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Could I maybe request a Mari x Reader fic? Maybe them trying to stay warm during the winter nights and/or just being extremely close and the other yjs catching on?
tysm for ur rq anon!! i hope i managed to writw what u wanted n like it<33
Mari Ibarra x reader
summary: just how u and mari started to get really close and be each others safe space when things got rough during winter<3
notes: Missing mari like a mf to the point winter is a trigger word for me cuz she😭died😭during😭winter😭also wilderness has been hella boring without the only latina diva frfr
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆˚
༘⋆ if being stranded in the wilderness wasn't already enough, when winter came everything got worst, jackie’s sudden death changed everything, it was obvious to tell after that how everyone was different, the numb feeling of losing someone very dear was still fresh, you could feel it was just some few days ago since laura’s accident, and jackie now being gone put a toll on everyone’s mental health again, especially Mari, who was in charge of the food, in a more realistic way, the one in charge to keep everyone alive.
༘⋆ the bear’s meat won't last till spring, shauna always taking way too long to bring it, everyone stressed and being forced to keep inside the cabin, and especially, not letting you both have time alone.
༘⋆ you and mari werent the closest, but if theres one thing you were “grateful” for the crash, was that it got you closer, she's such a sweet girl, funny, lovely, fearless, always so responsible with the chores, she was just so cool it made you wonder why you never befriended her before everything.
༘⋆ but there was something about her that made you heart soft, maybe its the way she isn't afraid to stand up for her word even if got her some icky looks from shauna, or how shes with you, kind, always including you in everything and never letting you be alone, whatever it was, it just made you fall even harder for her… and it was the same for Mari.
༘⋆ there was still some fear of being out to everyone, even when tai and van decided to came out in that attempt of party, so you decided to be closer when no one was watching, it was more peaceful and comfortable, especially at nights.
༘⋆ Mari’s favourite time is when everyone was asleep, its only at that time when got to hold you during night without fear of someone noticing, just you and her being closer till your noses rubbed together, small talks sometimes discussing what could have happened if the plane never crashed, how she missed slushies, and promised you that as soon as you got rescued she’s gonna take you to try the best cheese burgers.
༘⋆ thats why after winter came mari changed, not being able to be alone with you and just pretend that everythings fine made her more annoyed, she refused to sleep together because it was “too risky now” but you know how bad she missed being able to hold each other under the covers.
༘⋆ days passed and at this point you didnt care anymore, that same night after shauna came with the great news that “we’re out of meat” and made mari more annoyed, you decided to crawl to her mat while everyone was in their fifth hungry dream and just finally be by her side again
༘⋆ it surprised her but you neither know that neither of you could go more days without eachother
“wait what are you doing??”
“just wanted to be with you, and no i dont care if someone sees us”
༘⋆ she giggled but didn't make an effort to get you out of there, instead she just hugged you more closely, mari just missed you so much to care if tai decided to sleep walk again and get van to chase her and then see you both.
“you know i think i was a little stupid to put our whatever is this in a “”time out”” for fear, i actually dont give a single fuck if someone sees us, winter is less cold like this” giving your nose a sweet kiss she moved closer, now decided and fearless if someone saw you like that
“oh finally? you almost got me praying that you finally admit it” a chuckled escaped her but it was true, how someone who didnt give a single fuck about shauna’s state and still faced her now fear her team finding out she likes girls?
༘⋆ Mari missed this, missed you and she knows she gonna need you more than anything now that winter is about to get more rough for you, for her and for everyone….
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆˚
do not translate w/o permission, copy or use for ai training, train ur own brain instead<3
#yellowjackets x reader#yellowjackets#yellowjackets x fem reader#yellowjackets fic#mari ibarra#alexa barajas#mari ibarra x reader#mari ibarra x you#mari ibarra x fem reader#mari ibarra x fem!reader#mari yellowjackets#yellowjackets x you#yellowjackets x fem!reader#wlw#lesbian#yj s3#yj season 3#mari ibarra yellowjackets
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remus is very unimpressed, sirius is very happy :)
based on this post
#i spent like 1.5 hours on this that i definitely should have spent studying instead considering i have an exam tomorrow :')))))#anyway enjoy it extra hard to wish me luck please#remus lupin#remus lupin fanart#harry potter#harry potter fanart#marauders#marauders fanart#Hp#My art#marauders era#Mine#he was supposed to look like a malnourished noodle but i failed at that#and didnt have the time to actually put effort into it#Ive not gone through the process of letting it lie around for a couple days tp find all thr mistakes#So noe im already spotting them but its too late to fix#(Or rather. You guessed ir. I domt have thr timr)#Like the first one is fime but i have several issues with thr second one#But oh welllllllll who cares yolo and all tht jazz
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Hi so in case anyone was dying to know, this is what i think some of the cast of the terror would look like as animals :3 notes under cut
From left to right:
Crozier- Irish Terrier
Silna- Polar Bear
Goodsir- ryeland sheep (known for tasty mutton ;3)
Hickey- red fox
Franklin- old english game rooster
Fitzjames- red deer
I had fun coming up with them :) and I kinda wanna doodle some screencaps but with like a lil short sheep goodsir and his bestie the giant polar bear lady silence whom he thinks would love England. Or like hickey on his bullshit but with more flair bc he would have a fox body and tail to really fuck up that line of action
Anyways heres some closeups and sketches







#i give the gift of short king to those i love#this is like my first time delving into anthro anything but i like the lil leg shapes#and how i can push the character design#i have trouble pushing human body typs but animals was a lil easier#puppyyyyyyyyy#ahem anyways i stg i actually made a pointed effort to avoid fandom when watching this show bc i wanted to develop mature opinions on my ow#about this masterpiece of a tv show#and my opinion is everything about the show was great i looooooooooooove ocean based horrors AND arctic horrors yippeeeeee#except i didnt like the magic polar bear#my fav antagonist was the lead in the cans i loved her <3#i also have like nuanced opinions or wahtever but those are boring#anyways despite the way i went about watching the show i did still end up drawing crozier as a doggy#so thats my cross to bear i suppose#the terror#james fitzjames#francis crozier#yeah that should do it#the terror- animal au#?#maybe#im putting that tag in just in case i ever wanna draw more doggy crozier. and everyone else i suppoe.#would you. ghys believe me if i said my fav was actually goodsir#anyways if they were all doggies they would be#irish terrier (obvs) - northern inuit dog - airedale - coydog - bloodhound - poodle#from left to right#anyways im done yapping
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Happy holidays to everyone! I say several days after the holidays are over.
#I’ve been distracted with other projects so this took a bit but it was just some fun so it doesn’t matter how long it took really#also it’s been holiday season so I’ve been doing holiday stuff#I did actually do a Christmas card of the champions for my mum so maybe I should of shared that on Christmas#the static I put over my drawings dulled some colors more then I’d like#I think at least…#I’ve been staring at this for awhile so maybe it’s that#the mini doodles were a good excuse to draw characters I really like but didn’t have time to do drawings of this holiday season#x men#kitty pryde#illyana rasputin#kurt wagner#wolverine#xmen morph#morpherine#there’s other characters in the mini doodles but I don’t think that’s worth the effort of tagging#I ALMOST DIDNT TAG THIS BUT KITTY ILLYANA AND KURT ARE PLAYING ON A PAC-MAN IN A TIN#ITS A VERY COOL THING THAT I GOT THIS YEAR CAUSE I FUCKING LOVE PAC-MAN#Case and point is that I think Illyana is actually horrendously bad at pacman and Kitty is great at it#can’t quite explain#but I think I’m right cause I said so#cryptids do art
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free my wife (helsknight) from her prison (whatever he is up to right now) she is innocent
#if anyone didnt hear HELSKNIGHT WILL BE BACK NEXT CHAPTER!!!! THEY WILL!!!!!!!#the little doodles in this low effort style are growing on me actually#however i had to make up ways to put red on tanguish because the guy doesnt wear a lot of red really#is it perfect? no#but it took me like ten minutes max and i have created a helsknight and tanguish doodle in that time and that is an incredible reward#redstone and skulk#helsknight#hermitcraft#tanguish
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somewhere on this blog there is a post that goes something like "what if i just start identifying as nonbinary and don't tell anyone and still go by she/her" and that needs to be marked as the day that pandora's box opened
#ik it's my blog etc etc etc but i do try to not sad post often anymore just bc after a while#it becomes a lot akjdsjkdjk#however. this is also the closest i have to an unfiltered diary. so!#idk man ik (im pretty sure) rapid onset dysphoria is a thing or something but like#edit: the most rudimentary of google searches show that this may or may not actually be what i mean but like. 20% effort went into that#the magnitude of bad i have felt in the past week is kinda wild to me#like ive been feeling stuff softly like that for a while now w/ an increase come september#for like. reasons that ik but also reasons that dont necessarily matter rn#but it's like. less a realization and more so steps of becoming more comfortable/feeling more secure#but in that security i essentially run into a brick wall#like i joke abt whatever post i made years ago but it's like#lowk this feels like what i was worried abt this happening LMAO#like this idea of things kinda actualizing in my mind for me#but the actual capability of what i can do feeling limited#like. i have no clue what transitioning would/could necessarily look like for me#but it's starting to feel very much like: whatever it is won't happen#which ik is like. bad queer mindset 1#and then i am falling to bad queer mindset 2 of like. feeling bad that this took so long#and that i didnt put together stuff. or try more. earlier.#and that i've now like. run out of time. which ik is not true so like.#the self-awareness is here! i'm also just stubborn lmao#and like idk currently i'm just in the hell of not wanting to do the middle stuff#i just want to wake up one morning and be different AKJDFKJFDKJFD#anyways! i swear im not actively trying to spiral like every day this week#just my mental constitution is weak and susceptible to demons. and also anxiety and sadness LMAO#and as me and my roommate say. it's never too early for the guilt spiral.#also the pandora's box technically opened when i was like 15 but.#we put a lid on that and then everything came back worse when i was like. idk 19/20.
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quickish practice covar featuring lily the animove from vocaloid
#vocaloid#volume warning btw it starts loud suddenly#lily vocaloid#vocaloid lily#i did a little bit of tuning but nothing major#i think i managed to identify what my biggest problem regarding mixing was#it seems however that because of compressing and/or equalizing too much the consonants are too loud and there's noise this time#as well as some other issues. oh well can't win them all#one thing at a time i guess#this is just practice so i didnt want to spend the time redoing the entire thing after eventually finding out what my main issue was lol#i feel like i may be more or less equipped to start working on a more serious project nyaow though?#if i actually put in effort it may sound less ass now after having made my research lol#lily de l'animove#my art#<- bloahgh organisation tags
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didnt want to flood the dashboard but i couldnt in good faith leave these asks unthanked!! these were so sweet, i appreciate them all greatly
#oughh i didnt think this would be a particularly special day at all but all of the people around me have been so kind#and have put in effort to make this day actually special for me which has worked above and beyond#and absolutely it warms my heart that even people on tumblr-- who dont know me-- took time out of their day to wish me well#all of you are so nice! i cant say thank you enough. its the cherry on top of a really good day#i think about all that my friends and family put in to make me happy on a day i was 100% ready to acknowledge quickly and then move on from#and honestly i cant help but almost tear up hehe. reminds me how good people are#ask
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Terribly upset that I am willing to put so much love and effort into a relationship and people aren't willing to put in slightly more than the bare minimum for me
#just salty about it. do people still say salty. thats the first time ive said it in quite awhile#anyway#i have problems with my body. my body is thr equivalent of a house that someone wanted to save money on#so they had their second cousin do the wiring. and now an actual electrician is walking around just shaking their head#the actual electrician is my doctors who are horrified at whats going on in there#but because i have shoddy wiring. people have to put a little more effort in than the bare minimum. its crazy#tmi sex mention ahead#there are various things that make it slightly different for me to have sex. not impossible. not even difficult really. just different#but do you think people are willing to work with those differences? nope. again its not impossible or even really difficult#but also one of the issues technically could be fixed. i dont want to fix it. it would be painful and difficult and i dont mind the issue#but people im with all want me to fix the issue. 'just fix the issue' no this is my body and i am not changing it for a 2 month relationship#also i got that long covid which drains my energy. stamina and endurance dont exist. so if i go on a walk or whatever#i need to rest more often than most people. again i can walk or be out. i just cant stand very long and need to take more breaks#it doesnt make things impossible or even too difficult. just different#am i crazy? am i asking for too much? for someone to love me enough to put in the effort to work with my differences?#i feel crazy considering why most of my exes have left#first- cuz im trans second- i left him we just werent a good match#third-cuz im trans fourth- changed her mind about a lot of shit really suddenly so ee no longer aligned#fifth- started as a long distnace relationship. knew that was the deal. decided she didnt like it#but tbh i wanted to leave her bcuz she didnt put any love care or effort into the relationship and i hated it#i think im going to become a nun actually. i think legally god has to love me no matter what#and he is in fact the electrician that fucked up the house of my body so it only seems fair#im realizing my explanation of my 4th ex doesnt explain it all. literally very siddenly she said she felt trapped#she said she didnt see a future with me and when i moved she wanted to open up the relationship#and another part of her wanting to open it was bcuz my body doesnt work the way she wanted it to for sex#so after literally three years after saying she wanted to marry me and such. literally a couple months after we discussed marriage#she dropped all of that shit on me. so i wasted three years there. im tired of relationships#im tired of this grandpa!#my exes and future partners: thats too damn bad!!
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honest to god I really enjoy academics (in university, not fucking k-12), but i despise the structure of the system. since it's the goddamn united states of america the protestant view of "soul crushing work is gooder because suffering means youre dedicated to GOD" bleeds into every aspect of society. I'm especially annoyed with how seriously some professors take the 1 credit = 4 hours of work per week, meaning the work from all courses add up to 48 hours per week which is fucking absurd to me. so that means some professors litter you with pointless busywork that adds nothing of value, especially if it's just reiterating material that's already been touched upon other course materials
#there was one exception where i had a professor that took that seriously but did such a good job of teaching the class that i actually-#- enjoyed the experience a lot. and it's because every piece of material she had us engage with added -something- of value#and the fact that her standards of grading were the highest than any class I've taken before because she wanted deep analysis -#- and not surface level engagement? t b h I genuinely thrived#I felt SO proud when i got a perfect score on an assignment because she doesn't just hand out perfect scores on a whim#it was also the only time where i wanted to really push myself with the essays I wrote and felt disappointed when i didnt have the time -#- to really put my best effort into deep analysis for the last two I needed to write. despite getting excellent scores on them#like it made me realize exactly how much i love learning and analysis. maybe I should reach out sometime and ask how she puts -#- together course materials if im considering the position of college professor as a career option
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the sky set to burst / the gold and the rust / the colour erupts / you filling my cup / the sun coming up
#obikin#sw#star wars#sw fanart#anakin skywalker#obi-wan kenobi#my art#admittedly it could have come out a thousand times better if i had put any actual effort in it but i didnt feel like it sorry <//3#sometimes you just need to get the scribbles out
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drawing other people's dnd characters based on the image i made of them in my head and NOTHING ELSE because i'm evil
#my art#dnd oc#friend oc#bell#must stress again that this is entirely headcanon i doubt this is what he actually looks like LMAO#he keeps that mask on at all times so we have not seen his face and probably wont for a while#but my brain was like oh he's returned (undead) so like#what if he was a silly zombie lookin fucker who SLAYED. HARD#(i love how he turned out but i also. dont want to post it in the discord because i KNOW im so wrong about how he looks)#(and i didnt feel like asking ethan about it bc idk if he could really say yet)#(plus i really hate sending art to people specifically to ask for opinions ESPECIALLY of their own characters i get so scared)#(which is why i usually just draw my own characters lmao but i love my friends' characters so i wanted to try)#also something about it feels a bit unfinished? i didnt put a ton of effort into it since i really just made it for fun for me#i think his expression is just a bit flat but i didnt want to make it too exaggerated really so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also also sorry for long tags but this is slowly becoming an art blog isnt it LMAO#hope yall are cool with that i like having somewhere to post everything
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Daily Sermon #64
"Deep in the dark of the woods where secrets sleep...
We serve He Who Waits Beneath.
Give the flesh, ascension seek
From the Lamb who herds the sheep!
In the dark of the woods, we pledge our lives!
Sages say that faith is blind!
Arms raised high in sacrifice!
Pull down wool over our eyes!"
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cult leader#sermon#the stupendium#wool over our eyes#well time to go back to putting actual effort in these#btw we do have replacement lyrics for the chorus#i just didnt wanna change it last minute and confuse everyone#Spotify
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chat how do u make someone txt u back...
#sids ass acts like im one of his side hoes KYSSSS girl#takes hrs to resp u mf looooooserrrr#he be msgn me and spamming me to resp quick but cant to me what a Loser#slash jay love. him. ig#he needs to be more Online hes so lame ugshhsjj#post#mae mention#teehee my tummy no longer aches#myheart yearns for my gf.. come back stinkabutt....................#chat i will actually Die if i dont get to say gn to her#ending my life everytime i dont say At Least gm gn to my favz#omg one time right i was dating this person bc i just kinda went along w them saying they liked me cs i was young and we wouldnt talk for#weeks at a time and only said gm gm hi hi ily ilyt gn gn and quite literally Only interacted thru a rp server#i think he cheated on me too idk i forgor but we still have each other added on disc and snap#it was soo funny bc b4 i broke up w them we didnt talk for like 4 months bc they were ghosting me and when i came back they were like#thjning we were still 2gthr and i eventually broke it off w rhem after that cs how ru not gonna put effort into talking to me#it was skype. thats so easy#like i totez get not liking a Certain Writing App's dming system but. come on. skype........ viber.. etc...#i do Not like their ass help!#11pm i need to. kissgirl#i am not a kiss boy
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another little personal spiel that im adding in the tags, ignore me if you're not interested~
#c.speaks#THIS GUY HOLY SHIT#he makes me feel so delusional i swear to god#he really#GAH#he was putting in so much effort to talk to me one on one#like every time it felt like the conversation would end#he would lean closer to me and say something that would make us talk longer#and he kept up eye contact almost the entire time and the only reason it wasnt the whole time#IS BECAUSE I KEPT LOOKING AWAY#when i said bye to him i could hear him telling his friends about me 😭🥹#we only see each other like every few weeks#and we're not the really the closest okay? he knew one of my cosest friends longer than he knew me#and i talk more to his best friend who's like a big brother to me#so i didnt think im someone he'd want to hang out with one on one#or tell his friends about#and okay i have liked him for a bit now#and im the one who usually initiates our conversations and they didn't used to last as long as a while ago#but recently he's been the one doing that and holding me in conversation for as long as he could#guys im delusional#i cant believe i actually have feelings for a man#SEND HELP???#im done im crazy#good night
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:D !
#everyone else watching şengün says: ..what.. is that...#alpey: ... 😐 (i am so cringe..) ( i am... nerd 😞)#how he didnt realize this when he wanted his first tattoo to be something harry potter related#& everyone told him 'no thats stupid' I Dont Know.#jabari watching şengün says: 😊😊😄😄!!!#hes probably thinking he did the best#amazed at his own talent#i feel like alpey would be a little scared to approach jabari abt the wizard tat proposal#but jabari would actually be the only one whos all for it#he wizard emojis alpey all the time#jaba is an indulgent creature!!#he likes when ppl put genuine effort and time and devotion into their hobbies!!!#his hobbies just so happen to involve.. mainly sports#(he is not the most well-rounded..)#BUT!! what he DOES like! he RLLY likes!!!#which isnt always favored by everyone but i think alpey appreciates it#hes gentle with jaba#so jabari (when he can be aka when he isnt in the zone) can be somewhat surprisingly kinder to alpey in return#i think they r cute <33#they just need to keep winning so theyll have less time contemplating whether or not they want to bite the other#U HEAR THAT ROCKETS???#W I N !!!!!!
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