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izzuku · 2 days

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Hello I'm back again! This time I bring you some new designs, and some you haven't seen at all ^^. Honestly I've been hitting my head for months, trying to see what designs fitted best in my own eyes. For me Sam has always been a pale, dirty blonde with a lumberjack body (at least for me because I think it's pretty attractive) and the same goes for Asher with a strawberry blonde and some comfy and simple clothes (I've discussed this with my partners and I told them how I think Asher had a scene phase when he was a teenager). As for Milo I've always loved the idea of him having white streaks in his hair and vitiligo (my darlin' design has bi hair too bc it's something I find fascinating) and for David I decided to make his hair a bit longer (kinda like when Markiplier had his that length in a short ponytail) and a bit chubbier ^^ . Still I have some more designs I gotta make and re do because I'm never satisfied with them but that's enough of my rambling. Another thing is that I don't usually post my listeners designs bc in the end it's about how you perceive them and yourself so I don't really like pushing the way I see listeners onto others. Still I have some of them done so if anyone is ever interested in seeing them I'm more than welcome to post them here. Anyway I hope you guys have a great day <3

#izzuku #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted shaw pack #redactedverse #redacted david #redacted sam #redacted milo #redacted asher

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0039pf-third-blog-hooray · 4 months

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slowly but surely… 😔🥀🥀 another wip of my wintersberg piece

#trained so well in the gym yesterday that my whole body now hurts... i added weight to a lot of exercises #and yesterday i did a deep push-up from knees for the first time!! i did push-ups right to the floor! i've never been able to do this before #bc i've always had weak arms but the exercises in the gym helped me achieve this i was so glad 😭😭😭#although my right hand with suspected carpal tunnel syndrome was unhappy 😵‍💫😵‍💫 it began to hurt... but!! if usually it can hurt for #half a day after push-ups then this time it was for only a minute - exercises with an expander helped me! i do it for a two weeks now almost #everyday. i'm so glad that exercise is effective in my life and has a positive effect on my health. i really like to do this #train thinking about my favorite imaginary men thinking “i want to be like them” lol 😭😭#and listening to either a bimbo playlist or some hard rock where they yell in your ears ahaha nothing in between #0039pf shitposts #wintersberg #re8 #karl heisenberg #resident evil #re8 heisenberg

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mars-ipan · 3 months

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some postgame doodles for pride month

#martzipan #komahina #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #domestic kmhn likers pspspsps cmere #i never draw just fluff/domestic things bc i get too in my feelings lmao. this one was no exception #i had to take a break midway through bc i got sappy. IT'S OK THO we got it done :3 #neways these tie into some headcanons of mine so i'm gonna share 'em here #mainly i hc them having little ways where they just look out for each other #komaeda is usually the only one who can convince hinata to take a goddamn break without having to forcefully drag him away from his work #bc hinata does NOT take enough breaks. and he does not listen to reason #until there is a komaeda who is tired and can't go to sleep without his human teddy bear :((( can't let him go to bed aloneeee #n i think hinata just. casually feeds komaeda ALL the time #bc he won't eat enough on his own. and if you offer him food he'll be inclined to see it as a nicety and try to reject it #but if you just. Put Food In Front Of His Mouth. he'll eat it #it's kind of a reflex like komaeda doesn't realize he's being fed most of the time #they take care of each other bc they won't take care of themselves otherwise lmao. it's a little dysfunctional but they're trying #i think once they've recovered enough to be able to just enjoy each other's company they get REALLY really giggly #they have a lot of teenage/young adult love stuff to catch up on and since they didn't really have a puppy love phase. they laugh a lot #they'll try to do something tender or sweet but then one of them will start to laugh. and then it's not long before the other breaks #komaeda usually breaks first. bc he's always in awe of just how happy he is. bc he never thought he COULD be this happy #not without hell looming just over the horizon anyways #when hinata breaks first it's bc he's thinking of how much they've both been through and put each other through #and he's just sort of like 'how the fuck did we end up here'#(btw komaeda snorts when he's trying not to laugh. this is just fact trust me)#OH AND I HAVE MANY HEADCANONS ABT THEIR SLEEP STUFFS #as stated hinata runs hot and komaeda runs cold. but ALSO #hinata's a sprawler. komaeda gets Clingy. it works out for them tho #if komaeda doesn't have hinata to hold like a body pillow he'll curl into the tightest little ball. it gives him back pain lmao #oh and yes. they absolutely wake up with their legs incredibly tangled together

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universalmonster · 2 months

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Put your music library on shuffle, then list the first five songs that come up in a poll to let people vote for which one they like the most! Tagged by @mad-science-dinosaur

tagging @cloistergardens @crumb @ventiswampwater @amberdagger @eyes-inthe-skies aaaaaand anyone else who sees this and wants to pretend I tagged them

#full library shuffle is always fun bc it's usually so different to what I'm currently listening to lmao

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dreamyeyedrose · 2 months

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listen if we brat summer our way out of fascism I'll fuckin take it

#ravi rants #historically speaking the best way to shut down asshats that violate the social contract of tolerance is to mock them #idk man maybe I have a different perspective on all of this because I'm part of the desi diaspora #but like.... so Indians won't always obviously call out violations of social decorum #if you're making an idiot of yourself or you're making a scene. other people will stand by and let you do it.#my therapist and I talk about me coming from a high-context Asianic cultural background like I do a lot actually #because the thing about Indian decorum is that. like.#one. you protect yours. if your friend is actively intervening in on something there's a reason and it might be helpful #but two. if someone's breaking decorum.... we allow them to do so in order to figure out why.#if someone's ex is crashing a wedding and successfully gets the floor they'll get heard out #and everyone will be paying attention #because the thing is those kinds of overt violations of decorum usually happen for a reason....#Indian soap operas are A Lot™ but listen. a party might be the right time to call someone out on being abusive or manipulative #because the whistleblower can be escorted away to safety by them and theirs.#and usually you have to be able to know enough decorum to get to the point where you make a scene #and Indians respect the hustle. we'll hear you out.#the Hindu gods are notorious for being like 'alright smart guy. here's your wish.'#the gods will readily admit if they've been outwitted #but you're an idiot if you think you'll get away with fucking with the natural chaos of samsara and karma forever :)#however. there's also Hindu parables of asuras and dumbass humans realizing they fucked up and taking the L with grace #and the gods respect that #but lol. fascists aren't respectful.#Richard Spencer shut the fuck up after we all saw him get punched #conservatives are having a mental breakdown over being called weird while insisting that a cis woman is a man #and I'd like to remind everyone that the social role of a court jester is to keep everyone humble #bc dude. if you're getting butthurt over the clown ribbing you. maybe calm the fuck down? look in the mirror?#you may be a king but the larger the seat you hold #the better your toilet plumbing should be

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skrunksthatwunk · 2 months

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"i'm not disabled" followed immediately by "i've got bad knees and a bad back" is certainly something to read 🤨 you know it doesn't have to be cripling for it to count, right...? it's not normal to be in pain after 15 minutes of standing. ableds can stand for, like, an hour at a time before they need to sit.

i know! i appreciate the concern, but i uh. dunno lol. genuinely i don't know. but i included the afaik ("i'm not disabled afaik" was the original phrase, though i'm not like mad at you for excluding it or anything) because i'm well aware that it's a possibility. it's hard to explain but there's a lot of little things that don't add up to much but are like. noticeable. like i would prefer to do most things sitting, if i could, as a matter of comfort. it would be easier for me. and walking isn't as bad as just standing. i've never been great at taking care of my body, and this has only gotten worse with time. it's hard for me to know what i should read as necessity and what i should read as preference, and how much weight to put on said preferences. like you said, i know it doesn't need to be "if i don't sit down i'm going to collapse" or anything, but where to draw that line between Definitely A Medical Thing That Affects Me More Than Other People and.. not that, i'm not sure. i kinda just thought i was a persistently slightly tired and low energy person, but it doesn't seem bad enough to be chronic fatigue, so...? is it related to the half-diagnosed. idk it's complicated depression (and yes in hindsight i probably should've counted that as disabling but whatever)? idk it's not a rabbit hole i've explored much at all is my point. but i know it's there and uh i guess this was sort of validating in a way anon so.. yeah? yeah👍

#also in reference to the pain after 15 mins of standing thing it's.. usually closer to discomfort than pain? but it's not Not pain either #it's often more like 'oh i should sit down. i wanna sit down. i should sit down' and it's not that frequent but it's like a status effect #and the frequent reminders are only after like 20-30 minutes #sometimes i don't even notice it and sometimes (if i'm bored lol) i'll notice it a Lot #this is not helped by my body being.. iffy at telling me what's going on. it's always too much or too little input with this guy #ahh that rascal. anyway #listen anon 1) uh sorry for going off like this idk if that's like. socially appropriate or whatever but i'm doing it anyway 2) if you've #got ideas i'm all ears. like off the top of your head not like. im not asking you to do research for an internet stranger ok #plus it feels weird saying i could be disabled when i have no idea what it would even be. i mean i think i'd believe someone else if they #said that but it's a classic rules for me and not for thee situation. still working on that #point is i got brain gunk for sure i just don't know how much of the body gunk is because of the brain gunk or smth else #like the possibly-probably autism definitely affects me physically i just don't know exactly what to do with that information #like. am i exhausted bc i'm overstimulated? is it the burn out? or is that a separate thing? or are they working together? etc #anyway yeah got caught vagueposting about my symptoms here's the deep dive no one wanted. for self indulgence purposes :v #no but i think about it a lot with posts like this bc i mean. would an able bodied person react THAT strongly to finding out shower stools #exist? probably not. but who knows for certain #....coming to the conclusion of. probably. maybe. but in what ways specifically? uh. i dunno. i just got them heavy limbs #might be a thyroid issue now that im looking into it. but again this is Not my area of expertise

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numbuh424 · 1 year

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erm I might be kinda excited for the Death Note Musical London cast recording

#death note #l lawliet #Light yagami #death note the musical #death note musical #joaquin pedro valdes #dean john wilson #wip #work in progress #elle draws #it's genuine a bit of a struggle using green for L in this ngl lol #he's just so BLUE i always make him blue #adding the greens in there is like damn who is this man #I forgive them tho bc we're finally getting the official recording of The Way Things Are in english #I hope this ends up looking okay lol I just started it on a whim while listening to the slime tutorials on YT lmao #for any new ppl btw I don't usually draw like this I'm just being a bit silly and trying new things lately

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artsycloudysleepy · 3 months

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Here it is :)

WOAH!!!! THE ELEANOR EVER!!!

SHE LOOKS SO UNHINGED AND COOL I LOVE IT :000000

THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE HER!! YOUR ART IS AMAZING /gen

also completely expected it to be a fragment so am really happy to be so surprised!!! she looks terrifying in your style!! /pos

#artsy's post #artsy's ocs #artsy's moot sillies #artsy's asks #artsy's fabrication #artsy's eleanor #artsy's fabrication: asks #artsy's woah #i have too many tags #BUT SHE'S AWESOME??? HOW DO YOU DO THESE THINGS #those eyes. those eyes are so desperate and crazed and it's brilliant :DDD #the makeup is a super nice touch too! the purple and the eyelashes especially; they're sharp and make her seem even more crazed somehow #and the heart-like tongue is super unnerving bc she seems so nice and friendly!! wanna hug her!! she'll also kill me!!#plus her pose is so telling too!! relaxed and elegant but also certain and murdery #also the parasol being used as a murder weapon is SUCH a cool idea!!! didn't even think of that but she SO would use it like that :D #am glad for both our sakes i decided to make the ring of black roses at the bottom of her dress like a cloud rather than detailed lol #drawing each individual rose could kill us both before SHE does so hooray for black puffy scribbles instead of detailed stuff!#also again your way of drawing shoes is brilliant! idk why but the shapes tickle my brain in a good way :)#PFFT- zoomed in on the art and her hands are in a similar position to holding a gun and now i'm imagining her parasol secretly being a one #lock and load the parasol. fire the umbrellas #i made up eleanor while watching some ppl play hitman and listening to 'the dismemberment song' and she looks EXACTLY like how i pictured!!#also this is a massive help visualising her outside her reference tysm :0 #she's like a baby. literally only started existing a few weeks back. despite being an adult in a world mainly made of kids she is young AF #so haven't got around to drawing her in my usual style yet; this is a brilliant drawing AND it helps me visualise her better!! tysm!!!#tldr i love everything about this!!! thank you so much for creating it for me #you're the best :DDD #as always have a great timezone and tysm again!!! you've made my night /gen :)

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piplupod · 4 months

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every day i see people talking about things that I simply do not understand no matter how much I look into it and think about it and try to figure it out. i cannot tell if it's brainfog and fatigue or if I'm just ,,,, incapable of being intelligent enough for it all :[

#i sure do feel like a fucking idiot lately!#I wish I wasn't (weren't?) aware of how stupid i am but unfortunately i am acutely aware of it and I can't seem to do anything about it #like... why am i unable to comprehend things. why can't i figure it out if I go learn about it. why does it just not Click for me.#becoming increasingly aware of just how little i know and how naive i am and i have to say ... its frightening me fhfkdl #i feel like i am going to be fucking mauled if i say anything ever or if i try to participate in any conversations of worth #so I've just been staying quiet constantly. but then I just feel disconnected from everything and everyone #because i never participate! i just stand in the bg and listen and watch!!#but what's driving me crazy is i dont even seem to be learning in any significant way!! even though im just listening all the time!!#why can't i make any progress in understanding shit 😭 why is it all still just as out of reach as when i started !!#i really feel like there is something very wrong with my brain but idk what to do about it dhfjdkl #I've been isolating a lot more than usual the past couple months because i just feel so useless and stupid compared to everyone else #but then i talk to ppl irl and i feel like I'm operating on a higher level of social awareness than most ppl #which then makes me feel bad bc i worry im somehow thinking im better than other ppl but its not that fhdkdl #i just get tired of like... guiding the conversation for ppl and smoothing over social potholes #like im always the one driving the conversational vehicle. and if i stop driving then we crash. idk if this makes sense #but then online im always the one who is one step behind everyone else and making blunders #so ... I don't know what to do anymore fhfjdkl i think smth has gotten very broken in my brain and idk what it is or how to fix it #UHMM ANYWAYS. this is ... a rant and a half. oops.#im the worlds most average joe cool though 👍 nothing to worry about or see here! (<- sarcasm i think)#this is one of my worst vents of all time actually fbfjdkl this one is just a real stinker #just kind of incomprehensible and way too self-pitying methinks. oh well! I'll delete it if i think better of it later dbfjdkl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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tvrningout · 5 months

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peeking in to say i'm sorry for saying i was gonna be here and then not being here!! i keep getting headaches lately that take me out of commission bc it gets really hard to concentrate ;v; even now i'm fighting one, and i wanna fight my own body for giving me so much trouble asdf but!! i'm at least working on my muse lists, so there's that :' )

speaking of which, i'm gonna remove tsugumi and miyuna for now bc it's been hard to find muse for them for ages, and until i get that muse back, i'm just gonna stick to writing chiyo and kaiya's jjk verses. those two are pretty easy to find muse for uvu i'm also going to officially add back my kny muses, with the exception of chinatsu and sei! even though i've yet to post what i've written, my muse is still high enough that i should be able to write everybody, even if i'm a lil rusty. yuzusa, kojirou, yoshiaki, and yubari will also be removed for the time being.

that's it for now!! i hope everyone's having a lovely week, and i promise to try and be here more this weekend <3

#get ready to ramble | ooc #i swear it's always something with me asdfg life is just making it hard to be active rn #but listen!! i'm keeping track of what i owe!!#so if you're waiting on something it is still coming!! i'm just extra slow rn and i'm sorry about that!!#alsoooooo certain old muses i've removed might be available by request? but just understand that i can't #guarantee the muse will be there bc certain muses are just quiet like tsugumi and miyuna and yubari even #though yubari's muse will probably bounce back eventually -- i'm just more focused on dorverold lore rn #vs what i was gearing up to do with him which was make him a modern day muse #a river deity without a river/who abandons his river/who isn't needed anymore/something like that #ANYWAY!! sorry to talk so much in the tags like usual :' ) i'm gonna get back to my muse lists #i should go to bed soon but i really don't wanna :/

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kuromi-hoemie · 6 months

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hi ^^ last 5 songs you've listened to?

hmm in chronological order between last night n today i think it was these? i don't stop 2 listen to music much 0: i like to think and listen to the wind or birds or whatever (❁´◡`❁) also for yeah glo! i was watching the music video again specifically ☝🏾 u can look up the song name on my blog if ur interested

#i listen to a lot of v different songs but as far as frequency goes i am a casual #if I'm not driving for 45m+ i probably listen to music like... hm ૮ – ﻌ–ა not even 10% of the time. a casual #and at home i just have other stuff to do and things to think about (❁´◡`❁) i am comfortable with silence but music is nice sometimes #as a treat 😌#actually yeah i think i don't listen 2 much music bc i don't feel like looking for something new semantically #lmaoo.. and then i consider hmm do i listen 2 what I've already heard before..? and usually the answer is no i just ramble to myself💀#a girl has a lot to say .. much 2 think .. i am such a girl who is always processing

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ittyybittybaker · 1 year

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happy sunday! here's my all for the game/ palmetto state foxes playlist to get y'all through the week

just like all my other mixes, this is in no particular order so i'd listen on shuffle. these are songs that remind me of the series as a whole/the foxes as a rag-tag group of underdogs, or are songs that i think more than one character would relate to.

if there's any songs you absolutely feel should be added, let me know !! i also started a mix of fandom-suggested songs that don't exactly fit my personal music taste but fit the series that i can add to as well! i'm always updating/changing these so nothing's set in stone lol

i hope people like it! i had a lot of fun finding songs that i thought fit the series.

here's my neil mix if you missed it!

#here's my aftg playlist if anyone wants music to jam to!#i'm always changing these but i like where this one is right now so i though i'd share #i don't think anyone actually listens to these but once again i'm having fun making them so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#i'm pretty happy with andrew's and kevin's too i just haven't gotten around to posting them #rn i'm working on aaron and nicky which tbh are the hardest so far !!!#i'm not usually in aaron's head so it's interesting trying to find songs to fit him #i straight up had to split nicky's into 2 different mixes bc the music i think he listens to and songs that ~fit him are different imo #we'll see how it goes !!!#aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #ftc #palmetto state university #palmetto state foxes #fanmix #neil josten #kevin day #andrew minyard

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daz4i · 8 months

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worst part about doing things and going places is that now people want me to call them. or god forbid, they call me and i'm expected to answer, even when i don't know the number. hell on earth

#please. please just send a message. at least tell me who you are then let me call #i always feel bad too bc what if it's a bad time. also they almost always call me when i'm asleep. so guys. why are we doing this #as soon as i have the option i tell ppl my auditory processing isn't Great so i prefer texting and luckily they usually listen #but 💔 why isn't that the default. please.

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hua-fei-hua · 1 year

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*flopped down on a couch w/a glass bottle of apple juice to make it look like i'm drinking beer*

yeah... yeah i'm fine.... just coming to terms w/the fact that i must use javascript in order to achieve my vision w/the neocities...