#anyways!! I'm back from vacation!!
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#tbd#collapses in bed after delayed flights#thank god im working from home the next two days#there's like no time at all before the next update to post some drabbles#but i am going to make sure i post that exquisite little gen vanrouge fic from plover anon ❤️#i think we all might need it in the coming hours 🥲#anyways!! I'm back from vacation!!#i tried to scroll through nightly and catch up on the dash#but let me know if i missed something particularly adorable or angst-riddled 👀
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sorry i was gone for a while i just got back from the mountains
#so my body crashed and burned while I was in the mountains#isat#isat odile#in stars and time#day 111#or something i forgot#ok it Has been almost a week now since I got back but it's a funny way to format a return post of sorts#Anyways sorry for literally not posting anything for 2 weeks! It's been a stupidly busy month#I'll still be busy for the rest of this month unfortunately but I'll still try to post something from time to time#in the meanwhile. odile gets a vacation. and a bit of my suffering along the way#edit: I should clarify that I'm alright now!! T'was just a weird few days lemme tell ya.#mayhaps 3 12 hour shifts right before a mountain trip was not the best idea (remember to do exercise sometimes guys...)
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littol thing for @shepscapades ‘s dbh au that’s been driving me mad ;) i know this probably isn’t compliant with the au’s canon but listen shep,,, 👉👈 bdubs had to get him out of the cave somehow right 🥺 it’s true in my heart. etho gets a little enjoying human comforts, as a treat.
anyways. bdubs upon ye
#doing the halftone on the first panel was so fun omg i need to find an excuse to do that more#anyways hi i'm back from vacation and this au's been plaguing me (positive) the entire time#needed to be abnormal about it for a bit <3#can't wait to see more shep!!#hermitshipping#ethubs#hermit shipping#ethoslab#bdubs#bdoubleo100#dbhc#hermitcraft dbh au#art#hermitcrap#hermitcraft#dbhc au#comic
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in order from left to right: the face of someone who is unaware they're about to rawdog their first day back to work, the sky, the sky, the sky, the sky
#I was halfway to the plant before I remembered I hadn't taken my meds 🥲 happy monday#monday felt like a whole week even though very little actually happened#telomirage.txt#anyway. the 🌱🌿🍃🥬🌵🍏 will be immortalised on my id badge which should be coming in from corporate later this week#and it was kind of nice having so many people seem excited to have me back#boss and big boss in particular seemed thrilled. big boss had a skip in his step and everything#I'm here for now!!! but WATCH OUT!!!!!!!! 👿#also d (dad friendworker) and I were like ships in the night#by which I mean my first day back = what was supposed to be his first day of vacation#but he came in for half the day to wrap some stuff up and to check on me lol#and then when he left it was very much him going 'DON'T STAY LATE YOU BETTER GO TO BED EARLY' and me going 'GET OUT OF HERE YOU'RE SUPPOSED#TO BE ON VACATION BE SAFE GO AWAY'
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one of my best friends is about to have a baby today........... so weird to be on the periphery of something so life changing. I want to go "life is going to change forever" as if it hasn't already
#I was thinking last night about how different we both are from the versions of us that were being young and active and busy and fit in pgh#before the pandemic and before her very targeted focused dating efforts yielded her the result she wanted (her now-husband)#[also I don't say that cattily lol she had the most coolheaded and down-to-business approach to dating bc she knew what she wanted.#and it worked!]#anyways I think back on that halcyon year of 2019 when we went to spin classes and spent every weekend doing something#or hanging out in her tiny mt. washington studio where we could watch downtown buzz at night#truly it was such a short period of time in retrospect. she convinced me to move here + then a year and a half later the whole world changed#and so too did we#I miss the her of those years (and I miss the me) but I'm making peace with not getting her back. it's cool to see her on this new journey#which she has worked so very hard for. like I cannot overstate the methodical and intentional way in which she has shaped her life to be#what she wants out of it. accounting for many bumps along the way that she's weathered admirably.#anyways within the next 48 hours she should be a mom. that's crazy#I feel weird when everyone around me is making lifechanging moves while I'm ''ho hum where should I go on vacation in the next 2 years'' lol#ay yai yai. strange to not want things other people want and being fine with that until you start losing touchpoints with your peers#then you're like. hang on now. what am I supposed to be doing right now
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somehow, I don't know how, but somehow sewing machines always know when you're nearly done with a project and pick that exact moment to throw a hissy fit
#sewing#sewing machines#I am so close to finishing this dumb swimsuit that I started in 2020 for a vacation that ended up not happening#and which I stuffed into a shoebox and into the back of my sewing stash when I realized I wouldn't get to wear it in 2020#then pulled it back out to finish for this family gathering coming up in a few days here#it's a one-piece suit and I hate one-piece swimsuits#and no one-piece has fit me off the rack since puberty so I'm stuck sewing it for myself#but I'm very happy with the design and relatively happy with the finished look#the idea is just to have something that is supportive and modest enough to wear around family#and in particular to wear to something like a waterpark with my nephews#something that won't ride up or fall down or come untied or anything like that#so it has a low-cut leg hole and a high-cut neck#and an entire invisible superstructure in the lining underneath to actually provide support and enclosure and all#it's plain black but it fits and supports and won't fly apart at the seams#but this very last step. oh this last step.#I had to drape the exterior bust area directly on me bc I can't account for curves and stretch and such if it's flat on the table#and then I had to wiggle out of it carefully with a ton of pins in the underarm and neckline area#I'm using a double-needle to top stitch the edges as a finish across the whole suit. it did one underarm and the neckline just fine!#but the turn from where the neckline meets the strap and down into the other underarm it just. won't do it.#it has thrown a fit and created a tangle of thread multiple times now. there are only 4" left to sew! just sew it!#it's not hard! we just did the exact same thing on the other side and it worked fine! but no! gotta throw a hissy fit!#ugh. anyway. I have removed all the thread and needles from the machine and turned it off and basically sent it to timeout lol#wrote this rant and gonna make myself some food and I'll fucking finish those last 4 inches later tonight or tomorrow#and then I have one tiny repair to something else I want to take on this trip. hopefully my sewing machine won't throw a fit over that too#istg the only projects this doesn't happen with are the ones that end with a bunch of handsewing#that's the way to trick my sewing machine I guess. but I'm not handsewing a swimsuit lol#at least I'm not so pressed for time that I can't just walk away from it for a bit. getting close to time to pack but not quite yet#my sewing#2024 mood#tagtalking
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the urge to ignore your assigned summer readings in favour of starting yet another Dostoevsky book that will ruin your life
#I'm reading Zeno's conscience right now and it's not even bad. I hated it at first because I had just finished the brothers karamazov#so naturally any book after that would seem like shit. anyways after a hundred pages or something I finally started appreciating it#BUT.i have an old ass edition of crime and punishment that just looks so eatable.you can't understand how fucking good that edition looks#I just know it is worth it to detach from reality for like a week and come back as a changed person. cons are that I would be even less#motivated to do my actual assigned readings or any type of homework ever honestly. vacations started a month ago#and I still haven't done shit aside from reading a bit of zeno's conscience.i am so cooked#also I'm having a category five depression moment so to cope with finishing tbk I am rereading one chapter a day and watching a weirdly well#made rai adaptation of it 🙏#dostoevskij#dostoevksy#fyodor dostoevsky#fedor dostoevskij#the brothers karamazov#crime and punishment#the gambler#the idiot#demons#white nights#etc etc
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little brother
#master utsushi#utsushi#monster hunter rise#lil guy adventures#i tried to figure out how to draw the new mini utsushi pouch plush in my style but it turns out...#it's... it's just the lil guy i've been drawing all along...#i don't know what to do with this information#anyway i'm back from vacation and the first thing i needed to do was fulfill the quota
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Assorted 0509 doodles from my computer, because I can't draw them right now and it's Killing me---
#milgram#milgram project#mikoto kayano#shidou kirisaki#0509#0905#my art#no this isn't my second time posting this what are you talking about#pretty sure these are in order from most to least recent#anyways yeah i've been on family vacation so i haven't been able to draw them :(((#but i need to draw them soooo bad i'm gonna explode#so yea sorry for disappearing </333#i've been writing at least ig...#also yes this is my coming out as a t4t 0509 truther#i am Passionate about this and anyone who agrees is an honorary sibling to me#okay that's all i will be back with proper art soon hopefully <3333
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#Photography#Cherry tree#Bee#Olympiapark München#Spring is here#Anyway I'm back from vacation and I guess I'm a nature photographer now?#I don't know what else to tag this with I just really like it#The cherry trees were like 30% bees by volume though#original post
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So on our vacation there was this perfect moment to tell my 3 uni friends I am nonbinary. Like the topic was already there (we were talking about a former classmate who has a nonbinary partner) and I could've just said. Hey guys idk if you guessed it but I'm nonbinary too :) and I know it would've been no big deal. No honestly it would've been great because they'd quit saying stuff like »we as women« etc. But I didn't say it. And I have no idea whyyy I just got super nervous and didn't know how to word it and didn't want to make it weird and then just left it at that aaaah what IS IT with me
#i don't see them that often so i thought like well they don't need to know do they:)#but that's bullshit!! i should've just told them and now it's too late grr#anyway hi I'm back from vacation it was really great i saw a lot of ships <3#⚓
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NAPOWRIMO24 #20: Stonewall
#prompt: write a poem recounting a historical event.#this is (perhaps extremely obviously) a found poem from the wikipedia page about the stonewall riots.#idk i thought it would be fun to do a historical event poem specifically using the language from a wikipedia page.#these are always so much harder than i expect them to be though lmao.#anyway don't @ me about the fact that this is uh. (checks notes) 4 days late. i was on vacation okay#i'm back and still on spring break for another week and i'm catching up. worry about yourself#napowrimo 2024#napowrimo#spilled ink#poetry#poetry on tumblr#poets on tumblr#writeblr#queer poets on tumblr#queer poem#queer poetry#queer poetry on tumblr#trans poets on tumblr#trans poem#transgender poetry#trans poetry#found poem#found poetry#wikipedia poetry#wikipedia poem#damien.txt#img desc in alt text
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Song of the Day: April 15
"Something in the Way She Moves" by James Taylor
#song of the day#it's been two weeks + two days since the last song of the day#the issue is you see that I started the songs up again in December because my insomnia was fucking up my perception of time#and I wanted some kind of regular marker to help me keep track#and then what happened two weeks + two days ago is that I lost all track of time and subsequently the songs of the day failed#I'm gonna see if I can keep up again for a bit now that I've re-restarted without an alarm on my phone#but if I miss any this week I'll just give in and turn the alarm back on#updates from the last two weeks are going to sound so chaotic let's see#I got a new project at work /and/ I got demoted /and/ I got added to a higher access level /and/ I'm in charge of a new database#yes all of those things together. I'm to be an accountant now! not instead but in addition to my other stuff. should be interesting#I didn't get April Fools off like I was scheduled to because all my scheduled vacation got unapproved#(I was here for about twenty nonsequential minutes to boop people and I'm glad I made time for it. extremely fun to boop)#I lied shamelessly to get eclipse day off and we went on a full-day roadtrip and it was wonderful. everything I dreamed and more#I killed one of my baby succulents through clumsiness and rabbits ate my pea plants but my sage and cabbages look promising#got a massive pot of mint flourishing on my porch and the horseradish is gorgeous#got Duncan lights and plants and a filter system for his frog tank but we haven't set up the substrate yet#so there's just potted plants sitting inside a terrarium. very amusing honestly#I've been playing a little Stardew and eating a /lot/ of hot sauce and tofu#drinking tons of klass aguas frescas--especially the soursop one. holy shit is it good. the mango and hibiscus also#and these past few days I've been sleeping better#for most of those two weeks I was getting a handful of twenty-minute naps each workday and then crashing unwillingly on the weekend#I haven't read any comic books since February :'( this weekend we're going to costco and then I'm reading comics until Monday#what have y'all been up to? I've missed being around#edit: oh shit the actual song part. anyway this is James Taylor! makes me happy and helps me settle. good vibes songs#I'm half-panicked about work all the time recently and then also today was tax day (Nick's taxes. blegh)#James Taylor doing some heavy lifting round here
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Home Improvement is interesting (at least in early seasons--I can't speak to later ones) because it's one of those stereotypical sitcom marriages where the husband is a meathead who makes colossal mistakes all the time, but in this case, you understand why these two stay married to each other. They have fun together! They make each other laugh! They're both very flawed people (Tim moreso, of course) but they can laugh at each other and at themselves. You get the sense that those differences and flaws are part of the reason they like each other. Sure, they fight about the Gender War Issue of the Week, but you can believe that they can fight and make up so often because their relationship is strong enough to weather it. It's just interesting to me, because I didn't expect that to be a Cheesy '90s Family Sitcom thing that held up well.
#home improvement#another case of me rambling to tumblr because who else am i going to tell?#this show was my childhood#i watched it every morning of summer vacation for years#much of it has not aged well#(why are there so many stupid puns?)#but i happened to catch an episode the other night#with very little plot#and it was mostly tim and jill bantering back and forth about tim's tool habits#combined with the father-son stuff it was extremely charming the whole way through#and it keeps coming to mind because i did not expect to enjoy it so much#also i'll never get over that time jill's actress guested on last man standing#his chemistry with her character was a zillion times more natural than his dynamic with his tv wife from that show#i'm not one to notice chemistry too much but it was obvious that one tv marriage had a lot more of it#anyway there's my basic family sitcom ramble#judge me as you may
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man i knew it was going too smoothly
#went from appointment to bloodwork to prescription for T in less than a week#and now i'm in insurance hell trying to get it covered so i can go pick it up and start my boy journey more thoroughly#but! it's not even that insurance doesn't want to give me the boy gel!#i called them ahead of time to see if I had to do anything for them to cover it - and the answer was just have my doctor send a form in#so i did that and then went on vacation expecting boy gel when i got back#but no! insurance never got the form and the phone tag between them and the doctor and the pharmacy i had to do to confirm this was wild#but hopefully doctor will resend the form it will go through and i will have t by the end of the week#fingers crossed anyway#the upside of this is that i have only had a pleasant time talking to insurance on the phone?#i may have shit coverage but by god is their customer service good#minus the continued ''ma'am''s even after confirming the prescription i was calling about was for testosterone lmao#worst case is they end up not covering it and i pay out of pocket - which isn't terrible and i'll do it but paying less is always nice#but also i would have liked to just know that and have gone and got my goddamn boy gel already#i don't talk about my personal trans stuff here very much but i should make a tag in case i do more of it#what do i want that tag to be tho#boy stuff#yeah ok i'm going to commit here and now to ''boy stuff'' lol
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Obviously Trobed is the main love story of Community and is practically canon in one way or another and I adore it, but I must say on this rewatch I'm nursing a little flicker of a fond and curious spark about the possibilties of Jabed
#No one throw tomatoes at me I'm allowed to multiship!!!#anyway something about Jeff occupying a persona out of fear and Abed occupying many personas out of love#something about Jeff being a man in his 30s so terrified of being unlovable that he crafts the persona of a man too cool for love#vs Abed a man who's been told he's weird/alien so many times that by his 20s(?) he's fully abandoned any shits he might have once gave#Jeff who makes out like he's a smooth ladykiller who has beautiful women throwing themselves at him#vs Abed who ACTUALLY has women (and men) throwing themselves at him because he's weird and it's hot#Jeff who's still not convinced he's a real person at all under the facade#Abed who's so confident in who/what he is that he can take vacations from it and step into totally different personas but always snap back#I think it's genuinely so important that they're the first two of the Greendale seven to meet/hang out#Jeff needs Abed to call him on his shit and show him it's possible as an adult to be weird and playful and loved for it#Abed needs Jeff to ground him a little and to take the group spotlight so Abed can observe and play to his heart's content#anyway i think in the best timeline we got an ep subplot like the han solo!Abed and Annie subplot#wherein Abed embodied a character Jeff has a buried crush on and briefly had a whirlwind romance with him and rocked his world#and Jeff has a crisis for like a week bc he considers himself a pickup artist who knows all the tricks#but the study group TV nerd just swept him off his feet and then strolled away like it was *nothing*#anyway don't mind me. Trying to prepare myself for a difficult day with some harmless blorbo thoughts#mr. bees speaks
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