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[dp-marvel94]

Happy Friday! It's Kingdom Come Festival weekend. I'm so excited to see friends and worship our fairest Jesus together. 🥰💖🙏

I'm also going to have the opportunity to talk to members of the band featured in the newest chapter of Face to Face (Relent, The Protest, Chaotic Resemblance, and CJ English formerly of GFM) about the chapter and its reception. Honestly, I'm super excited but also very nervous. 😨

Thank you to everyone who read the chapter and commented/ reblogged ect. I hope you enjoyed it. And that this chapter and the whole story encouraged and inspired you. I pray very often that God will use my work to speak to people. I love and appreciate you all.

[voxtism]

call me jesus the way they’re nailing me to this cross OH GOD MY FUCKING HANDS WHY ARE YOU GIVING ME TETANUS

[ihaventsleptinweekz]

vent ish

I AM SO FRUSTRATED. Every week like fucking clockwork my mother and I argue about going to church because, shocker here, I don't LIKE going to church. I always feel so frustrated beyond words because she never listens to me! Ive made it clear to her multiple times that I dont feel COMFORTABLE going to churches. And every single time she says "not all christians are like that!!" as if she is not ONE OF THEM.

It doesnt matter how many times you tell me "Jesus will still love you if you sin" because YOU STILL THINK ITS A SIN!!! You think it shouldnt be around kids and its not normal and- here's the big one- YOU THINK ITS A SIN. Beyond that. You think IM a sin. My EXISTINCE is a sin in your eyes. Who I am is a sin and it doesnt matter how many fucking times you say "Jesus will love you anyways" because you still think my existence is a fucking sin!! I cant drill that into her thick fucking skull. And its like that EVERYWHERE. Going to churches are HELL because I dont know who its safe to be around!!! I dont pass like you think I do!! Im never sure who I can talk to or who I cant!! She doesnt understand even a little bit how utterly exhausting that is! And thats in addition to- oh yeah- I cant even hear about christianity stuff without it really upsetting me and I hate how she just never takes anything I say seriously!! AAAAAAAAAA

[clownkath]

jesus and judas in the @homoeroticbetrayal polls!

[gaystims]

John Wicks Rosary by all_bout_jack_

[judeschapstick]

I have a fear of religon, specifically Christanity. Like it is overwhelming at times and I sometimes wonder if there is something I can do to heal. I have had panic attacks from street preachers, when my family visits I hide during prayers, and I'm fairly certain if I were to go into a church I would simply evaporate. I named myself after someone who loved Jesus and was asked to betray him with a kiss in the gospel of Judus. I wasn't always like this, I was ok with religon. I would defend it during the edgy atheist era. Now I can't even walk by a church without someone being with me to hold my hand. I want to heal. I want to go back to when God ment love and acceptance. I cried once thinking about all of God's love and now I cry when I know a Christian's hate. Any advice would be appreciated from other queer people. Under no circumstances are people allowed to try and convert me. If anyone mentions there church I will never step foot in it.

[thesteriuswife]

AZ in the byzantine era XY AU where he's a monk who has been living within a hermitage and the local townspeople the length of his life and assume he truly is a saint blessed with immortality by god and he has never shown his face but his voice (deep and strange almost to the point of not sounding human) can be heard clearly lamenting the fate of all men. repentance and salvation as he meditates on his scriptures.

[yaysandnays]

i am not

the christian god might be forgiving, and he might be merciful, but i am not. and i will not forgive them for what they did to me under their god's name.

[emsgoodthinkin]

My white grandma told and apparently always tells my black father to shut up

Hm.

[nostomannia]

Unprompted || Anonymous

What flower or plant do you associate your muse with?

Uhhhhh

I mean, I do use flowers a lot with Sol.

There are dahlias, which often represent commitment and beauty. Maroon dahlias signify dishonesty and betrayal. Red dahlias are associated with strength. 

There are red roses which can be death flowers. Something, something Aphrodite created them while grieving for a dying lover, them (supposedly) growing at the site of Jesus’ crucifixion. Association with mother Mary, "the blood of our Lord", etc. Usually, it symbolizes grief and mourning. But obviously, in the modern-day, they're associated with love and adoration. The thorns making an association between both love and pain, the list goes on with them.

[fascinationsublime]

I hate that I have to make this post and idk maybe this is common knowledge but I didn't know before last night and I occasionally see skillet recommended as good Christian rock music and young emos listening to skillet so I just want to share.

I went to the kingdom bound music festival last night. I went specifically for skillet but the group of people I was with wanted to see the groups playing before them and the speakers. I'm not Christian. That's not something I would have watched on my own but like I said everyone else wanted to see it. Well it turns out one of the speakers was the lead singer for skillet, John Cooper. I don't particularly want to repeat the things that he said but it was pretty clear that he thinks parents shouldn't allow their children to transition and that gender is binary and was making fun of anything else (32 genders, how can roe v wade getting overturned be oppressive towards women when women aren't real). He also made a comment which implied to me that he is homophobic as well (it was basically "if you're struggling with your own gender or sexuality or [he listed a bunch of other stuff here] you can come join us in the worship tent after the show and we'll pray with you and help you through it").

Later during the actual concert which was real fucking hard to enjoy knowing the lead singer and the entire audience literally hates my existence he mentioned how important the topic of suicide is to him which like....don't be transphobic then? Like lgbt youths who don't get support at home especially those trans kids you don't want to let transition are the ones who are committing suicide. Like you want to look at the Bible for how to react to issues? The Bible says to love thy neighbor as thyself. You could be giving these kids a loving, accepting home in the church, in god, when they can't find one in their actual home and instead you get up on stage and you preach hate.

You wanna know why I'm not Christian? It's because everytime I walk into a church I have to wonder if they would hate me if they knew who I loved.

[huidol]

🪄 🪄 🪄 TRIPLE ATTACK!!!

BEING ATTACKED!!!!!!!!!!!

(Ribs - The Crane Wives)

Time has changed the metaphor

now, dust is not the origin of bone

Little girl, don't let them sell you any armor

All your ribs are still your own

--

The dark doesn't frighten me

I chose to close my eyes; it is mine

The night doesn't frighten me

I chose to let it thrive; it is mine

[lotus-duckies]

Why, my soul, are you downcast? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God. Psalm 42:11

[the-chaotic-christian]

A friendly reminder :)

tw su!c!de and self h4rm

Pain is temporary.

Suffering ends.

Loneliness abates.

Fear calms.

Anger cools.

Resilience strengthens.

Compassion grows.

Contentment takes root.

Hope flourishes.

Peace settles. Don't know if anyone else needed to be reminded of this, but I know I sure did. Jesus brings the greatest fruits out of the darkest nights, sometimes that's the only thing that keeps me going. Not gonna pretend I'm okay right now, but I don't need to because there's a God so much bigger than me that holds all things in His hands. So often, it feels, people judge that God is too big to understand. He's too big to know what it's like to feel small, to know what it's like to weep uncontrollably behind a bedroom door, to desire rest so badly you'd nearly do anything for it. But that's simply not true. Jesus made Himself small. He came to earth in the humblest of ways; he died a death so horrible even the brutal Romans judged it too terrible to use only a few centuries later. He wept alone in Gethsemane while his friends slept the night away; he slept in the middle of the storm. He was tired and hungry and bruised, He felt every kind of human emotion.

The Son of God.

The Son of God.

Broken so we may live. Any time I think of killing myself, any time I think of harming myself, I remember that. My life is not mine to take. My life is the Triune God's. I belong to Him.

And He loves me, and knows me. He knows my struggles, and He knows my pain. He knows that pain intimately; He always has.

My broken emotions won't have the final word over me. The broken world won't have the final say over me.

Christ lives, the Son of God, The Man of Sorrows;

A bruised reed He will not break, and a dimly burning wick He will not quench; He will bring forth justice. Isaiah 42:3 God bless, :)

[morgan-n-cheese-91]

I have come to the conclusion that ducks as a species are in fact sinful.

Seven deadly sins Ducks

Lust Yes

Gluttony Maybe but more towards yes

Greed Yes

Sloth Yes, sometimes

Envy Yes

Pride Maybe (courting dances)

Wrath No

4.5/7 I think that means ducks sin

Plus there's that thing about ducks raping eachother so '-'

[judeschapstick]

Let's fucking party!