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sysmedsaresexist · 3 months

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Hey we've been thinking about that "OSDD was a temporary diagnosis" post for a while and. it makes complete sense what you guys said but like. we can't get ANYONE to diagnose us as anything CDD, let alone anything that isn't going to give us the treatment equivalent of slapping a bandaid on a stab wound. Is there like, anywhere we could look further into P-DID/DID research on the subject? We're not comfortable moving off of the self diagnosis of OSDD-1b yet so we wanna be triple sure to get as much information as possible.

Thankies 💕💕💕

- 🐑 & 🌸 of the Constellation Collective

There's places all over to find that info, but I want to encourage you not to overthink it. You can dig deeper, you absolutely should, but the label... it doesn't matter. It's really, truly okay to get this one wrong and switch around between the labels or use them interchangeably. I promise. You don't need to be right, because you're right regardless (unless it's a misdiagnosis, but I'm going to talk about that at the end of this, because it's important).

I am diagnosed OSDD, but I call myself DID. It's easy, I understand that there's not that big of a difference, no one is going to yell at us (me or you) if it turns out that we have the other one. We're not misrepresenting ourselves. If it turns out I would only ever be diagnosed with OSDD, that doesn't mean I was wrong using the DID label, or that I was even mislabelling myself.

Whether you're diagnosed with DID or OSDD largely depends on where you live. I made a post about this a while back but I can't find it. The US is more likely to diagnose OSDD with minor amnesia than the UK. They're more likely to call minor amnesia DID (as they should). It's literally a dice throw, and not that important.

To quote my BFF, Colin Ross,

The dividing line between DID and most cases of dissociative disorder not otherwise specified is arbitrary [or OSDD]. Most cases of DDNOS are partial forms of DID which lack either clear switching of executive control, full amnesia barriers between identity states, or clear differentiation and structure of identity states. They are partial forms of DID with the same patterns of childhood trauma and co-morbidity.

Also this quote.

So on the one hand we have a vast swathe of people who are, or would be, diagnosed with OSDD as opposed to dissociative identity disorder but who show almost all of the symptoms of DID. Many people therefore see DID and OSDD as appearing on a spectrum, and prefer to conflate the two conditions so that DID/OSDD represents a range of dissociative experiences with more or less amnesia and greater or less elaboration and distinctive identity states or parts of the personality.

It is also what happens in practice: very few people would realistically distinguish between DID and OSDD.

And,

Both OSDD and DID are the result of the spontaneous action of the brain in response to trauma. Both contain different self-states, holding shards of memory and ‘unformulated experience’ (Stern, 1997). Both can be helped by similar approaches to therapy which encourage neuronal repair and result in brain growth such as increased hippocampal volume. Above all, all forms of dissociation need to be validated for their unique contribution to survival.

P-DID is a bit of a new one. Here's the ICD link to it, if you want to read more, but it's going to be the same as above. It's really not that important. Its main difference is that the system doesn't really switch, it's mostly intrusion (like feelings bleeding between alters and host).

These are really only useful for describing how your system generally functions.

Finally, misdiagnosis.

It's okay to be wrong completely. Maybe it's just BPD or OCD, autism, any of the number of disorders that come with identity confusion.

When someone self DX something like BPD and they finally get to therapy and find out it's literally ANYTHING else, we celebrate with them. Good job, you found answers! You're on the right path! You can get the right kind of help now. You did what you had to do in order to get by, and you did your best to try to understand yourself with the tools you had. The use of the first label wasn't malicious, you didn't hurt anyone by using it, and you probably got yourself pretty knowledgeable on the topic.

You are now a resource for those who are also trying to figure themselves out.

Who knows better what the difference between BPD and OSDD is than someone who tried out both and found the answer?

Being wrong doesn't mean you're bad, I don't know why we don't celebrate a misdiagnosis of DID like we do some others. We're all just trying to understand ourselves, and sometimes we're wrong. The point is that eventually we figure it out, and the journey there... recognizing a misdiagnosis is a GOOD part of your story, and it's an important story to share. You were still struggling, regardless of what label you used and what you're being diagnosed with.

Use the label that feels right to you. If you want to keep using OSDD, that's fine. You're describing how your system works right now, and that's perfect. Using DID or OSDD, you'll end up in the same place regardless-- hopefully this means with a good therapist who's going to take your symptoms seriously, but you're going to end up in that same chair no matter what label you're using.

I really hope this helped.

Also, I didn't really touch on it, but I'm sorry you're struggling to get a diagnosis. That must be incredibly frustrating. Don't give up. Unfortunately, the average is about 5 years for most. Keep advocating for yourself.

#not syscourse #did #osdd #osddid #actually dissociative #actually traumagenic #actually did #actually osdd #pro system #system safe #CDDs first #pro endo #plurality #actually plural

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cozyhatchling · 9 months

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Could you write about Little!Kaveh and Caregiver!Alhaitham? I think it'd be a really cute dynamic! Pwease n thankies!

Absolutely! Thanks a bunch for the request~

Little Kaveh and Carer Alhaitham Headcanons!

These two are some of my partner's favorites and I can't wait to meet them~

Kaveh regresses to 2-4 years old

He is sooo emotional while regressed! He's super empathetic and a bit of a crybaby

Little things like dropping one of his stuffed animals feels like the end of the world to him!

Alhaitham is a good foil to Kaveh's strong emotions; he's able to calmly talk his baby down from the apparent calamity that set him off, usually by providing either a simple solution to the problem or distracting Kaveh with something more fun

Of course, Kaveh has very strong positive feelings too! He gets so excited about things he likes, and Alhaitham finds it super endearing~

Alhaitham tends to be pretty laid back and honestly sometimes wishes that he felt more comfortable showing his emotions like Kaveh does... Luckily, said baby is perfectly happy to drag his dada along on all sorts of adventures!

Kaveh's not much into nature trips; he much prefers hopping around the city ooh-ing and aah-ing at the big, pretty buildings, which he always points out to Alhaitham (despite the building being pretty obvious!)

When they're out though, Alhaitham requires Kaveh to hold his hand at all times, because Kaveh has a tendency to run off and then end up scared and crying because he can't find his dada

Kaveh is always exhausted when they get back home, so he needs lots of help getting clean and into some comfy pajamas

When he gets too sleepy, its time for cuddles with dada and Kaveh's Immense army of stuffed animals

Alhaitham often reads out loud to Kaveh during evenings like this, when everything feels so warm and soft and his baby is being so sweet~

Ahhh, I'm obsessed with them... 🥹 I wasn't gonna do a full moodboard but I found too many pictures I liked, hehe~ The binkie is from Velueur, which looks like a real cute shop!

Check here for the active ask game and here for general request info and media list!

Thanks for reading!

#sfw agere #age regression #fandom agere #genshin agere #agere hcs #agere headcanons #syskid #system little #hcs #my hcs #writing #genshin #kaveh #alhaitham

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justsurvival · 26 days

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SHIPPING INFO — answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.

What’s your OTP for your Muse(s)?

multimuse that mainly writes ocs i will ship w anyone n everyone dont ask me to choose my favorite there isn't one (i lie . my favorite is Us. )

What are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?

all ship dynamics are equally valued here ! yes that includes antagonistic, platonic, etc. i am an angst enjoyer first and foremost and can't lie but i love u hurt / no comfort. fluff is. meh to me? unless it's a brief respite between the horrors. i may write smut i may not. i enjoy talking about it if it comes up, but i defer to my partner's preferences. i love you dynamics between exes i love you older characters i love you mutual obsession and unhealthy / toxic dynamics (**not abusive) i love you mentor/mentee dynamics i love you thinking that everything is going to be fine and it only getting worse i love you becoming something worse than lovers

How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?

involving a character under 25, i stick to 5 years. older than 25, i'd like for them to have not known eachother from before the younger was 25. frontal lobe development <3 ummm immortals are. waves hand. more nuanced. im straight up stealing from cupid now sorry smooches

Are you selective when shipping?

eeeeeeeeh ? if you're here on this blog and we are mutuals i will ship with you? like that's as selective as i get. i have some characters that are more ship-selective because they're very hard to ship with, i have too many similar dynamics with them, or some other thing. i generally prefer a good mix of chem + plot to ship. also if ur obviously face chasing... i dont care ? but like. please care about my character and their personality / backstory. thankies.

How far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered USFW?

i'll be real with you i can't remember the last time i actively wrote something usfw on the dash. i'll dm you if i feel its heading that direction.

Who are other muses you ship your muse with?

is this a safe space to say i do think some of my muses would be fun (terrible) with eachother.

Does one have to ask to ship with you?

yessssnoooo? easiest way is to send a hey lets ship message or waowow im feeling smth between them are u message. i will likely agree with u. also open to being sent shippy inbox prompts if we don't have a ship on the contingency that you still need to explicitly tell me you're interested in shipping. i am autistic i have a hard time picking up things especially through the internet so i appreciate having a clearcut 'i would like ships' message because i generally will otherwise default to a platonic relationship. (this doesn't include those who i have many, many ships with)

How often do you like to ship?

23/6

Are you multiship?

my public characters are multiship, yes, but if we have a dynamic between our characters that is impactful enough to my character's development, i'll go single ship on that. any muses i make specifically for a ship / are listed as private are single ship <3

Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?

obsessed but i always always include non-romantic dynamics in this.

What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?

stares at you with my big brown eyes. i write mostly ocs in original lore.

Finally, how does one ship with you?

please just ask its the easiest way for me otherwise we are gonna dance around it for eternity. holds ur hand. just message me.

#not tagging just steal from me #𓍢 ・ keva ﹕ ooc.

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misssakuramochi · 1 year

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Hihi heres my info for the trade thx for trading for me

Persona 5 male matchup plz

Gender: cis female

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: heterosexual ally

Zodiac: Capricorn

Appearance: 5’2 African American hourglass body (although I’m more top heavy if you know what i mean) black curly wavy hair blackish brown eyes chubby cheeks wears glasses sometimes (im far sighted so it’s usually when driving in class or at the theater)

Mbti: infj

Enneagram: 2w1

Personality: kind smart funny motherly responsible empathetic anxious emotional moody perfectionist helpful people pleaser caring compassionate nerdy curious protective polite respectful indecisive fearful nervous introvert shy awkward clumsy low self esteem low confidence (more pertaining to my talents or personality then my looks) sassy sarcastic (I’m mainly these things with people i feel comfortable with like friends or family) soft spoken cute (my friends think im cute because i can be pretty innocent plus I’m small physically)

Likes: animals books reading writing fantasy magic sci fi anime music video games friends alone time learning personality quizzes sweets and bread helping being a part of something bigger than myself

Dislikes: spiders loud sounds people who harm others people who don’t take others into consideration (like make insensitive jokes or don’t consider the comfort of others or are mean just cause they can) people i care about not caring for themselves (im a hypocrite on this i take care of everyone else but not me) not being listened to weird holes and patterns math and tests (I’m being tested for a math disability and i have test anxiety)

Love language:

Giving: acts of service gift giving and physical affection (if they’re ok with it)

Receiving: words of affirmation and physical affection (although i can be shy about it)

Extra: i pace a lot i sing when im alone i talk to myself im a picky eater (mainly with textures) i have a cat i have minor ehlers danalos (a hyper mobility disorder) but it doesn’t hurt me like it does my sisters i get abdominal migraines which is basically like a migraine but instead of headaches it’s nausea

Thankie thankie

I match you with...

AKIRA

You two compliment each other so well!! On one hand, you're similar. On the other, you're balanced. I imagine you to be a driven person with a strong sense of justice - a quality the two of you share. It draws you together, and together there's nothing you can't accomplish. Both of you take care of each other when you forget to take care of yourselves and have a great support system in one another. While you can be a little scattered emotionally, Akira is more... stable I guess, if you're not offended by the term. He's your rock when things get too much, and you help him learn to express himself! Overall you're the scariest power couple out there tbh.

HEADCANONS

● Words of affirmation you say?? Akiras got you covered. He's quiet until you're alone, but he loves to smother you with compliments the second you are. Between making you blush and trying to boost your self esteem (he just wants you to see you the way he does) Akira never stops saying nice things to and about you.

● Phantom thief extraordinare, Akira WILL keep quiet and pretend not to be home when you are just to hear you sing. He loves hearing you habe fun. He also likes how flustered you get when you realize he's been there the whole time.

● Akira is normally really chill, but he turns into the most doting worry wart when you get an abdominal migraine! He's got water, the BRAT diet, buckets, meds, comfy blankets and pillows... he really goes over the top to make you even a little more comfortable. Basically turns into your personal servant tbh

● Don't like math tests? Akira's got you. He's very proficient with book learning and he's more than willing to put in a little extra work to help you. By which I DEFINITELY mean helping you cheat. He could tutor you, and would if you wanted, but why not get rid of the anxiety completely by just having Morgana signal the answers to you through the window?

#matchups #persona 5 #persona 5 akira #im not calling him ren srry not srry

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delimeful · 4 years

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Heya!!! I love your WIBAR AU so, so much!!! It's definitely one of my favorite ones in the fandom and it's so awesome, well written, fabulous and aaaaaa! Btw, I was wondering if WIBAR!Virgil had any stimming and how the crew™ react when they found out? I don't know if someone has asked this, so thankys! ^w^)/

Anonymous said: Saw all the crew sees human do x post and got curious. How would the crew react to humans stimming? Like some humans will do the same thing over and over again for no real discernable reason? Like when we tap out fingers on a flat surface or shake our legs or our weird need to play the same song on repeat for hours if not days till we're sick of it. What about stuff like rocking or chewing or wiggling? I can't help but think about it now that it's in my head. -♠️

Anonymous said: how would the alien crew react to human disorders? they probably have a few alike ones, but i'm personally curious about stuff like adhd and autism. i can't imagine the initial reaction to stuff like stimming would be good, since it can be kinda unpredictable behavior but they'd prob warm up to it eventually.

like i said, our lads are familiar with the concept of neurodivergence so theyd probably be confused and maybe slightly alarmed at certain human stims, but for the most part its just another semi-surprising new part of a new culture. not sure what else to say on the matter; there’s no dramatic reactions or anything to be had here.

here are some stims for the crew, instead:

Logan - he stims physically and mentally through the constant, contained movement of his arms! most ulgorii don’t constantly mindweave like he does, and when they do reach out with their arms, its to make contact with others for telepathy purposes. (with his constant movement but refusal to engage others, Lo would be considered both somewhat hyperactive and fairly reclusive back home.) sometimes when he’s stuck on a problem or equation, he’ll just weave the same hand-pattern over and over again until he get it. when he’s really excited he’ll accidentally break whatever info hes weaving to just flap his hands around for a moment. he has totally accidentally smacked everyone on the mindscape once or twice, but he’s got little twig limbs so nobody got hurt :P

Patton - vocal stims! part of the reason he has so much fun showing virgil new words or tunes in Ampen language; the Human doesnt mind just repeating the chirps back to him for as long as he wants, even if he fixates a little! he would really vibe with the human experience of saying some nonsense Good Mouthfeel phrase over and over while wandering the house. he likes to fill the air whenever its quiet, and often trills in whatever repetitive pattern he’s feeling that day on and off throughout the hours! it actually helps the rest of the crew know where he is, just by a little three note tune occasionally playing somewhere in the background as he moves through the ship. for both virgil and roman especially, its really reassuring background noise.

Roman - ro’s stims are for the most part very physical, from whole body stuff like rocking/folding over into a ball or moving his tail back and forth rhythmically, to small stuff like scrunching and unscrunching his nose or opening and closing his claws/hands. he also really likes the sound of when his scales click and shift against each other (patton agrees) so sometimes he will just do that to listen to the noises. he counts breaths compulsively when hes afraid, though the new sensory grounding trick logan picked up has been helping him recently. he doesnt like to do these things in front of others and will repress them in public, but over time he’s gotten to trust pat and lo enough to casually stim on the Mindscape.

Virgil - perhaps unsurprisingly, lots of the self-soothing stuff virgil has developed over the past few years is actually pretty maladaptive when taken too far, like pulling on his hair/chewing on himself/scratching incessantly at the inside of his elbow/ect. to focus when hes freaking out. he tried to avoid any kind of stimming once around patton and the others, since he kind of figured that theyd be freaked out and/or upset with him, but patton is a very perceptive friend and everyone on the mindscape knows very well that Brains Can Be A Fuck. patton has started a veritable hoard of chewable stuff, since virgil tends to actually break a lot of them on accident, and logan has looked into researching braiding because virgil is less likely to mess with his hair if it’s pulled back/in a hairstyle. despite what virge thinks, neither of them are responsible for the box of hairties that mysteriously appeared in his room.

#asks #spade anon #anonymous #kanene-yaaay-o-retorno #wibar #ts virgil #ts roman #ts logan #ts patton #wibar story lore #stimming #self harm mention #:')#queue

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marigoldsandbuttercups · 4 years

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Alright, new headcanon blog! I love these! Alright, so, here's a shot in the dark: What job or career path(s) do you think everyone would take? Or volunteer work even. Please and thankies, and I can't wait to see what new material you come up with!

Thank you for stopping by! I really appreciate it ❤❤❤

Career Paths/ Volunteer Work

Sans: It could go two ways for this big brained dude, he would either be in the teaching field, or the scientific field. I feel like he'd only do it related to either astronomy or geology (keeping that pet rock has it's uses). But I do feel that ultimately, he might lean more towards teaching, there's just something about spreading knowledge that pushes him. He also gets to learn new things as well, everyday, which is a bonus for him!

Papyrus: Papyrus really loves doing humanitarian work but he also loves a fun and conducive environment. I can see him being a kindergarten teacher because he works the best with kids, they're all curious little things, and he loves their enthusiasm for even the smallest things possible. Besides that, he would be a firefighter, he is absolutely fearless and with his stature and his energy, he's equipped for even the most difficult tasks. (Also, it'll result in really buff Paps-)

Blue: Believe it or not, he'd do something that's heavy in marketing. Blue knows he's charismatic, and that charm can go over well when used properly, and boy does he make sure to do that. He would also be a good motivational speaker, he's got a silver tongue and knows how to lace and etch his words into people and monsters minds alike.

Stretch: Stretch gets stressed out easily, so he prefers an environment that's calm and not chaotic. He would be a beekeeper, it's calm and he only has to deal with the bees and distribute their honey, it ain't much and he likes it that way. He also prefers working with animals as he feels like he connects better to them on emotional level as he just can't bring himself to trust other humans/monsters besides his own brother.

Red: Red loves to get into the tiniest detail of things, it's one of his ways to cope and he ended up sticking with it. He likes to take stuff apart and see what makes them tick, how they function and what improvements could be done if there are any. It's why I feel like he might get himself into engineering. The process of tinkering and fixing something not only keeps him calm and has his mind focused on something, but he also feels useful, that he can fix something instead of damaging further.

Edge: One of the things that have stuck with Edge after coming onto the surface was his love for cooking. Overtime, he does accept the fact that his food is not.. Up to par for human consumption. He does make the effort to learn, despite not liking the criticism. Eventually, he starts small, selling food at events like weddings and parties but with enough money, he does open his own restaurant. (His lasagna and penne ala vodka are to die for)

Black: Because of the fact that he's so factual and loves to have the upper hand, he would most likely be a lawyer. He's very hard headed and doesn't give in easily, and with his loud, booming voice full of confidence, it's impossible for him to not win the case.

Rus: He doesn't like staying in one place, he loves traveling so much. He also adores getting memorable photos of beautiful places with little to no effort, he has an absolute talent for photography. But he may also be involved with touring and being in bands, more as a guitarist or drummer rather than taking center stage because he's just not that confident. The adrenaline of it and hearing the loud tunes blasting really gets him going.

Wine: He doesn't really work after reaching the surface, after all, the gold he has is enough to last him and his brother for several lifetimes. Though if he was inclined to do so, he might have a winery of only the finest kind, or maybe he'd have a boutique. He does love making dresses and he makes sure that he's quality is one of a kind that even name brands envy him.

Coffee: Now, Coffee initially decided to take it easy and lay back, enjoying the leisure time of doing absolutely nothing. But then.. He got bored, and he had wanted to do something, he had wanted to do it for himself, to be more exact. So he got a job at a pet shelter, like Stretch, he feels more comfortable around the presence of animals, especially those that are rather skittish and afraid due to being placed in terrible homes.

Thistle: When he heard the concept of gardening, he got very excited about it. The ability to grow an abundance of foods and to also bring life to something and watch it flourish before his eye had just effected him so personally that he couldn't see himself doing anything else other than that. All his notes are filled with info for each fruit/plant available, growing a rich vegetable garden and everyone had flocked to buy it from them, making his job a whole lot easier.

Chestnut: He decided to follow a similar route to his brother, but instead of vegetables, Chestnut had decided to go with a botanical garden. He couldn't help but admire how some flowers would end up surviving even in the harshest climates, along with the fact that he just enjoys learning the meanings that each of them have. He also enjoys being outside, sitting in the bright sunlight as he planted a new seed into the ground, there was a serenity to it that he can't quite place a finger on, but it made him fulfilled.

As for volunteering, all of the skeletons would do it every now and then, but the ones who do it the most are Papyrus, Blue, Stretch, Rus, Thistle and Chestnut. Papyrus also tends to bring his students along to show that kindness goes a long way, Blue does it while also making an effort to encourage others to join more in volunteering. Meanwhile, Rus, Stretch, Thistle and Chestnut tend to help out the homeless, Rus taking photographs and making sure all the proceeds go to charities while the other three donate food that they've harvested.

#they be getting that coin-#undertale imagines #sans #papyrus #undertale #underswap #underfell #swapfell red #fellswap #horrortale #undertale headcanons

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fearofaherobrine · 6 years

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Roleplay Server Log #386

“Octagon and Enix, Spleef, Bird Dad”

[CP] Is holding his no longer flaming baby and is letting Notch visit with the others when he feels the shift in the mainframe and he shudders a little-

[Fangbo] Notices his reaction. - Did Aether pull your hair or something?

[CP] - No...- He looks over at the mainframe- The seeds have shifted...

[Fangbo] Oh? You're sensitive to that? Maybe one of the big multiplayer servers changed host sites or something.

[CP] - Maybe...- He takes Aether and hands her back over to Notch- Just give me a moment

[Notch] Any reccomendations to keep her from getting cold again?

[CP] - Keep her out of the way of the vents and if she does catch on fire again, well, you know it wont hurt you yet

[Flux] Digs through the diaper bag and finds an extra blanket-

[Notch] Got it. Where are you headed?

[CP] - The main frame

[Notch] I'd say be gentle but you know how to conduct yourself.

[Jeb] He does????

[Flux] - He'll be fine

[CP] Ignores Jeb and touches the servers letting himself be pulled in and he looks to see what happened-

-There is now a very big server next to the one he's been calling home-

[CP] Snickers and goes to inspect the new bigger server-

-It's already super overbuilt. There are a faintly ridiculous number of players running around and the chat is full of random emoticons and leetspeak. There are quite a few large sculptures with just random words and pixel art from various 8bit games. There's a spleef dome rising over part of the town as well. The spawn is a sort of open waiting room with the basic server rules posted on a series of white colums in a circle. People are hustling in every direction but the spot he's standing in is relatively quiet.

[CP] - Oh joy, fresh prey

-He's immediatly struck with the feeling of being scrutinzed-

[CP] Focus' on the feeling to see what it is-

-There's a bit of a cough from above him-

[Octagon] You look lost friend. I hope you're not here to make mischief. - The figure is unmistakably a NOTCH, but he has a full long beard plaited like a dwarf and a name floating over his head like a player.

[CP] - Oh fuck off

[Octagon] Now that's not very nice. And here I'm being super polite too.

[CP] - I just came to find out what had been placed next to our server and if it were a threat

[Octagon] Then we're neighbors! How wonderful! You can see my name, what's yours? -Chuckles- Though I can probably guess.

[CP] - The others usually refer to me as CP

[Octagon] Hops down from the pillar and stands next to him. He's average height for a NOTCH, so shorter then Cp- Pleased to meet you then! I wouldn't have a player name, like this- he indicates the floating bar- but my brother tagged me.

[CP] - Your brother?

[Octagon] Yes! Let me see if I can get his attention. I think he'd be more your speed anyway- He does some whisper typing and then waits-

-A Herobrine basically steps out of his shadow and makes a show of stalking and menacing the NOTCH from behind before tickling his ribs with a gigantic grin-

[Octagon] Dissolves into wild laughter - BRO!

[CP] - Oh joy- He's dead pan

[Enix] Speaks with the most sinister voice Cp's ever heard outside the mansion, it's practically an oily sound. - What? No sense of humor?

[CP] - Only when it comes to murder or teasing my wife

[Enix] A brine with a mate? Did you wed an Alex? Lucky man.

[Octagon] You have a wife? That's so sweet. Is she nice?

[CP] - Another brine, and it's none of your fucking business

[Enix] Shrugs- Suit yourself.

[Octagon] He lives next server over!

[Enix] Lounges against a pillar. - So how's the neighborhood around here? Our admin changed hosts.

[CP] - Well it was quiet, but don't expect to be able to just hop over, it's a private server

-There's a bit of commotion as a few players spawn in and stand for a moment. The native NOTCH and brine make a show of stiffly waving at them and doing a few player hops-

[Octagon] Sounds quiet.

[CP] - Again, it was, but I suspect we'll be picking up a fair amount of noise from your server here

[Enix] Not much to be done about that. This is a kids server.

[Octagon] Little players really liven up the place!

[CP] - Ours is a sanctuary for brines

[Octagon] So you don't have any players at all?

[CP] - Occasionally a few that we trust explicitly will come on, but otherwise, no

[Octagon] But who pays the bills?

[CP] - We have our ways

[Enix] Clever, and close with secrets I see. Well we're set up decently well too. The head admin thinks we're both players.

[Octagon] Snickers-

[CP] - Pathetic

[Enix] Scoff if you want. It's a good gig.

[Octagon] Some of us like kids you know. He and I keep the griefing and hacking to a minimum so everyone has fun.

[CP] - We're brines! We're supposed to grief!

[Lie] Slips into the server, having been wondering what was taking CP so long and so had traced his path through the office. She appears right behind her husband-

[Octagon] But they're just kids. It would be mean to grief them. They'd just cry.

[Enix] Hides a growing smile behind one hand - You wouldn't burn down some little kids clubhouse would ya?

[CP] - I have in the past

[Lie] Sighs- CP...

[CP] Stiffens and turns around- Lie...

[Enix] Laughs- I think someone just got busted!

[Octagon] All smiles- Hello miss! Welcome to our server.

[Lie] - Hello, I apologize if my husband has been harassing you

[CP] - Why are you here?

[Lie] - You were taking a very long time checking on our daughter so I figured I'd see what was taking you. Oh, and you also griefed your father, she pooped right after you left apparently and Jeb had to show him how to change the diaper

[Octagon] You have a daughter too???

[Enix] Scoots closer- You're a Herobrine! A female Herobrine???

[Octagon] Gets closer as well- My stars!

[Lie] Hesitates a little- Yes, a newborn, and yes I am a female brine...

[CP] Growls as the other two get closer to his wife-

[Octagon] Congratulations! I had no idea that was even possible!

[Enix] I hope she didn't inherit her dads temperment. He's a bit rude.

[Lie] - He's better than he used to be

[CP] - Speaking of our daughter, we should be getting back to her

-There's a bit of commotion and a player with a silly skin runs up to Octagon and places a sign before typing on it-

[Octagon] Oh dear, that's not allowed. I'm sorry I have to tend to this. It was nice meeting you.

[Enix] Watches his brother rush off. - Yeah, likewise. Sorry about the noise, we have so many players, this place is like a madhouse. Even the Nether and Aether are noisy as all get out. Only the End is quiet.

[Lie] - Our Aether is noisy sometimes too

[CP] Groans at his wife's joke-

[Enix] Stares at her for a long moment and then lets out a rather evil sounding laugh- That's excellent! You named your child after the NOTCH realm mod didn't you???

[Lie] - Yes, we did

[Enix] I love it! What are your thoughts on players? Your hubby seems none too keen on them.

[Lie] - It depends on the player themselves, although I really have no room to judge since I used to be one

[Enix] Oh now things start to make sense... this means someone in your circle can get out. How intriging. I spend most of my time with players.

-A few players are creeping around a little watching them-

[Enix] Hang on- He turns quickly and gives them a freaky grin-

-There's some excited jumping and the avatars sprint away merrily-

[Enix] I save my A-game for more adult multiplayer games mostly.

[Lie] Motions at CP- He's the one who dragged me in initially

[CP] - Lie! Let's go!

[Enix] Something on fire Cp?

[CP] - You're being annoying!

[Lie] - Adult multiplayer?

[Enix] Gives her fingerguns- I slay at Overwatch, TF2, COD, I know how to do remote logins.

[Lie] - Okay then

[CP] Flumps on his wife a little-

[Lie] - Really CP?

[CP] - I would think you'd want to get back

[Lie] - Why?

[CP] - So we could finish what we were doing~

[Enix] Ah, is it adult playtime?

[Lie] - It was until the baby figured out how to set herself on fire

[Enix] You don't sound panicked so I'm going to assume it's a normal thing for a child brine to be on fire.

[Lie] - Considering it's one of her father's powers? Yes

-Another small group of players spawn in and wave -

[Enix] Just play it cool.

[Lie] - Well we should be leaving soon anyways, but I'll be sure to let our head admin know about you guys

-messages in chat-

-Whoah Pretty hair! O-O-

-Red Herobrine! Super talllllllllllllll-

[Enix] Thanky. Come back and visit if you want. Just walk stiff and follow the rules.

[Lie] - We will- She stands near CP and he lets both of them out and back into the office

[CP] Helps Lie out and both of them can hear Aether getting fussy-

[Notch] Back again? How did it go?

[Fangbo] Is making faces at Aether to make her giggle-

[Lie] - Well the new neighbors have a brine and a NOTCH

[Dofta] oh dear... do they get along at least?

[CP] - Their relationship is brotherly

[Lie] Goes to take her fussy baby from Notch-

[Dofta] Oh good. [She's still upset about the incident with Mb and Echo the other day]

[Notch] That's a relief at least.

[Lie] Picks up on Dofta's emotions- Hey, it wasn't your fault. It was actually the NOTCH's fault that MB was up for deletion

[CP] - Yeah, and they are way too cheerful

[Fangbo] Cheerful is bad?

[Yster] Well I can think of worse things.

[Jeb] Is looking at a screen on the mainframe - that's a big server...

[CP] - The head admin just thinks that they are players, they hit each other with name tags

[Notch] That's actually kinda clever. They're just living there?

[Jeb] Is looking up some info on the server. - Oh man...! I found the stats for it.

[CP] - Yeah well can you move it farther from ours?

[Locklear] - Are you really being territorial over a digital space?

[CP] - Yes!

[Jeb] The owner is a rather sweet-looking little old lady. And no, I can't move it. The placement is decided by the hosting service. They just got a packet near yours.

[Yster] I got the impression he was territorial about everything in general.

[CP] - Then I'll find a way to move it

[Notch] Just leave it be please, it sounds like they might be decent allies.

[CP] Grumbles-

[Lie] - Should we be heading back?

[Notch] I think so, Aether looks sleepy too.

[Lie] - Yeah, I think it's nap time

[Lie] Once back home they say goodbye to Notch and go inside. CP lays down on the bed with their daughter and Lie watches as he falls asleep with her, taking a screen shot as her daughter sleeps soundly on her father's chest. With a giggle she decides to check on CN and looks around for the child-

[CN] Is digging around in the food trunk for a snack-

[Lie] - And what are you doing CN?

[CN] Yelps and quickly turned around- Lie!

[Lie] - Are we getting a snack?

[CN] - Yeah...

[Lie] - I see, well after your snack, do you want to go for a ride with me?

[CN] - Sure! Where are we going?

[Lie] - Just to Docs place, there's some stuff I need to tell them

[CN] Quickly eats an apple- Okay! I'm ready to go!

[Lie] Smiles and follows CN out to the stable where he selects a horse and then follows her to the front of the house so she can get on Beau. The stallion is happy to be getting out and prances a little- Easy there, we're just going for a short ride

[CN] Climbs on his horse and follows Lie towards Docs house-

[Doc] is dozing in the sun near the spawn, hir dragon tail is draped over a few of the headstones and the small wall-

[Lie] - Guess we won't have to go so far- She trots over to Doc- Hey Doc? I've got some news...

[Doc] blinks sleepily- mm? Oh. Hi lie, Cn - Xe yawns - I didn't sleep worth a damn last night...

[Lie] - Because of the server shift?

[Doc] You felt it too huh? It was that, and the noise...

[Lie] - CP felt it from out in the office. He also went to investigate and it's where I found him

[Doc] Groans- please tell me he didn't already piss everyone off?

[Lie] - Not yet, but there is a brine and NOTCH over there

[Doc] Hunkers down into a tidy, alert crouch- Now you have my full attention.

[Lie] - They have taken on a brothers relationship and the server admin just believes that they are players. It's a server for kids

[CN] - For kids?

[Doc] No wonder it's so noisy. They must have a lot of players for all the activity I've been picking up on.

[Lie] - It looked like it too. Jeb looked up the stats for the server and said it was massive

[Doc] Interested tail flick - and the brine and the NOTCH? They're just living there? Are they really into babysitting or something?

[Lie] - I'm not sure, CP talked to them longer than I did. But he's currently napping with the baby. Their names are Octagon and Enix though

[Doc] How odd. Well at least it's nothing bad. I'll make my way over with a welcome cake or something, but not right now. I'm so tired... - They lay their head down with their chin in the grass. - I can't even sleep in my bed right now. Buff decided to evict my cobweb collection and it's annoying as hell listening to him whistle and bump around cleaning stuff.

[Lie] - I'm sorry to hear that

[CN] Nudges his horse closer to Lie- Lie?

[Lie] - Yes?

[CN] - Could... Could I go over there?

[Lie] - Well, I don't see why not, but you'd have to move stiffly like the players

[Doc] Thanks Lie. They might be suspicious of you too since you're smaller then a player.

[Lie] - That's true, but they just seemed awed at how large CP was. They're kids, they might not think much of it

[Doc] Perhaps. And if their Herobrine doesn't shade his eyes, they might be used to a few anomalies... - They sneak their tail fluff over their eyes and shift to a more comfortable pose. Like a balled cat.

[CN] - Could we... Go now?

[Lie] Hesitates a little- Are you sure you want to CN?

[CN] Nods his head-

[Doc] You guys have fun then, and be careful. Cn, you're not used to being around players, they can be impulsive and even destructive.

[CN] - But they're kids!

[Lie] - And they don't realize we're real and can feel pain

[CN] - Oh...

[Doc] They're just playing from behind a screen. Dying is a minor inconvenience. And they can't talk except in the chat and passing stuff like signs or books back and forth.

[CN] - Okay

[Lie] - Lets put our horses in with the skeletal ones here CN, then we can go

[CN] Nods in agreement and jumps the horse over the low fence-

[Lie] Does the same with Beau before creating an opening- See you in a bit Doc

[Doc] -is already asleep again-

[Lie] Makes the opening and guides CN through, both showing up at the spawn of the other server-

[CN] Looks around and bounces a bit in excitement-

[Enix] Runs by playfully chasing some players and stops- You came back so soon, and you brought a child? I thought your little one was a newborn? - He leans down to get a better look at Cn-

[Lie] - This is my NOTCH, CN, he heard their were other children here and wanted to come visit. CN? This is Enix

[CN] Takes a step back and moves a bit behind Lie-

[Enix] He's a bit timid huh? - He realizes the kids he was chasing have snuck up on him and are peeking at him from behind a pillar- Excuse me for a sec- He turns quickly and teleports right in front of them with a pickaxe in one hand. The kids leap and run like the dickens- Hehehe. Works every time.

[Lie] - And not just on children

[CN] Is looking up and around at everything there-

[Lie] - Go on CN, if you want to go explore then go. I'm sure Enix or Octagon can teleport you to me when you want to

[Enix] Perhaps I can show you around in the meantime? We've got quite a community of budding pixel artists.

[Lie] - Sure, I'd love a tour. Go have fun CN

[CN] Doesn't need to be told twice as he rushes off-

-The town is full of people rushing back and forth, some of them are even running little shops to trade things with other players. The chat is full or random talk as well, mostly about school and gossip. The houses are laid out on a basic grid and they vary in quality and materials-

[CN] Wanders around and checks everything out, reading the chat and getting confused about some of the things being talked about-

-A few avatars stop to look at him and there's some activity in the chat-

-There's a little guy LOLz.-

-Mini Notch wtf?-

-Neat skin!!!!11!!1-

[CN] Tries to figure out how to talk in chat without being too obvious- THanks?

-Wanna play with us???-

-SPLEEF-

-Agian? OMG. -

[CN] - Spleef? What's that?

[FollyCloud] You run around on snow with a shovel and try to cut the snow out from under other people!

[CN] - Sounds easy enough...

[BlockofFred] We have our own big stadum! Octagon keeps it set up!

[SilverMilk] We need one more person though....

[CN] - Okay, I'll play

[CaptainPurple] I call little guy!

[BlockofFred] I want Folly!

[SilverMilk] I'll message RobbinTime and meet you there.

[CN] - You can call me CN

[CaptainPurple] Cool!

-The others are all bouncing and sprinting ahead-

[CN] Follows, forgetting to move stiffly-

[BlockofFred] Watches him curiously- You move weird...

[CN] - Uh, it's... Mods

[BlockofFred] Oh! Neato1!

-The group approaches a board covered in game rules and a button in the center. The group hits the button and CN follows suit- The end up in a lobby where the players are partnering up and going to the designated areas for a match. As they cross a line of purple blocks, it sets their spawn point for the arena-

[CN] - Whoa...

[SilverMilk] Comes back with another player, their nameplate is RobbinTime - ready!

[CN] - Okay, so how do we do this?

[CaptainPurple] Nods at RobbinTime and they each hit a button on the wall-

[CN] Follows suit and the trio are teleported to an arena. Their inventories have been cleared and they now only have an iron helmet and a diamond shovel-

-The other three are facing them from across the snowfield-

[SilverMilk] Just use the shovel to knock the snow out from under them, and don't fall, okay?

[CN] - Got it- He gets ready and his vision is briefly obscured by a countdown timer and when it's time to go he races forwards with the others

-There's a lot of scurrying and jumping, snow is flying everywhere and BlockofFred is the first to fall-

[CN] Jumps over a gap to try to get behind the other team. He manages to knock RobbinTime down- Yes!

[CaptainPurple] Shoves Cn out of the way just as FollyCloud swings to knock the ground out from under him-

[CN] Stumbles and falls- Oof!

[CaptainPurple] Is now chasing FollyCloud around and they're swiftly running out of blocks to stand on-

[CN] Shakily stands and starts running to head FollyCloud off-

[FollyCloud] Manages to drop CaptainPurple and turns his attention to Cn-

[CN] Is having a bit of a stand off, not sure how to proceed and is looking for a safe route-

[FollyCloud]Chases him into a corner and takes a swing at the block under him-

[CN] Falls and it's at this point that he realizes that there's lava beneath the snow. He panics and without thinking he shifts into his bird form and flies up-

-WHOAH!-

-How did he do that??????-

[CN] Panic and flies to the far side of the arena where there's still snow and he shifts back, pressing himself back against the door-

-HACKER!!!1!1!-

[Octagon] Tps into the arena and looks around with his hands on his hips and his black eyes narrowed in annoyance-

[FollyCloud] Jumps around- He did something weird! He's cheating!

[CN] Starts breathing hard- There's lava down there!

[Octagon] Stalks over to him- well yes, that's kinda the point of not falling. Who are you?

[CN] Is trembling a little, looking for anyway out- C... CN...

[SilverMilk] He was moving weird...

[FollyCloud] He turned into somethign small!

[CN] Is really wanting Lie right about now-

[Octagon] Very quietly- I'm not sure what you're playing at, but you've thrown the gauntlet down now. If he knocked you down and you cheated back up, then the game can't end until you fall.

[CN] - But... That's going to hurt (String of numbers)

[Octagon] I'm aware of that, but you won't be deleted.

[CN] - But... But...

[Octagon] Just swats the block out from under him-

[CN] Falls with a yell and doesn't manage to transform quickly enough this time, hitting the lava and screaming in pain before popping back into the Spleef lobby. He immediately takes off at a run to try and get out with tears forming at the corners of his eyes-

[Octagon] Reassures the other players before tping to his location. Or course Cn is moving but he's close by- Wait a minute!

[CN] Stumbles and turns quickly terrified-

[Octagon] Easy there little NOTCH. That was nessesary.

[CN] - It... It hurt... So much...- CN leans up against a wall, they are mostly hidden from sight

[Octagon] Sorry, but once you start a Spleef game that's the only way to end it. There's no way out of the arena except to auto tp when all the opposing team has dropped and hit respawn.

[CN] - I didn't know that!

[Octagon] I hear that a lot. Most of the players here are children and they tend not to read rules carefully.

[CN] - I... I just wanted some new friends to play with...- He's still shaking and a couple of tears roll down his cheek

[Octagon] Kneels down and pats his shoulder- Are you lost? Did you wander in from the void?

[CN] Shakes his head- My brine brought me because I asked her...

[Octagon] There's another Herobrine on the server????

[CN] - She visited earlier...

[Octagon] Blinks- The white-haired brine?

[CN] Nods- Yeah, she's my brine

[Octagon] Would you like me to find her for you?

[CN] Nods-

[Octagon] Reaches out for his hand - then that's what we'll do. I'm Octagon by the way.

[CN] - You already know my name...- He cautiously takes the offered hand

[Octagon] Uses his free hand to try and get Lie's attention in the chat-

[Enix] Notices and pauses from pointing out different types of planes someone has built high above the harborside- Oh dear... it seems your NOTCH had a bit of an accident.

[Lie] - Is he okay?

[Enix] He respawned, but Octagon says he's okay. Just a bit shaken up. It seems he decided to join a game of Spleef with some players.

[Lie] - Oh dear, take me to him?

[Enix] Of course. - He takes her hand and tps her to Octagon and Cn. The two of them were passing through a small park when the others appeared.

[Lie] - CN...

[CN] Runs for Lie and hugs her-

[Lie] - Shhh, it's okay, I know it hurt

[CN] Is sniffling-

[Lie] - Thank you for helping him Octagon

[Octagon] Well... I didn't help much. I kinda had to drop him to end the game...

[Lie] - I see, I'm going to guess he shifted forms to avoid the lava?

[CN] Hugs Lie a bit closer as she rubs his back-

[Octagon] Yes. He set off several accusations of cheating and hacking.

[Lie] - Oh CN... I'm sorry, he's never really interacted with players before and he's never died before either

[Octagon] Well he's welcome to play, he just needs to stick to safer things.

[Enix] Wait, he's not lava-proof?

[Lie] - What games would be alright? And no, he's not

[Octagon] Makes an expansive gesture, - this is a good place to start. - The park around them has several groups of kids playing. Some are doing parkour on little obstacle courses, and others are clearly playing tag or hide and seek- There's a hedge maze too, people like to see who can solve it the fastest.

[Lie] - Alright, maybe next time. I think somebody has had enough excitement for now

[Octagon] I understand. Kids get overwhelmed.

[Enix] One's first death is also no small thing.

[Lie] - Yes, I remember my only death so far, I'd never wish it on anybody. Thank you for letting us visit- She creates a way home and the other two get a brief image of spawn as Lie passes through with CN

[CN] After a couple of hours he flies over to Firebirds tree-

-Firebird's sitting in one of the higher spots writing in a book, His tail dangles down like a brightly colored banner,-

[CN] Spots the tail and make a beeline for it. He turns back mid air and barrels into Firebird, pulling him into a hug-

[Firebird] Woah CN! -Nearly falls backwards as CN slams into him, but doesn't. He hugs CN back with one arm- What's up with you?

[CN] Looks up, his eyes still red from crying- I... I died...

[Firebird] Oh dear... I'm sorry you had to experience that.. I don't like it either..

[CN] - I was playing a game with some... With some players and beneath the snow was lava! I tried to fly away! They all started calling me a hacker!

[Firebird] Players can be like that... It's alright... -pets CN- Players don't see us the way we do.

[CN] - It hurt so much, and that other NOTCH made me fall into it...

[Firebird] He did what? -Angry bird? Angry bird-

[CN] - He said that was the only way to end the game...

[Firebird] I doubt that...

[CN] - That's what he said! He's on the server next door if you don't believe me!

[Firebird] I'll have to have some words with them...

[CN] Snuggles in closer to Firebirds side- Can I stay here tonight?- He's still a bit shaken up

[Firebird] Of course you can. Do you want to stay up here with me? Or do you want a bed?

[CN] - I'll stay up here...

[Firebird] Alright. -Shifts around so he can keep writing with CN in his lap-

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NAME : Anton Poplawski THEIR PROFESSION : Data Engineer WHERE THEY CAN BE FOUND : Bar, Work, Apartment, Various fast food eateries/food trucks, Coney Island boardwalk FAVOURITE FOOD TYPE : pizza, falafel, general food truck fare FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK : Jack Daniels, just give him the bottle FAVOURITE TRAIT : Gullibility WHERE THEY WOULD GO ON A DATE : The beach!! :)))))))) IDEAL GIFT : On one hand, he can fake joy over any stupid object you give him, but if you give him a knife...I’m just sayin’, folks.....might wanna get him a knife WHEN WILL THEY DRINK ALCOHOL : If it’s necessary for the rouse or he’s just feeling especially pessimistic about the world HOW MANY DATES UNTIL THEY GO TO BED: Uh, whoever agrees to it can get a dicking lbr

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Chapter 00 PT: 2

Organised chaos. That’s the only way it could be described as. It was a school supposedly difficult to get into (as it was strict Catholic and only accepted the most well behaved students) but after only a year of Sammy attending, the school slowly went to shit. As soon as she made her way up the steps into the main building, Sammy was greeted to the awfully familiar wavering roaring of teenagers. With her rucksack slumped over one shoulder, she proceeded to make her way down the seemingly endless hall whilst trying to not create eye contact with anybody. Despite being a couple of years older than the kids who were still burdened with uniform, Sammy still felt like they could easily chase her into a corner and pulverize her. She quickened her pace as soon as the staircase was in sight; luckily it was empty, but with a quick glance at the digital clock mounted upon the nearby wall, it wouldn’t last long as it was almost time for the other kids to go to their lesson. Sammy practically sprinted up the stairs, but this sprint soon reduced itself into a huffy jog as she remembered how many stairs there was in the building.

The door labelled “SIXTH FORMERS AND STAFF ONLY” seemed to glow like the light and the end of a long, uphill tunnel when Sammy reached the top of the stairs, and as she entered it wasn’t long until she managed to spot her cult of ‘friends’ (well, they used to be what you would usually call ‘friends’ until each and every one of them got sucked into the world of perfect-looking Korean men), a group of girls chanting religiously in a corner around a circular table that had a single mac book sat in the center. It was displaying the usual Korean group of boys, all singing, dancing and making a variety of hip movements much to the girls’ delight. Sammy smiled with a roll of her eyes, heading over towards one of the girls who stood a small distance away from the rest. “Rhythmically-thrusting Korean lads not your cup of tea this morning, hey Becky?” She asked her with a grin. Becky turned around, her black hair bouncing as she did so and she returned the same grin. “Nah, rot really. Ah, also, I got your text about-” She paused suddenly, brown eyes darting upwards. Sammy opened her mouth to ask what was the matter until a harsh slam to her back knocked the air from her lungs.

“’Mind lowering the volume of your fuckin’ nutting party?”

Becky immediately crouched behind Sammy, peaking over her shoulder as the two looked up only to be faced with the towering figure of Jordan Ross glaring intimidatingly down at the pair. “Nobody want’s to hear you lot creaming your panties over some Asian men, y’know?” The mocking sing-songy voice came from Isla Stuarts who stood next to Jordan sportively, arms crossed. It turned out the rest of Jordan’s Adidas clan were there too. Sammy could hear the eventual silence from behind her as her group of ‘friends’ paused the music and slowly turned around. There was a thick tension of silence for a few heartbeats before Jordan spoke again. “That’s better.” He said in a way of triumph that Sammy absolutely despised. She proceeded to glare daggers at the group as they left, well known logos branding their chests and the sides of their legs and trainers like cattle on a farm. “Gees, that was rather unnecessary.” Becky grumbled, taking off her tiny rectangular and wiping the lenses on her white vest top. Sammy sighed and turned back around to face her. “Probs only wanted to start beef.” She said, but half of her sentence was drowned up by Becky flapping her fawn-colour hands in a manic manner whilst squealing. “Ah, yes yes yes! Your text!” The shorter girl suddenly remembered, frantically checking every pocket on her person for her phone. She soon located it in the front pocket of her her denim jacket, pulling it out of the rather tight fit and proceeded to scroll through what Sammy assumed were their text conversation. “Aha!” Becky announced as her scrolling came to a halt, her eyes flicking from side-to-side as she reread the message in conformation. She let out a snorty laugh. “Whats this thing about this Squip thingy? You high?” Sammy shook her head. “No no no, it looks legit. I was watching Etika’s deep web livestream-”

“You whaaat?”

“Trust me,alright? Look, it’s this computer assistant that, like, makes you a better person. Dude, if we got this there would be no more procrastinating coming to school, not more being the only chicks in school that haven’t seen a dick in person before, no more being too short tempered that you scare dudes off on the first date-”

“That’s just you.”

“...Y-Yeah, but that’s not all!” Sammy insisted. “You probs get a pretty hot guy’s voice in your brain for the rest of your days.” Now Becky looked interested and brought up her phone again. “I’m gonna Google this, to see if this is real that is.” She said before doing so. Sammy looked over her shoulder at the phone screen as Becky scrolled through the rather sparse results. “Apparently there was a big ordeal in New Jersey.” She mumbled as she squinted at the rather small font of a news report she’d stumbled upon, yet Sammy just leaned over and tapped past it. “C’mon, I just wanna find better info!” Just as they exited the page, the two stumbled across yet another news report, dating from 2010 that read:

Sony Hints at Next Generation of Wearable Computers

Just as the Segway Human Transport system was introduced to the world as clandestine, heavily-funded “IT” technology, digital designers and futurists are now buzzing about “SQUIP” as the next great leap forward in human lifestyle enhancement. SQUIP is being developed by Sony (SNE). “It’s a simple device that will redefine how computers operate within our society,” says Harvey Dinglesnort about SQUIP, which Sony refuses to comment on directly. Mr. Dinglesnort reviews high-end devices for a variety of publications including The Sharper Image (SHRP). “They’re keeping close tabs on it because it really will be a sensation when it is released.” What is known about SQUIP is that it involves microcomputers that can be implanted—or ingested—into the human body. Devices like the VeriChip, from Applied Digital Systems (ADSXE), already provide this functionality, but VeriChip implantation is a surgical procedure (albeit an outpatient one) involving a needle large enough to dose an elephant. SQUIP is said to be much smaller and easier to “install” due to the fact that it does not employ conventional microchip structure. “Sony is going consumer with quantum computing,” Mr. Dinglesnort explains. “Scientists have been researching for years the prospect of building a computer based not on the binary system, where a piece of information is either a one or a zero, but on a ‘qubit’ system, where a piece of information can be a one, a zero, or a sort of in-between state that collapses into a one or zero when it is observed closely.” The quantum computer is of interest to researchers because of its staggering data-processing capabilities, exponentially surpassing those of current CPUs. It has been discussed for projects ranging from large-scale materials fabrication to time travel. But Sony seems to have simpler plans. “What they have said is, ‘Let’s not worry about all the great things quantum computers can do. Let’s just make a simple one and take advantage of the fact that it can be tiny, and try to manufacture a sort of ingestible Palm Pilot,’” Mr. Dinglesnort says. Consumer models are a long way off. But the prospect of SQUIP has futurists drooling and investors lining up and-

“Heheheh. Dinglesnort.”

“Becky, that’s not the point! This shit looks legit!” Sammy beamed, eyes wide. “And y’know what else? They’re available here, in Sheffield! At the local Fulton’s Foods.” Becky raised an eyebrow, her dark eyes looking Sammy up and down. “...Fulton’s Foods? The one in Haymarket? Sammy, that’s the sketchiest place in town-” Sammy cut her off with harsh shushes. “Still, I’m gonna use that £300 I got from that bet with Taylor to buy one after school. Wanna come?” Becky was silent for a moment, as if contemplating the question, before slapping her friend on the back with a smug smile.

“You’re on your own, buddy.”

A/N: Sorry for this being rather delayed, I didn’t have much time to work on this! But here’s the final part of the prologue, I hope you’ll stick around for Chapter one as writing this has been hella fun.

Thankies for reading!

-Kaia x

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kitty-agere-fics · 6 months

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Brownie

Little!Reader, CG!OT8 (Changbin, Chan, Minho, Felix are mentioned)

Chan = Daddy, Minho = Mama, Changbin = Baba, Hyunjin = Papa, Jisung = Appa, Felix = Mommy, Seungmin = Dada, Jeongin = Eomma

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A/N: this fic is related to another fic. It is not required to understand this fic, but it is mentioned if youre curious 😀

You hum softly as you lay on your bed. Changbin quietly comes into the room and watches you hum and color for a while. "Hey, Baby," he says softlyx earning an excited squeal and a smile.

"Baba!" You get off the bed and run over to Changbin, who effortlessly lifts you off the ground and SpIns you around. "Baba, dinner time?" You tilt your head, knowing there aren't many reasons that he could be in your room.

"Yep, it's dinner time, Baby. And guess what! Mommy made some brownies for after dinner too!"

You squeal and clap your hands. "Brownies!" Changbing laughs and carries you out to the kitchen and sets you in your chair, the same one you always sit in. Chan and Minho are already there. Chan sees you in the chair and laughs.

"Hey, Y/N? Why are you in my seat?"he teases you playfully. "I think that we need to fix that!" He picks you up and sits in your chair, pulling you into his lap. Minho sets a bowl in front of you and Chan. Chan picks up the spoon and starts to feed you your dinner. It turns out to be Mac & cheese.

"Mama make Mac & cheese!" You giggle excitedly. "Thankies Mama!"

"You're welcome, Baby" Minho kisses your cheek and goes back over to the stove to finish cooking. They'd learned that it was easier if they fed you before eating. Never at the same time or after. To put it simply, it got a bit messy.

"Brownie now?" You ask as soon as you eat your last spoonful.

"Not yet, Baby. You've got to wait. Be a good baby and wait okay?" Chan places a small kiss on the top of your nose as he tells you this. you giggle at the kiss.

"Okie, Daddy!" You nod and stay on chans lap as the rest of the group starts to eat. Chan puts a movie on on his phone to distract you. While the others all eat, you watch your movie.

After dinner, Felix brings out a tray of brownies. You squeal, making grabbing hands towards the tray. "Brownie! Brownie!"

"Hang on, Sunbeam!" Felix laughs softly and ruffles your hair.

"I wanna Brownie now, Mommy!"

"Okay, Sunbeam. Just give me a moment!" Felix cuts you a brownie and puts it on a plate, carefully handing it to you. "Can you eat it on your own, or do you need help?"

"I can do it! I a big kid, see?" You eat a small piece of the brownie and look up at Felix triumphantly.

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isolatedpunkrockalien · 7 years

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Tag Thing

I was tagged by @sing-for-muse Thankies!!

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: My mom 3. Text message: My friend Jocy 4. Song you listened to: House of the Rising Sun cover by Muse (it’s really fucking good.) 5. Time you cried: Not sure

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Nope 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. Been cheated on: No 9. Lost someone special: Yes 10. Been depressed: Yep 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Never been drunk, so no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS:

12. Blue 13. Green 14. Purple/red (they’re tied for me)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yass 16. Fallen out of love: Yes 17. Laughed until you cried: Many times 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I’m not sure 19. Met someone who changed you: Yes 20. Found out who your friends are: Yes 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nah

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Mostly everyone 23. Do you have any pets: Yes! My pwecious doggo named Brandy 24. Do you want to change your name: Eh 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Hung out with friends 26. What time did you wake up: 10 am 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Texting 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Eh 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Couple minutes ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: My lack of money 31. What are you listening right now: Mummy Dust by Ghost 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Life 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr and Youtube

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: Yes 36. Mark/s: Yes but small 37. Childhood dream: To be an astronaut 38. Haircolour: Dirty blonde 39. Long or short hair: Medium 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nah 41. What do you like about yourself: My eyes and sometimes my hair 42. Piercings: Not yet 43. Bloodtype: No idea lol 44. Nickname: Pan pie, Britt Britt, Britt 45. Relationship status: Taken 46. Zodiac: Virgo 47. Pronouns: Any but I’m most comfortable with they/them 48. Favourite TV Show: Doctor Who, Gotham, the first two seasons of Sherlock 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: No 52. Hair dyed in different color: I’ve dyed it amber a couple times 53. Sport: Yea no 55. Vacation: My room 56. Pair of trainers: Two pairs

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Food 58. Drinking: Water or juice 59. I’m about to: Dissociate probably 61. Waiting for: Something? 62. Want: To get into university 63. Get married: Maybe 64. Career: SPACE STUFF. Oh and music 65. Hugs or kisses: Both 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Taller 68. Older or younger: Either? 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Again, either 71. Sensitive or loud: Both 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Both in moderation

HAVE YOU EVER 74. Kissed a stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: Only small amounts 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Yep ._. 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex in the first date: Nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: Yes 80. Had your heart broken: Yea.. 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: Sometimes 85. Miracles: Kinda 86. Love at first sight: No 87. Santa Claus: No 88. Kiss on the first date: Depends 89. Angels: No

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Jocy 91. Eyecolour: Green 92. Favourite movie: Currently, idk

I tag @kandaceiscool @citizen-released @thescreaminggoat @pl4st1cr41nb0w @wornwrists and @sherlocked-krisbian

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sunlightdances · 7 years

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come alive with every touch

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Female Reader Rating: T - no real warnings. Summary: You and Sebastian met a few months ago while he had a break between movies. Since then, you've grown close, and you decide to surprise him on location in Atlanta. Author's Note: Hi, hello. I’ve never posted RPF on this blog, but I had a request to write something for Sebastian Stan. General disclaimer: I don't know Sebastian, or any of the people in his life. Any similarities are coincidental, and there's no disrespect intended to anyone involved.

You’re nervous, to say the least. It’s a little crazy, what you’re doing, but you didn’t let yourself start second guessing.

The last time you Skyped with Sebastian, he looked and sounded so tired. Not just physically, but you could see it written all over his face. He’s running on fumes.

He loves his job. He’s told you as much, but you can tell it gets to him sometimes - the long hours and days that seem to bleed together. Your heart goes out to him, because if he’s feeling half as anxious as you are about your job, he’s probably teetering on the edge.

You’re in the back of a cab on the way to the location for his latest film, though he doesn’t know that. You were only able to get the info from his manager, whose details you had to hunt down online. You felt like a stalker, but it was all finally worked out. Turns out Sebastian had mentioned you enough that his manager knew who you were, and she helped you plan the whole thing.

Smiling to yourself, you hope he’s happy to see you. You haven’t seen each other in person in six months.

Six months ago

“Shit, shit shit...” you mutter to yourself as you hurry down a busy downtown street, hoping you make it to your meeting in time. Trying to dodge a bunch of other busy people on the street, you try to pull back your shoulder, but you’re jostled by someone on your other side, and you slam right into someone on your left. “Shit. I’m so sorry.” You say as he drops what he was carrying. Blushing, you crouch down to help him.

“It’s okay.” The man says, and when you look up, your eyes widen, although you try desperately to act nonchalant. “It’s crowded today.” He says, smiling softly at you. “Are you alright?”

“I’m fine.” You say quietly, unsure if you should say anything, because you definitely recognize that this is Sebastian Stan right in front of you. You hand him back what he dropped, what you recognize is a script. “Have an audition?”

He smiles. “Yeah, on my way there now.” If he recognizes that obviously you know who he is, he doesn’t draw attention to it.

“Well, I won’t keep you. I’m late for work, anyway. It was nice to meet you.”

“You too.” He says.

“Good luck at the audition!” You tell him, and then force yourself to walk away, before you can make a bigger idiot out of yourself. “Smooth.” You chastise yourself.

You head to work, resisting the urge to turn back around. If you did, you would have seen Sebastian standing there, watching you go with a smile and a bit of a dazed look on his face.

Two weeks later, you’re out making the office coffee run when you hear a familiar voice behind you.

“Late again?”

You turn around and see him grinning at you, his blue eyes shining. You swallow nervously, but force a smile. “Actually, not this time. Just drew the short straw today,” you say, holding up a piece of paper with everyone’s coffee order on it.

“Ah, I see.” You move out of the way as he orders, and watch, amused, as the barista barely contains herself as she takes his order.

“It’s not that funny.” He grumbles, after, when he joins you down the counter waiting for the last few drinks in your order.

You bite back a smile. “It’s a little funny. She looked like she was ready to propose.”

He blushes, and you struggle to not find that incredibly endearing. Your last drink comes out, and you put in the cardboard carrier, grabbing a few straws and napkins. You don’t want to go back to work. It’s stupid, but something keeps telling you that it means something that you’re bumping into him again and that he remembers you from before.

He scratches the back of his neck and looks away from you for a second, looking like he’s thinking about something. “Um, feel free to, you know, totally run in the other direction, but... would it be forward of me if I asked for your number?”

Your heart stops. This can’t be happening.

You must have been quiet for too long, because he laughs uncomfortably. “I guess it was. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to--”

“No!” You blurt, trying not to be too loud. “No, it’s not. I-- yes. You can have my number.”

For the last six months after that day at Starbucks, he’s been away from his apartment a lot, and when he is in town, the two of you are usually too busy to meet up even for a cup of coffee.

He texts you a lot, and you manage to have a few phone calls and Facetime sessions a few times a week. You’re not really sure what it is the two of you are doing, but he’s not shy about flirting with you, and you’ve learned to not be so shy about flirting right back.

You fidget in your seat as the cab pulls up to a sleek building that you assume must be the offices for the film lot. His manager told you to come through the front door and someone from the crew would meet you and take you to the set.

You’re nervous, but you keep telling yourself that if he didn’t want to talk to you, he wouldn’t have bothered keeping touch for all these months. It would have been so easy for him to just ghost you after awhile, especially considering he was so far away most of the time, but he never did. In fact, if he forgot to text you back or call you back after a few hours, he would apologize until you told him not to worry. It’s that reassurance that keeps you walking towards the front door even though you want to run away.

You walk in and give the receptionist your name, and then it all sort of blurs together until you’re standing in a dark room, watching as the lights get adjusted on a soundstage and Sebastian and his castmates finish filming a few scenes.

You can’t help but smile as you watch him, and when the lights come back on, you resist the urge to hide behind someone as the director walks over to give the cast a few notes. The cast start to disperse, and you watch Sebastian sling on a jacket before he starts walking in your direction, seemingly immersed in the notes he was given.

“Nice jacket.” You say, just loud enough for him to hear, and you watch as he freezes, looking up with wide eyes.

His face completely lights up with a smile when he sees you. “Oh my god,” he says, and then he’s striding towards you. His arms are around you before you can say anything, and he’s lifting you off your feet in a hug, his laugh sounding breathless in your ears. “Sweetheart.” He says, his voice raw, and you almost feel tears pricking in your eyes.

He pulls back slightly, still grinning, and then seems to realize that there are still people around, so he takes your hand and tugs you out of the room and down the hall. “Please don’t tell me we made plans and I forgot.” He says, and you laugh.

You shake your head no. “I wanted to surprise you.”

He’s leaning against the wall, your hand still loosely held in his, and you step a little bit closer when he smiles, shaking his head. “My god, you’re incredible.” He says quietly, and you feel your heart start racing. “I-- I guess I didn’t know how much I missed you until just now.”

“I missed you too. Work has been terrible lately. I needed to get away, and it sounded like you could use a distraction.”

His smile is shaky. “You picked that up, huh?”

“A little bit.” You tilt your head, watching him as he keeps his eyes on the ground. “Are you okay? You don’t have to hide it.”

“I’m--” He takes a deep breath, and then exhales. “I’m fine, mostly. I’m just tired. I want to do this role right, and it’s taking a lot out of me.”

“Any chance you can sneak away for lunch?”

He smiles at that. “I can definitely do that. Just let me go to wardrobe and change, or they’ll never let me off the lot.”

A half hour later, Sebastian is typing away at his phone as he comes outside to meet you, and you smile softly watching him, the way his brow is furrowed as he concentrates. When he looks up and meets your eyes, his face changes entirely. This thing is still so new... even though you feel like you know him now, you haven’t spent a lot of time together in person. You still feel a little bit nervous, but the way he looks at you makes you feel amazing.

“Hey. Sorry, just ordering some catering for the crew.” He says, and when you don’t reply right away, he looks up, frowning. “What?”

“Nothing! That’s just-- that’s really sweet, Seb.” You say, the nickname slipping out before you can stop it.

A completely devastating grin crosses his face. “I like that.”

You blush. “Yeah?”

“Yeah.” He says, and the two of you have a hard time looking away from each other. He clears his throat, the ghost of that smile still on his face. “Um, I have an idea of where we can go, if that’s okay?”

“Sure. You’re the one who’s been living here.”

You decide to walk, and he slides a pair of sunglasses on over his face, paired with a hat as he tries to go unnoticed. It seems like second nature now, and the thought makes you a little sad.

“You said work’s been awful lately.” He says, glancing at you, leaving the question unasked.

You sigh. “Just... my boss has been really riding me lately. I feel like nothing I do, no matter how above and beyond I go, is good enough.”

He frowns. “You’ve been working a lot of long hours.”

You nod. “I’ve been working sixty hour weeks for the last two months. I’m tired, and stressed, and--” You stop yourself, feeling like you actually might cry. “-- I don’t know. I just needed to get out of there for a few days.”

His hand brushes yours as you walk. “It’s fine to be overwhelmed, you know.” He tells you gently, guiding you into a cafe with outdoor seating on your left. You get seated by a hostess outside, and settle into your chair, thanking the hostess for the water she pours before you turn back to Sebastian.

“I just feel like-- I don’t know. I feel like I can’t do my job.”

“I’m sure it’s just a rough patch. Hopefully a break will be good for you.” He says, reassuring you. “Have I mentioned I’m really glad you’re here?”

“A time or two.” You smile.

The two of you order, and you catch up on what’s been going on over the last few weeks. You’re so happy that you don’t feel awkward or nervous anymore. The two of you seem to pick up right where you left off the last time you talked on the phone, even if you do spend too much time admiring the color of his eyes and the way he runs his hand through his hair every so often.

If he notices, he doesn’t say anything, but he shifts a little closer every few minutes, always finding an excuse to casually touch you - a hand on your arm as he tells you something funny that happened with the cast, brushing a strand of hair out of your face when the breeze picks up. It makes your heart race.

He has to go back to work, but he walks you to your hotel first, chiding you for taking a cab to the set in the first place.

“I didn’t know where I was going!” You protest, and he laughs, a sound that you want to hear a hundred more times.

You part ways by the elevator, but not before he asks if you’ll come by his apartment that he’s renting for dinner.

“Of course I will.” You say, and he smiles in relief, as if he thought you’d really turn him down.

A few hours later, you’re knocking on his door. You found the place pretty easily, and texted him to let him know you were on your way. When he opens the door, he looks exhausted. He smiles at you though, and gestures for you to come in.

“No offense, but you look terrible.”

He snorts. “You really know how to charm a guy.” He motions for you to go into the kitchen, where you sit at the breakfast bar. “The afternoon was long. They owed us a night off, though.”

“Have you been sleeping at all?”

He sighs, turning to the stove, his back to you slightly. “Here and there.”

“Seb.”

He pulls a pan off the stove and dishes up two plates, handing one to you with a fork. “I’m just tired. I’d really like to live in the apartment that I pay for, in New York. I love my job, but sometimes... I don’t know.” He shakes his head. “I sound like an asshole.”

“No you don’t. You sound like you’ve filmed almost three movies in six months.”

He looks up at you, the corner of his mouth tilted up. “See? This is why I like you.” He points at you with his fork. “I never have to-- I don’t have to pretend.”

You look down, blushing. “I like that too.”

He looks at you for a minute, clearly thinking about something, and then he gets up from his stool, crowding you against the counter. “Don’t freak out.” He whispers, and then he kisses you, simple as that.

It’s a hard kiss, like he’s been thinking about doing it forever and can’t take it anymore. You inhale sharply as you kiss him back, and he slows down, his hands framing your face as the kiss turns more gentle, but no less passionate.

“I’ve been wanting to do that for six months.” He says, breathless.

“Really?” You blurt, still a little shocked.

He smiles, his eyes crinkling at the corner. “Yes, really. I-- I don’t know. You’re a breath of fresh air, truly.” He tugs at the ends of your hair gently. “I still can’t believe you’re here.”

“I can’t either, to be honest.”

“I can’t tell you how much that means to me. That you would come here to see me, when you could have gone anywhere else.”

“There’s nowhere else I wanted to be.” You tell him, feeling bold, and his eyes snap up to yours, searching for something. He must find it, because he pulls you to your feet, his mouth finding yours again.

He’s quite a bit taller than you, so he tilts your head upwards, your mouth falling open beneath his, pulling a deep groan from him. He pulls away, panting. “I’m--” he runs a hand through his hair, again, “Sorry. I just... I’m so tired. Can we put this on hold, maybe?”

You grin. “I’m here for a week, Seb.”

His face lights up. “That is... excellent information.”

The two of you finish dinner, and then he tugs you over towards the couch with him, stretching out so your head is resting on his chest as he flips through the channels. Neither of you are awake enough to pay attention to anything, so he puts on a baseball game.

The crowd noise and quiet voice of the commentators is the perfect white noise, and soon you’re both asleep.

A few hours later, you wake up, blinking as you try to regain your bearings.

“Hey.” His voice, scratchy from sleep, greets you, and you crane your neck up to look at him. You realize he’s been awake for awhile, his fingers carding through your hair, and you let yourself think for a second how you wouldn’t mind spending every single evening like this.

“Hi.”

“Sleep well?” He asks, smiling softly at you.

“Yeah.” You yawn. You turn onto your side, pressing your face against his neck, feeling a little cuddly. “You?”

His hand runs down your back, pulling you a little tighter against him. “Best sleep I’ve had in ages.”

You hum, reaching for his free hand.

He laughs. “You’re cute when you’ve just gotten up from a nap.”

“Don’t embarrass me when I’m not awake enough for a good comeback.” You tell him, and he makes a pleased noise in the back of his throat.

“Funny, too. I knew there was a reason I liked you so much.”

“So you’re not going to tell me to get back on a plane?” You ask, your inner anxiety coming out. You know he wants you here, but you can’t help that voice in the back of your head that’s telling you this is all too much, too fast.

“Not a chance.” He says, firm, and you grin.

“Cool.”

“Cool,” he repeats, ducking his head to kiss you.

Very cool indeed, you think, grinning against his mouth.

#sebastian stan x reader #sebastian x reader #sebastian stan imagine

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