#because while I can be activated just by being told 'you're crazy/not crazy'

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Debut of Head, November to Remember '97

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The Fake Boyfriend || Gregory House

Paring: Dr. Gregory House x fem!reader

Summary: When a creepy dude starts hitting on you in the hospital you go to the closest person for help

Warnings: catcalling and gross men

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"Hey sexy!" You turn to look at who's getting catcalled. Not finding any women looking uncomfortable. Actually, not finding anyone around you at all. No one but a creepy dude who is actively walking closer and closer to you.

'.....oh shit!' You turn around and start walking faster to the cafeteria doors. You pray that there's somebody in there that can help you.

"Hey pretty lady! Why are you walking away from all of this?" You shudder in disgust and start walking even faster to the now approaching cafeteria doors.

You can feel him getting even closer to you. And you're practically running by the time you open the doors to the cafeteria. Quickly scanning the room you spot two men sitting at one of the tables.

Praying that this works you turn around to confront the gross man who has now made it inside the cafeteria with you.

"Please leave me alone sir. I have a boyfriend and he's sitting right over there." You tell this man while gesturing to the men behind you.

"Yeah sure you do why don't you go over there and prove it." You take a deep breath as you hoped he wouldn't ask this. But letting out a shaky exhale you turn around and walk towards the table with the two men.

You hear him walking behind you, and as you get closer you can tell that these two men are actually doctors at this hospital.

"Hey sorry I'm late honey! Traffic was crazy getting here! I hope I didn't miss all of your lunch break." You slide in next to the closest guy to you. Which happened to be a ruff looking man in a suit. And as you took a second closer look you noticed the cane that he had under the table.

You give the two men a pleading look before turning back to the catcaller beside the table. "See I told you my boyfriend was here. So now will you please leave me alone."

You can tell that the two men now understand what's happening. The guy sitting across from you sits up straighter and has a more threatening look on his face. And the man that you had sat by lazily puts his arm around you and pulls you in to him more.

"This cripple is your boyfriend? Baby girl I could please you better than this man ever could." You felt the man's arm wrap around you tighter as this creep said this.

"Are you sure about that? Because I make a killer lasagna!" The man across from you rolls his eyes at the other man's comment before turning to look at the creep.

"Sir if you do not leave my friend's girlfriend alone I will have you personally escorted out of this hospital, and then make sure that you never step foot in this hospital again." This got the creepy man to scoff and roll his eyes before making an off handed comment about you not even being hot enough to be worth all this trouble. Before turning around and leaving the cafeteria.

As soon as the door shut behind him you let out a breath of air that you have been holding in, and relax into your seat before turning and looking at the two men that just saved you.

"I am so sorry for interrupting you guys! But also thank you so much for saving me from that creep."

The friendly looking man across from you tells you that it's no problem and that they were happy to help before introducing himself to you.

"I'm Dr. James Wilson and my lovely friend over there is Dr. Gregory House." You tell them your name and before you know it you're having a pleasant conversation with them. Well mostly with Wilson with house butting in with a sarcastic quick every now and again. But a pleasant conversation nonetheless.

That is until Wilson's pager goes off. He apologizes to both of you before leaving the cafeteria briskly. But not before sending a not so subtle wink to House. And that's when you realize that House has yet to take his arm off of your shoulders.

"I should also get going. My niece should be done with her test by now and I've got to get her home." You quickly scribble your number on one of the napkins on the table with a pin from your purse before sliding it over to House.

"Here's my number just in case you want to save me from anymore creepy men." You get up, after House removes his arm from around you, and grab your bag to start leaving.

You're halfway to the door before you hear house talking from behind you. "It's true you know!"

This stops you in your tracks as you turn back around to face House. "What?" You asked bewildered.

"It's true that I make a great lasagna. How about you come over to my place tomorrow night and prove me right." You give him a little smirk before nodding your head and agreeing.

You turn around again and are almost out the cafeteria doors before you hear House talking once again. "I'll text you the deets!" You shake your head in amusement before letting the door shut fully behind you and walking to the elevator to go get your niece.

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Author's Note: I hope you enjoyed my first house fic!

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Taking care of the main cast while they're sick

Cw: SFW, gn!reader, platonic, very briefly suggestive in Angel's, in the order of who gets sick first - last

<< [ Part 1 ]

Charlie

- She's truly a wet cat when she gets sick.

- Will not stop crying and being emotional the whole time. She hates not being able to sing or go out and about.

- Is even more emotional when you volunteer to take care of her as you're no longer as likely to get sick again.

- She's so happy she's not gonna be all alone.

- She hates being locked away in her room and not being able to participate in group activities.

- Insists they still go on without her like she's about to die from not being able to be there with them.

- Charlie spends the whole time wrapped up in a blanket in bed and watching kids' movies. I hope you like Disney movies, because she won't put on anything else.

- Says they make her 'heart' feel not sickly like she is.

- You will be cuddling her because if not, she won't stop sobbing. Vaggie is keeping her distance from her because she doesn't want to get sick too.

- I hope you're also ready to get your ear talked off by a very passionate dreamer who's been under house lock for a week because oh boy.

- For the last few days, she's gonna be trying to leave her room or convince you to let her leave. She's going antsy and stir-crazy by the end of it.

- She's extremely clingy to you as you're essentially her caretaker for the week she's sick.

- Eventually Vaggie caves in to ger girlfriend, and takes over for you anyways. Then Vaggie catches it. 💀

- Apologetic afterwards to you.

Vaggie

- She's disappointed but not really surprised.

-Probably the best and most composed of all of them when she gets sick.

- She doesn't too much like being seen sick as it makes her feel vulnerable, but when you assure her you don't think any less of her she's a lot less stiff about you being there.

- She will just chill in her room the whole time, probably reading or writing notes to remind her to do stuff when she gets out.

- The whole time she just sighs, sounding extra irritated and absolutely done with life.

- She needs to sit in darkness most of the time because she keeps getting migraines.

- Will absolutely insist she can look after herself and that she doesn't need someone near her at all times like Charlie.

- Will accept you bringing her food, helping with her duties guarding, and bringing her reports about what's gone on around the hotel.

- Really appreciates the reports actually.

- By the end of it she's considering bringing you on to possibly permanently help her out because you absolutely would be helpful.

- Most of her socialisation energy is taken up by Charlie, so she's very likely just gonna wanna be left on her own through most of it.

Niffty

- Despite being told not to, Niffty goes into the room's of those who are sick to clean, and that's how she gets sick.

- An absolute fucking nightmare to look after. It's not just you, it's also Vaggie who needs to keep her at bay.

- She doesn't understand 'rest' and 'quarantine', those do not exist.

- There will have to be a 24/7 watch on her to keep her in her room because my God, she does not sleep and stays just as insane but becomes delirous.

- Will be there barely able to stand and still cleaning.

- You will literally have to pick her up and carry her kicking back to her room.

- The only way to get her to go sleep is to get her a tranquiliser.

- There's a greatly annoying back and forth between Alastor, you and Vaggie as Alastor has the tranquilliser she usually has but just refuses.

- Thank christ when Angel just goes 'fuck this' and gets another type like it to knock her out.

- After that it's better. Niffty becomes extremely clingy to you or Vaggie while she's sedated. Vaggie walks out after the solution is found, leaving you to take care of her on your own.

- So you just cuddle her while doing whatever you have brought to do in her room.

- Afterwards she's probably gonna be clinging to you extra. She's imprinted on you during this period low-key

- It's exhausting, and you don't succeed in stopping her from spreading germs (which is ironic considering she's supposedly the clean one)

- Pentious, Husk and Angel all get sick in quick succession after Niffty.

Pentious

- His 1800's ass is gonna be so dramatic.

- Not overdramatic, because he's scared for obvious and understandable reasons.

- But still dramatic.

- He's gonna be needing reassurance every three seconds on this, and even then, he's gonna be all weepy.

- Straight up thinks he's gonna die.

- "Bring me out to the garden one last time" type attitude.

- When it becomes clear he's not going to die in approximately 10 seconds, he calms down a bit, but he's still super anxious.

- Will absolutely want to cuddle you (along with his egg boys) while he's still super delirious.

- You gotta like tight hugs because when I say cuddle, I mean he will be full-body wrapping around you with his tail around your legs and arms around your shoulders.

- Denies it happening outright after his temperature comes down, though, and is super embarrassed.

- Cheers up at about the 4 day mark.

- Stays in his room with you and probably just discusses and brainstorms ideas for different kinds of weapons and machines.

- Tbh, after he's not contagious anymore and can leave again, he's probably gonna be jealous that you're no longer giving him as much attention as you were.

Angel

- Oh, he's so mad about it.

- He dodged getting sick off of you, Charlie and Vaggie only to get sick because Niffty refused to stay down.

- The whole time he's also really anxious because he's scared Val is gonna order him to come in while he's unwell and force him to still into the studio to do some weird sickness kink type shit.

- Luckily, Val doesn't reach out at all in the time he's sick.

- Him, Husk and you kinda just chill out together doing stuff like watching movies and talking shit.

- Vaggie orders them to stick together to avoid the chance of infecting anyone a second time, and the whole time you're near them, you need to wear a mask.

- Angel is not a clingy sick person. In fact, he doesn't wanna be cuddled at all (at least in the first few days)

- Doesn't like you seeing him sick because he thinks it's super gross.

- He's getting too hot and then too cold every 3 seconds and is super annoyed over it. Just keeps angrily putting on layers and then taking them off again.

- He doesn't like getting cuddled, but he does like you taking care of him and asking if he needs anything, and you reassuring him he'll get better soon.

- He so rarely gets taken care of in that way, so he absolutely eats it up.

- Probably takes to sarcastically calling you parental nicknames when you tell him he has to take meds/eat/drink whatever.

- He starts going absolutely stir crazy by the end of it as well, he hates being cooped up.

- Very appreciative when he's finally able to gtfo and do stuff again.

Husk

- He's by far the most pissed off about getting sick (that you're aware of at least)

- He kept trying to tell Niffty to go away and go to bed, but she just kept clinging to him.

- The whole time he's unwell, he has to suffer through Alastor laughing at him, which all makes it so much worse.

- Alastor just periodically shows up to bully him, and you need to call Vaggie to kick him out for you.

- Husk does not like you trying to take care of him, and will promptly tell you to fuck off with no hesitation if you start trying to caretake him outside of getting him food and stuff.

- He's also not happy because when he's really delirious, he is actually extremely affectionate.

- The whole time he's running a fever and especially sick, he will be trying to cling to anything around but especially you.

- Does the type of thing during that period that animals do when you stop petting them and they just. Start whining and looking at you pleadingly for more attention.

- He's horrendously embarrassed about it.

- He relaxes a bit when you promise him not to ever bring it up again, but he's still extremely grumpy.

- Especially because he lowkey blames you as you're the root of the sickness, even though you did everything right with isolating and trying to make sure nobody else caught what you had.

- His appreciation is fairly low in comparison to the others.

Alastor

- Sick? Take care of him?

- HA. Funny joke.

- He doesn't get sick.

- At least, that's what he says and is absolutely fucking horrified and furious when he actually does end up unwell.

- He tries to hide it behind him being 'busy' in his radio tower and 'to leave him alone to his devices'

- Will never ever admit he's sick, let alone allow you to truly take care of him. Even the thought fills him with such disgust that his smile almost wavers.

- You don't see or hear from him the whole time, but you can tell he's sick. Some kind of intuition.

- You just bring him stuff to eat, drink and take and leave it outside the door - hauling ass tf away as you knock on the door.

- He still knows you know and are bringing him stuff, and it pisses him off massively.

- He doesn't ever bring it up though afterwards, and if you do? You're gonna suffer ngl.

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Hidden Secret

genre: fluff, fwb to lovers, drunk confession

pairing: Jeonghan x reader

summary: In which the one secret Jeonghan never wanted to reveal got revealed in the worst way possible.

warnings: mentions of drinking and alcohol, swearing, suggestive, mentions of sex

note: Drunk Jeonghan is so fine asdfghjkl (prove me wrong 😤😛). This fic is part of an ask for drunken confession fics. Enjoy reading the fic <33

Jeonghan doesn't consider himself one to keep secrets from you.

In fact, he's practically shown and told you everything. From all the juicy drama he hears from his friends to what his body looks like underneath all his baggy clothes that he wears all the time.

But there is an exception of course. He has one secret that he vows to never tell you, or anyone for that matter. A secret that he knows will most definitely ruin his friendship with you, or any contact with you at all in the first place.

A secret that has him wanting to be more than friends who casually fuck.

But he knows that you'll never see him that way. So rather than confessing to you, he's resolved to remain content, because being with you and being able to feel your body against his is better than nothing at all.

Groaning, Jeonghan begrudgingly wakes up as he feels a sharp throbbing pain in his head, evidence of his drinking activities last night.

Gosh, I really shouldn't have drank so much.

Yawning and stretching his arms, Jeonghan suddenly halts to a stop when he sees your bare body peacefully sleeping right next to him.

That's weird.

Normally after you and Jeonghan fuck he'll usually clean you up and walk you home, not let you stay and sleep with him (that only happens on your monday movie nights). So the fact that you're here sleeping next to him while naked is an rare occurrence to say the least.

Suddenly all the memories from last night flood back into his head.

The party.

Getting drunk.

Wait.

His secret he vowed to never tell anyone.

His secret that he might've just admitted to you while drunk last night.

Shit.

"Jeonghan?! Where are you dragging me?" You question, confusion evident on your face as Jeonghan whisks you away from your conversation at the party in his house.

"I need to tell you a secret," Jeonghan whispers into your ear with a drunk smile. "Let's go in there."

"Wait-" You yell as Jeonghan walks into a random closet and silently waits for you to join him. " Are you sure you want to tell your secret in there? Are you crazy? It's so cramped in there!"

"It's okay, I'll make space," Jeonghan says with a grin as he shuffles to the side. "Besides, it's not like it's your first time being this close to me."

Sighing, you enter the closet and shut the door. "Are you drunk right now? I can smell the alcohol in your breath."

"A littlee~," Jeonghan giggles as a wave of silence falls over the two of you.

"Jeonghan? What did you have to tell me?" You question as you look up in the his direction, where you notice his flushed face is looking at you with a certain feeling in his eyes that you can't exactly place.

"I love you!" Jeonghan leans down to your ear and whispers "but that's the secret, so I won't tell you about it"

"Stop joking with me," you say in disbelief. "You're drunk."

"And in lovee with you," Jeonghan replies with a giggle as he scoots closer to you to give you a peck on the lips.

You groan in reply, "fuck."

Grabbing Jeonghan's face you quickly attach your lips to his, as your lips quickly mold together with his in a symphony you know by heart at this point.

"Let's go upstairs to one of the empty rooms," Jeonghan mutters as he tears his lips away from yours and starts to drag you out of the closet. "I want to show you how much I love you."

Shit.

Jumping out of bed, Jeonghan runs to the bathroom and shuts the door. "Nononono. This can't be happening right now."

"This has to be a dream," Jeonghan mutters to himself as he splashes water on himself, dread filling his stomach as he feels the wetness of the water rolling down his face.

Fuck, this isn't a dream.

"I did not just mess up everything," Jeonghan mutters as he rubs his hands on his face. "Fuck."

Suddenly Jeonghan freezes the second he feels your arms slide around his waist, your face pressed against his back. "I saw you got out of bed earlier than me so I tried finding you. hehehe I guess I'm quite good at finding you, eh?"

Turning around abruptly, Jeonghan takes your face in his hands and asks, "do you remember what happened last night?"

"Yeah, your drunk confession was cute," You say with a giggle. "But don't worry, I feel the same way."

Jeonghan can only stare at you in shock. On one hand he's absolutely mortified that he had drunkenly confessed to you. But on the other hand he's screaming in disbelief, his one-sided love was not so one-sided after all.

"To be honest, I didn't want to tell you my feelings because I was afraid it would ruin our friendship," you admit bashfully. "So, I'm glad you confessed first."

Jeonghan fondly laughs in reply, "fuck, I love you so much."

Pressing his lips onto yours, all you can do is simply moan in response as Jeonghan starts to lead you to his bed.

"Let me show you how much I love you, without hiding it this time."

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First Time In Years

Synopsis: Y/N is an action star who's dubbed as Tom Cruise Jr. she was in a relationship with Jenna for a while before the two of them broke up due to Jenna's uprising status in the industry. The two of them happened to bump into each other at an award show and time stopped when they saw each other again.

Warning: Bad writing, Feels.

Words: 1.1k

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A/N: I was feeling a bit bored then this popped in my head so I thought I'd share it to you guys. Happy Reading!

You've been away from the entertainment lime light for a couple of years because of an accident that happened in a production you were doing a few years ago.

During those times you were down and under, one person stuck by your side and supported you, from recovery, to therapy, to getting back in shape. You'd never ever forget that person, she was the one for you, you believed that. But fate had something instilled for the both of you. She was an uprising superstar, you did not want to hold her back. So you did what you thought was best at the time, you broke up with her.

A few years back, you were not so sure you're gonna be back into doing action films due to an accident you had on a set that left you bed bound for at least 3 months. You thought your time in doing actions was done by that point. But here you are, leading a sequel from one of the best action films of all time, Top Gun: Maverick. Your Godfather pushed you to be in this movie, quoting "you're gonna be my successor, I want you in this movie". So yeah, what Tom Cruise asks, he shall get. And today, you're back in an award show with your castmates.

Today, you're gonna have to face that person again. You're not entirely sure what would happen, or if anything would happen at all. You haven't seen her since you two broke up, but you did follow her activities. Watch her series, movies, anything that would update you of what she's been up to. And you couldn't be more proud of what success she'd had. She was becoming a household name and she's still getting bigger and bigger as the time goes by.

So, when you saw her being interviewed wearing a wonderful dress, you could not help but stare, you're shameless about that, but can you blame yourself? She was looking beautiful. She looked more mature now, her long hair cut shorter, she looked more of a woman now, it's crazy what time did to her. She looked more beautiful, she's always been beautiful in your eyes.

"Stop staring and start approaching, kid." She heard Miles whisper in her ears.

Y/N turned to her castmate and gave out a chuckle. "I don't think that's a wise idea."

Miles looked confused. "Why is that?"

Y/N shrugged. "Let's just say we want to leave it where it was left." She said before she walked on. Miles was still confused as he followed her inside with their team.

"So, who's that girl you were looking at lovingly outside?" Glen asked as soon as they got to their table.

Y/N groaned, not wanting this topic to be the talk of the entire night.

"She's just... some I used to know, okay?" She told them, pleading for them to stop asking questions.

The older men and women got the signal as soon as they heard her frustrated voice, and thankfully, they did not continue to ask.

The entire show, Y/N would steal glances to look at the girl she's watching outside. She couldn't help it. It's been so long. Of all the places, she never thought she'd be seeing her here, with a guy she knows has been linked to the girl.

"I'm gonna go to the toilet real quick." Y/N told her mates and went without waiting for a reply.

She did her business and was about to leave when she stopped on her track as she was face to face with the girl she's been eyeing the entire time. She looked as shocked as Y/N, her eyes widened.

Should've tried to hold it in. Y/N thought.

The two of them stood there, in the middle of the comfort room, staring at each other with wide eyes. No one made an attempt to move, or even to speak. It's like they're stuck in a dimension where they're just there, standing and staring at each other.

Y/N was the first to move, to get back to her senses. She gave out a small chuckle, thinking how dumb they probably look inside the toilet room, just staring at each other.

She cleared her throat, getting the attention of the girl in front of her. "Well, you look extremely lovely." Y/N said genuinely, smiling.

The girl in front of her giggles as well, her dimples showing. Y/N always loved those cute dimples, and she most definitely loved the sound of those cute giggles.

"It's so weird that the first time I see you after so long, we're in a comfort room." Jenna said, giving out a giggle again, lowering her head, shaking it lightly.

Y/N laughed with Jenna as well. The two of them looked like madmen inside the comfort room.

"How have you been?" Y/N asked when they finally calmed down.

Jenna's smile never left her face. "Good. I've been good. You?"

Y/N nodded. "I'm getting by. Trying to get back on my feet."

Jenna nodded, then she looked at Y/N from head to toe. She never thought she would see the taller girl again. Ever since they broke up, Y/N seemingly went under the radar, like she was hiding, not wanting anyone to find her. But here she was, standing tall and healthy.

"I saw the film. I thought you weren't gonna get back to it. Was afraid I'd heard on the news that you broke something again." Jenna admitted, making Y/N's heart jump at the thought that Jenna was still worried about her after all these times.

"I wasn't expecting to get back in action as well. Just tried to bring back the old me, but did not expect to get back."

Jenna nodded. "What made you take the film?"

Y/N grinned. "Tom Cruise."

Jenna giggled again. "Ah, of course. Can never say no to the godfather." She said, causing the both of them to share a small laugh.

"You realize we're really catching up inside a freakin' comfort room, right?" Y/N said, giving Jenna one of those weird looks she loves to give.

"Yeah, I know it's weird, and disgusting."

Y/N just shook her head. She stared at Jenna for a moment, taking all of her in. She's still as beautiful as before, maybe even more. But one thing's for sure, she's still the Jenna she knows, nothing has changed.

"Congratulations on everything you've achieved. I'm extremely proud." Y/N turned serious, but the smile on her face never left.

"Congratulations on getting back to the screen, I'm extremely proud." Jenna replied.

The two of them stared at one another, before Y/N broke their eye contact.

"I'll see you around, Jenna." She finally spoke.

"See you around, Y/N."

And they both left it at that. Their hearts are full knowing the sacrifice both of them made blossomed into something bigger than they both expected. That would stay in both their hearts forever.

[hg-aneh]

will you ever come back, or is this an indefinite hiatus/straight up dipping?

i don't know

all the i miss yous are making me want to come back but ik i would just be terrified and motionless as soon as i do

Vent-ish Rant downstairs

CW: Pedophilia, Antisemitism, Suicide, Ableism, Harassment, Bullying, all the important words except for murder basically

i want to fix things in private with the people who hurt me so things can be okay and I don't out them for being wieners

but i also want everyone to know who hurt me, yet I'm aware it's not the right choice to make. social media outrage barely leads to anything, specially where minors are concerned

hell,now that i think about it, considering the fact that they genuinely don't believe people older than them are allowed to have feelings, I don't even think talking would be the right move

it's scary, its fucking scary

fuck. the whole thing started with a person mocking the way i spoke about crowley telling me to stop babying him because i was a legal adult and shouldn't be speaking like that

i had just turned 18 and the person was only a year younger than me

like when it's gone to that point and shit is that fucked up, what can one person even do

i remember i laughed about it back then but truth be told, every single little thing I've been told and that I've listened to coming from the people who hurt me has fucking destroyed me as a person

I looked at my older Discord messages, from before this whole mess started. I was so fucking happy and shameless with my joy, now look at my sorry ass

i just.

it's crazy that i have to go around masking in social media of all places because there are people that take such offense to me being cringe that they legitimately turn into high school mean girls

it's crazy that there are people who claim I'm something i am not because they want to make me look bad in the eyes of their little circlejerking friend groups so they can feel like the hero of the story

it's crazy that empathy goes completely out of the window when an account is big, that people don't see human beings as human beings when they're behind a screen

"just log off lol" i am a lonely shut in motherfucker due to my autism (that, surprise surprise, hinders my ability to socialize), you do not understand what you're asking of me, specially while being in this country and at this point in time where I'm actively craving to kick the metaphorical bucket, at daily risk of doing so, and what basically is house arrest for my own safety and well being

(aka, avoiding to physically yeet myself into upcoming traffic or buying something to actually seal the deal)

thus far I've been accused of antisemitism, pedophilia, being too self-centered (which. bro, the reason why i talk about myself is because it's the one thing i can comment on without being scared of some random person coming to tell me "NuH uH" about it out of nowhere or worse, having their feelings hurt because I don't agree with them 100%), proshipper (which, to those people, the word implies wonderful labels such as "incest apologist" "pedophile" (again) "abuse endorser" among other things) ((sidenote, I'm on neither side on that particular discourse. my friends from both sides know this. I would elaborate on my stance if this wasn't already long enough, but it is, so I'm leaving it at an "I don't care, you do you, but please leave me out of it")), being... mean... because i blocked someone...? (this one is just. that's how the second wave of hate started btw. yeah, because i blocked someone. holy fuck), and there's probably a handful of other things I haven't seen yet. fuck it, there's probably someone out there calling me a zoophile because of my catboy au

My friends who I will not name because I don't want the high school mean girls crusade to get to them, have helped me stash out evidence for all of the accusations and bullying.

fuck, they were the ones who let me know about it on the first place, both actions for which i am eternally thankful for because it means I can defend myself properly should the occasion arise (dios no quiera)

I've already had to make a post on Xitter responding to the antisemitism and pedophilia claims, in which, for the latter, i had to reveal extremely personal information for the people who started this to give me respite if only for a while

and. ugh

What I'm trying to get at with all of this is. it's. coming back is scary. i want to but at the same time I don't think I can take this shit anymore

I wish I had people defending me like this when the harassment started because I'm a spineless little bitch who'd rather talk things out and at least be neutral with people than clap back and tell them to stop being stinky

but what's done is done and now i just gotta figure out how to fix my head before i do something stupid

this is not the full story obviously, I'm cutting off certain details as well as more personal depression stuff to not make this bible longer than it already is

fuck

TLDR: I need a hug, idk if I'm coming back, I probably will cuz I can't say no to people, and some teenagers are horrible

[kneelingshadowsalome]

love love love the maid fic you posted so much. it had me spiraling with thoughts of single dad (Widower? widower.) König with live in nanny reader. she is so soft and sweet and the little boy adores her, plus she's a great cook and tries her best to include König in activities with his son whenever he's off from deployment, insists that he sits with them as she reads bedtime stories for the kiddo. I mean, she's basically his wife already, there's just the consummation ring missing, right?

JESUS

You know the stereotype about women wanting to kidnap a man when they see him walk a dog because hey, he must be great with kids if he can keep a dog alive? That a man owning a dog basically means that this guy is husband & dad material and must now be trapped?

König is exactly like that with women who are good with kids!

And I have to emphasize that König does not have a mommy kink. He does NOT have a mommy kink. No, never. He only has raging mommy issues.

But… (there’s always a but)

Our man has to fight back actual tears when he listens to the bedtime story. This woman’s voice is so soft, she’s great at what she does, but it triggers all his childhood trauma – no one ever read to him when he was a child :( He was just told to play by himself and go to bed and stay there, be quiet while his parents watch late night TV.

So now he's sucking it all in like a sponge: her bright eyes, her enthusiastic voice that has the curious effect of both soothing and stimulating him, the way she acts the stories she tells. Is it perverse to feel both aroused and sleepy when you're listening to a woman tell a bedtime story...? (He's asking for a friend)

He also can’t take it how his son is looking up at this lady with pure fascination as she tells those stories, straight out of her head, by the way, because she has an amazing imagination. She's a natural storyteller and her little tales are usually much better and more vivid than what’s going on in children’s books. König’s son is soon asking to “hear that story about the squirrel who went fishing” or asking if he could “please hear that story about the lone warrior one more time” and König is just melting on the inside when she smiles, draws breath, and starts to tell the same fable for the 6th time this week.

The atmosphere in his house has changed so much, there’s warmth and smiles and playfulness now, instead of sorrow and silence and despair. His son is coming out of his shell, and König himself is absolutely thriving. He can’t wait to get home and bask in this new warm glow, his crazy high libido has returned too. This woman is like a magical remedy to all his problems.

He starts to treat the lady like she’s his wife; she’s basically a stepmom to his son already. Plus a man like him can’t envision himself as being single and going on casual dates. He needs to marry again, can’t you see? His son needs a mom, and he needs a wife to come back home to! It’s the natural order of things, and he sees the perfect wife candidate right in front of him ❤️

...Also trust it to König wondering if it would be solely wrong to poke a few holes in the condoms they use when she finally understands what a great idea it would be to surrender to him and his impeccable love. He only has her best interest in mind, and let's be honest, she can't find a more devoted father for her kids! He only wants to provide for his growing family and wife-to-be, is that so bad? ❤️

[svltzmans]

message in a bottle - h.m.

a/n: hello hello!! i'm currently working on all the requests in my inbox and this one is so cute!! i love writing cute little fluffy romantic stories <3 i hope y'all like them!!

warnings: none :)

hope's yearly trip to new orleans to visit her family was always something she looked forward to. as much as she loved living in mystic falls and being surrounded by close friends, she always yearned for the part of her that was missing.

however, there had been some major changes in her life since the last time she visited new orleans.

she had fallen deeply for someone that it would be difficult to leave, even for a little while.

y/n was absolutely thrilled that her girlfriend got to visit her family. she knows how close they are and how little they got to see each other in person.

however, she knows it won't be easy to go without seeing hope for a full week. to say the couple is attached at the hip would be an understatement.

y/n's first day without hope was full of distraction. she did every activity she could, desperately trying to avoid feeling hope's absence.

hope's drive to new orleans was uneventful, except for her attempts to zone out and pretend y/n was in the passenger seat.

when hope finally arrives and greets her family, she immediately feels empty without y/n's presence. she brushes it off, trying to reconnect with her parents and aunts.

while in the middle of a conversation with klaus, a text pops up on hope's phone.

hey, love. i miss you. how is it in new orleans?

hope smiles as soon as she realizes the text is from y/n.

"what's the smile for, darling?" klaus questions, seeing that hope is profusely blushing as she types a response.

"just a funny text from a friend," she responds, trying to control her excitement about hearing from y/n.

hope hadn't told her family that her and y/n were dating. it wasn't that she didn't want to, but she just didn't feel ready. she didn't want her visit to only be focused on her love life, especially because her dating a girl might be a surprise.

klaus dismisses the subject, but hope can tell he's suspicious. she silently curses her tendency to blush.

so far so good. miss you more. can i call you later? wanna hear your voice.

hope finally sends her response to y/n, unable to hold back another smile.

rebekah had prepared an extravagant meal for hope's arrival, and hope thought it was entirely overkill.

nonetheless, she was grateful, and she sat at the table surrounded by klaus, hayley, freya, rebekah, marcel, kol, and elijah.

the group effortlessly falls into conversation as if they had never been apart, sharing laughs and stories.

hope debates telling them about y/n, but stops herself, wanting to properly introduce them to her when the time comes.

when hope finishes her plate, she's quick to excuse herself to her room. she insists that she's tired from the travel, although her overly happy demeanor suggests otherwise.

as soon as she closes the door behind her, she dials y/n's number.

"hey, darling," y/n's voice sounds velvety through the receiver, and hope can't help but to kick her feet a bit in her bed.

"hi, beautiful. how was your day?"

"it was okay. it would have been so much better with you. how's your family?"

"loud, but good so far," hope laughs, hearing y/n's giggle from the other end of the line.

"i can't believe it hasn't even been a whole day yet. i miss you like crazy."

"you're just obsessed with me, aren't you?" hope teases, giggling at y/n's affection.

"guilty as charged."

as the group continues to talk in the kitchen down the hall, they can't help but to tune into hope's conversation.

they blame their enhanced sense of hearing, but their interests are all piqued by the romantic nature of hope and y/n's conversation.

"that sounds a bit more than friendly," freya breaks the silence, smirking knowingly.

"you would know, wouldn't you?" rebekah teases, and the table erupts in laughter.

"should we say something?" marcel questions, almost feeling guilty for continuing to listen.

"she'll tell us on her own time, right?" hayley adds, trying to relieve marcel's guilt.

like clockwork, hope walks down the hall, having just ended her call with y/n.

"guys, can i tell you something?"

the group all nods in unison, already sure they know what hope is going to say.

"i have a girlfriend."

"it seems you've forgotten we all have vampire hearing, love," klaus responds, earning a dirty look from hayley. "what! it's true!"

hope turns a deep shade of red, realizing that her entire family had heard her flirt with her girlfriend over the phone.

after a few seconds of silence, the entire mikaelson family burts into laughter, as if they were all aware of the awkwardness of the situation.

"love you, hope," elijah smiles, giving hope an encouraging pat on her back.

"love you too."

[mysteryshoptls]

SSR Leona Kingscholar - Bloom Birthday Vignette

"Happy Birthday"

[Savanaclaw Dorm – Birthday Party Venue]

Leona: Sigh, these interviews are a pain… Crazy how they can keep doing this year after year without gettin' bored of it.

Leona: So then, I wonder who's my presenter this year…

???: Ay, I made it. Excuse me!

Cater: Heya, Leona-kun. Happy Birthday!

Leona: Tch, and in walks in one of the loud ones.

Cater: EH, DID YOU JUST CLICK YOUR TONGUE!? C'mon, it's your birthday, you gotta try to have a bit of fun ♪

Cater: Today, I'm planning on asking you every little thing to learn everything about you, Leona-kun, so be prepared～

Leona: Well, aren't you real chipper. Alright, I'm fully expecting you to make this the best birthday ever, then.

Cater: U-Uh, you might be putting a little too much pressure on me there? But okay, let me just restart, and… Let's dive into the first question!

Cater: “If you could use flight magic to go anywhere, where would you like to go?”

Cater: And, it doesn't look like you have to worry about the amount of magic you'd have to use.

Leona: So, anywhere I want, huh… Then, I want to go to a full-service hotel and spend my time lounging about.

Cater: Ooh, so you want to just enjoy a resort to the max. That sounds great, and I bet you'd be able to take a ton of awesome pics ♪

Leona: Yeah, I'm not planning on going to any of the noisy places you're probably thinking of.

Leona: Since I'm going to be using flight magic to get there anyway, I'd rather find a remote place that normal people wouldn't really be able to get to.

Cater: But if it's a remote location… Then You can't really enjoy any sightseeing or recreational activities.

Leona: I told you, I wanted to just lounge about. If I were to run around like that, it completely defeats the purpose.

Cater: So, basically…. You're wanting to "do nothing," right?

Leona: Yeah, that's the best way to live in luxury, don't you think?

Leona: Food is prepared when I'm hungry, and the bath is ready for whenever I feel like taking one.

Leona: And there, in that quiet and comfortable environment, I can sleep peacefully without being bothered by anyone else

Cater: Not being bothered and in a quiet place, huh. Yeah, I guess that's not a bad way to go about it.

Leona: Right? As Dorm Leader and as Captain of the Magift team, there's a ton of things I have to constantly worry about, you know.

Leona: Basically, that just means that I also need some time off to rest my mind and body once in a while.

Cater: Ahaha. I bet I know a few people who'd be cross hearing you say that… But hey, I guess I get how you feel, Leona-kun.

Cater: Alllright, now that I got to hear a lot about that, I'll move on to the next question ♪

[Savanaclaw Dorm – Birthday Party Venue]

Cater: 'Kay, second question!

Cater: "What is your best class?"

Cater: Now here's a super interesting question!

Leona: Huh? How.

Cater: Yeah, because you're real smart. So I def wanna know what class you like best～

Leona: So, you think I'm smart, huh. I guess I'll go ahead and take that as a compliment.

Cater: Well, obviously it's a compliment! I have a hard time getting most of my classes, so I'm a bit jelly. Is there some trick to it?

Leona: I've had private tutors ever since I was a child. Obviously, the curriculum also contained classes that wouldn't be found in this school, too.

Cater: Uh… which means?

Leona: All the stuff that they teach here at this school, I learned way before enrolling.

Leona: Basically, everything I know isn't from just sitting behind a desk and studying like crazy, like your little Dorm Leader.

Cater: I see～ So you're saying that the stuff we learn in class are basically second nature to you, huh.

Cater: Okay, then, let me change the wording up a little bit… What's your favorite class?

Leona: My favorite class, hm… If I had to choose one, that'd be Ancient Incantations. That one is at least not as boring as the other classes.

Cater: Woah, Ancient Incantations, huh～ That's the one where you try to decipher old languages that aren't even used anymore, right?

Cater: And there's still a ton of languages that haven't been deciphered yet, either, right?

Leona: Yeah. And many of those languages were made to conceal magic spells in the first place. So they were already created to be complex.

Leona: That's why even subject matter experts also have a hard time combing through them.

Leona: Even just trying to read the individual letters is a chore. And even if you can figure those out, there's no point unless you can actually understand the words and sentences.

Leona: It has to be carefully analyzed by comparing the new content to old words that have already been translated, or rules that have already been pre-established.

Cater: I already have trouble with just what's in our textbooks, so I can't even imagine trying to figure out even more difficult things like those languages…

Cater: What can someone do to get better at ancient incantations?

Leona: It's just that I already was interested in that type of thing. I guess the thing that dragged me into it was this inscription I found in the Sunset Savanna.

Leona: There was this very long engraving in some old language…

Leona: The first time I looked at it, I had no idea what it was supposed to say, but then I started to translate it in my spare time, and…

Cater: AND? WH-WHAT DID IT SAY? SOME KIND OF ROYAL SECRET THAT NO ONE KNOWS!?

Leona: It was just the country's history. On top of that, basically it was stuff already in the textbooks.

Cater: Ehhh, you got my hopes up, and that was it? That was kinda anticlimactic.

Leona: Yeah, it's basically a boring story once you get into it… But it wasn't too terrible learning how to decipher it.

[Savanaclaw Dorm – Birthday Party Venue]

Cater: Last question! Here we go.

Cater: “What would you like to do in the coming year?”

Leona: Not to repeat a year, that's all.

Cater: Wh…! EH, THAT'S IT!?

Leona: Isn't that important enough?

Cater: I mean, yeah, but～! You gotta have something else you wanna do too.

Cater: Like, surpassing 1,000 followers on Magicam, or winning a Magift tournament…

Leona: Okay, then that.

Cater: Eh, what do you mean by "that"?

Leona: The whole, "winning a Magift tournament" thing.

Leona: I want to draw out the magical shift team's full potential and win at the national championships― That's closer to the answer you were looking for, right?

Cater: Now you're making me feel like I forced you to say that～ …Well, I guess that's better than not getting an answer.

Cater: Okay, then, I got a question for you, since you're captain of the team! Do you ever coach the younger students?

Leona: Yeah, of course. For example…

Leona: There's some guys who'll slack off during games because they don't have enough stamina and they want to conserve energy.

Leona: It'll be detrimental to have people not give their all during important games. So, to help build stamina, during passing practice…

Leona: I would send the disc flying long so they'd have to run from one end of the pitch to the other.

Cater: Woah, that's so tough! If you're that hard on them, won't you have students drop out…?

Leona: That's also part of it.

Cater: Eh, what do you mean?

Leona: We don't need anyone who takes off and runs like a coward just because their pride and confidence is torn down.

Leona: They should get angry when defeated and vow to do anything to get revenge―

Leona: The Magift club doesn't need anyone who lacks that kind of determination.

Leona: Only the guys who are fully prepared to overcome anything can get a starting spot on the team.

Cater: W-Wow… You're really sounding like a team captain, Leona-kun!

Cater: But I guess it's a little surprising to hear that you take care of your teammates like that. Maybe you're actually a softie inside?

Leona: Hah? No way.

Leona: I'm just doing the bare minimum as the leader of the pack.

Leona: I'd rather be spared being held back by someone who's just completely useless.

Cater: Interview completed～! Next is… Ta-da! Here we are, take this broom and go fly on the Birthday Road.

Leona: Sheesh, that's a fancy lookin' broom.

Cater: Yeah, it's pretty showy, but it's also pretty dignified, so I think it's perfect for you, Leona-kun ♪

Cater: Okay so, go and show them all how it's done. I'll make sure to take pictures of you flying out there!

Leona: I'm only saying this one, but don't do anything I haven't asked you to… I got no intention of being on display for you.

Leona: Aah, finally, it's quiet. I guess I'll go out and enjoy a leisurely stroll in the sky all by myself, then.

Requested by @dorito9708.

[curi0us-gh0st]

You & Me (Lee Doona)

pairings: Lee Doona x GN!Reader

word count: 1.606

genre: fluffy > angst (?) > smut

a/n: no, just being very gay for Doona>> || This is to make up for the time I haven't made requests, sorry, this week has been crazy for me and I'm trying to finish my spirit fanfic, then I'll make the requests!

Lee Doona!gf who outside her apartment is arrogant and unfriendly to people, so badly raised that she makes people hate her, but she isn't even paying attention to them; But when she gets into bigger trouble — like a lawsuit for offending and throwing coffee at a medical student at her college — you have to go there and sort it out.

Lee Doona!gf who when she is jealous of you is talking to a popular girl on campus, she is touching you while asking you to help with her activities and not see her ulterior motives, so Doona has to intervene and get involved in the conversation, taking the girl's hands off you and releasing smoke from your cigarette in her face, making her cough and quickly say goodbye for the irritation.

Lee Doona!gf who is forbidden from entering the kitchen because she almost burned down the house trying to make pancakes for breakfast, now you are the one taking on the duties of preparing food for yourselves.

Lee Doona!gf that when she's angry about something you did unconsciously, she'll spend the day with her headphones on just giving you looks from head to toe, like a product she didn't like but has to put up with.

Lee Doona!gf who when she is arrogant towards you, unintentionally just because she is having a bad day, gives you tight hugs and kisses on the neck because she knows that you will forgive her.

Lee Doona!gf who when she has to meet you after a class, puts on her best clothes and prettifies herself just so everyone can look at her and see that she has someone; And that you turn extremely red when she appears in clothes that hug her body perfectly and puts her hand on your waist possessively to expose it to everyone around while kissing you passionately.

Lee Doona!gf who, when she is in front of the mirror for a long time, makes her appear behind her and hug her, telling her how beautiful she is and that he loves her.

Lee Doona!gf who sits with her arms crossed as she watches you train with your friends, biting her lip, winking at you when you look at her from afar, and jumping up and down when you hit the shot.

Lee Doona!gf who when you're watching her favorite team's match but it's too late because of the jet lag, she grabs a blanket and falls asleep with her head in your lap while you make coffee.

Lee Doona!gf that when you spent the whole weekend away because of college, you arrive and see her sitting on the couch pouting and sulking which only gets better when you hug her and carry her to the room, to spend the day cuddled up watching films.

Lee Doona!gf who told you stories about her old life while the clock ticked midnight and you were cuddled up on the soft dorm bed.

Lee Doona!gf who, when you're busy doing your activities, rolls around in bed (or on the couch) with one of your sweatshirts, smelling it and playing with it until you look at it, dropping it on top of her head and making a pile while she Pretend like you weren't doing anything.

Lee Doona!gf who loves to tease you, you're making dinner for you and she's just in your chair showing her shoulders and biting her lips, flirting and singing to you until you ask her why she's looking at you like that and she says she is I miss you, but did you spend the day together??

Lee Doona!gf that when she made you cry because she thought she was in love with someone else, but she was just preparing something surprise for you and cried together seeing you cry even after explaining the misunderstanding.

Lee Doona!gf who takes you to swim in the sea (or lake?) while it's night, the cold of the icy water while you have so little clothes on and are almost hugging each other to keep warm.

Lee Doona!gf who plays with you, spending long seconds in the water until you go down to see her looking into your eyes until she comes up and kisses you, she is so in love with you and everything she thinks and that you are too perfect for her .

Lee Doona!gf who, when he discovers that everyone knows them as "the black cat and the orange cat" around campus, tries to find out who is who, gathering clues until he finishes his search and says that even with your group of friends, you were shy too much and only went out when she went, plus it seemed like she was more friendly with your friends than you were! (you are the black cat and she is the orange cat).

Lee Doona!gf who when you go to a park, she insists on going to a machine to get a toy and when she manages to get it she screams like a child who just got some candy.

Lee Doona!gf who loves being spoiled by you, guarding your gifts as if her life depended on it; Small objects like jewelry, stuffed animals and photographs of you, but I would certainly feel bad if you thought she didn't like the gift because she received it with indifference because she was away from home, but that's just her personality!!

Lee Doona!gf who always comes out of the closet with a new outfit that she just bought or is getting ready with you to go out, she gives you a little spin so you can just say that it looks perfect on her, but only her looking at you, seeing that you are drooling over her.

Lee Doona!gf who when she goes out with you and your friends, wears the smallest skirt she has to tease you, knowing that you get weak when she drinks, so she dances with her friends and lifts her skirt a little more, will make you blush more than than normal.

Lee Doona!gf that when you're going back to the dorm, you end up stopping somewhere just to grab each other and kiss like you haven't seen each other in years.

Lee Doona!gf that when someone confronts you, you try to take the lead to defend yourself and Doona pushes you aside, only to argue with a guy older than you.

Lee Doona!gf who got bright-eyed while you tried to chase away the paparazzi who were disturbing your date and you threatened him if he didn't call the police.

Lee Doona!gf wants to see you near your dorm with your friends, discussing a job and she's down the street, call out to you and raise a hand to get your attention.

Lee Doona!gf that when she saw you defending yourself if a group of college girls were talking bad about her and you jumped in to defend your girlfriend even though you were stuttering nervously, when you were left by the group of girls, she hugged your arm and kissed your cheek making you shy.

Lee Doona!gf who loved it when you used her size to tease, lifting her onto her lap, getting on top of her while pinning her to a wall when she's angry.

Lee Doona!gf who to everyone is a clueless bore to others, but to you, she's just a needy little slut while she begs you to go deeper into her with your fingers.

Lee Doona!gf that when you fuck her, she scratches your back and leaves hickeys and bites on your shoulders and neck just to spread the word that she owns you, but it's actually you.

Lee Doona!gf who likes to rub herself against your soft, hard thighs just to get on top of you (or ride you).

Lee Doona!gf who teases you with her skimpy clothes while you're at practice (or match) until you pull her into the locker room and eat her out, making her moan her name without caring who hears.

Lee Doona!gf who feels so sensitive when you degrade her but cums when you call her a princess or a doll.

Lee Doona!gf wants to run between your legs when you are overwhelmed with activities, just to relieve the tension for the test that is coming up.

Lee Doona!gf the first time you made her squirt, you didn't know if that was good or bad, but as you were glued to her pussy you just took it all willingly, getting up to see her exhausted and smiling with her face covered of its juices.

Lee Doona!gf wants to cry when you accidentally overstimulate her because you decided to take it slow, just for sweet and gentle sex but ended up having to fuck her faster and deeper, hearing her screams until she squirts all over you and the covers.

Lee Doona!gf who is sensitive because you want to play with her breasts, you hug her from behind while you are at home and your hands go up under her shirt, starting to roll her nipples between your fingers, sometimes pinching and kneading them while she moans with her head thrown onto his shoulder.

Lee Doona!gf you take care of after having sex, kissing every part of her body and taking her to the bathroom to clean up.

Lee Doona!gf who loves sleeping on your tall body because she feels safe and good with you, just you.

[reissuedmommyissues]

Band Practice

Melissa Schemmenti/f!reader

Warnings: alcohol ig

Words:1900ish

A/N: Listen yall English is my second language and I have not written anything since fanfiction.net was popular. It's also not proofread because I got too shy to show it to my partner/proofreader. Sooooo yeah have fun with that.

Melissa while not keen on newer staff surprisingly didn't hate the recent hire for Abbott. Primarily hired on as the new librarian you had started to double as IT after fixing a couple of computers in the library. Melissa admired that you were willing to do two jobs for the price of one, or at least that's what she told herself she hadn't been actively seeking you out for any other reason than to fix technology and library-related things.

Melissa walked into the breakroom and took her usual seat by Barbara "Hey Barb have you seen our tech guru, I need her to take a look at my projector, blew a fuse or somethin'" Barbara just raises her eyebrows and gives Melissa a knowing look, "Seems like you've been looking for Ms.L/N more and more often as of late" she has no time to respond before you walk in and head straight for the coffee, grumbling about a lack of sleep.

"Woah there hon get into a fight this morning, ya look a bit crazy" Melissa jokes. You turn to look at her in your half-asleep state, gaze lingering for longer than usual, not something that slips past Melissa "Not quite I stayed up later than I usually do, you know night owl and all that" Melissa narrowed her eyes, you hoped she wouldn't push further, the last thing you want is for her to figure out you've been preparing for a gig with your new band. Not that it was bad but you just felt it was dorky and you would rather not have your crush or coworkers comment on it.

"Well some of us were gonna go out for drinks today I was hoping you'd come with" Melissa could feel a blush creeping up her neck, she'd tried inviting you out very casually a couple of times but besides the occasional lunch, you seemed to always be busy. You bit your lip flattered that the redheaded beauty was inviting you herself. But with a gig today you definitely couldn't cancel, you attempt to come up with a decent excuse but in between a lack of sleep and brain cells in the morning you don't come up with much "I'd love to Melissa really but I.... uhh have a thing, after school rain check?" You flash an apologetic smile and are out before she can say anything else.

This put Melissa in a sour mood for the rest of the day, it didn't help that when lunch came around you were nowhere to be found. Melissa frowned maybe you didn't actually like her, she felt like a fool. Maybe she was too old for you and she read too far into your exchanges taking them as flirty, all of a sudden all she could feel were her insecurities swallowing her up.

Barbara ever in tune with her work wife set her book down and cleared her throat. "Girl, what in the Lord's name has got you in such a foul mood?" Melissa huffs and shifts in her chair, "Nothing, absolutely nothing is wrong why would anything be wrong I am living the dream Barb" She knew better than to lie to her closest friend but she hated being this vulnerable. Barb wasn't blind she had been watching both of you closely noticing how you started to buy Melissa pastries from her favorite shop and how she in turn began to bring you some of her famous baked ziti. "Maybe you should ask her when she's free, it seems she's nearly always busy on weekends perhaps she's free other days?"

"I don't know what you're talking about"

Barbara shakes her head, "Look I'm just saying that maybe you should look into it, rather than assuming Y/N doesn't like you" Melissa's eyes go wide "Keep your voice down" She didn't want to embarrass herself over some crush or cause Y/N any issues. "Whatever the deal is doesn't matter I do not want to think about it, I just wanna make it through the rest of the day and get to that happy hour"

************

As if things couldn't get worse, Jacob picked the happy hour joint and it was not their usual spot. Something about broadening horizons and how live music would really benefit them. Melissa didn't like it nothing was wrong with their usual bar and she highly doubted whatever Jacob had dragged them into would be worth it but he offered to pay for drinks and that was good enough for her. Jacob skipped over to their table nearly missing the chair "Wow look at us I love it when the whole Abbott family goes out for drinks, I wish Y/N was here though she's been with us for a while and hasn't gone to any of the happy hours" at the mention of your name Melissa perked up and curiosity got the better of her. "What do you guys think she does, seems like she always leaves right as school ends on the weekends"

"My vote is on stripper" everyone turns to Ava, "what have you seen what she wears it's all baggy clothing we don't know what she has under that"

"I'm not super sure about that, what about a part-time emt that could be it, maybe she's got some scars she's covering up from saving lives" Janine ever the optimist would assume this with little to no context.

Ava pretty convinced she was right follows up "Or she could be one of those strippers that go to your house dressed as an EMT for a lil surprise"

The conversation goes back and forth for a while, meanwhile, Melissa nurses a beer still miffed over your rejection. Barbara notices her friend's discomfort and looks around the bar to see if there is a pool table to distract Melissa. Instead, her eyes land on the stage right as the band starts playing.

"Good god, what is she wearing?" Barbara's shock has everyone at the table looking in the same direction even Melissa looked over confused by the outburst. Come to find you're on the stage concentrated on your instrument, ready for your queue to begin. Gone was the usual oversized sweater and baggy pants instead u wore a long-sleeved crop top and the tightest jeans Melissa had ever seen. She felt silly but she couldn't stop staring at your hands. Your sleeves were rolled up to the elbow revealing defined forearms and deft fingers running across a bass. Even from a distance, she could see you were very good at what you were doing resulting in not-so-tame mental images of your hands undressing her, holding her down, wrapped around her thighs - Jesus she was like a teenager again getting hot and bothered by just the thought of you. Ava must have caught her gawking and leaned over "If you don't get a move on and take her out, I will cuz damn who knew our librarian was this hot"

Melissa glares at Ava has everyone figured her out, she turns back to see your performance not wanting to miss any more of it. She'd never seen you like this so casual, relaxed, and all-around sexy. She wonders if this is why you always left so soon being part of a band would make sense but why wouldn't you say anything, she hopes this is the case failing to push her former insecurities back down. Your band wasn't a fancy ordeal you went up on stage and played some of your songs but mostly did covers. Still, Melissa couldn't take her eyes off you and it only got worse when you started to sing yourself, she was pretty sure you couldn't see her or any of the Abbott staff but the way you were facing and the suggestive lyrics had her feeling like maybe just maybe you could be directing them at her.

As soon as the performance came to a close Janine and Jacob cheered and drew the attention of everyone in the bar including Y/N and the band.

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Welp so much for not getting found out. Jay leans over and taps you with a drumstick "Yo Y/N do they know you?" You look back over at your coworkers hoping not to see your favorite redhead, indeed luck was not on your side as you caught her eye. "Uhh yeah those are my coworkers, I'll catch up with yall later"

Melissa looked mad, not sure what else to do, and feeling like you may as well accompany the embarrassment with a drink you headed to the bar and waved her over. "Double shot of tequila and a Corona please" The bartender nods and pours the shot following it up with a swift opening of your beer.

"Suprised you drink considering you've always said no to it" You look over at Mel, she's extremely close due to the crowded bar top and you can feel her press up against you causing your head to spin. You pick up your shot and down it finding comfort in the heat you feel in your chest.

"Yeah I haven't had the time to go out since I've been filling in for the band, I'm sorry" At the mention of that Melissa visibly relaxes, gone was the anger from before, maybe there was still a chance this could go well? "You know you could've just said you had to go practice for your band" she almost sounded shy, "I would've understood if you were busy" You look over at the redhead suprised to see her so vulnerable.

Reaching over you tuck a stray hair behind her ear, "It's silly didn't want you to know because it made me feel like a dork, I've been trying so hard to impress you it felt like a step backward to tell you I have band practice" Melissa feels a blush creep up and sneaks a glance at you. At that almost confession, the proximity between you two, and the sexiest outfit she's ever seen she once again felt like some goddam horny teenager. Capitalizing on the brief liquid courage of the shot you figured why the hell not make a move. In a burst of confidence, you lean into Melissa and pull her by the collar of her leather jacket, still distracted by the tight jeans she barely realizes what you're attempting to do. The kiss is tame, impossibly soft, gentle, and over way too soon for Melissa's liking.

"I.....oh my god I'm so sorry I should have asked" Melissa was stunned and taking her silence as a negative you start to freak out "I've just been wanting to do that for a while and I've wanted to ask you out but you make me so goddam nervous an-" it's then Melissa who can't help herself she pulls you back in by the waist for another kiss, this one was rougher, hungrier she felt a roller coaster of emotions today and this felt like the only outlet. She pulls back to look at you with that trademark Schemmenti smirk "Feelings mutual hon"

You feel your heart swell at her confession,

"Well to make up for all the missed outings how do you feel about going out for dinner tomorrow?"

Melissa leans in very close for her answer "Hon with those pants I'll follow you anywhere"

[differenteagletragedy]

Hey not the same anon but I saw the Cliff HCS and was curious if you had any more thoughts on the possible little sibling for cove you mentioned in the first ones. I’d imagine it would definitely be an unplanned ordeal with how I see Cliff at least(obviously okay if you see differently! But the guy just had his own little guy grow up and leave the nest so I can’t see baby 2: electric bungaloo being planned) but I just have this image in my head of both Cliff and (his ofc)MC freaking out because they think MC is dying, rushing to the hospital and getting back a “not dying, just pregnant” and both of them going “oh. OH!” (1/2)

This was a two-parter! Here's the rest:

But yeah! Plus only-child-turned-big-brother Cove is such a fun concept to because while there’s probably a lot of emotions™️ there, I just know he cries the first time he holds the nugget. (Also Canon!MC whether dating Cove or not is honorary big sibling as well). But to wrap it up whether you have any ideas or hcs for this idea yourself(absolutely okay if you don’t ofc!) I love the whole dynamic of Cliff’s MC and I hope you have super fun with writing whatever it is you do next!

-- Thank you friend, I will have so much fun! And I have so many thoughts about Cliff doing all the things!

-- So honestly I could see it going either way. By the time Cove turns 18 and moves out, Cliff isn't even 40 yet, he's active and healthy and being a dad is his favorite thing ever, so I could see him planning a second child with you, after he's sure Cove wouldn't be upset by the idea.

-- Some parents would be like "My child is grown now, I am living my own life and if they don't like it then that is sad but I have to live for myself, even if it upsets them." And that is just not Cliff.

-- But Cove wouldn't mind either, it wouldn't have to be some big ordeal. He loves his dad and wants him to be happy, and he knows you make him happy, and it might be fun to have a little sibling, even if they're going to be a very very little to him.

-- Cliff is going to really like the process of trying for a baby. Sorry but it's true, do whatever you want with that.

-- He'd be really active in tracking your ovulation, mapping out the best times to try, all that. And boy does he have a can-do attitude!

-- When you do get pregnant, what a gift you have given him. He is going to be over the moon. He already takes care you you like nobody's business, but you haven't seen anything yet.

-- But a surprise pregnancy is always fun (in fiction lol, be safe out there)! Once he figured out where you were with it, he would also be on cloud nine, pleased as punch, so on and so forth. Because sure, it is a little wild to raise a whole entire person from the time they are born until the time they are an adult then turn around and repeat the process entirely like that, but he's more than up for it.

-- He knows the baby is going to be their own person, and he'd never try to use them as some sort of redemption for himself. But he is still determined to not repeat his old mistakes. He will communicate with you about everything, you will make every important decision together, a team 100%.

-- Cliff is an absolute dreamboat and it's a shame that we don't talk about it more. We're a small enough fandom that we could be having regular meetings to address issues like this.

-- He goes with you to an ultrasound and you're told that the baby is measuring weeks ahead and is going to be a big baby! Cliff is smug. Also hopeful that this one won't outgrow him like Cove did. He likes being a big boy.

-- And then what if the baby comes out tan with blonde hair looking just like him, what about that.

-- Cliff with a newborn is crazy. He is running on fumes but you'd never know it because he's just so damn happy. You know those dads who never change a diaper or insist on not waking up in the night because they need their rest for work. Could NEVER be Cliff.

-- Cove comes to visit at the hospital after the baby is born, he's not really sure how it will feel and he's been a little detached during the pregnancy, not out of any kind of meanness, just because he can't really grasp at that point what this means for his life, you know? But when he meets the baby for the first time, maybe they have a feature or two of his, some kind of familial resemblance, and THAT'S HIS LITTLE BROTHER/SISTER. He's a big brother. Thoughts racing, tears flowing, utter joy unlocked.

-- He is going to be the best big brother the world has ever seen, he is determined. He asks Derek for advice. He researches how to take care of babies. He wants to babysit! So many presents for the baby. So many plans made for every stage of baby's life. Cove is talking to his MC about them renewing their wedding vows one day and if he should ask Cliff to be his best man again or ask the new baby, and MC is like "........"

-- Kyra is involved, that's her baby's baby sibling and she is so happy for Cliff she can't stand it. You have to be cool with Kyra to be with Cliff too, that's a rule, but it's not like it'll be hard.

-- I said this in another one, but it's going to be really important for Cliff to keep the house in Sunset Bird if at all possible. That's where Cove did most of his growing up, and he knows it would be hard on him to lose it. Cove would be totally fine with giving up his old room that he's not ever going to use again for his new baby sibling.

-- Living by the beach, his best friends across the street, his oldest child living nearby and his baby safe in his arms, and you, the love of his life, by his side through all of it. What a life Cliff has.

[badmuni]

💌 ⌗ 엔하이펜 ◞ㅤ✩ .headcanon !

when they called you on a date.

[ heeseung ]

╰ Took you to the beach at 3AM to watch the sunrise.

You were confused when Heeseung sent you a message at 3 a.m. so asking him, "Baby, don't you ever sleep?" Because you were pretty tired, but when he begged you to go out with him promising that it would be fun and romantic, you couldn't refuse. He took you to the beach and you could see the sky rising, the stars disappearing and the sun coming up.

[ jay ]

╰ Took you to play mini golf.

You were curious about Jay's hobbies from the beginning, so he took you to an activity he usually likes to do with his father. It became a competition between you, but even though Jay was too good at it he let you win because, you know, the advantages of being his date.

[ jake ]

╰ Took you to a McDonald's Drive Thru.

He wanted to do something unexpected, maybe a romantic date...? No. He was tired of romantic dates. So what would be cool to do with his S/O? He thought about it all day, and between so much overthinking, he settled on the simplest (but still valid) solution: he took you to a drive thru. But he put on his best playlist in the car to ensure a climate while doing it. "Just admit it, I'm the best boyfriend ever," he would say making you laugh.

[ sunghoon ]

╰ Took you to a SPA.

You complained about always picking the places you go with Sunghoon, so this time he said he'd pick, but you didn't expect him to take you to a SPA. "You're not serious," you said laughing, but he was very serious about it. He hired a 2 hours massage service making you two go through a state of inexplicable relaxation. "Sunghoon, I know I complained early about your idea of date but now... That's so good" you said to him who was lying on your side also receiving the massage. "I can't hear you Y/N, there's body oil entering my ears right now" he said.

[ sunoo ]

╰ Made you watch high-school musical.

When you told Sunoo you had never watch high-school musical, he was horrified. "And how can you be my girlfriend?!" He asked. So he decided to have a movie night with you. Sunoo took it very seriously, even when you got bored and tried to kiss him he dodged. "Darling, no, pay attention to this part, it's very important." he would say pointing to the TV.

[ jungwon ]

╰ Took you on a bike ride.

He asked "Hey honey, wanna have fun?" You said "Yes!" And now you were on the floor with an injured knee while Wonnie blew on your wound in a miraculous attempt to heal it. "Wonnie stop blowing it, please" you said and he was like "... Sorry :/" but by the way, the date were pretty cool before you fell on the floor. He helped you get up and kissed you on the cheek trying to comfort you before going back to the bikes.

[ riki ]

╰ Took you on a mystery trip.

"Riki, where are we?!" you asked confused, "Tsk, I have no idea" he replied. The boy plan was basically "do something unexpected that will bring us an amazing experience" and he was talking about it for days. Riki then decided (without your consent) do a mystery trip. He went with you to a bus going nowhere and when you two arrived the place, there was nothing, just a hotel on the corner and someone selling ice cream. "At least we have ice cream," Riki said with the brightest smile on his face giving a cone to you. "You are crazy." you said to him.

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thank u for reading it !

© badmuni 2022

[bunglegaydogs]

HEY LOL

It's been a FAT while since I did a little ramble

But I was bored because I'm not in college until next week, I have the house to myself and NOTHING TO DO

So, take this deluded 5pm rant xoxo

Basically, what I just wanted to ramble on about is Soukoku (shocker, I know.), and in all honesty the humanity between them both.

Between both Chuuya and Dazai, humanity is a touchy subject. Chuuya strives to actively be more human, does anything to hold onto the fact that he is, still, a human. Whereas Dazai on the other hand has essentially given up, not thinking of his life as something worthy of being a human, and essentially wishing to throw it away.

Trust me, I don't know where I'm going with this rant/ramble. But I'm going somewhere.

I think that it's one of the major factors in why Chuuya hates Dazai so much; Dazai has proof of being alive, memories, moments that can assure him of his humanity. But Chuuya? Chuuya doesn't have that. Chuuya lost the first years of his life, gone. Can't remember them. He's a lab rat. He's an experiment.

Chuuya struggles a LOT with his identity, as we know. And in Stormbringer, the thought that he could be a clone fucked him up. Then having to fight that said clone after he watched it melt in his arms? Yikes.

So, naturally, he's going to despise Dazai for treating something that Chuuya craves so desperately, so carelessly. As far as we know, Dazai hasn't had to worry about a fucking God inside of him, or worry about whether or not he's actually a clone, or worry about whether or not he is a real human being.

Except, he pretty much does.

Despite being human, nobody, not even himself, thinks that he is.

That's the part that fucks me up about their relationship; Dazai is determined to die on the hill that says Chuuya is human. Chuuya is determined to live on the hill that tells him Dazai is an inhuman, unfeeling person.

Dazai fights tooth and fucking nail to prove Chuuya's humanity. Even when told that Chuuya is most definitely a clone of his original copy, he's still so adamant that Chuuya is a living, breathing, human being. But to Chuuya, the feeling isn't mutual. Dazai is emotionless, unfeeling, inhuman. He's not capable of empathy nor sympathy to others, and he treats his own life so carelessly, holding no regard for his own being and putting himself into these dangerous, reckless situations, wishing for death or something as close to it. He has a life that he doesn't try to live. Chuuya resents him for that. Chuuya has a life that he wants to live, making up for all that he lost in the beginning. And seeing Dazai just treat his own as if it means nothing irritates him. Seeing Dazai treat death as a whole irritates him.

GAH I know that this is a ramble, and so I am, in fact, rambling, but still I don't know I'm making no sense lol.

It just really intrigues me how their relationship works in regard to each other's humanity.

Because, when Chuuya first met Dazai, he thought this;

The figure was silent for a moment. Then he finally saw Dazai, and realized that he was dealing with a person that had personality. "Huh. I thought you were going to cry and run away, but you're a surprisingly radical kid."

I made a post on this a little while back. The fact that, by Dazai asking Chuuya instead to just kill him now, Chuuya responds with the thought that he's dealing "with a person that had personality". He recognises that there's more to Dazai off the bat; it's obvious, but he's different to most other people. And instead of thinking "What the fuck" he thinks "this is a person". I know it's not him explicitly saying "This is a human" but even still. I don't know. Maybe I'm the bat-shit crazy one, but something doesn't sit right with me in that there.

I really don't know where I am going with this, but I'm not finished lol. SKK humanity dynamics fuck me up.

More about Dazai's adamancy of Chuuya's humanity, the fact that Verlaine, the one person in the world the most similar to Chuuya and his situation, is telling Dazai that there's no chance that he's a human. Dazai isn't stupid, he knows the vivid similarities between Chuuya and Verlaine. How Verlaine can probably understand him better than most, and vice versa. However, Dazai doesn't budge. It's so much gayer in the stageplay though and it makes me piss. The fact that, in the LN, he says "It's not possible for him to be artificial, because how could I hate an artificial set of strings so much?" BUT IN THE FUCKING STAGE PLAY? "If he wasn't an artificial set of strings, he'd like me more." (Ik these aren't the direct quotes, I've misremembered, but I'm not digging through my reblogs and Stormbringer just yet to bring up the exact quotes, but they're along those lines. Sorry <3)

LMAOOOO THIS GAYASS FUCKING MOTHERFUCKER FRR

Sorry it just gets me feral.

Anyways.

I think that's maybe the end of this for now because my dogs are barking and I don't know why so I'm going to need to go check that lol.

There's certainly far fucking more to say, but that's for another day lmao (spitting bars fr).

I hope anyone reading this has a lovely day/night! ^^ <3

xoxo

[msnanu]

Life Twist 03 | JJK

⏤banner by the talented and sweet: @archivedkookie ❣

⏤summary ❧ After an enormous loss in your life and breaking a long relationship with your now ex boyfriend, you decided you needed a life twist. So you move into a new country to try restart your life and seek for your happiness. What you weren’t expecting was someone like Jungkook entering into your life as soon as you got to Seoul.

⏤𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 ❧ jungkook x female reader

⏤𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘳𝘦 ❧ fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, 4 years age gap (reader is JK’s noona)

⏤𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 ❧ mature language

⏤𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵 ❧ 10.4K+

⏤ author’s note❧ I worked so hard to deliver this by today! And it's a really long chapter so I really hope you enjoy it. As I said in last chapter, things are getting really interesting and the trip has finally arrived!! Please let me know your thoughts on the story! 🤟

Last few days went amazing. You had your date with Minho which was incredible, he took you to a fancy restaurant and picked you up with a bouquet of red roses - though your favorites are the jasmines - and of course, the night ended up with you two humping like rabbits at your apartment.

You just couldn't get your hands of each other.

Last night when he went to your place to "watch a movie" you don't even recall how the hell he ended up eating you out on the sofa and you giving him a mind-blowing blow job. You felt proud of yourself, you could see how your touch affected him so much and it honestly boosted your ego every time you got to intimate with him.

And even if you have been having sex like crazy which it could easily be considered as work out with all the physical activity being involved, you should really start going to the gym. You haven't gone since you moved

Chris told you to go to the same gym as him since Jackson worked there and being friends of him has its perks because he always gets huge discounts so, the fee at the gym is not that expensive as normally, all thanks to him.

You agree on meeting there with Chris today after work.

As soon as you arrived the gym, your phone vibrated letting you know you had a new message

Chris bestie: Hey, I'm still stuck at work. We have this huge project coming up and the meeting we had today extended more than expected. I'll be there as soon as I can! Jackson knows your coming so don't worry he's expecting you! Sorry!

'Don't worry, take your time! I'll be here. I've just arrived, see u later 😘' you respond quickly before going through the gym entrance

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As soon as you enter you spotted Jackson talking to a girl who you guess is the receptionist. He sees you and waves you from a far and when you got close enough, he hugged you while happily saying 'Hey Y/n, it's so nice to see you', he's such a sweetheart - you think -. 'Hey! It's nice to see u again too. Thanks for allowing me to come here. I really need to start working out again, I haven't done it since I moved Seoul' and then you also say a quick 'Hello' to the receptionist that was talking with Jackson before you got there

'No need to thank, you are also my friend now too, so this is one of the benefits of being my friend' he says wiggling his eyebrows, you both chuckle and then he says while hinting at the receptionist girl 'This is Amy, she'll ask some information that she needs to prepare the electronic card that you need to enter to the actual gym. For now, she'll give you a guest card but next time you come your personal card should be ready, and that you should also ask for Amy to give it to you. I'll be inside the gym if you need me, I'll be around so just look for me if you need anything really' and you nod at him while saying 'Thanks Jackson, you're the best', he winks at you and proceeds to go to the gym

When you finish giving Amy all your information, she handed you the guest card and you go through a large hall followed by a few stairs that lead to the gym.

You left your backpack at the girls locker and you were about to start some warm up exercises when all of the sudden you hear a voice that by now you know too well 'Hi noona - Never thought I’ll see you here' you turn around to find a smiling Jungkook - and honestly your heart felt warm at the sight of him, you felt weird but a nice weird feeling - , so you smile back and go closer to give him a hug which you realize it startled him but he immediately hugs you back while you say 'Hi, I didn't think I would see u here too' when you stop hugging each other you look at his face, he is all red blushing like crazy and you say while laughing 'Sorry, I tend to hug people a lot, it's a habit'

'No need to apologize, I liked it, I just didn't expect it' he says shily and then continues 'Um, noona...'

'Hmm?' You hum while you are tugging your hair in a ponytail

'I actually wanted to talk to you about something'

You don't know why but you start feeling nervous, so you try your best to sound unaffected and say 'Yep, sure, what is it about?'

'It's about the other night at Jackson's birthday, at the club'

Okay, now you're getting more and more nervous

'What about it?' you simply respond looking at him, you can feel he's just as nervous as you are

'Um, I know you saw a girl kissing me. I just wanted to tell you that she's not my girlfriend, in fact not at all. See, that girl and I we used to hook up a few months ago... we didn't get to be anything official because I found out she was sleeping with multiple guys at the same time she was with me, when we were supposedly exclusive to each other. So, I broke things off about 3 months ago. She comes to this gym sometimes and Jackson hyung told her that we were going to the club that night... so she showed up and all the sudden she kissed me...that's when you saw us, but I stopped her and told her to piss off afterwards' by the time he finishes his explanation, he sounds relieved, like he had to take all that out of him

And, you don't know why but, in a way, you also feel relieved because now you know he doesn't have a girlfriend and apparently it was all a misunderstanding. 

But you can't avoid asking him 'JK, why are you telling me all of this? You don't have to explain yourself to me. You're single you can pretty much do whatever you want with whoever you want'

He looks at you straight in the eyes and responds 'I know I don't have to explain myself to you, but I wanted to do it. Specially because...' he takes a few seconds and then continues 'because that night I was hoping to be by your side, noona. I didn't want you to take the wrong idea about me’

'Okay... I get it' you mumble, you were surprised after everything you just heard, you weren't sure what to respond

'Are you dating that guy from the club?' suddenly asks while crossing his bulgy arms over his chest bringing you back to Earth in a snap – He really goes straight to the point you can't help to think -

And then it hits you - how the hell does he know about Minho? Did he saw you kissing him at the night club? Gosh, your head is spinning by now.

 'His name is Minho' you start saying and you see Jungkook rolling his eyes while you continue 'and... we are getting to know each other, we're not anything official yet but I don't know... we'll see' you explain

'Okay, guess I'll have to wait for my chance' he says without any shame and then he gets closer, cups your face while you gulp when he looks at your lips, his gaze now going to your eyes while saying with his raspy voice 'Let me know if you need any help with your work out, noona' and then he pecks you on the cheek, leaving with a smirk plastered on his face.

Jungkook wanted to see if he affected you the same way as you affect him and oh boy... he really did because you stayed frozen in your place for a straight minute touching your cheek where he just pecked you.

Fuck. This brat is going to be the death of you.

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Once you came out of your frozen state you tried to act as if nothing had happened and started with your warming up exercises.

You have been doing squats for the last 15 minutes or so and suddenly you saw in the reflection of the mirror in front of you that JK was getting off the treadmill and going towards the area that you were working out 

You think you're the only one who knows how to tease, Jeon Jungkook? Just wait and see - you think - so once he's near you, he goes to grab his water bottle that he had left on top of the benches.

That's when you said 'JK, I think I could use your help, could you please check if I'm doing this exercise okay?' and when he turned around, he chocked and spitted the water he was drinking all over himself. You were in all fours looking at him through the mirror. 

You feigned innocence and got up quickly to check up on him.

His shirt was now drenched in water, and you could clearly see his toned abs. You put one of your hands over his chest and say, 'Oh my god, are you okay?' with the most innocent tone.

It's safe to say that JK's brain at this point was malfunctioning, he couldn't even respond and that's when you devilishly continue with your teasing while your hand goes down trailing his amazing body, straight to his abs and you see JK's Adams apple bobbing while he follows your hand with his dumbfounded gaze 'God, you are all wet' you say while biting your lips and his eyes widened like two plates - of course, your choice of words was on purpose, you putted the bait hoping he was going to take the double meaning and as soon as you saw his doe eyes pop out of his head, you knew he had fallen for it -

'I think I'll better go run a few miles over the treadmill. You should go get dry, big guy' you say while giving him a few palms over his abs

He just nodded at you and kept frozen in his place for a solid minute while looking at you go over to the treadmills area

As soon as you turned around, a wide smile appeared on your face, you couldn't help but to feel proud of yourself. Your work was done. Two can play this game.

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You had already been running on the treadmill for a few minutes when Chris finally arrived. He waved you from afar and went to the treadmill right next to yours to start with his working out

‘Tough day at work, huh?’ you said

‘You can’t even imagine – we haven’t even started, and my boss has been insufferable, it’s the biggest project we've gotten until now and we are gonna be working 24/7 for the next few weeks or so – so, take a good look at this incredibly handsome face because it’s the last time you’ll see it at least for a while’

Chris is a publicist and of course, he works for a publicity company. He’s pretty damn good at it, that’s how he arrived in Seoul 2 years ago, he was scouted by the company because of his amazing talent, he even graduated from university with honors. His work is basically generating buzz and publicity around the clients, managing their public image, and coordinate media appearances, events to boost the brands and interviews among other tasks.

You talked for a while about what the project is for. He told you is for a big client from Japan and he’ll be specially in charge of an event that will help promote the client’s brand in South Korea.

‘I just hope you don’t skip meals as you always do any time you get this kind of big projects’ you say to your best friend and then you look at him with puppy eyes and say ‘I’m gonna miss you tho, bestie’ while pouting

He starts laughing and responds ‘I’m gonna miss you too, babe. But we’ll have time to catch up once I finish with the project. We’ll be going to our trip to Hobi’s cottage by then’

‘Oh also, knowing you, I assume you didn’t checked your phone for the last hour and didn’t see the group chat’

‘Nope, I left my phone on my backpack. What’s up?’

‘We’ll all go to a bar to have a few drinks tonight, since I won’t be able to go out for a while. I wanted to have at least a night to relax before the ass whoop I’m gonna have from my boss for the next weeks’

‘Oh, fuck, I had plans with Minho. But I guess he won’t be mad if I ask him to reschedule’

‘Why would you reschedule? You could bring him over too. It would be nice to meet the guy that’s been pounding my best friend and, I would really like to let him know what is going to happen if he breaks your heart’

‘No no no no Chris, promise me you’ll not do that. We are not 18 anymore, you can’t keep threatening every guy that dates me, you’ll scare him away and he’s a good guy. Trust me’

‘Ugh, you’re no fun. Okay, I’ll try not to threaten him, not promising anything tho’

You’re sending him daggers with your glare by now so Chris chuckle and says while lifting his hands in a defensive way ‘Fine, fine… I won’t do anything to scare him away. I promise’

‘Thank you, I love you. I’ll go text Minho to tell him we’re changing plans’ you say to your best friend while getting off the treadmill and taking direction to the girls lockers

‘Hey! :) there’s a slightly change of plans for tonight. My friends are meeting tonight at this bar to have a few drinks – Chris told me to bring you so he can meet you. Let me know if you’re cool with meeting them tonight, no pressure!’

Minho: ‘Hey princess! No worries, just let me know the address and I’ll be there!’

You smile at his response and text him the details.

Then it hits you, JK will probably be there too. And Minho. And you. Okay, that’s gonna be awkward, at least to you… Minho doesn’t know that the guy that you were sad about because you saw him kissing another girl on the night club was part of your ‘friends’ group’, you didn’t think it was something worth to tell since nothing really happened between you and JK.

Well, let’s just hope that the night goes smoothly

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You were waiting for Minho to arrive at the bar entrance, you were a little bit nervous. It was the first time you were going to introduce him to your new friends and your good old best friend. Minho is already aware of how much Chris matters to you, you made sure to let him know that Chris is like a brother to you and that the person that dates you needs to have a good relationship with him. It’s that important to you.

Minho finally arrived; you warned him while entering the bar that Chris might threaten him. ‘I told him not to do it but, I know he’ll probably do it anyway. He means well’ you say and then Minho responds chuckling ‘Don’t worry about it, it’s nice to know that he’s protective towards you but there’s no need, I wouldn’t hurt you princess’ and you smile at him while giving him a peck in the cheek

You saw your friends sitting on a large table, everyone was already there but JK and Jin who were supposedly on their way together. Aria was the first one to greet you from a far with a sweet smile ‘Hey Y/n’ and then the others also greeted you. ‘Hi guys! This is Minho everyone’ you said shily and each and everyone started to introduce with Minho.

Chris’s turn was the last and of course when his time came, he got up from his sit and shake hands with Minho - while smiling at him he said: ‘It’s nice to finally meet you, Y/n surely has talked a lot about you', then Minho responded while chuckling ‘I hope she said nice things. It’s nice to meet you too, honestly. Y/n told me how important you are for her, so I was looking forward to finally meet you’

Your best friend smiled and said ‘I like this guy’ while looking at you. The three of you laughed and you said ‘See, I told you he’s a good guy’ while you started to place yourselves next to Chris’s sit

You ordered drinks for everyone, and you were all engaged in talking. You were mostly chit chatting with Aria and Emma about this amazing cat café in Myeongdong where you literally can have your coffee served surrounded by cats – a paradise for you – so you were talking about going there soon the three of you. You checked on Minho from chance to chance but honestly, he was having a good talk with Namjoon and Yoongi about some basketball team that you don’t even remember the name, so you didn’t have much to worry about.

By the time you were going to order your second round of drinks, Jin and Jungkook arrived. You saw Jungkook’s eyes widening and his smile dropping once he spotted Minho right beside you, honestly you felt uneasy, you didn't want to make him feel umconfortable or anything. As usual, Jin breaks the ice almost screaming ‘Hey guys, you didn’t wait for us to order, how rude! Oh…we have a new face here. Hey, I’m Jin nice to meet you’ Jin sweetly said towards Minho, and Minho responded with a smile ‘Hey, I’m Minho nice to meet you too’.

Jungkook was awfully quiet until Jin elbowed him and then sighing he said with the most unamusing tone ‘I’m Jungkook’ while Minho kept smiling at him and said, ‘Nice to meet you, Jungkook’ and JK just nodded without moving one muscle of his face. They both sited on the other side of the table, but you could clearly see JK sending daggers towards Minho all the freaking night, luckily Minho was distracted talking with your friends so, maybe he didn’t notice.

After a lot of chatting and some more few drinks, Chris told you ‘Hey – you wanna go grab another drink to the bar?’ which by the look he gave you, you knew it was just a code for ‘I want to tell you something but not with all the guys surrounding us’. So, you told Minho you were going to the bar to order some more drinks with Chris and he just said ‘Yeah sure princess’ and then continuing his talk with the guys.

‘JK is fuming right now’ was the first thing Chris told you when you got to the bar

Fuck. If Chris noticed that, then everybody else must've noticed it too. Even Minho.

‘Well, it’s not like he didn’t knew that I was dating Minho. He asked me today and I told him that we were getting to know each other’

‘Wait, what? When did he asked you that?’

‘Um, sorry I forgot to tell you about that. Today. At the gym. Before you arrived, we had a small talk… he wanted to explain himself about that girl that was kissing him the other night at the club. He told me she’s not his girlfriend, that she knew that they were going to the club that night because Jackson let it slip and she appeared all the sudden and kissed him – apparently, he stopped her right away and told her to piss off’

‘I knew it! I told you it was weird that he was kissing Lina’

‘Yeah, well… he also told me that he was expecting to spend that night by my side’

That’s when your best friend widenes his eyes ‘So, he basically confessed to you, and you didn’t think to mention this to me before?’

‘He didn’t confess, he just said that he was hoping to spend the night by my side, that’s far from confessing. Anyways, he then asked me if I was dating the guy from the club’

‘Ohhhhh, so he saw you at the club with Minho? This is starting to sound like a k-drama, I love it’

You sigh while your friend is just amused as hell with your dramatic life and say ‘Yeah but wait... that’s not the best part yet. When I told him that Minho and I are getting to know each other he responded, and I quote: ‘Guess I’ll have to wait for my chance’

‘WHAT THE FUCKKKK??’ he almost screamed excited

‘Shhhhhhhhhhhh for fucks sake, I’m trying to be low profile right here’

‘Sorry, I got too carried away. Wow, the maknae is getting bold. Did something else happened afterwards?’

'He pecked me on my cheek while telling me that I shoud let him know if I needed help with my work out'

'Such a tease!!! He is on fire! Aghh, I feel proud, he learnt well - he says like a proud dad, while you roll your eyes at him - What I'm curious now to know is what the hell did you do after all that happened?'

'Well, not too much. I froze for a while like an idiot because I wasn't expecting all that but, you know how I am...sooner or later I had to return the tease so, that's what I did' you say with a smile plastered on your face

'Ohhh this is even better than watching Netflix. I wanna know all the details, come on, spit it out!'

And then you explained to your best friend the devilishly plan to tease JK that you pulled off earlier at the gym and how flustered he seemed after that.

Chris laughed his ass off while saying 'Gosh, I would've paid to see JK's face. You really are diabolic sometimes, bestie but I love it!'

'I learnt from the best' you say while you both high five like teenagers

Suddenly you get all serious and confess to him 'Ugh but I have to be honest Chris. I felt a little relieved to know that he's not dating that girl Lina. I don't know why but, it kinda felt good when he explained everything. Which is confusing me, I mean I'm with Minho who is an amazing guy and I really like him... and he's not complicated at all, I feel like he knows exactly what he wants. But somehow, I always end up thinking about JK too, I don't know if I should be feeling this way'

'Well, to be fare the whole thing with Minho is recent. You like him but it's not like you're in love, at least not yet. It's normal that you feel attracted for JK too, specially when he is been so vocal about his feelings. My piece of advise is: If you like Minho, then I think you should give it a try with him and see where it goes. He seems like a nice guy honestly. If by any chance it doesn't work with Minho then you'll see what the future holds for you and the maknae'

'Yeah, I think you're right. Thank you for always listening to my drama' you hug your friend and bury your face in his chest

He hugs you back and while giving you a soft kiss on the top of your head he says 'I'll always be here for you, you know that. And also, you know how much I love when people start spilling the tea' earning a chuckle from you

'Okay, enough tea was spilled for now. We should go back' you say while your best friend nodds and you both start walking back to the table with your friends

By the time you went back to the table, Hobi informed you that he had also invited Minho to his parents' cottage and he had happily accepted. Yet you couldn't even concentrate on the conversation because you felt JK's intense gaze all over you. You two didn't talk that night at all, actually you almost didn't hear him talking, he was totally off and you felt bad, you felt this feeling...what was it? Guilt?

You're aware you're not doing anything wrong, but why does it feel like there is something wrong?

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About an hour later you were getting home with Minho. He just wanted to walk you home, he had told you that tonight he couldn’t stay with you because he was getting up early for an important meeting at his workplace.

Before saying your goodbyes, he said ‘Hey Y/n, I wanted to ask you something’

‘Yeah sure, shoot’ you said while smiling

‘Is there something happening between you and Jungkook? I couldn’t help to notice him sending me glares all night long and sometimes he was just staring at you’ he wasn’t mad or anything, he just sounded curious

Fuck. You knew he was going to notice. I mean even a blind could notice how JK was glaring the shit out of him, and they’ve just met tonight.

‘Um…well, I didn’t told you this before because it never happened anything between JK and I but remember the night we met?’ – he nods at you while waiting for you to go on – ‘JK is the guy that I told you that I thought I had a connection with and that I saw a girl sucking his face that night’

‘But I’m being totally honest with you right now, nothing happened between us. He did say to me that he was interested in me, but he’s not gonna act on it. So, you don’t have anything to worry about’

‘It’s hard to think he’s not gonna act on it when he was sending daggers towards me all night. But I trust you and that should be enough, just wanted to know I’m not getting in the middle of anything’

‘You’re not, I assure you. Thank you for trusting me’ you said to him while giving him a hug and then kissing him goodbye

He showed you a sweet smile and told you ‘Goodbye princess, I’ll talk to you tomorrow’

‘Sure, good luck in your meeting tomorrow. Go get them tiger!’ you both laughed at your cringy sentence and wave each other goodbye while he got into the elevator.

He really is a good guy, not any men would believe you right away that there’s nothing between you and JK after all that happened tonight.

But is it really true that there’s nothing between you and JK?

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The next few weeks went pretty much alike. You kept having dates with Minho regularly, you would stay in each other’s place on the weekends having sex 24/7, watching movies, going out for dinner, etc.

You kept going to the gym at least 3 days a week and usually bumped to JK doing his routine as always. You both would always talk about how your day went and tease a little bit each other. JK kept his flirtatious tone with you every single day, he wouldn’t give up, but he knew you were with Minho still, so he didn’t go any further after the peck on the cheek that he gave you that one time.

He never asked about Minho, and you also didn’t mention him, you felt like it wasn’t necessary to rub on JK’s face that your fling with Minho was going pretty well. In a way, you also liked the attention that JK gave to you, sometimes he looked at you in ways that made you feel butterflies in your stomach, he didn’t even have to say anything.

Chris as expected was fully immersed on his big project. You barely talked for the last 2 weeks and mostly it was you asking him ‘Have you eaten?’ ‘Don’t skip your meals’ ‘Stay hydrated and don’t drink too much coffee’

Any other person from outside would’ve thought that you were his mother. But you cared about your friend’s health, so you didn’t care if you were a pain in the ass, you were gonna make sure he’s healthy and it’s for his own benefit, that way he’ll be able to give all his energy to the upcoming event from his client.

Today you had sent him a delivery with his favorite food, just to make sure he gets to eat properly. You got a message from him

Chris bestie: ‘You really are the best friend I could’ve ever ask for. I miss you babe! I just want to get this done already so we can finally go enjoy ourselves at Hobi’s cottage’

‘I miss u too, bestie. Just making sure you stay healthy because I know that you skip meals when you’re this busy; remember you need the energy for the project! You’re almost there!!! Fighting!’

After Chris sending you a few heart emojis and kisses, your conversation with your best friend ended. At least you got him to eat something while working.

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‘JK, I thought you should know that Minho is also coming to my parents’ cottage’ said Hobi looking a little scared at the fuming maknae in front of him

Jin and Hobi invited him to have lunch today since they haven’t seen each other since the time you all went to the bar. Yoongi, Namjoon, Jackson, Joey, Jimin and Taehyung were all busy with work this time so they couldn’t make it.

JK was fucking angry and tired. Tired of waiting and seeing how you still were with this Minho guy. He had lost his patience, every time he saw you at the gym, he felt his heart was about to explode… that little time that he would spend with you, was the best he felt during the week. And he could feel that you wanted him too. So, he couldn’t understand why the fuck you were still with that guy instead of being with him?

‘Was it really necessary to invite that guy? Whose side are you on, hyung?’ the maknae responded

‘I’m not on anyone’s side, he’s the guy that Y/n is seeing and now she’s our friend too. We would do that with any friend of ours’ says Hobi trying to make JK understand his point of view

‘JK, you’ll keep seeing that guy as long as he’s dating Y/n, you might as well get used to be in the same place as him’ Jin added

‘I don’t want to see the girl that I like rubbing on my face that she’s with some other guy’

‘Well, there’s not much that we could do because he’s already invited. But Jin is right, you might as well get used to it, maybe it will help you to move on. And hey, if you want to invite someone yourself, you can do it too… just let me know before’

And that’s when JK came up with an idea

‘I might have someone that I could invite so, count one more person in, hyung’ JK said

Jin looked at the maknae suspiciously and said ‘Don’t do anything stupid, please’

The maknae faked innocence and said ‘Don’t worry, I won’t’

Somehow, Jin didn’t believe any word of JK’s last sentence.

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You were heading to your spot at the gym were you usually do your warmup exercises when you spotted JK on the benches

‘Hey you – how is it going?’ you said with a beaming smile towards him

JK was still very much angry after today’s lunch with Hobi and Jin and responded to you with a cold tone ‘I don’t really feel like talking today’

‘Auch, who hurt you?’

He wanted to say, ‘you and your little boyfriend that keeps getting in the middle’, but instead he didn’t open his mouth at all and went straight to the treadmill area leaving you there with a dumbfounded look.

You decided to follow him and before he could go to one of the treadmills, you grabbed him by his hand making him turn around and said to him ‘Hey – you know you can talk to me if you ever need to, right?’

He retrieved his hand back from your hold making your eyebrows furrow and that’s when he snapped at you saying ‘I don’t need to talk to you, just leave me alone’

You’re taken aback – he never reacted towards you like this and you prefer not to dwell anymore, he clearly is in a bad mood – so you just responded almost in a whispering tone ‘Yeah, sure, I get it. Sorry to bother you’ and disappeared from his sight

He sighed while rubbing his face out of anger. He felt like an asshole, he snapped at you, and you were the one apologizing when you didn’t do anything wrong. JK started doing his routine to get off some of the frustration, he didn’t want to approach to you right now because he was afraid of making it all worse, so he decided to cool it down while working out and apologize later.

Normally before leaving, you used to approach him to say your goodbyes so, he was waiting for you to come and say goodbye like you always do and he could then apologize for snapping at you like that but you never showed up. JK went looking for you and even asked Jackson if he saw you leaving which he confirmed ‘Yeah, she came to say bye about half an hour ago’

Fuck. He felt awful. So he immediately grabbed his phone and texted you

By the time you got his message you were already back at your place getting out of the shower.

You honestly felt really boomed out, you didn’t want to feel this affected about the way JK treated you today, but you couldn’t help to feel a huge void at the pit of your stomach. Maybe you were just being sensitive. You didn’t even want to face him again, if he treated you that way again you were afraid to cry in front of him so, today you didn’t say bye to him like you usually do. You ran off like a coward.

But normally you are not like this, you’re not the kind of person to cry over such a stupid thing – in fact, since your dad passed away, you’ve only cried a few times and it was always because of you missing your dad, it’s like nothing else could make you cry anymore – and you don’t even know why but it’s almost like JK can make you feel the most vulnerable. If any other person had treated you the same way as he did, you would probably have putted them in place and told to fuck off, you’re the kind of person that knows exactly how to defend but today you couldn’t face JK.

You don’t want to start thinking on why he makes you feel vulnerable. So, you try to distract yourself putting some music now

You saw a notification in your phone with JK’s name on it. You weren’t sure if you wanted to see it. You were about to dismiss the notification and move on with your skin care routine for the night, but your anxiousness was stronger than you. So, you unblocked your phone and there it was his message:

JK :) : ‘Hey, I wanted to apologize. I was going to do it in person, but I noticed that you’ve already left. I’m so sorry noona, I shouldn’t have treated you that way. I just had a pretty shitty day, and I took it all on you. I hope you can forgive me’

You were looking at the screen for a solid 10 minutes, not knowing what to respond or if you should respond at all.

On the other side of the screen, JK was nibbling his lip nervously waiting for you to respond, he saw that you read the message 10 minutes ago and each minute that went by without you responding made him more preoccupied. Maybe he had fucked up entirely and you didn’t want to talk to him anymore. Maybe you were thinking on ways to tell him to fuck off. Maybe he should have gone over to your home and apologize in person. And suddenly his phone vibrated, you had responded

‘Don’t worry about it. We all have bad days sometimes. Just know that I was serious when I said that if you ever need to talk with someone I’m here. I’m a pretty good listener. And also know that if you ever again treat to me like that, I won’t hesitate on kicking your balls :) ‘

You were both smiling at the screen like two idiots

JK :) : ‘Gosh, you’re amazing, thanks for being so understanding, noona. And don’t worry about it, if I ever treat you like that again, I’ll gladly accept you kicking me on the balls’

‘Hope you feel better. I’ll see u around JK, goodnight’

JK :) : ‘Goodnight noona, sweet dreams’

You both felt like a weight has been lifted from yourselves. That night you went to sleep thinking about each other

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‘Fuck that feels so good’ you said while riding Minho's cock on his couch. You had already one good orgasm on his tongue while he was eating you out and you were about to unleash your second orgasm of the night

‘Yeah princess? Keep fucking yourself on me, come on, I’m almost there too’ he felt how you were clenching around him, and it drove him crazy. You felt too good to be true.

You had your forehead on his, giving him a few kisses on the lips from time to time when he wasn’t sucking your skin on your neck, and he was helping you lift yourself so you wouldn’t get so tired riding his cock

‘I’m so close, fuck shit, soooo good’ you were getting tired, but you kept going chasing your own pleasure

That’s when Minho started to thrust deeper in you on a fast pace helping you and you couldn’t stop moaning

‘Fuck princess, I love hearing those pretty moans of yours’ he whispered on your ear

There you go with that dirty talk - he already knew how to make you cum - and he got it as soon as he finished that sentence ‘I’m cumming, yes yes, gooddddd’

‘Cum with me princess’ he said while kissing you passionately

He spilled all his seeds in the condom and once you’ve calmed down from your high, he said while still inside you and giving you a sweet peck on your forehead ‘Fuck, that was amazing. You’re always amazing’  

You gave him a lazy smile while trying to recover some of your breath ‘You were amazing too’

After all the physical activity, Minho started to prepare dinner for the both of you while talking about his day at work. He was happily telling you about how he won a big case on trial today, he’s boss congratulated him because of the amazing approach he had to solve it. You could really tell that he was born to be a lawyer, he had such a beautiful smile when talking about his work and his accomplishments.

Suddenly his phone started to ring and when his eyes went to the screen, his eyebrows furrowed.

‘It’s my boss’ he said

‘Does he usually call you at these hours?’

‘No, I don’t think he ever called me out of the work hours’

‘Well, go on… pick up, it must be something important if he’s calling at this time’ you encourage him to pick up the call, he seemed a little bit uneased

So, he picked up, he exchanged a few words and then his eyes widened, and you couldn’t tell if whatever his boss had told him was something good or bad until you heard him saying ‘Wow, thank you for taking me in consideration for such an amazing opportunity, Sir. Tomorrow morning I’ll let you know my decision’

And with that being said, he ended the call.

He was clearly shocked because he was frozen for a minute or so before directing his gaze to you and saying ‘He offered me to be the CEO of the new office’

And you felt so happy for him that you jumped at him while saying ‘Oh my fucking god, that’s so huge!!! Congratulations!!! I’m so proud of you, it’s what you’ve always wanted!’

You noticed he had a smile on his face but there was something off so, you confusedly asked him ‘Are you not happy about it? I thought it was what you were aiming for all of this years’

‘Yeah, yeah… it is what I always dreamt of. But the new office is in Australia, and I would have to move there on the next few weeks permanently’ he said while looking at you

Your smile dropped automatically. A simple ‘Oh’ came out of you

And you saw that his smile also dropped as soon as he saw you getting a little sad. In a split of second, you started to think how happy he looks every time he talks about his work and since day one he told you about his hopes and how getting to be the CEO of the company was his biggest dream. You shouldn’t be feeling sad, you should encourage him.

Your last boyfriend had once made you take down a huge opportunity for you to work in Italy, just because he didn’t want to move out of the country. You loved him so; you turned down what could’ve been a turning point to your career and an amazing life experience. You knew that was one of the many reasons why you ended up breaking up with him a year ago, in a way you resented him because he didn’t encourage you to follow your dreams, on the contrary… he just wanted you to do whatever he dreamt of, even if you didn’t share the same dream… it was always him and nothing more but him.

You didn’t want to become that person to Minho, to restrain him or to make him feel sad for wanting to fulfill his longtime dreamwork.

So, you smiled again at him and cupped his face and told him ‘Then you’ll move to Australia, as I said before, I’m so proud of you’

He looked at you a little puzzled ‘But… you know what that means for us. I know you wouldn’t want a long-distance relationship so…’

You look him straight on the eyes and say: ‘So, we’ll have to break things off. I’m not gonna lie, I feel sad because you’re an amazing guy and it would have been nice to see where things lead to us. But someone that I loved once made me turn down a huge opportunity to me and now I know what huge mistake I’ve made. I don’t want to be that person to you, I care about you, and I want you to follow your dreams. That’s the right thing to do and I think deep down your heart, you know it is'

Now he’s the one cupping your face, looking at you with so much love and saying ‘Dear God, why didn’t we meet in different circumstances? I really feel like it was going well for us. You’re the most sweet, caring, and amazing girl that I’ve ever met, I care so much about you… I know we haven’t been together for a long time, but this is definitely not easy for me’

You smile sweetly at him ‘It was going well, you’re right about that. But we should be happy that we got at least the opportunity to meet and share this time together, I wouldn’t have it any other way around even if I would have known that you were leaving the country’

He nods, then sighs and says ‘I think this is the healthiest break up I’ve ever had’ you both chuckle while he puts his forehead against yours ‘I’m already jealous about the guy that ends up with you, he’s gonna be one lucky bastard’

‘You are an amazing, handsome and sweet guy. You know the girl that ends up with you is also gonna be lucky as fuck’

‘So, this is it’ he says in a sad tone

‘Yeah, I guess so’ you reply with the same tone as him

‘Could I have one last kiss tho?’ he asks

‘You don’t even have to ask’

And as soon as you said that he smiled and kissed you intensively and with so much love. You knew he was sincere when he said he cared about you, and you also cared about him. He was already a part of your life and as he said, even when you haven’t been together for a long time, it wasn’t easy to let go.

You talked for a little bit more and you both agreed on putting distance and not talking to each other until things got in place and he was already in Australia. You cared about each other, you both wanted to remain as friends but in order for you to get to be friends someday you had to put that distance between you two. If not, one of you could get hurt and it could make things harder when he eventually had to departure.

He gave one more kiss while you were waiting the elevator to come, you said your goodbyes and went home.

You didn’t cry. But you did feel kinda sad and sensitive. You just wanted to get home, be alone and have a long bath, watch a movie while eating some ice cream and go to sleep. And that’s what you did

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You’ll say you have been pretty much okay after breaking things off with Minho. It’s been almost a week since that happened, you’ve been extremely busy with work so maybe that also helped to keep your head occupied.

You haven’t told Chris yet or anyone that you and Minho broke things off, this week is the big event that Chris has been working so hard for. And you didn’t want to make him worry or do anything that could keep his mind off the project. You weren’t feeling that bad so, you could tell your best friend about your ‘break up’ when you see him over the weekend – which you were excited for, maybe the trip to Hobi’s cottage will be good for you to relax and forget about everything –

Aria and Emma had been texting in your group chat – Aria had decided to create one only for girls – you had arranged to meet up with them this afternoon at the cat café placed on Myeongdong. You were able to squish some time in your agenda to have a relaxing time with the girls and what better way to relax than having furry kitties around you?

‘So, you guys’ broke things off? Are you okay?’ said a worried Emma after you told them about Minho leaving soon to Australia to fulfill his dreams.

‘Yeah, honestly I think it’s the most healthiest break up that I’ve ever had, we talked about it like adults and we both agreed it was the best for us’

They both nodded and Aria said ‘Well, I’m happy that you’re okay. At least this happened on a early stage of the relationship. I guess that makes it a little bit easier in a way, since you’re not that attached to your partner’

‘You’re right about that, I think that played a huge part in being able to move on without getting hurt in the process. Oh girls – please don’t tell anyone about this, Chris is gonna whine like a little bitch if he founds out that he wasn’t the first to know’ you say while chuckling with both of your friends

‘No worries, my lips are sealed’ , said Emma while zipping his mouth

‘Tell what? To whom? I already forgot what we were talking about’ responded Aria faking demency

The three of you laughed and started talking about what kind of clothes you should take to the weekend’s trip and other less important things while caressing the kitties around you. You really needed this, to hang out with some friends and have a good laugh.

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The rest of the week you spent it going from home to your work and viceversa. You didn’t even had the time to go to the gym, so you hadn’t seen JK since the time that he snapped at you

JK was starting to get worried when he noticed that you haven’t been coming to the gym since then, thinking that maybe you didn’t forgave him and were trying to avoid him. He was really missing you. He felt like going over to your place, but he felt that it was a little invasive going there unannounced and if you were indeed mad at him yet, you might punch him on the balls so, he decided to text you instead

You were preparing a presentation for one of the CFO’s of the company who had traveled to South Korea to get to know your team and the projects you’re working on currently. It was a big thing, from what your superior told you, this particular CFO only comes every 2 years to Seoul, to check how everything is working primarily.

While preparing the presentation your phone vibrated, you saw that the screen showed ‘ JK :) ‘ . You couldn’t help to smile, and that’s when you realized how much you were missing him. You remembered that this weekend he’ll be there on Hobi’s cottage so you’ll have the opportunity to spend some time with him and also telling him that you broke things off with Minho. And who knows then what might happen?

JK :) : ‘Hey noona, just wanted to check in on you. I haven’t seen you in a while, is everything okay?’

Gosh, he’s so sweet, and hot…and cute at the same time, how does he do this?

‘Hi JK! Sorry I’ve been MIA, everything’s okay! It’s just that my work has been kicking my butt lately, this week has been crazy. I’m just basically going from work to home and viceversa. Are you feeling any better?’

JK smiles seeing that you responded quickly. And just wants to respond ‘No, I’m not feeling better because I fucking miss you and I hate you're dating another guy’ but he restrains himself

JK :) : ‘Yes! I’m feeling a lot better thank u! but to be totally honest, I would feel even more better if I saw you’

JK :) : ‘I’m sorry about your work, hope everything works out fine for you’

Jungkook couldn’t resist. He had to say at least something to remind you that he’s thinking about you

When you saw that last message of him, you were giggling as if you were a teenager talking to your crush. He always makes you feel like that. So, now that you’re on the market again… you can at least respond back with something that maybe might make him feel as good as he makes you feel.

‘You know, sometimes you can be so sweet. I would feel better if I saw you too’ – you admit finally –

‘Sadly this week is gonna be almost impossible for me to go to the gym, but at least we’ll see each other over the weekend :) we’ll have time to catch up!’

Jungkook swears his heart just skipped a beat after seeing your response. Did you just told him that you miss him? Oh my god, you’re making this so hard for me Y/n – he thinks

Then he sees your last sentence once again ‘We’ll see each other over the weekend :) we’ll have time to catch up!’ and he gets an unsettling feeling on the pit of his stomach. He just tries to dismiss those feelings and concentrates on responding over to you.

You texted for a few more minutes before telling JK that you had to keep up with your presentation and saying that you’ll see each other in a few days.

The rest of the day you had a smile from ear to ear, thinking about how sweet Jungkook and that is maybe… finally this weekend it’s your chance to come close to him.

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It’s the day to your departure to Hobi’s parents’ cottage. Chris had texted you the night before while you were packing your clothes, saying that he’ll be at your place around 8AM to pick you up.

As soon as you saw your best friend in your building entry, you couldn’t stop smiling and went for a tight hug. You both missed each other so much. He then helped you putting your little luggage on his car’s trunk

While driving on the way to the cottage you asked him about the project he was working on. He told you that the event with the big client from Japan was a hit. The client was so pleased that gave them another project for a new product they’re developing right now. You congratulated him and let him know how proud you were, he’s such a hard worker.

Then he immediately asked you ‘I did notice that Minho is not here with us, did something happened? Do I have to break some bones?’

You cackled and said ‘No, you don’t have to break anyone’s bones. We broke things off a few weeks ago’ – when you saw his surprised face you added – ‘I didn’t want to worry you, I knew you were super busy with the project so, I waited to tell you’

‘Y/n are you kidding me, this happened weeks ago? You should have told me as soon as it happened. I would have been there for you’ he starts scolding you

‘Listen. I’m okay. Honestly, it was a friendly break up. And I myself have been insanely busy with work too since all that happened, so it was easier to move on’

He looks at you with some doubt in his eyes and then says, ‘Why did you decide to break up ?’

You go on explaining him everything about how Minho got the call from his boss offering the job in Australia while he was at his apartment with you. And that this was his dreamwork that you were talking about.

‘You know not a lot of people would put others happiness above themselves like you did. You keep amazing me, my friend’

‘I just know too well what it feels like when a loved one keeps you from your dreams’ you respond to your best friend

‘Yeah, I know. So… you’re really okay?’ after hearing you talk for a while, he is almost sure that you’re indeed okay, and he feels relieved… but he needs to ask once more.

‘Yes, Chris. Trust me, I’m doing okay. And you know… I’ve been texting a little bit with JK, maybe this weekend would be a good thing to get close to each other, I don’t know… see what happens’ you say to your best friend with enthusiasm that he can sense in your voice

‘My boy didn’t give up I see, huh? Well, you have all weekend long with him. Just please keep it as quiet as possible. I love you both, but I wouldn’t want to hear my friends moaning through my dorm walls’, says while chuckling

‘God, stop! I’m not thinking about sex honestly. I just want to spend some time with him’

‘While you’re riding him, you’ll still be spending time with him, just saying’ he says shamelessly, and he can’t stop laughing once he sees your face blushing like crazy

‘You’re insufferable sometimes you know’

‘But you love me just like that’ says your best friend

‘Yeah, sadly I do’ and you both share some more laughs until you get to the cottage.

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The surroundings of the cottage are absolutely breath taking. It’s situated on the middle of a forest, right in front of this beautiful lake. You don’t see any other house nearby. It’s insanely private and, insanely huge. As soon as you got out of the car, you thought… Wow, Hobi’s parents’ must be loaded

The other guys had apparently already got there because there were 2 other cars. You recognize one of them, Jungkook’s car. A smile appeared on your face once you saw it, he is already here yaaay!

The first person to come out from the cottage while Chris was busy taking both of yours luggages is Hobi

‘Hey Y/N, Chris! How have you been guys? It feels like we haven’t seen each other in ages’ while he went in for a hug with you and then continued his way towards your best friend

‘Hi Hobi! This place looks amazing, it’s so peaceful’

‘Wait till you see inside, it’s even better’ says Chris while Hobi just nods

‘Hi noona!’ a smiling JK appeared and enveloped you in a warm hug while the other two were looking at you two with knowing eyes

‘Hi JK – how have you been?’ you say while you’re hugging him

‘I’ve been okay… but now I’m even better’

Fuck. He’s already making you blush

‘Stop it. You’re too sweet’ you say while hiding your face from him and he chuckles

Then Hobi’s voice takes you out of your little world with Jungkook and asks you

‘Um…Y/N, where’s Minho? I thought he was coming too’

‘Oh… yeah, that’s right. Um, Minho and I broke things off a few weeks ago’ you explain

You see Jungkook and Hobi’s faces turn into a total surprise expression so before anyone could ask how you are holding up you say ‘Before you ask, I’m okay. No need to worry about me, it was a friendly break up. He was offered an important job in Australia so there wasn’t much left to do. We both agreed on being friends and that’s all’

Hobi offers you a warm smile while he makes his way to you and says while putting his arm around your shoulder ‘I’m happy your okay then. So, now you’re single again, you should take this weekend to relax and enjoy yourself without any other thoughts, okay?’ you nod at him while smiling and you see him exchanging some looks with Jungkook that you don’t quite understand what was that for. It felt like Hobi was almost sending an angry gaze towards Jungkook

Jungkook is dead quiet, he’s acting weird - you think –

And then an unknown female voice comes from the cottage and approaching while directing to Jungkook

‘Kookie, I’ve already chosen a room, could you please help me with the window? I can’t open it, I need some of your muscles’ she giggles, and you swear it was the most annoying and fake giggle you heard in your life

You had recognized her as soon as you turned around to see who’s voice you were hearing. It was Lina.

You look at Jungkook who was already looking at you, frozen in his place, wanting for the earth to swallow him because he had just realized the mistake that he had done by inviting Lina to the trip.

‘Kookie?’ you scoff looking at him while one of your eyebrows shoots up. He doesn’t talk, not even blinks, he’s just petrified

The annoying blondie then gets close enough to you and your friends and while placing her head on JK’s shoulder says ‘Who is this, Kookie?’ pointing at you

You little unrespectful bitch – you almost wanted to say at her, but you don’t respond, you just glare at Jungkook waiting for him to introduce you to the blondie, but nothing comes up from his mouth

By this time, Chris and Hobi are both just staring the scene unraveling in front of them extremely uncomfortable. You could cut with a knife the tension around you.

So, you go on and introduce yourself. ‘I’m Y/N’ you say shortly

‘Oh, Kookie never mentioned you before. I’m Lina, by the way’ she says with a smirk on her face

Jungkook glares the fuck out over to Lina, who just shrugs playing innocent

But you could see from a mile ago that this idiotic blondie is just trying to get under your skin - what she doesn’t know is that you have enough experience with childish girls like her and you know exactly how to treat them

‘Oh really? Seems like he failed to mention you too, because I’ve never heard your name before’ and then her smirk drops

‘Well, how about we get settled Chris?’ you say while looking at your best friend and breaking the unsufferable tension between all of you. Then you once again redirect your attention towards Lina ‘It was nice to meet you, Lana’ you say with the fakest smile you’ve ever pulled

Chris and Hobi chuckled and Jungkook’s lip twitched a bit while Lina’s face was red of anger, and she said with greeted teeth ‘It’s Lina’ correcting you

It was obvious that you didn’t forget her name and she was fuming like crazy while you just wanted to laugh at her face

That should teach her not to mess with you – you think to yourself

You don’t even respond at her last comment and Chris puts an arm around your shoulder while you start walking towards the cottage entrance

‘Honestly, if she thought she could mess with you or make you react on someway, she’s gonna have a really bad time here’ said your best friend while you both laugh together.

Either way, you couldn’t help but to feel a little bit sad. Why would he invite her? You’re starting to have doubts again about him. Is he just playing with you? Right now, you just don’t understand Jungkook at all.

And all you can think of is … I hope this weekend doesn’t end the same way it began

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Hi! Hope you're well. I thought your post on Childe was super interesting. Since you've opened up the alphabet asks, I would love to hear your opinion for the following letters: f, i, l, u, and x. Thank you kindly :3

Character(s): Childe

Warning(s): Yandere content, Childe is a masochist (?),  violence mentioned, death mentioned

Thanks for sending something in and glad you liked the last post.

Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back?

Excited. Of course he wants you to like him, but he can’t help it. The part of him that loves to torment and be tormented by you, loves when you fight back against him. Even if you can’t win, just having you stand up to him makes his heart flutter. Sometimes he’ll go out of his way to do things that he knows will set you off. Getting too touchy just so you can smack him, buying you too many gifts so you can hurl insults at him, he just loves it. He might just be a masochist when it comes to you.

It’s probably better to fight back a little, because if you don’t he’ll either take full advantage of you or keep pushing you till you finally snap at him.

Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling?

Ideally, he would like for you to be a part of his family and maybe start a family of your own. He would love it if you could come to Snezhnaya and build a life together, as domestic as it sounds. Honestly, you’d probably look at him as if he was crazy after all the shit he’s put you through.

The future he wants with you is surprisingly wholesome and normal, it's honestly disturbing considering the atrocities he’s committed. I will say, the starting your own family part might be able to be negotiated, but not meeting his family. That’s not a choice; you will meet his family and you will love them as much as they already love you. They already think you're his spouse.

Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling?

He’s way too bold for the first meeting. He makes his interest known immediately and is quick to spoil you, push affection on you, and cling to you. It’s overwhelming considering you’ve only known him for a short amount of time.

He’s especially heavy on gift giving and flirting. It’s strange how he knows exactly what it is you want. You never told him what you planned on buying or what groceries were missing but he buys them all anyways. He buys you things before you even notice they're gone.

He’s always showering you with compliments, and trying to appeal to you. It’s probably funny and endearing at first, but then his creepier traits come out and it’s just annoying. It’s a little hard to believe him when says he’s a good guy after seeing him stab someone in the hand for grabbing your wrist.

Don’t be surprised if he just straight up asks you to marry him, and don’t be surprised if he keeps asking even after you say no.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

Actively encourages you to rebel against him. It’s not because he actually wants you to hate him, no he’d just die if that happened, but he loves a challenge. He loves ‘accidentally’ leaving the door open for you to escape just so he can chase you down. He wonders how hard you’ll fight this time. Are you going to bite him, maybe try and stab him or set a trap just to escape his pursuit? So many possibilities; it excites him.

The only thing is, don’t hurt yourself, while fighting against him. He gets really pissy about that.

Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over?

Besides being slightly delusional, he’s definitely a worshiper type. It doesn't matter what you think about yourself, he thinks you're a god among people, and will treat you like such. There’s no such thing as ‘too much’ when it comes to, in fact nothing is ever enough: not enough gifts, not enough money, not enough clothes, not enough compliments, it’s never enough. If anyone tries to question him, he’ll just kill them. He tries not to do it in front of you since that’s not something your pretty eyes should see. 

If someone didn’t know better they’d think you were an archon with how much Childe worships the ground you walk on.