#bittersuite

[what-about-yogurt-night]

(I put this in a reblog but realized I wanted it as a standalone post too so that's what this is lol) (I swear I know how to use Tumblr help)

@oatoast your post was what introduced me to Bittersuite lol

I've been anxiously awaiting the next Smiling Friends episode so I decided to look into it and got inspired to draw some fanart of my own😂😎

@sunnyguns56 absolutely adore your fic omgg I wanna hug them so baddd

[shlutmeow]

me & this album against the world.

[jellyfishbug]

Bittersuite

pairing. chris x reader genre. fluff / angst / smut . MDNI. ! this is a multi-part series status. in progress, no published parts yet . .

not proof read.

! warnings. song inspired fic, bsf!chris, friends to lovers, pining, arguing, crying, fluff, angst (mostly resolved), eventual smut, two people one bed trope at one point, use of pet names summary. the triplets are childhood friends of yours, and lately, chris has been acting weird. during the yearly anual trip to their cabin in the snowy massachusetts mountains, things start to come to a head.

"but i gotta be careful, 'gotta watch what i say . . . "

♯ 1. "leave it" [ word count: ? ]

♯ 2. "it's just us now" [ word count: ? ] MDNI

♯ 3. "fuck you" [ word count: ? ] MDNI

[irlrachelamber]

BITTERSUITE - PREVIEW

Ellie Williams x ExGf!Reader

preview for my upcoming fic " BITTERSUITE " ,, based on Billie Eilish's new album / songs.

" , but I gotta be careful ,"

She was standing at my door. Her entire body was shaking and soaking wet, and she looked at me with an expression of sadness. I looked back at her, my heart breaking at the sight of Ellie standing at my doorstep once again, like she had been earlier this morning. I swore to myself I'd never see her again in this position, her most vulnerable and my most sensitive. Her green eyes meeting my blue ones. I couldn't believe I was letting her in. I just gotta be careful..

" ... gotta watch what I say... "

Her sombre eyes watched as I brought her over a towel. She took it in her hands and said a quiet thank you before throwing it over herself. I sat in front of her, my eyes piercing into her own. She was shivering violently and avoiding all forms of communication between us. I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing came out. All I was left with was air. She shifted her weight from side to side as she tried to make herself warmer. Her hands were clasped together in a ball, her fingers crossed over one another.

" Do you want a hot chocolate?"

" God, I hope it all goes away.. "

I placed the mug on the coffee table in front of her. She nodded and picked it up, her hands immediately wrapping around the ceramic. She blew on it a few times and smiled down at the liquid contents before drinking some. I continued to look at her. I realised she wasn't wearing the outfit I saw her in this morning. Her t-shirt was ripped and fraying at all sides, the soles of her shoes were breaking apart, and her jeans had even bigger holes in them. I studied her face as she drank the beverage, her eyes all bloodshot from what looked like crying. The thunder struck from outside the house, and she violently jerked, her face striken with fear. I looked outside, watching the trees sway from side to side in the wind.

"God I hope it all goes away, huh?"

I said to her, turning away from the window and to her curled up figure. She nodded and cleared her throat, giving me the cup.

"Yeah I hope so."

" 'Cause I can't fall in love with you.. "

"Ellie. Why are you here?"

I said, my arms crossed over each other. She looked up at me, her eyes darting around. She sighed and stood up gently.

"I wanted to say that i-"

"If you wanted to say you were sorry, you would've done that earlier when you came and got your shit."

She looked at me stunned, her mouth hung open.

"You know I'm really sorry. I didn't know that she was gonna kiss me at that party."

I felt a rage burn right through me as she spoke. She spoke as if it wasn't her fault, as if she didn't cheat and enjoy it.

"Oh Ellie, you and Dina did a lot more than just kiss. You fucking know that."

I spat, pointing my finger in her face. I could feel my blood running cold as she stuttered, trying to make up and excuse.

"Cmon babe. You're being dramatic, it was a party!"

"Yeah, but if I was there, would've Dina and you fucked?"

She stood silent, her face rested in a soft frown. I felt tears run down my cheeks, and I let out a stifled sob from my chapped lips.

"Everyone was right. I should've never picked you up on that offer to go out for coffee."

"Oh stop being pathetic, you don't mean that. Please. I'll make it up to you, it'll be like we fell in love all over again!"

I stood up angrily and pushed her too the door.

"Ellie, I wish I could but I can't fall in love with you again."

(c) irlrachelamber 2024

[currentthingstuckinmyhead]

bittersuite by billie eilish

[bilsnolastname]

STREAM BITTERSUITE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND THAT'S ON PERIOD FOREVER ONE OF MY FAVORITES

[svnflowermoon]

i've been overseas, i've been having dreams, you were in the foyer, i was on my knees. outside of my body, watching from above, i see the way you want me, i wanna be the one... but i gotta be careful, gotta watch what i say, god i hope it all goes away, cause i can't fall in love with you, no matter how bad i want to

[imhappierthanever]

Bittersuite is one of my favourite songs. It’s so beautifully complex in its own way… by the time I get to this part I’ve already felt so much. Then I just die. Literally just a puddle.

[shlutmeow]

can’t believe i was able to hear her sing this song live, i go back to every moment of that concert. ugh shes perfect. i miss her sm

[wordlessly]

Bittersuite by Billie Eilish

[mothstiel]

if i got a nickel every time billie referenced codependent homoerotic friendships in hmhas i’d have one nickel which isn’t that much but it’s weird that it happened once

[svnflowermoon]

i don't need to breathe when you look at me, all i see is green. and i think that we're in between everything i've seen in my dream, have it once a week, can't land on my feet. can't sleep, have you underneath all of my beliefs. keep it brief, i'll see you in the suite, we can be discrete.

[currentthingstuckinmyhead]

bittersuite by billie eilish