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oscontent · 8 months

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Help I think I dragged something on my taskbar which caused it to get bigger and bigger until it covered the screen and the screen went black, and I restarted it but it's updating so idk if I have big chonker taskbar still or nah?? *^*

#std::personal #ngl it sounds fake as fuck but it happened and was kinda funny #basically i tried putting the taskbar somewhere other than the bottom but when i put it back to the bottom it got slightly big #and when i tried making it small again #well #windows #BEST OS EVER AMIRITE /s #i'm so gonna use this to further my macos supremacy propaganda lmao #even tho linux is best #microsoft windows #os #operating system

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icewindandboringhorror · 11 months

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#cats #outing myself once again as someone whos not attune whatsoever to human culture but - in all honesty I do not know #what 'psspsspss' means despite loving cats my entire life hghj.. I've just seen people online describe that as how you call a cat #but I have never in my life witnessed someone call a cat by making that noise or made that noise myself. I can't even think of an example o #it so I genuinely don't even know what that's supposed to be but. Included because I've seen it so much it must be something to someone #even when I was a kid I pretty much always just meowed to cats and tried to sound exactly like them or whatever meow I associated with them #obviously not literally saying “ME OW” but doing an actual cat meow. often times a kind of 'prrrow' sort of noise where you trill your tong #ue then lead into a softer vocal tone .. maybe like 'mrrrrauh' or something? Or sometimes just a trilling chirp immitating the #cat's ''mrrrrp'' they do sometimes. I used to mimic small kittens to get the attention of cats #with their like very high pitches squeky whine with a little bit of air out the nostrils at the end to imitate the sound of them having #tiny lungs that don't hold much air so with a long loud 'mew' it's sometimes a little strained near the end #Though usually I just imitate the cat that I'm around at the time. Sometimes I have done kind of a combination kissy lip sort of noise #tongue clicking. almost like tapping on the back of your front teeth with your tongue and sucking in. almost makes kind of a squirrel noise #ANYWAY... curiouse....

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inkly-heart · 5 months

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Do you have a group discord server? If others want to chill and interact with you. Just wondering

That aside just hoping you’re doing okay Blastic. Still, if you’re not your gotta a lot people care about you.

I look forward to seeing how the rest of the game goofs.

—goofball anon

I don't and sadly I don't think I will make one. It would be fun to interact with people who enjoys my work and wants to chat with me but I just feel it would be too much work for me to handle a discord server. So at least for now I'm not planning to make one.

#and how I've been doing??#there been ups and downs #maybe bit better?? At least compared to what it was when this month started #I felt so numb for some reason #I just wanted to lie in bed and do nothing because nothing was making me happy. Not even drawing or playing games #I do still get these kind of days but it hasn't been that bad and I have got some amount motivation back to draw again at least #wanting to play games though still have been very low #but I'm taking small steps #I'm also sorry for not having much good news and that I've been so quiet nowadays #I just been struggling a lot what to say and anxiety isn't making things any easier #but I want to thank everyone who are still here hanging around and enjoying my work #even though I have these struggles I'm happy that you guys still want to support me<33 Thank you<33 #not sure did I word these right but I tried my best #and I will also do my best not to give up and keep on going 🌱#ask #anon

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a-s-levynn · 4 months

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And I'm still full of the love you want

#edit: it showed up for a minute and then disappeared again in the tag... yey.....#sooo i kinda got lost in it and finished it yesterday #have some P A I N in the morning #sleep token #sleep token fanart #this is the one that started out as a small offering but it really did not fit at all and then i got an other idea for that anyway #which is much better but you'll see sooner or later when i get to it #sooo i guess this is a new take on the love you want?#or something.. at least the lyrics make it extra painful #i'm also borrowing Misha's detail shot thing because it looked cool and i wanted to try it #Misha did it better no question but i gave it a go at least #annnnnyway #vessel #vessel fanart #vessel i #vessel sleep token #sleep token vessel #sleep token band #sleeptoken #levynn tries to draw

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roominthecastle · 6 months

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Siegfried Farnon is based on eccentric vet Donald Sinclair, who Peter Wright worked closely with in his early career.

"You know, Donald died unexpectedly. And that morning, I remember the phone going, Jim Wight rang me to say Donald's died. Jim said, 'It's going to be a duller world without Donald Sinclair.' By gosh, it was. It has been."

#all creatures great and small #acgas 2020 #the yorkshire vet #samuel west #peter wright #donald sinclair #long post #mine #this was so much fun #and what can be a bigger compliment than hearing those who knew the guy your character is based on #tell you that it's almost like being in his presence again #i dont know sam and im sure he has his faults but he once again comes across as such a genuinely kind and good person #and it makes me so happy #and yes the beard is essential for siegfried but i love that face either way #still if he ever tries to go clean shaven on the show i hope audrey hides his razor w/ as much success as she hid his tobacco #and - understandably - it was skirted on screen but if i remember correctly donald took his own life after real-life audrey died #which i could def see happen (not that i ever wanna mind you) on the show as well given how siegfried was on the verge of going to pieces #and that was 'only' when she was about to move away

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dawnthefluffyduck · 8 months

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Happy (very late) Halloween 👻👻 Made this one too smol, spare me by not zooming in haha

#i had all of the lines done before tuesday #iiiiits been a long week and i didn't have the energy to finish it #i'm a bit better now so i wanted to get this out of the way before I got tired of it again #i saw some lino stamps recently and was reminded when I had to do one in my senior year #so i tried to make the lines match that style #see the reason this is so small is because I actually started it in ms paint #and the only reason i moved back to my actual drawing program was because paint kept bugging out #huge chunks of pixels kept disappearing and some starting antialiasing for some reason #it got annoying so i moved back #aaaaand i got carried away with it #but i like how it turned out :D #deltaune #kris #ralsei #susie #halloween #or uh #hallowe'en

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money-and-dandellions · 4 months

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continuation to this post:

Meg who unintentionally and absolutely illogically gets worried when Lester gets sick after the ghoul incident and he doesn't really understand why would she do that

until he does

#meg will fidget with literally anything and stare at him non stop #and ask him so much questions which is strange (why would she ask so much questions; why she asks him to make a stop; why she stares at hi #as if he will disappear; why she frowns so much at him? he is fine?)#so she asks him questions OR doesn't ask them at all just looking at him because he is tired and sick and how for the fuck he i—#—what if he will die? she can't lose him not again he almost died je was so pale she can't lose him again its going to he her fault—#and lester doesn't really understand why she seems so unnerved but tries so hard not to show it until he stops to yk stretch or smthng and #and practically blanks out and all he can hear is his little sister's voice why it is so small why it sounds so scared is she crying why—#why would she cry he is fine why is his cheeks wet ow that hurts and then he gets conscious and realises after a pause what had happened an #and sees meg that is so so scared and oh gods im sorry i didn't mean to scare you whats wrong why are you crying—#oh #and lester will get it after some time and try to make sure that she is okay that my dear meg is not your fault i am fine just a #a little tired and its okay shhhh #i am a sucker for when lester is sick af #the author is also sick with harsh flu is had fever (39°C) for 2 days straight but now is getting better #toa #lester papadopoulos #meg mccaffrey #sunflower siblings #love them #and they love each other #platonically

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shadystranger · 17 days

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waited the entire day for when they're alone in their bedroom to talk about personal stuff between them. their ass is so dramatic do they even know how married-coded they are

#if i had a nickel for everytime the camera was panned on dean and sam was in the back like he's asking for forgiveness #they do it in a way that's like sam is condemned by the pov itself bc dean doesn't agree with him #i'd have three nickels and that's what i remember off the back of my head #this is gonna be a stretch but listen what if these shots are taken like this not bc they're from dean's pov (obvious answer) but #because they're taken from sam's pov. he knows he's doing the right thing but he's not falling in line with dean #and with sam's later mindworkings he actually sees it as a personal deficiency when they're both not in agreement #like he MUST make them reach the same page one or another or it'll be his greatest failure. he tries so hard to convince dean #but if he still fails he doesn't mind compromising and throwing away his belief just so they'd be in sync again.#(there's exceptions which are just when the matter of conflict involves dean himself. that's when sam just never lets dean have his way)#like the way sam who's towering and all looks small here i know im pulling this out of my ass but i believe it could be a thematic #symbolizing for sam deeming himself less in relation to failing dean which includes upholding ideas different from dean #so unless sam cuts this lapse of synchronization between them short it'd always be viewed as a personal shortcoming on sam's side.#im cooking but they should close the kitchen on me #samdean #spn #sam winchester #dean winchester #wincest #spn meta in tags lmfao #supernatural #mine

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strawberry-cowmilk · 4 months

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I hate it when shoes aren't true to size (shoe companies please fix this) (I am begging)

#nana talks #like I don't make them and a lot of stuff kinda determines how a shoe fits but come on sometimes it's crazy #I don't care if it's slightly too big cause I put insoles and other stuff in the shoe to make it fit #I have one pair of demonias that were huge on me but I was like I can make it work and literally cut up a sponge and stuffed it in there #just in case don't do what I did #but when it runs small I have to return it and sometimes that's such a drama show I hate it #one time I returned something but it got lost somewhere and I had to pay anyways #and one other time I never got refunded but that was a 5 euro phone case that's not too bad #but with this pair of shoes I tried it on in the store and all WHY are they too small augh #again I don't understand how shoes are made so sorry if I'm complaining over something dumb #if someone does know I'd love to learn more

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be-good-to-bugs · 2 months

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once my brain stops trying to eat itself i WILL learn to crochet

#the bin #maybe my grandma can teach me. she tried to a long while ago but i also lived too far away to see her often so it didnt stick at all #she had given me a book which was really helpful but i got stuck on something and then the boon got chewed up real bad by mice #and that was the end of my learning to crochet for awhile. i tried learning to make granny aquares last year but i didnt end up doing it #i miss knitting too. i literally never finsihed a knitting project even once tho. i kept reknitting the same small ball of fluffy yarn over #and over again. i coudont decide what to makw with it so i kept taking it apart. it felt really nice to knit with so i was just making a #square over and over and restarting again and again. the process of knotting is pretty plesent to me but the yarn starts to hurt my fingers #after awhile but this was super soft baby blanket yarn so that didnt happen #theres a few things of super soft fluffy yarn here rn but they got dirty so im gonna have to wash them before i can use them which is a pain #well. at least washing fluffy yarn isnt too bad. washing an entire big thing of regular yarn is awful but the fluffy ones are pretty short #i miss it. i dont have any idea where my needles are tho. well. when i move i can get back to doing that

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seariii · 5 months

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Que horror

#THE EMOTIONAL BACKLASH DAMN LMAO #okay so lately in my mind has been floating a small story i made like... 6-7? maybe 8 years ago for a literature class #the teacher was kinda weird and i didnt really learn anything on that class but so be it #he also made us write some sort of journal? okay and this story i was talking about i have the vivid memory i wrote it on a sheet of paper #not on the journal. so now im here like shit am i sure about thwt? where could i have put it? so i tried to look for it and didn't find it #and thought okay ill take a look at that journal AND WHEN I TELL YOU SEARI WASN'T ON A GOOD MENTAL STATE THEN IS #OVERSIMPLIFICATION. DAMN I DIDN'T READ ANYTHING BECAUSE JUST THE PAGES EMANATED SUCH HORRIBLE ENERGY #DAMN GIRL CHILL- it's okay it was something very necessary to pass by it was an important character arc but damn was it a lot #sigh so... ill probably have to re write that story.... i remember i made it in such a way that would make sense in both Spanish and english #i was really proud of myself heh... and i think its a cute concept that would be good to touch again...#heh mi pequeña Sol va a volver #so yeah ill write down the littke bits i remember and hopefully get to draw it soon...#i dont have high hopes on myself tho #seari talks

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hikeyzz · 7 days

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hey ! quick reminder for dudes ! joking about stalking is never funny ! ever !!!! literally !! you should absolutely never, ever send a text to someone that hasn't replied to ANY of your previous texts to say "hey i think i saw you in town........ totally not stalking you btw" what the FUCK dude that shit is NOT fucking funny or endearing. that is SCARY. especially when your message includes personal details that you should have no way of knowing. that's soooo fcking creepy. jesus christ.

#hikey #from the guy that tried to take advantage of me weeks ago when i was super drunk #like obviously not gonna respond to any of his messages and today he texted me yet again and somehow knows details about me #like what the actual fuck #we live in the same small city but there's no way he saw me bc i didn't leave the house today #so it's even freakier bc like did he see someone that looked like me?#or is he lying to try and make me confirm the details he knows about me #it's so fcking creepy dude i hate this shit so much

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termagax · 17 days

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for all his misery and mopey nature i do think he likes and prefers being roadhog and wouldnt go back for anything. i think "feeling like mako" means feeling small and ashamed and weak in his mind and he hates it.

#i think one of the biggest reasons he gets genuinely mad at fish is when they do something #they look at him in that way or they say something or they just. be pathetic and sick. in a way that makes that little guilt and shame gnaw #at his heart again. that shitty feeling when you know you hurt somebody you care about. or when they look at him like theyre disgusted or #disappointed by what they see. i think it pisses him off to no end that they can make him feel so small and i think its one of the things #that makes him genuinely think that maybe he should just kill them and be done with it. its not like itd be hard #🐟#like. part of them learning how to exist around each other long term is that he has to break that thought pattern yk #seeing them be all sickly and instead of pity->guilt->shame->anger it shifts to pity->guilt->'do something about it'#where instead of getting on the whole 'i ruined the life of the only person who ever gave a fuck about me' train he just. tries to be nice #or as nice as he can manage. comforting and affectionate in his very clumsy and uncomfortable way. still not pretending to be a good person #and barely concealing that doing this makes him feel awful. but still like. just doing it anyways and eventually he just does it without #thinking about it. well most of the time i think he still gets stuck fairly often. its a process yk how it is #ftr i think fish resents this. they hate his pity they resent the idea that any of this is His Fault. fish voice i can fuck up on my own #and they especially resent when he is obviously going out of his way to be gentle with them or sweet to them. first of all because they hat #when he treats them like theyre fragile it makes them want to kill him but more importantly because they would really just prefer he be an #awful bastard forever so they can stay mad at him forever. its hard to keep a grudge when he feels bad about it and its hard to be so mad #when hes the only thing that really makes them feel better.

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neobisexual · 21 days

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had a very intense semi lucid dream last night where i was the daughter/acolyte of an insane cult leader/my dad who performed non consenual surgery on me and molested and raped me. it inspired me to start writing a lil sci fi novella but also to clean out my closet and find my vibrator cuz i was desperate for it after waking up lmfao

#he had like. grown me & a few other and inserted more and more mechanical parts into us through our lives #so we were mostly machine inside. but human-looking outside #and i tried to run away and got the shit kicked out of me by my sister/fellow cult member #she patched me up most of the way but for the complicated stuff dad had to help #one of my arms had been broken so he just cut the whole thing open to fuck with the wires and stuff. it felt so awful guhhhhh #and after that he started trying to finger me and asking questions about wether id slept with anyone while i had been away #and told me he knew id been touching myself and that made me disgusting and corrupt and that was why id tried to leave. and he had to fix #my mind too.#there was blood on his fingers when he pulled them out of me and he got so so pissed #i was crying and trying to explain i was on my period but he said that was a lie and id been trying to hide more injuries from him so he #couldnt finish fixing me #and he spent a solid twenty minutes beating me for it while groping me & continuing to finger me #he had a metal arm n that was the one he was using too so i kept getting cut and bleeding more and hed yell and hit me more and he just #wouldnt stop 😵‍💫😵‍💫#i was tied down by my wrists laying on my tummy but he forced me to roll over so he could punch my stomach a lot too ;-;#toward the end he got on top of me and started grinding against me #talking to me nice again and saying i was his girl and he just wanted to make me better and i only had to cooperate #i was sobbing and panicking still but he was just petting me #he tried to push his cock in me but he like. couldnt fit.#he could only get a couple inches in and he stayed sweet for a little longer but then he started getting frustrated #yelling at me to stop fighting him and slapping my face #and i was trying so so hard to relax and let him in so it could be over but i was just too small #he gave up after awhile and finished cleaning me up without saying anything then left me alone down there. still tied down and crying.#that was only one part of the dream there was a whole plotline where i had made contact with 2 people (a brother and sister) on the outside #who were trying to save me. and i was trying to talk my sister into leaving with me because i was so terrified of losing her #eventually i did get out and ended up living with the brother and sister and it was super cute and sweet #parts of the dream were from her pov too. she made us all matching hats :]

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dunadaan · 27 days

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I’ve been feeling Créa creep up on me as of late and today I went back and reread my little document where I type up random ideas for scenes/fics and I was like. Wow who wrote this. This is really good. Why isn’t there more of this damn. But also wow I really put miss créa through the blender and she is a fine red mist a lot. But that is the life of a ranger…and even when she’s not a ranger anymore I press blend on high and she is sadly used to that

#(I forgot what made me think of it but I had this fantastic idea post war where Créa has tried to keep herself together)#(and it’s one specific incident that really makes her crack- I wrote a really compelling idea of her having PTSD and it unexpectedly)#(manifesting in a place where she didn’t anticipate it. and ofc it’s medieval medicine so they don’t know what PTSD is exactly but they)#(not like we know ptsd anyways. so it’s a really interesting exploration of grief and suppression and dealing with it- or not dealing with)#(it in this case. bc she’s avoided it for years and she’s like. god I fucking miss being a ranger so much. that was ME.)#(now I’m not a ranger anymore and I lost my entire identity)#(she can’t return to Evendim for a long time and desperately misses it. most of her friends are dead)#(or gone up north or treat her differently)#(she feels really isolated and alone even though she’s aware she’s not but it’s a lot to deal with!!! and I didn’t quite have an ending)#(but it was really compelling and I need to return to it one day)#(the other one I wrote ideas for and wrote a small scene was crea’s first experience meeting rangers)#(back when the angle was new. sighs. the potential…crea interacting with and learning ranger culture for the first time)#(after being alienated and kept away not of her own will. and her having a scene with faeron and standing on the bridge with him)#(but also of her thinking of what her life might’ve been like had she not been lied to about her heritage or had it hidden)#(she’s at a huge disadvantage-she barely knows dúnedain/elf history or sindarin etc. she could’ve had a whole different life)#(and AGAIN the theme of GRIEF- grieving smth that was kept from you. a life you’ll never have but could’ve)#(anyways. that probably all could’ve been in a post LOL and not in tags)#(but yeah damn!!! I was writing some good stuff!!!)#(now I wanna replay all the LOTRO areas again..)

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sorikkung · 29 days

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people interacting w wgoin in my notes... this would be a rly bad time to say all my writing will probably be on hiatus for the indefinite future huh

#not like it makes a practical difference considering i only upload twice a year at best #but im realising how much my writing is shame motivated and its just not sustainable or healthy #it saddens me that these stories i invested So much time and effort into will probably never get finished #i wanna hold out hope that they will but #i dont want anyones expectations to be too high #bc knowing myself they probably wont #i started wgoin thinking that this would be the story i commit to finishing and not just abandon as soon as i get bored #but that was before i had really realised how my brain works #and for a while writing these chapters have felt very forced #gbgb had a much better run till it crashed and i was just unable to pick it back up #tbh that one could potentially still be saved bc of how open ended it is if i get any inspo for it back whatsoever #bc it had no strict plan i was entirely making it up as i go #and im realising thats how i write best. i tried to plan wgoin so id commit to finishing it but im realising that has the opposite effect #if i plan anything too thoroughly writing it becomes like gnawing on lead #cause i got all the dopamine out of the idea already #i write best when i have nothing but a vague idea or a vibe #gbgb crashed bc i ran out of vibes and ideas but if i find any again who knows #there is the possibility where i scrap the plan i had for wgoins entire plot and make the rest up as i go #which i might try purely bc i love the story sm #and i think i enjoyed writing it most back in the first three parts where i Was making it up as i went #which is why im saying indefinite hiatus instead of discontinued #bc there is hope for them. just not. much #so if u stick around maybe follow me on ao3 if u dont wanna see all my posts n just my stories #maybe in 3 years time youll see another wgoin notif or sumn #sorry to the small but dedicated handful of readers who really loved these fics #i wanted to write more for you guys bc ik its hard to find this kinda fic anywhere else; its why i started writing it #but i am but one unmedicated autist w severe adhd. we r working on the unmedicated part tho #ive learned so much abt how my brain functions now n how to make the most of it tho #i told myself id finish any new writing before i post it. so know anything new Will be complete :3 #mischiefing time

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