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#this meme has been going through my head for a bazillion years lol#i love to interact and then it hits me that im probably bothering you guys#plus the current popular stuff I am sadly so unfamiliar with#when i was younger i would gravitate to my own interests when i was unfamiliar with other topics and it got on peoples nerves a lot#and i completely understand that so i dont wanna repeat those mistakes#its just like a game of pingpong of me talking too much and me hiding under my desk bc i feel like im bothering everyone#also like the last time it was p much confirmed i was being annoying i cried for like two hours bc my fears were realized haha#and when a line is drawn for me i kinda like to stay at least 2ft away from wherever that line is just to be safe#you gotta like throw a cookie attached to a fishing line to get me closer to the line lol#because i will seriously be way too cautious otherwise#im trying to get more brave though im just kinda like my cat who heard a noise in the bathroom cabinet#and now he refuses to go near it#being mindful of others feelings and respecting their boundaries is super important to me#and sometimes that boxes me in a bit
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im with fam but i always thinka him so doodle time
#xmen#xmen comics#erik lehnsherr#magneto#snap sketches#'hey guys i wont have time for doodle posting for a bit' me when i lie fCKJWRBKH#i actually dont likr this too much but im posting just so i can ramble bout erik fjKJCNWKDCHJ#I dont think its bad just not really post worthy#i draw this mfer sleepy so much thatswhy i dont like this#i usually just hoard doodles like these since they dont feel super share worthy to me but i repeat#i just want an excuse to talk about erik and i wanted a homegrown visual#anyway. i have wine in me im being bold <- its not that bold#sometimes i look at how the black lines on krakoa eriks design put focus on his. //coughs// front#and i get lightheaded like mfer if you do not want me to stare do not put a literal box in front of my EYES#ok thats literally it. i wanna try to doodle something ill be Happy happy to share but lbr i cant muster anything anymore tonight#so for now bye bye hope everyone had a good day today !!#im gonna go draw erik indecent maybe ill feel better then
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I think the most beautiful thing about writing of Howl and Sophie's pair is that they are written as people before being written as a pair. Let me explain this very quick.
The thing about book Sophie and Howl is that they are not really fully fitting into any "classic" romantic trope. They are not exactly enemies to lovers, as their angry chats are definitely cannot be considered a life or death battle, they are not rivals to lovers because the only aspect of rivalry between them is the cleaningness of Howl's room. They are not friends to lovers, as their relationship just doesn't fit into "friendship" structure at the very start, nor they are roomates (yes, they live in the same house but that's not the core aspect of their relationships). Of course, you can go on and fit the name of the trope you found specifically for them, but that's the thing.
They simply cannot be processed through a pairings lenses only, in order to understand how they act in relationship you need to analyse them separately, as a characters first of all. Cause that's what the book itself does!
Sure, it doesn't have a whole lot of romance instead, but it gives us time to learn and observe the life of incredibly written, alive characters, understand them as personalities first of all, while slowly immersing the dynamic between two characters (in this case, Howl and Sophie) into work. They are written as personalities, both being fully separated and interviewing, changing eachother's point of view.
It's difficult to find a trope for them. They're are not a trope. They are Howl and Sophie, and that's probably the only way their dynamic can be properly described. Just as real people, they are not really fitting into the boxes of linial character progression, but go way deeper into being complex, filled with little differences and moments only people with their personality can have in romantic (or any different) kind of interaction. They're imperfect, and silly, and multidimensional and the reader knows them well enough to imagine them interacting way beyond of what the book says to them.
They are being people before being a ship, a pair of a trope — and that's why they work so perfectly charming in the end.
Howl and Sophie are unique in being themselves.
#and that's not that they're the only ones like that#I'm sure there's a lote of well-written paintings like them as well#it's just I feel that people would try to find them some kind of a trope in the end anyways#actually If you let me brag about it a bit#I feel like people nowadays are trying a little to hard to force romance (and other dynamic but romance especially) into some kind#eh..tiny boxes instead of letting characters actually interacting on independent manner?#like there's so many bookshops and book covers that say “enemies to lovers!!” on it and like#nothing else. that may be a fault of booktock cause so many videos in there are “top-5 friends to lovers books of the year!!”#I don't care?? tell me about the characters about how their personalities are connecting them tell me about their story about their quircks#about the parts of them that led to romance being as it is about the parts of them that compliment each other#TELL ME ABOUT THE BOOK AND THEIR PERSONALITIES GODDAMIT#I have nothing against people inventing a way of naming the progression their characters relationship are that's actually pretty handy#I'm just kinda puzzled cause way people are starting to act like having one of this two three maybe five classic tropes is a necessity#I cannot understand why people won't read a book simply because the cover doesn't say enemies to lovers#I cannot understand why ppl are thinking it's enough for characters to be enemies to lovers and nothing else#I was doing tell me abt your ship template with Sophie and I had to add a million of arrows and little texts explaining every specific#AND I LOVED IT SM LIKE THEY ARE SO??! THEMSELVES THEY ARE SO ALONE#you cannot understand how much I love it#(and yes I do categorise my ships sometimes it's just I feel I don't put as much meaning into it as someone else would??)#hmc book#howl's moving castle book#hmc#howell jenkins#sophie hatter#howl x sophie#howl's moving castle#howl pendragon
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aftg au where bee adopted andrew and later aaron when they were teens. she owns an apple orchard that the twins and occasionally a few of the foxes help run but it's almost harvest season and she needs help prepping everything for the town's fall festivals so she decided to put up a help wanted ad. neil, tired, alone, and running out of options, decides to apply. bee let's him use the renovated barn loft as residence when she learns he's homeless. andrew is wary, his family means everything to him and neil is a flightly little thing that could only bring bad news, but something about neil is familiar. maybe it's how he checks all his exits or how he flinches when people touch him or how he cradles the key bee gave him in his palm like it was a treasure instead of a piece of metal. he asks neil for truths and it's like bleeding a rock but he finds neil is more willing when truth is reciprocated. they spend their days walking down the lines of apple trees, harvesting and talking, and andrew is only a little mesmerized with the way neil's auburn curls blend with the red of the apples and his eyes match the sky like something deliberate, like he was meant to be here. andrew thinks that maybe he doesn't hate how neil looks at him like he's worth something. andrew thinks that maybe he doesn't want to lose this. he's still learning how to accept that not everything is transactional, he doesn't need to make deals to keep people close, hes still figuring out how to want things without the fear of them being snatched away. his mind screams at him to turn away and push any feeling aside but then neil is handing him an apple and smiling and telling him stories he says he's never told anyone else and andrew doesn't think he deserves this but he wants it
#no exy no mafia just the run of the mill serial killer dad and a mother with questionable parenting skills#wymack runs a youth sports center where matt teaches boxing and dan helps coach the kids soccer team#kevin manages an athletics store and helps his dad with running the center in his free time#neil likes visiting the center bc wymack lets him use the gyms treadmill whenever he wants#renee works at a flower shop and hosts biweekly community arts and crafts night#allison owns a vintage clothing market but sometimes fills in as a barista at abbys cafe next door#(she flirts with customers for better tips and has no problem giving people she doesnt like some awful concoction of a drink)#katelyn is the mayors daughter and is assisting with organizing the fall festival this year#this uh got away from me a bit#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#andreil#neil josten#andrew minyard
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steve who is so proud of his suped up, not a damn scratch or dent, fenders always buffed racer n soda who begs him every time they go anywhere to let him put bumper stickers on the back
#so fun fact#my car is actually so covered in bumper stickers you cant even tell what color is is from the back#so i may be projectin a bit#but thats half the fun#steves always goin 'u wouldnt put a bumper sticker on a bently soda!'#n sodas always alternatin between 'well of not i aint askin to stick it on a bently. im askin to stick it on YOUR car'#n 'well theres somethin to be said about lettin somethin trashy stick around. after all i let you hang out with me!!'#oh steve gets SO mad#ok wise guy#NO STICKER#n then soda looks at him like this 🥺#n he caves#he makes him put them on the inside tho#theyre on like the glove box n the dashboard#theres a sodapop brand sticker on the steerin wheel soda stuck there#'so a part of him is always in the drivers seat with steve'#n steve bitched about it sure#but if sometimes before a race he messes with it a lil for courage#well#whose payin attention#the outsiders#sodapop curtis#steve randle
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Haven’t made any new art that I actually like enough to post lately, so here’s the state of my comic book collection for yall 🤲

(The speckles on some of the edges/bags is dust btw)
#these comics continue to go through it with me#that’s why those bags looks so raggedy#the lines are a bit off cause I’m not pulling that 50 pound box off my shelf again to check#anyway so if anyone ever for any reason doubted that I’d read the comics. think again#my wallet suffers for the sake of the plot#canon is there— I know it I’ve read it for the most part I love it#but sometimes I just choose to ignore it yk#and for that I’ve spent well over $200#cassandra cain#dc comics#dc#batgirl#birds of prey#comics#comic book collection#Bing’s stuff
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The 🎀✨️ babygirlification of Daemon & Aemond ✨️🎀
#ewan understands#matt is like i get this is a meme or a bit but whAT?#ewan mitchell#matt smith#hotd cast#hotd#she forgot to mention that sometimes a babygirl is a man who deep in his heart of hearts#is a wet kitten in a box that says pls love me
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i don’t think rhaenyra would call it like a condition on her love, i think in slightly different (safer) circumstances jacaerys could eventually prod her into talking about harwin and yet i do think jacaerys feels like there is a sort of condition on how much she is capable of loving him because she refuses to be direct with him about the harwin of it all, and it’s not even really on jacaerys for being resentful because it’s like - she knows what it’s like to mourn a parent when you’re young and she knows what it’s like to feel undermined by the parent you are supposed to be the heir of, but she completely cuts off his ability to mourn & understand his own father even in privacy with her (she Will Not Speak The Truth even when he asks when they’re alone and she does that TWICE!!!), and pretends like it’s not a horrible thing to do to him. but if she admits that she maybe hurt jacaerys’ feelings when she refused to tell him anything about his father even after his father died & then got remarried .2 seconds later and just expected him to roll with it, then she also has to admit viserys hurt her by marrying her best friend .2 seconds after he killed her mom and that completely destroys the way she has conceptualize the last two decades of her life. he’s telling her directly as he is capable of to her face that something has gotta give and she is saying “i don’t know what you’re talking about everything is fine.” well eventually, that’s just not gonna work anymore lmao.
#sometimes i’ll say something about tg or alicent & i’m like. i think i might not have whacked rhaenyra here for something she needs whacking#for. let’s backtrack a bit aksjdj.#i was actually thinking about aliotto & i was all of a sudden like ‘i whack them for this all the time but rhaenyra is also bad at this’#getting on my soap box#but anyways THIS IS WHY RHAENYRA ASKING HIM TO DEFEND HER CLAIM IS GOOD#she STILL believes that like. wow me and dad could have worked it out one day. no you would not have.
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hey has anyone ever considered doing shinjiro smut for after the fade to black but he lays you across his lap, like has anyone ever considered the canon praise kink with him more—shinjiro who scolds you, calls you trouble and tells you to stay close to him like a "good girl", shinjiro who acts tough, pretends to be fed up with you pushing him around (he loves it, but that doesn't mean you're not gonna hear about it), ignoring what he wants, so two can play that game, and you think, god, he's not holding back anymore, he's going to kiss me, finally, we're going to— but no, he settles on his bed and pats his lap and tells you that you need to "take responsibility" for teasing him like that, messing with his feelings — "be a good girl." remember, you started this.
#shinjiro aragaki#suggestive#i also like the idea of asking him to do something and he outright scoffs like fully has an attitude about it#tries to remind you what he said about ignoring his needs and asks you what makes you think he's gonna pay attention to yours#you think you get to ask him anything? that's cute#i love playing into that though like i know everyone is all in on the 'i ain't holding back anymore bit' but sorry#man says 'you think you can just push me around? ignore what i want? yeah. well. two can play that game' in that VOICE too? whew boy#like i think he should get to do that a little bit i think he should put me over his lap until i behave#fuck i think it should be more than that though like imagine him lifting you and just. like. tossing you onto the bed.#trying to sass him about the noise and he's like 'you think i give a shit about those guys when i got you right here?' like#i want him to take the wind out of me ya feel i want to talk shit get bit#hit a little too but like open handed#or maybe he tosses you on the bed and you're like 'oh shit oh shit' and then he sits at the foot of it and fucking#PULLS you onto his lap and rucks up your skirt just like that and there are a few moments - a hitched breath#'under negotiated kink' i don't CAREEE that's part of the fantasy like how hot would it be to just have someone tick those boxes untold#either way whether he gets wild or not (preferably yes but maybe needs time to warm up)#it's like. god. he should get to y'know. like (some of) my autonomy being taken from me without him ever overstepping is hot. hot. hot.#he should bend me over his lap and make me keep count while he very tenderly very lovingly mocks me#condescending about the great leader letting herself be treated like this and enjoying it literally makes you turn around#and finally finally touches you properly but he fucking laughs and you're red-faced and he goes 'isn't that embarrassing' and ramps up#so you can't even answer him#god should i try to write this#i think i'm too much of a perfectionist to do this sometimes because i'll stew and never get it done ugh#anyway.#filth#pure filth#thank you#i think we outdid that suggestive tag#smut#(for safety)
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i think it's unfair that anxiety can cause an upset stomach. why are you doing all that.
#i woke up anxious and it's progressed to me being straight up scared but i have boxing today so it'll probably b fine#i might say i hate working out but i do like the fitness boxing classes ive been going to and working out always makes me feel better#and it's just insanely effective against anxiety#sometimes i think i'm normal and then get hit with the reminder that i do in fact have kinda bad social anxiety#and it's soo dumb#i'm literally laying on my bed scrolling tumblr but my body thinks it's being hunted for sport#sometimes when i get scared i get this weird like dizzy/shaky/nauseous and other stuff feeling and it's only progressed a few times#to like. being bad? idk how to explain it but it's annoyingg. it's probably a blood pressure thing or something bc i think mine is kinda low#but it always reads as ideal if i go to a doctor bc i'm so scared of doctors it spikes up gvfhxbdkdnd#anyways just some light silly fact so i can stop shaking for no reason#cant even do anything about it rn bc i have like 20 minutes before i need to leave so that's no time to do stuff#anyways i needed to rant a bit#i will b fine when i go outside to take a walk to the gym to do the boxing thing and walk back with a friend#but rn it's soo annoying so i need to distract myself#bc like i know im in no danger rn but my body seems to think otherwise#ahh whatever#leevi talks
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love your chronic sonic series! just wondering if you would consider putting alt text for ur comics? it’s a bit hard to read the text sometimes
I’m glad you’re liking it! Unfortunately as much as I’d like to type everything up so its easier for y’all to read, I’m trying to keep this as stress-free for me as possible so I don’t burn out. The extra effort of typing up all the text doesn’t sound like much but I know myself well enough to know that if I add one more step to posting I’d very likely end up just not drawing or doing anything at all. If i had a bit more energy I’d be so down to do it but unfortunately for now y’all might have to put up with my occasional blurry chicken scratch :’D
#knox rambles#asks#anon#if i was getting any income from this it’d be different but this is a fun self-indulgent thing that i also happen to be sharing with y’all#i could try just putting text boxes into the comics but its just easier on my brain to write it out even if that takes a bit longer and#isn’t as readable#anyway yeah sorry mate! i does matter to me that it’s hard to read i know i didn’t go back and write over my poor handwriting in pt 10#but i just didn’t have it in me to write it any more cleanly and i still wanted to share#this might change in the future and I’ll definitely keep it in mind but for now i gotta take care of myself#(I’m not offended by this at all btw ur right about it being hard to decipher sometimes)
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We went out to our first ever straight racing meet today. I was intending to just talk to people, check things out, and let Misty observe, but she had an opportunity to do a practice run and we took it! This is right after I caught her and got her off to the side, do you think she loved it??
There is the usual plastic bunny I'm familiar with, but there's also a squeaky stuffed animal that makes noise as it bounces along the ground and. This is a dog who is obsessed with the bunny. This thing had her in full crazy mode. I've never seen her run so intently. She is muzzle trained, because I've been wanting to try this someday, but today was her first time running in it. Muzzle? Forgotten. We'll have to go out again and get more box practice, but she's otherwise good to go!
#the vibe was a lot more relaxed than lure coursing. for which i am grateful. sometimes that atmosphere makes me feel so shut down#I'd take her even if i hated it. since she loves it so much. but it was nice to not be overwhelmed#anyways she got to do two open box practice runs. she was not very pleased about going in#but im hoping that once it becomes associated with fun times itll be nbd#i foresee a bit of a relapse in anxiety with the commotion of the other dogs. i could hear the box itself rattling from the other end#this lure was so exciting for her though that maybe she'll surprise me and overcome#misdemeanor#whippet#dogblr#petblr#straight racing#whippet racing#practice
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Someone help Chief, he's going through a pregame Shuichi phase.
No! Calm down! Sorry if my reactions to KokoMako are exaggerated, I just want to show full support for it e for the creator. 😦
I always act like this with my favorite ships.



I also have other ships, but I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable, so I keep it private.
#anon ask#ask box#I'm normal I swear#I can only be a bit of a fanboy sometimes#or act like a schoolgirl fangirl#I don't know the perfect definition for me#danganronpa#shuichi saihara#drv3#mdarc#rain code#yuma kokohead#dr thh#kyoko kirigiri#purple aesthetic#blue aesthetic#detectives trio
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feel like the reason i can’t get into m/f shojo is because they’re very… Man and Woman.. like the gender norms/boxes are always so strong idk why😭 i’m always so detached from all the characters and story
#idk it always feels v traditional in terms of gender stereotypes idkkkKKK#probably why i enjoyed ouran sm because it didn’t feel like it was boxing the characters into being a boy or girl (even tho there’s still#some backwards ideology the overall vibe of the anime was much more free?)#i’ve always liked romances like my love story and ouran sm more#i also like kimi ni todoke (it did fall into the heteronormative boxes a bit tho in terms of just vibes idk ) but i loved that sawako felt#like a person who existed for herself even outside of the romance#i rly liked that she was v much the main character and her love interest couldn’t snatch that away from her#but ye yuri will always just be better to me the female characters are always sm better written😭#and all the typical ~couple~ roles don’t feel as cringy somehow#like i will eat tall/smol or academic rivals or popular/loser tropes if it’s girlxgirl but girlxboy… maybe sometimes… lol
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#kip sabian#aew#all elite wrestling#aewedit#wrestlingedit#wrestling#night gifs#i was thinking if im gonna tag wood into this but since hes in multiple gifs i guess lmao#wood hawker#beatemups#anyways this video was really fun and they are cute and it just makes me happy to see kip having like non-wrestling friends#its so precious and delightful that he can be a nerd around other nerds 💜💜#but yeah this was. nights brain deep dive at 5am (when i started this lmao) sorry sometimes i gotta dig a little bit#my beloved#kip in a box#(rp blogs dont reblog; saving and other personal use with tag credits is fine)
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i was tagged by @allyriadayne. i will tag @transdimensional-void @maegorsbignaturals @hello--jaime @chena-h @whitegownsandflowercrowns @g0lightly
books you want to read in the new year. three categories here
non fiction i an interested in reading & have been for awhile but haven’t gotten around too. p sure there’s been second editions published since i put them on my lists 🤧
stuff i’m reading bc it has to do with my areas of interest re: writing. i’ve been interested in horror & building suspense, who Doesn’t turn to ursula le guin when they’re trying to write fantasy, 2-3 of the main characters are inuit in my own writing so i just read (and watch) random shit so i don’t sound like im talking out of my ass.
stuff i want to read but it’s been hard to find them. i’ve checked every legal channel i know to not have to pay for we shall be no more & it is Nawt available for less than $50. im like 70% sure i’ll be able to get a request filled for the other two but it’s a lil hit or miss sometimes when you’re requesting from a university library.
#‘2-3’ i haven’t decided on the background of one guy & i think i need to write more to get a clearer understanding of#Why He Is Here so i can build his background to fit that. i made him inuit so he’d have a commonality w the other two#but that might change. the other two are the Main Characters’ li & his sister who is also one of the main characters friends.#main character is latina. write what ya kno man.#she is an only child tho and that is very difficult for me i won’t lie.#getting on my soap box#esp when it’s obscure bits of history i want to make sure the author gets something but sometimes it’s like i’m sorry. i don’t have 50 buck#literally no guarantee i read anything akskdjd#i Really want to read 1491 & we shall be no more & our share of night & scum of the earth tho. like thee most.
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