#anyway time to go back to studying
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i think putting "like chimes ringing in response to the wind" as my blog title was a mistake because now every time i see it i get reminded of that quote and go insane thinking about breenick
#the quote in question: call and response. a link held taut between us from the moment we met. i'd nearly forgotten the way our connection#resonates inside my chest. how inevitable it feels. like chimes ringing in response to the wind. the tide rising to meet the beach.#i can't be king without him. i don't want to be.#not that i don't go crazy over breenick at least once a day but now it happens every time i open tumblr#anyway time to go back to studying#legendborn#breenick
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fragments of a better past
#oooo this drawing nearly put me in a grave i gotta lay down#i had such a different vision for this piece and im a bit sad that version only exists in my head but ykw. ill take this#though i do find it funny i spent hours and hours on the perspective and you can like. barely see it#at all. jokes on me haha you thought<3#anyways. feel like im soso close to a break through with my style and finally really liking what im doing#but i feel i have to go back to studying the basics first which blegh#okay ramble over hope my five lovely followers enjoy🫰#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#marcille donato#falin touden#farcille#marcille dungeon meshi#falin dungeon meshi#realizing this is the second time in a row ive drawn characters looking at their tiny past selves. should i continue the series its fun#art#my art#digital art#illustration#also me when you could go back to the past but no one would be waiting there for you. yeahg<3 fits this piece spectacularly
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Sketches from last night
#fight club#fight club 1999#artists on tumblr#illustration#digital art#angelface fight club#bob fight club#robert paulson#the narrator fight club#doodles before I finish the serious drawing I need to do#something different cause I always draw the same three bitches#also there's barely any reference of bob on pinterest so he isn't that accurate 😩#I feel sick this is the second time I draw jared leto#fucking with the layout tho#why can't I always make such compositions ughh#anyways going back to study 💨#martyryo
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shoutout to the girls from my mid class who saw me crying, said 'what's wrong?' in concern, then did Not laugh when i, not knowing how to answer them, solemnly held up a thumbs-down gesture. while continuing to cry. they were very nice and sweet about it all and so reassuring. 'you'll get it next time, they never fail people on the repeat!' not sure that's true, and i was told i'd be fine and wouldn't fail the first time, but yeah, appreciated.
#i have so much rage inside me this week but that's all right#next time i meet with disabilty support services i AM going to ask if there's any way of avoiding these assessments in future as the reason#i failed is NOT because i don't know the stuff. it's because of freezing up due to stress which news flash! is due to ! my ! disabilty!#but yeah i walked out of it obviously kind of sobbing (avoided a meltdown but not sure if that was wise lol) and straight into them#took me until most of the way home to even figure out where i knew them from cause i didnt know them from that class i just knew i knew the#here's hoping tomorrow's similar assessment goes okay-#bc honestly if i have to repeat the entire unit for this one if i fail the hurdle again. it will be okay. but if i have to repeat the mid#unit i think i might just expire.#shoutout too to the girl who walked past me crying after. two minutes came back to check that i was okay. and was very sweet.#gonna probably put a post on the uni subreddit bc i remember her name#anyway.#studying#personal#the thumbs down thing is genuinely hilarious to me today
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just had my first breakdown over a levels
#Basicallt#I started panicking in class so i escaped to the bathroom#Then had a full blown breakdown sobbing mascara down my face all the works#Turns out i’ve been doing my coursework wrong this whole time#I only have 3 weeks to have it all done#I literally never ever cry over studies cause it’s just never that deep#BUT NOW IT IS THAT DEEP#Evrryone in my classes are so much more talented and smarter and they just find it so easy#I don’t get it#Anyways i have to go back to class now with puffy eyes and a red nose#Embarassinf
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when my grandma dies im gonna excavate the entire field and find all the ancient stuff and then i'll buy my uncle's field that's next to ours and excavate that too. and then i'll buy the neighbor's field and excavate that too. and then
#I say when my grandma dies because my grandma would have a stroke if she saw me digging up the field#the olive trees are like her children I don't trust she wouldn't murder me if I messed with them#every time she's had to dig to plant a new tree and found ancient stuff she's been like 'bury it back down immediately'#because if there's important findings in your plot of land you might lose said plot of land or be forbidden to do anything to it#the problem is that area has been a town for thousands of years so ancient stuff are everywhere in the ground#it's even mentioned in homer by the same name#anyways there's nowhere near enough funding in greece for everything to be studied and excavated so nobody cares but my grandma is paranoid#about the olive trees#my grandfather's brother had once come over with a metal detector and it was going crazy but my grandma didn't let them dig anything#i need to save up for a metal detector now that I mention it#when will it be my turn to be schliemann
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hiiii.. 🙃🙃
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 edit#late night sim posting but its ok! who needs sleep anyway....#second sim kinda sorta inspired by cocona from xg except im really bad at making irl people in the sims soo..#anyway not sure if ill get back into posting regularly anytime soon. i have a gp save rn that i play like once a week when i have time#but tbh its so hard for me to have the motivation to play rn but thats just how it is during the school year 🤷♀️#and i might not have that much time in the summer since i miiiiight be studying abroad for a month (idk we'll see..)#will most likely continue lurking for the next few months tho :)#ok jfc enough rambling im going to bed gn sleep tight or have a good day <33
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"these thin lines of light across space tether you to me"
#Hmm hakushuuu#I did this a while back#Anyway I'm normal about them I say not looking at the like 15 ideas I still have floating around for illustrations#Lyrics from flowers where your face should be by the wonder years#Hakushuu#inazuma 11 go#inazuma eleven go#inazuma eleven#ina11#ina11 go#tezcat#bailong#hakuryuu#Shuu#My beloved sillies man#Tw eyestrain#In my head.. bailong is constantly chasing after tezcat when ever he's not at the island#However through the years he goes to the island less and less as time constraints don't allow him#Which leads to certain aspects of his memory about tezcat becoming less and less clear.. starting with his face... the thing bailong#Thought he studied the most is the thing that leaves the quickest#Bailong chases after his memories in his dreams only to be greeted with different flowers everytime he sees tezcat..#And the next time he goes to the island in order to help his memory to fight these dreams tezcat is no longer there...#Something something tezcat's remaining spirit is living in bailongs memories and he wants to say a proper goodbye somehow#but they both keep missing each other and Bailong's memory is fading and its getting harder and harder to show up in his dreams#.....i'm normal about them
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Back to school inspo ✨📚
#uhh basically study + run/lifting + more studying but its by the ocean#ive lived by the ocean my entire life but ive never studied there#mostly because its windy and sometimes smells bad lol#i do have “my spot” where i sit on the steps closest to the ocean and stare into the void while drinking an energy drink or something#thinking i should go there next week when i go back to school#maybe walk the beach or something if i have time#something more grounding because im very emotionally attached to places...#and since i wont be here this summer (for the first time in my life) i feel i must appreciate my hometown more#i have a year or two more before i leave this place for awhile and i want to remember every street and sit by the ocean close enough#to have the waves spray my face but only gently and only sometimes#and then in the summer ill get to know a new town but only for the summer and most likely never go back#another town by the water but not the ocean. with forests and freshwater lakes#itll be a lot colder despite being summer and i dont know if ill like it more or less than my hometown#i gues ive always kind of hated my hometown for not being “as good” as bigger cities. nothing to do here no one to care about...#but then i remember i grew up here and my friends are here i care about them#my memories are here and i care about that#going to the ocean in the winter and reading moominpapa and watching a play and getting rootbeer candy#slipping on the rocks and getting my shoes wet... but the water was a lot warmer than the air so i didnt mind too much until the sand#stuck to my shoes and i got the car dirty...#anyway#study#studyblr#student life#study motivation#study blog#journal#studyblr community#realistic studyblr#studying#studyspo
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paul by big thief (masterpiece, 2016)
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ thank you @fionnagallagher and @shamelesscreencaps for the screencaps ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
#sign.... i shouldve been studying#maybe one day ill learn how to edit videos and ill make a video version of this one#i tried to make all the memories extra warm and vibrant and sad heartbroken moments all blue/gray tones i hope you guys noticed it?#also while hes remembering the memories are all in descending order so s4 bar fight then s3 leaving ned beat up behind and then s1 <33#anyway theyre soulmates#john wells 2015 season 5 finale the hollywood reporter interview:#“[mickey leaving is sad] but it [also] may be an interesting time for Ian to discover how important Mickey was in his life”#"It’s that thing that often happens when you’re younger: you have a relationship that’s really difficult and passionate and messy and...#...then you go away from it and you discover the rest of the world and sometimes you come back to that first person anyway”.#shameless#shameless us#shamelessedit#gallavich#gallavichedit#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#big thief#og.
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🌊 03.05.2024 // life lately. A bit of studying, a black cat, some cooking and the sea.
#dailylar#i took a break because the finals took a lot of my energy#and being by the sea is so great#taking time to cook read journal walk and play videogames#anyway ill have to go back into the studying process soon but i enjoy the sea and the slow life while i can :))
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The LITA effect is wild. I'll get to thinking of how I need to get my life together, and I could make it how I wanted if I only made sure I had some basics covered. And I'll start thinking on the lines of how I just need to manage my time better....
And then fucking Phayu's voice will come into my brain like:
BRUH I DON'T EVEN HAVE COLLEGE HOMEWORK ANYMORE, I DROPPED OUT! AND I NEVER STUDIED ARCHITECTURE! WHY IS THIS MOTHERFUCKER INVADING MY BRAIN OVER 2 YEARS LATER!
#holds out wrists to be shackled#idk maybe this is a sign for me to go back to school and just study architecture and find a bisexual mechanic dom manbun boyfriend myself#that would not help me pay my rent right now though#ANYWAY#i'm having a time as you can tell#love in the air#phayu love in the air#lita#phayu lita
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new rt everyone shes a freak whos pretty sure shes been been given the role of rogue trader as an act of divine intervention to eventually replace the godemperor and bring new glory to the imperium which she thinks is dull and stagnant. dont worry about why she keeps marazhai caged in her trophy room like he's bait its not important and completely irrelevant to the fact ive joke nicknamed her simon thresh. has anyone noticed a lot of slaaneshi demons during warp jumps lately
#warhammer rogue trader#rogue trader#marazhai aezyrraesh#von valancius#if i ever mention about marazhai going insane on the voidship this is what i want you to think of#understimulated predator animal in a cage claws itself open#its worse with her but i do think he generally feels kinda insane anyway#yeah he's tricked into thinking she's tolerable and a fair alternative to the arena then hes taken to the voidship#yrliet [who was the fixation until now] tries to warn him about her before getting her head bashed in infront of him#spirit stone smashed into shards for ritual use body dragged off for vague poor medical knowledge dissection#he is now thinking the arena might not be so bad after all. except he's got no way to back out of this so hes screaming clawing at the wall#shes not giving him up willingly and the only person who could take him by force is calcazar whos not a great alternative tbh!#so he gets to go insane being bait for the chaos god he's already ocd fixated is stealing his soul [on top of normal drukhari fears]#and he's not able to maul anyone else while locked up so its just him dealing with this alone! yay#she doesnt give a shit about pasqal until he gets xenotech in him. then he goes to the trophy room too for study/more grafts#heinrix is most likely captive in the trophy room too with his death faked so he cant snitch#idira Almost got in trouble too for the implant she gets from tervantias but then it breaks and this lass is just angry at her#the Only reason she doesnt feed her to the wolves and kick her out is her door. and she is now trying to force it open with a crowbar#abelard has to deal with her shit and manage it socially. he never thought he'd want to retire but fucking hell when can he quit#she likes jae mostly for her connections. toxic yuri theyre both using eachother#she briefly idolises achilleas for bringing her to commorragh but then finds out he did it under torture and didnt want to. mad at him#he can make it up to her once hes a wrack though [he is going next to marazhai. this will only improve both their mental states]#can you tell this freak is a piece of work yet#shes got screams of the damned volume 3 playing across the ship and shes having a great time but is completely deadpan the whole time#unrelated! you can finally see my idea of marazhai next to a normal fucking human good god. yeah i think hes huge
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b’elanna vs her mother at similar ages, plus some sketches!
#my art#star trek voyager#my very first deanna…. my original obsession. if i ever read as much about betazoids as i do klingons we’re all in grave danger#also wrt the first image b'elanna is. 12 years old and as such is about to go emo mode but not quite yet. the girly girl thing is a front#sometime in winter she'll chop her hair off without permission#what do we think? human girl look to fit into the image her father has while he's still around or after to try and get him back?#miral is also a little bookish like b'elanna but on different subjects.... likes to keep to herself naturally but is also loudmouthed and#got told she shared her opinion too often a lot in university. didn't stop her though she speaks up when she thinks (knows) she's right#what did she study? don't ask me my answer changes with the weather#botany....linguistics.....military strategy.....chemistry....... uhmmmm religious studies. or even better the klingon system doesn't have#starfleet equivalents and she spent ages 15-22 doing apprenticeships for a certain (or multiple) disciplines#anyway.#kessik 2352 b'elanna has trouble sitting still for photos until she gets a little older so all the pics from before 7 are of her father#physically holding her so that she won't wander OR off guard shots or super blurry. theres more videos of that time than anything
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i think my main goal as an artist is to create something worthy of being somebody's desktop background
#i've unfortunately done very little traditional drawing over the past year and a half#it actually makes me really sad because i miss when drawing didn't use up all of my spoons#i miss when i was able to just doodle and create and not feel the need to dedicate three days to a drawing#i miss painting for the fun of it#so like I think this summer im going to make it one of my goals to draw more#cuz i've been focusing a lot on the fibre arts and clothes customisation as my creative outlet for the past year#and i want to get back into the swing of drawing and painting and digital art#i've actually spent a lot of time studying art#and now i feel a lot more confident about my art style#rendering is a bitch though#anyway. maybe one day ill end up on a laptop near you#tidbits
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Playing through final draft is fun as hell and it’s not because I get to keep my weapons
It’s more of the fact that things are a whole lot more.. impactful with a broadened context. Not only that but I’m also realising my lack of exploration certainly didn’t help my first experience because why the hell did I get so bamboozled at seeing rental cabins in cauldron lake
Here’s some little things I’ve noticed replaying the game, excluding final draft changes (gonna end it off here because woah there, spoiler territory)
- David’s phone call with Saga foreshadows what happened to Logan very subtly. You wouldn’t rlly notice it unless you replay the game. The line?
“she slipped in the shower and bumped her head. She has a slight concussion but I’m keeping an eye on her. Lucky I heard her fall. She could have drowned.”
Big emphasis on the bold parts because that had my jaw dropped. This could possibly imply a form of validation to other Saga’s guilt - if she never went off to work, Logan wouldn’t have drowned and she would’ve had a chance to save her. At least that’s how I took it.
- Before Alan meets Ahti, when you enter the cafeteria you can very vaguely hear him him yöton yö’s instrumental.
- probably was used to save time (which I say understandable) but Alan’s model reverts back fo his one in the dark place when he’s in the car and you can notice it if you look through the car. No detection of sogginess here. Weirdly enough I switched to his classic outfit too so it was amusing to me)

- Ahti being wise as ever and ever so subtly alluding to Scratch (“not so much evil that not a bit of good as well. Not one without the other.”)
#rant post#Alan wake#alan wake (the man)#saga anderson#ahti the janitor#Alan wake 2#alan wake ii#AW2#alan wake 2 spoilers#god I love this foreshadowing so much it reminds me of Edgar wrights films#more in the way of ‘you wouldn’t know this thing alluded to this’ unless you watch it a second time#I eat foreshadowing like it’s breakfast lunch and dinner#if you saw this rant in the remedy entertainment discord server say hi i dont bite…#or part of it#anyway I’ll go back to studying now#IVE GOT TWO EXAMS IN ONE DAY TMRW#anyway yap session over
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