything)  had protocols to prevent her from being used against civilians (AT LEAST be familiar with Spider Man and Peter Parker to NOT shoot him on command) and they would have had to hack her to remove it. But oh well. 

What REALLY hurt me about Edith tho, was how easily Peter let the glasses go. It was unexpected and sad and I’d say rather poorely executed. Again, giving up the glasses was a plot point, but the scene itself, it was done in such way that I felt no reluctance from Peter. It was a thing Tony left for him, a parting gift, yet Peter gives it away like it didnt matter, even more so, it felt like he was happy to part with it, phew, thanks god it’s not my burden anymore! Also, Tony was really, really protective of his tech: his suit, his watch, his AIs, his bots, his glasses... all of them were part of him, never intended to be given over to goverment or military or some stranger. He gave Peter those glasses because Peter could use them like Tony did, discreetly, while out of costume, and because he knew that Peter would NEVER use them to harm people. But seeing Peter giving over those glasses to some stranger he met only two days ago, as some kind of sacrifice to not feel bad about not joining Fury’s new superhero team, that left a bad taste in my mouth. So bad, in fact, that I still feel it.

(And while we’re on topic of AI, what about Karen? Where is she? Peter used 3 different types of costumes in this movie (minus black one that wasnt stark tech) and she never said a word. Thats... weird, dissapointing and sad.)

BECK: That piece of shit. Yes, I hated that it was yet another ‘IT’S ALL TONY STARK’S FOULT!’ origin. Just.. how many more villians ranting about how and why they hate tony marvel wants me to endure? Because I honestly lost count by this point. And yeah, movie didnt try to make Tony problematic, yeah, they did not try to make us sympathetic toward Beck, they kept enforcing the idea of Tony being good and selfless superhero Peter should aspire to be, but. I still hated it. I hated that they dragged Tony into it, I hated villains cheering that Tony is now dead, I hated that they used stark tech to destroy cities and harm people, I hated Beck wearing or just touching Edith... I hated it, okay. And people WILL now use this 'tony steals tech!' agenda out of context how they happily blame tony for 'kidnapping and blackmailing' peter, 'trying to kill bucky in cold blood', 'siding with ross and splitting avengers apart', 'creating murderous bot'... it's now out there, even if BARF is obviously property of SI and Beck is obviously a psycho.

PETER: I love Tom Holland’s Peter Parker. I love him, I never stopped. But. But. In homecoming, Peter’s inner tremor of wanting to be of use so badly but not called up or trusted to be of help was a very well executed theme of the movie. Peter had a bravado of I’M NOT A KID, I CAN DO IT! in the first half of the movie, that led him to failing big time on the ferry, to him having this big emotional choice of WHO, IF NOT ME on homecoming night, to declining an Avenger title. It was so so so so so well done emotionally. And I was so ready to cry my soul out in FFH, expecting Peter to have so much inner struggle between wanting to distance himself from superheroing after endgame and wanting to help people and trying to fit in in tony’s shoes and not seeing himself capable of it... I searched for those undertones so much in every scene, but all I really felt was Peter not really wanting to be in this movie at all. He’s a kid! I get it! He’s a kid I love and want to protect, okay! But after 4 movies of knowing Peter Parker who jumped in the MOMENT someone was in danger, it baffled me how reluctant he was to help in FFH, basically forced to do it. We could theoritise about him having trouble coping after endgame all day long, but after IM3, brilliantly showing Tony struggling to cope after traumatic events, FFH did not deliever. They tried, but, it was some bland dialogue and barely any subtlety, just a kid wanting to go on his date, already, can you please ask someone else?

Scene with Happy was good, tho. How Peter goes to him but is scared to trust him at first, how Happy is gentle with him, the talk, the in plane lab, the music. It was good bit, but. It was just small bit.

Another thing I loved was MJ, who was a delight, her scenes were good and pure, and Zendaya did perfect job on portraying her struggles of liking Peter and worrying about him being Spider Man and still not being sure about it and trying to appear indifferent and above it all... she was really great and endearing and her scenes with Peter were lovely. The kiss(es) scene was one of the purest kissing scenes I witnessed in a superhero movie, god bless it.

HOLOGRAMS: They were scary, I guess. They were disorienting and difficult to follow and 100% made to whoa you with 3D effects. But I felt completely detached from feelings that those illusions should have summoned up, because for the most part Peter wore the mask and thus we could not see his face or read his emotions. Ironman zombie was by far most unnecessary bit, I was scared that Beck would use Tony in his illusions, barely breathing whole thing, but then ironman zombie showed up and I actually relaxed, cringing. It was just that, a scene that makes you pull a disgusted face, not touching your emotions at all. Somehow...disappointing. Also... Tony CONSTANTLY used heat signature scanner to check up where civillians and villians were. It's a feature that exist and could have been greatly used against holograms. But oh well.

POST CREDITS SCENE: So Beck was even more shitstain of a person, okay. So his grand plan B was to frame Spider Man, okay. The scene was supposed to make me jump from my seat with WHAAAAT and kickstart thirst for 3rd movie, but... I just stood up and walked straight out of cinema feeling strangely hollow and disappointed. I guess... it wasn't bad movie? I won't try to change the opinion to those who liked it. I look forward to seeing gifs and reading thoughts of those who liked/loved the movie. I might change my mind on some bits. But I waited for this movie so much and in two hours I barely enjoyed maybe about 15 minutes of it and it's something i never expected after adoring homecoming and all the peter scenes in other movies. Maybe it's that they murdered Tony and I lost ability to enjoy marvel movies anymore, maybe it's just that.

(finally, I guess it’s too picky of me to be peeved by this, but science school teenagers coming up with ‘i will always love you’ google search grainy picture tribute video was so anticlimatic it was uncomfortable to watch. There’s nothing hillarious about death of those characters, and it did not lighten the mood at all, it only made me uncomfortable and wrong footed. It’s also not how teenagers novadays make tribute videos.)

[callistawolf]

my thoughts on Arrow 7x04

Wooooo....what a heck of an episode! Let me just share with you my thoughts... Now, a refresher: these are pretty much stream of consciousness. I type these down as I’m watching live. So if they seem a little disjointed... that’d be why. But I thought you’d enjoy my IN THE MOMENT thoughts. 😉

Dr. Jerry Parker seems like a reasonable guy. But…. appearances can be deceiving.

Oh god a psychiatric evaluation. It’s like Oliver’s worst nightmare come to life.

This guy’s asking some uncomfy questions. Oliver needs to figure out how to play this game.

Listen Dr. Parker, we handled this whole “you’re a murderer” thing  back in s5. I have the DVDs, I can show you.

OH NO YOU DO NOT USE HIS FAMILY AGAINST HIM.

I’m okay with Felicity turning torturer. Just for the record. That could be some juicy story.

I appreciate what Rene is trying to warn her about… and it’s something she should consider. But also, I sorta want her to do it so we can unpack the angsty goodness.

And Felicity’s not wrong either. Getting Diaz is a priority.

I just super appreciate these two working together.

UGH STAR CITY IS STILL A FUCKING DUMP HEAP!?! WTF EVEN. Does nothing help?!?

oooh new coordinates! EXCITING. Where is Felicity.

Mayor Pollard. who the heck is Mayor Pollard. I want Mayor Queen back.

THINGS WERE BETTER OFF WITH THE VIGILANTES. Hear hear!

but also, didn’t y’all haters vote for the anti vigilante legislation? COME ON GUYS.

Oooh Faux GA to the rescue! I really hope that’s Emiko.

At least Mayor Pollard is a woman. YAY WOMEN RISE.

Smoke inhalation is no joke. Just ask Jack Pearson.

Dig the ARGUS Bitch is unamusing. I want my boy to wake up to the truth soonish.

Rene, you’re busy with Felicity and Silencer. Why spread yourself thin—? Ahhhh forget it. Do whatcha do.

Dinah’s hair is so pretty in this episode. I have hair envy. Her and the ATF Bitch from Sons of Anarchy have the best hair on TV.

So have they fed him at all? Cuz not feeding him is kinda… not cool?

Okay I don’t like Dr. Parker anymore.

AGAIN WE DID THIS IN SEASON FIVE.

Is this the first time are learning the other guy in the boat is his dad’s bodyguard and his name is Hackett?

OKAY MAN. WE DID THIS IN SEASON FIVE. DO I HAVE TO KEEP SAYING IT.

Oliver, don’t listen to this jerk. We did this with Adrian Chase already. This is well trod territory.

Oooh I like this scene. Felicity with the Truth Tea AND the Sass! MY BAE!

I love love love her rubbing her (earned) degree in her face. Did BS even go to college? How can her fans even excuse this?

Okay cuz Rene is busy with Zoe and the fire bug, we have Felicity going to Siren for help? Bahhhhhhh.

GAs voice is so unnaturally deepened. It’s gotta be a woman. IT’S EMIKO.

Dude, Dinah is arresting Rene? WOAH. We are in the upside down.

ARE YOU FEEDING HIM YOU DIRTBAGS?!?!

Dr. Parker, you go too far. You are a bad man. GOOD DAY.

Oh you do not bring up William like that. He’s a good man. HE’S A GOOD MAN. DAMN YOU.

Can you not? He doesn’t need to re-formed. He’s fine the way he is. LEAVE HIM ALONE.

“Go to hell.” THATS MY BOY!

WHAT. WAIT. WHATS THE MACHINE?!?!

This feels like Felicity bringing in a bad guy to do her dirty work (read: torture) for her. I’m okay with that. Proceed.

Dinah, you need to not … do all this. Don’t be such a cop. Honestly, you and Dig are doing the same thing and it’s MADDENING.

Dig, I’m not sure how much wisdom you can impart seeing as how you’re making the SAME MISTAKES.

ARE YOU CHANGING YOUR MIND DIG?! PLEASE SAY YES.

Okay so this is not so bad. Keep going Dig. Get out of ARGUS, to start!

SMOAK TECH SMOAK TECH SMOAK TECH SMOAK TECH

Honestly I am not getting anything else cuz I’m spazing over SMOAK TECH

Whoooooooo what??!?!?!

Ohhhh Dinah. FUTURE DINAH. WTF DINAH?

Okay, present day Dinah is finally coming to her senses. WHEW.

Felicity has gone VICIOUS. “I don’t have anything left to lose.” Oh baby. You need a hug.

Curious… Siren warning Felicity not to go down the vengeance path like she did is kinda… weird. But it makes sense.

I like her referencing Felicity’s “big brain”.

Dude, future Star City is like a dystopia on crack. Where are my babies!!!

Oh this machine looks like a bad thing. Let’s not.

What.. is this guy doing. What… noooo you cannot change his memories. THIS IS A WRONG THING.

Well that’s painful. Let’s not go down that particular path shall we?

Are you trying to tell him to KILL HIMSELF?! What the hell, Dr. Parker. I hate you!

I could not possibly care less about the fire starter bad guy and Rene and Dinah. Sorry not sorry. Too much other shit happening.

Dinah is giving Zoe a BC pin? WHAT ARE YOU SAYING, SHOW?!

I hate this fucking doctor. He’s the worst.

LOL Okay so that was all a ploy. There’s my smart bae.

EARTH TWO FELICITY RUNS AN EMPIRE!! YASSS QUEEEEEEEEN. YAS MY RUTHLESS QUEEN.

Roy how dare you doubt Felicity. She’s the smart one here.

OLDER ZOE. SHES HAWT. VIGILANTE RESISTANCE. RENE WONT GO TO STAR CITY.

Felicity is doing all of it. She’s the mastermind! MUAHAHHAA

DINAH WE DONT BUY IT. ITS A RUSE. Honestly, cmon you guys, you’re gonna have to do better than that.

Okay look guys. I’m not worried. I’m not even adjacent to worried. Because even if she’s dead, it’s not like that’s happening next week in the present day. Not even next year. William sees Felicity and Oliver again in the present day. He told us as much when he told Old!Roy that this was tech Felicity had shown him.... tech that hasn’t been invented yet. Plus I absolutely believe Felicity will get pregnant this season and that the child will need to be born sometime... timing dictates that must happen in s8. 

Here’s the thing. I’m okay with her dying in the future. I know that probably sounds sacrilegious, but bear with me: everyone dies some day. If Felicity dies in two years, ten years, twenty years, thirty years... it makes no difference to me. Personally, I believe the flash forwards are more about setting up the next generation of crime fighters, not as much about our current heroes. 

Do I want our current heroes, the reasons I’m watching this show, to get to have some happy times? OF COURSE. And I believe they will get them. But I’m not gonna be too pressed if something tragic happens at some point. Felicity’s impact is felt. We heard it all over this episode tonight. SMOAK TECH. AN EMPIRE ON EARTH TWO. Her children (William and, I’m assuming, Maya) will be the piece of her that carries on her work. So that’s fine. I’m good with it. 

But that’s just me. Your mileage may very. 

[wolf-stark]

I watched Endgame tonight.

I have things to say. So Spoilers warning. It’s three in the morning post-first-time-watching-the-movie-I’ve-been-waiting-for-since-I-was-Eight. 

- That opening scene was... amazing. Them learning that the stones were destroyed by Thanos was sad but amazing. But, Does that mean the time stone is still destroyed? In this timeline all the stones are still destroyed right? - Captain Marvel fucking carried Tony, and Nebula, back to Earth. - FIVE YEARS LATER?! FIVE FUCKING YEARS! - I haven't watched Captain Marvel (Because I couldn’t afford it and they stopped showing the double feature at my local theatre), but I already love her after that opening scene. Carol Danvers is amazing. - Natasha... bby don't cry!! - They couldn't find fuckin' Hawkeye? DAYUM SON! - It took him five fucking years to get out of the Quantum realm but for HIM it was only Five hours?! - MORGAN! SHE'S SO ADORABLE! - Dr. Hulk... damn cool - It took One picture of Peter Parker for him to figure out Time Travel - Time travel. Just... wow. - NATASHA DID NOT NEED TO DIE THAT HORRIBLY. Poor Clint. But, I do have to admit, Nat is smart as hell in how to beat Clint. Even though I DIDN'T WANT MY MCU-STEP-MOM TO DIE, FUCK! - Dude... HE FUCKING SAID HAIL HYDRA. I like the reference and how they backtracked and said 'Dudes, he was undercover' BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS PISSED ABOUT THE COMIC CHANGE. - 'I can do this all day' 'yeah, I know' Even Steve knows he's annoying at times. - AMERICA'S ASS! I WHOLEHEARTEDLY AGREE AND I'M NEVER LETTING THIS GO! - Loki, you sneaky bitch. I love you - THEY GAVE TONY A FUCKING HEART ATTACK JUST SO TONY COULD STEAL THE TESSERACT, and failed. - Thor saved Tony with Mjolnir... just... that. - Rhodey and Nebula... love it. - I love how fucking Dr. Hulk thought 'Smash' was a ridiculous. - Antman is a dork. Captain Steve America Rogers. - I LOVE THE FACT THAT THOR WAS STILL WORTHY EVEN AFTER HE KILLED THANOS and HE WAS HAPPY ABOUT IT. - I love Queen Frigga's 'It sometimes takes a minute' SHE'S SUCH A GOOD MOM AND SHE SHOULDN'T HAVE DIED. But I am glad that Thor got to say goodbye. - TONY GOT TO SEE HIS DAD. WE GOT TO SEE PEGGY AS THE DIRECTOR. STEVE SAW PEGGY AND OH MY GO SHE LOOKED AMAZING. I LOVE HAYLEY ATWELL. - I love how Tony picked the same fucking day, or close to it, that he was born.; Fun Fact: My Dad and Tony share a birth year. - FUCKING MISTER JARVIS! - Just... The looks on their faces when they realized Natasha wasn't coming home to them. - Tony built his own gauntlet without a Magical Dwarf. - Everyone fell apart when she died. Fuck. - Thanos is a dick. Past Nebula was a bitch. Past Gamora was an asshole. - HULK DID THE SNAP, HOLY FUCK - HE BLEW UP A BUILDING BECAUSE NEBULA ACCIDENTALLY TOLD THEM THE FUTURE. Poor Nebula. - Antman really fucking pole vaullted WITH A PENCIL. - Nicely done saving Hulk, Rhodey and Rocket, Giant Man. - This whole scene was... a mess and it's kind of a blur in my mind. - Iron man 'died' in Avengers and Captain America 'Died' in Endgame and they 'revived' each other respectively. Fuck. - Thor, Captain America, Iron Man. THE FUCKING TRIFECTA OF 'DONT FUCK WITH US'! - CAPTAIN MOTHER FUCKING AMERICA CAN WIELD MJOLNIR FUCKERS! AND I SCREAMED 'YES' WHEN IT HAPPENED. GOD DAMN! and Thor's 'I knew it'. - THE LIGHTNING WITH CAPTAIN AND MJOLNIR! - THE FUCKING HUG BETWEEN IRON DAD AND SPIDER SON OH MY GODS! - When Steve heard Sam's voice I was happy but also a bit sad because I expected it to be Bucky's. - Wanda vs Thanos. SHE WOULD HAVE RIPPED HIM APART IF THEY DIDN'T FUCKING START BLOWING UP THE AREA AROUND HER!

- WHEN PETER SAID HELP THEN WAS SURROUNDED BY PROTECTIVE SUPERHEROES I ALMOST CRIED! Also, his and Captain Marvel's exchange was amazing. and adorable. and I love Peter. and Carol.

- the Literal and Figurative PASSING OF THE GAUNTLET  from Hawkeye(The Original Avengers) to T'Chaka, Peter, and Carol(The New Avengers). OH MY LORDS! - THE FUCKING 'TRY TO FUCK WITH US' GIRL TEAM UP WAS AMAZING. - Wanda's 'Don't worry' before she was joined by all the ladies to protect Captain Marvel. - Tony should have gotten a happier ending. But, he had a happy ending, in a way, and THANOS FUCKING GOT HIS BITCHES! - Past Gamora shouldn't have dusted with everyone else of Thanos' guys but I understand it. - The Funeral was... depressing but I love that in a way he got to say goodbye to his family.  Aunt May leaned on Peter and it looked like he was trying not to cry. Harley (from Iron Man 3) was at the funeral and I love the continuity. Fury and Carol on the porch, distant but present. - I Love You 3000. Tony Said 'I love you tons' which means 2000, his own daughter one-upped him and I love it. and he repeated it to her. - Married!Pepperony with a daughter is my favorite thing ever and they should have had more time together. - Wanda and Hawkeye are my favorite thing and I hope they get more time together. How the fuck is Vision supposed to come back though for the tv show? - Steve being the one to return the stones when he was the first one to actually be around one, The Tesseract, is amazing. - Why the fuck didn't we get a moment where Red Skull and Steve see each other again? - I am so happy Steve got his happy ending but I wish Peggy had come to the future somehow instead of him going back in time. - CAPTAIN FALCON MOTHER FUCKERS! - Although, I will always love the Captain Bucky story line and the WinterWidow story line, I am excited for Captain Falcon while I feel bad for Sebastian Stan. - II fully believe that Bucky knew Steve was not going to come back, you can see it on his face. - I don't think Steve returned to the 1940s, he returned to the 1970s and lived into that timeline. - PEGGY AND STEVE'S DANCE OH MY GOD! STEGGY! MY MCU-PARENTS! Does that mean they got married? Or he just visited to let her know he was okay? - Natasha should have at least have come back when Steve returned the soul stone. She should have come back when Steve was supposed to. He could stay with Peggy and grow old, She should have come back. - Did Steve really go back in time to return to Peggy but just fuckin' left Bucky to get tortured by HYDRA in the past? Let HYDRA infiltrate SHIELD? All of that? Really? That is not MY Steve Rogers, or did he create a new timeline where he fixed all that shit before really returning to Peggy? - I love how the end of the credits doesn't have an end scene but instead ends with the clanking from the first Iron Man, the start of all of my child-and-teenhood.

- I have been watching this series since I was eight. I cried only twice because I was so shocked by everything else. I gasped when we lost Natasha, but got excited remembering she has a solo movie coming. I cried when we lost Tony, but felt grateful because he was such a big part of shaping my nerdy childhood and teenage hood, and the start of my adultish hood. I cried when Steve and Peggy danced, because they actually got a happy ending I’ve been dying for the to have since Steve’s first movie.

I love this cast so much and I’d sell my soul to the Soul Stone just to see the cast return somehow in some way. This movie is everything I love even though I hate endings and crying during my favorite movies. I can’t wait to see what they do next but... I just hope everyone remembers the Originals who started this... infinite life.

I do have to say, Thank you Stan Lee and Marvel Comic Writers for being the Originators of my childhood, teenhood, and, eventual, full adulthood. Thank you.

BY THE FUCKING WAY - Peter Parker and his friends are all still in high school in Far From Home because they ALL got dusted. So once they were unSnapped they HAD to return to school to finish their education. That's why Peter looks so disoriented when he returns to school.

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iron man 2 running commentary

okay so watching iron man 2 for the first time and i have a feeling im gonna have lots of commentary to share so it will all be under the cut! i’m gonna keep updating it as i watch!

*starts watching iron man 2 without watching iron man first cause it’s not on netflix and is only 2 minutes in but completely confused*

*questions my intelligence because i was able to understand the other marvel movies without watching other ones first*

*wonders if somehow i haven’t seen enough tony stark on tumblr to understand but i’ve somehow seen enough of other things to understand other movies*

*cue suprised and upset anon* sorry anon!!

okay anon!! help me pls! is the guy in the very beginning of iron man 2 someone from the first movie, and if he is who is he?? or is he new in this movie? edit: nevermind i looked it up

omg the first scene we see iron man is so cooool i love it!

holy sh*t he just landed on a stage omggg *freaks out so much because WOW*

im not even 7 minutes in yet but WOW IM SHOOK

i litterally just watched that first scene of tony/iron man in awe the whole time

“the possibility of world peace” BAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAAAAAA there’s a whole lot in store for the world, and i can guarantee it wont be peaceful lol

the stark expo is year long?!?!!?!!??? wow....

oooh oooh oooh that’s happy!

tony with kids awww

OMG THATS PETER PARKER RIGHT

STAN LEEEE OMG AWWWW

wait what did tony do??

AHHHHH pepper!!

does tony like pepper yet?? are they dating??

god tony. his sense of humor omg.

pepper isnt impressed lol

tony is so savage we stan a queen lol

you’re right, it isn’t canada cause we’re AWESOME and dont have ppl trying to get rid of iron man

rhodey!! i know who that is!

litterally everything tony says is amazing

oooooh whats tony up to?...

world peace? dream on tony

did he just say f**k you to tony stark? UM NO YOU DID NOT

oof the scenes with this bad dude are boring

wait i take that back HE JUST CUT A TV IN HALF!!

“wake up, daddy’s home” god i love tony

i think im getting too excited about everything lolll

tony insulting that robot arm thing gives me life

whats that thing in tony’s chest?? im guessing it has something to do with him being iron man and was part of the first movie

im confused about the relationship between pepper and tony

oooh shes ceo congrats to her!!

is this actually good tho?? the look on her face isnt great

oh okay its good she was just suprised

are those like fake documents or something?

OMG ITS NATASHA!!! AHHHHHHHH I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE’S LIKE MY FAVE MCU WOMAN OTHER THAN MJ

i got way too excited there and hit my wrist on my wall and now it hurts

wait he doesn’t know nat yet??? HOW?!

also ummm natalie rushman?? that name kinda suits her?? ish idk

NATASHA IS A QUEEEEEEN!!!! I STANNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i also got so excited about nat that my eyes started to water

“i want one” okay tony nat could knock you out in a second and she for sure doesn’t need a man! also PEPPER!!!!!! LIKE WHAT ABOUT HER!

its the grand prix! it looks just like it does in cars 2!! lollll i was super shooketh about that when i made the connection

OMG ITS NAT AGAIN YAY!

WAIT is tony gonna drive that race car??? is he gonna race??? OMG i hope he does

also my wrist still hurts

wait pepper is suprised?? tony you didnt tell pepper? TONY YOU DIDNT TELL PEPPER??? TONY COME ONNNNNN

OMG TONY WHY PEPPER IS CONCERNED NOW

also is nat working for tony or something

oof its 12 am i should sleep i have school tmrw

haha bish that reporter lady left cause ur boring and nobody cares about you

AHHHH TONY’S GONNA RACEEEE

omg tony is racing tony is racing TONY IS RACING TONY IS RACING!!!! TONY PLS DONT DIE OR SOMETHING

hello my name is leea and i’m a huge drama queen that loves and cares so much about tony stark

OMG ITS THE VILLAIN GUY ACKKK TONY IS GONNA DIE

im still super dramatic lol

and also 100% convinced tony is gonna die even tho i know that wont happen

IM GETTING SO MUCH ANXIETY FROM JUST WATCHING THIS AHHHH

THE VILLAN GUY IS GOING SOMEWHERE ONTO THE TRACK OR SOMETHING ACKKKK

i hit my elbow and my head (not too hard dont worry) and the elbow is the same arm that i hurt my wrist so now my arm hurts from my elbow to my hand

WHAT IS THAT GUY DOING HE JUST WALKED ONTO THE RACE CAR TRACK

i litterally pressed play and then pressed pause two seconds later ooooof

peppers face omg she is shooketh lol

WTF IS HE DOING??!!!!!! also wth is he wearing on his chest?

OOOOOOOOOMG he has his slicy electricity weapon thingies TONY IS GONNA DIE AHHHH

HE JUST HIT A CAR OMG I HOPE THE PERSON IS OKAY

^big example of me being a drama queen and innocent and sweet at the same time

HAPPY HAS WHAT IM ASSUMING TO BE IRON MAN SOMETHING

TONY IS ABOUT TO DIE!!!

i paused it right before he hits the car omg the suspense!!!!!

ANXIETY LEVELS RIGHT NOW

OMG TONY NOOOOOOOO

IM BREATHING SO DEEP AND FAST RIGHT NOW IM PANICKING FOR TONY (it’s called hyperventalating. future me remembered the word lol)

dude WHYYY would you take off your helmet??!!!!

there is a dude coming to kill you and i think a helmet would help protect you idiot!!

OMG THERES A CAR COMING AT THE VILLAIN GUY

WHAT IF IT HITS HIM AND THEN HITS TONY

THEY JUST EXPLODED OMG

i just choked because i was like WHAT JUST HAPPENED

there are cars exploding behind him and this dude just doesnt care!!

why have i started saying dude?

owww my wrist hurts

typing hurts

owwww

its actually really not that bad im dramatic

is pepper gonna save tony????

does the case have the rescue armor ive read about?????

HE JUST TRIED TO KILL TONY

*facepalms* tony WHY did you just hit him on the head with whatever that was??? what did you think it would accomplish??????? this dude just sliced your car in half and tried to kill you, do you think you can take him out by hitting him on the head??? just get tf out of there!!!

OMG HES GONNA KILL TONY

i just hit my head again (not hard it fine)

OMG DID HE JUST HIT TONY

I THINK HE JUST HIT TONY

IM NOT OKAY

AND I DONT THINK HE IS EITHER

AHHHHHHHHHHH

okay i’m going to bed cause its almost 1 am and i have school. anyway, this is the 100th comment which is kinda good to leave off at! i’ll finish watching tmrw and keep posting!

okay i’m back! about to start watching the movie!

ahhhhhh poor tony!!! i’m only a few seconds in but already panicking for him!!

omg hes getting ready to kill tony!! and tony is just lying on the ground!!!

pepper and happy come save him! ! ! ! ! !!!!!!!

or nat!!!!

ahhhhhhhhh tonys gonna die!!!!!!!!!!!!!

with every second i freak out moreeeee

oh thank GOD tony moved!!!

that car just exploded omg tony almost diedddd!!!

AHHHHH TONY IS ON FIRE

how tf is he so calm!!!!????!?!?!?!?!?

i mean hes not that calm but way calmer than any normal human should be in this situation

is he just like used to people trying to kill him??

OMG thats soo saaaaaaaddddd

OKAY HERE COMES PEPPER AND HAPPY

please run over him!!!

OMG THEY ALMOST HIT TONY

but they hit the bad guy yay!!!

awww tony is bleeding!

well i mean thats kinda expected lol

oof tony is mad

OMG PEPPER IS SO PISSED

shes acting like a mom lol

OMG THE GUYS WEAPONS ARE POWERING ON

THEY’RE ALL GONNA DIE

TONY JUST GET IN THE CAR

OMG THE DOOR

TONY GET IN THE CAR AND HAPPY GET TF OUT OF THERE!!!!

tony just GET IN THE CAR

OMG THE AIR BAG

HE JUST CUT THE WINDOW

THIS SCENE IS SO INTENSE OMG

okay pepper i love you but JUST GIVE TONY THE CASE

tony your armor is taking WAY TOO LONG to get on!!!

AHHHHH LOOK AT THE ARMOR!!!!!

ITS SO OLD

like not old

but compared to his current suit

the “it’s nanotech. you like it?” one

its nothing

AHHH HE HIT TONYS ARM

AHHHH TONYS GONNA DIE

AHHHH PEPPER IS SCREAMING

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#drama queen much? #yes thats me

AHHH COME ON TONY

love how i’ve only gotten 3 more minutes into the movie and i’m already at 47 comments

OMG HE JUST WHIPPED TONY TO THE GROUND

omg poor tony!!!!

can everyone just leave my dad alone PLEASE

YAY TONY!! NOW THE BAD GUY IS ON THE GROUND!!!

oh thank god tony is okay hes not dead he won for now

eww he just spat out a bunch of blood

“you loose” how??? like what???

ooooooooooh wait no is tony gonna get in trouble.......

i forgot to say this yesterday but this whole scene with the guy on the track and stuff and the exploding cars in kinda similar to cars 2

i guess you cant have a racing scene in a movie without a car exploding tho

what is up with that guy with glasses?? like hes weird i dont trust him

why arent there subtitles translating whatever language they are speaking in (french? idk)

ya its french

ofc tony talks about the technology lol

and critcizes the bad guy’s

tony this guy tried to kill you WHY are you sitting down next to him??!!?

that guy is weird and kinda creepy

okay just f off senator dude nobody likes you, your opinion isnt valid, and i wanna punch you

“these suits exist now”????? wtf b*tch no they dont!

wait what ever happened to nat??

pepper is really responsible shes great i love her

what does that note say???

omg is that a bomb or something??!

why do guards always help prisoners escape like seriously

is that guy gonna take his place or something??

also he kinda looks like haymitch from hunger games

omg wait WTF WAS THAT

ALSO GUARD WHAT THE HELL

i was right! it was a bomb!

why did they throw him in a truck??

omg why are they in an airport?!

are they gonna help him escape??!!

why is there a table and people....

is that glasses guy sitting at the table?

i was right it is glasses guy!

i didn’t trust him from the start

why is he helping him tho...

friend? fan? what is going on?!!!???

YAYYYYY theres nat!!!

“erratic behaviour”??? what are you talking about???? he just saved himself from being killed how is that erratic?????!!

awwww poor tony

i beleive in you tony, and i love you, but no honey, you don’t know exactly what you’re doing you need help!

“software sh*t” aaaaaaaaaaahahahahhaahhaaaaa

make iron man look like an antique? ya no way is that gonna happen

is nat his assistant or something im a bit confused

aww tony is like so depressed i feel so bad for him!!

stannnnn nat

back on watch? what does that mean...

omg tony is so drunkkkkkk nooooo

ohhhhh tonyyyyy noooo come onnnn

you’re so drunk dude stopppp

god tony you’re so drunk pleaseee

wait why is rhodey fighting him anyway?

wow this is my 101 comment today and i’ve only watched 20 mins today

omggggg people are recordingggg this isn’t gonna end well

*sighs* oh god tony dont yell at them whyyyyy

omg tonys in the fire place!!!

omg that just happened. they just fired at each other.

also just saying tony, he does have what it takes to be war machine cause he continues to be...

ohhhh is tony okay??

im confused tho why did they start fighting in the first place?

okay i just looked it up, it was because he was being irresponsible and drunk, and putting people at the party in danger, and he wouldnt stop

ngl its getting kinda tiring to keep updating this but i’m gonna keep going cause i want this record for myself, and i’m not gonna quit something

ok i’m gonna continue the movie tmrw cause its prob gonna be a snow day (lol i left off at 111)