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[piratesmyass]

"Can't do the job, somebody else will" must hurt Izzy so goddamn much it's making me nauseous. They used to be everything to one another and now Izzy's become disposable... We know that's not actually true. Ed loves him, in a fucked up way sure, but he does. The thing is Ed just hates himself even more than he loves Izzy and decides to hurt himself THROUGH him.

But Izzy doesn't know that. He heard Ed say he can be easily replaced and that's where his thought proces landed. In his eyes he's become nothing to Ed...

He must've been so fucking broken I'm gonna throw up

[paper-lilypie]

more of a father than you’ll ever be

[thenamessparkplug]

animation practice i did with my BELOVED< 333

guys this is kill we love him so so much okay? okay.

[monards]

you will always be real to me perfectionist trio

[chillllii]

if at first you don't succeed

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[vincord]

god damn i can’t believe this is tordmatt text AGAIN. I just sit and mumble something.. a lot. __ “I like how TordMatt is tragic and angst in their own way. I mean, they revolve around this fear of losing each other, given that this has happened several times already. But while it was somewhat easier for Matt to cope with this due to the erasure of memory and the complete ridding himself of thoughts about Tord (anyway, I still have a headcanon that after the events of "The End", he will begin to dig into it all and collect his past piece by piece, becoming less joyful & positive), Tord himself remembered everything from beginning to end. And he was forced several times to see a completely different person in front of him. Like 3 or 4 different people, similar to each other, but all have different baggage of memories, different personalities and different habits. And, therefore, for each of them he need to look for a new approach and just get to know each other again, which in fact sounds crazy, 'cause Matt was in front of Tord every time.

+ my headcanon that Tord has BPD, which only makes the situation worse. ESPECIALLY after the events of "The End". It's about Tord being consumed by guilt for what he did and getting headaches from hell at times from all the shitty obsessive thoughts that just can't be knocked out. About the fact that he still seems to love Matt very much and clings to him, but then he is wedged and he tries to run/move away, not understanding why Matt even continues to be near him.  And, ofc, that he does his best not to show any of this even to Paul and Patryck, although he trusts them, but at the same time from time to time at night he clings to the sleeping Matt, hoping that even if this dream, it will last a little longer if he tries. He is afraid of this instability and the possibility of its repetition, but he will never admit it to anyone.

And Matt, who, well, yeah. He's been pretty shaken back and forth all this time. I don't think that such abrupt transitions from state to state with memory erasure and the formation of new memories wouldn't leave an imprint on him in the future. He can see Tord as someone who is 1 of the main people in understanding and figuring out his own past, but also remembers those brief moments that happened in "The End", where they had quite a lot of physical contact and interactions. I wouldn't call it love. Maybe affection and etc, since Matt hasn't yet figured out his feelings and thoughts to the end. But those 2 times when Tord abruptly left without a normal explanation of the reasons were fixed in his head, and therefore he is afraid that this will happen again.”

[feeshies]

okay but apple soju tastes dangerously close to normal apple juice. anyway i'm almost done with this entire bottle

[monaisme]

Funnily enough, after years of trying to find a better way to focus my mind, all it took was real food and hydration.

[owlpellet]

i thought my laptop was on its last leg because it was running at six billion degrees and using 100% disk space* at all times and then i turned off shadows and some other windows effects and it was immediately cured. i just did the same to my roommate's computer and its performance issues were also immediately cured. okay. i guess.

so i guess if you have creaky freezy windows 10/11 try searching "advanced system settings", go to performance settings, and uncheck "show shadows under windows" and anything else you don't want. hope that helps someone else.

*yes sorry i mean usage i posted this before bed :( i do not mean the hard drive is full aaaaghhhh

[theriverbeyond]

i must not get takeout. takeout is the wallet-killer. takeout is the little-death that brings total obliteration. i will face the kitchen, fridge, and pantry. i will make choices about what to cook and then execute them. when hunger is gone there will be nothing. only i will remain.

[thinkingabout-girls]

40k note oli theorionsound

[lucidloving]

@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

[riacte]

not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]

[anxiousangerball]

I don't know who needs to hear this, but

YOU DO NOT NEED TO START A NEW HOBBY!

STEP AWAY FROM THE TEXTILES!

YOU DON'T NEED MORE YARN!

THAT FABRIC IS NOT CALLING TO YOU! LEAVE IT ALONE!

[donald-trump-official]

“The average US president has been charged with 1.54 felonies” factoid isn’t true. The average US President has been charged with 0 felonies. Donald trump, who has been charged with 71, is a statistical outlier and should not have been counted

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Expertise can't help you here.