#c3rvida3

[inkskinned]

something about the moth of you curled into the corner of my ear so that a tiny heart beat against my tinnitus and i swear that every tremble of you sent little white wingscales out over my skin so i turned translucent too.

in the hospital light i thought about how losing love is a stupid sideways motion - the flesh keeps going while somewhere in arkansas a mother's recipe lays flat on the counter and never gets served. the outline i have constructed can manage the accent of humanity even while i am completely absent. something bad happens and you still need to do laundry. you can tilt your head to the side and they can pour the whole ocean in there and it still won't flush out the bodies.

the little crater you left behind in me made a nausea rise up and spill into the shoes of even the nurses. they said they were still picking out bits of you. antenna and feet and chitin. i told them to stop looking. the time-after-love isn't just grief. like i said, you were in my eardrum. i had to wait and listen to the idea of you, rotting.

RID. /// a poem after c3rvida3

[trek-tracks]

If Jim is the pina colada of mental health, Bones is the whiskey sour

[copperbadge]

My folks built a new deck onto the back of the house and I had just stepped out to inspect it when I saw this gorgeous creature about 20 feet away. She obligingly posed for a picture before leaping away into the juniper. They usually have fawns out in the juniper stands on the land because it's safely away from the road and Longhorn the Wonder Chihuahua barks loudly enough to keep the larger predators at a distance.

[ID: three images of an adult doe deer in the Texas scrub; she is surrounded by tall grass and in two images there's a busted up picnic table nearby. In the first image she is standing dramatically posed, looking at the viewer; in the second she is leaping away, and in the third she is vanishing into a low stand of juniper trees.]

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

JOHN: my one friend can't stop saying-

JADE: "see you in hell!"

JOHN: -instead of, "talk to you later," and my other friend can't stop calling things-

DAVE: "penis"

JOHN: -instead of "cool" or "good", so i just unironically uttered the phrase, "sounds penis, see you in hell!" as i got off the phone.

TEREZI: OFF1C14L SOUNDS P3N1S S33 YOU 1N H3LL MOM3NT

JOHN: wow, we fucking did it, boys and ghouls! penis prime time! i only wish my dad were alive to see this.

[mothmvn]

after languishing in covid-war-grief-despair for like 2 years, all of my pre-planned document changes are falling in place like dominoes, shedding my old name (or really my old gender category) in various facets of my life.... plus i've been on HRT for 2 years this week, plus i'm scheduling top surgery sometime in the next couple of years... everything's coming up andrey :-)

[lya-dustin]

Made this y'all

Thank you, @c3rvida3 , for making your post

[couldnt-think-of-a-funny-name]

tagged by @strawberry-arrowtip and I thought it was cute but that reblog chain was simply Too Long so I'm making a separate post lol

I'll tag @sccfan4ever @torturedbitchesdepartment @annabelle--cane @soullessjack @common-houseplant @shallowseeker @c3rvida3 and @queer-trashmouth :)

[t1mmytim]

OG post by: @c3rvida3

Help, I can’t stop drawing my characters being dumbasses.

[aviatrix-ash]

@c3rvida3 's trout post gave me an art idea x3

[oxventure-text-posts]

[Image Description: Dob's annoyed sprite (he's frowning and has an eyebrow raised while the other is furrowed) in front of a blurred (what looks like) nature background (it is full of green and brown blurs). A Tumblr post by c3rvida3 that reads "I hate being an, "I love you," dude when my friends are not, "I love you," dudes

l'm like, "I want to dip you low and kiss you oh so sweetly." and they're like, "I'm happy for you, man."" is pasted in the top right corner.]

[hisclockworkservants]

this fine fella created by @/c3rvida3 made me think of your blog haha. thought you'd enjoy

Oooh cool!

[inkedscribbles]

@c3rvida3 a few of the uhhh 24? tattoos. Plus concept drawings cuz they're neat.

[whilomm]

🎶✨ when u get this u have (the option) to put 5 songs u actually listen to. then send this ask or tag 10 of your friends/followers/just some guys you feel like if you feel like✨🎶

okay fine both @vanadiumbean and @deneviere tagged me uhhhh fuck what do i Listen To lets see

Hard Travelin' Hootenanny- Orig by Woody Gutherie, been listening to the recording from the "til we outnumber em" album feat like everyone.

this ones from a cd that I didnt read well enough and thought was woody, but its actually a live tribute concert w a lotta musicians covering his stuff (bruce springsteen, annie defranco, rambling jack elliot, etc) and it rocks. first track is a cover where everyone in the concert takes a bit of the "hard ramblin". i need to listen to more folk lmao. Turns out i dont love woodys own recordings (his voice just aint for me!) but i LOVE his songs as theyre covered

Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet- Fall Out Boy

i have a legal right to be cringe and for that im choosing the fall out boy double cuck song. fucking sue me. but only after you listen to patrick stumps dulcet cuckception. BE GLAD IM NOT MAKING THIS ENTIRE LIST FALL OUT BOY I CAN BE 10X MORE CRINGE THAN THIS. not my fave fob song (that would probs be either legendary or pavlov), but its good.

Rowboat- Johnny Cash, original by Beck

ill be HOME...with the gasoline. youll be STOOOONNNEED, youll be far away

I was surprised to learn not only was this not originally by cash, the original by beck was already a country song! the story behind it is kinda fun (he wrote it in like 5 minutes on the way to the studio just bc he wanted to record SOMETHING with a steel guitar player he saw) and in the vid beck gets kinda emotional hearing cash complement him, its kinda sweet.

Mama- My Chemical Romance

the song that got me into MCR. I don't sing along at concerts usually, but i was fucking belting this one when i saw them. its a difficult choice but this is probs my fave MCR song. listen i know everyone loves black parade but i confess i sometimes skip it when im not in the mood. mama though? never fucking skip.

Some Kind Of Nature- gorillaz

this is one of those one songs i kinda hated the first time i heard it, the creaky ass voice of lou reed and the switch offs between gentle and kinda goofy beats. but after a couple of listens i think something inside me changed mentally. the beep boops shoot straight to my heart. that one "scream". all we are.... is stars

if anyone gives it a listen and they hate it too like. give it a bit then listen again. see if it does something to You too.

....anyway this was fucking hard. do yall know how many more songs i wanted to put here. goddamn.

uhhh semi random tagging bc i forget literally everyone just. scrolling my followers list for names, idk @the-fearful-one @the-interabang @ahmallama @c3rvida3 @unclekow @al-ghoul @sassybitchymouse @voidilite-singularis god i need to clear out the pornbots again theres so many here @queennannygoat @fattpikachuu

ignore the tag if yall feel like it, i aint yalls boss

[crustswamp]

Art credit to @c3rvida3

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

KANAYA: How To Tell Your Cat That You Could Walk To His Food Faster If He Werent Weaving Under Your Fucking Feet In A Beautiful And Intricate Idiots Ballet

[meshkol]

10 Fandoms/10 Characters/10 Tags

ooooh this is fun (and hard, there are too many) @descaladumidera, thanks for tagging me!

marvel — tony stark

tolkien’s legendarium— thranduil oropherion

naruto — hatake kakashi

death note — l lawliet

harry potter — draco malfoy

yuri!!! on ice — viktor nikiforov

glee — sebastian smythe

star trek — mr spock

criminal minds - aaron hotchner

the walking dead — daryl dixon

* honourable mention: dragon age — dorian pavus

tagging @moki-dokie, @aibidil, @dewitty1, @mouseymightymarvellous, @kazliin, @c3rvida3, @clobeast, @crownofstardustandbone, @myrxellabaratheon, and @ashes0909.