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#as well. hi ! it's not usually this quiet !
cerise-on-top · 2 months
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Hii you know how you wrote about reader getting hurt because of their job please could you write that with graves or nikolai x
Hey! Sure I can!
Graves’ and Nikolai’s S/O Gets Hurt Because of Their job
Graves: On the outside he may seem calm and collected, but on the inside he’d be seething with rage. However, he won’t show you how angry he actually is, keeping it all to himself instead. He needs to be the big, strong man in your relationship, so he needs to keep his cool in front of you, no matter what. I don’t think he’d be too surprised you’d have gotten hurt, though. While he may have hoped it would never happen, that was just wishful thinking. You’ll either be on Shadow Company’s medbay or in the best hospital he can find nearby. Either way, you’ll be well taken care of. If you’re at Shadow Company, then he’ll station some of his most competent and trusted people to take care of you for the time being. You will be protected by them, and you will get whatever it is you may need from them as well. Or anything you may want, really. No cost is too high for Graves while you’re in recovery. While he may try to make time for you as well, he really does, he will also have someone track down whoever hurt you. This person will then be abducted to Shadow Company for a rough time. Graves himself would take care of them, and he can be pretty effective when he wants to be. However, if you’ve recovered by then, and are among the more vengeful people, then you’re more than welcome to do as you please with the bastard yourself, Graves has no qualms about that. In fact, he’d welcome you doing what you need to do. An eye for an eye. I think he’d become a bit more protective of you afterwards. If you’re okay with it, then he’ll leave you in the hands of some of his Shadows since he can’t always be there for you. If it was up to him, he’d combine you with his work and have you just live on base with him so he could always keep an eye on you, but you likely wouldn’t agree to that. It may seem a bit overbearing, but he will reach out to you more often and does expect you to respond within a few hours, or else he’ll get worried and send someone to check up on you, even if you’re alright.
Nikolai: While Graves may be furious, Nikolai is entirely calm about all of this. Yes, you got hurt, but seeing him panic would likely only worsen the state you’re in. He is well aware of the fact that you will pull through, he made sure of that himself. However, he won’t do anything drastic until you’ve recovered completely. That way your perpetrator has enough time to kill themself before he has to take action. Naturally, you mean the world to him, so any violence against you will not be excused. Nikolai runs a PMC, so he knows what he’s doing, he knows how to deal with violence. Violence for violence is the rule of the beasts and Nikolai’s cruelty is akin to that of a starved animal. However, that can wait until you’re alright again. He’ll visit you every day, even stay at the hospital, and bring you gifts, tell you stories and keep you company otherwise. But he won’t mention the plans he has for the sorry fuck who hurt you, those are for him to know and for you to never find out. Once you’re home again, going about your day, he will seek out the bastard himself and drag him to some place in Siberia. As mentioned before, Nikolai can be cruel when he wants to be, so I wouldn’t be surprised if he let that person run aimlessly around Siberia for a few days, hunted down by him and his people, only to capture and torture them later. Death is a kind of mercy that is not for them, though, so he’ll keep them alive for the time being. They almost took you from him, there’s nothing they could ever do to make up for that. They’ll be a new chewing toy for Chimera until they die for one reason or another. Nikolai won’t get too overprotective, but he will be keeping a closer eye on you. He won’t station one of his people in front of your home when he’s away, but he will try to make more time for you. Calls become more frequent and he will try to find some excuses to spend more time with you, even if it’s just by video chatting with you when you have the time. He won’t freak out, but he won’t forget about that incident either.
#cod#cod x reader#phillip graves#phillip graves x reader#cod nikolai#cod nikolai x reader#I was thinking about wanting a request for Graves again not too long ago so this came at an ideal time#they're both very powerful people who are also war criminals and not afraid of breaking every law in existence#so yeah they'll have their fun with whoever hurt you#thinking about an angry Nikolai scares me so bad actually. he'd be so calm and quiet and that's just the most terrifying thing to me#if you're in an especially bad condition then I think Graves would become more strict with his Shadows#he knows he shouldn't be like that at work but he can't help it since he's just that worried about you#he's usually a fun and caring boss but he'd become very different when you get hurt#of course he'll go back to normal once everything is alright again but you being hurt would hit the Shadows pretty hard as well#I like to think he does talk about you to his Shadows so they definitely know who you are#and just by hearing about you most of them would like you as well. especially because Graves loves you this much and they like him a lot#so I think a lot of Shadows would also grow protective over you and I think that's so very sweet#I always liked to think that the people at Shadow Company were very close with each other#especially because Graves is a good boss and makes sure the work climate there is ideal. despite the war crimes#Graves is actually a pretty fly guy in my eyes. he's just cocky but he does worry a lot about his Shadows and you deep down#he loves his Shadows and he loves you too
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zeb-z · 10 months
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also something about foolish, who usually sticks around spawn, who builds or fools around, who takes care of his daughter, going off thousands of blocks away to fight in dungeons. to throw himself into the fight again and again. to find something harder to fight each time, to get a reward that he doesn’t really need or want anyway. no leo around for him to worry about, or worry about him in return, after all
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oscill4te · 11 days
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Wednesdays used to be my least fav day of the week but i now replace that with Monday
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#in therapy we identified that maybe my work life affects my sense of happiness more than i thought#it really just takes 1 coworker with no chill =m= i hate micromanagers#hes the kind of person who tells you lots of contradicting things and gets angry over small things#im like his new target that he gets angry at and always nitpicks at. it used to be someone else#and he gives me contradicting orders all the time so its like im always gonna be wrong????#“dont focus on overstock. Always prioritize checking dates”#or “dont focus on checking dates. Always prioritize overstock”#or “mark things down whenever gou can” to “dont mark things down anymore” ?????#he just annoys me and hes weird (legit weird.) and i hate him. and i could rant for paragraphs but i wont lulz#anyways mondays I have to work 8 hrs with him. i really dont like him. goddddd. i had a freak out last week but uh. it got him off my back#i usually use “gray rocking” i just give little answers and nod my head but he kept accusing me of not checking dates (i do!!!)#so i freaked out a lil bit and frantically shlwed him alllllllllll the shit i marked down. it got him off my back it was funny#gotta be hysterical sometimes to get ppl off your back rather than just be a quiet stone that absorbs negativity#its weird bc growing up the “be quiet and say nothing” usually gets ppl off my back but#i guess in my work situation gotta have a small freak out to get ppl off the back LOL. embarrassing but it worked#i dont wanna resort to that tomorrow. god i hate people who micromanage and never see the good you do as an employee. they only see the bad#its never “wow she keeps the department well phased and stock and checks dates and even cleans the units”#just “hmm what small thing can i make a negative comment on?”#or give orders just for the sake of giving orders iykwim#normally i can deal with it but when its ALL day... for 8 hrs.. bruh. i h8 mondays okay
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forestofsprites · 2 months
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hope you've all been well, friends!! enjoying spring or autumn respectively!!! having a lovely start to may!!!!!
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july-19th-club · 1 year
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me age seven being sat down in front of the school’s district child psych lady and being given strange, simple spatial puzzles to solve and then long, complicated worksheets and hammering my way through them at the speed of light while having zero comprehension what their purpose was or why i was here: this is urgent! i have to get a good grade in Weird Puzzles, Or Else, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,
#kjalkjsdalkjasdl mrs button was a nice lady but not one adult in my childhood ever seemed to notice what to me now seems like#a pretty obvious case of the autisms#then again maybe they just didn't look as hard unless it was *really* obvious back then . it was like. what. 2000? a couple years later#everybody was talking about autism but not when i was six or seven then it was usually just when it was Very Visible#a couple years later my cousin who's more visibly on the spectrum than me got her diagnosis so young that she's pretty much always had it#which is...well i think it's just made her life difficult in a different way. people underestimate her or don't treat her like she's her age#but then she's always had the opportunity to get accommodations and people are sometimes more forgiving when she can't do something#whereas i got labeled 'kid that should be ahead of the game' from a pretty young age and then when i struggled adults either ignored it#or it was just a huge hassle to them and even i could see it exasperated them to have to work around me#but because mrs button (nice lady but what were you thinking) hadn't told them to treat me like a kid with a developmental disorder#they didn't do that in good OR bad ways . so i never got any accommodations with school stuff i struggled with which was a fair bit#i wasn't supposed to need extra testing time in a quiet room or tutoring with math or help organizing my abysmally scattered things#the only time i DID get that was in sixth grade when i was sort-of friends with this kid jonathan who was Very On The Spectrum#he wasn't really a talker unless it was about whatever he was reading which suited me fine so we just kind of existed in each other's space#and his TSS was this very smart and nice lady who had clearly clocked that Something Was Going On With Me and even though it wasn't like#her JOB she made a little bit of time for me. mostly with emotional stuff (i think i was under the impression she was a therapist?)#but if i had some problem with being unable to keep friends or being frozen out by the kids i wanted to be liked by (happened often)#she'd be able to just like. be there she'd make the time . wish i could remember her name
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mintacle · 2 years
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Jason Todd; excerpts from "Courtney Love prays to Oregon"
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a-gay-little-cat · 5 months
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walking in to rephrase my thoughts from discord but i was just thinking about tiger getting checked up by his ripper n yknow one could consider tiger a 'borg in cyberpunks terms sure hes not super insane looking like smasher, he likes looking human and theres almost an art to having all these enhacements and reinforcements all neatly tucked away for no one to see yes you have the obvious visible cyberware on his face, his body, the tail but its nowhere near as extreme as you see elsewhere at times, hell, look at someone from maelstrom
all in all he looks.. tame, very stylized sure but you might not exactly expect this all going on in there
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enypneon · 15 days
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the way v can refuse hands when he needs them most and he literally locks the door for one last attempt at persuasion is the moment his suave mask falls even if only for a second ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ
like when you first meet him and he starts to read the chessmen of mars? is such a subtle yet upfront way to say “you're a little bitch”
you're a chess piece and there's nothing you can do now you have been absorbed by this game MY game
AND LET'S NOT forget when he tells v they earned their silver slippers, comparing them to dorothy and when asked about what role he takes he claims to be the narrator, who is third-person omniscient, which means he thinks he is and probably is all-knowing, even of things he "shouldn't"/isn't expected to be aware of.
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egginfroggin · 11 months
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Back with the Train Chatelaines and Battle Maison twins.
Imagining a scenario where the twins visit Unova to try out the Battle Subway and somewhere in the middle of everything all six of them just end up chilling and talking about trains and such.
The time comes for a train to depart, and the four Chatelaines all give their own version of "All aboard!" as they like to do when they're together -- Morgan has a steady and strong voice, Dana has excellent volume but sounds aggravated, Evelyn is the quietest and has an unsteady voice, Nita's voice is loud but high because she hasn't quite mastered projecting from her chest yet -- before turning to the twins and saying, "now you try."
The twins glance at each other.
Ingo takes a deep breath.
Emmet plugs his ears, and the sisters are confused for all of two seconds as to why.
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sugared-violets · 8 months
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i was playing with one of our newer little boys today and out of nowhere he went "oh no! you have a booboo!" and grabbed my hand to show me a stripe of red marker on my finger 😂❤️ it was so sweet! he also later in the day gave me a coloring page he did and told me "this is for you teacher! and see what this says here?" and pointed to some scribbles along the side of the page and i was like omg what's it say??? and he goes "it's your name! because it's for you!" and it was so cute that i didn't have the heart to point out that i don't think he even knows my name yet 😂😂
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13eyond13 · 1 year
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#been thinking about genetics and nature vs nurture and all this sort of stuff a lot lately#and just contemplating why people are the way they are and how much is sort of hardwired vs learned etc.#anyway I'm definitely wayyyy more like my dad than my mom and i think i have actually learned to become sort of the ideal companion#for people like my mom#because my mom is the harder to please and stronger personality in the household who is way more obviously emotional and sensitive#and i empathized with her automatically in a sort of female solidarity way as the household is all boys otherwise#but anyway i know im just naturally like my dad in disposition and humour and looks and everything else but i also know i probably studied#how he handles my mom and her outbursts and insecurities and learned to react to it similarly to him as well#she's a very odd mix of one of the most empathetic kindest people you'll ever meet and also incredibly critical and sensitive to criticism#and she barely ever will tell you you did a good job at anything and will point out mostly only the bad stuff or flaws in whatever you do#yet also HATES that her own mom is exactly the same way and was traumatized by that growing up herself#i honestly 100% believe her mom (my grandma) is undiagnosed autistic and simply doesnt even realize how she comes off but it really#affected my mom growing up and now she is constantly on alert for anything that could possibly be a critique of her and will throw you#under the bus instead if you ever say something even remotely close to negative about her or arent extremely thoughtful about showing up#to the multiple events she hosts every single week#anyway the way my dad usually reacts is just being extremely quiet and steady and dry humoured in reaction to this and when she starts#critiquing him and bringing up all his past failures as a way of making herself feel better about her own bad self esteem he kind of just#takes it and doesnt take it personally because he knows shes doing it for low self esteem reasons#even though its not really fair to him and she would absolutely hate anybody doing the same to her#when i think of my dad's gentle quietness and humour and how much he hates being aggressive or critical i think of when we played a#board game called qwelf once and in the game he was made to act like a drill sergeant and scold and yell at all of us as we moved#our pieces around the board and the best he could do was to mutter stuff like 'get your buns in gear there soldier!'#it makes me lol to remember it my god he simply can't it's the most unnatural thing for him in the world#anyway i always wonder how much of my similarities to him are just genes and how much are learning from him#by watching and admiring and mimicking#because having nieces shows me that kids are absolutely little sponges who try to do everything they see you doing without even knowing#if it's a good thing to be mimicking or not and that can be a bit of a terrifying responsibility as the adult#i am glad i learned good coping mechanisms from dad and how to handle unfair criticism and lack of praise in stride as well but#something i had to teach myself as an adult was how to have healthy boundaries and be assertive when i feel like im being treated poorly#because my parents are both huge people pleasers who struggle with it themselves
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potatobugz · 2 years
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Some more creatures and their lusii! Having a lot of thoughts today about these silly folks (I might ramble some about them in the tags)
#homestuck#hs#homestuck oc#OK SO FIRST OFF i changed Maltur's name to Marmur but im still super indecisive and thought 'Marmut' sounded cool too#Marmur fit sorta well bc it sounds like murmur and his whole thing is that he doesnt talk out loud often#and when he does hes usually very quiet#he has a SHORSE DAD#vigila is a teal blood so of course hes got the whole justice thing going on. hes like a detective who takes the law into his own hands#sorta.#like batman except hes lame as shit (affectionate)#hes not nearly as tough as he thinks he is & hes got a big sweet tooth; he loves candy#he absolutely would read stuff like nancy drew. his lusus is a hound dog sorta like scooby doo. Scooby Dad if you will#Lepido is a gold blood so ofc she has psychic powers but as cliche as it may sound she doesnt have a good handle on them yet#the reason her horns are different in two pictures is bc those were older pictures of her so ive changed her design since then#she gets excited very easily and is a bit of an airhead (but we love her anyway). she dies photography as a hobby#and shes pretty good at it :]#i dont have much to say about Molee other than their pronouns are they/them theyre an artist and they eat crayons#or chalk#one of the two. they definitely eat their art supplies#i only have two typing quirks figured out but Lepido triples the last letter in her sentence and doubles her punctuation#and Marmur replaces 'o' with a period and ends his sentences with punctuation followed by a comma#anywho. sorry 4 rambling like this i have not done this on tumblr in a while. but if youve read up to this point thank you :]#potatart
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fucksatan · 2 years
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A story I posted on my ig and I will stand by it forever <3
#if you don't like this movie or think it was a perfect sequel to breaking bad#then I don't know how your brain works and idc#jesse pinkman has my heart and this was a beautiful way to say goodbye to him#did they NEED to make a movie about what happened to him after felina? no.#did Vince nail it anyway (as usual)? ABSOLUTELY.#if you were hoping for an action packed thriller that would make you feel satisfied and cathartic like the breaking bad finale did#then you missed the point of the film and the purpose jesse served as a character for the entire 5 seasons of breaking bad#i am not arguing that the film was flawless or the best of vince's work#but it certainly wasn't trash as some people would like to believe#and it's gentle and quiet ending made sense. it fit the character's arc. it was well deserved and beautiful and cathartic in its own way#watching his brief flashbacks with mike and walt not only gave us context for him#but also somehow expanded on their characters when we already know a lot about them and thought we knew everything we needed to know...#... about them in the context of what happened in breaking bad#El Camino's storytelling was clever and emotionally effective#was it the best of Vince's work? no. was it hot garbage? FUCK NO.#it worked like an extended episode to breaking bad and once you see it that way it all makes sense#i will defend this movie with my life okay#el camino#jesse pinkman#breaking bad#jesse my beloved#walter white#fuck walter white#mike ehrmantraut#better call saul#kim wexler
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tardis--dreams · 1 year
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Kill wound maim etc my neighbors. Today is particularly bad so i need them dead.
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south-sea · 1 year
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as if overnight, i have gone from just favoring metal sonic specifically to “but what if every robot ever”
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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i'm so sleepy 🥺
#🌙.rambles#random but i rlly wna make that priv twt soon but#i still have my old account from like 2019 i think n that ffxiv one i still haven't used yet#n my current main one#I DONT HAVE ENOUGH EMAILS FOR THIS#i'll.. make more ? 💀#IM. YK TODAY ONE OF MY COURSES#we had to do smth related to like. idk how to explain but anyways for that the site we picked was spotify#my classmate brought up n remembered that i have like 600 playlists..#im so embarrassed it's like 800 now too actually#my voice is so soft in convos n i probably seem so sleep-deprived#funny bcs when i'm eating n like my friends go to my class i'll be this weird kid fr or smth#random but fuuta's voice is so nice.. his va did so well w his songs oh my god#aghskfjsjs sometimes i get shy w reciting. my voice is still soft but#when it comes to attendance lmfao or#i find it rather amusing how i speak louder when i'm in front of the class than in my seat#idk i think i'm used to speaking Facing an audience. i'm good with that#like even if i'm shy n ngl my face wld be heating up n my heart wld be.. YEAH bcs anxiety i dont want to fuck up#but. talking in front like that i usually do well. my voice is usually. idk loud compared to what most ppl see me as bcs rlly im so. quiet#i'm shy but idk i have confidence w ^^#it's so funny though.. i probably seem intimidating ngl w being quiet but when someone talks to me i'm Shy. or whatever#yk when it comes to friends i rlly wonder how they're all like outside what i'm most used to#like. yk their other sides n all. it makes me. idk what word is best but >< yk when you realize you know these aspects of someone that most#don't? like. loving someone's music taste. or the way they help or listen or write. their talents n voice or wtvr n#you realize that. oh my god. you're so happy you're close w this beautiful person in your life.#i'm rambling idk i cld say so much more :<< when i love i really Love n i wna. show it to yk my family n friends n all#i'm so sleepy.. i think i always get even more like this when i'm sleepy wtf!#thinking of. i rlly just wna be myself but i end up subconsciously restraining some aspects of myself i think bcs of some fears#being Completely alone or unwanted? on the other hand i rlly do love unconditionally n wholly hfsjgsk i'll try to be kinder to myself .#IM RAMBLING I SWEAR IM SO SLEEPY BYE ILL NAP OR SMTH
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