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#not that this matters but i need to get it out somewhere lol#i hate when it's getting bad again and i can feel it#but a strange part of me craves it#like yeah i stopped eating#and i can acknowledge that's a problem#but the other part of my brain is like well you needed to lose weight anyway#and i can't shower#that would require moving#getting out of bed#all i want to do is sleep#but i avoid sleep bc i know i won't be able to get back up#but then there's this part of me like yeah#this is a good thing somehow#sometimes I'm fine#then i realize i have free will and could just walk away well pay midnight and see what happens#but i don't#i stop at the park and go home at 11 before the street lights go off#bc i have too much to do to walk into traffic#tonight at least
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Guy who thinks his love language is gift giving, but in reality he feels obligated to give people lots of stuff in order to make them stay

#krillerfiller#olimar#captain olimar#nintendo#nintendo fanart#nintendo fandom#olimar pikmin#pikmin olimar#Pikmin#pikmin fandom#pikmin fanart#pikmin art#I hate how stupidly relatable Captain Olimar is. Like dawg I can’t make fun of you now when I literally do the exact same thing UGH.#HORRID!!!!!#not to get overly personal but at least I’M AWARE OF ITT#Olimar would rather fist fight a bulbear while having a concussion instead of acknowledging that he might have a problem#always believing he has some sort of quota to fill LIKE GIRL THIS ISNT UR JOB CLOCK OFF!!!!#or maybe I’ve been projecting this entire time :3 teehee#and that’s not even talking about his bits of arrogance#I’ll laugh at him and say ‘LMAOOO WHY DOES HE SAY THAT!!! LOSERRR ALERT’#and then realize I sometimes think the same way and genuinely be surprised about it#GOD I FUCKING HATE THIS GUY CAN HE CRASH AGAIN#who’s gonna crash out first. his ship or Olimar himself.
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Bruce decides that he’s going to break the cycle with his kid and do everything in his power to make sure that they are healthy and well-adjusted. He decides he’s going to start with the easiest one and work towards the one that needs the most help so he starts with “…Tim? Tim is the most adjusted?”
Bruce: Yes.
Dick, confusion currently overriding the need to be offended: Bruce, Tim is like you.
Bruce. Yea, exactly. What’s your point?
#Bruce can acknowledge that he has flaw but not that he has problems#we can argue all day on who is the most well-adjusted and none of us would say Tim#also I feel like maybe it’s a bit controversial but I think Tim is the most like Bruce. I think their ideology is most alike#bruce wayne#tim drake#dick grayson#batfam
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I'm not sure if this is cornplating or if this is a detail literally everyone understood immediately and I'm just behind the times but I feel like there's kind of an interesting wordplay thing going on in terms of mouthwashing and the phrase "take responsibility" bc it really is emblematic of what jimmy is and is not willing to accredit to himself. Like. Culturally the phrase "take responsibility" is synonymous to "hold yourself accountable", when someone is told to take responsibility for something its usually in terms of accepting that they were the cause of whatever is the issue. However. You can also read the phrase literally. "Take" meaning to steal. Jimmy is absolutely willing to Literally Take Responsibility- he robs curly of his position and his status and replaces him within the hierarchy, he literally steals his responsibilities, but he isn't willing to take responsibility in terms of the litany of other things that actually are his fault. To the point that even You The Player are in the dark for most of the game in terms of understanding what he's actually responsible for because you're busy dealing with the responsibilities he's Stolen for himself. tldr there's something wrong with this guy.
#who up taking they responsibility#mouthwashing#“i can fix this” - guy who won't acknowledge that he created the problem
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far cry is a mid ubisoft game but it's less about shooting and grenade launching and fighting for your life with a rebellious group in the middle of nowhere where help will not come for you and more about: "There was a time I would do anything for my sister, I mean the first time I ever killed was for my sister. Not enough for her," and it's also more about "Women can say that they love you in the moment, and really mean it. While men can only love in hindsight, when too much distance has built up." and it's also more about "John was not perfect. Sometimes he was not even good. But he was my brother." and it's also more about "But we would still talk every single night. Until they took his tongue." and how each instance of this type of love that was lost twisted each villain further and further into something unrecognizable and anw ubisoft lost the plot
#let it be known that i can at any point come back to my far cry hyperfixation#far cry analysis#far cry#far cry 3#far cry 4#far cry 5#far cry 6#shouldnt joseph quote be about his wife and baby i hear you say and i answer no#his problem started first from his family and how he's also The Problem by not acknowledging john#and also bc i cant be arsed to copy his wife's paragraph#anw.. vaas doing the definition of insanity killing and killing for people who cant love him#and pagan letting a country burn for no reason but keeping a shack in his backyard with his daughter's urn pristine and untouched by time#anton's genuine regret that diego had to go through what he did at the end#willingness to do the unthinkable to avoid that faith to his son#yell at me about this i will yell back pls#i havent yelled about the heroes either
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yeah dude tracing dc by publication history is the fastest way to induce a migraine and for some reason BatBooks in particular are just notoriously bad at following or obeying things going on in other books featuring said characters even tho all it would take is a one off sentence to explain it, and ESPECIALLY in Tim’s case. This is why everyone thinks he was dating Cassie and Zoe at the same time. I know it’s meant to be a half baked joke but still, he wasn’t cheating, the editorials just REFUSED to talk to each other 😭😭
#tim drake#aND ONCE AGAIN BECAUSE I KNOW HOW YALL GET#do NOT come on this post bragging about how this is an excuse to disregard canon entirely. I Will gnaw on ur ankles like a rabid chihuahua#dc#deep diving into some comics? :) deep diving into some bitches? :(#tower of babel n the apokolips journey being a big deal in yj but Tim making zero mention of the event OR of leaving the team#and sure you can say Dixon’s vision required that the story stay grounded in its detective genre#but it doesn’t explain willingham’s actions and he actually acknowledged the titans when convenient#it even happens within batbooks themselves#the soul storyline of batgirl taking place before war games#but chronologically Tim should have his hands full with Johnny Warren#also I don’t think they talk about the Maxwell lord thing either but TT03 and The Outsiders both did#Robin never makes mention of TimKonBart sneaking into NML with lagoon boy either#and again during NML … despite Tim being a pillar for why the government reverses NML the other bat titles barely mention it#the way I am not having this problem this frequently by comparison with sb94#cuz there will be a throwaway sentence made by a character n im like OH YEAH THATS where we are coolio
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Then finally, after what seemed like forever, a stupid, arrogant, little man cut the webs and set the monster free.
#scribbles#jonathan sims#john sims#not!sasha#not sasha#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#tma s2#im not shiptagging this but like i have a problem. know it in your heart#one day i'll make my bighuge manifesto post on these two. because i josh about being insane but i do genuinely have#really strong john x notsasha feelings like Thematically#i know out of universe its just to keep the mystery intact but the fact in all of john's paranoia and stalking#he even went through her desk but still didnt find the tapes she hid in there#he didnt press her on tom because he worried about damaging her trust which is insane to hear from the guy who dug through martin's trash#to accuse him of lying about murder. and followed tim to his house and took pictures of him. like he still followed notsasha on her#lunch breaks yes but the comparatively less amount of stalking because he respects her more than the others is really interesting to me.#and i in general view notsasha's reveal and her chasing him as the catalyst for him realizing he's kind of a pos#because she's the one he treated with respect. she's the one he didn't actually want to raise a hand against while he's treating#tim and martin like shit when they are objectively way less suspicious but theyr higher suspects because john Likes Them Less#and he realizes that the standards he holds the people around him to to be worthy of respect and have their feelings acknowledged#can literally only be met by something that has no self respect or opinions or identity by virtue of being an empty inhuman Thing.#Please.the ao3 tag is literally just me. some dumbfuck john x every stranger smutfic. and an ambiguously romantic johnsasha whumpfic#Understand my vision.#she has a boyfriend named tom
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day 64 | are we fuckin with the tapatío sanji vision or no (say yes) (my family is from guadalajara im telling you right now the answer is yes)
#everyone making sanji white boy is funny#but also it makes me Angry. gang hes just super duper white passing half mexican source trust me bro#i know it kinda sorta plays into the latino romantic type trope but#for starters im mexican and i acknowledge that but ALSO#DUDE IS CANONICALLY FRENCH. GET OUT ITS THE SAME DAMN PROBLEM#id rather have him be mexican than french anyway viva mexicooooo#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#sanzo#zosan#sanzodaily#digital art#day 64#also a bit of elaboration but sora is the mexican one okay#judge can stay the way he is. im fine with that#this does mean all the siblings are in fact all half mexican too#i can live with that.#i am willing to accept that#my fate#i need to draw baile folklorico dancer robin now i fear its the law
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In my Rhythm of War rewrite, Odium never switches his attention from Venli to Moash. As a downstream consequence of this, 100% of my complaints for both characters are resolved.
#problem with venli: she doesn't get to DO anything!!!!!!! her oaths mean very little for the story!! her radiance isn't even that important!#solution: oaths surrounding freedom would NECESSARILY pack a lot more punch if the god of hatred was still personally haunting her#in oathbringer he put so much energy into intimidating her and forcing her into her place and reminding her that she belonged to him#and then he just stopped caring????? did sanderson himself also lose interest in her? is that why she was a side character in her own book?#problem with moash: a complex character with understandable motives is flattened into an objectively evil villain-his themes discarded#solution: just...let him stay a normal person. he can have cool magic weapons. he can still fight our heroes. he can still be Team Singers.#let us acknowledge there might be reasons why a human could want to help former slaves‚ even if he's not magically evil#i feel like i must have hallucinated all of his ob chapters. his reasons for joining the singers are SO valid and understandable!!#honestly his reasons for serving them are better than kaladin's reasons for serving dalinar.#odium didn't even recruit him leshwi did. cute as it is that he's odium's special boy‚ it's a new development not a continuation of his arc
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Look I know Lucifer isn't the best dad ever but I feel like people who say he's a bad dad are purposely ignoring the context of the show. It is very much implied that he thought Charlie wanted nothing to do with him, and Charlie thought he wanted nothing to do with her. Lucifer’s still dealing with trauma from Heaven and his fall and probably will for the rest of time plus he's dealing with what would probably qualify as clinical depression, and simultaneously dealing with trauma, clinical depression, and autistic traits (which Lucifer absolutely has; I do not say, as an autistic person, that Lucifer is a massive autistic mood for no reason) is a fucking NIGHTMARE.
I'm not saying Lucifer shouldn't take responsibility. He should. But he's already doing better than my dad frankly. Lucifer hits me in the daddy issues, I wish my dad made an effort to be more active in my life. Lucifer is fucking trying, and that's better than a lot of people can say about their dads.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#like i said hes definitely not the best dad but hes also not the worst. hes trying#thats both better than he was doing and better than a lot of people get#(i do think stolas is a better dad but his and lucifers circumstances are also completely different)#if lucifer hadnt bothered helping charlie then yeah id say hes a bad dad#but he put his instinct to avoid the thing that gave him trauma (heaven) at all costs aside for charlie#he was able to acknowledge that yes hes been a shit dad and could be doing better#he made an active effort TO DO BETTER#he actively made a change about himself for the sake of being there for charlie and that alone is better than most people can do#he wasnt a bad dad on purpose. he thought charlie didnt want to see him and acted accordingly which made his mental health problems worse#and his mental health problems being worse made it harder for him to function let alone be charlies dad#again im not saying he shouldnt take accountability just that people dont acknowledge why he was absent for so long#(me being me i blame lilith for making lucifer think charlie didnt want to see him and making charlie think lucifer didnt want to see her)#maybe this is littered with bad takes and my perspective is clouded by daddy issues. idk lol
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absolutely crazy to me that there's people who genuinely think that Crystal is the meaner one when it comes to her arguments with Edwin
at one point, my girl opened up about how she felt trapped by the demon who had violated her, and Mr Edwin Payne over here was like, "well, now you know how we feel!1!1!" in regards to the poor lass just having to tag along with them because she's got no memories, no clue who she is, and nowhere to go. be fucking for real
#and Edwin is practically always the one who gets argumentative first#but nahhh it's a problem when the POC girl sasses him back when he's being genuinely rude as fuck to her#then she's the “aggressive” one#and NO Edwin acting out due to his jealousy of her does NOT justify his behaviour!! she wasn't even trying to come onto Charles!!#CHARLES was the one who flirted with CRYSTAL. yes she eventually accepted his advances but she is NOT wrong for that#i daresay after all she's been through my girlie deserves to kiss the cute ghost that likes her. she's not responsible for Edwin's feelings#it's a bit more understandable for Edwin to be wary due to the Hell-demon thing but still. he treated Crystal like shite when she did nowt#i don't hate Edwin by the way. love that Edwardian bitch. but he is flawed and that can be acknowledged!!#it's good even#ace's random thoughts :)#dead boy detectives#dbda#crystal palace
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i also think the fact that weekes wasnt out when masked empire came out also plays a lot into how the tumblr side of fandom perceives the romance which. leaves sort of a bad taste in my mouth..
#i mean hindsight is 20/20 but more than anything i just think its weird to STILL be putting briala/celene in the#''wlw written by cis men'' box when like we all KNOW that isnt true#i mean it also wasnt great back then (love simon esque queer purity politics that i just fundamentally dislike)#but like. i can forgive people for just not knowing vs deliberately ignoring right LOL#like divorcing all your knowledge/preconceived biases right. if weekes wrote tme TODAY#would the reaction still be the same#you know#and i mean im not saying being nonbinary absolves you of critique regarding wlw right LOL but like#again removing your personal mind from the issue at hand for a second#you have to acknowledge that cishet men get a LOT more scrutiny for how they write wlw than nb people and even just cis gay men#so to me it just seems like people were seeing problems that werent actually there because they were over scrutinizing a book they thought#was written by a cishet man#and knowingly or not i think that does still color how the general public here views it to this day
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Still kind of sad/upset that IDW Optimus gets ignored as the dumb jock OP he is. I mean I know people just want the himbo good guy mainly but like. Do you want an Optimus who barely knows what the fuck he's doing. Do you want an Optimus who makes a preliminary plan but then goes "fuck it we ball" and freestyles the rest. Do you want an Optimus who canonically decided the best way to fight the government would be to literally fight his way into a Senate meeting and scream one of Megatron's speeches at them even as he's getting dragged away and it's only through the intervention of a Senator that he's even still alive?
IDW Optimus. You know you want to.
#squiggposting#idw op love#listen like idw optimus is simultaneously intelligent and so stupid at the same time#i think like. intellectually he's smart. tactically he's smart. if you have a problem that needs solving he can do it#he's introspective enough to know when he's done wrong even if he doesn't always know at the moment#(tho that's more when he was younger)#idw op is more stupid in the way of like... being too trusting and idealistic#sometimes he's very faith and feelings over having an actual plan#and in this i think is one of his key 'optimus traits' that i wish more people acknowledged#just bc idw op isn't a haha silly fun jock himbo doesn't mean that he's not like. that same archetype ppl want
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The gag is Zoro and Shanks aren’t that different. Zoro is also completely reckless with his body less so now but I have no doubt that even now if he needed to cut off any part of his body to win, to save his crew he would do it without hesitation just like shanks.
And the thing is Mihawk would still fight him as long as Zoro can pick up a sword Mihawk would still fight him and relish in it.
Zoro loses an eye, Mihawk still trains him.
And Shanks…..Shanks loses his mind a little bit
#the spiritual continuation on my other Shanks is jealous of Zoro piece#but yeah I think on some level shanks still hasn’t completely gotten that left arm gate was about everybody but the actual arm#it was about Mihawk having always known that they didn’t have the same goals but pretending anyway until he physically can’t#but even if Zoro was just a floating disembodied head he’d still pick up a sword in his mouth and want to be the best#and that is something mihawk can work with#shanks then fucks mihawk hard that night because he’s the only one that gets this this is something zoro can’t take#but jokes on him Zoro has already wiped the good ole memory banks clean cause that’s his dad and he would die before acknowledging the very#obvious sex noises#I can just see shanks watching their training session and his eye is twitching.#lol from that moment on anytime anyone brings up zoro or his progress shanks’ eye twitches it’s starting to become a problem#just shanks and his completely one sided beef with his sons best friend and boyfriends son#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#op#mishanks#akagami no shanks#shanks#red haired shanks#akataka#roronoa zoro#zoro#mihawk x shanks#one piece meta#one piece analysis
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I've figured it out, why I'm always a bit thrown about people defending Blitz this episode. Like don't get me wrong Stolas has not been perfect and has to grapple with his classism/etc. But like, in my head, I've always gone, 'but that isn't the point of this episode/fight/current conflict' but didn't really have the words to explain. But now I do.
Because, the whole point of apology tour (and everything that built to it) is that even if Stolas was a perfect boyfriend, even if they didn't have the complicated power dynamic and Stolas being really demeaning, etc, none of it matters because it would always have ended the same. Blitz would always set fire to the relationship the moment he confessed his love, it's what he did with Verosika after all. It's what he's implied to have done with more than half the people at the party.
Stolas could have been perfect, and nothing truly would have changed. Blitz right now is incapable of letting someone love him without lashing out. The whole prince thing is just a convenient excuse to yell and scream about, it's not actually the point. Like don't get me wrong, there's truth to it, but Blitz is weaponizing it to shove Stolas away. If he didn't have that, he would find something else to use against him.
I love Blitz, but he's a terrible person. His trauma only explains his actions but doesn't justify them. Apology Tour is the episode that finally shoved in his face his fuck-ups in all their glory, and gave him the wake-up call to finally do something about them.
#helluva boss#stolitz#helluva boss blitz#blitz#blitzo#blitzø#helluva boss spoilers#to add this is why in think complaints about not acknowledging stolas's issues in the relationship#in this episode dont really work#cause like while Stolas is in this episode a lot#its not actually about him#this is 1000% a blitz episode#of his grappling with the effect he has on others#theres time to deal with Stolas's problems later#and vitally i dont think they can have a productive comversation about stolas's mircoagressions#until blitz is in a headspacr were he can be rational about Stolas#like hes currently using it as a weapon to shove stolas away which doesnt help stolas actually understand what hes done wrong#tldr blitz needs to figure out his own shit before having a convo wirh stolas about his#oh god that was long ahhhh#(also this is all in good faith if u have different thoughts abour stolas u good this is just my opinion)
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I feel like if Chujin was still alive during the events of Undertale Yellow, his and Clover's relationship would be incredibly rocky. Pacifist!Clover could bring him around to tolerating them (after all, they have that sort of effect on everyone), but it would be more in a "this human is the only 'good' human" manner than a "maybe I should reevaluate my opinions on humans overall because you can't judge an entire group based off (very biased) stories and one bad experience." Even then, that opinion would be subject to change should Clover ever get frustrated or behave "too aggressively" or act in any manner that isn't perfectly docile. If Clover ends up attacking a monster then it's "humans are just as horrible as they were in the war stories, I should've known better" regardless of the circumstances that could've pushed Clover to fight. Suffocating expectations and endless demands for patience when he wouldn't ask the same of a fellow monster.
And heaven forbid he ever meet Clover on a No Mercy Run...
#undertale yellow#i hc that his parents were involved in the war and he was born after monsters were sealed underground#so he's one degree removed from all that trauma which is understandable why he'd be so afraid#but at the same time Blackjack had similar circumstances and he came around to liking clover and judging based on character#instead of by who someone is.#sometimes you need to sit down and realize that the problem is you and your views instead of everyone else but he doesn't strike#me as the sort to do that type of self reflection.#Chujin is a character who is absolutely ruled by his fear. he leaves kanako and dalv alone after they were attacked by a human#to sicc axis on integrity. he hinged his whole career on building guard robots (and judging by some of the paperwork in the Steamworks#he was the only one who wanted to build guard robots).#he destroyed his health and left his wife a widow/his child fatherless to craft a serum to defeat humans.#he experimented on a human (child's!!!!) soul and ordered his wife to k.ill an INNOCENT human.#he literally says that humans are incapable of decency in any form!!!!! the writing is on the wall!!!!!#not to sound like I'm bashing on his character because he did do a lot of good for the underground. he made the honeydew resort heater#and Martlet's balcony. and it's implied he built the bridge between the wild east and Starlo's family's farm with the fox-bell#symbol on that bridge. he inspired martlet to take up woodwork which put her on the path to joining the Royal Guard and meeting clover#he likely did a bunch of other good things as well that never got brought up. he did do some good actions.#but he is not someone that i would call a good person.#(realized i ended up with a long string of tags down here. if someone wants to screenshot it and add it to the post go for it)#edit: i find it utterly fascinating that he calls humans incapable of decency yet acknowledges that there can be a pure human SOUL#what an utter hypocrite! i doubt the contradiction ever even occurred to him!#uty analysis#char: clover#char: chujin ketsukane
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