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noxtivagus · 2 years
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no thoughts only women
#🌙.rambles#sometimes i have no idea what's my preference bcs whenever i see a pretty girl i just turn into a mess .#<- i was writing that a few minutes ago then my mind wandered to so many topics#in this post. i will focus solely on women. let me ramble a bit pls#on top of my head i think my two fave female fictional charas are zero (ffxiv) and mafuyu#their color schemes are both on the purple side .#i love their hair sm wah#ideally i like a bit longer than mine that's put into a ponytail like mafuyu#or short like zero ><#oh man i rmber i was just thinking earlier abt how similar me n mafuyu are#her bday's on 27 while i'm on a 28. we're v close in height#there's a lot of things i've wanted to try/do/have but#archery/aquarium have always been interests in particular that have always stood out to me#wah i've always wanted to do archery bcs i have good aim n sight n i like fish n water TvT#i'm good at english too n while i like a lot of food#i'm definitely gna have to say my mom's is ultimately my fave. for me tho it's bcs i love her sm#that color used to actually be my favorite when i was younger. like a few years back#i like monochrome colors or blue more on the grey side more now tho. but shades of purple have always been special to me#oh man looking through her in fandom wiki rn n i'm far from as sad as her but#there's sm that i just vibe with ? my parents say that i can pursue any job but#i think there's some deep rooted pressure that built when i was a kid that i will be a doctor#i rlly wanted to be a doctor when i was a kid but as i grew hmm i wanted to be a writer then an astronomer then astrophysicist or biologist#then idk. many ppl have told me i'm built to be a doctor but i have sm interests that it's hard to focus on just one#WAIT IM RAMBLING AGAIN#i have stuff to do i shld get going wah#oh wait me realizing that one type i have in women is that they look good w a sort of hat#ichika mafuyu zero .
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traumatrios · 25 days
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i can't stop thinking about Stanford!art in his backwards hat!! could u maybe write something for Stanford art plsss no pressure tho.
warnings! frat boy!art, drinking and suggestiveness (?)
josie’s notes! loved this look sm 🧎‍♀️ pls tell me if yall understand the ending bc idk if i was too vague…
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You don’t know where it came from— besides the obvious Stanford merch shop on campus. Art just began to wear the cap every day. He always defended the look with “it helps keep the hair from my eyes” and how the girls “totally dig it”.
He was right, even when being sarcastic about it. You did ‘dig’ it.
It gave him the flare of a true college stud, especially when he decided to join a lesser-known frat and paired the red hat with a Kappa Alpha t-shirt on.
God, you would feel the drool pooling in your mouth the first time he gave you a peek at the new look.
Frat boys weren’t your type, but when Art sported the charisma one could get only from brotherhood, it was just so attractive.
“If you take a picture it will last longer.”
Art appeared in front of you with a red solo cup in one hand and the other stuffed into his jeans. Fuck, you were caught.
Parties became a regular occurrence in Art’s social life, which eventually meant it became one in yours, too. Especially when your mutual friends swear you’re only seen together… which isn’t true!
“You don’t think my eyes are pretty?” You fluttered your eyelashes up at the boy, your intoxicated state influencing the confidence that gushed from your features.
“Very pretty,” he smiled. Art was surprisingly tolerant of his alcohol, which is something you’ve questioned for the past two years of your close friendship. You, on the other hand.
“Mm, like your hat,” you reached a hand up to twist the rim of his cap. Now he had been shadowing his forehead rather than the back of his neck.
Now he looked like a golfing dad, especially with the million dollar twinkle in his eye and the way he charmed you to the bone.
Unhappy with the new look, Art took the hat completely off of his head and fixed it on yours. The canvas material of the hat wrinkled around the width of your head and even slid to the space between your brows. Nonetheless, your smile persisted.
He was convinced it lit up the whole room.
“Your head is big,” was all you could say, giggling at how he rolled his eyes and threatened to take the hat back by lunging one of his large hands toward the cap. You swung up your forearm in defense, turning your head away from the boy.
Art pulled his bottom lip between his teeth, watching you twirl away from his playful attacks. “Mine now?” you asked.
“No-no, but keep it on ‘til the morning,” he flicked your forehead, just above the adjustable snaps of the cap.
You rose an eyebrow in question. “Morning?”
Art didn’t say anything else. Instead, he just wrapped his fingers around the rim of your cup sauntered off to the kitchen.
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hanlimz · 8 months
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lol i wrote this at 2am bc i love jungwon sm and i needed to word vomit so i can focus on this stupid essay i have to write 💔 be gentle w this bc it’s not that good haha !! pls enjoy ❤️
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the incessant ringing of your phone is a cacophony of sound pressed against your ear as you wait with bated breath. it’s been a week since jungwon was last able to call, a week since you were able to hear his voice; and, it’s been even longer since you’ve been able to touch him (in any capacity). your palms are itching for the opportunity to cup his face, and your lips are yearning to pepper gentle kisses over the apples of his rounded cheeks.
so, you picked up your phone and clicked on his silly contact photo. while you wait, you count the ceiling tiles. you see how long you can go without blinking. you lose track of time, and you eventually try to freestyle over the stock ringtone. just as you rhyme sublime with you’re mine, the noise stops and jungwon begins to laugh. why he always manages catches you at your worst—you will never know.
“i hope that rap was about me,” he snorts airily, amusement having stolen his breath away. you can almost see his pretty face through the phone; the way the corners of his lips quirk up, his dimple deepening, the gentle reshaping of his eyes as they wane into two, umber crescents. laughter is so transformative, and you’re glad you can see it (even if only in your mind). “oh, [y/n], also—i just posted some selcas on we—” the phone cuts out, and the momentary silence slices at your heart.
“won? you still there?” you ask, tentatively, “i promise the rap was about you. cross my heart, hope to die.”
jungwon’s pseudo-presence floods your chest once more as he chuckles. “that’s good to know, babe—but, no dying on my watch, ‘kay?”
“bold of you to say when you’ve left me here,” you scoff.
“to die?” he inquires, another bout of giggles hiding behind his words.
“to die,” you answer, dramatically. “to wither, to waste away with no boyfriend to sing me to sleep and kiss me when i’m sad.”
the line goes quiet for a few seconds, and it’s almost a comfortable silence. something lurks behind this pregnant pause, however, and you can’t help but feel stifled by the heavy weight building in your stomach. jungwon is overthinking—the feeling is palpable. he’s chewing on his bottom lip and you can almost taste his vanilla chapstick; the nail of his thumb is worn down to the quick in the same way he’s bitten at the inside of his cheek.
“jungwon, you know i’m just joking, right?” there’s a hint of regret lacing your voice, a tinge of melancholy, but it mixes with a resolute affirmation of your love for him. “i miss you, but i couldn’t be more proud of you. watching those clips of you on stage, seeing you enjoy yourself—it all makes me love you even more. you’re doing so well.”
“i know,” he sighs, sounding exceedingly dejected. “i just feel like i can’t give you what you need—like i can’t be who you deserve from this far away.”
your jaw goes slack upon hearing his confession. his words shock you to your core; strong-willed yet so fragile-hearted, why your lover is so critical of himself—you will never know. in your eyes, jungwon is nothing short of angelic; ethereal in a way only known by beings of the heavens, jungwon brightens every room he walks into and makes your day better by merely existing. he is a sanctuary of sorts—warm and inviting and gentle.
“are you insane?” the question tumbled from your mouth before your brain could formulate a better response.
he hums, inquisitively, “i don’t think so?”
“okay, not exactly how i wanted that to come out,” you concede, “but—seriously, won—you’re my everything. you never have to worry about me wanting more, because you’re already who i want. who i need. and, honestly, i don’t know what i did to deserve you.” you know he’s flushed on the other side of the phone, cupping a sweater paw over his face while trying not to giggle and swing his feet like a schoolgirl. “yang jungwon, i love you very much, and i’m always so, so thankful for you … so, tell your brain to stop beating you up, or i’ll kick its slimy, little ass.”
“thank you, [y/n]. i love you, too.” he laughs for a moment, then stops himself, “wait—did you just say my brain was little?!”
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aleksa-sims · 6 months
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RL Simself Story ( 18+)
Dilek & I took a break from studying. I was hungry, but Dilek didn’t want to eat my grandma’s pie. She was way too excited. Nico was coming by. And since I knew how dumb Dilek always acts when she sees Nico or Philip... I told her, I was going to get mad, if she starts drooling again or something.😒My cousin M. even hid in his room, bcs of her! He knew she's... crazy!! At my wedding he saw it himself, how obsessed Dilek is with certain.... tall men. Honestly, I don’t care!! As long as she doesn’t hit on my boyfriend, like she used to. 😠
And my Grams didn’t like my.... dress? Somehow she was not in a good mood.
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Dilek (to me): We could do something later? My parents think we’re just gonna study all day. That means, I don’t have to go home yet. I have an excuse to stay away a bit longer.
Me: You’re 21! Why do you put up with that?? I never listened to my parents when it came to my freedom.
Grams: That’s why you kept running away from home. And now you’re pregnant with Nico but still married to Daniel.🤨Not to mention your addiction!
Me: Agh, Nonna!.... Thanks for the nice reminder! 😬😒..Ho chiesto il divorzio! (I’m getting a divorce!)
Dilek (to me): You talking about me?
Me: It's NOT all about you! It's about Daniel. 😞
Grams: Where did you find that dress?
Me: It was in my closet! And I know it's my Mom's dress!
Dilek: A. was proud of herself, for fitting into her Mom’s dress. 😄
Me: Hey, my Mom used to tell me I was bit too fat. But as you can see, I fit into her dress! So, if I’m fat, so is she. 🤷‍♀️
Grams: Why do you think it’s your Mom’s?.... But-, agh! Whatever, please take it off, bella!
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Me: Nope!...... But honestly! Do you hate my Mom sm? Or why else would you mind me wearing her dress?
Grams: It's not your Mom's dress and I don't hate your mother, A.!
Me: But it was in Dad's room and I-... I remember this dress.
Grams: I doubt that, you were only 3 at the time. Maybe your Mom had a similar dress, but it’s mine! I-... I had a-... Agh, you’re pregnant, you shouldn’t wear it.😞
Me: Huuhh??? But I like it sm Nonna. 🙂
Grams: I’ll buy you a new dress!... Please Honey, listen to me. And you don’t need that old rag. I better get rid of this dress. 😟
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Grams: Oh! It rang!
Me: I will take off the dress, but I want to know WHY! And I don't need a new one. I like this one. 😔
Grams: Agh, bella... Go open the door for your boyfriend. Later we’ll talk about it.
Me: Ok...... I can't wait to see N.! And you Dilek!!! Mind your manners! 🤨
Dilek: I won’t say anything awkward! 😇
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Me: I missed you.
Nico: Wow babe, you look smokin' in that dress. Hm? It’s a bit dull, but on you, it looks damn hot! Tonight I have something.... special in mind for you. 😏
Me: What you mean?
Nico: It’s time to start your training.
Me: Ha? I’m not doing a workout with you.
Nico: Nah! Don’t worry, I know what I’m doing and you’re just gonna do, what I want. Trust me! You’ll love it... Love you.
Me: Okay? But hey, Dilek's here.
Nico: She's still here? 😕.... Agh, all right! But not too long, ok? I wanna be alone with you. And undisturbed!!
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Dilek: Heeyyy!..🤤🤤...
Me (to Dilek): Careful, you're drooling.
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Nico (to D.): C'mon. Say it!... You know what I want to hear.
Dilek: Number one!... So glad & nice to see you. I was hoping you’d come back.
Nico: Oh, I'm sure you do.
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Dilek: I kept telling A., Number two isn't good enough. He's handsome but not... you. I was always Team N.!
Me: Stop calling Philip number 2, hell. You promised Dilek.
Dilek: I won’t call Philip number two when he’s around!!! But he's not here! So who cares?
Nico: Be a good girl and go home, Dilek... Do it for me.
Dilek: Whatever you want! 😇
Nico: Thanks!... And now go! I’d hug you, but I don't want you to ..... faint.😏.... 😆
Dilek: I won't!... A.? May I?
Me: NO! Just go, D.! And be careful not to slip on your own slime trail. 🤨
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Dilek's SOOO stupid!!! She promised me not to call Philip number 2 anymore! She just can't stop with that shit! 😠
And Nico, I've seen through him! I know why he acted like this. It was kind of a... show for me. He wanted to show me what he wants or expects from me. He wants me, like Dilek, to say yes to everything he says, just to please him. This was nothing new to me, but still it makes me...... angry?🤷‍♀️ As if I have to suck up to him? Though I told him it was ok for me and I also knew that he did not mean this bad! He was alsways nice and sweet to me. Agh yea, anyway! I’ll explain it soon and also about my dress.
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girlwithfish · 9 months
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i had soo much fun at the alex g show ive never been to a show in a huge venue amphitheater esque place before it was really fun and i liked the seated aspect tbh :) driving to philly was a fkn nightmare there was soo much traffic in virginia n maryland and then in philly too so we were a little late to tanukichan's set. i was sooo looking forward to hearing hunned bandz so im rly sad they didnt let her play her last song (cuz the fire alarm went off after like 8 seconds and they just ended her set 😭plus her whole performance was so short she only played 5 songs.. ig makes sense for a long show w coheadliners plus her but shes underrateddd) i was so disappointed ngll but she sounded really good and i got to hear some songs off gizmo that i really luv :) alvvays was good too but tbh i dont listen to them that much and im not a hugest fan of their sound sometimes (sorru if im debased) but it was still a good performance. i liked the sound quality in the venue bc it was so loud when i went to get merch u can still hear the music nd everything.. i got my bf a Gizmo t shirt its super cute and i like how it looks on him it has the gizmo dog on it i said it was bf coded.. nd im also gonna wear it.. and i got a Gizmo cd and we talked to tanukichan's drummer for a bit he was nice :) and then i Did not get the white Alex g angel tank top that i wanted sososo bad bc they only had XL left so i got the black t shirt instead whateva.. its still cute.. then it took loke 40 min to get drinks bc the ljnes were so long and i got this rlyy yummy drink and all the beers and seltzers were 15$? and everyone was buying them? lol but we said fuck it nd got drinks cuz its fun to drink at shows and drinking to alex g was soooo fun i got so tipsy off my drink and mine was yummy so actually worth it, my bf got a nasty pale ale lmao but i was vibingg sm to alexs set i loved it sm every song was great and its just so much fun going to a show for an artist u love and know every song etcetc and i was hving a lot of fun dancing and singing and kissing my bf and holding onto him when i felt the alcohol more and recording videos (ive been listenjng and watching my concert videos sinceee i recorded a lot even tho i thought i wouldnt but its always worth it to me to get clips of songs i love bc i always go back and listen) etc. my favs probably were bug, sportstar, immunity, rejoyce ;) also molly was there and she was amazing!! and then after the show we walked around for a bit and then briefly talked to alex gs brother lmfaooo and then went to our airbnb which was not hard to find or a pain so that was nice bc i was sososoo tired and it was a cute little room and we ordered pizza and watched adventure time episode then passed out and then had morning sex then went 20 min to NJ to a dispensary and bought 💨 and drove 7 hours back which was brutal and i have to go to work tmrw but its ok i had a lot of fun 👍even tho i spent soo much on gas and parking etcetc but worth it.. i never go on tripsss.. tho i wish i had longer for trips cuz we didnt do any sightseeing or anything bc then wed get back home rly latee </3 but its ok. i rly liked philly tho ^-^
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boydepartment · 5 months
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HOT TEA WITH HONEY WAS SO CUTE AND SWEET
you literally never disappoint
i love the way you write riki sm. i feel like you write him realistically?? ik it's impossible to know riki 100% unless you know him personally which as fans we don't but idk i feel like you really capture an authentic riki or at least a riki that matches well with the riki i see him as
thank you for taking your time out of your busy life to write my request 💕 im glad it helped you recoup after writing that crazy paper
i used to write but i don't really anymore and honestly it's so crazy to me how much you're able to write while juggling school work 😵‍💫😵‍💫 i couldn't do that...youre amazing jayjay!!
i will always wait patiently for you to write my requests. life can get crazy and writing takes a lot of effort and time!! please don't feel pressured to write my requests in any certain time frame okay!!
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IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT :3 i really loved writing it and i wish i had more energy to make it longer ‼️‼️ i love writing relationships where it’s like healthy teasing (i’ve never had that, every “teasing” i got was like bullying and being actually threatened)
IM ALSO SO GLAD THAT THE WAY I WRITE RIKI IS OKAY! i’ve been reading fanfiction in general since i was 11 SO I REALLY TRY MY BEST! i also never want to like make him shitty bc he already deals w ppl making him an asshole all the time. which is another pet peeve of mine. IDK IF IVE MENTIONED THIS BEFORE (i might’ve have i have bad memory tho) but even when i wasn’t super into enhypen. like to the point where i didn’t necessarily like riki (antis are extremely damaging when the situation is taken out of context) i still worried abt him partially. it’s hard enough being a celebrity in western culture i cannot IMAGINE how difficult it is in the kpop world at his age. especially the age where he started training and was shoved into the public eye. so even when i didn’t even like him i was worried. maybe i’m just too empathetic bc i don’t even know the guy. ANYWAYS- before i ramble more.
OF COURSE BUTTER MY LOVE! i will always write your requests :3 they really do help take my mind off stuff and im proud to be able to be good enough that you keep coming back to my account! it really does mean a lot 🫶
you should do try writing things again!!!! even if it’s little things!!!! i used to be big on wattpad and took a break for a couple years and now i’m here! so you never know!!! life is unpredictable :3
your requests are always a breath of fresh air!!!! so don’t worry about the last part :) plus you ask super respectfully and that means A LOT to me 🫶
i hope you have an amazing day butter butter 🧈 i can’t wait to hear from you again soon!!! ❤️ please stay healthy and take care of yourself
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bonesandthebees · 1 year
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Hello :] I'm obsessively analyze all of your fics, so i just wanted to ask some questions about a few of those analysises and theories of mine!
So first off, Stars questions!
How did the people of Zephys IV accept Wilbur ast the Crown prince? I know that a few, for example Jack, most definitely accepted him as the future king, but what about the civilians? How did they react to Phil adopting the ex-prince of Eldingvegr and also making him the Heir to the throne?
And also! How does blaziphane work? I know it extends lifespans, but how? I always imagined that it had something to do with the blood and heart of the one taking it or maybe the brain so that it stimulised the heart to keep on beating longer, but again, it's just a theory I made up. How does it truly work? But aside from that, I honestly love the idea of blaziphane! I think it's just a very nice addition to the worldbuilding, especially since it's native to Eldingvegr and is a major part of its economy :]
Next off, Big Q's Big Six!
Boy, oh boy, this one has been on my mind for a while. I've always wondered why Phil even decided to take in Tommy from the streets. I mean he was just a kid without a home on the streets, there were probably hundreds of them, he wasn't the only one, so why?
And also, just a random rant about this fic. I love seeing Tommy be an actual dirty crime boy, even if he is royalty. It's just so nice to see how you made sure not to just make his old habits suddenly dissappear after becoming royalty! It's so much more realistic to see the impulsive thoughts and urges to go back to his old ways of living, even if he isn't forced to do it, but more so because of the adrenaline and energy he gets from it. Also, Niki is such a girlboss, I love her so much. /p She's always a badass girlboss in all of your fics, with a soft side of course, and I love it.
Strings :]
God. I have never read such an emotional red strings soulmate AU (I've read many, many red strings AUs because I sm obsessed with them.) You always do such a good job with showing emotions and attachment towards people and things that you shouldn't/don't understand why you feel (ex. In world forgetting Tommy missing Wilbur before he even remembered!)
This isn't really a question, more of an analysis I wanted to share!
I have a feeling that this will have something to do with the bracelets. One of them would have to braid a bracelet that will make their paths intertwine and connect them! Just a random gut feeling, or me overanalysing as always, but either way I still love the story and I cannot explain the joy that fic gives me. :]
Thats about it, so yeah, this was long but I just needed to ask the questions. The analysis at the end just came to me, so I wrote it down, but the questions were eating my soul. /hj
Anyway, let's just wrap this up. Goodbye, take care! :]
-🌻
omg these are fun questions to get especially on big q's lmao
ok for your stars questions:
the thing about zephys iv is that unlike eldingvegr, there is no such thing as 'tradition' on zephys iv bc the empire has only existed for roughly 30 years. the citizens are a mixing bowl of former miners from all different parts of the galaxy. this government formed from a workers revolution, so these are just common, working class people who don't have any ties to specific planets or ideas about 'tradition' because they're making their own traditions. so while most of them recognize that it's a bit unusual for their emperor to adopt the ex prince of another planet and make him the heir, no one really minds it. they have a lot of faith in phil as their emperor, so they trust that he would only choose wilbur as his heir if he was going to do a good job.
oh god I really should know how blaziphane works since I literally have a degree in human biology but I also just... haven't thought about it. though I think I can say that it lengthens lifespans by encouraging regeneration of organs to prevent things like organ failure through stem cell growth, while simultaneously boosting the immune system to help people battle diseases. I could get more technical with it and discuss DNA strand repair through the use of CRISPR but I don't feel like pulling up a research paper rn to make sure what I'm thinking is right lmao
(also in case anyone hasn't figured it out, blaziphane was inspired by blaze powder being used as a base for potions in minecraft)
oh god okay time to try and remember wtf I was thinking when I wrote big q's big six it's been so long
although I didn't go into detail with the backstory, the gist with tommy was that he met wilbur and techno while he was still living on the streets and they all started to bond. kinda like when your kid brings home a stray dog. wilbur and techno kept hanging out with tommy and soon brought him to the palace to meet phil, and he visited for a few months before phil got so endeared to him he asked if he just wanted to move in. then eventually phil just decided to make it official and adopted him. so it wasn't like he just picked a random street kid to adopt. wilbur and techno found him and it was a gradual found family arc that happened with the four of them
thank you though!! big q's was really my first foray into writing a multi chapter fic for dsmp so I characterized everyone a bit differently than I do now, but it was still a fun time overall. tommy was especially interesting to write and I had a lot of fun thinking over the heist stuff lol
aw thank you so much for the kind words about strings!! the movie your name is such an interesting take on the red string of fate soulmate idea, so I loved switching it around in a platonic way with crimeboys. i love showcasing connections between people that shouldn't exist. there's no logical reason for this attachment to be there, and yet it's there, and these people care about each other. now what are they gonna do about it? it just makes for the most interesting kinds of relationships
hm interesting theory. we'll have to wait and see :)
ty for this ask it was so fun to go through!!
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baeshijima · 2 years
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in fucking tears rn.
[spoilers for artems second anniv story UTC !!]
[also, heres the link to the tl !! once again ty jin for ur services that make me sob every time ;w;]
I JUST READ THE SECOND ANNIV CARD FOR ARTEM AGAIN AND IM SOBBING ITS SO EMOTIONALLY TOUCHING AND HHFSDGFJLSKDFGADKJFSLKFJ 
THE FACT HE SAID HE STARTED BECOMING OBSESSED BC OF THE LACK OF REASSURANCE THAT MC HAS OTHER OPTIONS WHILE HE WOULD UNDOUBTEDLY CHOOSE HER EVERY SINGLE TIME WITHOUT FAIL AND THE FACT HE ENGRAVED THE GERMAN WORD FOR YEARNING - SENHSUCHT - ON THE ENGAGEMENT RING IS JUST SO???? SO !!!!! SO <3333333
ALSO LOOK HOW FUCKING STUNNING CELESTINE IS LIKE BRO IM SO HAPPY FOR HER AND JEREMY WTF IM CRYING EVEN MORE AGAINDHFDS 😭😭
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AND PLS I LOVE THEIR INTERACTIONS SM
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AND HERE !!
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I SOBBED SO LOUD WHEN THIS CG POPPED UP LIKE HYV MY G WHAT DO U THINK UR DOING WITH THIS HE LOOKS SO GOODOJFDBHS 😭
AND THEN THEY PULL THIS
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SIR I WOULD SAY YES IN A HEARTBEAT I HATE U
AND THIS PART IS WHAT I MEANT WITH THE OBSESSION
Artem: “Y/N, I am deeply certain that I will not love anyone else other than you. But in the depths of my heart, I would still subconsciously think, that you will always have a choice, and yet forever, I… will only choose you.”
Artem: “As this thought progress along time, it caused my... sense of reassurance to gradually decrease, and led into an obsession.”
Artem: “People are always very greedy, and upon confirming each other’s feelings, I wanted to be on a more intimate terms with you… So I was obsessed with the change in identities, it’s as though the change of way of addressing each other can allow us to become even closer.”
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mc, literally after tugging on his tie to pull artem closer to her in the elevator: “Artem, you said earlier that you wanted us to be on an even more “intimate terms”... Then is the intimacy you wanted is just something of this extent? By merely a switch of identities?”
artem, after regaining his fucking composure: “No… How could it possibly be just these… What I wanted, is no longer just these since long ago.”
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Artem: “I’ve said this in the past, that you’re someone I could encounter but could never ask for, and I will always be waiting for you just one step away [Artem mutters as he sticks close to me, that his scorching breaths pours onto me, causing a turmoil in my heart.] But I regret it now, I realized that rather than waiting passively, I wanted to proactively make you mine.”
Artem: “Y/N, I yearn for everything of yours.”
MC:”……”
 MC: “There's no need to stay somewhere a step away anymore… If there’s something that you want, just ask from me all you want.”
THE WAY SHES ENABLING HIM SMDBFDKJSDFL
Artem: “Can I push my greed a little further?”
sHUT UP. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
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u little shit.
artem, right after biting her fucking neck: “Promise me, to only gaze at me from now on… Don’t let unimportant people be in your mind, I’ll be sad. Don’t leave me forever, and remain by my side.”
INCHORRENT SCREECHING I HATE HIM SO MUCH
also this is him talking abt the ring and why he designed it the way he did and !!!
Artem: “I've purposely designed the shape of this moon, it forms into a meaning where the sun and moon are in each other's company. It means... we are just like the sun and moon that rotates on our own, but we are also uncontrollably attracted towards each other.”
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literally shut up u cant just switch like that after the evolved card cg and say cute shit like that. why are u so cute gdi i hate u sm /affectionate, unfortunately ;w;
ALSO THIS
Artem: “The size of the ring is something I've secretly measured while you were asleep. There were quite a few times I was worried that you would wake up halfway, it's even more thrilling than my first time in court.”
THIS WAS SO FUNNY TO ME I KEEP CRYING OVER THIS HES SODBFJDH ??!??!”£?£$”?£%
overall, 8-turned-ninety-degrees-so-its-infinity/10. i would pay for this card but unfortunately have to wait a year. revisiting youth temmie, ancient china temmie, android temmi and second anni temmie i will have u at any and all costs that dont require money bc i am broke hahahdghs <333
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sparrovv · 2 years
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Sorry for this sudden ask and giant ramble incoming btw
BUT OMG??? YOUR ART IS SO PRETTY WTF... I love how you do shading and anatomy and just OMG. your style is exactly what i always wished mine could be like.
i struggle with having the mental energy to draw sometimes but artists like you always make me pick up a pen and paper even if it ends up as stick figures or an unfinished sketch, because it's just, like. wildly inspiring to see your own work that you probably take AGES to make and put so much care and effort into
please PLEASE keep creating, even if it's just tiny sketches or stuff that's never posted, you've got some incredible talent and i'd just love to see more in the future
sorry for just going crazy in your inbox LOL I just found you and I'm going feral over how cool it looks, so I hope this brightens your day and isn't too weird!
Holy shit thank you sm! Drawing is great bc the laws of the universe no longer apply once you start but honestly some days it makes me wanna break something lol. But yeah this ask makes me so fucking happy you have no idea
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word-wytch · 1 year
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Oh my gooooosh you reblogged something of mine?! Are you kiiiidding me rn 🫠😭😭😭
Thank you thank you! I have no idea how to tumblr and I’m sure there’s a way to reply to a reblog somehow, but I’m clueless. I wanted you to know I loved your comment sm and maybe was able to picture the chuckling at the end and that had me rolling🤣🤣🤣
Seriously brought such a smile to my face to see one of my favorite writers go out of their way to be so kind and hilariously adorable. Thank you 😘
Oh my god it was such a cute little scene! You made me smile. Also you’re literally the sweetest thank you 🥺💕
Can I just tell you that I was really happy to see you on here? I was like oh yay homie will get updates and not think I just vanished for the past month 😭
Also I get to interact with you more 💕
I always worry about my AO3 readers being concerned bc there’s no way for me to alert them that I am in fact still alive and just taking longer to update than usual. 😂
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stinkyme · 1 year
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IM SORRY I DIDN'T ANSWER YESTERDAY 😭😭 HOW R U DOING DARLING? hope u have a great day <3
IT CAN BE COMFORT OF YOUR OWN HOME YES, BUT GO OUT LIKE THAT??? W OTHER PEOPLE BEING ABLE TO LOOK AT U?? LIKE WHAT.
thank you SO MUCH IM. CRYING. PLEASE YOU R TOO CUTE AND LOVELY AND SKWBHXH im feeling better today, i think its going to be a good day yk,,, and im gonna see my friend there, so it'll be nice to chat w him a little !! but oh my god. im still not used to someone being so gentle to me plss. will put you in my pocket and take care of u !! hehe
LEONA AND HER FRIENDS R ADORABLE BUT SO ARE YOU. ur accent is so pretty, i loved it 😓
BOOGER TRYING TO BE PART OF THE FAMILY OMG SJWNSHXB SUCH A BABIE. YESS I AGREE THEY CAN DO EVERYTHING BUT IN THE END THERE'S NO PROBLEM !! they are babies, innocent babies :3
MY PLANTS R WELL, AND I JUST REMEMBERED THAT I DIDN'T RESPONDED WHAT THEIR NAME WAS IM SO SORRY FOR THIS 😭😭 i usually call them by cute nicknames that i dont use w anyone, at least not at home or at school. when i water them, i tell them to grow nice and strong bc i just love them sm and i even talk in a sweeter baby voice skwnxhh pls,,, im embarrassed to say all this, but its true !! do you talk to yours? its good to do this, i feel rlly happy. ARE YOURS OKAY TOO?
I HAVEN'T DRAWED YET, BUT WHEN I DO ILL SHOW YOU <3 if you dont mind it, ofc !
btw, i wanted to ask if u dont feel uncomfy w me talking a lot and being clingy,,, if so, ill try to moderate it, no problem ! (niks being insecure again helpp
i didn't do much yesterday, just talked to some friends of mine and stayed w my cat in bed :3
WBU ??
also, i was checking my bag before leaving home and i found a very cute plush bunny 😭 HES SO TINY. JUST LOOK AT THIS
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HELLO MY SWEET NIK!! DON'T WORRY AT ALL, TAKE ALL TIME YOU NEED ALWAYS :D <3 I AM A BIT TIRED BUT I AM OKAY, HOW ARE YOU DOING? :) <3
AND YES!! HE CAME OUT TODAY TOO SJSJS BUT IT WAS RAINING SO I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WAS HE THINKING BUT SLAY I GUESS ???
i am so happy and proud of you for keeping up positive attitude and i hope you had great time with your friend and that your day was amazing :) <3 JSJSS YOU ARE SO CUTE!! I WILL PROTECT YOU AND KEEP YOU IN MY POCKET <3
SKKSKSS I AM HAPPY YOU LIKED MY ACCENT PLEASE, I AM ALL SHY NOW :") <3 ALSO!! THEY ARE THANKFUL FOR ALL YOUR COMPLIMENTS AND BOOGER IS A FAMILY, I JUST CAN'T KEEP HER INSIDE :3 SHE CHILLS ON WINDOW THOUGH :3 <3
AND THAT'S NOT EMBARRASSING!! IT'S GOOD FOR PLANTS TO BE TALKED TO AND I FIND IT REALLY ADORABLE THAT YOU DO AND THE WAY THAT YOU DO!! YOU ARE ADORABLE :3 <3 MINE ARE DOING WELL TOO!! I DON'T TALK TO THEM SINCE THEY ARE IN MY YARD AND PEOPLE GO AROUND ALL THE TIME SKSKS SO I TRY TO POUR MY LOVE OUT WHEN I POUR WATER OUT :D <3
THAT'S OKAY MY LOVE!! FEEL FREE TO SHOW ME WHENEVER YOU MAKE SOMETHING NEW AND FEEL LIKE IT :D <3 I KNOW EVERYTHING THAT YOU MAKE WILL BE AMAZING :D <3
baby I don't mind at all!! talk all you want about anything, i will always answer you as soon as i can and it's okay to be insecure and unsure, but!! stay reassured, i am completely fine :3 i just apologize if it takes me longer to answer at the times, but do not take that personally my sweet Nik!! :) <3
also i am happy to hear you mostly enjoyed your day yesterday, i was mostly chilling as well :D <3
OOOOOOO LOOK AT THAT BABY!!! I SMILED SO HARD WHEN I SAW IT, IT'S SO CUTE!!!! DID YOU NAME IT YET? :D <3
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koishua · 1 year
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hi vienna ,, tbh u dont need to read this bc idk if itd be triggering (body image issues) and id rather u not trouble urself bc of me but id like to vent somewhere and i dont have any1 to talk 2 so pls feel free to ignore .
ive always been overweight for my age but i never faced any bullying abt it other than some very occasion name calling of "fat" in elementary school and my family's disaproval for the way i look. as i grew up, i started to feel more comfortable around others despite not being satisfied with the way i look and i assumed that as kids mature they become more accepting, bc i had never been truly bullied b4 i just assumed it might be rare in communities such as where i lived compared to some of the horror stories i had heard. anyways all my life i had assumed people had been seeing me for more than what i looked like, i always tried to be kind and make a good impression on other but ig that's not true. as much as i love my circle of friends, im not sure i can see them same after what happened on friday. it isnt even their fault, i just feel very insecure now. but basically in 1 of my classes, we had a change in seating so i no longer sat near my friends but 2 acquantainces (they're rlly sweet girls but idk them too well) and this one guy that i also dont know very well other than that in 8th grade he had dated an old friend of mine for a little bit. but anywyas tbh i feel like im just being dramatic but i srsly can't get his conversation out of my mind . the boy was sat next to me and talking to his friend, their convo alr starting off on a wierd note abt kanye west. and the guy next to me (ill call him ray to make it easy) starts off by saying that kanye's note all that bad and has said some pretty true things. ray then goes on to say that fat people dont deserve to exist and body positivity is a completely stupid subject bc it only encourages obesity and unhealthy habits. all the while he's saying this, seated right next to me and im pretty sure he was glancing at me while saying it too . those 90 minutes were the most uncomfortable in my entire life. i was literally panicking while he was talking abt it and it's all that i can think of now. their conversation was truly disturbing to me and my confidence feels as if its completely tanked . his comments of "fat people are gross" and "being fat shouldnt be celebrated" keep ringing in my head everytime i go out or see myself in a mirror. i genuinely feel so broken and it hurts that theyve probably dont realize the effect of their words but also it hurts that that's all they can see me as. not another human being or a classmate but just "fat". idk where im going with this but i dont feel ok and i feel so exhausted now ,, just the thought of having to see ray's face again or hear his voice is scaring me . maybe im just overthinking but i cant help but wonder if my friends picture me the same way. am i even deserving of love if im so "ugly" . my friends sometimes comment that i look way older than my age or that i could pass for college aged and even comments like those are hard to brush off for me. sometimes i wonder if i should restrain my jokes and personality to stay kind bc that's all i am to them. just a source of comfort, and if i dont do that then i could be easily execused. im always scared of saying the wrong thing but now i keep wondering if it would never even matter bc all anyone will ever see me as is "fat" . it's not like i haven't tried to lose weight so i rlly hate everything that ray said and its srsly put me thru sm turmoil . anyways i shld keep this brief (sorry for the rant) and im sorry again for using ur inbox to rant , i rlly hope this doesn't cause you any pain or you find it triggering :( i apologize if it has caused you any concern or pain. i hope ur good and stay happy vie
tw: body image and weight talk
hello, dear :( let me start this off by saying that don't worry, i am perfectly alright and am glad that you feel it's safe enough to vent and write your feelings out in my inbox. you don't have to apologize for anything! i am the one who says that they're open if anyone needs to rant or vent. i would never judge. i had to read this a few times in order to collect my thoughts, so pardon me for delaying this a bit. i wasn't sure if you wanted my direct response, so i will just keep it short.
i won't say that i completely understand what you've been through and i can't speak on experiences i haven't personally lived through. however, as another human being, i will say this: you absolutely deserve to exist. i hope you never ever doubt that. i know how difficult it is to deal with comments about your appearance and it angers me so much that you're treated this way. i get how the side comments every now and then feels. bullying is horrible, but this is just as bad for someone's self esteem and health. im truly so sorry and wish i could do something for you, but i can't because of obvious reasons (that being me being just an online presence and not there with you).
i just want to reassure you that no matter what anyone says, you deserve love and life and goodness. a lot of people don't understand how difficult it is when you don't weigh below a certain number or how isolated that could make someone feel regardless if they're mentioned or not. everyone is so much more than just their appearance. idk how else i could help you other than to strongly remind you that you are you and that should be enough for your friends and that people should learn to keep their mouths shut on their opinions about other people's appearance. it doesn't matter if you lose the weight or if you tell them you struggle a lot with it. those people should reassess the way they're treating another human being with real feelings and thoughts. never lose who you are and trying to be what other people need and want you to be. it may end up making things worse, i know, and im not sure if you've ever told them directly that their words are extremely rude and hurtful and that they should stop, but someone (even if it's not you yourself) really, really should.
i pray that none of what i said has further upset you in any way. if so, i sincerely apologize :( i genuinely hope that this never happens to you again and that you'll have a greater year than ever and that you'll find wholehearted acceptance and love from those you are surrounded by and that you'll slowly but surely feel comfortable in your own skin. take care and you're loved! people like the ray you mentioned are not worth feeling bad over.
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pugszler · 2 years
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1, 10, 19, 21, 26, 31, 48 💖💖💖 (from the “weirder asks” ask game you just reblogged! 😍🥰)
1. who is/are your comfort character(s)?
hm since i’ve been having a particularly rough time lately, i’m gonna take this question a bit more seriously than most ppl would and try to recall characters that i literally seek comfort in by thinking about them when i feel like i’m about to hit a breaking point. and well. obvsly the default is kohei. i still constantly think about him and whenever i feel like i need to go to “a happy place,” i just... imagine any one of my many dumb scenarios where i get to be w kohei and be happy w him and live happily ever after w him. 😢 other than that hmm.. i don’t rlly think there’s any one specific that i seek comfort from? i could mention some fave characters of mine that i think about often but i don’t think i rlly consider any of them “comfort characters?” haha sometimes u love a character sm but GOD does thinking about that character stress you out or make you sad or just feel like death lmao
10. would you slaughter the rich?
oh absolutely
19. imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?
yes! altho i’m not very good at painting nails tbh... i’m Very messy and i kinda just. leave it that way lol. i also dont know how to do all the fancy styles or the things w the stickers or whatever and i DEFINITELY don’t know a single thing about acrylics what even are those???
21. something you’ve kept since childhood?
uh i don’t think i have any cute answers to this lmao. but i do have a bunch of old ass plushies that i’ve prob had since i was a kid just sitting up top of some shelves in my room but i never rlly think about them or touch them. tbh i kinda want to get rid of most if not all of them bc they’re so dusty and crusty and i’m terrified of the idea that maybe they’re just filled w bugs or something??? also another item i’ve had a while and okay i actually like this answer bc it Does mean a lot to me but it’s still kinda gross to everyone who isn’t me, but my favorite blanket is this one comforter/duvet that used to be on my parent’s bed when i was a toddler, then it became my dad’s blanket when he stopped sharing the same bed w my mom, and then i eventually stole the blanket from him lol bc i always fucking Loved how that blanket felt bc it’s like... smooth and cool to the touch? like it’s. it’s the Only kind of texture i wanna sleep with now like i Need it. unfortunately i have No idea what type of fabric the blanket is made out of so i can’t easily buy a brand new one w the same texture i like.... so i’ve kinda just been sleeping w this same. exact. old ass stinky fucking blanket that’s been in constant use for almost my entire 28 years of life, if not longer.... it’s uhh... kinda in rough shape tbh lmao but i can’t part from it yet. not until i find out how to find a similarly textured blanket somewhere in the world.
26. a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?
i........ well i mostly just replay scenarios i’ve thought of involving kohei.... which. yknow... could be fluffy or silly or maybe even a little angsty w some plot and yeah sometimes def naughty stuff too lol. other than that i’ll usually just think about fanfics i really like and replay scenes of those in my head. or i think about my own fic ideas!
31. what type of music keeps you grounded?
loud and angry music. hard rock w/ lots of screaming and just. angry sad emo shit. this is the kinda music that soothes my soul idk how to explain why. also my go-to “grounding” song is scapegoat (and it’s basically one of my all-time favorite songs) like i specifically will play it on loop whenever i am in a Very Bad mental place. like it makes me not wanna die as much and it’s just. it never gets old for me. every single time i play that song it’s like it’s the first time i’m hearing it and it FUCKS HARD every time
48. when did you first try an alcohol beverage?
ehh i guess it was in my early 20s that i got curious enough to want to try it so every now and then whenever my mom would have a beer or champagne i’d ask if i could have a sip. 
an alternative answer to this question, when i was a little kid i’d go visit my grandma all the time and she had these cute little tumbler glasses w/ pretty pics of fish and other ocean-y shit on em so i’d always use them to drink water or sprite out of (idk those were just my favorite drinks at the time. i can’t stand sprite current day) so like one day i go in the kitchen for a drink and i see one of those glasses w ice water in it and i’m like hey that’s mine time for a drink and i took a big swig and it was suuuper weird and gross and i was like ???? wth grandma the water at your house sucks. later i find out that my grandma just really loves vodka and she was basically just always drinking it out of those cute little glasses that made it look like she was just drinking water all the time.... 
(ask game)
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awigglycultist · 2 years
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Just rewatched TCBoB! Thoughts below cut
"Spotlight up on an actual teenage boy"
I love MC, he's trying so hard, he's so hyper and excited
And Honk
"we hooked up last summer but who didn't"
Love the small details of these characters, stuff that isn't super important the story but is still mentioned. Like ofc Cole being trans and Eric and Cole having divorced parents.
"and my estrogen pills"
"this is Bethanne, she's... This is Bethanne!"
MC's freak out is so great and and funny
Oh also love that anime maniacs is one of the groups in the song
"especially to be here with my fellow seniors!... Who are no longer listening to me..."
"we hooked up last summer but who didn't"
Eric looks at Max's ass
Wtf is Eric doing while Kris and Max are talking
The Vomsquad™
"any choice is better that no choice except a bad choice"
"don't try to blackmail the casting guy.. not that I've tried"
I fucking love Max bursting out into song ready to go not realizing he was supposed to go into the theatre
"heres the thing about acting Mark" "Max"
*comes in dancing* "biffed it! :)" *clapping*
Hngg poor Bethanne I love her so much and I relate to her so much too
"pretend your Magic Mike and let your dangler swim free"
I fucking love the dance call, watching everyone mess up in their own way
"ooww my ankle" "your fine."
"I don't wanna step on anyones toes but this is kinda borning now" I literally gasped the first time I saw that part, especially bc I had just been talking about the Starship rehearsal story early
Love, Eric always hiding his emotions, love Chill, love Chill going from "I stay chill when I'm nervous about theatre" to "I hide my emotions when my parents get divorced"
"Max I hope you learn to love yourself! :). Go goats!!"
"THAT'S ABSOLUTELY A FUCKING LIIEEE"
"I don't wanna be one of those characters that disappears and you don't see for the rest of the act" seriously 10/10 joke
Body Language > I Don't Dance
Body Language is a song that you really do just wanna get up and dance too
I love Max and Jean and I would love to see them get together and future version of tcbob
"huh that actor looks like my wife"
Also again so glad we got a Lauren and James dance number
"this Troy Bolton bitch"
Oh!! Also I love how they incorporate the actual tcbob scripts in the first act as the characters holding the Matrix the Musical script
Lovee Cole and Bethanne sm
"the kind only a highschooler could pull off"
Love MC coming out of nowhere
Also love MC being aware of the audience and winking at the camera
"Jean and Max were ready for you" "body language! :D" ".. Alright"
Garrett is the best I love him the sweetest guy he cares about Alex so much
"yeah... Yeah.. I was there with you. Who is this for?"
Max and Jean definitely messed up the scene together bc they were distracted by dancing
"I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK" "no your not" I CAN'T BREAATTHH"
Love how Cole gets ready to leave not even realizing her name wasn't said
Kris is annoying and selfish af but I love him
"unprofessional." ">:0"
"I would give you standing O but I'd be out of frame"
Love Daniel's clapping after the songs, his face is literally :D but irl
How dare he not wait for his wife
But also how does it take so long to feed a meter or pee
Love Max just hugging and picking up MC. Max doesn't forget about who got him to where is he now
"I'm begging you. I need this.... I HATE YOU DAD I HATE YOU"
Kris is so mad
Eric is just so annoyed and feed up with everyone saying their show could be on broadway
"since this fantasy I'm 10 ft tall with a million dollars!"
"that dumptrack of an ass"
"wanna take a dip? 👀 :)" Max definitely likes Jean
Why is Eric just listing all the drinks so funny to me
Ugh Bethanne and Cole <3
"hey you can't wear that out of the theatre! Thats a rental" "oh I thought it was mine to keep. It had a peice of tape with my name on it"
"you had to be there Jean"
*puts sock on head* "what's the number for 911!?" *moving hands around wildly*"Well it's not pizza! Sorry sorry sorry!"
"INTO THE UNKNOOOWN!!"
"he does the most annoying thing someone could do at party. He begins to strum a guitar"
"I've never heard of them! That sounds amazing!"
"do I miss high school? Not one bit! Who even asked me that? So random.."
"if gain to much weight their not cool with that. They'll fire me"
"I will never forget that smell it was fucking awful"
"hAlarious"
Kris slowing walking up and then slowing backing up
How does everyone believe that Alex actually made a scavenger hunt like it was so obviously joke guys-
Love Alex <3 and Cueless is so beautiful
*Alex absolutely chugging the alcohol*
*camera zooms in on Joey's ass*
"I wish that Cole and I were twins and that I ate her in the womb"
"hot goss gimme gimme that goss gimme gimme that goss that's hot"
Love how everyone is spreading rumours about each other. It starts with Kris and Eric trying to spread rumours about Cole but instead everyone starts spreading rumors about everyone.
I love Alex's drunk breakdown
Max's warmup freak out is hilarious
"here is something the other kids out there aren't ready here: if you do something you love you'll never work another day in your life"
"that's not what I saw out there Beth" "anne" "and!"
No one:.. Theo: *trying to fucking hook up with everyone*
"wait.. Are you a scientologist?"
I Suck Reprise is something I needed to hear
"mind if I vape out here?" "you vape now?" "I saw a billboard telling me not to vape so naturally"
"ew what is that? Cotton candy crush or some shit are you five?"
"dreamcasting is actually very problematic and lot of people have told me it hurts their feelings" "your talking about yourself Joshua"
UGH BETHANNE AND COLE <33
"that was really fucking girlboss what you said" "ew don't call me girlboss"
"what do even a friend do? Am I alien? Am I a girlboss?"
*Alex still having a breakdown* Theo: "mm that's awesome" *attempts to hook up/suduce her*
"wow what the f is this mess"
The fact that Theo saying the jacuzzi is lukewarm is what makes Kris try to fight him
The school flag on the crutch is so funny
Poor MC
Love that Max takes MC with him. Like there was no need, he could've left him but he was like "you don't need to be here bud you have no idea what's going on let's go and leave these guys alone"
"yess! Bethanne we stan a decisive queen!"
"mm the alternative being you acting little bitch"
"these are undoubtedly the craziest times in our lives! Like literally life will never be as crazy as this semester!"
"And with you~~"
Love everyone being in character durning the curtain call
Anyway I absolutely love this characters and their interactions with each other. The soundtrack is absolutely amazing Clark did so good. And everyone really popped off singing!! And it's so cool to see how far Joey, Lauren and Brian have come since 2009. Despite not actually being in theater myself I find several of the characters very relatable to myself and I'm sure other even if not in theater can relate to any of these characters. TCBoB is just so great.
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isagisyoichi · 3 years
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congrats on 100 !! can I request 14 + isagi😜😜
EVANGELINE'S 100 EVENT ⭐️ (NO LONGER TAKING REQUESTS)
ISAGI + PROMPT FOURTEEN, "YOU KNOW I HAD A CRUSH ON YOU, RIGHT?"
CHARACTERS INCLUDED: isagi yoichi
WARNINGS: manager for their high school team!au (is that even a real thing idk just know you're their manager) also pretend they all go to the same school bc plot and swearing bc yes also italics are someones thoughts
A/N: i always do the most for isagi's requests i'm sorry y'all the favoritism is real and evident but user yoichisagis cannot simply help it but also thank you sm <333 i hope u like :]
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"you guys were really having a heated discussion about that?" you laugh. "i can't believe you all care so much about who on the team i potentially had a crush on."
(but if you're being honest, you're actually a bit flattered that the team finds your love life to be this interesting.)
"it's not like i brought it up!" isagi defends from his place next to you on the metal bench you two sat yourselves on. "plus, everyone else was talking about it, too!"
"so, you're basically admitting you participated, too, right?" isagi's eyes go wide and avoid eye contact with yours as he says nothing. "i'll be taking that as a yes," you joke. "well, now i'm intrigued. who do you think you think i may or may not have liked then, isagi?"
he thinks for a little. "i would say nagi. you guys have always gotten along well," isagi answers, his tone a little bit more bland than earlier, and his face twisting into a slightly disdainful expression. he doesn't mean to suddenly become a debbie downer but, if he's being frank, trying to guess which of your friends your crush has liked isn't an activity that isagi really considers to be "enjoyable."
you snort a little at his reply. "you literally could not be more wrong."
"huh?"
"i mean like, nagi's nice and all but, you know i had a crush on you, right?"
isagi's eyes look like they're about to burst out of his head. "really?" he asks in disbelief, still trying to figure out if he heard that right.
"yeah. i liked you from the day we met and you tripped on your shoelaces during tryouts," you reminisce with a giggle while isagi's face gets red all over from embarrassment at the memory.
"god, don't remind me," isagi groans. "i looked like a total dumbass in front of everyone."
"it's nothing to be ashamed of," you reassure. "i actually thought you looked cute," you admit. "like you do right now."
"right now?"
"yeah, i guess my crush on you never really went away," you hum, looking up at the sky as if nothing ever happened. isagi's envious of your ability to function as per usual after you basically just confessed to him. he's about to lose his shit, and he's not even the one who admitted their feelings.
"oh," isagi exhales, using everything in him to attempt to keep his cool like you did. "that's good. mine never did, either." you tear your head away from the sunset, and swiftly look back at isagi, with your own look of disbelief on your face this time. you honestly weren't expecting that as his answer.
you swallow apprehensively. "really?" you question timidly, as you look down at the ground, finding it hard to make eye contact again. you're really cute when you're nervous, he thinks with a smile.
"yeah." with your aloof facade fading, isagi uses the opportunity to inch his hand towards your slowly, lacing his fingers with yours.
and although you're surprised at the sudden contact, you ultimately return his actions and grip his hand tighter, scooting closer to him, and laying your head on his shoulder. you smile back at up him fondly, and he does the same with you, a blush of adoration painting his face this time.
you two continue watch the sunset together in silence, enjoying each other's company in the simplest way, both of you feeling like nothing could ruin the moment you two have waited so long for.
"HEY, I CALLED IT!!! THEY LIKED ISAGI!!!! I'M A GENIUS AND YOU GUYS ALL OWE ME!!!!"
well, except maybe that.
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Hey sei (bye WHY DID I ALMOST TYPE HEI SEI 😭) anyways I just wanted to express my love & appreciation for you b/c I wanted to end my night off with good vibes & you deserve it
anyways!!! i hope that you have a fantastic weekend and YOU BETTER TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF 🔫 no, this isn’t a threat…. Even though it sure does sound like one. because someone had to hurriedly finish prove it in order to get ready for recall. oh oh and I hope that this week was good to you & if not, there’s always next week! oh my gosh BUT ALSO I STARTED ON MY HEE FIC FOR MY SERIES; now all I have to do finish it ,which might take forever, to publish it 😌
Wow this got longer than i expected 😃 anyhow, I appreciate youuuu & all of your works and your very existence especially since we have great taste in anime (fruits basket stay superior 😌) ily and enjoy these pics of hee b/c hee is so cute & looks great in specs (hoon if you see this, I swear I’m returning back to your lane 😭)
signing off
- ash
ASH PLS YOU DID NOT HAVE TO ATTACK ME LIKE THIS,,,, HEE🥺💖 but this is so sweet help????? I appreciate you sm you don't understand😭 I really hope your week went well too! Mine was really stressful (nOT BC OF PROVE IT AND RECALL PFFT AHAHAH) but bc of school and the shit ton of work that got piled on me 😭 sadly next week is even worse for me bc I have something everyday after school + one of my interviews for uni 🥶 so I really hope you're not that stressed! :"((
BUT,,, HEE FIC?? IS THIS THE DREAM ONE OR A WHOLE NEW PLOT PLS SPILL!! anyways I really hope you're doing well♡ make sure to take care, eat well and get lots of sleep!! Ilyy
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