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doctorwormcore · 2 years

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so like... i go back to work tomorrow... and then... im full time for at LEAST two months???? wow.... seven hour days...half hour commute each way...but...like...?!?!?!? im in training too...idk man its...its really good so far??? I get to work in aircon, in an area that directly meets art and disability work......i like it so far...in between this, being a cat mum, and now about to get my license fINALLY...everything is a bit overwhelming atm

#kass.txt #ive only done 15 hours so far..#its 37 hours a week roughly... and like... huh...#im kinda proud....but really scared haha #so basically im training to become a support worker...i cant really do drop in support bc of my health and body limitations #and tbh i do some of that stuff already with my mum now that mums in her chair a lor #lot sorry #i hope i dont burn out from full time #we're p understaffed...but the pay is pretty good #im not on salary yet so im reaping those casual loading bennys #just a lotta !?!?!?!?!?#i had a driving lesson yesterday for the first time in a year..the instructor thinks i could pass the test today..thats how confident he is #and like...driving scares me a lot #but im excited i guess #i need my license for my job too seeing as tho its in the next town over #im v tired.#also its v likely my urethra shrunk again LMAOOOOOOOO bc my bladder pain has been wILLLLDDD #in between that and my fucked up eustachian tubes and ear canals...bitch its tiny hole time cjdhsjsjsjsj

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amegeddon · 4 months

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Ok. I've been playing Elden Ring with a friend of mine lately, and according to pretty much everybody I know, my character looks like Markiplier. The thing is, though, I genuinely do not see it like. at all. SO. I am making a poll.

If you voted yes and you want to, please tell me why you think he looks like Mark. Also more pics of Ealar under the cut, just in case the first two aren't enough to form a concise opinion, along with a description of the basic vibe I was going for when I was making him.

Ok so, been a hot minute since I made him (he is a few months old) but basically the vibe I was going for was a kinda fruity and fairly pretty (hence the neon pink eyeshadow) looking gigachad. He is a chaos bisexual and I wanted him to look the part.

#send help #look I don't have a lot of friends but the fact that like. 90-100% (can't remember some answers) say he looks like Mark scares me #I SERIOUSLY DO NOT SEE IT AND IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE #WHY. WHY???? /lh #poll #tumblr polls #polls #elden ring #random polls #hyperspecific poll

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moeblob · 5 months

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Unfortunately an update:

Might not be able to post art today! Caved and went to the doctors (someone else driving) and then went somewhere else. And now I'm on the way to the ER.

Have a good day o7

Edit: gonna have to have surgery and will be here overnight (possibly two nights????). I'll be fine and it isn't super serious but just saying, no art tonight bc I'm in the hospital.

#moe talks a lot #not art #haha im so scared my mom is driving me and just said #oh they probably wanna do surgery #like i know people tell me to take care of myself n thank you for that #but drawing daily is such a life saver i feel so sad not being able to draw

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the-maddened-hatter · 28 days

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So I've mentioned before that my irl friend and my partner got me to watch HoTD, but since we got caught up to the season finale of that we're now watching GOT.

So during a Littlefinger & Varys scene one of them mentioned how the two of them could both just absolutely kick Larys' ass as whisper masters and just now all I can picture is Larys just fucking full on snot crying after they've been bullying him at like 1/10th of their power for one (1) day and he's just like "Alicent can you come pick me up? I'm scared."

#idk if he'd be writing a raven letter or just somehow magically have a telephone #but either way it's just so fucking hilarious to picture omfg #and for whatever reason I'm picturing that she has to like drive out in the middle of the night to come get him like a kid at a sleepover #either in a carriage or a car whichever (or get one of her kids to dragonmobile her out there)#and the ride back home is just dead silent and whenever she goes to ask him he's just like “I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT”#and starts back crying #look and I LIKE Larys a lot but this was just too fucking perfect omFg #shitpost #mom come pick me up i'm scared #got #game of thrones #house of the dragon #HoTD #littlefinger #varys #larys #larys strong #alicent hightower #hotd alicent #hotd larys #got varys #got littlefinger #my friend has gotten me watching game of thrones and now it's other people's problem

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blujayonthewing · 5 months

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pitched battle inside my brain between the part of me that's desperately shaking myself by the shoulders going "YOU HAVE GOT TO ACTUALLY LIVE THE KIND OF LIFE YOU IMAGINE INSTEAD OF JUST SITTING AROUND IMAGINING IT UNTIL YOU DIE!!" and the part of me that's clutching my face going "is this allowed? is this allowed?? is this allowed???"

#trying to plan a solo cicada pilgrimage and getting brainworms about it yeehaw #'making a lot of plans and never actually doing things in real life' has been a problem for literally as long as I can remember #but I also feel like I've developed a learned helplessness over the last several years that's gotten worse as I've gotten older??#me age twenty: I think I'm gonna take myself to chicago next week because I feel like going to the zoo #me age thirty: am I allowed to go camping alone. am I allowed to do a solo road trip. I need a grownup #to be extremely clear I am very much allowed and this is not justin's fault and I don't know where it comes from #like I'll run things by him lowkey seeking 'permission' that I don't even need and he'll be like 'yeah that sounds good to me'#and then I STILL won't do the thing because like. my brain keeps insisting there needs to be a grownup in charge?? HELLO I'M GROWNUP #anyway I'm doing cicada trip solo BECAUSE-- the drive is so long I want to do five days because two of them will just be driving #and he can't get that much time off work right now #AND because I literally only want to Be Camping and Looking At Bugs but he'd get bored of a week of that he likes Activities #me this morning getting insecure and weird: what are your thoughts... on cicada voyage....#him after at first not even understanding the question: I'm SO excited for you?? you deserve to get to go absolutely feral???#I do.... ;n; 💕 why am I so scared to be a person.......#about me #cicada quest

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lemongogo · 2 months

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j need to get back into life drawing post haste

#i think im losing . construction in my art #im forgetting how to draw bodies think. idk #literlaly so annoying . its like fun when u get the hang of things but then u neglect one aspect in pursuit of another #and then have to go back and touch up that old skill to try and balance jt and theres that brief period where #eveyrthing is harmonious and then it outpaces itself again and becomes ths juggling act #overall i enjoy it . the drawing sessions but smtimes finding the will 2 get out of bed is like pulling teeth #bc i know im never going 2 walk out of there feeling satisfied but . actually idc #a lot of my pals . my friends there r a couple of decades older than me and they have the best advice tbh #randy. and donna . randy and donna and third guy whose name i forget . -> if u r satisfied at the end of a session did u rly learn anything #always want 2 improve . right right #UARHGHQHHH ill do it ill go . im scared bc i feel like it tends to artblock me #bc i start getting in my head ab what i know/see vs what i can only draw #but im sooo addicted 2 wanting to get better . i want to draw like a million people i see on here who have that great construction and #weight and anatomy and dynamism . i want to be like u . ill work to be like u ill try #and i feel like ive negelcted my basics for soo long .. i need to get ths foam shapes and a lamp . NOWWWW #yotasuke #i miss yotasuke so much.damn. thats crazy . anyways #the way he points out that yatoras dedication/hard work is a talent . like ueah . i agree w him im envious of that r u kidding me #and ytora walkimg arnd like oh u have it so easy ytsk. he needs to shut the hell up smtimes #i meed to see them eviscerate each other blood and all.#spongebob icecream truck- not that yatoras hard work isnt Also a skill but ykwim . if youve read YKWIMM #bc he was always like woe is me im soo untalented and its like no bro u r you just manifest it differently . that natural drive is a talent #but that natural drive also takes skill to foster and nurture else it has no purpose .#no i cant be blp posting in the tags bye

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greenieart · 5 months

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I can’t believe I forgot to post my baby girl’s redesign IM SORRY BAIN I LOVE YOU FOREVER

Anyway I’ve been reworking her character a lot lately and thinking about potential time skip stuff for her so she needed a new outfit to match her new vibes. Changeling Rogue Thief Girly My Beloved

#dnd 5e character #dnd rogue #dnd oc #dungeons and dragons #dnd changeling #dnd #bain #oc #original #digital #she’s so so special to me #I could write essays about her #I think the way her Face works now is just very copycat— as in like.#she sees someone with cute freckles and then suddenly she also has freckles #that vibe is driving a lot of her characterization in my head now #a deeply insecure woman who feels like the only way to succeed is to imitate others as she has no confidence in herself now #she’s so scared. AUGH I have a lot to say about her #anyway 💚

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dullahandyke · 10 months

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all fun and games being a college student until youre lookin at recipes like 'i dont have a knife that isnt a butter knife. i only have one pot and no pan. making me buy two different types of oil seems like a scam. can i freeze homemade wedges if i make them'

#and my roommates have all those things and would probably be fine to lend me them #but also i do not talk to them a lot. and i am scared #and ofc worst part of being a college student is ive been putting off my work so i wont have time until like next week to go and get shit..#wait actually my mam is picking me up tomorrow. im sure she'd drive me to home store and more. this is a win #still does not solve my Burning Urge to make my own wedges but sigh ill work w it #edit actually the WORST part of being a college student is i made the idiot move of choosing one of the tall presses #not taking into account that im too short to take advantage of all the storage space....#i think theres one of the short presses still empty i could claim #but i dont wanna have to bend all the time to get my shit.... meguca is suffeirng

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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#this place drives me crazy....#i notice it esp bc when im outside and feel a tiny bit better #(unfortunately this city is a nightmare for a hypervigilant like me to live bc theres crazyyy much noise 24/7)#but my home has for the first 23yrs of my life been a noise wise calm place to wind down and be safe and relax #but a couple of years ago there was like a shift and everyone who moves in here are crazy #my neighbors are constantly stomping banging and thumping. constantly.......#people outside are always screaming and yelling and slamming doors and everything u can do #they let their kids run around and scream like demons and throw rocks on cats and piss on the walls #and they go around with metal pipes or sticks and hit everything #like.... im sorry if u wanna call me a childhater for saying thats fucked up then go ahead #that's not sane behavior and the parents dont raise their kids anymore #constant yelling.... anyway #we have a clan of ppl who do lots of illegal things which is above all NOISYYYYYY #they make shit in the apartment above me and then live in another and then large moving trucks come and pick it up #?????? if u wanna call me a stuck up karen for thinking thats not ok to do to your neighbors go ahead!!!!!! im a bitter bitch #i dont think it's ok to cause such disturbance to your neighbors they cant sleep or exist in peace but thats just me ig!!!!!#these ppl living here are batshit insane bc i've been here for 25 and it's never been like this #and i mean it's MY problem for being noise sensitive ofc #but i feel like my brain is CONSTANTLY always being overstimulated and i can barely function anymore #i like legit wanna kms just to escape all this noise #i dont get any quiet moment ever #not even in the middle of the night there is always some human making noise and causing a disturbance #a few years ago it could be dead quiet in the middle of the day #what has happened im losing my miiiiiiind i wanna dieeeeeeeee #what happens when i reach a point where my brain just overcooks and i explode?#what will i do? what will i do when i lose control sksksk that shit scares me i dont wanna see #i cant live like this but im stuck and i dont know how to get out #and my mom was in a smaller city the other day and she said it was a crazy amount of noise yhere to #what do i do? whrre do i go???? i might jusy have to go deaf or smth i cant do this

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anothermonikan · 4 months

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They need to make a physical media release of DHMIS,,,because I love DHMIS really but it's a pain to have to set up my computer to the HDMI and the E4 app to watch it because I like watching stuff on my TV but like..aughh. I have a PS3 I can play DVD's and Blu-Ray's it's so much easier!

#Honestly thinking of burning them myself....I was about to say I'd have to get a DVD burner but I do have #An old compaq presario laying around which has an optical drive on it #Idk if it'd still work for burning disks and stuff but I know it at least still reads them #It is running on like. windows xp tho and not connected to the internet so I'd have to download them to my usb and then try it from there #I would have to get blank disks tho ehe....#look I would be watching this thing a lot more than I am currently if it was easier.#when it first came out I had a fucking. chromecast so I could just cast it. but I don't anymore -o-#aughhh #DHMIS #dont hug me im scared #Android.txt

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princekirijo · 1 year

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Finally graduated haha let's go 🥹

#im scheduling this when the ceremony is over just cause #but yeah um wow. can't believe it actually #desperately trying not to cry while typing this haha thing hasn't even started #but i think this is the first time in a while i genuinely feel proud of myself. like fuck me i did it #4 years was a wild ride but here i am!! and yeah im scared about the future but rn im just here with my paper #i also realized that yeah ive been on Tumblr as long as ive been in uni #which is crazy can't believe ive been on here for 4 years (roughly)#but for all the shit that i dislike about this site and as much as it drives me nuts #i do wanna say ive met some wonderful people on here! ive made some friends 🥹#and yeah i haven't kept up with all of them something im so so guilty about #but i wouldn't be where i am without this blog like unironically #so yeah thank you gay people in my phone you've helped me a lot. more than i care to admit #hope y'all have a great day <33 #thanks for reading my sappy ass tags on Tumblr 😅

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katierosefun · 1 year

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realizing maybe perhaps i love aziraphale and crowley together because truly something about how they're the only ones who can truly understand just how complex and complicated the other person is . .. you think of an angel and you think of someone who is goodhearted and sweet and nice all the way through, except crowley knows that aziraphale is just as batshit as crowley himself (the look of delight on his face when he realizes what aziraphale's done with the sword, plus crowley knowing that aziraphale will help him stop end of the world because he's just enough of a bastard to do that kind of thing) and then also you think of a demon and you think of someone who is cunning and cruel, except aziraphale looks at crowley and knows that he's actually kind and gentle and moral, when he wants to be, and something something something about how suffocating it feels to simply have a human life span and feel as though no one knows who you really are, imagine how suffocating it must be to have a practically immortal life span but then you meet someone who sees you for all of you and give me a second

#caroline talks #good omens #aziraphale and crowley both mean so much to me #and i think a lot of humans can just. relate to like. so much of it.#just like. the sheer loneliness of being told 'oh you're an awful person. you're horrific' but then meeting someone who goes #':) ha. you're so nice' and your brain freezes because wtf do you mean. what. leave me alone.#and vice versa. the sheer loneliness of being told 'oh you're so nice. you're so sweet aww' but then meeting someone who goes #'well. actually you've got three more tricks up your sleeve and it's going to drive everyone mad. isn't it.' and your brain freezes then to #because it's like. oh. someone sees me. someone recognizes me.#and it's like!!!! ough!!!#at the end of the day we all just want to be seen and understood and good omens really. delivers on that with aziraphale and crowley #that they are vastly different of course but they are also the same #and they know they are deep down the same and maybe that scares them both but also maybe that's what keeps them together.

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curseofbreadbear · 1 year

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cassie: gregory didn't hurt anybody!

me: oh you poor sweet summer child

#{ i think a lot about the ar mask and how it uses voice clips and stuff and like... }#{ ALL of the gregory voice clips are pathetic and sad. like ''im so scared and alone'' is the most out of character shit }#{ but because of the position cassie is in... ofc she's gonna perceive that he's feeling that way- }#{ -and helpi is going to audio-mix accordingly. }#{ i think the longer that her night goes on it definitely like...uses her brain against her. not INTENTIONALLY- }#{ -but her mind is in such a fragile state that like...everything is going to become warped and scary and remind her of the position- }#{ -she and gregory are in. }#{ i think so bad specifically abt roxy raceway and the cutouts ok dont get me started IVE GONE OFF LONG ENOUGH }#{ MY POINT BEING. cassie has no fucking idea what gregory did in main game and it kinda drives me insane... }#{ what would she do if she knew he was the reason roxy no longer has eyes. }#{ this became long enough to warrant that tag so dfsklfds }#ruin spoilers /#🎬 || it's make believe inside your head. (headcanons.) || 🎬#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬

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astranauticus · 8 months

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todays orv mood: standing at the water dispenser under my dorm building waiting for my instant noodles to cook just pacing in circles and swearing