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i'm kind of mad about this most recent paranoia episode bc it was totally avoidable compared to the last ones
#before this my most recent episodes were something triggering being in the news all of the time + personal connection to it#and then when i had those really weird but vivid melatonin nightmares that made me concerned i was losing touch with realtmity#but this one was bc i was unwell (pulling an all nighter and at the 24 hr mark) and i saw something triggering on instagram reels#and instead of ignoring it and moving on#i made the stupid decision to google it further and i stayed up for like 2 more hours until i became convinced i was gonna die if i did not#sleep that insant#which was hard for a bit bc i was alresdy paranoid + sleeping with lights on + sleeping with daylight#but like 10 mins in i was knocked out#bc i hadn't slept well in so long#and i keep seeing stuff on both insta and tumblr that like could be triggering but i could very easily move past it#but i don't#i've been googling it and going down rabbitholes and making the paranoia worse#and that makes this the most voluntary paranoia episode i've had#these were all 2024/2025#prior to this i had a breif one with covid i think bc i was paranoid about safety#and prior to that i think it was just when my mom was maybe bitten by a spider (we never figured it out)#and i had a dream about a spider and decided that was god telling me the answer to her bite (i was like 10 and still religious) and i was so#paranoid i had to count my steps 24/7 to stop myself from thinking about it#and i would make my mom remember how many steps i was at before i went to bed#and i even counted/made myself walk while in the shower so i wouldn't think#zip quips
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It actually breaks my heart how many lost and escaped cats don't get found for months or years or ever because cats being outside is so normal that no one even questions it. A dog that's running around loose will usually get caught and returned to their family or at least brought to a shelter, but cats don't get a second look even if they're wearing collars.
If you have an indoor cat, consider keeping them collared with a tag that clearly states they are indoors-only and should be returned home.
#this is weird to talk about but a few weeks ago i stopped by my boss's house to drop something off on the steps#and there was a cat on the steps!#and he ran away at first but then flopped down for pets and happily accepted being picked up#so instead of just ignoring him and moving on i knocked on my boss's door#and the sheer naked relief on her face when she saw him made bothering her worth it#he had slipped out the door earlier and she had no idea he was waiting outside because he didn't know to cry for the door to be opened#so yeah. sometimes cats outside are dearly loved indoor kitties whose families want them back
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This concept was supposed to be Deltarune Miku (she is a cyber world darkner of course) but I feel like it sort of just ended up being "What if I drew Miku 90% normally but then I colored her in kind of weird"
Behind the scenes trivia: The gif of the sprite is not merely a gif, but a whole Gamemaker project I made for the sole purpose of that gif, because it was the easiest way I could think of to get those nefarious Toby-Fox-type sprite rotations...
#my art#vocaloid#hatsune miku#deltarune#crossover#idk how to tag this. I need to pack up various random objects instead of drawing mikus. I am still extremely just about to move.#You may notice this premise is related to a poll I did a bit ago. I did ignore the winning result of that poll#dt#voca#ALSO. My message for any wandering deltarune fan music people. Her leitmotif is ELECTRIC ANGEL. YASUO-P. I already decided this on my own.
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In Luminous Green Glow.
Another TaliaxDanny idea
So we knows those AU where Danny pops out the Lazarus Pits and meets like Damian or Jason.
What if, due to time travel shenanigans or even dimensional reasons Danny pops out of the Lazarus Pits when he was investigating it (maybe he's CW apprentice and helping keeping the Zone in check) and while looking he suddenly gets a sword put to his neck and a voice, a very very spine tingling smooth voice, saying
"Who are you. And how did you find this place."
Out the corner of his eye Danny could see a woman (or if time travel, teen! Talia) around his age and ooooh boy the Fenton 'I love a woman that just might kill me' genes are totally kicking into high gear.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#talia al ghul#taliaxdanny#i know we normally do King Danny but im feeling more for CW apprentice instead#Danny is down bad for kick butt ladies#Talia is won over by Danny's goofyness tbh#and finds him charming#and never told her father about him#hes her secret that Ra's cant take away#they are friends though even with Dannys crush and Talia refusal to aknowledge their actual friendshi#not that shes against his friendship though she just doesnt wanna admit it due to how she was raised#Danny is the one she tells everything too#depsite his crush on her Danny is respectful towards her feelings and wont make a move#after Ra's is actually dead Talia finally decides to stop ignoring her actual feelings towards Danny btw
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lucanis' last question when interrogating zara's corpse -- whether illario also asked her to kill caterina -- is so telling. because if illario had done that, I actually do think lucanis would have killed him. (his standards are predictably wild and hilarious in a dark sort of way. listen I can forgive you for killing me that's fine understandable even but there's a limit to everything illario.) which is why he saves that question for last: it's the one thing he really does not want to know the answer to. because if the answer is yes, it's going to need action from him that would be so psychologically catastrophic that nothing the ossuary could do to him would compare, that would have been the end of him too, I feel, even with rook and the team there to try to catch him or pick up the pieces. I love how if you pay attention you can trace out the underlying hurt/logic already here, before it gets spelled out in inner demons. the logic lucanis' brain operates on is very sad and very consistent the whole way throughout the game.
#no wonder his brain has decided it best to stay frozen instead if it thinks moving might mean moving towards well. that.#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#I feel that when looking at this dude as he is at the time the game is set it is crucial to keep in mind#that he is actively going through at *least* three separate full on mental health crises at all times fjskah#he literally stays awake at night wondering if his brother killed their grandmother/maternal figure.#and if that means he's going to have to be the person to kill what little is left of house dellamorte and everything he's ever loved himsel#he doesn't want to but he's had a whole life of the idea that what he wants isn't particularly relevant to what is going to happen to him#quite aside from the torture year and demon/erosion of self dimensions of the situation#and also unprocessed childhood trauma doing a merry little jig over on the side as he tries to ignore it#'am I going to have to kill my brother (an act that would destroy what little might be left of my own soul)' 24/7 in those neurons#are we surprised he is a bit weird about intimacy. a teensy bit preoccupied at times. it would be so much weirder if he wasn't#the true testament to the depth and intensity of the connection between him and rook is that that intimacy manages to grow#AT ALL but also#with such safe unbudgeable roots in the middle of the on-fire hurricane-zone garden that is lucanis' mind for most of the game#and rook's matching blood magic-enhanced haze of grief and denial of reality/compartmentalization on the other side lol#the mutual 'you met me at a strange time in my life' and 'that's okay' of it all. unspeakable.
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half of these tiktok relationship/break up/whatever pranks would not work on most of the jjk boys, but nanami is esp funny because he just becomes immune to it. you tell him you two should break up and he just sighs and nods, continues making dinner even as you flutter around him and try to start a fake argument. “kento, hello? i’m saying we’re finished!” and he just hums, and chops the vegetables, “that’s nice, dear. did you want red or yellow peppers this time?”
#he is not listening to a damn thing youre saying LMFAO#this also applies to levi ackerman bc 9/10 things i say about nanami also apply to levi they are lost cousins#honestly most of them do not care LMFAO. they all normally lose the idgaf wars terribly but in these instances they are gold medallists#the grandest reaction you could pull is out of megumi but even then#you say you want to break up and he’s like “i didn’t ask you tho? so moving on.”#you keep pestering megumi and eventually he is going to sigh and grab u by the scruff and drag u to eat or something#like that's the end all be all solution to everything i HATE HIM!#not even yuuji bc u mention anything like that and yuuji is like um... no! hope that helps! xoxo#yuuji is dense but it's also willfully ignorant LMFAO. u could even say u wanna hang out w somebody else instead of him today#and hes like yeah... no! i'm outside ur house 😁😁 where u go i go 😁😁#nanami x reader#💌
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Do you still dream of escape? So near at hand?
What is the point of dreaming when your body lies here, never moving?
#Orion's Art#The Evil Within#Psychobreak#Juli Kidman#Sebastian Castellanos#Joseph Oda#Leslie Withers#Ruvik#eye contact#with just a few minutes to spare#and ignoring everything for 24 hours#I managed to finish this on time#despite everything#making a note to myself to celebrate#when I have some available mental load#brain CPU at max#when I'd started putting down sketches#knowing I wanted to illustrate something this year#I'd planned on saying#''and here's to 10 more years!''#but...#what is the point of dreaming?#I'll keep moving ahead anyways#even if there's no way out#the close-ups are only at 50% instead of 100%#it's big#was thinking about prints...#thank you everyone that makes gifs & photosets of the game#I still can't draw anyone without looking at a million references
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In order to turn a very embarrassing moment of my life into something funny have this stupid Timbern au:
The Drakes are alive so Tim is still on track for being the heir of D.I. but is interning at W.E. for the summer because Bruce offered a position
Bernard has been interning at W.E. as well, for volunteering hours
The both work in a small, newer branch of W.E. that focuses on cultivating more information about Gotham’s history
Bernard’s there because it's the most teen focused thing and Tim’s there because he wants to figure where exactly the Lazarus pit is under Gotham so he can mess with Ra’s
They are currently stationed at an old house that was made into a museum which is managed by Wayne Enterprises, but since most of it is a museum there are only a few rooms to actually work, however it being a teen thing it’s very much choose your own hours so that prevents too many people from being there at once
Tim, who doesn’t want someone to come in a see the fact that he’s already finished cataloging all of the 2023 Donations to the museum and is instead using the time to further research the numerous curses in Gotham and/or watch Demon Slayer, is very happy about this fact and only comes at either the earliest or latest times so he gets a room to himself and only has to pretend to be going through boxes when someone checks on him
Bernard immediately messes up Tim’s plan
He’s always there- morning, night, even when Tim changes up his schedule
And no matter how many how many empty rooms there might be he always finds Tim and sits with him, even the time Tim tried to hide in the attic under the guise of organizing a couple boxes up there
Being the paranoid idiot that he is Tim assume that Bernard is a from the League of Assassins and enacts a 46-step plan to figure out what he’s planning (read: stalks him) and in the course of it ends up falling in love
Meanwhile on Bernard’s side, the first week of the internship he walked into the room Tim was in and wanted to be friends with the cute boy
The reason that he kept finding Tim was that he was talking to Dick Grayson, his gymnastics instructor, and Dick had realized that the boy in question was his honorary little brother and told Bernard that “Timmy’s shy, you just have to break down his walls to get to know him” and tells him when Tim’s going to the museum
Dick is well aware of what Tim thinks the situation is because he’s the one Tim rants to, but he thinks it’s funny and will make for a great story to tell at their wedding
#tim drake#dick grayson#bernard dowd#timbern#the real life version of this is far less cute and funny#I intern at my local museum along with about 20 kids from my school#i do not want to interact with these people so I always try to get to the archive room of the museum when no one else is there#Because you only really go into the archive room if your project has to do with organizing collections and catologing them#the first week I took note of which days the other two people whose projects are like that come#so I could avoid them and have the archive room to myself#so after I finished my work i could watch demon slayer in peace while still getting hours#but this one girl who’s project is working on the blog for the museum (does not need the archive room) keeps coming and sitting with me#it first happened like 4 weeks in so I assumed that there weren’t enough chairs in one the other rooms and that this was a one time thing#but it kept happening and when I moved to a different room she ended up sitting with me again#I happened to talk about this with a friend in passing#and my friend just started laughing because it turns out they were friends with the girl and she was trying to make friends with me#And i was an asshole who ignored her because i lowkey thought she was watching to make sure i was always working#I guess the next time i go I'll have an actual converstation with her instead of inquestive side-eyes
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crazy how viktor can't take a shit without people trying to claim that the shape of it is somehow him trying to brand himself with the talis family crest because being romantically obsessed with jayce is his whole personality now apparently.
#mine#league/arcane#arcane critical#sorryyyy in my hater era#actually i like the ship! more the league lore of them so i was sad they didn't follow that trajectory in s2 but still#one day i'm going to go off about how crazy it is that arcane's characterization of viktor removed basically all of his agency and autonomy#and personal convictions and etc etc#and left like 90% of his screentime as him acting either as a vessel to move jayce's (way more fleshed out) character arc forward#or as a vessel to provide a convenient villain for the ending so that they could ignore the core political themes of the premise#despite it making no sense for his character#like from how much of a presence viktor has in fan content you'd think he was the main goddamn character but he was genuinely so sidelined#compared to the ACTUAL main 4 (jinx vi cait and jayce) who he lags behind in screentime considerably#i guess if nothing else imagine how much more he'd be dominating every discussion about arcane if he was on par with them#the irresistible call of white twink sadboys to a fandom#anyway it makes me sad bc i looooved the daniil dankovsky tier obsessive freak qualities of og viktor's lore....#and not only did arcane retcon it and replace it BUT the fandom is also just focusing on him as like#obsessed with some guy and his own insecurities instead of having an actual ideology
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they sicken me
#leoya#leokoya#hamato kouchuu#koya is very much not normal about learning she’s a mom she needs to leave for a while#it works out she just needs some time but leaving your partner with a new baby is Not a great move#also what’s the point of having a hybrid mutant baby if they don’t get a fucked up monster form at some point in their life#more fun facts about scarab I guess#any pronouns they were never really assigned any gender at birth#they’re nonverbal and communicate through signing#Kouchuu is their given name but they take up Scarab as kind of a mysterious moniker when they become an outlaw as a young adult#they were trained in archery but decided to duel wield pistols instead. yay#Also a Major horse girl#the fact that they can fly around on their horse is a bonus#also the last cowboy drawings are old ignore the tail
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can't stop watching that video with the new angle and the way ja'marr lets out a breath after letting go of joe and kind of tilts his head looking at joe saying long way in such a fond thoughtful tone.
#and i of course am projecting here because it's such a blurry video but his expression is just!!!#so fond reminiscent contented IN LOVE#is he seeing the QB with a huge chip on his shoulder (and a crazy mullet) escaping OSU that he met for the first time#when he was only 18 and young and excitable and just wanted to be a star#and reflecting on whree they are now#and how far they've come#it IS a long way#they've made it! together!!#and what greater evidence of that is there than joe basically throwing himself in his arms#ignoring the old pinky shake#grinning and laughing together out of pure joy and relief#because you did it!! and it isn't the end! it's just the beginning!!! again!#to round out over a decade together AT LEAST#just the mix of memories of everything you've already done and the excitement/anticipation#of what you CAN still accomplish!#all represented right there in that goofy tall blonde guy who just hugged you and didn't want to let go#(and you didn't either. and you're glad he ignored your extended hand for a hug instead)#and yes i'm taking all of that from the last second of that video what of it!!!#joe'marr#god sorry for my sappy yapping this week i'll move on one day#(probably i will not but i'll at least shut up about it at some point)
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i love shin godzilla they really said "politicians bad except the autistic ones"
#i wish they had godzilla move at the end#boy how you so 0_0#stupid fish just like me fr#ALSO the audacity of the acting PM to be like 'hey guys i know letting america bomb japan bad but also have u considered they should anyway#'yeahh...we definitely havent looked into anything else...haha...ignore yaguchi and his autism gang they dont get it'#goro sekiguchi voice 'erm idgaf what hiromi says shes not a professional' (<- one who picked the professionals)#'ya ik the professionals basically said 'idk' and 'have u considered kys' but id rather listen to them than a girl with boy autism'#shoutout politicians i love when politicians are good people & arent yes-men to nuclear warfare & dont say 'wakatta' every other sentence#the PM was fine during round 1 ig cause he prevented two (2) potential deaths which i mean. at least he cares about the lives of his people#but then round 2 came and he said 'ykw..dense-schmense lets do this guys!' i love when the person with the most power is a yes-man 😍😍😍#but i especially didnt like the acting PM this mf only cared about the history books and shoeshining president ross#faggot style#anyway#he got better ig but only once yaguchis plan was formally submitted; im glad they went through with that instead of letting america#just as a reminder#BOMB. JAPAN. WITH THERMONUCLEAR MISSILES.#so yeah#autism always wins#as it should#shin godzilla#shin gojira#godzilla
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so i caved and made a journal page of the wayfinder,,,,,,
while i continue to make procrastinate on my first meet comic with her and ford, i figured i could make a little somethin somethin about ford's first impressions. and who knows, if inspiration strikes i may make more (like when he first saw her without the helmet, learning about the arms, etc etc) cause tbh this was actually really fuckin fun to do!
i figured ford had to have kept some kind of journal while traveling the multiverse so this would have probably been after the first week of meeting the wayfinder
close ups of the text (with transcription in alt text cause i also can't read the damn cursive lol) below cut!!




#gravity falls#nell's void#gravity falls oc#gf oc#gravity falls fanart#oc: diane orosco#verse: find me at the height of noon#era: the wayfinder#stanford pines#ford pines#IGNORE THE “AFFECT” INSTEAD OF EFFECT IN THE FIRST PARAGRAPH PLEASE#I FINISHED THIS AT LIKE 1 AM#ford has no idea what the hell he's in for with the wayfinder#also the wayside (wayfinder's rest stop) hides at the outskirts of the nightmare realm#like right next to wear it's being destroyed#and moves as the destruction moves#which is why the place isn't familiar to ford!!#god this dynamic is gonna be so interesting i keep thinking of angstier and angstier ideas#they will know no peace!!!! they will be each others torture in the nightmare realm!!!!#digital artist#digital art
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Local Smuggler Extremely Disappointed By Boring Reality Of Hyped-Up Love Story: More At Seven
Sabine gives him a knowing smile. “Han, be honest. Are you just looking for advice on how to date a girl who’s cooler than you?”
“No!” he lies, holding up his hands. “I’m curious! I mean, Bridger seems like a nice guy, but… he’s one of those wizards, and from what I’ve heard, your people don’t exactly get along with them.”
Sabine is quiet for a minute, apparently reminiscing.
Finally, she speaks.
“So, Ezra has always liked me. He was almost fifteen when we met, and he was—” She laughs to herself. “He was such a flirt. Cocky, full of himself, overconfident… but he was sweet. Sometimes he was even funny.”
Han gets the feeling she might be fonder of the Jedi in hindsight than she actually was at the time, but he doesn’t interrupt her to point it out.
“We became friends, after a while,” Sabine continues sentimentally. “Best friends. And then some of Ezra’s friends bet him money that he wouldn’t ask me out, and more money that I wouldn’t say yes. So… Ezra and I decided to swindle them.”
Han sits up a little straighter. “Swindle? Antilles and Klivian said—”
“Wedge and Hobbie don’t know,” Sabine cuts him off, grinning. “They think we actually went on a date. And then… to avoid other people constantly asking us out, we kept fake dating. It was our big secret. Our bit.”
“Then, what?” Han asks. “Don’t tell me getting married was fake, too!”
“Yeah, but just for a couple months. But I couldn’t hide my feelings for him anymore, and so I ‘fessed up. And… the rest is history.” She brushes a strand of her hair out of her face and smiles. “You know, I could probably get the girls to bet Leia won’t ask you out, if you wanna give it a try—”
“Who says this is about Leia?” Han demands, bristling.
Sabine just smirks. “It’s nice to see someone who’s worse than me at lying about their feelings.”
“Hey!”
#i rewatched esb recently and got the idea to work its plot into cttb ch3!#(while completely ignoring the canon timelines and moving it to 7 months after the battle of yavin instead of 3 years lol)#so yeah sabine is stuck on the falcon with han leia 3P0 and chewie for the events of esb#while ezra hangs out on dagobah with luke r2 and yoda (and lowkey constantly stresses about getting back to sabine)#fic snippet#fic sneak peek#fake date au#commit to the bit au#sabezra#also a bit of#hanleia
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everyone who mentions the wizard author turned raging bigot in my vicinity owes me 200 dollars
#i am so serious who does it serve to spread around every new shitass thing she says#i am BEGGING people to blacklist and start ignoring her#i dont want to hear what she did this time i want her to fade into obscurity instead of everyone constantly digging up#the dead horse of a fucking issue to keep beating it#yeah she sucks. lets move the fuck on jfc people.
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Oh hi irrational dread and fear, didn't miss ya.
#ffs WHY#also low key when youve rawdogged anxiety for as long as i have it doesnt feel like anxiety anymore#so can take a min to figure the fuck out what's going on#got too good at ignoring the emotion? have physical manifestations instead#too good at ignoring that? have some WILD paranoia about a moving target of issues instead#got good at figuring out that trick and ignoring the laundry list of New Fears? have physical manifestations again#and also a dusting of emotions for funsies#theres no mystery about where this shit comes from i know why#but the sneaky game keeps me on my toes
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