I just finished skinamarink and omg it's so fun I live for psychological horror (idk if that was the intention but it was still so good)
The second it started I said Oh people hated it I know that. The pase is VERY slow, you can't see well majority of the movie, and psychological horror itself is not liked a lot. Besides the use of an unconventional film style, people always read it as pretentious when it's just trying something different.
I barely understood anything <3 I still love it <3 I almost fell asleep the first half cause it was so cozy, I know it sounds insane but the vibe does take you to an infant's perspective and the silence reminds me of my house. I read somewhere it could be read as abuse? Like it shows that what you believe is real (as a kid) is manipulated by the people you trust, and how dependent you are on someone who (in this case) doesn't want your security. I did connect some things back to abuse, but I thought that was me because I went through child abuse.
But yeah I watched it sleepy and barely connected the dots in many things, fun movie to watch would watch again
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thinking abt how azi was truly crowley's sunlight through the millenniums. like, here's this demon who didn't mean to fall, who just asked questions and deep down he was still so good. and he is alone, he's the literally the emboidement of the first sin, and NOT by his own choosing. he's so alone and afraid and just wants a real conversation w someone, even if its an angel who'll most likely hate him. and here's the guardian of eden, who gave away his sword, that GOD gave to him, without asking a single question, to help the humans under his charge and he's kind to crowley and crowley is utterly fascinated. zira is basically the first protector, not only to adam and eve BUT CROWLEY TOO. he protects crowley from the first rain bc he's so fundamentally good and kind and crowley can't help seeking him out over the years. when they meet in rome, c is obviously far more withdrawn and angry bc of the things he's seen and was forced to do and there's az again, so happy to see him and even inviting him to dinner. everytime they met, even when crowley was saving azira, he also saved crowley by the simple act of being his friend.
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Since I ranked the senshi as parents the other day, I figured I'd rank their parents as well.
In case you need a guide:
Kino family (Mako's parents) (deceased)
Ikuko Tsukino (Usagi's mother)
Kenji Tsukino (Usagi's father)
Risa Hino (Rei's mother) (deceased)
Saeko Mizuno (Ami's mother) (divorced)
Mr. Aino (Minako's father)
Mrs. Aino (Minako's mother)
Mr. Mizuno (Ami's father) (divorced)
Souichi Tomoe (Hotaru's father) (complicated)
Takashi Hino (Rei's father)
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rewatching s3 ep 2 knowing that Abigal is all in Wills head is so interesting
like hes talking to himself Abigal isnt questioning him on why he kept lying, Wills questioning himself on why he kept lying why he didnt just go with hannnibal like he wanted than "nobody had to die"
Abigal isnt the one who still wants to find hannibal, Wills the one who still wants to be with hannibal after everything hes done "after everything hes done youd still go to him?" sir your saying that to yourself 💀youre the messy bitch here not Abigal
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LOVE LANGUAGE AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS
"But you understood me."
French is universally known as "the language of love".
Crowley remarks that they're both fluent in every language.
Aziraphale prides himself on his self-taught French speaking abilities even though he's obviously terrible at it.
Crowley speaks it with natural ease.
MEANWHILE….
Aziraphale is an angel who struggles with expressing his true feelings/what is truly on his mind..
Crowley is a demon who expresses his feelings and what's on his mind a little too easily..
AND THEY KEEP HAVING THESE MISCOMMUNICATIONS.
In 6000+years, Aziraphale had always known he could get his point across to Crowley in one way or another but..
it's that damned S2E6 final scene that he finally realizes that he can't get Crowley to understand him when he needs him to the most.
"I don't think you understand what I'm offering you."
"I understand. I think I understand a whole lot better than you do."
Just like earlier with the French.
Aziraphale thinks he's speaking perfectly coherently.
But Crowley is trying to, yet again, point out that he's incomprehensible at that moment.
"What's with the French?"
"I learned that the hard way."
..AND YOU'RE GONNA LEARN THE HARD WAY AGAIN, MY DEAREST ANGEL D:
Aziraphale's ignorance to just how bad his communication skills can be at times is such a big problem- not saying Crowley hasn't said the wrong thing now and again either- but the way the show keeps pointing out Aziraphale's bad French despite him being an immortal being that is supposedly fluent in all languages.. except French (aka the very human language of love) that both of them struggle with- except Crowley is always faster on the uptake than Aziraphale in that manner.
Love is its own type of communication.
It's something that is not only said with words but with actions.
I could write an entire essay of all the ways Crowley and Aziraphale have shown each other how much they love each other through their thousands of years together.
But it's once they try to put it into words.. they falter.
"And I would like to spend..."
I just hope in S3, they finally learn how to understand each other's love language.
It's something truly beautiful and tragic that our Ineffable Husbands love each other so damn much but struggle to verbalize it to one another and be understood properly.
Which causes those missed communications.. and breaks our hearts...
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Forgive me if I'm a bit nervous about Gorgug this season. It's just that the last Zac Oyama pc was Colin Provolone, who was arguably one of his greatest D20 performances, if not the greatest.
Zac always does great with every pc he plays, but Colin was something else. He came out swinging with actions and words that were teeming with unspoken emotional baggage. The way Colin's presence affected the other pcs; there was this level of depth that I don't think I've seen in any of his other characters. It was understated and quiet in that signature "just a guy" way that he tends to be, while still captivating everyone instantly with just how raw it was.
Not to say we haven't seen emotional depth in Gorgug. It's just that, compared to the other Bad Kids, Gorgug's journey and progression as a character has been very... impersonal? Like, yes, he found his birth parents, and he found friends who appreciate him, and he faced his insecurities about his intelligence, and he navigated relationship troubles, and his trial through the claustrophobic bug-tunnels was a horrifically-uncanny parallel to how he's spent his entire life trying to make himself as small as possible.
But how much of that has actually changed him from the Gorgug we started with? I would agree that he's definitely happier with his life, given all the loving and supportive people that have been added to it when it used to be just him and his parents. And he's certainly grown into himself and become more self-assured in his abilities, even if he's still, and always will be, our anxious little guy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I've always liked how Gorgug was a representation of all the little things. The subtle acts and kindnesses that don't seem like much to most, but to some are everything.
We don't need another Bad Kid living in fear that their mouth could be shit-in at any moment. We've already got one-too-many.
All that being said, I just feel like Gorgug's personal story beats are much easier to sweep under the rug than everyone else's. He has the same soft and understated quality that Colin held, but they lack that extra oomph that pushed Colin over the edge from being just another guy in a series of dudes, to a character that the vast majority of us could not get out of our heads. He took someone who was anxious and softspoken, who ultimately never wanted to be violent— someone who is remarkably similar to Gorgug in many ways— and maintained that demeanor and core in Colin's character while still hitting us in the feels with character development at max velocity at every turn.
I think Zac gets better and better at this with every season that goes by. With each new character, there is always something that leaves me stunned in awe. And it's been, what, three? Four years since we last saw Gorgug?
I'm just,,, I'm cautiously optimistic but also going into a bit of a worry about what violence this man may inflict upon us
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