#button speaks

[confessionblog]

I wish I was allowed to kill myself. I wish that whenever i looked up methods, it would give me something instead of a hotline. I've called the hotlines before. They told me to journal. I wish the people who let me talk about it weren't only the ones who were paid to do so. I wish talking about it to those people didn't get me put in a room for dsys with nothing but my own thoughts. I wish assisted suicide was legal in hospitals. I wish strangers wouldn't tell me "i care about you, don't do it, there's so much more in life" about a half hour before forgetting i exist entirely. I wish people initiated conversations with me. I wish my brain wasn't broken. I wish I wasn't a failure. I wish my mom loved me more than weed and cigarettes. I wish people listened to me when I was a kid. I wish I hadn't called anyone in the middle of my attempt last year. One year exactly next month. I wish I owned my own body. I wish I could experience intimacy with another person without feeling like every touch is an assault on my ravaged flesh. I wish I was more human. I wish I wasn't human at all. I wish I was somewhere better. I wish I was hanging from a tree in the park nearby.

[fantrollology]

i see! so, about this other friend; do you think you stop loving someone once they're dead?

"…"

"im not going to talk about this. i dont even know who you are."

[your-dads-filing-cabinet]

[girldadbuckley]

following new people on here is like i'm sorry to interrupt but i saw you from across the dash and liked your vibes

[blakbonnet]

downloading a fic when ao3 dies (when you have the link)

looks like ao3 is down again and i was in the middle of a multi chapter fic when it died on me.

and if that happens to you, this is what you can do to download the fic:

copy paste https://download.archiveofourown.org/downloads/00000000/fic.html in your browser url

replace the pink bit with the number right after /works (that's the work id)

for instance, in https://archiveofourown.org/works/44970790/chapters/113154673 the highlighted bit (44970790) would be the number you swap for the 0s

the download link will look like https://download.archiveofourown.org/downloads/44970790/fic.html

if you want the fic to be downloaded as an epub instead, use .epub at the end of that link

it should start downloading on your device

i'm sure a bunch of people know this and use it but in case you don't, hope this helps

[all-my-ocs-are-evil]

[insert poetic title here]

fun fact: this did not start out as isat fanart

(rambling in tags)

[qerieq]

F1 10s drivers college AU

[haneentifosa005]

Charles proof of life!

Congratulated Max

His eyes set on vice wdc

Posted a photo of him and lewis

Left

[pcktknife]

everybody giving tenna and spamton and whoever the fuck tails as if queens not a whole ass xenomorph

[sunsorbit]

some of my favorite mentopolis closed captions

[neigepomme]

a concept i might elaborate on is acting a little helpless with some tasks after realizing that caleb really likes it when you rely on him

you're living on your own, so you're capable of handling yourself (much to caleb's dismay — he wants to do everything for you). after noticing him sulking a bit, you half jokingly say "feed me?" while you're at the dinner table, and you could swear caleb's eyes lit up. of course he'll feed you!!

and so, it became a bit of a ritual for him to feed you at least a few bites. he especially likes it when you're sitting between his legs, your back to his chest when watching a movie, and he pops some chips and candy in your mouth while you absentmindedly chew. it makes him feel useful..

[confessionblog]

I’m not sure how to process Pope Francis’s death. While his moves were small, they were enough to give the Church a (tiny) push in the direction of queer inclusivity and cross-cultural communication. Which was enough for many in the Church (including me for a while) to consider him a radical progressive. And it was enough for me to think he could change the Church for the better.

I’m mostly scared that whoever his successor will be will take a hard-right turn and move things backward. I’ve been seeing an increasingly loud far-right trend in both Catholic clergy and Catholic laypeople, which eventually got bad enough for me to leave. So I wouldn’t be surprised if a far-right cardinal becomes the next Pope.

I shouldn’t be scared, because it won’t affect my life, but I guess I am because my relatively liberal but very devout Catholic parents could lose their main source of community due to the Church giving bigoted voices an increasingly large platform. And it would really hurt for me to look my parents in the eyes and say “I told you so”.

As someone who was never raised religious, I've still felt some of the ripples of Pope Francis' action. The upsetting trend you mentioned is all too prevalent, with one step forward and a backflip down the stairs at every turn.

This ask is how I'm finding out about it.

[fantrollology]

button who's dalyka?

"…"

"…who are you?"

[bastardcatthings]

Shaking Jenson so hard all his buttons rattle inside him: "JUST BECOME LANDO'S MANAGER"

[nerdog]

: shadow milk cookie package! (imvu buttons, favicons, stamps, userbars)

kin / id / me / f/o tags always fine i’ll probably be calling posts like this packages now, cause im not sure what else to call them — favicons : 1 , 2 , 3 , 4

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

💙❤️Happy Holidays!❤️💙