#anything thst doesnt include he/his

[the-s1lly-corner]

TADC cast x short and fluffy reader? (Maybe the reader has an extra fluffy tail)

TADC cast x short and fluffy!reader !

Ooo I wanna make brioche, but I also wanna make macarons... but I also wanna make scones... OOOOOO but I also wanna make butterscotch haystacks (having a crisis) (this is totally unrelated to the ask I just be yappin)

CAINE:

Now to be fair, you didnt specify how short you are so to Caine you're probably just normal sized/j .. absolutely loves your fluff, probably runs his hands through it every chance he gets, regardless of if its hair, feathers, or fur! Since you're on the smaller side he can pro comfortably hold you in his arms while flying around! Loves showing you how the grounds look from above, I think!

No thoughts only Caine taking you up to fly over the grounds while its nighttime and you see all the lights down below and everything looks so pretty!!

He wont drop you I promise

POMNI:

You're normal sized in her eyes/j

Keeps her hands to herself but if you offer to let her pet your tail! Good stress relief, I think! Pomni never really initiates it before you offer, though, since she doesnt really want to invade your personal bubble

Please communicate with her that it's fine and it's not something you mind!

RAGATHA:

Occasional pets! She kind of lies somewhere between pomni and jax in terms of how much shes going to pet you without any prompting! More so a head pats person than a tail.. stuff?? Trust me the "tail stuff" makes more sense when you read jax's part..! Doesnt make fun of you for your height, i just cant see ragatha doing that. I was originally gonna say she would make petnames for you based on it, but I'm not actually sure she would.. has probably made bows and stuff for your tail!

JAX:

(Bumping my fists on the table) jax fidget hc jax fidget hc !!!!! Messes with your tail when its within reach; usually just messing with the fur or lightly bapping it around and watching it instinctively move around in response! He would already tease you for being shorter than him... but if you're actually below the average height (or at least, the average within the digital world) then hes gonna lean really into it! Makes a show of getting something down for you, probably overstretches himself and gets on his tip tops to sell the point (he, of course, not needing to do any of thst thanks to his height)

KINGER:

The "how to talk to short people" meme but hes on the incorrect side by crouching down to your height/j he doesnt mean anything rude by it..! Sometimes likes to mess with your tail by petting the fur when you guys cuddle inside the pillow fort! Honestly I can see him with a fidgeting habit, too, like jax! But I think his is less intense and he has a little more restraint.. that said once you give him the go ahead hes gonna be constantly petting your tail if it's long enough

ZOOBLE:

(Watches your tail swish around) "oh... cool.."

Zooble doesn't exactly feel this way or that about your tail, however I will say you extra fluff makes cuddling with them more enjoyable since they look like they're made of hard plastic (Zooble I'm sorry I love you)

Probably lightly teases you for your height; not to the extent jax does it but they probably let out a flat "haah.. short.." when you briefly struggle with something non important

GANGLE:

Short person x person who can (physically and emotionally) be knocked down easily; you guys both have your own struggles/j

Would never ever in a million years make any mean comments on your height, and this includes teasing and nicknames; she doesn't have the heart to even lightly poke fun at you

Petting can be a little weird, since gangle doesnt exactly.. have hands.. I mean she does, but they're like the ends of ribbon; she doesnt have palms or fingers, nor can she put the most force behind her touches (at least that's my personal hc, she doesnt strike me as someone who's. Strong... or even proportionally strengthed? Idk shes ribbon)

Very silly she loves it when your tail starts swishing around when you see her!!

[ivanzplaid]

I loved the hcs of the white death and the trans reader you posted. Do you have any more relationship or general hc about him? Please and thank you :)

hi!!! yes of course of course! im glad you liked them, im absolutley in love with this man so id be happy to deliver, thank you sm🫶🫶 ill do general & dating hcs :)

requests are open, masterlist is up!!

White Death x Gn Reader Hcs!

Warnings: Mentions of Violence/Murder, Possessiveness, Slight Stalking Mention, Fluff!

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General Headcanons

he can use a phone to the extent of texting, calling, and emails, anything else is behind this mans needs and abilities

he has reading glasses.

since taking over the criminal business, hes VERY weary of his workers, always has walls up around them, even if theyve always been loyal, but we're shown of how fast & strong he is, so i assume he scares them to stay loyal to him

absolutely cherishes his clothing, if you splatter blood on it, or spill something, its another mark in his mind to kill you

doesnt drink/smoke excessively, he needs to be alert, but also doesnt have a taste for too much, he doesnt indulge in it as he follows a lot of old sayings ( exp. take control of your fate, or it will take control of you )

however, if he did get drunk, he would be a sad or loud drunk, expressing his depressing thoughts he never says sober, or lets himself go to have a good time

he has a weapon on him 24/7, sleeping? gun. date night? gun. business meeting? gun

he has nice hair, washes it frequently but is tainted with the smell of blood, or smells like mens hairwash

never experienced a true childhood, the goal of taking over the criminal empire consumed him, and while successful theres a part of him missing thst he doesnt see

slightly eccentric man, he has fun in his own way thats torture to everyone else

i need to talk to somebody about the way he plays roulette and how he spins the chamber if his gun bro, that is so fine, he displays confidence and precision in his kills while putting out a distinguished demeanor that scares the people

not afraid of death, we can see this when he plays roulette fairly, and from the many assassination attempts, he isnt accepting of death to himself, but hes not afraid to play around a bit before mass murder

bribes a lot of officials, or simply blackmails/kills them he is in charge and the law is never a concern

never sleeps entirely well at night, either he always has some enegy left iver thst he cant fall asleep till one in the morning, or his work keeps him up until then

has quite a few hobbies besides ones that are strength/durability training, as mentioned before, slight cooking, some type of arts, some reading here and there, has some type of little sand zen garden in his house

he has a large house, not only to flaunt himself shallowly, but the larger spaces and rooms make it harder for assassins who broke in to find him before he wakes up/his guards get him

has some patience to him, not if you owe him money or anything else, but in other aspects he has a certain patience to him

never been thoroughly injured, never gone to the hospital which is another fear tactic he uses against his enemies

he is a master manipulator, undoubtedly smart & quick on his feet

house is mildly decorated, never loved having 'clutter' but it being bare wasnt preferred

quick tempered on the wrong subjects, but likes to draw things out and see his victims in pain, begging for their life before killed

he loves a painful death

he justifies his torture in his own crude ways, as seen in the movie when speaking about the woman who owed him money

if youd like more im all here for it, but heres some for now🫶

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General Datings Hcs

he loves you till the end, and even then he doesnt let up, its rare that he find a true honest love, and once he finds you, hes determined to have you

great man who can express his love through actions, words, and thoughts, he checks all boxes

petnames include; Darling, Love, Divine, Sweetness

all very classic yet sophisticated, he gives you the best because in his eyes you are the best

as mentioned previously, he is very protective of you, to the point where he may even suggest you quit your job, and that he can financially provide much more than enough because of how anxious he is hed lose you

internal fear of abandonment by you, but he refuses to acknowledge it, burried far far inside him

sentimental & meaningful boyfriend, his kisses he distributes to you are elegant, the way he holds you is graceful, the feeling of you in his hands gives him a soften look on his face, letting up his vulnerability

if you ever somehow got hurt, hes tracking the person down and envisioning their death, no harm against you would be justified in his eyes

he cherishes quality time, going out to shop with him, going out to dinner, spending an evening enjoying the movies or leaving the day in his arms on a couch? he thinks its adorable, yet will agree nonchalantly as thats just him

will take your hand and kiss it while keeping eye contact

the type of boyfriend to either give you his coat, or open it so you can go in next to him, and then he'll pull it around you to pull you closer

he is always on edge about your safety, so if theres a chance you feel a pair of eyes on you, you could find him not to far away, supervising you on days he feels uneasy

spending time in bed together is calm and easy, he has an arm wrapped around you while you two have a moment to talk about anything snd everything, this is usually where times get mire vulnerable, so treading lightly is advised

if you get new outfits, he full expects you to show him them, he wants to see just how gorgeous his love looks

he is a busy man, with a business to keep up with, yet he has a surprisingly good amount of time to himself, he is a strategized thinker whos amazing at problem solving, keeping you always in mind

very thorough about his security, if he could keep a wallet hed have a picture of you in it, but he doesnt want to endanger either of you, so he keeps a picture of you with him in his clutches to always have it safe and with him

lets it be known that youre well protected, he keeps your image sacred and lets his attempted killers know hes not afraid to destroy and kill everything in his path for you

at night hes more than fond of running his hands through your hair/feeling your hair, he admires its styles/texture as you sleep peacefully under his watch

when he plans dates theyre going to be intimate, between you and him, he can sell out any restaurant hed like just for you

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i loved this & i always have more, and if you have any more thoughts about white death feel free to submit <3

requests r open, masterlist is up!

[nintendont2502]

What's up with heirstuck and reboot

Heirstuck is just my version of the generic homestuck fantasy AU (the planning document is actually named 'Yet Another Generic Fantasy AU' so I kinda call it heirstuck + YAGFAU interchangeably lmao), but idk I think its fun. I put a shit ton of effort into the world building/lore but also I have no fucking clue what to actually do with it? Idk might write smth after I finish Reboot

Reboot is just 'self indulgent shit: the fic' and I love it so fucking much. It's also the only fic idea I've actually written something for (8k so far baybee). It's all I think about at work because driving is Boring

Hold up im gonna add a cut here because im about to infodump hard

Reboot: takes place 10 years after the game ends, and right after Dirk kills himself like he does in the Candy timeline (except there's no Ult selves this time - dude was just Not Doing Great). Jake *also* isn't doing great, manages to convince himself that there *has* to be a Dirk, and somehow Hopes into existence a 13 year old Hal, who's very confused (because his last memory was dying as Arquiussprite when he tried to leave the game*) and definitely not Dirk. Jake freaks out, Hal *also* freaks out and passes out (partially due to just being overwhelmed by being literally Hoped into existence), and Jake takes them to Dirk's old apartment where he uh. May or may not keep him kidnapped there for just over a month (although he'd never admit that he's essentially kidnapped someone to himself). Also he keeps trying to figure out how to 'fix' everything, and somehow ends up deluding himself through the power of Hope into seeing Hal *as* Dirk. Hal (who at this point is incredibly scared just by. Everything (including Jake flipping his shit and punching him at one point) goes along with it.

Eventually Jane figures out what's going on, finds Hal and loses her shit because holy shit her husband created life, kidnapped said life and didn't tell her for a month straight. Hal ends up moving in with Dave and Karkat (who are very very gay and very very in denial about that) and gets a job with crockercorp because he doesn't fully trust dave and karkat yet, and wants to be able to support himself. Eventually he realises thst he *can* trust dave and karkat (and his job is incredibly fucking boring) and he tries to quit, but whoops! Turns out he was *technically* registered as Crockercorp property.

To try and cover up Jake's... everything, Jane secretly gave him a role at Crockercorp in the research and development sector, with Hal legally being his prototype for Crockercorp's supposed AI program. Jane was originally just going to leave it, but crockercorp is struggling financially, and AI research could be enough to keep them running. Which means.- Hal isn't allowed to leave. Obviously Hal, dave and Karkat are *furious* about that, but there isn't anything they can do - legally, Hal doesnt exist as a person, and when they try to take Crockercorp to court, they lose. Bad. Jane (who isn't the absolute worst yet but judt give her time) offers them a contract where Hal can do his work from home four days a week, and only comes in on Mondays. She does get worse though. Way fucking worse - she begins to realise that if they're going to pull off the AI thing (and they have to, because they've invested so much time already and there's so much on the line), they need Hal to obey them- and right now, he isn't doing that. Being at Dave and Karkats most of tje time gives him a stable home base, so he feels confident enough to tell crocker to fuck off and not play into her robot shit. Eventually, she starts getting even more desperate, and Bad Shit happens which I won't spoil here :)

Heirstuck doesn't have a plot yet, but it's pretty standard 'homestuck fantasy AU' shit. Derse and Propsit are two separate kingdoms, ruled by the alpha kids (who are 20) with the beta kids (who are like 16) being the heirs to the throne. Alternia is a separate kingdom on the outskirts that fucking hates the human kingdoms, and the human kingdoms are also at war with each other

The rules of succession are pretty interesting though I think - each kingdom has two thrones, the male and the female throne. Only members of the royal family who show signs of magic abilities are able to claim the throne, and there's always two royals of each gender - one on the throne, and a heir. In both kingdoms, the male members of the royal family take one last name (Strider in Derse, Egbert in Prospit), while the female members take a different last name (Lalonde in Derse, Harley in Prospit).

The last Queen of Prospit (Queen Harley) mysteriously disappeared one day, along with the former King Egbert, leaving Jane and Jake to take the throne. Only a few days earlier, Queen Lalonde and King Strider of Derse *also* died, forcing Dirk and Roxy to the thrones. All four were far younger than any recorded rulers in history, and the suspiciously close timing of the rulers deaths only lead to more suspicion between the two kingdoms, fueling the war even further. Just after the crowning of the two kingdoms new rulers, the ruler of Alternia - Her Imperial Condesce - returned after her decades long disappearance, telling Alternia to ready for war

Before Queen Harley died, she spent a lot of time with her Heirs Jane and Jake, although what she did was unknown. It must have had an impact, though, because when Jane ascended to the throne, she took the last name 'Crocker' instead of the traditional Harley, in honour of the former queens original last name. Similarly, only a few days after he was crowned, King Egbert completely disappeared (although rumours have spread that he now goes by Jake English or Doc Scratch, in honour of the God he's created a cult around on the outskirts of the warring kingdoms)

(Also yeah Queen Harley is absolutely just HIC in disguise - she brainwashed Jane into further intensifying the war between Derse and Prospit before she 'died', and she told Jake about a powerful God known as Lord English in the hopes of distracting him to get a weaker King on the throne (poor John). She didn't expect him to actually raise LE - it was the equivalent of just jingling keys in front of a baby's face, only for them to snatch them, sprint away and commit mass vehicular manslaughter in your Ford f150.)

I dont really have too much in the way of plot yet, but I do have some random ideas:

- after HICs return, karkat is suddenly in a lot more danger as a mutant (and someone who neber manifested powers, unlike every other troll) - so he gets the fuck out and flees to Derse, where he meets dave

- speaking of Dave - he never manifested powers either. He shouldn't be heir, and they all know that. He came along with rose to serve as her body guard (and also to get away from his older brother, who - resentful that *he* never got called up to take the throne - trains Dave *way* too hard). Rose fakes a vision that Dave is meant to be heir, and dirk and roxy pretend to believe it because holy shit they can't just send him back

- Jake uses dirk as a host to manifest Lord English. Cue incredibly insane Dirkjake here

- I have. Thoughts about classpects and how they manifest but I can't be fucked writing them out jere

- HICs main goal is to have the two human kingdoms turn on each other so they weaken each other, and then the trolls can sweep in and take them all out (right now they live underground after some ancient war drove them out or smth).

[solemnlyswearnogood]

This post is entirely meant for people who are obessing over a current hp mlm ship and feel they cant find any long fics for them: Well, if thst you and the said ship your into is Rosekiller (Evan x Barty) then stop what youre doing and read forward.

Young, Young Lovers is a fanfic I'm in the process of writing and uploading dedicated to fans of the ship. At the moment, I have 30 chapters planned and yet its still nowhere near at the end of their story I have planned in my head. As of right now, ten chapters are uploaded on Ao3 under the username SOLEMNLYswearNoGOOD and im currently working on chapter eleven which is due to come out on Saturday unless life gets in the way or the chapters unfinished. I attempt to post a chapter every Saturday however I cant be cetain that i wont miss a Saturday as I already have twice.

Now, about the fic: Evan Rosier is a detective who left his family six 1/2 years ago, 6 months after the death of his lover, He left with the intention of starting anew and wanting a fresh start away from all of the pain and heartbreak that came with being Evan Rosier, but in a twisted turn of events, Evan finds himself chasing his past as he seeks out the criminal mastermind The Carty Junior who has been wrecking havoc for the past six years.

Barty Crouch Junior was forced to fake his death after his father brought him home after he spent a year away in Azkaban for reasons he doesnt even know, All he knows is that he's "dead" and not allowed to interact with anything or anyone outside of his bedroom. In an attempt to break free from his fathers hold, Barty finds himself standing over the dead bodies of two people his father sent after him. Now, six years later, Barty must face the consequences of being a Crouch whilst in love with a Rosier who is desperately trying to take him down, completely unaware of the identity of the man he seeks.

when all is revealed, Evan and Barty save eachother from themselves and fight against anything that ever told them they couldnt be, now figuring out how to do that after seven years left them feeling dead without the other.

A story of pain, heartbreak and reunion, Barty and Evan learn to break and heal one another without even realising.

Ships it will include: Rosekiller, Wolfstar, Dorlene, Maybe Jegulus (not sure), past Jily, Maybe Marylily (not sure), Pandora x Xenophillius, Idk who else yet.

If any of that interests you then head to Ao3 and enjoy the story I have fallen in love with creating. Ill see you Saturday and I hope you find a new fic you like as well a likeing for characters or ships you may not have liked or thought to read about whilst doing so. Enjoy the fic. Thank you for reading lol.

(Sorry for spelling mistakes, ima fast writer lol)

(I say that as if this chapter hasnt taken me 2 weeks to only write, nevermind edit)

(lol)

[xiaaoluvr]

randome headcanons i have abt genshin men

sfw, gender neutral

includes; kaeya, xiao, albedo, childe, scaramouche

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kaeya:

this man loves to tease you. like literally, the mf will tease you just for funsies because he can

loves to take selfies with you and show it off to everyone because he loves you sm

male wife tbh. looks to cook and clean for you

big spoon, always. he likes to hold you and make you feel safe

diluc always tells you how much kaeya never shuts up about you

definitely good with kids and has mentioned that he'd want to have kids with you one day whether it was adopting or simply having your own

xiao:

he loves thighs, always in between your thighs. they feel so nice in between his face and warm him up

moves alot in his sleep so you'll probably wake uo to him on top of you but you think thats kinda cute

he stargazes with you on the roof of wanshuu inn

doesnt really use pet names so he'll just shorten your name sometimes (ex: if your name is like victoria he'll call u like vic or v)

he lets you paint his nails only because "it looks undead and not as boring" as he would say

sucker for forehead kisses, bothing giving and recieving

albedo:

loves to hold your hand, it brings him so much comfort

he always gives you a new flower everyday, he feels that giving flowers are very romantic

falls asleep on your shoulder when he doesnt get much sleep at night

always snapping photos of you because you're his muse and inspiration for everything

sings you to sleep when you really need it

klee calls you her older sibling and thinks you and albedo are married

childe:

like kaeya, he also teases you alot because he can and loves to see you get flustered

he never shuts up. he always talking to you about something and someone

always buying you gifts. he is always spoiling you (also because he has loads of money)

as much as be talks alot, he is actually a good listener and can be your therapist sometimes

tickles you sometimes just to hear you laugh because he loves your laugh

likes to prank you all the time and then pretend he never did anything to annoy you because its funny

scaramouche:

he is always so rude, like but in a cute way if thst even makes sense. he'll tell you look ugly but you can see flustered he is after and that he's clearly lying

calls you a stupid fucking idiot because he doesnt use pet names

when someone else is rude to you he tries to kill them or literally degrades them

doesnt know how to express his feelings for you so he just writes it on a note and leaves it for you to read later

he always smells so good. he is super hygienic and you will never smell a scent of stench coming from him

tells you he hates you, while literally clinging onto you while he life depends on it because hes to embarrassed to tell you he's literally inlove with you

[nsfw-froggie]

hi hon ( sorry if calling you that makes u uncomfortable ) i was wondering if you could do a sapnap nsfw alphabet and can i be 🦋 anon by any chance?<3

welcome 🦋 anon ! (also it does not make me uncomfortable :D)

nsfw alphabet: sapnap

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

he is very sweet! he will clean u up, ask you how he did, and cuddle u (he would probably tell dream abt it too djdjdjdjjd)

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

his favorite body part on him is his dick...

his favorite part on you is ur face <3

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

he likes to cum in ur mouth when u give him head, and he also likes to cum on ur thighs or ur back

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

he really wants to have a threesome with you and dream (and maybe george,,,or punz...)

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

he isnt very experienced, he probably goes to dream and asks him for help

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

cowgirl!!! he loves when u r on top

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

hes probably very serious, if its both of ur first times, you guys would make some jokes

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

he doesnt really shave it a lot, but sometimes he does. his hair down there is a couple shades darker than the hair on his head

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

i dont think he would be thst romantic,,but sometimes he would? maybe like if u guys got back from like a date or dinner with the dream team

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

he doesnt jack off that much now that he’s dating u

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

daddy kink, anal sex, begging, degrading, exhibitionism (probably with dream n george watching)

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

maybe the couch?? but he really likes doing it in beds. it doesnt matter whos bed

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

sitting on his lap...😁

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

age play and cnc

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

he loves receiving, he doesnt like giving u head thst much cause he thinks he is really bad at it, but he’s so good at it

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

fast and rough 😩

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

he prefers clothed sex quickies cause u guys dont have to take off ur clothes and put them back on again

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

yes!

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

1-3

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

he has vibrating underwear to tease u when you’re in public or when you are around dream or george

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

he doesnt tease u that much

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

he is very loud. sometimes dream will come in and tell him to be quiet 😊

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

u guys probabky fuck everyday. hes horny 24/7 jdjfhdjjd

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

hes like...maybe 5-6 inches? he isnt that big, but hes very thick 😳

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

very high. again, hes horny 24/7 and will fuck u anytime u guys arent busy

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

maybe like 5 minutes after??

[twinvictim]

since you’re getting five stars for all the mercs: Leon + foods, Ada + career, Krauser + family, Hunk + hobbies, and Wesker + friendships? :)

Damn ur gonna kill me (jk i love it)

Leon isnt picky when it comes to food usually. He'll eat about anything, but is really fond of homemade food, usually he just gets take out or something so when someone takes time to acrually make food either for him or lets him have some he really appriciates it.

Adas career is her life. Its about the only thing thst remained consistant thougjout her life, despite the difficulty and volitile nature of it. She knows shes good at what she does and takes alot of pride in it. Not to mention the pay would let her live very comfortably for a long time, that is if she ever really took a break. Her career is important to her but sometimes she wishes things were different

Krauser doesnt have much in the way of family anymore. He grew up with his father and brother and it was pretty rough. His dad an overly agressive angry individual and his bother not as much, they all often faught to the point that the police had to be called a few times. Once Jack turned 18 he enlisted in the military, both adhering to his father's expectations but also so he could get some distance between them. He didnt come home when his father died and never visited his grave.

HUNK's hobbys besides commiting murder include gardening, he has a rather impressive backyard with fruits, vegtables, flowers, and even a few trees. Neighbors would never guess the kind of job he has.

Wesker once had friends, a whole team of them even. The stars team was his first real group of friends besides Alex. Chris, Brad and Barry especially went out of their way to try and include him and be friendly. He never had the same sort of companionship elsewhere, Birkin was the closest but not quite there, and the other people he worked with such as Ada, Krauser, and Excella tended to just eant soemthing out of the relationship, just like he did. There was never the same genuine desure to just be friends. Wesker would never entertain even thinking about but there mightve been some part of him deep down that missed that.

[sass-master300000-blog]

Dear next girlfriend..

Hi, I bet You might think this is weird, for me to write you this letter before I even know who you are. I just need you to know what an amazing person your seeing. He will make fun of you in every way possible, he will tickle you when you look sad or when its an awkward situation.. He will give you this look that's makes you feel like your everything. His smile will make your heart melt more than a babies smile( and its adorable btw) He is borderline obsessive with his video games but you can't get mad at it. Its one of the few things that calm him down. He doesn't do texting or calling or cellphones in general but its not that hes ignoring you, he has this problem with texting because he can't see your emotions through text so he cant connect your facial expressions with the words your typing. He won't post about you on social media. Its not thst he doesn't care, but hed rather spend that time with you than posting private things public. His family is his number one priority.. He is the next in line to be the protector of his family so he will do anything for them. You will fall in love with all of them. His mom, his dad, his step dad and his grandma are amazing people. Within the first few visits you create a bond with each of them and they will treat you like family. You will be invited to EVERY family gathering and will be expected to go so you need to make time for these things. They are very important!! When you first meet him he is very funny and charming. You'll fall inlove with his personality hard and fast, just like I did. Hes a very sensitive person who doesnt show it. It will take a very long time for him to open up to you, and even then it will be hard. A lot of people have hurt him, including me, so you have to be careful with him.. Ill be straight with you. I love him more than you or I or him will ever know. I screwed it up in the end because i wasnt understanding enough and I broke him. We fought way to much and I broke him and I dont think I will ever forgive myself. I brought up stupid pointless fights because I didn't understand fully the texting thing.. I just wanted attention but through the worst way.. I am a very toxic person who doesn't deserve him.. But you might.. I hope to God your better than me. I hope you are what he needs.. Because all I want is the best for him. And if im not it then I pray to God you are. Please just love him with everything you got. Love, Just an ex

[somedaypast-thesunset]

this weekend was actually okay and something i needed. on saturday i spoke to my landlord who was very aggressive about our deal and it gave me alot f anxiety. i attempted to share this with.. well.. anyone, and it was really isolating. the day before i had spent just a few hours with him and another friend and i felt isolated. saturday evening he decided he wanted to hang out and was really, really excited to share that he had found a cottage he could use this summer. neither me nor my friend was that enthused. both of us have lives that dont reallt include cottages and who knows if he will still be our friend by then. honestly. and he presented this with such excitement, like it would be good news for me. like i would care. like i was supposed to care. i think in a way both my friend and i thought good news wouldve been him wanting to move out of his mothers house. like he had a change of heart and realized what was actually for the best. he stuck on the cottage, repeatedly asking me over the next day or so if i was excited. he said i could go fishing. if i dont, does he bring someone else? but having him in a good mood was much better than usual and made him much more affectionate and nice, which is what i needed to overcome some of my anxiety. not all anxiety can truly be solved on its own. he kept touching me and held my hand and was overall just really nice. it made me comfortable enough to share my landlord situation and surprisingly he had a similar reaction to my own - they had been nice before, they set out the rules im following, theyre just angry they arent getting anything right now by definition of their own rules. he told me it was okay and i didnt need to worry about it because they had resolved to threats and aggression when i never once acted inappropriately. i felt alot better hearing that. weve been very careful not to comment on each others choices but still offer passive opinions. he doesnt like me living with anyone and hes negative about all of my options. but he doesnt tell me outright what to do / what im doing wrong in his eyes. but it felt better to feel justified in my belief that i wasnt crazy for thinking that i was in fact following their rules and procedures. a bit later on he mentioned that i should try for my native status and to me its a very sketchy subject based on almost 100 years of people with a very flimsy story which i imagine is mostly true but there could be serious false parts. thats why i just accept the ancestry my father believed in but dont indulge in it. but its gratifying to hear a random opinion which someone came to on their own regarding my ancestry and their belief in my belief. but he added that i should seek out an aboriginal center that could help me through the process and they should be more than willing to help because ive experienced so much abusive trauma. i felt a bit thrown back by this observation and didnt really reply. i mean, im not insulted or offended. im more genuinely surprised that within his own thoughts he believed i had abusive trauma and he wanted a way for me to cope easier in life. and it wasnt just oh u had trauma, it was 'so much abusive trauma' - very specific, indicating belief that not onlt had i experienced trauma on its own but that it had been willfully inflicted on me in my past. i believe in a way this also refers to the fact i told him what has been unsaid between us but most obvious in our last fight. he is a contributing factor on a semi regular basis to my anxieties and depression because he chooses to be as close as he is in the type of 'relationship' we have but does things like randomly break up or blame things on me. but its up and down, putting me through a cycle and my trust and patience, as thin as it was to begin with, is hanging on by a thread. i do believe he could leave at any moment without deep thought into how it would affect me. and he tries to remain naive or ignorant to the damage he caused; he asks me if i know where random things are or why i havent taken care of our herb garden and i remind him that im not here and im not welcome to do these things or know these things. he pushed me away for almost two weeks and expected things to be exactly as they were like i had left yesterday. i believe, like my ex, my trauma is too large for him. like, its a hard thing to completely encapsulate and see on a single level at once. and its complex emotional abuse - whether purposeful or not by people that may or may not have had control over the situation. i have felt like an observer since i was a baby. like im just watching crazy shit go down over and over again without a real period of content in between it all. in the afternoon, i felt a bit better. i didnt need sympathy or a shoulder to cry on necessarily, but when you feel very isolated, having your existence acknowledged is good. someone knows. they thought about it. i didnt implant it or bring it up. i roller skated for a bit - im sure its like literally 5-10 minutes of skating at a time but to me its kind of amazing im outside on rollerskates at all. and i think its kind of unbelievable to others as well - not that im too lazy, just that ive made an active choice to emerge from things at the best of mt abilities. later i began looking for jobs and apartments, repeating the same routine of the last few weeks but grateful to be in comfort doing it instead of at the library. i began narrowing down my search - i know, i know, i should take all the jobs. any job. put myself on a production line, hand bomb boxes, cut up chicken - but i cant. i cant do it at this point in my psyche. i cannot physically or mentally bare the process of living that way. its incomprehensible to me - im not above it. im not stubborn. im not lazy. but when you barely have the desire to get out of bed and feed yourself and bathe, to create the desire from nothing to go to a factory and pack boxes for eight hours of the day is so much time alone with my mind. its not distracting or challenging enough and ive see. these terrible jobs make normal people depressed so to me it seems like a death sentence. so i began to narrow it down - its been a long journey, acrually. it started months ago when i sat down and sincerely though about the very few things i could believe or want in my life thriugh all the fog and trauma and stress. it was very basic - im kind of a simple person. or maybe im simple among my turmoil. i like animals - but they also can trigger alot of anxiety and emotions that i dont want to deal with on a regular basis on top of having employment to maintain. i like cooking and baking; but all job environments with this are very high stress fast paced places and i am a sloth. not lazy, again, but currently moving at a pace that is the best of my abilities. i like computers but my skills are from 2008 and i dont have the patience or attention span to upgrade them right now. i like, in some ways, cleaning but i dont think its something id want to do everyday of my life. i like caring for the elderly, but again, its a complex job with alot of mental stress. so for the past month or so ive settled on essentially something in horticulture. i like growing things. it brings me a little joy on the inside. i like herb gardens and flowers, i like being outside, i like learning about plants. i began looking for a job in a garden center but they were few and far between and i began to realize that it was still mainly retail. so i applied to landscaping - i could cut grass and weed gardens but its male dominated industry and i dont think my few years of experience doing well, nothing, makes me a their first choice. plus its back breaking and the weather conditions can be terrible. so i looked for jobs as a florist or in a flower shop or maybe just the flower department in a grocery store. it seemed relatively low stress, not incredibly fast paced but something that was always in demand and flowers and maintaining flowers is great. but i began to learn that it required experience, as most jobs do, but as i thought about it i realized perhaps i could be a floral designer. it sounds really.. meh. like a super unimportant job with no real purpose and may e thats okay. it has alot of options; floral shops, weddings, funerals - its an oddly versatile thing that also allows for creativity and an experience of art and a little bit of science. its not complex, but it could be. and it allows for expansion - i could run my own flower shop. its not the most useful trade but its something thats always useable. i hesistantly looked into schooling. it seemed like a random course you took once and they gave you a paper. but a neaeby college has an entire 2 semester course that includes fundamentals of color and design and business plus floral design and other similae things. i say near but its a 2 hr bus ride away. however, its only on saturdays. one day a week for eight months. for curiousitys sake i looked into student loans. my last experience was uncomfortable. despite my best efforts, including calling multiole financial aid offices and sending paper work, i was still messed around and had no idea what to do to fix it. in rhe end i was told it was unlikely student loans would cover my choice; it was an online course in criminal psychology. i felt defeated and turned away from it but looking back now it was a poor attempt to alleviate pressures. so i was weary that osap would cover this course. apparantly school was sketchier than i thiught and the websites were utterly confusing and just asking for money up front. but i continued on, certain that it must work - everyone else manages it. i found the loan calculator and inputted the data. it would be the bare minimum course load thst would count towards getting a loan. it seemed impossible, a course that only happened saturdays that would be covered by a loan. but it recognized the course and calculated based on my assistance i get now, which i know is possible and i know assistance encourages you to do so. it came back as covering my books as well as 9000$+ for living & travelling expenses for the eight months. right now, assistance would allow me a little over 5000$ provided i dont get a job. and thats for living and eating, 300$ a month for rent, 300$ for basic living. at 9000$ i could afford 500-600$ in rent, possibly more if i really wanted to stretch it more so as a loan, when i work, my money isnt deducted. so my shelter costs are covered and at an even higher amount of rent for 700$, i have 300$ still to live on. if i wanted to live alone, that is. having 500-600$ to offer in a roommate situation or towards anything in my future is better than the 300-400$ im looking at now. so i think i want to do this. im going to ask assistance to cover the application fee and im rly hoping i have the one pre requisite course they ask for. it doesnt solve anything right now at all. this is long term think over the next 6-8 months, whicb honestly is scary. im scared by planning so far ahead for myself. and its hard because what if what if what if. but i think its the right thing to do. i dont know if it is. was i ever going to be a famous chef or doctor or office person? probably not. im lucky to exist as i am now. its a reachable goal just outside of my comfortzone and despite the meager amount it seems like theyre giving me, its more than i have had for almost a year now. i believe im ready to handle this, which is funny because its thrown on 18 yr olds eith no life experience but it doesnt matter. a friend has been sort of wanting to be my roommate. its hard to trust her though. and its a really sketchy situation to enter into but financially it would make sense and it would allow me to keep a majority of my comforts. she said she drove around and looked for apartments yesterday and called a few, which is more than ive done. she did show me a few but they were just out of my price range and i wonder if i just wont have enough money to even have a roommate. i also havent had any calls or opportunties for jobs or cash and half of it is my fault. today i could go to contract testing andearn 20$. but ill spend 4$ to get there. i wanted to make it a trip and go to the assistance office too and submit paper work for my application but my desire is not there and im frustrated st myself because i was given a fine weekend. and i need the money; im nearlt short of first & last for 400$ worth of rent, which means i cant even look at 500$ places. i can, however, afford 450$ which is not so bad and i guess i could borrow 100$ from someone if it came down to it, considering my efforts. so 20$ today would sort of go towards living expenses right now and i guess i just.. dont care. i also have to call hydro because i have a past due notice im hoping doesnr translate to final notice? im past due on mt past due and even making the phone call seems daunting. my mornings have become battlefields, mental acrobats of havinf set a plan - even a simple task and fighting myself for several hours about doing it or why or for what purpose. i commend myself, sadly, on the three consecutive days at the library last week. thats actually unheard of in my world, getting up, getting ready and goinf out at almost the same time for three days in a row. then it was the weekend. and now im here. and the weeke d didnt bother me. it didnt cause this, or maybe it did but it doesnt feel like it. im glad to have spent time with him in such a positive way but i guess i have a looming feeling of "well tomorrow i know i wont see him" and ill work out my day alone and eat alone and sleep alone and have all this time because i barely have wifi and no cable and no tv and no movies. its not his fault though. its mt fault. he doesnt have to share his time eith me because i couldnt manage to have wifi. or that i sold my tv. it would be best for me to do the things i planned today. i also havent began cleaning or packing any of my things. i could use boxes. but i kind of want to sleep; i didnt sleep well last night and felt ljke i was up most of the night, having slept alone, and being woken up pretty uncemermoniously at 630am. he explained he was up until 3am working on his project and managed some niceties but dropped me a block from my apt for no real reason. i do scorn myself for not taking initative. these tasks are really fucking simple and crucial to my well being but ill comfort myself with "well, its only this time of day, i can still do this and this later" and its such a poor cop out. i could do it now. the two hours ive been sitting here, couldve done it. but i didnt and i honestlt probably wont and that really makes me such a bucket. its hard feeling down about your depression. but i guess unfortunately im going to start this day again in a few hours and im sure ill be much better off.. or atleast well enough to move from my bed.

[nsfw-froggie]

Can you do nsfw alphabet for punz ? 🥺

nsfw alphabet: punz

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

he is very nice. he’ll clean you up and cuddle up with u :D

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

his favorite body part on himself is his hands

his favorite body part on you is your stomach because hes so big you can see the tip of his dick there dhxjxjsjx

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

he likes to cum inside of u, but if you dont want him to, he’ll cum on your stomach or your thighs

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

one of his dirty secrets is having sex in a risky place. like a bathroom at a restaurant or a dressing room.

another one (if ur a female) is he really wants to try pegging. like- i know he seems like a really dominant person but he really wants u to peg him.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

he is very experienced.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

doggy style or cowgirl

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

he is very serious, but after he’ll ask u how he did n stuff.

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

he usually keeps it shaved. his hair down there is a bit darker than the hair on his head.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

it depends. the first couple of times he had sex with you, he was bery romantic, but ig he just gave up on that lol

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

if u dont live together, he’ll jack off a lot to photos of you (or he will call you), but if you do live together, he doesnt really jack off a lot

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

he definitely has a daddy kink and a degrading kink :)

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

his bed, probably.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

maybe like, sitting on his lap? or giving him head under the desk oooo

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

idk...maybe like piss kinks or something

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

he LOVES giving u head and he is VERY good at it

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

he likes going fast n rough, but he doesnt wanna go to rough that he will hurt u

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

he doesnt rlly prefer quickies

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

i guess??? if u wanted to try something he would probably say yes

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

he lasts 3 rounds

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

he has a vibrator for u, and he has a clone-a-willy dildo (basicly like those things that like mold into the shape of ppls dicks) for u when he isnt there.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

he likes to tease you a lot. but not thst much that he is constantly teasing you

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

he isnt thst loud, but he groans a lot. and its really hot

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

he really likes it when u take control ;)

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

hes probly like...6-7 inches????? idk

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

uhhhh idk

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

you fall asleep before him and he’ll fall asleep maybe 5 minutes later??