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I know I should keep most of my rambles to my main account but my followers here are always so nice so I gotta post em here sometimes. To keep the little nice people in my phone updated!
Also! Sorry I’ve been on break for much longer than planned but most of the stuff that’s been keeping me busy is calming down now so I should hopefully be able to start posting tweets again in a week or two! Very excited!
#rambles#only if I don’t start feeling crappy again so let’s hope that doesn’t happen!#but I have a bunch of tweet ideas I just haven’t had the time to do them#and I will continue to try not to post unrelated stuff here as much as I can unless I’m answering an ask#and probably continue to fail
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failure and futility
for day 2 of campfire fest! prompt: third eye (and i guess could also count for explosion, or a lack thereof lol) @outerwilds-events
#i meant to do something yesterday but i had a crazy shift at work and was feeling lazy lol#anyways. pye and idaea after the probe didn't work#this line of text is the first thing that comes to mind for 'third eye' for me bc its the only evidence/in-game mention of the nomai's -#- third eye being special/different from the other two in some way. im curious if it is actually composed differently and has better vision#or if it is just better for seeing fine details in things directly in front of them since it is forward-facing as opposed to -#- being on the sides of their head#also i just think about these two a lot. can you imagine being co-leaders of the most difficult and controversial part of a massive project#that is so important to so many people including your friends family members and ancestors who have died in search of what you are -#- going to potentially destroy your entire clan while attempting to find#you are building a weapon intended to destroy yourself and the entire star system you were born in#and your co-leader is the person with quite possibly the most opposite opinions and disposition to you#idaea having to grapple with the fact that the failure of something he never wanted to exist in the first place is still upsetting to him -#- because despite their differences he still sympathizes with pye who was so confident and wanted it to work so badly#and both of them as well as anyone else working at the sun station put so much time and energy into constructing it#and that work was so miserable due both to the heat and the tension due to their differing opinions and their own mixed feelings on it#pye having to admit defeat to everyone else working on the project who were so excited for this to finally give them the answer#in front of idaea who was so convinced that it was a bad idea and who she was probably desperate to prove wrong#in front of the entire crew of people who had spent probably months in miserable working conditions#after she had been so confident that it would work and so insistent that this was the only way#and she had to admit not only that it failed but that it couldn't possibly work. that deep down she knew and had probably known for a while#- that it would never work and had continued working on it anyway because she wanted it to work so bad#anyways. the fucking brainworms#tried out a new style for this and i really like how it turned out#outer wilds#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds nomai#frostgnaw draws
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I really love how casually Tom refers to Sonic as “kid” for the first time here before Tom is absolutely slammed by the truth of that word.
The scenes in the bar and motel leading up to this do a great job of emphasizing how young Sonic is (the adult bar especially contrasts Sonic’s childish curiosity and antics). And as Tom and Sonic bond, we see Tom realizing how human Sonic is despite his not-so-human appearance and abilities… Tom already knows Sonic is a child, but I think the gravity of that truth really hits him when he turns and sees Sonic sleeping like this. Or rather, I think this is the moment Tom is forced to acknowledge the deeper implications of what Sonic being a child — almost no different than any other child in the world — means.

Sonic is a child. A child that has been on his own, it seems, for a long time. Tom doesn’t know where Sonic’s from, why he’s on his own. Sonic’s clearly taught himself a lot about the world, but there’s still a lot that he doesn’t know. (The kid wasn’t sure what a bucket list was or even how to use an ice pack, it seems, until about five minutes ago.) And he doesn’t have anyone to teach him. There’s no one guiding him, watching him. Running after him when he does something reckless (like, you know, trying to sneak into a bar not only as an alien and a fugitive but as a minor). Sonic doesn’t have anyone looking out for him... except Tom. And if Sonic’s telling the truth about this Mushroom Planet, he’s a child that will be on his own again when this road trip is over.
That’s a lot to reckon with. And up to this point, Tom has kind of been doing his best to ignore All That… Notice right before this how Tom cuts the convo/suggests bedtime when Sonic begins musing about maybe being able to stay on Earth. Because if Sonic stays, what does that mean for Tom? Does he have a responsibility to step in as this child’s guardian? Is that something he can even do? He’s never had kids. He’s definitely never had superpowered alien kids. He doesn’t know what he’s doing. What would Maddie think? And what about San Francisco? What about his plans?
But Sonic needs somebody to rely on, and there’s a rapidly growing part of Tom that wants to be that person. A part that, again, he's trying not to acknowledge. Because it's kinda scary, right? These feelings are so unexpected, the potential responsibility is intimidating, and he's kind of in denial. He's torn between being Sonic's hero, friend (and father figure), the Donut Lord, or finally becoming that big-shot cop in San Fran.


That inner conflict is reflected visually here. Tom tucks Sonic in, watches him fondly, and notices “Make a Real Friend” is the only thing not crossed off on Sonic’s bucket list. (Despite their bonding in the bar, Sonic still isn’t sure where they stand; they’re in this awkward spot between acquaintances and friends because Tom is reluctant to verbally admit he cares.) And then the TV pulls Tom’s attention away from Sonic, the newscast talking about how Tom has become a wanted criminal — a literal reminder of how much Tom is risking to help Sonic. His career. His future. His life. Is Tom doing the right thing?
He’s saving a life, helping someone in need — of course that’s the right thing. But… is Tom doing the right thing by helping Sonic leave Earth knowing Sonic will be alone and miserable again, or is Tom trying to avoid his feelings? What does Tom want, really? A day ago, the answers seemed so obvious. And now… everything is different.
Also, totally unrelated, it is so funny that Tom turns the lamp off knocked over like that lmao
#sonic movie 1#sonic wachowski#tom wachowski#donut dad#something I’ve noticed on this (very slow) rewatch is that tom doesn’t ask sonic personal questions#he doesn’t ask where sonic’s from or why is he alone or how did he get to earth or who is longclaw when sonic brings her up#or anything really. the kid’s a walking mystery. sonic is probably glad that tom doesn’t pry#but i think it’s because tom is trying not to care#he doesn’t want to think about why sonic is alone or how long he’s been alone or what his life has been like etc#because tom is trying not to grow attached to sonic#he’s failing miserably of course. but i think he’s really trying to convince himself that ultimately this is not his monkey or his circus#and he’s super cool with saying goodbye forever and letting this child continue to be alone and miserable come tomorrow he promises#(yeah right)
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The mispronunciation of Welt's name used to bother me (as it is canonically meant to be based on the German word, so it should be spoken with a harder V sound). I studied German in school, so I had to work myself out of pronouncing it correctly, just so the game pronunciation would stop bothering me.
But as time passes, I sort of come to think, the way the reason for this mispronunciation IRL is the intent being lost in translation (CN doesn't quite have the right syllables for the German pronunciation and EN direction carried this along in HSR), the reason for its mispronunciation in-game could, if you like, also be chalked up to something being lost in translation (in a different way).
I like to imagine Welt Joyce's name is 100% pronounced correctly. (No EN dub exists to prove me wrong). He got the name right from its source, given to him by a German, and mentions as such when he dies, "Welt" for "World" in German. There's no way it's not meant to be pronounced correctly.
When it gets passed down to Yang, the meaning is still there, but the interpretation is muddied through the inherent perception filter of a young person (as is his interpretation of the duty as a whole). He sees Joyce bleed out against the concrete to save a city and he internalises this as the legacy and the "burden" of Welt. The German word becomes a gifted Title that represents protecting the World first and foremost, and then as its bearer takes off to the stars, off of that original world, in an attempt to save others, it's even further divorced from its original language context.
When Welt describes the meaning of his name to Sunday, he's come up with his own, adjusted and extended definition for it. He's expanded onto it with his own thoughts, influenced by the Trailblaze and how many lives he's come into contact with. "Each person is a world unto themselves, with as many possibilities as the distant stars." (paraphrased)
(He also says some stuff about how the Trailblaze doesn't end when you leave the Express, so it really makes me think of how he might think of... Ahem. Anyway, back to topic.)
Ultimately, Welt Joyce and Welt Yang have the same first name/title in text and in writing, but...
If they're pronounced differently, it just goes to show, that no matter how hard Welt (Yang) attempts to personally embody his hero in all that he does, how hard he tries to carry this legacy in its purest form, they're ultimately still different people, with different experiences, with different souls.
Or, I could just be looking too much into a minor flaw in the translation process! Isn't that the fun of thinking too hard about things? Should we run Mr. Yang over with our shared car? We have to do something about this
#Welt Yang#Welt Joyce#Weltposting#HSR#HI3#It helps somewhat Eins (the one who chose the name for Welt) still calls Welt (Yang) by his birth name.#it also helps that he moved to America and that probably greatly affected other people mispronouncing it HAHA#So as layers pass and it divorces from its originator#Intentionally or not - the embodiment diversifies. Gains its own meaning. Ends up pronounced differently.#Same enough to be recognised -- Different enough that you can hear it in the syllables#This is a sub conscious thing. Welt attempts to live up to this ideal he imposes on himself. But his further experiences change his scope#I don't know where I'm going with this#If Joyce was still conscious in that core - I would like to see them speak in adulthood about how this duty has evolved#and also how it's stayed the same in some ways#How the core is still there (Protect the people around you. Defend the beauty of the world. Put your life on the line for others)#Even about how he's clung to this imagined duty for so long and inadvertently formed his life around his developing view of it#ESPECIALLY how he failed to reject it or turn away from it. Guilt for inaction continues to spur him on in some big ways#Which I think is Super Interesting. His idea of this responsibility really truly defines a sizeable portion of him now#You can't excavate the name Welt off of Joachim now. He will always see a difficult situation and think “I have got to help them.”#Because it's right.. Because it's what “Welt” would do. He does it without breathing.... (Alien Space)#Sorry for this nothing post about nothing. I was just thinking#LOL not sorry actually#My Tag#Hey do you think he still went by Welt when he tried rejecting his duty in the 70s. I kind of think he didn't#long post
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knowing there was going to be a general grievous Star Wars movie & it got canned years ago & now “the mandalorian and grogu” is gonna be the next theatrical Star Wars movie makes me wanna pume. I want to see general grevious as the wolf of Wall Street not Dave Filoni’s Infinity War.
#don’t get me wrong a grevious movie would probably suck ass but it would be so funny#mandalorian and grogu is just gonna be more of the lamest shit imaginable and Dave will continue to fail upward#filoni is so far pretty incapable of making anything good and he relies way too much on interconnected stories#just like all bad disney crap#im preaching to the choir but I do ever so love to sing with them
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Guess who turns a year older today!

🥳💥🎂
But that also means…

A D U L T
#yup I turn 18 today fellow operatives#I’ve been trying to make jokes about becoming an adult tbh I think they’ve only made the anxiety worse :’D#I’m not gonna turn into a villain don’t worry guys-#I made the meme of Father holding me at gunpoint as a joke#I mean my redesign of father#DEFEAT THE ANXIETY WITH HUMOR#(will probably fail miserably)#((continues to make jokes anyways even tho I’ll probably regret them later))#bc…I can#Numbuh 333#midnight 333#knd#kids next door#codename kids next door#codename knd#fanart#original character#my art#knd father#father knd#benedict uno
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Constantly constantly *constantly* thinking about how Leo's portals get weaker as the curse gets worse, until finally during the attempted murder they just. Stop working. The power of Family connection failing.
when mikey accidentally gets portaled into the ocean and donnie fails to catch him ... leo isn't even blamed a little for it. it's a mistake they can all shrug off because they know he didn't mean to. but donnie still has to be cornered and shouted at and told off for one of the same magnitude. it's one of those things that really exemplifies this idea that cc!don has that there will always be a double standard, and that making mistakes is a lot more dangerous when it's him (that and "hitting" mikey after the closet, because they hit him several times after. there's a reason he never fights back.)
#ask#canary continuity#it's especially painful knowing that on average raph is probably harder on leo than he is on donnie#i think if there weren't a curse it probably would have at least been brought up. maybe not an argument but like#donnie being a little slow isn't much compared to leo's portals failing like that. it's usually indicative something's off#but he completely skirts under the radar. raph under the curse is distant and apathetic until donnie does something as a Result of-#-the other two. usually even caused by them.
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replayed nitw for the fourth time
thinking of a tattoo about it because i want to carry a part of this game with me forever
#nitw#night in the woods#i remember watching letsplay lying in bed at night years ago#and sitting at school surviving lessons thinking of how i would come home sit at my laptop with a cup of hot coffee and play nitw#and now i like mae am stuck in my city failed with both studies and work#continue my monstrous existence while all my friends are actually doing something#understanding all this probably better than i ever could#(i love this game. it is so dear to me.)
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#polls#tumblr polls#fanfiction#fanfic#archive of our own#ao3#believe it or not this isn't actually for like. me needing to know about hiatuses#this is just a sneaky way of finding out. something else#Danny Phantom#;)#on an unrelated note how do you feel about waiting somewhere between 2-9 months for a fic to continue on its original course?#it's probably closer to 2 if i actually do it#i mean the fic would still be updating but it would be. uh. spoiler alert cant say it'd just be 2~ months til the main storyline continues#i've been given the go ahead from someone who knows about it all but i need to know how people feel about rereading#it wouldnt be rereading but there would be an element of things repeating. it would seem to be repeating at first but isnt#oh my.... wait no.... i think i just realized where i got this idea from & it's killing me how i failed to see this sooner#literally listening to the soundtrack & watching all versions of it bro. i'm an ADHD stereotype#anyway the reason i want to know this is that. this part of the fic can be skipped. you dont NEED to read it#but you would need to wait for the rest of the fic to continue if you choose not to read it#it IS kinda important. it's just. A Lot#okay saying it's skippable but also important seems weird but trust me it's all in the name of beating this kid to the ground#''character development'' no. character deterioration#how can i make him better if he isn't super fucked up#he can't have a mental breakdown if he's happy. & i need him to have a mental breakdown#yeah im going the psychological torture route#also this isnt about timeloops btw. it might sound like it but it's not
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wait actually. how did that meeting lann's mom go for maercy sjsbshnsj
she completely misunderstood what ria was asking
#oc: maercy#my art#i am not happy with this at all BUT!! now i know i need to spend longer in the planning phase.#i really don't like the panel layout. or my design for ria. it's just very visually boring to me.#designing clothing has always been a really weak point for me and although what i came up with is serviceable i just don't like it#i AM happy i finished it tho!!! look at me. finishing stuff. very cool.#also i ran out of space for the rest of the dialogue boxes in the last panel 😭 which is why the text is like that#all of ria's dialogue is from the game (occurs after you agree to go find lann) i literally changed nothing. just added maercy's reactions.#i might (*MIGHT*. HEAVY MIGHT) continue this to the rest of the quest because i do have some fun ideas#(and if i do there will hopefully be a significant increase in quality)#it is going to change how maercy realizes her feelings for lann tho because otherwise she's going to look. EXTREMELY stupid.#like excessively frustratingly stupid. also it'll be funnier than my old headcanon.#i want to make this scene 100 times more awkward >:]#you can't really see it because i made it too small but the die crit failed#wisdom wasn't maercy's dump stat but i do like acting like it was (it was intelligence)#(i can probably play it like she picks up on things but draws the wrong conclusion. i think that'd be funny)#aughh the text in panel 4 is too small but i dont want to fix itttttt 😭
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Day 1 of drawing blogs based on vibes, name, and pfp
Todays is @crowifier!
Im not very good at drawing bird
Bonus:
#crowifier#crow#artsits on tumblr#art#digital art#im probably going to fail to continue to do this more#shinies#silly
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i'll get back to solasposting soon enough but!! finding out that a blog you enjoyed in passing is actually rampantly anti-veilguard for the worst reasons and then having to block them because they have amped up their critical posting feels just like watching your favorite clothing store that you used to window shop in as a kid close and change into a propety management firm. disappointing and uninteresting and entirely lacking in rational thought regarding said decision to change.
#da fandom critical#help i liked them bc they had such good solas takes#did my monthly scroll thru their blog to see 20+ veilguard critical posts since the last time i checked#they post other good content! but. this. plsssss#i wasn't following them bc they ship that one thing but i did enjoy many of their posts before#and the worst part is that their vg crit takes aren't like dudebro crit posts#they are the flavor of crit posts that use a whole bunch of buzzwords that mean absolutely nothing while grasping at straws to tell you why#dav apparently failed as a 4th installment bc it lacks rp and choices (not true lmfao) or that it barfs fake liberal ideals and is actually#not radical enough bc. you cant... murder minorities ig??? idk. i read like five crit posts and had to stop at the sixth one because they#started upholding that one god awful take floating around that says vg's liberal values are actually just performative propaganda#i need twelve shots and a day to mourn probably#it's okay the block list continues to grow and my peace follows#durgeapologist
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not doing any of my homework or my missing work ❤️❤️ i just spent the last 4 hours watching invincible❤️ i am failing 3 classes ❤️❤️
#they should NOT have put my ass in the smart kids english class. i simply dont do things that i don't want to#probably gonna fail drama cause im not rehearsing at all#its ok i can always start crying on command and be unable to stop and go back to the counselor for 3 hours like i did last week#my family doesn't believe i ACTUALLY have anything wrong and i dont need any sort of diagnosis.so!!#ill just continue to lower their expectations until they HAVE to.
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Yume no Kakera: A mysterious hourglass that governs the history of school idols heretofore and hereafter. That dream will never fade.



Yume no Hane: A fragment of a mechanical wing that governs the history of school idols heretofore and hereafter. That dream will continue to make great strides wherever it goes.
Yume no Kotowari: A futile ⚫ of gospel that colo⚫ the eternal reincarnation ⚫ school idols heretofore and hereaft⚫r. That dream will ⚫⚫⚫
#WHY IS THIS ONE SO LONG TOO#sitting in my drafts for a couple hours bc i got Embarry again#i admittedly dont like this theory compared to God Kaho but either way yume no kotowari is linked to 102#whether they be the cause or the motivation#the yume series is connected in some way to the dearly graduated senpai. but i think it changes depending on whether its#what the senpai *passed down* to their kouhai or what the kouhai *received* from their senpai#like safely passing doribiri intact to your kouhai is the hidden goal for your yume series item#104 yume after sachi graduated was wings. sachi gave her kouhai wings which gave them the freedom to continue the club#i think (want to believe) 103 yume the hourglass represents the time sachi spent with her 99 senpai in each of the units#then 105 yume the futile ⚫. is it because 102 *passed down* a SAKURA doribiri but in doing so corrupted it into an adabana#or that 103 *received* a flower but their (kaho's) actions trying to bring them back are corrupting the cycle of school idol graduations#by trying to go beyond the ordained limited time they had with 102 they prevented would be 105 from blooming with them. hence the adabana#dream will not fade bc it was successfully passed down. will make great strides bc of what sachi did for them#but kotowari's dream. hangs in the balance. depends what happens this year#or like whatever. oh my god i sound insane#like ive talked about hasu's horror potential this is good for me#gemitus#just remembered edel note is probably gonna be a fourth unit the tradition of doribiri is so over theyve failed#ok posting and then i go to sleep ive only thought about this for like eight hours#long post#there is also speculation re the fact doribiri idoliseds have floating items#whereas (basically) every other card is a photoshoot. like when does the 103 doribiri cover art take place ykwim. it wasnt april 2023#like theres a difference between sic the app They're using and llll the app We're using right
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stop being so goddamn cute /s
#Finally watched the second movie. The filmmakers did a really excellent job again.#I've hammered out and deleted several walls of text here and I'm going to try (and fail apparently) to be actually brief this time#the films really do the characters justice#and they benefit SO MUCH from allowing themselves to be an AU like the cartoons like the comics like the original games and like Sonic Boom#I love how they aged down Sonic so as to actually play out his backstory onscreen - he is very believably like 10 or 12#and the obligatory kid stuff in the film - the memes and references- largely came out of the characters believably being That Age#(and Robotnik being immature. I really like how they went the way of the cartoons/games split and made film!Robotnik his own thing#he's not having to live up to literal cartoons so he can kind of be his own brand of malicious and that was absolutely the right move)#The human characters have a tangible role in the story on multiple levels#and I think the family situation helps to differentiate this continuity from the others#Sonic Tails and Knuckles' relationships feel organic as they develop in the condensed runtime of the movie#The beats from the games and the cartoons and comics are either plot-relevant or worked in to where they don't seem out of place#also. SHADOWSHADOWSHADOWSHADOWSHADOW okay Sonic is such a delight in the films (and in general)#But Shadow is MY BOY okay? I'm probably going to see 3 pretty soon#depending on where it is between the normal theater and the late discount theater by now#Sonic#Sonic the Hedgehog#Miles Tails Prower#Sonic (Film)
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I was fully prepared and expecting for the US to start falling apart at some point, but I'm genuinely surprised how quickly it feels like it's happening. the pause on grants is insane. literally every industry is about to experience a crash. it's difficult to imagine the effect this could have
#the fact that one (1) elected official has the power to do all this is also crazy btw. like whatever happened to '''checks and balances'''#& why do we give an elected official the power to do this kind of stuff in a country reliant on electorialism and where#theres famously always a cartoonishly evil party that the noble democrats need to defeat every year without fail in order to maintain peace#like that's what gets me. if trump didn't win this year the republicans would've surely run someone equally evil next election ad infinitum#and it seems to me like it would've been statistically impossible for democrats to win every future election to the end of time#this kind of thing was inevitable in our system. unless both parties moved towards the center/left again but. lol. lmao.#that said it's probably useless to continue complaining about what was or wasn't inevitable. it happened so now we gotta deal with it
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