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shadovan · 8 months

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Today is a lazy day. Resident lich is sleepy.

#Okay I just wanted to use this icon.#But for real my head is foggy #because of med switches #a g a i n #I'll try to do some stuff in a little bit

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puppyeared · 10 months

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Jitterbug

#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it #and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago #bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o)#well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall #im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot #i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing????#i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T #because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks #at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better #its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh #in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats #mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year #i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o)#THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o(#yapping #my art #myart #doodles #personal #diary

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egonkula · 4 months

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"how can you hate chase but love house" first of all, bold of you to assume I love house. second of all, because one is blonde and annoying and the other is beautifully greyed and isn't a snob.

#i hate chase because he doesnt have the same depth house does!! also! house is at least honest about his assholerly #chase never reckoned with it and only got worse with no reason to! ohhh its cause hes house ohhh its cause house ruined him #you know whos really the most house like? FOREMAN!!!!! but yall dont wanna talk about that!!!!!!!!!!!!#foreman isnt cuddy #foreman is the same guy who got fired from another hospital and switched his gfs placebo meds just because he felt like he could fix it #like house . foreman is selfish in the way he wants to save. his selfishness is rooted in his desire to fix.#chase's selfishness is rooted in his inability to cope and pretty face and im tired of pretending otherwise #also #he kissed that kid #house md #egonkula rambling

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basilpaste · 4 months

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isabird voice: yeah, ive got that dog in me (hard cut to the voice of the dogged) IM GONNA BLOW STUFF UP WITH BOMB.S

#basil blabbers #slay the savior au #ABSOLUTELY incoherent post apologies. i am deeply tired because i have ~switched health providers~ and #~could not get my meds called in before i ran out~

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tea-earl-grey · 14 days

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i deserve to kill insurance companies actually.

#i've been fucking around with this for two weeks now and i want to die #why is it legal for an insurance provider i am paying to decline a medication that i've been on for years #why does a doctor have to fill out a special form to prove that i Really Need this medication. that's just what a prescription is for.#and also why is my doctor's office closed half the week and i can't get ahold of them and they don't call me back #i'm already rationing my meds like this is not sustainable #the real bullshit is that from what i can tell my provider won't even let me pay for it out of pocket. which i don't want to do but. still.#(it's a maintenance inhaler. i still have plenty of my rescue inhaler left so i'm not like. gonna die without it. but i will be very #uncomfortable and pissed off about it.)#part of this is my own fault because i knew switching insurance would cause some Bullshit when i try to get my meds refilled #so i should have started this earlier #but TWO WEEKS SHOULD BE ENOUGH #i just want to find out what i can do bc every day i call and they go “huh that's weird that it hasn't been approved yet. i'll look into it #and then they don't call me back #well uh. with med rationing i have enough to get me to Tuesday so i fucking hope someone actually figures out what's going on today #vent #personal

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taibhsearachd · 6 days

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Threw up at a doctor appointment today because I was too anxious and it got too hot in the room.

Asked the nurse who I talked to first to wear a mask and it took her several minutes to even find one. (Once they realized we had had COVID recently, suddenly they were very worried about it. For the record, my wife and I were both wearing masks - the only people in the office who were - and I don't think we're infectious, but it's honestly so insulting that they're happy to potentially infect us - and I did catch COVID from one of the labs in the same hospital - but very reluctant to take measures to protect us, and suddenly very stressed if it becomes clear THEY could be infected.)

And I need an X-ray on my ankle, which I will have to clear with my insurance after I manage to switch it to my wife's in October, because I may have a stress fracture that I've just been living with and walking on for a year.

Not enjoying the day I've been having. At all. But hopefully tomorrow I will have new anxiety meds to help me sleep... and ADHD meds if I'm very lucky.

#personal post #I mean I have the prescription for the ADHD meds #whether the pharmacy will actually give them to me is another question #but because I need to clear it with my insurance and I gotta switch my insurance so soon...#I'm just going to need to get a brace for my potentially broken ankle until that happens #so... that's cool #I HAVE TO WALK UP AND DOWN STAIRS EVERY DAY #and it fucking hurts #cheerful reminder that our healthcare system is broken and disproportionately harms already disabled people who need it the most :D

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yangjeongin · 1 month

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#carly.txt #don't worry everyone i am prescribed ritalin by a licensed psychiatrist .#this post inspired by me falling asleep while working #going to take a dose of my as needed adhd med because me falling asleep is a telltale sign that my adhd med has worn off #listening to coldplay still falling asleep while i wait for it to kick in #and 28 mins after taking it switching to listening to miroh and suddenly am awake and productive #i will never know who was responsible.#miroh used to keep me awake even before i was medicated tho. that song has the same chemical makeup as a stimulant drug i think #anyway i dropped my work just to make this meme. i must return to it now. LMAO

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pearl-kite · 4 months

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time for Gale

had an idea, and they're rattling the cage lately I guess

#is this the same thing that I posted a week ago?#no. not technically #but I'm afraid to look at them side by side because it's probably the same thing ;3;#but that was supposed to be a quick sketch I have Plans for this one #the last few days have had me feeling surprisingly productive #especially since I'm switching meds and the dose is too low and I can't focus on ANYTHING #but maybe that's the thing #I can't focus on any of these things; I do one for 20 minutes and switch to the other

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kamiitsubakii · 4 months

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Y'know I actually am tempted to make art of my alters now. I struggle with keeping track of all of them, last time I counted I have 10. I probably have more but I think they're more so fragmented parts rather than alters. But even though I counted like 10 only 4 of us are active, the rest are dormant.

#I'm only gonna do art of the active ones rn #Maybe include 3 of the dormant ones mainly because they're a big part of me even though they haven't fronted in over a year #I also take meds like celexa and caplyta to help with my dissociation #So maybe that's why I'm not experiencing switches a lot anymore #Or at least painful and noticable ones

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scarecrowdrugs · 6 months

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I wish I could scoop out the ADHD part of my brain so I can actually get shit done, fuck my life.

#god i told myself yesterday that I was going to do something actually PRODUCTIVE for once and then...didn't #ughhhhhhhhhhh i'll probably also have to shell out more than a hundred on my next refill #because I'm a dumb fuck who's scared to go on a website and make an appointment to switch meds

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nerdgirlnarrates · 1 year

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So for some reason, I thought I would not have to do specialty-specific research to match pulm/crit, and that I could get away with exclusively having medical education scholarly projects. This was probably dumb of me, but I am nevertheless really unhappy to find out I was wrong. I just hate research man. I love science, I love digging into the literature and coming up with good questions and synthesizing information, but I hate performing analysis myself. I especially hate churning out shitty chart reviews and case reports just to pack my resume, and the thought of having to keep doing that during residency makes me wanna throw up. The vast majority of research done by physicians is utter trash (we do not have the time or training to complete meaningful research on our own most of the time!), it doesn’t improve physicians’ scientific literacy, it is just chasing prestige. I hate it. Please please let me work on a project that is actually meaningful.