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jonathanbyersphd · 1 year

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Hi hello if you don't see me I am fine I'm just packing up to move on Friday night!

#i finally get to move from a room to a studio 😭#and im ALMOST done with my job #i start training after next weekend #ALSO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO KEEP ASKING ME SPIDEY JONATHAN THINGS BECAUSE I'M STILL THINKING ABOUT IT I SWEAR #like the movies areon in the background as i pack 😂#personal

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botanyshitposts · 1 month

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Eta on the YouTube video? No rush, just exchange

im gonna be honest man please do not count on me here lmao. my follow through rate for these projects is like 5%. real ones remember gourdquest and other related failed projects i came close to the sun on. if i succeed it will be huge for me on a genuine personal level and it will be the first time i've finished a creative project at all in years but if i do not. neither you nor me should be surprised

#lichens #yeahhh not gonna lie #the reason ive never added like a ko-fi or anything to this blog is because i see my dim reflection in a million failed internet projects #i almost added a ko-fi once and actually got a couple donations but i refunded them and closed it because i was like. no. this wont work #my dream job would indeed be to be a youtube essayist that talks about plant topics #but im at my most reliable as like. a capitalism worker clocking in and out at a set time at the work location lol #this is also why i have not gone back to grad school yet lmao like i just do not trust myself not to deviate from the set topic #also im starting my EMT classes and jobs very very very soon so i was trying to get it done before that but as the time comes i go o. oh no

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writeouswriter · 1 year

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Reading a fic that's so well written I wish I could close my eyes and just let the descriptions and atmosphere wash over me, but the dilemma with closing my eyes is, well, I then would not be able to continue reading this fic, now would I.

#fanfiction #fanfic #reading #i don't read longform fic very often but this one is so good wow i'm in awe and clicking next chapter next chapter #the movie it's for I'm not even a particular major fan of itself but I am a fan of the character and the ideas and oh my god #they perfect it to a tee in every way even better than the movie could and yet keep their characterization spot on in line with the og #it's amazing the way they balance the humour and banter with the suspense/tension and drama/horror #and their descriptions are gorgeous/pick out just the right details #their follow-up is more canonical to me as a sequel than the actual official sequel which is wrong in so many ways #and I am in love with their writing style so much my god #i'll say the fic if asked probably will honestly make a rec post for it when I'm done just because wow but here i'm just vague posting #i mean it's 10 yrs old and I've been reading fic for 8-9 yrs and it is truly one of the best I've read in all of that #from all my tags I mean you can labour a guess for the fandom or fic and if you were to guess it wow good job I'd be impressed #but anyway !!! love finding masterpieces I hope this person decided to become an author in those 10 yrs almost *sobs*#I'm gonna say the fic anyway whatever it's From Out the Ocean Risen by Bluestar god it's good (for p/acific r/im)

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seagull-scribbles · 1 year

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Mr.United States Canada Mexico Panama

#animaniacs #yakko warner #WB kids #quick doodle with my new brush #I had a big inspection today #i am so so close to getting my professional degree i can almost taste it #after 5 years i can not wait for this part of my life to be over #im doing job applications tomorrow #and then Thursday is my last assignment which is like a interview it’s just #that’ll be it #ill be done #so excited to be a teacher #so here’s one of my childhood inspirations #and as overused as the nations of the world song is every child i have shown it to adores it so #seemed appropriate

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months

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#im at such a weird point in my life. trying to choose between a phd and a doomed life as an academic and like just not doing that.#its crazy how not terrible i feel when im not in school. just give me tasks to do and i will do them. dont let me think.#but then im just avoiding my responsibilities. i dunno. i just feel like i would be happier with a structured job that ends when the day #is over. which is y my dad thinks i should get a government job. one of my former lab mates got a government job and he's settling into #spending the rest of his life out in Colorado. which is so weird. i dont kno how long ill be in the place im in now. will it b 4 more years?#or will it be only a few months? will i go back to school in the fall? its looking like yes bc i dont have a job lined up. but maybe ill #keep applying and dip out. let my dreams die in favor of balance and sanity. maybe some things arent meant to be.#its just so gutting. i was talking to my coworker this week. saying that im interested in so many things. i could have studied anything else #and traveled a completely different path. and a guy across the room was like: its never too late. but it feels like its too late. too late #to spend another impossible amount of money on getting a different degree. restarting on a second masters project. im almost 30.#im supposed to b saving money so that i can not work forever. but i cant do that if im just a student forever. so maybe i should just get a #job. god. but theres so much i still want to learn. and im in the perfect program for everything i thought i wanted. im in the perfect place #but everything's falling to pieces. whatever. i. just tired bc im on day 5 of work and have to go in for a day 6.#doing something i havent done before all day. but after than im going home for a week. so ill have lots to contemplate in the airport.#this is not how i thought things would turn out. but im glad im spending the summer working where i am. im learning lots on a human to human #level. and no one bleieves im 27 bc i apparently have a bby face lol. nope im 11 yrs older than u my 16yo coworker #unrelated

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thecedarchronicle · 2 months

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#VENT #VENT TAGS AHEAD !!#so the job is...awful.#i applied for 20-25 hours #they asked if i could do 30 #and now theyre pushing me into 40.#i didn't realize that when i agreed to 30 that was NOT binding (i should have known because it wasn't in my job offer. but i am 19 and--#ive never had a job offer letter before. even tho this is just retail)#and i can't adjust my availability for 90 days.#and since i put full availability expecting 25 hours max #now i have FULL 24/7 AVAILABILITY ON FILE for three months at least #and i have no idea what to do because this means i cant commit to any classes coming up for college #but ive been job hubting for months and barely got anything #and if i lose the job i have to move back in with my dad which is almost worse #whats wirse is my leader/boss is so mean. im not saying this lightly #i dont want to get into it but im barely a week in and he's made disrespectful and pushy comments towards me #has basically told me to stay late (which theoretically i cluld say no; but im still on my three months of 'we will fire you if we want to'#and like i said. need the job.#so he told me to stay late knowing i cant really say no #he's given me a frankly absurd amount of work (instock and i get carts filled woth 2-3x their max capacity unorganized and dangerously--#overloaded) and then he pushes me and snaps at me to get it done in an absurdly short timeframe while im still in TRAINING #im afab and present femme as i haven't transitioned irl and he is so ragingly sexist #he often just refers to me and the other girl being trained as 'girl' or 'that girl #and to top it all off #i took this job over a second interview at a place i really liked #because i thought the hours at this olace would be more consistent #nope! full time! surprise!!#and now im kicking myself so fucking hard over it. i feel like i fucked up so hard #and my friend i moved here with has been home for two months and will be this month so im just. alone. and i don't really have anyone to #turn to. im just so very stressed and tired and lonely

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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i've also realized that there is no therapy that can fix what's broken inside of me

#therapy wont give me a place to belong. a person to call my home.#therapy where i sit and talk about how all i want is to love and be loved and i'll never feel whole without it wont solve anything #guess i just need to study and get an education for a job that i think i could be capable of #and then distract myself with books and shows and nature #the problem is that loneliness permeates my every cell and my every moment and being #im losing interest in humanity and society #literature is barely even interesting to me anymore bc i feel so fkn far away from humanity #and what makes u human.. that i cant connect with any of what i try to consume #i just... dont care. music doesnt even do anything for me anymore #i feel so numb in one way #but also i often feel like im panicking. how is this possible? how did i end up here?#im like actually fading away from this earth and it sometimes feels like #it wont even matter if i do #what is trying to take ahold of me and stop me from fading....?#idec anymore. even if i do get a job and an apartment i'll still be empty bc all i want is. smth i can never have? is that really how it is #i dont even require that much #that is what is so .. terrible almost #i just want one connection that is special to us both. smth close smth deep smth that i can pour everything into #i look around and almost everyone have more than one person even by them.... what did i do wrong?#i must've done smth very very wrong from the start to even end up here #it doesnt matter. i fade and i fade and i fade... i think i will keep doing so #because no matter how much other ppl - ppl who themselves have love and closeness in their lives. who have friends and partners and family.#no matter how much they parrot empty lines of 'learn how to be alone!!' 'life can be whole and fulfilled even alone' ..#i dont want that. i really dont. deep in my soul i do not want that #so their words are completely... condescending even. yes i CAN do all of that. i mean fuck #i am surviving feeling alone more than most of them are since they have ppl around them lmao #but i just dont want it. i am a person meant for a deep connection... i dont even need it with multiple people #without that i feel like i am dying and nothing else matters #besides i know it's possible bc i have felt that with a person at this time of my life #so i know that it's not smth distant or unachievable... it does exist and i want it bc it's the only thing that made me

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olgunny · 6 months

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BUH

#these are so old #I want to kill the old rick in the second one he’s the reason I never posted this but I wanted too for so long dumb mother fucker.#old rick is so hard he’s so hard to draw I wish I could do it I’d be so annoying and terrible if I could you don’t understand #but these aren’t really anything anyway. they are for fun but I refused to post them if they weren’t together #I need to be more active but I’m scared. I’m drunk right now though so it’s okay(for rn)#god these really are old though.#like almost two years ?#i’m not me right now so i’m just saying fuck it two tears in the bucket and posting it #the top one is more important #I genuinely only think about the same like seven lisa characters i’m so sorry #going on four years strong #‘new’ job sucking the life out of me #wah #lisa rpg #richard weeks #ricks character has done such irreparable damage to me #not in the fun way im in hell #he’s my betty boop #IM GOING to play sonic generations now goodbaba maybe sonic unleashed(wii) goodbye #I can’t draw I do this to keep my mind sedated sorry #maybe sonic maina #HAPPY 5AM!!!!!!!!!!#:)

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hoarding-indigoskies · 4 months

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I'm almost done with my masters which means I have just 5 more exams to give and I'll hopefully have my degree but instead of studying for those exams my brain is all over the place about looking for a job and finally getting financially independent and maybe moving out permanently and I have so many ideas (also maybe delusions) about how it's gonna work out and I'm both anxious and excited and it's just a lot of stuff

#(almost) done with another degree #i can't wait to actually have a job and not feel so guilty about every little thing #i do hope i can really find one #a friend said im thinking about jobs instead of studying for exams since i feel the exams won't be such a big deal if i have a job #i just don't know #my mind is working too much in overdrive #im excited but also scared af #i don't even know

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bangcakes · 5 months

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#first week of work done 💪💪💪#i think im already getting used to it oohohooho #n now that ive solved my job problem... there is the issue of my guy problem JDJDJDJDJJD #well its not a problem but u know what i mean NDNDNDNNDNDNDN #i wanna see him...... probs gonna ask if he wants to hang out with me n our other friend soon... n then after that i'll probs ask to hang #out one on one. i think we're almost ready NDNDNDNDMSMS #god im just. im in so much disbelief #like i was sitting at my desk today on my work laptop n had to have discord open #n hes like. usually top 3 in my message history or whatever you call it. and i was like god how surreal is it #that i like. open discord n there he is like ..... thats Crazy #i cant believe how far weve come like. i can just message him whenever n xhrkdkxjdjdd its so WEIRD #this time last year i was literally trying so hard to get over him LMAO. like girl if only you KNEW he was gonna become one of ur #good friends.... god. hes so cute i wanna keep him forever NDJDZJZJZJZMZM #personal

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iqmmir · 6 months

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Hi im back . For some time

#.mimiming ❜#um . hi im gonna slee soon but i missed you all so much #umm first of all im trying to ccut down in screentime because my therapist told me to #second. after two or three months of convincing myself that i literally do not care im only going to school for just a few more days (onl #y today and wednesday) i literally do not care #i almost keep crying . because well um #idk. i was originally planning on cutting off contact with everyone #because of stuff thats happened before #but my friends. my current friends dont just treat me as a therapist or something so #also one of my wives would probably hunt me down and kill me if i tried to cut off contact #but ill still miss this stupid class and this stupid school and all the stupid teachers and students #and the horrible tasting canteen food #and the playground ive played in eight times total despite being here for 12 years #idk man #also because of my periods my mood swings were so much worse #and i just ..idk i needed a break ig #anyways im back for sometime then ill start looking for a job #me friend said maybe we can do something together #idk #you can always send me asks and dms tho 👍👍#im not really sure . like about anything right now #ill try to get the drawing requests done soon maybe #wild how time passes huh #god i need to stop acting like such a grownup im literally three years old

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starapture · 1 year

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Heya! I was curious how you got into freelance animation? (Lackadaisy and The Lovers) Did they reach out, or did you apply somewhere? Do you have any advice for aspiring freelance animators?

hello! for lackadaisy and the lovers, i saw their job posts on social media (twitter/insta) and reached out to their emails with my reel! as for advice, honestly i don't really know haha i'm pretty new at this too, but don't lose faith if you don't get replies from job apps (it's really common, it's not you, job searching just sucks), and know your worth/set fair rates for yourself! feel free to message me if you have any other questions :D

#ive found almost all of my jobs through twitter lol #ive only done remote indie work in games/shorts/trailers/webseries though so i dont know much outside of that #if you can join communities of animators that's really helpful too! im in a lot of discord servers with jobsearching channels #anon #ask

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dysaniadisorder · 7 months

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i hate how normalized military is in the us im gonna rip my hair out