#bpdproblems

[mysticmoon02]

Symptoms of BPD no one talks about:

•extreme attachment to certain people

•fear for the future

•delusions

•poor emotional control

•dissociation

•sensory overload

•chronic feelings of loneliness

•intrusive thoughts

•shutting off emotions

•lack of sense of identity

•black and white thinking

•paranoia

•psychosis

•the need to control things & people

•risk taking

•age regression

•the need for reassurance

[shouldikillthem-ormyself]

[fraeuleinrabenschwarz]

I'm interested in many things but only for a short period of time. Like, I have an idea and get really excited and the next week I couldn't care less. This is why I have a huge collection of equipment for potential hobbies and activities in my apartment. There are calligraphy books, wool and stuff for knitting, watercolors, books for learning Swedish and Italian, a wicca altar with candles and herbs, an e-piano, dead plants, an empty aquarium, a makeup desk full of lipsticks and highlighters I've never put on, tools for making jewelry...the list goes on. And the only thing I'm using is my Netflix account.

[survivingrockbottom]

You know that feeling when you just want to burst out crying but then remember you’re out in public

[bpdrants]

Them: hey are you single?

Me: no I'm actually in an extremely dysfunctional relationship with my 5 other personalities

[heart-of-a-wildflower]

BPD Moods

I WANT TO DO EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW AND SPEND ALL MY MONEY ON BEAUTIFUL THINGS AND GET DRUNK WITH MY FRIENDS AND EAT AN EXPENSIVE 3 COURSE MEAL AND RUN FOR MILES AND WEAR HEELS AND SHORT SKIRTS IN THE DAY AND START A PHD AND GET 10 DOGS

I will not be moving from this bed unless someone drags me why am I alive

[mh-memes]

Honestly

[shouldikillthem-ormyself]

Whatever

[borderlineblondie]

*text notification from a potential friend*

My Brain: It’s bad. Don’t look at it. They’re angry at you. For god’s sake don’t look.

*several weeks pass*

Me: Why do I feel so lonely??

[survivingrockbottom]

It’s so hard to not slip into that dark place again...

[bpdrants]

Me: no one understands me

Also me: *pushes everyone away before they can get close enough in fear of rejection, abandonment, or being hurt*

[djuncletone]

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[shouldikillthem-ormyself]

It’s actually my only consistent hobby

[mymentaltalk]

[permanent-wounds]

And I’m trying so hard. Rarely having breakdowns/crying. But it’s so hard so much work and even one day of not being productive can fuck up all my progress. It’s so tiring and lonely. Fighting the thoughts , the pain, and bad/good memories. It’s rough.

[bpdrants]

Having a favourite person is so hard because you literally learn their daily routine and then when they dont message you at a time they usually would it just makes you want to DIE