#an old poem lmaoo

[mobblespsycho100]

My dear friend, I hope you have been well.

I want you to know that I have made peace with my inexorable demise.

I am happier now. You needn't worry.

Tomorrow, I shall make myself an omelette.

The eggs beaten and whisked to perfection, yolk and whites fully blended in harmony

It would be seasoned with salt and pepper

Enjoyed with a generous amount of tomato sauce.

A nice and fulfilling meal

And my favorite thing

would be the lack of poison.

It's may not be grand for a final meal

But it would be crafted by my own hands

So it would certainly be freeing.

I'm sorry I can't write more,

I hope you will receive this letter in good condition.

As my keeper told me it would be taken care of.

Farewell, my dear friend

I hope you can also enjoy a nice meal

with unpoisoned eggs.

[kittydj009]

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[yasdemonslay]

supporting you and your master list - how about, "how does each hashira deal with feelings of jealousy in a relationship?" or do they even get jealous

first and foremost, thank youuu. :3 i love this, let's go!

part one: tomioka giyu, tengen uzui, rengoku kyojuro, shinazugawa sanemi i'm going to write out this scenario as if they're witnessing you being hit on in front of them. or a good friend of yours is being a little too close for their comfort. oh, and for the most part, gender neutral tiimeeee!

{{ tomioka giyu 🌊

ohhhhhhhhhh man, he's brooding lmao.

he's bottling up those feelings for the entire evening TRUST. like it's shitty, but you barely notice that he's bothered. which, come on, giyu.

he may get a little more withdrawn as the night goes on.

but i do see him staring daggers at that person. or even excusing himself because he just doesn't want to deal.

i get the feeling that he'd be self-aware of his insecurities though. like he trusts you... but he just doesn't like the idea of someone thinking things about you.

{{ tengen uzui 💎

so.

okay i don't see him getting a way about it.

honestly, if someone hits on you in front of him, you know he's teasing you all night and all week about it lmaooo.

"wow, they have great taste..." *eyebrow wiggle*

"ohhh do I need to step my game up right now? should i be taking notes?!" *playfully swats your behind*

god damn it, uzui.

{{ rengoku kyojuro 🔥

king of transparency and open communication lmaoo. but he's not immune to jealousy. in my headcannon, he's such an old-fashioned gentleman, honestly.

and cheesy af, but we love him for that.

why does this man speak in poems at you.

"i have to be honest, my love! my heart feels a bit uneasy watching you with them. i trust you, but i think talking it out would help me!"

like he addresses his feelings before y'all even leave lololol.

{{ shinazugawa sanemi 🌪️

lord please fucking help the poor soul who hits on you in front of this man.

he's like... the opposite of everything above, oh dear.

unapologetically pissed. offended. and not willing to be rationalized out of his anger or the situation.

hmm, a tad possessive.

will, without a doubt, call the person out. at the party.

"you’re mine, and i don’t want anyone else getting any ideas."

on the same coin, he'd seek a little bit of reassurance, whether he'd admit it directly or not. he wants to hear that you're not tempted by anyone else.

aw.

[octopotto]

General Yandere! Silver Headcanons (TWST)

OCTO NOTE: SILVER DIDN'T COME HOME SO HERE'S HOW I'M COPING 😭😭

Late headcanons for the birthday boy!

Warnings: NOT PROOF-READ, the grammar here is a warning itself, Yandere behaviour, soft yandere, obsession, OOC madness, unhealthy behaviours, Lilia is an enabler, this is like a week late lol

**WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR TWISTED WONDERLAND

REMINDER: Yandere behaviour of any kind is unhealthy behaviour. It should not be something to seek out in real life. If you are experiencing any sort of inappropriate behaviour, please contact help/seek out help.

**The reader will ALWAYS be Gender-Neutral! 

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- Soft

- So soft

- Like the softest

- And the goodest of boys

- Like why is he even going to NRC??

- Probably only attends NRC because of Malleus and Lilia like he legit does not fit in lmaoo

- Out of all of the TWST guys, he’s probably the most tamed and humane yandere out of all of them (which makes sense tbh).

- You guys could’ve met in many ways due to what the MC has to go through (thanks to a certain deadbeat crow).

- Silvers reaction to you at first could end up two ways:

One: After asking you if you’ve seen Malleus anywhere, he just moves on with his duties. This would be a slow-type of process. He would also lean towards the oblivious side when it comes to his feelings for you.

Two: it’s love at first sight. 

- Going off the 2nd reason mentioned, since Silver is mostly likely the descendant/based on Aurora and Prince Phillip, he could technically fit into the ‘Disney-Princess stereotype’: where the princess would fall in love with a person who is kind to them. 

- Regardless of either scenario mentioned, Silver is not the type to act on his feelings right away. He’s self-aware about how he feels about you, but wouldn’t be the type of person to go up to you and say “It’s meant to be!” Or “You’re my prince/ss! And we’re going to live happily ever after! UwU *sunshine and rainbows* *singing birds*”

- Silver knows that he likes you so he would seek out your company in order to get to know you better. Whether it be for lunch, studying, or just talking to you, he will make sure to spend time with you when he can. 

- He’s just going to end up sleeping on your shoulder anyways lol.

- Sliver: *Literally almost collapsing on the ground while hanging out together* 😌😪😴😴

- You: *Wanting to wake him up but not having the heart to after seeing how peaceful he looks* 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

- Silver is also the type to use old-fashioned ways to win you over. 

- Advice from his ever so-loving and caring father Lilia of course—

- Flowers sent by his little bird friends with a note containing romantic poems, tried greeting you with a little kiss on your hand, holding the door for you even if you you’re not even near the door yet (awkward loving eye contact while you’re speed walking to the door)

- You get the idea

- Speaking of Lilia, I 100% believe that he would enable Silver to act on his yandere tendencies (whether it’s on purpose or not).

- I mean cmon, if you were in Lilia’s shoes wouldn’t you want your own child to be happy with the one they love the most?

- Even if it’s illegal but who’s asking?

- He’s probably just doing this for the wedding that he totally did not plan in advance whaa—??

- Also, Silver probably doesn’t develop any yandere tendencies until the middle of y’all’s relationship tbh.

- If he does develop yandere tendencies before or early in the process, it’s most likely due to Lilia’s influence.

- Like I mentioned before, Silver is most likely the best— if not the BEST— yandere to end up with based on his overall personality.

- I know that yandere tendencies can lead characters to act ooc but for Silver, the stereotypical yandere is too extreme for his type of person. 

- DOES NOT EXCUSE THE BEHAVIOURS OR ACTS.

- Again, very soft and gentle 

- Would treat you with soft caresses and kisses, especially when cuddling.

- Would never use brutal force or inflict any sort of harm on you unless it’s by accident.

- Silver can’t and won’t harm you as it would put your life in jeopardy (doesn’t matter what it is).

- Daily naps always

- If you’re sleeping, he’s sleeping

- If he’s sleeping, you’re sleeping (or just lying there)

- Silver just can’t help but sleep in your presence. It’s not that you’re boring no way, you just give off this peaceful aura that enormously makes him sleepy.

- Basically when you’re around he has the best naps in the world.

- He rather sleeps in your dorm than his own just because of you. He’s probably seen the evolution of Ramshackle depending on when he acted on his feelings.

- Lilia just hanging upside down on a nearby branch, watching y’all from the distance and cooing how cute you guys are: 🥰🥰🙃🙃🥰🥰

- If there’s ever a joint class between the 1st and 2nd years, the teachers always make sure that you two are apart.

- Much to Lilia’s dismay if he hears about this.

- Because when you’re around, Silver ain’t getting nothing done. Not when your soft shoulder is the best pillow he has ever laid his head on. 

- Besides your lap ofc—

- Also, a good listener!

- If you have a problem or you need to rant to someone, Silver is your guy.

- He doesn’t mind at all (he really likes your voice, happy or pissed off).

- Just don’t tell him specific details or else something might happen (and it won’t be pretty).

- He adores quality time as well as physical contact with you. Holding hands, sleeping next to each other, etc. 

- He loves it when you play with his hair. He would intentionally lay his head down on your lap so you have easier access to his hair.

- Remember when Vil braided Silver's bangs back for the Fairy Gala Remix event?

- If you can do that, Silver will always go to you to do his hair. 

- He would definitely let you experiment with his hair as well. 

- Ponytails, pigtails, a little bun, he’ll love it all if it’s done by you.

- He would even let you dye his hair as well if you wanted.

- Hell, if you mentioned that you find long hair attractive, Rapunzel better watch out, she’s now competing with a sleepy-simp.

- If we’re going to dive into spoiler territory, it’s most likely won’t change the story lol.

- For Book 7, even if Malleus gives Silver his happily ever after with you, he still wouldn’t be happy.

- Silver might be ecstatic that you reciprocated his feelings, but he would rather have this in the real world instead.

- Not in a toxic dream world that Malleus made up due to overblot.

- Hell, I don’t even believe that dream would come true because Yuu is in another place entirely due to Malleus influence.

- Which motivates Silver to fix this problem even more.

- So happy to find you alright.

- Overall, Silver is just a huge simp for you. 

- Not really violent unless necessary.

- Very loving and caring

- Will do everything in his power to make you happy.

- Best boi no debates

- TLDR: Silver’s a bottom lol

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OCTO NOTES: Okay I know this wasn’t really yandere but I feel that it would be too OOC for Silver. 

Anyways! Thanks for reading <33 This is the first time that I wrote for Silver. 

Also THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE 14 LIKES ON MY CLOUD STRIFE HEADCANONS!!❤️❤️ I LEGIT SCREAMED WHEN I SAW 1 LIKE LOL

I’ll work on part 2 of his headcanons soon don’t worry! Again thank you all so much!!

Heres the Cloud Strife headcanons if you're curious: Yandere! Cloud Strife HC's (Platonic)

[cryptomiracle]

Yeah I would love to see some headcannons where reader is there little sister with Lyra and Toby, Cody

OHH SORRY I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND LAST TIME LMAO

I didn't get much sleep last night 💀

Ticci toby, x-virus and lyra, headcanons where you're their younger sister.

Warnings: blood, murder, mentions of death, sh, etc

Lyra

Lyra would 100% be over protective of you.

She would try her best to shield you from any danger.

Her and toby would tag team and beat someone up for you lmfao

She's very motherly towards you, Connie is usually busy teaching toby, or cleaning, so lyra was there when she couldn't be.

She cares for you very much.

She LOVES to do your hair, whether it's braids, ponytails, literally anything, she always makes sure your hair looks nice.

When she got her first job, the first thing she bought with her check, was a birthday cake for you.

Lyra enjoyed writing, so she wrote a few poems for you.

She didn't know at the time how much those poems would mean to you.

Toby

You and toby are only a few years apart, he was about 4-5 when you were born, but when you were first born, he was a bit envious of you, because he didn't want to share his mothers attention, but as you two grew up, he didn't feel that way anymore.

When you two were teenagers, you were practically best friends.

You had a tree house in the forest, you, toby, and lyra built over the summer.

You and toby would go out there and listen to music, draw, and just talk about anything until nightfall.

When you told toby about the voices, the dreams, and the things you saw, he was your only comfort.

Which is why when he found you at the tree house, and asked you to run away with him to somewhere "you two would be accepted"

You said yes.

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A quick explanation:

After lyra died, you started having dreams about Slenderman, and hearing voices telling you to go into the forest, and do things, like hurt yourself, or others.

At first you thought the voices were just intrusive thoughts, but then they started to get aggressive.

They'd scream at you, and taunt you.

The dreams eventually turned into lucid dreams, where you'd see Slenderman just standing there, watching you.

You'd start to see things out of the corner of your eye, body parts, like eyes, teeth, and ears would show up in your yard.

You'd wake up with blood on your hands, or cuts and scrapes on your knees and arms.

So by the time toby killed your father, and burnt down the neighborhood, you were in a state of shock, and toby was the only one you thought you could run to.

But you didn't know at the time what he was dragging you into.

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Cody

By the time you met Cody, you had already been a proxy for some time, the same for toby.

You and Cody instantly hit it off, you and him had an "older brother and younger sister" kind of relationship, even before you found out he was your half brother.

having Cody around was like a breath of fresh air.

He actually listened to you, and enjoyed learning about things you like.

Cody loves to show you stuff he made, like the new bacteria he created, or a fungus he grew, etc.

He tries to protect you from the other creepypastas (Jeff and LJ specifically)

He's a horrible cook, but he tries.

One time you two almost burnt down the entire manor trying to bake a cake.

He named his pet chicken after you LMAOO

You and him stay up late at night going on an old horror movie marathons.

Current relationships

After everything that happened, your relationship with toby was.. complicated.

You didn't hate him, and he didn't hate you.

You two just weren't on speaking terms.

You two had a big fight, and after that you two never really talked unless you were on a mission.

But after Cody came along, you and Toby's relationship started to get better.

You two talked more, and started hanging out again.

You were still grieving over lyra, but you were happy you had toby and cody to help you through it all.

Once again, I'm so so sorry I didn't understand the first time.

I hope this one was better than the last!

Ty for reading - M ⁠♡

[sukirichi]

hi! i have some thoughts about your dusk til dawn series

HOLY SHIT? I BINGEREAD THAT IN LIKE 3 DAYS (and on two of those days I had work so I sacrificed my sleep schedule for this but it was sO GOOD? SO GOOD. I enjoyed it immensely)

ohmygodohmygodohmygod she's PREGNANT and it's RIN'S? or I saw a theory that she used Kiyoomi's used condom or something but IF IT'S RIN'S rahHHHGHGHGH reader deserves happiness

i love how you characterize Tobio as a wee lad because he IS a wee lad and I wish nothing more than to hug him and tell him everything is going to be okay ahhahahah

your writing is delicious. simply scrumptious. your descriptions are so good too i love how you describe places so much

i wasn't a suna rintaro fan til i read this series and i'm torn between kiyoomi x yn endgame or suna x yn endgame and watch it end up being a crazy endgame. like. imagine if the endgame was yn x maiko or something that'd be crazy

also ... why is tooru so nice to maiko alluvasudden ... what happened ... i have no theories my brain is empty but oh my gosh i am so excited to See More your writing makes my brain go BRRRR

hi omg i saw your comments on my fics too and let me tell you, i’m so happy to read everything you said so thank you so much 🥹💓

omg you bingeread it, that’s actually !! i have no words HAHAHA every time someone tells me they binge read dtd, i always get shocked because its a little hard to believe that people could enjoy it that much but its such a huge compliment for me that you guys take the time, you have no idea 🥹💓 also yes it is rin’s !! lmaoo its not out of character of iris to use someone’s condom (😭) but kiyoomi is my favorite in dtd so there’s no way i could write that happening for my man 😭

also thank you !! honestly i was a bit hesitant writing tobio with the way he is because he’s alr 20 years old and i thought he might be . . . idk, immature? but he is very innocent so... yeah, he’s just a wee lad indeed 🥹 and aww thank you again, hearing someone say i write places good is so validating because its one of my weaknesses 😭 not good at all making places sound poetic but i loveee loveee tying environments to one’s feelings so i really have to stare really hard at places and read poems to form ideas in my head on how i can word it sksksks. ANDD AWW welcome to the rintaro train! honestly i wish i could do more justice for him because canon rin is such a cutie but maybe in the future i’ll make him more loveable in upcmoming works hopefully 🫶🏻 and again THANK YOU SO MUCH you are so sweet and you’ve made my day so i hope you are having an even better timezone 💫🌷

[thecomfywriter]

🖋️"what inspired you to write your WIPs?" for every WIP you have :)

oh boy okay let's buckle in and try to answer this:

ToV:

originally, volume 1 and volume 2 of tov was one singular book because i was delusional and forgot formatting made my 657 page book over 1000 pages

lol

anyways, the ogog draft of tov was born (i'm assuming) because of my obsession of my dragons? i genuinely don't know i was 6 years old. the rewrite was because i was bored at a pre-wedding ceremony (i'm indian so there are like... 20 different rituals and this one was slow to start because things were getting delayed) and decided to go wandering in the mountains/hills, which reminded me of the volcano in soilaila, which reminded me this book existed. so i decided to spend the wedding writing the first 3 chapters of tov on my mom's iphone's notes app. i proceeded to get obsessed, and the rest is history.

LotF:

i've mentioned this in a previous post but a poem i read during my dark academia dasam granth studies (i define dark academia by the person i become when i study the dasam granth lol) is what inspired the personality for lotf's main character, evan. i'll share a fun (and embarrassing) fact tho...

evan's name is based off the one and only crush i had in middle school. i HATEDDDD the fact that i had a crush on this person (i just don't like crushes in general, and it was my first time having a proper crush, so needly to say i was distrESSED) so in order to sort my feelings out, i took the guy's name and gave it to my character. surprisingly, it worked, and now i lowkey can't call the original guy by his real name, because in my head, his name doesn't belong to him anymore LMAOO

but yeah. poem + crush + what if scenario for a post-tov world resulted in the lotf series

AoNaS:

my imaginary friends and roleplay games! i used to play these games with my sister where i would "transform" into the superhero character, Neha, and my sister would "transform" into her twin sister, "Serina". And we'd go on these superhero adventures in this abstract world in order to defeat the big bad villain. Imagine "the floor is lava" x "punching the sofa and wrestling the air" x "figure skating on hardwood floors in socks" x "spinning around in dizzying circles" x "rolling down hills" x "climbing walls, roofs, and trees", but on steroids and with a consistent, continuous plot.

TIS:

the doll games i played with my barbies, monster high dolls, and bratz! it was so detailed and for WHAT.

honestly, it wasn't that serious until my sister got mad at me one day and beheaded my favourite doll. that is the ONLY reason why the TIS series became so dark-sided and transformed into a high fantasy political murder mystery whose plot kickstarts with the assassination of the doll she killed.

yeah. you heard that right.

rather than 5 year old me deciding, oh this doll is gone? let me just move on and play games without her, I decide to make her death A PLOT POINT.

deadass, what was wrong with me?

alrighty. i condensed the explanations a bit. forgive me, friend. if you have follow up questions though, don't hesitate to ask! asks, dms, and discord chat is always open!

here's a link to the writerblr discord, where writers can chat, share their wips, collaborate with other writers to create unique projects, and promote their work!

cheerios!

[lostsowly]

Just a mini rant about writing feel free to ignore. I'm just posting this because this blog has become sort of a digital diary to record my writing progress. So adding another diary entry.

The Winbre week is gonna be a wild ride for me because the majority of what I'm writing is not what I'd consider my "usual" writing style. It's mostly just me experimenting with whatever I can and seeing how it turns out. Will it be perfect? Not at all. Will it be like I imagined it? Maybe yes maybe no. Am I still gonna have fun exploring beyond my comfort zones after holding myself from writing for years? Yes absolutely this is gonna be one heck of a week.

Recently I found my old poetry diary and had a crying sesh and now I'm using my old poems that I had written long ago with my new fanfics. Even if those poems aren't associated with happy memories, I'm just trying to give them a new meaning by incorporating my fav blorbos (also sorry for making them suffer, especially Suo, Sakura and Kaji). It's been such a long time since I've been so excited about writing and honestly it feels kinda rushed but I'm still happy about writing something. I might barely make the deadline though lmaoo

[bioethicists]

You're writing a book?!

lmaoo it feels a little premature/arrogant to say that but i have a lot of thoughts/poems pertaining to my brother's death written out + i'm extremely interested in work which bleeds the boundary between poetics + theory

so it's a series structured theory poems (u can see a more intense version of this when my work for elliott @trans-axolotl comes out in their anti-psych zine) which build an argument about substance use/overdose in 4 parts-

1) the ubiquity/amorphous nature of substance use/dismantling the dichotomy between addiction + "normal" use

2) the war on drugs/"super predators"/ the dichotomy of Good Corrupted White Men vs Evil Drug Addled Monsters/constructing the myth of the Born Criminal (title of a book i'm using for reference)/embracing the idea that there are no ppl who are inherently "evil" or "sociopathic" (this part is addressed to my brother's ex-drug dealer, who is currently rumored to be in jail for assaulting a 12 year old), prison abolition + demonstrating empathy for ppl who have done horrible things- putting forth a theory of unpersoning + disappearing of addicts/the homeless/mad ppl

3) analyzing the structural causes of overdose death upticks/capitalism/the nuclear family/abuse + trauma/misogyny- critiquing the disease model for failing to look at the reasons why these things happen

4) arguing for a better world, concrete steps towards ending overdose deaths, advocating for specific political steps, building an argument for a revolution of the unpersons, a utopia found in the places where we force these people to disappear

[borealiszero]

@lurking-snails made another post so that one didn't get longer:

1. favourite place in your country?

My home. No seriously, I'm not an outdoorsy guy. But I do love Pahang National Park. There's a lots of fascinating floras and faunas to see, and we did met some tapirs too theyre so cute :333 (we didn't approach them ofc. wild animals common courtesy and all)

5. favourite song in your native language?

I LOVE EVERY SONG BY SUDIRMAN HAJI ARSHAD!!! He's a patriotic singer and songwriter, combining his skill and love for his country to create songs to encourage love for it after being colonised for hundreds of years by the West. My favourites from him are Warisan, Tanggal 31, and Balik Kampung. I also like some from P. Ramlee like Nujum Pak Belalang, Doremi and Bujang Lapok. For more modern one, I do love Kalah Dalam Menang, Gemuruh Jiwa, Sahabat and Boboiboy Galaxy Opening. Also old raya songs are bangers like Suasana Hari Raya. I'd include some nasyid from Rabbani and Inteam but this is getting too long hehe

11. favourite native writer/poet?

I do love works by Ramlee Awang Murshid. He mostly dabbled in thriller and fantasy. There are some comics I enjoyed like Ana Muslim and Kesatria Bulan Bintang as well as Aku, Kau dan (title) which are compiled by various artists and authors. As for poets, I don't know much about them ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

12. what do you think about English translations of your favourite native prose/poem?

Again, I don't have a wide knowledge in poetry. And I don't have a good faith in any translation made pre-colonialism so yeah. I just don't really trust them. Maybe some from post-colonialism and ONLY if it's by Malaysian.

24. what other nation is joked about most often in your country?

Not joked about, but mostly with. It's a joke (and also kinda not) that Malaysians and Indonesians will have beef with each other every time anyone laid claim on where did their dish/clothes/tradition came from, as well as whenever the national sports teams collided in a match. Its a war in Twitter comment section.

But we DID unite when in Masterchef, a white chef told a Malaysian chef that her chicken rendang wasn't crispy enough which is exactly what rendang is!! It's a tenderised meat slow cooked for several hours ofc it's not gonna be crispy!!! And Malaysians descended like a pack of wolves on this man and he backpedaled and said that Indonesian would know, and Indonesians were like 'like hell we cook it crispy ' and also shredded this man to pieces. Everyone was so offended that this white man thinks he knows better than us who have been cooking this for hundreds of years, that a national chef made a sarcastic skit of ayam rendang crispy (crispy rendang chicken) and our Prime Minister of the time also tweeted that he did not like the chef's comment. The rare moments of us being a united front in a dish lmaoo

[runninguplenorahills]

hi :) what are your special interests? feel free to talk about them, ill read!!!

Hi anon :))

I always kinda get confused as to what classifies as special interest? Anyway-

I’m very interested in biology! It was my favorite and most fun subject when I was in school and I also basically tutored my classmates in biology for free lmao. I could honestly talk about it for hours and it’s genuinely so interesting to me!! But I can’t really ramble about it on here because I’m lacking some vocabulary hahaha.

Classic books? Basically old English books lmao. They’re my favorite to read, I love how they’re written, I love the stories because they’re different from what’s written today. It’s kinda almost boring what happens in these old books but it works because they’re old and they’re relaxing to me. And it’s kinda rewarding to know that I can comprehend even old english haha. My favorite’s are “Anne of green gables”, “little women” and “Emma” but I’ve read a ton more and still got a ton more to read!

Poetry! I LOOOVE poetry and I’ve written a lot of poetry and OMG it’s so much fun and I love it!! I’ve actually written a poem a couple of months ago that’s called “in may” and I was planning on making lumax fanart for it but I probably won’t get it done in time before may is over :///. I also love writing silly poetry, like my Mike wheeler rap or the Jonathan-writes-songs-for-byler poems which are not to be taken seriously!! And I once wrote a very funny poem for German class which I got praise for lmaoo. I especially love writing poetry for my friends though <3

Art! Everything about it! It’s so so so much fun and I love talking about my art and color theory might actually be one of my favorite things!! I have this one friend who doesn’t know basic color theory from the top of her head and I always enjoy explaining it to her! Idk, I think it’s fascinating and I would love to actually go and visit more art galleries too.

Stranger Things of course hahah. But with Stranger Things also comes analysis of characters and set designs and cinematography and costume designs and dialogue and what not! Looking deeper into things, seeing what’s behind the curtain! So the Stranger Things interest is more of a special interest in analyzing media. But Stranger Things is the hyperfixation that makes it fun!

And I can’t really think of more rn. Again, not really sure what classifies as special interest but I’d say these are mine.

Thank you so much for this ask💗

[nightrae13]

Guess who went to prom last night?

No one's probably gonna read this. However, this is just a quick sharing since I don't want it to be over-personal lol, but I just had this great realization during that night I want to share.

You see, there's this classmate of mine I developed a huge crush on almost like Mochita for Akari (Solution for Jealousy was so my song lol) that started during our retreat (kind of like meditation and sessions that re-ignite our faith for two and a half days). Before that, though, I think I jokingly mentioned on one KoyuRyou reblog of mine in the tags and some of my KoyuHina posts that there was this other guy who was my first love went unrequited for three years. Our story is literally like Hina and Koyuki's except we're former classmates and batch mates lol.

It's just so funny that when I moved on and started liking the new guy, I wrote a poem addressing my feelings for him, yet I quickly mentioned my first love in the first stanza.

Grand endure suffered in three,

Old hope that had never been,

On those poems he'd never seen,

Died finally a withered daisy.

You see, since I wrote this during the time of retreat where our phones are taken care by our teacher, I had no access to research on what a daisy even meant lol. I just had tendencies using flowers as metaphors in my poems, and daisy rhymed, so I put it in lol.

Since then, daisies became my get-go when either referring to my first love (my next, and last poem meant to be my over all goodbye and thank you to him called him a daisy again) or a dead love or both since he's my dead love.

... but you know who gave the daisy to me during prom as seen in the picture above? Yeah... it was the new guy.

To be honest, I just laughed at the irony when my other seatmate (yeah him and I are beside each other in the table) confirmed it was a daisy (since I'm no flower expert at all, I'm sorry lmaoo) after the girl I sat next to on the other side joked it was the flowers given to the dead. The thing is, I already felt rejected and heartbroken after seeing my supposed Hayasaka (he's a dude, but for the sake of no confusion, I'll use Akari's surname for the new guy lol. I'll probably use Yukki in reference to my first love too since he'd be here again in the later part), take someone else as a date... him giving me a little flower he just found in our table which reminds me of "dead love" while he was preparing to give the bigger one to someone from another table (to which he'd be sitting with later on) could only make me laugh dryly. It reflects us so much... he only entertains me out of kindness and consideration (and I appreciate that so much just as he was still the first person to give me a flower) but it was never me who he liked.

Still, even if daisies for me means dead love or my dead love for Yukki, it still was Yukki's symbol in my life. Also, I finally looked it up, and daisies mean "new beginning". That's really amazing since what'd you know, right? After 3 years, I finally found closure with Yukki during the night. The guy I currently liked may have never danced with me, but my first love did which was a big deal. We talked, we both acknowledged our mistakes in the past and now decided to start again as friends. Ofc, I no longer have romantic feelings for him, and he always saw me as a friend (I'm kinda proud of that right now lol), but after ignoring each other for so long, and after many regrets and pain, everything's finally okay once again.

I don't know where this post is going now, but everything that happened was just so unexpected yet meaningful. My dead love gave me a new beginning with him, while the other one whom I thought was my new beginning is actually now a dead love. It's so funny yet amazing right?

I'm still thankful to Hayasaka so much though. Yes, it still makes me sad, but it didn't hurt as much and I don't think it'd even reach a year lol. I knew from the time I started to like him, I should be prepared for rejection and he's only part of a chapter in my life. And he is. I said that I'd enjoy only those short moments and not be worried about tomorrow where it'd end. I could die tomorrow, but it doesn't mean I couldn't live today. That tomorrow with him finally happened yesterday, and I respectfully accept it.

With that, I don't regret being brave enough to annoy him back then lol. On those times we spent together, it still made me really happy. I never thought I'd be as brave and happy about being into someone after 3 years of rejection after all. Yukki taught me so much and made me brave tbh. Not just the Yukki of my life, but the real one from HoneyWorks. Rejection is better than regret. I'm happy finding out myself through talking to Hayasaka, and reading his body language and how he chats instead of assuming things like before that ended up in a 3 year misery.

Everything happens for a reason. Both of them may have never returned my feelings, but they both made me grow and learn as a person. Yukki taught me to be brave to know what's real for myself (bc back then I was a coward with him lol), and Hayasaka made me enjoy a moment without worrying about what could happen next.

It does not just reflect my romantic feelings or how I approach a person I like, but also about other parts of my life such as my faith in God as a Christian. I am in no way forcing you all to what I believe, but God just gives you a free choice to. I now am braver in speaking about my faith, and like what I did with Hayasaka, I want to know Him better, but this time, I am assured He'll be choosing me because he always have even in those I times I did not choose Him. I also just trust Him much more in my life. I overcame depression bc of Him. I don't know what'll happen, but he's got everything into plan like He always have, and when it's Him in charge, I don't need to worry about tomorrow.

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." - Matthew 6:13

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Philippians 4:13

I don't know if there really is a guy for me, but I'm still happy there is a God who saw me worth dying for and loves me eternally, a family who sacrificed all their time and energy for a sloth like me, and friends whom I can share my secrets to and lean on when I need it.

[unravellingdescent]

Daughter of the Night

Venture forward, daughter of the night Light their paths and ignite their hearts Let no lost soul tear you apart You walk a lonely road with your head held high A prisoner of the world, a kingdom in the sky

They’ll come for you, bruise and batter you Idolise, sexualise, **** and shatter you They’ll strip you of your clothes Deprive you of your youth They’re lost from the truth

Consumed by the lust of their own pride Let not their sins darken your innocent eyes A vision of purity, like snow in the winter cold As bright as the stars, and all the wonders they hold

Pain and suffering awaits them The reaper approaches, the approach is: no forgiveness They cry with their guilty blood Begging to be saved Enslaved, with their soul engraved To death, and all hope is lost away

They kneel at bay to the scythe at their necks Until the only thing they see is the sight of your back A flurry of blood etches on the concrete The sinners run, the reaper retreats Your body lays idle, blood beside your feet Death looks you in the eye, surprised and satisfied What once an angel, now in defeat

Fear not, child, the night is still young Leave your sword unsheathed and your bow unstrung For the arrows of your heart pierces through the darkest alley And the cries of your soul echoes through the vastest valley

Rise from your defeats Descend from your vanity Thread the fine line between sane and insanity Spread your wings, soar through the skies, And venture forward, daughter of the night.

wrote this poem back in August of 2018, it was the third poem i’d ever written... not sure how it came about or what inspired me to write it but im pretty happy with how it turned out; might as well post it here in case i ever lose the files

[galaxyhazbin]

- s.l.k

[xiangwangbuwang]

i wonder if catullus knows he gives me sm gender envy

[grannybeards]

ðe dreeme ov ðe roode: a bredlik

Lissun welle

iy hadd a dreem

Abawt a treey

ðat iy hav seen

it wos beejooled

with gemstownes bryte

and lyftid up

beewawn'd wyð lyte

þys cros it held

ðee sun ov lorde

the spyrits sor

hym so adoard

þe cros iy am

and stayn'd wyðe synn

woonded bye gyllt

iy onur hyme

Þys glawerys treey

i woch wyðe fryte

þee sun of god

bled on ðe ryte

ðys cros it spowk

and towld mee "hark!

ðei tawr mye roots

rip'd off mye barc

mye many fows

hiye on ða hylle

ðei rays'd mee up

sew iy cud kylle

ðe lored ðe sun

ov ælmihti god

i bent too hyme

and on hee got

peeyerc'd us wyðe nayuls

us boþe ðey mok'd

awl drench'd wythe blud

ðe wetnuss flok'd

ðe darknuss cæm

cuver'd ðe skye

ðe roolers coorpse

it dyd þenn dye

iy þenn bent dawne

to crystes deer frends

ðey tuk hyme off

mye bows ov jems

Wythe arowes hurte

iy wotch'd ðem gow

þei sange four hyme

sew sadd and lowe

and inn a tomb

þey layde hys hedd

and wen nyte felle

þey lefte hys bedd

hys cawpse grooe colde

menn hack'd mee dawne

frendes fawnde us ðeir

and gaðer'd rawnd

inn golde and sylver

adorn'd iy wos

ðe work of eevyle

flagrente flawse

we werr aveng'd

and onurr'd sew

þe sun ov godd

is glawrey'd nawe

iy errje yew nawe

too helpe mee saye

ðis storey beefoure

jujement daye

neede nott affray'd

yew neede too bee

iff yew hav onurr'd

lordd and treey

ðe frendes ov godd

þei spredd ðe wurde

ov jeesus cryste

and mennye hurde

iyme nawe inn heven

godd wylle redeem

ðowse hoo synne yffe

sorriye ðey seeme."