Staring at my ceiling thinking about the angstiest possibility of people finding out about foolish lie to jaiden
Thinking about if this i sthe one time the communication part of the qsmp doesn't work. If people turn on her. If they distrust her and sneak around her blatantly.
And THEN I stsrt thinking about all of this but suntrio. All of this but Roier's unwavering loyalty and understanding towards his partner. All of this but when Roiee sees someone being passive aggressive he drags her to the castle so she can stay with them.
She protests, of course, she doesn't like feeling like she's being a drain or intruding, and its cellbits castle- not even solely roiers home this time-
But then Cellbit immediatly starts listing places they could make into her room. They could remake his old secret room if she wanted privacy, there's an empty room in richas' tower, or they could always just make the bed bigger if she would feel safer with the two of them
And just- overwhelming support and love for all three. All three of them felt deep, different kind of betrayal when the truth came out, and they will support each other through it all.
imogen and laudna moments before laudna dies, calling out for each other. in pain, in grief, in desperation. imogen and laudna, meeting again in a twisted memoryscape, connecting and listening and talking. imogen trying so hard to save her, to help her, to reassure her even when she knows she can’t. meeting again at the place laudna died, seeing each other - again, finally, again - and the first thing they say is each other’s names. the sigh of relief. breaths no longer held. imogen sundering the tree, sundering delilah, and setting laudna free.
Torn between laughing and crying because I’m Looking at The Sunshine Court content??? Why am I doing this to myself???? I have yet to get my hands on a copy but I literally cannot stop looking at Things. If I’m this obsessed with snippets and commentary now, I can’t imagine how I’ll be when I can read it. Heaven help me, because rn I feel like I’m gonna start vibrating like I chugged 23 coffees in a row, and it’s only going to get worse better
PIK WE GOT HIT WITH SWITCH/PS4 EDITIONS OF LIBRARY OF RUINA- THIS IS NOT A DRILL IT'S REAL AND IT'S APPROACHING- THERE'S EVEN NEW PROMOTIONAL ART-
WE'RE GETTING JAPANESE VOICE ACTORS-
fucking good morning??????? librarby of ruina on the nintendo switch real????????????
I AM GONNA GET TO SEE THE LIVING TOMBSTONE IN JUNE-!
I am going with my best friend Aurelia and dragging my 58 year-old father with me (need someone to drive since I can't and Aurelia isn't comfortable driving that far). Used to make jokes on the livestreams about dragging my dad all over the country (but we can't afford that) so I get to FINALLY drag him to a concert.
I'm gonna cry.
Genuinely gonna die. I don't think I've EVER been this excited (I was less excited about my first kiss or like any Christmases than this 💀)
Got my flappy hand fuckin rocking and pacing shit going. I'm so FUCKING EXCITED!
There's so much to do-- not really but still! I want to get an extra Kermi shirt for them to sign (since I've worn the one I own) aaaaand
I want to get a Doc and Prometheus laminated badge/lanyard thing. I don't know why my monkey brain wants that either; your guess is as good as mine lmao
Sorry for just reappearing out of nowhere again. Been busy with babysitting and whatnot--
But I couldn't not rant about this.
I'm THAT excited.
I feel like eating my wall rn or like passing out-
Also this will be my first "real" concert I've been to! There's 2 that I've gone to at conventions--one of which was an accident and was the show before the second concert I've been too.
*tenses up* I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF NOW *Slams hands down on table whole making Sr Pelo noises* IM SO HYPED
i was fooling around with my violinspector playlist and added "Wish I Had an Angel" by Nightwish mainly bc it reminded me of your Lyf bc I adore ur lyf Then I READ YOUR NEW FIC. WWEWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA?????
Just thought I would share! (dislike like how the typed up lyrics are not written the same as in the actual song but it's basically the same. I'm just very passionate about this band and if you happen to like metal I recommend them). Prison mechs missing Lyf and Lyf being left behind by them as they tear at their wings...... Oughf. Ouhie. Why. (At least "Your touch my bliss" can reference the preening fic <3)
you motherfucker /very posi
ok so
"I'm going down so frail and cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules"
def post-bifrost Lyf being the first bit and prison mechs in the second. ya? ya.
"Old loves, they die hard
Old lies, they die harder"
Lyf fell in love with them while they were still in prison and they just did nothing about it because its was unprofessional. so oooo that line hits with that.
"Greatest thrill, not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite, wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch, my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts"
I DONT EVEN HAVE TO SAY NOTHIN CAUSE IREHSGHRSIGHIRSG
over all yesegihseohgosehoighoesghesh this song is so them and I love it thank you for showing me it. (the want to write a song fic grows everyday)
(also ehehehehe <3 they get better but I wanted to hurt them fr fr)
OBSESSED with the contrast here between Pol's genuine glee/Arm's reluctant fond amusement and Pete's pure repressed hatred.... Tankhun adores Pete but Pete barely fucking tolerates Tankhun and it is so delicious it makes me CRAZY
I'm tempted to draw and practice some expressions with Equinox, but no I'm not, but I'm tempted to try picking at my fic, but like,,, idk what to write in the specific part I'm stuck at. I wanna do something because I'm bored, but also, no I don't being lazy is easier, but if I don't do something, I'll go insane and complain to myself about it all night
I'm literally the embodiment of no thoughts head empty. Help. I need to not be like this. For five. Fricken minutes