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phoenix-arts7 · 5 months

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Sky hands you a cucco. Do you accept?

he loves the things

also turtleneck sweaters

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mewtwo24 · 4 months

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I finally finished reading the fourth volume of svsss in full, and thing is--the first time through I only read the bingqiu content because I was ravenous for more of their happy ending.

Turns out that was a perilous mistake.

Because I started reading the airplane extras. And I swear to god. MXTX is trying to kill me

What do you MEAN demon lord Binghe was sitting on his big fucking throne. All stoic and forbidding. Surrounded by his demon generals who don't know shit about human courtship. Asking them what he should do, fully demoralized by constant rejections from sqq, only to have airplane tell him to act more pathetic and needy. Which is already hysterically funny and insane, UNTIL LBH'S RESPONSE IS THIS, KILLING ME INSTANTLY:

LUO BINGHE. WHY DOES HE SAY IT LIKE: "I already tried that, didn't work--nothing works :/ not mean, not maidenly, not housewife, not spicy, not capable disciple. Is doubling down on clingy really all it will take? What's a born hater with only one love in his life to do????"

The dichotomy of him sitting there like 'how can I reach the unfathomable depths of shizun's heart?' A HEART HE'S ALREADY WON OVER, MIND and then in the Holy Mausoleum solving the puzzle without blinking and being like 'oh yeah you just have to hit the acupoints, no sweat.' Literally the comedy writes itself I'm so--

How am I supposed to be normal about this. MXTX understands the juicy quintessential queer joy of a person with the world's power at their fingertips wishing only for love. Willing to do anything to earn that love, when unbeknownst to them it's already been freely given. Totally not screaming and yelling and clawing at the walls

And that's not even touching airplane's uproarious account of events. The way he's like 'lol what's next, lbh and sqq are best friends now? smfh' only to see lbh TACKLE SQQ LOVINGLY. FOR SQQ TO BE BASHFUL ABOUT IT BUT SO SO FOND OF THE LITTLE SCAMP. This when we've been experiencing sqq's constant inner monologue of 'I'm so cool and so dignified about my role, truly the epitome of propriety and poser-level fortitude.' Meanwhile, in their universe:

Airplane constantly flaming???? Sqq and lbh in his observations????? His absolute bewilderment and confusion????? Legendary. No notes every single second of this shit was hilarious.

Airplane's comment that sqq + older adolescent lbh traveling together was just watching a couple in their honeymoon phase. OR the fact that lbh is exceedingly petty and refuses to share their food in the wake of airplane's interruption of their time together, until sqq relents sheepishly and insists airplane eat what's left (ONLY AFTER PLACATING LBH WITH MORE FOOD FROM HIS PLATE, SOBBING)

Watching airplane salivate over Mobei-Jun and acting like that's totally normal behavior. Finding out mbj and airplane got together first. Finding out sqq encouraged airplane. LIKE THIS. WHILE HE IS STILL IN DENIAL ABOUT HIS OWN FEELINGS:

Mobei-jun clearly thinking their arrangement is a forever thing, heartbroken his human abandoned him with all the hapless fury of a scorned wife swept away by false promises of fidelity. Airplane writing demons to be the type to beat up their crush lovingly and still unable to connect the dots about mbj's feelings. Mbj letting him go and respecting his wishes, only relenting when there's indication airplane was poorly processing his own feelings and didn't actually want to leave. Mbj caring for him and listening to him as soon as airplane voices what he needs directly and with clarity. None of these gays are functional and it's everything to me

Unrelated, but I physically can't hold this information in anymore:

I'm still reeling from younger lbh having his sexual awakening from the image of sqq wrapped in the immortal binding cables. Condemn me as you like he was so, so real for that.

And no I will not be taking any comments about how luo bingge couldn't bear to see luo binghe cherished in ways he never got to have and all the haunting implications of that. I will also not be taking any comments about luo binghe's instinct to look for sqq in that alternate universe, only to be shaken to the very core to be unable to find his shizun anywhere. The unspeakable and latent horror of his relentless mind likely piecing together what happened, but unable to say it; to suspect what is true, and live with the harrowing confusion of his double's actions. To blame himself, to assume that he had let his anger get the better of him in that world and result in unspeakable folly...

I also refuse to talk about how heartrending it is to hear Tianlang-jun weakly say "In the end, I really can't bring myself to hate humans." The implication that the foolishness of that hope and bright-eyed fondness--the very thing that put him through such unspeakable agony--couldn't be beaten out of him entirely. To discover that his faith in Su Xiyan hadn't been misplaced, to the contrary: his beloved hadn't scorned him at all, but rather fought to the miserable end to protect the fruition of their genuine feelings of love when she couldn't protect tlj or herself.

How MXTX has sqq deliberately draw parallels between their situation and that of ygy+sj and tlj+sx; desperately wishing it might not be too late for them. The concept of breaking cycles of abuse and harm pervasive throughout the newly devised story, how it evolves for the better only when love takes the place of power, pride, and domination. How the moment sqq chooses vulnerability instead of saving face, the genre shifts to the so-called "cringe" girly genre where most if not every character is more fulfilled, more true to themselves. How the "male-oriented" former genre was aimlessly sensationalized and sexualized, how it was a sustained performance of aspirational toxic masculinity. How men objectify other men without end. All of the unspoken gendered implications that come with that.

Anyways. Going to go put my head in a sandbox and try to process everything I just witnessed because even a second reading is not enough to find a modicum of closure.

#svsss #bingqiu #moshang #i swear to god this series is just 'gay man who doesn't know shit inflicting his delusional reality on everyone else and inciting chaos'#and literally it's slapstick levels of hilarious every single time; mxtx never change #also i fully agree that we did not get NEARLY enough mobei-jun and sqh/airplane content #the amount of mental illness to mental illness communication going on there was astonishing #mobei-jun being afraid of his uncle and bringing sqh because that's the only person he trusts fully (WAILING NOISES)#sqh having a tantrum but running away because for the first time he was honest about his needs + his dissatisfaction with catering to other #how that reflects his narrative compulsions and how he felt forced to warp more creative story paths for the sake of survival as a writer #how sqq's restoration of much of his original intent--as well as mobei-jun's acceptance of his needs--helps airplane begin to heal #how his happiness begins; how just like sqq he wanders in such confusion and denial before he's forced to realize what truly matters to him #SHREK VOICE: STORIES HAVE. L A Y E R S #it feels like modern day shakespeare and when i say that i don't mean it in a hollow elevating sense i mean it more like #mxtx just hits that perfect balance of poignance but also hilarious concentric circles of botched communication and brainworms #okay but real talk for a minute? .........;-;#the way lbh constantly struggles with such a crushing feeling that he'll be abandoned over any little mishap/thing/problem #really hit me where it hurts??? if only because its so clearly an anxiety that stems from original goods' upbringing #the way it becomes even more heartrending when you think back to all the sect leaders clamoring that he should have been killed as an infan #that he should have been aborted as a fetus--insisting right in front of him that his birth was a mistake and a disgrace #over having demon blood in his veins. like my god that scene is so viscerally upsetting i struggle to read it #the way its so easy to see the demons as a manifestation of otherness in precipitated form #how both sqq and sqh are influenced by human rhetoric without evening meaning to--assuming the worst against their better judgment #how both sqq and sqh both struggle with their own otherness in different ways and only find solace when they begin to accept who they are #how their lovers (lbh and mbj respectively) both are willing to navigate those confusing waters with them #how both demons love them as they are--accept them as they are despite how difficult forgiveness of perceived betrayal is for them #ty mxtx for changing my brain chemistry #as i get older i have such a fondness for the messiness of thematic queer self-discovery and growth into self-acceptance #that and how youth can so easily be defined by perfectionistic self-harm and the violence of repression

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nostalgia-tblr · 2 months

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"are people not into that?" i ask, after posting my weird niche shit to the internet, despite knowing it to be weird niche shit.

#jsyk sylkius or anything adjacent to it does not “Do Numbers” in any way and i observed this some time ago #i assume that's the “rival ships” element at work but who knows really #that sort of thing is like femslash in that everyone approves of it but nobody actually reads or writes it #but who would have thought sylvie beating loki with a stick would not bring in droves of readers???! shocking twist there!#& i don't consider sifki a rarepair but my rarepair standards are VERY strict like if there's >5 fics a pairing is basically mainstream #chasing popularity would annoy me though & i just don't have the mental spoons to try writing stuff i wouldn't personally read #yeah i *could* put my blorbos to work in a coffee shop but what cost to my own enjoyment levels? AT WHAT COST FANGELA???#you can't please everyone so you may as well just please yourself and if anyone else likes it you've found some fellow freaks so yay #i don't mean please yourself in a wanking sense. though feel free to do that too it probably counts as a cardio workout idk.#BUT ANYWAY #fic related #ps i am v glad there's the “warning: loki” tag because i think/hope it acts as a filter for 'he did nothing wrong in his life ever' types #who are Valid & etc obviously but i write my morally grey characters to be morally grey and the tag might help avoid conflict #though tbh i write almost every character to be morally grey in some way so i can't claim to have left my comfort zone here #(i'm not joking when i say the 1987-89 run of Dr Who shaped my entire future fannish life from a young and apparently v impressionable age)

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milkbreadtoast · 1 year

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🫡 (wasnt sure abt some of these but. others im v sure abt dmcbdmdj)

#cookie run kingdom #crk #dark choco cookie #pure vanilla cookie #clotted cream cookie #dark cacao cookie #milk cookie #im not tagging everyone forget it #meme #shitpost #i actually originally was just gonna do this w milk choco + yam bc they fit so perfectly into the 3 categories but decided to go further #it was actually rly hard to fill in the first category kdjfn like i put the obvious emo ones then i was like. damn who else #i had filled up the other 2 categories (last one was the easiest lmao) so the top one looked empty so i had to think abt it #i actually think financier is p stable but i put her into the first category after thinking abt it bc i feel like shes the type #to be hard on herself... shes def v strict in mindset #raspberry too i feel is strict w herself (but it was still a stretch mdfn)#and tea knight uhhh he prob had survivor's guilt so #wildberry is the least mentally ill of the odyssey quartet KDJDK its bc hollyberry raised him <3 #bro is like dark choco w/o the depression <3 #also madeleine is silly but i feel like hes not super mentally ill either but #its funny putting him next to espresso jdjfd at least his attitude fits the last category #O ALSO i rly wasnt sure abt sea fairy lmao #but i wanted to put all 3 crk legendaries so i just... put her somewhere...#i think 2nd category for her tbh

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 6 months

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honestly wally is stronger than atlas. if i had to constantly calibrate to the nature of my reality w/ full consciousness i would simply lose my fucking mind

#like babies dont Think while they learn how to exist #imagine straight up spawning fully aware and then everyone else is up to speed but youre standing there like #🧍‍♂️uh. hello. what is everything. what is this. huh????#LIKE???? i feel so bad for him. dude got dropped right into the middle of the ocean and was told 'learn to swim'#and hes trying. but he doesnt know what drowning is so he cant sink either #i mean i get it at least a little bit! its the Autism Experience but w/ him the dial is cranked up to a thousand #you dont know what you dont know but life goes on like you should. fuck #wally i am mentally beaming you a thousand apples grown in the shape of hearts #i believe in you dude you'll figure it out #well. im probably beaming apples into the past if the time discrepancy is real but yk yk #cause if it is then Current Wally probably has a solid handle on things. from a basic standpoint #in a wider lens i am led to believe that he is Scrabbling #is this speculation???#i think it counts.#wh speculation #homebogging #whenever i think about the tidbits we know - ex: wally learning about differences in size #internally i start howling. wally is just constantly dealing with things that would drive a person insane if they had to live it #how is he not Exhausted... it's all so much for someone who knows whats going on let alone someone scrambling to catch up #at least the other neighbors dont have to deal with memorizing physics and skills and behavior #and just Literally Everything That Comes With Being Alive #wally is a blank slate left to write itself.#ough. damn. fuck. i think i need to go stare into the woods for a bit...

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kreachvera · 6 months

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my son he has 73 diseases and turned evil .

pwab au zappa. pwabba if you will

#the circumstances of the ghosts stays the same in dis au #i think that his thought progression on Oh God Why Is This Happening To Me stayed the same as well #but instead of seeking out just Faust #he tries to find anyone who can understand this and help him #ofc he did this canonly as well but to various superstition from the results #so!!!#cue: an experienced doctor with 10(+?) years of paranormal research under his belt #crow at least has like. scientce to explain it #even if he’s totes wrong about some parts of S-Ko (looks at the PEAB entry that calls her a mental parasite)#but ah well.#ofc crow would have to be less of a freak. or else we get a repeat of her interaction with zappa in his route. erm….#crow if he was actually helpful would be soooo beneficial to . everyone….. oh well there are other doctors #(love u faust)#anyways this isn’t an au on what i think should’ve happened or whatnot. just a fun what if #…..and me being mentally ill..#also.. head/chief of paranormal operations has a pretty sick ring to it #again. not 100% happy on this design. might rework it sometime #he’s cute though. i can stuff him into a sock #and smash him on the floor #smiles #guilty gear #zappa guilty gear #s ko guilty gear #crow kuruwaba #robdesigns #robart #thoughtz #ignore that ive forgotten the zippers on his sleeves for like. all the images. they’re there #whimpers

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coquelicoq · 7 months

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crashes ur board meeting n drags u out by the collar but its fine bc youre the one always saying shit like "im looking for people i can use" ok lol. get used idiot

#just tracing like. the sequence of events that had to take place in order for this to come to pass #1. natori and his shiki are skulking around homura stalking ban. possibly it's just his shiki and natori is elsewhere.#either way 2. natsume shows up and natori learns about it either bc he witnesses it or a shiki comes to tell him #3. natori gets in his little richard scarry apple car (this is my mental image for some reason) & fucking. BOOKS IT to the matoba compound #4. goes inside. presumably matoba lackeys try to stop him bc their boss is in an important meeting but somehow he gets past them #(possibilities here are v fun to think about. maybe natori does this all the time and they're used to it. maybe he's never done it before #but they're all on orders to let natori in if he ever shows up. maybe natori convinces them he's supposed to be IN the meeting #which is great because it sounds like some important clan thing so what is he in the clan now??)#5. interrupts matoba's meeting like 'i need you' and matoba's like 'bye everyone whatever this is is more important'#6. they get in natori's comical apple car (again the apple car is not canon don't worry about it)#& natori drives like a bat out of hell back to homura. (SOURCE: matoba is so scarred he refuses natori's offer for a ride later)#i wonder what they talk about on the way there? because they don't talk about why natori is stalking ban until much later #so they must be busy talking about something else. but what??#that or they're both too distracted by all the near-death experiences from natori's crazed driving lol #natsume's book of friends #natsume yuujinchou #homura cats arc #horrible exorcists #my posts #sidenote i feel like that page at the end where both matoba and sensei refuse natori's offers of a ride is really funny because #sensei's reason is that it will take too long. but sensei did you know natori drives like a speed demon? think it thru...#also like. how long did it take him to decide to involve matoba? was that his backup plan all along?#also it's pretty lucky that he found matoba at all considering he could be anywhere...the matoba have like 15 houses...#he has matoba's schedule memorized lol #natori sparkling to the assorted clan members in the meeting: sorry ladies and gentlemen i just need to borrow this~#*throws matoba over his shoulder and fireman-carries him to the parking lot*

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ilovefredjones · 4 months

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sometimes i remember jim canonically asked for quarters the same size as the rest of the crew. and then i have to lie down

#something something pike’s kitchen something ripping it out something being the same as everyone else #source: the one star trek book they have at my local library which is an encyclopaedia (?) of all the different enterprises #i cant think about it too much it makes me mental #jim whos seen what power and authority can do. jim who understands his own responsibilities to his crew.#jim who cares about his crew more than he cares about his own life #star trek #star trek tos #james kirk #jim kirk

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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2023 Australian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Max Verstappen & Lewis Hamilton)(my personal post-race highlights)

#i seriously think this race took like 10 years off my life #i think i aged about 50 yrs during it and had about 5 mental breakdowns #i dont think i can sum up all my thoughts: just look at my liveblogs and youll see my emotional rollarcoaster #to quote will buxton: “its been a long day.” AND I HAVENT EVEN SLEPT YET WAHHHHH #anyways absolutely wild race but yknow what im glad i experienced it and ty to you all for being here with me #when else am i gonna experience such fuckery #apologies to everyone affected by my yelling and screaming i think i lost my mind about 10 times #props to nando for his consistency #not only has he gotten p3 3 races in a row #but he also lost and regained his p3 twice in a very confusing way(i think i was abt to have an emotional breakdown at the third restart)#okay but things that make me squeal: THE WAY FERNANDO LOVES HIS TEAM AND THE WAY THEY LOVE HIM and THE WAY MAX TAPS HIM ON THE BACK HEHEHE #fernando alonso #max verstappen #lewis hamilton #2023 australian gp #fa14 #mv1 #lh44 #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #(2023: 3/23 races watched)

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agnesandhilda · 15 days

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controversial opinion: I think the most mentally stable (major) blue lock character is bachira. not chigiri. bachira.

#bolo liveblogs #he has the whole inner monster thing but tbh that's part of why I think he's stable.#being mentally well doesn't mean being the *same* as everyone else!#if he's been able to have his imaginary friend loudly and proudly for however many years then he dgaf about the judgement of others #and I love that for him. he's very comfortable with who is.#he's happy in fc barcha I know it. he's flourishing #he's still shit at english but he's taking surprisingly well to spanish

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fjordfocused · 6 months

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scene where, through his romance’s eyes, Astarion uses the tadpole-connection to see himself for the first time in 200 years

#bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #astarion #astarion ancunin #not to be an astarionmancer on main but #was thinking about the ascended ending and no spoilers but like. that technique can be used for other purposes right #doesn’t have to be a romance particularly but does have to be somebody he trusts I think #anyway whatever I’m mentally Ill how’s everyone else doing

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papakhan · 9 months

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honestly though reading the tags on that post is soo eye-opening about how people really feel about the Powder Gangers because you get a post that's basically like "hey what if the powder gangers were portrayed more sympathetically and humanised in Nipton instead of played as a joke" and then you get half a dozen people saying "Swanick serves a good purpose because he proves that the Legion were right to destroy Nipton because it was probably filled with CRAZY PSYCHOS like him so killing him as he runs away is SOOO FUNNY!!!" And the rest of the people in the tags are like "Um Actually having a #Joker Moment is exactly how traumatised people work??? you're misunderstanding the text there's nothing wrong with his portrayal" as if thousands of fallout fans don't just shoot him for the way he acts and the fact that he's an escaped prisoner

#txt #hi my name is paint and i stan the factions everyone else hates #swanick is absolutely being played for laughs tho. yeah sure a lot of people read him as being ''mentally broken'' after the trauma he's #experienced #but there no getting away from the fact that the writers either wanted you to be creeped out by him or think he's funny #and even people who Do like him only do because they think he's goofy #so how is that? a good portrayal of someone having a trauma response #there are so many GOOD examples of trauma in fallout new vegas why would you die on the hill of OLIVER SWANICK?#like if you see yourself in him fine but you cant not see the why that hundreds of thousands of people view him and not question the writer #intent #they intend for you to hate the powder gangers #they could have very easily written him as well as boone or chance or betsy but they didn't

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melonisopod · 2 months

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Oh Aaron Bushnell was "mentally ill"? They just let some "mentally unstable" man into the military? And a police officer watching this "clearly not in his right mind" man killing himself just points a gun at him? Is that how you're supposed to handle a "mentally ill" person, officer? That officer sounded "mentally ill" to me I think the US has a problem with a lot of "mentally ill" people in their militia forces wouldn't you agree?

#no i don't think aaron bushnell was mentally ill #but people who write him off as such really act like that absolves everyone else of any crime #instead of making the institutions he's part of look worse #anyway...#free palestine #aaron bushnell

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empress-hancock · 9 months

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Oh this is hysterical

#i am addicted to zoro slander it’s so unfortunate it is the least common slander in the whole fandom #this man is a doofus he’s a moron he sits on his ass while nami shovels the snow off the deck and sleeps while she busts her ass #he’s a dick and he picks on others and then laughs when they tell him to stop bullying him #(source: in punk hazard he did this to brook. brook literally said ‘stop bullying me’)#he insinuated that robin should not have been fought by a foe at full strength because ‘she’s a woman’#actually insinuated isn’t right. he straight up said it #i know people think sanji thinks women are weak and that’s why he doesn’t hit them or saves the girls but #he saves EVERYONE. and does it not because he thinks anyone is weak #(he has on numerous occasions praised nami and robin’s strenth. and he has trusted them both to save HIM when he needed it)#he saves others because he doesn’t want to see his friends hurt. that’s it. he is the kindest of the crew. having turned multiple foes into #allies just by being nice #oh but anyway. the reason he doesn’t hit women is because Zeff threatened to castrate him if he ever did #so… saying that to a child has an impact #and if Sanji is so scared of disappointing zeff that he wouldn’t let SOMEONE ELSE kill his physically and mentally abusive family #then he probably isn’t going to disobey him on the women thing #it’s probably not even abt the castration anymore he just has fucking stockholm syndrome #zeff was abusive too but i think he’s desperate for a father and doesn’t want to let him down #he and Usopp have Issues with admiring terrible dads #anyway

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penofwildfire · 1 month

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I'mma be honest if you make a "Ninja Ages Timeline/Theory" and you even bother taking into account the tomorrow's tea I've already checked out. I'm sorry I just don't care.

#“well from this point forward his mental and physical age match” dude I don't caaaarrrreeeee #also I honestly don't think they would?#like his body can keep aging and his mind can keep aging and they. don't have to match. ever.#he can just look slightly older for the rest of his life it doesn't matter #especially considering he's gonna age slower than everyone else anyway #so in that sense I guess there would be a point where his mental and physical age match but only if we go off of human aging #and he's. not human.#he was a kid before the tea and he was still a kid after the tea and getting magically aged isn't gonna change his birth certificate #so why are we trying to do the math based on that #just use his chronological age! that's all that matters!!#anyway #ninjago #lloyd #lloyd garmadon

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aforgottenballad · 9 months

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I think if Yoite grew up and got a job and earned money. Well. I don't think he should have to participate in capitalism but IF he did I think he would always be buying people food and treats and gifts. Not because he was irresponsible or bad with money because he wouldn't be. But he wouldn't know how to spend money on himself and would want to show people he cared and provide something in return for their kindness

#oh huh what yes of course I'll make this sad #what if he never reconnected with tsukasa #but every year on tsukasa's birthday or around christmas or maybe both tsukasa inexplicably had a present sent to him #no signature. just a simple thank you note attached #nabari no ou #nno thoughts tag #oh. I think somebody else made a post about him handmaking gifts/food for his friends #but i specifically think the mental image of everyone going “YOITE HOW ARE YOU MAKING RENT” is funny #probably the best with money of anyone he knows and yet. it looks like he's irresponsible. utterly so.

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