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[en8y]

wargod + wargoddess + wardeity + wargoddex

[IMAGE ID: four rectangular flags, each with horizontal lines that vary between being straight and wavy. all of the colors are different shades of red and pink. there is a complicated symbol in the middle. END ID.]

wargod: a gender relating to, or influenced by, war and being a god, being a war god, or a god of war.

wargoddess: a gender relating to, or influenced by, war and being a goddess, being a war goddess, or a goddess of war.

wardeity: a gender relating to, or influenced by, war and being a deity, being a war deity, or a deity of war.

wargoddex: a gender relating to, or influenced by, war and being a goddex, being a war goddex, or a goddex of war.

[omoris-bar]

Hello! I have ID, please give fruit juice. *The ID looks nothing like the person.*

Sir, or ma'am or whatever. This ID doesn't match. It's not yours

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[fixing-bad-posts]

but in all seriousness, please watch my favourite performance of this monologue of all time

[mayfriend]

a couple years ago, i got really ambitious and decided i was going to make a uquiz. it would be the uquiz to end all uquizzes, it would mean i used my history degree and it would be queer with a capital Q. and to be fair to past me, i did all the questions, had chosen what (or who, in this case) the results would be, and just had to write the bios for those results, which i did half of... and then crashed. two years later, i finally convinced myself to finish it off, so i mostly proudly present the 'which historical gay are you?' uquiz. if your result's bio is a little lacking, thats not because youre boring, it's because i'm chronically ill <3

[killjoys-makesomenoise]

lofi study nights at Seacaster manor

[goldenjuniper]

hot drinks 🐱☕️ (alternate version under read more!!)

horror sans belongs to sour-apple-studios!!!

[comradekatara]

it's national draw your sibling day

[guinevereslancelot]

it's a beautiful day at the roman senate and you are a horrible goose

[bloodysparklez]

guys help the protagonist isn't supposed to like me, what did i do??!? ;-;

[en8y]

deathgod + deathgoddess + deathdeity + deathgoddex

[IMAGE ID: four rectangular flags, each with horizontal lines that vary between being straight and wavy. all of the colors are different shades of dull purple, dull green, dull teal, and cool grey. there is a complicated symbol in the middle. END ID.]

deathgod: a gender relating to, or influenced by, death and being a god, being a death god, or a god of death.

deathgoddess: a gender relating to, or influenced by, death and being a goddess, being a death goddess, or a goddess of death.

deathdeity: a gender relating to, or influenced by, death and being a deity, being a death deity, or a deity of death.

deathgoddex: a gender relating to, or influenced by, death and being a goddex, being a death goddex, or a goddex of death.

[delicourse]

been watching dungeon meshi...🌱

[anatomical-puppet]

my source is that i am autistic about horror

[edenfenixblogs]

If you’re not Jewish/Muslim/Israeli/Palestinian and you are talking publicly in any way about the i/p conflict you should probably do your research about dog whistles and take that info seriously. It shouldn’t be up to affected groups to educate you while actively being triggered and traumatized.

It’s not fun to constantly worry if your friends secretly hate you or if they are sliding into antisemitic spaces or are ok with genocide as long is against the right group of people.

You aren’t free of antisemitism or Islamophobia just because you don’t sit around thinking, “I hate Jews/Muslims/Arabs.” This shit is structural. I don’t care how many Jews or Muslims or Arabs you know. If you haven’t actively deconstructed your own bias against these groups, you’re probably still hateful whether you realize it or not.

[shyhandart]

🍬 Sweet as sunshine! 🍬