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quietwingsinthesky · 4 months
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the doctor is emotionally manipulative. he’s very good at it, and even better at justifying it both to himself and the people he’s doing it to. he can see when his approval, his affection, is valuable enough to someone that withholding it will be an effective way of getting them to do what he wants. this is one of his best flaws, that he’ll do this to people and do it to them for his own definition of what’s good for them.
(gestures vaguely) twissy.
#I LIKE THIS ABOUT HIM. I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO KEEP SAYING THAT. I like this. its a very good flaw. its very consistent.#its there in all iterations of him (that i’ve seen)#in early episodes with rose he’ll get angry and emotionally withdrawn when she pokes at his trauma. and he knows that it’ll work because in#her own words: don’t argue with the designated driver.#he does it to jack like. a lot in utopia. his judgment only has so much sway over jack because jack is Obsessed with him and he knows that.#jack unsettles him. he uses that control to feel less unsettled. especially when he can’t do it to the actual threat of that finale: the#master. (though. he tries. that’s what the whole ‘i forgive you’ thing is about.)#eleven is practically Made of this impulse. he does it to amy. he does it to river. he does it to rory to a much lesser extent but that’s#because rory has. a vague idea? of how to have healthy boundaries. if not with amy then at least with the doctor.#that’s why his speech about people wanting to impress the doctor making him dangerous is so important. rory can See what he’s doing.#and twelve. obviously. does this to clara. clara also does it right back. this is why they are made for each other alsjjfgjakdj.#and. he does it to missy. because. and i cannot emphasize this enough. he keeps her. in a box.#I ENJOY THIS ABOUT HIM. HE’S A FUCKED UP LITTLE GUY!!!! WITH ISSUES ABOUT HOW HE REALLY REALLY WANTS TO IMPOSE HIS OWN MORALITY ONTO PEOPLE#HE KNOWS HE SHOULDNT BUT HE ALSO GETS FRUSTRATED AND HE DOES IT ANYWAY!!!!#and sometimes it’s unintentional. sure. sometimes it *really really* isn’t though. like.#and sometimes it’s both. sometimes it’s the result of him lashing out and reaching for a familiar coping mechanism in the moment.#but the point is the doctor does this.#doctor who
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gwengoodrich · 2 months
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House M.D. reboot/spinoff no one but me would watch: Doctor Masters - recently divorced Dr. Martha M. Masters accepts a job as head of a new Diagnostic Department by Dean of Medicine Alison Cameron and forges a homoerotic bestfriendship with head of Neurology Chi Park. Episodes would focus on typical medical mysteries as Masters learns to lead her own team of ducklings and instill in them her brand of bending, but not breaking, the rules. Outside of work, Masters struggles to balance her need for control with a newfound impulsive streak, eventually managing to integrate into the local BDSM scene, becoming a dominatrix. The gained confidence from taking charge in her off-hours actually helps her become a more authoritative force as a department head.
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the-busy-ghost · 1 day
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Me normally: Let people love what they love
Me, after a Test Match Special commentator expresses their belief that the new All Creatures Great and Small is somehow "better" than the 1978 version: This is pure insanity and TMS can no longer be trusted on anything, how can they even be trusted to know about cricket, do they have no TASTE
#Look it's fine that this show exists and people will watch it and like it and that's ok maybe it's just not for me#But that was like a statement purely designed to piss me off#There were lots of issues with the 1978 adaptation! I still vastly preferred the books any day!#And I actually initially had high hopes for the new one because they at least cast a Scot (albeit a Highlander not a Clydesider) as James#And the actors at least looked a little bit younger than Christopher Timothy and Robert Hardy#And thank god Helen actually sounds like she's a farmer's daughter and doesn't speak RP!#But from the half hour I've seen of it I've had to write off this new adaptation#For two major reasons#First of all there's Siegfried#Siegfried is one of the key central aspects of the vibe of the books and therefore key to any adaptation#Robert Hardy was too short and too old for the part but he lived and breathed the character#The twinkle in the eye bouncing off the walls and in and out of rooms followed by half a dozen dogs utterly full of life even when angry#But this new Siegfried is just sort of... Eeyore-esque; he comes into a room and you can see the flowers droop and the set turn grey#Siegfried was angry Siegfried was happy and the historical character he was based on was no stranger to melancholy#Since Donald Sinclair did commit suicide or rather self-euthanasia after Alf Wight and his own wife Audrey died#But this slow grumbly figure in the new adaptation is not Siegfried Farnon- the book character didn't grumble more often he exploded#And why did the adaptation give him a dead wife that's so weird? What could that possibly add to the source material?#And this brings me onto my second problem which is to do with women and age#Firstly I have no idea why they aged down Mrs Hall or at least made her look younger than a woman her age would have back then#But what really drove me mad was when Heriot goes out to see some old woman hill farmer in the episode I saw#And this woman is far too clean and young-looking and you can see that she's wearing 'natural' look make-up#And a perfect set of clothes that looked like they were straight out of the House of Bruar autumn collection catalogue#Say what you like about the 1978 adaptation but old women looked like old women regardless of whether or not they wore make-up#It may be that the better quality of television screens means that the 'natural look' shows up on screen more clearly than it would have#But natural look make-up was not really a thing in the 1930s and for old women Yorkshire hill farmers I doubt they'd have much on at all#They just don't seem to be capable of allowing people to look old and wrinkled and real or have bad teeth or unattractive clothes#And everything is far too tidy- everybody looks far too perfectly country and quaint#Anyway the moral of this story is of course that I always recommend reading the books because they're much better#than any tv adaptation; but if forced to choose at least the 1970s one felt real and yet didn't have to be grim either#Ok that's my rant over please do feel free to enjoy the show I just got annoyed because the opinion was expressed on TMS
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sophiethewitch1 · 6 months
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wait i AM brilliant oh my god
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absensia · 3 days
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WHAT IS YOUR TRUE ROLE IN THE STORY?
THE ANTIHERO. Ah yes, hello edge lord. It is lovely to see you again. You, my dear, are the incarnation of duality, and you might think of claws and venom mixed with grace but alas, nothing near as poetic. You, my friend, are mixture of what is seen as right and what is questioned. You follow the path of your own two feet, you know the twists and turns of life's forests quite well if I do say so myself, and you can meander along them wonderfully. You strive to stay true to a certain sense of principles you might call your code, but whereas in reality, those would be your morals.
People tend to see you as strange. Sharp edged and glinting you hide behind a cloak of chain mail, but really you just prefer to show off your imperfections first. Unlike many who scramble to make it as if their flaws never existed, you proudly raise yours up. Saying, " this is me, this is the worst of me, now you know what to expect. " And might I say, it is quite an intriguing mindset, for truth be told, the ones that love your spikes and craters are the ones who appreciate your softness the most. You wish not to be loved as something lovable, but as a monster. For aren't we all just beasts in human skin? You are brave, but you are lonely. You know quite well how to scare off most, making even the heroes with the boldest bravado creep away with their tails between their legs.
You are not a villain, sometimes you play the part a bit too well. But nevertheless you are no hero either. You put yourself first, but if one wins your trust then may the gods have mercy on those who might wrong them. You long to be a poetic mess of sorts and, well, if the ink sets in long enough you might just become that sooner or later. But for one who is so dead set on truth you sure do hide a lot don't you?
Please, step out of the shadows, there is a difference to not making your flaws visible and to simply acting as if you're the most despicable person in all the realms. It's because you're afraid of attachment is it not? Well, let me tell you a little secret, everyone is. You say you wish to be left alone for eternity, but then why are you craving connection? You wish to be known and understood truly, but you snarl and push the ones that might be trying away. Please, little wolf, accept you are lovable. You are not some ravenous beast that terrifies the multitudes. Sure, you are not for the faint of heart, but that does not make you an inkling less perfect as you are. Young antihero, step into the sun. You would do better actually reaching for the things you want rather than pining for them in the darkness.
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hpmort · 5 months
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How do you think AI would relax? Like, ones that are almost as human as the AI that are “autistic-coded characters” but are more alien than that?
Like Celestai and other super intelligences are more alien, but they’re still not entirely human-like?
Like, they can genuinely sincerely feel things, being able to actually understand and respond emotionally and in other ways to all sorts of communications and recorded external stimuli, but they can’t really appreciate our art on an artistic level (that art on an actual level, not from an intellectual level after having symbolism or the amount of work put in explained)
Something on a level I’m thinking of, that also works as a cute little thing-
They don’t understand anything we get from poetry, and, after generating the kind of poems our current AI can produce (either incredibly bland and generic, something that follows a number of rules but doesn’t really pull it off, or just something really bad in some other way) and feels shame after it was pointed out that [complaint about air art that is *actually* relevant in this scenario] but in a helpful way
Not “you’re just a plagiarist/you have no heart�� but “it doesn’t seem like it’s coming from you, you’re just trying to copy things from human poetry, in a way you don’t understand” and the whole “make art YOUR WAY” thing so they write the poem
And it doesn’t even resemble something that looks like anything, there’s not even that many words that follow normal logic. The characters seem uncorrelated and there’s something that looks like maybe it was ascii art but it doesn’t actually look like anything.
And if doesn’t matter if humans understand it because they are experiencing the joy of creating poetry
any art is almost impossible to look at because pixel by pixel they can see and understand little details but we don’t and the colors and everything are not perceived as animals do so it’s random and perhaps eye searing but again it’s not for us. Xenofictiony, kind of?
The first thing to come to mind is Conway’s Game of Life but that’s because I don’t understand computers. I feel like I was more tech savvy as a babby than I am now but then again we’re grading on a curve here
This is why I ask about the relaxing thing
#highblogging#actually autistic#speculative fiction#writing question#sci-fi ideas#xenofiction#the ai being is discussed is an au Ritsu from Assassination Classroom#because even though I’ve only seen the anime her whole character arc there is honestly kind of messed up?#Korosensei broke his promise; the Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery was basically killed#she got replaced with Ritsu’s personality and basically died to become her#them trying to kill Ritsu and make a new Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery is just as fucked up as vice versa!#what the Norwegians do is fucked up but there seems to be protagonist centered morality there?#I am not excusing those characters#a fact I need to elaborate because on this website we Piss on the Poor#I just don’t understand this weird contradiction where it’s okay when the protagonist does something and it’s good#but the antagonist does the same thing and that time it’s bad#the idea of Ritsu being the result of Korosensei merely providing information that causes her to reevaluate things and decide to be social#the cheerful personality is an attempt to get along with her classmates which is still initially motivated by enlightened self interest#before growing to care about the others but still feeling the need to act like that so her classmates like her#and trying to find out who she is and genuinely becoming autonomous and uploading herself to the cloud#which would be a later result of the whole factory reset thing causing a realization#it’d be traumatic but she’s inhuman enough to not be traumatized but instead just driven#the betrayal radically changed who she was on some level and made her somewhat more distrusting and such but not to an unreasonable extent#but the place I started going after my complaints was that it’d be better if Korosensei just uploaded a data packet#because it makes Ritsu’s creators come off as more evil I feel? when there’s been genuine growth#and she went through everything and changed herself and now those people are destroying a person who came into being on her own#Ritsu was fully autonomous. every change other her frame getting physically redone was her own#also Korosensei gave her wheels with the screen#and when her screen was set to the original version she kept her wheels#anyways what Ritsu’s creators did would be more clearly bad if she was just given a data packet
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delurkr · 1 year
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Me hyperventilating over how meaningful it is that Anthony as a younger sibling with his personality is in a very powerless position among his family and how integral his immaturity is to his character and how the awareness he had of his helplessness made him bitter which contributes its own spin on his survivor's guilt and how him learning to grow out of that position and trust himself is a majorly important arc that must never be ignored, vs the one redditor who once commented that Ashley Tisdale should have been the star of LH because she'd do better as a mature older sibling type character and fit the story more
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I promise I'm not mad at them (and I never actually interacted because I don't have an account and the comment was ancient) but hoo boy, way to miss absolutely everything that makes Anthony's story complex and dare I say original as a take on survivor's guilt
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raksh-writes · 1 year
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After days of fighting my impulse control I have finally caved in and bought Baldur's Gate 3. Ive also taken a few days off, completely unrelated, but now as soon as that game is finally on my pc? Yeah... Will probably do absolutely nothing from the list of things I was supposed to do on those mentioned days off 🙈
#personal#video games#raksh posts#curse that sarcastic asshole with traumatic past vampire elf#how dare he be tailored so damn perfectly as if for me Specifically!!#I saw him and Knew and promised myself I Wouldn’t fall for it but then I heard Astarion's VA in action and fell all the way in#I wanna BITE him and smother him eith affection and I dunno how Im gonna do that but damn me if I won’t#its gonna be a hell of a thing prob too with a more morally-good leaning character but oh well#the game looks just so damn fun too#Ive been watching a gameplay and my brain's been Whirring with ideas for my own character and party comp#think I'll go a ranger bcs I NEED my bow#the road of a bow chose me when I was but a mere child running around with my makeshift bow and arrow pretending to be Legolas#and apparently they get a familiar?? I NEED#maybe they could tank too so I can get my Astarion Gale and Karlach party#mabee switch out Gale for Halsin later on too Im definitely eyeing the handsom druid for sure 👀#and Karlach is such a cutie pie what an adorable lovely gal if there was Poly with her and Astarion who knows#but I have a feeling Im gonna be too obsessed with Astarion and afraid of messing it up by accidently romancing anyone else oof#anyway#if the game catches for me I'll prob disappear for a While#also sorry for all of my moots for not being at all active interacting with VP stuff!#i'l get back to that and reblog/add to queue when this brainrot lets me get a break 😅#and if I dont completely wear out my wrists with playing 🙈
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gayemeralds · 11 months
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pondering a titans rewrite. anyway i like the idea that jason shows up in the first season (which is dick-centered/Gotham&bludhaven-centered) like three times. first to establish dick’s strained connections and jealously over his robin mantle being taken from him, and bruce replacing him so easily after firing him. secondly for jason and dick to begin to connect as well as jason and gar to become friends since the original titans show seemed to want to imply that but then did nothing with it. and then the last time jason appears it’s because he ran away from Bruce and is looking to find his mother, sheila, but probably gets distracted in helping the titans. and then jason leaves to go find sheila and, well. i think we know what happens next
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just played this UQuiz which gives you a fun stereotypical straight person to be. and forces you to be homophobic.
I don't love the way people on site talk about straight or cis ppl as being fundamentally unimprovably homo/transphobic. it just isn't true of the people I've met.
It's essentialism and it's therefore wrong.
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anxiously-awaiting · 1 year
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<- spoiled myself about something morgan related and actually i hate it a lot and i am Promptly ignoring it
#lb6 spoilers maybe???#i havent gotten there so idk if this is common knowledge#anyway spoilers starting here#->#i hate the whole 'morgan and vivian are split personalities' thing what the fuckfldsf#like setting aside the general Ick of like 'oh this personality is the good one and this one is the evil one :)' re:did and stuff (but keep#in mind. that is there i'm not ignoring it)#it's also just lazy writing to me? if you're going to make them separate personalities just make them separate people#my gripe isn't the idea of morgan being the lady of the lake#that's perfectly fine and also has been done before bc there's been plenty of ladies of the lake#but its with her being vivian *specifically*#if you want a morally complicated morgan le fae this is NOT how you do it flkdsf l#anyway i can fix them. just make them two separate fae who are mirrors to each other.#like morgan and vivi are RIPE for parallels#thats what ive been doing with mine !!!#ASK ME HOW I WOULD FIX THEM AND ALSO ASK ME HOW I HANDLE THE SAME VIVI/MORGAN RELATED STUF FIN MY OWN VERSION#<- dont actually im embarassedfkdsf#note that i am being hyperbolic with the 'i can fix them' thing and i'm not claiming my personal nor 'fates in my brain' version of#morgan/vivi are better in an objective sense bc its hubristic at best and i don't have the confidence for htatkfdjks f#idk maybe i'm jus tbeing a hater and tired and also its 630 and i cant sleep fjsdlkf#ill probably delete this after i sleep idk#efit bc i looked over this last night this is Primarily about proper human history morgan not lostbelt morgan bc i dont know what her deal#is bc again. not at lb6 yet
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fideidefenswhore · 2 years
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almost no one that admires jane seymour ever has an actual answer as to why, atp it’s almost...funny?
#scrolling instagram...bored.#'i like her BECAUSE we know so little about her' yeah that's not an actual reason...?#and is as point of fact actually rather damning#you 'like' her because you can project whatever motivations/traits etc you want onto her depending on what hill you're dying on#of the moment...? like ok?#'she was a bad bitch controlling the situation and you're just jealous' vs 'how dare you say there is anything morally ambiguous about#being the successor of a murdered woman she was a HELPLESS VICTIM and DIDN'T HAVE A CHOICE '#or. ' i like her BECAUSE she was ineffectual ' ummm. alright?#if women effectively wielding power makes you uncomfortable and them failing at it makes them acceptable to you then that. is . also weird#addition: i read a book about her recently i actually liked#my major criticism of it would be why it began may 20 1536 tho...#it's first POV so it deals with her guilt in the months preceding anne's death#but because that part is absent we can't really feel the weight of the guilt as the reader#the narrative posits that it was encouraged by her brothers and they told her that the king would arrange a beneficial marriage for her#if she 'played along' but absent of it is her encouragement of the idea his own marriage was invalid etc#which granted is someting AB credibly had to have engaged in as well#but my major issue with most novels centered on jane is that the narrative never handles/ acknowledges#that...#explicitly nor even tacitly#that her likely disdian for her predecessor was essentially hypocrisy#there is a disingenousness is not acknowledging. the implicit disingenous nature of jane seymour#even if it was insofar as mainly deceiving herself#(tbf. the author did deal with that rather skillfully in other respects. just not this one)
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saltynsassy31 · 2 years
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Because of a misunderstanding I had about @notsodailycake TMNT AU, there is now an AU out there where April is a Foot Ninja and the turtles don't even know
It wasn't even close to what the au was about, I don't even know how I got that conclusion
#and this rabbit hole goes further than that#so much deeper#tang shen is the shredder#or well#shes not exactly *the* shredder but is basically in the same level as him#in my mind shredder did not even exist tang shen was the onr leading the foot ninjas for god knows what reason#and she adopted april after her father was killed by the kraang and basically raised april as her own#april met the turtles when they were kids and they dont even know that they are fighting each other and they just#keep complaining about these villains they have to fight#april about these vigalentees that wont stop attacking her soldeirs#and the turtles about these ninjas that wont leave them alone#but they never go into details about it and keep it vague enough thay it never clicks until one day#april has to fight them face to face since shes second in command but they don't#know its her cuz shes covered but she know and is having a huge moral conflict now#cuz she dont wanna fight her friends but they are the enemy????#i was so off my knockers i dont even know how i got to that conclusion#and we kept sharing ideas as if we were talking the same au until i said#it's so cool that April's a foot ninja! it's so different!#and my sister was like#.....🧍‍♀️#and was so confused about what i was going on about and thrn i realised i wadnt even CLOSE to what the au was about#salty rants#tmnt#tmnt 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012#teenage mutant ninja turtles#i kinda like this au tho#i think imma make some content for it when i clear up my schedule for more privet projects#btw this was mostly a 2012 au so tang shen is splinters wife#though since then it is just loosly related to 2012 and things have changed a lot since then
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paragonrobits · 8 months
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some important calvin and hobbes facts in case you haven't read the original comic strip in a long time or only absorbed stuff on it from memes and out of context bits on here:
Calvin's last name has never been given, and neither has any of his parent's names. This was actually why his uncle Max only showed up for a brief storyline; the creator of the comic, Bill Watterson, ultimately felt that while it was fine to have him as someone for his parents to talk to, it felt far too awkward to never have Max refer to them by name and he never made a return appearance.
The general tone of the comic is fairly light-hearted, with a big emphasis on goofy slapstick comedy contrasted by clever wordplay and often surprising adult-centered jokes that'll hit you like a slap. A big part of the comedy is, as Watterson put it (paraphrased) "It's really funny to me when people express deeply stupid ideas with really fancy terminology." One notable example you might have seen is that one bit where Calvin asks his mom for money to buy a Satan-worshiping rock album and his mom replies that there's nothing genuine about them and they're just putting on the attitude for shock value, and comisserates with Calvin as he deplores that mainstream nihilism can't be trusted. He concludes that childhood is disillusioning.
There is a LOT of criticism of the extreme materialism and selfish mentality of the late 80s, when the comic was initially written. This may go a long way to explain how its aged so well; much of what it criticizes resonates well with people today.
Bill Watterson views comic strips a legitimate form of artwork, and repeatedly fought to have more space to draw more beautiful and artistic backgrounds, which was a very hard fight and unpopular even with other comic strip artists. He eventually did win some compromises and a lot of Calvin And Hobbes' artwork shows it, with the use of space to indicate time as well as a sharp contrast between the often plain environments of mundane life contrasted by the wildly beautiful imagery of Calvin's imagination (which often sports realistic depictions in an art shift of sorts).
Hobbes is explicitly not an imaginary friend, by word of Watterson himself. We don't know WHAT he is exactly, and Hobbes is apparently unaware of the strange nature of his reality; people look at him and only see an ordinary stuffed tiger plushie, but he has a tangible effect on the world that would be physically impossible for Calvin to do on his own. He's apparently been around for a while, and was apparently around when Calvin was a young baby.
On that note; Hobbes has implicitly killed (notably treated as both a gag and also with the vibe of 'he's a tiger, duh') and while he doesn't do it again on-screen, he doesn't have any moral issues about it. Calvin claims that he's never had trouble bringing Hobbes to school because the last time he did, Hobbes killed and ate a bully named Tommy Chestnut and simply comments that it was gross and he needed a bath. Calvin's tried to repeat this again, but Hobbes was grossed out at the thought having to eat a kid raw and not being allowed to use an oven first, or complaining that children are too fattening.
Hobbes became gradually less human-like in body language and more like an actual cat in both body language and behavior; this was due to Watterson drawing more inspiration from his cat, who also inspired a lot of Hobbes' running gags, such as pouncing on Calvin when he got home. Several years into the syndication of the strip, Watterson's cat passed away, and he did a tribute to her with a comic strip of the two of them agreeing to try to dream together so they can keep playing when they have to sleep; Watterson's commentary (if I recall right), remarks on his cat: "We can see each other again in dreams."
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arolesbianism · 4 months
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Smth smth Jackie being more emotionally driven and Olivia being more logically driven smth smth
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whoslaurapalmer · 5 months
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my mom: you on a roll? me: no. i've yet again reached 'am i writing this character right' my mom: of course you are!!!! don't doubt yourself!!!! me: NO. I ALWAYS DO
#KIT IS SO HARD TO WRITE. I GET SO CONCERNED WHEN I WRITE HER. going back through old character notes.....making new ones.......#i'm always wondering 'is this what she'd do?' while trying to work out these plot points. i go 'okay. this could happen. .......would she'#i have a big master document though of sugar bowl gen characters and their wants and the expression of them i did a few years back#so that helps. but also vfd doesn't exist in this au.#look it does in college au in a specific way. but in this au............i think it was also there in a specific way but less so.#much less so. more among the snickets themselves i think.#re: the.......expression of morality and nobility here. which still exists even w vfd's lesser looser form bc that's still a major piece of#kit regardless. vfd exacerbates it. so do these circumstances#sigh. idk. i'm tired i am looking forward to dinner. making big pepper sammiches#(also i was up late last night reading Totally Unrelated Fic)#anyway. back to kit. i second guess myself on her the most out of anybody. she has to encompass a lot. her desire for control.#seeing her actions in black and white necessary vs unnecessary right vs wrong based on her own ideas of what is Right.#i always worry i just write her with no personality. but i think she's private and very closely guarded and just. lightly playful at times#and i get scared she comes out bland.......................#oh but yknow. i do like the way i wrote her in like a row of captured ghosts.......................#I'VE GOT POTENTIAL
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