#comfort depression movie

[dogbound1128]

Cramming in for big brother finals

The Song

[satellitedarling]

haha god listening to music and having scenarios in your head is so fun, yes the scenarios are about a hypothetical good relationship with my parents why do you ask

[scienceisfood]

At the root of my problems.

[ayyponine]

not to be a milennial but harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban really is that bitch....

[katealpha]

Art from Cammiko

While Sisu was always the happy go lucky and optimistic dragon that all of Kumandra knew and loved, there was a side of Sisu that she kept hidden away. Something that formed not long after the events that took place during her journey with Raya to fix the world. That thing, was a big well of regret, fueled by the trauma that was forced deep down caused by her death. Sisu had next to no ill will towards Namaari or Raya. To her, it was an accident that they had more more than made up for.

But it all still hurt. Whenever she thought about it, or looked at a crossbow being used by someone, she’d feel a sharp pain in her chest. It got so bad that one night that she cried herself to sleep. She hadn’t told anyone, at least not yet. She didn’t want to become a bigger burden than she already felt like she was. Looking back and ruminating on her own, after getting more accustomed to the fractured and developed world she and her brethren returned, Sisu realized that she had been so….stupid. So naive. She went around Talon taking things from various vendors like a child, getting herself nearly turned to stone by that ruthless old lady. She came up with a plan that completely backfired and ended up causing her own death. She foolishly thought the world would be the same as before the Druun came and ruined everything, acting in deniable about the fact that it changed and getting herself and Raya into more trouble.

Raya.

The worst thing that Sisu did in her mind. Ignore her best friend’s trauma at almost every opportunity. It was the thing that caused Sisu to go from being angry at herself, to hating herself. She had never brought it up with Raya. It was too late in her mind. To apologize now would be awkward. To open up old wounds when the real focus should be on improving Kumandra so that the Druun never come back. But these thoughts, her dreams about dying over and over again. They were tearing her up inside. Her heart grew heavier and heavier whenever she had time to herself. She’d just sit out of her room’s balcony, thinking, hating herself. She felt pathetic. She was Kumandra’s last hope. She shouldn’t be letting these things bother her. Not to let anyone know that in her heart of hearts, she wasn’t happy. She didn’t need help. It was all on her. Her brothers and sisters trusted her.

So her smile still stayed on…but she didn’t know how much longer that would last. Something had to give, and Sisu knew that if she didn’t find a way to get it off her chest, the pain would only get worse.

Sisu needed help….but she didn’t know if she had the strength to get it.

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I hope you liked this little vent art of sorts. I was inspired by a still of Awkwafina in her role in The Farewell. Probably her best work as an stress besides her voicing of Sisu. I feel like Sisu would kind of have the Frodo effect. To have a lot of pain dwelling in her after her adventure, especially after an especially traumatic event. Tell me what you think down in the comments.

[me-you-and-my-medication]

Whenever I watch a coming if age film or listen to any music that has that vibe (like 2000s/early 2010s pop-punk), see anything from that sort of aesthetic I have such an emotional reaction. Like. Just wishing I got to experience being a part of something and having a normal teenage life

[girlitfeelsgood]

the bbc pride and prejudice scene in barbie literally had my jaw on the floor. HOW DID THEY KNOW THAT?? WITCHCRAFT

[n3on-graveston3s-calling]

Its been rough today folks but I have had sweet ideas for lil imagines I might work up later involving some favs helping on your tougher days.

[hello0780]

Anyone else never know what to do on a Saturday or Sunday other than watch the same three movies and same shows that you always watch?

[planetsallalign]

I just watched It’s a Wonderful Life for the very first time.

[kimmkitsuragi]

lowkey me abt my masters abroad plan

[steffen-dilfrael]

Me @ myself every single night

(From little miss sunshine, 2006, one of my favourite movies and my favourite Steve Carell role by far)

[ladyhatter614]

Friend: *Recommends an angst filled masterpiece story with way too much hurt and close to 0 comfort.*

Me: … sorry but I’m not going to read/watch that.

Friend: Why?

Me: My current dosage of antidepressants doesn’t cover that amount of chronic pain that comes with consuming that story.

[nariririri]

god i fuckin love legally blonde the musical

[transjerma985]

If The Marvels isnt good then I think I’m just gonna stop watching mcu movies. Kamala and Carol are the only characters still attaching me to the mcu and I’ll be real I don’t have much hope for them 😔

[heller-castiel]

see i’ve been more depressed then i was at 13 as i’ve gotten older. but 13 was the first time i really experienced depression and i didn’t know how to. i had no coping skills. i didn’t know what i was feeling i just. i didn’t know how to handle it.