st4rstudent · 8 months ago
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why do you draw brain so much I know people draw cogs but people draw you (your toon) and brain together did you make him did you help with the design or do people just ship the two of you
I'm going to answer the second half first! So for clarity, Mac isn't my toon, nor was I involved in making it. I also wasn't involved in making Brian. For future reference, I think I should state that I've never been on the clash team (and I've never worked on anything that's in game or anywhere else that's official. All I've done is my own stuff aka what you see on my page). Both characters are official characters and I've had no influence on them.
As for why I draw him so much, I guess the easiest answer is just I like him! He fits into the two big traits of characters I like and also his design is easy for me to break down into shapes.
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backhurtyy · 3 years ago
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i was tagged by my beloved @zukkaoru !!!!!! mwah thanks for the tag <3
1. how many works do you have on ao3? nineteen
2. what’s your total ao3 word count? 348,809 words, soon to jump up to 360k+ with nswd11 (i didn’t think it would be so many… ive only been posting fics on ao3 for the last like. fifteen months 💀)
3. how many fandoms have you written for and what are they? four published ones- harry potter, marvel, the mortal instruments, and avatar the last airbender (only atla is on ao3 tho), but i also have star wars and hades game wips right now
4. what are your top five fics by kudos? flowers do not bloom without a little rain tattoo the spaces between your fingers into mine (hope that i’m able to be) all that you need who knew it would end like this when the stars light up the room (i sit and talk to the moon)
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5. do you respond to comments, why or why not? yes!!!! i think it’s important to let people know i appreciate their support and thoughts and comments. also it makes me really happy whenever someone responds to a comment i left, so i want to try and do the same.
6. what’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? i guess i can’t breathe without you (but i have to)? idk it’s technically a missing scene from rotwom, but there’s no comfort in it at all so it ends on a pretty sad note
7. do you write crossovers? if so, what is the craziest one you’ve written? no, i’m not really into them. i’ll write a billion aus, but i’m not into mixing the characters around and whatnot… the crossover tag is always excluded on ao3
8. have you received hate on a fic? not that i know of. though someone did tell me they thought my fic flowers do not bloom without a little rain was ‘a little contrived’ and ‘done somewhat well’, and gave me a b+ on it… not sure what they were trying to accomplish.
9. do you write smut? if so, what kind? i am asexual lmao…. no.
10. have you ever had a fic stolen? not as far as i’m aware
11. have you ever had a fic translated? no, but i’ve been podficced
12. have you ever co-written a fic? nope
13. what’s your all time favorite ship? zukka my beloveds…. closely followed by stevebucky and percabeth- ive been shipping those two pairings since elementary/middle school
14. what’s a wip you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? definitely the zukka les mis au lmao. that’s been in my wip pile for over a year.
15. what are your writing strengths? i think i’m pretty good at writing action scenes? idk i get a lot of comments about that. and i also think i’m pretty good at getting into the various character’s heads and giving them each a unique voice, especially in nswd.
16. what are your writing weaknesses? i do not know how to write kisses. at all. i always cringe doing it. also i use a lot of the same words and stuff, especially when it comes to describing facial expressions and whatnot
17. what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? uhhhhh idk. i read a lot of star wars fics set during the clone wars, when the clones are speaking mando’a to each other, so i guess it doesn’t really bother me? but sometimes i’d prefer to just have it be in italicized english, rather than having to think about the translations and stuff. idk i don’t really care either way.
18. what was the first fandom you wrote for? harry potter 😭
19. what’s your favorite fic you’ve ever written? never shall we die my beloved….. i’m very proud of how it turned out, and especially that i finally finished it after struggling on it for so long. also (hope that i’m able to be) all that you need. it’s very near and dear to my heart, and i’m constantly proud of myself for writing something so personal. i also really love the sound of longing. i worked really hard on it, and though it isn’t one of my most popular fics, i do think it’s some of my best writing.
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spiderrrling · 4 years ago
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Alright then, you asked for it. For the personal asks 4-73 😌
aight but you gotta read them all 
4: What do you think about most?
sadly, school
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?
fab texted me “you should never trust teenagers” 
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
i sleep in a t-shirt and underwear 
7: What’s your strangest talent?
my hyperflexible joints
8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)
girls are amazing, boys are amazing sometimes
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?
no and i hope it will never happen
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?
air drums is my preferred method of air instruments and just earlier today
11: Do you have any strange phobias?
needles, cant do them at all i will physically hurt you if you try
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
i mean i did a covid test does that count? i shoved a perler bead up my nose when i was 4 
13: What’s your religion?
i am atheist 
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
walking or maybe camping i love me a good camping trip
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
behindddd i am very awkward in photos
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
at the moment, all time low
17: What was the last lie you told?
i told my mom i studied for this test that i havent studied for 
18: Do you believe in karma?
fairly yeah
19: What does your URL mean?
this one is nothing special, just the spiderrrling 
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
i actually dont know, ive been told im very emotionally strong due to what would probably be my greatest weakness, my chronic pain
21: Who is your celebrity crush?
idk if you could guess but its tom holland
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
no not really
23: How do you vent your anger?
i write or i text friends or i rant here on tumblrdotcom
24: Do you have a collection of anything?
books, i have a lot of books
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
depends on the person im talking with
26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
yeah mostly
27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
hospital beeping sounds, cant stand them. i love the sound of rain
28: What’s your biggest “what if”?
i didnt quit gymnastics
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
i mean technically we are aliens, there is no way we are alone in the universe 
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
my right, my wall
my left, nothing
31: Smell the air. What do you smell?
smells like rain bc my window is open and it just rained
32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
idk maybe a place in denmark?
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
never been to the us
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
alex garskath
35: To you, what is the meaning of life?
42
36: Define Art.
art is anything if  you ask me 
37: Do you believe in luck?
sometimes
38: What’s the weather like right now?
it just rained but its gonna rain more
39: What time is it?
10.27 pm
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
no i dont drive
41: What was the last book you read?
i just finished volume 3 of heartstopper and currently reading northern lights 
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?
honestly yeah
43: Do you have any nicknames?
i do! for those who dont know im fox, ive gone by fox for many years and i respond to it like its my name
44: What was the last film you saw?
i rewatched howls moving caslte
45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
my knee is really bad from gymnastics
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?
yes!
47: Do you have any obsessions right now?
yes multiple, UCLA gymnastics, generally gymnastics, plague doctors, books, percy jackson
48: What’s your sexual orientation?
i am a raging bisexal
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?
id like to not get into this just bc it happened very recently
50: Do you believe in magic?
yeah 
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
depends on what they did
52: What is your astrological sign?
i am a scorpio
53: Do you save money or spend it?
i save money but i also spend it
54: What’s the last thing you purchased?
i bought 58 books on a discount book store
55: Love or lust?
love
56: In a relationship?
sadly i am very single
57: How many relationships have you had?
one
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
no
59: Where were you yesterday?
at school then at home studying
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
probably but my room is dark rn
61: Are you wearing socks right now?
not wearing socks rn but i only own black socks anyway
62: What’s your favourite animal?
foxes or penguins or polar bears, i like most animals to be honest
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
just be nice and be able to deal with my ranting 
64: Where is your best friend?
way too far from me in norway
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.
@uglypastels @hey-its-grey @wvllywest @hauntedtom @anxieteandbiscuits
66: What is your heritage?
norwegain/swedish
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?
sleeping, i need my sleep
68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?
i think thats his first name
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
who hasnt
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
i mean i bake, cook and give great hugs
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
i have too much anxiety to be late
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a. i tell those i care about 
b. live my life to the fullest
c. i already have what? 4 chronic conditions?
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
trust is its own kind of love in my opinion
there u happy now z? now its your turn
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sondepoch · 5 years ago
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IV: Neutral Route (Y/N)
Where Futures Begin
Life used to be simple for you. Peaceful. But the Savior had other plans for you, and in moments, she ruined what you thought was your one shot at happiness. Blinded by anger, you escaped the Mint Eye, but that triggered a series of events that would bring you further into the world of brothers Saeran and Saeyoung. And further into the twisted world of your love for them.
Neutral Route: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | ✔
Saeyoung’s Route: 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | ✔
Saeran’s Route: 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | ✔
MASTERLIST 
The first one to hug you wasn't Saeran, as you had thought it would be.
No, as soon as you stepped outside the Commitment Room, the Savior had embraced you, drinking in the beautiful sight of you. Her smile was dazzling as she stared at your changed hair and irises, and not a single word was exchanged as she pulled you to her personal chambers.
Your head was still in a slight daze, your mind a second late in processing everything, still healing from the pain. The Savior must have known, though, because she didn't do anything that would further tangle your thoughts.
Instead of bombarding you with questions like you had expected, she had simply told you what to do.
It was strangely comforting, being given simple commands that you were able to carry out without fear of messing up. The Savior was thoughtful like that. There was no room for error in her words, they were so simple.
Shower with soap and shampoo. Change into these undergarments. Dry your body and hair. Come out and wear this.
"Oh, silly (Y/N), do you need help with that?" The Savior asked from across the room as she observed you struggling to pull yourself into the dress she had laid out for you. For some reason, the velvet fabric wasn't gliding over your skin as smoothly as you thought it would. "Here, (Y/N), you forgot to tie the waist down first. There we go."
The Savior smiled as she continued to dress you, ordering you to stand still while she applied makeup to your face for the first time, giving you a dab of lipstick and subtle eyeliner. "It seems that Ray decided to tattoo you on your back, so all your dresses from now on will have low backs or will be backless. Now that you're fully committed, you'll want everyone to know that you've embraced magenta. They should realize that from your eyes, but showing off the mark of the Mint Eye will reinforce their suspicions on your new position."
The Savior beamed at you as she finished straightening out your dress and makeup, moving on to style your hair. Her fingers were deft, and they worked quickly, but Saeran did it better.
"I know your mind must be a jumble right now, but don't worry. You'll go back to normal as soon as you get a nice, long sleep. Tonight, I'm going to introduce you to the other members of my council. Others who have gone through the second commitment. You want to look pretty for their very first impression of you, don't you? Ray and I are the only ones who are already personally acquainted with you."
The Savior continued on, and you were relieved that she hadn't asked you anything. If she threw a question your way, you'd need a long time before you'd be able to answer it. "Wonderful. You're really quite beautiful, (Y/N). It's a shame you weren't already born with magenta hair and mint-green eyes. That would be really perfect, wouldn't it? Well, white hair suits you fine. Here, come, follow me, you're going to meet your fellow council members!"
The Savior's smile wasn't contagious, bright as it was. You followed the blonde woman to a part of the Mint Eye that you'd never been to before, the ceilings high enough and the chandeliers extravagant enough to put the Hall of Mirrors of the Versailles Palace to shame.
It was a long walk to the end of the hall, but when you finally reached the door, you found yourself nervous. It was strange. You couldn't form a single manual thought in your head, but you felt a rush of adrenaline at the thought of meeting the other council members. Or was it Saeran specifically that you were nervous to see?
The Savior laid a single knuckle across the door, the lonely syllable echoing throughout the hall despite its delicateness, and the door opened.
Everything afterward was a daze.
Not the same kind of daze you'd been in since leaving the Commitment Room, though. It was a more numb feeling, brought forth by the crushing realization that in the month you'd been gone, things had changed.
"Saeran," You whispered upon entering the room, his name possessing your lips the first time you'd opened your mouth all day.
But the male didn't stand up to greet you.
He barely even acknowledged your presence. "S..." You were about to call him again, but stopped when you saw the image before you. Saeran, laughing openly, laughing in a way that you had only seen once before, with his left arm draped around a girl you've never seen before.
"Well, (Y/N), this is my council. What's wrong, hm? Oh." The Savior followed your line of sight to where Saeran sat, and you clenched your teeth. "That's MC, our newest admit to the council. She joined last week, actually. She's...special, so she was accepted without making any primary or secondary commitments."
You didn't catch the venomous tone in the Savior's voice.
The Savior stepped further inside, her heels echoing in the small chamber, and all chatter ceased. The council members quickly darted to different seats in the room, and for the first time since your arrival, Saeran acknowledged you.
You kept your eyes on the floor, not wanting to greet anyone as the Savior gave a short speech about who you were; she took you to your seat by the hand, as if you were a child.
And in that moment, you felt like a child.
Breakable as a baby.
Like a single caress too rough would be enough to maim you for life.
And seeing Saeran laugh so openly around another girl, staring at her with eyes full of admiration, well, he may as well have just taken your heart and used it as a punching bag in one of his workouts.
"(Y/N)?" The Savior nudged you, "Is there anything you would like to add?"
You thought about saying no. You thought about asking to be excused. You thought about ignoring the Savior.
Instead, you opted for the safest route of them all. "I look forward to working with you all in our paradise," You pulled your gaze up to Saeran, then to the brown-haired woman supposedly called MC, "Where everyone is happy."
The Savior smiled, as if that were a test, and you had selected the correct answer.
"In the magenta of dreams and hope." The council chorused back to you.
***
The Savior was the leader of the Mint Eye, the supreme ruler, the sovereign head. Her blonde hair and gorgeous, green eyes suited her. They made her look distinguished among the crowd of disciples and believers, and even the council members.
As you stood in front of the mirror, though, you realized that while her face was the head of the Mint Eye, yours was the embodiment of it. With the faint touch of makeup the Savior had decorated your skin with and the simple updo she had worked your snowy white hair into, your eyes were especially prominent, practically shouting mint eyes at everyone who would ever make eye contact with you.
And the dress she had selected for you to wear - it was truly stunning. The design was elegant yet provocative, the modest length and full-sleeve arms making the violet dress look almost prudishly designed, but that only furthered the provocativeness of your completely open back, where your Mint Eye tattoo caught the eye of anyone who looked your way.
Mint eyes, magenta dress; no other colors could be seen on you, with your hair bleached, and your skin faded as if someone had put a grayscale filter over the rest of your body.
The Savior was right.
You really were beautiful.
A knock killed the silence, and your eyes darted to the door, expecting it to open. When it didn't, you walked over to it in intrigue. "Yes?" You asked, opening the door a crack, sighing in relief when you saw that it was only Saeran, "Why didn't you come in after knocking?"
Saeran strolled into your room, his expression blank, "I may be supervising your work, but we're technically the same rank in the Mint Eye, now. It would be unfitting for me to enter your room without proper authorization."
You frowned.
"Why are you being so formal, Saeran?"
"The same reason you're being so distant, (Y/N)."
You pulled your gaze up from the floorboards and met Saeran's expression. He looked...hurt? Upset? What did he mean? Were you being distant? That was only because he had started it first, with MC. Or were you overreacting? Who even was MC?
You groaned out loud, bringing a hand to cradle your head as you felt your head shake with a sudden earthquake of pain. "Please don't..." You whispered, unable to remember the words to communicate your desires. "Please don't be so confusing right now, Saeran. I can't handle it. My head hurts too much..."
Whatever emotion had taken control of Saeran in the previous moment, it was gone as he watched you try to soothe the pain coursing through your mind, so preoccupied that it seemed as if you had forgotten him altogether.
His own secondary commitment had been many years ago, but he still remembered how nothing was quite right until the morning after. Saeran sighed. "Let's get you to bed, princess. Come here."
You willed your legs to move forward, almost tripping on your own feet as you tried to escape the headache that had suddenly rooted itself in your mind. Before you could fall on the floor, you felt a pair of strong arms catch you. In seconds, you were being carried to your bed by those same arms.
Saeran held you upright with one hand, deftly undoing the hairstyle the Savior had done, and even managed to remove the makeup from your skin.
You hadn't even realized that you had fallen asleep until Saeran was waking up. "(Y/N)," he whispered, shaking you. "(Y/N), you can't fall asleep just yet. You need to change out of those clothes..."
"This is a new room. I don't even know where my wardrobe is, Saeran," you murmured, rubbing your eyes. You couldn't have been asleep more than a few minutes, but your head already felt clearer. "And I'm too tired to find out. I'll just sleep in this, it'll be okay."
You could practically feel Saeran roll his eyes at your words, and you heard him grumble, "You really like being treated like a princess, don't you, princess?"
You giggled lightly in return, and heard some shuffling in front of you.
You opened a single eye lazily and saw Saeran, shirtless, offering you the large white T-shirt he had been wearing when he came in. "Change into this, at least. It'll be long enough on you to cover everything, and I promise I won't peak..." Saeran made a show of turning around. "Tell me when I can look, okay?"
You rolled your eyes, too tired to argue. Without getting out of bed, you somehow shrugged the dress off your body and changed into Saeran's shirt. He was right. The shirt hid everything that needed to be hidden, but it still exposed the greater majority of your thighs. It was like another, shorter dress. Though if you shuffled around too much, you knew he'd see your bright (f/c) panties.
"Y-you can turn around now," You whispered, slightly embarrassed at the fact that you were wearing Saeran's clothes.
"Oh come on, (Y/N), really?" Saeran gestured dramatically to the small lump on the floor where you had uncouthly dumped your dress. "Alright, I'll fold this up, and then I'll see you tomorrow, okay, princess?" Saeran leaned over to plant a kiss on your cheek, but you pushed him backward.
"No." You said with a pout.
"You don't want me to fold the dress?" Saeran asked, arching an eyebrow.
"No. No, 'I'll see you tomorrow.' You're staying here tonight." You blurted, too tired to be embarrassed by the absurd request.
Saeran sputtered out a few syllables of shock, utterly unaware of how to handle the situation, so you took control, throwing a pillow at the light switch and you miraculously hit your target, leaving the room pitch black. "Good night, Saeran," you whispered, laying your head on one of the two remaining pillows, pulled Saeran into the bed, snuggling up against him as he resigned himself to his fate.
"Yeah, yeah, princess," He grumbled with a chuckle, acting amused even though you knew he was blushing as you wrapped your arms around his bare torso, "Good night."
You fell asleep within seconds, exhausted after a month of pain and suffering, and then a full day of actively following the Savior to meet with the council members. Your mind was far away, finally free to explore dreamland without promises of agony in the morning weighing down on your mind.
You slept with a smile on your face, blissfully unaware of how Saeran stared at you the whole night, the midnight moon through the window illuminating your face. You didn't feel him trace the tattoo he had needled into your once-bare back, or notice him playing with the hair he knew would never look the same, or even sense him staring at your closed eyes, where light circles from the eye brace still left a shadow on your face.
You didn't see him cry as he realized, once again, what he had done to you; and that every time he looked at your mint green eyes, he would be reminded of his sins against the world, against God, against you.
He stared at your soft lips, recalling how he had stolen a kiss from them in one of his attempts at getting you to drink the Elixir of Salvation. No doubt, you had no recollection of the moment—the memory drowned in the pain that followed immediately after. It was an action he regretted.
He had always wanted to kiss you, but in the right way.
Now, he didn't know if he'd ever be able to let himself get close to you again. Much less, kiss you.
As you slept, he knew you had forgiven him from the way you clung to his chest and intertwined your legs between his. He loved that quality about you. You would always forgive him whenever he messed up, give him another chance when he fell short, move on when he found himself unable to. This past month was no different in that regard, he knew. You understood his position, and you were still able to forgive him for all the suffering he'd inflicted on you.
He, on the other hand, didn't think he'd ever be able to forgive himself.
MASTERLIST
Neutral Route: 01 | 02 | 03 | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | ✔
Saeyoung’s Route: 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | ✔
Saeran’s Route: 17 | 18 | 19 | 20 | 21 | 22 | 23 | ✔
Word count: 2.5k 
Notes: Life is ew wtf everything sucks :\ well, not everything, but more than usual. I've been sick and, honestly, this week just hasn't been good for me. I've had almost no time whatsoever to write, and I feel strangely stressed :( Here's hoping that life gets better by the next update
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purplesurveys · 5 years ago
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631
General Randomness What's the weather like right now? It’s very bright and sunny out, but January is typically one of the colder days of the year so I’m not feeling uncomfortable right now. It’s the perfectly chilly temperature I would have liked to have all year long. What are you currently sitting on? I am sitting on a chair at our dining table, which is usually where I take surveys. How many times have you brushed your teeth today? Just once.
When did you get up? I’ve been up since 8, but didn’t get out of bed until 10.
Have you been in a vehicle for more than 45 minutes today? I haven’t been in a car at all today cos I’ve only stayed home. Angela invited me to go out for some drinks but I didn’t feel like drinking or being out today, so I’ve been home the whole time.
Where is your best friend? I think Angela is at home but I’m sure she’s getting ready to go out for the aforementioned ^ drinking. I’m not sure where Gab is. How many days until Christmas? Oh wow, barely missed it, chief. There are 355ish days left, I’m guessing? Have you kissed someone today? Nope. Is your mom over 50? No, and she still has a year to go. How old were you 7 years ago? I was technically 14, but was about to turn 15 in a few months. Do you know what 'C'est la vie' means? Yep. In Gen Z lingo, it essentially means, ‘it be like that sometimes’ lmao. Do you usually take showers or baths? Showers, because we don’t have bathtubs and also because I find it much more efficient anyway. I only take baths when I’m out of town, in a fancy hotel, and want to pamper myself with bubbles and fancy body wash. What kind of bottoms are you wearing right now? I’m wearing shorts just meant for the home.
Are you wearing anything red? Yes, the pair of shorts I just talked about. What was the name of your first pet? I didn’t keep track of my first goldfish’s name but a good guess would be Goldie. I wasn’t a very creative kid, so I wouldn’t be surprised if that turned out to be right. Do you live in an apartment? Nope. I’ve been living with my parents under their roof. What color is the floor in the room you're in? Cream-ish. What was the most irritating thing to happen to you today? My thesis professor being a headache to talk to. I am genuinely baffled at how she was able to secure a very high position in my university’s administration, considering how erratic she can get. How do you feel about your most recent ex? She’s great. Do you wish at 11:11? No. Do you wish on shooting stars? I would, if they often visited on this side of the world. But they don’t, so. Do you wish on dandelions? No. There aren’t a lot where I live. Are you drinking anything right now? Mmm no, not at the moment. I finished my coffee a little while ago and while I want to make a second cup to keep myself awake, I have an early morning tomorrow so I’d want to sleep early tonight. It’s back to work for me, ugh. About how tall is your father? Not too tall. He’s like, 5′5 or 5′6.  How old is your oldest living grandparent? I only know the age of one grandparent, and that’s my 73 year old maternal grandmother. I don’t get to see my paternal grandparents a lot cos they live quite far, so with that comes my insufficient knowledge about them.  Do you know anyone who has lived to be 100+? Gab’s great-grandmother, but she passed away last November. Have you had your birthday yet this year? Nope. There’s been a mere three days into the year, so very few people would already have had their birthdays hahaha. Do you read your horoscope on a regular basis? No. You do you, but I was never a fan. It’s also a pet peeve when people use their star sign as excuses for their shitty behavior. “Sorry I acted up, I’m a Scorpio,” “I hate everybody because I’m an Aquarius,” “I ghosted them because I’m a Cancer” no it’s because you’re a bitch, Karen. Do you like the color yellow? I hate it a bit less than green (my least favorite color) only because I love the song Yellow by Coldplay and because mustard yellow isn’t that bad of a color. Are you an aunt or uncle? If my friends start having kids soon, then I’ll be an aunt. Why is your best friend your best friend? They both understand my weirdness and all my quirks and never made me feel like I was being judged. What is your hair like at the moment? Tbh it matches my top pretty well so as frizzy as my hair is at the moment, it still looks good with the tank top I have on lolol. How many times have you donated blood this year? Zero. I’m scared of needles, and even if I get over that phobia I wouldn’t be able to donate anyway because I’m underweight. Are you wearing any jewelry? No, not right now. Are you a video-gamer? I wouldn’t call myself that. I play GTA just to be a law-abiding citizen and not actually do the missions lol, I get tired of playing The Sims after ten minutes, and I only play a handful of Nintendo games. Who got married at the last wedding you went to? My mom’s brother and his then-fiancee, now one of my favorite aunts except for the facts that she’s a hardcore Duterte supporter and Marcos apologist. Do you like Chinese food? Yep, it’s one of my favorite cuisines. How far is the nearest Walmart? I can’t walk nor drive to it, that’s for sure. Have you ever been a designated driver? I’m always DD by default because I’m the only one among my friends who has a car other than JM, who also has a (much bigger) car but is terribly low-tolerance and will absolutely pass out. I get tipsy easily as well, but I sober up real quick and always make sure I’m 100% back to reality by the time I drive. Which means that I typically have to stop drinking earlier than the rest of my friends, but so long as that means I get to take everyone back home safe, it’s okay with me. What is something that always brings tears to your eyes? My mom yelling at me. Who is your 20th phone contact? My contacts aren’t numbered thus I’m too lazy to count manually. Do you have any plans to get a tattoo? It’s not completely off the table, but I’ve definitely toned down my original plans of getting tattoo sleeves and getting myself generally covered a la CM Punk (and I have to tell ya, I’m so glad I grew out of that phase). These days I prefer to have small tattoos to memorialize significant people or events, and some of my plans include my dog’s pawprint and a plate of nachos. Or a new piercing? Probably not. What would your name be if your last name was the color of your shirt? Brown. If you could find out how you would die, would you want to know? Yes. I hate the unknown and would rather be certain, no matter how ugly or nasty the certainty holds. Do you make your bed regularly? Every morning. Do you look forward to the weekend? NO. I have a 2-day meeting for my 2-day weekend. I am so dreading it. I just want to stay a lazy couch blob for another week. How much do you know about the mechanics of cars? I know how to turn a car on, go forward, reverse, brake, and open my gas tank... and that’s about it. Has anyone ever told you you should be a model? Model and beauty queen, yeah. How old was your mom when she had you? She was 26, but was turning 27 that year. Do rainy days get you down? No. I thrive on rainy days lmao. Who is the artist/band you're listening to at the moment? No music keeping me company at the moment. Do you ever take aspirin when you 'feel a headache coming on'? Not aspirin but I take a Biogesic. I dunno if those two or the same thing or not. Is there a calendar in the room you're in? Nope. Do you prefer to be in a relationship or be single? I’ve been seeing a person for technically six years, so now I prefer a relationship after being accustomed to having one for so long. If you're single, do you wish you were in a relationship? Have you ever had your heart broken? Sure. Do you live within an hour of the beach? No. I’m very far away from the beach :( How do you like your steak? Rare or medium-rare. Were you born in the 1980s? I was not. A Few Firsts What was the first sound you heard when you woke up? I woke up to the sound of my mom calling me on my phone. I was half-asleep and didn’t feel like answering, so I muted it and went back to sleep. I feel guilty now that I remember, but she didn’t call back or text me so it probably wasn’t a big deal. Who was your first best friend? It was a girl named Kaye from kinder. We were good friends for like two years, and then we got sorted to different sections in Prep and drifted apart after that. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? I’ve said her name so many times on these surveys already. Y’all know. Who was your first date to a formal dance? I haaaateeeeed the idea of asking guys out and being in a relationship for most of high school, so I made sure I only asked my cousin for my prom. How bad was your first break up? Pretty messed up. There was a lot of tension and resentment and confusion in the beginning. Throw in my grandfather’s sudden death and me taking the UPCAT, and you have my mental health completely rattled! What was your first favorite movie? High School Musical, for sure. How old were you when you had your first kiss? 16. What was your first trip to the emergency room for? My platelet count was really low, I was in danger of getting dengue, and had to stay the night at the hospital. Then there was sticking the IV onto my wrist, upon which I made a complete scene in the emergency room and thrashed and kicked around while my (very frail) grandma (sorry, Lola) tried to hold me down with a lot of patients watching lol. Where was the first place you went today? The kitchen. Who was the first person you saw? My sister, I think. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up? I wondered why my mom called, realized I was too sleepy to care, and went back to bed. Do you remember the first time you spent the night away from home? Yupppp. I was in third grade, my club had an overnight camping thingy as its culmination activity, and it was the first time ever that I was allowed to spend the night somewhere else. I remember being around a campfire, roasting marshmallows for the first time, having to share a sleeping mat with Katreen, and her kicking me in her sleep.
Where was your first big vacation to? Boracay. What was your first job? None yet. I’ll make sure to update you by the end of the year. What was the first thing you had to drink today? Coffee.
Some Lasts Where was the location of your last kiss? My girlfriend’s car, when she dropped me back at my place. How old was the last person you kissed? 21. What was the last movie you rented? I’ve never experienced renting a movie, which definitely confirms my status as a Gen Z kid lmao. But I can tell you that the last movie I watched was Knives Out. Where was the last place you went? Other than around my house, we went to church last Tuesday night for New Year’s Eve mass. What was the last restaurant you went to? Yabu. Who was the last person to call you? My mom, this morning. Who was the last non-relative you spoke in person to? Gabie. What was the last thing you bought? I got dinner from Yabu, haha. When was the last time you drove more than an hour somewhere? December 14th. That evening was INSANE. It was Saturday + Christmas traffic, and it took me two hours to travel from Antipolo to Rita’s place in Makati. JM and I drove separately cos we were a big group - his drive took FOUR hours. Why did you last get angry? My thesis prof was doing us so fucking dirty and I couldn’t do anything about it. What color was the last vehicle you rode in? Blue-green. How long ago was your last birthday? NIne months. When did it last rain? It drizzled a little bit yesterday. What was the age difference between you and your most recent ex? A month and a half. When was the last time you used a dictionary? Maybe an hour ago for a word I used in a past survey lol. Mini iPod Shuffle: Don't Cheat, Use Whatever Song Comes Up, No Matter How Ridiculous (I have several playlists, so I’ll just use the Spotify-curated playlist made for Gab’s account called Your Top Songs 2019 hahahaha) My love song: Love song - Lana Del Rey (Wow.) My fight song: Swim Against the Tide - The Japanese House My break-up song: New Light - John Mayer The song for when I'm sad: Money - Leikeli47 The song for when I'm angry: Constant Conversations - Passion Pit My song to have sex to: Bad Girls - Tennis The song about my ex: Just the Same But Brand New - St. Vincent The song about my best friend: Juice - LIZZO The song about my crush: Seventeen - no rome My 'feel good' song: Venice Bitch - Lana Del Rey The theme song of my life: Formation - Beyoncé I literally know four of these songs, which I’ve since bolded just so y’all know that I have no idea what the other seven songs are and if they make sense with the situations at hand. Gab clearly uses her account more than I do, which should be the case anyway lmfaoooooo.
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cleaduvalls · 5 years ago
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i watched all 20 episodes of spy kids: mission critical in about a week and here are my thoughts (3/5)
1.9
i havent watched this in like 2 days i dont even remember what happened last time
why is everything in the desert the desert sucks
alsjhiajgdf i love tom kenny
listen i know hes like a superandroid or whatever but i really hope he and therese fall in love
wait hold up. i thought they already had midterms???? like the did that before scorpion went to her fashion shoot. AND they were kupkakkes midterms. whats up with this school
no drinking in class???? rude. let them hydrate
that seems imbalanced
aHh
thats only like 10
also that book is dummy thicc
its ok ace my nose whistles too
shut up carmen youre just jealous because shes pretty
there are no seasons its a desert
ok dude stop breathing so hard
he JUST said that
anywhere between an hour and umm... 11 months
you put it on one page why are all the pages back
me but with physics
thats literally the best line in the whole series
juni how do you not know that you were at a safe H O U S E
theyve been gone for like 2 hours are they not allowed to study?????
what even is AWOL???
absent without leave. neat
talon gives off some big draco energy
tick tock???? how dare you
slkdhfa she called sir awesome honey shes such a mom
dont make it obvious
oh look they made it obvious
roll credits
i was in cleveland when i watched this episode - well actually i left that day - and i was s h o o k e t h
also hes right. no spy would be in cleveland. theres 3 buildings
oh me too
right bc shes the only “I.A.”
ew
eW
this isnt HARRY POTTER. or maybe it is. talon is a hardcore draco
oh right bc swearing is for Men™
update tumblr decided to break AGAIN (im boutta cry btw) so we lost about 5 minutes from the end of 1.9 and 7 from the beginning of 1.10
1.10
its a DOORBELL do they not have those in the outback steakhouse
lots of people. doofenshmirtz, other people who i cant think of right now, etc
???? no it wont????
did your troop leader not give you The Talk??? you NEVER go in the customers house
ace no. youre allowed to not buy treats
theres a triforce on her vest, too
shes just gonna go to another house yall. shell be f i n e
oh my God shes holding hands with mauly im gonna c r y
yeah its called saliva
nope only scorpion lives in a castle
stop bringing up spy sense and tell him you saw her glare at you
HES ALLOWED TO LIKE FOOD
how do you know that he doesnt have his phone if YOU dont know where it is and HE cant tell you
i love how she says "floor. ceiling. more thumb"
haha i found the birth of venus
oh and the creation of adam
hes like squidward, which would make sense bc goldies voiced by tom kenny who voices spongebob
"sebastian oliver" "shadow operative" S.O. nice
why do you have a trailblazers badge. youre 4. i didnt get one til i was a cadette
also sebastian???? isnt that the toymakers first name????? you cant have 2 sebastians
also why do you have braces. youre still 4
"SIR MEANIE FACE" IF SOMEONE SAID THAT TO ME ID BE D E V A S T A T E D
SCORPION LET HER CRY SHES F O U R
so really, spy sense DID help
oooooh, sentry duty, thats gotta hurt
WHAT THE H E C K YOURE F O U R
she looks like frickin plushtrap
aCE NO YOURW GONNA D I E
oh trust me they hurt me more than you know
dude theyre so thin youre f i n e
eh, still worked
clicking her teeth together so hard must H U R T
i think she can get out of there. also shes concussed now
why was that so quiet. why did it get louder
thats not a y shape
no, they spy kids
oh shiitake mushrooms thats what THEY said
whenever they say pinnoquinoxx i always think of pinnochio
ahdhhsjak i miss pizza parties 😔
well now we ALL expect it
also, no one????? pick a cooler code name. your regular name was cool and now youve ruined it
2.1
oh theres finally a skip intro option. im not taking it
stop saying that its weird
EWWWWWW CRUSTY THATS SO G R O S S
haha shes shopping w the goon. love that
oh yeah i didnt get to tell yall yet but i absolutely h a t e gablet
a lot of people, juni
listen i know a jt (but he doesnt go by jt) and uhhhhhhh were not gonna go there
why are you happy. what about second semester makes you so happy
boi thats a tardis
the design on his hoverboard looks like the aperture science logo
i paused to read the Floops label and it says "fried corn and sugar loop shaped breakfast substitute, net wt. 13 oz" ITS NOT EVEN A CEREAL ITS A BREAKFAST SUBSTITUTE IM C R Y I N G
listen i know hes technically scorpions dad but i dont think he can legally be in the dorm rooms
aww, thats sweet
i dont think gablet has an attached printer
gablet always sounds like shes mocking people
oh dear God its dolores umbridge
haha nerd
awesome no im gonna die
whenever carmen yells she sounds like link
ok so i didnt find a reason why she sounds like link but i DID find that theyre making a wherea waldo tv series so uhhhh thats fun
why does the cat have a bandaid
GABLET S T O P
OH!!!!!! ON THE WALL!!!!!!! ITS THE TUMBLR POST WITH THE FORK AND KNIFE ETIQUETTE PICTURE!!!!! YOU KNOW THE ONE!!!!!
oh no fart jokes
its even the basic fart sound effect
BAHAHAH MY PHONE VIBRATED AT THE SAME TIME HE FARTED THAT WAS WEIRD
oh no i hate him
stop SLURPING
uh yeah???? you heard them yelling about it
how??? does that work??? you cant just like catch electricity in a cup.... can you???? i havent studied it since 4th grade
oh worm??
goldies such a boomer
worm??
psi shouldnt be at the drawing board right now. he also shouldnt be confused
what happened to the lasers
wait nvm we havent gotten to that episode yet
ace is valid, dark is Scary
im gonna punch gablet in the face
that doesnt sound realistic
do you not have stairs??????
dont you mean inside AND out??
that flashlight did NOTHING
how did it die so fast?????
who else would you be talking to??
isnt that bowser from the mario movie we dont speak of??
i havent gotten a chance to tell yall but i absolutely love clemp. hes such a mood
hes the greatest spy
does it use a mini transmooker???? ig it doesnt bc gablet works but thatd be lit
SEE SHES IMMORTAL
me when i see something interesting
ME WHEN IM NOT ON MY PHONE
i dont think you can legally say that
you killed her
me
wow nice promo
also just???? bring a charger????? like youre the tech girl why do you not have one at all times
how?????? did you go so fast
machete electric bubbles??? nice
just task manager him
mother of all boards sounds like it could be a cuss...mother of all fuckers
also throwback to 1.7 when she says "his ai firewalled his motherboard" i keep expecting her to say "his ai firewalled this motherfucker"
yes i said keep ive watched that episode too many times to count
worm??
why did you giggle and make a flirty pose. are yall supposed to get together???
did you????? kill him????????? holy shit
2.2
thats what my dad does. he loves hospital corners
idc what it is you have a bazooka
ok if it was a spider id get it, australia has some deadly ones, but does it have deadly ants too???? like is that a Thing????
also ants in your room are gross
was that just a cameo??? i dont remember what happens in this one
haha because he said grapevines and wine has dregs and wine is made of grapes
for the boys??? thats so cute
listen idc how evil you are EVERYONE should cry over otters
so one of the parents has a sister or sister in law named roxanna..... hmmm.......
if you dont use your turn signal h*ck u
hes gonna D I E
i just looked at my shoe and i think theres blood on it???? what the h*ck
suspicious??? about.... what???? having fears???? not being perfect?????
juni that was awful wording
JUNI WHAT DID YOU D O TO HIM
like i know what he DID but the way it plays out makes it seem like something significant
i thought his name was heavy meddle not.... deth metal???? thats how the subtitles spell it
hahah me
he sounds like bling bling boy
yeah ik im a fool thanks for reminding me
what are you gonna do??? kill juni????
POOR WORD CHOICE JUNI
oh he gives exactly 0 h*cks
a shoe doesnt make that sound
crack bugs?????
see thats why you dont mess with things
im a god among boys??????? what????
did you... kill them????????????
thats any australian person
theyre so stupid i love them
good i hate her
i thought the gunk just like... disappeared from the guitar but actually it shot off
he died... 😔
uhh.... yeah????? was it not obvious?????
me when i have 5 dollars
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audiogrizzly · 5 years ago
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Top 5 Games of 2019
It was a little tricky to construct a top 5 for this year, though there have been a couple of surprises.  I wasn’t expecting the year to be a bit crap as we are no w on the cusp once more of a new generation.  But 2012 wasn’t all that bad of a year (PS4 and Xbox One would release in 2013) and at the moment, everyone is doing alright.  PS4 has sold through over 100 million systems, Nintendo are definitely on an “on” generation with Switch, Xbox has been able to get back into peoples good books with things like Game Pass (on both Console and PC, their PC side they seem to really be turning around), there’s even interesting things happening in the mobile space with Apple Arcade.
This won’t be the last year where my top 5 games are full of current gen titles, I am expecting the new systems to drop in around November, last time it was hard to find a top 5 specific to PS4 (as I listed each platform separately back then).  It IS however, another list of mostly AAA tier games.  If you want to know what smaller more “interesting” games I have been playing, check out my honourable mentions at the end.
Also, follow me on Melee.  It’s this new image blogging service from Imgur which you can download now on the IOS App Store (its just on iPhone at the moment) and it has seemingly been built to help people share gaming related clips and images off of places like Twitter and Instagram (and err, here on Tumblr).  I posted a couple of daft clips of me failing in Modern Warfare and Destiny 2 and it didn’t take long for them to amass a few likes and comments.
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That sounded like a sponsored advert but ain’t nobody paying me for this.  Let’s get into my top 5
5. Star Wars Jedi Fallen Order
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I was about to select Gears 5 to be my number 5 until I saw sense and cast my memory back to when I started playing Jedi (all the way back in November.  I was impressed by its intense action, impressive visuals and great characters.  I especially enjoyed the 4 armed pilot who always complains.  I did feel that towards the end I got sick of managing large groups of enemies so I dropped the difficulty to get through it, but I still haven’t achieved 100% of activities on all planets so I can still go back to it one day.
4. Borderlands 3
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We all knew this was coming but not even I had any idea that we would have been actually playing it in 2019 way back at the start of the year.  For me, I look at the game.  I don’t care about weird magicians or their insane sounding legal woes, all I’m interested in is the work of a team who deserved better for their last title, but am still glad returned to what they do best, looting and shooting.  I enjoyed rejoining these characters I have followed over the last 10 years, all the referenced to older games, cameos from characters from Tales From the Borderlands and The Pre Sequel and was sad to see some people go.  I still have about a year of extra content to go through and I really appreciate the efforts they have made to make the game last longer than just one playthrough through in the Proving Grounds, Circle of Slaughter and Mayhem modes.  Though I have always tended to stick to Borderlands games and create builds for each and every vault hunter, so I will be doing that.
3. Mortal Kombat 11
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It’s been a while since I last put a fighting game into my end of year round up.  And I HAVE fallen off MK11 a little bit, but this entry reminded me of how impressive it is for Nether Realms to pack their fighting games with some many things to do and keep people playing outside of just going into matchmaking and fighting others.  The Vault this year is basically another little adventure full of exploration and puzzle solving and the Towers of Time give you plenty of challenge and direction of many months to come.  You also have to give the developer credit for never backing down on the brutality of the game, they must have all got their heads together after DC Universe vs. and vowed never again to make watered down versions of Fatalities.  It is a game that keeps getting better and better.
2. Call of Duty Modern Warfare
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I was debating whether or not to include this years CoD.  I always get the same type of enjoyment out of it each year, people complain that it never changes but I’m glad it sticks to a formula.  Of course they are not identikit games, there are new maps, new modes, new ways of building your loadout and new touches, like how in this year you can snap to edges to stay in cover while you shoot, there’s the new special equipment system where you can drop ammo or reduce your footstep noise.  Having doors you can either peek through or smash open adds another level of strategy, there have been times where I have been able to escape being under fire by closing a door, re-positioning and then wasting whoever just wanders in.
The campaign this year, good to see it back, but whatever, the co-op mode is Spec Ops again, like it was back in MW2 and 3 but on a much larger scale, I have yet to complete one of these btw.  But as always, it’s the multiplayer that does it for me and Modern Warfare deserves credit for being what must be the first AAA game to feature cross platform play, not just launch with it.  I know that games like Fortnite are popular, but I don’t see that as a AAA title, it doesn’t have the full package, it’s just a mode and it started off small.  Call of Duty is expected to be big each year, has a lot riding on it and allowing for cross play is a big step.  I especially appreciate being able to play with a keyboard and mouse on PS4 and being able to matchmake only with people playing with controllers on PC, in fact, I have never really given the game much of a shot on PC before as I know people just fall of it, there has often been low player numbers reported on the PC versions of CoD and it looks like it won’t have that problem this time round due to cross play.
Modern Warfare still has to contend with Destiny 2 and Overwatch for my time as my main multiplayer game but it’s still as fun as ever.
1. Control
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Put this down as my main “surprise” game of 2019.  A game which was not on my watch list, though I was aware of it as you can’t ignore a game from the makers of Max Payne (I did skip Alan Wake and didn’t care much for Quantum break though).  Bought it at the last minute before its release, downloaded it and was wowed by the sinister nature of the environment you run around in.  This weird fictitious US government agency which looks into paranormal activity which you seem to have become in charge of because you picked up a mysterious weapon from the deceased Director while searching for your brother.  What then follows is about 12 hours of wacky powers and odd video clips as you unearth what has been going on in this strange ever morphing building.
I especially loved how the game never holds your hand too much, the map of each floor is vague enough that you also have to rely on in-game signposting to move around, as well as a bit of memory work.  There is also great humour involved too in some of the PSA posters on a lot of the walls, the antics of the caretaker and the videos you find of Dr. Darling throughout the game.
I did have a few weird technical issues with the game throughout playing, but still found it to be visually pleasing, there was this weird hitch that used to appear after coming out of the pause screen that always threw me, it would be followed by a few moments of low performance before getting back into the smooth action.  But this didn’t stop me from having a great time with Control.  Perhaps the game that will be the most prominent in my head when I think of 2019.
So there you have it, control is my best game of 2019.  But let’s look at the other new games I played throughout the year in my honourable mentions:
Gears 5
The Outer Worlds
Days Gone
Apex Legends
Far Cry New Dawn
Trover Saves the Universe
Concrete Genie
Devil May Cry 5
Tom Clancy's The Division 2
And also a special mention to these old games that were rereleased/remastered/repackaged etc in 2019:
Borderlands Game of the Year Edition Remastered
Halo Reach
And now, a look at the games I have on my watchlist for 2020:
Cyberpunk 2077
Last of Us Part 2
Ghost of Tsushima
Halo: Infinite
Watch Dogs Legion
Phantasy Star Online 2
Gods & Monsters
Doom Eternal
Overwatch 2
Diablo IV
Minecraft dungeons
Marvel's Avengers
Carrion
Streets of Rage 4
Will they all even come out?  Let’s find out, happy new year!
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timeisacephalopod · 6 years ago
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Ive seen endgame! Spoilers under the cut and I’m not tagging this as spoilers because I’m literally telling you now its spoilers.
1- what the fuck was the point of Tony’s kid? We had more than 10 years with this character, he doesn’t need a kid for emotional impact when he died and now I’m kind of pissed they threw this fucking random kid in there only to orphan the poor thing and make Pepper a single mother. What fucking bullshit. Never should have been a storyline.
2- Pepper in the suit yaaaaaas.
3- Wanda. Fucking loved her moments. And Thanos’ “I don’t even know who you are” was fucking iconic lmao. I mean her “you will” was okay but holy fucking damn that was the funniest shit from Thanos.
4- they killed viz permanently lmao yeah I didn’t give 2 tits and a snare drum about him anyway so I don’t care.
5- Steve. What the fucking fuck did they do to him? Don’t get me wrong, I like Peggy, and I liked him and Peggy in FA. They were cute. But it was a 4 month fling in the middle of of a war. Not that it can’t be important, but after 15+ years you are telling me a 4 month fling from Steve’s youth is more important to him than everything else? And what of Bucky? He leaves him to HYDRA and after all the shit he went through in WS and CW you’re seriously telling me he’d just LEAVE him there like that? I don’t mean to be a dick to Peggy because I do like her, but narratively speaking Bucky has always played more importance to her except when they want to make Steve feel nostalgic. I’m sorry, I’m fucking over that plot line.
More than that though she moved on in her show, she had a life after Steve and he went back and took that from her. And I don’t see why aside from no one let him grow as a character while also having him grow as a character. He went through a huge character shift in WS and then we saw nothing of it. Aside from his motivations in CW, which make sense given the context of WS however much I disagree, we see none of that development and I’m fucking tired of watching him lament over a relationship that lasted for a shorter time than a high school semester. To any normal person, and even to Steve given his non normal stance, he would have moved the fuck on. Also he made out with her niece that one time!! How is he living with this!
Also Sam says they never had a Captain America but Steve was still big when he danced with Peggy, which means he got the serum, which means he still can’t age right, which begs the question of how the tits long did he live? And again, what does this mean for everything else considering getting the serum implies he was, at some point, Cap even if he was never the Cap they knew. What the fuck! I’m actually the most mad about this because Steve, post WS, probably would have been one of my favorite characters given his extreme narrative shift and just how interesting that could have been if anyone ever fucking let him move on with his fucking self but no. Instead we end with him in the same spot he started in! I watched ten years of this shit for him to do NOTHING? All that development (that the narratives never really let him go through in totality because he narratively never shifted out of his War and Peggy Phase even while his character, on an individual level, moved out of that several times) and I watch him end in the same place he started?
Honestly I’m pretty pissed about that. Especially with all the did with Bucky. I seriously can’t believe Steve fucking left him there, ignored every piece of information he had, ruined Peggy’s original happy ending, and then didn’t even grow as a character. I like that he got a happy ending, I think he’s earned that, but I simply cannot believe a 4 month fucking fling meant so much he’d ignore his best friend, HYDRA, Peggy’s original marriage, the fact that he made out with her niece that one time, and everything else to end up exactly where he started. Which is why I don’t really care for him to begin with- because the narrative always leaves him right at the beginning and I don’t know how to invest in a character that grows but never grows. If he narratively was allowed to grow he would have been so. Much. Better. It is so fucking frustrating to me that he never moved the fuck on. You have no idea.
6- “I can do this all day” “Yeah I know”
7- “You look like melted ice cream”
8- Hated almost everything they did with Thor. Fat jokes? Yikes. Though I did love that ice cream line. Loved the bit with Frigga. And like. Thor being devastated and traumatized is ok. I think that’s realistic enough even if I wonder how someone that’s been alive for well over 1000 years doesn’t know how to handle himself with slightly more grace. I would have liked to see him crack differently.
9- Cap picking up Thor’s hammer and Thor being happy about it? 10 000 times better than the garbage Whedon wrote. Loved that.
10- Nebula. N E B U L A. NEEEEEBBBUUUUULLLLAAAA. Start to finish fucking loved her. She was amazing. 2 questions though- how did she not kill herself when she killed herself? Which in itself is a fucky question to ask. And also the second contention point I have with the movie beyond time travel bullshit is why NO ONE asked where she was post Nat (that in a minute). I know they were sad about Nat obviously but Rhodey is a full bird colonel, he keeps track of thousands of people for his job, plus all of his involvement in Tony’s antics, plus the Avengers and you’re telling me he didn’t notice her gone even with Nat? And Tony, you’re telling me he didn’t notice her gone? He was the one who bonded with her the most and he didn’t notice that he’s now technically lost two people he was close to? And Rocket? He didn’t notice? Are you fucking kidding me? I thought that was bullshit.
Even if, by chance, Rhodey somehow didn’t notice his partner in crime was missing (”I wasn't always like this” “Neither was I”- new BroTP yo!) when I think his military experience alone would have made him the second most likely to notice after Rocket (because he knows her the best) then Rocket should have. And if for some reason Rocket didn’t notice despite her being all that’s left of his found family, making him extra invested in her whereabouts, over Nat, whom I think he’d care about but not like Nebula, then Tony, who spent all that time with her in space, would have noticed.
Fucking someone would have noticed her gone. And the whole second half relies on no one noticing this moment and I call absolute bullshit on that. Someone. Would. Have. Noticed. Rhodey if for no other reason than experience of keeping track of people in war zones, Rocket if for no other reason than her being his last remaining connection to his family, and Tony if for no other reason than Nebula being a large part of the reason he’s alive. I was completely thrown from the story here. I simply can’t see how they could over look that even considering Natasha.
11- Natasha. Are you fucking kidding me? You killed her over Clint? I fucking hate MCU Clint. He’s boring, he’s nothing like the comics, he’s a fucking prick, and I don’t give a fuck about his family or anything to do with him. I liked him best when he was going to kill himself for Natasha. That is the only moment, as Marie Kondo would say, sparked joy for me. Otherwise throw the whole thing out. Fucking Natasha over Clint. Fuck you. That was an insult to the viewers. I don’t give a fuck about Clint, I don’t give a fuck about his kids aside from thinking they didn’t deserve the snap, and I don’t give a fuck about his story.
My mom said he was a plain Timbit (donut hole for the US readers) in a donut world and I honestly think that’s insulting to the plain Timbit, which is something we give to dogs as treats in Canada. Clint isn’t even a dog treat to me and they killed Black Widow over him. Fucking pissed.
12- “That suit does nothing for your ass” “No one was asking you to look, Tony!” “That’s America’s ass!” .... “That is America’s ass”
13- I actually really liked what they did with Bruce. I was excited to see all the benefits of the Hulk and Banner in one! That was pretty cool!
14- Strange’s reappearance was pretty badass. And Wong! I was excited to see him there! Was a bit surprised by Tilda Swinton’s appearance but okay. I didn’t hate it. Loved when she punched Bruce out of the Hulk lmfao that was so funny. I do like that she apparently does that to everyone lmao. I should write a fic where she punches Wong’s soul out of his body when the meet just because I think it’d be funny. And I’d love to see more Wong.
15- Steve vs Steve was really cool, I liked that. And fucking Hail HYDRA holy fucking shit I almost lost my ass. Couldn’t fucking believe he said that (and knowing that he just leaves that all for Peggy, his 4 month fling? Find this wildly out of character for him). Then he fucks right off with the tesseract omg.
16- Scott had some iconic one-liners. “That’s America’s ass!” “Okay I'm going to go inside you” omg. Ant Man was a joy to watch in this. I find Endgame used his character right.
17- I know I said it but Pepper Potts in the fucking suit y’all! I don’t know who was watching Morgan but also Pepper Potts in the fucking suit!!
18- That time travel shit made things entirely way too fucky. I knew that’s what they were going to do because that’s all that made sense, but I thought it was fucking stupid. And can Thanos even snap the stones out of existence? Because Tilda Swinton’s speech implied if he did something like that timelines would essentially do the funky chicken and die. She removed the time stone and shit was supposed to get weird, remove all 5 and what happens? Wtf? He fucking hid those stones. Did like Thor’s bit there though, killing Thanos. I think Nebula earned it more than him but I also think it was a good moment for Thor before his character became a fucking joke. 
19- narratively I understand why they started with Clint’s family dusting but I don’t give a fuck about Clint or his dusted family. I would have preferred watching a civilian lose his shit.
20- Steve you need therapy, stop leading therapy sessions. Especially when your advice is ‘move on’ and you literally go fucking nowhere in your life even after you went all over hell’s creations. Get this man a proper therapist he needs like 15!
21- lmfao Russos talking about gay representation and it was a guy talking about a date. I shit you the fuck not that was it. Gay. It was barely even there. Only straight men would ever assume that could possibly count as representation holy fuck. Like thanks for the blink you miss it shout out I guess. You remembered gays exist, wow!
22- Strange’s one finger thing, I liked that a lot actually. I think it functioned both as a great call to action and a nice reference to Stephen’s power.
23- Quick question, why was Tilda Swinton in New York? Because they went back too far for Strange- at first I when they mentioned 3 stones in NY I was like wait, when’s Strange’s story supposed to happen? After WS right? He can’t be in NY with the stone? But then Tilda showed up and I was like... why isn’t she in Nepal at the teaching sanctum? Because apparently the NY one isn’t a teaching sanctum and as far as I knew she was training Mordo and Wong there at this time so wtf? And it can’t be explained with ‘she knew she needed to be there’ because she punched Bruce out of hulk and he had to grovel to her to get the fucking thing from her and only managed because she knew Stephen gave up the stone willingly and would never do so without good reason because he’s the best fo the best. So like. Why was she there aside from plot convenience? That was a little too easy. Frankly, the whole plot was a touch too easy but still.
24- tired of aliens we’re supposed to relate to looking like humans but in pink while aliens we’re supposed to dislike are animalistic and non human looking. That’s a garbage trope.
25- The black woman in the elevator who made Tony and Steve is 100% Fury’s mother no one can convince me otherwise. I think the timeline matches up but I don’t care if it doesn’t she’s his mom now. He gets it all from his mama.
Bonus: stop trying to make Howard happen, Marvel, its not going to. I fucking hated that scene with Tony and Howard. What kind of bullshit abuse apology was that? Howard then, sure, he didn’t suck quite yet and seems to be aware of his own shortcomings. Howard in the future? Sorry, irredeemable crap. Narratively interesting irredeemable crap but irredeemable nonetheless. Tony panicking and saying his last name was Potts was great though lol. I’ll take it as evidence he took Pepper’s last name when they got married.
Bonus Bonus: I cried when Sam held the shield. I’ve been gunning for Sam to take over as Cap since we met him and everyone told me it’d be Bucky. I argued that we’ve already seen the story of a super soldier as Cap, it would be more interesting to watch Sam as a relatively normal guy take over as Cap. And I like Bucky traumatized and Winter Solider-y. I think he’s more interesting that way. Seriously though, Sam as Cap will be amazing and I didn’t expect to cry at that of all things but I did. I’m so excited to see him in that role!
Bonus Bonus Bonus for any sorry fucking soul who’s made it this far in I think I might update the Tony, T’Challa, and Their Gaggle of Children verse to include Morgan (but older) finding Tony only she’s his actual assed kid and no one believes it even though they have a striking resemblance. Which annoys them both because he got the media to buy all his other fake kids with easy to track down parents but not his actual kid. Ending with Nebula showing up and him claiming she’s his kid and everyone buying it.
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dear--charlie · 6 years ago
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Dear Charlie,
Date: Thursday, October 11, 2018 Time: 10:07 CST Location: Sitting on the Can Purpose: What in the actual fuck is wrong with me?
I am so unbelievably hard up for any guy or a girl. How do I say this? The Nicholas. I love him. Like. We have been friends since December of 2011. We have known of each other since August of 2010. We have been officially together for two years and -what month are we in … October.- almost two months. We have been on and off, due to my dumb ass since October of 2013. History. Pure dramatic, insane history.
Okay. I am honest with you because this is annoymous. And no one truly knows me on this page.
So. Before my gigantically torn apart emotionally wreck self was unfaithful to Nic, (Don’t worry readers. He knows of my indiscretions. We are working on things) we would sleep together. And oh my fucking Jesus Christ someone play this memory on repeat. It felt so fucking good having him inside of me. Like his penis was just made for my vagina. No bullshit. I remember in the middle of sex just wanting more. Oh wait. Before I continue. During those days of sex I give it an overall experience of a 7. Nearly perfect save for the fact that I never cum, and his foreplay could use some work. Moving forward. So. Nowadays. After us growing past my most recent indiscretion with Simon. After Simon full out treating me like shit and blowing me off. After me just accepting things might never be the same. Nic and I slept together for the first time in months. I’m expecting magic. Fireworks. Repeating moans of ecstasy and pleads for more. Instead, this happens. He is in me. The angle makes everything hurt. So we change up positions. Take two. He is in me once more and it doesn’t hurt anymore. Pretty nice. Yet.. There is no magic. No fireworks. I mean, I still want him to fuck me. But his penis certainly does NOT feel like it is made for my vagina. It feels like the type of sex I could have/should have been having the first time I lost my virginity. (The first time I lost my virginity was embarassing. Cliffnotes version. The guy had me on top, penetrated my hymen, I felt so much pain, asked to stop. Found blood on my panties. Went home. Next night. Full on sex. Not into one night stands. Chased guy away with my insecure self). Oh. Let me be clear. When I lost my cherry to this kind of decent but not really decent musician, he was selfish in bed, it felt weird having him fully sheathed inside of me, and it just… Ugh. Back to Nic. I have come to utmost insane realization that I fell out in love with my boyfriend (to the point that us fucking feels like casual sex) for many reasons.
Reason I: Our work hours don’t mix. I hardly see him. I am big on quality time.
Reason II: I can be an indecisive, eyes wandering bitch who should be focusing on getting her own place, and not screwing over sweet guys like my boyfriend, or arrogant confident men who are married to old high school accquaintances.
Reason III: Even without me cheating on Nic, hurting our relationship, I find myself unsatisfied with how we spend our time together.
Reason IV: I love him. I’m not in love with him. I wonder if we can get that back.
Reason V: It really freaks me out how we make out or barely cuddle and he is turned on like that. Yet, reverse the POV, and I just feel calm. It takes a lot from his perspective to get me turned on. Yet, an hour and a half of sexting with Simon, and I’m soaking my panties through while rubbing my fingers on my clit. I read FanFiction, and am seriously in one of the states of horniness where I fuck the couch or bed.
Reason VI: Maybe our romantic love has run out. Maybe we should go back to being friends.
Reason VII: I catch myself crushing on guys at work. (I feel like such a douche sometimes).
(Fun Fact: I have never once cum while sleeping with someone).
Reason VIII: Maybe he is too much of my past. I need to focus on the present. Work, try to stay positive, go to my depression meetings, be nice to my family.
Reason IX: I am honestly turning into the worst girlfriend on the planet. I cheated on him twice. And just… Ugh.
Reason X: Why in the fuck hasn’t he broken up with me by now? Hell. I would dump my confused, unfaithful ass.
Why, Charlie? What exactly inside of me thought it was okay to fool around not once, but twice with married men? Was it because I wasn’t feeling satisified in my own relationship? Was it because Jonathon’s intellect and wit had me spreading my legs at the drop of a hat? Was it because Simon’s ambition and confidence had me wanting to know more of him? His life?
Omgod. There has to be something wrong with me. Am I technically a slut if I didn’t have full on intercourse with either of these men but thought about it enough times that I was begging for it to happen?
Seriously.
Sometimes … I don’t see the point in trying anymore.
Love, Mary
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How many children? Book Reviews
Alina Jacobs’ books
So Alina has written quite a number of books in a very short time.  She writes at night as she is an architect by day – but when does she bake? Or look at Instagram for baking ideas? I say this because baking of cakes, muffins, biscuits and the like, appear in nearly all the books as being main characters. And the contents are inspiring for the amateur baker – inspiring them never to try anything quite so complex! [PS, I asked her directly, and she admitted she didn't bake, but got inspiration from others on the Net.]
She has a number of series running - all about (at the moment) hot brothers who have turned themselves, after a bad childhood for different reasons , into billionaires. Oh, and they all seem to look alike. The Svenssons all look like blond Vikings and the Frosts all have whitish hair and like the cold weather, and the Holbrooks have brown hair. They are all 6 foot 5 or more. The Frosts have a sister who is mentioned, Belle, The Holbrooks have a sister, Dana, who is mentioned, and the Svenssons don’t quite know how many sisters they have – their father is on his, at least, 11th sister-wife, as he runs a polygamist cult in the desert. He keeps the girls well secreted away as they are valuable resources in such cults; the boys are sent off to Harrogate and the eldest boys – Remy, and Hunter, and any others who happen to be in residence. They estimate that there are around 100ish boys that their father has had through his wives. So plenty for Alina to write about, although some are quite young when this series starts. And we don’t have the names of all of them yet, nor which wife is their mother, although nearly all wives have multiple children.
The boys that marry in this series seem to fall for curvy girls/women – which makes sense that they would like similarly built women, as the Svensson genes are very predominant and the father marries blond girls to enhance the ‘look’.
And the wives in these stories usually manage to cook something for the majorly hungry boys – imagine having over 30 people for EVERY meal! Help always needed to feed hungry young stomachs.
 In the series about the Frost brothers, they relate what happens at a reality TV show about Baking at Xmas and the bakers that the brothers fall for.
The Svenssons tend to have a variety of girlfriends and wives, all of whom can cook to some extent, but may have other jobs too.
The Holbrooks get involved and involved with, the artisans of the Weddings in the City co-operative.
 I found myself confused with the Svenssons particularly. And with there being so many of these guys at all ages from the triplets at 28 months to Remy at well over 40 it was tricky, so I was delighted when I found the book in which Alina identifies all the Svenssons and which wife they come from. It is worth noting that not all of them visit Harrogate, as at some point there was a major rift and some live in Boston or Seattle. [books on these will follow] But full brothers tend to stick together. The young boys are put on a train by their father and sent from his desert home to Harrogate, a journey of around 72 hours. Alone. Henry being the youngest to whom this ever happened at age 4 or 5, they weren't sure. But Hunter normally knows when they are coming because he has paid his father for them! The brothers have founded several companies together. Some consultancy, some real estate, others computing. They prefer to do this than work for other people. They then employ the younger guys as Interns and Juniors to learn the business. The Holbrooks operate in much the same way, although there are far fewer of them.
So here goes – Svenssons.
1.       Merla Vee
                               i.            Remy : Rural Trust - a veteran who came out with some small mental issues that make him very shy and very fond of animals.
                               ii.            Hunter : Lawyer : very controlling as he keeps order with all the boys that come to him. When they arrive, the young boys tend to be semi-feral, with no social graces, unable to speak properly, and very underfed.
                             iii.            Gunnar : Romance Creative: TV Guru.
                             iv.            Mace :CEO Svensson Pharmatech
                               v.            Archer : CEO Greyson Hotel Group - appears very laid back but has a surprisingly successful business.
                             vi.            Garrett: CFO Pharmatech: lots of medicines and other such items.
                            vii.            Weston : CEO ThinkX: consultancy of various types especially projects.
                          viii.            Blade: COO Thinkx
                              ix.            Parker: CTO Pharmatech
2.       Athlyn
                              i.            Greg : CEO Svensson Investments: tends to be the funder for all the investments and improvements for the family.
                              ii.            Walker: COO Quantum Cyber: the very technical end of the businesses. including Security and Govt contracts.
                             iii.            Mike : COO Greyson
                             iv.            Beck: CFO Greyson
                              v.            Liam: COO Platinum Provisions: amazing cooking implements with great precision.
                             vi.            Carl: Managing Partner Investments
3.       Amyra
                                 i.            Salinger
                               ii.            Unknown how many more
4.       Mary Beth
                               i.            Crawford
                               ii.            Josh : Svensson and Svensson Law
                             iii.            Eric: Svensson and Svensson law
                             iv.            Unknown how many more
5.       Sueanne
                               i.            Unknown how many
6.       Brenna: younger boys
                              i.            Tristan: college
                             ii.            Eli: college
                             iii.            Isaac: high school
                             iv.            Calvin:
                             v.            Ronan
                             vi.            Theo
                            vii.            Payton
                          viii.            Andy
  7.       … not yet named with children
8.       …not yet named with children
9.       Idonna
                               i.            Bruno
                              ii.            Oris
                             iii.            Ellis
                             iv.            Orlando
                              v.            Scout
                             vi.            Oscar
                            vii.            Arlo
  10.   Payslee
                              i.            Adrian
                              ii.            Nate
                             iii.            Billy
                             iv.            Henry
  11.   Kimberly
                                 i.            Davy
  There are also triplet toddler boys, as yet with no name or mother identified.
List of books in series:
Holiday Romance:
Eating her christmas Cookies
Eating her Baked Goods
Tasting her christmas Cookies
Tasting her Chocolate Cake
Frosting her Christmas Cookies.
 Svenssons:
 After his peonies
In her candy jar
His candy crush
On his paintbrush
Paint him
In her pumpkin patch
                  This is one of the stories about the Svenssons and how Garret is trying to rescue all the boys his father had had with his 9, and counting, wives.
See also Japanese Pancakes – which again are a new item of baking to me, but sound delicious.
 In her pumpkin pies
Between her biscuits
Peaches and cream
Peony for your thoughts
After her fake fiancé
After her wedding cake
In her jam jar
In her pumpkin butter
Tulips together
  Weddings in the City
Bridezillas
Short engagement
Wedding bells
Wedding mayhem
 Now I have read all the books and the freebie Epilogues provided by the author, but I won’t review them - but I recommend them all for a lighthearted, humorous look at a type of life most of us will never encounter. The boys all tend to be adventurous, inventive, entrepreneurial right from a young age, and end up with money - lots of it. Their romances don't go well but they end up happy. The main pull of these books for me is the humour and the amazing set up of the family. An author who starts with a potential 100+ characters to follow as they grow up has ambition! Several families and good female friends get involved at various points and then there is a lot of cake involved!
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Jamie and Diana Cruz - Race Against PH - phaware® interview 346
Jaime Cruz is a caregiver to his daughter, Diana, who is this year's Pediatric Courage Award Winner of the 20th Annual Virtual Race Against PH 5K/Fun Run, taking place November 1st, 2020.
In this episode, they discuss Diana's pulmonary hypertension diagnosis and how she navigates this disease. #raph20virtual
Register for the 20th Annual Race Against PH 5K: med.stanford.edu/raceagainstph
Register to watch the LIVESTREAM event Sunday 11/1 @ 9am PT:  https://us02web.zoom.us/webinar/register/WN_gu-7DZyuRIaNTFjRRMTd7w
Enter this week's Costume Contest (Oct 26-30) 
Steve Van Wormer: Hello, and welcome to, I'm Aware That I'm Rare, the phaware®podcast. I'm your host, Steve Van Dormer, from Phaware Global Association and today we're bringing you the last of Stanford's 20th Annual Race Against PH podcasts that are pointing to this great event taking place virtually November 1st, 2020. Today, we've got a real great pair of guests for you here, Jamie Cruz and his daughter, Diana Cruz, who's a 15-year-old pulmonary hypertension patient. They are from Sacramento, California. Jamie and Diana, welcome!
Diana Cruz: Hi.
Jamie Cruz: Hi.
Steve: So Jamie, tell me a little bit about what led to Diana's diagnosis. When did you know that something just wasn't right with your daughter?
Jamie: When she was little, she would get tired and purple in her face and it was hard for her to breath. At the time, it was happening more and more. One time, she fainted, so we had to take her to emergency room. They didn’t know what caused that, so we come back home. When she relaxed, she would come back to normal. That happened three times. The third time, she got really bad, so that's when we had to do more studies to see what was causing this. Finally, a cardiologist here in Sacramento, contacted Dr. Jeffrey Feinstein in Lucile Salter Packard Children's Hospital. Dr. Feinstein [along with Dr. Rachel Hopper and Michelle Ogawa, CPNP] started to think about the pulmonary hypertension. That was the problem with Diana. We had to take her to Stanford. They did a lot of studies for almost two months. They finally found that it was high pressure in her lungs, so they start to give her some medication. The first medication she took was Remodulin® (treprostinil) injection. That is what she's on right now. That medication is working really good for her. Basically, she can do normal things like, walk, run, go to school. She’s fine with everything. It's good medication. We are glad that we’ve have that medication for almost 10 years for her. She's fine now. I mean, she's [still takes] the IV medication, but she's fine.
Steve: Diana, what was some of your earliest memories that something was going wrong with you?
Diana: I remember fainting. I feel like that's one of my earliest memories. I don't remember a lot what happened before when I was really young. I just remember in first grade, I would faint and a lot of stuff like that would happen to me. Well, I always knew what I had, because I had this pump on me, so it was kind of obvious, but as I grew older, I knew what was going on. Basically, if it was really hot, I wouldn't go outside, because that would make me faint. So, I took precautions and that made it better too.
Steve: As a young girl in elementary school or even going through middle school. How did you navigate that, all those years?
Diana: In elementary, I used to have a bigger pump, but obviously now it's developed into a smaller one, so it's much better for me. It doesn't really affect me in any negative way. I see it also in a very positive way, because I'm here so that makes it better. But you shouldn't be worried at all. You're going to be fine. It doesn't matter. If you have the pump that I have if you're worried about people teasing you or bullying you or something, you can't even see it. It's pretty small. I've never had problems like that. I just live my life.
Steve: Tell me a little bit about your experience at Stanford at the Race Against PH, which again is happening November 1st, 2020. I'm assuming you've been to more than a few of these races along the way, correct?
Diana: Yes. I've actually only been to one though. I never really knew about them until like two years ago. That race it's great. Especially if you're the one that has pulmonary hypertension. It's fun to go to and you just see everybody supporting.
Steve: Do you and your family have a race team? Is it just you and your father or do you have other friends and family or community members that have raced along with you in the past?
Diana: Oh yeah, for sure. My mom was with me. She's a great person. She was there with me, my cousins and my father, yes. My father was there too. It was good.
Steve: If I'm not mistaken, you had a phone call just about an hour or so ago with all your doctors and nurses there at Stanford. They awarded you with a special honor this year called the Pediatric Courage Award Winner. Can you tell me a little bit about that call?
Diana: It was awesome. My family, was there [on Zoom]. My dad just told me, “Oh, they're just going to talk about your appointment.” I was like, “Oh, okay.” So, I never saw that coming. I never knew that was going to happen. Then, I had family from everywhere who was there. So, that was great seeing them. I’m really honored and grateful that I received that award. I did not see that coming. Yeah, it was pretty great.
Steve: So can you tell anybody that's listening being a Pediatric Courage Award Winner, what brings you the courage to face each day and to do all that you do and in spite of this disease?
Diana: My family, they're amazing and they keeps me going. I stay positive, which really helps, because there's going to be bad days, but there's going to be great days also. I think you should really focus on that, because you shouldn't really focus on all the negatives. My future too, because right now, sure this is happening. Right? But, look forward to your future too. Just focus on that too and have something to look forward to every day.
Steve: How about you Jamie? What traits do you see in your daughter that define her as a courageous fighter in this disease?
Jamie: We always support her, but she really have good attitude. She's positive. She never worries about this disease. She always thinks in a future. She's a great kid. That's why she got that award. When we go to the hospital and they see that she would like to participate in studies that have all the kids that have the same thing, she always says, yes no problem. She's very good with that, too. She helps out with the new cases coming up, with kids like her, because she feels really good. She's really a strong girl, smart. She likes to participate in everything. She’s positive and has a good attitude.
Steve: This year's race, unfortunately with COVID-19 is turning virtual. There's a flip side to that coin. It's a great event as you've said, Diana, in person having attended before. But this year being virtual, it's opened up to people all across the United States and world, frankly. What do you think you would tell people who didn't have much knowledge of pulmonary hypertension or the work of Stanford or this race, for that matter. Why should people participate virtually in The Race Against PH on November 1st?
Diana: To support. It's fun to do and it's supporting, as well. For the people who have PH, I know it makes me happy to know how many people are there and how many people are like, “Oh, we're with you. We know you're going through a lot of stuff and we're support you.” So, that's very important. What's also really good about the race and how it's virtual, there's people from all over the world that can be there too.
Steve: One thing that's really cool leading up to this race, that's a virtual race, as we said. It technically takes place on November 1st, but it's happening now as we speak. What we've been doing throughout the whole month of October, here, is various contests that have been taking place leading up to this race. This week's contest, is actually a costume contest takes place between October 26th and October 30th. Because the race takes place in November, it also correlates with pulmonary hypertension month, as I mentioned. To help generate that awareness, we want to challenge everyone to a costume contest, where you wear the color purple, because as many of you know, purple is a color that's used to show support for pulmonary hypertension. So, be creative and the more purple people are wearing the better. What we want people to do for this week, is to take six photos or selfies of yourself in your favorite pose in your purple costume. You can even make a sign to show your support for pulmonary hypertension patients or The Race Against PH, here at Stanford. Post it on their website by Friday, October 30th. That website is med.stanford.edu/raceagainstph. What's going to happen is there's going to be two adult winners, two children winners. They're each going to receive a $50 gift card. So, please give yourself time to upload this. The deadline is Friday, October 30th, 3:00 PM Pacific. So, please take part in that we'd love to see your costume. Jamie and Diana, I really thank you guys for sharing some of your story. Congratulations on becoming this year's Pediatric Courage Award Winner, that's amazing!
Diana: Thank you.
Jaime: Thanks a lot.
Steve: Thank you all for listening and we hope to see you on November 1st for The Race Against PH. Thanks so much everybody.
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Avi's making me answer all of them so now you have to, too. All the ones no one else asks you.
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why do i even reblog these things when i know one of you are gonna do this 
am i a masochist
I’ll try to give solid answers. 
1) Sexuality?
i dont know not straight but not gay and also probably not bi because i dont just look at people of both sexes and think “damn id tap that” 
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
ben stiller probably 
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
i took vantas’ book because it became the one closest to me 
“’That is such a bizarre request I have to agree to do it.’“
4) What do you think about most?
what im doing with my life and why i picked the most unsteady and risky career choice ever and if ill end up fucked because of it
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
“We’re meeting at Think Coffee at four. Come with us.”
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
usually with at least boxers on but sometimes naked
7) What’s your strangest talent?
i used to get into rap battles with kids in my high school class i like to think im talented enough to declare it a talent
8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
girls dont like boys girls like cars and money. boys will laugh at girls when theyre not funny
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
ive had a diss rap written about me on a few occasions if that counts
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
probably a year ago i dont keep track of my intense solo shower performances
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
i dont know if either of these count since they mostly just make me uncomfortable but silence bugs me and so does the solo sound of clockwork
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
no but once i got a stick stuck up it because of someone else
13) What’s your religion?
athiest i guess? like i dont really believe in god or in any higher power otherwise wed have been snuffed out for being pieces of shit long ago
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
taking pictures or carryin a drink or running when its too damn early and too damn cold
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
behind it for sure
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
that changes by the day. today a band i listened to a lot was son lux
17) What was the last lie you told?
that it was fine
18) Do you believe in karma?
only when im mad
19) What does your URL mean?
i mean
read it
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
i asked vantas and he said the answer to both is “my eagerness to please” which i dont know if i agree with but i dont have a better answer
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
who ISNT my celebrity crush is a better question
my favorites and the ones i would shit myself to meet in person are tom franco, ben stiller, and robert downey jr
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
no and i dont really want to
23) How do you vent your anger?
i use it to be productive most of the time but if its anger on behalf of someone i smother the person i care about and try to forget my own feelings about it
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
cameras, picture frames, and vinyl records
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
video chatting for sure
26) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?
im way happier with who i am than i was two years ago
27) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?
a clock ticking or someone tappin in time to the passage OF time
vantas’ laugh
28) What’s your biggest “what if”?
what if id never sent that anonymous message what if id just kept being who i was before
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
ghosts? psh fuck no. aliens? dude its a real thing aliens are real we have documented proof of it
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
wall on the right, vantas on the left
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
nothing really? i mean i could sniff vantas and then say i smell him but i dont really smell anything
32) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?
im not sure i guess the hospital? nobody likes the hospital not even the staff
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
west coast
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
god have you seen todays performers theyre all fuckin gorgeous
maybe selena gomez she has a cute face even if im not that into her music
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
spend time with the people i care about and dont waste time on the people i dont
make them know theyre important
36) Define Art.
somebody expressing themselves and NOT bullshitting some deep and fake meaning onto somethin they didnt try with
37) Do you believe in luck?
not really
38) What’s the weather like right now?
its 60 degrees 
39) What time is it?
9pm
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
yes i drive and no ive never CRASHED but i did fuck up my tire rod and alignment once because i swerved to miss a dog if that counts as a crash
41) What was the last book you read?
a college textbook
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
not enough that id go huffin it but i definitely dont dislike it
43) Do you have any nicknames?
not technically i dont think
44) What was the last movie you saw?
black panther
45) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?
a concussion because of the amnesia that followed suit
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
yeah
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
so theres this thing in northern new york called a garbage plate 
48) What’s your sexual orientation?
the same as #1
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
yeah and it sucked
50) Do you believe in magic?
no 
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
not if theyve done me wrong i dont particularly care that much about myself that id hate someone forever over something they did
52) What is your astrological sign?
saggitarius i think? im not sure i never keep up with horoscope stuff
53) Do you save money or spend it?
both 
54) What’s the last thing you purchased?
dinner 
55) Love or lust?
love
56) In a relationship?
yes and its a damn good one
57) How many relationships have you had?
more than 10 but less than 30
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
no and i tried like a fucking IDIOT
59) Where were you yesterday?
school and also i had a meeting about my next job
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
no
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
god no i dont like socks
62) What’s your favorite animal?
chameleon (but birds are really fucking cool)
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
answered
64) Where is your best friend?
right beside me
65) Spit or swallow?(;
swallow
66) What is your heritage?
white and i dont think i can expand upon that without being laughed at for BEING white
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
i dont want to say sleeping but i think i was sleeping
68) What do you think is Satan’s last name?
do angels and demons HAVE last names? im not versed enough to make an educated guess
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
what kind of question is this doesnt EVERYBODY??
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
fuck no i wouldnt like me if i met me
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
i dont want to work for lucifer so id save the dog, spend the rest of my day off at the vet makin sure he got treated and then look for the owner
or keep him depending on how big the dog is
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
i wouldnt tell them right away i dont think but i dont think i could keep that from people i loved 
id spend the rest of those days doing everything i could to make sure everybody knows they were important to me and then i guess id write a will
i dont know if id be afraid because part of me doesnt want to die and the other part knows its inevitable and that i shouldnt waste time bein afraid of it because like it or not itll happen eventually
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
god thats a hard choice but can you have a real meaningful love without trust? i guess id have to give up love
74) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
noma - “brain power” 
its just impossible to not enjoy it or feel even a little pumped
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
nope im not cool with this one i cant answer it i am too paranoid
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
trust, some sacrifice, and lots of late night talks over late bought dinners 
77) How can I win your heart?
answered
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
yeah but to a certain point the creativity just becomes finger painting with your own shit while proclaiming you are the MASTER of modern fine arts and wont take any less than three million for your masterpiece 
or you know having a tantrum about paint pigment ownership so profound that it marks you in history books as the worlds biggest art cunt 
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
to try and make friends with a jaded grouch
80) What size shoes do you wear?
10
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
“buried naked without his rolex so dont even try”
82) What is your favorite word?
answered
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
soul
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
probably “its cool”
85) What’s the last song you listened to?
“alternate world” by son lux
86) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?
red for sure
87) What is your current desktop picture?
one of those connect four memes 
its the pepperoni one but zoomed in on the pepperoni itself
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
no i do NOT want to kill anybody via explosion thats a shitty way to go 
hitler just in case
89) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
“what are you afraid of”
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?
ask them politely to leave i guess? what the fuck kind of scenario is this night at the museum
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
1) totally unrealistic i would not eat vegetables without there being some other food group involved and 
2) i really dont want superpowers im not the hero type and never will be
maybe some way to freeze time that also includes bringing someone along to the frozen time zone because i never have enough time
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
the time i got to talk to robert zemeckis because i was fanboying so hard i barely registered half the shit he said and half the advice he gave
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
i wouldnt erase any bad experience thats just asking for a butterfly effect scenario
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
nobody because 1) i am happy in my current relationship and dont really want to sleep around and 2) do they not get a say in it
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
hawaii because its probably warm and comforting there i can buy vantas a second ticket if the first is free
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
no
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
never thank fuck my cars interior costs more than i do
98) Ever been on a plane?
yeah a couple times
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
you cant go back in time and correct any mistakes so do it right the first time or make things right after you fuck up 
dont dwell on the stuff that doesnt matter and spend time on the stuff that does
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All of them!
200: My crush’s name is: n/a lmao199: I was born in: naples, fl198: I am really: gay?? idk197: My cellphone company is: t mobile196: My eye color is: green/blue/gray/idk man195: My shoe size is: 7 1/2 8 sometimes194: My ring size is: um i think that was 7 too but i dont remember193: My height is: 5′4″192: I am allergic to:pineapples and penicillin191: My 1st car was: a v old red saturn190: My 1st job was: a waitress189: Last book you read: um i think it was uhhhhhh shit uhhhh god fuck it was the warrior cats book but!!! it was bc i was stuck at my sister house with nothing but bibles or that series to read188: My bed is: an air mattress atm187: My pet: is perfect and i love her her name is luna and shes a little black cat who loves cuddles and kisses186: My best friend:is wonderful and i love him185: My favorite shampoo is: uhm. error i hardly ever use shampoo bc i have v dry curly hair and it makes it horrible184: Xbox or ps3: pc boi183: Piggy banks are: cure182: In my pockets: they dont make pockets in womens fashion wtf are you on. but uh. usually my phone, wallet, and keys181: On my calendar: i.. dont.. have one. 180: Marriage is: alright i guess. tax benefits179: Spongebob can: do that annoying laugh 178: My mom: tries v hard177: The last three songs I bought were? *squints* i think... it was keshas new album?176: Last YouTube video watched: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQuR8LVKhUE175: How many cousins do you have? 2174: Do you have any siblings? yes i have 3 older sisters173: Are your parents divorced? yeup172: Are you taller than your mom? nope171: Do you play an instrument? not anymore but i used to play clarinet170: What did you do yesterday? uhm spent the day at home as usual[ I Believe In ]169: Love at first sight: nah man168: Luck: to an extent i guess?167: Fate: i dont think so. 166: Yourself: sometimes165: Aliens: yes164: Heaven: nah163: Hell: nah162: God: nah161: Horoscopes: yes160: Soul mates: nah159: Ghosts: hmmm probably158: Gay Marriage: yes!157: War: no156: Orbs: orbs?? what are those?? like in ghost hunter shows? bc if so then no155: Magic: hm. what type? i think theres stuff we dont know about but idk if id call it magic. I think certain things have more power than we give credit. idk its hard to explain.[ This or That ]154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs153: Drunk or High: drunk152: Phone or Online: online151: Red heads or Black haired: redheadsredheadsredheads150: Blondes or Brunettes: hmmmm blondes i guess?149: Hot or cold: cold148: Summer or winter: winter147: Autumn or Spring: autumn146: Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate145: Night or Day: night144: Oranges or Apples: hmmm oranges143: Curly or Straight hair: curly 142: McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: milk chocolate140: Mac or PC: pc139: Flip flops or high heals: usually sneakers tbh but uhhh i own more heels then flip flops138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: hm i mean i guess sweet and poor? im already poor so137: Coke or Pepsi: i dont drink soda, water. or coffee136: Hillary or Obama: obama135: Burried or cremated: cremated134: Singing or Dancing: singing133: Coach or Chanel: um. walmart? 132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: who or who?131: Small town or Big city: hm idk. probably city? 130: Wal-Mart or Target: target129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: neither pls128: Manicure or Pedicure: hmmm manicure probs.127: East Coast or West Coast: i live on the east coast but idk west coast is home to a lot of friends so hmmmm126: Your Birthday or Christmas: its like a week apart there isnt much difference125: Chocolate or Flowers: chocolate124: Disney or Six Flags: disney123: Yankees or Red Sox: i dont sports[ Here’s What I Think About ]122: War: icky121: George Bush: memes?120: Gay Marriage: im gay119: The presidential election: my vote didnt matter!118: Abortion: its your body your choice117: MySpace: never had one116: Reality TV: i mean, its fake? entertaining tho115: Parents: eh. 114: Back stabbers: icky113: Ebay: cheap stuff112: Facebook: only for family tbh111: Work: pays the bills110: My Neighbors: dont know them109: Gas Prices: expensive108: Designer Clothes: overpriced107: College: wish i could afford it!106: Sports: nah105: My family: haha104: The future: haha[ Last time I ]103: Hugged someone: my grandma a few days ago102: Last time you ate: pizza a few hours ago101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: moving day seeing my extended family again100: Cried in front of someone: the other night with my mom or uhhh in call with kina today actually99: Went to a movie theater: wow uh pretty long time ago i dont actually remember98: Took a vacation: haha idk man97: Swam in a pool: wow uh idk96: Changed a diaper: hm last time i was with the twins. not sure how long its been. maybe 2 or 3 months?95: Got my nails done: when did my sister get married? years ago idk94: Went to a wedding: ^^93: Broke a bone: never have92: Got a peircing: about a year ago91: Broke the law: heh uh 90: Texted: a few hours ago[ MISC ]89: Who makes you laugh the most: probably kina or riley rn88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: my mom tbh. the kids. wyatt. 87: The last movie I saw: the orphan86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: hm idk getting a job i guess85: The thing im not looking forward to: getting a job lmao84: People call me: by my name. but i have nicknames now!! Ray, rachi, babe, ray baby... its very nice and makes me feel warm and fuzzy and loved83: The most difficult thing to do is: hmmm clean? be honest about things that are bothering me? idk82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never81: My zodiac sign is: capricorn sun aquarius moon80: The first person i talked to today was: the gc i think?79: First time you had a crush: i was v young and they had freckles and red hair and i died78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: um i try not to hide things in general! but someone who will call me out recently is raiken and archie lmao77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: riley lmao tho i beat her to it 
76: Right now I am talking to: riley75: What are you going to do when you grow up: i am grown up technically. uh. hopefully be an animator74: I have/will get a job: as a cashier probably73: Tomorrow: i have a job interview and then im gonna get coffee72: Today: was a long day71: Next Summer: hmmm idk70: Next Weekend: IDK GOD69: I have these pets: a cat!! who i love!!! and already gushed about but shes laying on my lap and purring rn and its so soothing68: The worst sound in the world: scratching against those uhhhh holographic things???? god i hate it67: The person that makes me cry the most is: hmnn my dad haha66: People that make you happy: my friends!!! Kina, Ali, Archie, Riley, Leo, Raiken, Mimi...... all of them good pals the squad my faves i love them65: Last time I cried: today rip64: My friends are: GOOD AND AMAZING I LOVE THEM63: My computer is: big! and i like it62: My School: none61: My Car: ded from the hurricane rip me60: I lose all respect for people who: are shitty? idk. 59: The movie I cried at was: hmmmm idk movies dont usually make me cry58: Your hair color is: uhm it was really dark blue but as the color has faded it kind of looks black/brown now57: TV shows you watch: a lot of them56: Favorite web site: uh i guess tumblr55: Your dream vacation: not being here!! probably just going around visiting everyone and hanging out having a good time54: The worst pain I was ever in was: tearing a ligament in my knee it hurt a lot53: How do you like your steak cooked: medium 52: My room is: messy51: My favorite celebrity is: ummm idk50: Where would you like to be: home tbh49: Do you want children: idk48: Ever been in love: ye47: Who’s your best friend: hhhhhhhhhhhh raiken46: More guy friends or girl friends: girls and nb babes45: One thing that makes you feel great is: just hanging out with people tbh44: One person that you wish you could see right now: i guess that would be my mom haha43: Do you have a 5 year plan: i did once. idk what happened to it haha i guess things never really go according to plan and it just hurts more to make one. just set goals, not plans.42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: i did once but i dont think i have the same values as i did when i made that41: Have you pre-named your children: i used to but idk if i want kids anymore40: Last person I got mad at: ummmm hmm 39: I would like to move to: hmm somewhere with 4 seasons not just summer and less hot summer38: I wish I was a professional: artist[ My Favorites ]37: Candy: kit-kats36: Vehicle: um idk small ones i guess35: President: obama? idk34: State visited: ooohhh michigan33: Cellphone provider: ive only ever had the one so idk32: Athlete: uh31: Actor: uh30: Actress: uh29: Singer: hmmmmmmmm rn i would have to say Bea Miller but check back with me in a week28: Band: The Silent Comedy27: Clothing store: hmmmm cotton on has really comfy clothes26: Grocery store: target or publix25: TV show: rn? bnha24: Movie: hhhhhh um idk uhhhhh moulin rouge i guess? it used to be my fav but idk anymore23: Website: tumblr22: Animal: elephants21: Theme park: epcot20: Holiday: halloween19: Sport to watch: none18: Sport to play: none17: Magazine: none16: Book: hmmmmm A Monster Calls15: Day of the week: none14: Beach: hh13: Concert attended: never been12: Thing to cook: uh i guess eggs11: Food: sushi10: Restaurant: its a really good sushi place with bubble tea and thai donuts that i dont remember the name of9: Radio station: hhh idk8: Yankee candle scent: idk7: Perfume: i dont really like perfume it gives me headaches6: Flower: ooooh gardenia5: Color: blue/green teal4: Talk show host: john oliver3: Comedian: hh2: Dog breed: hmmm husky? also labradors and uhhh all dogs tbh ohhh pitbulls and rottweilers i love dogs good yes1: Did you answer all these truthfully? ye mostly
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all moongan
thank you for asking falen tbh i love u sm and i love doing these 
omg is this ask for this ask meme i literally almost posted this along with the wrong ask fml
1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?
more cereal than mik because.. i dont eat cereal with milk……… i love the crunch
2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day?
as someone who lives in a tropical country is that what its called idk we dont have seasons and it never gets lower than 25 degrees so yes that would be ideal
3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?
hrmmmmm… i just remember the page number?? or try to lmao if i dont remember i just skim through the pages and try to recognise where i left off
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?
with at least 2 packets of sugar tbh…. i dont drink coffee
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?
omg story time i went 2 get my braces removed and the dentist wanted to take pics so he was like “smile with your teeth!” and i was like ok! but then he kept saying i wasnt doing it right lmao… guess whos never smiled b4… (me) so he told me 2 practice my smile lol i didnt answer the qn but ya,,, i am probably
6: do you keep plants?
i used 2 be very against plants… now theyre okay i guess i dont rly keep any
7: do you name your plants?
refer 2 6
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?
art??? i havent drawn in awhile
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
no LOL
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
on my side!!!! i cant sleep on my back bc i gotta hug smth.. and my stomach is out of the qn
11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?
🅱️… and .. same brainwaves…. poor mans ____…. this is all from the shady hq im so sorry my other pals
12: what’s your favorite planet?
the moon for no real reason
13: what’s something that made you smile today?
hMMm, watching astro and mx perform??? and just being shady with bell lmao
14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?
this… question,,,..so im thinking of a bright place with white walls and translucent curtains so the light call fill the (living) room perfectly and everythings really ??? sunny and shit idk its warm… the floor’s made of (fake?) wood and theres a small kitchen bc i cant cook and idk if my friend would be able to lol.. theres 2 bed rooms both are painfully small but it works.. theres one other room with a closet for clothes… the bathroom is just a shower, sink and toilet… theres no washing machine rip and ?? thats about it poor mens life
i watchd the like we used mv again and i realized ...... that is literally where i got this imagery from thanks the rose i love a relatable band
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!
heres a fact (?) from me first: it rains diamonds on one planet ?? mecury maybe?? mars??? whomst.. this isnt even a fact its ,me trying to recall shit
ok real fact: There are thousands of other planets out there. sorry lads this website doesnt wanna have fun
16: what’s your favorite pasta dish?
is spaghetti bolognese a pasta dish
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?
im chill with my current hair colour??? bc its brown sometimes idk shitty hair
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
i asked my irl friends (group name: panic support group) and this is what they said
K: everything
E: when u were one hour late (i dont remember this happening but i do know im always late but never for an hour past me wyd)
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?
goDD i dont but i sure want to
20: what’s your favorite eye color?
this is strange but every eye colour is my favourite although ppl with two or more colours in their eyes are so cool
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.
its just my school bag lmao i got it 4 years ago and i take it everywhere even if the event is “small” and they ask us to bring “smaller bags” ill bring my big ass school bag anyway it looks like this (i dont have to but linking stuff is so fun)
22: are you a morning person?
technically.???its the holidays but i still manage to get up before 10 (most of the time) and … even if i have like 5 hours of sleep i manage to feel awake really easily????
23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?
tf i just use my phone lmao this is what ive been doing for like a month now… i could watch every vlive i havent watched yet, i could make video compilations i could practice my art but… even though im out of school im still procrastinating.. legends only
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?
mmmm falens the closest to that
25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?
my classroom
26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?
white converse??  i have 2 get new ones every like 2 years since theyre also my school shoes and break easily….. other than those i have my blueblack converse too (i dont wear them as much so theyre still in one piece)
27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?
i dont eat bubblegum bc im always afraid ill swallow it and die and im p sure its illegal here
28: sunrise or sunset?
sunset but i dont look outside enough for either
29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?
hm……… with jen its when she sends me asks on anon despite it being super obvious like im not a Fan when my friends send me asks on anon bc sometimes i cant tell and i get a sense of false hope but w/ jen its okay but i know its her
with bell its when they reply to my keyboard smashes with their own keyboard smashes lmao and when they just??//?? say smth cute abt their faves (lately its been sanha thank u sh)
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?
ya lmao when i have 2 sleep alone and its completely dark i have half a mind 2 believe some random supernatural being is out for me
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.
hmM. socks are great i always wear them bc i wear shoes almost every time i go outside… i dont have any weird socks bc im Boring but i have 3 pkmn songs and 1 gudetama socks/.. bUT I DID buy my friend those socks with individual toe pockets… it was so funny when my other friend saw it she choked on her drink and almost spat it out. we laughed so hard we hit our heads against each other i love friendship.. i have 2 wear white socks for sch bc… aesthetic? god if i know lmao….. i only ever wear ankle socks bc….. socks any higher than that? cancelled.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.
listen ive never stayed up later than like 1am ok maybe 2am??? but i was working on like a project that was due the next day for school with my groupmates (friends) so does that count lmao
33: what’s your fave pastry?
bread………. sugar donuts…….. i am Aware that thats not how u spell it but wtv
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?
why does this ask so many qns in 1 qn……. i had a cat?? it had pink stripes and it didnt have a name bc i dont name my stuff… even my pokemon.. and yeah i still have it except its in a big dusty bag where all my other toys are kept
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?
i kinda have to use stationary for school so ya.. p often is correct… pretty pens??? i dont rly see the point whoopS!!! in exams u can only use black or blue so
36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?
im listening 2 day6 so like day6
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
my room isnt even my room i just go there to sleep .. the place im always at is like a study area except its open?? so everyone can see me lol and . its not messy?? if u look at it from far but the shit on the desk and shelves are so fucking messy god i need to pack those
38: tell us about your pet peeves!
aLRIGHT LADS welcome 2 megans ted talk
(skip this if ur not fond of drama)
so something (refer to the song he said suits myday) happened with jae recently and ive seen fans trying to defend him by @ing him and saying that they love him which is fine - great even! but what i dont approve is how everyone’s basically forgotten about the whole matter because they had concerts so instead of @-ing him and asking him to explain himself, they tell him what a great concert it was which is also great bc their concerts are honestly amazing. basically my pet peeve is when ppl dismiss the problematic action of some people just bc they like them.
another thing is that there were some fans who started guilting others for wanting to drop day6 completely because of what jae did and in my opinion i think it is totally cool to want to drop a group if they did smth bad like??? its ur life???? u can choose who you want to like. what is not cool is pulling out all the good things the person has ever done in their entire life and try to remind others about the positive sides of the person. yes. they’re an encouraging person, etc. but that does not cancel out the bad things they’ve done until they explain/apologise. what is infuriating is just the manner some people took it?? they literally went ahead and tweeted shit like “would your parents drop you if you did smth wrong?” and “you’re seriously gonna drop someone whos been nothing been nice because of one incident?” yes. people will and you dont have any fucking right to stop them? so dont go pulling out receipts.
another thing. its also okay to want to stan the whole group even if someone has done smth problematic. like? to me youre cool if youre able to see and acknowledge the bad shit someone has done and still stand by their side while educating them at the same time its nice to have faith in your idols. however, i wont say much when your idols dont respond and/or respond in a way that shows absolutely no remorse. its cool if you want to support them too, despite that.
tldr; dont fucking excuse someone’s behaviour/action just because youre so far up their fucking ass. dont pull out shit from before either, be it good or bad. and lastly, its okay to want to drop/continue supporting them, its your life.
i just wanted to talk about this tbh,, it was nice to see a few mydays trying to urge jae to explain the whole situation but seeing as he still hasnt and couldve it really irks me :-/
okay update its been a day and i havent really thought about this but im kinda conflicted now bc jae still hasnt talked about the song and im probably just making a big deal out of smth that will never happen again but it really doesnt sit right with me knowing that jae recommended that song to his fans and said it suited mydays?? bc looking at the lyrics... i SURE hope not... idk i have neither forgiven or forgotten but he’s okay now.? i cant stay mad at someone for that long anyway ill never forgive him 4 it though lmao petty ppl only
another thing... jae’s still an amazing person to me with all the encouraging words he says to mydays but this one incident is just soOOOOO hrm and i did go off tangent with the question as usual lol
39: what color do you wear the most?
i wear a lot of colours tbh??? but bc its rly hot out ive just been wearing the same shirt every time i leave the house and its black so
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you?
i dont wear jewelry rip
41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?
challenger deep
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!
hm,, ive only ever visited this coffee shop like more than once bc the girl i used 2 like showed it to me b4 like 2 years ago and it was nice i liked their mocha frappe and its cozy i guess??? sometimes i go there with friends to study/just eat but i havent gone in awhile.., its two stories and it has an open air sitting area too i prefer sitting inside bc the sun is a big no thanks.. the ceiling is kind of like?? going downward?? like the kind iin attics???? idk man it was nice
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?
u cant see shit here sorry
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?
cant relate
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?
yea?? sometimes i just gotta bc my brain wont shut the fuck up
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.
suddenly all of the puns i know have left my mind thanks @ me
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?
vegetables
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?
the dark and whats basically in it???? like ghosts zombies and shit u kno the scary shit
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?
i like buying albums?? theres a CD in those so it counts lmao i bought sunrise by day6
50: what’s an odd thing you collect?
boxes??? like containers????
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?
boxy and letting go by day6
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?
YOU KNOW I HAD TO DO IT TO THEM and oh worm
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?
me: rocky.. ?????? from astro.. /?? no ive never heard of any of those and i saw the word horror so u wont hear abt those from me any time soon
54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?
i literally havent been outside for 2 days
55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?
be petty aka yesterday i changed my twitter icon from jae 2 brian bc jae’s being a child rn so hes out
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?
when they ramble abt smth they like thanksk buds
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?
is this the song from p!atd i have it in my playlist lmao oh i fucing hate this song i always skip it im not listening
58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?
idk what either of those are but bell and boxy
59: what’s your favorite myth?
idk any
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?
anything that eunwoo has ever written
61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?
ive given eggs for karissa’s birthday b4 and i got a kermit its not stupid tho its just the closest thign i could think of
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?
i drink water juice everyday every minute every hour
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?
my books are all in shelves lads i just  heard the fucking keys rattle im not doing this shit im logging off night
ok day 3 and im back like i said previously my books are on shelves i tried rearranging them by series b4 but my housekeeper rearrnaged them randomly the next day so i gave up
i make playlists for songs that i like, really like (i still skip them sometimes rip) and songs that my friend recommends me i have a seperate playlist for the songs i like in japanese 2
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?
light blue?? like its actually p white bc its cloudy
65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?
m not rly
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?
just. leaves maybe??
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?
Horror Movie
68: what’s winter like where you live?
oh winter is fucking fantastic it never gets colder than 25 degrees celsius here and if it does rain it lasts for like 10 minutes
69: what are your favorite board games?
i used to rly like snake and ladders and monopoly :-o
70: have you ever used a ouija board?
im not ready for that kinda death
71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?
english breakfast or earl gray??? those r like the standard right
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?
ya but i never do bc i either forget to or am just 2 lazy
73: what are some of your worst habits?
being lazy + procrastinating :-D
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.
okie :-o ..
they’re great ok ive talked abt them like 10 times in the span of 2 months but whatever folks
they’re super nice, kind and just all of the positive adjectives out there in the dictionary ...... they’ve helped me multiple times and they’re always there 2 lend me a listening ear (or in our case, eye lmao) idk??? im just super comfortable around them always and im honestly so thankful we became mutuals (and subsequently friends) last year!!!! i cant say a lot bc ill just get v repetitive but overall they’re an awesome friend and im glad we still communicate daily via twitter and sometimes our skype sessions even if they’re kinda awkward bc i never know when 2 talk bc im scared ill speak and theyll say smth and itll turn into a MESS which actually happened lmao  
im looking forward to the day our skype sessions become super smooth and easy going!!!
75: tell us about your pets!
i have none but id die for boxys cats
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?
well yeah always tbh but its not smth i have to do but more like want to do im just 2 lazy to get around doing it
77: pink or yellow lemonade?
?? i almost said lemons arent pink but i Remembered...... yellow lemonade
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?
i feel like this is an Attack? okay LISTEN so story time again.
on the flight back from japan i watched the alien covenant and i couldnt even get past the scene where the baby alien was gonna kill the poor guy who ended up being locked up with the infected dude as soon as i saw the blood and the alien emerge from the guy’s back i bolted lmao
so to calm myself down nd block that memory from my mind i went ahead and watched despicable me 3.. which HONESTLY im the worst critic ever but in my humble opinion.... the movie was good????????? idk i didnt watch minions the movie though i got lazy again whooopS!
anwyay i sidetracked but im neutral im not a fan but i wouldnt go out of my way to call minions annoying?? bc they really arent? i feel like its only seen that way bc of how people make posts abt how annoying minions are even tho.. they arent??
79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?
my memory hates me so every specific thing my friends have ever done for me has left my mind but .
the cutest thing? everything my friends do for me
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
theyre yellow and no i didnt theyve been there ever since i could remember
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
lava cake
82: are/were you good in school?
yeah i was good in school for like the first three years and this year i just flopped so badly lmao and its my important year too oh well my exams r over and i still dont have a backup plan in mind
83: what’s some of your favorite album art?
all of dance gavin dance’s albums have awesome art
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
back when i was really into 5sos i thought of getting a tally since that was their logo at that time but now no not really unless i decide to get lance’s face tattooed onto my forehead on impulse
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
im keeping up with hq, bnha and tg manga!!!!
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
idk what those r but sure
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
big hero 6
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
who wrote this whats up with these questions
i googled and.. not really?? they all look nice
89: are you close to your parents?
close enough to stand being in the same room as them but not close enough to want to initiate conversations
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.
tokyo was really cool (literally) and if i ever go again id love to go with friends so we can explore more??
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
japan was supposed to be the only plan for this year but my grandad passed away so i had to go to malaysia multiple times earlier this year ik this wasnt the qn but ive already went to the planned destination tm so
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
BARELY SPRINKLES A PINCH im anti cheese
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?
um. like?? i tie the sides of my hair that cover my face back??? bc i dont like hair in my face
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
bell
95: what are your plans for this weekend?
hopefully something useful
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
i also click remind me tomorrow lmao
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
infp-t, capricorn, hufflepuff (same as falen nd jen yay)
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
uh ive never been hiking and i dont plan on it sorry body
99: list some five (or id never shut up) songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
currently......
when you love someone - day6
like we used to - the rose
crazy sexy cool - astro
death of a strawberry - dance gavin dance
if it means a lot to you - a day to remember
idk if these actually “resonate to my soul” they just sound nice
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
oh worm.. i wouldnt miind either???
i know i have 2 choose but like
if i go back into the past i could be less annoying?? but the past has actually helped me be the way i am today and i think im learning to be a better person?? im definitely way better than how i was previously 5 years ago and im just grateful i was able to learn from my mistakes???
so i wouldnt go back to the past.
if its in the future i can see how ill end up and if its not good i might end up being able to change myself so i dont get my “bad end”..???? maybe or i can just see what happens in the future and i can look forward to it
itll also give me a chnace to have the most fun while i can if its not too nice
so my decision is to go to the future
thank you so much for asking falen god this got so long lmao
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:333333 every one of those questions for both you and Andras.
sometimes meesh….. somtimes
(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
closed! they are full length mirros
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
only when super tanned
(3) Can You Whistle?
nope *cries*
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
All Star, which i normally cant stand cuz it gets stuck in my head like no ones business but this was a surprisingly good cover
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
i usually default to maroon/burgundy but i think gold is inching into first place
(6) Relationship Status.
engaged
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
15′C but muggy as all hell
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
oh boy did i
(9) How Many Followers?
1,129
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Sagittarius
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
blue but with marbley grey
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
yes, but i should take more tbh
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
yeah but i never remember the words so just mumble along
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
Half Blood Prince audio book
fun(ish) fact, i was super into reading until the good ol’ depression killed my ability to read so i started listening to audio books recently as a part of my therapy and the harry potter series has a very clear ramp up in difficulty as they age so i figured it’d be a great way of working my way up again
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
There is one, and only one, advantage to somebody who cannot play the violin insisting on doing so anyway, and the advantage is that they often play so loudly that they cannot hear if the audience is having a conversation.
(16) Favourite Anime?
Shirokuma Cafe!
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(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
Kaedian :’>
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
movie props!
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
a little pizza~
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
i can barely sit in a car im so tall let alone dance
(21) Favourite Animal?
sometimes sharks, sometimes octopi, sometimes armadillos
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
opening cermonies and anything with beefy ladies *cough*
oh and archery!
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
aim for 11/12 but as for actually falling asleep…..
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
only a little, not been taking care of myself lately tbh
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
pool maybe? but id rather just sit and look at the ocean
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
eh?? no real fave but Clients from Hell is always a good read
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
neither
(28) What Makes You Happy?
*stares into the camera*
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
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(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
if im taking stuff in, with music, if im writing stuff down, without
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
doggos but i do love cats too
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
some weird offshoot pastel grey
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
i guess playstation, i;ve owned a ps1/ps2/psp but no xbox
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
if we’re talking idyllic waterfall lagoon from some fantasy book then lake, if not then neither pls
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
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(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
grey NASA tee
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
no it confuses me how people have control over those muscles (ears too wtf)
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
i go through periods of saving then periods of spending
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
 a lighter
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
i guess the history of Hyperion (Borderlands) and the departments in the Ministry (Harry Potter)
i tend to hyper focus one aspect rather than a franchise as a whole
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
only to save, leave them be pls
(42)Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
initially yeah but then those people quickly become an annoyance and everything they do annoys me
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
i have the blandest dreams ever as can be seen here
(44)Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
i dont dislike them but the longer the flight the more claustro i get
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Up, in the cinema, front row with my crying friends, you know the scene
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
sunflower seeds pls
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
it was a life goal to see David Bowie in concert :’
i guess either Pulp if they ever toured again or just whoever puts on the best show
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
ill try anything in a restaurant but at home with everyday meals i am put off by food a whole bunch
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
maybe??? its hell to get me to sleep but once im out i think i stay out pretty well
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
no i LOVE it
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
in theory…
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
pls no
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
pumpkins i guess but not by much
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Mariner’s Revenge - Decemberists
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
summerino
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now?
i can still taste that pizza so im good for the moment, it will be chocolate tho, its always chocolate
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
no that’s weird
(58) What Is Your Gender?
…..nope
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
Coffee~
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
nothing official
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
Pansexual/Polyamorous
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
not even a little :’>
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
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(64) Favourite Social Media?
i tend to avoid it really, i dont wanna know what ur doing sorry
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
i dont even know what they are? if theyre the same as snapchat stories then??? theyre fine i guess
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
not so much homesick as “omg i need to get home im having a panic attack”
(67) Are You A Virgin?
nop
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
original source i think?? just get whatever
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Car for sure
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
nope
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
it was Atomic Blonde until i heard about all the queer baiting and shit, and i would’ve watched it regardless cuz kickass older woman beating people up but theres enough violence against queer people as it is
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
would you like to pick between, abusive ex number 1, abusive ex number 2, friend who we got together cuz we were being pressured by friends and realised we were just friends, ex who was obsessed with me and i didn’t feel anything for but you’re too young to realise that shit aint love, ex who was so torn up about his sexuality he seemed to genuinely fear admitting it or the ex who i never technically got together with but was in love with but had no idea how to go about it cuz “healthy” and “relationshop” where not two words that belonged in the same sentence according to past experience
honestly the best relationship i ever had before Kae was just a friend who was there for me after being abused and we fucked from time to time and there was no “going out” aspect to drag us down
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
shrug, never been one for quotes
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
green i guess?? gimmi unnatural contacts, they can be sexy, i never see a natural eye colour and think “i wanna bone that” tho
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
dont have a question about sexiness followed by a question about swinging and expect my brain not to go there
but yes swings are the best i love them
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
leetle pizza
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
WoW companion App is the closest to a game, D&D character sheet app too
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
wtf yes???
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
ask me if ive been OFF the computer for 5 hours straight
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
no i actively avoid most of those sites, tumblr is the closest but i tend to follow the art only blogs of people anyway
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
in theory???? but generally no
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
i do, always at least 2, a spinning ring for anxiety and a spiral copper band. will wear more if feeling fancy
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
bed is on a mezzanine but the other doors are clsoed
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
walked the doggo, talked to landlord, avoided a withheld number who was ringing for like a solid 5 minutes leave me alone
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
i just take off my jeans and sleep in that
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
ughhh soap scrubs, face cream, sea salt hairspray, coconut oil…errr makeup/nail varnish i guess i dunno
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
is neither an option
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
*groans* n-no thats way too much effort
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
i dreamed a was in a shop (well.. it was a white void with a single shelf) and i picked up a mug and looked at it. that was it. the endand it was a couple months ago
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
hmmm cherry coke or fanta
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
audible ones
crunchy leaves are good? OMG wait no that echoing ice crack sound on massive lakes that stuff is the best
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
jeans
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
exhausted
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
if only i knew
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
hmmm ive considered my sigils but the act of marking them on my skin is a whole part of the process for me so maybe not, geometric stiff is my jam tho, i dont like “picture” tattoos
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
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11 questions meme
rules: 
1. always post the rules. 2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you. 3. write 11 questions of your own and tag 11 (or however many) people to answer them.
I was tagged by @notbrogues @thisbirdhadflown and  @embersofimagination  thank you! (under a cut because this will be looong)
notbrogues questions:
1. Describe your least favorite character
Okay so if I’m being completely honest, my least favorite characters all really come down to just plain irritating behavior. Daisy in Bones has a sort of insensitivity to her that bothers me, and Sophie in the BFG due to her almost blunt treatment of the BFG.
2. A go-to comfort meal/snack/treat
Noodles and Rice because I’m the most Korean to ever Korean
3. Describe a perfect vacation, with no limit on funds or how long you can stay there.
Honestly I would probably take a vacation in Europe, touring all the sites there and traveling between Germany and France and England with only a car (Is this how people travel between countries though? I feel as if Ive been misinformed)
4. Do you listen to podcasts? If so, what are you favourites?
I have to say that I do not listen to Podcasts. I actually don’t understand what a Podcast is exactly?
5. One widely accepted fanon headcanon that you just don’t agree with?
The name of Eggsy’s younger sister. When i first came in I thought it was canon but now I’m kind of eh about it. What if they change her name in the second movie? 
6. One story/movie/song/album/piece of art that resonated with you and that you will never be able to forget?
Really for me I have read multiple first-hand account stories of people experiencing an array of different situations. that I won’t forget that I probably couldn’t choose one. (I find it hard to emotionally connect with music, and I’m not really a big art person)
7. If you have a day off, no responsibilities or pressing matters to attend to: what are you doing for the rest of the day?
I’m probably playing some soft music, reading for a while with a comfy blanket. Alternatively, I’m hanging out with my family 
8. Favourite past trend that you are most nostalgic for?
When everyone had DS’s (I’m pretty sure this is a trend..?) IDK I miss when I could whip out my DS and play Mario Kart and then switch to message my friend to come battle me. Technically, I could do that on my phone but my DS was pink and I had a cute carrier for it
9. What’s a hobby/skill you’ve always wanted to learn?
How to defend myself. Like i can throw a basic punch, and fight off someone if I need to but I’ve always wanted to learn how to box, or do karate or something super cool. (Idk don’t ask me I’m strange)
10. Where do you see yourself in ten years?
Done with school, and maybe with a family. I’ve gotten quite a few of my life goals done and now I’m ready to settle with someone :)
11. What was your first fandom? First OTP? First NOTP? Any memorable experiences from those early days?
My first ever fandom was Avatar the Last Airbender. My first ever OTP was Katara and Zuko, and my first ever NOTP was in the Avengers fandom, being Cap and Natasha. I just could only ever see them as friends, or in a brother/sister way
thisbirdhadflown’s questions:
1. We all did embarrassing things as teenagers. Share a story!
So there was a lot of fake piercings in sixth grade that I made from key chains and a nail file.
2. What is a headcanon for one of your OTPs?
Im going to go with Hartwin on this one. For them it’s a lot of lover’s squabbles about not wanting to do the dishes, folding laundry, and then kisses and smiles and deciding they would do it together. 
3. One book that had a huge influence on you?
I read this book called Wonder by RJ Palacio that I found helped me when I was younger to understand people who were different from me, and it opened some doors for me to understanding people’s disabilities and what they needed. 
4. Who is one misunderstood character?
Probably Natasha Romanoff. I feel like because people who watch the movies have such little information on her background that she’s easily misinterpreted. 
5. What are your pet peeves?
Lying. I mean, sometimes lying is necessary, but most of the time if you’re lying to me I’ll be very annoyed. 
6. One thing you wish you knew as a child/teen that you know now?
That I can wear what I want and it doesn’t matter what other people think. I struggle with it even today, but back then it was a lot of loose t-shirts and pants. Now, I feel more comfortable wearing dresses and crop tops. 
7. Would you like to be famous? In what way?
I’m comfortable not being famous, and really I have little desire to. But if I was famous I would have to say I would want to be famous as a movie producer, or script writer. 
8. Best part about getting older?
I’d have to say independence. 
9. One thing you really enjoy and one thing you really dislike about fandom?
So I am going to base my answer off Kingsman since that’s my main fandom right now. I really enjoy the talent and creativity, and the people in it are all friendly and so welcoming! I really love how simple things like how OTP’s spend their down time can bring people together. I also love how little drama this fandom has. However I dislike the occasional anon hate that we get, and of course like in every fandom we have the “we don’t have enough of this but I’m not going to do it so YOU have to do it” 
10. What makes and breaks a fic for you?
I think it’s the flow of the writing, I really can’t read choppy writing. It makes my brain go “huh? why?” 
embersofimagination’s questions:
1. Do you prefer tea, coffee, or neither?
Neither. I’m more of a juice person really. Although occasionally I’ll have some fancy coffee with my mom 
2. Do you go through “phases” with fandoms? Where you are all about one fandom for days, weeks, months, etc. then go onto the next or do you have one primary fandom you don’t stray far from?
I feel that I’m actively in multiple fandoms, but I switch my focus. If something is happening with Sherlock that’s where all my attention will be. I’m pretty much knee 
3. Are you an extrovert or an introvert?
A bit of both. I can really only handle one or two people at a time, but I will go out with more. I always come home from those days absolutely exhausted so then I spend a few days by myself. I love talking however, so yeah. A bit of both
4. Do you have otps? If so, name three.
Ah yes, I have many. Hartwin, Merwin, and Stony (from marvel)
5. Why do ship what you ship? Ex: they look pretty together, they compliment each other’s character, just for the lolz?
I ship Hartwin and Merwin for the same reason. Not only does Eggsy look good with both of them (ugh Merhartwin is swoon worthy also) but there’s so much to play with! Physical Hurt comfort? Emotional hurt comfort? fake/pretend relationship? Domestic fics???? #Blessed
6. What is one thing you learned/know that you wish more people knew about?
How to cook honestly. I get a lot of “I burn water” and sometimes people can literally not cook anything. But a lot of the times people just never had anyone to teach them how 
7. Are you a morning person or night owl?
Night Owl. Which in turn makes me hate mornings haha
8. Do you like tropes or trope subversion?
I think I enjoy both. I love a twist at the end but I also love when a scene plays out like I wanted it to.
9. What inspires you?
Other people inspire me. I think it’s the idea that other people believe in me and want me to succeed just as much that pushes me. Of course, I try my best to return the favor, and it’s that mutual system of support inspires me. 
10. Do you have an aesthetic? If so, what is it?
I think it would probably be rainy days and warm kitchens. Also, copper pots. (Oh god I love copper bottom pots)
11. Favorite season (if you have one)? 
Autumn! Sweaters make me so happy <3
Thank you guys for tagging me! I had fun answering your questions! Now here are my 11 questions :)
Favorite Character? Why?
What’s the weather like where you live?
Do you have a major goal in life you haven’t completed yet?
Do you have something from your childhood that you miss? 
Favorite memory from school? 
Any strange phobias?
Are you a hugger or a no touch kind of person?
Describe something that made you happy this week
Do you get motion sick/carsick/airsick?
Is there a special skill you have that most people can’t do?
What’s a phrase you say a lot?
I'm gonna tag people in the next post!
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