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Wanted to share the Black Ops 6 OC i'm working on.
Argentinian guy, Malvinas/Falklands Veteran, part of amphibious command in 1982.
Currently working for the CIA on 1991.
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In canon, a kwami's power must be used through a human wielding a miraculous, otherwise it'll have unforeseen consequences. So, in your AU, does Imago stealing Marinette's agonies cause any sort of trouble?
honestly the biggest unforeseen consequence is that this dude is around and being himself
no but for real, there should be a hypermassive consequence for a kwami unfettered peeking their head in, but there's not because of shit we'll get into later.
just consider it like this for the time being: now that Marinette is a sage and is capable of communing with the gods, she as a living being can be used as that intermediate conduit for power instead of the miraculous gems. If it was Tikki, for example, using her power raw with sage!Marinette, Mari would be able to access the power of creation or be swayed by it - however, it would put a massive strain on her, as she's not a miraculous but still capable of acting as that pipeline.
The reason Marinette has no ill effects from Imago, however, is because Imago is playing with a catch 22. Their purpose was to take agony away from Marinette, so even the exhaustion of accessing the unfettered power of a god was something he stole from her, so it seems like zero consequences have been had. In truth Imago is now SO tired holy moly and they DO NOT LIKE IT LMAO
#replies#we'll play with more gods later! it'll be great#sass will talk about how there's a reason people worshiped many gods back in the day#cuz back in the asscrack of time gods were capable of blessing people with their power. or cursing them#but they gave that shit up to become real when the first sage created the miraculous#so its not like Imago peeking their head in would've collapsed reality. gods used to do this crap all the time#but the doorways are almost rusted shut from lack of use; for lack of a better term#its only the fact that marinette is now accessible to the gods that let imago yank that janky door open#anyway don't think about it too hard. we're here to have fun after all
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"Haha Dream BBQ is so random and incomprehensible" "did they take drugs to make this lol" "you're actually not meant to understand anything in this series it's ok" "Joel G just makes up stuff on the spot based on what would be funny" "it's just random for random's sake" "is this AI" "stop theorising, it's not that deep" SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP
#ena dream bbq#ena joel g#random art does not exist. all human made art is made with intention.#like. sure. ena is intentionally surreal and aburdist and weird. and im sure some things were less thought out#but to say its all just random bullshit does SO much disservice to the creators behind this project#and disservice to your OWN intelligence in giving up and refusing to work those braincells of yours to create your own interpretation#like. There Are Things To work with here. there are a Lot Of Things#you just have to actually Think and connect the pieces and do introspection on what this Means to YOU#like. you dont wanna think hard. fine. if you wanna just enjoy the experience thats fine too#but then you have to still ackowledge that youre getting SOMETHING out of this (unless youre actually not and are just a hater)#even if its just emotionally. even if its jus unconsciouslly#there Is Meaning There#its just not linear#so think about it!!! thats whats fun about this series!!!#it forces everyone to think about it instead of just following the one 'canon'!!!!#there probably isnt one right answer here!!!#but that doesnt make it any less valuable!!!!#just. auuuughh#i have a lot of thoughts about this#the ena team would not put in this much effort and creativity and symbolism and themeing just for shits and giggles#ok ill stop being a hater now. and I WONT go in the opposite direction and start wining about how a lot of theories (on youtube at least)#seem to ignore the more emocionally significant and symbolic themes in favour of basic or emotionally shallow takes.....#ggrhrgrh (through gritted teeth)... everyones interpretation is valid.. everyones interpretation is valid#whatevr. im just rambling. idk. i hope you get what i mean#negative#fandom critical#my own post
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What if you died and something divine loved you so much it couldn't cope with that fact? What if they tried bringing you back but the result was wrong?
More doodles + rambles below:
Now What if what came back was just off. Looks at the divine without the memories that went back decades. It looks, behaves and works in a way just off enough in a way to make the god unable to look at it. it's not you. it's not. it can't be.
.... but what if what got pulled back was still you, but its- YOU'RE wrong and broken in ways you cant understand anymore.
The apocalypse draws closer and closer and you don't know why every day that passes you seem to be falling more and more apart too. The god is gone. You are alone.
....Anyway yeah i fucked up a perfectly normal Lovestory Au. i gave it anxiety is what i did. sorry for horrid typing in 2nd person trying to explain stuff im bad at explaining <3 i draw, not write for a reason lol.
#great god grove#ggg click clack#ggg thespius#ggg lovestory#dont have a name for this au but its haunted me for a week and i finally relented when i saw the fact gods CAN create sentient things#thanks huzzle for letting me be evil [thumbs up]#ANYWAY I PROMISE THERES A HAPPY ENDING IN MY HEAD IM JUST CRUEL AND EVIL#AND ALSO INCREDIBLY CRINGE. APOLOGIES. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM ALONE W MY THOUGHTS W NO ONE TO BOUNCE IDEAS OFF OF.#lovestory except everything went wrong at the last second and now everything sucks. Clicky's alone away from everyone. thespius is JUST GON#Huzzle is absolutely losing it's shit in the corner because it's the one that found out first.#Bauhauzzo is trying to not have the world end#and Missy M is absolutely distraught about how everything's gone sideways so fast and is about to start accidentally flooding the grove#cobi isnt even a god yet. (SAD. I MISS HER ALREADY)#sorry this is probably incomprehensible. oops#i think in images and concepts not words so translating a bunch of those hard.#fun part about this was absoultely drawing faces just ever so off from how i draw click clacks expressions to try and nail it aint right#what being off usually being the mouth#if u have questions feel free to ask. ill just stare at them in fear like a deer in headlights /silly#This is Clicky hes just.... a bit messed up. that *is* him; not a copy to be absolutely clear#...even if thespius doesnt think it is#anyway yeah. purple hyacinths right?#sniles#shrivels up and dies#ggg love and loss au
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It is so unbelievably frustrating how the algorithm timeline keeps defaulting in a place that has been free of algo bullshit for so long. I cannot tell if it’s a glitch or if they’re just pushing it intentionally. It’s at least easy to go back to the following feed, but with bluesky users more and more depending on the discover feed and tumblr defaulting to the algorithm timeline it just feels like ‘be twitter’ is the shitty destiny being pushed everywhere.
Important video anyone should give a watch:
youtube
#i hate algorithms as a creator and as a viewer#community and engagement always tank when algo shit gets pushed hard#trolls start showing up#reply guys flock#and thats usually just if you’re lucky and the algo likes you#if it doesn’t good luck existing#no truer way to scream into a void than an algorithm#also younknow the whole mess it has in the hand of radicalizing people#all it ever takes is liking one post you might agree with and its a steady stream of machine selected click content#a great post on bluesky recently was from an artist who said they realized they’d stopped ever even looking at art without realizing it#because surely enough the algorithms had slow boiled the lobster#until their twitter feed was nothing but a stream of rage bsit doom and anger#this video does a fantastic job of explaining why this shit is toxic for the soul and beyond#Youtube#also to clarify what i mean about radicalizing— i mean the brainwashing and astroturfing creating the mess we live in today#algorithms don’t just suck the soul out of communities like art and fandom#it’s legit a tool of harm
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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#hod#hod lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form#lobcorp spoilers#and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic#other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her#i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally#she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en#up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression#tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on#her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees#she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health#sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work#but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager#yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the#way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does#yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what#is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and#not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing#its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good#sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where#her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling#as she is interrupting their free time in the company#which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there#but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end#EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough
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uh-oh!
so i just found out i'm being cancelled once again XD alright here we go since you guys are addicted to making up rumors about me
yes i'm into south park, yes i've done zines though if you did the smallest bit of research you'd seen that one of the rules states the characters must be aged up, just like the show aged them up in the post covid special
that said, i am now checking the carrd for the kyman zine is dead so it's not your fault, you guys just couldn't help assuming the worst about a person right?
moving on...
i have not sent people my followers after people who 'express discomfort of my actions', the only time any of my friends spoke to any of these bullies it was @triplefaggot who was already mentioned here, telling someone in one (1) message to stop interacting with their posts because they're my friend and! surprise! when you spread malicious rumors about someone their friends will usually not like you! yeah pretty crazy i know, it's almost like, even the people you hate have people that love them or something.
i have no idea who these people you mention are honestly. if anything i'm impressed anyone was defending me without my knowledge? also, i have never namedropped any of the people who actually did namedrop me in their private server publicly or in this account so uh, no idea how my followers would go after anyone, let alone harass them off the fandom.
but yeah, complete slander aside, @mirrorshards and @triplefaggot are in fact my friends and, even though i don't post the same content they do, if you find them morally reprehensible or whatever, you should probably block me as well. like please just put me in this fandom's blocklist or whatever but do it already instead of obsessing with me and inventing outlandish shit to justify your dislike of me. it's pathetic and honestly kind of embarrassing. i literally have no idea who the op from the 'callout' post is like???????
that's it from my side and if you have any questions my asks are open ✌️ not the anonymous ones, though, duh
#personal#discourse#?#i truly wouldve never found out about this if i hadnt been messaged by someone like thats how out of the loop i am with this fandom#and i do not mind being cancelled by this fandom but man can you at least not make shit up its not that hard#also who is the person fighting on our behalf im so confused JHDFJKHDS#again i truly did not imagine anyone wanting to defend me outside my friends#anyway bye bozos#have fun creating my alt evil sona or whatever
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It’s so refreshing to see someone also sharing the same sentiment that Veilguard really just felt like smth for solavellan’s or even ppl who are huge fans of solas and not for other ppl (especially ppl who romanced Dorian)
Yeah... they gassed up the solas arc so much for this game and then it was. so nothing if again you didn't make the choices the devs obviously wanted you to make. And the game isn't even for huge fans of solas really, i'm personally a big solas fan, I think he was an incredible character and i loved his friendship with my inquisitor but because i wanted to explore choices that it seems trick weekes was just not interested in writing i got fucked over. Like i'm still reeling from the fact that if ROOK. NOT EVEN THE INQUISITOR. decides to not redeem solas the inquistor/solas relationship (whether antagonistic or friendly) just never gets resolved. I wanted a 20 min argument where my inquisitor after 7 long years of turning around that last interaction he had with solas in his mind got to ask him VERY important questions like "did our friendship ever really matter?", "did you ever really stop seeing me as subhuman?" and what i DESPERATELY needed "if the qunari hadn't forced you out of hiding, would you have come to save me from the anchor?" but they stuck varric into the role that should've been the inquisitor's so i got nothing 😐
+ What they did to us dorianmancers was so insulting my blood boils every time i think about it again. The inquisitor is in minrathous. Dorian is in minrathous. We never get a proper reunion with those two and they also have the audacity to dangle that shit in front of our faces with the "yes i know u will be in minrathous" line in dorian's letter. The inquisitor doesn't even MENTION dorian to rook when he's in the city, the city can be overrun with venatori, half of it can be destroyed and we don't even get a voiced concern over the man he loves???????? sick and fucking twisted the way this game actually had me missing dav*d gaid*r's writing but it did.
#datv spoilers#anyway sorry for the tangent <3#its just. when i saw the only three worldstate choice thing i was so concerned over what that would mean for the dao/da2 choices#and the dai decisions not mentioned in the three worldstate options#but surprisingly (because they just did away with the entire da lore tbh) those were almost. fine#def not offensive#but never in a million years would i have ever thought that they were going to fuck up those three bullshit choices u do get to make#and in the way they fucked them up#like the devs now can say all they want about the higher ups not letting them do things but u stood there#and advertised those choices as something u could really create a great narrative with. and that was absolute bs#+ how hard would it have really been to write a couple of bullshit lines about solas being a danger#instead of the ''don't u think he can change 🥺" lines we got for the inquisitor#how hard would it have really been to LEAVE OUT harding's ''morrigan turned into a dragon'' line. how hard would it have been#to change the inquisitor for divine justinia in those stupid ass letters from the south#i do believe some of the shit writing was the tumultuous development this game had yes. but a lot of it was just because the writers#didn't know what they were doing/didn't care#sigh. sigh
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an ban pet podgan
#joker out#linoprint#linocut#linoart#2023#creating linoprints is my love language#my fav medium but its so hard to manage for me#still i persist#first one was a tricky one since both my gouache and my printing paint are shit lmao#still in love with how it all came out
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ooooohhh thinking vaguely abt going back to uni to do animation or some shit and realising id have to put together a portfolio. when i draw like twice a month and do exclusively gay ass fanart LOLLL
#NO…. NOOOOO#I WILL NOT GIVE IN. !!!!!! I WILL GRIND THE FUCK OUT OF CREATING A SHOWCASE OF EPIC PROPORTIONS.#btw yeah its way past the deadline atp. but i can still apply for this year if i get swag enough#BUT IM SCARED.#maybe it wld b better to build shit up for applying next year but i cant be bothereddddd. ill die b4 then#i have no plans for this yr at all now lol. my only option wld b to get a job in the meantime (FUCKKKKKKKJJK)#well. ill think abt it i suppose. But Quickly#its one of those things where i cld absolutely work hard enough to do it. but i am scared of everything and have zero faith in myself. LOL.
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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode
#crow.txt#the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god#can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done#be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else#i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later#i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now#what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today#including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus#like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted#and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn#its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care#but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either#bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual#and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just#walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was#guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm
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Leftists aren't asking you to burn down walmarts or whatever shadow you're boxing we literally just want you to help us organize community support and mutual aid the other 364 days of the year you aren't fucking voting
#im so tired of asking liberals to do something and hearing the burning down walmart violence shit#its a strawman#help us help people NOW#You wanna be katniss then pick up the soup pot and lets go give people some food#you wanna be percy well grab that box of narcan we're going to hand them oit#stop fighting so hard to not do ANYTHING except what the system wants from you#Im not asking you to do anything violent and any leftist who says you HAVE to be violent to help people is a dangerous person to be around#We cannot create radical change from thin air nor violence we need help getting people things they need#you want a better world? stop complaining about the scary leftists and pick up the fuckin sharps box#leftist#leftism#anarchism#anarchy#anarchist#socialism#communist#communism#socialist#activism#praxis#fnb#food not bombs#food#mutual#community#community support#networking#liberal#vote#voteblue
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to everyone rb’ing/commenting on my art/everyone who fav’d it on tiktok n in general all the support for my writing n art n creations the last month??? i want you to know you have rendered me into a permanent state of this:
#txt#virgil vents#laughed my ass off bc i legit posted my speedpaint on tt (super ooc for me i never post there)#got 200 views or so and was like OHHMYHOD THATS CRAZY#goes to fyp -> scrolls 3 x -> large artists complaining about only getting 200 views#and don’t get me wrong i understand that like 200 isnt a lot by like todays social media standards#but considering for over a decade now#not even five other people have seen my art#the fact that ive gone from that to. TWO HUNDRED. seeing it in the span of like an hour#???????? hello????? thats huge#idk maybe someone else could use this reminder too so ill say it:#dont measure ur value by the numerical statistics of views or likes or rb’s#its ok to want recognition and for your work to be seen or interacted with! its ok to post/create bc u want to share it w others#but don’t get caught up in the How Many = How Much I Matter trap#the algorithm isnt made for you to feel good its made for you to compare constantly#but like… idk.#maybe its just bc im still new to posting what i make#but 200 views is a huge deal to me?#1k hits and 4 comments on ao3 is GIANT to me#like these things end up feeling small to people over time as they gain traction & i understand that#but… i think we lose our roots (& minds) sometimes trying so hard to Be Seen or Be Recognized or just. wanting to feel Good Enough.#but what you make isnt good enough bc someone else sees it as that#its good enough because it came from you! because you did it! you made it and you shared it and you drew from an experience and learned#and are sharing that with the world. and that? that is always good enough#<- idk reminders for myself obviously too but lol#it was ironic legit being like WAHHHH I GOT 200 VIEWS IM SHITTING MY PANTS to immediately#big name artist complaining about that exact amount of views lmfaoooo#like actually no im sorry fyp i dont relate to that!!! those 200 views mean everything to me! people FAVORITED IT!!!#someone commented HOLY SHIT on just my wip!!!!!!#thats??? enough for me!??? someone saw it. someone loved it. someone thought it was worth saving. someone read my words. someone commented
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Exploding anyone who writes Male Reader fics with "m/n" with my mind. What do you mean by "male name" ?? Genuinely. Like. Don't you just mean your own name?? "Y/n" already works because if you're a guy you already have a "male name" 😭 why are we creating a new thing that's just useless.
How do you make something that's so inherently for male readers sound like something that's not actually made for them.
#it's hard to put into words but i hope this makes sense#its like its not even just a standard fic yall just create some “male au” or some shit#its so overcomplicated for no reason#all you have to do. bare minimum. is he/him pronouns#its really not that hard.
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i think a reason i like avatar's human characters so much, or at least try to, is that this franchise sometimes dances dangerously close to an anarcho-primitivist flavor of ecofascism of the light human extinction variety. beyond that i would regard it as kind of an ideological hodge podge because in the movies alone you have that + the paternalistic imposition of western values through sully as a leader + the magical native trope + the symbolic christianization thing going on with eywa/grace/kiri and these all kind of all both mesh together and contradict at once. it feels coherent on a watch because it dazzles you but at the same time i feel like the message is confused
#it's deeply flawed. i like the blue people though#i have even MORE thoughts on fire regimes and subsistence whaling but that's just handwringing about where this series might go#it hasnt happened yet so theres no use preemptively metagaming it#i mean more than anything i think its a hero's journey thing that isn't thinking as hard as it could be about these other questions#but the undercurrents are all there#and on some level i think it's impossible for a box office juggernaut to be ideologically coherent in any way there are so many hands#involved in the creation process and for them to all be working as one to create a thing that's like#ideologically sound. i think it's kind of impossible#this would make a better letterboxd review than my actual letterboxd review#which is some shit like 'never ask a woman her age a man his salary or jake sully what he was doing in Venezuela'
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"bullying works" you sure? bc it kinda makes me think you should lose everything and die and that i wouldn't care/might even laugh when anything bad happens to you ever
#'works' how? bc i promise its a temporary fix to whatever 'problem'#meanwhile the real problem you left unaddressed/acted like it wasnt a problem worth you dealing with is growing out control and might#kill someone so#'bullying works' or it creates spiteful people who are fine with you dying bc clearly you didnt give enough of a fuck about them#and their psychology to prevent them from getting to this point so#and no- that spite doesnt always have to take the form of a school shooter. sometimes its a politician. sometimes its someone withholding#something that would help others out of spite bc they clearly dont give enough of a fuck about the messenger to deserve it.#like fr if my comic could help so many ppl atp i really dont care and the only thing that motivates me to write it is that i might help#animals or the env. yall have burnt me tf out on trying to give af about humans and give the benefit of the doubt a million fucking times#when you just dont fucking deserve it and are shit. i keep my heart open so fucking much and for what? just to have everyone#shit on it. fuck yall. i hope you suffer the more you let me suffer. the more you mock me. the more you dont believe me abt#my fucking trauma and downplay it. fuck all of yall. none of you care about victims of shit and i hope you all die fr.#may you come to understand suffering as i have and maybe then you'll develop an inch of fucking empathy for literally anything that#happens to me you pieces of shits.#anyways no i dont actually think anyone should die its just me talking from my feelings but also i dont feel like i should be policed#about this when its clear the ppl im vaguing about here are fine with me dying and would genuinely take pleasure in it whereas i dont#personally take pleasure in anyones death ever unless its some shitty billionaire trying to seize power or some shit.#and even then its not really pleasure so much as it is a sigh of relief#kinda hard not to FEEL like ppl who are already apathetic about you dying that they should die too#vent
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